#sam x alec

[legalmente-loca]

OH MY GOD, GUYS! We've already reached three hundred followers, so THANK YOU SO MUCH for making this possible. I was just looking for a place to write my thoughts on characters I love and you guys accepted me. And that's why the special will have one of you as the main characters. I'll do a ONE SHOT for any of you. In this same post, for anyone who wants to participate, leave a message saying “I'M IN RED”. Then I'll put all those usernames on a roulette wheel where the person who is chosen will be the main character of the ONE SHOT I'll write. I will contact that person and we will talk to make the story more personal. YOU HAVE ONE WEEK TO PARTICIPATE!

FOR THOSE WHO ARE ON MY TAG LIST I WILL GIVE YOU DOUBLE THE CHANCES.

I LOOK FORWARD TO YOUR MESSAGES!

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[imlchn]

okay, so, the way i love this man is indescribable, i see him and i cry because he's not mine, i can't even watch videos with his children in a normal way without making me wanna cry, like, bro tf is wrong w me i just love him so much that it's not funny anymore and it's like, not only do i like him but it's also like i consider him a father figure so FUCKKKKK i just wanna cry

[deansbeer]

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[zepskies]

Podcast Interview With Idling in the Impala: "Y/N and Let Y/N…"

Here we go! Sandra and Kasey, the lovely hosts of @idlingintheimpalapodcast — the podcast for all things SPN and fanfiction — invited me on the pod for an interview…

We chatted about Dean Winchester and Jensen Ackles’ early roles, the best and worst seasons of SPN, the joys and pains of writing Soldier Boy, and much, much more.

That’s right, there be some hot takes coming in this convo, and I had an absolute blast with these two! (And like I said in Sunday's announcement, I’m also putting my name and my voice out there for the first time! 😆)

So if any of that sounds interesting, feel free to dive in!

(**Important Note: Just to preface, we recorded this back in June, so it was before I posted certain stories or even started developing Lost on You. It was also when Tumblr activity/engagement was going through a spring/summer slowdown lol.

Links to all the fics and podfics we mentioned are at the end of this post.)

Have a listen: ⤵️

Interview Timestamps –

(Plus fic recs, SPN writer shoutouts, and more!)

1:44 – Who’s your guy: Sam or Dean?

3:35 – Getting into Supernatural for the first time (and seeing “Deanisms” in Jensen’s early roles).

10:15 – We debate the best and worst seasons of SPN: talking Mary Winchester, the British MOL, MOC Dean vs. Demon Dean, Chuck/God villainy, “jump the shark” moments, and that ending.

30:29 – Favorite SPN characters besides Sam and Dean.

32:34 – Writing fanfiction, joining Tumblr, and writing reader inserts vs. OCs.

38:05 – To “Y/N” or not “Y/N,” and the power of 2nd person. (**Disclaimer: Despite my hot take on this, I’ve loved a lot of stories by authors who use Y/N in reader insert stories.

Also, if I’m remembering the book You and its characters incorrectly forgive me, it’s been like 5 years since I read it lol.) 

51:00 – Favorite fanfic tropes in romance, the joys and challenges of writing Soldier Boy (AKA: the Original Asshole), and attempting to humanize Ben in Break Me Down.

Shoutout to @deans-spinster-witch always for giving me the inspiration to write BMD. 💚

Why We Love The Boys – A review of Supes Ain’t Always Heroes

1:07:57 – Engaging with readers, tips on increasing engagement, optimizing your Tumblr blog, writing schedules and processes, and incorporating reader feedback into stories.

1:26:38 – Sandra graciously narrated Midnight Espresso (Dean Winchester x Plus-sized Latina!Reader). We chat about what sparked the idea for the ME-verse, self-representation in fanfic, feeding Dean, loving Dean, and writing about culture and ethnicity in the fandom space.

1:38:26 – Chatting about the inspirations behind Smoke Eater, a firefighter!Dean AU; law enforcement procedurals, House MD, and researching for stories.

1:44:30 – Which Jackles character is the easiest or most fun to write?

1:47:39 – The challenges of writing Sam vs. Dean.

1:53:15 – Shoutouts! To some of my favorite SPN authors. I could only remember a few people off the top of my head (stupid me), but I love all of you!!

@waynes-multiverse @dean-winchester-is-a-warrior @luci-in-trenchcoats @rizlowwritessortof @waywardxwords

@deanwinchesterswitch @deanbrainrotwritings @deanwritings @spnbabe67 @thatonewriter15

@justagirlinafandomworld @kaleldobrev @artyandink @princessmisery666 @wayward-dreamer (– and many more.)

2:00:40 – How I came up with my username.

2:05:04 – Kasey’s Secret Question…

2:07:38 – Advice to fanfic writers and creatives for inspiration and/or wisdom.

2:16:35 – Sandra and Kasey’s lovely outro: self-representation in fandom, escapism, diverse voices, and more. (“Reach out a hand. Touch somebody. …Not like that.”)

📖 Fics Mentioned:

Sandra: @talltalesandbedtimestories -

Some Sunny Day Series – Dean Winchester x OFC - (I'm in the process of reading this entire series and it's been a joy to read! 💜)

Past Due – Dean Winchester x Reader

The Iceman Cometh – Dean Winchester x Reader

Cowboy Canter (Original Fiction) – Inspired by cowboyish Dean/Jensen.

