#rp games just make me anxious

[eepop-stuffs]

WHERE DID HIS PIGTAILS GO ;-;

[devildarlindumbass]

DOODLE + RANTINGG

I saw a really cool looking bendy rp/hangout game with exact models and polished animations ON ROBLOX and it looks SO COOLLL but the majority of my online friends aren't into batim? So I ain't got no one to play it with and I do not have the balls to go solo into an rp game <\3

I think it's only really since I started this blog did I start building a little community in the bendy fandom but I still need to stop being so socially anxious and actually talk to people and keep up with mutuals to make friends

I've questioned making a kin or even just general fan server but I already KNOW I wouldn't end up using it because of how awkward I am when It comes to joining let alone starting a conversation

stuck in 'i love this community and want to interact with it more' but 'ohhhhmy god everyone hates me fr'

[streets-in-paradise]

Hello! This is my audition for Troy 2004 matchups.

I have long brown hair and brown eyes

I'm good with kids and extremely protective over them and my younger cousins/siblings as they are kinda my best friends.

I'm a huge nerd and am openly apart of many fandoms. I write both fanfic but I also do original short stories and poetry. I also enjoy DND, rp video games, needle felting (great way to get excess anger out). I do also having anxiety, ADHD, dyslexia, trauma and a very, very high pain tolerance.

I would prefer a hero over a heroine but whoever you think works!

Tysm!

HI, HI!! Welcome :)

omg, this is my first matchup request!!! I am super excited.

It was a hard one, because you have many qualities for what I have multiple options of heroes in mind, but the perfect combination some of these make helped me come up with a final option.

(Got really inspired and ended up quite long lol. )

I'm matching you with Achilles:

-He may not be the type of man you tipically see being enthusiastic arround kids, but if your younger relatives are your best friends you are automatically appealing to his softer side. Anything that reminds him of what he has with Patroclus turns him into a big softie.

-For so, seeing you care for them in the same way he cares for his younger cousin is the startpoint for your bonding. You are someone he can talk to about the challenges of becoming the guardian of Patroclus, concern he wouldn't discuss with his friends. Not with Odysseus, because they are usually dealing with bigger geopolitical-scale issues, or with Eudorus, given he always keeps that aura of ultimate respect in their interactions that he doesn't want to break completely confessing his fears to him.

-He wouldn't ask you directly either, but he knows that if he goes to you chances are that you are going to tell him about your siblings, your cousins and end up asking how Patroclus is doing. Then, he can pretend to be casually venting to you without risking the fear of exposing his vulnerabilities.

-When he comes to your house, the kids will initially overwhelm him with attention because he is this great hero everyone admires. For you, he makes the effort of not being mean to their endless questionings and trully engage in whatever they want from him. When their expressions of curiosity turn into excited joy he turns to look at you because he knows you have became all smiles.

-If he is in the mood, he makes them complicit of some cute attempt of flirty advance. How can he stop himself from doing it? Despite he doesn't do much to win them, the kids love him, and you look so beautifull when the joy of seeing them happy strikes you.

-Tables turn very easily and he is the happy mess when you are arround Patroclus. The influence on your families is mutual, because you are teaching poetry to the lad. Once he found out you are a writer, his cousin begged you for lessons because he wanted to learn how to compose epic poetry. Given that one of your little ones had already manifested their interest of learning combat from Achilles when they would have the age for that, you both found it a fair exchange.

-Patroclus adores you, after he would notice his cousin started fancing you he for sure would be endorsing him to you. He tries hard to convince you, but at first you think Achilles is just being his naturally charming self with you.

-The guy allowed you to observe the most vulnerable aspects of his domestic life, encouraged you into his home and constantly jokes about you and him getting together ... He is into you, so into you, and once he gets tired of fooling arround he will let you know with no space to keep any doubts about it.

-If you accept his affections, get ready for the whole town to know. He would kiss you in public, unless finding any previous signs of it making you anxious.

-Once you are together you are so in love he clearly starts becoming a new focus of your writing. Patroclus got the idea of starting to work all together in his epic saga, written by the hands of those who know him. Achilles is fascinated, he loves to see you getting invested on his goal of shaping a legend. However, what he loves the most of his poetress is the romantic words you dedicate him on the intimacy.

-Contrary to what most will expect of him, it's canon this man likes nerds that are passionate in their fields of preference. In the film he fell for a very determined priestess enamoring her during a philosophical theology argument, that's the closest this particular era of antiquity had to a nerdy woman. For so, I believe he would encourage your innate nerdiness. Do you want to infodump? Not only he would hear everything you have to say with increasing attention, he would be the Thor of your Jane turning it upside down to show you a different side of this thing you thought you knew so well.

-You also have trauma and high pain tolerance? Are you soulmates or what? That's a great combination to make him suspect you are. An anger releasing hobby is what he considers his own work as somedays, so he would know what happened if someday he comes back from war and you have a fine garment ready to gift him. You have been upset, something made you angry, but you did something fantastic out of that. Pretty much the mindset that turned him into a hero: turn his anger into feats worthy of being sang.

-He may be like a raging storm, but his presence can be surprisingly calming too. Achilles self describes as a man of action instead of words, but then proceeds to deliver the most meanigfull things you ever heard. He loves you and to this stubborn irascible warrior, that also means you are his peace, so he would try to be that peace you need.

-If anxiety is giving you a hard time, he would try the phisical comfort first. He would hug you to keep you grounded, let your head rest on his shoulder or chest while keeping you real close within the strong, protective grip of his embrace. Only after his warmth would show to have an effect, then he would kiss the top of your head or forehead, or caress your hair while whispering reasuring things to ease your fears.

-He wants you to feel the lovefull bliss of calm he finds in your love.

