#safe to say atleast i didnt have to study

[the-dreamless-void]

Pain

you're not ascending to godhood you're just dehydrated

[lenasprouts-words]

olderbrother!skz headcanons :3

gn!reader with a scenerio w menstruation in changbin’s! maknae line

i want an older brother… anyways

bang chan

oh ho ho you KNOW hes gonna be super duper protective of u

like nuh uh the kids can NOT meet you

but u still get to hang out w maknae + jin line (closer to their age)

age gap is like three years or smth so

his parents adopted you when he was four and u were one

movie nights every weekend frfr

or atleast movie nights on call

and whenever you got tea, he’s on the ready

best best advice, like, ever

sometimes you wonder if this is his nineteenth life or smth

so wise

you painted a mug for him once

no one is allowed to touch it

it has its place in the gym bros’ dorm

sometimes picks you up and runs when your talking to someone

and if you ignore him he’ll start cuddling up to you

’channie get tf away go annoy seungmin or whatever im studying’

gives you nicknames like ‘buggy bear’ and ‘baby duck’

makes you learn languages with him

when he learned ikaw for manila, ph concert he showed you first

bc he knows you like listening to tagalog

he has videos of you singing and falls asleep to it when he gets homesick

lets you listen to his unreleased songs and tracks on his laptop

you got to make one that one time at home too

you send little messages to him thru out the day

and scold him when he’s up working

you know bc he gave you his location

you bought his bubble and constantly tease him

when he comes home he takes you and berry to the aquarium

he picks you up and spins you when yall hug

its the funnest thing ever

will not hesitate to bring up that time you ate hamster poop thinking it was choco chips

lee know

okay he’d be really scary to your friends but like a cat around you

your age gap b like, one or two years

he annoys you about anything

crushes, enemies, good animes or mangas

stuff like that

in turn you bug him about the members

’whats jisung like when hes sick’ ‘oh do you know innie’s plans are tomorrow’

he finds your hyunjin pc collection and blows your phone up

but his hugs are so nice and warm

he holds you by the shoulders and his hands go down your back

eventually he starts tickling you

but you use the self defense moves he’s been teaching you

one of your middle school friends had a crush on him

they were flabbergasted when you walked home together

buys you things that remind you of him

and leaves it on your window sill/table/bed

his favorite hoodie is the bunny w the middle finger bc you gave it to him

makes your lunch for you and leaves slightly passive aggressive notes in them, still sweet tho

although once you got a note that said

’give me back my hoodie or i’ll shove a water bottle up your asshole. xoxo lino hyung’ that was for jisung

once decided to pick you up from work to get sushi

your coworkers were like

’wow i didnt know they had a boyfriend’

you cried laughing hearing that and so did min

teased you about the fanfic you wrote when you were thirteen

and you tease him about the 2PM shrine he had

obviously you both r cat ppl

so he takes you to cat cafe dates all the time

insists on paying and saying you’ll pay next time

sends random ass pics on tour all the time

changbin

he absolutely cherishes you

like holds you up like a trophy infront of his friends all the time

youre two-three years apart from each other

he loves loves giving you piggy back rides

also loves squeezing the life out of you

youre the one he goes to when he buys something

and he’s the one you go to for relationship advice

once you took him to an amusement park

your camera roll was full of blackmail

tens of millions of inside jokes

one of the kids will fix their hair and you’ll both burst out laughing

bc once changbin ran into a pole fixing his hair

your ultimate group is newjeans so you went to a fansign

and got bin a signed teddybear

he cried when you gave it

he constantly tells you to be safe

when your going somewhere

’bye baby cub (nickname lol), be safe have fun love ya!’

when you need a little pick me up

he comes to you with your favorite ice cream flavor and his laptop

your emergency contact

one of your friends has to text him and he gets super suspicious

’cub who tf is this? why were they texting me?’

almost started a whole ass fight

its okay tho he apologized and bought chocolate

constantly tells you to go to bed early bc he doesn’t want you to ‘become like channie-hyung’

will run to get you what you need

if you got your period and arent prepared he’ll know

just sprints to the nearest cvs

even cleans up your nasty bedsheets bc u leaked

’oh dont worry cub i can handle it’

your on his close friends list on instagram

most times its just dedications to you that he puts on his story

hyunjin

his day one frfr

like your only a year apart so your tight asf

his hugs will be gentle but so warm

bear hugs>>>>

his huge ass hands will totally go around your neck for comfort

he also digs his face into your shoulder

he paints many things for you

like he’ll also give you his unfinished projects when he’s sick of them

shines when you compliment him

teaches you choreos and lets you make up some

dyes your hair often too

spa nights where its just the two of you with a movie of your choice in the bg

those are the days where you can just. let go

tea gets spilt. i mean like, you know absolutely everything abt the other atp

spontaneous karoake nights

he gets worried when you drink tho

’noooo what if you fall on your face and then it gets ruined!!’

when he’s tired or down tho

one of the members text you and you come over with your comfort box you packed for these situations

face masks, iced americanos, watermelons, fluffy blankets, llama eye masks for sleeping, an air purifier, room spray, and a huge hoodie and sweatpants/shorts bc he probs did NOT shower in his funk

when he goes home you take walks together and catch up

also you just. really like smelling his room

it smells like flowers and the perfume your late grandfather used

gifts you things from versace

his favorite colors are black and white; yours are brown and grey

picture wall of polaroids w photos u took together

you stream his music 24/7

he writes sad sad songs abt missing you

worse than hannie and his break up songs 😭

working on the maknae line!

[moriartysnerd]

Jim Moriarty x fem reader Harry Potter! AU

An: this is kinda short, not really anything big. Just a cute little story. I want to start writing more one shot story’s in this AU. There will be many more parts, I just needed some soft fluf, tell me if there’s anything specific you’d like to see!

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How you loathed mornings. The sun had finally just begun to hit your eyes as you awoke to the soft click of the dorm room door closing and giggling slowly fading away behind it. You finally managed to open your eyes and looked around. Everything around your bed was so clean, and all the other girls had left. The images of what you and sherlock did last night flashed in your mind. You where always so tired after a revision night with the ravenclaw. You struggled to keep up with him half the time, you couldn’t imagine how you two had become friends in the passing years but there was no getting rid of him. You wiped your eyes clean before getting up and preparing yourself for the day. Sherlock seemed to of gotten everything ready for you. Even folded your uniform. The neat freak. You smiled to yourself, slipping into your attire and then reaching for your tie. It was blue. Not only was it blue, it wasn’t yours. Sherlock’s cologne swiftly surrounded you as you picked it up. He’d taken the wrong tie. No. Of course he hadn’t. Sherlock Holmes didn’t make such simple mistakes. He was either marking you, or he wanted to tell you somthing. Either way, unless you wanted house points off you had to wear a tie. Unfortunately, you wernt in the mood to deal with a professor harassing you over somthing so simple. It was settled. You’d wear it.

