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heres your reminder to write this 👀👀
So here’s the thing—
#soyeonsbabygirltalks#i have 0 motivation#to write for idle#right now#or a lot of things#I’ll try to hopefully scrap a fic#together soon…#maybe…#ngl I’m vv badly depressed#rn yall 😭
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purple ish saras
#y she urple#ok i know i just said that ill keep posting consistently in my last post#and then left yall high and dry for 2 weeks#IM SORRRYYYY 😭😭😭#theres a shortage of my medication where im at rn so my brains been all over the place😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫#stupid baka life amirite#angways i must prevail#and post some fuckass fanart#yttd#kimi ga shine#your turn to die#kgs#yttd fanart#sara chidouin#yttd sara
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“Okay. . . Background. . . I was a troubled kid, I’ll just get that out of the way, got into fights skipped school made a lot of questionable choices for my age.
I think it goes without saying I didn’t have a lot of friends, not my fault, my parents were shit, abusive dad and a pushover of a mom who just sat back and watched; I used to tell myself it was 'cause she was scared of him too.
Doesn’t matter anymore.
Let’s just say they didn’t take too kindly to finding out that their dearest daughter wanted to be a boy.
I was. . . on my own, I couldn’t stay at home, they didn’t want me to stay and neither did I; since my parents abandoned me I’d forced myself to go back into the closet, I was afraid that if I was myself people would leave.
Typically people aren’t too keen on letting an angry teenager with a shit load of baggage in, so I had nowhere to go.
Naturally, when I turned 18 I joined the army, I’m sure you don’t need me to tell you about all the horrors of the military.
I’m let off 7 years later, and if you thought I had problems before, you wouldn’t know the half of it.
I was more lost than ever before.
Turned out I wasn’t the only one because a little while later I ran into a mate from the army in a bar, turned out we both were from the same little shit hole, and coincidentally both ended up in the same town; we drank, talked, and for the first time I felt like I wasn’t alone, I’ve never had it happen where I talked to a stranger and it feel like we’ve known each other our entire lives, it could have also been the alcohol that made it a bit easier, but we got on like a house on fire.
Adrian was the first guy who ever really understood me, who I felt comfortable around, hell I even worked up the confidence to come out to him, I was scared shitless but he obviously accepted me. . . heh . . .it’s funny ‘cause the moment after I came out, he quickly confessed he thought he was gay, it caught me so off guard that I laughed and said “way to kill the moment.” he said he thought it would make me feel better if he also confessed a secret.
I was lost, but now I had a friend.
I became an officer and shortly after he did too, for the first time in my entire life things were beginning to get on track.
We had a good. . . 6 years? without a major incident, which in hindsight it's crazy either of us made it that long without crashing into a tree or something, but well. . . obviously that didn’t last.
One of the guys from work invited us on a hunting trip, it sounded exciting, I’d never been hunting before and I sure as hell wasn’t gonna pass up an opportunity to get drunk in the middle of nowhere with a bunch of idiots! Adrian wasn’t as excited about it as I was and was more reluctant to agree, but I guess when he heard I was going he agreed to come along.
It was us and 3 other guys in Colorado for 3 days, first couple days were great, we hiked around the mountain, went fishing, shot a couple ducks, got temporarily lost, the usual fun you have camping, it was on the night of the second day I think, that one of the guys, Adam, said he saw something moving around the campsite, Clarke, another guy, whipped out his gun and shot it in the air without warning and said some dumb shit like “well it’s gone now!”.
He got yelled at for being a fucking dumbass, but we all kind of agreed it was probably a deer and long gone now.
Adrian woke me up that night, but in a fuckin- kidnap-cover-your-mouth style, I was gonna yell at him but before I could get anything out he whispered to be quiet.
I- I’d never seen him so. . . scared.
I nodded to him and he slowly let go and inched towards the tent door, I- I asked him what was going on but he just whipped around and glared at me, I kind of just shut up and tried to listen. . .?
I’d thought maybe a bear wandered into the campsite and he’d heard it or something?
We were sat there for maybe two or three minutes before I heard a- something growling. . . it- it wasn’t like anything- I- I need you to understand there is no damn animal in Colorado that could make that noise, it was so low but not like- a natural low, like it didn’t sound real?
It sounded like if you took a dog growling and edited it to the lowest possible setting and added a reverb? Something like that- it- it was so loud I thought that it was around our tent but. . . I realized it wasn’t when I heard Adam scream.
