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merakiui · 1 year ago
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step-brother riddle with a camgirl step-sister……. (and also the two of you hate each other! :) this is a crucial detail.)
you often stream when your parents and riddle are out of the house. sometimes riddle’s gone off to the library to study or he’s meeting up with trey and che’nya while your parents go out to a social gathering. the times in which you have the house to yourself are few and far between, as mama rosehearts hardly lets you do anything unless you give her specific details of where you intend to go and how long you’ll be there and what you’ll be doing. so when you are afforded alone time, you dedicate it to hours-long streams.
for the time being, you’ve made a decent amount of money posting lewd photos to your account, but it’s the streams that bring in the most money. your viewers are from all over. from the guy (floyd) who pays absurd amounts of donations and says the most vulgar things in your chat, starting fights when anyone says something he disagrees with, to the guy who types in all lowercase and gamer lingo (idia), you have your fair share of regulars, all of whom tune in for your rare streams.
no one’s found out about your secret side hobby yet. no one…except riddle. he comes home early from his outing with trey and che’nya, always determined to be back before his mother returns home so that it can appear as if he merely went to the library, studied, and returned home in time for dinner. and normally you’re able to plan around riddle’s annoyingly perfect schedules. this time, however, you fail to remember he mentioned he’d be going out with friends rather than studying; and somehow you fail to hear the door opening and closing downstairs while you’re up in your room, riding a monster dildo (a gift from a very generous viewer) in front of your webcam.
you and riddle have never gotten along. even when your parents married, the two of you tried (and failed) to tolerate one another and it didn’t work. so now you avoid each other when you can, opting to be cordial for courtesy’s sake if you happen to cross paths at home. so when riddle goes up to your room to deliver some macarons trey insisted he take home for you (trey’s too nice, riddle thinks; if it were up to him you wouldn’t get any sweets. >:p), he expects you to be reading a magazine or painting your nails or talking on the phone…whatever girls like you do, he doesn’t know! what he doesn’t expect is to walk in on you cumming around a big, thick dildo while you’re dressed in such inappropriate attire!! and what’s worse is that you’re broadcasting it to strangers online! have you no shame?!
that day riddle learns his step-sister has a very…unique hobby. it’s also the day he starts looking at you from a new angle. :) and it’s also the day his nrc peers who watch you learn riddle has a cute step-sister. >:)
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writingescapades · 1 month ago
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Life with Rafayel
A/N: I've been thinking a lot about Rafayel. His personality, character, story, and the relationship he has with his previous incarnations and this word vomit came out.
Detached from the world. Spontaneous mini trips. Short drives to isolated spots where you both take long walks, often camping in the car itself in order to catch that sunrise and sunset. Huddling together with warm tea and quiet music playing as you both watch the landscape and have soft conversations. He loves taking photos of nature, but also candid moments were you both can just be silly because no one is watching.
Aimless walks together. Walks with no direction or time limit where you both can catch up and soak in nature. He loves winter walks where he can hear your voice and you enjoy the windy days where you find his hand holding onto yours. You’ll often find little spots that you claim as your secret rendezvous. Places where you can find one another when the world can’t.
A life of wonder and curiosity. The human world demands logic and labour, Rafayel understands that better than anyone. But he doesn’t want that world to find its way into your life and the life you both share. He wants you to retain that wonder for the world. To rekindle that affection it holds as your eyes become mesmerized once more with its beauty. He wants you to remember the joys you took in your interests and hobbies and to make time for them over materialistic consumption and shallow pastimes. Nights of playing games, throwing riddles at one another, painting together, learning a new hobby, reading, or just chatting the night away until you both pass out.
No expectations. Rafayel goes into the relationship with no expectations from you. He doesn’t want to place your relationship into a mold. You both experienced too many life times of that. In this new world, with this new opportunity, Rafayel prefers watching your relationship’s unregulated growth. Life is short and every decision comes with consequences. Knowing that, Rafayel still chooses unconventional paths, even if they don’t make sense to him, he knows he prefers the unknown unconventional to the conventional path his heart is rejecting.
Artistic temperament. Mood swings. Intensity. Passion. Listlessness. Weeks of focus followed by months of being lost in his own world. All humans are artistic, but most avoid displaying their true behaviours. But Rafayel is not ashamed of his personality. If you share his artistic temperament, he encourages you to be yourself around him. If you too get lost in your own world, he wants to dive in with you. He doesn’t ridicule or scoff when doubt enters your mind, or when you find yourself questioning your existence or purpose. Even if you don’t share his temperament, he encourages you to dig dip and discover yourself through art. A life with Rafayel is a life of depth and meaning.
Fun. Life with Rafayel is fun. He’s been alive for so long he’s learned how to keep the magic of life alive. Life never falls into a set pattern or rhythm with him. It will never become humdrum and boring. He is someone you can fully trust, but never fully understand. He’s always slipping in and out of your fingers. When we lose someone, we lose the language we built with them. The language was only understood between the two of you, and, above all, that is what we mourn the loss of most. This holds true to Rafayel. A language built over lifetimes filled with teasing, sass, sarcasm, riddles, stories, and questions, all make Rafayel into a familiar enigma.
Emotionally reliable. Lemurians can see more colours than humans, who is to say they can’t experience or express more emotions? Can’t articulate your emotions well? Grew up being told to shove them down? Accustomed to wearing a mask and putting up a wall? Rafayel knows the feeling all too well. He knows how cruel the world can be, as a god and as a fish out of water. He’s best friends with the agony of failure, the sharp bite of isolation and ache of loneliness. With Rafayel, you don’t need to speak for him to understand. Yes, he will confront you to pull out what you want to desperately hide, but he will never ridicule you or expect your negative emotions to just go away. He encourages you to bring them up to the surface and express them akin to how waves crash onto the shore, recede, then crash again.
Companionship. Holding hands, pecks, entwining arms and legs are salves to Rafayel. The distance a god must carry. The pedestal a famous artist must stand on, and the centuries of being alone have made Rafayel crave companionship. It doesn’t always have to be physical affection, but just having that proximity with someone. To come into a room and hear a voice. To wake up to someone placing a blanket on top of him after another all-nighter. To ask someone about their day and hear concerns on his health. To look behind him and see you sitting nearby doing your own thing. Rafayel knows how to cherish mere existence after going so long without it, but to see someone doing the same for him is new. After all, what god can grant their own wishes? What god is even allowed to wish?
A life with Rafayel is to die knowing you have lived
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lairofdragonagelore · 2 years ago
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Solas sharing Lore - Part 1
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This post is focused on what Solas says about the lore of the world of DA series. It's not about Solas as a character [although I would try to explore his nature as a way to understand the nature of the Elvhen and the spirits]. Since Solas is one of the living elvhen who knows the truth of what happened with the Evanuris and the Tevinter expansion after the fall of Arlathan, I consider his words one of the most valuable ones in the series. He does not lie, but omits what he doesn't want to speak about or adds technicalities that make his statements true yet misleading if we don’t pay attention to the context. Unlike Flemeth, he speaks with less riddles, so I considered worth listing all the knowledge he shared with the Inquisitor in order to have a reliable information of how “the world” of Thedas truly works.
The list of topics related to the lore shared by Solas is
Dreamers and their powers
The Elvhenan and the Dalish
The Demon/Spirit Nature
Solas’ Personal quest [deeply related to Spirit’s nature and his own]
Solas’ nature
The Fade and the Veil
Magic
The Orb
The Evanuris and worshipping
Organisations/Institutions/Empires
The Blight and the Grey Wardens
Maker
Miscellaneous Knowledge
Trespasser Revelations
Solas sharing Lore: Part 1 - Part 2
Dreamers and their powers
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Sommniari or Dreamers can sleep close to a ruin which has endured time, or battlefields that had been steeped in death, they attract spirits and it will help a dreamer to see the past of that place.
Solas claims to be able to walk “deep into the Fade” [which reminds me the codex  The Deepest Fade and Walking the Fade: Frozen Moments]. The deepest Fade is, potentially, the place where the Forbidden Ones were exiled. It’s not clear how much literally he means “deep into the Fade”.
It's important to set wards when entering the Fade through dreams [we saw this with Felassan in The Masked Empire]
Solas claims that seeing those pieces of the past make him thrill, even though I suspect it is for different reasons than mere enthusiasm, they were part of his living past, one he yearns deeply.
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I’m not so sure if I should catalogue this information as part of the dreamer’s power, but we know by all what Marethari said in Feynriel - Somniari and Fade, a dreamer can use the power of the Fade in a similar way as it’s described by rift mages.
We learnt in Solas’ personal quest that tea and blood magic interfere with the Dreamer’s ability of entering and walking in the Fade.
The Elvhen and the Dalish
During the first minutes of the game, Solas will share with us that he was attacked by Dalish when he tried to question the Keeper's knowledge of their gods and customs. This means that he tried to approach the People, these mortal elves that are so different to the Elvhenan, and tried to share his knowledge of the past, being rejected by them, and suffering what the game has subtly called the Dalish Pride. It’s quite an irony that the group that wants to treasure the old ways rejects the one who lived them in his bones.
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Solas insists that Dalish Tales are misheard stories that were repeated wrongly thousand of times. This line is the main reason why I do not trust Dalish Tales for any kind of analysis.  Solas assures us many times that, despite having some distant resemblance or detail to something that has happened in the past, they are mostly wrong.
He emphasise that the Dalish try to remember Halamshiral, not the Elvhenan time. Halamshiral was a time where the Dalish tried to recreate the Elvhenan empire, but they ended up accommodating and changing a lot of their own tales due to the influence of the Andrastian faith [as we see in Emerald Graves: Din'an Hanin].
The original [true] elven Empire was called Elvhenan, and Arlathan was its greatest city. He does not say what potential main god may have been central in it [we learnt that elvhenan cities seem to have a Temple in honour of one of the Evanuris around which the city develops,  The Temple of Mythal].
Arlathan was made of spires of crystal twining through the branches of trees and of palaces floating in the skies. Elves [he makes the subtle detail of calling them beings, maybe because these elves were more elven-spirit] were immortal and magic was natural in this world.  It may imply that, since magic was natural, all elvhenan had some degree of magical power.
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Solas: The Dalish remember fragments of fragments, but that is more than most.
Solas: It is a shame, Sera, that you were denied an elven life. Even one as patchwork as the Dalish interpretation.
The Dalish lifestyle, separated in clans, developed a cultural diversification of the Dalish. Some clans are more bandit-oriented, others are more mercantile, and others disappeared into the forest [this is probably an allusion to the Dalish living in Tirashan; which seem to be quite a curious clan according the tabletop corebook of DA]. This implies that the Dalish, the “holders of the ancient true knowledge”, have followed a path that inevitably causes diversification and inaccuracy in the lore they want to keep, and this is even worse if we think they lore is usually kept orally, a form of transmission of knowledge very fragile to loss and modifications over time.
He is convinced that Dalish only hold fragments of an already fragmented History. We later discover in the game that the Dalish have been embracing a lot of slavery icons thinking it was part of their cultural history, which ironically, it is. The “old ways” was a lot about slavery and power of the Evanuris and noble over the less powerful elvhen: The People.
If we have low approval and kill Abelas’ people, Solas angrily says that the Inquisitor has destroyed the few “true elves” that were left. So, Solas is totally convinced that City elves and Dalish are not true elves. We see this same attitude with Abelas when he meets the elven Inquisitor, and it’s also believed by Felassan in the The Masked Empire. The only ancient “elvhen” who sees the Dalish as The People is Flemeth/Mythal, who has been “changed”, according her own words, due to her death and the suffering of betrayal [check “The Fade - Flemeth: Part 2″].
With low approval, he claims that the only way he can save the “elves” is to bring down the Veil, bring the Fade into the Waking World, and reshape reality, which is, ironically, exactly what he plans to do.
In Din'an Hanin, when we interact with a statue of an Emerald Knights, Solas says
Solas: The Emerald Knights. They once patrolled the borders of the Dales, protecting the Elven people. The Dalish saw them as romantic heroes. The Chantry called them ruthless butchers. I suspect both sides have some element of truth.
This reinforces the idea that he knows that situations are greyer than what the groups tend to believe.Especially when it comes to Dalish.
The Demon/Spirit nature
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Solas is against the oversimplified explanations of spirits and demons made by the Chantry. The distinction he does between both is that demons are spirits that wish to join the living but the wish "went wrong".
In a world separated by the Veil, it's not possible coexistence between living creatures and spirits.  But in a world without Veil, this is possible. [In fact, we saw this coexistence in Vir Dirthara: Attentive Listeners]. My personal speculation about why he says this is probably because most spirits that cross the Veil get extremely confused with the unchangeable nature of the Waking World and some twist into demons as this world makes no sense for them and they try to adapt to it but fail, making impossible to execute their purpose. We see that only through shape they can adapt a bit: Justice took Kristoff’s body in the beginning, and Cole created his own body reflecting the original Cole.
The presence of the Veil makes difficult true understanding between living creatures and spirits.
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Solas has travelled and made lasting friendships with spirits of wisdom [who shared knowledge with him], and spirits of Purpose [helped him search].
These benevolent spirits don't seek the living world because they can't survive the exposure to the people. Wisdom and Purpose are easily twisted into Pride and Desire.
Solas explains that the reflective nature of the Fade makes the spirits try to reflect what the living creatures think they are. So spirits reflect all the time the intention that others want from them. In Solas’ personal quest we saw this clearly: If a person wants a fighter from a spirit of wisdom, the spirit reflects this expectation and ends up turning into a “demon” because it goes against its purpose of learning and teaching. Instead, if the person reinforces the wisdom, expecting from that spirit to teach them, the spirit becomes stronger in its own purpose and can exist more comfortable in this world. This is also confirmed by the Avvar, whose whole lifestyle is supported by their interaction with good spirits.
This lore makes the Chantry as the main cause of corruption of spirits through their teachings: they tend to teach that anything non-living is a demon, and a gentle spirit may end-up feeling the compulsion of becoming a demon just because the living are expecting that from it.  We can see how terribly wrong the Chantry is, and what a deep understanding of the spiritual world the “savage” Avvar have in contrast.
If one understands the nature of the spirit and reinforces their nature, the spirit remains as a friend.
Solas brings here an interesting philosophical discussion about the nature of a “person”, making us remember another we had with Owain, the Tranquil mage of the Circle of Magi in DAO. The reasoning is the following: spirits are bound to their nature and purpose and not their shape, as it happens with people, hence they are people too. It’s explicitly said that the nature of the spirits may change depending on its contact with people [this contact is what can make them demons or stronger in their own purpose]. This concept brings us a lot of potential explanations about Mythal’s cryptic lines about she being changed and different to the embodiment of motherhood she used to be when you, as an elf, asks Flemeth why Myhtal was silent to the prayers of the People [The Fade - Flemeth: Part 2]  . I think it’s clear that Mythal’s has twisted her role and nature after her death. In fact, she may have changed it even previous to that event, when she started to impart justice in the name of Elgar’nan [The Judgment of Mythal, then she ended up being a goddess of Revenge before her death: Arbor Wilds: Altar of Mythal,].
Solas says that anyone who can dream can make friends with these spirits if their natures are respected [this would explain why the Avvar mages seem to do so well with their willingly possessions, I really can’t stress enough how amazing and admirable are the Avvar in the way they see the world and treat their mages. Like… if the Chantry says that free mages always end up as Tevinter, they truly never saw the Avvar. They are probably the only humans who “got it right”.]