( hope you will enjoy it. I feel it turned out pretty well for a first try, made myself smile while writing it lol )

[cledachefbizzy]

«« PROPER INTRO POST »»

Mostly because I thought I REALLY should make a PROPER post about myself, the blog, and the oc this blog is about !!! All the information about the blog, the owner of the blog, and other details is right below the cut!! - Just know it's probably really long.

!! THIS BLOG IS AN OC RP BLOG !!

This blog is specifically about my bizzyboy OC for the game "Great God Grove", aka Cle! Whom I have posted about before, but it was - well more so a RANT about them, a very messy one too! So this post is to explain things a BIT better about Cle, and Myself (the owner of the account). A little get to know who is running this, boundaries, and again about the character this blog focuses on!

!! FIRST A LITTLE BIT ABOUT THE OWNER !!

You may call me Jester, Necromancer, or by the name of any of my favourite characters if that ever comes to mind! I go by He/She/They prns, but also One/Ze neos, being just an agender fella out here! Felt like it's worth noting I have diagnosed ASD, but I'm also chronically ill >_< (Hashimoto Thyroiditis, it runs in my family,,) - I do my best to interact with others and keep going forward though! - Just pls be patient with me if you could, overall my social skills r a bit MESSY! Going by my boundaries now, I find my comfort with certain things fluctuating, but usually I remain uncomfortable with things that are suggestive or 18+, even the small mentions. - This is due to a bit of a private reasoning, but I've gone through stuff and just prefer to avoid it most often. - I've put it in my settings to hide such content from me though, so for those that occasionally post stuff like that, don't worry about it much, just avoid mentions of this stuff if possible when talking to me! Otherwise, I may be PRETTY anxious around the internet, people scary ,, but I do take myself as a fairly friendly person !! I was initially not planning on it, but I'll likely be rather active with posting Cle-related stuff :-). Please feel free to interact with me, especially other rp blogs if you wish!

!! NOW ABOUT THE STAR OF THE SHOW !!

AKA CLE!! Cle's on the younger side of the bizzyboys, having been part of the bizzyboys long enough to prove he's NOT fit for solving mysteries at least, but instead got a spot to cook food for the ones that are out there most often! - She's the one that you can come to for any snacks to get during your breaks, able to make delicious food, as long as he has the ingredients! Which is one of the ONLY reasons he could ever be seen outside the van or the bizzyboy modes of transport. Another time maybe you're lucky enough seeing Cle feel confident enough to solve "mysteries"!

Cle goes specifically by She/He pronouns, she's pretty indifferent to gender! Probably somewhere along the transfem case. - But he wouldn't confirm it, since he's focused on making sure everyone's fed at all costs. - But she does feel detached from being seen necessarily as a guy / any male-oriented things, but he also doesn't mind he/him pronouns. . . Yeah it's quite the confusing case of gender. Cle's known for her lack of bone, being - a bit of a push over compared to others unfortunately. She is rather self-less in a way, at most focusing on other people, feeding everyone, making sure everyone's happy, and making sure he doesn't accidentally insult someone somehow! . . In a way though, she is extremely friendly and at times talkative, if he finds herself comfortable enough around you. Which can be a rare case,, But coincidentally enough, this is the main reason Cle joined the bizzyboys, he did find that it was possible to at least feel a sense of belonging and community amidst them, which - Cle evidently looks for wherever she goes. He's a fella who wants to find a place to belong, a place where he'd feel happy no matter who she is around! - But it's hard to feel that way when he tends to avoid people that AREN'T the bizzyboys now-a-days.

A bit of a fun fact galore! Cle's got a tiny bit of a crush on Cobigail, why? - Well I like Cobigail and I want to self project even a tiny bit, pretty corn goddess what can I say? - Also the entire Milldread thing about community and all is something that speaks to Cle! He's an odd case. - But by most part in what content I make of Cle, her love will be unrequited </3 No true fulfilled yuri for him. He often avoids mystery solving and all that, that's pretty obvious, her main job is to make food for those that order some! - Like that 56 empanadas someone once ordered. . . jeez. Cle's hair is much poofier than others, curling and all that! Mostly because he simply. . . doesn't take care of it. She forgets to straighten it often times. You probably shouldn't ask how long it's been though. They only LOOK on the verge of tears to be fair, even if they probably are at times. Don't yell at them you shouldn't test this.

!! CLE'S REF + ICON !!

101 HOW TO RECOGNISE WHAT POST WILL BE ABT WHAT! If i'll even remember to follow this,, #ChefsReblog - Reblogging something ! #ClesKitchenChitChat - Responding to Asks ! #ClesTwoCents - Responding to other rp accounts / dialog ! #ClezBakedGoodz - Cle content!! Cle content alert!! #OutsidetheKitchen - OOC posts #SnackTime - Doodle posts

Any and all interaction with my blog is perfectly fine! Especially from other rp blogs if you wanna :-), I'm fully open to talking to others, especially GGG fans because it's currently one of my hyperfixations! Thank you for reading if you made it this far, by the way I think I set up the ability to send asks/questions, so feel free to do that too! Pls bombard my freak with questions I'll most likely doodle her response to those !! - As most of my responses to ANYTHING I feel like I could respond to will include little messy doodles.

[junior-high-rui-official]

// y'all okay um. I'm gonna have to put my rp blogs on hiatus for a bit. im genuinely very anxious about mizuki5 and if this game ends up endorsing a transphobic narrative I won't be able to engage with it in good conscience anymore and im too scared of that to be rping rn. I have hope for it from a logical perspective, it doesn't make a lot of sense for it to go badly, but in any case I'm not going to put myself at risk of as much anxiety as this is giving me

// i will say that if it does go badly I'll end up deactivating my rp blogs, I won't do it immediately or without warning but that's just a heads up.

