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This started as a perspective/anatomy practice (it-- it was procrastination--I am procrastinating my life rn) and then evolved because, as said before, this au will not leave my head (iâm sure itâs just a passing fancy lol). So hereâs a few more things.
This was Henryâs first big controversial moment in his career, his âiconic moment in pop cultureâ. From his outfit (the first one Basil was in charge of styling/designing for him) to his pose and the fact his fly is just intentionally fully open (he knew who his fans were and what they wanted), this all cemented his provocative reputation. Also it was the 70s, people were looking for anything to call controversy. After that performance, Basil became Henryâs main stylist (despite just wanting to paint a portrait of him lmao).
Henry, despite claiming to be (and certainly trying to present as) punk rock star, always had more of a natural proclivity to the rock star part. No one considers him punk, even with how much star power he has. Him being the second son to a lord and also rich just confirmed he wasn't for everyone who was actually punk. At most, heâd pull shit like the above and then people would kind of see why he thought himself punk. He even had to learn how to do a London accent because he naturally speaks in RP, aka he sounds like a rich man.Â
tldr: Henry is a complete poser.
The outfit used references from this one picture of the Sex Pistols and these two Vivienne Westwood pieces. All referenced images and my reasonings for choosing them (because I like to yap and yall canât stop me) will be under the cut.
The Sex Pistols were one of the 'faces' of 70s punk (go listen to some of their music---it's good!) and their style felt like something Henry would imitate. I wish I could tell you more about them, but admittedly, I just started listening to them last year. (i, like henry, am a poser, i'm so sorry/lh). Anyways that top was fun to draw!
These are the two references by Vivienne Westwood (Dress [right], Shirt [left]). I took the ruffled part of Dress to add to the top Henry wears because, keeping with the idea that Henry is being dressed/styled by Basil, Basil probably leaned into Romantic influences, while trying to match the punk vibes Henry wanted. The little leg strap in Shirt became the weird edgy straps Henry has on his wrists. On my end, that was just for vibes lol.
The Vivienne Westwood items can be found on the Metropolitan Museum of Arts website :)
#the picture of dorian gray#80s rock au ig#this is more 70s tbh#henry wotton#henry wotton should be a poser in every iteration#art#my art#references used are below cut
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Massacre Soldier Killer
Reference: pose
Full image on Bluesky
#one piece#one piece fanart#practicing perspective#censored below the cut#op killer#one piece killer#massacre soldier killer#kid pirates#digital art#using references#my art#ibis paint x#drawing on my phone screen#with fingies#which made shading certain things rather hilarious#there is a version of this that i don't think Tumblr will let me post#he's just so bbygurl
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Introducing: The Life Series Comment-a-thon
In light of several of the content creators involved mentioning negative comments on Wild Life, Secret Life, and Life Series videos in general, I want to suggest an event that encourages people to leave positive comments on life series videos as well!
The life series has some of the kindest and most supportive people I have ever encountered in fandom, and I think the creative minds behind the series deserve to get some of that love too. There is no starting or finishing day to this event, as the intention is for fans to leave kind comments highlighting what they love about Wild Life and the Life Series in general, over the course of the current season. I have devised a total of eight weekly comment prompts, making an educated guess as to how long the season will be based off previous season, intended to encourage you to leave a comment on at least one video per week.
There is no time limit or minimum word count for comments. Just be kind, be honest, and donât tear other creators down in the process of trying to build others up (â[X creator] is so overrated, people should be watching you insteadâ, âyou deserved to win so much more than [Y creator]â, etc.). Without further ado, The Life Series Comment-a-thon:
Week 1: comment on at least one video telling the creator that you liked the video!
Week 2: pick a team/alliance, then tell at least one person in that alliance that you are really enjoying the dynamic of their team/them collaborating with the other member(s) of the team.
Week 3: tell a new member or one who skipped one or more seasons (Gem who joined last season, Ren, Mumbo, Lizzie, Skizz, and Bdubs who all either missed or did not originally post their POVs of a season) that you are happy they are on the life series.
Week 4: Most of the creators involved in the life series are male, but we know that those who are not get a larger share of the negative comments. This week pick one of them (Lizzie, Pearl, Gem, and Cleo) and tell them that you enjoy their video/their content/etc!
Week 5: leave a comment on someoneâs video mentioning at least one specific thing you enjoyed about their episode/their season.
Week 6: pick a person whose videos you have not yet commented on in this event and leave them a comment saying you look forward to their episodes every week/season.
Week 7: write a short, positive comment (e.g âI loved this episodeâ , âthis was greatâ , âkeep up the good workâ) and leave it on every POV you watch this week.
Week 8: leave a comment on someoneâs video mentioning at least three specific thing you enjoyed about their episode/their season. Alternatively pick three videos to leave one specific compliment on.
Week 9+: repeat one of the previous week prompts, or better yet combine two or more! You can pick yourself, use an eight-sided die, or a random number generator to decide for you.
I know commenting can be scary and that it can be hard to find the words. At the end of the post, beneath the the read-more cut, I have a list of suggestions for what you can bring up in a comment. Just below this you will also find a list of things you can do to let the content creators know that you love their art that are not commenting!
Other things you can do:
Like ten comments on a liferâs video
Like every video you watch
Watch a video from one of the less popular content creators (subscriber wise, or within the fandom) on the day it comes out
And most importantly:
Reblog this post and/or repost it to other social media platforms to spread the word of the comment-a-thon!
A list of questions to spark comment ideas:
Did a joke make you laugh?
Did you catch them making a reference to another season, SMP, or piece of media?
Did the creator interact with someone in a way you enjoyed?
What made the interaction stand out?
Did they build something you thought was pretty?
What part did you like best: the shape, the blocks they chose to use, how it ties into their season, or how it ties into the terrain around it?
If they have a new skin, what is your favourite part of it?
Did they use background music in a way you thought was especially fitting? In what way?
Did a change from one scene to the next feel very well-timed, smooth, or narratively fitting?
If you did not notice any scene changes or cuts, can you think of something the creator did to make you feel immersed in the story of the video instead of the video making itself?
What do you hope happens next? (be sure to tell them that whether it happens or not you still look forward to watching the rest of their season)
Did something surprise you?
Did the content creator say or do something that made you have a new idea?
Did you learn something new about minecraft?
#mcyt#life series#trafficblr#life smp#traffic smp#wild life#3rd life#last life#double life#limited life#secret life#traffic series#Grian#goodtimeswithscar#Pearlescentmoon#Geminitay#ZombieCleo#mumbo jumbo#joel smallishbeans#tangotek#impulsesv#jimmy solidarity#martyn inthelittlewood#renthedog#skizzleman#Scott Smajor#Ethoslab#bdoubleo100#lizzie ldshadowlady#bigbst4tz2
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In my new scale, °X, 0 is Earths' record lowest surface temperature, 50 is the global average, and 100 is the record highest, with a linear scale between each point and adjustment every year as needed.
Temperature Scales [Explained]
Transcript Under the Cut
Temperature Scales
[A table with five columns, labelled: Unit, water freezing point, water boiling point, notes, cursedness. There are eleven rows below the labels.]
