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lavender-creame · 14 days ago
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ooooh I love your stuff <3 how do you think the boys would be with a partner who's a virgin or hasn't orgasmed before?
SuperMega Boys with a Virgin
| Minors DNI | 18+ only | Ryan Magee x Reader- 880 words Matt Watson x Reader- 869 words Warnings: smut, nsfw, cursing, sex, loss of virginity
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Ryan Magee
If you ever told Ryan that you were a virgin—or that you’d never orgasmed before—he would take that as a responsibility. Not in a pressured way, not with urgency or expectation, but with this quiet, steady resolve. He makes it his mission to make it safe, pleasurable, and memorable for you. Something you look back on and feel cherished by. Because Ryan is a giver by nature. And the second he knows you trust him with something so important, he’s all in.
He’d talk to you first. There’s no rushing with him, ever. You’d be sitting next to him on the couch, or maybe curled up in bed together, and he’d be there with his arm draped around your waist. His hand would be warm where it rests on your stomach, thumb rubbing lazy circles into your hip bone as he speaks to you in that soft, reassuring tone only Ryan can manage.
“We don’t have to do anything you’re not comfortable with,” he says, low and slow, as if he’s got all the time in the world. His gaze flickers from your eyes to your lips and back again. “But if you want to… I’m gonna take real good care of you.”
Ryan’s touch is gentle but confident, and that’s what puts you at ease. There’s no fumbling, no hesitation, but he moves slow. Kissing you like he’s tasting you for the first time. His fingers brush down your arms and over your sides as if he’s mapping every inch of your skin—memorizing it. And every few seconds, he’s checking in, not in a way that makes it clinical or awkward, but naturally. His awareness of your body and your emotions is almost instinctive.
"Are you wanting to finally feel my fingers, baby?" he asks between long, steady licks against your throbbing bud. His breath is warm where it ghosts across your skin, his voice quiet but deep enough to make your stomach flip.
He doesn’t say it out loud, but he’s been reading you this whole time. He knows exactly how long to keep each action going—how long to circle his tongue around your clit before you start to whine, how long to kiss down your stomach before you lift your hips in silent begging. His patience isn’t just about going slow; it’s about keeping you right there, on the verge of something new and intense, without overwhelming you. And when you’re trembling and asking for more, he’s there, pushing you gently but firmly until you’re begging.
Ryan’s patience is unmatched when it comes to getting you off. His fingers are thick, warm, and skilled, and he uses them with such deliberate care, curling them slowly inside you, adjusting the angle until he finds that spot that makes your legs shake. His tongue moves in time with his fingers, and the whole time he’s talking to you, praising you in that low, husky voice.
“You’re doing so good for me, baby,” he whispers against your skin, kissing your inner thigh like it’s his favorite place in the world. “So fuckin’ perfect.”
He’s obsessed with watching you. He wants to see every reaction you have, from the way your lashes flutter to the way your hands scramble at the sheets when he makes you cum for the first time. And when you do, Ryan’s eyes darken, and that grin of his is somewhere between wicked and proud.
“That’s it,” he murmurs, voice thick with something almost reverent. “God, look at you…”
After, he doesn’t leave you for a second. His hands are on you, grounding you, stroking your hair. He holds you close, kisses your temple, and tells you how proud he is of you like it’s the most important thing in the world.
If you let him take your virginity, he’s slow, intimate, and careful, but never so careful that it feels disconnected. He’s there with you, watching your face with every gentle thrust, adjusting his pace based on your breaths and sounds. His favorite positions are the ones where he can keep you close and see you—missionary with your legs hooked over his shoulders, or you on top while he guides your hips with those big hands of his. Every time you shiver or moan, his breath catches in his throat, his hips stuttering.
“You feel so good,” he murmurs, eyes locked on yours. “You’re making me feel so good, baby.”
And the whole time, it’s about you. Making sure you feel safe. Making sure you feel loved while you feel good.
Afterward, Ryan’s already running you a bath or carrying you to the shower. He’s always quick about it but never rushed—just knows what you need. He sets you down on the edge of the tub and kneels in front of you, massaging shampoo into your scalp like he’s trying to wash the whole world away. His lips are soft against your shoulder, kissing across your skin as his hands work over you, slow and careful.
“You did so good for me,” he murmurs as he rinses your hair, his fingers combing gently through the strands. He brushes damp hair away from your face, his thumb tracing the curve of your cheek “Let me take care of you.”
And you know he means it—tonight, tomorrow, always.
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Matt Watson
When you tell Matt that you’re a virgin—or that you’ve never had an orgasm before—he doesn’t make a big deal out of it. You expect him to maybe joke around, maybe tease a little, but instead, he gets quiet in this way that makes you feel seen, not exposed. His gaze softens, and he smiles that slow, crooked grin that makes your heart race.
“Guess I’ll just have to ruin you for anyone else, huh?” he murmurs, trying to keep the mood light and unjudgemental.
But there’s heat behind it, something way more intense simmering under the surface. He takes it seriously—not in a tense or awkward way, but like it’s an honor. And he treats it that way the entire time.
Matt’s hands are on you before anything else. Those long fingers, careful but confident, slipping under your shirt like he’s feeling you for the first time—memorizing the curve of your waist, the dip of your spine. He keeps you close, his body warm and solid against yours, one hand bracing the back of your neck as he kisses you slow, coaxing. He’s in no rush. If anything, he drags it out just to watch you melt.
“You let me know if anything doesn’t feel good, yeah?” he says, brushing his thumb across your bottom lip. “I mean it.” His voice dips lower when he adds, “But I’m pretty sure I can make you feel amazing.”
Matt’s a tease, he'd always be a tease, but think time he is kind and so to only tease in ways that make you laugh, make you relax. He kisses your neck, teeth grazing just enough to make you gasp, and you feel his smile against your skin. He loves that. Loves pulling those reactions out of you. But he never pushes. He’s good at sensing where you’re at, constantly checking in with the way he touches you, the way he looks at you.
When it comes to getting you off for the first time, Matt is focused. He moves down your body with slow kisses, his breath warm on your skin. His hands slide between your thighs, spreading them gently, and when he settles between them, it’s like he’s found his favorite place on earth.
“You’re shaking,” he murmurs, sounding more proud than concerned. “You’re so sensitive already. Fuck.”
His fingers are long, and he takes his time with them. He doesn’t rush to push inside you, just traces soft circles around your clit with one hand while the other holds your thigh open. When he finally does press a finger into you, he groans low in his throat.
“So tight,” he breathes. “You’re fuckin’ perfect.” Matt works you open slowly, patiently, watching your face every second. He murmurs constant praise—“That’s it, baby. You’re doing so good for me.”—his voice rougher with each word.
He’ll take you right to the edge and slow down, just to hear you beg. But the second you ask, the second you tell him you need it? He gives it to you. No hesitation.
And when you cum for the first time? It wrecks him. The way your body tenses, the sounds you make—he’s hooked. He slows everything down, easing you through it, but there’s a wild pride in his eyes when you open them again.
“Look at you,” he whispers, wiping a thumb over your cheekbone. “So fuckin’ gorgeous when you fall apart.”
If you let him be the first to fuck you, he’s careful, so gentle you'd think he's afraid. He’s there with you, guiding you through it, kissing you between soft moans of your name. He holds your hand as he slides into you, slow but deep, watching every reaction. His forehead presses against yours when he’s fully seated inside, his breath ragged.
“Jesus, baby… you feel so good.”
His favorite thing is watching you. He wants to see the exact moment you relax around him, the moment you start to enjoy it. He groans every time you squeeze around him, his hands holding your hips like you might float away.
“Doing so good,” he whispers. “You’re taking me so well.”
And he’s not rushing toward his own release. He’s focused on you. Making sure it’s as good as it can be, that you feel wanted and adored the entire time.
Afterwards, Matt’s all about aftercare. He cleans you up gently, using tissues or warm cloths from his bedside drawer. He keeps a bottle of water on the nightstand and hands it to you like it’s instinct, rubbing slow circles into your thigh while you drink.
“You good, baby?” he asks quietly, and when you nod, he grins, leaning in to kiss you sweetly.
But he doesn’t stop there. Matt always puts on something dumb on TV afterward—something familiar and comforting—and pulls you into his lap, your head resting against his shoulder. He runs his fingers through your hair, tracing your scalp softly as you relax. And every so often, he looks down at you, that soft expression back on his face.
“Told you I’d take care of you,” he murmurs, pressing another kiss to your forehead. “And I’m not done.”
He won’t let you go for the rest of the night, holding you close, protective in a way that makes you feel safe enough to drift off completely.
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littleskeletonprincessss · 1 year ago
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MASTERLIST
This is purely for my own convenience but you're welcome to use it.
💲 Schlatt: 💲
Schlatt Thoughts/Pictures
He's a munch
Better for you
Wedding HCs
Housewife rant
Moaning for him
Step Bro Schlatt
Step Bro Schlatt pt 2
Blurb
Slow Kissing HCs
Pitching a Tent HCs
Anniversary
Dolly Reader
Vague HC
Blurb
Christmas Fluff
Sick
Sick child HCs
Sunburned HCs
Schlatt x SingleMom! Reader
Happy Birthday
🥛 Ted: 🥛
Blurb
Blurb
Christmas Fluff
Fiancée
DILF
🍃 Swaggersouls: 🍃
Blurb
There's been an accident
Christmas Fluff
Dating HCs
Bored
Woken Up
When you're overwhelmed
NSFW HCs
NSFW Blurb
Idiot
Friends
Drunk
🐼 Sapnap: 🐼
He's a munch
Vague HC
Newsies Persona
Vague HC
Blurb
Christmas Fluff
👓 GeorgeNotFound: 👓
The British are coming
Newsies Persona
Blurb
Christmas Fluff
💚 Dreamwastaken: 💚
Daughters Name
Wedding HCs
Newsies Persona
Vague HC
Memory
NSFW Wedding HCs
Blurb
Comforting Dream
Christmas Fluff
Tooth Rotting Fluff
🤖 Ryan Magee: 🤖
I love you
Buzzed
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bunnyychi · 5 months ago
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DISCLAIMER & MASTERLIST
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This is an RPF-Account
As you can see from the heading, my account is and will feature real-person-fiction. If you have a problem with that then please leave my blog.
I will not tolerate any hate toward my work or that of others simply because they write RPF but I do want to set a couple important boundaries of what I think is acceptable with RPF and what I think is not:
PLEASE DO NOT:
Do not treat the people that are being written about like they are objects, specifically sexual objects. That means that I don't want someone to express their carnal desire to do X-Sexual-Action with X-Person. Please keep that to yourself.
Please do not engage in stalker-like behaviour with real people. Too often I see low quality zoomed in pictures of someone who didn't want to be filmed with comments that are often similar to my first point.
These people are still real people like you and me and I know, because my wattpad days have taught me, that sometimes it is easy to get lost in a crush on someone. Especially when they are actively responding to fans and putting out content.
That being said; Yes. I do plan on writing smut but I will be respectful and put warnings on NSFW chapters. I hope I do not need to explain that writing smut and objectification of someone is not the same.
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Masterlist
{ ♡ = smut; ☆ = suggestive; ❀ = fluff; ☾ = angst; 🕯 = slow burn; }
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ONESHOTS
Ryan Magee x Reader {Supermega}
❀ Red Lipstick
☆ Officer?
❀ You made me a poet
The Witcher {The Witcher/ all media)
☾ Your Voice Remains
{Kaer Morons} Brother Love
OneyPlays Crew x Reader {OneyPlays}
❀; ☆ The Most Wonderful Time of The Year
Zach Hadel x Reader {OneyPlays}
☾; ❀ A Quarter to Something
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MULTICHAPTER
Zach Hadel x Reader {OneyPlays}
🕯 A Heartstruck Collision
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bigassbowlingballhead · 8 months ago
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What you looking at, Ryan?
he's just like me. can't take his eyes off a beautiful man's big fat hairy thighs.
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ghxstlike · 2 years ago
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my ao3!
i know i haven’t written here in a long time, and i’m so sorry for that! i am changing to ao3, since i like their lay-out better and it’s more organized. i’ll still post headcanons (maybe) every now and again, but at the moment i’m working on two pieces right now!
one is a fnaf x reader. it’s about reader being the second security guard and being stuck in the building for the night. smut and chaos ensues!
the other one is ryan magee x reader. it’s about the ac being broken in the supermegaplex! smut and other chaos ensues.
my ao3 is ghxstlike! hopefully these intrigue you <3
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ao3feed-themartian · 3 years ago
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kink-tober 2021
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3Ghb8lA
by gaymustard
32 fluff/smut works for the end of the year. enjoy.
Words: 528, Chapters: 1/33, Language: English
Series: Part 1 of sluttober 2021
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, The Martian (2015), Zach Stone Is Gonna Be Famous, Squid Game (TV 2021), Knives Out (2019)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: M/M, Other
Characters: Original Characters, Dan Avidan, Mark Watney, Ryan Magee, Travis | Traves, Greg LeBlanc, Jeremy Harrington, Mark Fischbach, Hasan Piker, Ethan Nestor, will neff, Matt Watson, Ludwig Ahgren, Charlie | Cr1TiKaL | Penguinz0, Kappa Kaiju (Video Blogging RPF)
Relationships: Dan Avidan & Reader, Mark Watney/Reader, Ryan Magee & You, Mark Fischbach/Ethan Nestor, Mark Fischbach & Ethan Nestor, Travis | Traves/You, greg leblanc/reader, Jeremy Harrington/You, Mark Fischbach/You, Hasan Piker/You, will neff/you, OC/You, Ethan Nestor & You, Seong Gihun & Reader, Ryan Magee/Matt Watson, Ludwig Ahgren/You, Charlie | Cr1TiKaL | Penguinz0/You, Matt Watson/You, Kappa Kaiju (Video Blogging RPF)/Original Character(s)
Additional Tags: Wall Sex, no beta we die like seraphims, Hair-pulling, Sex Toys, Spanking, Knifeplay, Deepthroating, Pillow Talk, Size Kink, Rain Sex, Hate Sex, enemies to sneaky links, Lingerie, Praise Kink, Begging, Suit Sex, Worship, First Kiss, Collars, Gun Kink, Masturbation, Accidental Stimulation, Choking, Prostitution, Overstimulation, Petplay, Wax Play, thigh riding, Window Sex, Spicy Food, Breeding, Sharing Clothes, Corruption, Drunken Confessions, Age Difference, sluttober 2021
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3Ghb8lA
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masterkief · 4 years ago
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request: Bruh that last one was 🔥 omg Are you still taking requests? Maybe the reader has anxiety & he helps her when she gets overwhelmed at a party or something (maybe smut idk 😂😈) 💕💕💕
I luv u @cornye-west I hope u luv this too 🥺 there’s not a whole lot of smut but it gets steamy pls forgive me.
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Fuck I hated parties.
Watching from a distance, my friends were at the kitchen island throwing back shots of gross, cheap liquor. I could taste it from all their expressions afterward and heaved a bit to myself.
I really hated parties...
With everyone more focused on the booze than with what I was doing, I quietly slipped away to the front porch. Sighing, I sat on the steps and pulled a cigarette from my pack.
“Y/N?”
My insides jumped, the smoke from my cig coating my lungs..forcing a cough out. Stifling the sound of my organs spilling from my throat, I turned to see who spooked me.
“Christ Ryan.” I breathed, flicking ash from my cigarettes burning cherry.
He chuckled and tapped the back of my head playfully.
“You’re such a baby Y/N.” He teased as he sat on the porch chair that was to the left of me.
Shifting on the cool cement, I faced him; taking another drag from my smoke.
“I’m THE baby.” I jokingly corrected him with a childlike tone.
He mouthed the words “oh my god” and lit a cig of his own.
“Enjoying the party?” He asked, exhaling.
My eyes met his before I let them roll into the back of my head.
“I love you and Matt to death.” I stated, throwing my dead smoke towards the street, “But parties just aren’t my thing, you know that.”
Standing, I strode in Ryan’s direction.
“You okay?” He asked, concern draping his voice.
I sighed and playfully ran my fingers through his hair, messing it up on purpose.
“My anxiety is zooming.”
Ryan swatted my hand away and slapped my ass before I straddled the porch railing next to him; staring out to take in the distant city’s lights.
“Wanna go to my place?” He suggested, his voice sounding far off as I zoned out on the city.
“Y/N?”
I hadn’t even noticed that I ignored his suggestion...my mind wondering off. His voice still lingered in my head and after a minute I turned towards him.
“Do. You. Want. To. Go. To. My. Place?” He repeated in a mocking tone.
After another second I thought about telling him no, but considered the alternative of being bored and anxious alone at home so I silently nodded with a grin.
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“You really didn’t have to leave just cause of me.” I said once Ryan and I had gotten into his apartment.
Spotting Lego sprawled near the tv, I absentmindedly went to him and plopped myself onto the floor to give him attention.
“You seemed on edge.”
I turned to watch him sit on his couch, propping his legs up on the coffee table.
“You’re too good to me Magee.” I praised, rubbing Lego’s stomach.
“Well besides Matt, you’re my best friend Y/N.” Ryan flipped on the tv.
Deciding food was more important Lego left me, slowly making his way towards his food bowl in the kitchen. Forcing myself up from the floor I floated to the couch Ryan was currently occupying, falling onto it lazily next to him. I wrapped my arm over his stomach and rested my head on his shoulder; snuggling into him.
“You’re my fave Ry.” I cooed, my mind finally at peace.
He stretched his arm out behind me, laying it over my shoulders.
“Scary movie?” He asked, relaxing against me.
“Make it extra campy and gory please.” I said, chuckling.
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We made it through 2 and a half movies before deciding we had had enough.
“Wanna fuck around on Red Dead?” He suggested turning the tv off.
Stretching, I nodded. I really didn’t feel like leaving just yet so I quietly followed Ryan to his room. Settling on his bed, we went back to maintain the same position we had been on his couch as he turned his Xbox on. My eyes were getting heavy by the time Ryan had completed the part of the story mission he was working on.
“Y/N.”
Ryan’s whisper barely made its way through my brain. I gave him a barely audible “what” and suddenly felt him maneuver his way out from my grasp. He got up, did whatever he needed to do and eventually I felt him crawl back into bed; my body facing away from him now. His arm snakes over my waist and he pulled me into him.
“You’re sure you’re okay?” He said into my ear.
I smiled to myself and wiggled my butt against his groin.
“Always with you Magee.” I breathed, taking his hand in mind and pulling it up towards my chest.
Thinking sleep would consume me quickly with how comfortable I finally was, the restlessness that came instead frustrated me. Ryan pulled me into him more, picking up on my sleeplessness...his breath on my neck waking me more.
“Y/N just relax.” He breathed.