[dvilsdesire-a]

// Now that I am somewhat settled in a bit more to the house, I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who reached out to me the other day when I wasn't feeling great <3 I think seasonal depression just kind of kicked in as well. Christmas is always a bit depressing and lonely for me as I live interstate and my partner's family is all still in the US. It's just us, and that's okay! but I do miss feeling like Christmas is Christmas.

I also wanted to actually say happy new years to everyone as well, and a big thank you for sticking by me.

Last year, I decided one day that I was randomly going to make a Haarlep blog after I was stalking some article about Raphael on the net, and hadn't yet KNOWN about the HoH and what happened (I was only in Act 2 at the time, but I already had my eyes set on Raphael lol). I went on YT and I watched the Haarlep encounter, and I laughed, and I thought this is amazing, and then I couldn't wait to encounter him in game.

This was entirely a case of "I didn't choose the muse, the muse chose me." Haarlep and I honestly just... clicked. I was in a pretty low place for a long while previously, especially since tumblr RP had generally been very slow since I used to RP in the DA fandom. Unfortunately, 10 years gone without any new things, and as an old timer in the fandom, it had died off exceptionally, and every time I went on my dash, it was just depressing and a ghost town. Everyone I knew pretty much moved on save for a couple of us, but even then, we were all so quiet and had all of our own real life stuff happening and other special interests starting to take over.

So I dabbled in the BG3 community with Sornin and made his blog, but Sornin is such a drastic change from my Inquisitor, Kaaras, who I had spent YEARS writing and crafting, delving into deep metas for him and putting a lot of heart and soul into him. Seriously, guys... if you know me from the DARP community... or if you were active like a good...7 years ago? I'd be surprised if you hadn't known Kaaras. He was a big muse with a lot of traffic, and I had multiple (amazing!) people tell me that he was their canon Inquisitor for their companion muses. The love I have put into him as a muse and character was well worth every bit to share that love in the community. He was a hero, and a big soft, lovable ram.

Sornin was everything that Kaaras wasn't, though. Sornin is a tough muse to write because he's very antisocial and doesn't really care to interact with others. So even though I had found comfort in a new fandom and RP community, Sornin didn't quite give me the unf I once had.

Then all of a sudden... Haarlep just... consumed me. He was this bright little ball of energy and fire for my soul, and this muse that I just was like omg should I? I'll probably write with like... 2 people with him, but that's okay! I was so fucking wrong.

Haarlep took the damn stage, and I have met SO MANY amazing and wonderful people through writing them. This wasn't a character I thought I would spend HOURS studying and delving into, despite the fact that we only see TEN FUCKING MINUTES of them on screen. But here we are, months later, and I'm so, soooo happy that I made him and that I've met so many of you through this silly incubus <3

Suddenly, I was writing replies almost every day again. I was scrolling my dash every day, loving and sharing content, and sending in silly memes. And I won't lie... if I hadn't started writing Haarlep here, then I doubt I would have started writing my long fic Raphlep series (which is now on 36 CHAPTERS!???).

So I just wanted to say, thank you all so, so much, for not only making me feel welcome when I joined a new community to RP in, but for putting up with such a naughty little gremlin of a muse and allowing me to throw Haarlep at you and getting all of that pent up energy out that he has in my brain, lol.

For weeks, I had wanted to make a Raphael blog, but I was too anxious and nervous, and insecure with writing a character that was so poetic and well spoken (and that I didn't KNOW a lot of lore about since the world of DnD is SO large). Haarlep was sort of a stepping stone I wanted to make to TASTE how far I could go and see if I could close that gap and finally write Raphael. But let me tell you, this damn incubus entirely stole my soul, and the centre of the stage. But I am thankful, so, so thankful, because without them, I wouldn't be learning more, reaching out more, and overall being creative again. <3

I hope to continue getting to write with you all in the new year, and I hope 2025 is kind to us all <3

[redemptiontv]

"I guess I'm in Heaven now..."

Vox is now in Heaven, being a quirky TV man with his robotic pet shark! Feel free to ask him questions and roleplay with him if you'd like. My sinner Vox ask and RP blog is @askmrvox. My main blog is @silver-heller and I follow from there.

Background

After watching the battle between Hell and Heaven, Vox had a sudden realization about his life and who he had become. Mainly, he realized he hated where he'd ended up, and found himself jealous of the hotel residents who'd been given a chance before falling into the same lifestyle that he had. So, Vox released his contract holders and, realizing he had little time before the other overlords targeted him, he sought to kill Valentino to free his contract holders as well. He ended up dying along with Valentino in the process, and ascended to Heaven.

Rules

FYI, I'm a neurodivergent and anxious bean with memory issues. Please don't be mean if I miss a social cue or forget something. Please also don't assume I'm trying to meta game or whatever just cause I sometimes word things weirdly.

This is a no pro/shippers zone. All bigotry will be deleted. V/ox/V/al makes me uncomfortable (I headcanon Val was emotionally, physically, and sexually abusive to Vox), don't bring it here unless you want Vox to vent about Val. If your character is gonna be supportive of Val's BS, I don't want it here.

Don't send links, I'll just assume they're not safe.

I am fine with NSFW, but more suggestive than explicit, and I will tag it #tw suggestive.

Don't kill Vox, and please do not hurt him without my consent. Vark is off limits.

[yes-these-obsessions-are-healthy]

Half the issue with the romances in Veilguard is that Rook’s flirting dialogue is written like a socially anxious 16 year old. I’m almost 30, they’re almost 30, what are we even doing here.

Here’s the big issue. How the flirting option in romances typically works is that your character, by the magic of video games, can lock in and channel what the potential love interest wants to hear. You’re matching their freak, essentially.