Solas defends the idea that spirits are people, despite not having a form as "we understand it". This brings to our mind several Ancient Elven codices from Vir Dirthara, where shape doesn't exist truly. One in particular is Vir Dirthara: Birds of Fancy where two spirits make love in the most amorphous way ever. So, it’s clear that in Elvhenan society, shape did not exist, and the personhood was given by the interactions with others and the personal purposes that each of them had. As an inference, we can assume that the basic sexuality in the Elvhenan society, if it existed, was pansexual since shape is always an ambiguous amorphous thing.
In Banter we have a reinforcement of all this information:
Cole: I didn't know there were spirits of wisdom. Solas: There are few. Spirits form as a reflection of this world and its passions. We will never lack for spirits of rage, or hunger, or desire. The world gives them plenty to mirror. The gentler spirits are far more rare. We can ill afford the loss of even one spirit of wisdom, or faith...Or compassion. Cole: I will try not to die. Solas: Do that, please.
Solas says that there are few spirits of wisdom because Thedas has little desire to learn and teach, instead, there are many spirits of rage, hunger, and desire, because that’s all what Thedas is filled with. The gentle spirits are rarer, specially, compassion, faith, and wisdom.
Solas: How go your attempts to ease the pain of those at Skyhold, Cole? Cole: I made the scullery maid stop crying and one of the boys in the stable is happier. Some of the servants are angry. My help makes work for them. Do you want me to stop? Solas: No. You exist to help others. You are kindness, compassion, caring. If you stop giving comfort, you would twist into something else, as you did before I suspect. Cole: Yes. I will not be that again. Solas: Good. Never forget your purpose. It is a noble one, even if this world does not understand
Here, we have a reinforcement of the vital importance of letting the spirits keep on their purpose, otherwise they twist into something else. Cole, however, is special. We know we can humanise him and in any case, he will evolve into something different but not demonic. I’m going to talk more about his case when talking about “Solas’ Nature”.
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This concept is reinforced again in Crestwood when we meet the spirit of Command.
Cassandra: Solas, I am sorry about your... friend. Solas: Thank you. Cassandra: I knew demons and spirits were similar, but I did not know one could become the other so easily. Solas: Not similar, Seeker. The same. The Chantry sees black and white, but nature is, and always has been, grey. A spirit is a purpose. A demon is that purpose perverted. Cassandra: That might be true with a spirit of compassion, but what is the purpose of a hunger demon? Solas: Survival. Satiation. The pleasure of taste, of feeding. True hunger, however, is much darker. Think of all those who starve in this world. Mankind has itself to blame for the existence of demons.
We learn in this banter many things: 
Seekers, and by extension Templars, had no idea that demons and spirits are the same but just a twist or corruption is what makes the difference. 
Solas reinforces, once again, the idea that spirits and demons are the same. 
Nature is grey, never black and white, no matter how much the Chantry wants it to be.
What Thedas produces is what the spirits reflect, and since Thedas is currently dominated by humans and their perception of the world, Mankind has a lot of blame in the existence of demons.
Cassandra: I had not considered how fighting in our world might affect the Fade. Is it always thus, Solas? Solas: It is worse this time, with the Breach pulling spirits through against their will... But, yes. Every war, no matter how just, leads to hunger and rage... and so come the demons. Cassandra: It is said that generals should avoid fighting in the same battlefield too many times... Solas: The deaths, the rage - all of it weakens the Veil. But nothing is ever said of the effect war has upon the world of spirits, what we might be doing to them. Every war has unintended victims. All too many go unnoticed.
Solas keeps reinforcing the idea that what happens in Thedas is reflected later in the Fade and in the spirits.
Dorian: Do you use spirits as servants, Solas? You'd have no trouble capturing them. Solas: No. They are intelligent, living creatures. Binding them against their will is reprehensible.
Here we can see how Solas sees spirits as people, and this comment is probably the reason why some frictions between Solas and Dorian can be seen later.
Blackwall: Do you have any advice for fighting demons, Solas? Solas: Survive the first thirty heartbeats, and you'll have already won. Blackwall: So I should try not to die? Helpful. Solas: I mean that demons are rarely intelligent enough to change their tactics. If you focus on defending yourself, you will see the full range of their abilities within the first thirty heartbeats. By then, you should be able to find a weakness and exploit it. Blackwall: Ahh, that is helpful! I will try to remember that. Solas: Also, try not to die.
Solas seems to claim that demons rarely change their tactics. Probably this is based on the most emotional demons, such as Rage or Hunger. I have my doubts when it comes to the Pride demons, who are considered the most powerful ones among the demons and the most cunning too .
Cole: Is there a way to save more spirits, Solas? Solas: Not until the Veil is healed. The rifts draw spirits through, and the shock makes demons of them. Cole: Pushing through makes you be yourself. You can hold onto the you.  Being pulled through means you don't have enough you. You become what batters you, bruises your being. Solas: Yes, exactly. Deliberately crossing the Veil requires that a spirit form will, personality. That concept of self gives a spirit the chance to maintain its nature. Wrenched into this world unwillingly by the rifts, spirits suffer the same fate as my friend. Cole: Then we will help them.
This is something quite interesting lore-wise. It says that the only spirits that can pass through the Veil without being turned into demons through the shock are those who had developed personalities: the spirit has become complex, it can fulfil its purpose from different perspective and aspects, therefore it becomes stronger in their own purpose. I suspect the elvhen were in this level. So far we know, Mythal embodied things such as Wisdom, Motherhood, Justice and Revenge. Solas is a combination of Pride, Wisdom, and Rebellion. Abelas was also a combination of things we don’t know because we don’t know his previous names, but apparently, he changed his name every time his purpose changed. Cole is a rare exception as usual. Another spirit I can think of is Justice. He was certainly pulled into the Waking World, but it seems he had enough personality to survive as Justice, but the exposure to other people started to make him feel other things [remember he realised about Jealousy and Love with Kirstoff’s wife]. His change of purpose into Vengeance was more caused by the direct feeling of Anders’ rage inside, sadly.
Cole: If it helps enough people, it becomes more... wandering, wishing, touched by them, Maker loves you, and it grows. But I am me. Will I be more one day, if I help enough? Is this a task, timed, temporary? Solas: No. It is a mistake to ascribe human motivations to them. Cole: So I am always this? Solas: You are always you.
Here, Cole repeats the idea that reinforcing the purpose of the spirit makes the spirit be more themselves.
if Cole becomes more human:
Solas: How do you feel, Cole, now that you dealt with the Templar? Cole: I don't know. He hurt me... hurt the real Cole. I'm angry at him. I can't let that go. I have to become more, let it make me real. Solas: You may well become fully human, after all. I never thought to see it. Cole: When did you see it before? Solas: I did not say that I had. Cole: No, you didn't. It's harder to hear, sometimes. Sorry. Solas: Good luck, Cole. You have taken a difficult road.
Here, we can see that Solas saw this process once. Let’s remember that Cole, as he becomes more human, can hear less the depth of the creatures around him, so I’m pretty confident this banter means that Solas thought something along the lines “ I never thought to see it again”, but only said the first part. If we also remember that spirit-Cole says: "He did not want a body. But she asked him to come. He left a scar when he burned her off his face." we can suspect that Solas was implying that the other creatures who became mortal were the elves, or himself.
Solas personal quest
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He teaches us that some spirits want to come to the Waking World, but not all.
By the description of it, this spirit friend of Solas sounds similar to the one giving the lecture in Vir Dirthara: Attentive Listeners.
The perversion of a spirit of wisdom can be done too by forcing them to speak or release a piece of information they don’t want to.
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I’m not sure how important or meaningful is the fact that this quest happens in a place called Enavuris. Sadly, we don’t have any means to understand this word.
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Demons are spirits whose purpose has been perverted or forced to be another. What corrupted Solas’ friend was to be summoned and commanded to do something different to its nature.
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I think here we can see some details about the bound process and how a demon is created: summoning a spirit, bound it to obedience, and force it to do something different than its purpose.  Forced change is different to a spirit changing itself due to the people they interact with. Clearly here the key is the willingness, as it seems to be key in all spirit-related matters [we need to always remember Flemeth’s words about “A soul is not forced upon the unwilling”].
The inquisitor can propose to remove the binding circle, so free of orders, the spirit should return to its previous form.
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Once the spirit is free, we see that it speaks Elvish, and you only understand this if the inquisitor is an elf.
We don’t see its ears, but its physique looks like a human. I suppose this shape is consequence of the mages that summoned it, so it reflected a human shape. Its eyes are full of Fade.
Solas asks for forgiveness for having failed her. The spirit is grateful anyway because it recovered its nature.  I find it curious how it asks him to guide it into death. I also wonder why it dies, as a spirit who recovered its nature and was not harmed in the process of releasing it… why does it die? I wonder if this is just a small incoherence to continue Solas’ story.
Solas will endure as yet another spirit of wisdom dies.
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When Solas is back to Skyhold, he says he went to the Fade to see the place his friend inhabited. He claims it’s empty now, but “there are stirrings of energy in the Void”. I’m confused with the capital letter in Void. We know that Void and Abyss are exchangeable in DA lore, and they are deeply related, ironically, to the depths of the underground [The Uncharted Abyss,  Forgotten Caverns, Bastion of the Pure, and The Wellspring], and the more lore we learn, the more we relate it to the Titans and the Deep Roads.
He says that something new will grow in that spot. So… is this a subtle detail about the nature of death of spirits? Does a death of a spirit cause a stir in the Void that will produce something new there, inspired by what was lost? Can anything of this be related to the “dreams of the Titans”? No real clues to follow.
Once more, I’m a non-native English speaker, and I can’t stop noticing how the verb “stir” is used in DA: it has been used explicitly with Titans, and then left vague in less explicit cases like this. “The Stir of the Void energies”, which seem to be related to the underground, could also mean that this comes from some residual power of a Titan? Did the Titans create the Spirits and the Fade in the skies as well as the dwarves in the underground? There is so little information to explore this question that I doubted to even write it here. We know that the future of DA may be related to Titans, as Exaltations from the Chant of Light - Part 2  as well as the Mural of “The Destruction of the Veil“ seem to imply. We should never forget this is a game where, obviously, dev choices lead the story, and the fact that Exaltations is a text which talks about the return of the Maker implicating creatures such as Titans and beast-humans should not be overlooked. This is, after all, a lore element used by the devs as an in-world prophecy. 
Anyways, Solas explains that death is different for mortals than for spirits [implicitly he may be saying that death is also different for immortal Elvhen and for mortal elves].  The spirits return to the Fade; if the idea giving shape the spirit is strong [meaning, there is enough idea in the Waking World for it to have a strong impact in the Fade], or its memory has shaped other spirits [meaning, other spirits will remember the dead one and such memory, if strong, can reconstruct it in the new reborn spirit], it may raise again as a consequence of reflecting what others reflects from its previous life [ this is exactly what he explained to us in the beginning of the game, in Haven, when talking about the nature of the spirits and their personhood]. However, due to the semi-existence nature of the spirits, the return produces a reset in their memory and personality. This doesn’t seem to be the case for Flemeth or Corypheus, but they are more complex than mere spirits.
Solas’ nature
Cole: You're different, Solas. Sharper. You're in both places. Solas: I visit the Fade regularly. Perhaps you are sensing traces of it. You are a spirit who crossed the Veil and took human form. Cole: Spirit or demon. Solas: The two are not so dissimilar, Cole. While the world may exert a pull in one direction or another, the choice is ultimately yours.
Cole says that Solas is in both places. This plays beautifully vague: Creators and Forgotten Ones, Fade and Waking World. This may suggest that Solas’s shape as an elf and as a wolf may have been dissociated [ “Self-portrait”] and his Wolf shape is the one roaming the Fade or the inside the Black City, vigilant as we conclude in several murals [ “The actions of the Inquisitor”, “The Creation of the Veil”]
if Cole becomes more human:
Solas: How do you feel, Cole, now that you dealt with the Templar? Cole: I don't know. He hurt me... hurt the real Cole. I'm angry at him. I can't let that go. I have to become more, let it make me real. Solas: You may well become fully human, after all. I never thought to see it. Cole: When did you see it before? Solas: I did not say that I had. Cole: No, you didn't. It's harder to hear, sometimes. Sorry. Solas: Good luck, Cole. You have taken a difficult road.
Here, we can assume that Solas saw the process of a spirit becoming mortal once, and considering the line of Cole: “He did not want a body. But she asked him to come. He left a scar when he burned her off his face" we can suspect that the other creatures who became mortal were elvhen, or Solas himself. So there is a set of subtle details that may suggest that the process that Cole passed through to become a spirit with shape or even a human was similar to the one that Solas himself passed through long, long time ago.
Blackwall: I am sorry about your... friend. Losing someone is difficult. Solas: Thank you. The death itself was less painful than what came before. Seeing a good spirit twisted, its nature defiled. Those mages knew nothing of my friend. Worse, they did not care. Blackwall: I... don't know what to say. Solas: Nor will you, until you've seen ignorance snatch away all that you love. Pray such a day never finds you.
Another reinforcement of how spirits are twisted when forced against their purpose, which is a constant thing in Thedas, filled with so much ignorance about spirits due to, mainly, the Chantry’s teaching.
Blackwall: You make friends with spirits in the Fade. So... um, are there any that are more than just friends? If you know what I mean. Solas: Oh, for... really?! Blackwall: Look, it's a natural thing to be curious about! Solas: For a twelve-year-old! Blackwall: It's a simple yes or no question! Solas: Nothing about the Fade or spirits is simple, especially not that.
This is a very interesting concept that we saw and read in the codex Vir Dirthara: Birds of Fancy where, effectively, we can see the complexity in the lack of shape that creatures in the Fade had. Of course Blackwall makes it more like a joke, but we know that there is more to it.
Blackwall: For all your experience, Solas, you don't carry yourself like a soldier. Solas: You should have seen me when I was younger. Hot-blooded and cocky, always ready to fight. Blackwall: Ah, youth. Solas: It is a delicate balance for those who fight. If they lack sufficient passion, they never become truly skilled, and die or leave the life. Blackwall: But too much passion, and they end up dead; or monsters better off dead. Solas: Yes. It is a rare soldier who can fight without letting it define him.
Here, Solas speaks of soldiers and fighting as things that produce a change in the purpose of a spirit or an elvhen. He may imply that his fight may have changed him at some point, and hence my suspicion that he was more like a spirit of Wisdom or Pride, who due to Mythal’s request, he changed purpose and embraced shape, as it may suggest Cole’s cryptic line: “He did not want a body. But she asked him to come. He left a scar when he burned her off his face.”
Iron Bull: Nice job in that last fight, Solas. You really kicked the crap outta that guy. Solas: I suppose. Iron Bull: What, you don't think so? You ripped him a new one. It was great! Solas: Unless the fight is personal, violence is a means to an end. It isn't appropriate to celebrate. Iron Bull: I don't know. Gotta wonder about anyone who fights as much as we do and doesn't have some fun with it. Solas: We have fought living men, with loves and families, and all that they might have been is gone.
Solas: You fought the Tal-Vashoth for a long time, Iron Bull, did you not? Iron Bull: Every day. I'd kill some of them, they'd kill some of my guys, and then I'd kill them some more. Solas: No man can kill so many people without breaking inside. To survive... those you fight must become monsters. Iron Bull: The ones that kill innocent people, yeah. The rest... I don't know. Solas: The mind does marvelous things to protect itself.