Kasey: @sam-is-my-safe-word -

English Cottage-verse – Sam Winchester x Reader (I've read it and it's fantastic! 💜)

(K)not for sale – Soldier Boy x Dean Winchester

Alex (Zep/Me) -

Break Me Down – Soldier Boy/Ben x F. Reader

Midnight Espresso (& the Series Masterlist) – Dean Winchester x Plus-sized Latina!Reader

Dream With Me – Dean Winchester x Plus-sized Latina!Reader

Smoke Eater – Firefighter!Dean Winchester x F. Reader

Every Second Counts – Russell Shaw x F. Reader

🎙️ Stories/Podfics Sandra has narrated for me:

Podfic Playlist

And please remember to check out all the other awesome interviews, narrated podfics, and fun topics covered by Sandra and Kasey on the Idling in the Impala Podcast!

[nightblackowlbat]

Leverage x Danny Phantom (Let's go steal a ghost)

Danny is captured by the GIW, and depending on if it is a good or bad reveal AU, possibly also the Fentons. Jazz, Tucker and Sam do what they can, but they're just regular people going up against a government agency. They need... leverage.

Somehow they find out about the team, either Tucker through his hacking met Hardison online, or maybe one of Sam's parents' rich friends was a target? Either way, Jazz goes to the meeting to beg them to save her brother. Eliot does her Cassanova act and helps her dry her tears.

This is all happening after the fake psychic episode, so the Leverage team thinks the GIW is faking the paranormal activity in order to cover up kidnaping. There's your typical third-act crisis where the plan starts to fall apart because they didn't realize the GIW's tech is actually reading ecto or something. Luckily Hardison manages to pull off some hacking/Parker is able to plant some actual Ecto to get the alarms going.

All throughout Tucker is helping Hardison by filling him in on Ecto-tech, Sam is helping Sophie with the grift (look, she knows how to act like a rich girl to please her parents, she just usually chooses not to.) Jazz is beating people up with her anti-creep-stick alongside Eliot. Dani has a little thieving rivalry with Parker. (Parker says invisibility is cheating.)

At the end of the day, Danny is saved and the GIW in ruins. Sam offers to pay, but they tell her they operate on "alternative revenue streams" or whatever the saying is. So the Phantom team look at each other and nod in understanding. Danny goes into the Ghost Zone and comes back with the ghosts of Nate's son Sam and Parker's brother Nick.

The two dead little boys have become best friends in the afterlife.

[winchestergirl2]

October Reading Recs

To show some love and appreciation to all the amazing writers here on tumblr, who take the time to give us all these incredible stories (for free), allowing us to escape into these worlds. Here are all the fantastic fics I've read this month. 💖

Many of these fics and blogs are 18+ only, and NSFW please heed the author's individual fic warnings and requests regarding no minors. I am not responsible for your media consumption.

Reading Recs Masterlist

Dark Angel

Alec McDowell

Basic Instinct @zepskies

Authors Summary: You and Alec adapt to the realities of a human/transgenic relationship, especially during your pregnancy. 

The Boys

Soldier Boy

Wanderlust @zepskies

Authors Summary: Your wandering hands are keeping Ben up at night.

Old Flame @wayward-dreamer

Authors Summary: Y/N never expected that a knock at her door late at night would result in a reunion with Soldier Boy, someone she long thought to be dead. The meeting gets off to a rocky start, but when certain truths come to light, some unexpected feelings come along with them.

Kinktober day seventeen: dirty talk @lilacliquors

Supernatural

Dean Winchester

Cursed to Karaoke (Masterlist) @flamencodiva

Authors Summary: Dean and Y/N get hit with a spell on a witch hunt. What happens when they don’t realize the spell has taken effect?

Remembrance of Things Past @sams-sass

Authors Summary: You and Dean find each other again.

No Good Deed Goes Unpunished @queen-of-deans-booty

Authors Summary: One good deed turns into your worst nightmare, one that you can’t stop from coming.

Unexpected Arrival @jensengirl83

Authors Summary: Dean thinks Y/N will be gone for a few more days on a hunt. What will she find when she comes back early to surprise him?

Everything Has Changed @impala-dreamer

Authors Summary: Sometimes, the person you fight alongside is also the person you with the most. And sometimes all that fighting is hiding other feelings, other desires...

Choose your own Winchester

Lifting the Veil @thoughtslikeaminefield

Authors Summary: You’ve been missing something of paramount importance - until now.

Sam Winchester

What he doesn't know @pamwritessometimes

Authors Summary: You’re hiding two dangerous secrets from Sam. Little did you know, he’s just uncovered one, but it’s not the one you think.

Nonstop | Drabble @saxxxology

Untitled Sam Winchester fic @supernaturalfreewill

Inherited Spirits @kittenofdoomage

Authors Summary: Your life changes with the revelation of a secret, but is it for the better?

Escape (Masterlist) @impala-dreamer

Authors Summary: Y/N and Dean are abducted after a night at the bar and thrown into a maze of horrors. Can Sam track down his brother and girlfriend in time? Can they even hold on that long?

Multi Fandom

Dean Winchester, Beau Arlen, Soldier Boy (Ben), Jason Teague

Headcanon: Sleepwalking @zepskies

Authors Summary: HC: How Dean, Beau, Soldier Boy (Ben), and Jason would react to you sleepwalking.

Walker

Cordell Walker

Dating Cordell Walker would include @peachyaliien

Big Sky

Beau Arlen

Right Here @daughterofcain-67

Authors Summary: after getting dumped by a guy you'd been talking to, you decided there wasn't much of a point in looking for love. You were better off just staying home and drinking while watching your comfort shows. well... perhaps the sheriff may be able to change your mind.

Midnight Mischief @waynes-multiverse

Authors Summary: Leaving Cassie’s Halloween party, the way home leads to a thrilling detour under the moonlight for Sheriff Arlen.