The next part was sort of a blur, something ripped into our tent, gunshots, and we both ran out into the woods, I- I wasn't focused on where I was going- I just kept running, like tunnel vision.
It was dark and cold and at some point I realized I wasn't wearing any shoes 'cause my feet were bleeding, I was completely out of breath and exhausted, I had to stop, I barely had a moment to breathe when I heard the growling start again, it wasn't close but it was loud enough that I knew it was near, and then the growl began to change, it slowly morphed into a laugh, and then it started coming from all directions, it was so loud it- that horrible unnatural laugh rang in my skull and I couldn’t move, I knew I was trapped and- that I’d die here, alone.
A gunshot pierced the woods and all at once the laughter stopped, Adrian emerged from the tree line holding a pistol, he was shaken up but began to make his way toward me. . . I should have known better than to let my guard down, but I was so happy to see his stupid face.
A figure jumped out of the trees at a speed that- I. . . I didn’t even have the time to process what was happening, I just turned over to look and it was on Adrian, he dropped his gun and the thing- it- it almost looked human but was so deformed- it was bloated in some places and skinny in others, its face looked charred, pitch black, the only things visible were its glowing white eyes and teeth- it kicked his gun away and I ran to go pick it up, when I turned back I was expecting it to try to stop me. . . That you know- me running would at least catch it's attention? But it didn’t. . . I turned back to see it mauling Adrian, it ripped into his arm and part of his jaw before I shot it.
It didn’t die, the bullet barely seemed to have affected it, but it was enough to drive it back into the woods, he- Adrian was bleeding. Bad.
I- I was so scared he’d die- I lifted him up and wandered the woods looking for the nearby highway, I walked with him for what felt like hours before the forest service found us, they were already on their way because they heard all the gunshots.
From there I guess I must have passed out because next thing I know I’m waking up in a hospital bed, I was well enough and practically jumped out of bed looking for someone to ask if Adrian was alright, but turned out he was in the bed next to me all patched up and sleeping, it’s weird, despite everything that had just happened, in that moment all I thought about was how we must have truly been inseparable if not even a freaky monster could break us apart.
I probably jinxed it. . . Adrian recovered alright and got a ton of gnarly new scars he covers up but. . . he wasn’t the same.
He became . . . obsessed with hunting down whatever that thing was. . . Metaphorically speaking, he’d never go back to those or any other woods ever again, but, he wanted answers, at some point he learned about the lambda institute and became unhealthily obsessed.
His hunger for answers was what began to drive a wedge in our friendship, the supernatural has him in a chokehold, and I don’t even think he realizes it.
Since his recovery he’s. . . spiraled. . . he’s obsessive, possessive, paranoid, and he does things without even thinking about the consequences, before all this happened he was the responsible one, one of our friends joked that I’ve basically become his babysitter, it was a joke but it’s sort of true.
I knew he was obsessed with the paranormal, but I didn’t find out about his fixation on the lambda institute 'till after yesterdays incident when he confessed about it after we left.
. . . He’s been put on mental health leave for a couple weeks, and he’s barely spoken to me since.
I’m getting worried- I’ve been worried, for his health, our r- friendship, but- now more than ever, he always comes to me for everything, but he’s been getting withdrawn, hiding things from me isn’t- he never does that; from others, yes, but not me, I’m- this is bad, I’m worried about what other things he could be hiding, he hid his obsession for months I don’t- I- I think he’s going to do something, something stupid, he’s gonna get hurt and I need to stop him but I don’t know how, I just. . . I just want my best friend back.
> Statement ends.
Pt 192 > here
Prev > here
#lambda archives : ai#Though it bares the coat of a wolf#it has the look of a sheep in its eyes#and no teeth to bite you with.#la:ai#la:ai ep 4#forzen la:ai#forzen bores#tommy la:ai#its like 2 am rn and i think this is good enough to post but if there are issues i will them tomorrow when ive fully woken up#THIS TOOK ALL DAY😭#my respect to every fanfic author out there idk how yall do it
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Just found out the robloxconfessions2 blog is a proshipper /vneg
fuck my stupid baka life!!!!! /ref
#voidyyzz textposts#tweaking so hard rn HOW HARD IS IT TO NOT SHIP ABUSER X ABUSER’S VICTIM 😭#please yall it’s common sense to know that kinda stuff aint ok#celesteal/cyalm x strato shippers DNI!!!!!!!#roblox#adventure forward 2#adventure forward#block tales#blocktales#regretevator#tryna get tags for all the fandoms that have interacted w/ the acc from what i’ve seen#phighting#phighting!