[Row 1:] Celsius, 0, 100, Used in most of the world, 2/10 [Row 2:] Kelvin, 273.15, 373.15, 0K is absolute zero, 2/10 [Row 3:] Fahrenheit, 32, 212, Outdoors in most places is between 0â100, 3/10 [Row 4:] RĂ©aumur, 0, 80, Like Celsius, but with 80 instead of 100, 3/8 [Row 5:] RĂžmer, 7.5, 60, Fahrenheit precursor with similarly random design, 4/10, [Row 6:] Rankine, 491.7, 671.7, Fahrenheit, but with 0°F set to absolute zero, 6/10 [Row 7:] Newton, 0, 33-ish, Poorly defined, with reference points like "the hottest water you can hold your hand in", 7-ish/10 [Row 8:] Wedgewood, â8, â6.7, Intended for comparing the melting points of metals, all of which it was very wrong about, 9/10 [Row 9:] Galen, â4?, 4??, Runs from â4 (cold) to 4 (hot). 0 is "normal"(?), 4/â4 [Row 10:] ''Real'' Celsius, 100, 0, In Anders Celsius's original specification, bigger numbers are ''colder''; others later flipped it, 10/0 [Row 11:] Dalton, 0, 100, A nonlinear scale; 0°C and 100°C are 0 and 100 Dalton, but 50°C is 53.9 Dalton, 53.9/50
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delirium
bucky barnes x reader (sex pollen trope)
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summary: stranded in the middle of the alaskan wilderness with no means of communication after being exposed to a foreign drug, you're reluctant to accept help from the one person who has a shot at saving you.
warnings/tags: sex pollen, dub con, unprotected sex, oral, masturbation, angst, descriptions of physical pain, language, friends to lovers, avenger!reader, no use of y/n, reader is afab, 18+ only
flashbacks are in italics
Sometime in the near future, there would be a case study conducted on how long a human being could burn from the inside without dying.
They would refer to you as exhibit a.
Doctors and scientists would lay your cold corpse on a colder table and use a scalpel to cut you from your thorax to your belly button. They would scribble notes about how your lungs had turned to ash and your esophagus to molten lava.
They wouldn't say it, but they would think it's a shame, because your driver's license states that you were an organ donor.
A harsh gust of wind snaps you out of the twisted fantasy and back to your reality - standing barefoot on the rickety front porch steps of a small cabin in Sitka, Alaska. You've only been outside for a few minutes but the snow is pouring down at a brutal pace, already covering the tops of your exposed feet.
The razor sharp chill of the ground below you and the air that surrounds you are the only things tethering you to what little remains of your sanity.
You never thought that you would be so thankful for your feet to be going numb, but after feeling like every fiber of your being is getting melted with a hot branding iron for - what? Ten? Twelve hours now? You had to resist the temptation to submerge your entire body in the multiple feet of snow that had accumulated since nightfall.
You hear the front door of the cabin creak open from behind you. You don't have to turn around to know that he's standing in the doorway with the same look of pleading desperation that he's been giving you since the two of you had realized what was happening.
âYou need to come back inside,â he says delicately. His voice is muffled by the roar of the snowstorm, but right now with heightened senses, you hear him just fine. âYou're going to get hypothermia.â
You don't respond. The mere sound of his voice makes you grit your teeth together so hard that you're surprised the tiny bones don't shatter.
He keeps to the doorway, scared that if he takes one step closer, you'll flee into the miles of thick woods that surrounds you in only a pair of old sweatpants and an oversized t-shirt. He murmurs your name in a tone that begs you to come in from the below freezing temperatures.
âWhat time is it now?â You barely recognize your own voice - low and strained, it sounds like you haven't had anything to drink in days.
You clear your throat, though you doubt it'll make any difference.
âJust after four o'clock.â
Eleven hours into this hell, then. Best case scenario, another half a day of this. Worst case scenario, close to two.
Either way, you knew that these symptoms had yet to hit their peak. This would undoubtedly get worse before it gets better.
You stare out into the endless thicket of snow covered hemlocks and spruces. The illumination from the full moon makes the white powder on the branches glisten in the darkness.
Daylight was still hours away, and with it, hope for some means of communication with the rest of your team back in New York. The snowstorm had brought a widespread power outage across the city. Cell phone signal was nonexistent right now.
âGo on back to your room,â you tell him. âI'll come back inside in just a moment.â You continue to watch the blizzard before you, knowing that he's still just a few feet away from you. âI promise,â you add, hoping that heâll believe you and return to the bedroom you'd been forcing him to keep to.
The drug coursing through your veins had amplified every one of your five senses. Even with him behind the closed door of the bedroom, you could still smell faint traces of the earthy musk of his deodorant and something warm that is uniquely him.
You wouldn't chance coming back into the house until his scent has dissipated from the entrance - not unless you want to feel as though all air is being stripped from your lungs.
Even simply standing here, with him behind you and the wind blowing his scent in the opposite direction, is nearly intolerable.
You hear footsteps retreat into the house, growing quieter and quieter as he makes his way back down the hallway, until you finally hear the click of his bedroom door. You exhale a breath that you weren't aware you had been holding in.
You have no doubt that he'll try to drag you back inside by the ankles if he has to, so you make good on your promise and return to the sweltering interior of the six hundred square foot log cabin.
A sharp, stabbing pain radiates from the center of your body at that thought - the exact kind of thoughts you were actively trying to avoid having. Thoughts of his hands digging into your thighs, his wet mouth on your throat, his bare chest pressed against yours as he fucks you into the likely thirty-something year old couch - those thoughts. Dangerous territory thoughts - the kind you didn't trust yourself not to act on if dwelled upon for too long.
Apparently, the thought of him putting his hands around your ankles and dragging you kicking and screaming falls into that category.
You settle onto the couch, pulling your knees up to your chest in an effort to alleviate the ache in your lower belly. You notice that Bucky has crammed more wood into the fireplace, which currently serves as the main source of light for the cabin, save for a few candles that have been placed sporadically throughout the small space.
Sweat begins to bead across your skin within seconds of sitting down in front of the fire. You know that Bucky is just trying to keep the temperature of the house from dropping below zero while also providing enough light to see during the middle of the night while you are in too much discomfort to sleep, but you feel like you are locked in a sauna after running five miles.
You think back to all of the times that you've given Sam shit for taking ice baths after his workouts. Now nothing sounds better than an ice bath.
Almost nothing, anyway. The only thing that could possibly feel even better is laying down behind a closed door less than twenty feet away.
And he'd offered - begged, actually, to take this pain away from you.
âPlease,â he whispers, kneeling on the ground next to the couch, where you sit hunched over in pain. He's so close to you and it's fucking suffocating. He places his hand on your knee and you have to dig your nails into the suede upholstery to keep from whimpering. He notices the reaction and retracts his touch.
âSweetheart, look at me,â he says louder, the pet name finally getting you to meet his gaze for the first time since you dropped the glass jar of the firetruck red powder in the former HYDRA warehouse two hours ago.
Big mistake. Looking at him is a big fucking mistake. From the way his blue eyes bore into yours with sincere concern to the way that his plump, pink lips are slightly chapped from the cold weather -
âNo,â you say firmly, shaking your head into your hands. âI can't ask that of you. I can't make you do that. I would never forgive myââ
âYou wouldn't be asking or making me do anything,â he tries to reason with you. There's sincerity in his voice but you're too delirius to hear the truth of his words. âI'm offering. Because I care about you. Because I don't want to see you in any kind of pain if there's anything I can do about it. Because I think you'd do the same for me if the situation wereââ
âBucky,â you cut him off in a strained gasp. âYour voice is making this so much worse right now.â
âThen let me help you. Let me make you feel good.â
His words alone are enough to have you clenching your thighs around nothing but the thick material of your sweatpants. You can feel your cotton panties becoming more drenched with each word he speaks.
âNot like this.â You're on the verge of tears - from pain, from anger at the entire situation, from how goddamn badly you need to feel him inside you. âIt can't happen like this. I never wanted it to happen like this.â
His features soften, a look of understanding spreading across his face.
âWhen we fuck, I want it to be because we want to fuck,â you say as you jump up from your position on the couch, desperately needing to distance yourself from him before you do something you can't take back. âI don't want it to be because we feel like neither of us have a choice in the matter.â
âBut we do have a choice,â he murmurs from where he's still kneeling on the floor next to the couch. âAnd I'd choose to go back to that HYDRA facility and infect myself with this shit, too, if it means you'd feel a little less guilty about saying yes.â
Your answer to that was, of course, a big, giant absolutely fucking not. The snow started pouring down shortly after, making his irrational proclamation an impossibility, anyway.
