#sadly im not high but maybe soon

[xelarale]

naked, high, thinking about this post.

[noctidoodles]

IM NOT GOOD AT THIS

Dpxdc, danny and superman

So usually the story would be danny ending up in gotham and meeting the bats first, but what if he had meet superman first

So danny freshly half dead at 14 decides how long and how far can he fly? He ends up in Smallville where he encounters a 14 year old Clark Kent, high above the town in the clouds. Danny questions if the boy is also a ghost and Clark laughed and said he didn't know what he was, that he wasn't human and that his ma and pa had found him.

"So how did you die?" Clark spoke slowly not sure if this was a sensitive subject, danny gave a small laugh and looked at him

"OH uh from fixing one of my parents inventions, it's no biggie" danny reassured, bumping shoulders with Clark as they sat on a pile of hay barrels

Danny hangs out with him for a couple of hours and he likes the boy, an honest kind farmer's boy. So over a couple years danny and Clark would fly over and hang out, they were the best of friends and were inseparable. By then all of Danny's friends back at home have aged and moved on, his parents none the wiser never pointed out how danny was still so young looking and short, making it a lot easier for danny to play it off.

Clark had learned of his background, when his ma and pa showed him the crashed ship and the fortress showed him about krypton and the disaster, how he was the last one of his race, danny totally understood as he was the 2nd kind of his own race. when Clark became 20 danny encouraged his idea of moving to metropolis and becoming a news reporter, danny understood Clark wanted to do more, help more and he wouldn't put him down for that.

Danny had also became the ghost king of the infinite realms and the ancient of space. It was comical that a beef cake Clark would still hangout with tiny baby danny, they almost looked like father and son, which danny kicked Clark at that statement.

A little soon after superman had helped create the justice league and he couldn't stop telling danny everything! It sounded amazing, danny was mesmerized, super heroes with a tower IN SPACE! What a dream come true. Danny sadly wasn't allowed to be around Clark when he was supermaning it with his super group of friends, but they've started to noticing... things happening around superman👻

Maybe ill do some more idea writings? if you guys are interested.

[enhasparadise]

TOKYO ON EDGE. ˒˒ ﹙ niki! ﹚

╰┈⪼ moving to Japan wasn’t really on your plan through the year, but with your specialty being Japanese you had no choice but to accept. arriving in the middle of the year you found it strangely easy enough to integrate into your well-known class but over the days everything seemed to become boring and everything looked the same, the only thing that seemed to interest you was discovering the streets of Japan and the cultural differences with your native country. but, what you hadn't imagined was coming face to face with a car race, where one of the participants was one of your classmates, Nishimura Niki.

pairing ‎⸝⸝⸝ street racer!niki x student!reader 𓄷 iηcℓudᥱs 𓈓 older brother!jay, best friend!sunoo, best friend!haerin, bully!woonhak and heeseung.

genre﹙💬﹚⸝⸝⸝ serie, street racing au, enemies to lovers, kind of bully!niki, slow burn.

warnings ‎⸝⸝⸝ harsh talking, mention of violence and bullying, mention of drinking and smoking, cursing, mention of mental health, niki’s really dumb sometimes.

words count ‎⸝⸝⸝ 2282 words

taglist ‎⸝⸝⸝ @r1kification @cherryrikis @moonpri @who-tf-soddhi @heeswif3y @yangjungwonnie comment to be added to the taglist !!

rain’s note ‎⸝⸝⸝ i wanna scream because i hate how this chapter is looking and i didn’t even know if it’s a good chapter or not. plus im sorry if it was so long for this chapter to be posted but i didn’t had time to write since some day so i only posted it today, and im really sorry if you didn’t like this chapter (sadly it’s really bad..) but i will do my best for the next one ! love y’all !

all feedback and reblogs are welcome! ♡

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002. OH GOD, HE’S SO ANNOYING..

"no, but you don't understand! This boy really annoys me, he gets on my nerves all day long and the worst part of all is that it amuses him!" you finally said as you held your phone to your ear.

and as soon as you had said this sentence, your brother's laughter was heard on the other side, which simply managed to annoy you even more.

"Jay I'm not kidding!"

"It's not like I can really do much about it Y/n, I'm not in Japan with you" your brother ended up responding while he seemed busy doing something else entirely. "Just be patient and he'll end up lacing it up, guys are all like that so as soon as he gets tired of annoying you he'll go see another girl to do the same thing"

Laying down on your bed, a sigh left your lips as you listened to your brother's words while trying not to get angry in the worst way against your pillow. The more you heard your brother's words, the more you had the impression that nothing was going to work out with Niki over the next few days. But on the other hand he wasn't wrong, maybe he would end up getting tired of behaving like that with you and would therefore go somewhere else.

But at the same time with everything that had happened since you arrived at high school you weren't really sure. The first day only you had to be there at the wrong time, and bump into Niki's chest for him to see a certain hatred against you, simply because his uniform had ended up being stained by his coffee. And this, despite the number of excuses you had said to him, he in no way seemed to listen to you and had simply pushed you, making you fall to the ground before he left without no glance to see if you were okay. And just when you thought it was all over, everyone around you started laughing at the situation.

Then it came to the next day. And the day after that. And then so on until today.

Even thinking about it you never understood why Niki hated you so much, because the coffee spilled on her uniform was a total accident that you wouldn't have wanted if you knew it was going to happen.

"I don't think Niki will end up lacing up Jay... he's unbearable and he does everything to get on my nerves. Just yesterday he made fun of me on purpose in mathematics because I hadn't answered just to the professor's question and, right after, he managed to get a good answer."

"Y/n.. the school is full of idiots, so obviously Niki must be one of them if he behaves like that with you, but try to ignore him for the rest of the week okay? Then it's not as if you were all alone, Sunoo is with you and from what I understood there is also Haerin so don't be unhappy just because of a boy.."

A sigh left your lips as you listened to your big brother's words because deep down, well, he spent most of the time lecturing you to prove to you that you were dramatizing the events that were happening in your family a little too much. life and that, on the other hand, Niki's behavior was nothing.

"Besides by bewitching you will talk I have the impression of being back at the time when you were still at home complaining that Jake hadn't spoken to you all day while he was at home with Me.."

Hearing Jake's name, your cheeks quickly turned red from embarrassment.

"Jake and Niki are not the same people!" you ended up responding to defend yourself. "Niki is a complete idiot who thinks he's the bad boy at school and annoys me. Jake is adorable to me and much nicer and more attentive than Niki will be to me."

"You're just saying that because you had feelings for Jake."

"That's not even true!" You answered almost immediately, sitting up, your phone still against your ear and you weren't surprised to hear your brother's laugh.

"Oh stop... I know when my little sister is in love..." he replied, knowing perfectly well that he was right about what he said. "Especially if she's in love with my best friend... and you're not at all discreet, you know?"

"I hate you."

"I love you too, little sister."

But you didn't even give him time to finish his sentence before you hung up directly, showing your big brother that you didn't appreciate it when he made fun of you like that and your phone ended up landing on your mattress.

The screen lit up a few seconds later to display a message from your brother but you didn't bother to read it, getting up from your bed to sit at your desk, since even though classes were over , you had no other choice but to do all the homework you had during the day, even if deep down you didn't want to.

you had barely finished settling down on your desk when a sigh left your lips as you realized the number of notebooks on your desk, realizing then that unfortunately you were probably going to have to spend several hours sitting down having to work on all of this then that you didn't even want to.

deep down, you had never been one of those people who spent all night working or even studying for any reason, just because they were good at class, their parents put pressure on them or that it was simply their future that worried them and they wanted at all costs to have one of the best futures. But knowing that one of your classmates was bound to make fun or brag about having a better grade than you, you couldn't let yourself go and not work.

except that the more the days pass, the more you find your situation truly ridiculous. Niki did everything to drive you crazy and unfortunately the school aspect seemed to be her favorite part. whether it was just for simple homework that didn't count or for very big exams during the year and he knew perfectly well that, if he had even a single grade higher than you, you would be completely crazy. However Niki wasn't the type to work, it didn't fit with his behavior in any way so how could he get such good grades if he never worked?

Just trying to understand how, you realized that at no point had you started working, your pencil still in your hands while none of your homework had progressed. even when he wasn't with you he managed to drive you completely crazy and you couldn't stand it. did he use some sort of magic to even remotely annoy you when you weren't in high school.

