#rip leslie shay

[outof-spite]

rip leslie shay, you wouldve loved Chappell Roan

[neveradiva]

can you do 18 19 28 37!

18. Most underrated character in the series?

CHLOE. CRUZ.

19. Best heartbreaking moment?

Oh gosh, there are so many. The entirety of 3x01 - "Always". And the speech Severide gives at Benny's funeral.

28. Which character(s) would you want to best friends with?

Literally all of them. I feel like Stella would be an especially fun person to be friends with, though.

37. Are you closing down the bar with Severide and Casey or watching Netflix and drinking wine with Kidd, Foster and Brett?

I'm 100% watching Netflix and drinking wine with Kidd, Foster, and Brett.

[karihighman]

ONE CHICAGO KILLS ME EVERYTIME

[carothehotmess]

I find it VERY RUDE that no one warned me about Leslie Shay.

I started watching Chicago Fire. I immediately fell in love with Leslie “Peter Mills are you gay? Because I am” Shay (as everyone does and should). And THEN. AND THEN.

Its not like I didn’t know something would happen. I knew Lauren German wasn’t on the show forever because she became our favorite Detective on Lucifer and I love that for her.

But I WAS NOT PREPARED TO HAVE MY HEART RIPPED FROM MY CHEST AND SET ON FIRE AND THEN STOMPED ON. I WAS NOT PREPARED TO SEE KELLY SEVERIDE SOB OVER LOSING HIS PLATONIC SOULMATE/ROOMMATE/BEST FRIEND.

I WASNT READY AND NOW IM CRYING AND EVERYONE ELSE HAS TO DEAL WITH THAT.

Anyways rip to a real one. Leslie Shay you have done something incredibly difficult and skipped right on up into my (very set in stone but apparently still moveable) top ten favorite characters list. I love you forever Shay.

Goddammit now I’m crying again.

[putthebrakeson]

Recently while catching up on what I call “my Chicago shows,” I’ve noticed that ever since Leslie Shay died we have not had ONE queer character in the main cast of any of these shows. There are 4 “Chicago” shows and you’re telling me there is not ONE gay person?

When you combine these 4 shows there are 32 main characters all together and that doesn’t include the series regulars that don’t appear in every episode but do appear in most. With these extra series regulars that number is closer to 40. That’s a lot of people.

There isn’t any conclusive info, but Time.com estimated that 5% of the population identified as LGBT. That’s 1 in 20 people. I know that it is not an exact statistic but in a time where we are fighting for representation in the media I think we can make at least 1 out of 40 characters in this “Chicago” universe meet that criteria.

Trust me, I appreciate seeing Gabriela Dawson being a fierce, Latina but I don’t want to settle for partial representation. I shouldn’t have to. Times are changing and our television is moving in the right direction but it can be better.

Now, I’m a diehard fan of these shows, I wouldn’t stop watching just because of the lack of a queer storyline, but I would encourage the writers of this show to think about it. I mean maybe Dick Wolf or Derek Haas already have someone in mind and I’m just jumping the gun; either way I’d like to see some queer representation since I no longer have the lovely Leslie Shay on my screen.

P.S. Here's the Time article: http://time.com/lgbt-stats/

[arsjs]

Severide: Chicago had a total rebail. Now fire it's a part of its dna. And this is where I learned all about firefighting.

I learned as much about protecting people from Shay as I did from any instructor from the academy.

Brittany: yeah?

Severide: yeah... That's her badge. Shay was intense. She would do anything to protect the people she loved

Brittany: I wish I had known her

Severide: Me too

Brittany: Thank you for sharing all of this

Severide: Are you kidding me? I wouldn't be here at all if it wasn't for you.

[slytherbun]

💦 with Leslie Shay and female reader and the two of you exploring each other body with sex toys

shay dipped the toy inside your pussy. it was a lubed thick purple dildo and you watched, leaning up on your elbows. she smirked as she pushed in it, watching it disappear as your hole swallowed inch by inch of it.

when you were impaled with it and just a little bit hung out, she flicked a vibrator wand on and put it directly on top of your clit, glancing up to see your mouth hanging open as moans fell past your lips.

you tried to grab the toy to fuck yourself with it but she pushed your hand away and pulled away the vibrator to put it on your hard nipple. "don't touch it." she murmured and you whined before she turned it off with a smirk.

"take care of me with it hanging out your pussy the whole time, then i'll let you finish." she challenged, a devious glint in her eyes.

you were eager to grab a vibrator, this one for her g-spot. you quickly lubed the end up and spread her pussy lips to ease it inside. when it was snug inside her walls, you grabbed an anal plug with a smirk, see how she likes it, you thought.

"anything goes, right?" you questioned and shay paid no attention with a nod. you lubed up that one as well while telling her to lay on her side. which she did, not realizing what you were about to do.

shay noticed too late when you spread her cheeks, the cold metal slipping inside her tight hole, only the handle showing now around her skin and she moaned.

"fuck, you're such a slut." she whined and you slapped her cheek in retaliation before turning her body back around, the metal probably snug up her now.

you clipped the button on for the vibrator inside of her and she moaned, it instantly vibrating inside her pussy walls with pleasure. her wails were loud in the room, the moans falling past her lips repeatedly as the vibrator worked her pussy over.

you clicked on another, the regular wand and laughed, putting it over her clit for a second like she did with your nipple earlier. and it pushed her over the edge with a loud gasp. "o-oh my."

you watched her legs shake and smirked, laying down next to her to give her a kiss. "leave in the plug while you fuck me over." she nodded, letting her orgasm finish over before sitting up.

shay rolled over so she was laying on her belly and you could see the plug when she pushed her butt up, her tongue stuck out while she focused on gripping the toy, starting to push it in and out.

you were more wet now, after playing with her cunt and she leaned in to lick your clit with her tongue, sweeping it up a few times before replacing it with her thumb.

with her right hand, she pounded and thrusted it the dildo and out of you, the thick, long purple toy disappearing inside of your hole before reappearing again. and she circled your sensitive nub faster until you fell apart under her, clenching the toy hard around the walls of your pussy.

shay laughed, realizing she had to wait a second to pull it out and looked at you with pleading eyes before you nodded, allowing her to sit on your face while you rode out the orgasm.

you slowly pulled the chunky plug out with a plop and lapped at her wetness with your tongue flat on her as she gripped her tits, allowing another orgasm to rip out of her before plunging a few fingers inside of you, ready to give you another all over again.

[myonechicagoworld]

CHICAGO FIRE – AMBITION (S01E20)

                                       [locker clanking] Leslie Shay: Hey.

Kelly Severide: Hey.

Leslie Shay: So we’re off and running.

Kelly Severide: For what?

Leslie Shay: [exhales] I went to the doctor’s office this morning and

                      got my hormone shot.

Kelly Severide: Oh yeah.

Leslie Shay: Yeah.

Kelly Severide: How you feeling?

Leslie Shay: Fine. Yeah, it’s not affecting me at all. Just, uh, it

                     means the, uh, window for ovulation is gonna be in the

                     next couple days so don’t make any plans. And um,

                     as soon as these say that I’m good to go, we gotta get

                     to the clinic and perform our respective duties [sniffles]

                     Uh, okay. Yeah. Well… [clears throat] Sorry, I’m just…

                     I’m really excited.

Kelly Severide: I can see that.

Leslie Shay: Yeah. All right.

Kelly Severide: Hey.

Leslie Shay: Hm?

Kelly Severide: I am too.

Leslie Shay: [chuckles]

                                                 cutscene

Otis Zvonecek: Oh!

Joe Cruz: Oh, yeah. Pecan caramel popcorn. Let’s get into this

                  before Herrmann finds out.

