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#njpw#effie's gifs#shota umino#ren narita#road to new beginnings#24/01/2024#ren's grin when shota grabs his throat???#s i c k o s.
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jean kevin and neil all being 19 when they officially leave the nest feels significant somehow
(kevin being 19 when he runs, jean being 19 when renee takes him, neil’s fake age being 19 when he leaves after christmas and his real age being 19 when he leaves after riko is shot and he’s officially pardoned by ichirou)
#19 is a happy number (in number theory meaning the sum of the square of each digit reaches 1 in a sequence)#fitting because they escaped#angel number 19 means that you should persevere and trust ur spirit guides are leading you to peace#in numerology it represents ‘an energy of expansion and a new life’#and it matches with the sun card in tarot because the digits add up to 10 and those digits add up to 1 which is the sun’s energy#the sun card itself represents hope optimism and good fortune - it generally means that the universe is aiding you in moving forward#and achieving your dreams#also indicates overall good health - which considering what all three went through prior to leaving and their mental struggles#it doesn’t quite fit#but it definitely seems age 19 for all of them offers them the road to healing eventually#and on that note - 19 is the sacred number of the goddess brigid who amongst other things was the goddess of healing and protection#also the metonic cycle is a 19 year period after which the lunar cycles occur on the same day - there’s a lot about cycles ending#and new - better - lives beginning in relation to the number 19#and of course it’s the last year before ur twenties#always something ending and something beginning#so yes i think age 19 is fitting for them all to be freed finally#aftg#neil josten#kevin day#jean moreau#chatting shit in the tags again!! couldn’t be me!!
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Let it go 🌇 !.
#Road#New beginnings#Start#Try again#Let it go#downfall#downfalldestiny#life#magic destinations#magical world#all over again#magic moments#حياة#love#حب#عشق#Sunsets
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There is something uniquely kind and disturbing that Benny and the Khans ambushed the Courier and brought them to a cemetery to be killed.
It's an unmarked shallow grave. They would've died with no name and no one to come to look for them, not a thought in anyone's head expect and afterthought for their killer. But in that, they are still laid to rest. No one they know will visit them but their grave will be visited, maintained at least by the townspeople of Goodsprings. Unresolved but not forgotten.
Benny did not choose the cemetery out of kindness, it was pragmatic as people are likely to not mess with a grave in a town like Goodsprings, fresh or not.
After all... It's rude to disturb the dead, though, what does that mean if they were never truly made to rest?
#something something bennys plans for the courier at the beginning are so impersonal but marked by little things that explore his thought#process cause honestly leaving the courier on the side of the road for a scorpion to get wouldve been better than so close to town but he#chose to make the khans bring you there and bury you#two bullets is usually enought and he had no reason to think youd live but he seems more thurough like hed def be like throw em in a scorp#nest but theres an odd amount of respect and letting you see his face before you get shot and making sure to bury you#most executions are less polite#fallout#fallout new vegas#benny gecko#benny fnv#the courier#courier six#the great khans#khans fnv
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#kazuchika okada#njpw#njpwedit#njnbg#road to the new beginning 24/01/24#i love you and i will miss you forever... thank you...
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Siegfried Farnon has always been a strong presence, and it’s complicated because he’s her employer, as well. It’s a lot she’s giving up. For a woman who’s in a position where she’s independent, but she’s entirely dependent on her income from that job, and that’s also where she lives, it was a big thing to offer to give all of that up and to go towards something quite unknown. (Anna Madeley)
#Anna Madeley#Samuel West#Siegfried Farnon#Audrey Hall#ACGAS#ACGAS 2020#Siegfried x Audrey#The way for a future together is open now#it was a long and hard and difficult road#but I am glad (in the end) that they went that way#even if it hurt#may series 5 bring wonderful new beginnings#Audrey showed so much courage in series 5#Loved her character development#Siegfried got even kinder and more focused on his little family in Tristan's absence#and he saw her in a different light as well I think#AND YOU KNOW WHAT? we will get series 5+6 and you know what that means right??????
