#sad bois

[quelfabulous]

My sword for them.

[afterlife-2004]

I JUST CAME TO A REALISATION-

[navy-scribble]

Forgot to post here so.... here's some clotto angst

Hehehehehe >:]

Otto belongs to @felsicveins

[tssaii]

Caleb with his Kryn friend

(posted this on twitter way back July 2022. Feels timely to post this here now after The Mighty Nein Reunited hihi)

[caliburn-not-calculator]

Felt the need to give this to my good fellows not on the hellsite

[wigglys-dikrats]

it’s my second starkid-iversary and god wow has so much happened since last time i made this kind of commemorative post

i’m blown away by the incredible world of starkid every single day and the awesome community we have here

because of starkid i’ve gotten into tin can bros, shipwrecked comedy, pulp musicals, smosh, and met some of the most mind-blowingly amazing people i could ever imagine

very special shoutout to the wonderful group that is the blinky’s rewatch party discord server, it’s a privilege every day to get to call y’all my friends

and extra very special shoutout to the sad bois, you know who you are, you losers (whom i love with my entire heart, thank you for being fucking awesome literally all the time)

and thank you to that one random ass vine compilation i watched at 2am while high that had that clip from firebringer and got me curious enough to check it out and thank fuck i did because my life is forever changed by starkid and firebringer will always hold a very very special place in my heart for being the reason behind all this wonderful madness

tldr; i got into starkid two years ago today and i love you all

[xle-chatx]

Who’s ready for sad boi September/October??? We’re getting Brennen Lee Mulligan as Evan Kelmp on Dropout September 25, Nick and Charlie return to Tumblr on October 1 and Netflix October 3 😭😭😭

[cassafrasscr]

I'm a day late, but here's Ashrym Week Day 6. Coda to episode 79.

Prompts: Betrayed, Ashton's Arm, and WTFIUWT-Ashrym only.

Summary: Orym is lonely all the time. Especially at night. Ashton doesn't have to let him be lonely by himself, though.

Orym and Ashton have another talk after Nana Morri and FCG's therapy trials. They discuss some of the things that got said during the honesty challenge, and Orym confronts some complicated feelings.

[beautiful-fleshy-bisexual]

how dare takagin makes the best covers like this

[katriniac]

Dazai, Licht, Keith, and Kanetsugu all running into each other at a Blue October concert --

A friend recently introduced me to the band Blue October. (Yes, they've been around since 1995 and I've only heard of them just now.)

Each song I listen to brings to mind a character from the otome games I play (Tears of Themis, Ikemen Vampire, Ikemen Sengoku, Ikemen Prince, etc.)

Another song, another sad boi.

Dazai pops up more often than the rest because so many of the lyrics deal with suicidal thoughts, addiction, self-medicating, self-hatred, and depression. Especially during the song Hate Me. Also, Chameleon Boy suits Dazai very well.

But others pop into mind as well.

Keith is evoked when I listen to Picking Up Pieces. His awkwardness, the bought of fading in and out of consciousness, the constant anxiety of being good enough.

Kanetsugu, with his worry of letting his rage get the better of him? The song Fear captures that.

Luke (Tears of Themis, not IkePri) anticipating his impending death and he'll have to leave Rosa is summed up in I Hope You're Happy.

Licht ... well, we all know his deal ... there are many songs that fit him well.

Even Yoshimoto comes to mind when the lyrics speak of a world that no longer needs him.

Nokto's recklessness. Isaac's anxiety and struggle with being wanted. Charles's raw need for a love he doesn't understand. Arthur's worry about being good enough or worthwhile enough. Mitsuhide's pain of scrabbling in the darkness.

And so many other sad bois.

Blue October isn't really the sort of band that makes fun, happy songs you can blast at a party. It's the sort of music you listen to only on your earpods, in private.

So can you imagine the AWKWARDNESS when a bunch of our otome sad bois accidentally bump into one another at a Blue October concert?? 😅

There'd be a few seconds of weird silence. Keith and Licht staring at their feet. Kanetsugu quietly grinding his teeth. Finally Dazai exclaims something silly, to which Yoshimoto replies something equally inappropriate. And the ice is broken.

Like recognizes like.

*wants to hug them all*

[anakintwinkletoes]

you ever just watch a cringey, angsty, low-key hot skywalker meltdown scene and think to yourself: "I have GOT to get me a man that whines like that"????????

[void-imp]

aleksey!!!! jab!!!!

[thebestbreadbowl]

Some sad Simons

I litterally have not seen this man smile more than 3 times during all of Fionna and Cake

He's constantly depressed

And that's why I love him

[pastacatprod]

I compiled all of my sadboi Christmas songs into one video for your listening pleasure. Sit by the fire and let the confused emotions wash over you.

[altocat]

The Firsts (and Cloud) all have angsty, terrible nightmares! What are they?

Ooh...

-Angeal was always very close to his family, especially his Mom. He lost his (not biological) father before he enlisted in the Wutai War, but he would always dream of bad stuff happening to his mom and to Banora. Images from the war would flash in as well, the damage he did to innocent Wutai civilians now fully imposed over Banora. Everyone's dead. Everything's gone.

-Zack has those stupid nightmares you get where you're being humiliated in school. Dunce cap and everything. He forgot to do the right training exercises and now everyone thinks he's the worst soldier EVER! Angeal doesn't want to be his mentor anymore! They made a new rank for him --Soldier WORST-class! It's completely ridiculous and he wakes up grumbly afterwards.

-Genesis' nightmares are just windows to his insecurities. He's always being humiliated and disgraced, falling behind and being too weak to fight. He has to come home to his parents, having them taunt him to his face that they were right, that he will never be good enough or strong enough or smart enough. Always last. Always a failure. And Sephiroth moving out of reach, coldly telling him to never come near him ever again--he won't entertain such WEAK, pitiful company. Genesis is just an embarrassment to him. Gen always wakes up crying and it takes a long time to stop.

-Cloud dreams of getting Tifa hurt like he did before back when they were kids. She rejects him and never talks to him again. Even more so, all the other kids just laugh at him and tell him he's no good at anything. And then, beyond that, the fire. The endless fire all around him. Green eyes in the dark. And that unseen shadowy figure that taunts him and tells him there's nothing he can do. It's too late. It's all too late...

-Sephiroth's nightmares are vivid and intense. And, unfortunately, he has them almost every other week. It's always a multitude of different horrors. A terrifying red-eyes woman chasing him. Hojo looming overhead, hurting him, drowning him in a Mako tank. Something happening to Genesis or Angeal. But the absolute worst one is when the OTHER woman comes. Beautiful and soft and tender. Holding him. Cradling him. Telling him how much she loves him, how sorry she is, how she never wanted this. The feeling is agonizing, a raw pain he can't express or articulate, reaching for her, wanting to be with her forever. Please don't go. Please, please don't go...

But when he wakes up, there's no one. Just his shaking body alone beneath the blankets, clutching at ghosts, unsure what any of it means...

[hoples]

Found these two hanging out.

If anybody remembers my old Forced Fusion AU.

Here are some doodles for it. Where Mic came out more. The sad sad bois

yes the fusion ran away to feed their crippling addiction to boba tea and caffeine.