I ground my ass into him.
“Make me.” I joked, squeezing his hand that was still laced with mine.
He snickered sleepily and his hand suddenly moved from mine downward, making its way to my stomach. His mouth met with my neck, teeth nipping at the skin ever so slightly. His fingers began stroking the skin on my stomach, tracing shapes and lines. My breath caught in my throat as my ass violently threw itself back against Ryan. Laughing breathily against me he planted a kiss on my neck.
“Good to see you’re feeling better.” He said into my neck, nipping at it again.
My eyes were finally heavy again as I inhaled and relaxed into Ryan.
“Like I said you’re my fave.”
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ganglylimbs · 5 years ago
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So, smut prompts. I mean. I'm torn between Dark God Ryan's shadow tentacles or Blood Mage Jeremy's nefarious tentacle summon but uh. Gavin getting stuffed?
I have to plug in the wonderful @miss-ingno and her story, Eternal Eclipse, which can be found on her Patreon! I highly recommend it and this draws a lot of vibes from it.  
Gavin is suspended in the air, naked, hands tied behind his back. He throws his head back, gasping, unseeing eyes staring up.
It was completely dark outside, despite the fact that it was supposed to be day. An eclipse, the day the Solar Queen is at his weakest.
Echoing steps has Gavin rolling his head to the side, blinking dumbly at the God before him.
Jeremy gives him a smile, slow and sensual as he runs a hand down the length of his body, ignoring his half-hard cock. “My Gavin,” he purrs before drawing his knife. “Are you ready for the sacrifice?”
Gavin’s tongue is too thick to be able to answer. He doesn’t think Jeremy cares for his answer anyway.
Instead, the Blood Mage raises his knife and cuts into his arm. An endless amount of blood, dark red, flows into the alter, covering it.
Above him, Gavin can feel the pulsing all around him.
Now, it’s the Dark God’s time, where he can rule for a few hours outside his boundaries.
But that does not mean that he can’t be here to receive his offering.
From the ceiling, dark tentacles, inky black with the glittering of stars in them slip from the ceiling, thick and many. Gavin moans, eyes fluttering.
And then he feels the alter pulse again. From the bottom, arising out of the blood, are dark red tentacles. Turning to catch Jeremy’s smirk, he knows. The Blood Mage has no plans of staying out of the fun.
Tentacles slide along Gavin’s body, two coming up to suckle at his nipples. Two others touch his thighs, gently sliding them open so he’s exposed. More and more come. Three to play with his cock and balls, one playing with the slit at his tip. The ones at his nipples push his chest together so that another may slot between them and start thrusting, using his chest. Two push at his mouth, one black and another red. Gavin opens up for them, allowing them to take their turns using his mouth, pushing into his throat and making him gag.
He bucks his body and Jeremy laughs. Eyes slide to the side to see that Jeremy has disrobed, dick in hand as he slowly rolls his fingers over it. His eyes, red with magic, stare into his. Intense.
And then a tentacle pushes at Gavin’s hole. Gavin jolts, bucking again, but the tentacle continues, insistently pushing forward. It’s thick and only gets bigger the more it pushes in. If Gavin had half a mind, he would look down to watch as his stomach bulges with every push forward.
It just goes and goes and goes and Gavin rolls his eyes in the back of his head, dick cumming against his stomach. His senses are overrun with pleasure, pleasure against his dick. Pleasure against his nipples and chest, the tentacle there still thrusting. Pleasure as tentacles pulse in his mouth.
Pleasure as another tentacle pushes into his hole right along the first.
The eclipse lasts for hours. And Gavin knows they will too.
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ao3feed-klance · 6 years ago
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Warrior/Mage Klance (wip)
read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/31pkRkL
by klicksalt
This is a multichapter Klance fic I'll try to finish (eventually). Considering that I'm not very good at writing stuff with an actual plot, this will probably be a work in progress forever.
(Also I don't know what I should rate this?? I haven't completely decided what's going to happen, so the rating might change ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ idk)
Some ships might be slowburn!
This is actually just so I can practice writing long fics and angst, I guess.
Enjoy...?
Words: 1090, Chapters: 2/2, Language: English
Fandoms: Voltron: Legendary Defender
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M
Characters: Keith (Voltron), Lance (Voltron), Veronica (Voltron), Adam (Voltron), Shiro (Voltron), Hunk (Voltron), Pidge | Katie Holt, Shay (Voltron), Allura (Voltron), Lotor (Voltron), Romelle (Voltron), Acxa (Voltron), Ezor (Voltron), Zethrid (Voltron), James Griffin (Voltron), Ryan Kinkade, Coran (Voltron), Narti (Voltron), Nadia Rizavi, Ina Leifsdottir, Curtis (Voltron), Matt Holt, Sendak (Voltron), Haggar (Voltron), Regris (Voltron), Kolivan (Voltron), Thace (Voltron)
Relationships: Keith/Lance (Voltron), Adam/Shiro (Voltron), Hunk/Shay (Voltron), Allura/Lotor (Voltron), Allura/Romelle (Voltron), Acxa/Veronica (Voltron), Ezor/Zethrid (Voltron), James Griffin/Ryan Kinkade
Additional Tags: Fluff, Angst, So much angst (eventually), Hurt/Comfort, Mild Smut
read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/31pkRkL
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lavender-creame · 14 days ago
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Odds Are (Ryan Magee X Reader)
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| Minors DNI | 18+ only | 5.4k words Summary: What starts as a typical day filming with your boyfriend Ryan and his best friend Matt takes a sharp turn when an innocent game of “Odds Are” pushes boundaries neither of you expected. With pride on the line and a dare that blurs the rules, you find yourself caught between competition and desire. Warnings: smut, nsfw, cursing, oral (afab receiving), penetration, teasing, praise, rough sex, degradation, light choking, voyeurism (implied), exhibitionism (audio recording), possessiveness, mention of blackmail (non-graphic), mild jealousy, alcohol consumption, consensual power dynamics
a/n: It's been a while but do not fear, I'm here now :)). You can also find my stuff on a03 at lavender_creame
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Matt and Ryan tended to be quite competitive with one another. Whether it was who could drink the most before puking, or who could beat the other in Super Monkey Ball, they always found a way to one-up each other. Early into their friendship, as a result of that competition, they started playing a game Ryan—your boyfriend—titled Odds Are.
 It was simple enough, but it kept them entertained. Ryan once described it to you as nothing more than a game of chance: one person says, “Odds are you ___”, proposing some stupid or daring task, and the other responds with a number that reflects how willing they are to do it. The higher the number, the less they want to go through with it—the higher the odds. Simple. Dangerous. And, apparently, endlessly entertaining.
This day, recording a video for SuperMega, was just like any other. Matt and Ryan lounged on the couch making casual conversation with Tucker, who was setting up the camera and tweaking the lighting one last time.
 “I think these are the last ones! ” Justin shouted from the hallway right outside the recording room. By the time he strolled in—packages stacked in his arms, leaning precariously against his shoulder—Matt was already complaining.
 “Shit! More? Really? Look at how fucking many we already have, ” Matt groaned dramatically as Justin placed the boxes carefully atop the pile already set before them.
 “Whoever edits this is going to have to do a lot of condensing, ” Matt muttered, scratching the back of his neck.
 Justin knew he’d be stuck with the editing. There was no way Matt was dealing with that—obvious enough. He opened his mouth to call Matt out, maybe give him shit for complaining, but before he could, Luke strolled in with a six-pack in hand.
 As the rest of the boys cheered in delight, Ryan stayed seated, absorbed in his phone as he texted you. You and Ryan had been dating for two, maybe three years now—long enough that he wasn’t exactly sure. While the honeymoon phase had come and gone, Ryan still texted you daily, sent photos, checked in.
 He aimed the camera and snapped a shaky panorama of the mailroom, showing the extent of boxes laid out across the floor and table.
 You were always thankful for Ryan’s thoughtfulness, even a couple of years in, and were always just as quick to reply:
 “That’s a lot of packages. When can you deliver me yours? ”
 Ryan smiled at your flirty message, then smirked to himself as he fired back:
“ If you’re good, then maybe tonight. But I don’t know if packages this large have same-day shipping. ”
 He was still grinning when Matt stood up to grab a beer from Luke, deliberately leaning over Ryan’s shoulder and sneaking a glance at his screen.
 “Damn, Ryan! Texting Y/N during recording time? You must be down bad, ” Matt teased, nudging him with an unopened beer.
 Ryan furrowed his brow slightly, but his smirk didn’t fade as he cracked open the can. “You wanna play this game, Matthew? ”
 Matt was already grinning wider. “You’d think after this long, you would have gotten out of the puppy love phase. But even now, your tail’s wagging. Keep sexting Y/N during recording and the audience is gonna see your big red rocket poking through your shorts. ”
 Ryan barked out a laugh. “You wanna talk about sexting? You were texting that chick from Tinder for weeks at the Plex, until she turned out to be a catfish and tried to blackmail you. Didn’t she leak your dick pics? ”
 The room erupted. Luke snorted his beer through his nose. Justin nearly dropped a box.
 “Low blow, man, ” Matt pouted, but he couldn’t keep the grin off his face.
 Tucker, already moving toward the camera, took the opportunity to corral them. “Alright, alright, ladies. We’re all pretty here, ” he rolled his eyes. “Let’s get going. I think we all have shit to do after this. ”
 The boys settled into the couch, ready to record yet another video.
 As they sliced open boxes, Matt and Ryan cracked jokes, roasting the stuff viewers had sent in for their latest fan mail episode. A few drinks in, Matt made a joke controversial enough to warrant censoring—and their laughter stuttered to a halt.
 “Justin! Censor that with a funny sound effect, ” Matt called out. “Like a sexy moan or something. ”
 Ryan turned to Matt, his voice suddenly low and serious, but with a glint of mischief in his eye. “Matt, shut up. Remember? Justin’s a virgin. He has no clue what you mean by that. ”
 Matt snickered, his classic lopsided grin on full display. “Shit. You’re right. That’s my bad. It’s best if we don’t remind him. ” He paused, then smirked again. “I suppose you’ll just have to handle it instead. ” He winked.
 All five of them cracked up, but something about Matt’s tone made Ryan pause. His smile faltered for a second.
 “What’s that supposed to mean, bro? ” Ryan said, trying for playful but feeling a flicker of something more serious.
 Matt leaned in, placing his hand on Ryan’s cheek in a mockingly gentle gesture, stroking once. “Whatever you want it to mean, big boy. ”
 Ryan chuckled and swatted him away, but the weird vibe lingered. He shoved it out of his head and unfolded an ironic t-shirt a viewer had sent in, showing it off to the camera as Luke giggled next to him.
Not long after, they finished recording. Tucker turned off the camera with an apologetic smile, already packing up his gear.
 “Sorry to be rushing out, guys. Got another shoot soon. ”
 “No worries, man. We’ll clean up, ” Matt replied casually, waving him off without looking up from a fan letter.
 Tucker left, shutting the door behind him. Justin and Luke had already vanished halfway through the video, holed up in the editing room.
 Ryan realized they were alone. And Matt’s earlier comment—it was still nagging him.
 “Hey, Matt, ” Ryan said, trying to keep his tone light, “what did you mean when you said I could handle the sound effect? ”
 Matt smiled, smug as hell, still reading the letter in his hands. “I have no idea what you’re talking about. ”
 Ryan sighed. That look told him everything. Matt was being an asshole on purpose, which meant he did mean something by it.
 “Come on, man. Don’t play dumb, ” Ryan nudged him lightly. “You’re gonna tell me anyway, so just do it now. ”
 Matt chuckled, folding the letter carefully before finally meeting Ryan’s gaze. “Okay, okay. Hear me out. ”
 Ryan raised an eyebrow. “I’m listening. ”
 Matt grinned. “Odds are you record yourself fucking Y/N to get the soundbite for the video. ”
 Ryan snorted so hard he almost choked. He couldn’t believe how casually Matt said it. “You cannot be serious. ”
 “Dead serious, ” Matt smirked.
 Ryan laughed again but didn’t skip a beat. “Hundred. ”
 “Come on, man. Hundred? ” Matt whined.
 “Bro, ” Ryan said flatly, but he was still smiling.
 Matt gave him a look—the look—the one Ryan knew meant he wasn’t going to drop it. Ryan sighed.
 “Fine. Fifty. Take it or leave it. ”
 Matt’s grin widened. “Deal. ”
 Ryan shook his head, wondering for the millionth time why he always let Matt drag him into this shit.
 Matt started the count. “One… two… three—”
 “Thirty-seven! ” they both said in unison.
 Matt screamed. Ryan froze.
 Matt collapsed backwards onto the couch, howling with laughter. Ryan just sat there, mouth open, processing the fact that they had both picked thirty-seven.
 “There’s no way, ” Ryan mumbled. “No fucking way. ”
 “There is a way, ” Matt grinned, sitting back up and slapping Ryan on the back. “You better start thinking about what mic you’re gonna use, bro. ”
 “There’s no way Y/N is going to believe this, ” Ryan muttered, stunned. “She’s gonna think I’m insane. ”
 Matt’s grin didn’t fade. “No, she’ll believe you. You’d never make up something this absurd. ” He stood and stretched. “She gets back from work soon, doesn’t she? You better not be late delivering your package. ”
 Ryan groaned as Matt laughed even harder at his own innuendo.
 Ryan knew Matt had a crush on you. It wasn’t a secret—not to Ryan, anyway. Matt’s dry spell had dragged on long enough that Ryan figured his friend was living vicariously through him more than anything.
 But there was something sharper behind Matt’s grin now. Ryan couldn’t shake the feeling that Matt was testing him.
 On the drive home, Ryan kept replaying the number in his head. Thirty-seven. Both of them. Out of fifty.
 He glanced at his phone at a red light. Your contact was pinned at the top.
 “She’s gonna think I’m an idiot, ” Ryan muttered.
 And maybe she would.
 But deep down, under the disbelief and annoyance, Ryan couldn’t deny the part of him that was curious.
 Maybe even a little excited.
Ryan sat in his car, parked in front of your apartment, engine idling. The sun had dipped low enough that everything outside was tinted in that orange-gold glow that made L. A. almost look romantic. Almost. He tapped his fingers on the steering wheel, staring at the message he'd typed out and deleted three separate times already.
“Hey babe? Can we talk about something weird lol, like odds are weird? ”
He sighed and deleted it again.
This was so stupid.
But a bet was a bet. And Ryan wasn’t about to take an L from Matt without at least trying to cash it in. Even if this was probably going to end with you roasting him until the day he died.
Finally, he pocketed his phone and climbed out of the car.
Inside, you were already home—flopped sideways across the couch in one of Ryan’s old hoodies, scrolling on your phone. You glanced up as the door clicked open.
“Hey, you, ” you greeted, smiling lazily. “You’re late. ”
Ryan kicked his shoes off with a grunt and crossed the room to press a quick kiss to your temple. “Yeah. Mailroom hell. Plus Matt’s a dumbass. ”
You snorted. “So… Tuesday? ”
“Exactly. ”
He sat down beside you, leaning back, arms crossed over his chest. You studied him for a moment before setting your phone aside. “Alright. What is it? ”
“What do you mean? ” Ryan asked, all fake innocence.
You gave him the look. “Ryan. You’re making the face. ”
“What face? ”
“The face where you did something dumb but you’re hoping you can charm your way out of it. ” You arched a brow. “It’s adorable. And very transparent. ”
Ryan sighed. “Okay, yeah, maybe I did something dumb. ”
“Okay, ” you said, drawing out the syllables. “Let’s hear it. ”
Ryan rubbed the back of his neck. “So… you know how Matt and I play Odds Are, right? ”
“Yeah, ” you said, already grinning. “It’s the reason I have a video of you puking while doing the worm in a Waffle House parking lot. ”
He chuckled. “Good times. ”
“Great times. I almost left you that night, honestly. ”
“Fair, ” he said, smiling despite himself.
There was a beat of silence. Ryan’s foot tapped restlessly on the carpet.
“So, ” he started again, “we were playing earlier. And, uh, Matt dared me to do something. ”
You tilted your head. “How bad? ”
Ryan groaned. “Pretty bad. ”
You, once again, unfazed and unworried by whatever Matt’s dare was, spoke again, “Like, eat-a-dead-bug bad, or get-another-tattoo-you-regret bad? ”
He winced. “Neither. ”
You waited.
“He… told me to record us. Y'know. ” He stood up, pacing a few steps away from you and waved a hand vaguely. “During. ”
You blinked at him.
“For a sound effect, ” he added quickly. “For the video. ”
There was a beat of silence. Then you laughed. A bright, sharp bark of disbelief.
“He dared you to record us fucking so he could use it as…? ” you waited
“A censor beep for a slur he said on camera... ”
 “A censor beep for a slur he said on camera. ” you repeated, grinning so wide it almost hurt. “That’s the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard. ”
Part of your laughing was because you found the situation undeniably funny, but the other part of you was starting to warm. Heat was festuring in your cheeks and between your legs at the thought. You knew Matt had a crush on you, so did Ryan and everyone else, but this? And Ryan was going along with it? Sure Ryan had issues backing down from a challenge, but you could sense something else- a deeper excitement.
Ryan groaned, burying his face in his hands, a slight blush reaching his face as well. “I know! But I said fifty! And we both said thirty-seven! What were the odds? ! ”
You laughed harder. “Fifty to one. ”
He groaned, glaring at you through his fingers.
You stretched, sitting up straighter, folding your hands into your lap, subtly squeezing your tits together despite them being covered by Ryan’s oversized hoodie. “So. Are you doing it? ”
Ryan stared at you. “Wait, what? ”
“Are you gonna do it? ” you repeated, calm as anything. “A bet’s a bet, right? ”
Ryan blinked. “You’re seriously okay with this? ”
You shrugged. “I mean… we’ve done worse things for fun. And it’s not like the actual video would get out. You trust Matt to just use the audio, right? ”
Ryan hesitated.
You snorted. “Okay, maybe not trust. But we both know he wouldn’t risk the fallout if he fucked this up. ”
Ryan exhaled slowly. “You’re too chill about this. ”
You smirked. “I think it’s funny. And kinda hot. ”
That made his stomach twist in a good way. He let out a breath, trying not to grin too much. “You’re insane. ”
“Takes one to date one, ” you shot back, standing up and meeting him at the edge of the living room. Placing your hands on his chest, you kissed him lightly, just grazing yours over his. “So? We doing this? ”
When Ryan hesitated, you looked at him with big doe eyes, lustful and pleading, subconsciously squeezing your legs together. Feeling your slick begin to drip, soaking your panties only hidden by the length of Ryan’s oversized hoodie, you stood on your tip toes, leaning into Ryan’s chest. As your breath hit his collarbone, and your hand drifted from his shirt to the bulge forming in his pants, Ryan’s attempt at an answer came out as a hushed, breathy groan instead. 
