#saved so much time and suffering because i could just focus on values

[cicadaknight]

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[mari-lair]

I want to talk about Killua and Gon's separation.

There is a lot to untangle so let's start with Killua's mentality after the Chimera Ant Arc.

Killua is aware of how much Gon hurt him, and he understands that even if Gon's bond and dept with Kite is not something he can relate to, this pain isn't something he can brush off either, yet, he comclude his self-reflection by calling his dilemma a burden.

This need to be valued by Gon is what made him take things personally and feel useless during their invasion.

Regardless of his own feelings and issues, Killua blames himself for not sucking up and staying there with Gon. He has for a while... Take note of how horrified he looks after Palm tells him he is the one Gon needs the most.

Any possible joy he could have gotten from being important was far too small compared to the crushing realization 'Gon needs me and I left him alone while he was suffering.'

But Killua is hurting for himself too, at how he was put in a situation where everything felt out of his control.

That makes him angry.

When yelling at Gon about how reckless and selfish he is, Killua thinks to himself "apologies...?" as a question, a question that comes right after thinking "this time I won't forgive you'', like he is trying to find an answer to how he is feeling.

He doesn't really know what he wants from Gon, how or even where to direct his anger.

But he does know what he wants from himself.

'I will definitively make you better.'

It makes his declaration feel more like a "you will be alive to apologize. You will be here when I figure it out" the apology itself isn't nearly as important.

Because his recovery is so important, Killua doesn't allow himself to think too hard about it. He can't get emotional and make mistakes again, he needs to be level headed and get things done.

Even if the ever-present fear that he will be too late to save Gon is there.

He was too late once after all.

Killua immediately loses his calm when there are no hospital curtains or glass windows between them.

Even with Nanika by his side to give him strength, he is tense from the moment he reaches for Gon's hand. It breaks him to witness exactly how bad Gon state has become.

Translations vary but the sense of urgency is prevalent, even with his mission accomplished, his wish a touch away, he shows zero relief, he acts like he is too late again, desperate to help him.

There is no 'Gon is invincible. He heals super fast from everything.' mentality anymore, and even the hope he has been clinging to that 'Nanika is amazing, she can heal Gon' gets destroyed.

Is just him and the brutal reminder Gon can fall.

So when Gon gets up, against all odds, Killua is happy. The joy is stronger than his grief.

He downplays his worry, and keeps it casual, when he tells Gon to watch out for himself, but he is genuinely happy when Gon thanks him.

That's what I believe Killua really wanted from the start, not an apology but a thank you. It always hit him hard when Gon thanks him, be it when Killua is happy, or at his lowest:

Killua just didn't believe he deserved a "thank you", not after being put far too many responsibilities on himself and drowning in failures. But now, things are okay.

For as difficult as Killua's life is, he does like to focus on the good, so when he talks to Gon, who is alive and no longer blinded by grief, while being able to hold on to his little sister's hand, who is happy and free, he has no regrets, it was no problem. He would do it again and again and again for them, and Gon showing appreciation of what he has done is the cherry on top.

Killua doesn't really care about the apology anymore, because he already understands Gon didn't want to hurt him, he has been by Gon's side for years, and he knows better than anyone that Gon is a kind boy who loves his friends very much, and is far too harsh on himself.

So Killua acknowledges his pain but he keeps it light-hearted and brief. He doesn't want his best friend to focus on this, as Gon is prone to, so after Gon gets on his knees to apologize, Killua thanks him.

Which is something Killua rarely does, most of his thank yous are either casual or in monologues Gon isn't privy to. But he want to focus on the good he gained, on how his adventures and feelings for Gon are what let him take the needle out and go to Alluka's rescue instead of how he learned to fear loss.

He believes Gon is just as important to Alluka's rescue as Alluka was to his recovery. And he acknowledged Gon's issues but still value him.

So he does what he has always appreciated, and lets Gon know how valuable he is. Hurt or not, he always wants what's best for Gon. To cheer him up, to put his mind at ease.

And now that things have gotten more peaceful, they both decided that's what they focus on, on how valuable the other is. How much they enjoy each other's company and how hard it is to go their separate ways.

Even what Ging says about "What I was I looking for isn't what I ended up valuing" parallels their arrangement.

This is the end of their journey to travel the world in search of Ging, and the Chimera Ant disaster will definitively mark them, but they are still friends, and proud of it!

Which brings me to Killua's "you're number two" claim.

Personally, I do not believe he is being literal or trying to measure their value when he claims his sister is No.1. He just doesn't want to put too much pressure on Gon when he can tell Gon is still beating himself over how he treated Killua.

Palms's "You're the most important person to Gon" speech broke Killua, it crushed him with pressure, and it wasn't even Gon himself saying. Imagine how bad Gon would feel if Killua said "You're my most important person" or showed in any way how highly he holds Gon after the way Gon had snapped at him.

Add in how Gon already feels indebted to Killua, who had witnessed Gon destroy himself over his debt to Kite, and how hard it is for Gon to let Killua go... I can understand why Killua would want to downplay the situation as much as possible. Make it easier on Gon.

I don't want to downplay Alluka's importance to Killua though, she is the main reason they separate, the one that gives Killua confidence to turn his back on Gon despite how sad they look about diverging their paths, and makes Killua keep going.

Killua had nothing he wanted for a while. Now he wants to take Alluka and Nanika to travel the world, and while Gon is amazing and fun, he is also deeply intertwined with danger.

And Killua already has a lot of danger on his hands.

He needs a break from danger. From stress.

He can't protect Alluka and Nanika, while keeping an eye on Gon in their usual adventures. And he can't let himself go wild with Illumi on the hunt.

His priority is to keep Alluka safe and happy. Show her a taste of freedom and all the fun he knows exists out there.

And Killua is emotionally smart too, for as much as he is attached to Gon, I think he does realize they need time away. They will see each other again, they promised.

but right now they are too dependent.

[sflow-er]

I heard people are mad because they feel like August should be apologizing to Simon also, and I think that’s like, a no-brainer because of course he will – – he’s changed now. He’s not the same person who did that thing so – – we saw him suffer and now he apologized to Wille whom he knows and then – – I’m sure when [August and Simon] meet, he’s going to talk to [Simon] about it too. Linnéa Roxeheim, director of S3 eps 5& 6, PRP interview 59:00-59:22 (– – used for legibility, the redacted phrase is 'you know')

So...this kind of seems to confirm something I've been thinking since I watched the season: the lack of apology from August to Simon feels less like an intentional, character-defining writing choice and more like a mishap overlooking or even retconning the August-Simon conflict.

Some thoughts under the cut.

That conflict was one of the central building blocks and driving forces back in S1. Simon wouldn't have ended up selling drugs if it wasn't for August looking to buy, Wille wouldn't have found out about August's finances and been able to use them against him, and Alexander would not have been framed to save Simon. And for that matter, August's eagerness to pin the blame on Simon was likely fuelled by the fact that he wasn't just a sosse sleeping with Wille, but also a constant thorn in August's side. Someone who had even physically roughed August up at one point.

Still, I do believe August's decision to post the video mainly concerned Wille. I've written about that too many times to rehash it again; let's just take his dismissive reaction when Sara says Simon is distraught in S1E6 at face value. And that made perfect sense for his character, considering his only moral code at the time was (elite) loyalty.

However. From S2 on, the history between August and Simon has been sidelined, and the focus has been on the conflict between August and Wille.

We didn't see Simon suffer any more daily consequences from the video in S2. He could already sing karaoke in Bjärstad without people giving him dirty looks, and both the rumour mill at Hillerska and the hate comments online had stopped. Not being allowed to sing his song at the Jubilee was a concrete consequence, but even that felt more like an obstacle for Wilmon and an opportunity for Wille to stand up for them. Simon and August barely even interacted over the season - but at least Simon did refer to Sara knowing everything August had done to him in the gun range scene, so that was something.

I had hoped for the August-Simon conflict to be picked up again in S3. Even if the writers wanted to focus on other relationships and tensions, to me, it felt too essential to pass up. It would have been a clear sign of August learning the accountability and empathy that he needed to grow, and it would have also provided some much-needed closure for Simon (and tied the series together as a whole). I guess the writers felt differently.

Even though the focus on Simon getting hate on social media again could have provided an easy tie-in, the vile hate messages focused on his and Wille's relationship, as well as him being a POC. Apart from Linda's comment in the settlement negotiation, I don't think the video was even mentioned once in all the hate comments we saw. There was no indication of the media or the public having dragged it back up either (or asked who filmed and leaked it, but that's another matter entirely). Nor were there any references to Simon having already received some hate after the leak - on the contrary, it seemed like he was completely blindsided by all the vitriol. I do realise that the scale was much bigger this time around, but still.

Circling back to the August-Simon conflict, there's also another aspect that is easily overlooked. Namely, that Simon himself actually seemed pretty content to just put all his dealings with August to rest after the settlement was finalised. The only time the two of them even interacted after that was all about Sara. It could have also been an opportunity to show Simon's own feelings, but that didn't materialise.

Don't get me wrong, I'm sure Simon could still use that apology, but I never got the impression that he needed it the way we fans needed to see it. Based on S3, you might even think their only source of conflict was Simon coincidentally being on the video, and when that was settled, Simon was okay just moving on with his life.

Which brings me back to the ending.

I always figured that August was portrayed as genuinely remorseful towards the end. Yes, I would have liked to see more of his growth and development (even just showing his reaction to the sale of Årnäs instead of having Simon say that Wille said it was a fitting punishment would've worked wonders)... But the authorial intent seemed to be that he had already taken enough steps. His and Wille's reconciliation was as sincere as anything could get, with Wille not forgiving him as such but agreeing to move on, start healing, and even wish each other well. Wille was sincere when he congratulated August upon graduation and tapped him as the next king, thinking he was well suited for the job (it's the narrative that frames it as a sort of punishment, not Wille).

Crucially, Simon doesn't seem bothered by this. If both Wille and August had truly just ignored the harm caused to Simon and reconciled amongst themselves, with Wille essentially giving August the position that everyone but August still thought was all August ever wanted...while Simon was still hurting and needing the closure of an apology...well. That would actually make Wille look like kind of a terrible partner even right at the end, which clearly wasn't the intention.

We can't be sure if Wille told Simon about the reconciliation when they talked at the lake, but Simon will still know that Wille stepping down means August stepping up, and he is happy about it. Wilmon are off to start a new chapter in their lives, and we don't get the feeling that the lack of an apology to Simon is left as an unresolved issue between them (or between them and August).

So...yeah. I guess I'm just trying to point out that this seems to be another example of a previously important plot line being dropped from S3, and to a lesser degree, also another example of execution vs. authorial intent.

[sanctuaryroses]

Grounding Alters, Helping Them Process

Body Awareness

How long has this alter been dormant? Is that alter even still used to their own body? Would the alter feel safer, or less safe when inhabiting the body more? I recommend using massage-oil, or body butters or icecubes as well, for alters to explore how their body feels and what feels good to them. Its important they make positive associations with their body, small positive sensory experiences can be part of this. What exactly are they feeling that is so overwhelming? Based on this, calmer things like meditation could be helpful, or the opposite, they need to go for a run, or they need to turn on music & dance to it - a lot of the time alters have "saved" all the feelings that are actually to painful to be felt or experienced by anyone, so an alter might experience intense restlessness, as during the abuse the alter took on they most likely had to hold still but their brain didnt know how to "shut off" or "dissociate" yet. A lot of alters suffer as much as they do, or have emotions as out of balance as they do, because they are the parts of our brain that took the trauma on its most pure form, without dissociation.

That means, these feelings will need the correct body response. Running, sports, pacing up and down even - or the opposite, something calming.

For shame, body butter and massage-oils, to learn a sense of "safety" and a positive association with the body.

Letting them experience their trauma in "chunks"

When an alter is in extreme hyperarousal mode, the pain is running amok, theres a multitude of conflicting and extreme emotions, often associated with specific traumatic memories they hold it can be helpful to try to establish emotional control with the alter, so that they can feel in charge of their emotions. This wont work the first, not even the second time, but they are generally capable of it. Start by asking them to feel a certain percentage of the pain and terror only, ask them "What percentage of this pain would you be able to handle right now?" have them answer you, and then request "Try to feel only the percentage of pain you just mentioned." You can accompany this by letting them do breathing techniques, like box breathing, or other grounding techniques. Let them try to break the trauma into smaller chunks internally, focus on maybe one or two of the critical feelings only, and try to feel these to a lesser percentage if necessary. If the alter starts to feel a a improvement, it can be safe to unpack the remaining emotions and feelings, to start proccessing and exploring them. Let your alter talk as much as they need and want to about this, support them, listen to them, encourage them, have words of praise for their resilence and thank them for what they did for the system. Its important to understand that proccessing emotions or flashbacks that are so intense they run over their and our pain treshold by a tenfold or so, is impossible. You can only proccess what you can actually bear to be present with and allow to pass through you. Thats why its incredibly important to try to learn, let them learn, or work on it with a therapist to teach them a certain level of control over emotions that otherwise will run amok constantly without real resolve.