Almost half a day later, here you are. Surrounded by miles and miles of snow and ice in a town with no power or semi-functioning cell phone towers, just trying to endure the fire coursing through your veins until the effects of the HYDRA made drug have worked through your system.
You're coming up on the twelve hour mark now, and there's no denying that you're desperate for relief in one way or another.
Worth a fucking shot, you think.
You prop your feet up on the glass coffee table in front where you sit on the couch, spreading your thighs apart by a few inches.
You hesitate for a moment, listening for any kind of indication that Bucky's no longer in the confines of the cabinâs singular bedroom.
Dead silent, except for the crackling of the wood burning in the fireplace.
You snake your hand down the front of your pants, past the waistband of your underwear and to your center that's been aching for hours now.
You stroke your fingers up and down your folds, stopping at the apex of your core to massage your clit in circular motions.
Your head rolls back on the couch at the sensation, immediately feeling the slightest sense of relief. You dig your teeth into your lower lip to keep from moaning - hard enough to draw blood, the taste of iron flooding your mouth.
You slip two fingers past your entrance, not requiring any foreplay to plunge them to the hilt. It feels good - the way you're working yourself with rapid scissoring motions. Really fucking good, actually. Better than fingering yourself has ever felt.
But only a mere minute into the ministrations, you fear that it won't be enough to satiate you in the way that the drug requires.
Still, you try. You yank your t-shirt above your tits, bringing your free hand to paw at your breast as you continue working your pussy with your fingers, the heel of your palm putting pressure against your clit.
âThat's not going to work, you know.â
You yank your hand out of your pants, snapping your head to the side to see him leaning against the frame of the small hallway. You had been so immersed in attempting to find some amount of relief that you hadn't heard him exit the bedroom. He's looking at you with sympathy and concern, not judgment - you don't think you'd be able to find it within yourself to feel embarrassed even if he were. Not in your current state of discomfort.
âHow do you know that?â Frustration is evident in your voice. You look away from him, back to the fire in front of you as you pull your shirt back down. The floor creaks as he steps out of the hallway and makes his way over to the opposite end of the small couch. He sits a foot away from you, close enough so that his scent and warmth invades your senses, sending a fresh wave of arousal to your core.
âBecause I've been through what you're going through right now.â
Your eyes break away from the ember that you've been staring at, your gaze snapping to him. You don't know why this comes as a surprise to you. It shouldn't, not with every other form of torment that HYDRA had inflicted upon him for over half a century.
âWhy didn't you tell me?â you ask, your voice barely above a whisper.
âI was embarrassed,â he answers with a small half-shrug, breaking your stare. âI didn't.. handle it as well as you are,â he continues, shame in his voice and cheeks rosy. âYouâre doing everything you can to fight something that you didn't ask for. That's more than I can say for myself.â
âYou were brainwashed, Bucky,â you remind him delicately. It's a risky move that makes your skin burn and belly clench, but you scoot closer to him on the couch - your outermost thigh brushing against his knee. If the two of you weren't both wearing sweatpants, the minimal touch might even aid in bringing you some relief. Instead, youâre left feeling desperate for more of him.
But you push the feeling down, wanting to do what little you can to comfort him - wanting him to know that you don't think poorly of him for what was forced onto him, and what is now being forced onto you, too.
âI would never judge you for anything they made you do,â you assure him.
âI know you wouldn't,â he murmurs, turning to face you again. His blue eyes glow in the low lighting of the fire. The closeness between the two of you is dizzying, and electrifying, and -
âAnd I want you to know that I would never judge you for giving into this torture,â he adds.
You snort a laugh. âI'm starting to think you want me to give into this.â You mean for the statement to sound light-hearted, but a sharp pang in your gut makes you wince in pain and your voice goes shrill. You clutch your lower belly, hunching over at the pain.
He leans in closer, putting one hand on your lower back and one on your thigh. You whimper at the pressure of his fingers against your spine and inner thigh. Even through your clothes, the contact feels like heaven compared to hell you've been enduring for the last twelve hours.
You lean into his touch - you don't even think about it, you just do it. You rest your head in the crook of his neck, your forehead nuzzling the warm skin of his throat.
You take a deep inhale, attempting to steady your breathing, and you realize quickly that is a mistake - his scent is so euphoric, it feels like inhaling flames.
âWould it make it easier for you if I said that I do want you to give in?â His voice is low, his breath fanning across your face from his position above you.
âFuck, Bucky, you can't say that to me right now,â you whine. You fist your hands into the fabric of his t-shirt, your eyes squint shut.
âLook at me,â he commands. You force your eyes open, pulling your head back enough to look up at him through your eyelashes.
âI want it to be your choice.â He brings a hand up to cup your jawline. His thumb skims the outline of your bottom lip. âBut I would be lying if I said that I'm not relieved that I'm the one here with you, or that I wouldn't enjoy every second of helping you feel better.â
He brings his hands to yours, pulling them away from where they still clutch his shirt. You release your grip, allowing him to hold you by your wrists. He pulls your right hand up to his face, stopping just under his nose. Your brows furrow in confusion, until it dawns on you what it is he's doing.
He inhales deeply, then lowers your hand to his parted mouth. He slips the tips of your index and middle fingers past his lips, and then swirls his tongue around the two digits.
The exact two that had been inside your pussy not even five minutes ago.
Right now, you think you could come from him sucking on your fingers and nothing else.
You don't even try to stop the groan that slips past your lips as you shove your fingers deeper into his mouth. He moans around them as he finishes cleaning them off, the sound sending vibrations up your arm and throughout your body.
You pull your fingers from between his lips and immediately crush your own lips to his in their place. You feel the drug surging through your veins, but this time it's less excruciating - it now feels like pure adrenaline bubbling under your skin, spurring you on.
He opens his mouth to you, your lips and tongue moving with his in synchronicity. It's hurried and messy, and maybe not as romantic as you had imagined it in your head before this night - but it's exactly what you need right now.
He maneuvers you so that you're laying down on the couch, and nestles himself between your thighs. You can feel the hard outline of his erection through the thin material of his sweatpants. He ruts against you, dragging the bulge across your clothed center as he yanks your t-shirt up and over your head. He tosses it somewhere behind the couch before attaching his mouth to one of your nipples and palming the other with the cool metal of his left hand.
You wrap your arms around him, pulling the full weight of his body down against you. You stick your hands up the back of his t-shirt, scratching your nails down the skin of his back.
âI need more,â you gasp out as he pinches your nipple between his teeth, rolling it in his lips. The clothing that separates the two of you feels like a prison. âI need to feel you.â
He pulls away, leaning back to perch on his knees between your legs. Your eyes roam down the chiseled planes of his chest until they land on the defined âVâ shape that disappears into the waistband of his low-hanging pants.
He hooks his fingers into your sweatpants and underwear and tugging them both down past your ankles, then throwing them somewhere across the room with both of your long-forgotten shirts.
His eyes trail your body from your breasts to your thighs, his pupils dilating in the firelight. He splays his hands across the meat of your inner thighs, pinning your legs open wide for him. He lowers himself back down on the couch, belly down so his face hovers just above your pussy.
âBucky, I swear if you don't put your mouthââ
He laughs, a deep, throaty chuckle before his tongue slips between his lips. It darts to your hole, licking a soft strip up to your clit. You exhale a sharp hiss of pleasure, your hands shooting to lace your fingers through tendrils of his hair. You arch into his touch, meeting the thrusts of his tongue with thrusts of your hips. He eats like you're the best thing he's ever tasted - like he's wanted this for way longer than this drug has been in your system.
