#sastiel are his dads
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dqmens · 8 months ago
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Jack has two dads and newsflash Dean isn’t one of them
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sastielsmanuscript-draft · 30 days ago
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Sam was robbed prime Jack bonding time because the writers and fans favored Dean even tho Sam’s relationship with Jack would’ve made more sense
every time i see that damn season with Dean hanging out with Jack, i'm like, WHERE WAS THIS ENERGY BRO FUCK!!!!!!!
i understand what was happening with cas dying and dean being sad all about it but like cmon, to hate this child who also cared about cas too. AND essentially his surrogate father. FFFFFUCK DEAN MAN.
Sam made more sense since he could literally relate to Jack more. It oh so badly made more sense but like yknow. "dean is a father to all children" WHAT ABOUT SAM
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abyss55199794 · 1 year ago
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thesis drawing for my killer!cas au
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soullessjack · 7 months ago
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sorry I truly don’t understand how people treat dean not knowing ‘the basics’ for Jack to be admitted to a hospital as some kind of argument for him being a bad father lmao.. Like numero uno he lived his entire life completely independent of any actual medical attention so what the fuck would he know to tell a receptionist and numero dos: the entire episode he is stressing the fuck out about Jack’s condition and anxious to get help for it without all the legal distractions that’s Literally it
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stxar-pvnk · 5 months ago
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I don't even know if this is going to reach the right audience since unfortunately, in some way the rp community excludes minors that rp,
Well I'm looking for a long term rp partner who can keep up and contribute to the rp, keeping up with consistency too.
Im not a big OC person, and I only have a few specific ships.
The fandoms that I rp: Merlin BBC, sherlock BBC, supernatural, teenwolf (some I haven't watched the whole of the series so bare with me)
I have other fandoms that I'm in, but I'm not sure if I want to rp them at the moment.
Yes I am a minor, but with most of my rps
1. Nsfw isn't much of a thing Im entirely interested unless, my partner expresses interest in it and/or it contributes to the plot
2. Some of my rps I don't even do ship rps, I'm aiming for more plot and platonic rp.
||—Characters that I'm willing to play in fandoms—||
SUPERNATURAL : Sam Winchester (aka; boy with the demon blood
MERLIN: Merlin (aka; the greatest sorcerer to walk the earth)
SHERLOCK: Sherlock Holmes, (aka; not a puzzle solver, a drama queen)
||—Ships I'm willing to rp—||
MERLIN: Arthur X Merlin
SHERLOCK: sherlock X john
SUPERNATURAL: Sam X Gabriel, Sam X Castiel
MARVEL: Tony X Steve, Tony X Bucky, Tony X t'challa
||—Platonic pairing I want to rp—||
MARVEL: Tony and Peter (father son Platonic pairing)
SUPERNATURAL: Sam and dean (brother/ father/son Platonic pairing)
SHERLOCK: Mycroft and Sherlock (brother/father/son Platonic pairing)
TEENWOLF: ???
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My discord is @sp1d3yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Add me and we can start, I accept any age, as I simply see rp as a way to share ideas, create stories and make friends. Please be respectful of that.
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hellhoundlair · 2 years ago
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i get stupidly mad whenever i see people calling cas and dean jacks dads and sam jacks uncle when jack is literally just a mini version of sam and sam took him under his wing and protected him and stood up for him constantly and made sure dean didnt behead him in his sleep and understood how jack felt about being an abomination and being evil when you dont want to be and tried so hard to save him
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ghomsts · 4 months ago
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Supernatural "brothers story arch swap" au.
Sam the righteous man
Dean the boy with the demon blood
Sam is still the baby boy that goes to college
Dean still stays back home, finding Sam because dad has been missing for a couple of days
Consequences from this change:
John either has a different plan for dealing with Dean + the demon blood thing or he at least thought of killing him if he had to while sam was at college. Sick and twisted.
John still has all those fucked up issues with Sam because Azazel just lied about which kid was doing the demon blood thing
Castiel works with Sam from the get go. etc. Etc. You'd think this would make it more sastiel but it means destiel gets the "handshake scene" so it's anyone's game honestly.
Jess lives past episode one because she never would've been used against Sam. BUT they also may not have gotten together because Brady wouldn't have been a demon putting that piece into place. i could put a Sambrady agenda here, if I wanted to.