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#i am writing again.#will this make it into the new chapter of turning pages? likely not in this form.#but i am finally writing again.#hoping to update by the beginning of next week.#t: turning pages (the narrow road to the deep north)#stsg#satosugu#sugusato#geto suguru#gojo satoru#suguru x satoru
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🍂 Fall Drabble Prompts
on top of all the other projects I'm working on, I thought it'd be fun to open my ask box to some fall drabble requests. Send me one of the following numbers and one of the tagged ships, and I'll write you a drabble! 🍂🥧🍄
pumpkin carving
apple picking
snuggle weather
fireplace
spiced apple cider
boo!
raking leaves
warm soup
corn maze
pumpkin spice
scary movies
wagon rides
costume party
spooky stories
candy corn
thanksgiving
fall carnival
sunflower fields
crisp autumn air
"isn't that my flannel?"
Feel free to reblog for future reference, or reblog and tag a few ships you'll write for if you'd like people to send you requests!
🌻 kazzy's fall drawing challenge🌾
#the ol' kazzle drabble#kazzy writes#captain swan#new dream#cygnet scholar#beauty and the puppet#ghostflower#zalissa#sabezra#fall#writing#writblr#otp: try something new darling#otp: this feels like a beginning#otp: i remember my friends who get it#otp: all at once everything looks different#otp: maybe you need some normal friends#otp: road less traveled
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#fallout#fallout new vegas#fredrick sinclair#sierra madre#dead money#begin again#salt upon wounds#white legs#zion national park#the think tank#doctor borous#doctor dala#doctor 0#8#doctor klein#old world blues#honest hearts#the divide#marked men#lonesome road
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visiting my pookie 🫶
#if you manage to talk him down hes just chilling at the beginning of the divide btw#vinny rambles#screenshot#fallout new vegas#lonesome road#ulysses#ulysses fnv
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for @elphantasmo
#njpw#effie's gifs#shota umino#ren narita#road to the new beginning#24/01/2024#:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))#i really did make these for me and cass.#for science...#obviously
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new year new me
#moodboard#new beginnings#new year#new years resolution#it girl#girlhood#becoming that girl#girly#girly tumblr#new life#healthy lifestyle#healthy living#road trip#friendship#best version of myself#my aesthetic#dark aesthetic#dark academia#coquette aesthetic#coquette dollete#coquette#coqueta#mental health
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The only impossible journey is the one you never begin 🌄 !.
#Clouds#Road#beginning#new beginning#new beginnings#downfalldestiny#downfall#life#Journey#magic destinations#حياة#love#magical world#Try#Move on#Sky#Sunsets#Beauty
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I think one thing that really sticks with me in interpreting how Dark Road shapes Xehanort is the fact that Xehanort truly was raised to believe himself to be the only one truly strong enough to do what needs to be done to save the world. An interesting thing I think is to look at the way Xehanort’s apparent perception of Baldr changes after his world tour...but not really the crux of his feelings about Baldr, which is that I truly think he sees Baldr as pathetic, in both senses of the word.
Before the tour, Baldr evokes pathos from Xehanort. He feels sorry for him; he takes the time to leave flowers on his grave, but crucially, does not actually express regret for killing him. What he expresses is that he thinks this is the best outcome for Baldr;
Xehanort: Baldr... Now you and your sister will always be together. You'll always have the light to share.
Killing Baldr was a mercy, from Xehanort’s perspective. Baldr wasn’t strong enough to handle the Darkness. He wasn’t strong enough to face a world of nuance alone. Not like Xehanort, who is determined to be strong enough. Who was born to be strong enough; who then decides to prove he’s strong enough by removing his armor in the space between worlds.
Then, there is the comparison between Baldr’s dying words, and what Master of Masters and Xehanort express before and after his world tour:
??????: Let me guess... You thought your heart was strong enough to withstand the darkness in there.
??????: Human emotions are complex. For example, what you feel toward someone you love isn't always good or well-meaning. It can be a false kind of light. Which begs the question: are these messy feelings that emerge from love still light? Or are they darkness?