It felt like it took you forever to get ready that morning, the minutes where dragging and so where your feet. Finally your hands reached for your bag, tossing it over a shoulder and groaning at the heaviness. Seems Sherlock had packed that too. You groaned in defeat as you realised you wouldn’t have the time to resort you bag and headed out of your room and down the stairs, making your way out of the common room. It still made you laugh to think that Sherlock had some how found a way to sneak passed the magic and get himself into the girls dorm room. He was bright, you’d give him that. He was also somewhat of a charmer. Always helping the other girls in your dorm room, Or waiting outside when any of them needed to change. He was more than welcome to say he wasn’t really a people’s person, but most of all. The girls loved the drama he could indulge. Sherlock could deduce things so easily with substantial evidence. He was a drama whore, he just didn’t admit it. He’d figure things out about couples, teachers, classes the works. It was like a super power. It even had its perks. He was a bright wizard and you where somewhat in his shadow, it didn’t help that people constantly doubted your intelligence. Thinking you where only friends with Sherlock so you could pass classes. You worked your ass off for those grades. With or without Sherlock.

You stumbled your way into the great hall, sighing softly when their was no sign of Sherlock. Of course he wasn’t going to make this easy for you. He had your tie, he wanted something. You walked past a table, picking up an apple and taking gentle bites out of it, the noise of people chattering filled your eyes as you stared up at the huge Christmas tree in the corner. That’s right, Sherlock would be going home for Christmas. He’d invited you, but you’d declined. Christmas was for family after all. You smiled a little shaking Your head, you had Netflix and chocolates for Christmas. Plus most if not all the girls in your dorm would be gone. A practically empty school. Perfection.

You hadn’t noticed how far you’d wondered out of the great hall until you’d made your way to the whomping Willow tree. You knew not to get too close, she didn’t like that. You sighed softly as the wind blew through your hair, letting the breeze comfort you effortlessly.

“Blue tie L/N? Honestly, that man has you collared like a mutt.”

The Irish voice broke the silence, you didn’t face him. Moriarty. You knew it. You could feel it in your stomach. You and Moriarty weren’t really on speaking terms, he’d been harassing Sherlock a lot this month and you’d always been the one having to comfort the Ravenclaw after Moriarty visits. It didn’t help that Moriarty and Sherlock both shared a house. They where both Ravenclaws. Both so alike yet so different. Sherlock found it impossible to sleep in the same room as the man stood behind you. That had started the whole “study nights with Sherlock” thing. Sherlock would sleep with you, unbeknownst to the teachers, you where close. You wanted him to be safe.

You took yet another bite of your apple, the sour taste now running down your tongue and slipping down your throat. It was bitter. You threw the apple towards the willow tree and it sprang into action, destroying it in seconds. It was almost a warning. A warning for James to back off. Maybe he couldn’t find Sherlock either and that’s why he wanted to play with you. You wanted to tell you darker male to leave you alone, to push past him and never see him agian, but you couldn’t. In an odd way he had you wrapped around his finger, and only he knew that.

“I came out here looking for Sherlock. He has my tie. I wasn’t going to risk the house points.”

You stated, Still defiant and refusing to look at him. You knew it made his blood boil. He was taking time to give you attention. Attention that wasn’t being reciprocated.

“Didnt you hear? He left this morning.”

Those words rang in your ears as you swallowed dryly. He left without saying goodbye? It was stupid, of course it was, but it still bothered you. You two where always together. Then he just leaves? You thought you’d atleast get another week with him before he left for Christmas. You shook your head silently, finally looking into Moriartys deep eyes. Your stomach couldn’t handle it for too long as you looked away.

“Whoops. Have I told you something I shouldn’t? You should be used to this though, shouldn’t you? You��re always second best to him. If he leaves you. He still has John. Who do you have L/N?”

He practically sang those words but that didn’t stop the truth from hitting. You where going to be alone on Christmas. No matter what way you looked at it. Moriartys eyes softened as he looked down at you, was it pity? Possibly. You never knew with this man.

“He has a family. Which is more than either of us have. He’s his own person. He can leave if he wants too.”

You gently gripped Sherlock’s tie and pushed past moriarty, swiftly walking back inside. You weren’t about to doubt your best friend over this. No way. The day slowly blew over, you had been bored out of your mind without Sherlock. He annoyed the hell out of you, without him even magic couldn’t keep you entertained. 4 o’clock eventually chimed and you made your way to the library, there was one thing you could do that would pass the time. Work. You spent a good few hours revising alone. Picking out books and writing. Even practicing a few non-threatening spells while alone. You grew tired early, the sun just beginning to set as you put your last few books away, packing up your things and wandering down the empty corridor your ears picked up the soft Irish chuckle of moriarty once agian.

His laugh was sweet, it belonged in the hearts of millions. It was a shame it belonged to such a horrid person. You continued towards his voice, your feet moving without your mind even telling you too. He was stood near an open window, watching the sunset. He had quietened down and whatever he was laughing at had long since passed. Your hands traced the wall as you came up behind him, staring at the sunset, unsure of what to say. You knew this man. You knew him well. However once you started hanging around with Sherlock, you drifted. He was no longer the most important man in your life.

“It’s nice hearing you laugh agian..”

You spoke softly, looking up at moriarty, he didn’t even glance at you, but still acknowledged you. You gripped Sherlock’s tie a little tighter as you looked down. You felt the gentle touch of a hand brush yours as moriarty moved to hold your hand, still staring out. It was golden hour. Everything was beautiful. It was as if nothing had changed between you two.

“I do miss you sometimes darling, i must admit I hate how Sherlock acts like he owns you.”

Moriarty spoke gently, weaving a hand around your waste and holding you from behind, head placed on top of yours. Neither yours nor his eyes left from the gorgeous veiw of the lake just outside the window. Everything in that moment felt so right. You couldn’t even stop yourself from your own thoughts. They where a mess. Leaving you confused and somewhat brave. You couldn’t even prepare yourself for what was to come, but one string of words slipped out and for once, you where glad they did.

“Spend Christmas with me jim....”

[gaylonelydyke]

if it’s not too late, 12 for episodes and ships, and 17!

its never too late! thankyou for the ask 🥰 oo damn this is gonna be a hefty one, just to prepare you this is gonna be long 😅😅😅

spoiler alert for my friends who are finishing up season 2 rn, be careful if you look at my top five episodes, pay attention the the episode numbers, i will put [ ] in bold at the beginning and end of spoilers!

12. Top 5 ships

5. faith x myself because have you seen faith? shes such a babe! spare consensual kiss maam?

4. willow x oz, i dont know if this is an unpopular or not but i feel like if the 90s had been more accepting of term then willow wouldve been bisexual, but like even now tv shows will rarely let characters say that word :( but anyway i love them! theyre both quirky and kinda awkward but its such a sweet relationship and you really see how they go from awkward crushes to an actual deep relationship, oz is one of my favourite characters too what a dude!

