#rld does not hate you

[theood]

A thing that's been on my mind recently is how lots of people will try to convince you being trans is a death sentance to your overall happiness and that you'll NEVER be accepted in society and everyone will be able to tell.

But, the longer I spend outside, the more I have those random everyday encounters with people, the more it becomes very obvious that's just... Not true. 90% of people do not care. They just don't. I was so worried about passing all the time and even with a beard I convinced myself people would know. And some of that is because I grew up during t.rusc.um times where it was just absolutely drilled into me even when I wasn't in those circles I would NEVER be a real man and I could only hope to BARELY pass. But everyday people gender me correctly. No one pays attention to the way I walk, or my height or how I carry myself or how this way I do x is so girly.

And, even when I run into people who don't know what trans is, or what it means, more often than not they're not... Actually mean about it. They just don't know. And they're like anyone when they see something they've never experienced. They ask questions cautiously not sure how to approach the topic. They're not TRYING to be mean or invasive. They've just never met someone like me.

And of course this isn't to say everyone like this or every experience will be like this. But I think it's nice to hear that it isn't really like what everyone wants you to think. What "the other side" says. More often than not people are just going about their day and won't give you more than a passing glance. Life's ok

[rinasdimonds]

Headspace #1:

I just needed a place to write, I think. Just type words that mean nothing and everything. I want someone, but everyone to read them and understand them. I know if everyone wee to see my words, my thoughts, my brain the way I do….I am scared the will not want to be around e. A stupid fear. A fear that only shows their face whe I am at my lowest. I understand. Not everyone will like me. Not everyone will love me. Not everyone will respect me. Understanding is hard to tell your heart. Love yourself first, but at what cost??

I think of these words after Sheryl Lee Ralph won an award, she should of won long ago. She speaks about self love and selfishness and to be grateful for those before you. I believe in he words and passion, but I also hate to tel myself I am the exception to he rule of “individuality” While, yes, everyone has the own experiences and lives that does not mean we are all meant to be ~~special~~ I believe we should feel special, in small doses, but an entire being, being special is a one in a million.

I like to gamble, but I like to win more.

-RLD

[forzenitsu]

fans when zenitsu is being himself: he's irredeemable fans when giyuu, inosuke and sanemi stabbed nezuko while shinobu and kanao tried to murder her yet kyojuro, tengen and himejima suggested to kill nezuko (and even tanjirou) but muichiro and obanai were assholes to tanjirou or when akaza still killed many innocents and kokushibo abandoned his family for a stupid reason: you guys should be forgiven <3 people are so hypocritical. at least mitsuri is the only one who was a decent person

They can easily overlook the things other characters do but suddenly when it comes to zenitsu everything he did is wrong when he did not even do anything wrong. The hates for him are also either invalid or invalid.

He does not respect girls-> wrong he protected a girl in rld arc and has never done anything to a girl without her consent

He’s annoying when he cries-> it’s normal reaction when facing demons if u want to call him annoying pls call suma annoying too

He’s being too weird towards nezuko-> wrong he has never made nezuko feel uncomfortable. he always does stuffs that he think will make her happy like bringing goldfish and flowers. he never chased nezuko around in manga as depicted in anime. nezuko is happy when she saw he was back after she conquered the sun.

[multisfabulis]

Land’s Trust in Light

Arrival in Thornewind (Chapter 1/6)

Word Count: 4090

Oh, look, a new Corona's Shadow entry that doesn't feature Verreth? That's possible?!

I kid but it honestly feels good to not be writing Verreth for CS for a little bit. CS was never meant to be a Verreth love story, it only ended up like that because I went straight into writing "The Road to Forgiveness Be Damned" after finishing "A Single Ray of Light in a Sea of Darkness" because I simply wanted to write more Ven and I started to regret my decision around the time I wrote the rough version of the third chapter. Obviously, I stuck with that decision to the end but it was throughout that time I had wants to write Verreth and I wrote those as well. However, all the Verreth segments are what I consider to be side stories, which I know may be hard to believe but trust me, because Ven and Ferreth are not the main protagonists of CS. Eric, if anyone remembers him, is. The Verreth segments were only added to the CS series because I didn't want to make a whole new series entirely focused on Verreth and take them out of something they are main characters of.

Does this mean I'm done writing Verreth? For now, yes. Outside of occasional updates to "Only Through Acceptance Will Love Find Us", I wanna focus on both this and other smaller projects, like RLD and fanfics. Just in case anyone's lost hope, the next big project is Verreth-related, with Ferreth taking the protag role a la TRFBD. Let's just say we're finally getting a look at his backstory and a reason as to why he has self-worth issues.

God, it feels great to be writing in Eric's POV again. It's been over 2 years since I finished ASRLSD so I am making the most of this!

Surprisingly enough, there wasn't much change during the transition from rough draft to publication, which actually made this harder to write. I'm so used to there being at least one major change that I got tripped up by this. The only major change here is the addition of descriptors and needed elaboration and those, I feel like, are key to "beautifying" writing so I don't count those.

One last thing is the "flirting" present in here. I honestly don't know if that can be considered flirting because I'm not someone who flirts or is flirted with on a daily basis. I'm pretty much the dense harem anime protagonist so please forgive me for the terrible flirting.

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     Thornewind was gorgeous. Sure, Eric was looking at it from a distance atop Asha, but it made one hell of a good first impression. Thornewind seemed colorful and vibrant and he wanted to explore every last inch of it. He gently kicked Asha’s side and she began walking at a slow, leisurely pace.

     Thornewind was a town nestled in the mountains north of Aurora Zenith. The tiny glimpse he saw of it left him awestruck, from its tall, rich buildings packed closely together to its bright windmills scattered across its many open fields. Then there was the sight that awaited him over the ridge, stealing his breath away.

     There were tulips that stretched as far as the eye could see. A sea of blue, red, orange, pink, and yellow blossoms swayed in the summery breeze. It was strange how all these tulips were in bloom when Augvesta had just rolled around but he didn’t put much thought into it. Botany was more of Ven’s expertise and she would be positively thrilled upon seeing this.

     It was soon after crossing the garden he arrived at the entrance. It surprised him to see how lax security was if they let a complete stranger in without so much as a request for papers. He didn’t mind it, though; it just struck him as odd since no one was allowed entry if they weren’t deemed trustworthy back in his childhood home. He and Asha passed through the threshold and was rendered speechless.

     Towering brick buildings loomed over him while a rainbow of others stood further ahead of him. Paths of smooth stone ran in every direction, the opposite of Aurora Zenith’s dirt roads that swept up dust with enough energy behind it. He could hear the tinkling of wind chimes and the fervor of voices all around him. Thornewind certainly had Brinegarde beat in its lively atmosphere.

     He hopped off Asha, making sure to keep the reins in a firm grip. Her deep brown eyes met his as he slowly put a hand on her face and stroked. She didn’t flinch, which was a good sign of progress.

     “You’re such a good girl, Asha,” he murmured, moving his hand down to stroke her neck. “Let’s find a place for you to rest, hmm?”

     It didn’t take long to find a stable. He led her into one of the empty stalls and fed her a couple sugar cubes as a reward for all the hard work she’d done over the past two weeks. The last thing he did was tell the stableman how to care for her during her stay and that he’d be checking up on her daily. Waving goodbye to Asha, it was time to explore Thornewind.

     With it being mid-afternoon, it was pleasantly warm as people crowded the streets on their day-to-day routine. The sound of the wind chimes grew louder and the scent of delicious meals made his mouth water in anticipation. Thank god his anxiety wasn’t ruining this for him. He could hardly contain the bounce in his step as he excitedly toured around the busy thoroughfares. It was rare for him to see and visit new places so he wanted to make the most of this trip.

     There were two things he noticed. First was that most of the people he saw weren’t humans nor were they elves. Their ears were similar to Ven’s and they had what seemed to be like fangs sticking out from their upper lips. What really threw him off, though, were their sizes. Many of them were easily a foot or so taller than him just from a distance and were definitely well-built. Whatever these people were, they’ve caught his eye and he’d be lying if he said he wasn’t enticed.

     Then there were the stares. He initially thought they were wondering what a human was doing here till he realized it was what he wore. It wasn’t like he was wearing an extravagant suit but he still clearly looked like a noble, or so he assumed. He wasn’t trying to show people up. He was just taught to always dress his best for important events and he considered his reason for being here to be one such.

     Now came the realization he was lost. He had become so engrossed in his surroundings, an hour flew by without him noticing. He needed to find the lord of this town and talk with them about the relationship between them and Aurora Zenith. Allies were essential in political affairs, after all. The bad part was, he had no idea on where to start looking.

     Well, as much as he hated to, he had to ask someone for directions. It couldn’t be that hard, right? All he’d have to do is go up to a random person, ask them on how to get to the lord’s house, and that’d be it. Simple and easy!

     He felt a hand touch his shoulder and heard a voice ask, “Hey, are you okay?”

     He let out a startled shriek and turned to face the stranger. There was a man in front of him with his hands up in a conciliatory manner towards him. One of the first things he noticed was just how big he was.

     He’d never seen anyone taller than Alek before and it honestly unnerved him. The man had the same pointed ears and fangs as everyone else so he must’ve been one of the not-human, not-elf people. He had dark brown skin, messy brown hair with a small braid that reached his shoulders, and bright green eyes. What was really peculiar about him were the bandages starting from the middle of his arms and ending all the way down to his fingertips. He was definitely hiding something underneath those but Eric could care less about what right now.

     “Hey, hey, hey, calm down, okay?” the man said in a soothing tone. “I’m not gonna hurt you.”

     “I would hope not!” Eric breathed in, placed a hand on his chest, and breathed out. “It’s not every day some random stranger walks up, claps a hand on my shoulder, and asks if I’m okay right in my ear.”

     “Well, you seemed troubled so I thought you might’ve needed help,” the man replied, putting his hands down.

     Feeling rather embarrassed with himself for that pathetic display, he cleared his throat and asked, “As a matter of fact, I do. Could you please tell me where the lord of this town is, I need to speak with them right away.”

     “You wanna talk to Bris?”

     “If that’s their name, then yes. I have some important business to discuss with them.”

     “He’s not far from here, I can take you to him if you want.”

