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chivalry’s shadow.

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Happy "The Bear Season 4" to all those who celebrate 🐻🐻🐻

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i miss them so much this isn't funny anymore 😀

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the world is running out of glassblowers and yet you want to become a fucking doctor

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being queer and seeing historical queer love is like a punch to the gut in a good way every time

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"Punishment works!!!" We're drowning in three to four generations of people so pants-shittingly terrified of ever being wrong that half of everyone has constructed a worldview wherein they never even consider the possibility that they could be wrong and the other half behaves like one wrong move will make anything or anyone explode violently into a million irreperable pieces. I don't think it works guys

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Are you a Fruitcake?

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i think it's an absolutely fascinating piece of fanon that jan van eck was awful to his house staff when canonically one of the few things we know about them is that they're too well paid to be bribed and they seem to be genuinely fairly loyal to him. like given inej's interactions with bajan and the end of CK i think it makes perfect sense to infer that they did pick up on his cruelty to wylan and a slight temper, but looking at the same sections there's an equally strong case for interpreting that they were generally unbothered as long as they got paid. IMO it is much more narratively interesting to speculate that jan was perfectly fine to the people who worked for him. that he saw people who were "industrious" and dedicated to "proper work" and had higher esteem for them than he had for his own son. that they were a point of comparison for wylan and spurred on jan's disdain because even a servant can do what you can't, wylan. that he paid them well and genuinely had their loyalty because no one, even in the van eck household, really believed that he was ever a bad person.

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(crawls on all fours with blood drenched on me) I have to do arts and crafts

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the streets call him the character of all time

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it's always "immortals always lose the ones they love!" and never "this family has had this incredible, powerful, loving figure present through generations of their lineage, all because they are descended from someone the immortal loved long ago" and i think that's a shame!!

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ugh wylan van eck's tale of self-discovery and growth, of fighting your parent inside your head, of being forced into a certain kind of life by things you can't control, of having religion used against you and finding the strength to mock it, of finding something to motivate you, of realizing that you're more than what you've been told, of finding someone to tell you to stop being ashamed, of finding that you aren't ashamed or afraid anymore, of being told that you're impossibly weak and realizing that really you aren't weak at all. man.

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ive definitely talked abt this before, but i literally cannot relate to the posts that are like "ohhh you guys ship them romantically when theyre soo much more interesting as friends". i contain multitudes. i think they are best friends. i think they are lovers. i think they are soulmates in a way that cant be categorised. these statements dont conflict.

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probably needed a hug. went completely nonverbal and dissociated instead

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