The next day, when you had just crossed the high school premises, you couldn't really stay awake. Because of all that work you had last night you had slept very little and you weren't even surprised to find yourself sleeping on your math books, letting you understand that you had finally fallen asleep in the middle of a revision session.

Crossing the corridor, the noise present all around because of all the girls screaming even though it was only eight o'clock in the morning and you had slept poorly during the night, you had broken your ears and you had regret not having simply returned to your bed when you woke up again in the morning. And just with this thought a sigh left your lips as you really wanted to find yourself lying warm under your covers so you could sleep right away. Your eyes had closed at the mere thought of it, but upon opening them almost seconds later, you weren't particularly surprised to notice that unfortunately you weren't there but, instead, you had been forced to join your class in deepest discontent.

“Oh my god, you’re making one of those faces..” Sunoo said as he put his bag down right next to you, coming back to his place next to you. “You have huge dark circles, did you sleep last night?”

“Please don't talk to me about sleeping Sunoo..” you moaned almost immediately upon hearing the words of your best friend, who at the same time seemed to be making fun of the way you were acting while the rest class was arriving and class was going to start soon. "I barely slept because I spent most of my time studying for classes and making sure my homework was finished perfectly."

“So focused that you forgot to answer my calls for the presentation, right?” Sunoo asked, knowing full well that it wasn't your fault, but even with your tiredness you picked up on the annoyance in his voice.

"Oh no.. Sunoo I'm so sorry..! I was so focused on all this that I totally forgot.. then I had to call my brother and he just bothered me so that I explain to him how annoying Niki was.." you replied almost immediately, knowing that Sunoo didn't blame you, even if he would have preferred not to expose him alone.

“So this is how we’re talking about me?” A voice came from behind you, and as soon as you heard you froze in place. “It’s cute to know that even though you say you hate me, you talk about me outside of school.”

despite your tiredness, hearing his voice made you aware of everything that was happening around you and almost immediately you turned towards him, seeing him sitting in the office right behind you while his legs were stretched out. 'to under your own chair. he once again had this air of self-confidence and too full of himself to realize that he was the stupidest person in the room. well... that was simply what you thought, seeing it that way.

“Niki she didn’t ask you absolutely anything you know..”

“You, the little blond, we didn’t talk..” Niki replied without even bothering to look at Sunoo and he slowly stood up, his arms coming to rest on his desk while all his attention was on you. “So like I said, are we talking about me? It’s all interesting.”

"Interesting to hear me say that I'm complaining about your behavior towards me? Seriously, even my brother would be capable of hating you.." you replied almost immediately, not wanting to spend more time talking to him. “Now just leave me alone, I don’t want to waste my time talking to you when the teacher will be here soon.”

Following your words, the silence in the room proved that the teacher had just entered, and after giving Niki one last look you returned to your chair, not wanting the day to be horrible in any way. simply because of him.

except that, bad luck for you, while the class had just started and you tried as best you could to concentrate on what your teacher was saying and pray not to fall asleep, Niki had decided that, the fact of Being behind you in class was going to be very useful in getting you worked up.

so it was only after ten minutes of class that you had received a blow to the bottom of your chair, and you had not taken the time to think to know that it was simply that idiot who was behind you who had nothing else to do than bang your foot on the bottom of your chair to get angry.

and, while he was having fun letting his foot knock against your chair, he noticed your head turn towards him and a smile appeared on his lips seeing the expression you had on your face. and you took it upon yourself not to create a scandal in the middle of the class, already because you were extremely tired, but also because you knew to what extent, no matter what you were going to say, nothing was going to be enough seriously to make your teacher react. but on the other hand, all the girls in your class would have started to hate you simply because you spoke badly about their favorite boy.

It was almost completely pathetic the way all his daughters were blind simply because Niki had a pretty face.. very fortunately you had never fallen under the influence of her beauty and you will never be under her influence because you hated him. and then you could never imagine that because it would totally make you want to throw up just from that.

unfortunately for you, Niki didn't seem to stop there since you felt your chair being pushed forward simply because Niki was still having fun hitting the back of your chair, knowing perfectly well that it irritated you . and that amused him. It was definitely one of the things he loved doing, getting on your nerves and annoying you until you finally broke down.

and today was definitely going to be one of his days because he didn't stop at hitting the back of the chair. oh no, far from it. since, as soon as you thought that he had realized what he was doing and that he had finished annoying you, you started to receive little balls of paper. Niki was really proud to know that he could annoy you by doing the simplest things, and he used any way to do it every time, which was truly horrible for you. especially today since you barely slept or at least slept very poorly.

[fishbloc]

Hiiiiiii! I found out about the artbook you created sadly too late to order and I just wanted to ask of there is any chnace for it to be anable in the future? (Also wanted to say that I really like the art you make, and you have a big talent :) )

huge maybe! if i can have at least 200 people interested then yeah i can look into it. (200 because thats the minimum production quantity)

i will say i have other physical merch in the works, both mcyt and non mcyt related stuff coming really soon! im also working together with a friend (@/kunehokki) for this so we'll post more when that happens

i prefer making stuff like charms and stickers more, although i kinda want to make enamel pins if people are interested! altho those would have a high MOQ and price so alot is up in the air still

i will say that where the light touches 2 is in the works but i dont have tangible progress on it apart from just ideas and spread drafts lol... i kinda forgot how i hyperfocused on making my book the last time 💀

[kcalsforhim]

˖⋆࿐໋ thursday 19th of december

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can confirm : worst day of my life. i woke up and i told myself, ur so sick and genuinely didn’t sleep at all, today food is your fuel. it’s a sad reality im shameful i really am, but you have to understand i needed to get to college today

at 4:50 am i had breakfast, i took no photos because i felt such deep shame, i was calling with eli and i remember saying that my tray looked like i was in recovery cause of the volume. i wanna cry just thinking about it. i didn’t count cause i knew i would end it all

breakfast :

some leftovers from yesterday, less than yesterday though.

1 slices of bread with chicken meat on it, also had ketchup and mayo.

a banana, 2 lotus cookies, and some kind of other sweet cookie thing

maybe 10 g of paprika potato chips ?

it made me feel bad eating, i actually really didn’t want to. i got dressed 3x slower than usual, everything hurt so bad. soso bad. i tried zipping up my jacket when i left the house and i literally couldn’t and i was so mad it woke my dad up and he zipped it up for me sigh…

i went to school and i fell asleep in the train, haku called me awake tho. i walked so slow haku later told me it actually pissed him off but he knew it couldn’t be helped…

during college i didn’t do much, i coloured some of my animation cause my hands were too shaky to continue on lineart, it all hurt so bad. i watched rupauls drag race with haku, which was funny

i went home and when i was walking i literally felt so terrible , just as terrible as when i fasted for 70 hours or when i started doing 500 cal omad at START WEIGHT.. that was so bad lol

we went to the amazing oriental and i got 2 onigiri’s and a sweet roll thing. the pack had 2 of those so i gave haku one. eli sent me some money so i didn’t feel guilty spending the money lol

then i went home in the train, and afterwards i took the bus cause thank lord himself i already had 10k steps by then and i still did get extra steps cause my busses changed and now the bus that stops the closest to my house is still 10-15 mins away

got home exhausted tired and barely conscious sadly. i had a little autistic meltdown trying to get undressed i literally broke one of the buttons on my jacket mmm..

dinner :

1 tuna onigiri, 1 salmon onigiri, one vanilla cream sweet roll thing

the onigiri’s were so good ! i love eating it super cold it’s delicious. the sweet rolls were like, super fluffy like cloud bread and the cream was so sweeeeet and delicious

dinner 2 :

3 1/8’th slices of pepperoni pizza, 2 kinder bueno sticks

yeah so i only wanted to eat the last kinder bueno we had, it was going to be a long time since i would have those again, im not buying myself anything like that unless my parents or someone else buys it for me of THEIR will, i will not ask anyone for it. but my mom got a bit upset at me and told me she didn’t believe i had food and urged me to grab something so i did i dont know why i didn’t make a fuss

i should’ve flushed it, but i felt so disgustingly defeated.. so i just ate it. i thought “fuck it, i already fucked up enough, might as well eat fucking pizza at this point”

i fell asleep soon after eating that, makeup on, lashes on, contacts in… i woke up at 12 am feeling refreshed. i cleaned my face and took out my contacts and i watched reels until 2 am. i couldn’t stop sending haku reels and he literally said “go to sleep” and i was like ahaha… okaay… so i went to sleep

im kind of disappointed in myself, but i also can’t blame myself. the day before i totally overdid myself running a whole ass marathon and then not getting any sleep it was crazy. i don’t know what possessed me… but. it’s fine. days start fresh i guess.

only the last thigh picture was taken recently, the rest are all just recents, and the before pictures were all taken in the high 70 kgs… 75-79 kg range… it’s all so terrible…

cals : N.V.T but too many sigh

steps : 12.1 k

love her

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[1ovemelikeasailor]

Sailor pt.1

PLEASE PLAY THE SONG

"Sailor Song" -Gigi Perez

Summary: Jenna wouldn't mind falling in love with Y/n L/n, if it didn't mean falling in love with a girl. Y/n wouldn't mind falling in love with Jenna Ortega, if it didn't mean falling in love with Jenna Ortega.