3. giles x jenny, mlmxwlw solidarity in this bisexual couple! there is no an ounce of straight between them and i love it, i love their dynamic, i love that giles *respects women* (im staring daggers at xander rn), also the original girlboss x malewife couple askdjaksjhd

2. drusilla x spike, these two!!!!!! once again a bisexual couple with zero straight between them, the vibes are off the charts. sexy vampires, goth x punk love, i just love them man, and their relationship is so interesting to delve into. like theyre vampires, theyre soulless and yet they have a capacity for love, they care deeply for eachother, theyre so tender towards eachother in season 2 in the way they take turns to care for one another, also drusilla picking spike up with one hand made me gay and thats on that

1. willow x tara!!!!! lesbians man lesbians! they have a beautiful relationship, until a certain point wink wink, they feel like a perfect match, willows become more outgoing due to buffy and xander snd having a proper group of friends, so its cool to see her as the more outgoing independant one in the relationship, and tara is such a honey 🥺 the biggest sweetheart in the world what a babe!!!! also like how groundbreaking was their relationship? as a queer couple, they had p much the dame amount of screentime as a aueer relationship today! and willow says the word lesbian so many times and is always making gay jokes which is something shows today are too scared to do, its honestly refreshing which is weird for a show in the 90/00s

12. Top 5 episodes

this is so hard because its such a damn good show so i had to rlly be picky about this but here we go

5. 6x22 ‘grave’- i watched buffy for the first time last year at work coz i worked with one other person just packing shit, and THIS was the episode that made us cry infront of eachother. the scene with willow and xander at the end is one of my all time favourite scenes and like legit we were watching and we starting going like ha.. this is so sad Q_Q and we looked at eachother and we were both crying akdjdjsjdhs its SO GOOD, like this is a friendship ive been so invested in and [seeing xander be able to pull her back from that dark place was so heart wrenching and amazing god its so good]

4. 3x12 ‘helpless’ - im finishing up s2 in my rewatch rn so i havent rewatched this one to double check but i remember loving it man. buffys father daughter relationship with giles is my favourite of the whole show they make my heart ache, so i love that this is an episode that really shows you how dedicated giles is to her, [its the breaking point where he finally disregards the fact that hes a watcher and acts as her father once and for all, its a turning point for their relationship where he is finally embracing the fact that shes like a daughter to him and i just love to see it Q_Q get you a dad who will leave his lifes calling for you]

3. 4x22 ‘restless’ - season 4 is interesting coz it has really good episodes and them some gd awful ones 😂😂 but this one just blew me away, i love a good character study episode and this is THE SHIT! its so weird and creepy but in the most perfect way, its not on the nose its so subtle, it feels like an uncanny valley version of buffy almost, i like that they finished the season first and then took this episode to do something out of the box and different i feel like it lets them fully explore this idea without the pressure of needing plot included. [also the cheese man is iconic. dont however like xander being all nasty with willow and tara but whats new there man]

2. 1x12 ‘The Prophecy Girl’ - for my first watch of buffy i wasnt that into the first season, like i enjoyed it but i didnt think it was anything super special? but this episode changed EVERYTHING for me. up until now buffy had been fun, witty, charming, but not anything new atleast for me, maybe in the 90s it was but right now its your average teen supernatural show. but this episode!!!! the emotion! buffy facing her death, her speech about how shes just 16 and shes scared and she doesnt want to die, that is what i wanna see!! its heartbreaking and it made me cry, and then it gives us the wonderful moment of giles trying to take her place and buffy realising that she has to be the one to do it, man its so good! basically anything with buffy and giles being a duo is gonna make it an automatic yes from me and this is indeed the case for this episode, i just love that the show remembers that shes a child! shes not brave all the time, shes not strong all the time, shes just doing her best and sometimes its overwhelming, 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 i bow to this episode

1. 2x17 ‘passion’ - i know i just sang praises about prophecy girl but THIS EPISODE IS THE SHIT, the best episode full stop. i wont accept any argument. angel is probably my favourite big bad, its so funny to see plain bread, mopey brooding angel become this charismatic, funny, poetic, blood thirsty angelus, hes everything i want in a villain and in this episode he delivers! rip jenny tho love her. i think the tension built around angel is so good, because of his drawings and notes left around, every scene youre worrying like is he here now? are they safe or what? its so tense! and also it is me and im a slag for buffy x giles father daughter moments and this episode fucking delivers! giles discovering jennys dead body is probably one of the best scenes on the show, the dramatic irony is heAVY, we know jenny is dead, we know that these flowers arent from her, but giles is so so happy, and i want to see him happy but you just know somehing horrific is about to happen and damn does it. its a masterpiece! i love jenny and giles so much it is so sad, but also the fact that it gave us that scene makes me almmmoost ok with it? i also love the moment where giles breaks down in buffys arms, hes been there for her and now shes returning the favour and hes accepting it i just 😭😭😭 also on a different note, angels narration of this episode is amazing! it gives us great insight to who he is as “evil angel” and like even though hes awful i was also kind of rooting for him coz hes just such a great villain

sorry this is so long lmao, last question!

17. Which characer do you wish had less of a focus on them in the show?

i dont wanna get yelled at butttttt i dont like the amount of focus on dawn. i think it makes sense for the her first season considering the story arc but that season really does double down its focus onto dawn and buffy and it barely leaves room for anyone else to have a storyline, it keeps the episodes super depressing too its like a constant level of just sadness the whole time because we’re so stuck in THEIR arc, theres no room to balance it out and have a breather, some people might like that its more serious but i really really didnt like, i love episodes like prophecy girl where it is campy and brings the more emotional notes in when the time comes, but dawns whole arc is just constantly depressing the whole time i just hate it, and also just shes not a character i felt i could connect to because of how suddenly shes introduced, so its weird to have her SO focused on in the first half of that season coz we dont know her yet so i feel like the emotional moments dont land the way that they should? basically they shouldve eased us into dawn or introduced her differently and maybe i would like her enough to want the focus on her but i really just dont

adksjakjshd apologies for the essay this is, thanks for the ask!

[bubblybubbubs]

Lover Boy

part 2 to midnight swim

draco malfoy x reader

tags- @fanficflaneuse

warnings- cursing

part 1

 “Draco.” Pansy said trying to get his attention for the millionth time they were walking to the trophy room together for their detention.

“What.”

“Blaise was just asking when you were going to confess your love to y/n.”

Draco groaned, as much as he did like you he didnt need all of hogwarts knowing especially when he hadn’t even told you how he felt yet . “For the last time I don’t like her.”

“Don’t lie Draco , I already told Blaise anyways.” Pansy said

“For fucks sake Pansy.” Draco scoffed, he hadn’t even meant to tell pansy in the first place especially consider the fact she was the biggest gossip in the whole school possible in all of Great Britain.

oOo

“You like her dont you.” Pansy said for the millionth time. Draco had agreed to study together in the library thinking he would get some work done but that didnt seem to be the case.

“leave me alone.”

“Come on, tell me!” She whined.

“YES I DO PANSY NOW FOR MERLINS SAKE SHUT UP !” Draco yelled standing up out of his chair so quickly his chair tipped over

“that’s all you had to say.” Pansy said calmly as she gave Draco a sly smile.

“out of my library now.” Ms.Pince said suddenly apperating infront of the pair.

oOo

Pansy shrugged.

“Your secrets safe with me lover boy.” Blaise said.

“whatever but if I find out either of you two told anyone else ill pitch both of you off the astronomy tower.” He said turning to both of them.

“i’m sure y/n will find that charming.” Pansy said

“I’ll find what charming.” You said walking up to them .

“Draco throwing us off the astronomy tower.”

“oh yes very charming.” Truly Draco could throw you off the astronomy tower and you would still think he was the most amazing boy at hogwarts.

Almost everyone had realized you two had feelings for each other except for the two of you. It was infuriating to Pansy she couldn’t believe she was friends with the two dumbest people in the whole school .

When the four of you walked into the trophy room Daphne and Theo were already there with probably hundreds of trophies discarded on the ground around them, and you all had to polish and organize every last one.

“this is going to take a while.” you sighed beginning to sort through the trophies.

“Should’ve thought of that before you went for a swim.” Draco said taunting you

“shut it Draco you went swimming too.”

“I didn’t really get much of a choice , did I?”