Filling their self-hatred with love

Most alters had to internalize incredibly damaging and hateful messages about their worth and their value in the world to survive. Sometimes they need to continue believing these messages for a sense of control, sometimes they are ready to be challenged on them and to accept positivity and love. Alters sometimes have taken on trauma as major part of who they are, their entire self might be warped around only knowing trauma. How much of a self worth would you have remaining if that was your entire framework? Thats why its so important to help them learn to accept, and to internalise a better self-view. As much as they can bear and handle. Oftentimes alters do a sort of "double-messaging" where they want love, care, and positivity but receiving it will spiral and trigger them - even if it also feels good to them. You are actively challenging everything that has kept them "safe" and from going "insane" in an incredibly dark and abusive enviroment, and they want and need these beliefs to be challenged, but it is going to be time consuming and cannot be forced. It needs to go as slow or as fast as the alter can handle. You might need to microdose them on your affection and love. It can be hard to understand why an alter that was trying to hard to get affectionate words, is an violent destructive spiral just minutes after receiving it, but its all due to how hurt and wounded they are and how much of a threat thinking of themselves in any positive way actually was. Its testament to the extreme trauma they endured. But its important. You might write them little notes or letters, keep a notebook where you write positive things about them into every week, or day, or even month, as much as the alter can take or desires. You might just speak to them directly to express affection. You can visualise hugging or holding them. You can make little gifts for them, little tokens of appreciation. You can find symbols that match their resilence, and personality and draw those for them, or handcraft them. Support a positive self-identity as much as you can for them.

You can be the stable source of love they never had. Which is why its important to be consistent about it.

[tokiro07]

Undead Unluck ch.204 thoughts

[Lord Forgive Me But It's Time to Go Back to The Old Me]

(Contents: Parallels - Nico/Feng/Ichico, Character development - Feng, Power system development/speculation - Souls, Character speculation - Sun/Luna)

Well! I guess we didn't need to worry about Nico staying a non-Negator after all, now did we? So much for keeping Nico "Unforgettable-free" eh, Ichico? Still, I feel better knowing that my prediction that they'd trigger it on purpose was correct, even if the exact method was a bit off

As usual, Tozuka continues to impress me with his ability to compose iconic panels. Nico's face when he absorbed all of the memories from Acopalypse is simply Unforgettable, particularly since it so immediately reverted him to his classic L100 appearance. What's really fun about that is that it's probably not that his body just suddenly remembered all of the stress and sleepless nights of Unforgettable, but rather it's the logical extreme of Artifact-based memory influx. We've seen characters develop headaches and nosebleeds from it before, most notably from Fuuko digging through an huge box full of Artifacts, so for Nico to absorb presumably ALL of Apocalypse's stored memories (stated to be the most of any Artifact), it makes sense that even the capillaries under his eyes would all burst at once from the pressure

The question now is whether or not this is a permanent change. I imagine not, since his previously haggard appearance was indicative of his suffering, the haunting knowledge that his most sacred memories would soon fade and be permanently replaced with the most wretched. L100 Nico had the opportunity to create new pleasant memories but actively rejected the possibility out of fear of losing the old, while in this world Nico is going to be able to embrace the support of others as he won't have lost Ichico this time. Honestly, no wonder Tozuka waited to introduce Mico to this world; he wanted to make sure Nico would be able to make room for her in his heart rather than keeping her at a distance

I wonder if that's another reason Tozuka chose Feng for this fight; not only is Feng's current focus on making himself unforgettable to future generations, but he's also a good parallel to Nico's role as a father. Both L100 Nico and Feng prevented themselves from properly forming attachments with their children, and L101 has given both of them the chance to make right on that. Shen explicitly acknowledges that he loves Feng as his father, and Feng even calls Shen his son, so while Feng may not be the best or even a good role model for fatherhood, he does make a compelling argument for parental redemption. If Nico really does have complete knowledge of the previous Loops now, the significance of this change won't be lost on him, and he'll be certain to make sure Mico can grow up happy and loved

Speaking of, Ichico's final speech in this chapter remind me a lot of Nico's in L100. She tells Nico that she knows he can save her because he's the first person she's ever loved, while as Nico was dying in L100, Ichico asked if he thought Mico could handle saving Fuuko's life and he replied "she's our daughter. She doesn't make mistakes." Both of them have absolute faith in their loved ones to pull through when the chips are down, and both of them hold each other in extremely high regard. These two really have such strong chemistry, I'm excited to see the sorts of interactions they have now that the cat's out of the bag

Now that I think of it, Nico's refusal to let Mico into his heart was pretty ironic since Ichico explicitly wanted to make sure that Nico wouldn't ever feel alone. Just like Leila asked Rip and Latla to find love in each other, Ichico wanted Nico to fill the void she left with Mico, and just like them, he couldn't let go of the past and move on. Leila and Ichico were also both in poor health and believed that since their lives were short they held less value, and instead sought to leave as much of an impact as possible in the time that they had, even if it was just to make the people closest to them happy

Looking at Ichico in that light, we can see another fun parallel to Feng! Feng's Unfade made him believe that he had all the time in the world and that he didn't need to leave anything behind because he'd always be there, while Ichico's Unsleep made her believe she had no time and had to leave as much behind as she could. Both of them, however, had adverse effects on their families, as Feng believed his children to exist for him to become stronger and Ichico believed her child to be an adequate replacement for herself, when in reality Feng should have focused on raising someone to surpass him and Ichico should have focused on preserving her life to be present for her family. Heck, Unforgettable manifested in Nico both times specifically because he saw Ichico's last moments and thought something to the effect of "I don't want her to die, I want to remember her." Doomed by the narrative, indeed!

Man, I'm so glad Tozuka used Feng here, I had no idea there was so much connective tissue between all these folks! I bet we still would have gotten something cool if it were Tella, but damn this is such juicy stuff!! I hope Tozuka keeps throwing all of his toys together in fun combos that get me to think this deeply in the other Master Rule fights too

Feng's inclusion here also continues to demonstrate how far he's developed, forcing him to put his money where his mouth is and sacrifice himself for someone else for a change. He was a bit incredulous at first that Ichico was suggesting he should die, which is pretty hypocritical coming from the guy who just last chapter said "you should sacrifice your wife to get stronger, it'll be cool." Once he realized that dying would help him understand souls better and that Nico could save him AND bring him back to life, Feng was all for it, and may well come to understand that being with people provides more opportunities for growth than treating them as expendable ever could

I am very interested in seeing how his death will improve his understanding of souls, though. The damage he took from Luna's soul blast as well as the damage he dealt to Sun (who Language stated has a physical body) with his knock-off Kamehameha both prove that souls can directly interact with the physical plane, something that Ghost previously stated couldn't be done. This may be a matter of interpretation, though, as Ghost also stated that Andy only couldn't move his limbs after having those parts of his soul cut off because he believed he could move his body using his soul. Ghost's interpretation was that souls couldn't touch physical matter and vice versa, so only a physical attack coated in soul could harm him by ensuring it didn't matter which form he was in

Luna's attack seems to be pure soul, so by that logic, she shouldn't have been able to deal damage to Feng's body, and yet she did. Is Luna's interpretation that a soul attack damages the soul and reflects its state on the body? Probably not, then one wouldn't be able to detach their soul for attacks in the first place, as that would cause the body to change shape (see Mahito's Idle Transfiguration in JJK). Does Luna interpret souls as having different properties at different concentrations? Is she coating her soul around the air to create physical pressure when launching her attack? Or is it something entirely different? Whatever it turns out to be, I think it will have pretty drastic implications for how battles are fought going forward

Finally, I want to touch on an interesting line from Language. She referred to Luna and Sun as "the Pinnacle of the Spiritual and the Pinnacle the Physical" respectively, and given Luna's hazy silver appearance, it does track that she is literally made of soul, but then does that mean Luna doesn't have a physical body at all? And in fact, if Luna is only a soul, then how did she exist prior to UMA Soul's creation? Is Soul really the Rule that allows souls to exist, or the Rule that allows other souls, existences like Luna, to be?

And if Luna is a soul without a body, then...is Sun a body without a soul? Can soul-based attacks work on Sun, or does the Union need to focus solely on physical attacks? Or, does defeating Sun require that Luna be defeated simultaneously, just like Ghost, because Luna is Sun's soul?

I know I say it all the time, but Tozuka really is following Oda's footsteps incredibly well. They're both so good at sprinkling in hints that make me ask questions rather than just spoonfeeding me answers, so while I desperately want the answers, the time I get to spend chewing them over and looking for them myself makes the questions stick with me and leave that much more of an impact. I sincerely hope that other mangaka are taking notes, cus I want to see so much more of this in Jump's future!

Until next time, let's enjoy life!

[aotopmha]

Out of all of the elements of Ultima Thule, I feel like the tribes are the least talked about.

I think with fairly good reason – at its core Ultima Thule is about the journeys our main cast has been on.

But I love them just as much because they bring together some very long-standing threads.

In essence all three tribes had their reasons for succumbing to despair:

The dragons were broken by the suffering brought upon them and their planet by the Omicrons. Their despair came from war and oppression.

The singular purpose of the Ea was to seek more knowledge, but they learned time is finite, so to them, what they pursued became meaningless. Their despair came from their work not being eternal.

The Omicrons pursued their wish to become powerful because they were weak once. Their despair came from becoming so powerful, they had no equal.

The Ea are the new group here, serving as parallels to Y'Shtola and Urianger, and they're actually the odd one out here, having no prior history to Ultima Thule, so I'm going to mostly focus on the dragons and the Omicrons.

But to sum it up, Y'Shtola's answer to the Ea is simple: despite time being finite, any truths learned can be seen from different angles and people can reach their own conclusions about them.

For example, even if everything disappears one day, and new knowledge is finite just as the universe, as long as we exist, the knowledge we have has meaning and value to those who come after us.

It's the time we do have left that matters.

Or perhaps even if knowledge and time are finite, a pursuit to extend the life of the universe could be possible.

Or perhaps, if knowledge is finite, we could find happiness in some other pursuit.

The Ea, along with all of the other tribes and Meteion herself, see their perspective as absolute. And in a neat way, this also extends to Hermes.

Along with having very specific beliefs, they've been effected by what they've gone through so strongly, they can't see any other way of looking at their situation and thus no new purpose to find.

In that sense, Y'Shtola's answer leans on what I think is probably the best part of her character: getting straight to the point when it matters.

But the Omicrons and the dragons are the true cool part to me.

Midgardsomr's connection with Hydaelyn and his respect for her has been established since he was introduced, we just never went into detail with it.

And this explains it all: so much of the universe is dead and Midgardsomr saw that emptiness during his journey to Etheirys.

We will probably find life in the cosmic exploration content in Dawntrail, but Etheirys will remain special because of the strength and concentration of it.

Life is a miracle, so it must be protected.

So, Estinien's answer comes down to self-pity not saving anyone. There will always be conflict and more often than not peace will be won with fighting.

And Midgardsomr is proof that however difficult the path to it, resillience will lead to true survival and happiness.

It's bringing together the Midgardsomr plot thread, which has existed since A Realm Reborn, Heavensward and Endwalker itself in one swoop. I love it.

I think I love the Omicrons the most, though because their section gives so much more meaning to an entire raid series.

And I think this is one part of the story that absolutely was planned out.

What Omega says when Alpha is running across space is super specific. It's the mention of Ser that gets me every time because first time through the most you get from that section is that it's a log of Omega's own journey to Etheirys.

But when you add everything together, it gets layers.

To me Alpha has always represented Omega's own soul along with how he views feelings.

Something pointless to ultimately be discarded because it "serves no purpose", but because it is a source of strength, he wants to logic it out.

His testing, and the soul that Alpha represents became so cool to me – essentially Omega, for the first time, had his perspective as an omicron challenged when Alpha wasn't rejected by anyone else and valued for his participation.

The final boss of Omega having the WoL's theme in it was always super cool, but it is even cooler to realise how they're foils knowing what dynamis represents and how we can use it.

It's the most literal logic vs feelings fight ever thematically.

And in the Ultimate he finally stops disregarding Alpha, instead joining his strength with his.

And equally, G'raha's answer to Sir leans on this. If you have no purpose, you can always try look for a new one because you change every single moment you live and never stop.

So the Omicrons can look for purpose beyond war.

And the "waste of time" that is everything else, perhaps isn't a waste, but simply part of a more fulfilling life.

And to once again, bring it all together with Endwalker, I think they also represent a potential endpoint for the Garleans and a parallel to the Allagans.

All a source of pointless, wanton destruction because of a single-minded pursuit of power.