Matt Casey: Herrmann’s gone hunting with his brother. It’s all the

                      pecan caramel popcorn you can eat.

Otis Zvonecek: All right!

Joe Cruz: Sweet!

Otis Zvonecek: Who brought this in?

Peter Mills: Uh, a paramedic candidate who’s riding with Dawson

                     and Shay.

Otis Zvonecek: Oh, yeah, Tara. Uh, apparently she spent a couple

                           of shifts over at 95. Bob Macelroy, uh, said she’s

                           pretty cool.

Joe Cruz: What, are you stalking her now?

Otis Zvonecek: No, I’m not stalking her.

Peter Mills: [sniffs]

Otis Zvonecek: I just like to know who I’m working with.

Peter Mills: Are you wearing cologne?

Joe Cruz: [sniffs]

Otis Zvonecek: No.

                           Body spray, maybe.

Joe Cruz: [chuckles]

Otis Zvonecek: Hey, Tara!

Tara Little: Okay.

                    Hey.

Otis Zvonecek: Uh, Severide, I think Capp’s looking for you.

Kelly Severide: No, I just left him.

Tara Little: Hi, everybody.

Otis Zvonecek: Hey.

Joe Cruz: Hey!

                  Did you bring this popcorn ‘cause it’s amazing.

Tara Little: I am not above buying people’s affection.

Otis Zvonecek: So, um, I hear that you are quite a graphic

                           designer.

Tara Little: So is anyone with a laptop [chuckles]

Otis Zvonecek: [laughs]

Tara Little: Yeah, I wish I’d figured that out before I racked up

                    $60,000 in student loans.

Otis Zvonecek: Uh huh.

Peter Mills: W-what made you wanna be an EMT?

Tara Little: Uh, my roommate’s a paramedic at 35. I didn’t have to

                   hang out with her very long before I realised the

                   firehouse is where it’s at.

                                   [alarm buzzes & blares]

(Over PA): Engine 51, Truck 81, Squad 3, Ambulance 61.

Gabby Dawson: Here we go.

(Over PA): Industrial accident, Racine and 15th Street.

                                          [siren blares]

                                      [indistinct chatter]

Gabby Dawson: Hey, what happened?

Peter Mills: Uh, a worker backed a forklift into the shelves and the

                     whole thing came down on top of him.

Matt Casey: Don’t move the pallets.

                      Give me a hand with that.

                      Here, watch your back.

                      Hang in there buddy. We’re gonna get you out.

Otis Zvonecek: Coming to ya.

Gabby Dawson: Hey, can you tell me your name?

Victim 1: Phil. Phil Manfreddi.

Gabby Dawson: Okay, hi, Phil.

                                        [barrels clanging]

                                        [indistinct chatter]

Gabby Dawson: Okay, Phil, I want you to breathe slow and easy for

                             me, okay?

                             You see his nail beds, how blue they are? What’s

                              that mean?

Tara Little: Shock. He’s in shock.

Gabby Dawson: Very good. We’re gonna keep his C-spine nice and

                             straight. And we need to warm him up.

                             Okay, I’m gonna lift your head, hun.

Matt Casey: Let’s get the spreaders.

Kelly Severide: Forget the spreaders. Get the torch in here. We

                          need to cut this beam.

Harold Capp: Copy that.

Peter Mills: Wait, why-why don’t we try and lift it?

Kelly Severide: It’s too unstable. Anything shifts, and it’ll all fall right

                           back on top of him.

                           Hey! Is there anything flammable in these boxes?

Man 1 (Foreman): No, sir.

Kelly Severide: Need water over here.

Matt Casey: Severide, kill the torch!

Kelly Severide: What?

Matt Casey: Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa! Look out! Everybody get

                      down!

                                                   [explosion]

                                                    [grunting]

                                                - title screen -

                                        [fire extinguisher spraying]

Kelly Severide: Is it out?

Matt Casey: Can’t tell. I need to get in there.

                                         [overlapping shouting]

Matt Casey: It’s still smouldering. This can go up again any second.

                      We gotta move him.

Kelly Severide: I didn’t make it through the beam.

Peter Mills: Wait. [pants] Wait. How about this?

Kelly Severide: It’s worth a try.

                           Hadley.

Kevin Hadley: Yeah.

                                               [metal creaks]

Victim 1 (Phil): [screams]

Gabby Dawson: Focus on his face and keep him calm.

Tara Little: All right. You’re gonna be okay, Phil.

Kelly Severide: Quick thinking, candidate.

Peter Mills: [pants]

Otis Zvonecek: Gear’s all picked up, Lieutenant.

Matt Casey: All right. Let’s get back home. Where’s Mills?

                                   [compartment door closes]

                                         [indistinct chatter]

Matt Casey: Leave his ass.

Joe Cruz: You got it.

                                   [compartment door closes]

Peter Mills: So then, what’s the difference between an

                     oxy/acetylene torch and an exothermic torch?

Kelly Severide: For starters, an exothermic will cut through a solid

                           block of concrete.

                                   [compartment door closes]

Peter Mills: Cool.

Kelly Severide: Yeah. Here, let me show you what else we use.

                                         [engine drives away]

Peter Mills: [sighs]

Kelly Severide: [laughs] He’ll get over it.

                                                cutscene

                                       [backup alert beeping]

Kevin Hadley: [chuckles]

Otis Zvonecek: Your Lieutenant says the bathroom needs a good

                            cleaning, candidate.

Harold Capp: [chuckles]

                                                 cutscene

Tara Little: Hey. Kelly, right?

Kelly Severide: Yeah.

Tara Little: We have a mutual friend. Jennifer Robinson? She tends

                    bar at Cubby bear.

Kelly Severide: Oh.  

Tara Little: She said to say hello.

Kelly Severide: Okay. Yeah, tell her I said hello.

Tara Little: Will do. It’s nice to have a connection to someone here.

Kelly Severide: Yeah, it’s a-it’s a great group at 51. I’m sure that

                           you’ll fit right in. Shay and Dawson taking good

                           care of you?

Tara Little: Yeah. I actually have some copies to go make for

                    Dawson right now. So I’ll see you later.

Kelly Severide: Sure.

                                                    cutscene

Gabby Dawson: Hey, Otis. Check this out.

                            My grandparents in Madrid. My grandfather

                            proposed to her there.

Otis Zvonecek: Hmm, you will never see Russian grandparents

                           smiling like that.

Gabby Dawson: [laughs] The place they’re standing in front of is

                            one of the oldest restaurants in Europe.

Otis Zvonecek: You been?

Gabby Dawson: No. Someday.

                            I think Molly’s needs a big, wooden door like this.

                            Something timeless and beautiful.

Otis Zvonecek: How did I know there was an agenda attached to

                           this story?

Matt Casey: It is a nice door.

Otis Zvonecek: Look, Dawson, now is not the time to be making

                           design decisions, okay?

                           Herrmann’s unreachable in the woods of Ontario

                           somewhere.

Gabby Dawson: Yeah, exactly why now is the time.

Otis Zvonecek: Well, we don’t have any money left.

Matt Casey: There’s a salvage place I use. There’s all kinds of old

                      structural pieces. Might take some searching, but

                      we could take a look.

Gabby Dawson: Really?

Matt Casey: Mm-hmm.

                      Yeah?

Gabby Dawson: Yeah.

Matt Casey: All right.

Gabby Dawson: Sounds good. Thanks.

Peter Mills: Bathrooms are done, Lieutenant.

Matt Casey: Showers need a good cleaning, too.

Peter Mills: Okay… uh, can I talk with you for a minute first…

                     in private?

Matt Casey: Sure.

                      [clears throat]

Peter Mills: I want to apologise for this morning. I know I screwed

                    up and it won’t happen again. But I also wanna

                    formally let you know that I will be pursuing that open

                    opportunity in Squad.