In Veilguard, your Rook is just saying the most generic platonic “barely counts as flirting” shit or the most embarrassingly stupid and moronic shit. If the intent was to create a more “realistic” reportè through Rook, then it failed miserably because I did not sign up to RP as such an uncharismatic bumbling idiot. It would be one thing if I was given different tactics and tones to my flirtation, but no, all of the flirting options are the same milquetoast, painfully mediocre, emotionally and romantically inexperienced shit I would see in a book written for middle schoolers.

Even if I wanted, desperately dearly oh so dearly wanted to romance Emmrich, I can’t, because the game FORBIDS me from truly matching Emmrich’s freak. You’re approaching him like a sheltered virginal 20 year old with a crush on their tenured professor. What if my Rook was actually confident and experienced in their past romantic life? You give me this charming, charming man and you, the game, force me to fumble like I’m perpetually rolling a Nat 1. The fact that I, autistic and inexperienced as fuck in romance, could easily secure this Vincent Price fucker better than the character I’m forced to play is a travesty. HoF, Hawke, and Inquisitor had 10000x better rizz than Rook, what the hell gives? Maybe for some people there’s some weird masochistic appeal in wanting to roleplay their own real life cringy mediocrity in a video game, but for people like me, I play these plot-filled kissing simulators (and we didn’t even get THAT) so I can pretend I have game, because it’s satisfying to say the right and cool thing, rather than the silly friendly thing that makes me feel like these companions only want to pity fuck me because my Rook is that out of their depth with romance.

Even IF Baldur’s Gate 3 hadn’t come out, this level of mediocrity would have still been unacceptable under all circumstances. Huniepop has more depth than this for God’s sake.

[tea-blankets-andstars]

🌼🌷intro post🌻🌸

★Sof ★

❕MINOR❕

my sideblog @toast-buckets-andsoup for fandom reblogs

i love taking to you guys!! send me an ask or dm if you wanna chat <3 i also really like tag games and chains, feel free to send/tag me im those!

★ agender, omnisexual, demi-aroace

★pronouns -> (bold=current pref) she/her, xe/xem, it/its

★ main hyperfixation: Sharks 🦈🦈🦈

★ current book: The Naturals

hello! I will not answer gofundme links, I know this might sound drastic but 1) its illigal to ask people under 18 for any money/donations and 2) it really stresses me out because I dont always know if your campane is vetted. Im sorry but this is how it will be

-> if I stop replying midway through when were talking I probibly A) got really anxious abt saying the wrong thing B) didnt know how to respond and didnt want to sound offensive C) i didnt see it, sry in advance

★ Music: Chappell Roan ❁ Måneskin ❁ Conan Gray ❁ SOFIA ISELLA ❁ MARINA ❁ TV girl ❁ Queen ❁ Taylor Swift ❁ Hozier ❁ David Bowie ❁ Iniko ❁ Kate bush ❁ CALYPSO ❁ Moon Walker ❁ Penelope Scott ❁ AURORA ❁

★ Favorite colors: really reallyyy dark purple, cherry red, Pale yellow, Peach

★ self diagnosed Autism & Anxiety

★ Favorite movies/shows: Matilda, Gilmore Girls, rw&rb, Hamilton, Midsommar, Coraline, The Greatest Showman, Just Add Magic, Heartstopper, Hunger games

★fandoms: The marauders (moonchaser otp), Percy jackson, The hunger games, Heartstopper

★ Evan Rosier + Remus Lupin Clicker (website link if your wondering why i dont say "kinnie") , Cabin 15, Hypnos

★ you can send me an ask/dm if you want my pintrest :)

I LOVE MAKING MOODBOARDS! SEND ME A CHARACTOR AND I WILL MAKE A MOODBOARD FOR THEM :D

MY TAGS

sof says stuff -> literally any random post I make

from ✉️ *name* -> any asks i get

sof says MUSIC -> anything related to a song

sof is a poet now™️ -> any of my poetry

sof says goodnight🌚 -> me logging off for the night (probibly)

character song study -> any songs that I have given certian lyrics to characters

to find later📠 -> exactly how it sounds :)

...im fine -> im probibly not fine

a childrens plate because it reflects my eating habbits -> any post about food

🤭 -> anything abt my crushhhh ahdgssjeiej

my rp blog! ⬇️(for lesser known marauders era characters)

send an ask of dm me if you wanna join!

my rp accounts:

@what-if-emmeline - Emmeline (muggle au) (contact me to join)

[solis-pyr-nola]

LFRP - Solis Nola [PAUSED 6/19/24]

I feel I'm at capacity with RP at this time, so I'm currently paused on taking new rp partners. However if you want to do some casual OOC screaming/OC talk don't hesitate to reach out!

General:

Name: Solis Nola, formerly Solis pyr Nola

Age: ~23 ish

Race: Garlean

Hair: Pale pink

Eyes: Green

Height: 177.8cm / 5'10"

Gender: Male

Sexuality: Bisexual, male-leaning

Physique: Fit, more muscular than your average Midlander

Marital Status: Shipped

Notable Marks: Scar down the right eye, one across the bridge of his nose, and another running diagonally from shoulder blade to hip

Particulars:

Skills: Marksmanship/shooting, piloting aircraft, boxing Hobbies: Piano and reading, eventually horticulture Employment: Previously an optio in the Garlean military, now a defector and on the run

Permanent Debuffs: A dash of PTSD Religion: None

Traits:

Extroverted / In Between / Introverted

Disorganized / In Between / Organized

Close Minded / In Between / Open Minded

Calm / In Between / Anxious

Disagreeable / In Between / Agreeable

Cautious / In Between / Reckless

Patient / In Between /  Impatient

Outspoken / In Between / Reserved

Leader / In Between / Follower

Empathetic / In Between / Apathetic

Optimistic / In Between / Pessimistic

Traditional / In Between / Modern

Hard-working / In Between / Lazy

Cultured / In Between / Uncultured

Loyal / In Between / Disloyal

Faithful / In Between / Unfaithful

Summary:

