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The silver color of the thread begins to fill with more golden light. (requested by @overnighttosunflowers)
#critical role#criticalroleedit#imodna#southerngothic#laudna#imogen temult#gifs#*#*cr#*request#*parallel#cr3#ship: imodna#laudna cr#raven queen cr#cr meta#*meta#scheduled#1h41m c3e77#4h35m c3e109#i hope this turned out okay! i was a lil sad i couldn't make some more direct parallels while also preserving the integrity of the scenes#but i think they're still there. you just have to look a lil closer#there's so much here. laudna barely able to even wrap her head around the idea of being whole again#what does this mean? who am i if not the dead thing i always thought i was?#vs. imogen smiling so quickly and brightly bc she /always/ knew it was true. she /always/ believed this would happen#she just needed proof and what better proof than the goddess of fate herself saying your fate has yet to be written#AND THE ROOM FILLS WITH HOPE. WAAAAH!!!!!
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i finished it, was kicked out of the game, and then spent the next 10 minutes drawing this. i will now go take a shower, most likely cry, and then go through the emotional turmoil of convincing myself to reset so i can do a geno run. i hate it here :D
#undertale yellow#uty#my art#<- ifg#spoilers under these tags beware. although it is mostly just me being very very sad#that entire thing was heart wrenching. anyways#CEROBAS FIGHT??? HELLO???#i had to exit out of it the first time (i got to the last phase) to get better items but i came back and won pretty quickly#but THE CUTSCENES?!?!?#JFC NO WONDER THIS WOMANS SO MESSED UP. HER HUSBAND PRACTICALLY DIED IN HER ARMS AND THE LAST THING HE LEFT HER WITH- HIS DYING WISH- COULD#ONLY BE FULFILLED BY PUTTING THEIR ONLY CHILD IN DEATHS WAY. AND THEN WHEN SHE TOOK THAT RISK THE WORST THING HAPPENED AND SHE NOW HAS TO#LIVE WITH THE GUILT OF BEING THE ONE TO. MOST LIKELY. KILL HER ONE AND ONLY DAUGHTER#ALL THE WHILE SHE WAS PUSHING AWAY HER CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND AND CONVINCING HERSELF THAT SHE WAS IN THE RIGHT TO SACRIFICE CLOVER WHO HAD#BEEN ONLY KIND MERCIFUL AND JUST THIS WHOLE TIME. EVEN TO THOSE WHO WERE TRYING TO KILL THEM. FUCK.#AAND WHEN CLOVER HUGGED HER I DOUBLED OVER IRL BC *THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED TO DO IN THAT MOMENT* I HATE IT (read: love it) HERE#n dont even get me STARTED on after that. when clover started moving on their own and the gd white screen came up and we got flashbacks of#everyone's words. thats when the tears rlly started coming bc it clicked for me. 'oh. this is it. isn't it?' and IT WAS#WHEN THEY GAVE THEIR FUCKIGN HAT AND GUN AWAY TO MARTLET AND STARLO WELL THATS WHEN I REALLY STARTED CRYING#AAND THE GROUP HUGG#I WAS SOBBING WHENEVER I HAD TO WATCH THEM CRAWL UP AGAINST THE WALL AND DIE AND HAVE FLOWEYS WORDS PLAY OVERHEAD#AND THE FUCKOGN#THE F U C K I N G#AFTEWRCREDITS SCENE WHERE WE GOT THE 'You heard someone calling for help. You answered.' I GOT CHILLS SO BAD#to think that all the other souls have stories just as expansive and emotional as clover n frisks. how fucked up is that. in a good way tho#and finally the last scene where we got all 4 of our main friends sending us off in waterfall and we see clovers items end up in the dump#just waiting to be found by bratty and catty. fucken hell man this was a masterpiece#anyways time to reset and obliterate everyone and never emotionally recover from that ever!! really is feeling like 2016-17 again w the way#this game has me sobbing my eyes out and feeling the guilt of knowing that i dont HAVE to kill them all but im too curious not to#oh well. at least i have the balls to do it this time around instead of letting a youtuber do it for me ig
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Once your vessel has been shattered.... this is what remains?
I have been trying to draw this scene since the day I saw this episode. And ever time I tried, it never felt right, it never flowed, it never did what I wanted it to do. I think this is my 4th or 5th attempt.
I think I finally figured it out.
Timelapse below the cut.