Matt Casey: I heard. But right now, you are on Truck. And while

                     you’re here, you better act like it.

Peter Mills: Yes, sir.

                                     [alarm buzzes and blares]

(Over PA): Ambulance 61, laceration injury. 670 North Talman

                  Avenue.

                                              [siren blares]

Lady 1 (Wife): So sorry about this. My husband, Dennis, he was

                        working on the garage door and it just started

                        opening.

Victim 2 (Dennis): [groaning]

Gabby Dawson: His arm’s caught in there. We’re not equipped

                            for this. Call it in.

Leslie Shay: (into radio) Dispatch, this is Ambulance 61. We need

                      a truck company to 670 North Talman Avenue.

Victim 2 (Dennis): My shoulder! I heard the muscle make a

                               ripping sound.

Leslie Shay: [pants]

Victim 2 (Dennis): [grunts]

Gabby Dawson: Okay… We’re gonna get you down, Dennis.

                            Let me support your weight, okay? Tara, take

                             hold of his legs with me. We’re gonna lift him up.

                             Tara! I need your help.

                              All right, come here.

                              Okay, it’s okay.

Leslie Shay: Dawson, see if you can lift the door.

                      [grunts]

Victim 2 (Dennis): [groans]

Leslie Shay: Tara, get up here and help me.

                      Lift this, come on.

Victim 2 (Dennis): [groans]

Leslie Shay: Dennis…

Victim 2 (Dennis): [grunts]

Leslie Shay: This is gonna hurt like hell, but it’s gonna be quick,

                      all right?

Victim 2 (Dennis): Tell me, what are you gonna do?

  ��                            [screams]

Leslie Shay: All right, get him down.

Victim 2 (Dennis): [groans]

                               Arlene, my arm!

Lady 1 (Wife/Arlene): Sweetie, you’re all right.

Victim 2 (Dennis): [groans]

Gabby Dawson: All right, come on. You can come with us.

                                                 cutscene

Leslie Shay: Where’d Tara go? She off crying in a corner

                      somewhere?

Gabby Dawson: Oh, come on, that was pretty gnarly. Cut her some

                            slack.

Leslie Shay: So you and Casey going, uh, treasure hunting after

                      shift, huh?

Gabby Dawson: Don’t even start that. I gotta say though, it’s just

                            nice to be back to normal with him.

Leslie Shay: Normal? Normal as in buried romantic feelings and

                      unspoken sexual tension? [laughs]

                      Hey, I ran into Mike, and he said Hallie, she’s-she’s

                      long gone. She’s history. She’s off finding herself,

                      doing some medical aid work in South America or

                      somewhere…

Gabby Dawson: I don’t care, Shay. I got my man, all right?

Leslie Shay: Hey, hey! [snaps fingers] Excuse me, don’t touch that!

                     That’s not yours! Put it back.

Gabby Dawson: How long ago since that hormone shot?

Leslie Shay: Just don’t mess with my gurney.

Tara Little: Grabbed a couple coffees for you guys.

Leslie Shay: Thank you.

Gabby Dawson: Thanks.

Tara Little: I, uh, I saw the doctor in the hall. She said you saved

                   that man’s arm.

Gabby Dawson: Well, we got him here fast. That’s the key. A quick

                             response is everything.

Tara Little: Okay.

Gabby Dawson: Okay?

Tara Little: Mmhmm.

                                                cutscene

Kelly Severide: Mills.

Peter Mills: Yeah, Lieutenant?

Kelly Severide: C’mere.

                           Have a seat.

                           Pretty good article on the different types of cutting

                           torches and what situations they’re best for.

Peter Mills: Oh, cool. Thanks, Lieutenant.

Kelly Severide: How are the classes going?

Peter Mills: Good. They’re really good actually. I-I couldn’t get into

                     vertical rescue this time around so… it’s full up.

Joe Cruz: What are you doing? You can’t stop it.

Mouch: Where’s the defense in this game?

Joe Cruz: There’s no defense in paper football. I get a penalty kick.

                  Put up your uprights.

Mouch: Aw! [groans]

Joe Cruz: [laughs]

Otis Zvonecek: Can someone please explain to me why our truck

                           candidate is sitting at the Squad table?

Joe Cruz: Does Severide know?

Otis Zvonecek: Severide’s there. They’re all there. It’s a little tea

                           party, and Peter Mills is the guest of honour.

Kelly Severide: Call Lieutenant Brunson. Tell him I want you in his

                           class.

Peter Mills: Great. I will.

Kelly Severide: Good.

Joe Cruz: I guess we’re not good enough for him anymore.

Mouch: What a slap in the face. Mills could use a lecture on

              company loyalty.

Otis Zvonecek: I’ve been here, what, five years? Nobody ever

                           talked about grooming me for Rescue Squad, but

                           Mills, oh Mills…

Matt Casey: Maybe that’s because he’s busting his ass.

                                         cutscene

Kelly Severide: Bet you a dollar you miss that.

Tara Little: Make it a beer.

Kelly Severide: You’re on.

Tara Little: Gee, I guess I owe you a beer.

                                           cutscene

Matt Casey: Chief, got a sec?

Chief Boden: Yeah.

Matt Casey: This business about getting Mills on Squad, you sure

                      he’s ready?

Chief Boden: Severide thinks so.

Matt Casey: Yeah. I’m sure he does. Have you talked to Mills about

                       it?

Chief Boden: Yeah, I have.

Matt Casey: A real conversation? Or just long enough for him to say

                     what you wanted to hear?

Chief Boden: Look Casey, I get it. You are tired of sniffing out talent

                       and training them up, only to have them poached by

                       Squad.

Matt Casey: This isn’t about me, Chief. It shouldn’t be about you,

                      either. Or your feelings of obligation toward Henry

                      Mills.

Chief Boden: Your concerns… are duly noted.

                                              cutscene

Peter Mills: Yeah, no, I-I know I missed a couple sessions, but,

                     uh, Lieutenant Severide, he really wants me to take

                     this class. So I’m hoping that there’s still time to

                     jump in? 

                     Yeah.

                     Oh, that’s great.

                     Great, I’ll wait to hear from you.

                     Okay.

Gabby Dawson: Hey, what are you doing here?

Peter Mills: Um, taking care of some business.

Gabby Dawson: Okay.

Peter Mills: I feel like I’m doing something wrong. I… I see the way

                    that people look at me, and I can just imagine what

                    they’re saying behind my back.

Gabby Dawson: Ambition makes people uncomfortable. You just

                            have to remind yourself that you’re not doing it

                            for them.

Peter Mills: Yeah, well, I think it’s something a little deeper though

                     with Casey, isn’t it?

Gabby Dawson: What do you mean?

Peter Mills: You think he’d be riding me this hard if I wasn’t with the

                     girl that he likes?

Gabby Dawson: [nervous chuckle] You-you don’t know what you’re

                            talking about, Pete. You messed up. Casey rapped

                            your knuckles for it. You know how many times

                            Otis had to mop this house top to bottom when

                            he was a candidate?

Peter Mills: Uh-huh.

Gabby Dawson: Uh-huh.

                                                cutscene

                                    [footsteps approaching]

Leslie Shay: Cindy.

Cindy Herrmann: Hi, Leslie.

Leslie Shay: How are you feeling?

Cindy Herrmann: Fat.

                                              [laughter]

Cindy Herrmann: Uh, Christopher left his set of car keys here. I just

                              need to grab them.

Leslie Shay: Okay. Did he, uh, call you yet to brag about how many

                      innocent birds he’s killed?

Cindy Herrmann: Uh, No, they’re… they’re deep in the woods up

                              there, so I don’t expect to hear from him.