     That would probably be the best course of action. He was never good at memorizing directions and reciting them to himself only confused him more. He had no one to blame but himself for being in this situation to begin with so…

     “Sure, that’d be great,” Eric conceded. At least this guy was kind and generous enough to show him the way there.

     “All right, let’s make our way over there.” The two men began walking down a street that wasn’t as busy as before. “By the way, my name’s Ferreth.”

     “I’m Eric, it’s nice to meet you,” he said, flashing him a friendly smile.

     “So what brings someone like you to our fair town of Thornewind?” Ferreth asked. “I thought I’d recognized all our visitors since those don’t come by very often.”

     “It’s as I said. I’ve traveled a long way to see Bris in the hopes of discussing important business with him.”

     “What kind of business? Are you an important person?”

     “I’d say being lord counts as pretty important. I’ve come all the way from Aurora Zenith to see if our two towns could potentially become allies.”

     “Oh, wow. I, uh, didn’t think someone as cute as you could be lord.”

     He tilted his head in both curiosity and confusion. “I don’t see what my appearance has to do with anything but I can assure you I wasn’t lying.”

     “I didn’t think you were. I just wasn’t expecting a man in your position to be so…good-looking.”

     “So what were you expecting?”

     “You know, somebody the complete opposite. I mean, I’m figuring you’re, like, smart, charismatic, kind, and everything else Bris is like.”

     Ah, that’s what was happening here. He had an inkling of it the first time Ferreth mentioned his appearance but now he was sure. Alek had never done it with him and there wasn’t really a need for him to. As flattered as he was by it, his heart was and always will be Alek’s.

     Chuckling, he said, “Well, I think my boyfriend would agree with you on some of those things but I’m more modest about them.”

     “Yeah, that’s what I thought.” Ferreth had a defeated smile on his face, gracefully accepting his loss. Eric liked how easygoing he was.

     “So what’s your relationship with Bris like?” he asked.

     “Oh, me and him are best friends. We’ve known each other since childhood but I’d say we’re more like brothers than friends by this point.”

     “Sounds like you get along with him really well.”

     “Don’t get me wrong, Bris and I have had our fair share of arguments but what friendship hasn’t? We have each others’ backs and no fight’s ever gonna change that.”

     Ferreth had a certain fondness in his voice when he spoke about Bris. It was easy to see the love and devotion he held for Bris and it warmed Eric’s heart. He was admittedly envious of their friendship. He never had any friends as a child aside from Alek and, while Alek’s irreplaceable, he wished he was able to make some back then. At least that seemed to be changing with him befriending Ven during his trip to Brinegarde so maybe he still had a chance to form everlasting relationships.

     “Here we are!”

     The two stopped before a giant windmill. Dark red brick made up the exterior and the blades turned gently in the breeze, creaking ever so slightly. There were hardly any windows aside from the two in front and there was a wraparound balcony set up just below the wooden roof. Eric didn’t know windmills could be habitable, which made him want to live here if only a little.

     “Wow…”

     “Let’s go on up, shall we?”

     They climbed up the stone steps leading to the front door. It was a tall, dark wooden door stretching up towards the wraparound balcony, with a black, wrought iron ring on the side as its knocker. Before he could think of a script in his head, Ferreth grabbed the ring and hit it against the door a few times.

     Almost immediately after, a woman answered. She wasn’t much taller than him, though he figured the top of his head would be just scraping her chin, and the slim blue dress she wore did little to hide her defined muscles. She had porcelain skin, long, wavy rose pink hair flowing down to her waist, and sandy brown eyes, reminding him of the shores of Aurora Zenith’s beaches. She was stunningly beautiful and his throat felt suddenly dry.

     “Ah, Ferreth, are you here to see Master Brirsyrun today?” she asked. Her voice sounded soft and airy like a lovely breeze.

     “Hey, Aissyl, I’m actually here because my new friend wanted to speak with Bris regarding some important matters, right?” Ferreth put a hand squarely on Eric’s back and pushed him forward slightly.

     “Oh, uh, yes!” he spoke quickly. “My name is Eric Travere and I’m the lord of Aurora Zenith. I’m here today because I needed to talk to Brirsyrun about improving the relationship between our two towns.”

     “I see. I shall ask Master Brirsyrun if he’ll see you now, please wait a moment.” She closed the door.

     That could have gone a little better, he thought as he released a breath he didn’t even realize he was holding in. He heard Ferreth trying to stifle a laugh from beside him and promptly wanted to die. Guess he wasn’t the only one she had that effect on, if this has happened before.

     “She’s pretty, isn’t she?” Ferreth asked, pretending like he didn’t know the answer.

     “Yes, well, I can’t deny that she’s quite beautiful,” he replied, clearing his throat. “Have you tried anything with her?”

     “When I first met her, yeah, and she swiftly turned me down.” He clicked his tongue, as if remembering the memory wasn’t pleasant. “Let’s just say she’s not interested in men like us. Or any man, really.”

     Before he could say any more, the woman known as Aissyl opened the door and invited them inside. The room he entered seemed to be what he’d liken to a waiting room or lounge. What little of the walls he saw that weren’t decorated in exquisite murals were painted a warm honey color. There were a couple of cushioned chairs sitting by the small window and a low table set in front of them. He didn’t have time to check out much more before Aissyl led them through an arched threshold into another room he presumed to be Bris’ office.

     It wasn’t terribly big but it worked fine for its purpose. Unlike the lounge, the walls were a cerulean blue, similar to the sky at dawn before the sunrise. There were tall bookcases standing on one side of the room and a spiral staircase leading up to the second floor on the other. A leather chair sat behind a pine desk atop a nondescript forest green rug. He figured the unusual empty space in front of the desk was for additional chairs if they had guests over. They must not get many of them if they hadn’t gotten a chair specifically for this room. A man was sitting at the desk when he looked up and Eric believed him to be Bris.

     The first thing he noticed was the cream-colored scarf worn around his neck, which he found odd since it was late summer. He looked to have a lean yet muscled body and, when he stood up, seemed to be just shy of Aissyl’s height. He had sun-kissed skin, cropped blond hair, and cloudy gray eyes. A smile broke out across his face upon seeing Ferreth and he walked around his desk.

     “Hey, I was wondering when I’d see you,” said Bris.

     “Well, I was planning on coming by here anyway but my new friend here--” Ferreth wrapped an arm around Eric’s shoulders, making him jump slightly-- “needed help finding you so why not save a trip?”

     “Right.” Bris walked up and offered a hand. “I’m Brirsyrun, son of Nulzrot and Tallo of the air.”

     That was a…unique way of introducing himself, he thought curiously as he put his hand in Bris’ and said, “I’m Eric Travere, lord of Aurora Zenith.”

     “Aissyl said you had some important matters to discuss?”

     “Yes, well, I wanted to talk with you regarding the relationship between Thornewind and Aurora Zenith.” He took a step forward, shrugging off Ferreth’s arm. “You see, I’m planning on going to the rest of the major cities and asking them for their cooperation. In simpler terms, I’m in want of allies. I already have the town of Brinegarde as one so Thornewind’s my second stop.”

     “I see. Well, I’d like to talk more of this tomorrow morning because I have some things that need attending to today. Will that be all right with you?”

     “No, that’s good, that’s great! I’ll be here tomorrow morning.”

     Wow, a guaranteed meeting? No waiting for someone because they were fooling around instead of doing work in their office? This trip was already leagues better than Brinegarde’s and it was all due to Bris being a responsible adult. That pompous jackass Lianthorne could take some pointers.

     “I think, with that being settled, we’re done here.” Bris gestured towards Ferreth. “Ferr, could you show Eric to the Dravitae Inn so he’ll have a place to stay during his time here?”

     “Of course, my lord,” Ferreth replied with a joking smile.

     “Don’t call me that, even if it’s a joke,” Bris protested, despite his own grin.

     Aissyl led the two men outside with Bris following behind. Eric and Ferreth gave a short wave goodbye and they were off. He made sure to remember any and all distinctive markers on the roads as they walked. He didn’t want to be late for the meeting tomorrow because he was lost again.

     “So, how was your first impression of Bris?” Ferreth asked, folding his hands behind his head. “Pretty nice guy, right?”

     “Yeah, he seems like a really decent person--” he let out a chuckle before sighing wearily-- “which is a lot more than I can say about Brinegarde’s lord.”

     “I’m guessing they weren’t as nice.”

     “God, you would not believe. They’re probably the most arrogant and pretentious asshole I’ve ever met.”

     “At least Bris isn’t like that, thankfully.”

     “Yeah, thank god.”

     Despite his complaining of it, he didn’t regret his trip to Brinegarde. It was a beautiful town, like many other coastal towns, and the sweets were to die for. Meeting and becoming friends with Ven, however, was easily the best part of that trip. No beauty or tasty treats will come close to the joy having her in his life brought. She was Brinegarde’s saving grace.

     “You know, I’m curious…” He put a finger to his chin as if thinking about something before continuing. “What do you do around here, Ferreth? It must be a job that gives you a lot of free time if you’re allowed to cart me around all day.”

     “Oh, I guess I’m what you’d call a handyman,” Ferreth replied. “I do general repairs wherever they’re needed and I basically do work people don’t wanna do themselves.”

     “So it’s like you’re an errand boy, then?”

     “I’d say handyman’s an upgrade from that but yeah. It may not be the most ideal job but it lets me help people and it doesn’t pay so bad, either.”

     “No offense and all but…isn’t there something you’d rather be doing than being a handyman? I mean, I guess I don’t really understand it but still… Do you have something to aspire to?”

     He swore he saw him tense up and a glimmer of something he couldn’t quite detect before it disappeared as he answered with, “Not really.”

     That was most definitely a lie. He couldn’t figure out why Ferreth would lie to him over an innocent question like that but it was none of his business. There might’ve been more going on underneath the surface and they had only just met earlier today. No sane person tells a complete stranger their entire life story hours after meeting them. He was entitled to his secrets, as was he.

     It was soon after they arrived at the Dravitae Inn. It was a simple four-story building, with pale green walls, a dark red shingled roof, a pair of large double doors serving as the entrance, and windows on either side that allowed passersby a peek inside the establishment. On the corner was a hanging metal sign that had the name of the inn inscribed on it with a sleeping dragon below. It seemed like a good enough place to stay in during his visit.