And ultimately left without purpose.

There is actually another strong perspective within UT.

Meteion's.

The key part with her is that by taking all of these negative feelings into herself, along with finding dead worlds by themselves, she also unintentionally doomed some of them.

So along with fearing to disappoint Hermes and facing all of those negative feelings from the different worlds, she also has massive amounts of guilt built up within, so her journey is a neverending cycle that keeps hurting her and the worlds around her.

And it all began with her basically having no choice on the matter because of her nature and Hermes pushing her into it all despite knowing and feeling how wrong it was.

I think she's probably the most tragic of the characters because she is in the most literal sense an empath child.

Ultima Thule is just so wonderfully thematically substantial to me. It ties together the general main cast and themes of all expansions with strongly-defined perspectives for all of them.

I say those who wanted everyone to die at the end of this can suck it.

Absolutely would be a betrayal considering the thematic focus of finding purpose and happiness after much pain.

[nijigasakilove]

Best romance and show this season by a mile. The gooners took roshidere, but I’m keeping Makeine pure with my life. A-1 are doing a masterful job with this. This episode is a reminder of tan tomboy supremacy!

Lemon and Nukumizu’s heatstroke debacle after school was brilliant. Tan girl enthusiasts ate good there lol. Don’t even think I’ve ever heard of ice spray, but it’s erotic!!

New nurse milf waifu dropped?? “When you get laid the ceiling is the only thing you can see” Sensei is hilarious, sounds like she used to be getting it on in the nurse’s office during school when she was a student 💀 must be something in the water of this town because everyone is wacky

That omarice Anna bought Nukumizu was probably worth 600 yen, but by the time she gave Lemon half of it that dropped the value quite a bit. She’s got a long way to go to pay off that debt lmao.

“People aren’t allowed to be friendless after middle school” well I got news for you Kaju.. your brother is exhibit A of just that.

I feel bad for everything that went on with Lemon today, but at the end of the day Mitsuki had a girlfriend already and the president getting him to admit that really saves Lemon prolonged agony and suffering in the long run. She needed to hear that so she could move on and focus on herself.

From the looks of that track scene at the end, there’s so much more to her than just a relationship or crush and this should give her more time to work on that! We’re rooting for you lemon!

A-1 seem to have a thing with ending these episodes with a gust of wind and some profound life changing energy for the heroines lol. Let’s see if they keep that trend going next week

Oh yea and Anna needs a JOB badly lmao. All the money she had paid back she’s basically given back now with that 2800 yen at the end 😂

[jurisffiction]

the main complaints/criticisms/stan outcries ive seen about the finale so far (lmao. handful of hours) (that aren't just 'the pacing and emotional impact suffered from how much had to fit in there') are. wait. okay im gonna put this behind a read more cut because it's so nothing + is just pure spoilers

okay. 1. changing armand's plan/role in the trial to be fully intending louis to also die is a) ooc and b) affects too much narrativewise, and 2. shifting the focus of the loumand divorce to 'who saved louis' and not 'who murdered claudia' undoes so much of the adaption's good work in showcasing how much claudia is looked over.

and now this isnt like a clarified declaration this is fully just me verbally processing in my diary. after scrolling twitter about an amc show after 4 hours' sleep.

i think 1) a) isnt really justifiable but that doesn't immediately dismiss 1) b). like there's very much a clear character line of armand wanting to destroy louis entirely, tabula rasa, at the time he realises louis never truly loves him like madeleine loves claudia. it fits him fine. also fits him to then be an opportunist in reviving louis and painting himself the hero. but 1)b) is very much tied into 2) where it's like hmmmmm yes. I havent read the books but. the way i absorbed the scenes was the reveal that armand never premeditated saving louis (but did so ad hoc) broke through to louis that he really did premediate claudia's death and wasn't a parallel prisoner the whole time at all. it was still about who got claudia dead, but the detail of who saved louis clarified who killed claudia to louis.

(of course i mean. the discussion DID shift the focus in a literal face-value way so. i feel anyone who critiqued that has some solid ground to stand on. odd to switch context of race and other implications then diminish that impact in the finale. but. idk)

Whether or not that change of intent dramatically alters the line of characters or plot in the books is another question and i guess i can understand being knocked aside by it if you're a longtime/big book + armand fan bc it really eats at and switches the heart of the character but. idk. shrug! idk. is where we're ending this. there's a lot more you could read into sympathetically (not. not really. but explanatively ?) with armand re what he'd constructed around him at the point and what he truly believed himself and for his future. but. idk. this is so long

okay i wrote this 20 min ago then got distracted with my day job. unsure if the above is full sentences. posting it anyway for my personal records and if anyone wants to come kill me over discourse / make me realise something i missed. Long live television

[nitro-nova]

Birthday devblog

I'll post a small oops large gamedev update on Combat Nightsuit Saboteur. My last post about it was in April.

During that month, I started working on concept art for the character and sprite.

Starting to get into May, I was working on art for interior areas like you're seeing above, and was starting to develop an idea for the art direction overall. Developing art assets like these while maintaining a full-time job is pretty difficult (every game's a miracle blah blah blah), so I had to accept that my pace would be slow.

I was doing some basic level designs here and testing them out with Clem while taking notes on feedback. I was researching platformers as I was doing this, so it took a little time.

In July, I wanted to find ways to mitigate how long it took to develop art assets. I started working on a prototyping art style so that I could have something in place. I also made a tool for calculating pixel art columns and gutter widths.

I also started taking notes on what lightness values of the character to avoid using in my assets, so that she doesn't blend in too easily. I took a break afterward to visit family with Clem.

I resumed work in August and started sketching out ideas for individual rooms.

I use GIMP for pixel art, but one of the unfortunate gripes I have is that its color palette mapping produces inconsistent artifacts. To combat this, I employed Dither Machine for more consistent pixel gradients.

By September though, I was getting frustrated with my pace, and a burning thing in the back of my mind was that even though the scope was small, the game wasn't fun or interesting, and I wasn't even making progress in the one level I was planning.

I mean, up until this point, I was trying to be kind to myself. I had a full-time job and was sleeping 6-7 hours a night so I could use the time after 10 hour shifts to draw pixel art and watch videos. I was making time for friends and going out with them.

Maybe I have an attention disorder? I do watch more YouTube than I really should (generally I try to use it for listening to music while I create, but I admit I sometimes get sidetracked by bops too lol). I imagine getting suboptimal sleep every day and having to catch up on weekends doesn't help.

I decided in September to change the project. An increase in scope, because I needed to make something I was more familiar with. Six characters, but you only play as one. No longer a jump-and-shoot, but a Strider-like, with an added focus on a beat-em-up combat system. I spent a few days writing backstories and getting the setting more in order, which would help me develop assets with more direction to it.

I refined my character sprite some more, started working on animations.

This shift in design was giving me a second wind, and I knew that I needed a more-than-basic platforming system. I was also promoted at my job, which came with a schedule change (I also got married lol, October was a big month). I decided to adjust my sleep schedule to 8-9 hours a night, and dedicate a single hour per work day for chores. As of today I am much healthier.

October was a major programming month. I started development on what I do best -- a Strider-like platforming engine.

Running, jumping, walljumping, corner grabbing, and ceiling grabbing were implemented. By the end of October, I was finished and successfully deployed the code into the project. To celebrate, I played around with anime color palettes and tried out my art style with a Blender project.

God it looks badass, I don't regret spending time on that art, after all. Despite how much I suffer, productivity-wise, it's stuff like this that motivates me to push on and create. It sounds a bit silly, but this image saved this project from death, because I can't let go of how much I dream of making games and animations.

If I really do finish this project, I can only imagine how much the world would like it. I just know I'm cooking, here. I've been thinking about inviting friends to help (the promotion came with an income increase, but it mainly helps me afford things more comfortably, sadly). I know for sure I need a project manager who may be able to secure full-time development funding, a Kanamori of sorts, to help develop a schedule and try to stick to it. Artists and quality checkers would be amazing, too.

November's development is smaller, but that's because it focused a ton on figuring out a pixel art animation process.

A/B Pose Sketches: Sketching multiple before after poses, like the ones my friend Rawri drew.

Selection, mainly determining which A and B sketches look best.

Joint-Keyframing: Those are the head and joint versions you see me make, with the pink helmet.

In-Betweens: Planning how the motion is meant to carry out.

Limb Shaping: Adding the limb silhouettes

Detailing: Adding the blues, golds, silvers, and black parts. Includes a check for any details I missed.

And that's where I'm currently at!

Edit: Actually, no, I need to say that people HAVE been helping me, here's who I'm shouting out:

Clementine - My wife! Thank you for loving me and supporting me and buying groceries and cooking meals for me and working hard. Genuinely I could never make progress without you helping me.

Mechanicalrot - Our partner! You also help give advice on projects and cook sometimes. I love you as well!

Robin and Eli - My family. Thank you for also buying groceries and helping me with dishes/trash and for your support. (strange-alchemy gets a shoutout for being supportive as well <3)

Saphica - Additional moral support and partner in crime. Thank you for reviewing my artwork and helping me stay positive even when I was feeling rough.

Rawrienstein and AndromedaZach - Amazing friends lending their art experience to help improve my art and animations. It means a lot that you hope for my success.

Rose - Another wonderful friend, thank you for having us over and cooking and showing me movies.

Jaycee - Wonderful friend, thanks for liking my posts and supporting me, too. :]

[teecupangel]

I’m desperately need your thoughts on a possible idea but I’m not sure if I wanna commit. Desmond somehow finds his way to Altairs time, specifically right before Abbas begins his takeover and Des manages to save Sef and Malik. Fast forward to everyone’s return, Maria and Darim are like oh my god you’re alive and Altair is like oh my god *blushing*

Obviously Maria is cool with a third (inspired by Maria/Giovanni/Des). Altair is still in love with her but a different love than what’s going on with Des, and Sef and Darim don’t know how to cope that their father is in love and actively having sex with a man significantly younger than they are.

Bonus idea* this is the same universe as your The Relentless Pleasurable Suffering of Desmond Miles on AO3 and Darim is just ranting about everything and Sef is just sweating in the background while Des stares at him from across the yard.

Let’s set up the AC setting first, since you wish to set this after Darim assassinated Genghis Khan, we’ll have to deal with the following:

Desmond’s place in Masyaf while Altaïr and the others are away

How Abbas’ coup affects the Levantine Brotherhood as a whole

Now, we can just chuck Desmond right as Abbas finalizes the details of his coup. However, in this scenario, Abbas’ influence had been festering for a very long time now.

For his coup to be successful, he must ensure that Altaïr and his allies would be discredited to some degree beforehand.

And he has a good idea on how to do it: Altaïr’s Apple and history.

The Apple is self-explanatory at this point and I do enjoy making use of it in some of my fics, like in The Second where Abbas pretty much outright states that Altaïr is hoarding the Apple’s secret for himself.

So let’s focus on how Abbas could push others to his side by using Altaïr’s history. His main points would be:

He went rogue before and assassinated people without the permission of a Rafiq or Al Mualim (an oversimplification of what happened in Altaïr’s Chronicles)

He had failed a very important mission that led to the death of a brother and it’s only by Al Mualim’s mercy that he wasn’t killed for his failure (AC1)

He killed Al Mualim without real proof of his treachery (AC1 - this would gain him the support of those who still believed Al Mualim did nothing wrong)

He spent years away from Masyaf when he should be there, being the mentor they needed during a time of change (End of Bloodlines when he joined Maria in her travels)

Abbas would also whisper poisoned words to the Assassins who feel that their work isn’t being valued enough as the Levantine Brotherhood is structured more on the side of meritocracy. Also, at this point, there are many Assassins who are too young to remember Malik as one of the more promising Assassins in the field before Jerusalem happened. These ones would be those weak in spirit that Abbas could whisper about how Malik became the acting mentor because of his close friendship with Altaïr. Why else would they choose such a man as Malik instead of other Assassins to act as the mentor, considering what he ‘lacks’? It doesn’t matter that Malik has done more for the Brotherhood than most of them. It doesn’t matter that he has lost so much for the Brotherhood.

What mattered was that Malik is stuck taking care of what should have been Altaïr’s job high up the office while Abbas was the one on the grounds, having enough time to observe which Assassin could be turned to his side.

What about Sef then? Sef has a very deliberating factor against him. He’s Altaïr’s son. Considering his age and his current position in the Brotherhood by the time his family left for Genghis Khan, we would be around 19~20 years old when he took the role of Malik’s second-in-command. Whether this is an official position or does not matter. Sef’s high standing in the Brotherhood could be taken as another evidence of why Altaïr doesn’t deserve to be the mentor: nepotism and favoritism. If we include the idea that Malik and Sef were having an affair like in The Relentless Pleasurable Suffering of Desmond Miles, you bet there are going to be rumors about their secret affair as well which will make some of the more conservative Assassins balk.