Pansy groaned if she had to sit through another one of your ridiculous banter sessions she would throttle the both of you . Luckily for her you were interrupted by Blaise.

“We’re going to win one of this year.” Blaise said holding up a quidditch cup that looked atleast a few decades old.

“I think you’re going to need a new seeker to get one of those.” you teased.

“I’ll have you know that i’m a fantastic seeker.”

“Maybe, but you should ask Potter for some pointers maybe then you guys can start winning.”

Draco let out a exaggerated scoff“I’m much better than Potter.”

“is that so.”

“In case you haven’t noticed im the best at everything I do.” He said raising his eyebrow as if challenging you to say otherwise.

You laughed. “how about this , if you lose the game against gryffindor you have to do my potions homework for a month.”

“Fine but if we win you’ll go on a date with me.” Draco smiled at you.

“deal.” You said trying not to sound over eager.

“I swear if you lose i’m going to lose my fucking mind.” Pany whispered to Blaise.

-

The stands were packed everyone loved to watch the gryffindor and slytherin games they were always the most intresting to watch.

You and your friends were seated to watch Blaise and Draco play.

“GO SLYTHERIN.” Pansy yelled. Pansy didnt care if she had to hex every player on the gryffindor team, slytherin was going to win and y/n and Draco were finally going on a fucking date.

“Do you think they’re going to win?” You asked

“They will. I’ve got a little reinforcement, just in case.” Pansy said twirling her wand.

“Pansy thats cheating.” Daphne said scolding her.

“Your point?”

“You can’t cheat.” Daphne reached for Pansy’s wand but Pansy swatted her hands away and rolled her eyes. “How are you even in slytherin.”

“You wont need that wand, with a date with y/n on the line there’s no way Draco isn’t catching that snitch.” Theo said. Draco might not have told all his friends but almost every slytherin except for you knew how he really felt for you.

You weren’t a big quidditch fan so most of the game you just listened to Pansy make fun of the gryffindor team until you spotted Draco and Harry racing across the quidditch pitch.

Harry flew close to Draco their shoulders brushing against each other. Draco could’ve pushed him off his broom right then and there and he heavily considered it but decided he was going to win that date fair and square.

“Hope your ready to lose Potter ” Draco said speeding up past Harry. Harry then kicked in going faster. “You wish Malfoy.”

Pansy almost began to reach for her wand to hex Potter when Draco swooped in and grabbed the snitch.

“MALFOYS GOT THE SNITCH.” The announcer yelled.

“How’s that Potter.” Draco taunted holding the snitch up for the crowd to see.

The slytherin stands erupted with cheers.

“See Daphne I told you they could win without cheating.” Pansy said giving a big smile.

-

The common room was bustling. There was loud music and alcohol everywhere no doubt provided by Pansy and Blaise who never failed to throw a party when Slytherin won.

You stood next to Blaise who was going on some rant about the game to you and Theo.

“I think you owe me a date now.” Draco said whispering in your ear. You turned to face him.

“Do I? I don’t recall.” You said stepping closer to him.

“really.” He said before grabing your face and finally kissing you.

“Im really looking forward to that date now, lover boy” you whispered into his ear before grabbing him by his Quidditch jersey and kissing him again.

a/n - hope you guys like it I rewrote this part three times and they were all different but i like this one the best. it took me way longer to finish than I meant for it to take but yay i finished! I know this really isnt the best but keep in mind that Midnight Swim was the first thing i’ve written in a long time.

[beingjustlittlered]

KNY Demon Slayer AU

Tokito Muichirou × Reader

Reader POV. A dedication, to my せんぱいとむいちろうくん。

REMINISCENT- Part 1 : Muichirou AU

I was stuck. Being forced to stay like a sitting hen, with a few others of my unit, while the rest of them were dying in the demon maze. Nothing irked me more.

I'd been trying every possible argument but all of them were silenced by a non-committal grunt from Tengen-san. "Official orders," they said. But Oyakata-sama was no more which meant the orders didn't stand anymore. I was close to having my ears boxed when I yelled that opinion out loud.

But didn't. We were ALL imagining different loopholes in our head. Jumpy and eager, desperate to be allowed into the battlefield and avenge the deaths so far. But no one moved. Oyakata-sama's words were final.

"Please be safe. No matter what, just. Stay alive. Keep one breath aside for me. That will do." I muttered the prayer over and over, until finally dawn broke. It was followed by an awful, inhumane cry. All heads turned in the direction of the demon maze.

Tengen-San and Rengoku-san rose from their perch, hands on their respective swords. There were sounds of crashing, upon which two figures popped through the top of the maze, into the sky, the way stray corn ears would over spitfire.

Then the building began to fall apart and the screaming ensued.

It was chaos. The pillars, or what was left of them, were barking orders and trying to maintain composure. It was not safe to stay in the village anymore. I pushed myself through the throngs of people, eyes searching.

Shinazugawa limped past, clothes soaked in blood, something worse than emptiness in his eyes. In his hands he cradled two guns with more care than he could have ever been expected.

I stifled a sob with my fist. _Genya._ I rushed on.

Please. Please, my mind echoed. I tended to whatever injuries I was called upon, teeth gritted with impatience. But duty always came first.

_Why were there so many bodies?!_ I wanted to scream. So many people. But where were YOU?

"EVA-CHAN!"

"Tanjiro!" Kamisama, onegai! I could see the checkered pattern of Tanjiro's tunic now. He was hunched over. MOVE, I wanted to shout. Please, move.

He did. I came to stand next to him, looking down at the person he had been tending to.

"Mui-kun," for all the screaming I had wanted to do, my voice appeared to have died before I could.

"Eva-chan, you'll look after him, won't you? I need to go find Nezuko!"

I managed a nod, not taking my eyes away from the long haired boy lying unmoving before me.

"Tanjiro! Daijobu-ka?"

"Hai! Daijobu-desu!"

With that, he was off. Swallowed by the crowd.

I kneeled next to the Mist Hashira. Hashira. Who would believe this boy was a Hashira. Angry tears welled up in my eyes, and I took both his hands in mine.

"I'll save you, Mui. I'm here. I'll protect you now." Perhaps it was wishful thinking, but I felt a little squeeze of response.

A week. A mere seven days were all that Muichirou spent under my care. One day he was still unconscious, the next he was gone. That morning I came to find his bed and house empty. Panicked, I asked Iguro-san whose dwelling was the closest, about his whereabouts.

That was how I knew, he'd gone on a solo mission. Anger surged through me first. I vented it all out in the sparring ring. Then I was left alone in my house, with only the tears for company.

His wounds had only begun to heal. There was no telling what would happen to him. No source of communication. His karas was dead and he had told nobody about the location he was at.

Crying wouldn't help. Sleep was useless. I went back to the sparring ring.

Two days later, Muichirou arrived at my doorstep in the middle of the night.

"Pack lightly. We're going to the swordsmith's new village. Tomorrow. At dawn." And he left.

As informed, Muichirou was waiting under a sparse undergrowth next to my minka the next morning. When I reached where he was, he crouched infront of me, so I faced his back.

"Get on. And wear the blindfold." I followed through, silently. Silencing my roaring thoughts, for the time being.

It probably took a day, maybe less. But we didnt make any stops. Muichirou didnt suggest, so I didnt complain. The relocated base was closer to the swordsmiths' new village. I knew we had reached only because Muichirou had stopped. He crouched again, and tapped a hand on my calf signalling me to get off.