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cards that have young minori hanasato you will always be famous
#it's about where hope leads you. it's about growing up with hope no matter what. it's about change and growth and HOPE#do you guys get it? do you guys understand? are yall here with me rn? 😭💕#prsk#pjsk#project sekai#minori hanasato#fight-fight minoriiiiiii 😭😭😭💕💕💕
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passed my finals 😭😭😭
#yall dont understand ive been SICK worrying about these marks#was sure i failed one of my courses but i didnt 😭😭😭😭#i'm so relieved rn 😭#c
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rewatching this over and over again.. mainly bcs tarn makes soundwave into a manlet but also bcs it's hilarious
#thunderhowl at the copilot doing Absoluteky nothing then being surprised when shadowstriker is unfamiliar with the terrain: :D#i get ure a theater kid but CAN U STOP BEING SO CRYPTIC#bumblebee moving to the wall like the only smart person#optimus just wants to find the source#had to include soundwave being the bitchiest person for no reason at the end of course 🩵 mi lady#somebody help tarn bro only has one arm 😭😭#hes not even using it against a wall or anything like hes just trying to keep his balance#everybody panicking while shadowstriker doesnt give a fuck#girlboss shit she does every day and no one cares it pisses me off yall need to appreciate my mean lesbian like yall appreciate her mean gay#bestie#thunderhowl :) bcs he wants soundwave to struggle probably. i mean at the cost of others maybe risking a concussion? sure#theyre both so petty but try to act too cool to be in their own lame ways. im obsessed with them#he was hoping soundwave was gonna land in his lap 💔#somehow from all the way back there LMFAO if his terrains can defy gravity so can his beloved annoyance ok. he believes#im a filthy multishipper so i need tarn and soundwave to have more fic & kiss too bcs it's literally tarn being like I Know What You Are#(a Bttm) to soundwave and soundwave having to screw his lips into a smile & be like teehee of course.. only to be like (u forgot the Brat*)#at the end like. why are they like that. tarn holding him by the waist with 1 arm being like i got u bbgirl meanwhile hes getting#60000 concussions and soundwave is trying So hard not too laugh.. TOO loudly. (tarn thinking hes so anime protag rn)#tf cyberverse#soundwave#tarn#thunderhowl#shadowstriker#bumblebee#optimus prime#maccadam#transformers#I CANT BELIEVE I HAD ENOUGH ROOM FOR THESE TAGS!
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was listening to Gehenna (by wotaku) like 2 days ago, still do. and made this...
#i didn't really like putting the lyrics i'm referencing#cuz i don't know whos who. it can be like what i was thinking back while making this... or another idrk#the vibe and the overall song does remind me of them though#idk. but what do you guys think#also side note i was hesitant of posting this on main.#but... oh well... just what if#frev#frevblr#frev shitposting#robesmoulins#robespierre#camille desmoulins#maximillian robespierre#french revolution#antoine with a triple e's art or sumn#forgive me if you somehow see this#edit fucked up the song name i just noticed it rn... 😭 but thats fine ig yall can just reblog it again
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*posts and crawls back in hell*
#artists on tumblr#fight club#digital art#illustration#the narrator fight club#tyler durden#art#fight club 1999#soapshipping#oh my look who's back#so#I'm living hell rn cause I'm full of assignments and gotta pull full nighters til like sunday#this is the only thing I've drawn since the last time I posted. yeah#this is also an assignment for tomorrow (at this point today#I've been raw dogging this drawing from start to finish since 4 pm and now it's like midnight and a half#also I got a test tomorrow I studied nothing about#crying and throwing up#tyler looks fried in that bg but ayw#love the rest#this was supposed to be the scene where jack loses a tooth and tyler says that even the mona lisa falls apart#pretty much only inspirational cause I changed the whole thing to get a nicer result#I'll also post the final thing once I finish it at school#alright bye babes#can't wait to start dtage next week so I'll have drawing time once I get home#yippee#love yall I'll check the notes when I have time 😭#martyryo
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I found the cover art + some preview shots of "Remember Me" on Twitter.