Leslie Shay: Mm, well, I’m sure we’ll all get an earful once he’s

                      back.

Cindy Herrmann: [panting]

Leslie Shay: You okay?

Cindy Herrmann: Oh, yeah. Yeah, I just got real winded walking in

                              here. That’s what I get for gaining 25 pounds in

                              the first two trimesters.

Leslie Shay: When did the, uh, shortness of breath start?

Cindy Herrmann: Oh, I guess it got tricky about an hour ago. I-I

                              should sit…

Leslie Shay: Mmhmm.

Cindy Herrmann: A few minutes, maybe.

Leslie Shay: Yep. All right, well, just to be safe, I’m gonna just go

                      ahead and take your vitals, okay?

Cindy Herrmann: Oh, it’s probably nothing.

Leslie Shay: Yeah.

Cindy Herrmann: E-Everything look okay?

Leslie Shay: Yeah, yeah, everything’s all right. I just wanna get you

                      to Lakeshore and have a few things checked out,

                      okay?

Cindy Herrmann: Okay.

Leslie Shay: So just stay here. Take nice, easy breaths, and um, I’m

                      gonna go tell Chief Boden, okay?

Cindy Herrmann: Okay.

Leslie Shay: Okay.

                      Chief, Cindy’s oxygen levels are way too low. It could

                       be a P.E. We need to get her to Lakeshore now.

Chief Boden: Go. Go!

                                        [siren blaring]

Leslie Shay: All right, Cindy, nice, easy breaths.

                      In and out, you just relax.

                      Dawson, she’s lost consciousness. Call ahead to

                      Lakeshore, give ‘em the report. I gotta tube her.

Gabby Dawson: You need my help?

Leslie Shay: No, just get us there as fast as possible.

                     Give me the intubation kit.

Gabby Dawson: Lakeshore this is Ambo 61…

Leslie Shay: Tara!

Gabby Dawson: Be advised we are on route with a pregnant

                            female.

Leslie Shay: Come on.

                      Hurry up.

                      Hand me the 7 ½.

                       Ambu bag.

                      Come on, Cindy.

                      38 year-old female, 26 weeks gestation. She went

                      unresponsive, stopped breathing and I had to intubate.

Gabby Dawson: She’s a friend, the wife of one of our guys.

Doctor: Sounds like a P.E. Let’s push tPA. and tell the CT scanner

              we’re coming.

Nurse: Right away.

Doctor: We’ve got her.

Leslie Shay: She shouldn’t be here alone.

Gabby Dawson: You should go with her.

Leslie Shay: You sure?

Gabby Dawson: 100%.

Leslie Shay: Thanks.

                                               cutscene

Leslie Shay: Hey, how is she?

Doctor: The clot travelled to her lungs. We did a thrombectomy and

              fished it out.

Leslie Shay: And how’s the baby?

Doctor: The baby’s fine. We’re starting her on blood thinners so

               she’ll be on bed rest for the remainder of the pregnancy.

               But other than that, she’s fine.

Leslie Shay: Okay.

Doctor: You can go in and see her.

Leslie Shay: Thank you.

                      Hey, girl.

Cindy Herrmann: Get over here.

Leslie Shay: [exhales] I’m so glad you’re okay.

Cindy Herrmann: Thank you, Leslie.

Leslie Shay: Of course.

                                              cutscene

                                        [knocks at door]

Gabby Dawson: You and Mouch get a hold of Herrmann?

Chief Boden: Yeah, uh, park rangers tracked him down. He’s on his

                        way home now. Great news about Cindy. Thanks to

                        Shay.

Gabby Dawson: Uh, oh. What’d I do now?

Man 2 (Chief Hatcher): Morning, Dawson.

Gabby Dawson: Hey, Chief Hatcher.

Man 2 (Chief Hatcher): I came by to see how Tara Little’s doing on

                                       the rig.

Gabby Dawson: Uh… yeah, she’s a nice girl. Putting in a real effort.

Man 2 (Chief Hatcher): Dawson, one thing I know I can rely on with

                                        you is a straight story. And that’s what I’m

                                        looking for here now.

Gabby Dawson: She’s not cut out for a busy house, Chief. She’s

                            game, has a positive attitude, but she doesn’t

                            have the stomach for it.

Man 2 (Chief Hatcher): Sound like city work’s not for her. Maybe

                                       the suburbs. Thanks, Dawson.

Gabby Dawson: No problem.

Man 2 (Chief Hatcher): Been nice… not seeing any violations with

                                        your name lately. Keep it up.

                                             cutscene

Matt Casey: I love how solid all this old construction stuff is.

                      Houses were built to last [grunts]

Gabby Dawson: Cool, let me check it out.

Matt Casey: It’s pretty heavy.

Gabby Dawson: I’m sorry, are you saying I can’t manage?

Matt Casey: Mm, look at that game face.

Gabby Dawson: Give it to me.

Matt Casey: All right.

Gabby Dawson: I got it. It’s fine. It’s not that bad.

Matt Casey: Yeah, you look like you got it.

Gabby Dawson: Okay. No, it’s… take it.

Matt Casey: Yeah? Sure?

Gabby Dawson: Take it. Ta… take it.

                                             [laughter]

Matt Casey: Doors.

                      [claps]

Gabby Dawson: Oh, Casey.

Matt Casey: Ooh.

Gabby Dawson: This is it.

Matt Casey: Yeah, we can strip it down, stain it a dark mahogany

                      or something.

Gabby Dawson: Yeah. It’s perfect. If my mom sees this hanging up

                             at Molly’s, she is gonna go nuts.

                                             [phone rings]

Gabby Dawson: Let me get this.

                            Hey.

Peter Mills: Hey there. Uh, look, I’m gonna have to blow off dinner

                    tonight. Yeah, they’re letting me jump into this vertical

                    rescue class, and I just can’t.

Gabby Dawson: Oh yeah, no worries. Um, we can-we can do it

                            tomorrow night.

Peter Mills: Okay. Where you at?

Gabby Dawson: Um, I’m looking at doors for the bar.

Peter Mills: By yourself? You wanna wait until tomorrow? I can help.

Gabby Dawson: Um, no, I’m good. Thanks. Talk to you later.

Peter Mills: Okay.

                                             cutscene

                                      [knocks on door]

Tara Little: I always hold up my end of the bet.

Kelly Severide: Ah…

Tara Little: [giggles]

Kelly Severide: …Very honourable of you.

Tara Little: Am I interrupting something?

Kelly Severide: Uh, not really. Um… come on in.

                                            [laughter]

Tara Little: Okay.

                                         [door closes]

Tara Little: It was kind of a rough time when I started my EMT

                   certification. My family thought I was crazy shifting gears

                   from design.

Kelly Severide: Do they support you now?

Tara Little: Not really. But they will as soon as I show them I can

                   hack it. I could tell that you didn’t really remember

                   Jennifer. That bartender I asked you about.

Kelly Severide: No, I do, the-the blonde.

Tara Little: Black hair. Black.

Kelly Severide: Oh.

Tara Little: Nice try.

Kelly Severide: [laughs]

Tara Little: She remembered you [clears throat]

                   When I told her I was gonna be working at 51, she

                   warned me about you. She said that you were just my

                   type. That I’d have a hard time staying away.

Kelly Severide: Really?

Tara Little: She’s a smart girl, that Jen.

                               [door opens and slams shut]

Leslie Shay: What the hell, Kelly?

Kelly Severide: What’s wrong?

Leslie Shay: What’s wrong? I called you, like ten times!

Kelly Severide: I-I must have left my phone at the gym.

Leslie Shay: I told you to be on alert. I’m in the window.

