#sadletters

[hello-rania]

To The One Who Taught Me What Being Loved & Being Hurt Is Like

To the Perfect Guy i once loved, You were my ride or die, literally.

I loved you so deeply, with all my heart, with all my soul, with all my ego & my pride. I am blindly in love with you.

Thank you for making me realize that i can love someone this much.

Thank you for making me realize that i can choose someone i love over my pride & ego.

Thank you for making me realize that i can accept someone’s flaws unconditionally.

Thank you for making me realize i can do anything to make someone happy. Thank you for making me realize that i can fight this much for someone i love so dearly.

Thank you for showering me with all your love. Thank you for always making me feel cared for. Thank you for making me feel like i’m the most precious thing you’ve ever had. Thank you for always being so kind to me all the time. Thank you for always making me your number one priority even above yourself. Thank you for always believing in my potential. Thank you for always being there for me. Thank you for always trying to make me happy. Thank you for always giving me your 100% effort.

Thank you for all the beautiful memories.

Thank you for always thinking about my needs.

Thank you for always trying to make everything perfect for me.

And to the other side of you,

To the Narcissist I once loved,

You take control over all things in my life, but you meant no harm you said. You push me to the breaking point over & over again, and call me crazy for crying, shouting, screaming for being horrifically emotionally abused, but you meant no harm you said. You accuses me of emotions that you are intentionally provoking, but you meant no harm you said. You lowered my self esteem by always picking my flaws that i wasn’t even aware of in the first place, but you meant no harm you said. You act like you’re going to punch me and get offended that i am scared that you really are going to punch me one day, then you threatened me to break up because i’m scared for my well being, but you meant no harm you said. You asked me to do things for you because you are making my mistakes as leverage, but you meant no harm you said. You make endless demands and force me to obey everything you said, but you meant no harm you said. You call me filthy names and told me that’s the truth, but you meant no harm you said. You almost made me lose my sanity by always accusing me for something i repeatedly said i didn’t do, but you meant no harm you said. You made me stressed and depressed, i feel my body is going to burst, almost fainted, and cold shiver down my spine, but you meant no harm you said. You made me believe that the problem isn’t the emotional abuse itself, but instead my reactions to the abuse, but you meant no harm you said. You made me choose between you and my job, then threatened to break up with me if i keep my job, but you meant no harm you said. You force me to take oath in the name of our God for every little thing i do and did, but you meant no harm you said. You made me kneel and apologize to you for something so insignificant, but you meant no harm you said. You robbed me off my freedom of self, but you meant no harm you said. You made me believe that every problem in your life is because of me, but you meant no harm you said. You don’t allow me to expressed what made me upset and instead of apologizing you find a way to make me feel bad about it, but you meant no harm you said. You made me believe that no one will ever love me because i’m so unlovable and have a twisted mind, but you meant no harm you said. You frequently comment about what i’m wearing and how i look until i become obsessed with my appearance, but you meant no harm you said. You gave me the silent treatment so that i’ll be miserable waiting for you to give me attention, but you meant no harm you said. You made me risk my own welfare, but you meant no harm you said. You made me believe that it is abusive of me to object to you behaving abusively towards me, but you meant no harm you said. You brainwash me into believing that my life would be hell without you, but you meant no harm you said. You train me to put you on a pedestal and me at your feet, but you meant no harm you said.

But I am not the person I once was.

You destroyed me over and over again, but i keep building myself back up into someone you will never have the honor of getting to know.

Thank you for all the love & the hurt, i finally realized how much i’m worth.

[shereadmorethansheloved]

I’m going to tell you how to love her Since I am no longer the center of her happiness And I am no longer her forever. She chose you, and if that makes her happy, Then I need to tell you everything that makes her happy: When you hold her, kiss the top of her head And whisper in her ear how much you love her. Run your hand through her hair and tell her she looks beautiful. If you get the chance to make her breakfast, pour milk In her cup and then pour in her cereal — it’s how she likes it. Let her wear your shirts and sweatpants. It's the little things that will remind her of you. When you’re driving with her, hold her hand And run your thumb over hers. When she stops at red lights she’s going to want to kiss you, So kiss her — it doesn’t matter who’s looking. Sometimes she gets angry. Don’t fuel the fire. Let her cool down and then talk it out. Please, do not lock yourself away from her. When you two get over it, pin her down and love her. After you make a mess of her bed sheets and pillows, make her bed. Brag about how amazing she is. Become friends with her mom and win over her grandparents. Always remind her how much you love her And reassure her you are not going anywhere. Tell her she is your world and you can’t picture Living in a world without her— I’m still trying. Kiss her hard and memorize every part of her. Tell her how cute the freckles on her nose and cheeks are. She’s a fighter, but my God, is she a lover. Please don’t break her because she’s put Her trust and love into you. She may have forgotten about me And everything we had together, But I haven’t. I still reminisce about what I had with her And that is how I will move on: Knowing I can’t change what happened between us Will prevent me from looking back. So, to her knew love, Please treat her no less than perfect.

(via heyimjustbella)

[apuntesdeunavida]

Hace muchos dias tengo insomnio; Los pensamientos recurrentes tratan sobre lo mismo : el pasado y el futuro , el pasado en el presente constantemente. Yo y mi afición por la nostalgia y el drama.

4/feb/2018 D.V (ccpd)

[nosoyunhuron]

See when I let you go your story had stopped being mine, long ago, so did mine, our paths were meant to stay away for good.

You taught me pain on ways i couldn't even imagine even on my most desperate days and what was written on intense novels.