Abbas might even stoke the flames himself.

The main reason why I spent time dealing with all that setup is that I promise that Desmond managed to save Sef and Malik (and their allies including Rauf because it’s implied his ‘sickness’ had been orchestrated by Abbas) because he immediately went to Masyaf the moment he got kicked into this time period. Desmond easily got into Malik’s office thanks to the ‘borrowed’ Assassin robes he got from the nearest bureau he found before making the trip to Masyaf and he tries to play it off like he had been made aware of a coup.

Malik isn’t stupid. He knows Desmond is not saying everything he knows but he cannot dismiss his claims as well. But, if what Desmond is saying is true, then he needs to see what can be done first.

In this case, nothing could be done.

Abbas’ claws had dug too deep into the very foundation of Masyaf itself at this point. Desmond was simply too late and the tides of change are already on their way.

What they are left with is to either hold their ground or go with the tides.

Malik chooses the later. Because he believed that Altaïr will be able to turn the tides once he returned.

Also, he cannot… he will not risk the lives of their remaining allies and their families just on the chance that they can survive the tides.

Especially his new born son and…

Sef…

(Sidenote: in this scenario, let’s make Malik’s wife his beard who knows about the affair. Hell, let’s make them each other’s beard. Malik and Sef are having an affair and they married two women who loved one another. They planned for their children to all grow up as siblings.)

So Malik gets their allies out of Masyaf. Send some of them faraway missions. Get their families to leave Masyaf to ‘visit’ relatives. Rauf’s declining health got him to send him and his family somewhere else with an explanation of ‘there’s a doctor there who might be able to help’.

Of course, Abbas isn’t stupid. He sees this happening and knows something’s up. He’s not sure just how much Malik knows but he is sure Malik knows something.

So he accelerates the timetable.

This makes it easier for Malik to see his moves though. It comes to a head where both of them tipped their hands: Abbas arranged a late meeting at night. The following dawn, Malik and Sef’s family leaves Masyaf (together with Sef).

So Abbas makes his move. No fancy false charges. No assassination attempts.

He and his coconspirators take Masyaf.

Of course, with such a blatant takeover, there are more Assassins who would not like this. Not enough to push them back as Malik had made sure the ones they are sure are allied with them were far away in Masyaf already.

(It would be later on that Altaïr would ask him why he did not simply do the opposite. Why not have Abbas’ allies be the ones sent away from Masyaf. To that, Malik would answer, “To contain a festering wound, you cut off the limb before it infests the rest of the body. Masyaf’s wound has festered far too long to be saved. Not by me.”)

And Malik was the only person truly loyal to Altaïr left in Masyaf. Everybody else was either on Abbas’ side or those who didn’t care either way.

Just as Malik planned.

Because this way, Abbas would have a prize. Abbas’ anger and thirst for vengeance would be quenched even for just a bit.

And…

Malik was betting that his death would be enough for Altaïr’s eyes to finally be opened. For Altaïr to finally do what he should have done all those years ago when Abbas used the Apple during the burning of Al Mualim’s body.

For Altaïr to finally let go of his childhood hope that Abbas would finally see the truth and they could reconcile their shattered friendship.

Even if it wasn’t…

Malik was betting that Sef would avenge his death.

And that’s when Desmond comes in and saves him. Malik is unsure how Desmond was there when he specifically ordered Desmond to ride to Alamut to tell the Assassins there about Abbas’ plans and to ask for sanctuary for their allies.

Desmond did that… by sending a pigeon then keeping an eye on things in Masyaf all in an effort to find a good time to assassinate Abbas (didn’t work. Abbas had become too paranoid because of all the moves Malik had made).

Malik is the one who stops Desmond from killing anyone, tells him that doing so would further fracture the Brotherhood.

So they run.

They meet up with their allies in Alamut and that’s where they stay, sending pigeons to all the bureaus and other Brotherhoods about what has happened in Masyaf.

(And on this part a scene between Malik and Sef concerning Malik’s plan and Sef chewing him out for it)

And it’s in Alamut that Altaïr and the others go to after their mission was done.

Just enough time has passed that Desmond was able to store the important memories in the memory seals in Alamut for Altaïr to watch.

No matter what questions they ask Desmond, he refuses to answer any of their questions.

Because he wants to tell Altaïr first.

He wants Altaïr to be the one to know who he truly is.

More than anything, he wants Altaïr to be the one to decide his fate in this world he finds himself in.

Unorganized Notes:

We can go either way with how this pairing would work. Either we make this full on Altaïr/Desmond/Maria where Desmond becomes both of their lovers or this is more of a case of Desmond being Altaïr’s lover and having a close friendship with Maria.

If you prefer for Desmond to be Altaïr’s lover alone, it could be that Altaïr and Maria’s relationship had changed. They still love one another but they feel no urge for anything physical anymore. But Altaïr felt it once more for Desmond.

In this scenario, Altaïr and Desmond would start their relationship only when Maria gives her blessing. Before that, there’s gonna be pining on both sides that everyone could see.

Once they start their relationship, it’s gonna be tricky because Altaïr wouldn’t want to hide Desmond at all while Desmond would want to hide their relationship because he knows Abbas could use their relationship to further smear Altaïr’s reputation.

And that is when Altaïr decides to do what he had always been planning to do: retire.

There will be the 12th-century version of “Oh god, he’s finally having his midlife crisis” outrage, and the fact that Altaïr is doing this AFTER Abbas’ coup will be fanning the flames even more.

So they make a compromise that Altaïr will retire once they get Masyaf back but he also makes preparations for his final contribution: to push the Brotherhood back to the shadows.

At that point, the plot can either: focus on the plans to get Masyaf back or on Altaïr and Desmond’s developing relationship. (Pick one and the other one will become the background setup, kinda like plot B)

Darim and Sef would have an awkward relationship with Desmond. Darim more awkward than Sef as Sef would play off the awkwardness by joking “should we call you ‘father’ as well?”

Sef is honestly ‘oh okay’ son in this scenario because he is in a similar situation with Malik.

Oh yeah, Altaïr and Maria knew about their relationship BEFORE they went to assassinate Genghis Khan. They were just waiting for Sef and Malik to fess up.

They still gave them hell and Altaïr enjoyed giving the shovel talk to Malik just for the hell of it.

Malik turned the table on him later on by saying that, since Desmond is technically an orphan (“He’s an adult, Malik.” “Who needs someone to keep an eye on him and it’s certainly not going to be you. How much have you spent on the gifts you’ve given him this past month, hm?”), he gave Altaïr the shovel talk as well since he is the ‘adult’ (“Again, he’s an adult as well”) who had worked closely with Desmond the most.

I do have the habit of making Darim have a crush on Desmond so if you want Darim to be super awkward, make him have a crush on his father’s lover. XD

Darim ranting about Altaïr and Desmond’s relationship to Sef is funnier when you remember Darim knows Sef and Malik are secretly lovers. Darim had assisted Sef more than once in making sure Altaïr didn’t know about it so he’s ranting to Sef knowing Sef can relate to Desmond more than anyone in Alamut. He’s doing it on purpose to make his little brother squirm.

Maria would definitely have tea parties with Malik and Desmond. Desmond dubbed it the “Altaïr Support Club” and the name stuck.

If Maria is part of the pairings, pegging will be involved. Desmond would definitely be the most bottom of the three of them and there will definitely be scenes where Maria or Altaïr watches Desmond getting the life fucked out of him.

Also…………… kinky sex making use of the Apple’s hallucinations and mind control capabilities.

[blanketorghost]

Weeping Wisteria

-Yuu Fujisaki after his debut performance of Fuji Musume, 10 y.o

I've been slowly working on Yuu lore and how it'd affect the current twst story + his relationships and manerisms.

One of the things I've focused the most on is his childhood as an Onnagata trainee.

I think that to follow up on Yuu's literal " a genius that's god's punching bag" trope, I'd do a couple of retconning to his backstory. Most of these are minor changes, but methinks it will impact how he interacts with people— esp a couple NRC students.

(Base info pre-retcon about the Fujisaki clan can be found here)

To start off, Ataru (Yuu's father) would be laid off right before Yuu was born, meaning Yuu wouldn't have known a life before Kabuki training.

This would serve the purpose of reinforcing Yuu's belief that he himself is a bad omen or a bad luck magnet for people, as his family probably wouldn't have struggled so much if Yuu was not born.

Also, though it's common for women in JPN to be housewives after marrying, Yuu's mom, Kanna (環花), would probably also need to resume working if they're struggling. I think Kotonoha would also start tutoring underclassmen for some extra cash to help her parents out + save for college education. His family adores him and each other, of course. And would try to spend as much time together as possible, but sometimes it just can't be done.

This would change Yuu's upbringing in two major factors:

1. He would have spent a lot more time with both his grandfather and great-uncle, which would mean he'd be inducted in two very different sides of Kabuki + also very different, contrasting expectations of what he should be like.

2. He'd have to learn to be independent fairly quickly.

Hiroshi and Nagisa are complete opposites of each other. Whilst Hiroshi gives indiscriminately no matter how little he has, Nagisa is overzealous of the family's wealth─ both knowledge and resources.

Nagisa may have accepted his grandson back into the family, but he only accepted his grandson. He would pay for his education and help with Yuu's needs with a monthly allowance, but that would be it. The rest of the family would still be left to fend by themselves.

Yuu's not dumb, he would notice the difference. After all, why was he given expensive brand-name clothes and attended a prestigious academy that he had to be taken to and from with a private driver, whilst his sister shopped in thrift stores and went to their local public school by foot? Why did his dad never come pick him up from practice and was picked up by his uncle instead? Why were his parents so stressed about pinching pennies to pay next month's rent when grandpa's manor was full of empty rooms?

He would've caught on quick to his position as a very real bargaining chip to maintain his family's finantial stability.

So, I think that Yuu, even though he would grow to hate performing as an onnagata, would not quit Kabuki as soon as possible. In fact, I think he'd continue until high school, were he'd enter an indefinite hiatus just so he could have a normal teenage experience + focus on university before returning to perfom.

Also, I think with how close he is to his cousin Nagihiko, he would not want him to suffer under the stress of becoming the Fujisaki heir— at least not while their grandfather is alive and imposing such standards. He wants Nagihiko to have the carefree childhood Yuu was robbed of because of family politics.

Because of this fact, I think Yuu would be much more prone to sacrifice his happiness if it brought out a greater good. I don't think it's out of pure selflessness, though. He's very pragmatic about the pros and cons of things— and ifthe suffering of one ensures the happiness of many, he does not see any problem with it. I think he would also see his self value in what he is useful for, hence why he would eventually hone his abilities to the point of polymathy.

Then, there's uncle Hiroshi. God bless his man because he actually tried to give Yuu a normal childhood. Whenever he wasn't at his grandpa's slaving away at different subjects, he would be at his uncle's theater office or exploring the backrooms of the place. Hiroshi was a busy man, of course— he had his own business to run, but he did his best to keep him entrtained with what he could. He also was the one to notice Yuu's academic potential as the little bugger would rather read his uncles dusty finance and politic books than the fairytales and picture books he bought especially for him. Hiroshi would have been Yuu's biggest advocate, and since Ataru didn't have the money or leverage to fight back against Nagisa, I think Hiroshi would take that place instead. Hiroshi is described to be extremely generous to a fault, so, as a result, I think Yuu would've witnessed the various times his uncle was backstabbed and taken advantage of, yet still managed to rise back and continue working on his passion.

That's what Yuu's goal was before he got interloped; he wants to bide his time and keep his head down, so once he has enough strength and leverage himself, he can finally stand up for his family... or at least the side that genuinely cares about him.

Yuu loves and admires his uncle, but he does not want to be hurt as many as he was. So Yuu would end up being much more closed off and stand-offish than his own personal hero. He would be reluctant to have close friends and confidantes, effectively making most his relationships superficial except for maybe 3 or 4 close friends he holds very dear to him. None of which are from TWST. I think he's the type of friend that listens to all your problems and knows so much about you, but when you look back— Yuu's NRC friends would realize they don't know anything about him other than the very rare nuggets of trivia he allows them to have.

Yuu is also observant and patient. Let's be real for a second— Yuu is at an infinite disadvantage. He has no magic, no money, no family name, and his smarts can only get him so far in a world he knows nothing about. He knows he needs to play things safe if he wants to survive NRC and its students— at least until he finds something he can fight back with. Humans are endurance predators, after all. (He's still a piece of shit with a big mouth, though)

There's so much more I want to elaborate on, but much like Galatea, it'll take me a while organize all my word vomit. Either way, Yuu's backstory and family dynamics are something I have so much fun of thinking about, because his life was so rich before twst! He had friends, a family and responsibilities to take care of. It's both tragic and freeing that he got taken just at such a pivetal point in his life, where he would have to make the choice to continue living for others or start living for himself.