Kelly Severide: I…

Leslie Shay: Now the clinic’s closed!

                     Unbelievable. Unbelievable!

Kelly Severide: Hey, I’m so… look, hey! Listen Shay, I’m sorry,

                          okay? We can do to the clinic tomorrow morning.

                          That’s still in the window, isn’t it?

Leslie Shay: No! There’s no way to be sure about that.

Kelly Severide: I gotta ask, is this-is this you talking or is this the…

Leslie Shay: Don’t blame this on the hormones! You can’t even

                      bother to look at your phone? You can’t even think to

                      look at it?

Kelly Severide: I didn’t have it!

Leslie Shay: A baby isn’t an afterthought, Kelly.

Kelly Severide: I know that.

Leslie Shay: Do you?

                      So I release you of the obligation.

                                          cutscene

Peter Mills: Okay, save some for the lady.

Otis Zvonecek: Why? She tanked Tara.

                           You tanked the single attractive EMT.

Gabby Dawson: I didn’t tank her, Otis.

Otis Zvonecek: Yeah.

Gabby Dawson: I just said that she wasn’t cut out for the streets of

                            Chicago, okay? They’ll probably move her to

                            Mayberry or something.

Otis Zvonecek: Wrong. Her probationary status was revoked,

                           Dawson.

Matt Casey: Hey, did you show Otis?

Gabby Dawson: Uh… no not yet.

Otis Zvonecek: Show me what?

Matt Casey: The new door for the bar.

Otis Zvonecek: Oh, Dawson, I was happy with the one we had.

Matt Casey: Don’t worry about it. I know the guy who runs the

                     place. Dawson has expensive taste, granted but I

                     managed to talk him down.

                                       [alarm buzzes & blares]

(Over PA): Engine 51, Truck 81, Squad 3, Ambulance 61. House fire,

                 4800 block, West Thomas.

Joe Cruz: Oh look guys, Mills is gonna ride with us.

                                         [siren blaring]

                                  [indistinct radio chatter]

                                        [car door shuts]

Chief Boden: Severide, get that gate down.

Kelly Severide: Hadley, grab the K12.

Kevin Hadley: Got it.

Matt Casey: Windows are all covered up, Chief. Can’t get a look 

                      inside.

                                          [k12 whirring]

Chief Boden: Not seeing a lot of signs of occupancy here.

                                             [grinding]

Kelly Severide: Smell a little skunky to you?

Matt Casey: Yup.

Matt Casey: (into radio) Patched into the city service just below the

                      weather head.

                      (over radio) They’re stealing electricity. Looks like…

                      (into radio) …we’ve got a marijuana grow house, Chief.

Chief Boden: (into radio) Give me a small primary...

                       (over radio) …search team. And be careful in there.

Matt Casey: (over radio) Power’s disconnected.

Kelly Severide: Bring Mills in. Teach him how to breach a grow

                           house.

Matt Casey: Mind if I run my own company?

                                         [door breaks open]

Kelly Severide: All right, Mills, pay attention.  

                          Wow.

                          Watch out for booby traps. Don’t get tangled up in

                          wires or duct work, and keep an eye out for

                          chemicals or fuel.  

Peter Mills: Copy that, Lieutenant!

Matt Casey: Fire department, call out!

Kelly Severide: Anybody here?

                          Capp, pick him up.

Harold Capp: You got it!

                                     [glass shattering]

Kelly Severide: Pass him to me.

Harold Capp: All right [grunts]

Kelly Severide: Watch the glass. Unh.

                                    [electricity crackles]

Harold Capp: [grunts & groans]

Peter Mills: What was that? Sounded like electricity.

Gabby Dawson: Get him on the gurney.

                            Okay, we got him.

Chief Boden: Where’s Capp?

Kelly Severide: Right behind me.

                                     [PASS alarm beeping]

Kelly Severide: Capp!

Chief Boden: Hey, hey, hey, hey!

Kelly Severide: Chief!

Chief Boden: Take it easy. We have already got two men inside.

                                      [PASS alarm beeping]

Chief Boden: (over radio) Casey…

                       (into radio)…you got eyes on Capp?

Matt Casey: (over radio) Not yet.

Peter Mills: Capp, call out!

Matt Casey: Capp, where are you?

                     (into radio) Chief, the electricity is still on.

Kelly Severide: Come on.

                          (into radio) We’re looking for a secondary line now.

                          Hang on.

Kevin Hadley: There. Right there.

Kelly Severide: Yeah.

                                      [PASS alarm beeping]

Peter Mills: Capp, call out!

Matt Casey: Capp?

Chief Boden: (into radio) Talk to me Casey.

Matt Casey: (into radio) He’s caught up in some wires. I can’t tell if

                      they’re energised.

                      Don’t touch him! Stay back

                                      [electricity crackles]

Kelly Severide: (over radio) Casey, the secondary line is cut.

                           (into radio) We’re still looking for other lines.

                                   [PASS alarm beeping]

Matt Casey: (into radio) Can’t wait.

                      Stand back, Mills.

Kelly Severide: (into radio) Hey Casey, do you hear me?

Chief Boden: Get in there! Help him!

Matt Casey: Can’t tell if he’s breathing.

Kevin Hadley: [grunts]

Gabby Dawson: Hey. How you feeling, Capp?

Harold Capp: Smells like a Phish concert out here.

                                            [laughter]

Gabby Dawson: We’ll take him in to get checked out.

Kelly Severide: Okay.

Gabby Dawson: Come on, get up.

Kelly Severide: I got him. I got him.

                                       [indistinct chatter]

Otis Zvonecek: Rescuing Rescue Squad. Nicely done, Mills.

Peter Mills: [scoffs]

                                       [indistinct chatter]

                                  [indistinct radio chatter]

Matt Casey: Not gonna miss your ride this time, huh?

                                         [door slams]

Peter Mills: Lieutenant… how come you never went for Squad?

Matt Casey: Mills… all the lives we save, the people we help… you

                      think they give a damn which company insignia we

                      wear?

Dispatcher: (over radio) Truck 81, are you available to assist in a

                     shooting incident?

Matt Casey: (into radio) Truck 81 responding.

                                          [pounds on door]

Matt Casey: We gotta go!

                                  [compartment door shuts]

                                               cutscene

                                          [sirens wailing]

                                   [indistinct radio chatter]

                                      [ambo door shuts]

Uniform Cop: No rush, ladies. He’s not going anywhere. Territorial

                        dispute. Couple of corner boys ran up and shot him.

                        Same old story.

Gabby Dawson: How do I know this guy?

                            Curtis. This is the guy who helped Antonio bust

                            Voight.

                                           [siren wailing]

                                          [horns blazing]

Gabby Dawson: Hey, we’re too late.

Matt Casey: Okay. How’s Capp?

Gabby Dawson: He’s good, he’s good. No electrical burns or

                            anything. They gave him an EKG.

                            Yeah, I know.

                                                  cutscene

                                                [drill whirrs]

Joe Cruz: So what does this mean?

Mouch: According to Boden, the D.A’s office remains committed to

              its case against Detective Voight. And after all, Curtis’s

              testimony wasn’t the only arrow in their quiver.

Gabby Dawson: Is that what you’re hearing, Casey?

Matt Casey: I thought we were here to celebrate.

Gabby Dawson: [chuckles]

Otis Zvonecek: Exactly! Come on, guys! It’s time for the inaugural

                           round of beers at Molly’s.

Leslie Shay: Hey, Casey.

Matt Casey: Hey, Shay.

Leslie Shay: Hey.

Gabby Dawson: Hey, how’s Cindy doing?

Leslie Shay: She’s good. Herrmann’s back, glued to her side, which

                      is driving her crazy.

Otis Zvonecek: All right, guys. Belly up. Come on.