The only son of a prominent pureblooded Garlean family and now a defector. His childhood consisted of integrating and learning to manipulate high society while perfecting every extra-curricular deemed strategic by his parents. He lived his privileged young life buying into the empire's propaganda, attended college for political science and economics, then enlisted in the military to be stationed in Doma. The inhumane treatment of Domans witnessed there shook Solis, but he spent several months in cowardly silence until family ties elevated him to the position of optio. Taking advantage of this new position, Solis began to relentlessly file reports of the war crimes his fellows committed. His naivety and whistle-blowing eventually resulted in being dragged from his bed and beaten until he instinctively retaliated by shooting one of his aggressors through the face. Fleeing in the tumultuous aftermath, he landed in Ishgard where he strives to hide his identity and become someone he can be proud of.

HOOKS:

Setting Sail: Are you a pirate, sailor, or otherwise have a reason to be on a ship? You just might find Solis stowing away amongst the cargo as he escapes his homeland in search of refuge An Eye for a Third Eye: Have a vendetta against Garleans? Get his ass Birds of a Feather: Are you Garlean or were/are you involved with them? Feel free to help Solis as he struggles with the realization of what his home really was, or give him some tough love so he can get back on his feet Ishgard: Should you happen to live in or visit Ishgard, you might see a young pink-haired man wearing a silver circlet across his brow and speaking in accented Eorzean. Solis can often be found conducting business in the markets, making connections, or taking an afternoon stroll with his beloved. OOC: Hello, I'm Dom, and this is a side blog for @captainqster . I'm located in the southwestern United States. I prefer long-term, multi-para rp, most likely on Discord for organizational purposes. I'm happy to meet up in game sometimes but I don't typically rp there. I enjoy dark content BUT I also enjoy wholesome things. Whether you're looking for enemies, friends, romance or other, I like all kinds of dynamics and stories. I'm also very open to OOC chat so feel free to hit me with a million questions and ideas. Message me here, I can provide my discord name for chat/planning!

[exorcist-timpani]

Hello, my name is Timpani.

My record is 137.

I'm not here to impress with my numbers.

Commander Lute seems to think I'm an underachiever, but I don't like the spotlight.

I'm adept with twin hooks and the whip chain... uhm Anyway, you probably don't want to hear about that.

Off duty stuff...uhm let's see

I enjoy video games, I like to make lattes, I draw, I uhm...well I'm not particularly social so...I don't have much to say.

Well...have a good day.

[6'

She/They

Trans

Demisexual/Demiromantic

Very quiet at first but loves to spout stuff about her special interests. She doesn't agree with the exterminations, and often seeks out only the most evil souls. She avoids children and weaker sinners. While she typically comes in around 125 kills, her targets are challenges. She took up the twin hooks as her weapon because of the versatility, her chosen backup weapon is a whip chain she keeps wrapped around her upper thigh. She doesn't tend to get involved in a lot of the messes the other Exorcists do, but when she does she goes 0-100 really quick.]

((Guess who has a 5th blog. Hi it's Lilith again you may know me better as @ask-lute , @ask-pentious, or @charliepunningstar. Im just doing this to have an OC to RP as occasionally. Please be respectful, no bigotry will be tolerated here, have fun, and ask if I don't know you and you want to rp, random prompts make me anxious tbh! Thank you!))

Mod: @able-juice ((Lilith))

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@seecatrun

@pseudobun

@atttwoood

@paperroxas

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[umemiyan]

tysm for the tag @sugurei <3 i talk too much (but we been knew)

what's the origin of your blog title? hajime mf umemiya <3

OTP(s) + shipname: hmmmm i like lots of stuff!! but umesaku is def one of my faves lol but i also enjoy ships like yutamaki, satosugu, tojigo, rinsagi, zhongchi, and just lots of problematic shit and rarepairs 😎

favorite color: orange or yellow 🍊🍋

favorite game: the whole bioshock series!!! also the last of us, far cry 5, and my fucking hoyo gacha games like genshin/hsr

song stuck in your head: mama’s broken heart by miranda lambert (it popped in my head while i was in the shower lol)

weirdest habit/trait? where do i even begin… i guess if i had to pick one it would be my inability to not think of a song whenever someone says even just one word that reminds me of it. or i will often automatically create weird mashups in my head of pieces of songs that are similar/go really well together and it will sometimes be the weirdest combo ever

hobbies: being a tumblrina, writing/reading, playing video games, learning about psychology and personality theory/typology

if you work, what's your profession? i work in mass media lol. i wake up 10 mins before my shift and crawl over to my desk in the living room with eyes that are half-shut

if you could have any job you wish what would it be? idk 😭😭 i like parts of what i do but hate other aspects. i love psychology but idk what i would do with that (i don’t like dealing directly with people) and i have absolutely no science credentials so anything in STEM would basically require a lot of backtracking/catching up for me. which is unfortunate because my brain loves science and coming up with things but it also has adhd and struggles to function in most environments lmao. i also enjoy being artistically creative ofc but most things of interest in that arena are too chaotic like i cannot be doing freelancing or temporary positions and constantly dealing with that. so idk what the right balance even is for me atp LOL

something you're good at: finding ways to get the results i want on something!! i’ve been fucking around on the internet and computers for most of my life and am really good at troubleshooting. i learned how to p*rate media as a tween because i wanted to make music videos or download songs. i wanted better graphic and music editing software so i torrented and cracked photoshop/fl studio/etc. i learned how to do HMTL/CSS because i wanted to have pretty codes on my old rp site lol. i always found a way despite being a kid on the internet with no money and nothing else to do. I WILL NOT BE STOPPED

something you're bad at: dealing with people’s (and my own) emotions (“i shouldn’t be crying this is illogical” 🤓), texting, HAVING PATIENCE

something you love: animals!!! music!!! friends!!! fiction!!!

