#sadmind

[crisism0de]

I hate knowing there are foreign feelings existing within me like warfare. Knowing I'm tethered to only remnants of ghost memories. Past tense muscles that don't project behind my eyes. The idea is troubling that I am one of all of me. How they died, but live in every mannerism and every thought. The skins been shed just to step into a new day with every old me.

- The Unfamiliar Familiar

(via crisism0de on tumblr)

[insominaticthoughts]

Ya know some days I'm comfortable being by myself, there's nothing to worry about when your alone. The freedom to look at other people and feel an attractiveness towards them without a care, there's no fighting and as such no drama, no making sure I'm always in contact with someone so they don't feel a distance between the two of us. It means I dont have to worry about them in the future when Im off to college. Though some days I stay up, and I think of all the couples I see in movies, whether they have real qualities or are just Disney fantasies, or all the couples I read about as a child, the ones who sat under stars or snuck out to see eachother. The ones I see often now as an adult, who sit on the couch and hold each other. Who text all day or if they don't just spend time together talking. I find myself craving the goofy little habits they have. I want someone who I can cuddle with on rainy days besides a cat who prefers her box over me. Logically some part of me knows, or at least tries to reason, I'm not ready for a relationship. I'm selfish and a work nerd who likes isolation, even when I know it's not good for me. I have to many mental issues I should at least try and workout before I try and love someone else. They say you can't love someone till you love yourself. Yet, for some reason my heart truly craves that someone to hold me at night. Someone I can look at text from and giggle, as sad as that sounds. Someone I can send funny post to and stay up all night talking too. Someone who I know if focused on me, who wants to hear what I have to say. See I'm selfish, but I crave it so bad. How does that one audio go;

"oh how I hate that man, but oh caramia how I love him"

[digriders]

I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR HIVEBOYZ SADMIND FOR A LONG TIME THIS IS BIG FOR ME NGL

[cyan-nyde]

Historians will say they were best friends

ZoneAlarm x SadMind

[virdemption]

sadmind

[ownheaduniverse]

Ich möchte mich mit dir verlieren. Auf Ewig den Weg gehen, den nur wir hätten finden können.

In Liebe, mein Herz an Deins.

[my-soul-will-recover-this-life]

Und du relativierst mich wie immer.

Und Klar, als ich mich beiner umgebracht hätte ging es mir darum zu sehen wie es den anderen damit geht.

Wie kommt man bitte auf so Was??!!!

Ich bin u.a. wegen ihm (meinem erzeuger) so im Arsch gewesen um so etwas zu tun.

Und dann darf ich mir so Was anhören.

Aber wenn es heißt "ich verprügel dich" oder "Ich Sperr dich im Keller ein" vergreift er sich nur im Tot.

Fuck ey, Mam.

Er hat mir so Viel angetan und kennt die Sätze die meine,von ihm geschaffenen, Ängste und Traumas triggern.

[descontrolmental666]

Solo quisiera tocarte es algo que no tiene sentido , no puedo explicar lo que me provoca sentirte

[storeshopping]

One eye ever to another eye I don't see if there is anything in one eye Can't shed tears in another eye.

sadmind

[sadgirl-wave]

El error.

Otra vez, he confundido el amor tratando de llenar mi corazón. Otra vez he sentido la necesidad de abrazar. Otra vez volví a ir detrás de ti. Otra vez te busque. Y otra vez, me engañe.

[ghostamit]

Behind every favourite song. There is an untold story. For more untold Quotes please check this profile @untold.story5 . . . ♥️❤️ If you agree 👍👍😊 . Comment your opinion 💌👇💬 . Dm for business purposes 💬😅 . #musiclove #musiclover #musiclovers #musicloversonly #favouritesong #favouritemusic #favouritesongs #sadsong #songquote #songquotes #lovesong #lovesongs #lovesongs❤️ #lovesongstatus #longdistancecouple #brokenfeelings #longdistancerelationshipquotes #sadword #sadword #sadmind #sadheart #sadhearts #sadheartfeelings . #longdistance @music.love.quotes #longdistancerelationships (at Chennai, India) https://www.instagram.com/p/CEqhYK0lYsZ/?igshid=1ddl85dd4dbp8

[montagne-russe]

[wormthing]

I’m offering to you a business proposal

[bucky-at-bedtime]

Hi! I was wondering if I could be added to your Bucky tag list?? Please and thanks :)

Hey love! I’m sorry but I only have my permanent tags and my series tags up and running at the moment! If you want to be on one of those, they’re open 😊

[virdemption]

just released an update that added 23 new malware (DID NOT MEAN TO DO THIS, I GOT CARRIED AWAY...) but now there are 95!

edit: small patch, added code red II to the list as well as one more malware, say hi to rensenware!

the newly added ones are below :)

worms

SQL Slammer/Sapphire/Helkern Swen Sober Agobot/Gaobot Bolgimo Netsky Witty Caribe/Cabir W32/Storm.worm Stration/Stratio/Warezov Santy Nyxem Zotob Sadmind Nimda Code Red II

other

Graybird Torpig/Anserin/Sinowal Mocmex Storm Worm (Storm Botnet) Zlob Bifrost/Bifrose Vundo/Virtumonde/Virtumondo Rensenware

hi!! i made a malware generator. shocking, i know. as of posting this, it currently has 71 different malwares that can be randomly generated. some of them you've probably never heard of. ooooooh ghost noises ooooooooooh.

it's rlly basic but i'm proud of it :)

[beckzorz]

Hi! I was wondering if I could be added your permanent tag list??

Absolutely!!! You’re on :D