#mp100#mob psycho 100#mogami arc#???%#shigeo kageyama#yes i know the style is so similar to my other drawing i just posted#there is something about this style i never have painted so quickly in my life. It just...somehow works for me.#it is bringing me joy#i'm gonna be drawing this style for awhile#part of me wants to sit on this#the other part is like fuck yeah#I am really#really happy with this#this is what happens when my husband isn't here i get sad and then I DRAW EMOTIONS#GREAT FOR ART#NOT FOR HEART#my art#hay i remembered the time lapse this time#redraw#screencap redraw
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Recently extinct species make me sad for all the usual and normal reasons (loss of life, biodiversity and unique life forms that experienced the world wholly uniquely and acted in it like no other, to name three), but a big thing that also makes me so sad is the forgetting that comes right after. Many endangered species are greatly ignored to begin with whilst alive of course, which is awful, but the way that extinction also causes us to forget. A species could’ve been so abundant a hundred years ago, people would’ve used a fish species or a tasty plant for food, or parents would’ve warned their children to not put a poisonous toadstool or insect in their mouth, a diver would exclaim, “Aha!” after emerging from the shallows holding an especially big bivalve, or someone making a species diary would sketch out a local bird or fasten a single flower to the page. But.. then the species goes extinct. It doesn’t exist anymore. None of these events, these actions happen anymore. Not with these species. The people who had these experiences dwindle out and they may not even realise that their experiences were among the last of their kind. And we forget.
#i was thinking about the new zealand greyling which was once abundant#the maori people used to fish it and use it for food#for generations upon generations this fish species was their normal#but now it is just gone#could they have guessed that this will happen? that their everyday food item would go extinct one day#i was also thinking about the atlantic sturgeon and how it went regionally extinct in the baltic#the old northern europe people knew sturgeons. heck we had them less than a hundred years ago still#it was a native fish just like any other. just like salmon and trout#now? no one talks about them#they are forgotten#we dont learn about them alongside the perch and the pike and the roach and the trout#they are a mystery of a time gone by here#and it makes me so sad… how quickly we forget. we shouldnt
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thanks choso from jujutsu kaisen
#choso#myart#jujutsu kaisen#jjk spoilers#jjk 259#was he a terrible teacher? yes. did he kill innocent people? yes. did he contribute much of anything in the fight against sukuna?#…no. and that’s okay. sometimes ur there to be supportive and also die for yuuji#it happens#this is the first death in jjk that I haven’t been annoyed at in a good while 😭 it did make me very sad however#I was ok with higuruma too tbh but I was disappointed with how quickly the story moved past his domain#and this one was the first since nobara I was emotional over#id in alt#jjk manga spoilers
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I think tumblr underestimated how fervently we would all start booping each other. I genuinely don't think they expected people to have their meters maxing out this quickly
#im seeing people get all 3 badges insanely quickly too#i think the global meter will probably be maxed out by the time i wake up tomorrow#and im kinda sad ill have missed whatever the thing that inevitably happens when it does get maxed out is#juno.txt#boop#booping
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Isat au where everything's the same except siffrin has nagito komaeda luck
Good luck following the script when the universe is actively working against stage directions bitch
#isat#isat spoilers#tagging spoilers just in case#one loop siffrin has very bad luck (or good luck depending on how you see it) and gets the ghost event at the very first opportunity possib#possibl3#some loops he can breeze through the house because his luck decided to be good and make it so theres not a lot of sadnesses around#some loops takes a super long time due to constant battles#maybe siffrin got lucky the very first time hes in the library and tripped into the wall and his elbow hit the switch to the secret library#so mira got the shield early and they didnt lose to the King the first time#(cue loop fuming at seeing siffrin beating on his first try)#(its okay loop siffrin will absolutely die the next time they beat the king since theyll probably forget to get the shield and not know the#carrot method)#things change every loop though#mostly small things though like maybe one loop some plates falls on siffrins foot#sometimes big things happen but they never happen again even if siffrin loops to right before it happens#regardless every loop is different but not different enough to save siffrin#and i imagine it would just become annoying quickly#sorry siffrin but youre fun to torture
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I can never hate you. I can be angry at you, I can curse your name and convince myself that I want you dead, but I will never be able to hate you. Do you mean so much to me that I can never truly erase you from my mind? Why must I be cursed to love you for as long as I live? Why can’t I let myself fall into that, into you, and move on from all the terrible things in our past? Why am I doomed to love you; why are you inevitable to me? My love, why can I not move on? And why… why do I not wish to? I love being stuck on you, our push and pull and ancient history and splintered love, I want you in every shape of the word and I do not want to die unless you are beside me, to lead me on. My body and soul belong to you and my heart cannot rid itself of your name.