something you could talk about for hours off the cuff: the enneagram and psychology 😭 also fictional stories/characters ofc. so so many things. i can talk way too much

something you hate: people who make everything about themselves or don’t care about others 😭 also people who wallow/complain but do nothing to try and fix their problems lol. especially if they have the means to do so

something you collect: just merch from the different things i like haha

something you forget: everything!!! jk. but i WILL forget where i laid my phone or wallet if it’s not in the same place, and i’ll walk out of the house without my water bottle or keys too

what's your love language? quality time!!!

favorite movie/show: forrest gump

favorite food: hmmmm i’d say maybe pizza!!

favorite animal: birds!!

what were you like as a child? i could be more shy/quiet/anxious in unfamiliar situations but probably because of trauma lmao. i’ve always been incredibly observant and curious about stuff so my mom got me lots of puzzles and books and taught me how to read early so i had like the highest reading score in the school and shit. which was kinda stressful because i also had undiagnosed adhd and could get burnt out/“not apply myself” but i didn’t wanna disappoint people expecting me to be the perfect genius or smth lmfao. not that i gave that much of a fuck because while i was a “good kid” and behaved for the most part i’ve always had a rebellious streak and will mostly do what i want within reason skdjdjdjjsk i was always good at making friends tho and even enjoyed sports early on

favorite subject at school? i loved science and history

least favorite subject? hated math at different points mostly because of the way it was taught/how they expected me to do it. no i don’t wanna multiply with your specific method and i would rather die than show my work (literally my teacher would be like “you got the right answer but your shown work method was wrong” but like that’s BECAUSE I DON’T CAREEEEE just let me do what i need to do)

what's your best character trait? open-minded i guess? also optimistic/determined

what's your worst character trait? impatient af, hate doing “boring” stuff, i’m easily irritated by people lmao

if you could change any detail of your day right now what would it be? that i had gotten up a little bit earlier and had more time to do stuff

if you could travel in time who would you like to meet? hmmmmm….. this is tough and i could probably come up with a better answer if i thought about it for a while BUT my grandma had this one aunt she had to live with for a while who was like incredibly mentally ill i’m sure of it. she did some wild stuff and i wish i could just observe her and see what she was actually like lol. she was abusive as hell so i wouldn’t want to be besties with her ofc but i just wanna know why she did what she did. i’d also wanna meet my great-grandfather because he actually sounds nice but he died in a work accident which is why my grandma had to go live with various unstable individuals 🙃

recommend one of your favorite fanfics (spread the love!): the first one that popped into my head is this delicious noncon kinktober fic with shinsou’s quirk by @melon-fodder

🏷️ open tag!

[timetravelerpyrite]

Uh, hi.

My name is Pyrite, I go by he/him mainly… don't mind she/her though. Newly found out I like Pup/Pupself pronouns too.

I'm 31. (B-day is November 16th, if that matters to anyone.)

//Current Arc: None rn!

//Finished Arcs: Fool's Faller, ABSOLute Panic!

Anyway, not too important, I just kinda found this site and realized 'Oh, there's some people like me here!' so here I am I guess?

Don't expect me to be friendly.

I don't bite! I'm trying to make more friends, but don't shove too much at me at once please.

I don't like staying in one place, it makes me anxious, no I won't tell you why. I was running a lot because of my Ex, she and my bio fam wants me to come back, but I won't, I'm actually tying to get use to staying in one place now.

Most important thing, I'm a Time Traveler and Dimension hopper, how the hell am I both?

I caught a Celebi (He/She/They) by COMPLETE ACCIDENT so now I'm kinda stuck with them, and I kinda got adopted by a Dimension hopping Iron called Iron Eclipse (It/Its)… no, I do not expect you to know what that is.

Call me a fake if you want, I don't care, just try not to hold me down in one spot, got it? Wow I don't like this part the most, why was I such a jerk in my intro??

Anyway, I might visit ya if I feel like, I have two adopted (not legally but who gives a shit) sisters @queen-of-the-phantoms and @pokedexcamp! I'm dating @silveredfeathers and living with him and his wife (and now my Girlfriend-??) @trainerlynda.

Adding an addendum: Sometimes we, his Irons, connect to his phone to be able to post. We are;

🐉: Iron Rage. (She/Her)

🕊️: Iron Serenity! (He/They/Fae)

🌋: Iron Eruption. (He/Him)

🌑🌈: Iron Eclipse.

⌛: And sometimes I steal the phone, I'm Chronos his Celebi.

🍞: Thanatos types sometimes too, she has rather broken English so it will likely be autocorrected to hell and back, please tell her if it gets a word wrong, from what I can tell she wants to understand (She/It)

//Open ask games!

Pelipper mail and malice.

Ask an invasive question.

//Magnifying glass ask game!

See his dreams and nightmares.

//A post for you to give me permission for him to hop to your character's dimension! (Either on purpose or by accident.)

//Ooc info under the cut!

//Ooc. This is a sideblog! Unreality. Mod is an adult and goes by she/her he/him pronouns All art I use is my own (Or made for me)! I follow from @theshadowqueenofthedistortion, more info about me on my main! This blog is not settled in one dimension at the moment, so expect conflicting area info. Here's some of my other accounts as well!

//Semi-Serious blog, I will participate in active silliness and also write serious stuff. Will sometimes touch on death, abuse and a few other things, I will tag the serious stuff with their appropriate tw/cw tags.

//I will not ship with anyone who isn't my BF (and myself, but that's a note for later), just for my comfort. This boi does n o t stay in one place, if he goes to visit someone he will get there himself/he fell into that universe by accident.

