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painting the snow while it’s here 

02/19/2021

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man if that's his gf in the pic then i really should just give up caring about my appearance cause apparently that's not important at all

i hate myself when i say stuff like this but for real... he could do better and i knoooow her personality is probably fire but still.

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TWIN PEAKS | 1.02

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Path under the Rose Trellises, 1924, Claude Monet

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THE SNOOPY SHOW • 1.05

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i don’t know where this came from but i feel like everything just fell apart

nothing in my life makes any sense. i tried so hard but it just does not

i tried telling my mom how horribly bad i’m doing yesterday but there’s no effect. she did not reach out. of course i had to call my grandma and she was also there listening to it and poor mum has a headache and you know i just cannot reply with ooh that’s too bad i also have a headache and also think about how much better off i would be if i just died

i think i should get out of my house but i have zero motivation

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i failed

i kinda wanna abandon this whole thing. maybe psychology is not for me.

i’m dead. i’m so tired all the time. i’m done with this shit

i wanna live

for real

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if i’m good i can sleep like.. 2 hours

i’m gonna shoot myself in the head one day ffs

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god this is so fucking hopeless again 🥲🤣🥲🤣🥲

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no idea how i’m gonna pass this tomorrow. it’s my second exams this week and with the early shift this is insanity.

i’m exhausted. and once again my vision is getting fuzzy and all kinds of weird. toes are cramping again. i’m truly physically exhausted as well

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artist: haley tippmann

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once again i have to pull off the impossible

my good lord this fucking sucks

i should study but i’m so fucking tired

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i should study but i’m so fucking tired