You and him both knew that he wanted this just as much as you, just as much as Matt.
Ryan let out a slow breath, his hands settling on your waist, pulling you down from the nape of his neck in an attempt to compose himself. “Yeah, ” he finally said, “we’re doing this. ”
You gave him a sly grin and stepped back, leaving him momentarily stunned before you headed toward the bedroom. “Alright, then, ” you called over your shoulder, casual as anything. “Better get set up. ”
It took Ryan a second to shake off the feeling that he was in way over his head, but then he was moving—grabbing his backpack from beside the couch and fishing out the portable mic he usually used for podcasts when they weren’t in the studio. Not fancy, but clear enough audio- probably too clear.
He glanced toward the bedroom door, half-expecting you to pop your head out and laugh at him for taking it so seriously or tell him you had changed your mind. But you didn’t. So he kept fiddling.
If Ryan was going to do this, he was going to do it right, and after a few minutes of adjusting levels and running test clips (that you would absolutely make fun of him for later), he knocked on the bedroom door like he was about to walk into a job interview.
When there was no answer, he cracked it open, to meet your gaze as you raised a brow. “You’re knocking now? ”
When Ryan peaked his head in, he saw your nude figure lounging on the bed, bored from the wait and scrolling on your phone.
The messenger app was open, although Ryan couldn’t see it from where he stood, but with your glistening curves? He wouldn’t have noticed, regardless. 
Shaking himself from the nervous excitement, he spoke, attempting to break the awkward air he was creating by his own volition with a joke, “I don’t know the etiquette for… this, ” Ryan said, gesturing vaguely to the mic dangling from his hand. “Should I have brought a clipboard? A waiver? ”
You snorted, sending one final text: “haha guess I owe you, ” before crawling across the bed and grabbing the mic from him. “Nah. We’re professionals. Plus, ” You looked at him slyly, “You know that I’ve been waiting for this large package of yours all day. ” You hesitated, “or was it too large for same-day shipping? ”
 Ryan didn’t answer right away.
Your teasing snapped him out of his nerves—reminded him exactly how bad he’d been wanting you all day.
The shift in him was obvious.
He let the question hang in the air.
Heavy.
Deliberate.
He set the mic on the nightstand with careful precision.
You had controlled things up until now, and Ryan didn’t like giving up the upper hand—not in games with Matt, not with you.
But by holding the silence, by drawing out the moment, he reclaimed something.
His fingers lingered on the dials longer than necessary, adjusting levels he knew were fine.
Not buying time anymore.
Testing you.
Waiting.
And you gave him a reaction.
Subtle.
But it was there.
Propped on your elbows, head tilted, you watched him like he was a puzzle you were about to figure out.
There was amusement in your eyes.
But something else too.
A heat that had been building since the moment he told you about the bet.
That look made Ryan’s pulse thrum in his ears.
But he kept his face neutral.
No tells.
You weren’t fooled.
You never were.
You were waiting him out.
Letting him think he was calling the shots.
But Ryan was starting to realize the decision had been made long before either of you stepped into this room.
Maybe it was the second Matt smirked at him in the mailroom.
Maybe it was the moment you laughed at the dare.
Maybe it didn’t matter.
Because now?
It was happening.
He exhaled slowly and straightened up, rolling his shoulders.
The mic was live.
The red light glowed faintly.
Recording.
Picking up every breath.
Every shift of the sheets.
And soon, it would pick up you.
“You know Matt’s gonna be listening to this, right? ” you said, your voice light. Teasing. But your gaze flicked toward the mic.
Ryan followed your line of sight, jaw flexing.
“He’s waiting, ” you added, stretching your arms over your head, arching your back just enough to make it impossible to ignore.
Ryan’s fingers tightened slightly where they rested on the nightstand.
“He’s probably already hard thinking about it, ” you continued, tone almost absent, like you were talking about the weather.
Ryan’s jaw clenched.
“That’s what you want, isn’t it? ” you asked, more curious than anything. “For him to hear me like this. To know it’s you making me sound that way. ”
His gaze snapped back to you. Dark. Focused.
You were still smiling. Still calm. But your eyes gave you away.
You were baiting him.
And he was taking it.
Ryan climbed onto the bed, one knee sinking into the mattress as he leaned over you. His hand found your ankle, fingers wrapping around it like it was second nature. Like he’d done it a hundred times before.
He stroked along the curve, thumb dragging slow, deliberate circles over your skin as he moved higher.
Then, without looking at you—
“Spread. ”
The word came low. Rough. Not a question.
And you obeyed.
You shifted, legs parting, knees bending as you opened yourself up for him.
Ryan’s breath hitched for half a second.
But he didn’t falter.
Didn’t rush.
He settled between your legs, palms bracing on your thighs as he stared down at you. His thumbs swept slow paths over your skin, tracing invisible lines.
Testing.
Measuring.
“You’re already wet, ” he murmured, more to himself than you. But you heard it.
Your lips parted, breath catching. No words. Just air.
He watched you for a long moment. Dark eyes dragging over every inch of you like he was memorizing it. Taking stock before tearing it apart.
“Good girl, ” he said quietly, under his breath.
Your breathing hitched audibly.
And Ryan smirked.
“That’s gonna sound real nice on playback, ” he added, glancing toward the mic on the nightstand.
You let out a quiet laugh, but it broke halfway through.
“Hope Matt likes what he hears, ” you said, recovering quickly.
Ryan’s gaze snapped back to you. His smirk widened, but there was something sharper behind it now.
“Oh, he will, ” he said, voice low and steady.
His hands slid from your thighs to your hips, gripping tight enough that you knew you’d feel it tomorrow.
And then he dragged you down toward him.
The shift was sudden, enough that you gasped and grabbed at his shoulders.
Ryan wasn’t gentle.
He wasn’t hesitant.
His mouth was on yours before you could say another word—rough, claiming, his lips demanding yours. He kissed you like he wanted you to feel it in your spine.
Like he wanted it to echo through the mic.
And maybe he did.
Your hands fisted in his shirt, pulling him closer. Ryan growled low in his throat, the sound vibrating against your mouth.
He wasn’t nervous anymore.
He was starving.
His lips broke from yours, trailing rough down your neck, teeth scraping lightly. You shivered, arching into him as your fingers tugged at his sleeves, impatient, wanting more—skin, heat, him.
You wanted him stripped down as bare as you were, but he was still fully clothed, and it was driving you insane.
But before you could push his shirt up, his hand shot out—wrapping around your wrist in a firm, sudden grip.
It wasn’t painful.
But it stopped you cold.
Commanding. Deliberate.
Your breath caught, a startled squeak slipping out before you could stop it.
Ryan’s eyes darkened immediately, zeroing in on you like he’d been waiting for that sound.
And then you heard it.
The faint, almost imperceptible click from the mic on the nightstand.
It picked up everything now—the soft slap of skin, the catch in your breath, the helpless sound you’d just made.
You flushed, glancing at the device.
Ryan was faster.
His grip on your wrist tightened just enough to bring your attention back to him.
He leaned in, lips brushing your ear.
His voice was low and rough.
“Tonight’s all about you, baby, ” he murmured, dragging out every word. “You and Matt wanted this, right? ”
You shivered.
“Then let’s see how much noise I can get you to make. ”
His lips ghosted along your jaw. “Nothing about me. ”
His free hand slid between your thighs again, fingers dragging through your slick folds like he was testing just how ready you were.
Judging by his low exhale, he was more than satisfied.
“Let’s see if you can make him proud. ”
You barely had time to process it before Ryan’s mouth was on you.
Desperate. Hungry.
Like he’d been starved and just found water in the desert.
And he wasn’t planning to come up for air.
The sound that tore from your throat wasn’t pretty; it was raw and sudden, an uncontrolled cry that echoed in the room before breaking into a moan.
You barely caught your breath before another followed, sharper this time, as Ryan’s fingers found your clit.
His touch was careful—cruel in its precision. Pinching lightly, then rolling, applying just enough pressure to make you gasp.
Not enough to tip you over.
Not even close.
Just enough to punish you.
Punish you for teasing him.
For testing him.
For making him earn this.
You knew this side of Ryan.
This was what he did when you pushed him too far.
But this time, he wasn’t letting up like usual.
He kept going.
Kept pinching and rolling that sensitive bundle while his mouth worked you relentlessly—licking, sucking, dragging sounds from your throat like he was collecting them.
And you gave him plenty.
Pretty noises spilled out of you, slipping between helpless moans and shaky whines, giving Matt a full catalog to sift through later.
But none of them were the ones you knew he was waiting for.
Ryan was making you both wait.
Your moans softened into pleading whines.
“Please…” you whispered, your voice breaking.
Ryan hummed against you, the vibration sharp and deliberate.
He wasn’t done.
Not even close.
His fingers curled inside you, finding your sweet spot with infuriating ease. His thumb circled your clit, slow and tight, keeping you teetering on the edge but never letting you fall.
His mouth pressed hot, open kisses to the inside of your thigh, teeth scraping just enough to make you flinch.
Pain, pleasure—both wrapped in the same tight coil.
You moaned his name, thick with frustration and need.
Ryan smirked against your skin.
Calm.
Too calm.
Like he was enjoying this way too much.
And he was.
You squirmed, chasing his fingers.
He only tsked under his breath, tightening his grip on your thigh.
“I said I’d make you beg, ” he murmured. “I meant it. ”
And then your phone buzzed.
The sound was faint, muffled against the sheets.
But Ryan heard it.
He stilled, dark gaze flicking toward the nightstand.
Your phone was lit up.
From the last message you sent:
haha guess I owe you
But it wasn’t that message that caught his attention.
It was the new one.
The one that popped up on the screen as he watched.
Matt: You better. If you think Ryan has a package worth your pretty face and sexy body, you have no idea what Matt-izon Prime will get you.
For a moment, everything stopped.
Ryan’s breath hitched.
His fingers still buried inside you.
His jaw clenched, that calm confidence slipping into something darker.
And then he moved.
Fast.
His hand slipped from your body, leaving you empty and aching.
Before you could whimper, he was on you.
Rough hands gripping your hips, dragging you down the bed until your ass was flush with the edge.
Controlled.
But there was an urgency now.
A fury.
“Mine, ” Ryan growled, the word vibrating through his chest.
You barely had time to process it before he was there—lined up—and then he thrust inside you.
One hard, claiming stroke.
You screamed.
Your body arched, overwhelmed by the sudden fullness.
And you shattered.
Your orgasm ripped through you, lightning fast, your body clenching hard around him as he filled you completely.
“I bet you wish you were me right now, Matt. ”
His grip on your thighs tightened, holding you open.
“But guess what? ”
His smirk twisted into something dangerous.
“Y/N is mine. ”
But Ryan didn’t slow.
He wasn’t gentle.
He was relentless.
He gripped your waist hard enough to bruise, holding you in place as he drove into you again.
Harder.
His free hand slid to your throat, pressing lightly—just enough to tilt your head back and keep your eyes on him.
“You’re not thinking about him now, are you? ” he demanded, voice dark but steady.
You shook your head, breathless.
“Say it. ”
Your breath hitched, tears pricking your eyes from the intensity.
But you found your voice.
“Ryan makes me feel better than you ever could, ” you gasped. “That’s why I’m with him. That’s why you’re a fucking loser. ”
Ryan’s eyes burned hotter. His pace didn’t falter.
He leaned in, his lips brushing your ear.
“Louder. ”
You whimpered as he thrust harder, dragging another broken sound from you.
“Louder, ” he growled again, his teeth scraping your jaw.
You cried out, voice cracking as you repeated it—louder, harsher.
“Ryan makes me feel better than you ever could! That’s why I’m with him, Matt! That’s why you’re a loser! ”
And Ryan smiled.
Dark.
Satisfied.
You weren’t just saying it.
You were living it.
The room was thick with heat.
Your labored breathing.
The slick sounds of Ryan moving inside you.
He hadn’t slowed. Not once.
And somehow, even with how rough he was, Ryan never lost that control. That precision—the kind of focus he brought to editing or mastering a track—he was applying it to you.
Deliberate. Exact.
Like he had something to prove.
Maybe to himself.
Maybe to Matt.
Maybe both.
Every thrust dragged another sound out of you, pulling orgasm after orgasm from your trembling body.
You were too sensitive.
Too raw.
But Ryan didn’t care.
He was relentless.
His hand slid from your throat to your jaw, forcing your gaze back to his when you tried to look away. His dark eyes locked on yours, burning with something you couldn’t quite name.
When he thrusted harder—deeper—you felt it.
The shift.
A little desperate now.
A little needy.
And then, with one final stroke, he pushed his mouth onto yours as he came deep inside you.
The moment he spilled inside you, something in you snapped.
You screamed, tearing away from the kiss, your body shaking apart in his arms.
When he let go, breath ragged, his expression dark but calmer now, his thumb brushed your cheek in a slow, almost… gentle way.
And then he said it.
“There’s the sound I was looking for. ”
His voice was rough. Satisfied.
And the second the words left his mouth, you realized what he meant.
The mic.
Still recording.
Still capturing everything.
That ragged cry—the one that had ripped from your throat when he finished—that was the sound Matt had been waiting for.
Ryan slowed, hips pressing deep and staying there, grinding slowly, making you tremble all over again.
He kissed you then. Soft. Deep. Like he hadn’t just wrecked you. Like you weren’t still shaking apart underneath him.
When he pulled back, his forehead rested against yours, his breathing slowly evening out.
“There it is, ” he murmured, voice lower now. “That’s the one. ”
You nodded, dazed.
Ryan chuckled, then kissed you again—lingering this time.
His hand stroked gently over your thigh while the other reached for the mic, carefully stopping the recording.
He glanced at the audio file briefly, his expression flickering with something you couldn’t quite place.
“Perfect, ” he said, after a beat.
Epilogue:
The next day, Ryan was back at the Plex.
 Editing.
 Laughing with Tucker.
 Things felt normal.
 Like nothing had happened.
Until Matt found him in the kitchen.
Ryan didn’t hear him at first. He was digging through the fridge, cracking open a LaCroix when Matt leaned against the counter, beer in hand, that familiar smug grin on his face.
“File was good, ” Matt said casually.
Ryan’s head snapped up.
 He schooled his expression fast.
 “Yeah? ” he asked, keeping his voice even.
“Yeah. ”
 Matt took a slow sip. His eyes gleamed.
 “Y/N sounded… amazing. ”
Ryan’s jaw tightened, but he forced a short laugh.
 “Guess we’re even then. ”
Matt chuckled. “For now. ”
There was a beat of silence.
 Heavy.
 Thick between them.
Matt took another drink, then tilted his head just slightly.
 “But you know…” he started, voice low, lazy in that way that always made Ryan’s stomach twist.
 “You and Y/N kind of put me in a weird position, man. ”
Ryan didn’t move.
 Didn’t blink.
 “Yeah? ”
Matt smiled wider.
 “Yeah. You got to prove yourself. ”
 He leaned in a little closer.
 “But what was it she said again? ” he asked, feigning thoughtfulness.
 His eyes were sharp when they met Ryan’s.
 “‘Ryan makes me feel better than you ever could. ’”
 He said it slowly, like he was tasting the words.
 Then he chuckled under his breath.
 “Loser, huh? ”
Ryan exhaled through his nose, steady.
 But his grip tightened on the can in his hand.
Matt grinned, teeth flashing.
 “Well, ” he said, stepping back with a shrug, “sounds like you don’t think I could make her feel good. ”
 A pause.
 “That either of you don’t. ”
Ryan’s pulse kicked up.
 He knew where this was going.
Matt finished his beer, setting the empty bottle on the counter with a soft clink.
 “But I was thinking…”
 His tone was lighter now, but no less dangerous.
 “…odds are, I could do better. ”
Ryan’s throat felt dry.
 He shouldn’t.
 He knew he shouldn’t.
 But he couldn’t help it.
“Yeah? ” Ryan asked, voice rougher than he wanted.
Matt’s grin stretched wider.
 “Yeah. ”
And just like that, another game had started.
“Out of 50? ”
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ao3feed-safeklance · 6 years ago
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Warrior/Mage Klance (wip)
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by klicksalt
This is a multichapter Klance fic I'll try to finish (eventually). Considering that I'm not very good at writing stuff with an actual plot, this will probably be a work in progress forever.
(Also I don't know what I should rate this?? I haven't completely decided what's going to happen, so the rating might change ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ idk)
Some ships might be slowburn!
This is actually just so I can practice writing long fics and angst, I guess.
Enjoy...?
Words: 1090, Chapters: 2/2, Language: English
Fandoms: Voltron: Legendary Defender
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M
Characters: Keith (Voltron), Lance (Voltron), Veronica (Voltron), Adam (Voltron), Shiro (Voltron), Hunk (Voltron), Pidge | Katie Holt, Shay (Voltron), Allura (Voltron), Lotor (Voltron), Romelle (Voltron), Acxa (Voltron), Ezor (Voltron), Zethrid (Voltron), James Griffin (Voltron), Ryan Kinkade, Coran (Voltron), Narti (Voltron), Nadia Rizavi, Ina Leifsdottir, Curtis (Voltron), Matt Holt, Sendak (Voltron), Haggar (Voltron), Regris (Voltron), Kolivan (Voltron), Thace (Voltron)
Relationships: Keith/Lance (Voltron), Adam/Shiro (Voltron), Hunk/Shay (Voltron), Allura/Lotor (Voltron), Allura/Romelle (Voltron), Acxa/Veronica (Voltron), Ezor/Zethrid (Voltron), James Griffin/Ryan Kinkade
Additional Tags: Fluff, Angst, So much angst (eventually), Hurt/Comfort, Mild Smut
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phanfeed-ao3 · 6 years ago
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Different [A Superhero AU]
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by Annalise_Neufeld
"You're evil. You've killed people."
Seán "Jack" McLoughlin never asked to be torn away from his home, his family, and everything he ever loved at the age of ten. He never asked to be a monster, but then again, he never got a choice. His life was never supposed to consist of fighting for an evil corporation led by a cynical, corrupt man known only as "the boss". His ability to lead his own life was taken away before he had the chance to discover his life himself.
Mark Fischbach was always a special child. His parents had been so proud to discover that he had been born with powers, unlike so many other children. As soon as he turned eighteen, he joined Curatrix, a company devoted to protecting the world, stopping everything from bank robberies to mass invasions. Yes, this is what Mark is meant to be.
Jack was created to destroy. Mark was born to save.
"Everyone has a little evil in them, don't they?"
