#roleplay sorta

[ayyy-imma-ninja]

For context:

A few days ago, @meagancandraw (Night-Waker) and I did a lil' "what-if" scenario in a private server of what would happen if Moon punched Sun after a hallucination-driven breakdown and then ran off and was visited by someone who gave him the clarity he needed.

The following is what transpired:

NIGHT: He's starting to hallucinate, goes to hit one, and it ends up being Sun.

Sun: Moon-! Moon: DON'T TOUCH ME! (THWACK)

And that's when he snaps out of it-

ME: The sound echoes, bouncing off the walls and ringing in Moon's audio receptors. There's a frightening sting that spreads across the back of his hand. The swirling black and red of his vision vanishes practically in an instant as he stares mortified at Sun, who cups his cheek with an equally mortified look. What did he…? No…no no no what had he done-- ?: M-Moon…?!

NIGHT: Moon can only look at Sun, at the hand holding his cheek. It looks dented, and there's specks of dark blue visible between his fingers. Moon slowly looks down at his own hand, and sees where small streaks of paint have been violently scrapped off, exposing the grey underneath. He feels sick. Moon: I- ?: Sun! Lunar runs into the room (Oh God how long had he been standing there how much had he seen), asking Sun if he's okay. The sound is muffled to Moon, however, as he continues to stare at his hand. There's more talking - or is it yelling? - but he can't tell from who. All he hears is static. Horror blooms in his chest and spreads through his circuits

ME: Earth suddenly rushes in as well, looking between the two. She asks what happened but doesn't get an answer from either, so she asks Lunar, who fills her in. Her eyes widen and she looks to Moon- God that look…The way she looked at him--horrified, scared, angry--he couldn't bear it.

Before anyone can think to stop him, he turns and activates a random portal, and flees into it.

-

NIGHT: Moon [begins] spiraling and thinking his whole family must hate him. They should. Not only did he fail to protect Solar, now he's hurt Sun in front of them. He's a horrible brother. They don't deserve as terrible as him. Is hurting his family all he's good for?

ME: (imagine while in Beta 10 he starts hallucinating.)

"What, gonna start drowning in your own pity party again?"

He sees hallucinations of his family, one by one. Starting with Earth. Then Lunar. Then even Eclipse. Then Sun.

Then Old Moon.

All of them berating and sharp, pushing the dagger in deeper. "You promised you would be better." "Why weren't you honest with how you felt?" "You're a monster." "You're pathetic."

"You did the one thing I told you not to do." In the midst of the anguish as the people he loves drive home every wound, he hears a voice he doesn't expect and looks-

to see Solar.

Still a hallucination, but…he is different. He's not shouting at Moon for his failures, he's not calling him horrible things.

NIGHT: "Solar" asking Moon what he's doing here instead of being with his family Moon (crying): I don't deserve to be with them

ME: Solar: What makes you think that?

NIGHT: Moon: Because all I'm good for is hurting them! I hit Sun! I let you die! I can't protect anyone! I'm just as bad as the old me! ME: Solar: Moon. If that's all you ever see in yourself, then that is all you will ever be.

NIGHT: Moon: It's all I am! The old me killed himself because he thought that I would be better, but he was wrong! ME: Solar: Was he? NIGHT: Moon: Yes! Name one good thing I've done that didn't end up backfiring or making things worse for everyone!

ME: Solar: hm. Well…from what I heard about the guy, he didn't have a shred of empathy. So you got him beat on that front. NIGHT: Moon: Yeah… a lot of good that's done for me

ME: Solar: Yeah it has. 'Cept I don't think you actually see what good it's done. NIGHT: Moon: Like what? ME: Solar: well your brother, for one. Would you say you've grown closer since you re-awoke? NIGHT: Moon: I… guess? But I still hit him, and I promised myself that this version of me would never do that

ME: Solar: and you think he's upset with you?

NIGHT: Moon: Of course he is! Why wouldn't he be?!

ME: Solar: well, you kinda just ran before you could see what he'd say.

NIGHT: Moon: … Moon: That's because I'm a coward

ME: Solar: hm…didn't they say he was a coward, too?

NIGHT: Moon: Who?

ME: Solar: the old you. He ran from his problems too, didn't he?