Tugging the blindfold off, I allowed my stiff joints to slowly relax to touch the ground. I stretched a little to rid the rest of it, hoping they still had a hot spring in this new village.

"We cannot stay," Mui said as if reading my mind. He reached into the satchel he was carrying over his chest, and tossed a piece of dried meat to me.

"Eat and follow." My patience was wavering, but I willed it to hold. We entered into a thick part of the forest and began walking. I was sure I'd crossed the same tree atleast three times after we had walked for about an hour. I was just about to point it out, unable to ignore it any further, when Muichirou spoke up.

"Close your eyes."

"What?"

He simply looked at me.

"Muichirou-kun, why won't you tell me where we're going? You said, the swordsmiths' village but we're well past it now."

He still just looked. Why do I even bother? I trusted him. With as much as my life. I closed my eyes.

"Hold out your hand.' Frowning, I did as told.

Soft cotton slipped into it, and I grasped it in reflex.

"It's the sleeve of my yukata. Keep your hold to it. Don't let go no matter what."

I nodded once and we began to walk again. I expected myself to trip in places, or atleast get swatted in the face by a tree branch. But I survived without injuries. I knew we'd arrived somewhere, when a heavy scent engulfed me. Distinctive to only kind of flower I knew in all my years as a herbalist. But there was also something peculiar within in. Like a smell within a smell. Another scent that was attempting to dominate the original smell.

"You smell it. What is it?"

"Spider lilies…but.."

"Take off the blind fold."

I hesitated. After seeing all the blood over the past week, I was reluctant to face the colour once more. Especially in such proportions considering the strength of the smell. But I took off the blindfold.

There was no red. Not a single speck of that ugly colour. Instead, I stood in the middle of a midnight sky coloured field.

"Blue. Blue Spider lilies." I couldn't believe my eyes.

"It's real."

"But how? Kibutsuji. He's looking for these. They shouldn't be real. They must be destroyed." But even as I said it, my mind warred with my mouth. No. This divine creation was meant to studied and employed.

"They must be protected. And they are. Only I and Oyakata-sama know of this. Knew. Now you do as well."

"Why, Muichirou-kun? Why show me?"

"Tamayo san is dead. You're the most talented herbalist in the community. And, I trust you." All this time, he'd been facing the flower field, eyes far away. But he turned to face me then.

"I trust you, Eva. More than most."

I knew the tears were showing in my eyes, but I willed myself to nod.

"Take a few with you. Keep them well hidden." He held out his satchel and I followed his introductions. Once I was done, I returned his satchel.

"Time to go." He looked at me pointedly.

But I wasn't ready. I had so much to say to him. To ask him. To simply exist by him. And these few minutes were all I got in so long.

I abruptly bowed, wanting to sound strong but not wanting to show him my tears.

"Muichirou-kun! Thankyou for surviving! And thankyou for coming back safely! I promise," my breath caught in a sob and I swallowed hard.

"I promise, to protect you as well as this secret. With my life." I straightened, willing the tears to stay put for a little while more.

He didn't speak a word. Simply staring, eyes roaming all over my face.

"Close your eyes, Eva." I did so immediately, thankful, for I couldn't stop the tears anymore. I held out a hand for his sleeve.

I was waiting for the comforting feel of the cotton, when I got embraced by it entirely. My breath came out in a whoosh as I got pressed against Muichirou-kun, his breath hot against the side of my neck.

"Mui.."

"Keep your eyes closed." I nodded and held him tighter.

I felt him pull away, but my hands were unwilling to unclench my grasp on him. He sighed and before I knew it, my lips were brushed ever so lightly by his own. The kiss was just like him. Hardly there, but leaving a lingering presence no matter how faint.

He gently moved away. I bit my lip, to keep in both a smile and a relieved sob, and held out my hand once again. And this time I was rewarded with the warm touch of his own hand instead of the yukata sleeve.

[alliesweetsong]

Puncture

(The following is long, and is continued story from Here , Here and Here. It should be considered NSFW due to violence and graphic descriptions. I would also urge you to follow the other writers involved, I just played a part in an overall story, and it was a huge honor to do so.)

Two Days Ago:

Allie inhales deeply as a soft metallic click signifies her safety is off. Looking at the bear through her scope the sounds of Damien struggling to keep the rampaging animal off of him and the bear snarling and roaring with bestial wrath all seemed to slow as the Ren’dorei inhales slowly closes her eyes and takes aim at the back of the animals right shoulder.

The shot was dead on. Her time at the range with Gaz had been improving her shooting more then she noticed. With perfect trigger squeeze, the rifle goes off and the bullet travels through the air hitting the rampaging animal square behind its shoulder, puncturing its lungs, and severing the main artery from the heart. Taking two steps back the animals roars in pain before falling over dead. Damien had been using what little strength he had to hold off the bear, relaxes as it draws its final breaths.

“Damien. Damien talk t’me, are y’alright?” Alyssa asks with obvious panic in her voice. She knew there were risks attached to approaching a wounded and angry worgen, but at the moment though it was painfully obvious the young woman was not in self preservation mode.

Allie breathes a sigh of relief as she lowers her rifle and manipulates the bolt backwards to eject the spent casing the search was over after a long daunting week. Internally thanking the void she begins walking forward as the frantic red head begins checking her brother.

Damien looks over at the two women breathing heavily. Fresh claw marks are in full view on the mans chest. “Alyssa? Allie? Letting out a heavy breath the worgen seems relieved “Thank you”

Allie smiles to the man as she kneels before him and quickly takes her pack off her back Opening it the void elf doesn't even wait for instruction as she produces fresh linen from her pack and starts to tear it into manageable sheets to begin very crude basic first aid. She was no mender, but enough bumps and scrapes from the eversongs taught her a trick or two. “What happened Damien? Where is Raen?” She asks as she prepares the cloth.

Alyssa gently rubs her hand over her brothers brow, relief beginning to overtake her features. “Ey there, gods below I thought i’d lost you.” she says before rising to her feet as she gets a soft click in her earpiece “Allie, see t’im I think I might ‘ave ‘is lady.” she says before beginning to relay information to Damien’s girlfriend.

Nodding in agreement, Allie begins to treat her friends injuries as she patiently wait for him to collect himself. Applying the linens to her chest to atleast slow the bleeding, Allie looks around and sees a woman starting to approach in full panic mode who approaches and kneels before the man

“I, I had to leave Raen. I think she is safe for the time being.” Damien replies before looking at the woman identified as his girlfriend.

Frowning Allie ties off some of the cloth to apply its own pressure “Where is she Damien?” she repeats

Damien winces in pain as his girlfriend hugs him “She was in, a church, somewhere in Duskwood.. Ravenhill, I think…” he says with a pained expression.

Allie doesn’t even wait, standing up the quickly gets back on her horse leaving Alyssa, Damien and his girlfriend knowing he was well taken care of.

The Ride was long from Elwynn Forest to Duskwood. Arriving on the outskirts of Ravenhill as dusk fell, Allie started setting up a small camp using the light from a fire to do so. Looking at the church the Rendorei bites her lip and checks her ammunition in both revolvers before returning one to a holster. If someone was in here, it wouldn’t take both to bring them down.

“Hello!? Raen!?” she calls out loudly, using the echo to mask her pulling the hammer back on the weapon. But no response ever came.