You're coming on his face in an embarrassing amount of time, really. Thanks to the influence of the pollen, you currently have the stamina and endurance of a teenager losing their virginity. Your thighs are clenched around either side of his head, writhing above him as you ride out your orgasm on his face.
The relief that you feel as you come down from your high feels like years of pent up frustration leaving your body all at once.
You don't quite feel entirely like yourself - there's still a dull ache in your core, and your skinâs still feverish - though that could be due to the fire that the two of you are just feet away from. But you're now able to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
âCome here,â you whisper, your voice low and honeyed. He crawls over you, his chest brushing against yours as he centers himself above you. His skin shines with a thin layer of sweat that mingles with your own. You reach a hand between your two bodies, palming his erection through the sweatpants that he has yet to shed. You keep your eyes locked on his face, watching as his eyes roll back into his head and his teeth clamp down on his bottom lip as you massage him through the fabric. Your other hand juts down to the waistband of his pants and you tug them downwards, far enough to help him shimmy them down to his knees.
His cock springs forward and he takes himself in his flesh hand, pumping his length several times before teasing your folds with his tip. He collects your slick along his length, lubricating himself before nudging his head just past your entrance.
You're more than ready for him - hours of desperation in addition to already having come on his face leaves you needing no further preparation before he's filling you up with his impressive length and girth. There's a slight burn at the sheer fullness of it, but there's also a wave of relief that your body has been craving for hours.
He pulls out halfway, then rocks back into you. He starts slow - trying to hold back for his own sake or for yours, you're unsure. Gradually, he increases his speed, hitting your cervix at that sweet angle that not everyone knows how to work. You lean forward, raising your head enough to capture his lips in yours once more.
You taste yourself on him - a dichotomy of sweet and salty mixed with something entirely unique. He brings his flesh hand in between your bodies, lowering his fingers to your clit where he begins rubbing pressured circles. You moan his name into his mouth and he responds by biting your lip between his teeth, his movements becoming messier.
âYou gonna come on my cock?â he asks in a low growl when he feels your pussy clenching around him. âGonna fill you up and make you feel all better.â
His words send you tumbling over the edge for the second time - that telltale warm coil in your belly bursting at the same time that he begins spilling his warmth into you.
He collapses, pinning you between his body and the couch beneath you. Starting at your shoulder, he peppers kisses along your collarbones and up your neck until heâs finally eye-level with you.
âWe can do that again,â he says in a breathy voice, still inside you. âIf you need to, that is. Or if you just want you.â There's a mischievous grin spread across his face and a twinkle in his eyes. It's the most carefree you've seen him since the two of you left New York to come here for this mission. You put your hands on his chest, jokingly attempting to shove him away from you.
âOh, I don't think I need to,â you jab at him. âI'm feeling pretty great now, but thank you for your services.â He laughs, pulling out of you and sitting back against the couch. He pulls you up with him, wrapping his flesh arm around your waist and tucking you into his side. âBut I think I might want to again. You know, now that I'm no longer in excruciating pain.â He hums in agreement, stroking his flesh fingers across the side of your stomach.
âI'm glad you were the one here with me too, Bucky."
thank you for reading! i know sooo many people have done this trope, especially for bucky, but it's truly one of my all time favorites and i just needed to get this out of my system so i hope you all enjoyed
comments and reblogs are always appreciated!!
other works by me: oil & water âą down bad âą acquainted âą
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I've been sitting on this pattern and tutorial for a while now! so time to finally share it with you! I was lamenting that the jellycat pip and sugar mice were long retired and difficult to get your hands on unless you are willing to pay much more than they retailed for each mouse, so i decided to try and eyeball a pattern and make some myself! they're not exact as i only used constructed visual references but they're close! please note that this pattern set is intended for personal use only. Rough tutorial under the cut!
This pattern is for printing onto A4 but you can check your scale with the measurements I've provided or just play around with how big or small you want to try and make them! i didn't really get any wip photos of pip mouse but it's method is largely the same with the nose being the major change, which i will detail in text in the instructions below.
for sugar mouse i would recommend using polar fleece as it will act the right way for the ears to do their squishy marshmallow looking thing. but minky should also work or other similar fabrics! for pip mouse if you can find a similar curly looking fabric with a thin backing that'll be ideal but fleece will also work well, you just wont get the furry texture, you want a fabric with a little bit of stretch to it. i however would not recommend fabrics like felt or non stretch cotton for these guys as it's likely to not take shape the same as there's no give to the fabric.
once you have printed out the pattern and cut the pieces in your fabric, you'll want to sew the ears up and turn them inside out, then put them aside for later. just leave them as is for now but here you can see i was playing around with pinching the turned through ear into shape.
Then moving on, sew the back pieces together along the spine and front of face. you then want pull the bottom open ends apart gently and place the open sides flat up against the base piece so that they're aligned, it can be good to pin this in place so it doesn't shift.
then, get your tail rope, and tie a knot at either end, placing the base of it inbetween the seam at the butt so that it'll sit in the right place, then sew the seam up directly with the tail in place, make sure you sew through the rope to secure it and make sure it doesnt shift. Sew around the bases seam leaving a hole in one side so that you can then turn your mouse through.
once turned through you will want to stuff your mouse with polyfill quite a bit so it takes shape! i like to put weighted beans in mine for extra effect, you can use dried rice or wheat too, just sew a little circle pouch a bit smaller that the mouses base with scrap fabric and fill and seal! then insert into the turning hole while you stuff. once stuffing is done you can sew the hole up with a ladder stitch. the weight from the beads will allow your mouse to sit up quite well.
next you will want to get those ears you put aside, take each corner and bring the ends together in the middle. then sew them gently together at the ends with one or two stitches in about the same spot. you want them to look 3d so dont sew the ends to the back of the ear, just end to end so they meet in the center.
Then pin the ears in place on the head
then you need to ladder stitch the ears in place while they're pinned so they dont shift around, go all the way around the outside edge of each.
now you're almost done! next they just need a face! sugar mouse only needs embroidery by way of a french knot for both the eyes and nose (you can find good video tutorials on how to sew a french knot online), pip mouse will also need a french knot for the eyes but has a separate process for it's nose. (for the pip mouses nose you will need to leave the marked nose hole open and then stitch the nose fabric to the square nose backing in line with the dotted direction on the pattern, (it should look kind of baggy when it's unstuffed) sew it up completley with no hole, then cut a tiny slit in the backing and add polyfill there before closing with a basic stitch, then you ladder stitch the nose directly to the marked nose hole)
in order to hide the embroidery anchor knots i find the best way is to start by going down through the middle of the ears and then coming back up where you want the eye to be, and then going back down and up through the ear for the finishing knot, as it creates a very easy cover for them and looks nice and clean!
then you have yourself a little buddy!
haha they're great to squish! if you use this pattern i'd love to see your results!
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YOU BELONG TO ME -p.js, p.sh-
pairingâ fwbâs brother!jay x fem!reader x fwb!sunghoon
genre: smut minors do not interact, angst, slight fluff, friend with benefits au, friend with benefitsâ brother au, park twin brothers, sibling rivarly, love triangle, p with plot, p with feeling
wc: 27.2k
-all warnings below cut-
warnings: morally ambiguous characters, profanity, toxicity, manipulation, possessiveness, arguing, kissing, mention of family member passing
smut warnings: unprotected sex (uh donât do that), multiple sex scenes, p in v, dirty talk, marking, praising, degradation, creampies, fingering, riding, handjob, some spanking, cum eating, slight choking, dry humping, oral(f rec.), usage of nicknames(princess, baby, slut, good girl)
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You don't know how long you've been standing staring at the large portrait on the wall. Your body was achingly sore and the only piece of fabric you were wearing was your friend, Sunghoon's oversized shirt.
You somehow managed to slip away from his bearlike hold as he was sound asleep to use the bathroom but you stumbled upon the portrait dead center on the wall in the hallway that you walked through countless of times nevering noticing until now.