Words: 1852, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English
Series: Part 1 of The Hero Trilogy
Fandoms: Septiplier - Fandom, Markiplier (YouTube), Jacksepticeye (Youtube), Video Blogging RPF, Phandom
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Categories: M/M
Characters: Mark Fischbach, Sean McLoughlin, Felix Kjellberg, Marzia Bisognin, Dan Howell, Phil Lester, ChaoticMonki | Cryaotic, Matthew Patrick, Stephanie Patrick, Ken Morrison, Bob Muyskens, Wade Barnes, Matt Watson, Ryan Magee, Arin Hanson, Dan Avidan, Matthew "Matthias" Fredrick
Relationships: Mark Fischbach/Sean McLoughlin, Marzia Bisognin/Felix Kjellberg, Dan Howell/Phil Lester
Additional Tags: Gay, Superpowers, Everyone is basically an OC, Dark, Jack has superspeed, Mark can manipulate time, Alternate Universe, takes place in chicago, Did I mention it's very gay?, Some ships become more obvious in the sequel, Fluff and Angst, No Smut, Non-Graphic Violence, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Character Death, Minor Character Death, Implied/Referenced Character Death, Kidnapping
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Battle#4: Incubus Rolo
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by River_Nix
What started out as a pleasant training between James and Ryan ended with James being bit and poisoned by an incubus. When alerting Shiro, Ryan is told that the only way to get the venom out of James' system (before he burns up from the inside out) is to have sex. Luckily, James has two boyfriends, so that isn't the problem. The problem is that James, horny as ever, can't help but plead to be fucked or blurt out to his friend how good it feels when his boyfriends pleasure him. Poor Ryan.
Words: 7014, Chapters: 4/4, Language: English
Series: Part 4 of James/Keith/Lance: Mythical AU
Fandoms: Voltron: Legendary Defender
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: M/M
Characters: James Griffin (Voltron), Keith (Voltron), Lance (Voltron), Ryan Kinkade, Shiro (Voltron), Rolo (Voltron)
Relationships: James Griffin/Keith/Lance (Voltron), James Griffin/Keith (Voltron), Keith/Lance (Voltron), James Griffin/Lance (Voltron)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Supernatural Hunters, Fluff and Smut, Bottom James, Top Lance (Voltron), Top Keith (Voltron), Handcuffs, Orgasm Delay/Denial, Multiple Orgasms, slight begging, Aftercare, Incubus venom, Hunter!James, hunter!Ryan, Incubus!Rolo, Mage!Keith, Wolf shifter!Lance, Phoenix!Shiro, Swearing
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ahrorha · 7 years ago
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Flame of Winter
Bloody Orlesians. As much I find the quest in the Winter Palace brilliant, the whole concept of nobles playing the 'Game' makes me wanna kick them.
In this chapter, Ryan is back to his charming self (some of you commented he had a moment in the previous chapter, fear not he is back XD ). I had a hard time to figure out how to describe decorations, clothing and the judging atmosphere without repeating some words over and over again.
This has become a very long chapter. So much is happening before and during the ball, that I didn't want to cut in two. Also, I didn't want to rush to the last part of this chapter, because finally, the moment has arrived for some SMUT. I give out a warning if you are not comfortable with reading the details don't read the part between the double lines, but I think most of you will look forward to it.
Enjoy ;)
Chapter 17
Skyhold was buzzing with activity on their return. The actions of the Inquisition in the Dales had resulted in a flood of correspondence, visitors and delegates from all over Orlais. This together with the preparations for the ball at the Winter Palace, had Josephine running from one meeting to the next. She even had made schedules for everyone with lessons in etiquette, dancing and court politics. Everything was being checked and planned, from their luggage to their individual roles at the ball. It were hectic days, but considering their objective, it was no wonder Josephine was going the extra mile.
A few days before they would leave Eirlana and Solas were called to Josephine's office. Eirlana groaned. “I swear, if I have to hear one more time how to correctly hold a glass, I will turn all the drinks into ice.” Solas chuckled, he was happy she was her usual self again and that she had forgiven him. They had talked a lot during their journey back to Skyhold, and he had shared with her how important Wisdom was to him and why he had reacted the way he did. Of course, he had been careful not to tell too much, he couldn't afford another slip-up, like before. He even had made amends with Varric and Iron Bull, and he was grateful they had watched over Eirlana in his absence. When they told him about the attack on her, he was horrified. He carefully confronted Eirlana about what had happened to her afterwards. She shrugged it off as if it wasn't a big deal, but Solas could see at her whole demeanour that it was an act. She was trying to push it aside, as he suspected she did with many things. Until deep in the night they talked, slowly and with patience she opened up to him. With her buried against his chest, he listened to some of the things she had endured. His heart ached hearing details from her past, wishing he could take some of her pain away. He kept holding her, murmuring sweet words and encouragements, knowing he could do nothing more than be there for her. He promised himself that night, he would do anything in his power to protect her, to keep her safe, and if he could make her happy.
“Aren't you tired off all these lessons?” Amused by Eirlana's unusual reluctance to learn something new Solas smirked. “Not really.” She looked sceptical at him. “You can't tell me you prefer them over burying your nose in some dusty old tome.” “But my Lady.” he opened the door for her and made a grand bow towards her. “How else would I learn how to properly treat you with the respect you deserve.” Seeing his smirk on his face, she giggled; clearly, he was mocking the lessons they had received. With another ridiculous bow, he opened the next door leading to Josephine's office. She elbowed him playfully on his arm when they entered. Josephine looked up from the different stacks of letters before her. “Ah, you have come. I am happy to report your request for access to the University of Orlais has been granted. Sadly due to our busy schedule, you won't be able to ride for Val Royeaux at the moment, instead the University has provided an inventory of their library. You can compile a list of titles you want to study, and we will arrange for them to be sent to Skyhold. It may also be of interest to you that you have permission to visit the Royal Libraries during our stay at the Winter Palace, courtesy of Grand Duke Gaspard.” She sorted through the letters and pulled out a few. “We have also received several letters inquiring about you miss Eirlana. Your efforts in the Dales has gained the attention of some smaller but influential families. The University of Orlais has requested information about your healing methods and has extended a formal invitation for you to visit them. You will be able to speak with some representatives at the Winter Palace. Judging from the nature of the letters they may offer you a place among them. Of course, you are free to choose to follow another path, but know that everyone in the Inquisition greatly appreciates you and your skills.” Eirlana didn't know what to say. In her mind, she had done nothing special, only that what she thought was right as a healer. It made her happy to hear that some of her efforts were recognised, but she didn't know what to think of the invitation from the University. Her experiences in Orlais made her sceptical about their intentions. Though having access to their medical knowledge could be beneficial for her, the other healers of the Inquisition and most importantly the patients. . “Solas, Eirlana, there you are.” Leliana entered Josephine's office with Ryan, Iron Bull and Dorian in tow. “Please follow us to the war room if you have finished.” They thanked Josephine and followed them, Leliana came immediately to the point. “We have received new reports about the movements of the Venatori. According to my informants, they keep searching and digging in old ruins, especially if they are of elven origin. They have been sighted in these locations.” she pinned several markers on the giant map lying across the table. “As for what they are looking for we still don't know.” Solas was relieved to see that the places they were searching weren't crucial to his plans, but it was still vexing that they were looking in the first place. “If I have to guess they are looking for something that could help them in their goals. With the orb being ancient elven magic, they may be searching for more of such items and other forgotten magic. Judging by their locations, it is hard to tell if they are looking randomly, chasing rumours or have specific targets.” Leliana nodded. “We will be keeping an eye on them. I have also gathered more information about their leader. It is a mage named Calpernia, she has taken over the leadership of the Venatori. We know only a little about her earlier life. She is a former slave of a magister Erasthenes. As far as I can determine, the magister disappeared several months ago, together with her. ” “Erasth....” Dorian brushed his moustache. “I know him. He is an old geezer, more interested in his tomes and books than anything else. He is renowned in the Imperium for his knowledge of the Old Gods and has written many long and dull papers about them.” “This isn't much information we have about this Calpernia.” Ryan stated, his forehead wrinkled as he scanned the various reports. “Say Eirlana you were once a slave.” Most of the room went silent and stared at him for his blunt remark. Solas felt bile coming up, furious he glared at him. Eirlana put her hand on his, signalling it was alright. “Yes, I once was a slave.” “Why would she join Corypheus and do his bidding? Would she be loyal to this new master?” Wondering if he also questioned her own loyalty to their cause, she pondered about his question. “I think, it is safe to say, with Calpernia now in a leading position of the Venatori, that Corypheus had a hand in the disappearance of the magister. As for her loyalty, I don't know. What I can tell you from experience is being freed isn't something that any slave would take lightly. I will never forget that day in my life, and I will always be grateful towards Solas, but that doesn't mean I would follow his every wish or decision. I have a mind of my own, and so does this Calpernia. She must have her own plans and reasons why she is helping him, but judging by Corypheus actions so far, I doubt they have the same agenda. He must have offered her something that she wants. I can't tell you what it is, but I can tell you she must be a capable woman. Leading people is not an easy matter as you know by own experience.” Several people around the table smirked, knowing Eirlana's remark wasn't meant as a compliment. Solas was proud of her, but his heart also tightened when she mentioned him. It was bittersweet to know she wouldn't follow his every wish or decision. Even he himself wouldn't, but there hadn't been any other way, and now there was no other choice. He couldn't change what had happened or what was to come, he had to finish what he had set in motion so many millennia ago. . It was already late in the morning when Varric entered the Herald's rest. He knew he shouldn't have stayed so long at the game of Wicked Grace last night, but it had been the last opportunity before they would head to the dreaded Winter Palace. Ordering a late breakfast with lots of strong coffee, he joined Iron Bull and Blackwall at a table. “How is your head tiny? You look like you haven't slept at all.” Iron Bull only grunted and continued to devour his big serving of bacon and eggs. Dorian joined them a few minutes later, like always well groomed and impeccably dressed, but he moved and sat down awkwardly. “You all right Sparkles?” “Expect from the headache from that horrible ale you served me last night, I am fine thank you.” “You didn't have to drink it.” “What? And miss out on all the fun to drink something that tastes like it was brewed in the Fallow Mire at the bottom of a tar barrel. I can still taste it on the back of my tongue.” “Is that what you taste?” Iron Bull grinned at Dorian and received a deadly glare in return. Varric was more awake in an instant, he obviously had missed something when he went to bed last night. Before he could ask any further, they were all distracted by Eirlana walking briskly into the inn. She ignored them entirely and marched straight to Cabot, the bartender. “Cabot, have our supplies arrived?” The dwarf nodded. “I will get them for you.” “Everything okay Snowflake?” She turned around and was surprised she had walked past them. Varric motioned for her to join them and poured her a cup of thee from one of the pots on the table. “Here, you look like you have been running around all morning.” With a sigh she sat down, thankful she could take a short break.
“So who got on your nerves?” Warming her hands around the mug, Eirlana let out another sign. “Ryan.” This peeked everyone's interest around the table. “I tried to talk with him about moving the infirmary. There is room here in the fortress, but he wants to create more housing space for the templars and new training grounds.” frustrated she kept going. “How does he expect for people to do their jobs or fight when they can't even recover decently. The clinic is still outside in large tents. We can barely keep them warm and not to mention it isn't exactly peaceful being next to the huge training grounds we already have. Our patients can't even get a good rest with the constant yelling, shouting and weapons clanging.” Dorian looked bleary-eyed at her and groaned. “How can be so awake and full of energy after last night?” “Maybe I need to come up with a new nickname.” Varric joked. Eirlana only noticed now that they were all nursing severe hangovers, especially Dorian, who grunted and tried to find a more comfortable position to sit. “You sure you are alright Sparkles?” Eirlana saw he was in pain. “Are you not feeling well?” “I am fine.” he groaned. “Please go bother someone else.” “Oh yeah, Dorian about last night...” Iron Bull grinned at him from across the other side of the table. Dorian facepalmed himself. “Discretion isn't your thing, is it?” “I was just wondering if you want your silky underthings back? Found them after you slipped out this morning. Did you leave them as a token? Or wait, did you 'forget' them so you'd have an excuse to come back?” Blackwall almost chocked in his coffee, and Varric froze, his fork full of sausage halfway to his mouth. “If you choose to leave your door unlocked like some savage, I may or may not come.” “Oh, you came. Three times if I remember correctly.” “WHAT?!” came Sera's voice from upstairs, dangling upside down at her feet over the railing. Dorian groaned now he was sure that everyone would know about his little tryst with Iron Bull by noon. Varric had already pulled out his notes and was writing feverishly, mumbling. “This is getting better and better.” Contemplating if it would be wiser to go back to bed, he noticed Eirlana scooting closer to him. Discretely she hovered her hand over his lower back. The pleasant tingle of her healing magic spread over him, taking away the edge. Letting out a sigh of relief Dorian muttered. “Thank you.” Outside the midday bell was ringing, Varric put away his notes and took one last bite. “We better get packing, or I promise you Josephine will watch us do it, and I for one don't want a lesson in how to properly fold clothes.” With everyone leaving Eirlana took the bottles of alcohol from Cabot and walked back to the clinic, she had a lot to finish before they would leave the next morning. . Restless Eirlana put her book away for the fourth time, she couldn't get used to being at the Winter Palace. They had been housed in one of the many guest buildings, that was a smaller version of the Palace itself. The decadence of the place irked her, everything was lustrous marble, heavy brocade, inlaid and embroidered with gold and silver. There was nothing personal to be found, everything was polished and enriched to show off the power and opulence of the Orlesian Empire. She was anxious about tonight's ball, not that she hadn't prepared for anything imaginable, but her past experiences with nobles weren't the best. Tired of wandering through her own room, she slipped into Solas' through the small discrete door of their adjoined chambers. Solas sat comfortably in a lounge chair, reading in front of the open balcony doors. The room had changed in the two days that had been here. He had moved some of the furniture around, and an extra table had been brought in. On it, several books were spread out, opened and marked at various passages, his written notes lying scattered among them. The clothes he had worn lay discarded on a sofa, next to his open clothing-chest that was rummaged through. Looking around, Eirlana couldn't help but laugh, even surrounded by all this display of wealth and glitter he was acting like he was at home. Solas raised his eyes up from the book he was reading. “Something amuses you, vhenan?” “It seems like you have made yourself at home here.” She began to fold and put away his clothes, shaking her head at how much he had managed to get the room in disarray in such a short time. She wondered how a man, who was so precise and careful in his studies and paintings, could have such a hard time doing the most simple mundane tasks. It struck her how relaxed he was, as if he belonged here, not a stranger to the overbearing riches surrounding them. His presence calmed her down, and she was relieved he would be at her side tonight. Having finished tidying up a little, she took a cushion and sat down at his feet, leaning against his legs. Solas continued to read, but his hand reached out to her, softly stroking her head and neck. Enjoying the simple gesture, Eirlana stole loving glances at him. It was comforting he was acting like this was any other place, he hadn't wavered even once since they had arrived. With a confidence out of this world, he walked around as if he had visited the Winter Palace countless times before. She took his hand and let her lips glide over the back of it. Exhaling Solas looked down at her. Seeing his warm gaze made her heart flutter. Making occasional eye contact, she slowly kissed along his hand, his nostrils flared when she reached his fingertips. “Careful vhenan, you are playing with fire.” he growled. After the Dales, Eirlana felt more comfortable at being intimate, knowing that she could trust him made her more confident. Teasingly she scraped her teeth over his fingertip, making him groan. It was somehow empowering that she could do this to him, that she alone could so easily chip his masks away. He showed her parts of himself only she knew. She squealed when he suddenly pulled her up and onto his lap. His book fell forgotten to the ground. Laughing she tried to escape from his entrapping arms. “I have warned you.” he hummed and started to peck her on her nose and face. Suddenly he gasped when she touched him with an ice-cold hand. “I think I can handle fire.” she smiled at him challenging, biting playfully in his nose. “You little...” before he could finish his sentence they were kissing. . There was a knock at the door. “Excuse me Sir, but do you know... Oh, I beg your pardon.” It was Rosie one of the elven servants within the Inquisition. “Sorry for the interruption, but I have been looking for you, Miss. Your bath is ready.” She had been appointed to them for a couple of weeks now. At first, Eirlana had been reluctant to have a servant, but Rosie's charming open personality had made quick work of any objections she had. “Don't worry Miss, you have your job, and I have mine. Mine just happens to be to make your life a little easier.” she had said when she introduced herself to them. Trapped in Solas' arms Eirlana flustered “My bath? But the ball isn't until tonight.” “And we have to get you ready. There is so much to do. After the bath, we must prepare and curl your hair, manicure your feet and hands. I have some...” Rolling her eyes Eirlana groaned. “All right, I am coming.” Amused Solas listened, he was glad that they were getting along, especially because Rosie was one of his spies. Under those blond curls, rosy cheeks and friendly smile lay a natural snoop and a woman who could take care of herself. She had the critical task to listen in to the whispers behind their backs and warn him if anyone tried to pry around, especially when they were gone. His secrets were well hidden, but it was good to know who was interested in them. It was also a reassuring thought someone was looking after Eirlana when he was away. Eirlana leaned against him before she slipped from his arms with a sigh. Reluctantly he let go of her. He was thrilled that she was becoming more comfortable in her own skin, but especially on days like these, when she was exploring her own comfort zone, it was difficult for him to pull back. It took him a while, after they had left, before he could focus on his reading again. . Checking himself in the mirror one last time, Solas couldn't help but smirk. They may introduce him as a servant tonight, but no one in their right mind would believe it. He was wearing a set of tight dark brown leather leggings, his foot-wrappings, made from the same material, were wrapped in a criss-cross pattern halfway up his calves. His long, high collared, sleeveless vest, was made from heavy brocade. The dark brown fabric was richly embroidered with golden leaves and branches, with deep red and black details. The vest had a split in the back, and a cuff of dark fur attached over his right shoulder, decorated with a pin of the Inquisition. Around his waist, a tan leather belt embellished with golden leaves was bound. Under the vest, he wore a tailored white silken shirt with slightly billowing sleeves. As a finishing touch, he put on a pair of dark brown leather gloves, with an elven leaf pattern stitched onto them. Pleased with himself he took the elongated jewellery box that lay ready and went to the hall to join the others. Noticing his change in appearance a few eyebrows were raised. “Well, you will certainly ruffle some feathers tonight.” Dorian commented. “Hmph.” Vivienne huffed clad in a golden and red evening gown with one of her signature wide standing collars and headdresses. She was clearly not impressed with his non-hedge-mage appearance. “Oh, my.” Dorian said, and Solas turned to where he was looking. “Maker's breath.” Cullen whispered, and Varric whistled softly when Eirlana came down the stairs. Lost for words Solas could only stare at her, it was a sight he would remember forever. Where he and the others had chosen for heavy fabrics, golden and bold colours, she was a breath of fresh air. She wore a gown with a tight white bodice, a high neckline and a white chocker. An oval opening on her chest showed a little of her skin. The white sleeves were elongated over the back of her hand and attached to her middle finger. A long skirt started at her hips and was made of several layers of a very light fabric. They were cut diagonal at different lengths and dyed in various shades of blue and white. They moved beautifully with every step she took. Over her bodice, she wore a low cut tight jacket, in a rich darker blue tone. From its shoulders fell long open flared sleeves, that were bound together in intervals along her upper arms. The fabric was silvery embroidered with an old elven leaf-pattern. When she walked, her bare toes slipped from under her skirt. Her hair was partially pinned up in an elegant updo of several loose braids and twisted tresses. The rest hang loose in a long waterfall of curls and waves. Expect for a silver pin of the Inquisition, she wore only one piece of jewellery. A single silver earpiece, depicting an elfroot plant that curled along and around her ear. Tiny silver chains hung down at the tip of her ear, emphasising she was elven. A hint of make-up adorned her lips and eyes. Joining the others, Eirlana walked towards Solas. “You look beautiful.” she smiled at him and blushed lightly, surprised at her own comment. Solas chuckled. “That would be my line, my Lady.” He bowed before her and gave her a courtesy kiss on her hand. Then he leaned towards her and whispered. “Vhenan, you are a vision. You take my breath away.” making her blush a shade deeper. Ryan was the last to join them, with everyone gathered they got to the carriages and horses. An honour guard was waiting to accompany the Inquisitor to the main entrance of the Winter Palace. Solas had chosen to ride his hart for the short trip, giving him the opportunity to leave if he needed to. With everyone moving he held onto Eirlana's hand and waited. “Vhenan, I have a gift for you.” he handed her the jewellery box. Surprised she stared at it and him before she stammered. “Solas. I... Thank you.” Carefully she opened it. On a cushion lay a beautiful necklace composed of strings of small silver snowflakes, some of them embedded with tiny blue stones. At its centre was a silver pendant, depicting a wolf asleep in the snow. With its head resting on its tail it lay protectively curled around a bright blue crystal. “It is lovely.” Carefully she touched it with her fingertips, she was amazed at the level of detail of the engravings down to the wolfs fur. “Here let me.” Solas took the necklace and stepped behind her. Her heart was beating wildly when she lifted her hair, so he could secure it around her neck.
