#scared scared scared

[solarcandydrops]

Help Needed

I just got kicked out of my house and I’m fucking terrified. I’ve been homeless before, I never want to do that again. I have animals. I want money to at the very least, lay on someone’s couch or stay in a motel. If you can give, please consider it.  Otherwise, reblogs are very much appreciated.

Previous Post; Here

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PP@L: Here

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We still have had no luck in finding a place and I am nearly out of money. I am still homeless. And it is very expensive to stay off the streets. Please, please understand that. One week in a motel is over 600 dollars. So I need lots of help. I started a new post because the last request  on the last one was wrong now, or rather , no longer true.

Thank you all in advance.

[chronicowboy]

the lasagne cracked him. the last time buck cooked for the firehouse he got struck by lightning. everyone cooking together. the team possibly cracking and falling apart...

[running-in-the-dark]

at my uni now. 15 minutes until the exam. just have to find the room. I'm so scared 🙃

[jazzythursday]

Heart Of The Country - chapter 1

My gift for @ace-kaz-brekker for the Crows of A Feather Gift Exchange!

It’s a funny thought: the house beside the old jurda farm as home. It isn’t, really. It hasn’t been for a long, long time. Home became, at some point, his room above the Crow Club, where he could hear Kaz pacing around his office at night above him and the rowdy, boisterous noise from the club below. Home became his and Wylan’s shared room at the Slat. The one with the paint chipped walls and the leaky pipes and the brassy, artless key Wylan still wears around his neck, long after they’ve moved out. And after, slowly but surely, it became the Van Eck mansion; all the towered ceilings and too many rooms of it.

But the farm will always be home to him too, he supposes. The way the place you grew up will always be.

Or, a series of happenings at the Fahey family farm, one year post-Crooked Kingdom.

[detentiontrack]

Just finished my food and my grandpa drove home so now it’s time to back into the super scary highway during rush hour and then doing 2 scary unprotected left turns

[solarwavejuice]

nonono

[the-sweetest-little-angel]

Dissociation and autism and cognitive issues and whatever undiagnosed mental thingy self have is hell combo. Forgot thing cause dissociated. Couldn't remember. Memory been bad. Went from few days memory to barely one day memory. Very difficult.

Dissociated and forgot where safe person was. Start freaking out. Have abandonment issues. Get scared and paranoid. Freaking out can't relax. Overwhelm. Meltdown. Not process. Not feel safe. Couldn't remember. Felt disoriented. Confused. Scared.

Not fun not fun not fun not fun not fun. Can lead to psychotic break if not careful. Cause hold on reality very fragile. Schizospec.

It scary. It feel like not safe. Can't remember. Can't know. Hate it. Not like it. Feel confused. Not sure where stuff is.

[gobliiine]

It’s probably just gonna be canon typical party infighting but

Things I’m scared of IE “stay kind”

- Orym and Dorian friendship breakup

- Orym gets fed up and leaves the party

- Morri calls in on her deal and keeps Orym in the feywild

- Zathuda comes to, gets free, takes Fearne away

- Zathuda comes to, gets free, kills someone

- Dorian leaves the party (scheduling conflicts for Robbie)

- Ashton blows themself up

- Yu Suffiad

[defectivegembrain]

Loud loud loud

[iamhollywood]

ok i think i might start watching hannibal bc i've heard a lot of good things and the premise intrigues me. gonna watch the first episode and see how i feel

[sigynpenniman]

The thing about pain is that pain itself while unpleasant by definition isn’t even that bad. Pain can be surprisingly bearable or negligible on its own, it’s the circumstances. Emotional or physical, if you are loved, supported, and cared for, the pain itself is often not the primary issue. It’s feeling like you’re not supported, feeling like people don’t care, and crucially, feeling like there are things which could be done to reduce or eliminate your pain that aren’t being done.

This is what bothers me re: my frustrations with medicine. I’m not bothered that medicine is unable to remove all pain, I’m bothered that medicine sometimes seems unbothered with trying. I’m not afraid that I’ll be put through something that’s painful, I’m afraid that I’ll be put through something that doesn’t have to be painful but the people around me care more about getting things done quickly and with minimal inconvenience to them than reducing pain and increasing comfort. The idea that sometimes curing illness requires causing pain doesn’t upset me. The idea that so much pain is caused that is unnecessary and avoidable because the impact of patient pain and trauma experienced in treatment is under-prioritized compared to speed and convenience DOES upset me.

How do I ensure that the people who treat me are always the kind of people who care?

things I am always rotating in my mind

[boyfeminism]

SCARED

[taurus-spacecraft]

A WEIRD ASS PHONE NUMBER CALLED ME AND RECORDED A VOICE MESSAGE HELP I FEEL LIKE IN A HORROR MOVIE

[vincentsleftear]

Shitting bricks I think Blood and Cheese is coming

[charbles]

I clicked the wrong photo and he wILL NOT LEAVE- but HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY!! (Guess old fart wanted to say it too)

GET THIS MAN AWAY FROM ME!!!! AHHHH!!! AHHHHH!!!!!!