[timomoe]

Sweden, Estonia, and SweEst HCs Pt. 2/? - Finland, Sweden, and Letters - Lots and Lots of Letters

(long af post.)

So in the last post I made, I mentioned how Sweden was absolutely inconsolable after he had to hand over the territory of Livonia (Latvia & Estonia) to Russia after losing the Great Northern War in 1721. Well, I'd like to touch on the time frame between 1721-(about)1881 a little, as I have just as much to say about that time period as I did in the last post.

A few brief refreshers. Until Finland became the Grand Duchy of Finland, an autonomous state within the Russian Empire, Finland and Sweden were married. This marriage was riddled with strife, and literally all of said strife can be blamed on Sweden. Sweden believed that he was meant to be used as a tool and weapon by his government, and due to this, his only focus was upholding Swedish power and authority, with no regard to the feelings or wellbeing of those subjugated by him. People did not matter to him, death did not matter to him, murder, forced assimilation, massacres, war, none of it mattered to him. And what's more, the feelings of the people and nations, with few exceptions, that were harmed by these things did not matter to him either. If they were hit as collateral damage, so be it. He had a job to do.

And on the note of forced assimilation - while it was under Swedish control, Finland saw more than his fair share of it. Finnish was outlawed, Finns were viewed as less human than Swedes, many Swedes did not see worth or value in Finland, save for its natural resources, they were treated poorly and unfairly by the Swedish crown across the board. And because Sweden himself saw this as simply one more thing he had to do for his people, he didn't care. He did not care at all that Finland was suffering, he would not listen to him when when he begged for justice or even just mercy for Finns. Finland was constantly brushed aside, ignored, and neglected. Now that on its own is bad enough, but let's also take a second to acknowledge the fact that Finland, for many many years, had to share a house with Estonia. The only person in the world at that time that Sweden came close to loving. Not only that, but Estonia is a Finnic nation. Its language, its culture, its people - all Finnic. Meaning that at the same time that his people were being oppressed, Estonia's were allowed growth, protection, and compassion.

So imagine the schadenfreude coursing through Finland's entire being when he saw just how broken and miserable Sweden was when Estonia was ripped away from him.

As time went on, Sweden grew more emotionally distant, and his marriage with Finland became worse, until 1809, when Finland was handed the opportunity of a lifetime. In 1809, a letter was secretly passed onto Finland. It was a letter signed by both Russia himself, and the Tzar of the day, Alexander I, and it detailed just what would happen to him if he fled Sweden and joined them in their fight to capture Finland for themselves.

Picture it, you're born in the Merovingian period, approximately in 575. You fall through some ice and die, and you become a nation at death. When you wake up, the year is approximately 700. You go about your business for around 400 years when suddenly some dude shows up at your door and says that you're to marry some stinky Swede. You try your best to be a good spouse, but that man is terrible to you. He gaslights you, he threatens you, he makes you fear for your life and the lives of everyone around you. And then your husband looks at one of your best friends and begins romantically pursuing him while he is still married to and neglecting you. This goes on for almost 700 years. That was Finland's entire reality from the years 1150 (approx.) - 1809.

A promise of freedom was too tempting, and Finland ran off and began directing soldiers as best he could against Sweden. His help was crucial. He was instrumental in the fight against the Swedish army.

As promised, Finland was given autonomy by Russia. Freedom. For the first time in ~700 miserable years of living, he had freedom.

That joy was not to last, though. While Finland was lucky enough to attain freedom for himself, Estonia and Latvia were not so fortunate, and were treated just as harshly, if not worse, by Russian authority. Estonians had no control over their land, they had no freedom in their lives, as they were serfs to Baltic German Lords. Estonia and Latvia were suffering tremendously, and Finland could not ignore it.

Around this time, about 1812, he received a letter. A letter from Sweden. In it, Sweden begged Finland to pass letters to Estonia and Latvia, as he was not able to communicate with either of them, as both Russia and Peter the Great himself had outlawed any and all contact, for fear they might try to rise up against them and go back to Swedish rule - perhaps a paranoid thought, as the Swedish Crown controlled Sweden, not the other way around.

Finland agreed to smuggle letters to both Latvia and Estonia. Why? Because Finland loved Estonia and Latvia, almost more than anyone, and he was intimately familiar with their struggles. He knew that hearing from Sweden, the one nation that had been gentle and caring towards them, would give them the strength they needed to keep going. He could not muster up the vitriol it required to deny it to them.

So every month, he would go to Estonia and give the dozens of letters that Sweden wrote to him and Latvia. None of these letters still exist to this day. Latvia insisted on burning them all after reading so that they couldn't be punished if they were found. Many of the letters Sweden wrote to Estonia were love letters, and the ones he wrote to Latvia expressed how much he missed him and wished that he and Estonia could see him again. In them he encouraged them both and begged them to find any reason they could to keep going.

And while Estonia and Latvia could not keep their letters, Sweden has kept every single one that they wrote to him, and he has them filed away somewhere safe where they will not be damaged.

[thetentaclecommander]

This is an 18+ blog. Pretty much anything under the Ao3 archive warnings section, and then some can and will likely be represented here, so no histrionics, plz. I don't have a DNI or 'required reading' but do have 'things' listed at post bottom in case they are like deal breakers or whatever so you cannot say you weren't given advance warning as to my content. *I will not waste my time reading DNIs or Carrds. The block button is a great (sex) toy and you are free to use it at will. I sure as hell do.* +++ FAQ Who is this? Hi, I’m TTC

I write Nemesis and Jill boning a lot. For the plot, supposedly. Been doing so forever ago. What are you? An immortal sentient tentacle who moonlights as a jaded fandom old. I can and will out-drink you. What other names have you've gone by? I've lovingly been called That Tentacle and Server Satan. I'm a walking kink-filled perv factory full of bad ideas, hence the names. + What fics do you write? Fic list for the Devil's Saga AU. The Ships in the AU My AO3 + Tags for Blog Navigation Here. + (Con't under the cut for more general info and disclaimers)

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[iverlove]

Beloved Souls

I want you to know that I miss you already, the minutes and days go by and my Love for you grows more and more.

[Transforming Hearts in IverLove's Soul Gym Chapter 10.]

Do not suffer any more beautiful Soul; trust in the process, and do not fear the unknown; moreover, I affirm that even if you feel that you are present and have everything you have desired? There is still much more to discover.

I know that many of the hidden things in the 3rd dimension have been created by the enemy (The Devil and his Demons) to stop you from evolving and achieving the abundant Life promised by our Creator.

Trust first in God; Trust in the Universe and rest assured that everything that has been taken from you will come back to you; all the suffering that has been caused to you has not been forgotten.

That is why I exist, and that is why I cry out with the Power of the Celestial Realms and their Divine Justice to Manifest through this Humanitarian Movement, your Freedom.

You will be happy again, you will shine again, you will live again under the Protection of our Almighty Father and He will receive you; He will forgive your mistakes; and He will restore you.

Breathe my Soul and do your work...

In this Chapter, I just want to reaffirm 5 Laws of Karma:

1. NO ONE ESCAPES THE CONSEQUENCES OF LIFE, EVERYTHING COMES BACK.

In Life everything will always come to light, everything is always discovered. In life everything has a price; whoever has hurt you, no matter how much he enjoyed what he did to you, be sure that he will come back to you multiplied.

ROMANS 12:19

Avenge not yourselves, my beloved, but leave room for the wrath of God: for it is written, Vengeance is mine, I will repay, saith the Lord. So, if your enemy is hungry, feed him; if he is thirsty, give him a drink; for doing so you will heap coals of fire on his head.

Let God work in your place.

2. FORGIVENESS IS THE BEST REVENGE.

When you have gone through events where you have been crucified; and you have been hurt on every level trying to end your life the best thing to do is [DO NOT DO ANYTHING]; Never take revenge for your judgment; evil with evil is not revenge.

Let the Narcissist or the Narcissist Demons sing and enjoy their [SHORT VICTORY]; by Forgiving (Accepting that you cannot Control others and their actions) you can focus on your evolution while they continue their destructive course adding fuel to their fire which is [ENTRANCE TO HELL] with no ticket back.

3. HE WHO HURTS YOU BY LAUGHING, PAYS FOR IT BY CRYING.

Often at such times, our emotions are all over the place; control and dominate our emotions; pray for them, for they know not what they do. Many of those who hurt you don't even know why they do it (The Devil and Demons use them because they have rejected God) so they are key instruments for the destruction of God's kingdom.

The Crucifixión

... 33 When they came to the place called ``The Skull,'' there they crucified Jesus and the malefactors, one on the right hand and one on the left. 34 And Jesus said, Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do. And they cast lots, dividing their garments among themselves. 35 And the people stood there looking on; and the rulers also mocked him, saying, He saved others; let him save himself, if this is the Christ of God, his Chosen One...

4. HE WHO DID NOT LOVE YOU WHEN HE COULD, WILL NOT LOVE YOU WHEN HE WILL.

Never allow second chances; neither in relationships nor in jobs where you have been unjustly fired; nor to the so-called "Friends” who are only there when you have something to give them and when they see that they cannot take anything more from you, they abandon you.

If you allow them to return; they will betray you even more strongly; Human beings and Souls delivered to evil forces never change; and if you accept it and give them entrance to your life this is what you want to give them to understand: [YOU GIVE THEM TO UNDERSTAND THAT IT WAS GOOD WHAT THEY DID TO YOU].

GIVE THEM “ACCESS DENIED” Value yourself and never back down.

WHOEVER HURT, BETRAYED, BELITTLED, BELITTLED, STOLE AND TRIED TO HARM YOUR EXISTENCE WILL ALWAYS TRY TO COME BACK TO YOU.

Yes, indeed this is how the Narcissist acts; being led by the Demons and do it because they enjoy doing it; just notice that after you they continue their same pattern of behavior consecutively with the next victim; and so, they continue; harming everyone who falls into their clutches.

They are the [PARASITES OF SOCIETY] they leave one relationship and immediately enter another; also, like flies, hopping from one side to the other with no social values trying to fill their high emptiness in the Soul; but as they have sold their Souls to the Forces of Evil! that Emptiness is not filled by anything or anyone.

Luke 23:47,48

When the centurion saw what had happened, he glorified God, saying: Surely this man was innocent...

The Universe will always do you Justice beautiful Soul, So stay with me; and Awake....

If the world does not Love you, I Love you.

God Loves you.

Blessings,

IverLove,

Ivan Enrique Varela

[strawberryseeded]

WOAH i really liked this analysis!!! 0_0 It gave me so much to think about ad re-evaluate! Love it to pieces!!!!!! (IM SO SORRY i wanted this to be much shorter but got excited i guess.. a good part of this reply is a re-work of things already said in the post but hopefully i can contribute a bit to the discussion w my own thoughts/analysis T-T)

I specially liked the parts analysing the way Yuuji's strenght has warped his worldview and contributed, in conjunction with his need for human connection, to his hero's complex. And also how this hero role, this enormous task, can (and has) break people (Higuruma and Geto).

Higuruma even points out the flaw in his mindset, well if you loathe yourself for being weak, then what about other people who are weak do you loathe them too? I think it's no coincidence that Yuji is paralleled not one, but two (Geto, Higuruma) people who tried to use their strength in benevolent ways only to start out loathing the people they were trying to help. I'm not saying that Yuji secretly hates weak people, but his mindset of black and white, weak and strong, a mindset that can't accept the greys of reality is a dangerous mindset to have and Yuji has the potential to become like those two. However, these parallels exist for us the audience to see just how close Yuji was to repeating the cycle, because it makes it that much more meaningful when Yuji grows in ways that Geto and Higuruma doesn't to move one step forward towards breaking that cycle instead.

This is such a good point!! I totally agree, Yuuji's laser-focus desire of saving people is naive; frighteningly lacking in self-preservation and, since the beginning, it has deeply affected the way Yuuji interacts with other people, as well as the way he views himself. It always has.

Despite what he told Mahito about saving people “for no reason, just as Mahito kills and makes people suffer for no reason,” Yuuji's desire to help people says a lot about him on a personal level.

(I think that this is (partly) what Mahito was trying to tell him in their fight in Shibuya: that Yuujis values and actions come from who he is, from both his humanity and the peacefulness of the time/way he was raised in. That shaped him, in a way that its neither good or bad, just "natural to him". Thats why he's "just like Mahito", whose second nature as a curse is to hurt and kill people.

PS, i could be wrong? but for me curses in jjk, even if they are so "humanized" are not actually human or at least are not treated as such in the narrative. I think they most likely represent something akin to human fears or evil. After all, unlike humans, they dont really "die", they are able to come back).