I think if Dean had any of the fucked up nuanced arcs Sam had paralleling Cas destielies would be frothing at the mouth harder. Maybe.
Dean is a more scared individual due to the implications. (HE'S the one verging on being a monster from demon blood addiction.) in my humble opinion Sam would defend Dean easier I think. A noticable amount easier. (None of Dean's brand of daddy issues lol, just his own defiant ones.)
Boy King Dean 🤔
Dean having a souless!dean arc instead of Sam???!!! can anyone here me? it's so dark in here.
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manwiththemagic · 11 days ago
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I hate mfs who infantlize Dean. "My lil babyyyy 🥺 omg he was expected to raise Jack after Jack killed cas and—" DIE. DIE IN A PLANE CRASH.
DEAN IS A GROWN ASS MAN. yes he was sad about cas', yes he had the right to be upset but not at JACK?? it's so obvious it's not jacks fault your actually insane.
And babying an ABUSIVE man is insane. Yes I do love deans character but I can admit he was being toxic. Also there was way more going on than just cas??
Like his mf MOM was gone?? Crowley (a good ally) was gone, Kelly (an innocent person) was gone. Obviously cas was one of the few people he actually gaf about but OMFG.
THOSE destiel shippers just irck me. I myself fw destiel but not like this??
these are the same MFS that are like "Dean and cas' and their baby Jack🥺🥺🥺" I DESPISE YOU. because no. Just no. Dean was NOT a father to jack. You know he he WAS a father too??? LITERALLY ANY OTHER KID IN THE SHOW. PICK ONE.
like you want destiel as dads?? Okay. Claire is right there pal. Because Jack is sastiels kid, and Claire is destiels and I STAND on that fact.
Idk how many fans there are like this but MANNNNN. this is why Tumblr is better than twitter/fuckass x. Tumblr algorithm save me. Save me Tumblr algorithm.
ONE MORE THING.
I hate when people see smth to do with deans bond w/ Sam and just THROW IT AWAY and give it to Dean and cas. LIKE NO. No. Dean and Sam are the MAINNNN mfs of this show. Sam and deans relationship is legit why everything happens. Not in a wincest way or anything but GODDDDD.
gang be so fr.
OR. OR. WHEN PEOPLE PRETEND CAS DOESN'T GAF ABOUT SAM. COME ONNNNNN. They were friends gang. Cas talking about how he won't let Sam self sacrifice and about how he understands him now after being human.
OR cas' happiness when sam comes back w/ his soul in s6?? He obviously cares about sam. Sure you can bring up the destiel confession like "oh but he loves Sam bc of Dean and—" stfu. They still care about each other. Tfw all care about each other and it's upsetting when people throw that away ☹️☹️
Anyways thanks for reading. Uhhhh goodbye to my tedtalk?? I feel like shit RN and idk what to do about it. LMAOOO
Kill myself?? <<<<< Rant about non important spn issue online!!
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harperspnaddict · 13 days ago
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okay but destiel could’ve been canon and actually made sense without changing anything. season 12 or 13 would’ve been perfect bc by then dean and cas’s connection was basically screaming to be acknowledged. dean’s walls were starting to crack (slowly, painfully), and cas’s loyalty was clearly more than just friendship, even if neither of them said it out loud. the earlier seasons were all buildup, but s12/s13? that’s the payoff window.
so here’s how it happens: cas dies (again, obviously, bc it’s cas), and dean just completely falls apart. like he’s not even angry at first—he’s just silent, broken, staring at cas’s trench coat or whatever reminder is left. then the anger kicks in, and he starts yelling, punching walls, blaming himself, the universe, everything. he finally says something like “I can’t do this without you, cas. I don’t WANT to.” and it’s so raw that sam doesn’t even know what to say.
then cas inevitably comes back (bc he ALWAYS does), and instead of some bro-y “you’re alive” moment, dean just freezes when he sees him. and cas is like “dean?” and dean pulls him into the most desperate hug, muttering “you came back,” and cas says, “I always will. for you.” and BOOM. that’s the shift. it’s not fireworks or some huge declaration; it’s soft and quiet, but it changes everything.
after that, it’s them navigating it in their totally awkward, emotionally repressed way. dean’s still snarky and pretending he’s fine, but he’s softer with cas now, and cas is just staring at him like he’s the only thing in the universe that matters (bc he is). sam’s completely over it, rolling his eyes every time they bicker like an old married couple, and Jack is calling them his dads without even asking. dean acts annoyed but secretly loves it, and cas just looks PROUD.
it wouldn’t even need a big “destiel is canon” moment—it’d just be them slowly, quietly falling into something that was already there all along. bc honestly? it always was.