(Slight smut eventually)

HIGHSCHOOL!AU

Jenna Ortega x Female reader

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This story is about two girls, who couldn't love each other because of fate that it's always supposed to be Man and Woman.

No one's POV:

It was a normal day at Riverbank High. Y/n walked into her science class, which she very much hates. She hated the work, the way the teacher had tried to teach it, the exams, the way she just didn't...get it.

"Another lame day I suppose." She sits herself down next to Mason, then goes her book-bag.

"It's always a lame day when you have Mrs.Ramirez teaching!" Mason responds trying to act happy. Y/n lets out a small silent laugh. "What're you doing tomorrow?"

"I mean, I got church tomorrow—"

"Your mom still making you go to that thing?" He laughs.

"Sadly, yes. Fortunately I don't have to wear a dress."

"She does know..you're gay...right?"

"Yes, but as she says 'God's love is eternal.'" Y/n reenacts her mom's words.

"You believe that?" Mason starts getting his notebook out while looking at Y/n.

"I think so." She shrug doing the same thing and getting out her notebook.

"Well, maybe after church we could hang? Maybe with Jack or something?"

"Probably. We could finally watch Despicable Me 4 together."

"You are so right!"

-

Saturday

It was the morning of the next day.

"Bright and early! C'mon Y/n let's go!" Y/n's mom bangs on her door. Y/n groans in response remembering how'd she stayed up all night playing ps5 with Mason and Jasmin

"I hate video games." She mumbles finally getting up.

"Y/n!—"

"Im up! Im up and alive!" She shouts back. Her mom runs off to her own room starting to get ready.

Y/n puts on a simple white shirt with some loose—but not too loose jeans, a belt goes with it. As soon as that's over she rushes to the bathroom, brushing her teeth and combing her hair.

"Mom! Im done!" Y/n goes downstairs to her mom and dad rushing to get in the car.

"Okay perfect. Let's go."

-

Y/n had looked around the church building maybe just trying to find someone she knew, or maybe she was just bored. Y/n believed her mom, "God's love is eternal." The thing is others didn't. People knew Y/n was gay at that church too, they didn't like it very much. But who are they to say anything? Who are they to judge? They call themselves christians, they loved everybody, they preached that God loved everybody, but what happened then? Was Y/n someone God stopped loving because she could love a girl the way shes 'not supposed to'? Who were they to judge..?

Church is finally over—but of course her mom wants her to stay to get to know new people. There were always new comers to her church, and every-time her mom would want her to get to know them. Her mother always said "Love your neighbor."

"You already know Y/n, go find—"

"Go find some new people, make friends—mom I know." With that Y/n walks off rolling her eyes. Why was she even here? Why was she supporting a community that didn't even accept her for loving a different gender than what was 'normal'?

Y/n decides to walk over near a few of the scriptures in the church.

"Shit—" Y/n covers her mouth looking at the statues. "I mean..shoot!" She awkwardly smiles at the statue. She looks back to her right seeing Jenna. Jenna Ortega. What the hell—I mean what the heck was she doing here? Y/n knew Jenna was a church girl, but never her church she'd come to. I mean you could tell she was a church girl too. The golden cross dangling around her neck—the way she dressed, the way she lightly wore makeup because God made everyone in his image. Her bible in hand talking to someone else—"That's not good." Y/n mumbles seeing Jenna beginning to walk over to her.

"Y/n?"

"Yeah?" She looks at the shorter girl.

"Thought I recognized you."

"Oh, uh, yeah." Y/n shrugs.

"Didn't take you for a church girl—"

"What do you mean?"

"You know what I mean. Anyways, um, bye." She walks away. That was weird. Jenna has never talked to Y/n—well, I mean there was that one time in algebra in grade 9 but she had to talk to Y/n. They were partners.

"Bye." Y/n mutters looking at Jenna already halfway across the room. She goes off the find her mom knowing this was already a waste of time.

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Monday

Y/n walks with Jack to your guys math class. She begins telling him about what happened at church the other day.

"Okay thats weird. A straight church girl—not to mention arguably one of the most popular girls in our school talking to you? A gay—"

"Im gonna stop you before I sock you in the mouth." Y/n puts her hand on his chest making them both stop in their place. He just nods. You guys both begin walking again and when you both look up you see.. Jenna Ortega. Of course. She walks right by the two laughing and giggling to her 3 friends. Y/n and Jack watch as she walks all the down the hall.

"Stop staring weirdos my gosh—!" Jasmin slaps both of their arms. "What has gotten into you guys? You guys do realize thats Jenna? Lord, give me the strength."

"Okay—first of all I was starring to see if she would look at Y/n—"

"Why would she look at Y/n—"

"Um, maybe because she walked up to her at church—"

Jasmin laughs loudly.

"Jenna walked up to Y/n...at church? The straightest, meanest, religious girl ever, walking up a gay girl that plays videos games until 3 in the morning—"

"Hey! You do that too!"

The bell rings.

"Shit! We're late! Thanks a-lot, Jasmin." Jack rolls his eyes as you guys begin to walk again.

"You are so welcome—and we're talking about this later by the way!" She shouts as we run off to class.

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Later Monday

Jenna played with her golden cross necklace, as she sat her silent room. She let out a deep sigh lying there..just there.

"Jenna, come on hun! You're gonna be late for cheer practice!" Natalie, Jenna's mother shouts from downstairs.

"Coming mom!" Jenna rushes grabbing her cheer bag still fidgeting with the necklace.

"Whats wrong? You okay, Jen?" Her mom asked before grabbing her coffee and phone.

"Um—yes. Everythings okay. Im fine."

They both get in the car, driving to Riverbank high.

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Y/n sits underneath the bleachers headphones blasting. It was now 6pm. She just need to get away—from everything, everyone.

Unfortunately for Y/n, someone followed the sound coming from her headphones.

"Y/n?"

"Shit—shoot!" Y/n jumps up, headphones sliding off. This makes Jenna slightly laugh.

"Sorry. Didn't mean to scare you." Jenna makes her towards Y/n, under the bleachers.

"It's—fine, it's okay." Y/n clears her throat putting her headphones around her neck.

"You sure? You seemed a little scared there." Jenna giggles at the memory. It makes Y/n smile.

"Okay, I wasn't that scared." Y/n scoffs, the smile never leaving her face.

"You sure? I mean your headphones flew off—"

"Okay can we stop talking about that, okay?" Y/n laughs. Oh shit, shes laughing...with Jenna Ortega. Jenna. Ortega. Holy sh—

"No promises." Jenna smiles. "So, quick question..what do you happen to be doing underneath the bleachers?"

"Better question, how did you find me underneath the bleachers?"

"I asked first."

"Okay, fine. I was just listening to music to get out of the house."

"Tough day?"

"Uh, something like that." Y/n shrugs. "Now..what are you doing here?"

"Well..cheer practice." She sits down next to Y/n.

"Then why are you here and now with them?" Y/n points to the group of girls practicing. Jenna takes a deep breath.

"Needed a break I guess." Jenna shrugs. They both look at each other. This was all weird. She'd never be this nice..to anyone, let alone a gay nerd. Jenna finally comes to senses realizing whats happening. "Um—Im gonna go. Bye." She walks away—fast.

"Oh, yeah, bye." Y/n looks up to see her rushing away. There's something different about Jenna, why is she doing this?

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Wednesday

"I don't know man—it was weird."

"So what..you like her now?" Mason asks, while I tell him about the situation.

"What? No! She's Jenna—the girl whose made fun of me for being gay—and Jack for being himself. Obviously not. I am her number one hater."

"Sure, why were you talking to her like that?"

"It was a in the moment kind of thing Mase. I don't know what you want me to say—but I don't like her." She shrugs.

"Okay believe what you want to believe." He shrugs.