Yuuji values ​​human life to the point of putting them above his own needs, his own survival. Like any other human, he fears death, but even stronger than his instinct is his desire to save and protect in a way that a lot of times comes across as unhinged instead of noble (and yeah, the story constantly punishes him for this, one of the most recent examples being Sukuna betting on this when he decides to rip off his finger... and, sure enough, in the part of their deal that stipulated that Sukuna must not hurt anyone, Yuuji… did not include himself in it).

The thing is that... Yuuji measures the value of his own life in his ability to protect other human lives. He is only worthy and valuable when he is able to save people. It gives him a role to play, a reason to live, a way to connect with others.

BUT ALSO, this is something this post made me realize (and i feel so dumb cos the pieces were all there, i saw them but wasn't able to put them together): Yuuji sees himself as "strong" (and yeah, compared to "normal", non-sorcerers, he is) and therefore, those who are (or who he perceives as) weaker than him, he must save/protect.

Yuji in Amai Rin's flashback is beating up bullies, a heroic notion, but from the perspective of somone spineless like Amai who was just going along with the bullies so he himself wouldn't be bullied because he didn't have the strength to stand up with them, and wasn't born with the body of an MMA fighter at fifteen, Yuji looks scary. The reason why reducing people to labels like strong and weak is reductive is that humans are complex and contradictory creatures. Let's take Amai Rin for example, an incredibly minor character. In the real world, Amai Rin would be someone as equally complex as Gojo Satoru. Amai Rin a middle school bully would have just as many layers to his personality, inconsistencies, contradictory behavior, different sides of himself as Gojo Satoru himself. Humans are complex in the first place because we can't see inside their heads, we can only see inside our own heads and know that we're complex and sometimes say things we don't mean, behave differently depending on the situation, do things we're not proud of, but we also usually don't perceive others the same way because we are not inside their heads like our own. Amai Rin is just as complex and multifaceted a human being as Gojo Satoru, he is a person with his own memories and life experiences that shape him, but from Gojo's worldview Amai Rin is a minor character. By reducing him into someone weak, Gojo doesn't care to try understanding him. So Yuji for the longest time does not try to see the humanity in weak people (except for his big moment with Junpei) he just sees them as people to be saved. Which is why his real moment of progress to me comes the next chapter, with the way he shows empathy to Megumi.

So, actually his power to protect people, his strenght, and -i repeat- this way he has found to connect with others, have actually isolated him from the people around him.

Yuji is someone who experiences the same loneliness as Sukuna and Gojo for being the strongest, though to a lesser extent because he wasn't born into the realm of sorcerers. At the start of the manga we're introduced to Yuji a kid who despite being someone friendly to everyone he meets and incredibly social, has a friend group consisting of two friends. Two friends who hang out with him because they need a third member for their occult club. Yuji for the whole manga excluding one exception really only knows how to form relationships based on someone else needing him.

Being born strong turned out to be somewhat of a curse for him, similar to Higuruma and Geto's cases... but also veeeeeery similar to the whole thing Sukuna has going on.

And his grandfather's last words turned out to be exactly what Yuuji interpreted them as: a curse.

AND YET.

Strangely, though, it's this curse which also saves him; it's this curse which allows him to not become someone like Higuruma or Geto, or even someone like Sukuna, despite it all. Because, as one of JJK's main themes states, love is the greatest curse.

One thing leads to another, really. Yuuji wants to fulfill his grandfather's wish because he loves him. That's why he becomes a sorcerer… And after that, he keeps going because he loves Nanami. Because he loves Kugisaki. Because Yuuji loves people.

Megumi can immediatly recognize the flaw in this "unconditional" love; he asks Yuuji: what will you do if the person you save hurts others? But, ultimately, Yuuji still decides to try to save everyone; to love and save imperfect people (like Megumi), a choice that kills him at the end of that arc.

As OP points out, Yuuji is no god nor Buddha, he's a teenage boy:

Yuji's conflict is that he pursues the role of a bodhisvatta, and he holds himself to the standard too of someone who exists to be a sorcerer because by doing his job as a sorcerer people will get saved as a result. However, Yuji as a person will always fall short of this ideal, because ideals by the nature of them being IDEAL and therefore not compatible with reality.

So Yuji may genuinely hold onto an unbreakable ideal, but is his inability to let go of that ideal necessarily a good thing? His ideal might break but what about Yuji as a person? Yuji will in the end always fall short of that ideal because of his humanity, especially since Yuji is the most human character in the story and practically the only one with a normal background.

His imperfections are part of what makes Yuuji so human.

And i've said this before but, for Yuuji, wanting to help other people is not just an instinct: it’s a choice he keeps making, again and again.

This is why the final "hunting" scene of Yuuji and Mahito's final fight feels so… bleak (COOL AS FUCK TOO, NO DOUBT, BUT): It feels like Yuuji lost an important part of himself. All to get stronger. All to keep saving people.

Because in the arc in which he embraces his role as a "cog" to keep saving people (in what i think was clearly a way to cope with his guilt and despair) he does so after coming to understand that caring about people is in his nature because he is human, but also that something like human values ​​become inconsequential in the face of cruelty and death.

He becomes something animal (inhumane), impassive and indestructible, in order to fulfill this goal of protecting others, even if that means destroying curses; destroying himself. Yuuji must do this because, once again, he realizes he's not strong enough: not as much he thought, not as much as he wanted. He's only human, he can't save everyone... But that notion is hard to accept; therefore, to save people, he has to kill as if it's second nature to him. Because that’s what Yuuji’s made for. That's his role.

It's such a hard truth, because it's not at all what he envisioned when he decided to help people.

The hardest pill to swallow so far, tho, is the existence of Sukuna himself.

Sukuna is a monster. Someone who doesn't even want to be human, who “stopped” being human a thousand years ago of his own free will.

And yet, the story gives us clue after clue indicating that he's still human no matter how much he rejects the rest of humans and their “weakness." The biggest monster in history is a human.

But even if Sukuna is human, Yuuji doesn't love him, can't. Yuuji hates Sukuna, has hated him for a while now.

Like OP says, Sukuna has his own definition of love... but the way he talks about it implies that he himself never experienced it, and never will. Because according to Sukuna, love is something that only the weak feel for the strong... and he is the strongest, so who could he ever love?

Sukuna could never love anyone, because he despises the weak. In a world in which everyone is weaker than him, he's incapable of love (Why is he so addicted to fighting strong opponents? Why was he disappointed when Gojo and Higuruma lost to him? Why is he so hungry all the time?).

The main thing i don't really agree with this post is the interpretation of Yuuji's intentions in ch 265. (I already wrote a post talking abt it but) I think Yuuji wasn't trying to appeal to Sukuna's humanity in that chapter. By showing him his own childhood memories, Yuuji wasn't saying "isn't all of this super precious? How could you take this away from someone? :( c'mon be a nice guy so i wont have to kill you :(" (as Yuuji himself says, he wasn't counting on Sukuna changing his mind or agreeing with him).

The way i see it, Yuuji was... subtly implying that Sukuna must also have his own life experiences, his own precious memories, and that those make him human (and therefore, his life valuable) in Yuuji's eyes. Sukuna doesn't catch onto this, confused at first because... What? The brat is suddenly trying to see the good in him, or something? Convert him? ...Until he realizes "oh that is not what he's doing. Oh. He's telling me just how much im about to lose... How DARE him."

So taking in consideration the rest of op's really cool analysis, i think Yuuji was actually very much humanizing Sukuna in a way Yuuji had a lot of trouble doing before.

This chapter makes it so clear that Yuuji has never seen Sukuna as human until recently: Sukuna is a monster, a curse, pure evil. And the moment Yuuji realizes Sukuna is actually human, it's also probably the moment he realizes he can't "save" everyone.

He's not treating Sukuna as good that must be saved or evil that must be erradicated; as weak (someone to be saved) or strong (someone with the duty to save).

That's why Sukuna gets soooo mad; Yuuji was –yes, that part was super on point– giving Sukuna a false choice: "come back inside me and play nice, or i will kill you. Which i don't really wanna do even though i hate you". And, yes, Yuuji was offering him that "choice" in that moment because he had the power to do do. But, more importantly, as i said he was treating Sukuna as human, which in Sukuna's eyes is treating him as someone weak... Because Sukuna is not like other humans, he has no equals. He's the strongest.

Except in that moment Yuuji tells him "no, you are not. You are human, just like everyone. Just like me".

Yuuji's reason for this ultimatum is simple: Sukuna has done (and is willing to do) too much harm to other people. Yuuji is not like Megumi, he doesn't pick and choose who he saves, he's not a moral judge; Yuuji will still try to save as many people as (humanly) possible, because he believes each and every human life is valuable.

He's not asking Sukuna to understand him, to agree with him (the same way he's not forcing Megumi to "be saved), but (if Megumi does want to be saved, to live) Sukuna is in the way. And if Sukuna can't be saved, and if he won't save others, he has to be stopped. Yuuji will either become his cage or his killer.

BUT LIKE YEAH the story isn't over so maybe Yuuji's arc still has room to keep evolving, idk!!

sorry my ramblings became a reply long as the bible i genuinely loved ur analysis op.. helped me see a lot of stuff i passed over multiple times b4 and incorporate them 2 my understanding of the main themes tho obvs this is just my interpretation

PITY VS. EMPATHY

Jujutsu Kaisen Chapter 265 quickly surpassed Gojo's death chapter as my favorite chapter in the entire manga. It's a high point in both Yuji's character development and the Sukuna fight, a notion most of the fandom agrees with. That being said, it's once again time for me to take a stance contrary to most of the fandom opinion. I was going to make this post two weeks ago but I'm glad I waited, because this week's chapter helps me illustrate my point in the contrasting way Yuji treats Sukuna and Megumi.

As you can probably tell by the title, my hot take of the week is that what Yuji is showing Sukuna isn't true empathy. It's not atn attempt to understand Sukuna's worldview, but rather condescending pity from a place looking down on Sukuna, which is why it infuriates him so much. This is illustrated in Yuji's atual actions this chapter, which is to go at great length to show memories from his past to make Sukuna understand HIM and not the other way around.

Whereas, what Yuji shows Megumi is compassion, because he's not telling Megumi what to feel or imposing his own views on him but rather accepting the fact that Megumi might be suffering too much to keep living on.

I'll explain more under the cut:

Guanyin, Goddess of Mercy

Yuji is, not as far along in his character development as he might seem. I don't want to undervalue his growth, this chapter shows definite progress, and I understand why it would seem that this is the completion of his arc of being a cog in society because he straight up says people don't need roles, and it seems like the manga is quickly coming to a close.

However, sometimes characters words don't exactly match their actions. Sometimes characters aren't self aware. People often call characters multi-layered and complex, but what does that mean exactly? For me, a mutli-layered character is the embodiment of "people are never what they appear to be."

A story has multiple layers when you're not supposed to take everything the author says at face value. Every time you read a story, whether you are aware of it or not you engage in some level of personal interpretation. You're not supposed to automatically accept everything the author feeds you without question. Therefore characters are not exactly what they are stated to be, and good character writing allows room for interpretation for what is going on in a character's head beneath the surface.

In a jungian sense this would be the ice berg model of consciousness. There's the persona, or the ego, which is what the person presents to the world and the people around them. Their own-self conceived image. Then there's the part of the ice berg that submerged, which accounts for all of their internal mechanisms and facets of their personality they aren't aware of. This could range from anything to like, how trauma can affect people's actions without them realizing it, things they are in denial of and don't want to admit to themselves or just like someone who's bossy but not self-aware about that trait until someone else points it out for them.

Everyone's have that friend who you try to call them out on their bad behavior, but no matter how hard you try they just won't admit it. That alone illustrates there's a difference between self-perception, how we view ourselves, behavior - how we actually interact with the world, and pther people's perception of us. Somewhere in between these multiple points of view there exists a vague outline of a person, and personality, whatever "personality" means exactly.

To step away from Jung, in a character writing sense this means a good character's motivations, personality, and actions can be viewed from multiple angles. There is conflict between how Yuji views himself, his actual actions in the story, how other characters might view him, and how he's framed in the story. The first two, Yuji's self-assigned roles, and what his actual actions amount to is a conflict that's run over the entire story.

It starts from chapter three, where Yuji's answer for why he wants to become a sorcerer is that he wants to fulfill his grandfather's dying wish, and Yaga immediately says "Is that what you really believe, or are you just using your grandfather as an excuse?" The story shows us Yaga was right to point out the discord between Yuji's stated motivation and his actual desires because Yuji changes his answer.

This stated motivation, "To do something that only I can do", or have a role as another way of putting it is Yuji's central motivation for most of the manga. Of course as I said people have multiple layers, so he can also have multiple motivations. Yuji's desire to have a good death, him wanting to be surrounded by people when he dies, his belief that fulfilling his role as a sorcerer will save other people from curses, all of these things are equally true but that one desire to have a role to play in the grand scheme of things is at the center of it.