As you analyzed it, you wondered how you never paid attention to it earlier. You tilted your head to the side, zeroing your focus to the other person beside Sunghoon in the portrait, Park Jongseong or how Sunghoon referred to him the very few times he did talk about him, Jay, his twin older brother.
His sharp jawline, the butterfly shaped birthmark on the side of his neck, the earrings on his ear, his sharp piercing gaze and slicked hair with an undercut made you furrow your eyebrows feeling the slight downward frown tugging at your lips as he felt all too familiar but you couldn't seem to place a finger on where you've seen him before.
Your thoughts were interrupted when you felt a hand creeping onto your waist, pulling you as a kiss was planted on the side of your face, "What's in that pretty head of yours princess?" Sunghoon's deep morning voice whispered into the shell of your ear which usually made you weak but this time it didn't as you were too preoccupied by the portrait
"You never talk about your brother Hoonie" Your gaze remained on Jay's stoic face which didn't go unnoticed by Sunghoon who normally would soften to mush by the nickname only you were allowed to use
However, the mere mention of his brother falling through your lips fueled something nasty within him.
Sunghoon took a glance at the portrait you never once looked away from even when he appeared next to you. He stared at the photo remembering how his father proudly put the portrait up when it first arrived.
His expressionless face now held a deep scowl the more he looked at the picture or more so at his brother beside him in the photo whose gaze he interpreted to be nothing more than pure judgment and disappointment towards him and that angered Sunghoon.
His grip on your waist tightened as he ripped his eyes away from the picture to begin planting desperate kisses from your cheek down to your neck to get your attention away from the portrait, off his brother.
"Let's go back to bed mhm?" Sunghoon hummed against your neck causing you to giggle from the ticklish manner, he smirked in satisfaction that he was able to garner your attention back onto him where it belonged, not on his brother
You tried to push him off but he wouldn't budge as you thought he would've, "You need to go get ready, you have class toda-" You were interrupted by his lips capturing yours in a haste to shut you up
"I think I'll miss class today" Sunghoon mumbled against your lips as he fully wrapped his arms around you as he turned his back to the picture as he ushered you back to his room
You smiled in the kiss allowing yourself to be guided right back into the very room and bed you knew far too well to just be considered Sunghoon's friend.
Your hands ruffled in his hair as the kiss grew more feverish and when his lips detached from yours to trail back to your neck with hopeless need to mark you for everyone to see, you let out breathless gasps as he sucked on your neck running the wet stride of his tongue against the burning blemish slowly growing on your neck to soothe it before moving to an unmarked patch on your neck to continue his burning desire to completely devour you up.
He kicked open his bedroom door and not wanting to let you go for even a second he used his foot to close the door because if the portrait was out of sight, it was out of mind.
Yet, his harsh tug on your skin through his teeth made you unconsciously open your eyes, your gasps became louder from his growing desperation and through your half lidded eyes and the few seconds before his bedroom door closed, you caught a glimpse of the portrait once again.
You didn't know why Sunghoon avoided any conversation involving his brother however, what ate you up the most was why Jay seemed so familiar to you.
But the thought ended the moment Sunghoon's bedroom door slammed shut, his mouth going further down your neck to your collarbone as you were led right back into his bed.
á„«áĄ.
Before the start of you and Sunghoon, you lived in the peaceful life you worked so hard to create for yourself, forgetting mostly of the taints of your haunting past but it wasnât until he showed up that there was a shift in your said peaceful life.Â
You never anticipated crossing paths with him and yet one day you found him waiting outside your lecture for you. At first he spewed nonsense that went through one ear and out the other but he brought your attention to the failing paper shoved in your face.
You looked between him and the paper wondering what his failing grade had to do with you but when he asked if you could tutor him, you kindly declined offering someone who would be more than willing to help him but he was adamant on having you as his tutor.Â
And it didnât stop there. You didnât know how stubborn he was at the first but you were quick to realize; Sunghoon wanted, needed, you to be his tutor for whatever reason that he always made sure to greet you whenever he saw you, would even offer to hold your bag noticing how you rubbed your sore shoulder because of it or how he would randomly gift you things that he oddly knew you liked.
You werenât sure if he was doing this for you to convince you to become his tutor or simply because he was bored and wanted to meddle into your life but after weeks of him following you around like a lost puppy you finally caved in and agreed to become his tutor.Â
When his bright smile showed the two teeth like fangs that peaked out hearing the agreement fired something causing a twinge tingle in your brain.Â
You thought that would be the end of it. However, instead of only seeing him during the tutoring sessions, you began seeing him everywhere.
Your life was suddenly becoming immersed with him that soon enough you were able to spot him in any crowd.
Now you werenât sure if it was because of an illusive spotlight beaming down on him or if it was just the reflectiveness of the bracelet he seemed to always wear shimmering in the light but in every and any sea of people he shone brightly making it easy for you to spot him from a mile away.
Even when you were out late, Sunghoon would glimmer in all his glory after magically appearing out of the shadows since he happened to be out too and would end up tagging along wherever you were going, abandoning his own plans to be with you.Â
It was awkward and quiet at first not knowing what to talk about outside of the sessions but whenever you spewed something to get rid of the silence, he listened even when you deemed it pointless because to him it wasnât.Â
Inching closer to Sunghoon the more you saw him to the point that he began picking you up and dropping you off at the university every time you had class even when he didnât.
And if you ever needed to go somewhere, all you needed was to mention it to him and heâll bring you there no questions asked.
He was also now never empty handed when he knew he would be seeing you, especially when you were seeing each other practically everyday. Heâd have gifts ready to be left in the passenger seat you always found yourself sitting in or in hand waiting to be directly handed to you.
Sunghoon is stubborn yet he is more confusing than ever. You wondered how he suddenly appeared in your life out of nowhere, seeming to have a greater goal in mind that went beyond just simple tutoring and far beyond a regular friendship.
He would always move you to the inside of the sidewalk to let him walk on the outside. Making his own way that he deemed the only efficient way to garner your attention was by poking your cheek whenever you werenât giving enough attention to him.Â
And what confused you the most was when he picked up a fallen eyelash off your cheek giving a soft smile looking at you and for a split second you caught his eyes shifting to your lips before blowing the eyelash away in hopes of making his wish come true.
Sunghoon was confusing and slick that you never knew what his next move could be.
There was just so much of him to unravel that you needed time to dissect every inch of him to understand a little piece of him and without realizing it, you were becoming so accustomed to his presence in your life that you couldnât remember what it was like without him in it.Â
á„«áĄ.
On a late afternoon you were sitting next to Sunghoon in his room zoning out as you waited for him to finish the assignment questions. Itâs been over 5 hours youâve been over trying to help him understand the material and you felt like your own head was going to fall off.Â
Coming back to your senses when feeling a poke to your cheek, âWhatâs in that head of yours?â You blinked realizing how you were staring at him instead of the wall like you thought you were
Sunghoon, playing with the pen that poked your cheek, smirked smugly as he watched your faltering gaze quickly move from his, choosing to ignore his question as you now looked over the various photo frames on his desk.
There was a family picture, a beautiful one at that. You looked over and saw how Sunghoon resembled the woman in the picture greatly.
But when you caught the person on the opposite end of the Sunghoon who looked similar to him looking straight ahead both on each end of the man in the middle, not a single emotion on their face or in their eyes made a shiver run up your spine the more you looked at it.Â
You tried to look away but you couldnât. So to avoid any more awkwardness, you innocently were going to ask if that was his brother, whom youâve never seen around, in the photo but he spoke before you could, âI have something for youâ
Your eyes looked away from picture to Sunghoon seeing how he fully turned towards you opening a necklace case that you didnât notice he pulled out, âI found this the other dayâ He softly said but it felt muffled in your ears
Your jaw dropped as your eyes trailed up from the case to Sunghoonâs worried expression that was replaced with a shy warm smile when you looked at him.Â
It was the very necklace you mindlessly mentioned once during a late night call with him that you never managed to get after it was sold out right when you had just enough money to buy it.