     “Here we are.” Ferreth turned towards him. “You gonna need help getting to Bris’ tomorrow?”

     “No, I should be good. Besides--” he placed a finger to his temple-- “I have a pretty good memory so I think I have the path there memorized.”

     “All right, well, good luck tomorrow,” he said, gesturing his hand in a motion reminiscent of a salute. “Enjoy the rest of your stay.”

     He began walking back the way they came. Eric watched his figure shrink smaller and smaller before he was out of sight completely. He hoped he’d have a chance to talk with him more throughout his stay here in Thornewind. He had questions he wanted answers to, such as the nature of the people here and what he was like. For now, though, it was time to check in.

     A quick chat with the innkeeper later and he had his room. It was slightly smaller than his room back at home but it brought some comfort. A queen-sized bed sat on the right side of the room and an average cupboard opposite it. The armoire was tucked away into the upper left-hand corner while a small table and chairs were in the upper right-hand corner. A single window was set at the back, which gave him a decent view of Thornewind in the late afternoon.

     He set his bag and key down on the table before flopping onto the bed. God, he wanted nothing more than to lay there for a minute or hour. He still wasn’t used to walking and talking by himself so he was thankful for the short rest. Hey, maybe by the time he goes to Emberranth, he’ll have the skills of a functioning human being and not that of an introverted shut-in.

     He sat up, reached into his pocket, and took out his pendant. The crystal inside the bottle glinted slightly upon being held up to the light. He smiled as he brought it close to his chest, hoping his mother was watching over him.

     Tomorrow was his meeting with Bris. Other than that, he had a few days to spend time doing whatever he wanted. Sightseeing, buying souvenirs, trying out Thornewind’s cuisine, he may as well treat himself as a tourist more than a visitor. He never got to do these things before now so he wanted to make the most of it.

     May he leave Thornewind with an unforgettable experience.

[appropriate-as-always]

every time I mention how much D*sn*y infuriates me (because of their frequent queer exclusion, their horrible influence on copyright, and the way they’re slowly poisoning the theatre industry, specifically) around my parents, my mother always asks in the most put-upon tone of voice “does this mean we can’t go to D*sneyw*rld now?”

and like

sorry, the big mouse is a terrible mega-corp who is making my industry/world demonstrably worse, and your biggest counter is that if I hate them so much, I won’t be able to go to HP world??? do you not realize how crass that sounds?

[zontiky]

AU where Ben doesn’t die (and you can’t just say he saves the world with his logic!! You gotta get IN DETAIL)

has it been literal months and should i have done this way earlier, yes and yes 

I HATE YOU FOR MAKING ME THINK THOUGHTS BREE

(come on brain, think of things, come on brain, think of things, come on brain, be so smart-) ahem yes anyway

do i have to explain how ben didnt die? no but im gonna

so if we’re going off the fun (/s) theory of “the horror goes berserk and kills ben” or any other takes on “death by tentacle monster” then i propose:

my dear boy bennethy benjamin benson the sixth only rips himself up a little bit

like just a little

OR he dies but he gets better so its okay

anyway ben does not die and fast forward to their thirties

bree you’re not my MOM you’re not allowed to tell me how much i can have ben just be SMART so their family ISN’T falling apart because ben is THERE being the BRAINCELL and lending out WITS yes yes good

luther is not on the moon, because ben didn’t die so he didn’t feel guilty enough to stay, and when reggie sent him on the mission ben was like “...bro we should get coffee. lets skip out on saving this radioactive material and like. go sip some starbucks”

i never said ben was smart 

hes logical but are any of them truly smart

“yes,” says the liar. “no,” says t.he wise old man on the top of the hill. “actually yes but they’re all dumbasses,” says me

ok ok so but 

because ben is alive, this is the shit that does go down:

luther doesnt go to the moon, and he deserves good things so?? no monkeyfication?? blease

diego doesnt give up on being a police officer (klaus voice: hah bootlicker) and doesnt have a bad breakup with eudora, ben is cool like bens tend to be and just psychoanalyses their relationship so they work through their problems, like ADULTS

allison still lowkey screws up her marriage but like a little less? they still divorce but on less bad terms, and she and claire can visit and claire stays with allie on weekends or something

klaus

klaus does not turn to homelessness and whatever the hell klaus has been doing

why, you ask? because this time around be is perfectly physical and can and has punched him 

then five is gone

and ben is a writer maybe because idk i think that’d be neat ok like please let him vent his feeling while making money sakjfsh that a joke but hes valid

vanya!! doesnt write the goddamn book!! fuck!!! 

basically theyre like,,,, omg,,, an actual family woahhhhh

so then reggie dies right and theyre like “eh might as well go, maybe they’ll have scones”

and five comes back and everyone is like :0

ok ok ok so five didnt know anyone was alive bc there was no book right????? so like hes going into this blind 

basically,,,, ben is the family glue,,,, he has the braincells,,,,, he keeps them together,,,, is this good enough bree is this valid

FINE ill keep going smh tho

so at the theater (yes im skipping to vanya somehow losing is (idk how tho) and now shes twv-ing at the theater. unhinged rep, i love her) and ben is like 

“i have not used the horror since i left home. coolio klaus hold my beer”

he doesnt drink tho bc im assuming that fucks with the wigglies

and ben wrecks stuff but,,, carefully,,,

murders some temps guys

when vanya laserbeams the ceiling and the moon falls

this is where i get cool and overpower ben

ben just lets hordes of tentacles like

*whoosing noises*

the HOLD UP THE MOON BECAUSE BEN IS A PUNKASS BITCH AND I LOVE HIM

THEN STRAIGHT UP YEET THE ROCK BACK INTO SPACE

PROBABLY CRASH DOWN A SATELLITE WHICH,,, WHOOPS

BUT YEAH THATS HOW BEN BENNETHY BENITO BENJAMIN BENSON BENNERLY BENTHONY HARGREEVES 

SA VE D THE WO RLD 

the end 

askdjhskf IS THIS WHAT YOU WANTED BREE??? @ur-a-lizard-hairy IS THIS GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU????

[veldian]

So ok in the gifset you reblogged Techie gets this look of guarded fear and concern and that says a Lot about him as a person as well as his situation. In situations like that we(the abused) learn to mute our emotions or turn them off for the sake of our own safety. Sometimes this backfires but usually it's a good trait to have. Techie does this after his initial shocked reaction when The Cuntbucket expresses legitimate hate or anger at the situation because he was hurt- tbc

pt. 2 The way he stares at him before fearfull averting his gaze, making it look less out of fear (and therefore weakness) and more out of shock and politeness. It's almost like he's having the rebellion beat out of him and I hope that Shadow and the others get him out of there because no one deserves to have to relearn how to feel. Which he would have to do.

Tl;dr of that is if you still think Techie isn't being abused and isn't legitimately terrified of shitlord mcgee then you're a dumbass and you need to Leave

youre right, all of this is right and it HURTS.......... please let him get out of there asap.... hes trash but he doesnt deserve this.... he already has enough trouble expressing his emotions properly, as well as talking to and relating to people, but the fact he probably is teaching himself to guard his real feelings is just gonna make things that much worse. Get That Asshole Away From Tech

also the cuntbucket and shitlord mcgee are accurate nicknames for w*rld

[flirting-with-psychology]

What'​​s your curre​nt boy situa​tion?​​ Looking

When’s the last time you did something you knew was wrong? I know I shouldn’t procrastinate things

Do you hate the last guy/​​girl you had a thing​ with?​​ Not anymore, but I did for awhile

Have you ever been out past curfe​w?​​ I never had a curfew

Who was the last perso​n you cried​ in front​ of? My mom

What'​​s your relat​ionsh​ip with the perso​n you last texte​d?​​ My mom

Did anyon​e see you kiss the last perso​n you kisse​d?​​ Yeah the uber driver and the bartender and whoever else was in the bar

Did the one perso​n who hurt you the most in your life apolo​gize?​​ I’m not sure who hurt me most

Lates​t you’ve staye​d up in the past week?​​ And why? 5 because I’m a piece of shit

Do you cry a lot? Have you recen​tly?​​

No, but I have a bit recently for just random small things that I don’t really understand

Do you think​ that you’r​e a good perso​n?​​ I think I’m neutral

What was on your mind mostl​y today​?​​ Avenue Q

Have you held hands​ with anyon​e today​?​​ Yeah, my friend and I were jokingly singing a song

Last thing​ you and your ex boyfr​iend/​​girlf​riend​ talke​d about​?​​ We were never officially a couple, but the last night we hung out we touched on some deeper stuff, just like about who we might be psychologically

Have you ever thoug​ht about​ getti​ng your lip pierc​ed?​​ I’ve thought about how much I would not want that

Have you had more than 3 boyfr​iends​/​​girlf​riend​s at the same time?​​ Never even had that many in my whole life

Is a best frien​d/​​boyfr​iend/​​girlf​riend​ or ex pissi​ng you off at the momen​t?​​ No

Do you have any plans​ for the weekend? I’m going to London on Sunday

Are you in a good mood right​ now? Sure

What'​​s bothe​ring you right​ now? Idk

Are you on medic​ation​ for anyth​ing?​​ I have some lip ointment because I’m allergic to something in my chapstick

Who was the last perso​n you spoke​ on the phone​ for over an hour?​​ Maybe my mom? When we were discussing my film at 4 am the night before it was due

If you were upset​,​​ who'​​s the first​ girl you would​ go to? My mom

When was the last time someo​ne yelle​d at you? The other day I got in a fight with my mom

Who is the last perso​n that calle​d you? My mom

What made you sad today​?​​ Sad songs in Avenue Q

When was the last time you were disap​point​ed?​​ Yesterday when a guy I texted didn’t respond. But then he did later

Is the last perso​n you kisse​d also the next perso​n you'​​ll kiss?​​ Not likely, I sure hope I kiss someone else before the next time we’re in the same city because that’s not gonna happen any time soon

Have you ever liked​ someo​ne older​ than you? Yes

Do you have a good relat​ionsh​ip with your paren​ts?​​ Yes

Have you ever been a gymna​st or a cheer​leade​r?​​ I did cheerleading in 6th and 7th grade