This is something very impressive that Solas says, since it’s part of the process that many soldiers make up in their minds so they can kill innocents, specially in countries they invade, and keep it like “it is duty and shit”. Solas is basically comparing this mechanism with the one that the Qun uses in their soldiers. This speaks not only of the brainwash that the Qun causes and that Solas despises deeply, but also may be subtly speaking about Solas: he never stops repeating the Inquisitor that all those people they kill had families and loved ones, he is always making them “humans”, reminding their individuality and personhood, even if it fills the killer with a lot of guilt. These lines probably make sense only after a time of Solas living in the Inquisition to make him recognise the personhood of the current mortals of this separate world [we need to remember that in the Tresspasser DLC he confessed that he did not see mortals as people when he woke up from his slumber, it took him a while to recognise it]. So, this constant “humanisation” of the people they kill has been feeding the Regret demon that has been following Solas for millennia. Solas is a soldier, a smart one, that has killed innocent people or at least, people that did not deserved it, specially those that showed acts of rebellion [like Felassan] but he needed them out of the board so he could accomplish a “greater good” in his eyes. This makes Solas more like a rebel who has become a bit of a martyr because his motivations and “duties”, than an evil villain, for what he is going to do.
This is also why Solas is presented at the end of Tresspasser as a man who will follow a plan and will take hard decisions that will destroy the world as it is now, but always embracing the regret and the pain of such actions, because he is not forgetting that he is destroying people as he recovers a previous world. It’s also true that such current world, as it is, is doomed too [remember that the fall of the Archdemons is going to unleash the “true evil” in this world].
Solas: I wish to apologise for what I said to you, Blackwall. Blackwall: You were right, though. I deserved it. Solas: My people had a saying long ago - "The healer has the bloodiest hands." You cannot treat a wound without knowing how deep it goes. You cannot heal pain by hiding it. You must accept. Accept the blood to make things better. You have taken the first step. That is the hardest part.
In several parts of his banter, we learn that Solas has a deep old pain, caused by a “mistake” he did when he was younger. This mistake was the creation of the Veil and the end of the elvhen world and their nature. Through the acceptance of such mistake, he has put in movement a new plan to restore it, to make “things better”, in his eyes. 
Cole: You are quiet, Solas. Solas: Unless I have something to say, yes. Cole: No, inside. I don't hear your hurt as much. Your song is softer, subtler, not silent but still. Solas: How small the pain of one man seems when weighed against the endless depths of memory, of feeling, of existence. That ocean carries everyone. And those of us who learn to see its currents move through life with their fewer ripples. Cole: There is pain though, still within you. Solas: And I never said that there was not.
Inquisitor [who romanced Solas]: Perhaps Cole can get a better answer from you than I did. Cole: He hurts, an old pain from before, when everything sang the same. You're real, and it means everyone could be real. It changes everything, but it can't. They sleep, masked in a mirror, hiding, hurting, and to wake them... (gasps) Where did it go? Solas: I apologize, Cole. That is not a pain you can heal.
Cole has several banters where he reinforces the concept that Solas has been in pain for a long while. In here, we also have a curious piece of information: “Old pain, from when everything sang the same”. We already saw that there are a lot of things in DA lore that sing [check Songs and elements that sing and whisper in DA Lore] which suggests that Solas is a very ancient soul.
There is also a reinforcement of the idea that through the romance, Solas may have changed even more deeply his vision of the personhood of the mortals of Thedas. I think this applies too for a friendly path, since he confesses in the DLC that, after a time, he began to see mortals as people.
Occurs after completing  Solas’ personal quest:
Cole: Bright and brilliant, he wanders the ways, walking unwaking, searching for wisdom... Solas: I do not need you to do that, Cole. Cole: Your friend wanted you to be happy, even though she knew you wouldn't be. Solas: (Sighs.) Could you... if you would remember her, could you do it as I would? Cole: He comes to me as though the Fade were just another wooded path to walk without a care in search of wisdom. We share the ancient mysteries, the feelings lost, forgotten dreams, unseen for ages, now beheld in wonder. In his own way, he knew wisdom, as no man or spirit had before. Solas: Thank you.
Here we see again the repetition of the concept of Solas’ pain; this time added to the pain of losing yet another spirit of wisdom, or a gentle spirit in general. It is implied here that Solas looks for wisdom, in a word play that may represent the spirit he just helped to die now, or wisdom as in general. He has a deep understanding of wisdom [maybe the ideal or the spirit] that no other creature has.
When first encountering the Black Wolves in the Hinterlands:
Solas: The Breach may have driven them mad... or perhaps a demon took command of the pack. Cole: Do you know a lot about wolves? Solas: I know that they are intelligent, practical creatures that small-minded fools think of as terrible beasts.
This implies that Solas, whose animal associated with him is the wolf, is an intelligent, practical person who has a terrible reputation given by small-minded creatures.
Solas: Yes, exactly. Deliberately crossing the Veil requires that a spirit form will, personality. That concept of self gives a spirit the chance to maintain its nature. Wrenched into this world unwillingly by the rifts, spirits suffer the same fate as my friend.
This was already treated in the Demon/Spirit nature section, but it seems to me it can apply to Solas, if the suspicion that he was a spirit who took shape is true. He may have preserved his purpose mostly because he always had a personality.
Solas: You spied upon your own people. Iron Bull: Is that so different from Orlais or Ferelden? They have all kinds of people policing them. Solas: What they say and do, yes. Not what they think. Iron Bull: What you think is what you say and do. Solas: No. Even the lowliest peasant may find freedom in the safety of her thoughts. You take even that.
Solas: Surely, even you see, Iron Bull, that freedom is preferable to mindless obedience to the Qun. Iron Bull: How so? Last I checked, our mages weren't burning down Par Vollen. […] Solas: Do not equivocate. Would we or would we not be better under the Qun? Iron Bull: It's not that simple, Solas. Solas: It absolutely is.
Iron Bull: Alright, Solas, been thinking. You wanna know how this place would be if the Qunari took charge? Orlais, Ferelden, all of it would be healthier under the Qun. […] Oh, come on. I said I didn't want us to invade you! Solas: No. You said this world would be brighter if all thinking individuals were stripped of individuality. You only lack the will to get more blood on your hands.
Iron Bull: Tell me something, Solas. Do you think the servants here are happier than the people living under the Qun in Par Vollen? Solas: It doesn't matter if they are happy, it matters that they may choose! Iron Bull: Choose? Choose what? Whether to do their work or get tossed onto the street to starve? Solas: Yes! If a Ferelden servant decides that his life goal is to... become a poet, he can follow that dream! It may be difficult, and he might fail. But the whole of society is not aligned to oppose him! Iron Bull: Sure, and good for him. How many servants actually go do that, though? Solas: Almost none! What does that matter? Your Qun would crush the brilliant few for the mediocre many! Iron Bull: And then people feel like crap for failing. When the truth is, the deck was stacked against them anyway.
Solas: If your Qun is so wonderful, so fair and perfect, how does it create so many Tal-Vashoth? Iron Bull: Most Tal-Vashoth are nothing more than savages. Killing's all they know. The Ben-Hassrath are trying to lose fewer people to that sickness. Solas: It isn't a sickness. You are losing them because they see a chance for freedom! And most of them are "savage," as you say, because your culture taught them nothing else. They know nothing but the Qun. So even as they fight against it, they are guided by its principles. Iron Bull: Watch it, elf. You haven't seen the Tal-Vashoth like I have. Try watching a Tal-Vashoth kill a Tamassran and her kids. Then we'll talk.
When siding with the Qun:
Solas: The truth is, Iron Bull, you are Qunari. I cannot be disappointed in your decisions.  As a mindless, soulless drone, you could never make any.
When not siding with the Qun:
Solas: You are no beast, snapping under the stress of the Qun's harsh discipline.  You are a man who made a choice... possibly the first of your life. Iron Bull: I've always liked fighting. What if I turn savage, like the other Tal-Vashoth? Solas: You have the Inquisition, you have the Inquisitor... and you have me. Iron Bull: Thanks, Solas.
Gatt: Have I done something to offend you? Solas: You joined the Qun. Gatt: After they rescued me from slavery. Solas: And put you into something worse.  A slave may always struggle for freedom, but you among the Qun have been taught not to think.
Solas has a strong sense of Freedom that he wants to give to all creatures. He values choice, hence he detests the Qun. This is also related to his sense and embodiment of Rebellion. Let’s remember that Solas’ latest purpose was/is, before anything else, Rebellion. He will always defend the smallest gesture of Rebellion. Rebellion also comes at a high price; he never denies it. Rebellion can cost you your life, and he is alright with that. The rebel has to be cunning to survive as well.
Solas also sees the Qunari as people without the ability to make decisions, defined as “mindless, soulless” drones; which I cannot help but relate with the dwarves: the elvhenan saw the “workers of the Titans” as “witless and soulless” creatures that they despised them [Old Elven Writing, Torn Notebook in the Deep Roads, Section 3]. The link between dwarves as a race created by Titans, with the Qunari, another race artificially created by someone else [Tevinter most likely] seems to give the impression that Elvhenan detested created races due to their lack of freedom.
Solas, as an entity that represents Rebellion and Pride, despises mindless obedience, and as an entity of Wisdom, the lack of thinking. In thinking by your own, you show individuality that may or may not obey a greater force, but the act itself is rebel enough to make Solas happy. This is why he has such a strange approval system all over the game: the more you question, the more you show him curiosity and a sharp mind, who thinks about the events and do not accept them as they come, so the more he approves. He disapproves all your actions that simply accept the world as it is without wondering about it.
These bits of banters also imply that the Qun has been a tool to control and tame a race that may have been seen as beasts. This coincides with the fragmented details we got throughout the game: Corypheus calling the race of a Qunari inquisitor “a mistake” and their blood as “engorged with decay”. Later Kieran says that the Qunari blood “does not belong to them” and that he “feels bad about what happened to the Qunari people” [details in Frostback Mountains: Somewhere North]. All this seems to suggest that the Qunari may have been a crafted race [I’m not sure if by the Elvhen or the Tevinter created them, I am inclined to the second one] which was tamed and forced into slavery and passivity through the usage of the Qun, which reinforces the idea of roles and “serving to the community” at the expense of the personal individuality.
Other bits of info we have about Solas and his nature from the Tresspasser DLC are the following [the screenshots and the details are in the section “Trespasser Revelations”]
Solas was first “Solas” [Pride], then he changed his purpose, likely due to the interaction with other people, and turned into Fen’Harel [Rebellion], which has some degree of pride, after all. However this name was given by the Evanuris, he did not pick it.
He is not a “piece” of Fen’Harel, like Mythal is in Flemeth. This elf has always been Solas, until he took shape, I guess.
After the creation of the Veil, Solas “lay” in dark and slumbered [he did not call this Uthenera because it was not final] to recover from the effort. History passed and he awoke, still weak, a year before the creation of the Inquisition.
He wants to restore the elvhen world, even if it means to destroy this one. On the other hand, in combination with what he said previously, if this world is slowly losing the ward that has been protecting it from the big danger he hid in the Black City, it’s just a matter of time for this world to fall anyway. Thedas is already a doomed world.
Solas takes no pleasure in destroying this world to recover the old one.
Solas acknowledges that his role as a leader of a rebellion always implied dirty hands. It was the price to fight mage-kings. He recognises he has used a lot of people in hopeless battles.
When he awoke in this world, it felt to him as if the world were filled with tranquils.
He recognises the people of this new world was not perceived as people at first, but the more he saw the struggles and the humanity of each living creature throughout DAI, he acknowledged their personhood. If Solas is your friend, he will claim it was you who showed him the personhood of the living creatures of Thedas and that there is value in this world. He recognised he was wrong in his previous impression.
Cassandra: Solas, if you do not mind me asking, what do you believe in? Solas: Cause and effect. Wisdom as its own reward, and the inherent right of all free willed people to exist.
Pretty clear what Solas’ beliefs are.
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hasan-demir​:
“I can speak plainly, but that doesn’t mean I can tell you everything, I’ll say that up front. I have my reasons for what I did, as flawed as they may be, perhaps I was setup on both sides.”
The Turk gave a shrug paranoia came easy when the only reason everyone wasn’t out to get you was they couldn’t be asked, or had bigger fish to fry at the moment. ”As far as your family.  I might not like them, or it, but the enemy you know? I say what I need to say to survive. I don’t hide that.  You seem to have your mind made up I’ve made the some deal with the devil tying me to the Russians.  If only any of them thought so, maybe it would make them hesitate a second before catching me in a crossfire.“ He smirked, unsure if Gideon was so naïve or just playing him for information or both. “When everyone is so fickle it’s easy to find yourself in the middle of things without any real choices.  I guess we’ll see where the chips fall.  You say I’m not inconvenienced, I think I’m terribly so. Pushed into a game, and side I didn’t choose, and you are far from simple minded, you must realize zero sum thinking is often a fallacy used for negotiation in bad faith?  I’ve been constant with what I want, and what I would do to get it.  Is it my fault everyone is too greedy to make concessions?“ He was quiet seeming to consider his own theory giving a shrug. “What people want from me is blood, so I ask a blood price, something worth spilling blood for, whether it’s other’s or my own.  Eventually I’ll get tired of letting myself be backed into corners, hopefully I’ll have carved one out for myself by the time that happens.  If your family helps me do that, I wouldn’t have anything to hold against them.“
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Hasan took in a beath seeming tired, wondering if he was wasting it whatever the outcome of this conversation, if it was something already said, already played over in the good doctor’s mind. “You want something to chew on, to take to your sister?  Not that you would, not that she would listen if you did. Maybe the French pushed me to the Russians so I would trip over my own feet, maybe their left hand doesn’t know what the right is doing.  Maybe they do and I underestimated them, maybe I know less than I think. At the end of it I’m just a piece forgotten in the shuffle then punished for being in the game.  I don’t want your pity Dr. Rutherford, just possibly your understanding.  Others may speak in riddles so they never say anything, I do it to survive, are we the same, I’ll let you decide.  I’ve never lied to you, whether you believe that or not isn’t for me to decide either.“ Hasan cleared his throat feeling like he was stuck in it.  What, he was never quite sure. “Plainly?  I’m tired, but if I don’t run, don’t play whatever game, I’m dead, people I care about are too.  Everyone seems to like proving how easy it would be. I desperately want them to be wrong, to have somewhere safe to fall back to, but I’m less and less sure of myself, so I play the game.  It’s better than the alternative of being proved dead right.“
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He isn’t asking Hasan Demir to spill his guts or his secrets, he isn’t that naïve. He’s only asking for a reason to trust the man; a reason to believe that even one word out of his mouth can be taken for reliable truth and not an attempt to play him for a fool.
”And how has that worked out for you, exactly?... Making deals with the Devil? Did the Russians hesitate before catching you or yours in the crossfires of Haringey?”
The question is rhetorical. They both know the answer to that. And in it, lies Gideon’s point. You take risks like that?... You can’t expect sympathy when the consequences bite you in the rear. Still, he lets a sigh escape him when Hasan insists on innocence.
As if an ugly game is merely being played around him, and he hasn’t been an active participant in it himself. “That’s what I don’t get, Hasan... You admit you hedged your bets, yet insist you were pushed on a side you didn’t choose. Certainly looked like you made a choice that night; bringing a Kurylenko to that event. How is it you still think you’re the victim? I don’t care to judge you, I just don’t understand.” 