I might do this same kind of post for sastiel too cuz thats my fav ship. i just went down a destiel rabbit hole a couple of hours ago, and now im here🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️
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thedeadedhooman · 2 months ago
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Favourite supernatural ship/s
thanks for the ask anon<3
samjess is my favourite I guess. it's tragic and sad and beautiful. It always makes me upset and I end up in a puddle of tears. It hurts my brain and heart. It's like a stabbing pain in the gut. what gets me is that even after such a long time, sam could never actually let go of jessica I think. I mean what am I supposed to feel after the i still think about jessica. he was shopping for rings, and he proposed to a ghost, to his past. a nice sweet normal figment of his life, that he held on to for a while until tragedy struck. sam probably doesn't even have any photos of jessica, they were all burnt in the fire. he probably had that voicemail that she sent when he went with dean to hunt the woman in white. which probably got deleted when they had to switch phones or simcards cuz of their shitty lifestyle. she's only a memory to him...fuck
sastiel cuz I love their autistic swag. of course there are moments that make me mad like cas breaking sam's wall but cas also took sam's pain. sam and castiel are so soft and tender with each other. I just know the sex would've been a galaxy brain moment.
samruby because they're toxic af but they truly loved each other at some point. they would've worshipped each other I think. it's bout the roles and the dynamics, there's also a lot of manipulation and betrayal going on and that adds to the more complex elements regarding the pairing. also the soft tender way ruby tries to cajole sam into believing that what he did was right scratches at my brain because she too sacrificed a lot to be the one who catalysed the whole thing. they could've ruled hell together. and their whole sex scene is like two lesbians fucking each other.
deanlisa because dean had a bit of normalcy and a cute son. dean and lisa made a cute pairing I think. he got to be a dad for a little while I guess. It's sad and tragic cuz when cas wiped Lisa and Ben's memories, it really hurt. Like you build this little family and they gave you something to hold on to for a while when you missed your brother and then have all of that taken away from you PERMANENTLY. that shit is sad af.
sambrady because I KNOW WHAT THEY HAD GOING ON. demon lover brady my beloved. I know they fucked. cuz brady is a demon and he died.
samsarah. they are so cute. and honestly out of all the partners sam had in the show I think sarah blake would have been perfect for sam imo. she wanted to help them during the hunt. she's a tough girl. they kiss for the first and the last time and she hopes that sam would visit again. she keeps waiting and waiting and waiting, days turn into weeks, weeks into months, months into years and then one day she gets married has a kid and that tall floofy haired boy with the puppy dog eyes turns up at her doorstep. she has moved on obviously but at what cost? she died cuz of the very man she waited for so long. and oh sammy. the only reason why he didn't go back was that he knew it was dangerous for her. later he had to go to her to save her but again at what cost? sarah still died and she had a husband and a kid...
wincest. do I need to even say anything? I mean where do I even start? It's not like I want them to fuck each other but it's the codependency. there's a lot going on with these two that can't be seen with the naked eyes. it's the subtext, the yearning, the longing looks, the roles...how dean can't function without sam, he's afraid to be alone, how sam loses it when dean is gone, the need to be the no. 1 person on their priority list, and the fact that they're canonical soulmates. yeah they're weird and that's what I like about it. sam and dean winchester are psychotically, irrationally, erotically codependent on each other.
sammadison how could I not mention this one. THIS IS MY FAVOURITE AS WELL. I mean it's so fucking tragic. like you think you saved the girl but for what? it didn't work and it's gonna happen again and there's no cure and you two share these tender moments of intimacy thinking everything's gonna be okay only to be met with the opposite. you gave her hope and now it's being taken away..it's never gonna be okay and she asks you to kill her. whatthefuck. now you slowly see yourself in her, what if I become a monster and there's no way back and what if someone I love so much has to put me down like a sick dog. GOSH. I cried while watching that episode.
