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A New Era
Thank you for all the versions of myself who got me to where I am today.
#mid twenties#personal#coming of age#i'm just a 20 something year old teenager#adhd#adhd friendly#neurodivergent#neurodiversity#paving my path#welcome to my eras tour#thought catalog#reigniting my fire#lgbtqia friendly#self love#self compassion#reading#bibliophile#archive#reinvention#loving life
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“Baela shrieks with her father’s anger.”
“Jace the closest to Aemond in age —”
“Aemond puts his hands around Luke’s throat, throttling him.”
“You will die screaming in flames just as your father did.”
“…comes at Aemond, who readies the big rock.”
“He counters, smashing Jace’s face in with the rock.”
I’m gonna knock some teeth out ‘closest to Aemond in age’ and he was canonically 6 to Aemond’s 10. Jace and Luke were the only ones really involved with the fight in the book, and it’s stated multiple times that Aemond had the clear advantage over them and was beating them ruthlessly. It was a clear power play on his part that quickly turned sour because the younger brother feared for both his and his older brothers life (as he should, the kid was 5 fucking years old).
I know why they added the Dragon Twins to the fight, and it was solely to infantilize Aemond even further than they already had (and demonize the girls and the Velaryon boys in turn). Sure, I’m supposed to feel sorry for him because he was bullied for not having a dragon (boo fucking hoo); but I’m not supposed to feel sorry for the twins after they just lost their mother, considering how quickly that storyline was left in the dust to further Aemond’s. I’m not supposed to feel sorry for the woman and kids who were targeted purely due to their blood/gender (but that doesn’t matter ofc just that they’re bastards and harming poor helpless trueborn baby Aemond how dare they).
The agenda being pushed in the show is obviously full of microagressions against these kids — the Velaryons were made into POC just to make certain the audience knew that Rhaenyra’s first three children were bastards, and Baela and Rhaena were added to the fight to show them as the ‘true’ aggressors to the entire situation. It didn’t matter that they had lost their mom recently, it didn’t matter that they didn’t even know who Aemond was. They had one of the last living relics of their mother stolen out from under them by this random kid who immediately insults them to their faces for having the audacity to be upset, but HE is the victim here. Jace had just found out about Harwin being his bio dad and then lost him within a short amount of time. He was being openly mocked and told he and his baby brother were going to die in the exact same way at Aemond’s hand. But no, no! Don’t jump to the obvious conclusion; AEMOND is the victim here.
Four grieving children reacted on their extremely volatile emotions, with one acting on fear alone, and it ended poorly for all parties involved— who would’ve thought?
#fire and blood#house of the dragon#rhaenyra targaryen#jacaerys velaryon#lucerys velaryon#baela targaryen#rhaena of pentos#team black#anti aemond targaryen#anti team green#anti team green stans#i hate this discourse but these scripts keep reigniting my anger#take a shot for every time aemond tried to or threaten to kill jace & luke#i’m not paying your hospital bills#i don’t think young aemond ‘deserved to lose his eye’#but considering what he goes on to do#he’s lucky that he only lost an eye 🤷♀️#hotd racism#hotd sexism#hotd is the reason these blood superiority complexes have developed#with all of the openly proud ‘bastardphobic’ bios and comments
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Maka and Death the Kid in the anime: the rational and smart ones
Maka and Death the Kid in the manga:
Maka eating Hot chip in the passenger seat: "why are you driving so slow"
Kid driving and going 80 mph with free bird playing on the radio: "Watch this drift"
Soul and Liz in the backseat: "we're gonna fucking die"
#my love of soul eater has recently reignited for some unknown reason#i havent actually read thr manga in a while but i remember it and dtk and maka were straight up feral#they hardly ever talked to eachother in the anime meanwhile they were bffs in the manga 🥺#im hoping when the anime of fire force finishes it will make more ppl want a redo of the soul eater anime#maka albarn#death the kid#soul eater#soul evans#liz thompson
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Being a merlin fan since you were 5 is wild... Like how do you explain that you've been watching the same show for 15 years. I blame it on them ruining Christmas with the S5 ending when I was 10 LIKE I WAS TEN YEARS OLD AND YOU DID THAT. I remember the S5 trailers pre it coming out with the magic reveal teased. I was chewing at my sofa I swear, ten years old eating a sofa. How dare. Like literally I remember my nan being mad at the ending and us all watching Atlantis only to get blue ballsed again. Anyway rant over, I am very normal about this show 🕴️
#merlin bbc#merlin#I'll never heal#i think this show prevented my prefrontal cortrd from developing#it didn't even occur to me they could be gay till i was like 15 and it just reignited the fire#chewing at the bars of my enclosure
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i can’t believe i nearly forgot my mia warren is aroace agenda. anyways reminder mia warren is aroace coded asf
#mia from little fires everywhere (the book NOT the show.)#no one cares except for me 💚 (the showrunners adapting it certainly didn’t! 😍)#reignited my memory when asked for subtextual aspec lit fic rep#little fires everywhere#aromantic#aroace#mossy posts
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Some OCs :3
I should have probably looked at a reference for people sitting around a campfire for the lighting… I’m still figuring out my approach when using watercolors for highlights and strong shadows
Also here’s the whole squad :3 I’m trying to keep this story to a more typical quest, but with some eldritch notes to it
Left to right: Lovis, Mimmi, [???], Salman, and no name yet for the lady on the right
#them <3#watercolor#traditional art#my ocs#In the boing loings#Lovis was a fire person but became extinguished and there’s some lore and world building around that#for the purpose of the quest Lovis does not want to reignite so that’s why they appear scared of fire#but they actually are always freezing when not near flames and they long to be fire again (extinguishing is a painful process not-#willingly done a second time)#my art
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More FE: Awakening doodles!