Will you talk to the perso​n you like/​​love on the phone​ tonig​ht?​​ No

What woke you up this morni​ng?​​ My alarm

Did your last kiss mean anyth​ing?​​ Kinda. It was a one night stand but it was also kind of cool because I was reconnecting with my 6th grade crush and I think we both enjoyed it a lot. So romantically no, but it was still important for me

What are you looki​ng forwa​rd to in the next three​ month​s?​​ Going to London

Has anyon​e ever told you they want to spend​ the rest of their​ life with you? No

Do you have a favor​ite Leona​rdo DiCap​rio movie​?​​ Titanic

What was the reaso​n you last recei​ved flowe​rs?​​ Can’t remember. It might have been when I studied abroad and went out with a guy and he bought me a rose

Do you have any neat scars​?​​ I have one from running face first into a brick planter

Have you ever donat​ed blood​?​​ No

What did you do for Valen​tine'​​s day? Worked on homework

Have you ever joine​d a gym? Yes

Do you eat break​fast daily​?​​ No

Are you Irish​?​​ No

Have you ever been to SeaWo​rld?​​ Yeah 

List the peopl​e that live in your home from talle​st to short​est?​​ My dad, me, my mom (but two different homes)

Is havin​g sex on your mind?​​ Yes

What color​ is your bra? Black

Do you answe​r the phone​s at your job? Yeah occasionally and it’s terrifying

How are you feeli​ng at this exact​ momen​t in time?​​ Hot

Forge​t havin​g a drunk​en night​ in Mexic​o-​​have you ever actua​lly been there​?​​ No

Did 11:​​11 alrea​dy pass?​​ Yes

Does your car have a name?​​ I don’t have a car

What'​​s on your agend​a for tomor​row?​​ Laundry

Will you be in bed withi​n twent​y minut​es?​​ Heh probably not

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #92

“i’m a loser baby, so why don’t you kill me?”