I also like samwena and saileen and megstiel but I haven't watched the later seasons that well so can't say much.
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sampilled · 6 months ago
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to make sastiel work, you have to lean into one end of an extreme. either they are crunchy wholesome dads who know all the names of the vendors at the farmers market OR they are completely toxic cas broke his wall and really he wants dean more but sam will give him this and sam will forgive him all his transgressions OR they have to be both
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ohsc · 2 months ago
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Hello!! For character Ask Game, 7, 12 and 15 with Castiel :)
what's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you like?
big fan of cas exploding lightbulbs when he gets aroused or happy or anything LMFAO i love the idea that the bunker just has so many boxes of spare lightbulbs in case he does it again i love him
i honestly love how blunt he is about everything too!! like he just says what’s on his mind and is totally honest and there’s no beating around the bush i love it. i also love love love castiel being a dad obviously with jack that’s some of my favourite stuff ever but i LOVE fics where cas and claire bond properly and figure things out i love him as a dad so much
what's a headcanon you have for this character?
my absolute favourite headcanon for cas is that he texts with mostly emojis and he spends more time finding the right emojis than it would take to just type back a regular reply
case in point:
dean - are you on your way back now?
cas - 🚗👍🌳😇
dean - how did it go?
cas - 🧛‍♂️🔪✅
what's your favorite ship for this character? (doesn't matter if it's canon or not.)
I LOVE LOVE LOVE DESTIEL SO MUCH !!!!! they actually make me insane before i watched the show i thought they were like a genuine couple on screen i remember being on tumblr on my old account the night the confession scene aired and thought the ending of spn was like a gay tragedy LMAO BUT NO I LOVE THEM
second place is megstiel 🫶 but honestly my love for sastiel is on the rise
character ask game !!
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dothwrites · 1 year ago
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PEACE OF MIND! PEACE OF MIND! (aka best episode ever)
cas really is an awkward dad coming to talk to his kid. and it's not going well. though he is more supportive of jack's snake than dean, which good for him (coming from someone who is DEEPLY uncomfortable around snakes) i forgot how worried everyone already was about jack's soul. i remembered dean and the ridiculous cake test but i didn't remember cas being this concerned
dean and cas having a conversation about jack and sam is really like cas is dean's second husband and sam is his stepson while jack is his and dean's child. if you get where i'm going. like, sam is DEAN'S kid, but jack is THEIR child. so they're having a conversation about their respective children, and they've cast themselves in roles of concerned parents
i can only assume that dean forced cas to watch all of the scanners movies since metatron would never lower himself to watch those movies. (this pleases me GREATLY) cas' saturday evening post line! there's something about cas drifting through the bunker late at night after everyone has gone to bed and looking through old magazines to soothe himself that is both incredibly soft, incredibly hilarious and incredibly poignant. he LOVES humanity! he's looking at an idealized version of the human condition in order to soothe himself. the rest of his loved ones are asleep and cas remains awake to watch over them but he still needs comfort, so he looks at old magazines. (i'm going to stop now but just know that this thought LIVES IN MY HEAD)
cas' "delicious" is wonderful here. he's such a wonderful dick. HIS HEAD EXPLODED. LIKE A RIPE MELON ON THE SUN. i love cas and i would die for him and he is the only character ever.
the irony of this woman saying "MORALS" to a degenerate homosexual angel of THEE lord... layers upon layers upon layers! and then cas mimicking the "shape and heft". he knows from personal experience. because he is a homosexual.
dean's cake test is so ridiculous. HE is so ridiculous. and his immediate REGRET after calling snakes "cool". the look of a man who just saw his whole damn life flash before his eyes. (it is established that dean does not care for snakes and finds them frightening. how much of this is because of a natural aversion and how much of this is because THEE indiana jones ALSO finds snakes off putting and scary?) RIDICULOUS MAN! RIDICULOUS MAN TESTING HIS KID WITH CAKE.
cas' consistent irritation with people is something that can be so personal, honestly. "the very tall man" laughing because misha looks so short next to jarpad but misha is actually pretty normal sized/tall
whoever the woman is who plays the wife, give her an emmy. she has FANTASTIC comedic timing. this whole scene is pure comedic gold. i remember laughing to the point of tears the first time i saw it. stop forcing jarpad to be a dramatic action hero. let him either be the villain or let him act in comedies! this is where he THRIVES! don't make him be a gritty action hero! he is not receiving enrichment in that environment!