#what even is this#I wrote it quickly#because idk what’s gonna happen in these last two episodes#and I want to pretend like I’m right#so that I’m not drenched in sadness if I am wrong#anyway guys#I’m gonna go jump off a bridge now#agatha all along#agathario#vidarkness#agatha harkness#rio vidal#agatha x rio#rio x agatha#katherine hahn#aubrey plaza
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Oops I did not mean to go missing for a month did I miss anything important??
I know I’m very very late to the party but I would just like to express!! how in love I am!! with this Matthew and Oscar art!! I can’t wait for my baby to get the be the protagonist of his own story 🥹🥹
#sorry for disappearing#it will happen again#it’s sad how quickly those tags pop up for me when I start typing them lol#the shadowhunter chronicles#tsc#cassandra clare#seasons of shadowhunters#matthew fairchild
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i am such a clown. decided to make stickers for my siblings even though i have ZERO design skills or knowledge of any programs that allow you to rotate text except for powerpoint. so i made them in powerpoint. (this took, mmmm, maybe 6-8 hours btw.) then had to find a website that would print and mail these stickers to me. no i don't want 50 stickers. i want one circle sticker and one rectangle sticker. oh that's not an option anybody wants to give me? okay then i guess i will buy 16 circle stickers (the least offered) and 50 rectangle stickers (the least offered. why not 16 also? a mystery). one of the designs is for my sibling's band, so if they like it theoretically they could use the stickers as merch or something lol. but i'm not holding my breath, on account of the aforementioned lack of design skills. i get away with a lot among my family because they're all so willing to react to my questionable creations with aww look, she Tried! but that probably doesn't work for strangers who are fans of my sibling's band. so i guess they will just have 49 extra stickers that they can idk stick to streetlight poles or something. not my problem.
#i originally designed them on graph paper. with like a compass and everything#i learned something new today!! apparently you can curve a text box around a circle!!!!!! that saved me some time#this all came about because my sister was telling me how sad she was that she lost her water bottle because it had a sticker on it#that she had gotten from her travels. and i was like awesome i'll just make her a new one#girl what! you don't know how to do that!!! CLOWNNNNNN#also i don't actually know what the original sticker looked like lol which is probably for the best so i can't 1) plagiarize#or 2) compare my shoddy workmanship to that of an actual professional#i thought about commissioning an actual graphic designer to do this but i quickly got overwhelmed with logistics#and it's so close to christmas i didn't really want to deal with the timeline issue#i really should have done this three months ago but of course i procrastinated#anyway. the website kept being like are you SURE you positioned that image correctly?#and i was like nope! but i don't know what else to do so let's just try it and see what happens :)#it looked fine in the preview. living on the edge over here. the extreme sport of sticker designing
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i just want to write some kind of fucked up shit and then finish it and post it and then feel i've done something😭
#all the things i have in-progress seem like they'd take a long time to finish#ie more than a week#what happened to the days when i could just write something horrible quickly wahhhhh#all of these fics are taking way too much time and effort for the likely response / feedback they'll get#i've arrived at a point where i think of three comments as “doing really well” but the time the fics take is just stupid in that context#(this is part of why i'm so bitter about people thinking short fic is automatically “low effort” on the writer's part)#(i fucking wish it was!!!)#and then it takes even longer because sadness makes me not want to work on the fics that already took too long to write :(#it just feels kind of... not quite 'pointless' but kind of that#maybe what i mean is this all feels like very unwise time/effort investments on my part#weirdly (?) it's not that i think my fics are bad i just think nobody likes them. but mostly the mcu ones. i'm okay about the rest now.