NIGHT: Moon: That's part of why he made me. He had a lot of problems and regrets he couldn't face… If you're here to tell me that I'm doing the same thing right now, trust me, I'm well aware. I guess it's just another thing I have in common with the old me

ME: Solar: I don't think I'm here to tell you what you've already heard.

NIGHT: Moon: Then what are you here for?

ME: Solar: well? You don't want to be like him, right? And if he ran from his problems, what do you think you should do?

NIGHT: Moon: Yeah, I know… I just… (Sighs) I dunno… what if what happened is just the start? What if Sun and the others are wrong about me, and I just keep getting worse?

ME: Solar: everyone has highs and lows, Moon. And the lows can really suck sometimes. That's just how life is. But that's what family is for, yeah? To help pick you back up when you're down?

NIGHT: Moon: …You're right. Heh, even when you're dead you're right … (Tears up) God, I miss you

ME: Solar: (smiles) failing and making mistakes doesn't make you a bad person, Moon. It's how you respond that determines how things go.

NIGHT: Moon: I should probably get out of here, huh?

ME: Solar: they're probably out lookin' for ya right now

NIGHT: Moon: Yeah. I should- Sun: (From the entrance) Moon…? Are you here? Moon: Sun? (Looks over at Solar to see that he's vanished)

ME: Sun: (approaches, finds him staring at the mirror) …figured you'd come here

NIGHT: Moon: Actually, I set the portal to random … …Are you okay?

ME: Sun: (thinks for a moment). Not happy about being punched again, but…I'm fine. And…m-more worried about you, honestly.

NIGHT: Moon: I'm… better than I was earlier… Sun, I am so so sorry for hitting you. I don't think there are any words that can begin to tell you how sorry I am

ME: Sun: I know you're sorry. I do. But…Moon, this-- (sighs) This can't keep happening.

NIGHT: Moon: I know...

ME: Sun: Do you?

NIGHT: Moon: … Moon: The old me gave up his life so I could be the better version of him. I already told you what he told me: To protect our family no matter what. That's been my entire purpose since the moment I woke up, but lately it feels like no matter what I do, it's not enough. That I'm not enough. I keep thinking that if I was smarter like him, then Solar would still be alive, or if I did start killing anyone who was a threat - sure, it wouldn't be right, but you'd all at least be safe

…I'm terrified of becoming like the old Moon, Sun. That's the last thing I want, but KC's already dead, and if I can't keep our family safe, then that officially means the old Moon died for nothing! I know that's not an excuse, but I- I can't lose anyone else, Sun!

ME: Sun: we don't want to lose YOU, Moon! Why should protecting our family be only your responsibility?! Family protects each other, it's not supposed to be one person's burden! … The old Moon, he…I get he did what he did to keep me and everyone safe, but…it still hurt people. It still hurt me.

NIGHT: Moon: I know, and I'm sorry. … You're the most important person in my life, Sun. I love Lunar and Earth, but you're the one who keeps me going. It's your light and your strength that inspires me, and I want to protect that at all costs. I want to make sure nothing ever happens to you or the others, even if it means taking on that burden all by myself. I know it's not fair to you, or Lunar and Earth, but I… I don't think I know how to do it any other way. …But I'd like to learn

ME: Sun: (listens in silence, then after a moment he sighs) Moon. I know you mean well. But—I am not a child. I am not some delicate thing that needs protecting. I can handle myself. Earth can handle herself, we know that. Lunar…more or less. (sighs) But the fact is, our lives are not perfect. Things will happen whether we want them to or not. That’s just how life is. And if you’re so busy going around trying to protect US…then who is going to protect you?

NIGHT: Moon: (Ponders the question in silence) I've… never really considered that, to be honest. I didn't care what happened to me as long as you guys were okay. I can… see why that's a problem, now that I say it out loud… (Sighs) I really screwed up…

ME: Sun: yeah. You did. (he steps and engulfs Moon into a tight hug) but who hasn’t screwed up? I’ve made mistakes. Lunar, too. I’m sure even Earth has. But at the end of the day…we’re still a family, aren’t we? (he squeezes him) You’re a real idiot sometimes, Moon. But you’re still my brother, and you always will be.