"Shes the straightest girl we've ever met. Even, and thats even if I did like her we'd never—"

"Never say never, L/n."

"Okay, whatever. Now tell me about this girl—"

"Her name is Sonia. I think I kinda like her Y/n." Mason replies, he directs his eyes to the tv.

"Kinda? Tell me—and be for real, do you actually like her?"

"More than I'd like to admit." Mason looks back at Y/n with a small smile on his face.

"Holy sh—"

"Language!" Y/n's mom shouts from her room.

"Sorry mom! Holy shoot! You're in love." They both laugh.

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Friday

"So you're stealing my spot now?" Y/n looks at Jenna who's sitting underneath the bleachers.

"Uh—oh, yeah—sorry." Jenna looks away from Y/n.

"It's..cool." She sits right by Jenna. They sit in silence for at least 2 minutes before Y/n decides to speak up. "Tough day?" She mutters, barely loud enough for Jenna to hear.

Jenna finally looks at Y/n.

"Something like that." She nods. Y/n nods back. It takes awhile and some courage for Y/n to speak up again.

"Im—Im here."

Jenna looks over.

"What?"

"Im here." Y/n responds nodding. Jenna looks her straight in the eyes, as hers begin to water.

"Thanks." She whispers. Y/n just nods.

For the rest of the hour they both sat in silence—just in each other's presence.

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[pickypickypeak]

Oh my god dude wish is going on disney+ on April third im so Scared, the only thing i wish for is people realized that asha is not Selfish but what if they don't😭 what if it gets Worser?! Whats gonna Happen on april 3???😭

Mmmh… Not gonna lie, I’m a little scared too. Scared because I really don’t want a second wave of hate for this movie lol.

There’s still hope inside me that general audiences will see wish and go “you know what, this was not bad, I’m definitely gonna see the next disney movie in a theater”, not because of wish specifically, but because I’m tired of this trend of people just giving up on cinema because “it will come out in streaming in the end anyway”. Sadly this is probably not changing soon, though I have high hopes for inside out 2 and moana 2 to change at least people’s view on disney.

I think the most likely outcome is that people just ignore it like they did with the marvels, which also recently hit disney plus (and was also a good movie despite people hating on it even before it came out because it was “woke” (= had 3 main women and 2 of them were poc)). Also because maybe some people who haven’t seen wish in theaters have pirated it by now so it’s not like there’s a big hype for it coming out on disney plus. This is still sad but, hey at least they won’t hate it twice.

However, anything is possible so we’ll see! ME I’m definitely rewatching on day one LMAO

[propertyofkylar]

sad lonely pathetic (SLP) anon again, with a silly anime rec that’s very dear to me: ‘Cute High Earth Defense Club LOVE’ is a parody on the magical girl/boy trope, with a mysterious creature from outer space using a corpse as a puppet to communicate with his chosen ‘warriors of love’ (idk if that term’s actually used, haven’t seen it in years), not that it can’t speak to them directly, but he looks like a wombat and he doesn’t wanna draw too much attention ig

the antagonists also have a creature from outer space on their side, a green hedgehog of hate with a rlly deep voice

it’s silly and ridiculous and i genuinely started to love it without even noticing it. there are 2 seasons, sadly i never finished the second one. maybe i’ll do that sometime soon..

i distinctly remember an episode where a guy was turned into a hateful monster bc of just how fed up he was with breaking chopsticks unevenly

hiii bestie!! yayayay more anime!!

oooo this looks fun. ty! i have to check it out...and the other ones u have recommended...im so bad at doing anything that isnt just. rotting in bed ig

[idyllic-affections]

Hi so i was able to get some time to myself and there are a lot of things i wanna say

1. I GOT IMBIBITOR LUNAE ON FIRST PULL! HE IS MY PRIDE AND JOY AND IM SO FLIPPING HAPPY

2. Also i am in love with your snippets of Ex fatui agent reader x collei. I am so glad i gave you the idea as i knew you can make it as amazing as always! Although, i have one question for the reader, what in teyvat’s name cause them to be Dottore’s assistant?? Like why are they still working with him if all they’re getting is abuse and all??? The only thing i can think of is maybe the paycheck is really really good but is it really worth all that abuse????

3. Also ALSO while i would love for them to just punch scara in the face back. Realistically, they are both very traumatized people who are in very bad situation that they sadly can not escape. So i personally see them just glare at them and calmly say that they are a brat and please calm down. Like in a tone that you use when you are tired with everything that has been culminating for a long time and is just an inch away on going batshit

I will be eagerly waiting for the full fic to come out but ofc take your time and remember to take care of yourself every now and then! Hope you have a good day/night!

- 🐱 Anon

HELLO MY BELOVED ANON WITH SOME OF THE MOST WONDERFUL BRAINROTS 💗💘💖💕🫶💖🫶💕💘💕💗

THAT IS SO AWESOME i think im going to pull for him tbh... he was a lot of fun in his character trial and i never did end up getting kafka, so i think i'm more likely to get him if i do pull <33 no idea what the lore behind this man is but that's okay. he's pretty and his playstyle is fun. i'm now at a high enough level to continue the main trailblaze missions so maybe i'll find out the lore soon!

THIS. this is such a good question and i promise it will be explored in detail in the fic, but to satiate some of your curiosity... [name] sticks around for two main reasons: (1) ...yeah, the paycheck is really good. working under a more dangerous harbinger means they get paid way more than some of their coworkers, such as childe's agents who do not get paid anywhere near as much as they do. (2) they're afraid. dottore knows their name and face. they're scared of what might happen if they quit.

AND THIS the general consensus so far seems to be that everyone wants to put scara in his place, so... that is what we shall do! [name] will, in fact, put him in his place!

you as well, lovely! i promise i am taking breaks in between writing ajsosjsk sometimes i just get a burst of motivation <33

[kissmetwicekissmedeadly]

(Prev. Shakespeare Dream Anon here but I decided to no longer remain anonymous lol)

It is nice and reassuring to learn I am not the only one who has Ikemen Vampire dreams. Shakespeare is my favorite suitor. Oddly enough, I have had the total of four Ikemen Vampire dreams, and only two of them have had Shakespeare in them. I’m so excited to finally talk to someone who understands what it is like to have Ikemen Vampire dreams, so I apologize in advance for the long ask.

The only reason I can recall them so well is because I have started keeping a dream journal. I like to keep my dreams for stories and fan fiction ideas to use later on (though I struggle with writer’s block and I haven’t written anything in long time lololololol).

The first one had Ikemen Vampire show up as a side plot line. I was shopping at a garage sale, and I found Ikemen Vampire 3 for the PS2. I don’t own a PS2 nor did I own one in the dream, so I was very sad. I still bought it because I wanted to find someone who had one. The cover said it was the special fireworks event version, and that it was a whole game with new routes with your beloved characters. I was so excited when I woke up from this dream because I was like “FINALLY I HAD IKEMEN VAMPIRE DREAM”. I also woke up wondering what the second Ikemen Vampire game must have been and what the third game even had.

The second dream sent me back in my sophomore year of high school pre-COVID. I was on the bus, waiting to go to school, when I saw Sebastian come on the bus. The person sitting next to me was my best friend and also another Ikemen Vampire player. (Sadly, they only existed in the dream ;-;) We were both flipping out. I bumped into Sebastian into one of my classes (because he was younger and back in high school too?), and he invited me to come visit the mansion. From there, I (totally) accidentally realized everyone was vampires, and I agreed to help out around the mansion. Unlike MC, I could seriously walk home afterwards and return to my normal life, but I become best friends with Sebastian, and I didn’t want him to take care of a whole mansion by himself especially when we had school work to do.

The third dream was just me dating Shakespeare and having a total fanboy freak out when we did normal couple shit together.

And I already told you my fourth dream. There is a lot more to the plot of the fourth dream. Like how the antique car roller coaster was actually against FBI regulations, but it isn’t Ikemen Vampire related.

I’m curious as to the other Ikemen Vampire you have had if you don’t mind sharing! I hope your Napoleon dreams go well. I believe he is your favorite suitor, so I hope more come your way!