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Bad time of it, all things considered (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#Blood#Just a bit but y'know - Enough#It honestly made me So sad that it took until his canonmates saw it happen that someone /finally/ acknowledged his spontaneous cuts D:#Like I get it it's dark and it's hard to see but his skin just opened up and he made a noise about it! The possible danger!!#And then by that point he's just so used to everyone ignoring it that their concern for him is barely even a factor weh ZEX ;;#Plus it's just a cool effect haha - sudden blood from nothing! Very rich mental movement#At least Max had someone concerned for him about it <3 Not that he could do anything about it but even just the validation of seeing it!#He has enough cuts on him :( Poor tenderized flesh#He gets all crabby from being sore from healing constantly haha :'D Of course he would!#One thing I found very interesting was the scar sidedness :0 Most of the examples in the gallery have his scar and missing eye opposite#But that's not necessarily the case! I actually scoured mid-read and there /are/ a couple instances of matching side!#They're very tiny so I overlooked them upon first viewing hehe ♪ But they're there! It's very interesting to me!#I like the aesthetics of the opposite - probably because I'm more used to it lol - but I can see the appeal and reasoning for the other way#I do honestly enjoy how much is open to interpretation and allowance uwu♪ And what's consistent! Like how it's always his right eye :D#That tracks hehe ♫#Haha his meeting with his delightfully inept counselor - I'm pretty sure I was actually more angry about his supposed injury than he was#He chilled out pretty quickly while I was just - A Scratched Cornea??? The disrespect!!#So happy with his eyebrow expression on that one as well ah <3#It really does make me curious for how the staff is kept there - they don't /seem/ malicious during the day! But they're also unaware#It's interesting where the lines of reality are between everyone :D Very interesting ♪#Capping off with another song my playlist is looking quite healthy now hehe#Flagpole Sitta is one of those songs that only comes up for me every half dozen years or so but when it Does - phewph#It is /such/ a ZEX song to me now hehe <3 The flirtiness and exasperation - the defeatism even! So many killer lines#I think my favourite is ''I'm not sick but I'm not well'' ask me to read into that I will I'm gonna I'll do it even if you don't ask me lol#So fun to draw those lapses in control the poor dear ♥#The digital reconstruction there was a lot of fun as well actually :D I think I nailed it :3 Pulled around from all over the page! Pleased ♪
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Sam republican speedrun Any% Rufus skip
#gen v#gen v spoilers#gen v sam#how did that happen so quickly#blink and youll miss it#sad white boys for trump#apparently#the boys#sam riordan#gen v amazon
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#sorry im thinking abt death again#because it's weird to think that ive been in the room. maybe a meter away from someone as they died#that someone being my mom. its just weird. the time in the hospital feels like it happened in some dark little pocket universe detached from#time. a calm room and then the soft blips of a monitor then the nurse rushing in to say she'd passed#i dont kno y ppl use that phrase: passed on. i mean i do. it softens the topic. makes it sound peaceful. ive yet to use it. i just say she#died bc thats what happened. is that insensitive? i dunno. when i was home i realized that i come off as much stranger than i think. the way#my family see me doesnt fit how i see myself. i dont kno what to do with that. i dunno. theyre all together today#for an early easter. and im halfway across the country again. nose so stuffy ive had to mouth breathe for the last 3 days#and again. everything feels the same as it did before but also profoundly different. sometimes i cry in the mornings. or when i think abt#future vacations she wont be there for. bc in the end she quickly slipped away in a way that couldn't be described as peaceful until her#last half a day. and all i can think about in that tiny room is how scary it would be to lose control like that#and how its not fair and she didnt deserve to die only halfway through a lifetime. but its not about fair and its not about deserving.#sometimes bad things just happen. that's life. and now i own a book called motherless daughters. and now im standing with the countless#others who've lost their moms too early. ive already become aware of 3 ppl in my daily life who are in the same club#i keep thinking about this moment that happened between my parents at the hospital. apparently my dad was helping her get cleaned up and her#stomach was so bloated she looked like she had a bby in there. which my dad said. and my mom apparently said: but it's a baby no one want. i#dont kno y that upsets me so much. all the things i heard abt her being in the hospital before i got there upset me. and the rest of my#family was there to see it. so i have the least traumatic version of the story. and i got almost 27 years with her. except my sisters#probably got more time with her bc i spent so much time away. or maybe not. i dunno.#i dunno. im just sad that shes gone and sad that it was drawn out even a little bit. 6 days isnt long but im sure it felt like an eternity.#again not fair. nothings fair. 53 years of unfairness culminating in a tragedy. she would hate me characterizing it like that. she lived a#full life as they say. full with an asterisk on account of length#unrelated
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it’s one of those nights where i want to be curled up on the lap of someone i trust while my run their fingers through my hair
#can i be very honest with you. i’m scared of letting this happen because i have a lot issues i know would quickly cause clinginess#and not the “cute” kind. the desperate sad anxious fearful-avoidant kind#man. i need to heal. but the longer i’m alone the longer i realize i can’t heal alone. i will never put that on a partner but i do need irl#friends and community to navigate things with when appropriate#a knee way#t4t yearning
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do you guys think if i'm having one of those Days /neg mirage would cheer me up :(
#xelle.gush#i'm not. exactly sad but i'm not exactly happy either#nothing really happening to make me feel like this but my energy has been. also Off today#it's always that one f/o. who happens to circle in my brain when i get sad. it's always them who quickly carves a special place in my heart#and it's mirage :( i get so sad frequently these days and he's been there for me through it#ughhhh#i just love him so much. he means a lot to me :(#r!fo: mirage
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