[wolfish-nightmares]

Twilight Masterlist

The Cullens: 

Series: 

E for Everyone -

Oneshots: 

Coming Soon

Edward Cullen: 

Series:

Coming Soon

Oneshots:

Coming Soon

Alice Cullen: 

Series:

Coming Soon

Oneshots: 

Decode -

Good Dog - No matter how far they threw the stick, you kept coming back.

Jasper Hale 

Series:

Coming Soon

Oneshots:

Save a Horse -

Good Dog - No matter how far they threw the stick, you kept coming back.

Rosalie Hale: 

Series:

Haunted -  

Oneshots:

Coming Soon

Emmett Cullen: 

Series:

Coming Soon

Oneshots:

Coming Soon 

Esme Cullen:

Series:

Coming Soon 

Oneshots: 

Coming Soon

Carlisle Cullen: 

Series:

Coming Soon 

Oneshots:

Coming Soon 

Bella Swan:

Series:

Coming Soon

Oneshots:

Coming Soon  

Charlie Swan: 

Series: 

Coming Soon

Oneshots: 

Coming Soon

The Wolf Pack: 

Series:

E for Everyone -   

Oneshots:

Coming Soon 

Sam Uley: 

Series:

Coming Soon 

Oneshots:

Coming Soon 

Emily Young: 

Series:

Coming Soon 

Oneshots:

Coming Soon 

Jacob Black: 

Series: 

Coming Soon

Oneshots: 

Coming Soon

Jared Cameron: 

Series: 

Coming Soon

Oneshots:

Coming Soon 

Paul Lahote: 

Series:

Coming Soon 

Oneshots: 

Anger Management - It's like when a cat is being bad, you spray it.

Imprint On My Heart - Your heart has always wanted Paul but as your life begins to shift you learn how much you truly love him.

Embry Call: 

Series:

Coming Soon 

Oneshots: 

Coming Soon

Quil Ateara V: 

Series: 

Coming Soon

Oneshots:

Coming Soon 

Leah Clearwater: 

Series: 

Hatred - Leah has always made her hatred for you obvious.

Haunted - 

Oneshots: 

Coming Soon

Seth Clearwater: 

Series: 

Coming Soon

Oneshots:

Coming Soon

The Voltouri: 

Series: 

Coming Soon

Oneshots: 

Coming Soon

Aro: 

Series: 

Coming Soon

Oneshots: 

Coming Soon

Caius: 

Series: 

Coming Soon

Oneshots: 

Coming Soon

Marcus: 

Series: 

Coming Soon

Oneshots:

Coming Soon 

Alec:

Series: 

Coming Soon

Oneshots: 

Coming Soon

Jane: 

Series: 

Coming Soon

Oneshots:

Bloodletting - 

Felix: 

Series: 

Coming Soon

Oneshots: 

Coming Soon

Demetri: 

Series:

Coming Soon 

Oneshots: 

Coming Soon

[anderperrylover]

A Story of Ships as Told by Taylor Swift - After Trauma and Healing

A story of ships...from Johnlock to Lokius to Gentlebeard

What a journey it has been

To ships - thank you for sticking around for better or worse

From my tiktok account

[legalmente-loca]

Congratulations on the hundred followers to me!!🥳🥳 We are already triple digits and I want to make a special to celebrate!! I have made a list of twenty-five prompts that each of you can choose from. Send me a number and the name of a character i'm currently writing to my inbox and I'll make a drabble of it.

Kisses and thanks!!❤️❤️

1- You dressing like a cowgirl.

2- Giving them a quick kiss every time you pass by them.

3- “Times are different... So do I”

4- First Date.

5- “Why didn't you kill me?” “I could never do that"

6- Movie Night

7- “I don't think you understand.” “You never did.”

8- A puppy!

9- “God damn, how is it possible that I love you?" “For your exquisite taste?”

10- “Congratulations... You're a monster."

11- In labor.

12- Singing in the car.

13- “You said you'd meet me out there tomorrow. But tomorrow never came.”

14- Being stuck somewhere.

15- “I could ruin you.” “You mean... In a kinky way or a bad way?"

16- Your morning routine.

17- “There's definitely something wrong with your head.” “Yes, and they're called traumas.”

18- Listening to Lana del Rey together.

19- “This is not some cheap porn, dude”

20- Jumping on the bed together.

21- “I thought you loved me.” “Me too.”

22- Together on the road.

23- “Is there some space left in that bathtub?”

24- Sick Day.

25- “Are you angry with me?” “Oh, no, no, no, no... I'm furious with you.”

Characters:

-Dean Winchester.

-Sam Winchester.

-Castiel.

-Soldier Boy/Ben.

-Alec McDowell.

-Boaz Priestly.

[gay1x1rp]

Seeking Long-Term RP Partners! <3

Hellooooo! I am looking for some long-term RP partners! I have a few fandoms that I am into right now, and would love to find some more people to write with! I'm looking for people that put effort into RP's, that don't just write one sentence, or one paragraph. I love to write in detail, and write quite a lot.

At times I can write up to 8 paragraphs just for one reply, so I'd like to have someone that can write in detail! :) I write in third person, past tense, literate style, and would like to find people in the same boat! <3 The current fandoms I am into are as follows -

Solby (Sam and Colby) - I can play either or.

Malec (Magnus and Alec) I prefer to play Alec, I may or may not be up for writing as Magnus, guess it just depends on my mood.

Snupin (Snape and Lupin) I prefer to write as Remus/ Lupin.