The role Yuji has chosen is to kill curses so people can have more natural deaths, and also to stop more victims of curses from piling up. He's also resolved from the start to die with Sukuna in his body, to also spare victims of curses Sukuna might attract, and also kill Sukuna for good.

Even these stated motions are challenged right away, and then again continually through the comic.

I'm not going to go over Yuji's entire arc here, but the fact that Yuji is someone constantly interrogated for his motivations and even punished in story for his altruism is a constant pattern in his character arc.

It extends deeper than just the fact that Yuji is a selfless person in a world where selfish people like Mei Mei, and Sukuna get ahead while people like Nanami die young. A world where it is in your best interest to stick out your neck for others.

For me a lot of the harsh consequences Yuji's conflict in the story also centers around the fact that he can never live up to the role that he has assigned himself. Not only is Yuji mistaken in his perception of himself, but the fandom in general is as well, because most people tend to take Yuji's stated desire to guide people to good deaths and save them at face value.

For example, people were excited to point out the Guanyin symbolism directly referenced this chapter, and also the significance of the seal for Yuji's domain.

There is much speculation, but it seems certain that this hand sign is an invocation of Ksitigarbha, a revered bodhisattva in East Asian Buddhism. Ksitigarbha is also known as Jizo Bodhisattva in Japan. His name can be translated as Earth Womb, Earth Matrix, and Earth Store. These translations evoke the image of a vessel, which seems relevant to Yuji's role as Sukuna's vessel.

While I agree the symbolism is well suited for Yuji's goals, someone who wished to guide people to a more peaceful death, and also the way Yuji opposes Sukuna right now determined to kill him who lingers in this world as a parasite for a thousand years finally back to the cycle of reincarnation. It even alligns with his desire to try and make Sukuna understand the value in one individual's life by showing him his memories. In that way Yuji is fitting the role of someone guiding others to enlightenment.

However, Yuji is not a bodhivista in the end. He is a normal teenage boy. In fact this is the crux of Yuji's character to me, he is a good kid, but he's not as good as he thinks he is. If anything this is what this chapter goes to great length to demonstrate, that Yuji despite being a science experiment to create the perfect vessel for Sukuna for Kenjaku's 1,000 year plan, had a normal childhood. All of the things Yuji says in this chapter are for the most parts the musing of a normal kid his age.

This isn't me criticizing Yuji. I'm just trying to state the message I believe Gege is getting across in this chapter. It's similiar to the conclusion Yuji himself comes to, the conclusion that the value in life lies in the memories you make on a day to day basis, even if you're not living a life full of adventure.

Yuji's conflict is that he pursues the role of a bodhisvatta, and he holds himself to the standard too of someone who exists to be a sorcerer because by doing his job as a sorcerer people will get saved as a result. However, Yuji as a person will always fall short of this ideal, because ideals by the nature of them being IDEAL and therefore not compatible with reality.

To use an example for another media, it doesn't matter how hard Shirou Emiya strives to save others, or how selfless he tries to be, he will always fall short because the ideal of saving absolutely everyone is impossible. However, in most versions of Fate's story Shirou absolutely refuses to compromise on this and in the future, Shirou will continue to strive towards the ideal of saving everyone until his inability to achieve that ideal and the number of people he's failed to save eventually breaks him.

So Yuji may genuinely hold onto an unbreakable ideal, but is his inability to let go of that ideal necessarily a good thing? His ideal might break but what about Yuji as a person? Yuji will in the end always fall short of that ideal because of his humanity, especially since Yuji is the most human character in the story and practically the only one with a normal background.

There's also as I stated above Yuji might not be aware himself of the ways he falls short of his ideal, because he has a flawed self perception. Yuji is getting closer with his revelation in this chapter of looking at reality instead of trying to have a role like a character in the story, but that doesn't mean he's finished (since the story's not finished) or he's become a fully realized character.

One of my favorite quotes from my favorite Yuji video helps describe the point I'm getting at with Yuji's lack of self awareness and the way he sometimes falls short of the savior he sees himself as.

By assigning himself the role as heroes, and the other characters as victims to be saved Yuji sort of condescends to the people he endeavors to save. I describe this as condescending because this way he doesn't see the people he saves as fully fleshed out human beings who are separate individuals from himself.

Yuji is alligned with Higuruma of all people, someone who shares Yuji's savior complex and becomes disillusioned because the people he decided of his own free will to protect as a defense attorney are not perfect victims.

Someone who becomes disillusioned when looking at flaws in other people, and also cannot deal with his own guilt when he too, becomes like the crimminals he once defended after becoming a murderer.

In fact Yuji sees himself in Higuruma's inability to live with his guilt, and only being able to see himself atoning with his death. Yet, despite Yuji seeing himself Yuji also seems uneasy with Higuruma being unable to see one other way forward in life.

Also, remember that Higuruma is a defense attorney. The whole point is he's supposed to defend crimminals even if he knows they did the crime and try to get them off their sentence and win the trial. Therefore at this moment Higuruma has failed to live up to his ideal.

There's another character Yuji is paralleled to constantly, who also shares Yuji's symbolism of being associated with a divine, and benevolent figure.

Geto's ears, his dressing as a monk in a Gojo-gesa, this official art all connect Geto to be Budha and yet it's quite obvious that Geto has failed entirely to live up to his role as the budha.

There's so much symbolism aligning Geto as a divine figure bringing salvation to others, and this corresponds to his original ideal as a sorcerer who belived that sorcerers had an obligation to use their powers to protect others, because in a just society the strong protect the weak.

Geto is an outsider who wasn't born into the Jujutsu World who entered in with an attitude different from most sorcerers by trying to become a sorcerer for altruistic reasons. However, Geto, like Higuruma grows disillusioned when he's confronted with the fact that the people he wants to save are flawed.

However, Geto's ideal was mistaken to begin with because much like Yuji, by distinctly separating people into the weak and the strong, he's separating them into two categories where the former is inherently inferior to the latter. Other people existed to be saved by Geto. He couldn't cope with the fact that the people he wanted to save were people and not victims.

So we finally circle back to chapter 265 where Yuji is attempting to relate to Sukuna and see some humanity in him... or is he?

Yuji shares the same flaw of both Geto, and Higuruma where he sees the people he wants to save as existing in a separate category than himself. So, is what Yuji is offering Sukuna understanding and an attempt to emotionally reach out to him, or is he attempting to show Sukuna the mercy of a conqueror.

Even if Yuji wins the battle and spares Sukuna's life in the end, it won't be Yuji's compassion or empathy that won him the fight. If Yuji wins against Sukuna it's simply because he's stronger. Yuji only feels confident trying to offer Sukuna in the first place because this time he's finally confident he's stronger. It's mercy, offered at a threat with the same time. Yuji, like Geto, is still separating people in categories of strong and weak, he's just showing mercy to someone he now considers weaker than him which is why Sukuna reacted the way he did.

As I said above, Sukuna begins by just assuming that Yuji had just let go of his anger, and was now trying to reach out to him on some other way. He calls him weak for being unable to keep hating his worst enemy, because in Sukuna's world view Yuji should keep hating him and wanting to defeat him with all his strength to the end. Sukuna mistakenly believes for a moment that Yuji is the kind of person who, cannot sustain his anger even towards his worst enemy.

It's when he realizes that Yuji is just showing him simple pity that he snaps. Yuji doesn't care for understanding Sukuna's worldview or seeing the humanity in him, in the same chapter he says he can't forgive people who act like lives are worthless.

To Yuji's credit he admits he doesn't really know which side of the fight is truly human, or whether or not he's right, he admits it's his own personal belief. A lot of Yuji's wisdom this chapter, I'd argue, comes from admitting the things he does not know, and acknowledging that there's no objective truth or "meaning" to the world. However, he still separates people into "good guys, and bad guys".

Yuji isn't actually that interested in considering the perspective of those he considers the "bad guys" he just still had a faint hope that he could somehow convince Sukuna to see worth in his life by sharing memories, therefore convince Sukuna that an individual's life can have value.

He doesn't want to understand what Sukuna thinks, he wanted to change the way Sukuna thought so it was more like himself. Yuji doesn't ask Sukuna any real questions about himself while exploring his memories. Kind of ironic, because for some reason Sukuna of all people was patiently listening and even engaging Yuji in conversation while he went through the most mundane memories of his childhood.

Irony on top of irony, Yuji's worldview does resemble Sukuna's in some ways. They're supposed to mirror each other after all, Yuji is literally the son of his identical twin brother reincarnated. First and foremost Yuji's offer of mercy isn't really breaking away from Sukuna's ultimate ideal of "Might Makes Right." Yuji isn't seeking some other way of settling this besides fighting Sukuna, he's going to make Sukuna submit because he's stronger.

Maybe there was no hypothetical "third way" for Yuji to put down Sukuna other than fist fighting him into submission. There probably wasn't, Sukuna's pretty up front what he's about, and what he's about is being the strongest and nothing more. He lives and dies by violence, a Sukuna who isn't the strongest is nothing more than a corpse so can that person be reached? However, I just wanted to point out that Yuji wasn't interest in solving this in any way other than a fist fight to begin with. As opposed to say, the way that Takaba handled Kenjaku taking a third route by making Kenjaku feel entertained for the first time in 1,000 years.

In the middle of that fight Takaba even APOLOGIZES to Kenjaku, for saying that it doens't matter if he doesn't understand his audience and he fails to make 1% of them laugh as long as the other 99% of them are laughing and states it's his duty to make everyone laugh otherwise he's failed as a comedian.

Yet, another reason why this is the greatest fight in the manga. Yuta even remarks in the end that Takaba isn't someone who can kill people. Not only does his cursed technique negate most damage to him by turning it into cartoonish antics, but Takaba's comedy is also all about understanding his audience and trying to get his audience to understand him because his comedy began when he clowned around as a kid when he was lonely. All of this to say we've been shown more points of view than just "Might makes Right" and there are characters who've resolved conflicts in other ways. Kenjaku is also, probably as monstrous as Sukuna, and yet Takaba engaged him right from the start by asking him about his motivations and if there was some other way he'd be happy than the merger.

You could argue that maybe Sukuna can't be understood. Characters in the story certainly try to and all they amount to doing is projecting their own ideas onto Sukuna. Yorozu projects her obsession with love onto Sukuna and we get the idea that Sukuna must somehow be lonely at the top, but in the end Gege subverts this expectation by showing us that Sukuna was never lonely, rather characters like Kashimo and Gojo projected their feelings of unresolved loneliness onto him. They are strong, and he is strong, ergo he must feel the same crushing loneliness as them. Gojo himself demosntrates not understanding Sukuna as he expresses regret in the afterlife that he was unable to make Sukuna go all out and that he related to that guy's loneliness only for Sukuna's response to be a very gratified "You cleared my skies."

Sukuna: Others love us for our strength, and we respond to that love.

The twist of that is Kashimo and by extension the audience assume that Sukuna must not understand love, and therefore he's lonely. However, Sukuna all along had his own definition of love, that people express their love and admiration for him by trying to fight him and he receives their love by facing them at his full strength and giving them the chance to prove themselves. Sukuna's habit of toying with his opponents is an extension of this he wants to see them realize their full potential in their fights with him. Sukuna does understand love, he just REJECTS our understanding of love. Sukuna does not think in the way that we do, but that doesn't mean he doesn't have things he values, or is devoid of positive traits. Respect for his opponents, honoring strength, these are all values they're just not Yuji's values.

As stated above, the irony of all this is that Yuji does buy into "Might makes Right" to an extent. To reiterate, following Geto's "the strong exist to protect the weak" still divides people into two categories strong and weak and implies the weak are helpless. A benevolent might makes right, as you might say. Yuji wants to show compassion to the weak, but he also loathes weakness, he loathes himself for being weak.

"There still may be lots of people who are weak like you."

Higuruma even points out the flaw in his mindset, well if you loathe yourself for being weak, then what about other people who are weak do you loathe them too? I think it's no coincidence that Yuji is paralleled not one, but two (Geto, Higuruma) people who tried to use their strength in benevolent ways only to start out loathing the people they were trying to help. I'm not saying that Yuji secretly hates weak people, but his mindset of black and white, weak and strong, a mindset that can't accept the greys of reality is a dangerous mindset to have and Yuji has the potential to become like those two.

However, these parallels exist for us the audience to see just how close Yuji was to repeating the cycle, because it makes it that much more meaningful when Yuji grows in ways that Geto and Higuruma doesn't to move one step forward towards breaking that cycle instead.

Yuji is someone who experiences the same loneliness as Sukuna and Gojo for being the strongest, though to a lesser extent because he wasn't born into the realm of sorcerers. At the start of the manga we're introduced to Yuji a kid who despite being someone friendly to everyone he meets and incredibly social, has a friend group consisting of two friends. Two friends who hang out with him because they need a third member for their occult club. Yuji for the whole manga excluding one exception really only knows how to form relationships based on someone else needing him.