Oh, hello there!! 👋🏻

Hahah, indeed is great to meet another person who is obsessed with ikevamp enough to have weird dreams about it 😂 and omg you're so lucky to have Shakes in all of yours! Don't apologize, you have all my attention about this topic <3

See, you're doing the wise thing by writing them down, mine are either turned into fics or forgotten 😂 and i only started doing that this year oops

I hope you get rid of that nasty writer's block soon! I hope you dream about something really fic-worthy so it gives you the needed push, or maybe you get inspired by something else - don't rush it, it will happen eventually im sure ❤

OK THIS DREAM ABOUT IKEVAMP AS A CONSOLE GAME IS INTERESTING AF. i can almost feel the vibes of being inside this dream and even the cover of the game somehow?? with that firework event?? like those cards where they wore yukatas , i think there were fireworks in the background.... now i feel nostalgic for something that never happened

AND THE SECOND ONE TOO?? this is a whole made up universe combining irl and the game's world and yet it works out so fine?? it's not a weird dream is someone's carefully thought AU fic HKJHKJHJKK no but seriously, i love the idea of the door working fine to the point where sebas can go back and continue his education if he wishes or for mc to freely go back home, i enjoy reading about this in fics... i can imagine this one so well too 😭😭

LOL the third one 😂😂 after the two previous ones this is a nice change of pace as if your brain is simply rewarding you

OKAY I DIDN'T EXPECT THE FBI TO JOIN IN. wow. we're back with the crazy dreams then 😂😂

ok now i'm feeling dumb because i have nothing to contribute to this 😂 im going to type "dream" into my groupchat conversation history and see if i actually forgot about smth interesting but i doubt it 😂 don't expect much from me, i just woke up from a dream where ducks were falling from the sky and i wanted one to land on my outstretched arm and got sad that none did 😂😂

ok i found one "i dreamed about Comte singing"; one "i dreamed about being in a poly relationship with comte and Fenrir" and three "i dreamed about napoleon but i don't remember any details" 😭😭

im sorry that ive nothing interesting for you, i'll make sure to let you know if i do though, i tend to dream a lot these days (so much for the quality of my sleep tho, today too, i feel like i didnt as much as blink the whole night) and THANK YOU for sharing all of this, i really like talking about stuff like that and your imagination is wild and beautiful even when you sleep ���❤ HAVE A GREAT DAYYY, come talk whenever you want to, for whatever you want to talk about!

[navysealt4t]

ELLE ELLE ELLE GUESS WHAT ! dimension 20’s fantasy high: junior year tease trailer just dropped. AHHHHHH im normal im good. anyways yeah i cant remember if you are a d20 person but still i thought i would share the good news since we r friends :]

YOOOO!!!!!! THATS SO COOL!!!! i am sadly not a d20 person </3 i’ve wanted to watch fantasy high for a while tho so maybe i’ll get into it soon >:)

[zeraorarb]

ahgaghgahghagah thank uuu!

(imma gonna talk abt stuff in order as it apprears in the post)

actually slughunter managed to find every single slugcat in every poll. i kept track of that and once they had trouble with one poll, but they also eventually managed to uncover the slug.

also remember that u are a slughunter too with 1 cookie!

I dont think Arisaint was that unexpected tbh. I admit its not as popular as fishstick, but i think it makes a lot of sense and was popularized by some artist drawing some content for em. And the same is here, I saw that if not treetop then this will go eye to eye with ai. Tho the fact that random placement in the bracket put ai sl and ai cl against each other before the finale must've helpt a non ai room get through to the finale.

aghahgahgha i get uuu. hope my calls for ai to not sweep so much arent too bad and its known that i exaggurate a bit. after all i defnetly can see value in them and can see that some plp are not voting cause of the character more then a room. im just happy something else also got to the finale and it is a damn good room and a reason why so many plp like the wall so much. And you are right maybe the true best room is the friends we made along the way.

Heh I'd love to one day restart this again and maybe do some mini polls like you said. I even planned to maybe have a seprate blog for slughunting too... Its just that i rlly need to step back for some time. And I know i dont need to explain myself or aything, most understand. Its just that as this poll ends, my final year in high-school starts and i will propably get buried by school work as well as working on my portfolio for uni. I honestly dont tink i will get to uni of my choise on the first try sadly, but i dont think it will stop my mind from overstressing and pushing me to spend every waking second on trying to get better. So maybe after all of the stresses of the final year will blow over i will return or not. who knows how the paths of life will carry us. But i will most definitly return for watcher dlc, as soon as the interactive map starts to include it and when everyone will enjoy it for a bit. Hope its just not gonna be during the same time as my finals hsghshgshgs I dread hk silksong coiming out when i dont have the time and seeing everyone else enjoying it but mee.....

And I'm truely greatful for your vital contributions to the poll! Your rb propaganda, ur rankings, ur votes, ur support, ur keen eye to my mistakes. It all truley helped to make this poll so much better! Hope you commenting other polls will go great for u too! And your art journey! It was always so nice to see ur thoughts and contributions.

I hope there will be more polls, like this too. If anyone wants to do the smaller mini polls or a slug hunting blog, go ahead! Just tag me so i vote in it too. Maybe i would even make a decent slughunter who knows. Before this poll ended tbh my mind was like "great now do the same, but with hollow knight", but i have to stay focused on school...

Pick Your Favorite Rain World Room, Day 313 FINALE

There is a hidden slugcats (10) in the rooms (they can be in any color). If u can see it comment or reblog with where they are and if u are first, u get a cookie! And this time u have to give a lil discription or an rb with em circled. You dont have to get them all at once in one replay/rb.

Credit for game screenshots goes to: Rain World Interactive Map, Rain World Wiki and me

[unofficial-dawg]

Wednesday Addams X Fem Reader | Bite Me Pt II

A/N: Y’all gave so much love to Bite Me Pt I, I simply had to deliver on Bite Me Pt II. Its rough around the edges, grammatical and spelling issues probably, spoilers. Also, Bite Me Pt III, anyone? My Tumblr is very much rough writings, this story will be fully fleshed out and posted to my AO3 (this is a massive project im working on this week and next week)! I’ll drop the @/link, when I get it completely set up, as pinned post. Also Xavier Thorpe x Reader coming soon maybe????

Word Count: ~ 1,712

Watching Wednesday and Tyler interact made your teeth ache. It was weeks since your fight, and though you both weren’t on speaking terms, her friends were your friends too. Or rather, your friends were her friends seeing as you had been attending Nevermore longer than the petite girl ahead of you. “You get a bad vibe from him too right? Like I’m not crazy am I?” You ask Enid. Her momentarily silence said enough but for her to have followed it up with:

“I think its good Wednesday is making friends and I can totally see them being a cute cou—“

“Finish that sentence and I’ll rip your throat out” You spat, pointing your finger at her, your chair sliding back as your long form becomes even more inhuman.

With a sigh of frustration you flatten out your outfit, having been a free day you wore several layers to keep you and yourself away from the sun. Even when it was raining,, the UV rays were a bitch. You re-tuck the band t-shirt that was overtop a long sleeve turtleneck. Your high-waisted jeans gave with ease as they were baggy, making it easier for the layers to adjust. You impatiently tap your left foot covered by a platform loafer on the ground, glancing to the side to stare at the girl you were enamoured with.

If Wednesday was goth, you were her grunge counterpart. The two of you looked..correct standing next to eachother. Complimented and highlighted eachothers beauty. You clench your jaw, your gaze focusing back onto Enid’s form, she sunk into the booth, her claws gripping the table, no doubt because she was quite startled of your previous outburst. Your anger was a force to be reconned with.

“I’m…sorry, I’m just—“ you look at her and begin sincerely apologising, “I-“.

You were stumbling over your words struggling to produce a coherent sentence, luckily, or rather unluckily, it is forgotten as man rapidly presses the countertop bell, “Where’s the service in this place?!”

You glance back where Tyler and Wednesday were previously standing. “Well isn’t that convenient”You grit your teeth in frustration. “Something isn’t right with that boy. This whole situation is fucked” You stare out the window in disdain. It appears Xavier also had slipped from the café.

“Y’know, y/n, maybe she gets distracted by you and thats why she doesn’t bring you with her anymore” The pathetic attempt to comfort you was appreciated nonetheless and you smile sadly looking down at the girl.

————————————————————

The following weeks didn’t seem to get any better. Wednesday was giving you emotional whiplash. You’d both hang out and the routine of back and forth banter would repeat and then suddenly she’d be ditching you to spend time with Tyler or stalking Xavier.

“It’s like I don’t even exist to her anymore” You complain to your roommate. Bianca looks down at you with an annoyed expression, “God, you sound like Xavier y/n…Seriously Wednesday isn’t that special.” She rolls her eyes catching the pillow you haphazardly throw at her.