five things you associate yourself with: youtubers, meerkats, video games, snakes, photography. what’s your sleeping playlist (give me five songs)? i don't actually listen to music to sleep, but if i did... "lay your world on me" by ozzy osbourne, "nothing else matters" by metallica, "perfectly flawed" by otep, "coma black" by marilyn manson, "nebel" by rammstein. what is something that you’ve always wanted to be/have/get but can never have? a pet meerkat. but one, it's not legal in the u.s., but also, i don't really support keeping them as pets. are you a bee or a butterfly person? a dog or a cat person? butterflies and dogs. what would you like to call your significant other?  i use "hunny" most frequently. what are the names of your pets?  teddy, cali, bentley, venus. do you like to dip your fries or do you like it as is?  depends on my mood. sometimes i like them with ketchup, sometimes not. any special talent that you have? catastrophizing lmao who was your first crush?  not sure of *first*, but the first i remember was dylan. who was your 5th grade teacher?  mrs. whitley. she was also my second grade teacher. who would you kill if you could get away with it? no one. what was your high school mascot? firebird. what was your first screen name? uhhh, flowerourqueen i think? how do you feel about same sex marriage? go for it, dude. what are your favorite pieces of poetry?  anything edgar allan poe. what’s your favorite season? winter. what’s your fatal flaw? i have zero confidence. what color are your pants? orange, black, and white. they're halloween-themed. when was the last time you read a good book?  when i was in the hospital. "rise of the lich king" was great. favorite clothing store?  rebel's market. how often do you go to parties? if you don’t, what do you do instead? i never go to parties. and... stuff? who is the smartest person you know? girt. craziest thing you’ve ever done? go on a ride i was absolutely horrified of at a totally sketchy festival. is there a guy who you can go to with no make-up on in sweatpants and bedhead and he couldn’t care less? yeah, girt. do you and your family pray before eating dinner? no. what’s your favorite video game? "silent hill 2" do you own any form of a gameboy? yes. what’s your favorite store in the mall?  hot topic have you ever gotten a matching piercing or tattoo with someone? yes. do you like corn?  yeah. ever made out in a pool? not that i remember. last vacation destination you went to? the beach. have you ever been to seawo​rld? yes.​​ why were you last hospitalized? suicide attempt. do you prefer analogue or digital clocks?  analogue, aesthetically. are you one to sneak food into movie theaters? hell yeah i am because you're crazy if you pay that much for /movie theater/ food. do you feel more comfortable with a male or female doctor/nurse? a female, because i'm a female. can you write well in cursive?  yes. my normal writing is a mix of cursive. have you ever kissed someone who has previously kissed someone you hated? yep. is your all-time favorite television show still on air? no. would you ever donate blood?  i have before, but i probably wouldn't again. i'm too scared of passing out. are you looking for a boyfriend/girlfriend?  not actively, no. have you ever painted a car?  no. are there any gnomes in your yard?  no. what’s your favorite type of seafood? i only like shrimp. have you ever been to florida?  yes; my grandma lives there. which is harder - walking in the snow or sand? sand. do you think it’s okay to flirt with someone that’s already taken, as long as it goes no further?  no. are you adopted? no. do you say “i love you” even when you don’t mean it? i have to to my mom when she says it to me even if i'm pissed at her and don't feel like i do because if i don't, she pitches a fucking fit. do you prefer wheat or white bread?  wheat. is your profile private? my facebook profile? yeah. do you break things when you are mad?  no. people who do that scare me. is it okay to kiss people if you’re single?  no. that can really result to leading people on. do you want to be single?  i don't *want* to be, but i don't *mind* being single. there's a difference. have a built-in pool in your backyard? no. a trampoline? no. do you go tanning?  no. ever been to a circus?  yes. do you keep magazines by your toilet? no. what are the best kind of girl scout cookies?  those ones that're peanut butter filled and covered with chocolate. do you like to have ice in your drinks? no. waters it down. name a topic you consider yourself knowledgeable with. meerkats. what’s the easiest way to make you smile/laugh? just whisper "top of the mornin' to ya laddies" into my ear ho. okay no seriously idk. do you own any band merch?  yeah. what is your favorite way to eat popcorn? (buttered, salted, plain..) buttered and salted. have you ever faked being sick to get out of something? yep. do you know how to read music? i used to. probably not anymore. what's the saddest video game you've ever experienced? "that dragon, cancer" do you know how to tap dance? i know how to clog. same thing, just different shoes. did you believe in santa clause when you were little? yes. my ex didn't tho and i felt so bad for him lol. what’s your favorite flavor of skittles? red how bad are your hangovers? never had one. have you ever broken a bone? if so, what was the cause of it? not broken, but fractured. i bent my wrist all the way backwards when i fell while skating. which of your five senses would you give up? smell. are there any animals you flat out refuse to touch? slugs, maggots/larvae... what brand of batteries do you usually get? duracell, i think? what super power would you refuse, if it was offered to you, and why? mind reading. what's your favorite discontinued product that you wish would come back? hmmm... who is someone you would never swear in front of? my grandma. have you ever caught a fish? yeah. is there a song that makes you cry every time you hear it?  no. a plant grows on your grave after you die, carrying a piece of your soul - what plant would it be? a weeping willow tree. pen or pencil? pencil. can you run a mile in under 7 minutes?  HA what’s your favorite shampoo/conditioner?  i use suave. are you a fan of the grand theft auto series? no. do you like the beach? not really. i hate the feeling of sand. have you ever sleep walked? no. how about sleep talked? yeah. gum or mints? gum who did you last attend a concert with? mom, nicole, jason. have you ever received nude pictures from someone? no. admit it: you had a neopets account. you're goddamn right i did lmao waffles or pancakes? pancakes. name a food that doesn’t sit well in your stomach.  fancier foods, really. my stomach gets upset fast. what’s your favorite eye color? blue. have you ever been accused of cheating? nope. do you like chinese food? only the fried rice and eggrolls. how big is your bed? queen favorite comedian?  john pinnette, rip<3 do you smoke?  no. does anyone like you?  *shrugs* do long distance relationships work?  sure, some do. pancakes or french toast?  french toast. best thing about winter? snow!! do you have feelings for someone? i always will. do you like sushi? never tried it, never will. i'm perfectly aware i'd hate it. do you like your hair? yeah. it's really healthy. have you ever been prescribed narcotics? yes, xanax. does it take a lot for someone to annoy you?  NOPE do you want your tongue or belly button pierced? i wanted snake eyes on my tongue for a long time, but i learned from a professional piercer that with me having a metal retainer behind my bottom teeth, it's really an awful idea. a belly button piercing would be cute, but i'd need to be much skinnier to look good with one. do you hate it when people smoke around you? very much. can you take a bra off with one hand? no. are you donating your organs? yes. i won't exactly need them, might as well help others. what kind of deodorant do you use? secret. do you sleep on your side, stomach or back?  side, always. ever met any online friends in person?  no, but i want to. do you know how to sew? no. did you ever have to share a room with one of your siblings?  i shared a room with my little sister nicole for years. have you ever been a fan of n*sync? of course i was. but i was and still am more of a bsb gal. do you think you’re fat sometimes? i don't just think i am, i'm fully aware i am. do you think you would be a good parent?  no. are you any good at math? i actually was until the alphabet came into it lmao have you ever been called a hick? no. have you ever rode around in the bed of a pick up truck? ha ha ha bad follow-up question. but yes. can you touch your nose with your tongue? no. were you a big jump roper back in the day? yes. i got very close to being able to double-dutch. can you play pool? i mean i'm not good, but there's nothing hard about hitting a ball with a stick. do you think that you are a good singer? no. what languages can you count to ten or higher in? english, german time for a random question about the person you love/like. what’s his/her favorite food? i'm not entirely sure, but i think pizza. what’s the age difference between your parents? which one is older? two years. mom's older. if someone read your mind right now, what would they hear? chanting of "BILL! BILL! BILL!", mark fischbach's laughter, dank memage, and. y'know. other stuff. do you like egg yolks? NO. have you ever played bejeweled? yes. my mom was totally into it for a while. who would you never give a kidney to?  my mom. at least i'd probably do it; i'd be really fucking scared. my mom only has one kidney to begin with, so if this kidney fails, she's done. have you ever been bitten by a rat?  no. my pet rats have nibbled on me before, but never bit me. do uncrustables look disgusting to you, or is that just me?  i think they're gross, honestly. does blueberry syrup sound good to you, right now? no, ew. is there someone that has really influenced your life? who? my therapists at holly hill and mark fischbach taught me soooo much about positivity. come on, everyone loves cartoons! what’s your favorite one? pokemon, duh. what is the most common misconception with you? i'm antisocial and don't care because i don't talk much. out of the seven deadly sins, which do you feel is the worst? wrath. have you been guilty of that sin a lot? no. i'm not a vicious person. congrats, you’re getting a new car! what color do you choose? i don't drive, but if i did, i want a burnt orange car. be honest: do you illegally download music? yeah. what’s the worst crime someone can commit? rape. do you ever rock out to those 90s songs?  hell yeah. shit i grew up with. what color is the hair of the last person you kissed? black. does the last person you kissed wear glasses? no. who knows the most about you - your friends or your parents?  my ex knows more about me than anything, but between the two, my mom. how many people would you say you’ve been ‘in love’ with? one. ever have detention at school? what for? yes, for too many tardies. if your parents were going to adopt one of your friends, who do you think they would choose? colleen. has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in? what happened? yes. and the bitch didn't get her wish. were you ever bullied in school? how did you deal with it?  no, thank god. what dog breed is the cutest ever? akita inu. do you or have you ever owned a pair of light up shoes? as a kid, yeah. ha ha i loved them. when was the last time you watched the sun set? hm. it's been too long. i think it was this one time chelsea, colleen, and i went walking around a soccer field. would you ever have an open relationship? HA. no. by society's standards, are you attractive? ha, no. would you let your kid smoke weed? hell no. who was your first friend?  brianna. we were like two. have you ever been to germany?  i wish. what is your middle name?  marie. catherine if you count my catholic middle name. do you have any nieces or nephews? including half-siblings, i have ten or eleven that i know of. i can't remember if katie has three or four, and idk if tiffany has kids. do you know anyone who's in a destructive/unhealthy relationship?  yes. if you had money right now, what's one thing you would buy?  tickets and gas to go see markiplier's show in june, if he plans a show within reasonable driving distance from nc. would you ever own an exotic animal?  depends on *how" "exotic." ex., i'd own a sugar glider or kinkajou. when you decide you’re ready to become a parent, what’s something you would never do that your parents have done in the process of you growing up?  you mean *if* i wanted to be a parent, which i don't? first of all, i'd never, ever, spank my kids. do fucking not teach your kids through fear. who is the funniest person you know?  that i know personally? girt. have you ever kissed underwater? i think so. would you rather have big or small dogs? i like medium-sized dogs. what is your opinion on beards? depends. what is the most fun part of halloween to you? dressing up! do you believe that the moon landing was real or do you think it was fake?  i actually do see why some people think it's fake because there are some VERY compelling pieces of evidence, but i do believe it was real. what is the stupidest thing you’ve ever done? oh, where to begin. what is the worst thing a relative ever did to you? like screamed at me and called me an ungrateful bitch. do you think that everyone is capable of love? no. if you could have a customized phone, what would you put on it? ha ha i really want that cute case that looks like a medicine bottle and is labeled "chill pills" when you were little, what was your favorite game? the original "spyro the dragon" trilogy would you rather sleep on the moon with a stardust dress or on a tiny flower with a sunflower dress? well there's a strange question. but the first. what is one thing that reminds you of childhood? catching fireflies. have you ever talked to someone when they were high? not knowingly. when was the last time you read a full book?  months ago. in february, i started reading "the maze runner," but i didn't finish it. how many brothers do you have? one half-brother. do you like mexican food? no. are you old enough to buy alcohol? oh wow... i just fully fathomed that i am. who’s your favorite disney character? mufasa. have you ever taken the eharmony personality quiz?  HAHAHA GUYS I DID ONCE OUT OF TOTAL CURIOSITY AND IT COULDN'T MATCH ME WITH ANYONE what’s the nickname of your home state?  tar heel state. have you ever thought about your wedding?  yeah. what’s the worse type of weather in your opinion?  scalding hot and humid. ugh. would you rather read or write?  write. would you rather see taylor swift or carrie underwood in concert?  i mean really neither, but i prefer carrie. growing up, did you see your cousins often?  no. none of my cousins live in nc. do you have any posters on your walls? lots. two silent hill ones, one of illidan from wow, one of metallica, one meerkat one, one music-oriented one, a quote by mother teresa, and one of jack skellington. what’s your favorite sad song? probably "fade to black" by metallica. do you personally know any authors? i met a poet while in the hospital once. he was quite talented. what condiments do you like on hamburgers? ketchup, mustard what did you get your dad for his last birthday? nothing. i don't get money and god knows mom would never buy me something for him. do you like foods with coconut in it? no. do you like carrots more if they’re raw, or cooked?  i don't like carrots. what’s a chore you don’t mind doing? vacuuming have you ever been to costco? we don't have costco here. do/did you have to wear a uniform to your high school? no, thank god. how many video games do you own?  A LOT. we have a huge case. do you like the name cindy for a girl?  no. have you ever had a scary encounter with a wild animal? no. what are your point of view of the world? ex. liberal/conservative, spiritual/atheist: mostly conservative, religious. is there an age where being a virgin, you think, would be awkward? ... no? do you find zac efron sexy? eh, not "sexy," but cute. do you think aliens are real? no, but who really cares. be concerned about our planet first. do you have any scars on your body? left shin, chin, and the top of my right wrist. what was your favorite childhood toy? i actually had a bunch i used to play with. two t-rexes, a tricerotops, two crocodiles, two deer, and a few pokemon figurines. i actually still distinctly remember the deer was named kim and the crocodile was named marlin and they were husband and wife lmao. don't argue with my childhood logic. what color is your favorite eye shadow? black. what’s your favorite hairstyle on a guy? i am a fucking 14-year-old bc i have a huge weakness for the emo swoop okay. who was the last person to call you beautiful? tyler. what is your least favorite sour patch kids color? orange. would you take your ex boyfriend/girlfriend back? tyler, no. jason, only if he SERIOUSLY proved himself to me again. are your parents religious? yeah. are you religious?  yes. do you actually read your friends' surveys, or do you just copy paste them and fill them out yourself? i do. it's a good way to learn about people. which is your favorite episode of “i love lucy”? i'm not gonna spell this right, BUT THE VITAMEATAVEGIMAN ONE. name two people who you are closest with?  mom and sara. which one of those two people would you eat first if you were starving?  neither. i'd rather die. there are some things where living would no longer be worth it. do you know what the heck the difference is between the statements “we’re just dating” and “we’re together”? yes. "we're together" is definitely more serious. what would you call your aesthetic? gore, glitchy art, pastels, jellyfish, lace, black, scene/goth/emo style bc LAME, space, vintage favorite songs at the moment? it's been "do i wanna know?" by the arctic monkeys for a long time. favorite movies? my #1 is "alice in wonderland," tim burton's version. i also love "the crazies," "blair witch project 2: book of shadows," "white chicks," etc. what’s the name of the last cat you pet? either lexi (our old cat), or one of anna's (sister's mother-in-law) many cats. have you ever eaten stringed green beans before? yes. when talking on the phone, do you place it against your left or right ear?  right. what’s your favorite flavor of muffin? chocolate chip. does your father have any facial hair? yes. does your sibling have a significant other? katie, bobby, and tiffany, idk. misty and ashley, yes. nicole, no. any idea what you want for your next birthday? another tattoo. have you ever ridden an elephant? no. what parts of your body are shaved? armpits and legs. imagine you are 34 weeks pregnant. you are healthy and you didn’t have any major problems in your pregnancy. would you consider flying from the uk to germany, which takes one hour, without a bad feeling that something could go wrong or the baby decides to come out earlier? no. i probably just wouldn't do it. has anyone ever mistaken you for a satanist? yes, because of my wardrobe, especially in high school. would you take a very casually dropped 'maybe i should just kill myself’ as a warning sign? yes. are you aware that although only about 14 percent of the american total population is black, that about 70 percent of the people in jail in america are black?  why does something tell me that the person who made this survey is racist?? do you agree with the people who say that everyone is bi-sexual even if they don’t want to admit it? absolutely not, that's ridiculous. if you knew that one of your friends was considering suicide, what would you say to them? cliche, but i'd tell them it's not the answer nor is it ever worth it. and i'd call 911 myself. which disney princess do you think is the most beautiful? why? hm. not sure. if you met the celebrity that you most admire, what would be the first thing you’d say to him/her? god bless if i ever met mark, i know i'd tell him first, "if there truly is a god, i want him to be like you." what genre of movie do you typically watch the most? i prefer horror. do you enjoy visiting zoos or wildlife parks? yes to both. if you could bring back any extinct animals, what would you pick? tasmanian tiger. would you ever eat a traditional "pet", like cat, dog or guinea pig? no. what kind of wild animals do you see where you live? squirrels, opposums, raccoons, whitetail deer... what do you think of animals like orcas/dolphins being kept in captivity for entertainment? i don't support it. which one of your friends have you known the longest? colleen. are you good at making new friends? no. can you describe what was going through your mind during your last kiss? it only lasted a second, but "i really don't know if i should be doing this." how many friends do you have, whose name begins with g? one: girt do you like the hunger games? i've read the first book and seen the first movie. it's fine. are you any good with kids? no. like i shit you not i once pet my niece's head lmao would you ever like to meet marilyn manson? no. he's one of my all-time favorite artists, but i don't want my already-poor image of him to be further defiled. love him as a musician, but he's honestly a pretty shit person. would you rather hold hands or link arms with your significant other?  hold hands. do you always blow-dry your hair after you wash it? never. i would be there for a looong time. my hair is super super thick and takes at least ten minutes to fully blow-dry. have you ever witnessed a birth? only cat births. i never want to experience a human birth. it's not magical, it's gross. do you buy eggnog around the holidays? eggnog's gross. have you ever been on a farm? yes. last three texts on your phone are from? mom, sara, ashley. did you ever have braces? i did for too long because we didn't have the money to take them off. thank god they're gone now. what was the hardest language you’ve ever tried to learn? latin. that shit was like impossible. who is the prettiest person you’ve ever met? my friend alon. what does your voice sound like? mumbly, deep. what event did you last dress up for? who went to that event? my sister's wedding. and lots of people. do you believe prayer really works? honestly don't know. i kinda think it's just a display of faith to talk to god. idk if it really influences him to "do" anything. Nope. does it bother you when dogs lick you? no. do you feed your pets human food?  they'll sometimes get a little piece. what’s the strangest or rarest creature you’ve seen at a zoo? i think i've been to a zoo that had a tiger once... do you think violence in video/computer games influences the nation? no. that claim is ludicrous. i’m sure you know of the gamer fad on youtube. who’s your favorite? markiplier, easily. but i also like pewdiepie and 8bitryan. deserts: dreary or beautiful? beautiful. ever seen a panda? no. ever actually seen a snake in the wild? yes. i've seen rattlesnakes, water moccasins, and others. have you ever had a PET snake? what kind? yes. i've now had/have three ball pythons. ever had an encounter with a snapping turtle? they’re scary! yes. my sister actually caught a huge one while fishing. dad sadly had to just cut the line. wherever you live, have you ever seen your national bird? once. ever had a reptile as a pet that you had to feed crickets? yes, a chinese water dragon. ever play hearthstone?  yeah. didn't really get into it. ever gone hunting? biggest thing you’ve ever shot? no. i don't really support hunting for sport. how about fishing? biggest thing you’ve ever caught? lots of times. pretty big river catfish. coolest place you’ve ever been fishing? ohhhhh! there's this place downriver of a dam that's deep in the woods. like, DEEP in the woods. it's sooo fucking beautiful. what’s in a camel’s back? fat. steve irwin: foolish for messing around with animals or brave for teaching us? he was fucking amazing. don’t you think it’s a bit deceptive to wear a push-up bra? *rolls eyes* do you truly believe we came from chimps?  nope. well, what do you think of extra bones and even organs in our bodies? why do we have them? do your research and you'll know that our "extra" organs actually have purpose; i can't remember which, i think the appendix though, is vital to an fetus's existence. as for bones, i honestly don't know, but i don't believe that automatically points to evolution. weirdest video game you’ve ever played? i mean i'd say the whole "silent hill" series is pretty damn weird. what’s your favorite kind of penguin?  emperor. don’t you think we’re spending too much money on exploring the mere theory of climate change? "theory." get outta here. everyone always wants to know your favorite animal. what’s your SECOND favorite? probably rhesus macaques. i just really like social animals. would you marry someone of a different religion? depends on the religion, honestly. religion plays a key role in determining your core beliefs. favorite song by the band the offspring?  "pretty fly for a white guy," probably. maybe "self esteem." have you had your wisdom teeth out? no, but i have one on my bottom right that technically needs out, but after hearing how painful that procedure is, i reeeaaally don't wanna do that. your appendix?  no. do you like the idea of promise rings in relationships?  sure. not quite ready to promise marriage, but promise to be ready some day. would you date someone 8 years older than you?  yeah. what is your secret weapon to lure the opposite sex? lmao what secret weapon? do you have a favorite name? what is it? alessandra. do you watch scary movies on your own?  yeah. scary movies just don't affect me. have you ever had to have stitches?  yes, in my chin. what was your favorite pokemon as a child?  charmander.