I'm so excited but my God my heart is not ready for this 😭💔💔
#arcane#arcane vi#arcane vander#remember me#ost#music video#spoilers#arcane season 2#watercolor#currently ascending rn#this is so sad#“who taught you how to punch”#young vi#teen vi#arcane powder#arcane mylo#arcane claggor#flashbacks#vi and vander#they dropped a whole animation teaser now yall look it up 😭😭
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thinking about the way jake mates you :((
the way he just folds you in half, covering you with his bigger body, overwhelming you with all of him – his scent, his weight, his warmth.
the way his hands, five fingers and all, pry your thighs apart so he can dip his head and lick your dripping cunt. you learned the word from jake, his voice curling into something deep and animalistic when he first ate you out.
the alien word was new, vulgar, outright dirty, but every time jake whispers it – "your cunt loves me, doesn't it, sweetheart?" – you could feel the way it riles him up more than it makes your toes curl. you feel it in the way he throbs inside you, his lips pulled into a snarl, and amidst glassy eyes you watch the way he flushes, losing himself in the throes of pleasure.
pleasure evoked by mating you.
jake is so deliciously big.
the way his belly presses onto your back whenever he fucks you on your knees, a hand wrapped around your chest and the other pressing on your belly. the position was not usual, but not nearly foreign, and you found yourself putty in his arms as he contorted your body, measured whispers rolling off his lips, praising you, telling you how beautiful you look like this, presented all for him.
“can you feel me here, baby?” he purrs, his breath is warm as it tickles your ears. “i’m deep inside you, aren’t i?”
your voice hitches, unable to reply to him well. jake chuckles anyway, like he expected your incoherence, almost even wanting to hear you be reduced to only keens and muffled whines.
“y’r taking me so good, sweetheart,” jake murmurs, before pressing a kiss on your shoulder.
you whimper, a choked moan falling from your lips as jake slides his cock out again, the length of it dragging along your plush walls. it is so heavy and hard, filling you to the brim as if he wants to carve himself into your very being. your eyes are wet with unshed tears, and your body trembles at how full you feel.
“jake!” you squeal, your voice squeaking into a high pitch when he pushes his cock back inside you again.
your arms buckle, threatening to collapse at the increasing pleasure rising through your being. it is only jake’s hold that prevents you from crashing to the floor, keeping you up at the perfect angle to sink his cock into.
“i know, sweetheart,” jake croons, fucking you with a relentless pace, his body warm around you. in you. “just few more, okay? you could do it, can’t you baby girl?”
you don’t recall ever nodding or doing anything to respond to him, feeling your toes curl as your eyes roll to the back of your head, your cunt spasming around jake’s cock.
“fuck, baby!” jake hisses, his pleasure curling into his words, his voice sounding so close yet so warbled and far away. “cum with me, sweetheart. with me.”
and just like that your pleasure tilts, expanding, before euphoric ecstasy crashes into you as you cum, your orgasm ripping a shrill cry from your throat.
“m’jake!” you scream, your back arching and your ears flattening on your head, your tail thrashing as the base of it thrums with a muted pain from being squished between jake’s bigger body and your back.
“jus’ like that, baby,” jake grunts, his face pressed on the juncture between your shoulder and your neck. “fuck, y’r so good, so perfect. my perfect mate, aren’t you baby? mine, yeah?”
you hum, you think. or you nod – you don’t even know, feeling yourself floating, engulfed with the overwhelming pleasure that only jake can coax out of you.
your uncoordinated response doesn’t matter to jake, feeling him chuckle amidst his panting, his tongue licking a stripe on your neck.
“yeah,” he whispers, almost like he is talking to himself. “my perfect mate, alright.”
#suns.f#jake sully x reader#jake sully x you#jake sully x y/n#jake sully x na'vi reader#jake sully smut#atwow jake#atwow smut#jake sully#jake sully fic#suns#god i want him so bad i need him viscerally desperately carnally#i want him IN me im not even playing#im so late to the mood but hope yall luv this <33#to my followers: sorry for thr lack of toji content. only one specific dilf is in my mind rn 😭🤞🏼
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Was nobody gon tell me Jacob scipio smokes???