NIGHT: Moon: (He hugs him back with his first genuine smile in a long time) Heh, thanks, Sun. I love you, brother

Unbeknownst to any of them, "Solar" is watching them as they leave the bunker. He smiles at the group before fading away…

--The end--

[emoclowncircus]

oh yk. the guy. from the devil game

[houses-snowglobes]

this might be a cold take I don't really know, but being on the Strip in FNV always has me torn between "gambling is so cool" and "every single person who lives directly on the strip went through forced assimilation by Mr. house"

Benny is a victim of colonization, I feel bad for the guy

[jason-t0dd]

Me when I cry bc I'm so lonely

Me when I see Roy's fat ass

[winewinebloodwine]

*Throws a 4 month year old child at you.*

She’s yours biologically yours. I’m giving her to you early to see if you’ll accept her. If no, I shall send her back. (You’d get her when she’s five instead)

[Staring at the child. Absolutely terrifed] ...... Uh. Mmmmmm. Fuck no..nmmmm nope to young to be a parent. Why are you giving me a child. Wh. Why. What???!?

[dinah-hopeyouorderedsoup]

Everything has gone to shit after the race.

[dr-footloose]

Why am I helping them with relationship advice. This is nothing but distractions.

It's just frustrating when not one but BOTH of them are constantly crying in my asks.

I don't like that.

Not because they're crying but because it's clogging up my asks box.

Yeah.

...

Oh my god.

Sweet Jesus, Joseph, and Mary, I do care.

Why?

[askorensprunki]

oren... how does one pull off the fluffy look you have?

“One gallon of hair gel every Sunday. No cap on god”

[perceive-the-eyefestation]

((Man. I haven’t had this much fun roleplaying on tumblr since I was deep into TMC and roleplaying w/ my mutual group… its been a good while since then… Tmcblr and Pressblr my beloved <3 they both now hold a special place in my heart

[ghoul-tutor]

The bus arrives in an hour. I would have changed back to a human form, but I know for a fact that the Lawyer would question me when he no doubt arrives early.

[Lawyer - Ritsu]

[Beginning | Next]

[lt-morse]

“Got a progress photo on my ride last night. The gym has paid off it seems.”

[stuck-in-the-box]

Helen had found that going to antique stores was her new favorite pastime. She like looking at all of the different little trinkets and remembering the times she'd seen them before. But this... this was different. She turned the box in her hands, looking into it deeply.

Why did it feel like something was in there? And... why was it trying to get her attention?

( @roadtrip-with-lennie )

[The Box calls out to Helen like a gentle whisper, beckoning her. It somehow feels strangely warm in her hands, and yet simultaneously ice cold. Its beautiful golden color and ornate, detailed, maze-like patterns are enchanting and alluring. If she were to listen very closely, she might just be able to hear a plethora of voices coming from the inside. Looking closely, there seemed to be something inside, but what it was couldn't quite be made out without opening it and truly gazing inside. This is a deceptively powerful object that Helen holds in her hands. It wants her to look inside and get lost in that maze. It dares her to.]

[Ted sees Helen from the inside of the Box and immediately starts trying to warn her not to look inside, waving his arms in hopes of getting her attention. He knows she can't hear him and likely can't see him either (although sometimes he has been seen from the outside; there was no telling what Tinky would allow in each situation), but that doesn't mean that he won't try.]

[yuttikkele]

is now a good time to time to ask what it might mean if I like being seen online as a male but irl as a female

[fight-nights-at-freddys]

once again, antis on OWOT calling me a pedo for. sitting next to my sister in pony game. (currently protected bc insane ppl linked my site in global chat, so the assholes in global chat are ALSO spamming me)

anyway here we are! aren't our ponies cute? she's on the left, i'm on the right

[hesjust-a-boy]

so I’ve been trying to develop Older!Astyanax more?

He becomes a florist in the future. He’s still a prince, but he’d rather spend his time crafting

He’s very in-tuned with his emotions

He realized that he’s attracted to other boys when he was around 14-15. He currently identifies as panromantic asexual

While he does know how to fight, he prefers not to.

He enjoys weaving in his free time, along with pottery and other arts

He learned how to play the lyre from Hermes.

Hermes is actually his patron god! He’s not a thief or a person that lies a lot, but he IS a traveler. It’s not shown in the picrew, but his blessing manifests in a little wing hairclip-like accessory. He has also been given a pair of winged sandals, though he doesn’t use them unless he needs to get somewhere fast

I might work more on this, idk

[ask-johnnyverse]

Can i ask a harmless innocent question

Is johnny cage 𝓕𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂

Yes, absolutely.