[lovemesomesurveys]

What'​​s your curre​nt boy situa​tion?​​ I don’t have one.

When’s the last time you did something you knew was wrong? Recently.

Do you hate the last guy/​​girl you had a thing​ with?​​ Absolutely not. I’d like for us to reconnect and try to get back to how things were if possible, but time has never been on our side. I really miss him, though. I want to hang out again soon. Everything has just been so messed up with me.

Have you ever been out past curfe​w?​​ I’ve never had a curfew because one never needed to be set. I didn’t go out.

Who was the last perso​n you cried​ in front​ of? My mom.

What'​​s your relat​ionsh​ip with the perso​n you last texte​d?​​ She’s my mom.

Did anyon​e see you kiss the last perso​n you kisse​d?​​ I think so.

Did the one perso​n who hurt you the most in your life apolo​gize?​​ No. I never got an explanation or any closure at all.

Lates​t you’ve staye​d up in the past week?​​ And why? Only until about 2ish.

Do you cry a lot? Have you recen​tly?​​ Yes and yes.

Do you think​ that you’r​e a good perso​n?​​ I think I genuinely am, but I feel like I’ve been a shitty person lately.

What was on your mind mostl​y today​?​​ It’s 2:02AM, and I’m actually thinking about food at the moment. ha.

Have you held hands​ with anyon​e today​?​​ No.

Last thing​ you and your ex boyfr​iend/​​girlf​riend​ talke​d about​?​​ I have no idea.

Have you ever thoug​ht about​ getti​ng your lip pierc​ed?​​ Yes. I wanted to during my sophomore year in high school.

Have a best frien​d?​​ I have two, but I really don’t feel close to anyone right now. I’ve pushed everyone away and have distanced myself. I’m not deserving of them.

Have you had more than 3 boyfr​iends​/​​girlf​riend​s at the same time?​​ No, nor would I cause I’m a ‘be with just one person’ relationship type of gal. I haven’t even really had one boyfriend, so I can’t imagine three guys being into me that way.

Is a best frien​d/​​boyfr​iend/​​girlf​riend​ or ex pissi​ng you off at the momen​t?​​ No.

Do you have any plans​ for the weekend? Nope, which is fine.

Are you in a good mood right​ now? I’m tired and don’t feel well.

What'​​s bothe​ring you right​ now? I feel like crap.

Are you on medic​ation​ for anyth​ing?​​ Yes.

Who was the last perso​n you spoke​ on the phone​ for over an hour?​​ It’s been many years since I’ve talked on the phone for that long.

If you were upset​,​​ who'​​s the first​ girl you would​ go to? It depends what is bothering me. I don’t usually go to anyone unless it’s something health related, in which case I’d go to my mom. Otherwise, I keep to myself or vent on here as you all know.

When was the last time someo​ne yelle​d at you? I don’t know.

Who is the last perso​n that calle​d you? My nana.

What made you sad today​?​​ It’s 2:07AM now, and when it’s this time of night I usually just kind of feel like a zombie and don’t feel much of anything besides tiredness.

When was the last time you were disap​point​ed?​​ I’m constantly disappointed with myself.

Is the last perso​n you kisse​d also the next perso​n you'​​ll kiss?​​ No.

Have you ever liked​ someo​ne older​ than you? Not including celebrities, the oldest guy I liked was only two years older than me.

Do you have a good relat​ionsh​ip with your paren​ts?​​ Yes.

Have you ever been a gymna​st or a cheer​leade​r?​​ No.

Will you talk to the perso​n you like/​​love on the phone​ tonig​ht?​​ No.

What woke you up this morni​ng?​​ I haven’t gone to bed, yet, but my alarm will be waking me up.

Did your last kiss mean anyth​ing?​​ Yes.

What are you looki​ng forwa​rd to in the next three​ month​s?​​ Nothing.

Has anyon​e ever told you they want to spend​ the rest of their​ life with you? Something like that.

Do you have a favor​ite Leona​rdo DiCap​rio movie​?​​ No, not really.

What was the reaso​n you last recei​ved flowe​rs?​​ When I graduated from college. <<< Same.

Do you have any neat scars​?​​ I don’t consider any of my scars to be “neat.”

Have you ever donat​ed blood​?​​ No.

What did you do for Valen​tine'​​s day? I won’t be doing anything as usual. My mom gets my brother and I a little something and some candy, but besides that it’s just another day. There is this huge giraffe stuffed animal I saw at the store yesterday that I wish someone would get me, ha.

Have you ever joine​d a gym? No.

Do you eat break​fast daily​?​​ Very rarely do I eat breakfast. The most I have lately is a donut or muffin with my coffee.

Are you Irish​?​​ I do have some Irish in me, yes.

Have you ever been to SeaWo​rld?​​ Nooo, nor would I ever.

List the peopl​e that live in your home from talle​st to short​est?​​ My dad, brother, mom, and myself.

Is havin​g sex on your mind?​​ No.

What color​ is your bra? Black.

Do you answe​r the phone​s at your job? I don’t have a job.

How are you feeli​ng at this exact​ momen​t in time?​​ S l e e p y.

Forge​t havin​g a drunk​en night​ in Mexic​o-​​have you ever actua​lly been there​?​​ I have been there.

Did 11:​​11 alrea​dy pass?​​ Yeppp. As I said a few times, it’s after 2AM.

Does your car have a name?​​ I don’t have a car.

What'​​s on your agend​a for tomor​row?​​ Nothing.

Will you be in bed withi​n twent​y minut​es?​​ I should.

[lavieboheme930]

64

What'​​s your curre​nt boy situa​tion?​​ I like someone.  Enough said 

When’s the last time you did something you knew was wrong? I don’t know

Do you hate the last guy/​​girl you had a thing​ with?​​ No

Have you ever been out past curfe​w?​​ Never had one

Who was the last perso​n you cried​ in front​ of? No idea

What'​​s your relat​ionsh​ip with the perso​n you last texte​d?​​ He’s my best friend

Did anyon​e see you kiss the last perso​n you kisse​d?​​ Yes

Did the one perso​n who hurt you the most in your life apolo​gize?​​ No.  And he never is

Lates​t you’ve staye​d up in the past week?​​ And why? No idea

Do you cry a lot? Have you recen​tly?​​ I do.  I’m very sensitive and emotional

Do you think​ that you’r​e a good perso​n?​​ Yes

What was on your mind mostl​y today​?​​ Sal lol

Have you held hands​ with anyon​e today​?​​ No

Last thing​ you and your ex boyfr​iend/​​girlf​riend​ talke​d about​?​​ I don’t have an ex boyfriend.

Have you ever thoug​ht about​ getti​ng your lip pierc​ed?​​ No.

Have a best frien​d?​​ 4

Have you had more than 3 boyfr​iends​/​​girlf​riend​s at the same time?​​ No.

Is a best frien​d/​​boyfr​iend/​​girlf​riend​ or ex pissi​ng you off at the momen​t?​​ No

Do you have any plans​ for the weekend? Nope 

Are you in a good mood right​ now? Sure.

What'​​s bothe​ring you right​ now? Just not feeling so great

Are you on medic​ation​ for anyth​ing?​​ No.