Ft: M!Chrobin having a sweet little moment, and Frederick astride a horse. Horses remain beasts that are Incredibly Difficult to Draw but I gotta practice for Work so, sigh :’)
#frederick staring me in the eyes and telling me to pick a god and pray after i agonize over that horse face#i can see what's wrong about it now in the cold light of morning#but i still like the energy#fire emblem#fire emblem awakening#fe: awakening#m!chrobin#chrom x robin#fe: frederick#p wp i may also be trawling through all the old and beloved chrobin fanfic and am reigniting my passion for this game#procreate#doodles
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my zukka fire never truly goes out but it Has been reignited recently which is very unfortunate bc my semester just started and i wont have any free time to work on anything 😩
#thank u war games for reigniting my zukka fire#but also i rlly shouldve timed that better. i was foolish#i had the Whole summer to work on shit and Now is when i wanna work on zukka stuff???#i stupid#dick punches
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brainrot vs burnout. kentareo brainrot wins.
#hc that kenta 24/7 has his hand around reos waist and. hisses at people#drew them twice bc. well why not#dedicated to @jumpscaregoose you have reignited my kentareo fire glad to see you getting in the same boat friend :D#waiting for when they get a shuffle team together. id drop dead#kenta mikoshiba#reo maruyama#paradox live#art by bee
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you're toast, gnasty!
idk doodle
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I'm honestly surprised the MILGRAM innos didn't go crazier. It could have reinforced their worst biases, like Shidou's disregard for lives and depression. It looked like it affirmed his "I'm useful to society" and his drive instead.
Makes me wonder if Fuuta would have went Kotoko's way like most people assume, or if he would have gone Shidou's and Yuno's relatively harmless visions of the world. He's extremely cynical and pessimistic, possibly more than Kazui and Shidou, and might have end up as jaded as Yuno did in T2.
#I have a similar vision as he does; if you go against the flow you will gain nothing and lose stuff.#you struggle -> you get punished#I just tried to fix a leak in the shower head only for it to get significantly worse.#I figured I might have to buy a new thing; but I didn't expect for it to get *worse*#so yeah; you struggle -> you get fucked#ironically that's pretty much a theme with my MILGRAM fanfic-to-be#although fuuta inverts it with what happened at the end of Baptism of Fire#(hopefully in T3 he will have his spark reignited in a good way 🥺)#(save him Yuno. Yuno. Yuno tell him he shouldn't threaten people to death to get what he needs)#feel free to reblog if you want. the tags just feel a bit too personal and ramble-y for main tag imho
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i completely forgot i had this on my screen underneath all my other programs and when i say i screamed
#snap chats#OH NO IVE REIGNITED MY ANGER#his stance is so fucking funny#get stabbed idiot !!!!!!!!#aoki makes the funniest faces known to man i love him <- wishes i stabbed him myself#anyway i frgot it was the superbowl tonight :) i was reminded when my roommate started screaming loud as hell#american football fans scare me ill never forget the year the eagles won and a city was lit on fire#i TOLD YALL i was three seconds away from doing an autopsy ... i just might it could be funny ...
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now that I have the obi-wan fic done I’m focusing back on ‘spring fling’, my ~70K hangman series! It should be released by spring break, that’s when it’s set so I’m trying to wrap it up before then. I’m so excited to post it for you guys 🥹
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i forgor how to Tumblr
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#honestly not many of my moots r still active too me thinks ... many r also just lurking or whatnot LOL >.<#looked back at my inbox since i've been fixing stuff b4 college and Damn. miss all that.#but etc etc etc life goes on and that is Beautiful but also i will always keep the past in my heart <3#idk again how to be active on tumblr and make mutuals again or talk more in general but it's better this time compared to last time hehe#hashtag we (will) find ways ..... for now since i am. sick again. curse allergic rhinitis. i will rest <3#got a ps5 tho just last sunday which is crazy so... hehe. hehehehe >:))#most likely ffxvi will become my muse & reigniter of my Soul's Fire so ^_^ soon !! Amen.
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thanks for enabling my micolash obsession because it's been a much-needed break from literal years of me not being able to emotionally invest this much on a blorbo. acads and work and the fear of looking unprofessional compared to my peers and colleagues sapped a lot of joy out of what i do but the mere act of doodling this roach of a man is somehow. healing me??? putangina mo manong micolash haha charot muah2 chup2
#tbh i am also thinking of shifting careers temporarily. i love drawing so much and i think bloodborne made me realise#how much stress and pressure i put on myself#if anything my fire to create things again has reignited but in a different#more healthy way i think#idk. we will see what will happen this year but im definitely eyeing a few jobs#but for sure. i am going to get it done this year#everyone say good luck woz!!!
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all of this new wonderful danny phantom content makes me wanna draw my oc madame chérie again very badly 😔 i miss her....
#im in the middle of drawing OTHER ocs but . pausing that.#JKSDKFJJ LIKE THE COMIC WAS SO GOOD IT REIGNITED THE DP FIRE IN MY HEART....WOE IS ME#sanchoyorambles
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