And yet here it was being presented to you by none other than Sunghoon.Â
âYou didnâtâ
It was common for him to get random gifts for you that surrounded what you liked even when you told him it wasnât necessary but this gift⊠It was different, it laid heavy on your heart.Â
Sunghoon carefully pulled out the dainty necklace, placing the open case onto his desk with the discarded assignment and unclasped it, getting up from his seat and walking behind you.
âBut I did.â His voice low and stern making you weak in the knees that you were grateful for the chair you were sitting in for holding you up
You felt the cold metal against your skin as he placed it around you, your breathing silently shuddering seeing the reflection in the mirror at the corner of his room.
Sunghoon standing behind you, the necklace youâve been wanting is finally around your neck.
You unconsciously touch your necklace, admiring its simplicity but now great value.Â
Sunghoon leveled his head next to yours, his eyes looking directly at you through the mirror, âPrettyâ He softly whispered, a faint smile ghosting his faceÂ
Unable to remove your eyes from him in the mirror, you let yourself get captivated by the moment, the necklace, him.Â
With small hesitance he pressed his lips against your head. There was a harsh thump against your chest. What is he doing?
But you recklessly turned without realizing how close the two of you would be.Â
His nose bumped with yours as he continued looking at you. You couldnât look away. You knew Sunghoon was attractive but seeing him upclose made you realize he always had been and forever will be.Â
He looked deeply into your eyes, making you gulp harshly trying to rationalize your mind and body but you were betrayed by your heart and the desire youâve been pushing away from wherever it came from and when it started even though you werenât sure when that was.Â
Slowly easing in closer he heard the light shake of your breath as your lips grazed before finally landing on each other.
The kiss started off with your lips solely on each other but he felt when you melted right into it, your mouth beginning to move wanting more and he held back a smile, this was exactly what he wanted.Â
In your mushed mind you comprehended that you were far past the blurred line to the point of no recognition of what you thought was a friendship with Sunghoon as it now became more.Â
Your hand balled into fist to stop the itch from entangling it in his hair but like he sensed it, he grabbed your hand prying it open with his fingers to place it at the back of his head as it grasped his hair igniting a soft groan from him.Â
Rising from his leveled position he grabbed your chin tilting your head up in order to provide access to your neck where his hand gilded up and down as he continued to kiss you.
As your neck was craned up, too engrossed in his lips you didnât notice him sitting back on the chair until you felt his hands travel from neck down to your waist as your fingers raked through his hair, loving how it slotted right through as you pulled him closer to you than he has ever been.Â
Allowing you, Sunghoon let you contort his body in any way you want, as long as you kept your lips on his.Â
The kiss became desperate as your teeth clashed together, the lack of air making you both lightheaded and the harsh tugs to his hair with his guidance making you sit on his lap. You slotted your legs on each side of his hips as you trapped his head in between your arms as he kissed all the oxygen out of you.Â
âLet me take care of youâ The foreign intimate words fell from his mouth landing right through your ears to your hazy mind and beating heart
When you pulled away from the kiss not sure if you heard him right you saw a desperate gleam in his eyes that sent you afloat straight into the gripping lustful cloud thatâs been waiting to grasp you and hold you.Â
Not saying anything, you allowed yourself to be pulled in by him like a magnetic pull as you landed your lips right onto his again.Â
Sunghoon smiled pleased by the response even if there were no words spoken, your actions spoke louder than any words that could possibly be said.Â
He wrapped a strong arm around you to flush your chest against his as his freehand inched higher until it reached your neck to softly grab it.
You squealed, feeling the tight squeeze on your neck providing him the access he needed for his tongue to slip past your mouth and into the territory heâs been waiting to explore.
His arm that held you went to play with the hem of your shirt before slipping under it, letting his hands roam free on your bare back.
The tighter tug on his hair and the feeling of goosebumps on your skin was his direct sign, his finger massaged at your neck, feeling the structure of it as he tugged on your bottom lip to slip his tongue back in.Â
Push and pull feel on your neck made you arch your back feeling his other hand traveling higher up your back finding the clasps of your bra and playing the metal.
He pulled his lips away from your swollen ones making you pout that he pulled away. He looked at you with a small smile, finding you cute.Â
So needy, he placed a long kiss to satisfy you just enough until he kissed in between your jaw and neck, having you throw your head back to provide him all the access in the world. How easily you did this was more than enough to show him how you must've been waiting for this.
He felt bad depriving you for long but itâs okay now. Heâs here.Â
When he easily found your sweet spot, gasps fell from your swollen lips. His fingers playing with the skin of your neck when his mouth sucked on some other part.
If it werenât for him holding on to you, you wouldâve crumbled right to his bedroom floor.
âAlready weakâ He mumbled as he sucked on your sweet spot wanting to emit the noises that were muffled before by his mouthÂ
Your mouth slacks as soft moans fall out, your body curving to his teasing touch, his lips trailing all over your neck from right to left to left to right, always stopping in the center to kiss all the way up to catch your lips for a moment before going back to your neck.Â
The woozy feeling coursing through you had your hips rocking in his lap whenever heâd suck on your sweet spot harsher to hear you squeal. Getting lost in the sensation that was taking over your body, you were hot all around.
Your panties clung to your soaked entrance easily from the fast rocks of your hips, telling what you want or how your body interprets it, what you need. Â
Sunghoonâs hands rested at your rocking hips guiding them faster, âSuch a dirty slut, humping all over my lapâ He chuckled but his words made the sensation in your stomach grow more
You landed your head in the crook of his neck as desperate whines spilled out of you. The clothed friction against your soaked self made you feel such a pleasure youâve never felt before.
It jolted you to land on top of his hardened cock that was kept in the restraints of his pants, making him hold back a deep groan feeling you right on top of him.
âPleaseâ You breathlessly pant hoping the single word plea was enough for him to understand what you meanÂ
But Sunghoon liked seeing this foreign side of you, seeing how desperate you areâ willing to dismantle yourself just to get him, âPlease what?â He halted your rocked making you whine patheticallyÂ
âAnything⊠Just Pl-Pleaseâ You knew what he wanted from you, to beg for him but wanting to save the last bit of dignity you had you didnât want to give in, you tried to grind your hips again but he only sent a slap on your ass making you yelpÂ
âI asked for clarification slutâ He tsked loudly pushing you off his lap only to have you tightly wrap around his body to stop him, shaking your head but you needed clarification yourselfÂ
Did you not want him to push you away or was it that your pride wouldnât allow you to speak out on what you were begging for?
Feeling the shaking of your buried head in his neck, he scoffed a smirk before slipping his hand between your meshed bodies to wrap around your neck holding your jaw in the process to push you away to have you face him.Â
Your eyes looked away from Sunghoon but with his hand tightening around your neck, it finally made your hesitant eyes meet him only to see how he was completely unphased as he stared right past your strong facade to see you.Â
It felt like he was looking deep into your soul and reading every single thought that ever crossed your mind, seeing and judging the burning desire in you that needed to be free to soar, âGo on, tell me what you want?â He huskily chuckled
âWant me to teach you just what fast is? Mhm?â He raised a teasing eyebrow, his fingers playing at the sides of your neck seeing how your eyes flickered away from his
Content with your lack of response, it wasnât nearly enough to make him satisfied. He selfishly wanted more. âOr are you looking to get fucked hard?â
He smirked when he heard you incoherently mumbling. He pulled your head next to his by your neck to have your mouth grazing the shell of his ear, âWhat did you say?â The dark rumble of his voice made your body weak
You tugged at the bottom of your lip having to decide to throw away your pride, to accept his terms and with a mumbled as loud as your voice would allow, âPlease fuck me SunghoonâÂ
His grin grew wider while his mind now filled with demand to give you everything that you could possibly ever want, needing to spoil you in the way you asked him for.Â
âGood girlâ He whispered letting go of your neck tapping the side of your hips, the echoing sounding throughout the room telling you to move your hips again
You started grinding again on his clothed cock as your hands landed on his shoulders, eyes shut tight shivering from the sensation of your clothed core rubbing to the dent in his pants while his hand slipped past your shirt to unclasped your bra.Â
Sunghoon moved your bra away just enough to cup one of your breasts with his hand, his thumb creasing your hardened nipple before tugging on it making you jump.