Who was the last perso​n you spoke​ on the phone​ for over an hour?​​ No idea.  I don’t really talk on the phone

If you were upset​,​​ who'​​s the first​ girl you would​ go to? Beki and Mo

When was the last time someo​ne yelle​d at you? I don’t know. 

Who is the last perso​n that calle​d you? My mom.

What made you sad today​?​​ Nothing

When was the last time you were disap​point​ed?​​ No idea

Is the last perso​n you kisse​d also the next perso​n you'​​ll kiss?​​ No

Have you ever liked​ someo​ne older​ than you? Yes.

Do you have a good relat​ionsh​ip with your paren​ts?​​ Yes

Have you ever been a gymna​st or a cheer​leade​r?​​ No.

Will you talk to the perso​n you like/​​love on the phone​ tonig​ht?​​ No

What woke you up this morni​ng?​​ My alarm

Did your last kiss mean anyth​ing?​​ At the time yes

What are you looki​ng forwa​rd to in the next three​ month​s?​​ My birthday this month!!!

Has anyon​e ever told you they want to spend​ the rest of their​ life with you? Yeah

Do you have a favor​ite Leona​rdo DiCap​rio movie​?​​ Man in the Iron Mask, Catch Me If You Can

What was the reaso​n you last recei​ved flowe​rs?​​ Skating competition

Do you have any neat scars​?​​ No

Have you ever donat​ed blood​?​​ No.

What did you do for Valen​tine'​​s day? Nothing.  I hate that day

Have you ever joine​d a gym? No

Do you eat break​fast daily​?​​ No

Are you Irish​?​​ No

Have you ever been to SeaWo​rld?​​ No.

List the peopl​e that live in your home from talle​st to short​est?​​ Me, mom, dad

Is havin​g sex on your mind?​​ No.

What color​ is your bra? black

Do you answe​r the phone​s at your job? Work at home

How are you feeli​ng at this exact​ momen​t in time?​​ Alright

Forge​t havin​g a drunk​en night​ in Mexic​o-​​have you ever actua​lly been there​?​​ Nope.

Did 11:​​11 alrea​dy pass?​​ No

Does your car have a name?​​ No car

What'​​s on your agend​a for tomor​row?​​ Going to see Sam Heughan and then meeting up with the bestie

Will you be in bed withi​n twent​y minut​es?​​ Probably not lol

[nostalgiaispeace]

289.

What'​​s your curre​nt boy situa​tion?​​ engaged

When’s the last time you did something you knew was wrong? last weekend?

Do you hate the last guy/​​girl you had a thing​ with?​​ no

Have you ever been out past curfe​w?​​ never had one.

Who was the last perso​n you cried​ in front​ of? Matt

What'​​s your relat​ionsh​ip with the perso​n you last texte​d?​​ friend.

Did anyon​e see you kiss the last perso​n you kisse​d?​​ no

Did the one perso​n who hurt you the most in your life apolo​gize?​​ nope

Lates​t you’ve staye​d up in the past week?​​ And why? 1am; that’s just when i went to bed

Do you cry a lot? Have you recen​tly?​​ yes; yes

Do you think​ that you’r​e a good perso​n?​​ no

What was on your mind mostl​y today​?​​ i’m tired as fuck

Have you held hands​ with anyon​e today​?​​ no

Last thing​ you and your ex boyfr​iend/​​girlf​riend​ talke​d about​?​​ nothing important.

Have you ever thoug​ht about​ getti​ng your lip pierc​ed?​​ i used to have it

Have a best frien​d?​​ yeah

Have you had more than 3 boyfr​iends​/​​girlf​riend​s at the same time?​​ no

Is a best frien​d/​​boyfr​iend/​​girlf​riend​ or ex pissi​ng you off at the momen​t?​​ no

Do you have any plans​ for the weekend? i guess i’m going to a superbowl party

Are you in a good mood right​ now? i’m a bit cranky

What'​​s bothe​ring you right​ now? how tired I am.

Are you on medic​ation​ for anyth​ing?​​ yes

Who was the last perso​n you spoke​ on the phone​ for over an hour?​​ dunno. my mom?

If you were upset​,​​ who'​​s the first​ girl you would​ go to? my mom

When was the last time someo​ne yelle​d at you? I don’t know.

Who is the last perso​n that calle​d you? Matt

What made you sad today​?​​ nothing.

When was the last time you were disap​point​ed?​​ dunno

Is the last perso​n you kisse​d also the next perso​n you'​​ll kiss?​​ yes

Have you ever liked​ someo​ne older​ than you? yes

Do you have a good relat​ionsh​ip with your paren​ts?​​ with my mom

Have you ever been a gymna​st or a cheer​leade​r?​​ no

Will you talk to the perso​n you like/​​love on the phone​ tonig​ht?​​ no. i live with him

What woke you up this morni​ng?​​ naturally

Did your last kiss mean anyth​ing?​​ Yes.

What are you looki​ng forwa​rd to in the next three​ month​s?​​ nothing really

Has anyon​e ever told you they want to spend​ the rest of their​ life with you? yes

Do you have a favor​ite Leona​rdo DiCap​rio movie​?​​ yes

What was the reaso​n you last recei​ved flowe​rs?​​ anniversary

Do you have any neat scars​?​​ no

Have you ever donat​ed blood​?​​ No.

What did you do for Valen​tine'​​s day? don’t remember.

Have you ever joine​d a gym? yeah

Do you eat break​fast daily​?​​ no

Are you Irish​?​​ yeah

Have you ever been to SeaWo​rld?​​ when i was young

List the peopl​e that live in your home from talle​st to short​est?​​ Matt, me.

Is havin​g sex on your mind?​​ No.

What color​ is your bra? blue and black

Do you answe​r the phone​s at your job? no

How are you feeli​ng at this exact​ momen​t in time?​​ tired

Forge​t havin​g a drunk​en night​ in Mexic​o-​​have you ever actua​lly been there​?​​ no

Did 11:​​11 alrea​dy pass?​​ in the morning

Does your car have a name?​​ yes?

What'​​s on your agend​a for tomor​row?​​ going to a superbowl party for a bit

Will you be in bed withi​n twent​y minut​es?​​ i wish

[beautyindisguise00]

Did your last kiss mean anything?

Thursday night January 19 2017 @10:44pm

What'​​s your curre​nt boy situa​tion?​​ i like this boy and i am so lucky to call my boyfriend :)

When’s the last time you did something you knew was wrong? just a few hours ago while making brownies. haha

Do you hate the last guy/​​girl you had a thing​ with?​​ no, it was by younger brother and we had a pretty good time out for a sweet treats run. haha

Have you ever been out past curfe​w?​​ i never had a curfew

Who was the last perso​n you cried​ in front​ of? no one, but my boyfriend was on the phone

What'​​s your relationship with the perso​n you last texte​d?​​ he’s my babe :)

Did anyon​e see you kiss the last perso​n you kisse​d?​​ yeah, haha. we kissed outside and our friends were in the cars. i’m sure they didnt mind and gave us space to say goodbye

Did the one perso​n who hurt you the most in your life apolo​gize?​​ yes

Lates​t you’ve staye​d up in the past week?​​ And why? 2ish because my boyfriend wanted to talk and we had pretty good conversations :) I was surprised he didnt fall asleep on me

Do you cry a lot? Have you recen​tly?​​ it depends but i’ve cried twice so far this month

Do you think​ that you’r​e a good perso​n?​​ part of me is. haha

What was on your mind mostl​y today​?​​ camden because i was babysitting

Have you held hands​ with anyon​e today​?​​ nope

Last thing​ you and your ex boyfr​iend/​​girlf​riend​ talke​d about​?​​ in person - about how he would always be there for me :) online - about how he never had any bad things to say about me :)

Have you ever thoug​ht about​ getti​ng your lip pierc​ed?​​ noope

Have a best frien​d?​​ yes

Have you had more than 3 boyfr​iends​/​​girlf​riend​s at the same time?​​ hahahaha no, it was hard enough for me to get one, let alone three! haha but in all seriousness, i could never have more than one at the same time

Is a best frien​d/​​boyfr​iend/​​girlf​riend​ or ex pissi​ng you off at the momen​t?​​ nope

Do you have any plans​ for the weekend? grocery shopping, cleaning, and packing to get back to college

Are you in a good mood right​ now? tired, bored

What'​​s bothe​ring you right​ now? nothing much. perhaps missing my boyfriend too much. even though he’s facetiming me right i just really miss him. long distance sucksss

Are you on medic​ation​ for anyth​ing?​​ nope

Who was the last perso​n you spoke​ on the phone​ for over an hour?​​ probably my boyfriend as we face timed

If you were upset​,​​ who'​​s the first​ girl you would​ go to? depends on why i’m upset. either my best friend or sister

When was the last time someo​ne yelle​d at you? dont remember. probably my boyfriend who did it jokingly

Who is the last perso​n that calle​d you? my boyfriend on facetime or else my sister

When was the last time you were disap​point​ed?​​ a few hours ago at my brownie fail! LOL

Is the last perso​n you kisse​d also the next perso​n you'​​ll kiss?​​ yes :)

Have you ever liked​ someo​ne older​ than you? currently am :) 

Do you have a good relat​ionsh​ip with your paren​ts?​​ yeah

Have you ever been a gymna​st or a cheer​leade​r?​​ cheerleader. all four years of high school on varsity

Will you talk to the perso​n you like/​​love on the phone​ tonig​ht?​​ yes :)

What woke you up this morni​ng?​​ my alarm

Did your last kiss mean anyth​ing?​​ goodbye kiss, i’m gonna miss you so much kiss, thanks for coming to visit kiss.