“It’s not fair… What does he have that I don’t?” You finally show your face to her, the unshed tears seemed painful.

“Do you really want me to answer that question?” She smirks amused at the stupidity of your question.

“Ew. I do not wish to ever have to think about MY girlf—“ you quickly catch yourself “ about Wednesday being with Tyler like that. Or anyone for that matter. she’s mine.” you pout

“If you’re so upset why don’t you just talk to her? It’s a two way communication street y’know.” she lectures “I mean really, y/n/n, sitting here bitching about some girl? The old you would beat you to a pulp if she saw your pathetic ass like this. Over some girl no less.”

This made you pause, “Oh god— Have I been “moping”?” you put quotations around it.

“Brooding, whining, crying being a general nuisance.” she rattles off, “Look y/n, I care about you. But this obsession with Wednesday is turning you into this. I know for a girl thats been alive for this long,, you know more than anyone that people are temporary. And Wednesday will die one day, and what will you do then? Better to rip it off like a bandaid and start fresh yeah?”

“I mean she might as well have stabbed me with a stake in the heart, and not in the good way.” you sit up and rub your face in exhaustion. “I know you’re right, I just… love her. I love her so much and I want to go when she does. I want her to kill me. What do I do B?”

“You vampires are so dramatic” she says and amused tone shining through the mask of annoyance. “Go talk to her. Gift her your cold dead heart, play her your stupid violin, do something to show her how you feel. And when she inevitably breaks your heart pick yourself up and show her why she was interested in you in the first place. You’ve lost your spark y/n. You follow her around like a sad dog. A dumb dog.”

You slide on your jacket, and with a quick “Thanks, B.” you’re slipping out the door to track down the Enigma that is Wednesday Addams.

Enid proceeded to lie to you about Wednesday’s whereabouts for ten minutes. Very quickly you realise she is stalling and you rub your temples in frustration partially giving up on the whole notion of confronting her.

“And so then I came back from Yoko’s room and she wasn’t here.”

You quirk your brow in slight amusement “You’re a terrible liar.”

“I’m not lying!” she says fidgeting slightly

“oh right right. well if you say so.” You shrug pretending to turn and walk away. She quickly attempts to shut the door, but you had other ideas as you snap around, catching the door with your foot.

“But if you were lying,, hypothetically of course” you grin wickedly. Your form was always sickly and a bit inhuman, but when you would shift your posture slightly, and bare your teeth, you looked infinitely more nightmarish.

“Honestly, y/n! We got in a fight and i left, i only came back to look for my nail polish. My guess is the crypt” The girl in front of you cringes at the mention of the monster. You can only assume she’d seen the beast for herself.

Your hand that was resting against the door frame began to turn white, your nails were sunken so deeply into the wooden beam that it was splintering with every slight shift of your hand.

“Is she?”

“Thats all I know” she waves her hands in the air.

“Thank you for the information.” You pry your hand off the door frame and walk back towards your room, assuming you were probably too late. Subconsciously, you glance out the window not thinking you’d catch sight of the goth’s form being enveloped by the shadows of the woods.

With a newfound sense of anger you rush down the corridors to catch up with her. There’s a gracefulness to your movements despite the speed. You suppose it’s a vampire thing. Or at least one of your blood status though you never really bothered to care or pay attention to that.

“Wednesday!” You shout following after,, “Wednesday!”

“stalking me now are we, y/n?” she doesn’t even bother to look at you, choosing to continue on her path to the crypt.

“you need to get a better guard dog.”

“Why is it any of your concern? You think I can’t do this investigation without you?”

“You’re seriously sneaking out to see him?” You deduced, frowning whilst you finally catch up to her.

“You may be blinded by your attraction to him but he is just as much of a suspect as everyone else-“ You grab her wrist harshly.

“I don’t have to explain myself to you.” she wrenches her hand from your grip immediately.

You glance down at the faded puncture wounds she has on her neck. “so i guess that means nothing to you then?” your facade falls briefly

“We were never official.” she reiterates to you, almost brushing the thought off completely.

“Oh yeah? Cause vampire bites are just something to take so casual right?” You hiss out. “Whatever Wednesday. I’m sick of this shit.” you turn to leave but she grabs your arm. The uncharacteristic movement made you freeze, and hope had electrocuted your heart into beating for a few fleeting moments.

“What the hell is that supposed to mean?” her emotions breaking through from her usual somber expression and apathetic mood.

“How should I know Addams? You have everyone wrapped around your finger. Xavier, Eugene, who is in a coma, And prime suspect number one.” you readjust your posture, you were quite taller than the girl before you. “You’re gonna get yourself killed. And for a guy no less? For a normie? One that bullied Xav? You are so busy chasing after some guy to see-“

“To see you? Don’t be vain y/n it doesn’t suit you.” she drops her hand and stares at you, her eyes hollow from all semblance of emotion. Your eyes narrow before you turn around,

“As opposed to being what, Wednesday? A selfless idiot that would die for you? The world doesn’t revolve around you and I am perfectly fine in solitude just as much as you are, so we’re done.” You flip her off over your head, not sparing her a glance, as you head back into the castle grounds.

The way your eyes went from a blur of anger and pain to a void abyss greatly intrigued Wednesday. She tilted her head before turning around to meet up with her,, almost boyfriend? At least he didn’t seem to care for titles. Why did you? Why did it all bother her so much? She focused on the task at hand, ignoring the way her stomach twisted into a knot. An unsettling feeling consumed her whole as she arrived at the Crypt.

In your fit of rage, you tipped the police about the stolen motorcycle. At least you could fuck up their date plans a little bit.

[fezcosbluntroller]

late night secrets - Fezco x reader

SEASON TWO SPOILERS!! 

Im high and sleep deprived and have work at 8 am tomorrow, but I wanted some fez angst/fluff

warnings: bitch you better grab the tissues this is an a fucking tear jerker, season two spoilers, mentions of death, murder, the usual euphoria things

Summary: After a break-up you tried you best to keep in contact with fez, he avoided you with every fiber of his being, until something goes wrong at his place and after a month of radio silence you find him on your porch, angry and in tears. 

“I just don’t think it’s gonna work, Fez..I have nothing against Fae, she’s lovely, but we’re supposed to be a team, so why would you let someone live with us without bringing it up to me first?” You said, stepping in front of the large ginger glaring at him a bit, unknown to you, Fez had just gotten home from a certain situation with Mouse and Ash, the adrenaline and anger still running through his veins, you knew he’d never hurt you, or at least not physically hurt you, because nothing could prepare anyone in the house, including Fez for what would come out of his mouth. “So you’re really gonna leave cause I brought someone to stay in my god damn house? Y/n. get the fuck back in line. this is my fuckin house, /you/ don’t say who can come up in here and who can’t” He snapped, it made you jump back, staring at him in shock, Fez had never yelled at you for the entire time you knew him, and yet lately it felt like you were walking on eggshells around him. Ash stood in the living room staring sadly, somehow he felt responsible for this, for Fezco’s frustration and rage, but he didn’t feel bad for what he did. He was protecting You and Fez, and nothing in the world could make that wrong in his eyes, he only felt bad that Fez was taking his frustration out on you and Faye and not him. “Do you really feel like that, Fezco?” You asked softly reaching to grab his hand, he just jerked it away going to the table to roll a blunt trying to calm his nerves “I don’t fuckin know! Maybe I do!” He snapped, getting more frustrated with your questions, why the fuck did you need to ask so many? “Okay…then I will…step all the way out of line and leave..” You whispered walking over kissing Ashtray’s forehead gently “you call me if you want or need anything, or if Asshole over there got himself in trouble” you whispered getting quieter hearing Fezco’s heavy breathing, you just flipped off the back of his head and grabbed your bag from the kitchen table blowing a kiss to faye before waking out of the door not even glancing at Fez, if you did though, you’d see his heavy breathing was in result to him trying to keep himself composed, not to break down on his knees apologizing to you begging for your forgiveness, but you never did.

A month later..

It was like Fez didn’t exist anymore for you, distracting yourself with Maddie and Jules, Maddy being a lot more ‘fuck fez and his small dick’ while Jules more empathized with you, not that you didn’t like either, both helped you get to the point of mind you were when he arrived at your house that night. You barely remembered his voice, how his hand felt always sitting on your thigh, a feeling you thought you would never forget feeling, some nights you longed for it, hovering your thumb over the ‘send’ or ‘call’ button for hours, just wanting him to tell you it’ll be okay again.