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“But you haven’t answered the other question, either.” The surgeon adds. “How can you suggest my family should help you carve out a space to hide when you’ve made your sentiments for them abundantly clear? Surely you aren’t so foolish as to think it really works like that... Surely you don’t think my sister is so foolish, either.”
But what the Turkish man suggests next, is so absurd that for a second Gideon thinks it may in fact be true. But why would the French care about a Turkish rebel enough to expend so much energy pushing him into the waiting arms of the Russians?... 
“Is this where Varden’s little sister fits into the story?” He questions, skepticism laced into his voice. Hasan had mentioned her twice so far, in two separate conversations, but both times he’d had greater questions on his mind than to pursue that one. Now, the Rutherford wonders what it is exactly that the Turk is trying to spell out for him. 
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Tag Yourself (Placebo Edition)
Vee:
Pure condensed anxiety
Could kill you but would cry the entire time
Spent his childhood as a bridge troll
Damours:
Said “no” to society
Comes out of the shadows to help you like a mythical guide
Lowkey protective
Caunter:
Pyromaniac
Fidget 100
Crime as a bonding experience
Maynet:
Evil robin hood
“Do Not Perceive Me”
Has mastered the poker face
Ferrieres:
Survives on a steady diet of gossip
Horse Girl™
Collects figurines
Montaigu:
Would sell you to Satan for one corn chip
Sexuality: money
Hates everyone except for like one person
Wissant:
Mom-shaped
Could 360 noscope you no problem
Small body big voice
Tournebut:
Stable interests? I don’t even know her
Gets a crush and immediately regresses to being a flustered schoolgirl
Trying her best
Emory:
GPS implanted directly in brain
Biology nerd
Pigs are good
Margas:
Mad online, mad offline, mad all the time
Oops all repression
Will kill for you without hesitation if he likes you
Fairfax:
Not a fan of nature
Punches extremists
Politely asked the grim reaper to leave him alone and it worked
Montgomery:
God simp
Gullible
Awkward™
Reynauld:
Holy dad
Attempts to be the sensible one
Reliable when not engaging in Rat Behavior
Guyot:
Himbo
Works out to get good at hugging
Doesn’t like fish
Corneilles:
Has just completely given up and is mad about it
Saw god
Brooding as a hobby
Rosebud:
Judging you
Egotism as a coping mechanism
Goes by his nickname only
Gaveston:
Calculated chaos
Supplies the cursed knowledge
Made one (1) mistake years ago and will never forgive himself
Siggy:
Be gay do crimes
Here to make things worse
Dead inside and outside but still kicking somehow
Bertie:
Hopeless romantic
Writing a fix-it fic for life
Probably on an FBI watchlist and not just for her search history
Carnet:
Capitalism
Names everything she comes across
Pestering as a love language
Marches:
Can only express one (1) emotion per lunar cycle
Screwed up so bad that ghosts had to stage an intervention
Reluctant mom friend
Verdun:
Looks like she could kill you and would 100% kill you
Must be the best or she’ll just die
Has a husband but is also married to the grind
Lynom:
In a constant state of “fight me”
Living in denial
Strongk
Dismas:
MVP dad friend
Killed god
Tired but also a chaos enabler
Piquiri:
If looks could kill you’d be dead
Earned 1st place in having trust issues
Bad luck magnet
Corbiere:
Fancy street tricks go brrrrrr
Raccoon energy
Kisses the homies
Venois:
No talk
Hates excessive loud noise
Loves his dog more than he loves most people
Loges:
Is the law
Beware of dog
“I can fix him”
Mauroaurd:
The sane one
Pampers his dog 24/7
Doesn’t like alcohol
Warci:
Does it for the bit
Loves his wife
Is your dad now
Pip:
Personified trauma
Music god
Needs a hug but will also stab you if you get near him
Nesdin:
Catboy
He protecc he attacc
Cannot heely away from the feelies (but he does try)
Marchmain:
Big boy. Buff
The one responsible member in the group project
He forgor :(
Marci:
Riddle Hour Is Every Hour
Everyone’s chill cryptid uncle
Vibing
Merteberge:
Philosophical
Has come to terms with the inevitability of death
Youngest in the group but is somehow the leader
Fontemai:
Did a Leeroy Jenkins once
Physically fought his demons
Funny accent
Noyers:
Grandpa vibes
DIY king
Doesn’t like war
Perci:
Hyper strict
“Get off my lawn!!!”
Job is life
Bosanquet:
Stays up all night reading
Mommy issues
Smarter than you
Montfort:
Is brother
Edgy loner
Art as a coping mechanism
Fribois:
TIME FOR TEA TIME FOR TEA
Token extravert
Cottagecore gay
Lucy:
Gifted kid syndrome
Will kill you if you don’t vaccinate
Necrophilia pog
Malv:
Group baby
Just wants to be taken seriously
Keeps having to watch everyone she loves die
Lilie:
Old(?)
Likes being carried around
Who is she
Bele:
Monsterhecker
Only in charge because she’s the oldest
Had a rebellious phase (and may still be having it)
Ville:
Religion bad
Sweet and shy but will start swinging without hesitation
Listens when you vent
Pasquier:
Will feed all you heckers
Beautiful cinnamon roll to good for this world, too pure
Immediately knows when things are sus
BONUS:
Cheney:
Fuzzy
Firm believer in the power of friendship
Chivalry died with him
Riebou:
Group brain cell
Gives scoldings (affectionate)
Pigs are bad
Odette:
Got tired of waiting for her husband to return from war
Plant whisperer
Do no harm take no crap
Edith:
Daddy issues extraordinaire
Social skills replaced with street smarts
Learning the hard way that life is so painfully complicated
Thelma:
Whore 
Milf
Tells you exactly what she thinks
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lovee-infected · 4 years ago
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Hello! Any ideas on what each twst guy's love language might be?
Separating this request into two parts because the full post would've gotten too long.
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Riddle Rosehearts
Giving: Quality time
He's the leader of not simply one the seven dorms in Night raven college but it's Heartslabyul; the dorm ran following the severely strict rules set by the Queen of hearts . Do have any idea how much he's got to do? He's got thousand to take care of everyday , so make sure that he's got no time to waste on anything, or anyone.
As he still decides to keep a certain time of day to spend with you; even if it's summarised in small talks or aimple activities like having afternoon tea together while asking you about your day, you should know that it's way more notable than it seems to be. He could've just sent you a bouquet of roses without caring to disturb his daily schedule because of you, and you would be satisfied anyway, yet he still finds you just as important as his daily plans as both a student and a dorm leader.
Let it be him just inviting you for a walk in the flower garden, all that matters is having you around because, he cares to let you know that he's always there for you when you need him and enjoys spending his time beside you; even if can't be for any more than a few minutes.
Receiving: Words of affirmation
Tell him anything he needs to hear. Tell him that he's good enough. Let him know that you believe in him and you think that he's doing good enough. Words effect this boy a lot more than they seem to; a very simple compliment can be either the cause of his overblot or what takes away the pain and tiredness of a busy gloomy day.
Because of being raised under strict rules and extreme critiques on his behaviors, his childhood on its own gives him enough of reasons to be overly protective with the way he's judged through your eyes.
He finds almost all of other love languages pretty useless to receive; Gifts can be given as a sign of a normal friendship, spending time with him might just be your way of wasting time when you have nothing better to do, going out of your way to help him may just be an act of kindness which you're used to; so let him hear you way you say you love him. He needs nothing more than you saying those words.
Trey Clover
Giving: Acts of service
Trey would be the great example of a mature and supportive partner. he's a clever, wise and organized as not only a student but also Heartslabyul's trustworthy vice dorm leader.
Just who can help you better than Trey can? And who would be this desperate to help you with anything possible except him? Chores, studies, random tasks, etc. He isn't going to wait for you to ask, he's always ready to give you a hand with anything you're busy with.
It may end up him having too much to do in his plate, but that's no problem for Trey. He's a reliable and supportive partner whom you can trust with your problems and shared responsibilities; what many people may lack. Trey's responsible and organized nature is what every couple need in a relationship.
Giving & Receiving: Quality time
He loves it whenever you're around and wants to see you feeling the same. While he doesn't expect you, his darling to trouble yourself going out of your way to help him, he -does- care to know whether you enjoy your time spent with him or not.
He isn't forcing himself on you, but he knows that there would be no point in your relationship if you don't like spending time with each other. He wants to know that you love him back and won't easily get tired of him after a short while. He doesn't mind being usually the one to ask you out or invite you for a walk, but he cares for you accept his invite in return; know that nothing cheers him up like your excitement about your time together.
Cater Diamond
Giving: Words of affirmation
He surely has a way with words, doesn't matter whether it's through face-to-face communication or online. Even his good night/good morning texts enough to make his darling blush, he knows how to have you weak.
He's probably one of the flirtiest guys you'd ever get to see; though he's his own reasons to be so: No one ever hates having someone flirting with them. The only thing that matters is 'how you should be flirting with them', which depends on your personality of course, but he's also got some secret tactics of his own which work on almost anyone.
He doesn't consider lying to be an ideal option when it comes to relationships, where you need to have trust and faith in your partner and be honest and reliable in return, but just saying: a bit of flirting won't hurt, right? To add to that, nice yet not possibly true compliments may motivate you to grow a stronger sight of that aspect in your personality and appearance, which is good.
Cater would probably make you not only feel more confident about yourself, but also trust and love Cater like you love no one; to he point of needing him to talk to you everyday, not that Cater does it all in purpose to make you bound to him but you can tell that...he appreciates being your favorite.
Receiving: Gifts
Just by looking at his room you can tell how much loves fancy things. From oval shaped accessories to chibi plushies and pillows. He not only loves being given new things but also cares to know your taste in gifts; especially the way you guess what Cater might like when choosing the gift. On the other hand he enjoys receiving your attention through gifts which makes him feel loved and, well, superior.
Doesn't matter whether he likes your gift or not, he'd always greet you with a bright smile and a soft kiss on cheek, telling you how much he loves you and what you gave him. There's a high possibility of him disliking what you gave him but - well, you're never going to know what he truly thinks anyway.
Ace Trappola
Giving: Physical touch
Holding hands ,giving hugs, poking cheeks, etc. Physical touch isn't always supposed to be dirty, he just needs to be close to you not just as a friend but also as a lover.
Friends can't kiss you on the lips when they realize how much they love you or hold you tightly in they're embrace when they're feeling like crying. He doesn't want to be -just- a friend, Ace wants to be closer; in fact, the closest one to you. His desire to touch you, hold you, kiss you; like no one else can ever do.
A lover is supposed to be treated differently, right? It's because they're special; therefore he'd get the chance to be closer to you than anyone else can. Ace doesn't want you to treat him and your other friends equally, he wants to be the only one allowed to hold your hand and hug you from behind; your one and only exception.
Receiving: Quality time
He enjoys his time with you the way he enjoys it with no one. You're the coolest , greatest and trustworthiest person he's ever seen; nothing would cheer him up better than seeing you willing to spend time with him as much as does.
It's such a blessing getting to be the one you choose to have around while there are hundreds of cooler students out there. It makes Ace feel special. Not only is hanging out with you the best time he'd ever get to have but it's also a sign of you at least -liking- him; which means that he's actually got a chance.
Deuce Spade:
Giving: Acts of service
What's the point of talking without doing anything? As he loves you, he needs to prove it through what he does for you and how far he gets with it. He's always willing to go out of his way for you even if what you're asking for is -too much- for him. If it's a chance to help you, why not? Doesn't matter what the task is, he'd always try his best.
He might goof up even with easy tasks like lending you his notes or getting you a smoothie but still , be wasy on him and know that he's trying his best for you.
Receiving: Quality time
To Deuce , someone like you is pretty hard to find. Someone he can feel this close and comfortable with...is almost impossible to be found and you're one the most amazing people he has ever seen because of it.
He absolutely adores every single moment you two spend together even if it's past in silence, just having you around is enough to make him feel better.
He sometimes invites you for walks when he's really stressed out, just to have an opportunity to talk to you. You always seem to help him by just listening to Deuce and not letting him keep it in. He's a young boy with a busy mind, he surely needs more of mental support. And the only one who seems to be able to give him the time and attention he needs is you.
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Leona Kingscholar
Giving: Quality time
Isn't it obvious? He couldn't care less about the others. It's very rare of him to waste time on anyone when he's got no benfit in it so, if he is still preferring you over his afternoon nap, know that you're special.
He's often finds everything and everyone boring so sleeping sounds way better than having to deal with this uninteresting reality. Spending time with you is a clear proof that in contrast to many people he enjoys having you around, you are different. But note that this isn't enough for him to let go of his lazy nature around you, most of the time it's just him taking a nap on your lap as you spoil him like the lazy cat he always is. When not as tired as usual, he may go for boardgaming or asking you for a walk. He isn't really talkative either, all that matters is that he has has chosen to be spending hid time with you.
He may refuse to admit to it but you seem to calm him down, just walking beside you gives him a sense of feeling better than usual, he doesn't know why. Your presence slowly becomes a routine, to the point of him wanting to see you everyday. And that's how he's slowly becoming obsessed.
Receiving: Acts of service
You're probably aware of his obsession with dominance; to be the first one. Growing up being the second one all over his life has took an important role in shaping his personality; so it isn't really surprising to see that he enjoys ordering people around.
Not that he'd treat you like a slave or someone he looks down to, it's more of him enjoying you spoiling him a lot. He loves attention, especially as it comes from his beloved. He isn't really into ordering you around though, he prefers you to be babysitting him by your own will. At some point it isn't much different from adopting a selfish cat, and his jerky nature isn't helping it either.
Though you should know this better than anyone else; deep inside, he isn't as bad as he seems to be. He's just a baby who seeks attention he's missed during his childhood and it takes someone as passionate and caring as you to deal with him.
Ruggie Bucchi
Giving: Acts of service
Whatever you need, it can't be much worse than what Leona might've asked for, can it? Besides, this time he isn't forced into serving someone because he has to do it. He will be helping you on his own will. He mostly means it as a way to build up a strong relationship through being productive and helpful as a partner
It may start off as a normal friendship, with him often doing nothing more playing around and chilling with you, but soon enough he'll begin to consider you a part of his own family. He may not seem to, but he does take your relationship seriously and finds himself responsible toward you and your life.He may be young, but he's got the spirits of an experienced'family man'. Ruggie is surely one of the most helpful and reliable boyfriends or partners one can ask for.
Receiving: Quality time
No joke when I say he's got the spirits of a family man. Nothing means to him more than spending time with his dear ones does and when it comes to you, you are his dearest. He tries to put your time together into the best possible use, way more than just going for walks or simply chit chatting.
He often decides on something to do with you before hand and if he couldn't come up with anything, he'd ask you for recommendations. Your time spent together may sometimes be short so he can't always go for extravagant plans.
Ice cream dates and afternoon coffees will be pretty common ways of hanging out with him. He always makes sure to order your favorite flavor unless you want to give something new a try. Doesn't really matter how you're spending time together, he never fails to make you smile through it. As long as you're happy, doesn't really matter what you're doing.
Jack howl:
Giving: Acts of service
Nothing less would be expected from our tsundere wolf boy. He's already a best friend to many around him and of course, he's an amazing one; despite his seemingly cold and unfriendly appearance he is pretty caring and protective his friends, from helping them on school work to standing up for them when they're in trouble.