Your grinds grew frantic chasing the familiar build up in your stomach, âSunghoon- Sunghoonâ You breathlessly chanted his name as he was all that you could think of
He liked hearing his name coming from you, he thinks he could listen to you forever when he was the one making you feel this way. Your hips stammered in their movements as you could feel the nearing of your climax. You couldnât believe you were getting off on his lap this easily but your body reacted the way it wanted to him.Â
Your fingers deep into his shoulder blades as he altered between your breasts roughly pinching them to then soothe the burning sensation while his other hand laid on the base of your ass, helping your weakening ruts on his crotch to help reach your high.
Whenever you dared to stop even just for a moment, heâd smack your ass harshly making you whine loudly, pushing your tired body to continue further if you wanted to come.Â
âKeep going. Come in your pants for meâ He teased and the soak of your panties beginning to seep through to your pants made your cheeks burn from embarrassment but it felt too good to care about it
The movements of your hips only grew faster chasing the feeling until you were overwhelmed by it, your loud moan and his low groan mixed together as you came in your pants making you cringe at your pure desperate action.Â
Sunghoon fondled with the material of your pants moving your hips again having you shudder on his lap, shaking your head unable to handle the overstimulation and he had to stop himself from laughing. You were so cute like this.Â
He stopped the grinding movements and placed a kiss on the side of your head as he hiked your shirt higher and higher, tapping at your skin to put your arms up to let him remove your shirt and bra in a single motion, throwing them somewhere in his room to be forgotten.Â
Yet, he didnât think this through. This was the very first time heâs ever seeing you like this, so compromising, so needy, so perfect just for him.
Your pretty face flushed, the perk of your nipples rose up and down following your pants and how the necklace he bought you rested against your collarbone glimmering in the dim lighting, he slipped just for a second.
Noticing his eyes never moving from your exposed body, your cheeks burned more as you covered yourself with your arms which he quickly stopped before you could completely do so, âDonât cover yourselfâŠâ He couldn't bear not being able to look at you
He looked up to see your eyes looking at him, a slight frown on your face, âYouâre beautifulâ His words melted the frown off your face making it flip.
Your lips tugged upwards allowing your arms to be pulled away as he leaned in to peck a soft kiss at your jaw before lowering to your breast. He followed the curve of your chest, he wanted to memorize every crevice, curve, dip, you had.Â
His hands roamed freely on your body soothing your goosebump filled skin while your hands traced over his shirt before threading lower until you were between the hem of it and the waist of his pants.Â
He softly grunted, nodding his head noticing your silent asking and without wasting time, you moved yourself away from his crotch. Unbuttoning his pants, you tugged at his belt loop and brought his pants along with his boxer in a teasing manner until it was just enough for his aching cock to spring out and hit his stomach.Â
His angry tip leaked with precum with faint twitching every few seconds showing its desperate need made your body burn.
You may have underestimated him big time. He was big, really fucking big.Â
You tried to hide your wavering eyes and harsh gulp as you stared at him before grabbing him at the base, softly dragging your hand up and down in a pace that didnât meet his standard in the slightest but he was too occupied with how your hand felt wrapped around him, it was just perfect.
Sunghoon threw his head back when your thumb grazed his slit, smearing his precum all over his tip as your thumb was coated with it without a care in the world.
His chest rose and fell with each heavy pant. Your hands were pure magic. You were wonderful. His mind is filled with your hand, the strokes you were giving him, your soft hums, just you.Â
You smiled seeing how the roles were easily reversed and you had him falling apart for you.
Moving your hand in the slow jerking motion made Sunghoon grow frustrated, he grabbed your wrist to move your hand faster on his cock, âTaking so longâ He spat, âNever jerked someone off before?â His eyes screwing shut when you picked up in pace sending immense pleasure throughout his bodyÂ
The more he twitched in your hand the more you knew he was growing closer to his climax, you pushed away his holding hand on your wrist, continuing the same pace he was guiding you in.
His now free hand lazily rested on your hip playing with the fabric of your pants and you knew what it meant.Â
This time you were the one smirking from the scene before you. Through half lidded eyes he saw your egotistical smile, the outline of your body illuminated by the lamp on his desk making it feel like you were sent to him.Â
Even when he was the one searching for you, you were the one who found him ready to save him.Â
His attempts to unbutton your pants wanting nothing more but to absolutely devour you whole were futile as you pumped him with a faster pace.
His hands shook unable to get a proper opening to get your pants off, âF-fuckâ He groaned when you squeezed his cock every few times then teasing his tip with achingly soft pinches, hiding your smile
You stared at your working hand, admiring how he looked in your hold before trailing up to look at his half lidded ones trying to look at you barely being able to hold them open from the pleasure.
Without any warning, you felt the spurts coming out of his tip landing all over your hand and some even landing on your bare stomach.
Sunghoon shuddered, his cock twitching at your continuous pumps even through his orgasm on his still hard on, âSh-Shit, you milking me or wha-What?â He grunted, his body beginning to shake from the stimulationÂ
You were making him fall apart for you just by your hands and he hasnât had someone make him like this before, ever.
When you finally stopped, pulling away from his mess covered cock from your cum covered hand, you brought your hand to lick it clean.
You gruntled tasting the salt bitter taste of his release but it still managed to satisfy your taste buds. He heard you. The opening of your mouth and when he focused just enough he heard the stride of your tongue gliding.
Fuck you were licking your hand clean and he was missing the entire thing because he couldnât open his damn eyes.
He gulped trying to catch his breath trying to recollect his puddle of a mind. There was never a time he orgasmed by hands alone.
So when it came to you ripping one out of him just like that, he was shocked, confused with his own body and possibly his own mind.Â
âSunghoon?â Hearing your voice soft and careful erupted something in him and his twitching cock
Without opening his eyes, he memorized your body on his lap far enough to successfully unbutton your pants without a single peek with the intention to rip them off of your body.Â
You lifted yourself off his lap just enough as he finally opened his eyes to look at you with hungry eyes making your insides twist and turn into a bundle of knots.
Helping his hastiness, dragging down your pants along with your soaked panties until they somehow were able to drop to your ankle before kicking them off to the floor.Â
Sunghoon pulled your body back down, the feel of your bare soaking pussy landing right on top of his cock made him groan and you whine.
He muffled the noises by crashing his lips onto yours, holding the back of your head to hold you close to him. There was a thump against his chest from the building excitement.Â
Rocking your hips, feeling his cock slip in between your wet folds made you cry in the kiss from the delicious feel, âCanât fucking wait, can you?â He bit your lip making you squeal but you didnât stop kissing him
You hungrily continued, shaking your head innocently as you rocked your soaking core against his hard self.Â
âHoonieâ You breathlessly spokeÂ
He hated being called nicknames, he despised every single one he was ever given but surprisingly not yours. Instead the singular nickname melted right through the cold facade he kept up for his entire life and burned him whole in a matter of seconds.
Normally he held himself highly in maintaining his rationality but now it lay long forgotten about in an empty abyss.
Stilling your pitiful grind, he grabbed his cock from the confinement of your folds to tap it against your bare stomach, insinuating you to lift your lower body for him.Â
Without a second thought, you raised yourself watching how he aligned his leaking tip to your welcoming entrance.