Darry (Draco and Harry) I prefer to write as Harry.

Only 18+ please! No one under, as I will not tolerate that.

I LOVE angsty scenes, and am always a sucker for a bit of drama, but I also love having fluffy and cute scenes also. I do write smut, but I'm not as good at that, but that doesn't mean I wouldn't write it. If any of this tickles your fancy, then please get in touch! Either by commenting, or just sending me a message! I RP only on Discord, since that is the easiest option for me! :) Can't wait to start plotting with you! <3

[lapseinrecs]

Freaks and Geeks

By Edwin Nigma

On Fanfiction.net

Status: Complete; 63k+ words

Summary: A teenaged 494 is on the run from Manticore and the Winchester Apocalypse has begun. With the added chaos, what's one more troubled Winchester to join Team Free Will? Set early season 4

My thoughts: I think the timeline's a little off and honestly I feel like Alec acts younger than the fic says he is, but it's good.

[zepskies]

My Tag Lists Are Back Open!

Hey, friends! After doing some more cleaning up of my older tag lists, I'm now able to open my tag lists back up for the following characters:

Supernatural: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel

The Boys: Soldier Boy (Ben)

Big Sky: Beau Arlen

Tracker: Russell Shaw

Dark Angel: Alec McDowell

Smallville: Jason Teague

10 Inch Hero: Boaz Priestly

Dawson's Creek: CJ Braxton

Check out my easy Tag List Form here! 💜

**Note: I will periodically remove blog names from these lists to prioritize people who engage with posts (more than likes). 

But as always, if any of these tag lists close in the near future, you can follow my fic library blog with notifications on - @zepskieswrites!

For example, here's the new Dean Winchester Tag List (so far):

@hobby27 @kazsrm67 @jacklesbrainworms @foxyjwls007 @mostlymarvelgirl

@wincastifer @iamsapphine @roseblue373 @this-is-me19 @emily-winchester

@spnexploration @deans-spinster-witch @deans-baby-momma @iprobablyshipit91 @sanscas

@kaleldobrev @spnwoman @just-levyy @samanddeaninatrenchcoat @pieandmonsters

@globetrotter28 @adoringanakin @teehxk @midnightmadwoman @chevroletdean

@agalliasi @chriszgirl92 @lyarr24 @ladysparkles78 @spnfamily-j2

@deansbbyx @sarahgracej @chernayawidow @mimaria420 @stoneyggirl2

@fics-pics-andotherthings-i-like @waywardxwords @waynes-multiverse @twinkleinadiamondsky @ajjustice

@ades106 @my-stories-vault @cevansbaby-dove @kayleighwinchester @rizlowwritessortof

@tmb510 @syrma-sensei @artemys-ackles @malindacath @mrsjenniferwinchester

@jc-winchester @charmed-asylum @fromcaintodean @k-slla @jackles010378

@deanbrainrotwritings @urfav-tz @alwaystiredandconfused @mrlonelycat @deans-daydream

@deanwinchestersgirl87 @rachiem4-blog @sweettimelady @leigh70 @aylacavebear

@jays-bonnie-on-the-side @kmc1989 @ghostslillady @siampie

[maskysluvr]

i have so much writes block rn

please help ☺️ .

[winchestergirl2]

December's Reading Recs

Thank you to all the incredible writers here on tumblr, who provide us with these fantastic stories and thank you to everyone who interacts with these fic recs posts to help spread the love for these writers.

Happy New Year, everyone, and happy reading!

To show some love and appreciation to all the amazing writers here on tumblr, who take the time to give us all these incredible stories (for free), allowing us to escape into these worlds. Here are all the fantastic fics I've read this month. 💖

Many of these fics and blogs are 18+ only, and NSFW please heed the author's individual fic warnings and requests regarding no minors. I am not responsible for your media consumption.

Reading Recs Masterlist

Big Sky

Beau Arlen

Home in the Snow @dean-winchester-is-a-warrior

Authors Summary: Little Christmas tidbits to enjoy for the holiday season.

Shades of Him @zepskies

Authors Summary: You make sure Beau isn’t alone this Christmas.

Polaris Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 7 | Chapter 8 | Chapter 9 | Chapter 10 | Chapter 11 | @waynes-multiverse

Authors Summary: When Beau Arlen moved to Montana, he left behind a past he wasn’t proud of. But when a series of murders requires the FBI’s help, Sheriff Arlen‘s ghosts come back to haunt him one by one. With a wrong turn waiting at every crossroads, it’s hard to make the right choices and find his way back home – back to you.

Supernatural

Sam Winchester

Wake Up Call @zepskies

Authors Summary: Sam often gets up before you in the morning. He enjoys luring you into the waking world. 

Nobody Cares @caplanbuckybarnes

Authors Summary: Sam tells you you're not important to him anymore, not when there's a war coming.

Santa For Someone @cleighwrites

Authors Summary - Sam struggles to find a Secret Santa gift for Dean

Reap The Rewards @queen-of-deans-booty

Authors Summary: Working out is always fun whenever your boyfriend is involved. He’s such a great motivator.

Dean Winchester

Rumours (Masterlist) @deanwinchesterswitch

Authors Summary: Fear and anger forced them apart. Pain and regret kept them separated. An opportunity arises to repair the damage when a well-meaning friend pushes them into a reunion. Yet, rumors threaten to tear them apart for good.

Against The Wind Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | @zepskies

Authors Summary: You wake up in a strange alpha’s cabin in the middle of a snowstorm, all with a busted ankle. He holds shadows in his eyes, even though his hands are gentle. There are iron shutters around his heart, even though he saved you. You might just save him in return.