Just imagine how supportive he would be if you two are not simply friends but also lovers this time. He takes no effort in helping you out no matter what the trouble is; buying groceries, studying for an exam, needing help finishing a task or simple stuff like you needing a hug or a piggy back ride.
He often fails to realize this but he's awfully sweet; if you point this out he'd surely blush all of a sudden, turn away his head and tell you that it's not true, not that you are going to buy that though. After all you know better, under those muscles and and rough skin there's an overly fluffy heart.
Giving and receiving: Quality time
Why of course he loves nothing more than spending time with his dear ones, especially his darling. He wants it to be more than just talking and doing nothing special though, that'd be a waste of time when there's hundreds of things he's willing to be doing with you.
Playing games, practicing sports and maybe hanging out with the rest of your friends are his favorites, he often appreciates the lively atmosphere. That somewhat depends on his mood though, sometimes he wants to get rid of the quiet pace and other times, all he needs is to be alone with you as he takes a short nap. He'd love it even more if you play with his tail or rub his ears while he's pretending to be asleep.
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Azul Ashengrotto
Giving: Quality time
Running the mostrolounge and managing the whole Octavinelle at the same time is quite hard; you can clearly see that he's much of an overly busy person. If there's one thing Azul prefers over money and power, that'll be you and only you. You can see the big deal here, he's offering you the worthiest thing he's got: his time.
He may not directly address it but he wants to show that he cares for you just as much as he cares for business, that no matter what great powers he's dealing with everyday; you'd still get to have your special time with him alone.
He's pretty considering toward the conversations you'd get to have at this short time; he may enjoy talking about his experiments in mostrolounge or the latest contracts he's made with the students, but in case that you don't really appreciate talking or hearing about them, he'd quickly switch to a topic which would match your tastes, something that'll make you enjoy you time with him. If he's spending time with him, he's got to make sure that it'll be spent well: He'd be a good listener, an understanding partner and in summary, a great lover.
Receiving: Physical touch
His body has always been his weakness; an isolated child afraid of who's been mocked because of his chubby body and now, an affectionate young boy who doesn't know just how sensitive he is to his darling's touch. Even the very simple physical affections such as hugging and forehead kisses would make him melt, he'd refuse to accept but you can clearly see that he's touch starved.
He's got a balance of hating to be touched and wanting it so badly, which mostly depends on the person touching him. It's pretty hard for him to let someone in and even his close friends make him feel insecure sometimes, so he decides to keep his softer parts for you and only you. He does want to be touched but by you and just you. He feels safe in your embrace and loved under your kiss, you can either send him to heavens or set him on fire.
He is weak for you, and this is why you'll br the only one who'd ever get to see this side of him. If he's supposed to be in control it's going to be for you and only you. He belongs to you.
Jade Leech
Giving: Acts of service
You'll be the lady/lord and he'll be the butler, loyal and elegant. Doesn't really need you to be pushing him into it since he enjoys playing the rule of the servant on his own, you can say that he enjoys spoiling you.
Phrasing you is also counted as aprt of his daily duties, never to be forgotten. He makes sure to remind you that he loves you everyday, maybe a small kiss or a wink too alongside of it. Give him the opportunity and he'll help you with almost anything; having your meals prepared, helping you get dressed, shopping, etc.
His favorite would be preparing your morning/afternoon tea or coffee depending on your taste. His main point is to impress you, but he'd appreciate it even more if you are the hard to satisfy type, the more challenging, the better. Sometimes he enjoys being humiliated as well because it encourages him to work harder until he hears that awfully rare 'thank you' from his darling.
Receiving: Quality time
His darling is probably going to be one of the most interesting people he's ever met; not all people get to catch his attention after all. He finds spending time with you not only thrilling but also important; as lovers you two are supposed to be each other's closest friends as well, so what may be more important than spending time together when you've got a choice?
Your time together will usually be spent with you talking and him listening as he loves nothing more than hearing your voice, maybe having something too drink to as you talk. He likes asking you questions; How was your day? Did you get to sleep well last night? Is there anything special you're going to do this afternoon? etc.
Though he's careful not to get to the point of bothering you with them. He often leaves deciding on what you should do together to you, but if it's ever on him it'll most likely end ups being a nature investigation date; mostly mountains and lakes. He'd absolutely love it if his darling is into nature as much he is, that'd be even better if the darling is a mushroom lover! He enjoys finding similar interests between you and him, makes him believe in your relationship being the perfect match even more.
Floyd Leech
Giving: Physical touch
Not to be dirty, but he genuinely enjoys it when you're close, your warm bodies touching and your breaths meeting. As he tightly squeezes you. The feeling is ...priceless.
It's mainly because it's something one can do only with his closest ones; he means to show that he's way more than just a friend. Normal friends won't tightly squeeze each other from behind, normal friends won't give each other pocky kisses and small bites on neck, normal friends would never touch each other like lovers touch, and that's why he wants there to be a difference.
He'd probably be really pissed off he sees anyone but him laying a finger on you. Even as it's just a small hug or friends' handholding. It low-key disgusts him. He wants to be your one and only, no one but him should ever be this close to you.
On the top of that, he has a thing for leaving marks behind~ You probably know how sharp those teeth of his are. He isn't into taking advantage of you, but he loves teasing you. Kissing and biting special spots such as your cheek would be one his favorite although he rarely gives it a try; unless...
Giving and Receiving: Quality time
Just as said, he isn't one to be easily attached to others; therefore his darling is surely someone special in too many terms. No need to be greatly rich or beautiful to attract him, he wants someone whom he finds interesting. Someone he enjoys getting to know better and having his time spent with.
His darling would be one of the very few people who hardly ever tire him, therefore it's always a new adventure when he gets to spend his time with you. He is willing to hear your ideas, see the way you think and possibly, how different you may be compared to Floyd.
Doesn't really matter what you're doing, let it be another study session together or taking his time to check on you after his classes; he'd appreciate it anyway. You willing to spend time with him is a sign of you preferring him over the rest of your friends, you could've been with anyone, yet you chose him. Meanwhile, wants to see his darling as excited as himself about getting to be together, it'll be pretty frustrating if he's the only one enjoying this relationship after all, wouldn't it?
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chibichibisha · 3 years ago
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Are you ever going to tells us how ermine and deuce first met/how they fell in love, and possibly headcanons?
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*CRACKS KNUCKLES* Thanks for indulging me in my ship 💖😭
Disclaimer: This is based on my own universe so some of the stuff mentioned there are part of the cards I'm doing for them, it's full of headcanons too for sure even if I try to stick to canon material as much as I can. The romantic relationship of my oc's are not actually implied or appear directly on cards, so this is me sharing what actually happens outside that! It's quite long lmao
Deuce and Ace first see Ermine at the welcome party the first years have after the ceremonial entrance. They later meet him better on Heartslabyul chapter, as he is still at Riddle's side during the dorm incident, and they do not talk personally or directly. It's when Trey tells them about Riddle's situation and Ermine's first year at the school that they understand that Ermine is just behaving how he is supposed to behave, and it's not the real him. They are the ones that save him, along with all the other residents as well, from Riddle's tyrannical reign and it's when Ermine drops the facade and really shows how he was hurting.
They later have the opportunity to see how Ermine is outside the dorm duties, and they realize Ermine is not at all cool: he looks stressed and panicking all the time, and running everywhere. He also seems very scared of certain students that seem violent. One of these times is when he sees Deuce revert to his delinquent side and lose his cool and since then, Ermine gets terrified of him.
On Ermine's Gym uniform card, Ace mentions Ermine always runs away when he sees Deuce outside the dorm, because of this, and Deuce seems to feel a bit guilty because he really didn't want to scare him off. From then, he tries to be polite and nice with Ermine to show that he is actually a nice guy.
The moment they start to approach a bit more is when an unbirthday party approaches, and Deuce needs to get better at maths, or he won't be able to attend the game nor the party (The story of their dorm uniform cards). Riddle lends him one of his notebooks for study, and Ermine tutores him to help him, because he sees it like part of a dorm obligation at first. Deuce gets happy about it since it's a good opportunity to show he can be a good student and not a scary guy, and he is able to make Ermine behave more like he truly is, and not the "perfect attendant" persona he picks up there.
He respects and holds Ermine in a very good opinion since then, and them, with Ace, start to hang out more too. So it's a natural process of them becoming friends, honestly. The first who falls for the other is Deuce, definitely, and he doesn't even realize first. It has to be Ace the one that jokingly tells him "you surely likes Ermine-senpai more than what you realiza, huh?" which makes Deuce think for a moment, and react with a "Maybe" while Ace jolt surprised. Deuce naturally accepts it in a way. He never fell in love before, he cannot even talk to girls and at first, Ermine didn't even approach him, so he didn't know how it was supposed to be. If the case is that he may like Ermine more than a friend, he is good with it. He is pretty positive, honestly.
But Deuce is not experienced in this, so whenever he tries to make a step, he becomes too embarrassed and Ermine doesn't understand anything, he tries him as he is being an idiot. Fortunately, Deuce is best when he doesn't think too much about stuff, so he ends up being very smooth and flirty when he doesn't intend it. Since Ermine keeps tutoring Deuce because they work well together, Deuce may comment on stuff in a sweet or endearing way that makes Ermine embarrassed. He will stare at him unintentionally or mention that he looks cute that day, just for Ermine to get red and kind of annoyed because he is not taking it seriously, but it's affecting him.
Ermine only starts to consider something like this when Deuce gets used to getting giddy about being with Ermine, showing that off, and admitting, confessing, that he indeed likes him for real. And that makes Ermine reject any type of feeling he might start to have knowing this, because he had always been very dishonest about what he really wanted, and this is no exception. Deuce may say he likes him, but Ermine is not gonna let it happen. Also, he doesn't have very good self-esteem, and Deuce is definitely a good guy, it wouldn't even work.
That doesn't mean, though, that he doesn't think about it, and starts to fall for Deuce' sweet side as well.
The first moment he begins to accept it a bit is during the VDC and the culture festival. Deuce spends two weeks preparing for that and Ermine realizes how different it feels without having Deuce around, which makes him longer a bit for the feelings. He is a bit busy himself so he tries to not think much about it. But when he hears from Riddle that Deuce broke the rules and got out of campus with Epel, he panics a little bit because he doesn't know anything. It's really the only moment there is a misunderstanding between them, because Ermine feels bad during all that, until he is able to talk directly to Deuce, and he does, of course. For the first time he has the courage to really ask him if Duece got tired of the thing they might have, whatever it is, because Ermine is always backing up from that, and if it's the case, he should be saying him clearly. Deuce doesn't understand at first, but when Ermine mentions Epel, he kind of gets it, even if Ermine is not explaining himself clearly. He apologizes because he should have talked clearly to Ermine earlier, but didn't know how to do it. It's okay because Ermine actually trusts Deuce after all that, and that is when it is still a bit unresolved, but they somehow know they like each other.
The flirty shenanigans keep going, with Deuce telling Ermine that he will do his best if Ermine ever let him, until the Star Sending happens and Ermine knows how work Deuce works for the festival to happen, protecting the tree and the stars and practicing hard for the dance, that Ermine realize he really fell after all for Deuce. Looking at him like that makes him feel kind of proud and he finds him cool, he is drawn to him. At this point, he doesn't want to run away anymore from it, he just wants to be with Deuce. So after the festival, when everything is over, he approaches Deuce with the intention to tell him something, he doesn't know what exactly tho. But instead of that, he just kisses Deuce for the first time and tells him he did a really good job. It leaves Deuce speechless, but seconds later he is just too happy about it.
Some dating Deumine headcanons:
Their dates are mostly study dates, to be honest. None of them see this as a problem because, actually, they like to hang out alone, and just talk. Deuce wants to get Ermine into dates outside campus though, and give him magical wheels rides.
He actually did this on Ermine's birthday.
Deuce is definitely more open about it. Once he passes the questioning phase of him liking someone (and a guy, but that's not exactly that important) and that makes him feel embarrassed, he is the type to talk about how cute his partner is and how happy he is around him, because he is really an honest guy.
Ermine on the other hand, is much more introverted about it and even if he is pretty much in love with Deuce, he is still embarrassed and running away from those praises. He doesn't do well with them.
Also yes, Deuce is the more touchy one. He hugs and kisses Ermine most of the time, while Ermine is the type to lean in against Deuce or pull his sleeve. He gives Deuce shy kisses and is much more cuddly as well if he is in the mood.
Ermine finds it endearing that Deuce likes lil chickens and eggs. Yuu told them that there's a festivity in the world where they come from where people believe a rabbit brings colorful eggs to kids. It sounds too crazy for Ermine but Deuce loves the idea.
Deuce is sometimes the intense guy type, and he will mention that he would marry Ermine in a heartbeat, which makes Ermine to call him an idiot, but it affects him.
Everyone in Heartslsabyul knows they are dating because they never intended to keep it a secret. But that just leads to some embarrassing moments of Cater mentioning them being a couple.
Deuce always wants to show how he is able to take care of Ermine whenever he needs it, and how is okay with Ermine being the way he is. He wants to be seen reliable and as cool as he sees Ermine, so that just fuels his goal of being a honor students more. Ermine supports him, of course.
Deuce talked to his mom about Ermine and she can't believe her son is dating someone, she definitely wants to meet him. From Ermine' side, he just told his big sister, and she is also supportive. On the future, Deuce's mom and Ermine's big sister are the ones who helps them the most.
They are the most sweet and lovey dovey when they both are alone.
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rainy-day-coffee · 4 years ago
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Hullo, Indigo-senpai! May I ask for some cute headcanons where Silver, Vil, Cater, Riddle, and Epel are dating the younger sister of Malleus please? (kind of like how he would react to each of them) thank you and sorry if sounds kind of confusing!
Ah goodness, this has been sitting in my drafts for a long time now;; I apologize for not publishing it sooner!
But awwe, this is a cute idea! I have a strong belief that Malleus would approve of anyone his sister chooses as long as they are happy together!
Malleus reacting to his sister’s boyfriend!
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He approves immediately! You and Silver are childhood friends in a way. He finds it a little cute that you two were able to find love in each other.
Silver is someone Malleus spends a lot of time with, Silver is one of his knights after all. Because of this, he knows Silver works hard. His drive and motivation are something to be reckoned with.
When he isn’t around, he entrusts your safety to Silver. You may be well capable of taking care of yourself, but a little added protection hurts no one. Your boyfriend is always more than willing to oblige.
Malleus doesn’t approach Silver about your relationship, he knows there aren’t any ill intentions. However, he will go up to him and start up some more friendly conversations. He wants to establish a closer relationship with Silver, something beyond just a prince and his knight. Future brothers in-law aren’t supposed to be so formal with one another.
He chuckles to himself when he finds you and Silver around campus sometimes. You’re usually combing your fingers through Silver’s hair as he sleeps, his head comfortably resting on your lap.
Alongside Lilia, he’s watched Silver and you grow up into who you two are today. And although he may not know everything, he believes the love you hold for each other is pure.
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Malleus knows Vil as someone who works diligently. He is an honest person and always strives for the best, in both beauty and brains. He’s definitely earned Malleus’ respect.
Whenever he sees your boyfriend, Vil always remains well-mannered and calm, a true gentleman if he’s ever seen one. When Vil comes over for family dinners, it’s never an awkward experience. The conversations flow smoothly like water.
Vil, like Malleus, has to retain a certain image in the public eye. Meaning, he can’t be openly affectionate with you, lest his fans try to do something. Malleus knows Vil treats you differently in private. He sees how happy you look when coming back home from a date.