Being able to see well in the dark had its perks as Allie began to search the building for any clues. Starting in the kitchen she sees drops of blood

And bites her lip “Oh Raen, what have you gotten into dear?” she asks out loud as if expecting an answer. Further searching the area, Allie stumble sinto more blood leading down from the second flood. A handprint on the banister and more blood leading into the basement. Getting more tense the void elf starts walking quieter. As allie reaches the foot of the stairs leading down a board creaks from the weight of the elf. The sound didn't stop her from coming upon a grizzly scene.

Before her was a small pool of blood and chains. Narrowing her eyes, rage started overtaking the void elf as she bends down to check the blood. It was atleast a day old at this point maybe longer two. “Shadows Raen, what happened here?” She says to herself again as she squats down inspecting the blood. Determining there was nothing more after a quick search around the remainder of the building, Allie heads back to her makeshift camp to sleep for the night. Exhausted from the ride and the days and even weeks events, it didn’t take much for her to fall asleep.

Dawn broke as Allie opens her eyes and stretches out. With a grown she adjusts her head on her pack that she had used for a makeshift pillow for the night.  She missed her bed, her bath, and Gareth. After a few moments, the elf yawns and sits up, beginning to break down camp and search for tracks on the way back to Stormwind. Grabbing the reins to her horse, Allie starts following several tracks of prints before one set clearly a females, breaks for the southeast towards stranglethorn. Inhaling deeply as she looks over the tracks Alie internally hopes those were Raen’s.

“Please tell me you got away from whoever did this.” she says softly..

Following the tracks Allie eventually turns north once more towards Westfall. Dismounting as she comes across a river, the Void elf allows the horse to drink and freshen up as she searches the area for clues. Finally forty five yards away from her horse, she comes across an obvious makeshift camp and a wave of relief comes over the elf. “Okay Raen..where are you going?” she asks as she goes and grabs her horse. Mounting up she starts following the tracks for several more miles before they abruptly, vanish.

Exhaling in exasperation, Allie frowns and begins turning around to head home. As she does, she notices obvious cart tracks. Spurring her horse she follows that all the way back home, to Stormwind.

The week had been a whirlwind of emotions for Allie. Knowing that the end was at least, somewhat near, she calls for Alyssa on her earpiece and asks for their location. Giving a detailed description to her of what she found the Ren’dorei couldn’t help but smile. Damien was safe. Alyssa was grateful, and Gareth was, as usual there to great her warmly, and with love. Kissing her partner as she watches him depart for the pub to go tell friends of the news. Smiling Allie starts walking to the docks to sit with her journal and update it. 

“So its been awhile hasn’t it? so uh...remember that guy I told you about Gareth? well he asked me a question a few nights ago and I really didnt know how to respond until a few days ago. I love him to much to say no Diary, me and Gareth are engag-”

“Excuse me miss?” A very familiar voice says behind her. Slowly closing the book she turns around glaring at the man who had stabbed her friend earlier in the week.

“Give me one reason why I shouldn’t shoot you?” she asks as she stands up.

Smirking the man motioned to the ledge Allie had been sitting upon swinging her legs happily back and forth just moments before “You would likely never make it before I pushed you over the edge?” he asks shrugging.

He was right and she knew it. Glancing over her shoulder at the ledge and drop she huffs and turns her focus back to the man “What do you want?” 

“You think I don’t know?” he asks after pondering a few moments

Allie lifts an eyebrow at that clearly confused. Wasting no time she started moving away from the ledge in case this went bad fast. “Know what?” she asks in a curious fashion 

The man blinks for a moment studying her face as he begins to speak “What you are doing with that crew I spotted you with yesterday.” he says before matching her steps. 

Allie laughs “Oh you mean the ones who offered me a job after I saved Felsi? I should really thank you for that.” she says in a sarcastic manner 

The man chuckles as he shakes his head head while Allie finally positions herself with her back to the steps leading down. Matching her step for step his intentions had started to become clearer. “let me give you some professional advice.” he says as he stands where she was just moments before “You probably would've survived the fall if I had pushed you. but now you only have to deal with me.” he says in a threatening manner. In a blinding display of agility, the man was upon her in seconds, one hand gripped on her throat as another went for a blade.

Surprised at the speed the man had Allie barely stopped him from grabbing the blade as she reaches with her free hand for her pistol on her right side. It was all one fluid motion as she unsnapped the holster, pulled the hammer back, brought the gun out and pulled the trigger hitting man square in the left knee cap.

As the bullet impacted the mans leg gave way. colliding with her with his hand still on the void elfs throat, Allie loses her own footing as her head is slammed into the stone pathway of the landing. White hot pain flashes in her eyes as her vision swims from the impact. 

Growling the man tries to use precious seconds he had over the Rendorei to clean his fist and send a savage looking blow to the woman’s jaw. But once again, the tenacity of Allie proved to much as she catches the fist. Looking at the man her eye’s begin filling with void energy. She clearly was not a brawler like her friends Aeva or Serelia so she does what anyone with a speciality does, she reaches for the gun jarred loosed from her hand as her head impacted the ground. 

Seeing this the man switches up his attack, and grabs her by the collar. Lifting her up off the ground several inches he slams her head back down against the stone which is met with an audible groan of pain from the Rendorei’s lips. Her eyes briefly flicker from the force of the blow. Idly reaching for her dagger Allie doesn’t think, she just reacts and drives it straight into the mans left side. 

Her assailant didn’t notice her reaching for another weapon and instead goes to grab around her neck once more thinking he had just won the fight. That thought however, quickly vanishes as three inches of steel tear into his flesh, and he grimaces in agony. Letting go of her neck he pins her arms down to prevent the void elf from doing anymore damage. 

Gasing for air as he lets go of her throat, Allie starts pivoting her hips and throws the man off her so she could get to her feet. As he does however the assailant uses the distance to reach into a pocket and pull out peculiar looking blade which he turns to stab into her right shoulder. 

Allie cries out in obvious pain as she gets to get feet. Reaching for her second pistol she removes it from its holster and pulls the hammer back aiming it with clear difficulty at the mans head as she stumbles backwards. “Do you...want another one?” she asks breathlessly 

The man smirks and holds up his hands “Don’t be too hasty.” he says struggling to his feet now as well. 

Allie’s chest rises and falls rapidly as her hand shakes, struggling to keep the pistol lifted up “Go...get out here.” she says motioning with her gun as she leans against the fountain trying to catch her breath. 

The assailant laughs and grins as he steps backwards “You don’t look so well, perhaps you should take it easy for a bit.” he taunts as he vanishes into shadows. 

Relieved Allie lowers the gun, blood runs from her head and shoulder mixing with sweat. she had just fended off an attempt on her life for the first time since her attack in Westfall. But something didn’t feel right. Cringing she lifts her left arm up to her wounded shoulder and groans as a foul odor begins to emanate from it. Poison. She needed help and she needed it fast. With her heart rate from the adrenaline it wouldn’t take long for it to spread. Quickly picking up the gun from the ground she starts stumbling her way to the ERU, or so she thought. Moaning she rests on the stone rail of the stairs to the park as the unconsciousness from the loss of blood begins to take hold. Lightly closing her eyes as she gives in to her wounds she hears footfalls rapidly approaching 

“Miss Allie?” calls a familiar voice.

@levvnightfall @dardillien-ward @serelia-evensong @protectermaji @earendelduskmourn @alyssa-ward @gaz-gnarledmane @a-warsaint for mentions and relevance. 