Even though i still adore you, i could never love you again but what we had was the best love we could create.

I'm so sorry for kissing him that day next to that car. I hope you are sorry for never respecting me at all, and I truly hope you didn't cheat on me ever.

I wish I could trust you and your lies, but i can't... I'm way too smart.

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I loved you as much as every human loves their soulmate, such a shame I was never yours.

[abcestequiero]

“Haz lo que quieras, todo me da lo mismo”

[letters-to-life-blog1]

Dear 5 yr old me,

Wed. May 31 2017

I chose you to write to first for a very important reason. The only reason that matters really. Looking back at my life, all the shit thats happened that you have no clue is to come. All the shit that you imagined happening and then quickly dispelled in hopes that the people around you knew better... its all going to happen. Out of every year, every milestone, every trauma, I thought that you would be the most important to write to first because I feel like I could learn the most from you. My initial reaction is to warn and protect you from the next 15 years of your life, but you wouldnt have any of it. Ive tried to convince myself before that the only reason you were stronger then than I am now is because you were innocent and oblivious to how fucked up everything really was. But, I always come back to the fact that you basically held an entire family together, kept a house running, kept yourself alive and thriving, and still managed to be an abominable spark of sunshine that infected everybody you came across. So, I know that even if you knew everything that waited for you ahead, there wouldnt be a single crack in your spirit.

One of the things I love about you is how intuitive and brilliant you are despite your age. You are going to hear this SO MANY TIMES in the future, but you are so wise beyond your years. As I write this letter and sit and dwell in the sorrow of how you will have to endure the next 15 years, I have an overwhelming vision in my head of you sitting next to me on this bed right now giving me advice and comforting me. Thats who you are to your core. You give your heart and your love without question, without expectations, without limits, without selfishness. You don't even know what selfishness is because it is so far from what you are. You cant even fathom the idea of mistreating or not taking care of someone. So as I remember all the times you sat with mom for hours and begged her to stop, sat with dad and begged him to fix things, sat with both of them and begged them to fix each other and the family, know that you were being heard and you were making an impact. It wont show in any way, shape or form, but know that it did.

Sometimes, I will and still feel like I lost myself. Know that YOU are my true self, inside and out. Know that when I feel like parts of me are changing or that I see something in me that I don't like - thats coming from comparing it to who you are. Your heart, your humor and laugh, your carefree and fun personality, your intellect and intuition. Your strength, your power, your influence, your faith, your hope, your impact. All of it is absolutely perfect.

I want to say sorry for what you have to go through, what I will put you through as well, but I know you wouldnt want me to feel bad. So, I will say thank you. Thank you for being there for me when nobody else was, but also for being there for everybody else when you were barely getting by. You are the foundation to all things that I have faced in life. You were your own rock then, and you are still my rock now. I look up to you. I love you.

Thank you and never lose that smile

Love always, 20 year old you

[robynwarnedesigns]

This shirt I painted way back in 1990 sums up my day. First serious cold in awhile is kicking my butt. Though it's my head that feels like it's being punted around. #sinusheadache #headcold #sadlettering #paintedtshirt #throwback

[profoundlovelypanda]

''Don't try to wake me in the morning, cause i will be gone''

Asleep (The Smiths)

[sabrinahong-blog]

What I have so far from this term’s CG Animation class. 

[common-man]

K Ragavan

Senior citizen

HAL may redeem itself only with improved technical expertise. Such a reputed establishment losing its grip is sadLetter in BM on 8Feb 19

[kgsg2710m]

Lo que callamos los desastres...

No sé cómo explicar mi manera de ser a veces puedo ser tan fría y decir palabras hirientes como también ser dulce y amable que hasta yo misma me aburro. Quizás odio a las personas sensibles pero también me gustan.

A mí me gusta todo o nada, lo bueno o malo de mí es que yo soy intensa, me considero así porque siento que lo soy, soy alguien que se vuelve tonta cuando se enamora, me gusta tener metas pero se me hace díficil mantener mis estados de ánimo, me odio y me amo a la vez. Me gustan lo dulce y lo salado, también me gusta aquellos hombres fríos que son puros de corazón, pero a la vez quiero que sea dulce conmigo, lo sé es díficil entenderme.

Quisiera una linda historia de amor o también preferiría una perversa historia de amor, conmigo no sé sabe.

Quiero estudiar una carrera que me ayude a ganar dinero pero también quiero una carrera en la cual pueda ayudar a las personas que más lo necesitan.

Quiero tantas cosas pero a la vez no quiero.

Quiero morirme pero también no quiero hacerlo.

¿Alguien logrará entenderme?

Nunca.

[eyekillpeople]

cut out my heart and drain my veins of every memory we shared i want to go away no longer welcome in this life

[kgsg2710m]

...

Pienso en ti como si aquello fuera mi razón de existir, pienso en todos los momentos que podría pasar contigo y créeme cuando te diga que se me hace díficil dejar de pensar en ti, porque ya lo he intentado y mi contumaz mente no me permite hacerlo.

Mis pensamientos te tienen y me envuelven haciendo que me gustes más, quizás no hoy pero poco a poco pienso superarte.

Quiero que cuando llegué aquel día pueda volver a ser la misma chica que te ve como a un amigo más, pero poco poco porque no puedo hacerlo tan rápido.

Quiero eliminar preguntas tontas como: "¿Porque no soy suficiente para ti?" O "¿Porqué no puedo entrar en tu corazón?"

Todo a su tiempo, esperaré que el tiempo me de la razón y resuelva mis dudas...