i love when cas allows himself to be a terrifying badass. so much of the time he's masking his true nature for the comfort of the humans around him, but sometimes he just lets himself go and when he does, it's TERRIFYING!
we love a fight where cas is FINALLY allowed to be a badass. we LOVE IT. finally some good fucking food if you ever wanted to know why sastiel can never be a thing (sastiel fans i love and respect you) just look at this scene compared with the prisoner scene. sam and cas' scene is longer but my GOD is it lacking in the sexual tension and pathos of the prisoner scene. jarpad just does not have chemistry with men and that is okay because he is a heterosexual and they're necessary for the environment too!
"GOD HAS A BEARD" supernatural is A Show™
the implications that cas called dean to gossip about sam's cardigan and his faux marriage. insane. they're just chatting. because they're husbands. and they're married.
love that very ominous shot of cas lurking over jack's shoulder as he watches him kill the snake. it's very dramatic.
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glygriffe · 2 years ago
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December Fanfic Reading & Rec
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To start the New Year positively, let's celebrate the creativity of some fellow writers I had the pleasure to read in the last month.
I want to share the good stuff in my life and, so far, Tumblr has been a good place for that for me. Let's continue sharing the joy of fanfiction!
As a "warning", know that I read mostly Supernatural themed short stories in December. I vaguely sorted them into categories to help others find what they like.
Gen fic
Untitled Reader POV where the reader is living in the bunker with the boys, by @ellen-reincarnated1967. Whatever happened, the Winchesters are here for her. (No pairing)
Out of the closet: a bit of Destiel fluff by @bobwess on AO3. Dean is pretty sure Cas is stealing his clothes, but he isn't sure what to do about it. (Dean x Castiel)
Phone: A cute little AU drabble for Destiel Month by @blessyourhondahurley (Dean x Castiel)
Untitled: Castiel choosing to let his vessel age for… reasons by @aheavenlycreature (Dean x Castiel)
The Steadfast Soul: A wonderful piece about Sam by @posingasme, full of all kinds of love. (Creature!Sam, Very Sastiel-lite, brotherly bound)
We Are Hope: a Castiel ficlet on life and hope and Dean Winchester in early season 15. By @rauko-creates (lite Destiel)
Brotherly Figures: A series with Sam and Dean, both as big brothers to an OC! By @spnexploration (No pairing)
Untitled post-15x18 ficlet: Dean and Cas’ using their words by @queerstudiesnatural (Castiel x Dean)
Snow Globe: a moment of truth and fluff between Dean and the reader by @waywardnerd67 for a Christmas bingo challenge. (Dean x Reader)
Teen and Up
Total Eclipse: A story about longing by @posingasme on AO3 (Sam x Castiel)
Carry on my wayward sons: So much brotherly love in this combo art/fic by @peach-coke created for Supernatural Hiatus Creation (No pairing)
Ghost of Christmas present(s): Christmas fluff after the finale (link toward the AO3 post) by @mittensmorgul (Dean x Castiel)
Like you did: a growing old together story by @posingasme on AO3 for the Gabriel reverse bang 2022 of @gabrielbigbang (Destiel, Sabriel)
Mature
Prompted: wonderful short stories by @bobwess (on AO3), some sweet, some tragic, from Bob's own Twitter prompts. I read chapter 9 and chapter 10 in December and I loved them! (mind the TW for each chapter: Ch. 9 has MCD and possibly homicide; Ch. 10 is pure domestic/Christmas fluff.)
And for stuff unrelated to Supernatural:
Change, a beautiful (and sad) poem by @rauko-is-a-free-elf (original work)
How do you write poetry for someone who is your every moment?, a poem by @rauko-creates (original work)
Don't Drool on Me: By @lemonlillybee (on A03) a kind of slice-of-life sickfic of Tony Stark acting as Peter Parker's parent figure - I didn't even know Iron!Dad was a thing before September, but I found it awesome!
Happy reading, happy sharing, and...
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daisyychainssj · 1 year ago
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I need everyone to watch this TikTok of Etoiles and Pomme immediately 😭
(The link is safe! 🩷)
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bisexualmultifandommess · 1 year ago
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It’s time for my favourite Winchester!!