[asomeonenamedjey]

can you answer all 150 in like a master post, you can take all the time you want, but honestly, I love knowing all that I can about my friends and people answering asks is like, my kink, so pls jey

 LETS DO THIS (under the cut)

1.Who was the last person you held hands with? my friend ellie

2. Are you outgoing or shy? shy

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? it would be nice to see my pal @imametaphwhore​

4. Are you easy to get along with? i guess so?

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? idk most likely my friends 

6. What kind of people are you attracted to? feminine boys when it comes to looks and pursinalety wise i tend to find myself attracted to ppl who seem ultra anxious

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? lmao no

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? ...no one really atleast not in a romantic sence

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? not really tbh

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? my friend ellie...but it wasnt that

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? “what do you wanna eat that isnt pizza”

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? the entire wintergatan and detektivbyran albums

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? i liked it when it was long but ppl cant really do it anymore since its short but i love it so so much

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? miracles? no luck..sure

15. What good thing happened this summer? i got out of a toxic friendship and i grew as a purson

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? ...i think i kissed my mom a few weeks ago

17. Do you think there is life on other planets? yeah but not in the green human like thing with big black eyes sort of way

18. Do you still talk to your first crush? never had one

19. Do you like bubble baths? hell no

20. Do you like your neighbors? tbh i have no clue if i even have neighbors...

21. What are you bad habits? i actually tend to be really mean to others as a way to take out my anger in myself rather than properly managing self hatred and stuff..idk i know its bad and i want to stop =/

22. Where would you like to travel? germany!

23. Do you have trust issues? no but it takes me a long long time to warm up to someone

24. Favorite part of your daily routine? getting to watch wintergatan videos

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? idk tbh i actually dont mind my body much, i mean yeah it would be nice to look more masculen but i dont hate my body

26. What do you do when you wake up? to my desk where my computer is

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? darker

28. Who are you most comfortable around? aside from family? idk i recently got really confterble with my pals ellie its been a while since ive gotten so close to someone 

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? again i never dated anyone

30. Do you ever want to get married? not really

31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail? a tiny tiny one near the top

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? ....idk im not really attracted to anyone in that sort of way

33. Spell your name with your chin. ujew7yu

34. Do you play sports? What sports? no..

35. Would you rather live without TV or music? without TV

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? never liked anyone period

37. What do you say during awkward silences? nothing...

38. Describe your dream girl/guy? dont have one... jessie eisenberg is pretty though

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? tbh i really like looking around in toy stores...

40. What do you want to do after high school? im not sure i might make music i might do more art i might become a doctor..im not sure

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? yes but if you fuck it up you deserve nothing

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? im not too loud in the first place but im probubly overwelmed

43. Do you smile at strangers? no

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? yes

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? wintergatan..

46. What are you paranoid about? that ppl just think im gross are only talk to me out of pitty

47. Have you ever been high? no but my sister has lmao

48. Have you ever been drunk? no but my sister has lmao

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? yeah

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? navy green

51. Ever wished you were someone else? quite a few times acttually haha

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? i wish i was cis

53. Favourite makeup brand? dont like makeup

54. Favourite store? ...hot topic..i dont buy clothes from there though

55. Favourite blog? star-nebula

56. Favourite colour? desatuated blues and reds i hate greens, yellows, and oranges

57. Favourite food? spaghetti+bread

58. Last thing you ate? mashed potatos and potato salad

59. First thing you ate this morning? 3 hashbrowns

60. Ever won a competition? For what? rythmic gysnastics

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? no..

62. Been arrested? For what? stepping on my dogs foot...he yelped and i turned myself in

63. Ever been in love? no

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? never had one

65. Are you hungry right now? i just ate mashed potatos and potato salad

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? alot of my real friends are also my tumblr friends

67. Facebook or Twitter? hate both

68. Twitter or Tumblr? tumblr

69. Are you watching tv right now? no

70. Names of your bestfriends? ellie emily and maka

71. Craving something? What? nothing

72. What colour are your towels? green

72. How many pillows do you sleep with? 2 body pillows and 1 small square one

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no there annoying

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? 3 but all of them are smol and on my shelf

75. Favourite animal? i like whales

76. What colour is your underwear? dark green

77. Chocolate or Vanilla? vanilla

78. Favourite ice cream flavour? green tea

79. What colour shirt are you wearing? black

80. What colour pants? grey

81. Favourite tv show? none atm

82. Favourite movie? why stop now

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? heathers

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? none

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? dont like the movie

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? dory

87. First person you talked to today? my mom

88. Last person you talked to today? my mom

89. Name a person you hate? fuckin ethan

90. Name a person you love? emily maka ellie charlie

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? no im chill

92. In a fight with someone? no im chill

93. How many sweatpants do you have? like 4

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? 3

95. Last movie you watched? hethers

96. Favourite actress? dont have one

97. Favourite actor? as i said i like jesse eisenberg alot

98. Do you tan a lot? no

99. Have any pets? 2 betta fish and an old dog i love them

100. How are you feeling? good alittle tired and a little bitter sweet

101. Do you type fast? i think so?

102. Do you regret anything from your past? toxic friendship i was in

103. Can you spell well? lmao no

104. Do you miss anyone from your past? my uncle sam, he’s gone now though

105. Ever been to a bonfire party? yeah

106. Ever broken someone’s heart? probubly

107. Have you ever been on a horse? yeah her name was penelope

108. What should you be doing? studying german

109. Is something irritating you right now? idk im tired of most humans atm

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? ive wanted physical affection from someone so bad it hurt but nothing romantic

111. Do you have trust issues? no not really

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? my friend grechen i think

113. What was your childhood nickname? birth name..nothing speacial

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? oh yeah 100%

115. Do you play the Wii? not anymore but i have one

116. Are you listening to music right now? yeah

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? sorta

118. Do you like Chinese food? yeah

119. Favourite book? idk

120. Are you afraid of the dark? no but sometimes my imaganation gets the best of me

121. Are you mean? yes and i dont like it

122. Is cheating ever okay? no not ever

123. Can you keep white shoes clean? i cant keep black shoes clean take a lucky guess

124. Do you believe in love at first sight? no

125. Do you believe in true love? no

126. Are you currently bored? not really

127. What makes you happy? music art wintergatan

128. Would you change your name? already did (not officaly but whatever)

129. What your zodiac sign? leo

130. Do you like subway? its alright

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? tell them im not into them and see what happens

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? i think i already answered this

133. Favourite lyrics right now? none right now

134. Can you count to one million? anyone can if they have the time

135. Dumbest lie you ever told? “i didnt kick that kid” I WAS 6 OK SHUT UP

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? closed

137. How tall are you? 5′3 i think

138. Curly or Straight hair? straight

139. Brunette or Blonde? brunette

140. Summer or Winter? fall

141. Night or Day? night

142. Favourite month? dont have one april i guess

143. Are you a vegetarian? no

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? milk

145. Tea or Coffee? tea

146. Was today a good day? yeah

147. Mars or Snickers? snickers

148. What’s your favourite quote? “Talent is totally overrated patience and hard work is all you need”

149. Do you believe in ghosts? no

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line “my death-wound fron the side whence i expecten no ill, and be safe on that where i looked for most danger”

[diaryofakasiehousewife-blog]