//Magic anons are allowed! But I am picky.

//I am very open to crossover stuff!

//This guy is very much centered around Future Paradox pokemon! He's not gonna know all the Pokemon's names and will call them 'Irons'. The Iron names are VERY much headcannons unless talking about a cannon Iron.

//When he's on the move things he says aloud will be under

[Voice to text active!] where as when he's actully writing it will be under [Pyrite is typing...]

//What the tags mean.

//Shadow Mod Speaks: Mod speaking.

//Mod Reference: Me and/or Zorana making references for this account

//Shadow Art: Art by me that isn't a ref/finished.

//Pyrite info: Self-Explanatory. For both IC and OOC.

Little Hops: His post/response tag.

Warping Reality: Closed and/or serious RP. I will also use this tag when responding seriously to something.

Where am I today?: When Pyrite is mainly talking to himself.

The Pokemon tags: They are for each respective Pokemon/Iron

Magic Anon Things.: Stuff with magic anons.

Triangle Terror: Pyrite dealing with the truth triangles. He can't turn them off, so hehehe.

[bewitchingbaker]

SHIPPING INFO // Answer the following for your muse(s) so people know how shipping works on your blog.

REPOST. Don’t reblog.

[long post so under a cut it goes]

What’s your OTP for your Muse(s)?

Ummmmm technically all my pairings are OTP's in their own way. Idk the closest is maybe his potential canon partner/wife Delainey and even then I'm still writing and figuring that out.

I think ships with @moonrevolutions @siiinfully (Harper) @dethdvncer @brooklynislandgirl @smolcuriouskitten and @hunting-songs had a big influence on how I write his romantic headcanons honestly.

What are you willing to RP when it comes to shipping?

Nonmonogamous things are cool, platonic things, romantic things. I’m pretty game for most things. noncon and abusive stuff clearly not for me. i work a 9 to 5 i hate, i'm trying to have fun and vibe. Maybe the occasional toxic ship but Chris is a very tired dude and doesn't have time for another toxic ting.

How large does the age gap have to be to make it uncomfortable?

Considering in most verses that Chris is either in his mid 20s to early 30s, I don’t think he or I would be comfy with anyone who’s not 24+. Honestly if a 19/20 year old flirted with him, he’d just stare and say they’re a baby.

However, Chris does tend to date older as he has fallen for vampires and other paranormal beings. So he tends to prefer someone around his age or older.

Are you selective when shipping?

Half and half? Like Chris is easy to ship with but by the same token it also makes tough to ship with? Like he's such a nice easy going guy that he can work with alot of people. But at the same time, he's not always going to go for just anyone. I think it depends on the chemistry of the muses and their dynamic with Chris.

How far do steamy moments have to go before they’re considered NSFW?

Usually when clothes start getting removed and Chris is begging for more of his partner I usally slap on a read more or move it to the ol smut blog.

Who are other muses you ship your muse with?

-I have a few shippy ships

- familial - @escapedartgeek , @the27percent @everyoneismytoy @smolcuriouskitten (Rocky) @tarnishedhalo

-platonic - @pyrokineticwarrior @weregonnagetyou @temporalobjects (Pinky) @awkwardcourage @gretaphasmatosmartin

-romantic - @brooklynislandgirl @hunting-songs @siiinfully @moonrevolutions (its still in the beginning courting/crush stage) @smolcuriouskitten (Ren) @jelloandbeer @temporalobjects (Eshu) @werspinna (technically FWB/casual but there's that hint of more) @illbringthechaosmagic @ofdemonessence and Chris's potential vampire wife Delainey

Does one have to ask to ship with you?,

Not exactly ask but having some form of interaction between our muses would help. Even if it's just a introduction that works or if you reach out, I'm down to clown and figure out their love story.

How often do you like to ship?

Alot more than I thought. I was anxious to ship when I came back cause I did'nt want Chris to fall into any weird shipping things (fetishizing, trying to infantilized my boy, or just weird dynamics) and I haven't written a ship for a while. But now that I'm here, I have a solid list of ships for the young Luna.

Are you multiship?

Yep yep.

Are you ship obsessed or ship more-or-less?

Ship more or less? Idk, I love me a good ship with nice dynamics (friends to lovers, childhood friends with a crush, opposites attract and I love the figuring things out deal I have with a few ships)

What is your favorite ship in your current fandom?

None?

Finally, how does one ship with you?

Hit ya boy up if you see a thing. Write with me and Chris to get a little chemistry going and we'll go from there.

Tagged by: stole it from the homie @escapedartgeek

Tagging: steal the ting.

[starcraftt]

♞ ABOUT ME

GLAICER ;; a dorky writer who's trying her best

heya there, nd welcome to my little corner on tumblr! my name is glaicer or cienna, but you're so very welcome to come up with most any nicknames for me ( dfagd, i love nicknames,,, :star_struck: ).

𖤓 my original username would've been .periwinkleyes, but apparently someone already took that?? so,, uh,, frick you man ( not really im sorry. ) but my current username is referencing the pc game of Starcraft ( II ), which i haven't played in a while but you know.

𖤓 I AM ACTUALLY REALLY AFFECTIONATE ND HAVE A WEIRD WAY OF INTERACTING, SO I WILL SOMETIMES JST RESPOND WITH A '🫶' or '<3' or smth im so sorry if this makes you feel weird, jst let me know !!

𖤓 i use she/her/hers pronouns ( won't correct you if you use they/them but please no masculine pronouns ) and identify as a female. <3

𖤓 my messages are always open, and never feel stressed to message me, i love talking to people on here and meeting others with similar interests ( read: pls pls pls pls pls message me pls ). jst dm if you have anything to say, such as asks, questions, headcanons, fanfictions, requesting me to do/write something, literally anything!! send me a keyboard slam!! i promise i'm nice :3

⤷ 𖤓 if you'd like to stay anonymous, you're always welcome to use some sort of symbol or emoji as a pseudonym ! just let me know on the message what you're gonna use, haha!