#🍄 :: 𝗔𝗟𝗜𝗖𝗢𝗥𝗘#🫦 :: 𝗚𝗢𝗢𝗗 𝗚𝗢𝗗...#WAS NOBODY GON TELL ME???#NOBODY AT ALL#yall can’t even imagine my shock when I found out😭😭#ITS NOT THEM LITTLE STICK SHITS EITHER#like bro#I’m literally FLOORED rn😭😭#armando aretas#armando armas#bad boys for life#bad boys ride or die#armando aretas x reader#jacob scipio#armando armas x reader#armando x reader
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hi sorry yall really havent been able to escape these guys huh??? ;u; i saw a cute yume october prompt list and i knew i wanted to try some of them! the day 1 prompt is ‘first meeting’!
primotalii broke into the blueberry yogurt academy’s library in the middle of the night just to……. read…? okay man.
#primotalii infodump time#YES!!!!! GOD YES I KNOW YOU ALL WERE WAITING FOR THIS /j#he didn’t have a formal education so he tries to learn stuff on his own…he likes books with pictures bc he had to teach himself how to read#shadow milk (before corruption) helped him Properly Learn after it came up in convo like. 3 weeks in knowing eachother. they hung out with#eachother in the library sm and they were both doing their own ‘studies’ AND ALL THAT TIME PRIMO COULDNT FUCKING READ?????????#LIKE WHAT. WAS HE DOING. ?????? (trying his best 😭)#primo in general has a very unbreakable spirit like he’s not one to give up on things! which is why he never mentioned it to SMC#i love him sm he’s so silly#he lits grew up in the woods like he doesn’t care for social standards at all. he just does what he wants! which is why he broke into the#library in the first place bc he didn’t KNOW the library is an open access place in the daytime#okay i’m done i prommy#shadow milk cookie#oc: primotalii#oc x canon#cookie run kingdom#crk fanart#mystuff#HOOLY SHIT MR YAPS A LOT#sbksdkfbf sowwy i’m at a hall party rn and i’m a biiiiit bored#OKAY OKAY BYYEEEEE LOVE YALL!!!!!#shadowtalii#blueberry milk cookie
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KAJAHAGHAHAHAJ NOW WHICH ON U HOESS DIDD GHISSSS AKKAKAAHGAHWHYUS
#descendants fandom#descendants#descendants disney#descendants rise of red#d:ror#descendants the rise of red#kylie cantrall#malia baker#along with the 100 other comments abt if Malia ws holding the camera#still not sure if kylie and malia r a thing??? cz it seems like it is but i feel like they trollin#it don matter either way but im so confusdd like what😭😭#omg whrn ws tb laste time i made a ror post... sory yall i hate my artstyle rn and artblock is a bitch
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“you gotta write a part 2”
#agaypanic#i love yall#but it took over a month to write#obvi i wouldn’t write a part 2 rn#bc i have other requests to get through#but pls i’m so tired#😭#regina george#regina george x reader#mean girls#fanfic writer#fanfiction writer#writers of tumblr#writers on tumblr
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who the FUCK made the executive decision to not give Elita fucking 1 a proper transformable toy; in the movie, WHERE SHE'S A MAIN CHARACTER.
#yeah I get that there's the ss soon BUT FUCKING MIRAGE HAS ONE AND HE'S NOT EVEN IN THE DAMN MOVIE#I am going off the fucking rails mad I am LIVID#She only has that stupid fucking battle thing#and the rest are model figures#I was looking at the feet/wheels of my yolopark and like. genuinely trying to figure out her transformation#is that why she doesn't have one?? Is her design too fucking hard for you to make hasbro? too fucking hard to the point#that the only non one step changer toy she has releases IN A YEAR#yall I'm fucking pissed#😭#I will defend her with my life#WHY#that's all I want to know 😭 just. why :/#she has one playline toy. The rest are for collectors#Please#Do you know how hard it is to look at the transformers one section in a store and seeing all these transformable toys#and then only seeing one of you're favourite#I haven't even seen her in store. :/#It's not even just for me I'm saying this for 😭 what about the little kids who's favourite is Elita. They can't get one. They'd want to#play with a figure that can transform. You definitely can't do that with her yoloparks and you just about can with that battle changer#sad times#Do you know how devastated I'd be if I was a little kid looking for a tfone elita toy after seeing the movie#only to realise there's only 1 that can be played with properly#Like I'm inconsolable about this I could start crying rn that how much I feel about the lack 😭#this might be my biggest tag section ever omg 😭#elita one#transformers#elita 1#transformers one#tf one#elita-1
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