                          Oh, wait, wait, wait.

                                             [cheering]

Gabby Dawson: Hey.

Otis Zvonecek: To Molly’s.

All: To Molly’s.

                                         [glass clinking]

Matt Casey: Ah.

Kelly Severide: Mm, it’s delicious, Otis. But are you gonna chill it

                          before opening?

Otis Zvonecek: God, I swear I plugged that in.

Matt Casey: Okay, who wants to see this door?

Gabby Dawson: Me.

Leslie Shay: Hey, can I talk to you?

Kelly Severide: Yeah, ab… Listen about…

Leslie Shay: Look, I’m so sorry.

Kelly Severide: About the other day, I messed up big time. I know

                          that.

Leslie Shay: It…

Kelly Severide: I’m sorry.

Leslie Shay: [scoffs] I’m sorry. I mean, it was the hormones. Or… I

                      think. I’m-I’m not sure, but look, I… I think I should

                      make other  arrangements, ‘cause it’s like our

                      friendship is one of the only really good things I have

                      going on in my life and I don’t wanna mess that up.

Kelly Severide: That’s the silliest thing I’ve-I’ve ever heard.

Leslie Shay: But Kelly…

Kelly Severide: You’re trying to give me an easy out, I get it. I do.

                           But I don’t need one, okay. We’re doing this.

                           Okay?

Leslie Shay: Okay.

Kelly Severide: Come here.

                                           [kissing sound]

Otis Zvonecek: I have to admit, it [chuckles] looks pretty damn

                           good.

Gabby Dawson: Right?

                            And, hey, can you… I need a picture.

Mouch: Okay.

Gabby Dawson: Come here.    

Matt Casey: All right.

Mouch: I hope this comes out okay. I don’t have my glasses.

Joe Cruz: Just give me this.

                 All right guys.

                                        [door unlatches]

Gabby Dawson: Oh.

Matt Casey: Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.

Gabby Dawson: Hey, hey.

Leslie Shay: Whoa. Whoa. Sorry

Joe Cruz: Come on, come on, come on. We’re trying to take this

                  picture.

Kelly Severide: Looks great.

Leslie Shay: Sorry, sorry.

Kelly Severide: All right, guys.

Joe Cruz: Ready?

                                        [camera clicks]

Joe Cruz: One more.

                                        [camera clicks]

Gabby Dawson: Hey, Pete. Hi. I thought you had classes all day.

Peter Mills: Oh I do. Just wanted to carve out a couple minutes to

                    come see this door. Looks great.

                                        [kissing sound]

                                       [phone buzzing]

Kelly Severide: Uh, I gotta go to the firehouse.

Leslie Shay: What for?

Kelly Severide: I don’t know. See you guys.

All: See ya.

       Later, man.

                                              cutscene

Kelly Severide: Hey Tara.

                          Okay.

                                       [knocks on door]

Kelly Severide: Chief?

Chief Boden: Come on in, Kelly. Take a seat.

                                      [door closes]

Chief Boden: Lieutenant Severide. A subordinate has accused you

                        of luring her to your apartment… and trying to force

                        yourself upon her.

Kelly Severide: What?

Chief Boden: She hasn’t pressed criminal charges as yet and we

                       are trying to convince her to keep this an internal

                       matter.

Kelly Severide: Are you-are you-are you talking about Tara Little?

                          What did she say I did?

Chief Boden: You’re gonna wanna talk to your union rep. See about

                        getting a lawyer.

                                              cutscene

Gabby Dawson: I really appreciate this, Casey. It means a lot.

Matt Casey: I know. That’s why I did it.

                      It seems like things are going pretty well with you and

                      Mills.

Gabby Dawson: Yeah. They are.

Matt Casey: He’s a lucky guy.

                                            [door opens]

Gabby Dawson: Uh, sorry, we’re closed.

Matt Casey: Hallie?

Hallie Thomas: Hey, Matt.

Matt Casey: What?

                     I thought you were in South America.

Hallie Thomas: I was. I just got back. The guys at the station said

                          you might be here.

                          Hey, Gabby. How are you?

Gabby Dawson: I’m good. I’m good. You look… you look great.

Hallie Thomas: Thanks.

Matt Casey: Uh… You wanna grab a coffee or something?

Hallie Thomas: I’d love that.

Matt Casey: All right.

                                                 - end -

Definitions:

C-spine – The cervical spine (neck region) is the most superior position of the vertebral column, lying between the cranium and the thoracic vertebrae. It consists of seven bones (C1-C7 vertebrae)

Oxy/acetylene torch – Widely used for welding purposes

Exothermic torch – Used in cutting. An exothermic torch works by feeding oxygen through an exothermic carbon steel cutting rod that is charged by the 12-volt battery. The exothermic torch has the ability to cut through mild steel that is three inches thick and makes quick works of re-bar, coated steel, bridge decking, concrete lined pipes and highway guard rails. It will burn through common metals even when they are covered in mud, dirt or rusted out

P.E. – A pulmonary embolism is a sudden blockage in the lung artery. It usually happens when a blood clot breaks loose and travels through the bloodstream to the lungs

7 ½ - Size of tube for intubation. A 7 – 7 ½ endotracheal tube (ETT) is generally appropriate for an average woman and 7 ½ - 8 ETT for an average man

tPA – Tissue plasminogen activator (tPA) is the only FDA approved treatment for ischemic or thrombotic stroke, which is stroke caused by a blood clot interrupting blood flow to a region of the brain. It has also been used in treatment for pulmonary embolism and myocardial infraction. tPA is a blood thinner

Thrombectomy – Removal of a thrombus (blood clot) under image guidance

Phish concert – American rock band

EKG – Electrocardiogram (ECG or EKG) records the electrical signal from your heart to check for different heart conditions. Electrodes are placed on your chest to record your heart’s electrical signals, which cause your heart to beat

[avassharpe]

I have seen a post that I don’t agree with and I want to get my feelings out.

Yes nicoles life is in danger. Yes she’s a lesbian. No, this is not a “bury your gays” situation in the slightest. Sci fi shows c o n s t a n t l y put their characters in life or death situations. It’s sort of par for the course in this genre.

On earth there’s 2 people left to work through the issue and get Waverly, Doc, and Wynonna back from the garden. Both gay! (As is, you know, everyone on this show — what’s a straight person? They don’t exist in purgatory.) That being said of course someone is gonna be in danger. It raises the stakes and gets people to actually take action. If Nicole isn’t in danger waverly doesn’t realize just how dire the situation with the Clantons is!

Im in no way saying this is the most original way to tell a story but like what other choice does a writer have? It’s not tropey in a “dangerous” way like bury your gays is because of the reason behind it. Other gay characters die for shock value (Leslie shay, lexa, etc) this isn’t shock value. It’s STORY TELLING. Nicole is infected with something that’s ripping up her insides and there’s 3 ways to fix it. And spoiler alert: she ain’t dying. She may die for a few seconds to break the curse or break the binding deal she made whatever. But this is 1000% not bury your gays, not disrespectful story telling, not disrespectful to lesbians etc. It’s genre tv being exactly that!

[anotheronechicagobog]

Wow Part 2/Final Leslie Shay x reader

written by @anotheronechicagobog​

warnings: swearing, implied smut, mentions of homophobia

It had been a few days since the kiss and things were incredibly awkward. Kelly knew, and at first, he seemed really happy that it happened, then annoyed because it became apparent that neither you nor Leslie, were going to do anything about it. His frustrations were growing and it came to the point where he went around begging and doing favours for others in the firehouse to get them to help him get you two together.

“Kelly, are you sure this is a good idea? Won’t Y/N and Shay be mad?”

“Oh definitely.”