The beginning

Insert 4 "So tell me, how have you been?" asked this guy who was now seated with me on my table. And just then something hit me, i know this guy (excited) This is the guy from House 22, the guy who was supposed to be my skhafthini (lunchbox) the night i broke up with Thabo. This is the meal that was taken out of my mouth by the very same Kabo i married. The very same Kabo who today is depriving me of my rightful fruits of marriage. I cant believe he looks this good, he is yummier than i had imagine. As drunk as i was that night, my eyes could pierce through his pants and could see the unseeable. I thought i was never gonna have those unseeables again. But then here they are sitting witv me tonight. So this means, my prayers for tonight are in good terms. "Ive been good, thanks for asking, yourself?" "Ah you know man, God has been great." "Can i join you?" He continued "Sure, no problem." "I hope tonight you are really alone, i really dont wanna cause any problems for you again." "No, you can relax, im here alone." I replied "So tell me, what really happened to you that night? Who was that guy? Your hosband? ( hosband as pronounced by him, its not a spelling mistake, you know them race and their accent mos. So when ever he appears in my episodes and you see some kinda spelling mistake, just note that its probably him talking lol😂) "He was not my husband, he just took me home." "Ok, i was really worried about you." "How long has it been thou, 5 years? 6 years?" He continued asking. "Ya most probably, 5 to 6 years or more." "But you havent changed a bit, that is why i noticed you so easily." Like duh! Who is he trying to fool? I havent changed a bit in 8 years? Men will say anything just to get under your pants. "Thanks." I said as a gave him a grin. "My name is Wilson, by the way." "Nice to know you Wilson, im Tumi." So Wilson sat with me through the evening. We ordered some food and drinks, then some more food and even more drinks. We clicked i must add. He had a great sense of humor and he seemed to managed to cheer my sour heart. I even forgot where i came from, who i left behind and what i had to go back home to. He just made me melt. For the first time in years i laughed this loud. I was just in another world. I realised how miserable ive been and how much i missed out on life. This moment with Wilson, made me regret even more why i married Kabo in the first time. The nights i have wasted waiting for him to come home, only for him to come home after midnight drunk and snoring. The cold evenings i had to endure longing for someone to cuddle me and share dinner with me. The nights i have waisted in that house trying to potray a good wife imagine to his family and the neighbors, not going going put with my friends anymore. Not to mention the friends i had to cut off because according to him they werent suitable or healthy for our marriage. All this made me wanna puke. I wished there was an online application for divorce, i could just file for it right there and there. But bad news is i couldnt, no matter how good this "Wilson" moment felt, it is going to end soon and im gonna have to go back to him. I couldnt even let my mind think of divorce for another second, cause he would leave me as poor as a dog. I bet he would even take underwears. Wilson and i had a lot in common, we did the same subjects in high school, listened to same music, he also loved books and turns out he studied Law like i did. Well maybe not exactly like i did, atleast yena he graduated lol. But then let me not get way ahead of myself, we are just flirting, this is nothing serious. So just chill Tumi chill. It was just after 23:00 when we walked out of Newscafè. We thought that well maybe we should take our lil party somewhere private. We had everything worked out and planned and all excited. That we leave my car here, we take his car, we go to his apartment, we have fun, he drives me back, get my car and then i drive back home. Perfect plan hey? Mxm...i wish it was the perfect plan. It has to be the perfect plan. I have been dickless for weeks now, i need some kind of penetration therapy. So tonight is the night, im going all out and nothing is going to stop me. "Tumi." I heard someone calling out my name as we were about to approach Wilson's car. And it was definetely a man's voice but it wasnt Kabo's. "O ya kae?"(where are you going) that person asked Goodness dammit. Its Sebalo, Kabo's older brother. The hottest brother inlaw ever has spotted me "Oh, Sebalo, i was just..." "I know what you were about to do, come im taking you home." He interrupted me before i could finish my sentence . "No, what you mean you taking me home, im OK," "Tumi please lets not do this the hard way, theres no way im leaving you with this lekwerekwere (foreigner)." Hey dont ever call a foreigner by that name, you shall die my friend lol "Hey hey hey my brotha, you don't know me and I don't know you, you dont get to call me names, listen to me..." Wilson lashed at Sebalo ka deep anger pointing him with his car keys "Ok ok guys, please stop." "Sebalo its fine you can take me home, Wilson ill call you tomorrow." Me trying to calm the situation down. "No, dont call. Dont fucken call me. You are so much trouble. What kind of a woman are you?" Wilson shouted "Everywhere i see you, theres some guy coming out of nowhere to take you home. I should have let you pay for your bill bi#ch." He added as he walked into his big machine car and driving away. Wheeew...now there i was in this parking lot. Everyone is staring at us. Worse part im in this situation with my brother inlaw. How do i explain this to him? What if he tells Kabo? But i know Sebalo is a very decent guy, i bet he wouldnt. I hope he doesnt. So we walked quietly towards his car which was now parked next to mine. "Tsena ka mo koloing."(get inside the car) he said "And then ya me yona?"( and what about my car?) I asked him "O sa wara i ll leave your car keys with my friend, he will follow us with it." He said as he walked back towards Newscafè and handing over the keys to someone who already was waiting for him outside. What was supposed to be a 20 minute drive seemed like a 4 hour drive to Limpopo. We were quite all through until we got to my house. It was just after midnight and his lil brother was not home "E ban, o kae Kabo?" (Where is Kabo) He asked as we entered the house. "I dont know." I answerd him throwing myself on the couch and attempting to take off my shoes. "Oh i see, no wonder o le busy le makwerekwere a ko Karenpark." "Mxm, that is just a friend." "When does your friend arrive, i thought he was behind us?" "No o sa wara ka oo( dont worry about that one) i told him ill call and tell him to come when we are done." "Done what? Aker you dropped me off, im safe inside the house. Call him now." He just laughed at me and started walking slowly towards me. What the f#ck is this now. "You thought i would just let you off the hook that easily? Well you thought wrong." "What do you mean?" I asked in shock "Its a beautiful dress you wearing by the way, i like how it shapes your ass. My brother sure does have great take." He added his nonsense, now close enough that our bodies we touch now. I was in shock. This cant be Sebalo talking, he must be high of some drug or something. Kana Sebalo is the most loyal, respectful guy i ever met. He wouldnt even look at other women. He was committed to his wife and kids. He was the perfect example of a husband and how married men should behave. Well perfect example se foot! Why is he not home with his wife now? I just laughed and tried walking passed him. What shocks me is that he wasnt even drunk, well atleast he didnt look drunk or smell any alcohol on him. Just then he grabbed both ass and pulled me towards him. Close enough to feel is hard erection. Shit! This guy is serious. He then leaned over and whispered in my ear. "This is simple Tumi, we go to the bedroom! I help you get out of that sexy dress you wearing. I take off ur bra and painties if you wearing any. Then i lick your tits and... "Sebalo please stop." I interrupted him Truly speaking, i was wetting my thong already. With his erection hard on top of my punani. I was already drooling But i knew i couldnt i had to pull myself together and get him away from me, I'll scream if I have to. This is my brother inlaw. "Shhhh as i was saying, ok never mind what i was saying, or we can do it right here on the cough if you like?" Mxm bloody pervet. "We do this and you and i both forget about lekwerekwere la ko Karenpark, your secret stays safe with me." He started kissing my neck, grabbing my ass even tighter... Is this gonna happen? Is my brother inlaw blackmailing me? *****************