Vil isn’t scared of your brother. He will remain polite as he always has, slowly approaching your brother more and more frequently. They get along well enough! It gets to a point where Vil even invites Malleus over for evening tea.
Malleus gives his stamp of approval! He knows Vil treats you just like the princess you are. You two make quite the power couple!
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He doesn’t know Cater well personally, but based on what you and Lilia have said about him, he seems like a nice person. Malleus has only ever spoken to him a handful of times during their three years at NCR, he’s always rubbed him as the bubbly type.
He knows Cater is quite reliable! He was willing to help him get rid of those pesky people who were bothering him on Halloween. That’s just one of the many examples he has.
A little concerned about Cater’s smartphone addiction. He’s giving you enough affection....right? Cater will have a frustrated fae on his tail if not.
Will be absolutely delighted when Cater goes out of his way to get to know him! Malleus doesn’t expect him to do so of course, but he will be glad. 
He’s quite astonished when Cater tries to show him how to properly use his phone. To think a device could be capable of so much. Maybe one day he’ll be able to understand this “social media” Cater speaks so highly of.
Overall, Malleus knows Cater is a good person. He hopes Cater treats you just as well as you treat him.
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As he’s stated once before, Riddle holds all the knowledge and achievements befit for a king, the only thing he lacks is the actual status. Malleus has seen and heard how well Riddle conducts himself. Riddle isn’t the dorm leader of Heartslabyul and one of the top students at NCR for nothing.
He knows of Riddle’s anger outbursts. He’s only concerned because he doesn’t know Riddle that well yet. He’ll speak to you privately about it. Depending on what you say, he’ll confront Riddle or leave you to handle the matter yourself.
Overjoyed when Riddle tries to invite him over to Heartslabyul for private tea parties. He’s so happy to know your boyfriend is putting in the effort to get to know your family. At these little parties, they simply converse and enjoy the sweets Trey makes. The two play croquet every now and then too.
As Malleus begins to learn more about Riddle, he can confidently say he approves of this relationship. Seeing you two happily traverse through the world of love makes him happy in turn.
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Malleus knows close to nothing about Epel. He only knows he’s a student that’s caught Vil’s attention.
Though he was a little scared at first, Epel reaches out to your brother, much to the surprise of Malleus. Epel would love for you to get along with his family, so he needs to put in the effort to get along with yours!
Malleus is stunned into silence the first time Epel slips into his country accent and his more “expressive” attitude. Poor Epel was terrified, he thought he would be banned from dating you right then and there. Once Malleus receives an explanation, he doesn’t mind it. From then on whenever Epel lets that side of him flow freely, the fae sees it as a sign of trust.
In the eyes of your brother, Epel is a wonderful young man. Not only does he work hard to achieve his goals, he doesn’t let fear weigh him down. He knows you two will continue to grow and learn from each other.
On a side note, he really hopes Epel leaves the invitation to his hometown on the table. That apple pie with vanilla ice cream his grandmother makes sounds absolutely divine.
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jennagrinsoverml · 4 years ago
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ML Fic Recs - Ladynoir
I think most readers can appreciate a good rec list, but it’s often the same fics that I see recced again and again. I get why they’re recced - they’re amazing! But I want help finding fic I haven’t already read. So I decided to be the change I want to see in the world. The rule: the fic must have less than a thousand kudos on AO3 (but I’m trying to limit to fics that have less than 500.) Obviously this means a lot of my favourites are not included here, but you’ve probably read all of those already anyway. 
If you enjoy these, please reblog so more readers can find these awesome fics!
To get things started and in honour of the quality ladynoir content we just got (which I’m hoping will inspire even more quality fan content!), let’s have some ladynoir recs. Fics are in no particular order.
Amnesiac? More like Amnesi-Chat by therealjanebingley
Oblivio's back, and this time only Chat Noir gets hit. Based on his limited knowledge and the way Ladybug acts towards him, he makes some assumptions.
One-shot. This is hilarious. From Chat’s genuine glee about his superheroes to Ladybug’s affectionate indulgence to having Chat provide an “outside perspective” on Ladybug’s non-platonic behaviour towards him to the teasing... I could see this actually happening in an Oblivio 2.0 episode.
Experimental Kisses by @komorebirei
Ladybug watched him. Maybe it was guilt, maybe sympathy, maybe a streak of playfulness. Maybe the traumatic akuma experience had softened her up. Whatever the reason, a thought wafted lazily through her mind and out of her mouth. “You know… you’re right. It isn’t fair, is it?”
Chat Noir looked up.
“I remember my first kiss, but you don’t.” She hummed and tapped her chin, making a show of remembering. “It wasn’t a bad kiss, but we were in the middle of fighting an akuma, so I didn’t get to enjoy it much, either.”
Oops—that came out sounding a little, no, a lot more flirty than she had intended. Anyway, if she was going to commit to this idea, she may as well go all in.
One-shot. Ladybug offers to kiss Chat since he doesn’t remember their kiss and the way she reacts to the kiss...it lives in my mind rent-free. I have fallen asleep many a night fantasizing about what the repercussions of the kiss might look like. 
What's your favourite colour? by @hermionemonica
Ladybug and Chat Noir sit on a rooftop, watching the sunset.
One-shot. This fic is short and sweet and absolutely lovely. It’s set post-reveal and despite only being 566 words it’s full of sweetness and feeling.
Margins of Error by orphan_account
“Do you…” Ladybug's voice is at an almost-whisper. He can feel her breath fire-hot against his face. “Do you want me to show you how I think they should write our kiss?”
Adrien isn’t here anymore, leave a message after the tone.
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Adrien was raised on order. His life is meticulously planned, each day as reliable as the equations he studies in physics and calculus. But Ladybug- Ladybug always has him at a loss.
One-shot. Okay, so I know the author of this one since I download all my favourite fics, but since they’ve orphaned it I’m going to respect that. However, since the author was kind enough to leave the work up so people can continue to enjoy it, I’m going to suggest that people do so! Ladynoir kisses featuring my absolute favourite dynamic: sexually assertive Ladybug and receptive Chat Noir. (Don’t take this to mean the fic has sexual content - it’s just kissing.) AMAZING.
Liquid Luck by @somethingvaguetodo
Ladybug enlists Chat Noir's help in decoding the remaining ingredients for the power-up transformation potions. Together, they work on creating them, and possibly destroying the barriers between them.
Multi-chapter. The riddles of the secret potion ingredients are fun to think about, Ladybug and Chat Noir both get to show off their smarts, and the trust and support between the two of them is showcased. Perfect ladynoir.
when you weren't mine to lose by @bugsandchatons
Change is a scary thing, especially when it feels like nothing has stayed the same.
It's been a year since Marinette became the Guardian of the Miracle Box - a year of struggling beneath a burden she never asked for, a weight that has her leaning on her partner more and more as the hours fly by, of letting him come to her, too, when he needs a soft place to land. A year of falling for the boy who takes on the world by her side with a smile made of sunlight, and fighting the growing urge to tell him what he means to her.
After all, they'll have time enough for that when Paris is safe.
But when the unthinkable happens, Marinette learns the tragedy of loving someone quietly, and the lines she'll cross to save him.
Multi-chapter. This is what happens when Ladybug loses Chat Noir. It hurts in all the best ways and the writing is absolutely gorgeous and somehow we still get a happy ending!
well if i'm beautiful and you're beautiful then who's saving paris? by celebreultimaverba
Chat flirts. Surprisingly, it works.
And then it backfires.
One-shot. This one is so cute and sweet! It’s a quick read but you’ll be smiling by the end of it.
sometimes the dreamers finally wake up by magesamell
"Four days ago a mermaid flooded Paris and an ancient guardian introduced himself to his father as a substitute Chinese tutor. He had thought that would be the end of it."
Ladybug tells Chat Noir all of her secrets.
One-shot. Post-Syren. The fic we all desperately need about Ladybug actively working to restore the balance of her and Chat’s relationship after Fu messes with that. It’s not overly romantic, but it’s absolutely perfect.
i fall in love just a little, oh, just a little by @mlady-noir
If she was asked, Ladybug wouldn't be able to give a specific date when her heart decided to fall for her pun loving partner, but she could point out the night she realized it.
One-shot. Sofffffttttttt. This is just a beautiful narrative of Ladybug’s fall for Chat with a sweet, sweet ending.
Someone I Can’t Fall In Love With by @yslen54
Ladybug agreed with Chat Noir when he suggested that they should finally share their identities with each other, but she’s been dreading it ever since.
One-shot. This is short and sweet. An identity reveal that explores Ladybug’s feelings for Chat Noir and then plays with the divided heart trope.
The following fics are amazing and absolutely worth reading, but do feature sexual content, so minors beware.
You can’t stay away from me by plikki
When Adrien sides with his father, he expects to protect Ladybug and buy some time. He doesn't expect that his emotional state will make it so much harder to resist the girl that he loves, until he just gives in.
Multi-chapter. Rated M. Not-quite an enemies AU, but with all the beautiful angst and tension of one. There’s a fair amount of sex, so be warned but it’s SO SO GOOD. And all of the pain and angst is followed by a sweet happy ending.
baby, we don't have time to be coy by Molebear
"What are we doing?" Chat breathes, the words sending a tendril of lucidity back into Ladybug's hormone-addled brain.
It's a fair question.
The origins of this tryst are a little hazy in her mind at this point. Something about a lovesick akuma, maybe? Ladybug vaguely remembers Chat Noir getting struck by something, only seconds before it hit her too. There was a fight, or... there was something she and Chat Noir had been in the middle of doing - something important, like.... save-the-world important - before she'd dragged him underground with the sole intention of climbing him like a tree.
A scorned lover gets akumatized and gains the power to cast Lust. When it comes to distracting Paris' beloved superhero team, this power turns out to be... rather effective.
One-shot. Rated M. The UST of this one damn near killed me. It’s hot AF and I would commit homicide to read the conversation these two have after that lmaoooo
Charmed, I'm Sure by @chatonne-rousse
Friends with benefits. It's right there in the name, and it's what they are - friends. Best friends. This is just a way for two consenting adults to relieve stress after akuma fights, with the only person they'd trust with this level of intimacy. Really, what could go wrong? (The real question is, what could go right?)
Multi-chapter. Rated E. The sex is really, really hot. It’s in character and full of emotion. And there’s an amazing identity reveal followed by “I’m so happy it’s you!” sex. 
A Little Too Far by imploder
Ladybug gets handsy, and Chat Noir lacks self-control. Alternitavely: "Plagg's Worst Nightmare".
One-shot. Rated E. This one is hot and in character and just absolutely amazing steamy ladynoir content. Features my favourite: sexually assertive Ladybug. Because who doesn’t love playing with gender role stereotypes?
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deceitful-darlings · 3 years ago
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@bri-flores Matchups
Yandere/Normal Matchup
Personal information hidden for privacy’s sake
I match you with...
3rd place
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Rook Hunt
With his observant nature, Rook gets to know you long before you’re even aware of his feelings for you. He knows you like time by yourself, which he gives to you by watching from a distance, you both get you want through your ignorance of his watching! How could he not want to watch his cute little junior from another world? Your views are so different from the people in this school that you’re interesting to observe, and over time as he watched your cute reactions he soon found himself smitten.
He’s someone helpful when you get lost, where he follows you, after he’s had his fun admiring you he’ll appear to guide you to your destination. Your lack of confidence doesn’t matter, because Rook has it in droves, to the point it may actually be overwhelming. You don’t need to ask for help because he’s just there to give it to you whenever it’s needed, and he remembers things that a part of you is sure he didn’t even know about in the first place. He can see the beauty in nearly everything, including you anger, to the point it may almost seem dismissive, but that does mean that he is extremely accept over any action of yours.
But Rook isn’t the type to hide his stalking and obsession, he’ll openly tell you about how he found something you did to be adorable when you were alone, and that openness may cause stress in that you never know when he’s around, hiding and watching. He may communicate, but he tends not to listen when you complain or tell him to stop, he doesn’t see anything wrong with what he does, so your words are meaningless, he will continue to stalk you for as long as his love remains.
2nd place...
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Deuce Spade
As one of your longest standing friends in NRC, Deuce certainly seems to understand you, as a yandere he’s fiercely protective of you. Despite himself not being great at memorisation, your forgetfulness mixed with your inability to ask for help definitely has him worried about you, as someone who tends to do things alone he’s concerned that one day you might push yourself too hard and end up hurting yourself. Is it really any surprise that that protective nature of his skyrocketed considering all the chaos you’ve been through together?
With NRC being the place it is, the people there aren’t always nice to you, and Deuce never hesitates to come to your defense when that happens. As one of your best friends, he’s naturally by your side on a regular basis, so it really won’t feel like he’s encroaching on your personal space, from studying to hanging out he seems to spend as much time with you as he can. You may get frustrated with how often he insists on staying with you even when it doesn’t feel needed, and as someone honest he isn’t good at making excuses as to why you’re wrong, so your temper may get the better of you with him on occasion.
He tries his best to be understanding, although he isn’t too great at communication therefore can sometime make situations worse because he phrases things incorrectly. If he’s ever in a situation where he’s hurt your feelings, he’s incredibly apologetic and offers to do anything to get your forgiveness, and with his genuine nature it can be hard not to in the end. With his more spontaneous, disorganised, outgoing nature, and your more quiet and structured way of doing things you work quite well off of each other, even with his overprotective tendencies.
And in 1st place...
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Trey Clover
Could you really ask for someone more reliable than Trey Clover? The dedicated, hardworking Vice Dorm Leader of Heartslabyul is the manipulative sort, but he hides it well behind a mask of pure concern for you, he’s the kind of person that gains trust easily so can you really be sure that you’ll be able to see through his solid facade?
He already has plenty of practice in dealing with short tempers from Riddle, and with your lack of provisions will you really value independence over getting such nice food from him? Especially considering he can change its flavour on a whim if you don’t like it, he just so happens to learn how to make desserts and drinks you like, and he can help you with some of the more questionable ingredients provided by Crowley by covering its taste with his Unique Magic. That skill will be invaluable at some points.
He works his way in to your a life that you probably won’t notice until it’s too late, he never comments on your lack of confidence, but he doesn’t help you in building it either, if at any point you seem to be struggling or done with a conversation, he’ll smoothly take over, if you get lost he finds you and guides you to where you were meant to be going, he’ll gently bring you back to a task at hand if you get distracted, helping you make and keep plans, all of which he does with a smile on his face, will you notice when you don’t seem to have friends outside of Heartslabyul anymore? Is his always offering you help that weird, he’s busy but it’s not like he doesn’t help everyone else he can as well, so does it matter that he seems to help you that but more?
It all seems just so nice, he isn’t wrong when he says that if you stay by his side he won’t let you get lost, he’s right when he says that the two of you work well together, his light smile will make you think he’s joking, but it does get you thinking. Someone as accepting as Trey, someone as kind as him who doesn’t even complain about the things you don’t like about yourself, would being in a relationship really be that bad?
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twstinstardust · 4 years ago
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hello! i hope you have a good day today ❤️
i wonder if it's okay for you to do a headcanon/imagine of heartslabyul with mc/yuu that comes from an apocalyptic world?
the mc always had people around them die, so as soon as they got friends in nrc, they would pledge(?) loyalty to them as a sign of gratitude.
(if it helps, mc is very forgiving and accepting, since it would be a waste to hold revenge, especially towards their cruel world)
you're free to turn this request down, thank you!