12 Days of Deanmas @thinkinghardhardlythinking

Authors Summary: It’s been a hard year for Y/N. And for Dean. But he has a project to try and get her in the Christmas, no wait, the Deanmas spirit.

Tracker

Russell Shaw

Off Limits @thebiggerbear

Authors Summary: When Reenie sends you to assist Colter with whatever he needs after getting arrested for breaking into a morgue in Virginia, you meet his older brother Russell for the first time. There's some flirting and definitely a mutual attraction there before you Colter sends you off. Little do you know at the time that Colter has warned Russell that you're off limits and that Russell has no intention of listening to said warning.

Lost Time @zepskies

Authors Summary: When Russell takes longer than usual on a job out of town, you realize how hard it is to live half a life with him.  

More Of This @zepskies

Authors Summary: Welcoming Russell home, where he belongs.  

The Boys

Soldier Boy

Where is she? @thebiggerbear

Authors Summary: Soldier Boy only has one thought in mind when Homelander wakes him up: you.

Sneak Peeks

Beau Arlen

Coming in 2025 @thebiggerbear

Jason Teague, Alec McDowell, Boaz Priestly

Coming in 2025 @thebiggerbear

[braveclementine]

Niklaus Scares us Shitless

Warnings: None

Copyright: I do not own any Twilight characters or locations. I do own Davina Mikelson and Marcel. I also own the backstory for my OC. I do not condone any copying of this.

I just stared for a moment. It had settled back into quiet, everyone watching the two of them cross the field.

Aro let out an exaggerated- in my opinion- gasp upon seeing her.

"Alice." Edward whispered.

"Alice!" Aro gasped.

Alice glanced at us for one long glance before turning her attention to Aro. She was still wearing the same clothes that she had worn when she'd left- so was Jasper- though they looked brand new.

Jasper didn't even look at us, his spine straight with nerves. I wished I could comfort him, comfort both of them. I shifted on my feet uneasily, leaning into Carlisle a little.

And then, a few of the guards were moving, Felix stopping Alice from getting to close to Aro. Two hooded figures moved, their faces hidden and Caius moved to the side.

"My dear, dear Alice, we're so glad to see you here, after all." Aro said joyfully.

"I have evidence the child won't be a risk to our kind." Alice said, trying to talk to Aro while one of the guard kept a hand to her throat.

Carlisle took a few steps forward, away from me. I hesitated, not entirely sure what he was planning. Surely he wouldn't move against them.

"Let me show you." Alice draped her arm over the shoulder of Felix.

"Brother?" Caius said sharply.

Aro held her hand out and Alice shoved past the others. One of them slapped Jasper across the face and I hissed, standing by Carlisle's side now. Carlisle threw his arm out, stopping me from going any further, my eyes seething in rage.

Jasper struggled in the guards arms, Felix turning his back on them. I could feel horror pulsating through my veins. I readied myself, hands with palms down to the snow, ready to sweep vampires off their feet.

Aro took her hand. I felt a strange warmth go through me, blinding me for just a second and I stared around, confused. Everyone else was staring around too, even the witnesses and Volturi. But no one seemed to know the cause behind it- as both sides were equally confused- and nothing happened except turning our attention back to Alice and Aro.

"It doesn't matter what I show you. Even when you see." Alice said angrily, yanking her hand out of Aro's. "You still won't change your decision." Alice turned to face Bella and said, 'Now.'

And then Bella was turned towards Jacob and Jacob lunged past Benjamin and Tia, sprinting away.

"Get them." Caius ordered Santiago.

Alice turned around, doing a ninja flip, sending Aro high into the air.

I gasped, knowing that we had just started war.

Aro landed on his feet as I watched Garrett's eyes widen, Kebi grabbing Amun's arm, and Carlisle's own horrified expression out of the corner of my eye.

Everyone was suddenly lunging forward as Alice went to run, two guards grabbing her.

"Take her away." Aro demanded in a cold voice.

"Let her go!" Carlisle demanded and before I could even comprehend what was happening, he was charging over the snow towards Aro.

I had frozen, watching with wide eyes. What was he doing?

Two black hooded vampires came out to meet him but Carlisle swept them off their feet easily, making way for Alice.

Carlisle lunged for the two that were holding Alice, flying high into the air. Aro clashed with him and then his body fell. Aro's hand- holding Carlisle's head.

A scream ripped from me, worse than I had ever screamed before.

I found myself running now as the torch was being lit. If I could stop the torch from falling on Carlisle's body, I could put him together at the end of this.

I called up a snowstorm as I ran, aware that the others were slowly moving behind me, getting ready to join me. Sam had snarled, his pack moving into motion. The snow storm threw the holder of the torch high into the air, landing on top of some other vampires, effectively setting the rest of them on fire. They started to burn alive.

I grinned, victorious until Caius deftly threw Carlisle's body on top of the pile, his head too.

Pain ripped through my body as I clashed with the first vampire that dared get in my way.

I could see the other people fighting too. I could see Jasper and Rosalie taking down vampires themselves, ripping heads off of the bodies. The wolves clashed in too, tearing into the vampires like they were nothing.

Garrett let out a battle cry as he sent a vampire off his feet.

Leah and Seth worked together as well, taking down another witness vampire.

Edward and Demetri were starting to fight.

Jane turned her power on Jasper, but Bella was there, using her power to block Jane's.

I ripped another head off, biting furiously into the neck like a wolf. I could feel anger consuming my body.

Alec tackled Bella, taking her down so that Jasper was free for Jane's picking.

