30. psychology student. documenting my journey from medicine to psychology. kinda.
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on the other hand i guess it’s all good. being this lonely. cause if i ever decided to do it it would not affect too many people
would not really affect anyone let’s face it
god i hate myself so much
why can’t i be a slim girl. why do i have to look like this, be like this
i wanna die for real. there’s no hope for me.
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god i hate myself so much
why can’t i be a slim girl. why do i have to look like this, be like this
i wanna die for real. there’s no hope for me.
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today i’m simply ashamed to be hungarian.
i’m ashamed of my country, our government and it breaks my heart that i’m being associated with this insane fascist moron.
and people can’t even see what a dangerous step was taken. today it’s a law against lmbtq people, tomorrow it could against anyone who does not agree with their propaganda.
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where do you find friends after the age of 30? or is it too late for me?
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also at what point am i gonna be able to find peace in not finishing med school? jeez that was my entire personality. i felt like that was my only worth, that i was a medical student.
i definitely do not feel the same about psychology. obviously it’s a part time course, so it’s never really gonna feel like university again. i just.. i don’t know, i’m not proud of it. i used to feel smart, i do not feel like that anymore at all.
i can’t really deal with this loneliness anymore
i mean i’m sure that this could kill a person
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i can’t really deal with this loneliness anymore
i mean i’m sure that this could kill a person
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excerpt from “In Blackwater Woods” in American Primitive by Mary Oliver
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