You heard about Fezco’s raid from Maddy, who heard from Cassie, who originally heard from Lexi, the one person Fez told you not worry about, at first it made you upset, knowing Fez moved on quickly after you left, and for someone you went to school with and considered a friend, but you soon got over it, Fez wasn’t going to be yours forever and he should go for what makes him happy, and if he needed more than you to make him happy so be it? Right? It was storming, you could barely hear the taxi approach or stop in front of your house, an older horror movie playing on your living room tv, the knock at the door making you abandon the Scream marathon slowly approaching the door. “Please don’t be a killer, please don’t be a killer” you whispered as you opened the door, whimpering as you reached for the light switch for the porch lights, quickly flipping it on seeing Fez, standing in soaked clothes that barely fit him, and a bag with a suit covered in blood in it “o-oh my god, Fez what the fuck happened I thought you were in jail?” You asked quickly yanking him inside watching him wince holding his side, you hand quickly covering where his hand sat “Fez, talk to me please” you begged looking at him leading him towards your kitchen grabbing the first aid kit “ion need that, mama” You barely heard Fez, his voice barely above a whisper, hoarse from not talking for a week and before that screaming for almost an hour straight for someone he didn’t want to think about quite yet. “So…how’d you get out?…whyd you come here?…” you asked leaning against the counter across from the bar stool where he sat “I…Faye got me out…” he whispered messing with his fingernails, dried blood still around the creases of his nails. “Why’d you come here?..” you asked again raising your eyebrows at him “we didn’t exactly..end on good terms” you said softly, you didn’t mean to sound like a bitch but you were actually curious, out of everybody why did he choose you?

“I..I felt bad..about what I said..I fuckin regretted it since the moment it came outta my mouth but I-I knew if I said something it’d come out wrong a-and gettin fucking locked up and seein the shit I did..you make my life a lot fuckin better” he admitted grabbing your hand, except, unlike him last time, you accepted his hand holding it softly, caressing the top of his hand with your thumb “I’m glad you noticed that..took you long enough…but I also know..that you weren’t yourself and I wanna know what was going on..why were you so pissed off?..” you asked stepping closer to him “fuckin…I got into some deep shit…got raided..lost my product..Mouse was gonna kill me..Ash stepped in..killed him and his guys…I had to fuckin..hide the body…keep the cops off of us..then Custer fuckin knew” he mumbled looking at you, wait why was he telling you all of this? “Wait wait, where is ash?” You asked looking at him “d-did he get caught?” You asked quickly, why would faye get fez out and not ash? Why would fez take the out without ash being out first? “Ion wanna talk about him..” Fez snapped looking at you “okay..Come on..you’re probably dying for a real dinner” you asked rubbing his arm going to your freezer to find something to cook. Deep down you knew something bad happened, the moment you didn’t see the young boy behind Fez when he arrived, but you weren’t gonna pry.

After Dinner you rushed Fez to the shower, making sure he used your shampoo and conditioner and not your brother’s nasty ass three-in-one soap. You both sat on the couch, resuming the movie marathon you were watching, but the way Fez tensed and started to tear up whenever blood would appear on scene told you to change the movie to something less bloody. You changed it, to a show you knew would put Fez in a dazed state, long enough for you to grab your stash and roll him a blunt, knowing dear god he needed it especially with whatever he saw that traumatized him this much. When you came back he was still sitting there, now covered in your throw blanket, it being draped over his shoulders and head almost like a cloak. House on the prairie still playing on your living room flatscreen, you sat next to him, his body moving back quickly so that you fell back, laying over his lap, your head on the arm rest “um…ow, there’s other ways of saying, cuddle me, then letting my head hit the armrest” you groaned watching Fez move quickly, resting his hand on the back of your head kissing your forehead “you okay?..m sorry” he whispered looking at you, you were confused, yes, confused on exactly what Fez wanted, did he want a relationship? What about Lexi? “Fez..before…I can’t allow myself to let you…kiss my forehead and stuff like that..until you tell me what’s going on between you and Lexi…” you said looking at him, not moving from your laying spot on his lap “Lexi?..Howard?…nah mama..she just a good friend..she helped me…fuckin…write a speech for you…to apologize and shit..but..we got raided..and I lost the letter..went back to try and find it but couldn’t bring myself to go down the hall” he mumbled hugging you softly as you leaned up to place the blunt between his lips, you kinda pieced it together, Something bad happened to Ash during the raid, but what? You rubbed his back kissing his forehead as you sighed “it’s okay..it’s okay..I forgive you fez…I know you’re not that kind of person..” you mumbled cupping his cheek as you lit the blunt for him turning to watch the show, holding his free hand gently giggling as he’d kiss your cheek between every inhale and exhale.

Before you realized you had binged the entire Little house on the prairie and then a whole other series, it’d still be another three hours until you and fez finally passed out though. you were woken up to Fez moving behind you on the couch, jolting your body every couple moments, your eyes opened slowly adjusting to the dark room, the tv turning itself off after an hour of you both being asleep, You turned looking more at fez, his face was furrowed in anger, tears running down his cheek, his shirt sleeve having a large wet patch where his head had been lying previously. “He’s..he’s just a kid” fez whimpered tiredly, jolting his body again, you cupped his cheek wiping his tears quickly “Fez..Fezco. Fezco wake up honey” you said quickly shaking his face a little watching as he screamed sitting up starting to choke and sob trying to catch air in his lungs. You sat up slowly resting a hand on his back “hey…what’s going on?..” you whispered running your hand over his slight beard “shut the hell up and lemme hold you..” he whispered holding onto your tightly, not wanting to talk about Ash. You stayed quiet for a good ten to fifteen minutes, until Fezco’s hiccups finally stopped “come on..let’s get you some water and move to my room” you whispered standing up pulling fez with you to the kitchen, filling up one of your water bottles handing it to him walking to your room, Fez not far behind.

Laying on the bed, you held Fez, his head resting on your chest “when we got raided…Ash killed Custer..swat came..he fuckin..locked himself in the bathroom..shot at em…shot me in the side..killed a cop..they fuckin shot him, y/n..h-he was just a kid h-he wasn’t even fuckin sixteen yet” fez whimpered, his voice cracking the more in depth he got with his sentence, you tensed, a lump appearing in your throat as you held back a sob, Ash was gone?..it hurt to hear, so bad, but it also explained, why Fez was so quiet, why he flinched whenever he watched blood on the tv, why he never wanted to go down the hall at his house like he mentioned.

“I’m so sorry…I’m so so sorry, Fez..” you whispered holding him tightly as he sobbed, holding onto you tightly, you ran your hand over his head and down his back comforting him as he sobbed loudly, repeating over and over again he was just a kid, you held him for hours, holding back your own tears, you weren’t sure if they were for ash or if they were because you had never seen Fezco cry like this. “I’m here..I’m not gonna go anywhere..” you whispered kissing the top of his head.

When you finally woke up again, this time at noon, Fez was curled up with the blankets, snoring softly into the pillow, you giggled at him before going out to the kitchen starting to make some coffee. You sat at the table watching as Fez groaned walking down the hall and to the kitchen “how’re you feeling?..do you wanna talk about-“ you were cut off by Fez pressing his lips to yours, you happily accepted kissing him back softly “better…slept better laying next to you again.., and I don’t wanna talk about it” he said before placing a finger to his lips ‘shhing’ you softly. Fez still had nightmares for months afterwards, and all you could do was be there for him, hold him while he cried, and in return he’d do the same for you, and both of you kept it your little late night secret.

[butdjgn]

“Slut me out” (Grayson Dolan smut)

I hate parties. I absolutely despise parties. It’s always the same shit I mean drinking, getting high, fucking randoms, loud music. It’s always a house full of strangers that’s either tryna forget about everything bad that’s happening in their life or get slutted out, there is no in between. Me on the other hand? Oh I definitely attended this party. I know I know, “y/n how can you talk shit about parties but you’re going to one.” Okay hear me out. It was THE DOLAN TWINS party. I’ve known them since 2015 and they’ve changed so much over the years let me just say. Ethan got a girlfriend and became more mature. Grayson became even more hotter and started working on his hobbies… like how can I not..

I’ve been friends with them for so long it’s crazy I never told Grayson how I see him you know? Maybe I’ll spill it out when I’m drunk or something I don’t know. I put on my best dress and heels. I did my hair and make up all in 3 hours. Pretty fast if you ask me.. it’s around 9 at night and I get there and it’s already loud with a bunch of people screaming. I rub my head knowing what im getting myself into. “Only for Grayson” I whispered to myself nervous walking into their house. As soon as I walk in I seen them dancing in the living room with randoms. I stare at Grayson jealous that he’s dancing with another girl… it makes me so angry.. I hurry go into the kitchen get myself drunk and some random group was hyping me up for that I don’t remember the details..