Touching the pendant, she smiled shyly at him. “Thank you, it is wonderful.” A warmth spread through him, he had designed the necklace especially for her, the wolf meaning so much more to him than the old elven sign of protection. It was his symbol, a part of his name, a part of who he was, but it was also a representation of how he felt about her and how she affected him. Hoping that one day he could tell her the truth about himself he lifted her on his hart and rode after the others. . The ball was drenched in all the flaunting and boasting Solas expected. They had spared no expense for the peace-talks. Grant crystal chandeliers hung from the ceilings, shining their glittering light on the polished marble floors, and the golden surfaces of the pillars, statues, furniture or even the simple door handles. Draperies of blue satin and brocade decorated the halls and walls, and a heavy scent of incense and perfumes hung in the air. Servants in elegant uniforms and simple royal masks walked around, their trays filled with countless small artworks of dishes, and crystal glasses filled with the best wines Orlais could offer, all eagerly consumed by the many guests. Everyone with a shimmer of a title had come to witness the outcome of tonight and to steal a glimpse at the fabled Inquisitor. Dressed to impress they tried to outshine each other, in huge gowns, puffed sleeves, ruffles, grand hats, masks heavily inlaid with jewels, tightly tied corsets and colourful fans. If you walked around, you wouldn't suspect that the country was at war, not to mention suffering from the aftermath of the Breach and the rifts. Nothing had changed Solas thought, even after thousands of years had passed, the people in power still fought and played their silly pitiful games, never satisfied, always wanting more. Hidden behind their masks, they were slaves to their prestige, wealth and titles, thinking that they were more important than any other being on earth. Attached from what was really important they fought like hens and roosters in a henhouse, always trying to better their status. With some amusement, Solas noticed that more than one pair of eyes behind the masks was directed at him and Eirlana, as they made their way to their designated area. Whispers followed them through the halls. “Even the Inquisitor has brought elves.” “Tsss, I would watch your jewellery, if I were you.” “Is this even allowed?” “Celene's orders my dear.” “Never seen one like that.” “Where can I get one of those?” They clearly didn't know what to make of them. He felt Eirlana tensing up next to him; clearly, a little overwhelmed by all the people and whispers around them. Leaning closer to her ear he spoke softly in elven so no one could understand them. Don't worry vhenan. Remember under those masks they are just people. If it helps imagine, them in Vivienne's dress.” “Solas.” she gasped, a little shocked by his boldness, but she smiled imagining just that. . Iron Bull watched the two elves with renewed interest, especially Solas. His whole demeanour had transformed, something that couldn't just be explained away by his change of clothes. He knew that there was very little that could rattle the quiet apostate, but he didn't expect him to be this calm and composed. He stood out. He was walking around with an ease and confidence, like he was used to these gathering. It was as if he were of noble birth himself, something that wasn't possible. Bull had to grin when Solas talked softly to Eirlana, his eyes and movements telling everyone who watched them that she was his and that they shared an intimacy no one could touch. A couple of noble ladies even blushed and started to whisper behind their fans, as if they had seen something private and forbidden. As amusing as it was Iron Bull couldn't help but feel something was off. He had spent some time to discover more about them after the tip-off form Dalish but found nothing. They both were very diligent in their work and helping the Inquisition, almost a little too diligent in his opinion. Nothing had jumped out apart from their unique views on magic, and the occasional disagreement with Ryan. Making a mental note to dig a little more into their pasts he directed his attention back to the nobles and servants, every single one of them liars, spies and schemers, it would be hard to find out who was lying about what. . The ball soon turned into the bloody and twisted affair they all had feared. Solas found it almost disturbing how Ryan was handling the nobles and the Game with an alarming ease. Whenever the ball permitted it he, Ryan, Cassandra and Blackwall slipped away to uncover the secrets and plots behind the scenes. It didn't come as a shock to Solas to see that the servants and guards had paid with their lives for this pity feud within the royal family. Like always the common people were paying the price, just like the People had paid his. As expected the Venatori had infiltrated the palace, the challenge was to find out who amongst the more influential people was colluding with them. The runs behind the scenes were always short and quick, so they would be back before the Inquisitor would be missed. After checking himself for dirt and blood, Solas walked around, before returning to his post in one of the side wings. With growing interest, he studied the people around him and was surprised at how he was soaking up the dense layer of intrigue, plays of power, danger and sex. It was a silent pleasure he hadn't indulged in for so long, the open secrets, the fainted interests and amazement, the little well placed accidental touches, fake giggles and subtle whispers. It reminded him of the feasts of Elvhenan, of what once was his home, though with far less magic, boasting and obsequious flattery. Everyone was acting, watching, faking, no one was bold enough to be themselves. Even he was playing a role, though he was showing more of his true nature then he originally had planned. An elven servant tried her best to look seductively at him, as she filled his glass again. Solas noticed he was enjoying the attention he was getting, the stolen glances of the nobles, the elves watching him with interest. It was just like everyone used to watch him back in Arlathan. He was the wild card, dangerous, trusted and feared by everyone. Even when his world had been rotten to the core, it also had its beauty, freedom and unlimited potential. His ears twitched when he heard another demeaning remark about the elves. It was repulsive how the nobles saw them as nothing more like objects, lesser beings, mere sub-humans to do their bidding. Officially there was no slavery in Orlais, but he knew that most elves toiled for meagre wages. There were exceptions of course, highly trained entertainers and bards that were kept by the nobles like prized pets or possessions. Strolling through the halls, Solas got sight of Briala. He already had a brief encounter with her, hunting down some Venatori. In her short chat with the Inquisitor, she gave him the impression she was a capable and very calculating woman. In just the few months she possessed the key to part of the eluvian network, she had used it very efficiently to rally the elves of Orlais. Seeing the hardened woman giving polite smiles if need be, he was reminded of Felassans companionship towards her. Solas knew he had to approach Briala someday, to get the key he needed to rewrite and take control of the eluvians. Observing her a while, he wondered how Felassan could have seen her in Briala. Even when he now saw she was resourceful and brave to stand up for her people. It was a far cry from what she had done and the way she had changed him. His eyes wandered to Eirlana, who was talking with Josephine to some nobles, wondering who was changing him more. His stomach fluttered seeing Eirlana standing amongst them, she was one of the most kind-hearted, strongest, loving, beautiful and intelligent people he had ever known. He shook his head, she had been right, he hadn't known what love was, that is until now. He noticed a group of nobles whispering and pointing towards Eirlana. One of them, an older man, Solas recognised, the Lord of Val Colline, nicknamed the Pig of Colline, a man with a horrible reputation, with a distinct taste for elves according to the reports. To some extent, Solas didn't mind the growing attention Eirlana was receiving, but seeing the openly lusty stares, especially from such a man, as if she was some trophy to conquer and posses, had him on edge. . It was over, more blood had been spilt, another scheme completed and a new puppet sat on the throne. Solas took a sip of his glass, he could have guessed that Ryan would choose to support Gaspard. It was another military victory for the Inquisition, who now would have the full support of Orlais to fight Corypheus. It would be interesting to see what their powerful allies would do once the Inquisitions usefulness would disappear. For now, there was a macabre sort of cheerfulness in the air, after all the Queen had just been assassinated by the sister of the new designated ruler. Ryan's choices tonight would have repercussions for years to come. Leaning against a pillar, Solas continued to observe the nobles and their games. The sweetness of the wine lingered on his tongue, indulging himself he took another glass, knowing he already drank more then he should. Finally free from Josephine, Eirlana searched for Solas. Josephine hadn't lied when she told her that several families in Orlais had taken an interest in her. Her jaw ached from the forced polite smiles, and her head was swimming from all the small talk she had endured. To her relief most nobles she had been introduced to, were polite and friendly, they were family members of people she had saved, she even recognised some of them from the battlefields. Sadly most of the other nobles acted like she expected and their stares and whispers made her very uncomfortable. Now she was just tired and hoping she could leave soon. Solas noticed Eirlana, with a smile he gazed at her. She looked so fair this evening, it made his heart beat faster. He didn't miss the dark look she gave Ryan when she passed him; clearly, she was not pleased he had sent her out of the ballroom just before the assassination happened. The Inquisitor had shown he had mastered the Game this night, calculating and manipulating everything to his best advantage. “There you are.” Eirlana was relieved she finally found Solas. “Do you want to get some air?” She looked hopeful at him. He nodded and escorted her to one of the more quieter gardens. The laughter and music grew more distant as they made their way along the winding paths leading through the artful trimmed bushes. The night was pleasantly cool, and the air was filled with the honey-sweet scent of blooming flowers. Small lanterns had been lighted, and benches placed in alcoves occupied by a few couples trying to steal a private moment. “It feels good to be out here.” Eirlana stretched her back, glad the end of the ball was in sight. “I had the feeling I was watched the whole time and that someone was always waiting for me to make a mistake. I can't imagine anyone is enjoying themselves tonight.” “I noticed Vivienne had an extra thick layer of importance and snugness around her.” Eirlana giggled, Solas' opinion about Vivienne had taken a more cynical form ever since she lectured them both about proper court magic. “What about you? You looked more at ease here than I would have thought.” “The costumes may have changed, but the powerful have always acted the same as you well know. Empires come and go with the flow of time, with only their memories remaining in the Fade. Tonight was no exception.” “Seen is not the same as walking amongst them.” “True.” Solas said after a while, he didn't know what else to say. Every excuse he could think of sounded to fake or was one he didn't want to tell her. They came to a small square surrounded by bushes of roses in different shades and lighted by several lanterns. Turning towards him, Eirlana lightly took hold of his hands and intertwined their fingers. “I wish it were just the two of us tonight.” she spoke softly. Standing close together they both relished this short moment of peace. Solas leaned forward to kiss her, but she stepped away from him. Still holding his right hand, she turned her body and with a twinkle in her eye, she smiled at him knowingly. Solas recognised the way she moved her body, he was very familiar with that stance. “How do you?” “You are not the only one who has wandered the Fade and seen things.” Eirlana locked her eyes with his. She looked so beautiful, it took Solas breath away. Her eyes drew him in, as if she was leading him to a new world, one she created and only she knew the secret to. A peaceful world full of wonders, where to old and new were in harmony. He gladly stepped into it, but in his heart, he knew it was a dream that would never come to pass. He matched her stance, and they began to dance to the faint distant music. It was an ancient elven dance, one the world hadn't seen for thousands of years. Having only practised the dance a few times in the Fade, Eirlana missed a few steps, but soon she followed Solas' lead, and they glided over their private little square. Gradually the music changed its rhythm and slowed down, staying in tune they began to dance slower, more intimate. With grace, Solas moved behind her, stepping closer to her. Pressing his chest against her back, he leaned into her, curling his arms around her waist. Eirlana could feel his heat through their clothes, swaying to the music she leaned back, letting her head rest against his. Resting her arms on his she closed her eyes, she lost herself in the moment, a pleasant shiver spread through her feeling his warm breath brushing her ear. . “Eh, ehm” Iron Bull coughed. “Sorry guys, but the boss is asking for you.” Solas sighed as reality came crashing back, he wanted nothing more than to disappear at that moment. To take Eirlana far away so he could have her all to himself, without any annoying disturbances. He didn't miss Iron Bull's subtle gesture that something was amiss. Holding onto Eirlana more firmly he kissed her temple. “Stay here, I will be right back vhenan.” “But he said...” “I will see what he wants, wait for me here.” He followed Iron Bull back inside. “Sorry I had to barge in, but you know...” Solas motioned that it was all right, it wasn't as if it was the first time someone walked into them. He had a bad feeling what he would find after Iron Bull's gestures, his instincts warning him to be cautious. It was worse than he expected, the Inquisitor was drunk from the wine and intoxicated by his successes of the night. As the victor, he was surrounded by several nobles showering him with praise and flattery, hoping to get on his good side. Like a plague, they clung to him, sneaky and selfishly attempting to gain the most out of the spoils after the bloodshed. What was most alarming to Solas was to see the Pig of Colline among them, as well as other nobles with a more questionable reputation. “Solass, there you are.” Ryan's voice slurred a little from the wine. “I was jusst trying to explain to these fine people how you do your... your thingss.” “It is most fascinating to hear the grand deeds of the Inquisition by Andraste's Champion himself.” the Lord of Val Colline stepped in, looking with interest at Solas, his eyes searching the room behind him. “May I ask, where is your lovely companion of this evening?” Seeing the disgusting leering look in the man's eyes made Solas sick. Fighting down the urge to set him on fire and strike him down, Solas knew right then that he needed to remove this monster. From his spies he knew Briala was planning to make her move against the Pig, he needed to contact his agents to assist her. Maybe this was the opportunity to help her and gain her trust, all was it a little faster than planned. “My apologies but she already left, it has been a long and trying night.” Solas answered politely. “Can I be of any further assistance Inquisitor?”
Seeing Ryan was already talking with someone else he made a small courtesy bow and left, after all, he was playing the role of a manservant. On his way back he spotted Josephine, quickly he stepped towards her. “The Inquisitor is trying hard to make the wrong kind of friends.” he said to her discretely. To his relief her eyes went big and searched immediately for Ryan, seeing him she thanked Solas and went to him. Trusting she would sort things out Solas resumed his way, it was high time to leave this ball. He needed to get Eirlana away from here fast. Angry at Ryan's ignorance and stupidity he walked back into the gardens. His ears twitched when he picked up Eirlana's giggle from afar, unwittingly he quickened his pace through the winding hedges. He stopped in his tracks when he saw her and Cullen sitting on a bench under a magnificent climbing rose. Cullen was brushing his neck, smiling fondly at Eirlana, who giggled about something he said. Already agitated and the wine running through his veins Solas briskly walked towards them. “Solas.” Eirlana greeted him cheerfully. He forced himself to calm down. “Vhenan, if you wish, we have permission to leave.” Noticing something was off, she nodded and turned towards Cullen. “Good night Cullen.” Cullen opened his mouth, but froze a moment, before he mumbled. “Good night.”