“Then why are we doing this?”

“C’mon Otis, don’t you want Y/N to be happy? Aren’t you tired of seeing them stare longingly at each other?”

“If I get punched I’m blaming you.”

“Fair enough.”

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Their plan was... Bad. Achingly, obviously bad. But neither of them were all that adept with setting people up, they could have involved Sylvie, but it would require the energy of 10,000 people to deal with her romantic optimism. So instead, they set the two of you up on a blind date with each other.

The two of you were enjoying yourselves when three frats decided to have a fart contest all from different spots in the restaurant. And when you two tried to leave you couldn’t because there were a bunch of drunk dambasses blocking your exit. You would’ve smelt more pleasant if you’d been sprayed by a skunk.

Then they tried putting a onesie on your son that said ‘will you date my mommy?’ and handing him to Leslie, but he spit up all over the front before the handoff. And they were stuck cleaning him up.

As a last-ditch attempt to get the two of you together they convinced Leslie to take you to her brother’s wedding as her guest... Which ended up being kind of a disaster because the bride never showed up, they couldn’t drink yet, and Leslie’s family barring her parent and brother who were otherwise occupied were all judgemental assholes with a few homophobes in the mix.

The two men spent the next three months brainstorming the perfect way to get you two together. They watched romcoms to gather ideas and prepare. Romcoms!

It wasn’t until you two sat them both down for a serious conversation that they realized something was different. They couldn’t put their fingers on it until you placed your intertwined hands on the table. “We have been dating for the past six months.”

“Wait, what?”

“But we’ve been trying to get you together for five months!”

“We know. And that’s why we’re telling you earlier than we were planning to.”

“All of your ideas have been awful and we know you’re planning something big and we just don’t want to have to deal with whatever travesty you’ve planned.”

“Oh come on, our attempts weren’t that bad.”

“First you sent us to a mediocre pizza place a block away from three different frat houses, then you trusted a newborn to deliver the message for you, seriously I have no idea how you guys were expecting that one to go, and then you sent us to my brother’s wedding where we first of all couldn’t drink yet because we’re both still breastfeeding but were surrounded by all of my homophobic relatives.”

“Seriously guys, we appreciate the thought and effort, but please, stop now. We’re happy, everything’s going well. We don’t want to have to deal with another Hallmark movie directed you guys.”

“Okay, fair enough.”

“Yeah, they were pretty bad... Sorry. I am happy that you’re together though.”

“Who else have you guys told?”

“Only the two of you so far.”

“I feel honoured, how did you two get together by the way?”

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FOUR YEARS LATER AT YOUR AND LESLIE’S WEDDING

“... And that’s how we found out that our two favourite ladies sat down and talked to each other two days after their first kiss because Kelly and I both asked them to.” Everyone was practically rolling on their seats with laughter. You and your new wife included. Although it was hard to forget that you were an unwilling judge to a farting contest, the story still managed to get a chuckle out of you. You looked at your completely gorgeous wife in her white form-fitting pantsuit, in awe of how happy she and your children made you. The big ballroom lavish wedding wasn’t really her thing, but it was yours, and she just wanted you to enjoy and remember today. “... Really though, I have not seen Y/N smile as much as she has with Leslie... Ever, actually. So, to the happy couple, I wish a long and joyful life together. Cheers.” You and Leslie clink your glasses together, ending with a kiss and Leslie whispering your ear “I can’t wait to rip that garment off of you tonight.”

“Hey Shay, you’re a bit close to the mic there!” Rounds of laughter peeled their way out of every guest who’d just heard and understood Leslie’s filthy promise to you. “Oh shut up Severide! Just come up and do your speech so we can dance already!”

“Haha, alright, guess we better speed the reception along for you huh?” More laughter from you and everyone in the room. “Okay, so I’ve known Leslie for a long time and I have learned that she has a pretty expressive face. Before Y/N and the kids came along she was only ever temporarily happy. But now, all she does is smile and laugh, and she just looks like she feels complete. I love you guys both so much and I wish you nothing but the absolute best. Cheers!”

“Cheers!”

You spent the night dancing with Leslie, your wife (!), and your two wonderful children. Katherin and Thaddius. At the end of the night, after Leslie had made true on her public promise, you double-checked that everything was packed before delicately placing both four year olds in the car, and heading to the airport. More than ready to spend the next two weeks at Disney World with the three people you love most in the world.

[ariatate]

“I really dont know what I would have done if anything happened to you” “I felt the exact same way”

[theodoredimas]

18, 25, 46 🤓

Top 5 characters I most relate to

Chandler Bing, Lucy Knight (RIP 😭), Leslie Shay (RIP 😭😭😭), Jess Mariano, and Eliot Spencer

Top 5 ships

Bellarke, Karamel, Literati, Bawson, and Adrienette

Top 5 superhero TV shows/movies

Smallville, Krypton (😭😭😭😭😭😭), Agents of Shield, Captain America: The Winter Soldier, and Daredevil

ask me my top 5

[updateplss]

the biggest hobby is my house is to watch law and order svu whenever it's on tv. so i think i've never actually watched a full entire season in order? but yeah watching random episodes, commenting on actors etc

one of these weeks i decided to wiki search kat bc i never watched her last episode or knew how she left. and well i found out she's the SECOND main lgbt character in svu..... in 21 seasons........ and the FOURTH in law and order in general....... like it never really striked me how much dick wolf HATE gays (and kills them. rip leslie shay love of my life. i blame him)

(and i read she didn't even wanna leave the show. they fired her and she even made a comment abt the show being "less colorful" lmao)

[hellosimplylizzie]

Karaoke night at Molly’s. ~Chicago Fire ♡

{OC x Leslie [deceased] & Kelly}

Trigger warning ~ losing a loved one

“Just admit it! You’re not over her...” Kelly’s voice replaying in my head from a fight we had at work the other night, as I stood in front of everyone at Molly’s, 5 drinks in and ready for my karaoke performance. Otis stood behind the bar, laptop and projector ready in hand. The music started and the words appeared on screen. It was now or never. I had to do this and prove to him that I am in this with him, I just needed him to be a little more understanding... The first word in the song became highlighted on the screen. That was my cue.

Took you like a shot / Thought that I could chase you with a cold evening

Let a couple years water down how I’m feeling / About you

And every time we talk  / Every single word builds up to this moment

And I gotta convince myself I don’t want it / Even though I do (Even though I do)

I took a deep breath and saw Kelly in the audience, standing by the other guys on squad, giving me his undivided attention, a beer in his hand as I watched his smile from laughing with the guys, fade into subtle astonishment. I wanted it to feel as if I was singing to and about him. If I could successfully get my feelings across, then maybe, just maybe he could understand why I’m doing this. 

We never got it right / Playing and replaying old conversations

Overthinking every word and I hate it / ‘Cause it’s not me (’Cause it’s not me)

And what’s the point in hiding it? / Everybody knows we got unfinished business

And I’ll regret it if I don’t say / This isn’t what it could be (Isn’t what it could be)

Kelly was smiling softly before he took a swig of his drink. The ,“Back to You” by Selena Gomez, lyrics on the screen vanished and a slideshow of photos presenting Leslie appeared. Kelly nearly choked on his beer once he saw them. I couldn’t think of a better way of showing him what I have been feeling since Leslie’s passing other than by showing him photos of us, together, before it was tragically ripped out from under us both. Kelly stood still, his demeanor quickly becoming solemn.

I wanna hold you when I’m not supposed to / When I’m lying close to someone else

You’re stuck in my head and I can’t get you out of it / If I could do it all again

I know I’d go back to you / I know I’d go back to you

What was there wasn’t sure / But I’d go back to you

I know I’d go back to you...

