today i tried using a rafi voice on my lyft driver because lyft drivers universally love rafi n tell them their deepest secrets. well in the 7 minute drive she told me about her experience with lung cancer and how awful her parents were growing up & then she gave me her uber/lyft referral codes to earn an extra 3k if i decide to give rides to people in the future. moral of the story is when your natural disposition is weird icy bitch just imitate your sunshine life partn
post cancelled actually this is the most adam parrish thing i've ever done.
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still can't get my head around the fact this private prescriber earns more in 15 mins than I do in an entire day of work. and I'm expected to be the one paying into her salary
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Thinking about how in 2019 I saw a doctor because I couldn't breathe and they told me I was fat. So I started trying to work on it but after camping I went to urgent care because I quite literally couldn't breathe. Of course I made an appointment with the doctor and they kept telling me I'm fat so I went to an asthma specialist later and had to be put on steroid inhalers for almost a year because my lungs were so shredded and destroyed.
Then in 2021 I saw the doctor because my ear was clogged and they did the water tube treatment thing but she had looked at me with such disgust and disdain while doing it I thought I did something wrong. Now my ear doctor that I had to seek out specially because they said my ear problems are because I'm fat(?) and had allergies (and then they tried to sell me an mlm allergy cure all) said that the bad ear cleaning possibly led to a 3 year long raging ear infection I thought was allergies this whole time. And now I might have permanent hearing loss in my ear.
Needless to say I stopped going there ages ago but man... they were pretty alright up until about 2020.
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I found a vet in the next city over that lists the surgery as one of their regular services,,
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I'm trying to get the energy and motivation and desire to do...well. Anything. It's not really working out so well.
Like I know I need to write. I won't feel good about this stupid fic unless I work on it, finish it, edit it, etc. but I just...am drawing blanks as far as motivation.
I should draw. I feel better being creative. But there's no juice.
I should go to the gym. I like exercising, and I went yesterday after work and it was good, and with my work schedule changing again I won't be able to go on Wednesday for much longer...but I just want to go home and sleep for 12 hours.
Hell, I should actually try to find work to do at work. There's some things I could be doing; not much, but something...but what's the point? Nobody ever uses any of the stuff I work on in the catalog. Even with students coming back next week, nothing I do is going to feel like it makes any sort of difference or positive impact.
I need to catch up on CR and get excited for d20 tonight, but I just wanna lie down forever. Hell, I need to think about healthy actual food to eat and make, but all I've done is eat a sleeve of Ritz, insult myself, and decide that's probably enough food for the next few hours.
I'm really hoping the medication changes we're making are going to help, or at least cut some of this exhaustion and apathy off at the knees a little bit... I'm tired of not enjoying anything, not really, and of having things I like and want to do feel like this big obstacles that are easy to put off and ignore. I'm tired of being tired. I'm tired of being unhappy.
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honestly the maid thing started out as a kink (actually it started out as a coping mechanism for the emotional and sexual abuse) but now it's looking like my most prospective job opportunity
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girl help I am trapped in a neverending loop vis a vis my acquiring of hormones. go to the gender clinic, get a referral to an online psychiatrist, online psychiatrist loses or ignores my referral, go to the gender clinic, get a referral to an online psychiatrist, online psychiatrist loses or ignores my referral, go to the gender clinic,
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Why is my job giving me 3 other tasks to do that’s outside of my job description, and is also supposed to be done by 3 other different people, and I’m not getting a pay increase
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god i wish i could be put in a coma for the next 3 weeks i want to start t NOW!!!!!!
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HOW DID YOU GET FIRED FROM POTTERY BARN ON DAY NUMERO UNO MUCHACHO!?
i wish it was a more interesting story LMAO basically i got hired on to do wfh customer service for them and i was told that i had the job and everything and on day one of training they opened up a private zoom call with me to tell me i didnt have enough ram on my laptop so i was like. disqualified from the job. it was so dumb they didnt even say sorry or goodbye or that it was nice to meet me or anything they just told me to log off.
the funny part of the story is that i went to the other room to tell my roommate what happened and i was completely ranting and raving about the whole thing, i was SO fucking angry. like i quit my previous job for this and then became unemployed in the blink of an eye. after a few minutes i went back to my room to see the main zoom call was still going and i was unmuted LOL
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I have a very embarrassing condition and I really hope that insurance will pay $4,000 to cover treatment for it soon because I do NOT want to have to publicly ask for money for this
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