For a while Cullen stared after them, he already had received some not so friendly looks from Solas, but this was the most hostile one yet. His message was clear, back off she is mine. Not that Cullen didn't know that, but smothering his own feelings was sometimes tricky, especially in moments like these. He had come to the gardens to escape the annoying nobles that had pestered him all night long. It was a pleasant surprise when he came upon Eirlana, she looked so beautiful, and before he knew it, he approached her. They ended up talking on the bench, both complaining and laughing about the ridiculousness of the nobles. It made him happy that so much had changed between them, ever since the day she and Solas had stumbled into Haven. She made him smile, and he couldn't help that he sometimes wished for a future together with her. It was an impossible dream of a future free of the order, free of the pain, a future in which he was living happily with her at his side in a simple house in Fereldan. Cullen shook his head, knowing that it would never happen, it would be a miracle if he managed only one of those things. He didn't blame Solas' reaction, in part he could understand him, especially tonight. Eirlana kept silent until she and Solas rode away from the palace. She saw he was struggling, something had happened that put him on edge. “Solas what is wrong?” He kept riding without answering, not trusting his emotions. The desire to take her away and protect her from all that was wrong in this world had never been stronger. He wanted to lock her away in one of his created realms, hidden away, guarded and cared for by people he could trust. It was a selfish desire, one that would put her back in a cage. Even when it would be a golden one, it would still be a cage. “Solas!” she took hold of his face forcing him to look at her. He swallowed hard, fighting his own impulses. “I am sorry vhenan. I couldn't stand those nobles and the Inquisitor any longer. I needed to get you away from there.” . Entering her room, Eirlana let out a sigh. She felt like she could breathe again. Solas followed her, and with a flick of his wrist, he lit the candles in her room. To her relief, he had calmed down a little, but something had rattled him, and a strange tension was lingering between them. Not knowing how she should act she started to pull some of the pins out of her hair. Looking in the mirror she caught him staring at her with an intense burning gaze that made her shiver, and her heart beat faster. Watching him, she opened her jacket and let it slip off, revealing her laced up back. Suddenly Solas averted his eyes and walked away, opening the door separating their rooms. Confused she spun around. “Solas.” The word was out of her mouth before she could make up her mind what to do. She knew only one thing, she didn't want him to leave. He looked at her questioningly, and she turned and pulled her hair over her shoulder to the front. “Can you help me open this?” “Of course vhenan.” his voice sounded strained. Her breath hitched when he stepped closer and touched her. He had taken off his gloves, and his warm hand brushed along her neck before his nimble fingers started to unlace her. The tension she felt intensified with every single touch on her skin. Solas tried to focus on the task she requested with difficulty. His desire for her was set aflame by the wine and the events of the evening, seeing her back slowly unveiling added only more fuel to the fire burning within him. This was getting dangerous, he needed to leave before he did something inexcusable. For a moment his hand hovered over her naked skin before he pulled it back. Clenching his fist he abruptly turned around, “Good night, sleep well.” and with a few paces, he was through the door. Eirlana stared at the closed door, she could guess why he had left, his burning stare told her enough. Now alone, a sadness spread through her. Reaching over her shoulder, she touched her back still heated from his touch. What should she do? Alone in his room Solas ripped off his vest and opened his shirt, a few buttons flew off in the process. He flung open the balcony doors to let the night air in, he needed to cool off. His eyes caught sight of a flagon of wine, and he poured himself a glass. After he took a big gulp, he filled it back up again. His blood was boiling, fuelled by the alcohol and the jealousy he felt thinking back at all the men that had paid Eirlana to much attention during the night. A part of him was pushing him to give in, to stake his claim, to take her and let the world know she was his. He felt disgusted with himself to have these thoughts, they were part of the selfish monster he thought he had left behind. It made him sick that his dark, selfish side was so easily resurfacing by a few greedy stares of a couple of shemlen. His emotions in turmoil he noticed the candles going out in her room. Letting out a deep sigh he closed his eyes, this would have been so much easier if he had listened to himself and buried his feelings. He laughed at himself, when had he ever chosen the easy road. No, even when he had many regrets in his life, he would never regret meeting her, she was his light in a dark time, a blessing he didn't deserve. In a big swig, he emptied the glass cursing his own desires, cursing his past and his task. Letting out another sigh, he reached out for the flagon once more, knowing he would regret drinking so much in the morning. . “Solas?” Solas froze, he hadn't heard Eirlana come in, slowly he turned around and swallowed. Clad in only a sleeveless nightgown and a shawl she stood behind him, her hair loosely pinned up. The moonlight pouring through the windows engulfed her in a surreal light, and for a moment Solas thought he was dreaming, that she was an illusion. Why was she here? He didn't move, frightened to chase her away, scared that she would disappear at any moment. She stepped closer and reached out to him. He took in a sharp breath when her fingers touched his bare chest feather-lightly. Slowly she brushed her lips against his, kissing him tenderly. His resolve was wearing very thin, he had to stop this, he couldn't... “Vhenan?” he broke away from her. “I want to spend the night with you.”
Solas couldn't believe what she just said, she couldn't possibly want to... Eirlana's eyes drew him in, she looked so beautiful, slowly she let her shawl slip from her shoulders. Stunned he watched her, his body already reacting to her presence. Suddenly the dream was shattered when her hand went to his groin, taking it with a delightful pressure, his manhood responding immediately. With a strangled grown he quickly pushed her back. “Sorry! Did I hurt you?” startled by his reaction, she panicked, she had done something wrong. Taking a deep breath to calm himself Solas tried to recover, never would he have expected that from her, it was the total opposite of her otherwise shy and hesitant demeanour. Seeing her reaction only affirmed what he already knew. Everyone had always taken from her, demanded from her, used her. No one had ever loved her, cared for her, showed her what it meant to be together. “No, vhenan.” Solas said a little out of breath. He closed the balcony doors, giving himself a few moments to realise that this was reality. He stepped towards her and saw she was rattled, her mind searching where she had gone wrong. He had scared her and at that moment all of his objections and reason were not important. Softly he caressed her cheek, he wanted nothing more than to banish all of her bad memories. Slowly he started to kiss her and mumbled: “Just let us go a little slower.” His hands stroked her bare arms. Tentative Eirlana raised her hands to touch his chest. Solas could tell she was now questioning every move she made. He didn't want this, he wanted her to enjoy every moment, to receive her touch because she wanted to, not because she felt obliged to. Taking her hand, he brought it to his lips placing sweet kisses on it. . Slower, it was easier said than done Eirlana thought. She didn't know what to do, she felt hesitant to touch him. Not that she was a stranger to sex, but for her, it had always been connected with shame, disgust and pain. She knew it shouldn't be like that. She wanted to be with Solas, to feel his love and touch, and to give him pleasure in return, but now there was a growing knot in the pit of her stomach, fearing she would do something wrong again or spoil the mood. With her insecurities returning, she questioned all she knew. She was afraid to touch him, afraid she wouldn't touch him enough, afraid to disappoint him. Inhaling sharply, her thoughts were disrupted when Solas started to suck and lick at the delicate skin of her inner wrist. A pleasant shiver ran along her spine when he continued to kiss up her arm, leaving a wet trail that cooled in the night air. Like in their dance, he stepped behind her and leaned into her. Concentrating on him she began to relax again. His lips feathered over her collarbone, and her breath hitched when he reached her sensitive spot. His breath brushed hot against her skin, kissing and nipping her, it made her tingle in delight. Sighing she moved her head to the side, giving in to his touch, his warmth. This is what she wanted, this is why she had chosen to come here. There was nothing to be afraid off, there was nothing she could do wrong. Her confidence returning, Eirlana slipped away from him. Watching him she moved slowly backwards to the bed, pulling her hairpins loose. Seeing him staring at her with admiration and desire empowered her. Smiling at him, she tugged at the straps of her nightgown, leisurely loosening them. Solas had to swallow when her nightgown fluttered down, after briefly resting on her hips it pooled at her feet. Standing naked before him, she looked like a vision, with her delicate developing curves, small breasts, her skin almost translucent in the moonlight and her hair a shimmering fall of waves. For a moment he could only stare at her taking in every detail of her, she was so lovely and yet so vulnerable. Mesmerised Solas stepped towards her, his vest hitting the ground with a thud. “You are so beautiful.” he whispered before capturing her lips, his fingers gliding over her arms. He shuddered in delight when he felt her hands move with confidence over his chest, slipping his shirt off his shoulders. Stopping for a moment, he pressed his forehead against hers. He needed to know. “Are you sure?” Eirlana brushed her nose against his, before kissing him tenderly. “Yes and no.” she smiled. It was the truth, there was a strange mixture of want, desire, fear and anticipation inside of her. “And you?” “Yes and no.” Solas confessed, he wanted nothing more than to love her, to touch and feel her, but he was also still keeping the truth from her. Who he was, what he had done and must do in the future. They both laughed nervously, as if they were lovestruck teenagers, getting intimate for the first time. . Sitting down on the bed, Solas slowly pulled Eirlana back, so they were both lying down. He was careful not to lean too much over her, so she had room to retreat if she needed to. They kissed again, and his hands began to wander over her, exploring her sides and stomach, caressing her softly. Leaving her lips, he kissed down her neck and collarbone, before travelling down on her chest. He could hear she was holding her breath when he almost reached her breasts. He skimmed the edge of them, brushing his nose along the soft rising mounts, before moving lower to her ribs. She tensed when he started to lightly kiss her there, dragging his inner part of his upper lip along the exposed skin, leaving a trail of goosebumps that spread over her body. His hands moved all along her figure, cherishing every part of her skin. He kept her on the edge of tickling, caressing her with his lips and tongue until her breath sped up and her stomach began to pulse under his every touch. Only then he moved back up towards her breasts. Taking his time he gently stroked his thumbs along them and placed soft kisses on the tender flesh. Her breath hitched when he finally reached her nipple and took it into his mouth, gently sucking it. He smiled hearing her beautiful moan when his tongue began to lick and roll around. Cupping her breasts more firmly he began to knead them, alternating between them with his fingers, mouth and tongue, teasing her nipples until they turned into stiff peaks. “Solas.” Eirlana panted, she was not sure what she should do. This was so different from what she knew. His hands were on a journey to explore and cherish every part of her, her body was reacting in ways she had never felt before. Afraid of these new sensations and afraid she wasn't doing enough, she desperately took hold of his arms. Solas halted and kissed her on her lips again, looking deep into her eyes. “Shh, don't worry. Just do what feels good for you.” he gave her another heart-throbbing kiss. “I won't stop until I have tasted every part of you.” Her stomach fluttered hearing his low heated voice and seeing his burning but reassuring gaze. Stroking and kissing her, Solas kept his attention on her upper body, giving Eirlana time to relax again. He wanted to show her there was nothing to fear and give her pleasures she had never experienced before. He wished for her to come undone by his touch, to burn her past away and replace it with all the love, tenderness and sweetness he could bestow upon her. . Eirlana felt a strange tension spread through her, but it wasn't an unpleasant one, rather a wonderful anticipation for what was to come. It was as if a burden was disappearing from her shoulders, taking away her doubt, her fear and her shame, all that was left was Solas and his love. Slowly her hands began to move again. She wanted to feel more of him, to explore his body in turn, she loved him with all her heart and wanted him to feel the same pleasure as he gave her. Giving in to her instincts she began to move, her touches and kisses becoming more confident. Her fingers traced and caressed his muscular body and moving her legs she glided them along his, making Solas hum. His mouth began his journey again, after giving her breast some more attention he continued downwards. Her stomach clenched, and she let out a breathing laugh when his lips fluttered lower than before, teasing her taunt sensitive muscles. Gradually Solas let his body slip off the bed until he was on his knees. A little out of breath Eirlana sat up leaning on her elbows, wondering why he moved to the floor. Her breath hitched when he took her feet and pressed a kiss on them and started to work his way up her legs, kissing, caressing, kneading, tasting, worshipping every inch of her skin. Solas was careful when he slowly parted her legs, knowing that it could make her uncomfortable. He watched her closely when he began to stroke her inner thighs. Eirlana held her breath, her first reaction was to close her legs, but by now her mind and body were in a heated haze of anticipation and pleasure. As much as she feared to be touched there, she also wanted it. Seeing how tense she was Solas got up. After kissing her, he pulled several thick cushions towards them, arranging them so she could lie more upright and see what he was about to do. “You are wonderful.” he whispered in her ear. With care, he parted her legs again, kneeling down between them. Not stopping caressing her, he stared at her most intimate parts, even here her hair was white. The sparse soft curls started on her mound of Venus and covered her nether lips leading to her pink folds. Kissing her on her stomach, he slowly made his way to her mound. He could hear her holding her breath again when he started to kiss, lick and suck gently at this soft part of her body, gradually he moved lower until he almost had reached her outer lips. “Solas don't.” Eirlana reached for his face and pushed it away, her voice a heady mix of uncertainty and desire. He looked at her, his eyes filled with love, lust and promise. Pressing her hand against his cheek, he looked her deep in the eyes. “I said I wanted to taste every part of you.” Not breaking eye-contact he turned his head slightly and scraped his teeth over her fingers, nipping softly at her fingertips. Eirlana shuddered and slowly let go of his head and sunk back into the cushions. Solas started to kiss her mound again, slowly moving lower. He could smell her heavy scent of sex, and he couldn't wait to let her drown in ecstasy. Carefully he licked and kissed her outer folds before he parted them. Seeing the gleam of her arousal heightened his own. Eagerly he let his tongue roll over her inner folds and moaned loudly being finally able to taste her. Grabbing the sheets to prevent herself from pushing him back again, Eirlana trembled when she saw him staring in fascination at her most intimate parts. She inhaled sharply when his tongue suddenly moved all over her, the sensation and the vibrations of his voice overwhelming her senses. Her heartbeat sped even more as he kept going, flooding her with sweet pleasure. She wanted to touch something of him, but his body was out of her reach, desperately her hand went for his head again but this time not to push him away. Feeling her stroke his head Solas started to kiss and lick her more intensely, with intervals he looked up at her. She looked gorgeous with her lips slightly parted, her cheeks flushed and her eyes half hooded. Her whole expression telling him she enjoyed every move he made. With his thumbs massaging her mound of Venus he slowly kissed and licked her deeper, time and time again he moved up and teased her on and around her pearl, sucking it gently. Gradually Eirlana's soft moans became louder and more intense, her nails scraping lightly over his scalp. He pulled at her nether lips with his mouth, cherishing and loving every part of her, eating her out more and more. He had to moan when she finally let go completely and parted her legs even more for him, he could taste her heightened arousal. Slowly he let one finger enter her, she was so warm and moist. He felt her stiffen at the intrusion, but he kept licking and kissing her until she relaxed again. With care he began to move his finger, adding one more after a while, massaging her soft passage from within. “ Solas.” Eirlana panted, her body felt like it was on fire from the pleasure he brought her. Whatever he was doing she didn't want him to stop. She groaned and arched her back when he suddenly reached a particular spot within her. He growled, knowing he was the one who did this to her, wanting to give her more he kept moving his fingers, his tongue licking and rolling all over and around her throbbing pearl. He felt her inner walls twitch, not stopping he kept going, knowing she wasn't far from her climax. He curled his fingers inside of her, teasing her spot again. Suddenly she pressed his face against her core, closing her legs around him in her peak. It was exhilarating to feel her clamping onto him, her inner walls pulsing around his fingers. With skilled hands he kept touching and caressing her, drawing out her peak. . Getting back at his feet Solas smiled at Eirlana, her pupils blown wide apart by her arousal, her whole body glowing with pleasure. Letting her catch her breath, he stripped off his last clothes. He sighed, when his throbbing member hit the crisp air, finally free from its confinement. Ignoring the urge to touch himself, he sat down next to her. Recovering from her orgasm Eirlana moved upright and leaned against him. Wanting to have her all the control and freedom she needed, he pulled her on his lap, making sure his member was securely trapped between their stomachs. Lovingly Eirlana straddled him, embracing him she pressed herself against his warm body. Coming down from her high she lazily kissed him tasting herself on him. Solas groaned when her tongue slipped over his lips, opening his mouth they entwined their tongues together. It was wonderful to feel her heated body against his, he brushed aside her hair and raked his nails teasingly over her spine. She arched her back beautifully to his touch, pushing her breast forward with her nipples still hard and sensitive from his earlier ministrations. Eagerly he took them into his mouth, rolling his tongue over them. Her hands grabbed him by his shoulders and pushed him back. Moaning Solas let go, thrilled she was taking control. With lust filled eyes Eirlana kissed him desperately. This was so different, this felt so right. In the past, she had learned to quickly finish the job so she would be left alone again. Never had she enjoyed to give pleasure to someone else. Now she was fascinated how Solas responded to her every touch, how his breath hitched and his muscles flexed under her exploring fingers. She let her hands glide over his body, kneading him, scraping her nails over his skin and could feel his trapped member throbbing against her stomach. Grabbing his head, she pulled it to the side giving her access to his neck. Her lips roamed along it, licking, and scraping her teeth against his muscle. When she bit down on him, she could feel him shiver, thrilled she bit him harder, sucking and rolling her tongue over his flesh. Feeling him grab her more tightly at her hips, she experimentally rolled her hips, pressing her heated centre against the base of his member. The moans that escaped Solas made her smile, and she continued her journey, revelling in the pleasure she brought him, wondering how he would react to what touch. Solas had to force himself to keep his hands still, to give her time to explore him at her own pace. It was exhilarating to feel her move freely against him seeking out her and his pleasure. When she tried to grip his head, he wished he had still his hair, so he could feel her pull it. With closed eyes and parted lips, he gave in to her, moving as she wanted, his body shivering when he felt her kissing and licking his neck. A thrill went through him when he felt her biting him, knowing she was leaving a mark for the world to see. When she rolled her lips, he couldn't help but to grab her and push her more against him. He shuddered when she licked him up his neck until her hot breath brushed against his ear, letting him moan again when she traced it with her tongue and bit down lightly at his sensitive ear-tip. His heart almost pounded out of his chest when she whispered. “I want you.” her voice full of want and desire. “Ma lath.” Hearing Solas slightly out of breath and his deep voice loaded with promise and longing made her shiver. Her pounding heart skipped a beat when his words sunk in. Lost for words she kissed him, and hugged him tightly, knowing that he meant every letter from the bottom of his heart. . A little hesitant Eirlana raised her hips, releasing his member that was trapped between them. Solas' hands were resting on her hips, but he was not guiding or pushing her. Looking into his eyes, she guided him to her core and slowly slid down on him. In union their lips parted, breathing in each other's moans, until he was fully seated inside of her. Holding still she leaned against him, her eyes closed. She could feel her walls clenching around him, stretching her, filling her. Solas didn't move. He grasped her waist more tightly, feeling her finally around him, her heat engulfing him. It was almost too much. The feeling was overwhelming for both of them, to be finally connected. “Ar lath ma” her breath brushed along his upper lip. He grasped her waist more tightly, groaning “Ma lath” once again.
They kissed each other long and passionately until they couldn't resist the urge to move any longer. With her arms resting around her shoulder Eirlana rolled her hips, feeling him shift inside her. With her movement Solas slid his hands to her behind, grabbing her cheeks to encourage her. They began at a torturous slow rhythm, that had them both on edge, their bodies wanting more and don't wanting to stop at the same time. She moved her beautifully against him, and teasingly nipped his under lip only to pull away when he tried to kiss her. They both laughed and revelled in their intimacy. Slowly they bodies heated up, making their movements growing bolder and more profound. Eirlana could see Solas was keeping himself back, wanting him to enjoy it as much as she did she stroked his fingers along his ear, knowing what it would do to him. With a muffled groan he trusted up into her, sheeting himself deeper within her. She gasped and smiled against his lips, breathing in his pleasure. They sped up, moving more strongly, smiling at each other, drinking in their shared love and passion. He felt her fingers curling around his head, pulling and pushing him against her neck. His lips brushed against her fast beating pulse, not able to resist the temptation he hungrily bit her there. Hearing her moan his name he feverishly sucked and worried her skin, leaving his mark on her. She began to lose her rhythm and desperately held on to him. Grabbing her hips firmly he took over, guiding her to her release. He could feel her core throbbing around him, telling him she was close. “Solas, please.” she moaned. “Come for me vhenan.” letting go of her, he moved one hand between their bodies and rubbed his finger against her pearl. She shattered around him, her body shivering and throbbing from her second orgasm. Solas buried his fingers into her hips and bit his tongue, to not follow her. He wanted to pleasure her even more and wished this night would never end. He groaned loudly when he felt her pulsing around him, his name on her lips like the sweetest spell. Her fingers dug into his scalp, pressing her body against his as if she wanted for them to melt together. Out of breath and overwhelmed she went limp in his arms. He kissed her shoulder and held her until she caught her breath, his member throbbing within her, urging him to move. Gently Solas lifted Eirlana, hissing when he slipped out of her, slick and wet from her release. He helped her onto the bed, making sure she lay comfortably against the cushions. Moving between her legs he rubbed himself against her opening, scooping up more of her nectar before he entered her again. “Vhenan.” Breathing heavily he waited, making sure she would be alright with him on top of her. He half closed his eyes when he felt her muscles still flutter from her orgasm. When her arms came around him, welcoming him, he groaned. He wanted to move slowly, but her heat and his need made it impossible. Lifting her leg, he changed his angle, and he began to trust, his eyes not leaving hers for a second. His heart soared when her hands grabbed his butt and wrapped her body around his, meeting his thrusts. She was his, and he was hers. His movements were getting deeper and harder. He wanted to bury himself her, wanted to drink every moan and pant from her parted lips. His hunger and pent-up need was taking over as he sped up. He would never forget this moment, he would never get enough of her. Desperately he moved, kissing her feverishly. Eirlana's mind was going blank, her whole world had shrunken to just them. Her body was melting from the heat of their slick skins moving together. Sweat dripped from him onto her body, tickling her skin as it rolled down. His body was moving fluently under her fingers, his muscles were moving in harmony with his trusts. Overtaken by the sensation she dug her nails into him.