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Hello there anon! I'm glad to do this request and I also hope you have a wonderful day! (*^▽^*)
Riddle Rosehearts
• Hearing that you're from such a world truly shocks Riddle and he could never imagine being in such a situation as yours. At first he feels lost on how to approach you, but he shakes off the thoughts as he reacts to your declaration of loyalty. He feels honored in a way; you actually see him as much as a friend/someone close to you to do this. It really touches him and he respects your perspective of forgiveness and such.  Though, he does advise not to let others take advantage of that part of you. Riddle will tell you off at certain occasions, but giving him your explanation does cool him off. You really are one of a kind, huh?
• "Those who've been through so much are said to have gained strength from experiences. And I see that is true. You're a shining example of pushing through the darkness. But don't forget that I... we'll also be by your side no matter what."
Ace Trappola
• He couldn't believe it at first. It's sounds like something out of a movie or show. But upon seeing how serious your tone was, Ace knew it wasn't made up or something you just said to only then jab him with a just kidding. What you've been through was real and it's tough to process the fact you lost people important to you. Heck, it's the first time he's hearing something like this! Ace rubs the back of his head as you declare loyalty, stating that you don't have to go that far. He's very aware that you appreciate everyone you've met. Don't go all sentimental on him!... He smiles softly when you're not looking.
• "Wow, you really went all out, huh? C'mon, don't be so serious. Of course we'll stick together. You guys may be a handful... But life would be boring without you all. Huh? What's with the smile?"
Deuce Spade
• You're truly strong, aren't you? Deuce already had some form of respect for you due to how reliable you are, but hearing about what your world is like makes him ponder after the ton of bricks that he felt when finding out. It would crush him if something like that happened to him; if he lost his mother... He just can't comprehend something like that ever happening in his life. Deuce feels truly honored that you trust him enough to swear loyalty and he'll do the same. Friends protect and stick together, right? Right. No, that's not a tear. He just has something in his eye, is all.
• "I... Can't believe you'd trust me this much. *clenches his fists* I'll do my best to uphold the strength in our bond! You can count on me for anything! Just... Remember you're not alone, okay?"
Trey Clover
• Trey had a feeling about your approach towards those you've made friends with. The way you just... Appreciate the little things that happen and he honestly thought it was extremely wholesome. Upon hearing about the world you came from, a solemn expression clouded his face. So that's what it is. You've come to value everything because it was all taken from you. His face perks up once you declare loyalty, causing him to chuckle. Okay then. Only if he does so as well. It touches his heart that you're so committed in the bonds you've created. Trey will also assist you if anyone is giving you trouble, since some would take the chance to take your forgiveness for granted.
• "I honestly felt that the whole ordeal would have been severely one sided if I didn't declare loyalty back to you. *he chuckles while rubbing the back of his neck* That just means we're in this together till the end."
Cater Diamond
• He looks back on the small stuff that others wouldn't have noticed if they did not look closely enough. It all added up after you revealed the world you had come from. It makes him wonder what you've had to face besides friends dying. What else was there? Cater doesn't have long lasting friends due to family stuff, so he can't even imagine what he'd feel if this sort of thing were to occur. Declaring loyalty caught him off guard, but he recovers with a smile. Cater states that you two should take record of this moment. I mean, it's really important and something to cherish right? Let us commemorate this bond with a picture!
• "There we go! It's always been official, but now our is completely official. *he laughs softly* Friendships don't really stick in my life, so this is honestly something to look back on for a long time, you know? Come on! I know this great cafe!"
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local-ground-apple · 4 years ago
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May I request for headcanons with the dorm leader and a f!reader who’s scared of people and always have her guards up? How would they win her over? (I’m so sorry if this is way too much and if this is the wrong place to ask for requests)
It’s not too much and it’s a good place to ask for requests. Hope you will like it~!
I swear I don’t know why Vil and Azul are so long..
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♥️ probably scared you with his tantrums and quick temper
♥️ and probably scared you even more with strict rules imposed on students,
♥️ at first Riddle had absolutely no clue how to approach you, you always seemed rather anxious and cautious around him and he didn’t like it at all. Eventually, he asks Trey for some advices on how to get closer to you,
♥️ now he’s making sure you’re not near before he ruthlessly scolds and punishes students or has an outburst of anger,
♥️ Riddle tries to control his emotions around you and talk in rather pleasant voice, sometimes may turn a blind eye if you break one, seemingly insignificant rule, even though he’s screaming internally,
♥️ asks you, how was your day and oftne starts small talks with you. Riddle even offers to help you with subjects you don’t excel at, which slowly makes you warm up to him and gradually builds your trust,
♥️ when you feel more comfortable in his company, he invites you for tea parties where just the two of you eat strawberry tarts and talk in pleasant ambiance (Riddle shamelessly denies it being a date and refers to it as friendly meeting, keep telling that to yourself)
♥️ Riddle is the listener and he tries hard not to push your barriers, he’s always there to listen to your problems and is more than willing to offer you a solution,
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💛 he certainly enjoys a good chase and is up for the challenge, he’s not the type to easily give up. Leona is a predator after all and you happened to be considered a prey,
💛 since you always have your guard up around others, he finds your mysterious and unapproachable aura completely endearing, Leona wants to be the only one to whom you will open up
💛 he acts more than he talks, so at first expect that lazy lion to actually put some effort – he will intimidate people you’re scared of, will carry your bag if you happen to walk in the same direction as him without even asking for your permission or he would invite you to his table in canteen,
💛 when he realises his approach doesn’t work that well and you’re still slightly intimidated by him, Leona will change his strategy,
💛 since you don’t want to be open, then he won’t be forcing you. Leona decides to show you an example. He opens up to you, tells you his honest thoughts without beating around the bush – which actually works and makes you gradually trust him more and more, 
💛 Leona is not rushing you or putting any pressure on you, after all hunts are not supposed to be easy and end so rapidly,
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💙 his tentacle senses began tingling when he spotted you. His greedy and calculating self was looking for a perfect moment to get you to sign a contract. You had heard rumours about his fishy deals and after Floyd personally and brutally invaded your comfort zone, you swore to yourself your feet would never step in Mostro Lounge again. It led to you having absolutely no trust in him and basically running away at a mere sight of the twins,
💙 if you were scared of people before, now you were terrified and your guards were even higher than always. You promised yourself to be extra cautious around Azul,
💙 Azul can partially understand you, he doesn’t like feeling vulnerable either and usually has hard time opening to others and prefers to keep things to himself, yet it doesn’t mean he will go easy on you,
💙 after your brief meeting when you politely refused a contract, Azul actually gives you time, he doesn’t seem pushy or overbearing. You don’t see him or Leech twins for extended period of time. After a while you began to feel less anxious and your body isn’t in constant “fight or flight” mode, that’s when Azul steps in.
💙 gets paired with you in poison class, completely accidentally, much to your discontent. Azul leaves you surprised by how respectful he is, not putting any pressure on you and helping you with task. He gently asks about your opinion and listens to you, which leaves you stunned,
💙 you don’t warm that easily to him, having at the back of your mind all the horrible rumours about him. Azul is a great manipulator. While he was seemingly giving you time, Leech twins were busy collecting any information about you, which could be helpful in the future. Soon, Azul adapts his responses to your reactions, slowly making you lower your guard in his company,
💙 offers you a small favour, without any contract and wants nothing in return. You were suspicious, he keeps his promise, which makes you slightly warm up to him, Azul views that as investment in the future and he is more than willing to make another favour,
💙 just one day Azul will return to collect your outstanding debt,
💙 if he doesn’t manage to woo you with his manners, clever tricks, then surely, he can do it through a contract, right?
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🧡he is open and friendly with everyone and his bright and energetic personality scared you a bit at first. His presence was a bit overbearing to you and you couldn’t believe you would find such a kind soul in this school,
🧡 Jamil had to explain to him, why you may not want to open up to new people and have trust issues, after that he would change his approach,
🧡 Kalim wants to gain your trust and become your friend, before he would try to woo you, he doesn’t want to blow his chances with you, so he takes things slow,
🧡 soon you learn that he’s genuinely friendly and cheerful and he’s not trying to be someone he isn’t,
🧡 Kalim talks openly with you, doesn’t hide anything about himself and is more than happy to share some histories about his past with you
🧡 often tells you that he appreciates time you spend with him and how this relationship is important to him,
🧡 gradually, your conversations began to flow more easily and naturally and you find yourself opening a little,
🧡 eventually, his bright personality wins you over
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💜 Vil thinks highly of himself and is sure that making you fall for him would be easy-peasy. After all, who wouldn’t want to date him? Isn’t he such a perfect lover? He knows, it’s just a matter of time before you let your guard down and fall head over heels for him,
💜 sends Rook to discreetly gather some crucial information about you, he wants to understand why are you cautious and don’t you want to trust others. After finding a cause, Vil is more than happy to impose the best (in his opinion) solution and solve your issues. You won’t even notice his attempts,
💜 Vil is an excellent actor. After learning more about you and analysing your personality with Rook, he will adjust his words, gestures to your reactions. He always creates a perfect ambiance for your talks and seems to be empathizing with you. But you will never know which sugar-coated word was his true self.
💜 makes you believe that he leads the conversations with you, while having the intention of fully listening to you. Soon, you’re convinced that he’s a reliable person in whose company you can speak without feeling judged or embarrassed. After all, doesn’t he seek to understand you?
💜 Vil judges you internally, although in your eyes, he’s a very encouraging and supportive person. He helps you adjust in this completely new word and initially he isn’t harsh to you, as he is with Epel. He showers you in compliments, builds your self-esteem and makes you feel appreciated in his company. After all, Vil is going to fix your any imperfection after you eventually becomes his.
💜 if you reject him despite his relentless efforts, special addition to your apple or an old-fashioned love potion should make you fall for him,
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🖤 oh boy, he is rather scared of people, often avoiding them at all cost and now he wants to overcome your barriers you had set around you and win you over?
🖤 it’s going to be a tough challenge, Idia himself is not sure whether he can overcome it,
🖤 feels very awkward whenever he tries to get out of his comfort zone and approach you, so he practically doesn’t leave it. You’re not sure how many times you had seen him leaving his dorm, yet alone his room,
🖤 you both share a lot in common, so he perfectly understands why you may have trust issues and don’t want to open up so easily,
🖤 Idia gives you (and mostly himself) quite a lot of time and if he finally gathers lasting remains of his practically non-existing courage, he will message you,
🖤 most of your conversations would be online. Surprisingly to you, they don’t feel awkward or forced, you both enjoy them, slowly warming up to each other,
🖤 eventually you would take your relationship from Internet to real life,
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💚 he is a patient fae, so he gives you as much time as you need to warm up to him. Your mistrust and fear of people, as well as having your guards up all the time is understandable to him. 
💚 Malleus is not exactly an open person with a vast circle of friends. Besides, most of Diasomnia students are also cautious and discreet, so he is rather accustomed to it and doesn’t find you weird,
 💚 He doesn’t mind walking in the forest with you in complete silence and doesn’t even find it awkward,
💚 Malleus is elated when you gradually become more comfortable in his company, he always makes sure you’re feeling alright and is a great listener. You could spend hours rabbiting on how your day was awful and he would be there to hear it. You have his full and undivided attention,
💚 always tells you how much he appreciates time spent with you and how much this relationship means to him, 
💚 appreciates every piece of information you share about yourself and in return does the same. Generally sooner or later, you both help subconsciously help each other open up and before you even realise, you start to develop feelings for your kind Tsunotarou,
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k-s-morgan · 3 years ago
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What He Grows to Be: Snippet 8
This snippet differs from others a bit because it's concerned with a specific arc more than with Tom and Harry. But that's why I picked it as without context and spoilers, strictly Harry-and-Tom scenes might start looking repetitive :D
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Tom woke up in an excellent mood, the lines from Harry’s letter still dancing fresh in his memory. For a while, he stayed in his bed, mouthing them and enjoying the rush of pleasure doing so gave him. When he finally got up, he was met with tense faces of Lestrange, Black, and Mulciber. They were sitting on their beds silently, seemingly waiting for him to awake.
“What happened?” Tom asked sharply. His first irrational thought was that Harry got hurt, but rationality kicked in before panic spread, reminding him of how impossible the notion was. Even in the unlikely event that something happened, he’d be the first to feel it — in every sense of this word.
No one said anything. Instead, Lestrange gave him a newspaper. He looked so enraged that Tom was surprised he managed to stay silent.
The first thing he saw was a huge title with shaky letters: “The Heir of Slytherin — Or Is He?”
His heart twitched uncomfortably. Pursing his lips in preparation for what might be coming, Tom skimmed through the article.
Tom Slytherin is undoubtedly a rising star in the Wizarding Britain. His views are finding support among all kinds of wizards and witches, and that’s because he managed to occupy a middle ground between old pureblood ancestry and progressive pro-Muggle-born attitudes. An heir of Salazar Slytherin who believes in equality irrespective of one’s blood status; a prodigy in dark arts who became a vanquisher of the Dark Lord. Now he’s about to join the Ministry by taking a position that was crafted specifically for him. But is he really who he says he is?
Few of you know that Tom Slytherin was previously known as Tom Riddle. A half-blood himself, it’s barely surprising that he chose to appeal to both purebloods and Muggle-borns in his agenda to take power. His talks about equality and his claims that people grossly misinterpreted Salazar Slytherin’s beliefs are certainly inspiring, but are they true? Or is Tom Riddle a liar?
He can speak with snakes, that much is certain. It means that at least at some point, Tom Riddle’s bloodline was mixed with that of Salazar Slytherin. However, this alone does not give him the right to call himself his heir and even more, make statements about what Slytherin wanted and which ideals he supported. As reliable historical sources indicate, Slytherin built a Chamber of Secrets somewhere in Hogwarts for his heir to unseal. The question is, if Tom Riddle is indeed his heir, why hasn’t he done so yet? Where is the Chamber of Secrets and is the boy even aware of its existence? He told us that his knowledge about Slytherin’s true aims came from the unique books he has in his possession. Ignoring the fact that no one has ever seen these books personally, do they not mention anything about the Chamber? It doesn’t seem likely. In fact, it seems downright impossible. And if Tom Riddle lied about Slytherin’s beliefs to increase his popularity among the population, what else has he lied about?
No one has witnessed his alleged victory over Grindelwald. When asked to share his memories about it through the Pensieve, Tom Riddle refused. An anonymous source close to him confessed that the boy is highly manipulative and prone to exaggerations. He is indirectly linked to the murders of Charlus Potter and a Muggle woman who lived in his neighbourhood. So is he a hero? Or is he an impostor with delusions of grandeur who deceives everyone and ruthlessly disposes of people who do not support him?
One lie leads to another, and before you know it, Wizarding Britain will be ruled by a new Dark Lord who tricked us all by his alleged vague connection with Salazar Slytherin. Before giving him power, we have to find who he really is and what he is hiding.
“Dumbledore,” Tom said. His voice was toneless, but rage was trembling under his skin, trying to pour outside through his magic. “He’s behind this article.”
“Are you sure?” Mulciber frowned. “Why would he do this? He should be thrilled that his precious Muggle-borns are finally being treated with respect. All interviews you’ve given paint you as their supporter, so why would he—”
“Because he doesn’t trust Tom,” Lestrange snapped. He was pacing now, his face agitated. “The bastard always hated him — all of us. I just didn’t think his hatred would be stronger than his own hopes for equality.”
