#thinkingdepression

[crisism0de]

I hate knowing there are foreign feelings existing within me like warfare. Knowing I'm tethered to only remnants of ghost memories. Past tense muscles that don't project behind my eyes. The idea is troubling that I am one of all of me. How they died, but live in every mannerism and every thought. The skins been shed just to step into a new day with every old me.

- The Unfamiliar Familiar

(via crisism0de on tumblr)

[sunrisecries]

“My reflection never lies and sometimes I can’t handle the truth.”

— thinkingdepression on instagram

[palestsky]

“Jump. A dead end may just be a period in your story. The end of a sentence. The end of a page. Jump over it to meet something new. Jump for the right reasons. Jump for air, for strength, for life.”

— thinkingdepression on instagram

[bloodedink]

It’s hard to know what’s different and what’s the same about you. I wish I knew myself. I wish I knew me well.

— thinkingdepression on instagram

[crisism0de]

why do the people who’ve done the most damage get to leave that behind them like a dark past, but the damaged have to continue to live in the rubble?

— will peace ever find me?

(via thinkingdepression on instagram)

[sunrisecries]

“Change is such a beautiful thing, it’s almost scary. Craving something so subtle even when it can still cause the biggest butterfly effect. It’ll have you trying to clinch onto concrete so it doesn’t blow you in the wrong direction, but sometimes I think the beauty lies behind the risk of letting go. I just wish I had the courage to do so. I wish the beauty of it all was enough.”

— thinkingdepression on instagram

[sunrisecries]

“You see, I don’t mind missing you. I just wish I knew if you were okay while I do.”

— thinkingdepression on instagram

[sunrisecries]

“I’m scared that one day you’ll say ‘love you’ & I’ll say ‘I love you more.’” and that’ll be it

— thinkingdepression on instagram

[sunrisecries]

The sad part is, it doesn't matter how much effort you put into something or into people. Nothing lasts and some things seem to end sooner than you ever expected. And some things end that you thought would last forever.

thinkingdepression on instagram

[sunrisecries]

I despise the people who don't care and despise the people I used to care about even more.

thinkingdepression on instagram

[sunrisecries]

It's like no matter what I say or do no one gives a shit. Why doesn't anyone care about me?

thinkingdepression on instagram

[sunrisecries]

I just need to know that when I fall someone is going to be there. I'm so tired and bruised from always hitting the ground.

thinkingdepression on instagram

[sunrisecries]

I love really hard and hate even harder.

thinkingdepression on instagram

[sunrisecries]

It's like it feels like nothing..until it hits you and you start to feel everything.

thinkingdepression on instagram

[sunrisecries]

This empty space I feel has got me wishing on stars.

thinkingdepression on instagram

[sunrisecries]

I just want someone to love me as much as I'm so desperately trying to love myself.

thinkingdepression on instagram