I turned around, back facing the audience, admiring the pictures full of memories I had with Leslie. Tears filling my eyes as I mentally prepared myself for the next song I had planned to sing, hoping Kelly would stay to hear it. If he attempts to leave, hopefully Hermann would do his part in getting him to stick around. I took a deep breath as the song faded out and “Like To Be You” by Shawn Mendes started playing. The collage on the screen switched over to photos of Kelly and I.

But don’t cry, or do whatever makes you feel / Comfortable

I’m tired, too / There’s nothin’ left to say, let’s call a truce

‘Cause I don’t really wanna go to bed like this / I’m so sorry

We’re still stuck in the middle / I’m so sorry

‘Cause in the moment I-

I sang my heart out, tears sliding down my cheeks as I looked to Kelly in the audience, who stuck around, willingly, to hear me out.

I don’t know what it’s like to be you / I don’t know what it’s like but I’m dying to

If I could put myself in your shoes / Then I know what it’s like to be you

Can I kiss you or not? / ‘Cause I’m not really sure right now of what you want

Are you still mad at me? I’m hopin’ not / ‘Cause maybe we could go to the movies

I know that always cheers us up, hey / Tell me what’s inside of your head

No matter what you say I won’t love you less / And I’d be lying if I said that I do

I continued to sing, turning back around to face the screen once more, taking in the pictures of me and Kelly that I cherished with all my heart, building myself up for the next verse. Memories flooding back of how close we became after Leslie’s death and how we both had each other’s backs after it. Even became a couple, despite the fact I had history with his best friend.

I get worried / I might lose you a little

Every time we / Every time we argue and get caught up in the 

moment

I don’t know what it’s like to be you

I don’t know what it’s like to be you but I’m dying to...

After the music cut off, I dropped my hands to my sides, feeling emotionally drained but trying best to pull myself together. Everyone in Molly’s gave a comforting and supportive round of applause before the crowd dispersed, generously giving Kelly and I a moment to talk and attempt to work things out.

“What are you thinking?” I asked him, after skipping off the tiny platform they set up for the karaoke performers, approaching him anxiously.

“First off, I think you have an amazing voice.” Kelly smirked, making me blush, before grabbing my hand and guided me over to the edge of the bar. He sat down on a stool, wrapped an arm around my waist and pulled me in close, letting me rest up against his leg. “Second, I know these past few months have been hard, for the both of us. And we’re coping differently... I understand you loved Shay and obviously still do, and I shouldn’t hold that against you. If it weren’t for what happened, there’s no doubt in my mind that you two would still be together. But shit happens and life keeps going and I know Leslie would want us to to keep living our lives and find happiness in this tragic world. And I for one, can say I’ve never been happier with anyone other than you, and I’m willing to work on us, and be there for you, if this is 100 percent what you want...”

Shedding a few happy-tears, I wrapped my arms around his neck. “Of course, Kelly... 100 percent. I love you.” I hugged him, taking in his very much needed and missed, warm embrace.

“Forever.” He smiled, into my neck.

I let go, and gently cupped his cheeks as I said, “& don’t forget Always”, the term me, Leslie and Kelly held on to so dearly in our hearts, before he leaned in and I kissed him back passionately.

[stellakiddd]

Watching Matt and Hallie be cute in the same episode that they break up is just cruel

Matt Casey is such a great spin on male characters. Like all he wants in life is to start a family, that's literally all he wants.

Ernie was such a sweet kid and you can obviously see that he is going through some things and I loved that Boden was trying to help him.

Kelly's dependency on painkillers for his arm has come back to bite him in the ass with that drug test. I can't even blame Shay for being pissed at him, like he is acting recklessly and if she hadn't bailed him out, only god knows how that would have went.

Cruz Storyline Time ➡️ This arc really put Cruz through the ringer but it also really showed off Joe Miñoso's acting chops.

"Jenkins, the piss guy" Mouch 😂 I'M DEAD

This is second time I've seen Shiri Appleby portray a character who reconnects with her lesbian ex - lover while she is pregnant and honestly, I prefer Code Black's version (eventhough she died) because we all know how this ended

Mills dealing with his first horrific call and I really feel it for him. To be looking for a victim and find them like that, I would break down too.

Matt being a good lieutenant and keeping an eye on Mills. Also, he was so playful in the first season, I want more goofy Matt.

No, Kelly, you are NOT fine

Matt visiting his dad's grave and running into his sister and niece who he hasn't seen in years. Welp, rip my heart why don't you 😔

"The Canadians. Guess where they're from?"

"Canada" Mouch, pleassseeee😂😂😂😂

Leslie Shay, I will be proposing 😍

I understand why Clarice's husband is upset but don't come for Shay over it. Poor girl is just caught in the middle of a sticky situation.

Damn, Mills' mother suggesting for him to quit every chance she gets

Why do I feel like Kelly is becoming an addict? I don't like this

This is why we don't allow Otis to cook

Men in chains, necklaces or rings, that is my vibe so Kelly is working for me 🥵

Oh god, Boden knows about Kelly's arm. This is not gonna end well

Shay being Dawson's commom sense, yup, it's true. Unfortunately, it didn't help 😔

Nobody wants to be in the room when Boden is upset

I feel like Boden was tougher in season 1 than in all the other seasons

Clarice, girl, you pissing me right off

Otis making a fool of Mouch...wow...just...wow

U hope this mom gets the help she needs. I mean, first, her daughter and now, herself.

Poor Mouch

The Canadians getting their revenge on Otis, iktr

Now if Anna is no longer supplying Kelly with painkillers, where the heck did he get them from????? Updated: just found he paid her for them, that is not a good look, Kelly

Now, Kelly really gonna sleep with Corrine, this man, istg 🙄 but at least, he asked Shay if it was okay first, I can give him that at least

It was a great idea to show Mills the victims that they were able to save and how they went on to live great, successful lives

I'm currently rewatching Chicago Fire from season one so I'm just going to leave any comment or opinions I have here.

Watching season 1 while also watching season 9, it is so amazing how everyone, especially Matt and Kelly, have grown and look so much different.

Also, s1 Kelly Severide was hot as hell. I mean pls 😩🥵🥵. Couple that with pretty boy Matt and I'm just simping for these two white men.

I'm in my feelings about Leslie Shay, god I miss her so much 😭😭😭

I don't know what the general consenus on Matt and Hallie was but I think they're cute together.

I wasn't aware that Boden has a tattoo.

In the second episode of s1, Kelly was with an old man during his final moments and the man asked Kelly if he was married and when he answered no, the man said don't wait too long and I immediately said "well, I don't think that 9 years is too long" and now I'm crying over Stellaride

Also, Kelly allowed the man to video a dying message to his wife on his phone and when he told his wife that she was his puzzle piece, my mind immediately flashed to Brettsey and now I'm crying over them too

[jomiddlemarch]

Raising the next generation of geeks

Our dinner time conversation was essentially everyone’s head canon of a Parks and Rec crossover with the Amazing Race. Yeah, there were the obvious pairs like Ben and Leslie (Leslie will somehow have a binder for every leg) and Tom and Jean-Ralphio, but Tom leaves early due to a minor injury (”my fingy!”) and Craig subs in for him, but we went deep, people. We got Barney Varmn and Sewage Joe, first ones out are the Animal Control guys (RIP, Harris Wittels), Shana Malwae-Tweep and Lindsay Carlisle-Shay. Andy tries to ask Phil for more marshmallows *and* toothpicks when he eats them all instead of building a castle and April just drives them to the Casbah during a leg and refuses to come back. The winners are Ron and Chris, which was so obviously the book-makers refused to make odds. The conversation at the table was so lively, the kiddos were literally shouting over each other and then we went to go re-watch Bus Trip for the third time.