Jasper cried out in pain, Felix grabbed him, and Demetri ripped his head off.

I growled, leaping for Demetri and we tangled on the ground.

"For what it's worth." Demetri said sympathetically as my hands pressed into his neck and his hands had my own neck in them. "I am sorry about Carlisle."

And in that moment, we let go at the same time, knowing we couldn't kill each other. We both slowly backed away and turned for other targets.

Bella kicked out at Alec, sending him backwards while she fell on her own ass. Emmett was destroying everyone who tested him and turned his attention on Alec, eyes narrowing.

Emmett growled, running for Alec who ran straight at him as well. He took Alec down, pinning him to the icy surface. Emmett pressed his foot into Alec's neck before tugging his body away from his head. Then he threw his body away from his head for Jane to see.

Alice escaped at that moment, pulling another flip move and pulling the arms straight from her captors.

Tanya and Kate worked as a duo, kneeing vampires in the face before ripping their heads off, flinging bodies every which way- Kate electrocuting them too.

I was trying to make my way to Aro. I was going to kill him with my bare hands. I was going to burn him to ashes and paint my face with them in memory of Carlisle. My beautiful Carlisle.

Demetri and Edward were both fighting now and I was really hoping I didn't regret letting Demetri go.

Another vampire flew through the air, Seth colliding with him, ripping his head off in a messy fashion.

And then Jane was standing over him, making him cry and whimper in pain, his legs buckling underneath him.

I snarled, ripping another head off tossing it towards the bonfire that was starting to appear. I ran for Seth before another vampire snuck up behind him, crushing his ribs. Seth let out a whimper, and fell to the ice, dead.

Leah knew immediately, whining as she finished off one of her kills, howling in the air in sorrow.

That did it for me.

I let out a terrible scream before suddenly- I was no longer human. I was a wolf now. I lunged, ripping one of the vampires heads off it's body. And then I lunged for Jane in hatred, sending her flying backwards into the crowd of vampires. I stalked forward, glaring.

All around us, our family was being beaten. Three of them had hands on Bella, Edward was being punched into the ground, Garrett was on his knees.

So, Benjamin did the only thing he thought he could do- He yelled and slammed his fist into the Earth.

A dividing line suddenly opened up in the Earth's crust, causing vampires to fall in. Two of the ones that had been holding Bella fell through and she kicked the last one in. I skittered away, my mind panicking, unsure of how to become human again.

I whined in fear.

Davina.

Sam! Help me! I begged.

It's all right. Just stay calm. Accept it.

I lunged for another vampire, knocking him into the crevice that Benjamin had created. There was lava down below. Instant death upon falling.

It suddenly became the strategy to simply knock them in. Wolves working together to kick them in, before backing away from the edge.

I could suddenly see from the perspective of several wolves. There was Embry, fighting alongside Bree against Felix. Emmett and Rosalie were helping them too, fighting a few other vampires. Quil and Jared were working together. Leah was taking down another vampire. I could feel her sorrow of losing Seth. It was ten times my own.

And then there was Esme. Her and an enemy vampire were clinging to the snowy edge. It seemed he was trying to push her off- even though he was behind her- in hopes that he could get over the edge.

Marcel struggled with three vampires trying to hold him down as he tried to get to Esme. He punched one in the face, the others trying to rip his head off until Bree launched herself at him, detaching the vampires head.

And suddenly, Leah was there, leaping the gap to pull him off of Esme.

NO! my mind shouted and I raced for the crevice, suddenly turning human, trying to grab Leah's fur, her leg, her tail, anything to pull her back up.

I had failed, watching as her somewhat white fur disappeared into the lava. I screamed in despair, while helping Esme over the ridge.

Meanwhile, Edward had nearly fallen down the hole himself before leaping upwards and displacing Demetri's head from his body.

I felt a new type of anger wash over me as Alice started to stalk Jane with the help of Bella. It was a quiet fury as I leapt the crevice, making my way directly for Aro, Caius, Marcus, and the few that stood by their side.

Jane ran as Alice approached her until Alice landed in front of her, cutting her off, grabbing her by the throat and making her kneel. I watched, through my own rage, as Sam approached her stealthily.

Alice dragged Jane to meet Sam where Jane met her end.

I saw Aro shove his hand and Caius went to run for Tanya.

I finally released all the water that I had collected and it swept through the camp as I stood my ground. It picked up every enemy, leaving the wolves and our friends alone. Amun's mouth dropped at my power. Benjamin grinned.

Soon, all of the leftover Volturi were left in a ball of water floating just slightly above the ravine. Their eyes were wide with fright. Caius looked rather angry. I churned the water, letting it rip and tear apart their bodies with fury. I left Caius, Marcus, and Aro alone, leaving them to float in the middle while the water on the outside tore apart the other Volturi and witnesses on the outside.

And then I tilted my head, moving the ball- with a little difficulty- above solid ground and everyone looked at me.

"Vlad?" I asked.

"Yes?" Vlad asked, a grin going over his face.

The water opened up to show narrow channels that Vladimir and Stefan could intercept.

"They're all yours." I said.

Vladimir and Stefan made very quick work of dismantling Aro, Caius, and Marcus, relishing their work.

Soon, all of the Volturi were left in pieces and we scooped all of them up, putting them into the fire.

And then, there was that light in our eyes again and I stumbled, looking around.

Carlisle stood next to me, looking shaken. As did everyone else, including the Volturi.

Our kids were here, Seth and Leah were here, still alive, though they looked rather disturbed like everyone else.

Aro was still standing there, Alice in front of him. He looked the most shaken, probably because he hadn't expected to die.