𖤓 i am a minor ( under eighteen ), so please don't send or talk about any nsfw things around me.

𖤓 i sometimes get very opinionated on some subjects?? it's,, its kind of insane.

𖤓 any comments/reposts/likes/kudos mean the world to me,, tysm to whoever does. ^^ ( forewarning i can't respond to compliments im an anxious nervous wreck. )

𖤓 dedicated band kid, try me. i play the clarinet, and some piano!

𖤓 weird humor, you'll hopefully get it. it's kinda dark i dunno.

𖤓 i do/can rp btw !! i have more detailed responses and ocs, but for sure i can rp most any of my fandoms, and willing to also do original ideas as well! <3 just message me ^^

WATCH OUT ;;

before you follow, i tend to use profanities and curse quite a bit ( which is weird because i used to never curse lmao ), and tend to use dark humor to cope often. i'm extremely awkward with any type of compliments ( or maybe just conversating in general ahaha ) and usually just respond with a keyboard slam and a 'thank you smmmm <33 😭🫶🫶' ( :D ). i promise i try my absolute best to be friendly and keep this blog at least pg-13 so if i post anything problematic or triggering, i'm so, so sorry and please speak up about it. sometimes my content can be dark and angsty so um,, prepare yourself !

STATUS ;;

currently in an eighties movie kick, in my c. thomas howell phase ( jst wait, i'll go through a phase for each outsiders cast member ), in love with robert morris from red dawn 1984 ( pls ask about him pls pls pls im on my knees begging ), in love with patrick swayze's laugh ??, debating finishing those fics, in love with sam and dean winchester whilst being scared that there's smth behind me in the dark :3, possessed sam winchester has my ENTIRE heart btw.

TAGS ;;

ask and you shall be answered - simply answering a message! starcraftt - will be on my answers to messages or fanfics/original works! blog check up - jst what it reads !!

GATEWAY TOWARDS ;;

other profiles : @pixelsdepleting ⨳ @starrsforyou ⨳ @eastsidetulsa ( under construction )

socials : quotev ⨳ c.ai ⨳ ao3

posts : user starcraftt ⨳ fandoms ⨳ likes/dislikes ⨳ ask away ! ⨳ golden hour ?! ⨳ soda's death

masterlist ; a labyrinth of unwritten works, do you dare enter?

[brokendreamscreation]

//We listing our shipping guides tonight? I guess I’m game~

SHIPS FOR HAZBIN HOTEL/HELLUVA BOSS VERSES:

Ships I Like:

CHEMISTRY!!!

PLOTTING!!!

BUILDING A FOUNDATION!!!

Ships that are Specific Circumstances:

Applesauce (Lucifer x Lucid). Absolutely no relation or familial consideration at all!! Not twins, not brothers, etc. Two different beings that have chemistry and the potential to build a romantic relationship over time.

Adamsapple (Adam x Lucid). Not all Adam’s are portrayed the same. Plotting together and seeing how our muses work it out is a big thing for me. I’m okay with toxic dynamics between them and character development (for better or for worse). Just as long as we both are communicating and enjoying the process together.

Ships I’m Fine With/Indifferent:

I’m fine with exploring these ships with individuals. If our muses have chemistry and working on building a relationship, then I’m probably down for it!

Lucid x Eve

Lucid x Lilith

Lucid x Alastor

Lucid x St. Peter

Honestly if you’re interested in a ship, TELL ME!! I’m listing ones above that have been mentioned to me. I’m sure there are plenty of other potential ones out there if the chemistry is right.

Ships I Don’t Want:

INSTA-SHIPS!!! (Unless we are already rp partners and are both totally down for it)

NONCON/ABUSIVE SHIPS!!! (Toxic ships are within reason and situations consented between both RP partners. Straight up abuse is a huge NO!)

SEXUAL HARASSMENT!!! (I can’t believe I actually have to write this but please do not force sexual shit on Lucid unless we are already shipping/have a dynamic between our muses that the mun will get a laugh over. I’m getting M!A’s that want him to be horny or make advances on others against his will. Or sending me suggestive/nsfw content from muses that Lucid is clearly not interested in/not going to date. The mun is frankly too old for such childish shit that’s going to clog my inbox, waste my time, and sour my attitude. I’m at the point of blocking/soft blocking people if they keep it up.

YANDERE!!! (It’s fine to be a bit possessive of Lucid within reason, but I am not about that yandere stuff)

Polyships. (I have not had good experiences with polyships so I actively avoid them. Keeping all my ships multiverse and separated from one another is important to me).

General Rule of Thumb Shipping with Me:

Read my rules!!! It’s literally all in there on what I am okay with and not okay with!!

Actions have consequences!!! Lucid can be forgiving sure, but he may not trust your muse if their actions hurt him. Is your muse frightening him? Making him angry? Make him anxious or sad? Then his likelihood to want to be in a ship with them is considerably low!!!

Patience!!! Lucid’s interest and awareness in seeking a romantic relationship is secondary to his more important endeavors. He has been locked up in the Citadel for almost 6000 years with little to no exposure to romance!!Lucid may act like a Disney Princess but he certainly is not actively seeking a partner. First and foremost he wants friends, to be wanted and needed, to be welcomed. It’s easy to mislead him because of his lack of experiences and unfortunately take advantage of him. But again, actions have consequences. Lucid will not remain naive forever and if he comes to the realization that it’s one-sided or wrong, he will eventually leave. I’ve absolutely no doubt of that.