“Neither did I,” Tom replied distantly. His eyes went back to the article.
He’d been going out of his way to meet Harry’s ideals and shape his political aims around them. In many ways, Dumbledore’s ideals matched Harry’s. Mulciber was right, he should have been pleased to see them promoted. But Lestrange also had a point — Dumbledore’s reservations happened to be stronger. He must believe that Tom was playing a long-term game, and that as soon as he got the real power, he would reveal his true goals. Whatever Dumbledore imagined them to be, it must have been terrible enough to make him step up and try to tarnish Tom’s reputation.
“Is it true, though?” Black asked. Tom slowly looked up at him just as Lestrange whirled around in outrage.
“How can you even—” he started, but Black interrupted him.
“We never saw those books. We never really discussed the Chamber of Secrets. Do you know where it is, Tom?”
“I’ve visited it once,” Tom replied. He wasn’t lying — he saw the Chamber of Secrets in Harry’s memories. The only problem was that he had no idea how to enter it because Harry hadn’t trusted him with this information.
“You have?” Lestrange exclaimed. His ridiculously eager eyes lit up. “So you do know where it is!”
Mulciber began to grin. Black alone remained unmoved, watching him with furrowed brows.
Perhaps he sensed it was half-truth and was trying to understand what it could possibly mean. Black was smart, probably smarter than Lestrange and Mulciber combined — smarter than Tom had ever given him credit for. And right now, this was the last thing he needed. To have even his closest circle doubt him… just because Dumbledore felt threatened and wanted to be petty…
His rage darkened, turning into something vicious and vindictive. A hundred of possible counter-plans shot up in his mind, but they all crashed against one simple truth.
He had no clue where the Chamber of Secrets was. And now that the idea was planted in people’s heads, they would not let it go. He’d have to prove he knew its location or have everyone doubt him.
If Harry could just tell him…
No. He wasn’t going to bother Harry with it. What they had was more significant than any rumours or doubts that would circulate around him. Tom would rather be known as a liar and an impostor than risk stretching the trust he and Harry had been building all this time. If Harry wanted, he would tell him, but he wasn’t going to ask or rely on this possibility.
He’d have to find the Chamber by himself and make Dumbledore choke on his ‘anonymous’ testimony.
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. Riddle Rosehearts 
Main Yandere Type → Controlling | Obsessive 
♚ Riddle has been taught from a very young age that rules are a necessary part of life. Rules keep you safe, they offer a cold, guiding hand to those who might not know how to properly handle themselves otherwise! These are the morals instilled in him, and just as they extend to his dorm, they extend their icy grip to his darling as well. 
♚ Riddle’s descent into obsession goes mostly unnoticed by himself, believing that he’s simply worried for their well-being. Afterall, they have that empty dorm all to themselves, what do they do all day? Just sit around? That won’t do! Aren’t they bored? 
♚ He takes it upon himself to create a small schedule for them to follow! It’s just for their mental health, you see, just to give them things to do. He reassures that having a schedule, even the “small” one he gave them will help keep them sane. Don’t worry, Riddle will even update it according to the things they want to do! Just make sure to keep him updated on their life so he can update it on the fly. 
♚ By the time he realizes his feelings, he panics and tries to shove them down. He can’t be in love! What would his mother say!? He tries to brush it all off but soon enough he’ll fall off into the deep-end, after-all, who cares what she thinks? Maybe indulging himself, every now and again, isn’t such a horrible idea.
♔ → “Hmph, Really now, I don’t mind doing this. Don’t worry so much, I can take care of this for you.”
♔ → “Oh? You’re joining a club? Why not join the horseback riding club? It’s very fun, there’s a perfect time slot for it so I don’t have to move anything around on your schedule.”
♔ → “If you ever need help controlling that cat of yours, I’m happy to lend a hand.”
. Trey Clover
Main Yandere Type → Possessive | Manipulative 
♣ Trey is overly calm about his obsession for the most part. He knows it’s wrong but he just takes it in strides, reassuring himself that he has control over his emotions and actions. He’ll charm his way into his darling’s heart, working his way out of plain friendship and into the passionate affection he wants from them. 
♣ He takes all of his obsession in stride, including the increasingly intense desire bubbling in his chest. If he’s losing his mind over them hanging out with the other first years so much, then he’ll just have to gently guide them away from doing that! Trey is much more fun than all of them combined, believe him! When it’s one on one there’s no worry of being left out or leaving anyone out, besides, shouldn’t they be studying more? He’ll help! Trey can help them fix those grades while having fun!
♣ He’ll showly convince them that their “friends” don't actually care about them, ever hear of pity friends? I mean, they haven’t really reached out to darling, now have they? Not that he had anything to do with it, but really! Trey is way more reliable than any of those kids, why does darling even keep them around? As with his obsession, he’s pretty relaxed about getting rid of issues. Slow and steady, he’ll worm his way into isolating them, into being the only one they trust or adore. 
♣ Trey will eventually come to confess, but he’ll make sure there’s no way they’ll even think of rejecting him. He’s clearly the best option for a romantic partner, who else knows them so well? Just stay with him, he’s all they truly need anyway.
♧ → “You seem pretty tired lately. Let me know if you need help with anything, you can lean on me.”
♧ → “Isn’t it exhausting to hang around those guys? Come by if you need a breath of fresh air.”
♧ → “Oh, are you in a good mood? Could you help me with something?”
. Cater Diamond
Main Yandere Type → Obsessive | Stalker 
♦ Cater, while hard to attract, is a rather discreet yet intense yandere. He fights his feelings more than riddle does and fights it for longer. He does what he can to try and shove his feelings down, burying his face in his phone whenever he sees them. But sooner or later, he won’t be able to ignore the urge to angle his phone just right and snap a quick photo. 
♦ At first, he’s tempted to post it as a joke but the idea of sharing such a special picture with anyone else just makes his insides churn. So he starts a private collection, full of photos, videos of his darling. He finds himself staring at them, analyzing any detail he notices. Cater is quick to fall after his breaking point, obsession keeping a tight hold on his heart and head.
♦ He makes an extra effort to keep smiling in front of them, Cater thinks that if he seems happy, then his darling (and others, but there’s a strong focus on darling) will like him more. Cater attempts to flirt with them at times, but the sheer weight of having their full attention is almost too much for him to handle; he usually backs out of it as casually and quickly as possible. 
♦ Cater will probably need some reassurance to approach his darling, or at least time. He doesn’t really feel like he deserves someone like his darling, hell, just looking at them makes his heart jump into his throat. Not that it bothers him too much, stalking them is good enough for him. 
♢ → “You look super pretty today, we should pose for my magicam~!”
♢ → “Ah, you’re always so interesting! Let’s talk more often~”
♢ → “Are you bored? Wanna help me with my magicam? It’ll be fun~”
. Ace Trappola 
Main Yandere Type → Manipulative | Cruel
♥ Ace blames them for making him feel the way he does. He fully embraces his emotions and teases his darling for it. Not that he outright confesses to them, in fact, he’s pretty likely to hide that his feelings are romantic; at least for a bit. Darling will probably assume he’s just a mean kinda person. He’s just teasing, no need to get worked up about it... right?
♥ Of course, he doesn’t constantly tease. If they need help with something, leave it to Ace! He’ll show them just how reliable and trustworthy he is! Sure, he’s immature, but he’s still totally better than any other guy! Geez, they make him feel all intense and gushy, yet don’t even make an effort to make him their number one? What the hell’s wrong with them?
♥ Don’t worry too much about it, Ace is happy to show you how to act towards him! He’s not the most patient person, so they’ll probably get out of it in favor of doing something fun with Ace. Do better next time, okay? 
♥ He likes the idea of being around them 24/7, if not just to make sure he’s the only guy on their mind. Ace probably thinks about stalking them if they’re doing something without him, but where’s the fun in that? If he’s going to stalk them, he’d rather just waltz up to them and start up a conversation or something else fun. He has to talk to them to woo them after all! 
♡ → “Why’re you just standing there? If you’re not busy, let’s go do something fun!”
♡ → “Did you miss me? Ha! I knew it! You’re so easy to read.”
♡ → “You should come to Heartslabyul! It’s a lot more fun than Ramshackle.”
. Deuce Spade
Main Yandere Type → Protective | Delusional 
♠ Deuce doesn’t have much experience with the feelings his darling gives him, so he’s rather possessive, and protective, of their “relationship”. He does understand they aren’t really dating, but he can’t help but feel like they feel the same. The side glances they share… It must mean something! He can’t help but feel like they’re hiding their feelings behind a friendly mask. They must not want the others to feel awkward, that’s all!
♠ He makes extra steps to make sure they feel comfortable coming to him for help. He’s very reliable! Deuce is happy to assist with what he can, that’s what boyfriends do, right? Deuce will especially want to know if anyone’s bothering his darling, he’ll take care of them. All darling has to do is ask for help, Deuce is happy to set some asshole in their place.
♠ Need help with a subject? Well, he’s not the best at doing schoolwork but he’ll encourage his darling! Deuce will do his best, even if it’s a subject he’s horrible at. If they haven’t joined a club, he’ll ask (beg-) them to join Track and Field! It’s fun, and they’ll get to spend more time together, doesn’t that sound great?  
♠ He’s also likely to attempt to stalk them, only to just approach them instead. Though he’ll try to back off some, as much as he’d love to spend every second of every day with them. Though, if he gets some “hints” that they want him around more, he’s more than happy to oblige. 
♤ → “Where are you going? Let’s walk together.”
♤ → “Ah- Sorry about that! I didn’t mean to sneak up on you.”
♤ → “I want to be dependable, so don’t be scared to rely on me.”
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I don’t think there’s one comment about Boromir in lotr by other characters that is actually accurate to his real character. I was thinking about Faramir and how what he says about his brother doesn’t really fit in with how Boromir actually behaves in the book or the history of his actions, but then I was trying to think of one person who DOES say something that fits and it’s very hard to do. Perhaps it’s just Pippin’s little ‘he had liked Boromir from the start, for though he was noble and proud, he still had a kind speech and manner’ or something along those lines. Or perhaps Eomer’s ‘more alike to a man of Rohan he always seemed to me’ meaning NOT so grim or proud. 
But yall see what I mean right? He’s supposed to be glory seeking and over proud and reckless and power hungry if Faramir’s to be believed. But he IS totally content with Aragorn’s claim to leadership. He IS happy to suffer Gandalf’s near constant disparagement in essential silence for all the time we know him. If he’s so reckless then why is he so reliable to the fellowship? If he’s so glory-seeking then why does he argue for what he perceives as the safest route for the fellowship, why does he want to avoid dangerous places? Why does he LEAVE in the FIRST place? How much glory is there to be won in marching away from his at-war Kingdom across half the continent completely alone to find the answer to some dream riddle? These are desperate actions not glory seeking ones!
Faramir wants Frodo to believe that Boromir was the one who went because he was just stubborn and jealously wouldn’t give up the task. But Boromir gave his reasons for insisting on going, Faramir admits to them, ‘it’s a long and incredibly dangerous journey to take alone, I am the hardier, I trust Faramir to lead us while I am gone’. Like... Tolkien OOC said of his own volition that the journey Boromir took was far more dangerous and difficult than anyone realised. And!! Does that sound glory seeking to you? He arrives in Rivendell and doesn’t make one single mention of his hardships, in fact in the council of elrond he never mentions ANY SINGLE DEED of his, except for the destruction of Osgiliath’s bridge, which he includes Faramir in and mentions without including the fact that it was HE BOROMIR WHO’D WON BACK HALF OF OSGILIATH THAT YEAR IN THE FIRST PLACE! We have to wait until RotK for Beregond to tell us so! Everything Boromir says in the CoE is worded to be entirely un-personal and wholly about Gondor as a whole, Gondor as a people. Actually!!! It’s Faramir who’s constantly espousing his own noble attributes and abilities! Huh!!!! HUH!!! Interesting!!
Not to be like... super self satisfied but the validation of my ‘Boromir creates a lot of facades in front of people so no one ever knows how hopeless and doom filled he is and not even his family know him very well’ is blinding and I’m right. 
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knights-escort · 3 years ago
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Just rant👀
I looked at this and realized that I have nothing to talk about so it gave me an excuse to make Eloise’s family. I’m sorry this took 12 days (I think) 😭. Anyway time to talk about Eloise’s family and history (and fiancé)!
You know how Eloise is based off of Alice? Scratch that she’s also now Alice’s descendant 😈.
Somewhat family lore?:
Each of the oldest girls from her family is bestowed upon the title “Alice the (inserts strong trait to describe them)” when they turn 18. Eloise is going to be the 12th Alice in her family, meaning that this tradition started 12 generations ago a while after the time of the Great Seven. The first “Alice”, aka the original from Alice in Wonderland, is called Alice the Curious. Some other examples of those titles are “Alice the Brilliant” and “Alice the Reliable.” If the girl so chooses, they could also go by their birth names instead of Alice. They can only receive that title if they are the first daughter of the first daughter (if that makes sense).
Parents (Alélard and Claire Mervielle):
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The two of them are almost never home, so Eloise lives with Trey’s family because their parents are good friends. They own an adventurers guild called Four Roses. As you can see, Eloise got a lot of her physical traits from her dad, Alélard Merveille. Alélard is French which makes Eloise half French. She has to learn French from him because he thought it would be beneficial to her in the future (when she rants in anger she does it in French). He let's Eloise do whatever she wants, as long as she doesn’t get hurt in the process. Whenever she’s with a new friend, her dad can be overprotective and will ask series of questions to gain his trust, which is one of the reasons he put her in arranged marriage. Eloise didn’t have many friends as a kid other than Riddle, Trey, and Che’nya because of this. Despite this, he loves his family only wants the best for Eloise and his wife.
Eloise’s mom, Claire Merveille, is the 11th Alice, “Alice the Adventurous.” Claire is British, which makes Eloise also half British. Eloise gets a lot of her personality from her. She is active and can never sit still, just like Eloise. Sometimes, when she’s home, they help manage the family adventurers guild together when Alélard is gone. Claire also gave Eloise a family heirloom on her 13th birthday, a magic map. She’s a lot more easygoing and will give Eloise advice when she listens to her daughter and her rants. Occasionally, she will fight with Alélard about the most trivial and stupid things, but will forget about it in a few days.
Fiancé (William Finch):
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William Finch is a 3rd year (18 y/o) student of Royal Sword Academy. He is soft-spoken, polite, caring towards other students, and is willing to lend a helping hand. In some cases, he will go to any length to get what he wants, but his intentions are good. Will is the vice president and values the rules as much as the student council president, Wyllow Desir, does. Although, in Eloise case, he lets some of her violations slide if there are no witnesses. Many of the girls fall for his charm and sweet demeanor. He is everything a girl could look for in a boy, good looks, sweet personality, you name it! The only problem is that William is sort of a simp for Eloise. When the 2 were younger, they were extremely close, but as time went by, Will started to change. He became possessive and gets jealous of the guys that Eloise hangs out with (ex. Riddle, Trey, Che’nya, Neige, etc.). He’s extremely clingy around her, give her surprise hugs often, and send gifts a lot (by that I mean every week). Eloise interprets this behavior as an “obsession“ and their relationship tore apart. He pulled the last straw when he forcefully tried to kiss her in the cafeteria. This led up to Eloise nearly killing him (if Wyllow didn’t stop her) and leaving RSA the next year. They haven’t been in contact since.
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