“Hey put that down” I heard a voice say. I turn behind me to see who was talking to me in such way. I turn over and it’s Grayson with his arms crossed with a serious face on. “YoU dOnt TelL mE wHaT To dO” I said to him boldly. He groans. He grabs my wrist a little tight. While him guiding me some guy bumped into Grayson. “CANT YOU FUCKING SEE ME?” he said angry at them. “Ugh he’s so mad at me, what did I do” I said sadly but also kinda turned on.. we get to his room and he slams and locks the door behind him. Now it’s just me and him.. “y/n you know I don’t like seeing you drinking” he said with his hands on his hips. “This is a party, so what” I said. “I still don’t like seeing you like that” he said rising his voice at me. I stare at him like he just said gibberish “ and I don’t like seeing other girls dance on you but you don’t see me making a scene do you?” I said looking in his eyes. Looking up at him and him looking down at me it was clear who won the argument. The room went quiet. Us just starring at each other.

With my eyes almost tearing up I scoff and head to the door to get away from him. He grabs me by my waist this time pulling me into a kiss. His extremely soft lips and us breathing in each other mouth made my stomach sank. It was slow but yet so powerful.. why is he so good at this.. he pulls away looking at me “did that make you feel better?” He said with a cute smirk. I look at him in his eyes once again. “I want more” I said almost pouting. He smiles at me confused and pulls in for another kiss his big hands cupping my head. Making me feel so safe. I grab his forearm letting him know I’m enjoying this. He walks forward which makes me walk backwards still kissing each other. Until I fall into his bed. Him following along kissing me so powerfully. I couldn’t hold it in anymore “fuck..” I moaned. He pets my head following to my cheek. His body is between my legs right now… “Grayson.. Please” I said desperately. He giggles. “You’re so adorable y/n” he says with his deep voice. he takes off his hoodie revealing his nice toned abs. I bite my lip acknowledging what I’m about to do with him. He sits me up with my head on his chest. He unravels my dress under my neck. My dress then falls and flashes my bra. He lifts my face up with his curled index finger making me look up at him. He grins and kisses me one more time before he plays with my bra, he then takes off my bra amazed at the view. He lays me back down and starts playing with them and licking them. My hard nipples..him swirling his tongue around them. His movements.. i moan uncontrollably. I grab his long hair tightly letting him know I feel amazed. He sits up, I then immediately noticed his boner poking through his pants. I play with it and lay on my stomach. I pull down his pants not fully but just enough to admire his vainly waist and v line. “God fucking damn… I’ve been waiting for this moment for so long” I said. he grins and pets my head. “Me too y/n” he said softly. I look up at him desperately and take his pants and boxers completely off. his dick flips on my face. I giggle then I lick the side to start and his head already rolls back.

I then put the whole thing in my mouth. Him shocked on how good it feels. His face I was most focused on. He narrowed his eyebrows down then immediately smiled with his eyes closed. He then leans his head back with his hand on top of my head. “That feels soo good” he said taking it. He looks back down at me and moves my hair out of my face and I continue. I focus on the tip cause that’s his most sensitive spot. He gasp for air. “Ahh” he moaned so shocked. He guides my head almost face fucking me. He puts my hair in a ponytail and leans his waist in my face. All I could see was his abs thrusting in and out of my mouth. He leans his head back narrowing his eyebrows down biting his lip. “Ughh” he moans. He then makes me take it all in and holds it for a couple seconds. I gasp for air. He smiles playfully. He lays me down again on my back. He takes the rest of my dress off following my panties. He lifts my legs up to my shoulders. He hits his dick on my wet clit. “You like that y/n?” He said jokingly. I pout letting him know I want him in me already. He suddenly puts it in me I gasp for air once again with my eyes rolled back. His size caught me so off guard. He moans in relief. “Your so warm and tight… mmm” He starts fucking me slow yet powerful just like his kisses. I feel every single thing of him. Every movement, every throb, every drop of precum going into me. Everything. I look up at him. “You’re so beautiful” I said to him in my head. His eyes shifting to my face and my pussy. His mouth slightly open with his hair covering parts of his face.

He starts going even faster. his thumb starts rubbing my clit. We both moan, that’s all we could hear, our voices combining. He turns me over making my face down and ass up. He starts playing with my ass cheeks and slaps them before he caught me off guard again. He hits my g spot so perfectly. So good I want to cry. I could cum right now if I wanted to. He starts thrusting very hard yet so good. I sit up to where my hands and knees are on the bed. He then reached over putting his fingers in my mouth. Thrusting harder and deeper. Omg I can’t he’s too good. He was so deep in me.. Our moans filling the room. “Ahh I feel it coming y/n” he lets go of me and pushes my back down like it was before, he thrusts even harder and soon pulls it out. with one hand on my ass and the other hand making himself cum all over my back. He moans Squeezing my ass cheek. After a few seconds of cuming He looks down at me looking at the damage he’s done to me. He takes a deep breath, then giggles. Fixing his hair. He kisses my shoulder. breathing heavy. Sweat dripping from his forehead. He puts on his pants and grabs something to wipe his cum off my back. After he cleans it he makes sure I am dressed again and then flops on his bed. Looking at the ceiling. We ended up talking for the rest of the party and sleeping together in the same bed.

Hi!!! I really hope you liked this story and hope it wasn’t too long :( if it was make sure to contact me so I could fix that for you guys. Thank you againnn <3

[cadaverre]

tysm for the tag!!

Do you make your bed?

no, but its not super messy so it doesn't really matter

Favorite Number?

twelve!

Whats your job?

i dont have one rn (still in school) but im going to start applying soon!!

If you could go back to school, would you?

still here :((

Can you parallel park?

dont have a license!!

Do you think aliens are real?

i think that there is a very high likelihood they exist!! maybe they dont have human intelligence, or maybe they do, idk. i think it'd be cool!!

Can you drive a manual car?

no license :(

Guilty pleasures?

hmm probably eating wayy too much food and staying up past midnight

Tattoos?

sadly no :((

Favorite color?

black and dark red

Favorite type of music?

ough literally all of them, i go insane over on spotify (shamelessly linking my spotify at any chance i get)

Do you like puzzles?

i do!! i sometimes find them a little bit boring but i like doing them with my mother :))

Favorite childhood sport?

i didn't really do sports when i was a kid, but i did volleyball for a little bit a few years ago

Do you talk to yourself?

no not really

Tea or coffee?

tea!! or veryy sweet coffee

First thing you wanted to be when growing up?

i think a vet?? or some sort of artist

What movies do you adore?

i like dramas/thrillers, my current favs are ladybird, dont look up, dont worry darling, mean girls, the spiderverse movies, do revenge and scott pilgrim vs the world!!

npt: @zzzzzzzzzee @svnflowermoon @recklessandyoung @trying-to-be-cool-abt-it @bookscorpion73

@qwerty-keysmash @my-lady-macbeth @snixx and open tags <33

thank you for the tag leo @saviour-of-lord <3

Do you make your bed?

95% of the time, yes.

Favourite number?

Seven

What's your job?

Freelance tutoring as a side hustle (full-time student)

If you could go back to school, would you?

NO

Can you parallel park?

No

Do you think aliens are real?

Yes

Can you drive a manual car?

No

Guilty Pleasures?

Ice cream in the middle of the night (?), splurging on books

Tattoos?

None

Favourite Colour?

Black

Favourtie type of music?

I honestly listen to anything and everything but I think alt. rock is my top genre rn.

Do you like puzzles?

Depends

Favourite childhood sport?

Football

Do you talk to yourself?

To the point of insanity

Tea or coffee?

Coffee

First thing you wanted to be when growing up?

Ever the over-achiever, i wanted to be a writer and a pilot at the same time.

What movies do you adore?

Anything with a good plot fr, but i do love gory, dark ones that have warm elements like found family and unexpected friendships and relatioships in the midst of all the chaos.

tagging further: @bumblewyn @perhapspen @v5ttels @trishsweetener @f1-giuki @souvenir116 @toppamplemousse @moonlight0starlighte @iamred-iamyellow @maxcuntstappen @kimis-gloves

No pressure tho!

(You can also send it to me if you have done it? I'd love to get to know each other like this <3)