I finally saw what had happened. Niklaus had used his ability to read minds to see the vision inside Alice's head. Then, he had used Renesmee's method of showing through amplification. That way, we had all seen it.

Without even bothering to see if what had happened would happen anyways, I wrapped my arms around Carlisle tightly. I was shaking and his arms were just as tight around me. "It's okay. I'm right here. And you were. . .amazing just so you know." He whispered in my ear.

Aro stared at us. We stared back at him.

"Now you know." Alice finally broke the silence. "That's your future. Unless you decide on another course."

Jane looked very much like she wanted to interject and say she did want another course. Demetri looked a little abashed as we locked eyes, nodding to me slightly. Now everyone knew that we would both have left each other alone.

"We cannot alter our course. The child still poses a grave threat." Caius interjected and I almost laughed.

He had seen all of that- and yet he still wanted to fight?

"But what if you were sure she could remain concealed from the human world?" Edward interjected. "Could we leave in peace?"

"Of course. But that cannot be known." Caius said.

I wondered if he had a death wish.

"Actually, it can." Edward said as Alice started to walk away.

Three more figures started to walk across the snow. Barefoot, both of them. The male was not wearing a shirt or pants. They were some sort of Indian, and they were certainly dressed like it. The other was dressed more like Senna and Zafrina and I realized this must be the Kachiri that was mentioned every so often.

Kachiri stopped when they reached her sisters, but the other two continued to walk on.

I tried to figure out what they had to do with the child- and then I noticed the male had a strange heartbeat that matched Renesmee's. His eyes were also brown.

"This is Huilen and her nephew, Nahuel." Alice introduced.

"Speak, Huilen. Give us the witness you were brought to bear." Aro commanded.

"I am Huilen. A century and a half ago, I lived with my people, the Mapuche. My sister was Pire. Our parents named her after the snow on the mountains because of her fair skin. And she was very beautiful- too beautiful. She came to me one day in secret and told me of the angel that found her in the woods, that visited her by night. I warned her. As if the bruises on her skin were not warning enough. I knew it was the Libishomen of our legends, but she would not listen. She was bewitched. She told me when she was sure her dark angels' child was growing inside her. I didn't try to discourage her from her plan to run away- I knew even our father and mother would agree that the child must be destroyed, Pire with it. I went with her into the deepest parts of the forest. She searched for her demon angel but found nothing. I cared of her, hunting for her when her strength failed. She ate the animals raw, drinking their blood. I needed no more confirmation of what she carried in her womb. I hoped to save her life before I killed the monster."

"But she loved the child inside her. She called him Nahuel, after the jungle cat, when he grew strong and broke her bones- and loved him still. I could not save her. The child ripped his way free of her, and she died quickly, begging all the while that I would care for her Nahuel. Her dying wish- and I agreed. He bit me, though, when I tried to lift him from her body. I crawled away into the jungle to die. I didn't get far- the pain was too much. But he found me; the newborn child struggled through the underbrush to my side and waited for me. When the pain ended, he was curled against my side, sleeping."

It sounded almost sweet. It also made me wonder if Samuel and Niklaus were venomous.

"I cared for him until he was able to hunt for himself. We hunted the villages around our forest, staying to ourselves. We have never come so far from our home, but Nahuel wished to see the children here."

Huilen bowed her head, moving backwards a little.

Aro's lips were pursed and he stared at Nahuel with curiosity, "Nahuel, you are one hundred and fifty years old?"

"Give or take a decade. We don't keep track." He said. His voice was not as heavily accented as Huilens.

"And you reached maturity at what age?"

"About seven years after my birth, more or less, I was full grown."

"You have not changed since then?"

"Not that I've noticed." Nahuel said.

I would have my children forever.

"And your diet?"

"Mostly blood, but some human food, too. I can survive on either."

"You were able to create an immortal?"

"Yes, but none of the rest can."

There was a shocked murmur, not only between ourselves, but between the Volturi and also their witnesses.

"The rest?" Aro questioned quickly.

"My sisters." Nahuel said with a shrug as though it were normal.

"Perhaps you would tell us the rest of your story, for there seems to be more." Aro said, his curiosity not sated.

I snuggled into Carlisle's arms, "If this does come to a fight, don't leave my side like that."

"I won't." Carlisle swore. "I promise."

"My father came looking for me a few years after my mother's death. He was pleased to find me. He had two daughters, but no sons. He expected me to join him, as my sisters had. He was surprised I was not alone. My sisters are not venomous, but whether that's due to gender or a random chance. . . who knows? I already had my family with Huilen, and I was not interested in making a chance. I see him from time to time. I have a new sister; she reached maturity about ten years back."

"Your father's name?" Caius asked.

"Joham. He considers himself a scientists. He thinks he's creating a new super-race."

Caius turned to Bella, "Your daughter, is she venomous?"

"No." Bella responded.

Caius turned to me and Carlisle next and our arms tightened around each other automatically, "And your children?"

"No." I said firmly even though I truly didn't know the answer.

Caius looked to Aro. Aro wouldn't look at Caius, absorbed in his own thoughts most likely. He stared at Carlisle, and then me. Then Edward and then Bella. Caius literally growled and said, "We take care of the aberrations here, and then follow it south."

"Brother. There appears to be no danger. This is an unusual development, but I see no threat. These half-vampire children are much like us, it appears." Aro conceded.

"They are not all half-vampire." Caius pointed out, his eyes darting to me. I gritted my teeth. We were never going to win.

Aro studied Carlisle and I for a long moment and then said, "There is no danger."