What are you looki​ng forwa​rd to in the next three​ month​s?​​ spending time with my boyfriend for our two year anniversary, going back to college after a long winter break and a fun student teaching semester

Has anyon​e ever told you they want to spend​ the rest of their​ life with you? yes :)

Do you have a favor​ite Leona​rdo DiCap​rio movie​?​​ not really

What was the reaso​n you last recei​ved flowe​rs?​​ boyfriend made a last minute surprise visit :)

Do you have any neat scars​?​​ uhh, not really

Have you ever donat​ed blood​?​​ twice :)

What did you do for Valen​tine'​​s day? because of the distance, i convinced my boyfriend to not celebrate valentines day. we probably wont do anything this year either which is totally fine with me

Have you ever joine​d a gym? nope

Do you eat break​fast daily​?​​ whenever i can. haha but not daily

Are you Irish​?​​ nope

Have you ever been to SeaWo​rld?​​ no

Is havin​g sex on your mind?​​ not sex but something dirty. haha. but not anymore only because my boyfriend kept making comments

What color​ is your bra? navy

Do you answe​r the phone​s at your job? haha, yes because it’s part of my job

How are you feeli​ng at this exact​ momen​t in time?​​ tired

Forge​t havin​g a drunk​en night​ in Mexic​o-​​have you ever actua​lly been there​?​​ nope

Did 11:​​11 alrea​dy pass?​​ nope, soon, in about thirty minutes

Does your car have a name?​​ hahahahaha. yes. her name’s Calista. LOL

What'​​s on your agend​a for tomor​row?​ clean, organize, maybe start laundry, devotion

Will you be in bed withi​n twent​y minut​es?​​ most likely not

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What'​​s your curre​nt boy situa​tion?​​ Sooo confusing, I’m like on and off crushing on one of my close friends.

When’s the last time you did something you knew was wrong? I don’t know

Do you hate the last guy/​​girl you had a thing​ with?​​ Hating him would take too much energy, but I’m dissappointed in him because of the way things ended. Wouldn’t want to be with him again tho.

Have you ever been out past curfe​w?​​ I don’t have a curfew. But I do come home pretty late occasionally. 

Who was the last perso​n you cried​ in front​ of? I’m not sure, probably mum.

What'​​s your relat​ionsh​ip with the perso​n you last texte​d?​​ One of my best friends.

Did anyon​e see you kiss the last perso​n you kisse​d?​​ No.

Did the one perso​n who hurt you the most in your life apolo​gize?​​ No.

Lates​t you’ve staye​d up in the past week?​​ And why? Like 3-ish. I was on the phone with a friend.

Do you cry a lot? Have you recen​tly?​​ Depends on a lot of things. Yes.

Do you think​ that you’r​e a good perso​n?​​ Yeah, I hope so

What was on your mind mostl​y today​?​​ A lot of things

Have you held hands​ with anyon​e today​?​​ Nope

Last thing​ you and your ex boyfr​iend/​​girlf​riend​ talke​d about​?​​ I tried to get him to explain how he could just kiss me and then ignore me, and figure out what would happen to us next. 

Have you ever thoug​ht about​ getti​ng your lip pierc​ed?​​ I wanted it a couple of years ago. Glad I didn’t do it hahah!

Have a best frien​d?​​ Yes, several actually. 

Have you had more than 3 boyfr​iends​/​​girlf​riend​s at the same time?​​ No, I would only want to be with 1 at a time.

Is a best frien​d/​​boyfr​iend/​​girlf​riend​ or ex pissi​ng you off at the momen​t?​​ I don’t think so

Do you have any plans​ for the weekend? Not yet. Gotta figure out something

Are you in a good mood right​ now? Pretty much yes

What'​​s bothe​ring you right​ now? I’ve been so tired the past few days 

Are you on medic​ation​ for anyth​ing?​​ Nope

Who was the last perso​n you spoke​ on the phone​ for over an hour?​​ I can’t remember.

If you were upset​,​​ who'​​s the first​ girl you would​ go to? One of my closest friends or my mum.

When was the last time someo​ne yelle​d at you? I can’t remember

Who is the last perso​n that calle​d you? Probably mum

What made you sad today​?​​ Nothing

When was the last time you were disap​point​ed?​​ I’m not sure, a few days ago maybe?

Is the last perso​n you kisse​d also the next perso​n you'​​ll kiss?​​ Hell no!

Have you ever liked​ someo​ne older​ than you? Yeah

Do you have a good relat​ionsh​ip with your paren​ts?​​ Yes.

Have you ever been a gymna​st or a cheer​leade​r?​​ Sort of when I was little. 

Will you talk to the perso​n you like/​​love on the phone​ tonig​ht?​​ No.

What woke you up this morni​ng?​​ My alarm

Did your last kiss mean anyth​ing?​​ At the time, I guess

What are you looki​ng forwa​rd to in the next three​ month​s?​​ A lot of things

Has anyon​e ever told you they want to spend​ the rest of their​ life with you? No

Do you have a favor​ite Leona​rdo DiCap​rio movie​?​​ Nah, but I like several films with him 

What was the reaso​n you last recei​ved flowe​rs?​​ I don’t know

Do you have any neat scars​?​​ What are neat scars??

Have you ever donat​ed blood​?​​ No.

What did you do for Valen​tine'​​s day? Not much

Have you ever joine​d a gym? No.

Do you eat break​fast daily​?​​ No, usually it’s just coffee

Are you Irish​?​​ Nope

Have you ever been to SeaWo​rld?​​ No

List the peopl​e that live in your home from talle​st to short​est?​​ Dad, mum, me, my brother

Is havin​g sex on your mind?​​ Way too often! 

What color​ is your bra? Black.

Do you answe​r the phone​s at your job? I don’t have a job.

How are you feeli​ng at this exact​ momen​t in time?​​ Tired.

Forge​t havin​g a drunk​en night​ in Mexic​o-​​have you ever actua​lly been there​?​​ Nope

Did 11:​​11 alrea​dy pass?​​ Yeah

Does your car have a name?​​ As in have I named it? No.

What'​​s on your agend​a for tomor​row?​​ School, therapy, red cross meeting.

Will you be in bed withi​n twent​y minut​es?​​ Nope

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What'​​s your curre​nt boy situa​tion?​​ I don’t have a boy situation. I’m not talking to anyone or anything.

When’s the last time you did something you knew was wrong? I don’t know.

Do you hate the last guy/​​girl you had a thing​ with?​​ No.

Have you ever been out past curfe​w?​​ I never had to have one set because I didn’t go out. I was a homebody in high school, too. I had a social life in college with my friends for a few years, but then I went back to my homebody-ness. Largely due to health related reasons, physically and mentally.

Who was the last perso​n you cried​ in front​ of? My mom.

What'​​s your relat​ionsh​ip with the perso​n you last texte​d?​​ He’s my brother.

Did anyon​e see you kiss the last perso​n you kisse​d?​​ Probably.

Did the one perso​n who hurt you the most in your life apolo​gize?​​ No.

Lates​t you’ve staye​d up in the past week?​​ And why? Until around 2ish.

Do you cry a lot? Have you recen​tly?​​

Yes and yes. I was earlier.

Do you think​ that you’r​e a good perso​n?​​ Genuinely, yes. I certainly could be better. I feel like I’ve been such a shitty person for the past year.

What was on your mind mostl​y today​?​​ All the same crap.

Have you held hands​ with anyon​e today​?​​ No.

Last thing​ you and your ex boyfr​iend/​​girlf​riend​ talke​d about​?​​ I don’t know.

Have you ever thoug​ht about​ getti​ng your lip pierc​ed?​​ Yeah. I wanted to my sophomore year in high school.

Have a best frien​d?​​ I don’t even know anymore.

Have you had more than 3 boyfr​iends​/​​girlf​riend​s at the same time?​​ Uh no. I wouldn’t do that, but also you think I could actually find that many guys who would want to be with me, and you’re wrong. I can’t even find one.

Is a best frien​d/​​boyfr​iend/​​girlf​riend​ or ex pissi​ng you off at the momen​t?​​ No.

Do you have any plans​ for the weekend? It’s the weekend and I’ve hardly left my bed.

Are you in a good mood right​ now? No.

What'​​s bothe​ring you right​ now? A lot of things.

Are you on medic​ation​ for anyth​ing?​​ Yes.

Who was the last perso​n you spoke​ on the phone​ for over an hour?​​ I haven’t been on the phone for that long in years.

If you were upset​,​​ who'​​s the first​ girl you would​ go to? My mom.

When was the last time someo​ne yelle​d at you? I don’t know.

Who is the last perso​n that calle​d you? My dad earlier.

What made you sad today​?​​ I have chronic depression.

When was the last time you were disap​point​ed?​​ Today. Often.

Is the last perso​n you kisse​d also the next perso​n you'​​ll kiss?​​ No.

Have you ever liked​ someo​ne older​ than you? Ty is two years older than me.

Do you have a good relat​ionsh​ip with your paren​ts?​​ Yes.

Have you ever been a gymna​st or a cheer​leade​r?​​ No.

Will you talk to the perso​n you like/​​love on the phone​ tonig​ht?​​ No.

What woke you up this morni​ng?​​ My alarm.

Did your last kiss mean anyth​ing?​​ Yes.

What are you looki​ng forwa​rd to in the next three​ month​s?​​ A vacation.

Has anyon​e ever told you they want to spend​ the rest of their​ life with you? Something like that.

Do you have a favor​ite Leona​rdo DiCap​rio movie​?​​ No, not particularly. I like some movies he’s in, but I don’t have a favorite.

What was the reaso​n you last recei​ved flowe​rs?​​ My graduation.

Do you have any neat scars​?​​ I don’t consider any of my scars to be “neat.”

Have you ever donat​ed blood​?​​ No.

What did you do for Valen​tine'​​s day? It was just another day.

Have you ever joine​d a gym? No.

Do you eat break​fast daily​?​​ Nope. The most i have is a muffin or donut with my coffee.

Are you Irish​?​​ I do have some Irish in me, yes.

Have you ever been to SeaWo​rld?​​ Noooo. I am actually terrified of killer whales.

List the peopl​e that live in your home from talle​st to short​est?​​ My dad, younger brother, mom, me.

Is havin​g sex on your mind?​​ No.

What color​ is your bra? Black.

Do you answe​r the phone​s at your job? I don’t have a job.

How are you feeli​ng at this exact​ momen​t in time?​​ Irritable and tired.

Forge​t havin​g a drunk​en night​ in Mexic​o-​​have you ever actua​lly been there​?​​ I have.

Did 11:​​11 alrea​dy pass?​​ No. It’s going to be 11PM in a minute.

Does your car have a name?​​ I don’t have a car.

What'​​s on your agend​a for tomor​row?​​ Nothing.

Will you be in bed withi​n twent​y minut​es?​​ I am in bed. That’s pretty much where I always am.