Baldr’s love for Hoder was a false kind of light. It was one that smothered, one that made her responsible for his well-being. Baldr can’t separate his own feelings from other people’s; his worldview is completely self-absorbed. Other people are having feelings at him; Hoder is there to spread her light at him. He can’t see beyond his own pain and his own needs, and what love he has for Hoder is really about what she can do for him; a love that isn’t good, or well-meaning, but toxic for both of them until it kills them both.
Xehanort knows this. His experience, as Master of Masters asks about, tells him this; he saw first-hand how that false love destroyed both Hoder and Baldr, and their classmates as collateral damage.
Baldr’s last words have this to say:
Baldr: Xehanort... Do you see now? There's them...and there's us. When we find the strength to pursue our goals, they condemn us, insisting that our strength comes from darkness.
Then Xehanort goes on his world tour (and it seems strongly implied that he travels to the future during this time, experiences Dream Drop Distance and Kingdom Hearts 3, and comes back with those memories erased, but changed by the experience);
Xehanort: Those who are weak, and who desire greater power, simply strip the strong of their power, and convince themselves they've earned it. That's how people become tainted by darkness. They believe what they want to believe, using hollow reasons as justification. They repeat this cycle, and their darkness grows.
??????: So you're saying the weak feel the need to justify their actions to maintain a sense of self. Can't let that slide?
Xehanort: No, it's better they be ruled by darkness. People carry delusions of having power, but it's a lie.
Baldr is the sheep pretending to be a wolf, slaughtering their friends to build his own power through the act. Baldr no longer evokes ‘pathos;’ now, for Xehanort, he is the other definition of ‘pathetic;’ “miserably inadequate, of very low standard.” Xehanort’s opinion is now that Baldr was too weak to handle being weaker than Hoder, being weaker than his classmates, so he killed them all, and pretended that made him strong. He told himself lies about how they were feeling things at him, and how that justified what he chose to do.
Xehanort looks down on him. Xehanort will be better than him. Xehanort is truly strong, he believes; all his life, he’s been practicing control. Managing his own feelings. Keeping them separate from those of others, not allowing them to be tainted by the emotions around him. Being flawless, to be the change he was born to be. He will do what’s necessary to make sure nothing like Baldr can ever happen again, and he won’t let feelings get in the way. It’s the reason for his existence, after all.
What comes next is too important.
#khdr#Xehanort#tbh one of the things I find the most compelling about Xehanort is how ruthless he is#He understands emotions and feels them from others all the time#but he does not let them control him#he's condescending and dismissive of people who do#he looks down on those who let their feelings dictate their actions#I think one thing that's lost in translation in particular is the fact that shaving his head is clearly intended to be read as like#Becoming a Buddhist monk#A symbol of dedication to putting aside his worldly attachments to bring about the end of this world#and the birth of a new balanced world#His final act before beginning his plan in earnest is to cut down Eraqus who is his final worldly attachment#Xehanort as an old man is fully above petty things like crying over his lost friends anymore#He has bigger fish to fry#and he's going to fry them.#kingdom hearts dark road#kingdom hearts
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if you don't get your taste in music from your gay little ty shows then who even are you
#a more cultured person i guess dont talk to me#my two most listened to bands this year will probably be the velvet underground and fleetwood mac#yk because of good omens and ofmd#i also cant stop listening to seabird by the alessi brothers smth about it is just sooo soothing#i can already see roads to moscow becoming a new favourite too#and dont get me STARTED on the concerto for recorder and viola and the rest of that long ass title im not going to spell out here but yk.#that piece at the beginning of s1 i think. that one SLAPS#ofmd#good omens
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Day 2 of 3: Rapid City, South Dakota 🇺🇸
I just finished 15 hours behind the wheel and finally arrived at my AMAZING Airbnb. 1,721 miles logged in the last two days with my final stop tomorrow in the great state of Montana. My three year plan became a five year plan and my patience has been tremendously tested, but it is now all coming together!
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