Uttering a wild-sounding growl Solas tried to press himself even deeper inside of her, with even more fever he moved even faster, he was so close, so close. Wanting desperately for them to come together he moved his hand and pressed his fingers against her pearl again. Her reaction was almost immediately, her walls clenching around on him, begging for him to let go. With a deep throaty moan, he came, releasing himself deeply inside of her.
With the build-up suddenly gone Solas' body collapsed, sweaty and heated he lay on her, holding her tightly. Catching his breath, he managed to roll off her with some effort, his body shaking from the high he experienced. They both lay still beside each other panting, unable to say a word. Lazily Solas rolled to his side and put his arm on her waist, her skin hot and sticky with perspiration. He started to place a long slow kiss on the first patch of skin he could reach. Eirlana rolled herself against him, unable to believe what she had just experienced. Smiling and out of breath, she snuggled up against him. With their naked bodies entangled, Solas managed to drag one of the sheets across them, after a few long slow kisses they drifted away, both content and sleepy they dozed off, Solas holding her possessively in his arms. . Already half asleep, Solas' ears twitch. Slowly he opened his eyes, seeing Eirlana curled up next to him he snuggled himself against her, closing his eyes again. “Shuffle.” There was that noise again, it sounded like it was coming from just outside his room. Solas was immediately wide awake, carefully he sat upright, listening intensely. There were people on the move outside on the balcony. Silently he moved out of the bed, wanting to reach his staff. Eirlana stirred, waking up by his movements. “Sol...” quickly he covered her mouth. “Shhh.” and motioned towards the door leading to her room. Alarmed by hearing the clear sound of people moving and muffled voices, she also slipped out of bed. Suddenly they saw the door slowly being opened. With a few quick strides Solas had reached his staff, whoever it was next door, their intentions couldn't be good. He felt Eirlana's magic around him as she erected a barrier. The door swung open and armed masked men stepped through it. “There! Capture the elf! Kill the other one.” Solas could see the leader of the men pointing at him and with their blades drawn the men immediately began to attack him. With staff in hand, he shot out his fade fist, sending the first men flying back. Ice shards and lightning flew through the air, killing the next who came through the door. Solas was alarmed, they were here with a purpose. More men poured into the room, stepping over their fallen comrades, Solas tried his best to hold them back when Iron Bull came storming through the door swinging his battle-axe. Other people were moving in the hall, hastening to come to their aid, the noise of the fight had woken quite a few people. With the odds now against them, the leader and a few of his men escaped over the balcony into the night. In just a few moments everything was over. “What happened here?” Cassandra asked, clad in simple linens. “Someone check on the Inquisitor!” “We had a nightly visit.” Solas replied, still naked he picked up his shirt and helped Eirlana cover herself. She was visibly shaken and looked questioning at him, knowing that this was not a random attack. He was also troubled by the leaders call. “Vints, when do these bastards finally learn.” Iron Bull grumbled, then he turned around and started to laugh. “Look that's what a true warrior is like, always ready to fight, even in his birthday-suit. I should have done that.” “Please don't.” Dorian groaned. Putting on a legging, Solas went over the events. This had been the second attack where they targetted him and Eirlana, and their instructions had been clear, capture one, discard the other. His eyes shot for a second to Eirlana, wondering again if it was him or her they wanted. Who had value to them? There was no doubt the Venatori had their spies within the Inquisition, the same as he had, the Qunari, the Orlesian court, Ferelden and no doubt others. It was a miracle that there was not more bloodshed in the halls of Skyhold. Could it be that Corypheus had discovered who he was? Not that wasn't possible, it was far more logical that they knew what the Inquisition knew, and that was that she is a healer and he an expert in elven lore and the Fade. He would be the more logical target. Why had they come into her room? He had entered hers, before moving to his. Had they assumed he was in there? Had they entered the wrong room? He looked again at Eirlana, no it had to be him they were looking for, she had no connection to anything except her role in the Inquisition as a mage and a healer. She would be of no interest to them. They must have discovered his knowledge of the orb, maybe they needed him in the hopes of unlocking it further. Could he use this to lure them out? Still looking at Eirlana he dismissed it immediately, it was too dangerous, they had called for the death of her. A chill went through him, what would have happened had they succeeded in overpowering him. No, he wouldn't risk her well-being, he had to find another way to get to his orb. “They properly went in here to get revenge for tonight. Thank the Maker they failed.” Cassandra sighed before barking more orders to the guards to double their patrols and be on the lookout for those who had fled. . Soon Solas and Eirlana found themselves in Dorian room, who had 'other' arrangements. “Solas?”
He looked at her while he pulled back the sheets so they could finally get some sleep. “Those men they were looking for someone.” She had kept quiet, not knowing why Solas hadn't said something. “I know vhenan.” “Why didn't you tell them?” After some consideration, he answered. “Because I don't want them to put any guards on us. I don't know why or who of us they were targetting. As far as I know, the only person of interest to them is Ryan. If the others knew they were looking for one of us, they would look even more over our shoulders. They would ask questions about what we are doing and why. Being in the Inquisition is hard enough at it is, and I want to continue my work to fight against Corypheus in peace. I don't see the need to worry them even more.” He took her hand and hated himself for manipulating her. “I know it is frightening to be suddenly attacked, but we are safe here. Besides we are both more than capable of defending ourselves and we are protected by the others. Of course, you can share what you have heard with Cassandra, Ryan or the others. I won't ask you to keep silent on my behalf.” She was silent for a moment and then nodded. He embraced her, regretting there was yet another secret she was keeping for him. “I am sorry.” he murmured. It was already getting light, exhausted Eirlana slipped into bed. After casting a ward to make sure they wouldn't be surprised again and shedding his leggings, Solas followed her. Lying down he possessively took her in his arms, she turned her head towards him, and they shared a long lazy kiss. Slipping his hand under the shirt, she was wearing he softly caressed her stomach. ““Ar lath ma”” he whispered and held her tightly, his heart soared when he heard her whisper. “Ma lath” .
With difficulty, Solas woke up. He had far to little sleep, and his head reminded him of his excessive wine consumption of last night. He frowned when he tried to open his eyes, and the sun was greeting him with her bright light. Not wanting to wake up he buried himself back into the cushions. His legs brushed against Eirlana's, and he hummed as the memories of last night came back to him. Snuggling against her he pulled her more into his arms. Awoken by his movements she stretched herself lazily, she smiled at him, mumbling. “Morning.” and kissed him. Sadly their cuddly morning didn't last long. Too soon they had to get up and pack their belonging. It was strange that all their weeks of preparation was packed up in a few hours to return to Skyhold. “Vhenan.” Eirlana turned towards Solas, she had just closed up her clothing chest. She was surprised to see him with another jewellery box in his hand, although this was a smaller one. In it lay another version of the necklace he had given her. It was a simpler version, attached to a couple of leather cords was a silver pendant. It depicted the same sleeping wolf, but the crystal at its centre was smaller and rougher. “I knew you couldn't wear the other one on a daily basis, so I ordered a second one, one you can always wear.” “Oh Solas, it is wonderful.” she hugged him. “Thank you.” . “Solas, did you pack everything?” Iron Bull grinned at him. “Didn't know elves were carrying that much.” They stood with the carriages and horses, waiting for Ryan. Eirlana started to blush at his remark, and Solas decided to just ignore this one. Dorian groaned and slapped Iron Bull on his back. “Enough you savage.” “Hmm savage? Want me to conquer you again?” he closed in on Dorian, trapping him between his chest and one of the carriages. “Erh erhm.” Cassandra rasped her throat. “If you are finished we have to get moving.” “Yes, Mam.” Iron Bull stepped back from a furiously blushing Dorian. Solas shook his head but had to grin at the exchange.
Ma lath – my love
Ar lath ma – I love you
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ao3feed-klance · 6 years ago
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Deal with the Devil
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by River_Nix
James Griffin had been raised in a village where hunters were the only mythical creatures that weren't considered monsters. At least, to the villagers. He, along with his friends: Ryan Kinkade, Ina Leifsdottir, and Nadia Rizavi were the present generation hunters. Their job was to protect the village from any mythical creature found in the woods surrounding the village. However, one fateful encounter that James has with a mage leads him to question everything he's ever known about other mythical creatures. Who should he really be protecting? And who's he really protecting the innocent from?
Words: 9714, Chapters: 7/8, Language: English
Series: Part 1 of James/Keith/Lance: Mythical AU
Fandoms: Voltron: Legendary Defender
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: M/M
Characters: James Griffin (Voltron), Ina Leifsdottir, Nadia Rizavi, Ryan Kinkade, Iverson (Voltron), Sanda (Voltron), Keith (Voltron), Lance (Voltron), Shiro (Voltron), Allura (Voltron), Hunk (Voltron), Pidge | Katie Holt, Lotor (Voltron), Nyma (Voltron)
Relationships: James Griffin/Keith/Lance (Voltron), James Griffin/Keith (Voltron), Keith/Lance (Voltron), James Griffin/Lance (Voltron)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Supernatural Hunters, Hunter!James, hunter!Ryan, Hunter!Ina, Hunter!Nadia, Hunter!Iverson, Hunter!Sanda, Mage!Keith, Wolf shifter!Lance, Phoenix!Shiro, Mermaid!Allura, Elf!Katie, Elf!Hunk, Wizard!Lotor, Queen Allura, Fluff, Light Smut
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lavender-creame · 1 year ago
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maybe for St. Patrick's Day you could write something about getting drunk on St. Patrick's Day with Ryan and him wearing that Kiss Me I'm Irish tank top and that leading to some giggly drunk sex?
Barhopping (Ryan Magee x Reader)
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| Minors DNI | 18+ only | 5.9k words Summary: Your best friend, Kia, takes you out barhopping on St. Patrick's day to help you get over your last relationship. Warnings: smut, nsfw, cursing, sex, mentions of alcohol a/n: I'm back!! mwah <33. You can also find my stuff on a03 at lavender_creame
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The ache and yearning you’d felt since the night your ex cheated on you seemed to always find its way back to you on the brightest days. Unfortunately for you, the ‘Golden State’ held onto its title tight, and shined through your window no matter the time.
It was 9:13 PM, and technicolor still blinded your eyes through the cracks in your curtains as your best friend, Kia, sat in front of you, lightly patting your face with powder. 
"So, remind me, Y/N, how long has it been since you and Jake broke up?" Kia asked, smirking. 
As your best friend, she knew all the best ways to prod you, even worse, she knew that because she was doing you a favor, there wasn’t too much you could truly complain about.
"You’ve been hinting at it all night, Kia, don’t start with me-" you replied, attempting to cut her off with a grumble and roll of your eyes, but she had already begun and you knew that this conversation was a long time coming.
The truth was, the relationship had been long over even before that fateful night; what is a relationship if it’s dateless, sexless, and loveless? Truth is, that was no relationship at all. Still, seeing him with another woman gave you a feeling you doubt you’ll ever forget, and as much as you spent most nights desiring nothing more than to be held, days, months, and now years hadn’t helped you overcome the fears that clouded your mind.
"No, YN!” She spoke playfully, “Come on! It’s been a year and a half. It’s time for you to get back out there, and this is the perfect night!"
You held a tube of Kia’s mascara between your fingers, fiddling with the textures, sighing, and shifting uncomfortably. "Kia, you know how bad Jake cheating on me messed me up. I just don’t know if I’m ready to trust anyone enough to fall in love."
Pulling your face back into position, Kia shot you an annoyed look in the complaint of your shuffling, silently warning you not to ruin her hard work.
Within the blink of an eye, however, her glare softened back into a smirk. "Who says you gotta fall in love to have a little fun?"
You laughed at her audacity as she refocused on her task at hand. "YN, if you keep moving, this mascara is going to make you look like a raccoon."
This time taking her warning seriously, you commented once more before truly and actually holding still: "You can’t blame me when you know I’ve never done anything remotely casual before let alone a one-night stand with someone I’ve met at a bar.”
Kia chuckled, "Well, maybe you should," patting your cheek to let you know she finished her work.
Letting you see the final product, she turned the mirror towards you, letting you admire yourself. The makeup was light and dewy; brushed onto you, without coating. It was perfect. Dropping the tube, you hugged Kia to thank her for her time, but even more, for her care.
"Alright, it’s done now, so try not to move too much while it’s drying.”
Kia stood up and began the work on her own face, picking her shade as you too lifted yourself from the bed to begin thumbing through shirts. As you picked your outfit, and Kia finished her makeup, you thought about how despite wanting to prove her wrong, chances were, it wouldn’t solve anything. The truth was, it really had been some time since you last were kissed, much less had sex. You and her both knew that your ex had left you in shambles, but perhaps was right when she hinted that the amount of time passing was getting a bit absurd. Although you never guessed a one-night stand would be of interest to you, there was a chance that popping your last long-term relationship cherry would finally set you on the right foot. 
Stepping outside, the air was just warm enough to wear the outfit you had chosen but still cool enough to fit the still earliness of the spring. The sun had just begun to set when you slid into the Uber, and while sitting next to the window, you realized you were gifted a perfect view of the sky. It shimmered with bright oranges and reds, yellow clouds scraping the sky and clashing with the green that covered the town for the night. Laughter filled the night sky as a group of drunk girls walked past your now parked Uber, giggling about who knows what; Kia dragged you out the door into the first bar.
“Your first shot is on me, cause’ we're making sure you get laid tonight!” She said with an inarguable excitement in her voice which when paired with the shot she shoved in your hand, shut down your long list of grievances. Looking between your enthusiastic friend and the drink in your hand, you knew that she truly just wanted to see you happy, so instead of complaining, you responded with a simple shrug, downing the liquid in one, swift gulp.
The bar you walked into was much emptier than either of you would have guessed, but you both sat down regardless. It was a nice, quaint bar with pop culture posters lining the walls alongside a few pinups.  The two of you hadn’t been to this bar in years and although it looked the same, you definitely remembered to be busier.
“So what? We may not be able to find you a man here,” Kia started, “But we sure as hell can start drinking before we move on to the next bar!”
You laughed at the thought, slowly settling into the idea of finding someone to stay the night with. The two of you clinked glasses before taking large sips of the cocktails in front of you, finishing the drinks, and ordering another as you stood up and started a game of darts.
As you returned your empty glasses to the bartender, Kia hailed a second Uber. You ignored her winning taunts, smiling and rolling your eyes, knowing that there were pool tables at the next bar where you would get your revenge. 
You were relieved to see that this bar had a better and busier vibe, it was bigger, but not huge, and you knew, just by glancing around, that there were plenty of possible suitors. The bar’s name was ‘Mr Furley’s Bar’ and used to be your favorite back in college. The lighting was warm and the walls and furniture were covered in a beautiful hardwood. Red pool tables were lined up all the way to the back wall, and it was always one of the most popular places to be, especially on a night like tonight. Splitting off from the entrance, you and Kia found yourselves at the last open pool table starting a rematch that was quickly interrupted.
"Mind if we join you, ladies? Looks like all the other tables are taken." 
Turning around, you were met with the sight of two men, the one who spoke was tall and skinny. His hair was a bleached blond with dark roots and a smile that when spread across his face was beyond contagious. The man that stood beside him; however, made you blush from sight alone. He too was tall, but was built much more broadly, with shoulders that stretched across his strong body and long brunette hair that fell atop them in loose waves. His beard was clean-cut and defined his jawline to a sharp edge. He was dressed in such a way that you couldn’t help but giggle, a bright green tee hung upon his muscled chest that said ‘Kiss Me I’m Irish” a shirt which you could tell he wore with an ironic pride, numerous cheap plastic necklaces draped around his defined collar bones as well.
You and Kia looked at each other, you shrugging and her looking at you mischievously, which suddenly made you regret your nonchalantness surrounding them joining your match. You couldn’t believe yourself as butterflies filled your stomach. You knew that half of them were anxiety and the other were from excitement, regardless; nausea was the result. After all the contemplation you had done over the last couple hours, you thought that when the time came, you’d feel ready, but now that it was happening, there was finally a guy who you were interested in right in front of you, you were a nervous wreck, and all you could focus on were your sweaty palms and the way his biceps peaked through his tee.
“Yeah, no problem, we’ll share, but not for free, of course. You two definitely owe us drinks for this.” Kia said playfully, inviting one to buy you some liquor to loosen your anxiety.
The blond stepped forward, "No worries, that was already the plan. We never receive without giving in return,” he said with a smile and a wink as his friend beside him scoffed at his innuendo, although amusement was still present on his face.
The broad-shouldered friend spoke, trying to turn the conversation, “I’m Ryan,” he looked to his side, inviting the blonde to speak again.
He spoke with a playful and childlike confidence that exuded the same energy as that of a middle schooler, introducing himself as Matt.
Ryan quickly cut into the conversation by turning to you, “What’s your drink of choice…,” he paused, giving you time to introduce yourself.
Your breath caught in your throat as he turned his attention in your direction; you rather liked his voice.
“Y/N and you should pick a shot for us both to take together.”
Ryan smiled, “Shots,” he thought out loud, “Alright, I like that energy. I got just the one.”
Ryan nodded and asked Kia the same, taking a mental note of her answer before heading towards the bar.
“Wow, okay,” Kia said, pulling you out of your trance before she redirected her attention to Matt, “I’m thinking teams, you and me versus her and Ryan.
When Matt’s already amused smile turned into a devilish grin in response to Kia’s request, you realized that both friends were on the same quest: to get their buddy laid, and oh boy, they stared at each other as if they had both stumbled across a gold mine.
As the three of you waited for Ryan to return with the drinks, you made conversation, getting to know each other before Ryan came back holding a drink and two shots. He handed Kia’s glass over before heading to you. Looking at the two shots, you realize that although you’d never seen shots like them before, they looked delicious. They were a beautiful shade of brown that you were sure was some kind of whiskey or bourbon, topped off with whipped cream. Ryan smiled as he returned, noting your curiosity. However, as Matt’s gaze also fell on the shots he began laughing.