I headcanon Sam as pansexual but he could be bisexual too it depends on what your headcanons are.
Sam has a lot of love to give and I think he is attracted to and appreciates every gender.
I also think that he definitely in his younger years felt very non conforming about his gender and even with their limited budget liked to dress differently to others. As he got older he found outfits he found more comfortable but on hunts will still wear practical clothing. As a kid the different clothes were usually worn when his dad and brother were out because he didn’t know how they’d react. In later years I think they would’ve grown to understand him more but in the era they were in as kids they wouldn’t understand it much.
Sam didn’t really feel comfortable expressing this or coming out as a kid because he already felt like the odd one out in his family and he wasn’t sure how his family would react.
Sam is the type to fall for someone if they’re a good person. He has a type but usually he loves who he loves and doesn’t mind how they look.
I think that as a kid he had a crush on one of the boys at one of his schools. The boy was a little older and was actually really kind to him. The boy didn’t feel the same but Sam also never revealed his crush because he didn’t feel comfortable revealing it. His crush caused him to act a little nervous around him which unfortunately Dean noticed and made him think that the boy had done something to upset him which angered the overprotective brother. Sam had to reassure him that he was fine before Dean could overreact and luckily managed to get him to back away. The boy had been tall and had curly blonde hair and greenish blue eyes which is something he layered realised was kind of a type of his when he met Jess.
He definitely started seeing more men, women and different people once he started college. He had a little thing with Brady who he had really liked before they broke things off and he got with Jess and things got serious with them. He was really upset when he found out the truth about Brady.
I think while he was with Jess they’d often have nice nights at home and one time she convinced him to let her do his makeup and after it was done he actually really enjoyed how it felt and how he looked. He doesn’t wear it much later on because in the hunting business it’s not really ideal and he isn’t sure how people would react but sometimes he likes to put some one because it makes him feel nice and a little pretty and it also makes him feel closer to Jess when he misses her.
He definitely felt attracted to Meg and both versions of Ruby even though those relationships weren’t good for him. He’d also fallen for Sarah and Maddison. I think he probably also had a crush on Castiel at some point (I used to be a big Sastiel fan lol now I still like it just not as much) and also definitely had feelings for Mick because they definitely had a connection and should’ve had longer. He also kind of flirted with a male barman in the early seasons I’m pretty sure or the guy flirted with him and he didn’t mind.
So I guess his type are either people with blonde hair and blue or green eyes or people dark hair with blue or dark eyes. I think those are his specific types and I don’t blame him the first one is my type too.
I think that he felt a connection and definitely flirted a little with Max Banes when he first met him. I would’ve love to see them bond because Max and his sister defended Sam which was cute and he was definitely flirting with Sam and Sam didn’t really seem to mind.
Sam is always welcoming and comforting to other queer people and let’s them know if they ever want to talk he will listen he might not know the answers but he wants them to know they can be heard in a way he wasn’t. Jack sometimes talks with him about sexuality and gender once Jack starts figuring things out because he feels like his dad would understand and he’s closer to Sam than anyone.
I think that Sam came out to Dean after they reconnected and because Dean wasn’t the most progressive back in the beginning (understatement lmao) he made a few jokes about it but once he realised that he was making Sam uncomfortable he stopped. He’ll still slip up occasionally but he also tries to make a few harmful jokes that aren’t going to hurt him. Sam appreciates him trying but will also pull him up on it if he thinks he’s going to far. Now he’s older he’s more willing to stand up for himself even from the person who loves him most.
I definitely think he told Bobby first and even though Bobby didn’t really understand a lot of it he really supported his surrogate son.
Sam often felt sad and a little regret over never telling his dad before John died. He had really felt like they could’ve become closer before John died because even though they fought a lot they’d started seeing things the same way and were working on it. when he’s reunited with John for a short while in the Lebanon episode he’s able to get some closure and finally get an apology from John and also got to apologise for things he felt he needed to. He also even though he was slightly scared came out to John. I think that John wouldn’t really understand it much but I think that despite the mistakes John made with his sons he really loves them and he would’ve been honest and told Sam he doesn’t exactly understand what most of it means but he’s always going to love and support Sam whoever he dates. Sam is so relieved that he hugs his dad and cries a little. If John and Sam would’ve had more time together to work on their relationship it would’ve been great.
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