"And this Joham? This immortal so fond of experimentation?" Caius demanded, eyes bulging like he'd thought Aro had gone soft. I wondered if he'd even paid attention to the fact that I let Vlad and Stefan kill him in a little water bubble.

"Perhaps we should speak with him." Aro assented.

"Stop Joham if you will. But leave my sisters be, they are innocent." Nahuel said in a flat voice.

Aro nodded.

"Dear ones. There is no danger here. We will not fight. . . today." Aro said.

Caius was the first to leave, storming away through the crowd. Jane and the others were quick to follow, although Marcus and Aro remained for a moment later. Suddenly, they were all gone with vampiric speed, leaving the field empty of any enemies.

"We have them on the run, now is the time to attack." Vladimir said.

"Not today." Carlisle said, swinging me off my feet to give me the biggest kiss he'd ever given me in public. "I love you so fucking much."

"I love you too." I murmured, kissing him back.

He put me back on my feet and I clapped Vlad on the shoulder, "But it was almost satisfying seeing it play out in the head, no?"

Vlad grinned, "You are one powerful woman, that's for sure."

"You are all fools!" Stefan complained, "The Volturi might be gone, but they will never forget what happened here."

Carlisle just smiled, a few people laughed, and then he pulled me in for another kiss. The two Romanians were gone almost immediately.

I let go of Carlisle, hugging Seth and Leah tightly around their fluffy necks, "I am so glad you two aren't dead." I muttered.

They both nudged me with wet noses. Caroline and Samuel were by their side in an instant, throwing their small arms around them.

I searched out Marcel and Bree before finding Sam who was reigning his pack in so they could go home. He stopped when he saw me and became human. I flung my arms around him, burying my face into the crook of his neck.

"You're alright Davina." Sam said softly.

"What colour was I?" I questioned.

"White. Pure white. White as the snow, maybe whiter." Sam whispered. "There's never been a white wolf like that before." He paused and then added, "Then again, there has never been a pure black wolf before either."

I smirked, "Yin and yang brother."

"Do you think they'll come again?" Sam asked quietly.

"Yes." I said honestly, "But hopefully by that time, there won't even be a pack here and we'll have moved somewhere else. So you won't have to worry about this ever again."

Sam's eyes were sad as he brushed his thumb over my cheek, "I wish I could always protect you."

"I don't think she needs protection." Benjamin said from behind me. "That was some pretty wicked stuff."

I turned away from Sam slightly to grin at Benjamin and Tia. I jerked my chin a little, "What do you know. Amun stayed."

"And he survived." Benjamin pointed out.

I turned back to Sam, kissing his cheek, "I'll come down to the Rez when everything has calmed down, alright?"

He nodded, becoming a wolf once more as the other wolves started to head out.

I turned back to Benjamin. "You know," I said, smirking slightly, "You're pretty cute Ben."

"Oh really?" Ben asked with a grin.

I had long established with Tia that I had no romantic feelings for Ben and was simply teasing him.

"Yeah, but you know what?"

"Hmm?"

"I think you'd look better with yellow eyes."

Ben grinned, "Well, I think we might just give it a try." He pulled Tia to his side and I smiled gently.

"Good." I said. "Maybe everyone here will try and go for some yellow eyes."

"Maybe." Benjamin said, looking around.

Suddenly- everything felt lighter.

I pulled Tia in for a hug, and then Benjamin. "I hope we get to see each other some day. Under better circumstances of course."

"Likewise." Tia said softly.

"Well maybe we can all have one big happy Christmas get together every year." Garrett said, strutting over with Kate on his arm.

"I see you finally got yourself a girl." I quipped.

"She's not British." Garrett pointed out.

I grinned, shaking my head.

I could tell Carlisle was eavesdropping and I did an exaggerated sigh and said, "I so wish Vladimir had stayed. . . so many things I wanted to talk to him about."

Carlisle was there in a flash, arms wrapped around my waist, lips on the side of my neck, "You're horrible, you know that?"

I grinned, leaning into his embrace, "I know."

***

The next day I was down with Sam and the others at the beach. The six new werewolves that had joined were Christian, Clayton, Shaun, Raoul, Colby, and Ian. I was glad for their help yesterday.

But I mostly spent my time with Sam, Jared, Paul, Embry, Quil, Seth, and Leah. What I liked to call 'the original pack'.

I found that I could turn into a werewolf if I desired and that I had quite a bit of control over it. I doubted I would ever turn again.

It was a lazy afternoon. The kids were running on the beach. Seth, Leah, and Quil watched with anxious eyes, but they really only needed to worry about Claire. Caroline, Samuel, and Niklaus didn't fall.

Meanwhile, I rested against Sam peacefully. I probably could've fallen asleep if I wasn't so worried about something magically happening to my kids.

And right on cue, Niklaus turned into a puppy like werewolf. The others heads spun to me.

I shrugged, "He can mimic anyones super power once he touches them. He's been bragging about this one all last night when he found out he could do it."

"What about the other two?" Leah asked with both curiosity and fear. "Will they be able to turn?"

"Maybe when they get older." I said, resting back against Sam. He wrapped an arm around me, his warmth was comforting. His familiarity was relieving.

I thought back to my first day in Forks. Innocently wishing I could be a vampire and werewolf hybrid, becoming friends with the Cullens first before they moved into the 'kid' zone for me. Meeting Carlisle, so determined to hate him because of Karen and yet- we were married with three kids now.

I chuckled and Sam looked down at me. "What?"

"Just thinking." I whispered.

Sam looked back out over the ocean, "Me too."