“Dude, no way you still ordered them,” he turned to you, “they have a crazy name, but I promise they’re great.”
Looking down at the drinks himself, Ryan suddenly looked surprised followed by a bit of bashfulness, “Shit. I didn’t even think of that,” He spoke as if he made some kind of mistake before he sighed, “Me and Matt always order these to start off the night, and I honestly didn’t think anything of it until now, but,” he said, pausing once again, hesitant to say their title out loud, “It’s called a ‘Blow Job’ shot, I promise I didn’t mean it to be weird though, I swear.”
Matt and Kia’s small, and hidden chuckles had turned louder at hearing Ryan admit such a thing aloud. 
Ryan ignored them and continued, “You know what? Me and Matt can just take them and I can go grab you another shot-”
You cut him off, finding his embarrassment cute, “No, I’ll take it with you. What is that? Whiskey? It’s St. Patrick’s Day so it’s perfect.”
“Close, it’s Irish Cream Liquor.”
“Even better.”
The two of you shared a smile and readied yourselves to take the shots as Kia pulled Matt away to grab cues as well as give the two of you some space. As you and Ryan threw back the shots, you could tell that he was much more tolerant of the taste of liquor than you. While you tried your best not to cough, he swallowed the liquid in stride. Even despite the burn, Matt was right, the shot was easily one of the best you’ve had. The liquor itself was smooth, and when mixed with the whipped cream evened out the strength of the liquid.
Looking at you, he smirked, turning towards you silently. As one hand reached to lightly grab your cheek, you once again felt a blush creep to where his palm held you. He tilted your chin upwards and brought the thumb of his other hand up to your lip, swiping away some leftover whipped cream, before bringing the sweet foam to his mouth.
“Couldn’t have you walking around looking like a mess.”
All you could whisper out while still stunned was a humble, “Oh, thanks.”
As Kia and Matt got back the game started and you found out very quickly that Ryan was much better at pool than you were. You didn’t want him to feel like he was carrying you, but there wasn’t much else of another choice given the circumstances. In fact, you and yet to get a single ball in besides the one you happened to pocket while doing the breakout.
“What?” Matt said dramatically, “Boo, that was just a lucky shot.”
Before you could answer, Ryan spoke, “You haven’t seen anything yet, man, but even if it were, that just means she has the luck of the Irish on her side.” 
You laughed, “It really was just luck, but I appreciate it, Ryan.” 
Regardless of the level difference, Ryan seemed like he was having a great time, especially when he started giving you tips. It started with him telling you which ball you should go for, but it slowly progressed to more intricate teaching: showing you how you could make better aim by adjusting your grip, showing you how hitting different parts of the sphere will completely change how the ball travels before and after collision, and after another drink, he even begun to show you a more ‘hands-on version’ of his teaching methods.
The second Ryan had slid behind you to change the way you held the cue, there wasn’t anything else in the world that mattered to you, let alone some silly game. You couldn’t care less if you missed completely, guttering the eight ball, if you could get Ryan to hold you like that forever, you’d do anything. His strong hands fell lightly against your delicate fingers, surprising you with a gentleness you’d never felt before from a man. The feeling was new and intoxicating; to have a man pressed up against you dominatingly, yet with the same caution in which you’d carry a glass full to the brim; just close enough where you could feel the heat radiating off his body, but just far enough away to keep you wanting more. The act of him teaching you was so intimate that there were long periods where you couldn’t even breathe in fear of scaring him away. As he bent you over to make the shot, you felt his hardening cock just barely brush against you, and you knew that with one more drink, you too would have the guts to do more than just ‘accidentally’ brush your ass up against it while attempting to make the shot.
Although you managed to hit the ball with enough force and in the right direction, it just barely rolled by the pocket, hitting the wall and ricocheting in the other direction. You sighed in defeat, sure, you didn’t really care about the match, but you didn’t exactly want to disappoint Ryan either; however, when you turned to him to apologize, he wore an excited grin.
“See! You’re getting better! That really wasn’t bad, I promise.” He said with honesty in his voice.
Looking at him, giving you the most ‘proud dad’ pep talk you’d ever experienced, you couldn't help but feel pride in yourself even if you had missed.
As the match went on, it got more and more heated; you would miss, but then Kia would get one, or Matt would miss, but Ryan would get one. It felt like every second, the tension between you and Ryan seemed to build and crackle in the air, adding an electrifying edge to the game. Each missed shot or successful pot would heighten the connection between the two of you, the competitive spirit fueling an undeniable chemistry. Each turn, your eyes would meet, sparks flying as you focused on the game but couldn't ignore the growing attraction between you. Ryan's smile was charming, his confidence infectious, and you couldn't help but be drawn to him more and more with each passing moment.
Every time one of your opponents balls would fall into the pocket from the field, the stakes would make you a bit more anxious; however, not in terms of winning or losing, but in the fear of disappointing Ryan. 
Finally, there was only the 8 left in the field. The final shot loomed ahead, and as you lined up your cue, you could feel Ryan's eyes on you, a silent challenge and invitation all in one.
Finding the tension to be too much, you put down the cue and apologetically looked up to Ryan, "I'm sorry, Ryan, but I'd feel more comfortable if you took the final shot. I don't want to lose it for us."
With a soft smile, he reached out to gently place a hand on your arm, his touch reassuring and warm, "Nope, I want you to take the final shot," he pointed at his friend, "Go show Matt that the first point wasn't luck. I know you can." 
When you turned to meet his gaze, you realized he was now finally close enough where you could see into his eyes; they twinkled with warmth, and between the shades of brown were gold engravings like strings of honey embroidering his irises. He had, perhaps, the most beautiful eyes you had ever seen. Your breath caught in your chest and you were sure your heart skipped a beat as you tried to answer, but oh god all you could see was the same sunset you had been entranced by earlier, now holding you by the throat, making you beg for air; you wanted nothing more than for him to make you beg for air.
His words were genuine, and as you met his gaze, you could see the sincerity in his eyes. It wasn't about winning or losing for Ryan; it was about the connection that had grown between you throughout the game.
With a deep breath, you steadied your hand on the cue, feeling a surge of determination fueled by Ryan's unwavering support. As you took the shot, the cue ball glided smoothly across the table, striking the final ball with precision. And with a satisfying clack, the ball rolled into the pocket, sealing your victory.
A surge of exhilaration coursed through you, electrifying every nerve in your body. The satisfaction of victory mingled with the pulsating energy that had been building between you and Ryan throughout the intense pool match. You couldn't contain the joy that bubbled up inside you, and before you could even fully process the win, a delighted squeal escaped your lips.
In a split second, you found yourself launching into Ryan's arms, the adrenaline still coursing through your veins, your heart beating rapidly with a heady mix of triumph and something more, something unspoken but palpable. His strong arms wrapped around you in a secure embrace, and you felt a rush of warmth and comfort enveloping you. The scent of his cologne, a subtle mix of spice and musk, filled your senses, adding to the intoxicating moment.
Ryan's laughter rang out, a melodic sound that harmonized with the joyous rhythm of your own. His hold on you was firm yet gentle, a silent reassurance that spoke volumes without the need for words. In that embrace, time seemed to stand still, the world around you fading into the background as you relished the closeness between you and Ryan, the shared triumph binding you together in a moment of pure connection.
As you slowly pulled back from the embrace, a flush of warmth tinged your cheeks, a shy smile tugging at the corners of your lips. The air between you crackled with unspoken tension, the victory on the pool table only amplifying the magnetic pull that seemed to draw you closer to Ryan with each passing moment.
Ryan, breaking the eye contact between the two of you turned to Matt, "She tried to tell you it wasn't luck, man. Maybe next time."
Neither Matt nor Kia could be upset they lost after seeing how happy it had made you and how close it had brought you and Ryan.
"Well, next time will have to wait," Kia cuts in, "Me and Matt were just talking about how tired we're getting so the two of you are free to start another round, but we were planning on sharing an Uber to head back to our apartments."
As Kia and Matt bid their goodbyes, a sense of anticipation fluttered within you, thankful for the chance to have some alone time with Ryan. The air seemed to hum with newfound energy as you and Ryan settled back at the bar, the soft glow of the lights casting a warm ambiance around you; the clinking of glasses and murmurs of other patrons faded into the background of your conversation and the room around you blurred as you found yourselves lost in each other's company.
"You know, I haven't really liked St. Patrick's Day these last few years," you said to Ryan.
"Why not?"
"I don't know, but it probably has to do with this one stupid wish I had when I was young that I figured I’d fulfill by now.”
Ryan cocked his head at you, curious, "It couldn't be that stupid. When I was young, I believed I was the most talented person at my school's talent show for being able to lay my back on the ground from a kneeling position, meanwhile, other kids were playing the guitar and shit."
You laughed continuing, "I suppose it wasn't that bad, but it's still pretty unnecessary," you watched Ryan nodding at you to continue, "I always wanted to travel to Ireland for St. Patrick's Day and kiss an Irish guy."
Now, it was Ryan's turn to laugh, "No! That's like a cute thing to want as a kid compared to the kind of stuff I wanted at that age. I just wish I could grant that wish for little you, and maybe I can one day, but for now, I hope this’ll suffice."
Suddenly, Ryan reached his hand up to your cheek, just as he had done earlier, gently rubbing your skin with his thumb once as if to ask for permission before leaning in to meet your lips. The feeling of his lips on yours was soft and sweet, bringing a blush to the apples of your cheeks with each stroke of his thumb against your face. The tenderness of his touch sent shivers running through your frame; the electricity of his touch made goosebumps form under your skin, igniting sensations that you weren't quite familiar with. You were suddenly struck with a wave of desire for his body to press closer to yours, the smell of his cologne mixing with the faint taste of shots you had taken together. As if reading your mind, Ryan placed his free hand on the small of your back pulling you even closer, your body now flush against each other as he deepened the kiss by sliding the hand that sat on your cheek, to the back of your head, lightly holding you.  A low moan rumbled through your throat, your tongue brushing gently against his lips in a brief caress before pulling away to catch your breath. As you pulled away, you noticed his shirt and finally realized exactly what he meant when he said that he hoped the kiss would suffice; 'Kiss me, I'm Irish'. Pausing for just a moment in silence, the two of you made eye contact again and began to laugh.  
With a playful grin, he asked, "Was that close enough to your dream for now?"
"Works for me," you whispered softly.
As Ryan pulled your face toward him again for another passionate kiss, this time pausing to giggle between the moments your lips touched. 
"Do you wanna get out of here?" He asked you, causing you to nod and blush.
The two of you talked more as you waited for the Uber back to his house. After several minutes, he stopped you with a gentle nudge towards the door. With a soft smile, he kissed you, pressing his lips firmly against yours for a long moment before releasing you, "Ready?"
Your breath caught in your throat at his sudden change in mood. His question was innocent, but somehow, you knew he wasn't asking about the ride home; you kissed him back before following him to the car. 
The soft hum of the car engine filled the air as you sat next to Ryan, the gentle vibrations from the vehicle mingling with the pulsating energy that seemed to radiate between the two of you. His touch was warm against your thigh, the circles he traced with his thumb sending a rush of tingling sensation through your body. You couldn't help but bite your lip, a mix of nervous excitement and anticipation building within you. The fact Ryan kept a playful conversation with you as you struggled not to moan from his touch kept a fun rather than serious air in the car that made you less nervous for whatever would come of the night. 
As the Uber pulled up to Ryan's house, you couldn't help but giggle at his drunken insistence on opening the car door for you. His attempts were charmingly clumsy, but you appreciated the gesture nonetheless. The moment he fumbled with the keys to unlock his front door, a wave of anticipation washed over you both, fueling a mix of laughter and desire.
Once inside, the playful atmosphere between the two of you intensified, and amidst shared laughter, your lips found each other in a heated embrace. The sounds of clothes being shed filled the air, punctuated by breathless sighs and soft moans, as desire gave way to a primal need for each other's touch. The warmth of his skin against yours, the urgent press of his body against yours, sent shivers of pleasure down your spine, heightening the intensity of the moment.
In the midst of passion, laughter mingled with whispers of desire, creating a symphony of shared pleasure and connection. The world outside, including your past, faded away, leaving only the two of you entwined in a dance of intimacy and raw emotion, lost in the moment of mutual desire and unbridled passion. Leading you to the bed between kisses, you fell onto the side, leaving you beneath him. The soft glow of Ryan's bedroom lighting illuminated his silhouette, his hair mussed and disheveled as he leaned over you. He ran a hand through his hair, brushing back strands of stray loose curls.
He looked at you in complete adoration, "You're gorgeous, Y/N. I'm so glad I met you tonight."
You smiled shyly, a blush spreading across your features, "So am I."
His hands trailed along your skin, trailing over your hips and legs, before settling on your hips and kneeling on the floor so he was beneath you instead now, between your legs. Without hesitation, his mouth met your inner thigh, leaving light kisses on top of any hickies he’d leave, drunkenly tickling you gently with his lips and breath, keeping the mood light and lively.  
As he moved lower, he looked up at you one more time. Meeting his gaze, you saw that his once brown and golden-speckled eyes were now dark with lust.
"Is this okay?" He managed to whisper up to you.
You nodded at him, "Please."
He laughed, "Thank god," that was all the permission he needed to lift one of your legs, throwing it over his shoulder, and pulling your hips toward him.
The movement was so quick and surprising to you that you squealed and giggled, "Ryan, slow down!"
He chuckled, "Sorry love, but I've been wanting to taste you since the moment I laid eyes on you."
You continued to giggle until you felt him begin to tease your core with his tongue, sending tremors throughout your entire body as his warm breath fanned across your sensitive flesh.  He began to slowly lick at your center as you let out small cries of pleasure, unable to contain yourself, yet enjoying every second of the experience nonetheless. Your heart thumped rapidly, beating faster than ever as he pleasured you with his mouth. As much as your body ached for more, the thought of stopping caused you to feel embarrassed.
"Jesus Christ, Ryan! Where'd you learn to do this?" You asked between moans, "Fuck, Ryan that feels so good."
Bringing his hand to your clit he rubbed slow circles and lifted his head. The sudden break in such intense pleasure was equally relieving and disappointing and you tried to swallow your whines. 
"Give a thirsty man water and he lasts a day. Teach a man how to be a munch and he'll never be thirsty again," He said in slurred speech giving you a lopsided grin.
"Ryan, that's not a saying. Isn’t it something about fishing?" You laughed.
He shrugged in response, slipping the fingers that were on you inside your pussy, and he placed his mouth around your clit.  With that, you felt yourself start to become dizzy with arousal, your breaths becoming shallow and uneven.  You felt his fingers continue to work their magic, making your whole body quake from the intense pleasurable feelings they brought you. You couldn't help but latch your fingers into his hair as your hips bucked up slightly off the bed.  You cried out in pleasure as you felt him push a third finger in without missing a beat. In your current drunken state of both liquor and pleasure, the moment felt as if you were having a dream. Every stroke of his fingers in your most sensitive places felt like an assault on your senses, and soon enough, you were moaning and groaning at each stroke on the edge of orgasm. A high-pitched noise escaped your throat and you clenched your thighs tightly, trying hard to stay quiet. Ryan smirked against your cunt, knowing what his tongue did to you, as you shook with your release.  
As you lay on your back panting, trying to breathe normally as Ryan rubbed kind circles into your thigh, "Think you can give me another? This time on my cock?"
Feeling a mixture of embarrassment and pleasure spread throughout you, you looked up at him, "Please, fuck me Ryan, I want to feel you inside me so bad."
He let out a chuckle, "You're cute when you take dirty, but you're even cuter when you cum."
You felt your cheeks heat up, "I'm going to change my mind if you keep teasing me."
Ryan chuckled again, "Yeah, we'll see how well that works out for you."
A wicked grin crept its way across his face and you watched as he rose to his feet. As he reached for his waistband, you waited in anticipation to finally see his cock.  
As his dick started to emerge from his jeans, the sight caused you to gasp, "Oh my God!"
"What's wrong?"
"You're fucking huge, Ryan. That's what's wrong!"
"Oh, that's it?" he laughed, "What? You think you can't take it?" he teased you, his voice dropping low as crawled onto the bed taking your nipple between his teeth, sucking lightly.
A loud moan escaped you as you tilted your head backward. His mouth quickly moved to your other breast, taking them into his mouth as well. 
"Well, can you take it or not, princess?" He smiles up at you.
You took a deep breath as you looked down at him. There was nothing else but pure lust and desire shining in his eyes and the devilish smirk plastered across his face made your knees weak with anticipation. 
"Are you always such a teasing shithead?"
"You'll get used to it, I promise."
"Your huge cock or your teasing?"
"Both, but we can worry about my cock later if you’re not ready to fuck tonight, obviously."
"No," you replied, completely forgetting any fear you once had towards this moment, "I want to do this."
Ryan smiled up at you before pulling himself up, reaching down for your legs and once again raising them above his shoulders. Seeing his muscled body above you was enough to make you cum alone, his broad shoulders as the perfect platform for your ankles. You watched in anticipation as Ryan lined himself up with your entrance. He stopped, waiting for your nod before entering you slowly, his length stretching and filling you fully. It had only been hours since you met him, yet the feeling seemed almost familiar, like something you'd done a hundred times before and would do a hundred times more.  A small smile formed on your lips as you closed your eyes, enjoying the blissful sensation of him filling you.  You let out a deep sigh of satisfaction, relishing in the new sensation as Ryan worked his hips slowly before connecting lips and taking your bottom lip between his teeth as he moved in and out of you, creating a rhythm of gentle thrusting.
"Ryan..." You breathed, "Fuck..."
He smiled against your lips, his eyes locked on yours as he began to move faster, harder.  Your own breathing became labored and you felt yourself coming closer to release, your orgasm already building just as he pushed harder within you. 
He let go of your lip, kissing and licking his way up to your earlobe where he sucked and nipped at it. You could feel his cock pulsating against your cervix, going deeper with each thrust.  
He pulled away from your ear and whispered, "You sound so close, why don't you cum for me, baby?"
You let out a cry as your body tensed up and you came undone on his dick. The sound echoed through the room causing him to pull out as he came as well, unloading onto your stomach and tits. 
"I told you you'd get used to it," Ryan chuckled.
You sat up slowly, looking down at the mess you both made, "God, you are such a dickhead."
"Honestly, not the worst thing I've been told after sex. Not to mention, you seem to like dickheads quite some, so as far as I'm concerned, I'm still on your good side."
It wasn't long before he rolled off the bed, disappearing into the bathroom. After a moment, he returned with wet wipes, kissing your stomach and tits softly between wipes.
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