Noritoshi Kamo: Itadori why did you become a Jujutsu Sorcerer? Itadori Yuji: It just sort of happened. i'm a loner. I wanna help a lot of people so when I die I'll be surrounded by people.

Yuji has also appeared in flashbacks in early culling game as someone who doesn't really understand, or even take notice of weak people. Yuji in Amai Rin's flashback is beating up bullies, a heroic notion, but from the perspective of somone spineless like Amai who was just going along with the bullies so he himself wouldn't be bullied because he didn't have the strength to stand up with them, and wasn't born with the body of an MMA fighter at fifteen, Yuji looks scary.

The reason why reducing people to labels like strong and weak is reductive is that humans are complex and contradictory creatures. Let's take Amai Rin for example, an incredibly minor character. In the real world, Amai Rin would be someone as equally complex as Gojo Satoru. Amai Rin a middle school bully would have just as many layers to his personality, inconsistencies, contradictory behavior, different sides of himself as Gojo Satoru himself.

Humans are complex in the first place because we can't see inside their heads, we can only see inside our own heads and know that we're complex and sometimes say things we don't mean, behave differently depending on the situation, do things we're not proud of, but we also usually don't perceive others the same way because we are not inside their heads like our own. Amai Rin is just as complex and multifaceted a human being as Gojo Satoru, he is a person with his own memories and life experiences that shape him, but from Gojo's worldview Amai Rin is a minor character. By reducing him into someone weak, Gojo doesn't care to try understanding him.

So Yuji for the longest time does not try to see the humanity in weak people (except for his big moment with Junpei) he just sees them as people to be saved. Which is why his real moment of progress to me comes the next chapter, with the way he shows empathy to Megumi.

Yuji begins when speaking to Megumi by relating his frustration with his grandfather for not wanting to go through chemo and accepting his own death in old age. Yuji is now mature enough to understand that just because his young body is tough enough to endure chemo, doesn't mean an old man's body can withstand that pain. When he was young Yuji had a very immature viewset of "Well, I can endure it, so why can't they?"

Yuji then compares the situation with his grandfather to Megumi. Yuji wanted his grandfather to keep living, so he couldn't understand why he wouldn't even try the chemo. Yuji wants Megumi to keep living, but he now understand why Megumi wants to give up. Yuji' fe elings of wanting Megumi to live are not more important than Megumi's own feelings of despair and wanting to escape pain.

Yuji is no longer imposing his feelings onto Megumi. Yuji is respecting Megumi's feelings, because in the end he can't FORCE Megumi to live. It has to be Megumi's choice whether he wants to live or not.

Yuji is no longer pushing Megumi away, or acting protective of him, while disregarding his feelings. He has gone from "as long as I'm around you'll suffer" to "I'll be lonely without you." Yuji doesn't ASK Megumi to live even though he wants to, because he knows he can't tell Megumi to keep on living. What Yuji does is just an honest expression of his own feelings. He's sharing his own feelings after listening to Megumi's ideal life with Tsumiki and Yuji, because that's what empathy is, an exchange, a conversation.

People often jokingly use the term "yap sessh" on Twitter, but yeah that's the different between a conversation and a "yap sessh" in the former you actually care what the other person has to say, in a latter it's only about expressing your own opinion.

That's why this panel, is such a perfect contrast with this panel.

One is Yuji offering Megumi a choice. The other is Gojo taking Megumi's choices away by giving him the false choice of "go to the Zen'in Clan and be a sorcerer and your sister will be abused, or come with me and be a sorcerer." Gojo railroaded Megumi into being a sorcerer and never let him decide for himself if he wanted a normal life. Gojo didn't see Megumi as his own person either, he, just like the Zen'in Clan just saw Megumi as the holder of the Ten Shadows Technique.

This is entirely different to Yuji who respects Megumi's feelings. Yuji expresses that he'll be lonely without Megumi, but that's just laying the cards on the table. In the end Yuji leaves what happens next entirely in Megumi's hands. Yuji cannot tell Megumi to live, even though he wants him to live so badly, he cannot tell Megumi to just get stronger and keep on trucking because he's not Megumi, he's not experiencing Megumi's pain right now.

Yuji does not tell Megumi to live and therefore becomes the first person in Megumi's entire life to give him a choice. This choice is the most important choice of all, a choice we make every day of our lives. The choice of whether we want to keep on living in this world.

Hopefully, Megumi chooses yes.

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ToG products have different life cycles, what should product managers do?

Many people have heard of the concept of product life cycle. So in the different life cycles of G-end products, what can product  HE Tuber  managers do to improve the commercial value of the product? In this article, the author has shared and sorted it out. Let’s take a look at it. It may inspire and help you.

Everyone has heard of the concept of "product life cycle", but what should product managers do in different life cycles? Many people don't think about it.

Whether it is a C-end, B-end or G-end product, there is a life cycle. Just like people are born, old, sick and die, the life cycle of a G-end product also consists of a birth period, a growth period, a maturity period and a decline period.

It is precisely because of the existence of product life cycles that we need to carry out targeted work based on the characteristics of the different life cycles of the product, so that the product can shine as much as possible in the limited life cycle (maximizing commercial value).

Next, I will share with you the different life cycles of G-end products and what product managers should do to enhance the commercial value of the product.

1. How long is the life cycle of G-end products?

To put it directly, the life cycle of G-end products is only about 3 years .

This is what I summarized based on my research on a dozen G-end products that I have personally made in the past five years, based on their sales change curves.

The first year: The policy has just been launched or is in the pilot stage. Customers who like to evaluate and compete for the first place have already begun to "commotion", hoping to grab the policy, grab hot spots, attract attention, launch it nationwide or in the province, and focus on a "fast".

At this stage, customers' demand for the product only needs to meet policy requirements. It does not matter if the product cannot be used. In the subsequent use process, various optimized and new demand points will be proposed.

Second year: In the first year after the policy was launched, many customers suffered from no money in their "accounts" and could only budget for project construction in the coming year.

The second year is the intensive construction period. At this time, most customers will choose products with high cost performance. Because they have funds, there are several manufacturers to choose from. Therefore, the competition at this stage is not only about customer relationships, but also about product highlights. In particular, the product must have standard control points, otherwise customers will not be able to help us.

Third year: Both "top students" and "average students" have handed in their homework, leaving some "poor students" who want to put off construction. So the superiors made another mandatory requirement, adding corresponding performance appraisal indicators, and conducting internal notifications of criticism and praise.

The "poor students" were forced to carry out construction half-heartedly due to pressure. Some are coping-style, and you may not necessarily choose a software system, as long as it can meet the policy requirements in disguise. After all, "saving money" is king at this time, and there is no incentive no matter how good the construction is.

Three years later, almost everything that should be built has been built, and those that have not yet been built are probably dead pigs and are not afraid of boiling water.

That is to say, there are no policy requirements and there is no pressure from superiors. In addition, there are new construction directions emerging at this time, so these customers will not "move". This means that the life cycle of this product has come to an end.

2. What should be done in different life cycles?

1. Birth period: keep up with policy hot spots

G-end products, as policy-driven products, when a new policy is launched, what customers want is not a product with complete functions and ease of use, but a product that you have. As long as the product name and policy hot spots can match it, then The leader immediately made the decision and held a press conference immediately.

You said that the product functions have not been developed yet? Will it take a month or two for the procurement process to be completed?

The leader said that it doesn’t matter. We should publicize it first and then write “under development” before the function is completed. The procurement process can be made up for later.

Similar to chasing hot topics in the field of news media, when a "big melon" comes out, you have to output reports as soon as possible, and wait for others to publish the news. No matter how in-depth the articles you publish are written, no one may report them. I would like to click in to check again.

Therefore, in this early stage of product promotion, we also have to focus on products that fully comply with the requirements of policy documents and product functional design based on relevant rules and regulations.

For products that are in their infancy, there will definitely be business scenarios that cannot be covered, and there may even be some bugs, and the details of the product experience are not perfect enough, but these are not important. The most important thing is to be at the forefront of the market and launch products.

Therefore, at this stage, don’t worry about adding too many product features, don’t care about the product experience, and don’t consider the architectural design of later products. Even the second version of the product may be completely overturned and redone.

Products at this time are very malleable, and there are many product functions that can be implemented. However, only when you launch a product can you verify the core functions of the product with customers as quickly as possible, find seed customers to polish and optimize the product, and seize market opportunities at the lowest cost. User mind.

2. Growth stage: rapid upgrade and iteration

Products in the growth stage often enter the explosive stage as the market enters, and there are many customers in need. Therefore, you will be involved in pre-sales support work where you often do various plans, surveys, and reports, and you will also receive feedback on various needs from the first batch of customers who use the product. At the same time, we will also receive information about some competing products sporadically.

Therefore, this stage has entered the "fast fish eats slow fish" cycle of Internet products. Back then, when Xiaomi was making mobile phones, it relied on the extremely fast mode of launching one version a week to quickly attract a group of "rice fans". Li Wanqiang, one of the founders of Xiaomi, also wrote a best-selling book "Sense of Participation" for this purpose. Lei Jun summed up the seven-word secret to making products: focus, perfection, reputation, and speed!

To put it bluntly, you have to quickly respond to the various customer needs collected and update the product version as fast as one or two weeks to make the product more and more usable and let users feel our care in making the product. Service attitude.

However, not all of our customers are seed users (people who understand the business, are willing to use it, have ideas, and are easy to communicate with). Therefore, you have to find one or two core users to have the opportunity to deeply polish the product.

Therefore, in order for products in the growth stage to have more practical product functions and form a word-of-mouth effect, they must find seed users to continue polishing them.

3. Maturity stage: forming barriers to competition

After the product has gone through four, five or even more than a dozen iterations, its functions can cover various business scenarios and its use is relatively smooth and stable, indicating that the product has almost entered a mature stage and no longer needs major version upgrades. A few tinkering adjustments remain.

What follows is more brutal market competition, because from the birth of the product to its maturity, during the process of verifying the product, the functions of your competitors' products will tend to be more in line with customer needs. Then, there will be fierce competition for products. Others have the functions you have, and customers may not need the functions others do not have.

Therefore, at this stage, we hear the most common question from sales: How to control the standards of our products?

In my opinion, product competition barriers can only be formed from the following three aspects:

Relying on the advantages gained from early product sales, we continue to meet customer needs, continue to enrich product functions, meet the needs of more business scenarios, and keep product functions ahead of the market.

Incorporate new technologies and use technological advantages to build product entry barriers. For example, when integrating AI technology into the design of various products, AI technology still has a certain technical threshold, and local small-scale software companies simply do not have the ability to invest in AI development.

Innovating product forms, such as putting software products into hardware shells and controlling standards through the parameters of hardware equipment, is also a way to create product differentiation.

Being stable, easy to use, and comprehensive does not mean that the product has a competitive advantage and others can quickly copy it. It is necessary to think beyond the level of product functions and develop new strategies in terms of technology research and development, product form, marketing and other aspects.

4. Decline: Standard Product Work

There are two main reasons why products enter a period of decline: First, with the development of business and policy adjustments, it is difficult for products to meet customer needs. Second, the market is gradually becoming saturated and there are no new customers.

The market has entered the final stage, and there are fewer and fewer existing customers in need. At this time, either new products can be derived, such as upgraded version functions, software products made into hardware, and secondary charging can be achieved. Or you can expand into new markets and find other types of product needs in other industries.

At the same time, the recession period is often accompanied by changes in personnel. For example, a salesperson who sold a certain product had a good performance before, but later the product was almost sold. When he wanted to sell other products, he found that the market had become a hard nut and the performance was delayed. If you are too late to get up, you will be scolded by the leader every day, and you will quit.

Other products may also have similar scenes. After all, once a person has experienced the joy of being surrounded by princesses in a KTV, it will be difficult to go back to the slums and eat corn three meals a day.

If the person who is mainly responsible for the delivery or testing of this product resigns, he will also face the embarrassing situation that new people will not be able to take over some subsequent after-sales or product update work, and no veteran will understand it.

Therefore, the products at this stage are more about preparing some standardized documents. Such as Q&A, operation manuals, solutions and other materials are standardized, thereby reducing marketing and after-sales costs, reducing information loss caused by personnel turnover, and reducing one's own time investment in the product.

last words

The different life cycles of products actually correspond to different sales cycles:

Product birth period - sales window period (early stage of policy launch)

Product growth period - sales explosion period (hot construction areas)

Product maturity period - peak sales period (market competition intensifies)

Product decline period - sales closing period (potential customers decrease)

Product managers must have a judgment on what life cycle their products are in. Products in different cycles must have different product matters. Some products are in the explosive period of sales. If you are still updating the product slowly, how can you possibly make a hit product in your hands. Some products are nearing completion, and if you continue to iterate a large version and hope to revive them, it is tantamount to a death struggle.