The tingling feeling in your stomach of your nerves going haywire was replaced by the stretch of Sunghoonâs tip protruding slipping past your pussy walls inside of you.Â
You hissed loudly as he started sinking you down, âW-Waitâ You whimpered feeling the new stretch but he didnât stop, resuming coating his shaft with your enticing walls
âTake it slut- Couldnât wait a few seconds ago- Shitâ His harsh words only fueled your arousal making it easier in between the crevices that were soon covered and filled by his cock being sucked in by youÂ
Clenching around him, he weakly slapped on the side of your ass followed by a harsher one after not being pleased with how quiet the first one was.Â
His slaps made you jolt on his cock making you moan from the waves of pleasure that shot straight to your stretched out core. Gripping your neck, he brought himself to the shell of your ear, âBet youâve been waiting to be split open on my cockâ He whispered, âAdmit it slutâÂ
You couldnât respond, only able to let out loud gasps as his long cock slipped deeper into you, filling you up in ways you never felt before, âMhmmâ You delirious rumbled making him frown, displeased with the minimum responseÂ
âHoonie- Want your cockâŠPleaseâ
He froze. His hand on your neck loosened for a moment as all he could focus on was your soft pleas and whines. His mind clouded just for a moment before shaking it away.
You expected him to do all the work and that made him laugh, he let go of your neck to stroke the side of your face tooting his lips, âYou wanted my cock, now work to please yourselfâ He tried to ignore just how perfectly you were engulfing him as he lazily lied back in the chair but each squeeze you gave around him made him feel good, so good. âStart workingâÂ
Having to see the smug tug of his lip made you frown but too overcome with need to put up any type of fight, you slowly raised your lower body up his length before sliding back down making him let out a loud sigh of pleasure while turning his head to side as he watched where he disappeared inside of you only to reappear to just disappear again.Â
Trying to get used to the stretch and fullness you felt, you let out pathetic wails as you bounced on him, swaying your hips around feeling how he moved inside of you and soon the pain was replaced by a pleasurable sensation.Â
Your slow pace turned into a faster one. The sound of his low grunts and your louder moans, the meet of his crotch against your skin as you rode him filled the room.Â
His hands dug into the flesh of your hips giving guidance to your bouncing self on him, watching how your breast moved with each of your hops, âHoonieâ You mewledÂ
Youâre going to call him that every single time, he was going to make sure of it.
âThe only one that could ever make you feel this wayâ Sunghoon wanted to plant that thought deep into your mind to make sure you never forget, only he could ever make you feel like this.
The feel of his tip kissing your cervix as he slipped in and out of you made you fall apart all over him, throwing your head back from the pleasure, your hands holding onto his shoulder for support, bouncing up and down at an arrhythmic pace just to keep some type of sense of having him deeply buried in you engraved in each crack of your brain.Â
Sunghoonâs fingers grabbed your necklace forcing your thrown back head up to lift to see him through your heavy eyelids.
You mewled loudly as you felt his sudden fast thrust meeting your weaker ones, âOpen your eyes⊠Look at meâ He sent a spank to your ass making you yelp in the mix of your moans and mewls
âThis is what you wanted, right slut? To get fucked hard by me?â Through your heavy lidded eyes, you saw his crazed filled ones watching your gaped mouth as endless noises fell out because of him.Â
You furiously nodded. Through the perception you had for yourself and others to see and believe, deep down this was all you ever wanted. And Sunghoon saw all of it.Â
He held your limp neck by your necklace, his thrusts reaching to where it could, sending you to height. Your lower body contorted, grinding up and down in an attempt to feel more of him in you, which you didnât even think was possible, âSunghoon- Please!âÂ
The loud smack of your ass made you cry as you could feel the burning sensation, âNot my fucking nameâ Sunghoon grunted
âHoonie! Hoonieâ You expressed the nickname you made for him, âPlease Hoonieâ You pleaded not sure what you were asking for but somehow Sunghoon knewÂ
He brought your body to press against him as he snapped his hips harder making you wrap your arms around his shoulders to leverage off of him.
The obscene noise of your leaking entrance meeting all the way to the base of his cock made your stomach flutter and your mind short circuit as you could only focus on the knot forming in your stomach.
You scratched at Sunghoon clothed back, your moans falling directly in his ears as you clenched harder around him as he easily glided in and out of your welcoming hole.
Chanting his name like a prayer as he was the only thing that you could ever know. His mind was being overtaken by you.Â
âTaking me so well. Fuck princessâ The new more endearing nickname made you flutter all around him, enjoying it more than you shouldâveÂ
He let go of your necklace wrapping his arm over your back to hold your crumbling body sending another harsh slap sent to your ass making you whine as he rubbed his hand over it to soothe the reddening area, âGonna fucking ruin youâÂ
Now that didnât sound too bad.
With your foggy mind, you couldn't register the sentence that followed after, âNever letting you goâ. You were too focused on the build up of pleasure in your stomach daring to snap at any moment that you only moaned louder at the words.Â
His tip hitting the same spot in repetition without stopping for a second made all thoughts in your head useless unless it was about him, âHoonie!â You repeated after yourself like a broken record and he could tell the way you tried to meet his thrust in attempts to savor the feeling
Noticing how your thrust became sloppier, the seeping arousal leaking everywhere below you and onto him, he grinned placing his hand at the back of your head, whispering loud enough for you to hear, âMake a mess on me you slutâÂ
Fuck, you felt good, Sunghoon made you feel so good. Through his relentless thrust, you clenched tightly around him feeling the wave of pleasure wash over you like a tidal wave unlike ever before. You took care of yourself every now and then but never once did it ever dismantle you like this.
Burying deep inside of you to help ride out your high and you came all over him more, the mix of your wetness and cum lathered around.
Watching your agape mouth and your tight shut eyes, Sunghoon admired your thrown back head as the relief your body felt washed over reaching the heights youâve never felt before.Â
This must be the universe's way of repaying him for everything heâs suffered through. Allowing him to have you and see you like this, so beautifully for him.
You soaked his cock in your cum, you were heavily breathing however the air got sucked back in as a loud wail erupted from your throat as you felt Sunghoon begin slipping in and out of you again.
Running a hand up and down your back to soothe your sensitive body, he whispered. âYou can handle it right?â You were originally going to shake your head, the soreness of your stretched out walls was too much but the pleasurable feel was far greater than anything
You gave a weak nod unable to say a response, your mind gone in the cloud. Sunghoon felt beyond proud of you, he planted a kiss on your head before delivering a harsh snap reaching deeper into your walls that were molding to him.
With his arm holding around you, his shirt crumbled under your fingers as you held on tightly, supporting your stimulated body on his lap as he took over, allowing your body to lay on him as he did all the work now.
Something embroidered itself into his mind at that moment. His hand fondling with your ass, gripping onto it tightly before releasing it only to crease it sending a harsh slap making you yelp as his thrust met with your very faint ones, âSuch a good fucking slutâ He groaned as the mixed of your arousal and cum made it easier for his cock to ease out of youÂ
You whimpered feeling sudden emptiness but let out a loud gasp, your body moving forward pressing further against his when he reenterned you making you feel the fullness of his cock deep in you.
Your attempts to say anything to make him know how good he was making you feel were in vain as all that came out were strained moans, your voice becoming scratchy by how much youâve been letting out.Â
Through the muffle of your ears the lewd noises from your soaked self meeting with the base of his cock had you all over the edge again, the build up in your stomach forming.Â
Sunghoonâs thrust became sloppy and irregular, the grip on your ass becoming harder that you could feel his fingers digging deep into the flesh of it, the connection between the two of you disappearing before reconnecting quickly, the build up daring to snap, âSh-shit, almost there. Gonna be a good girl and take everything I give youâÂ
You gave rapid nods, your scratchy voice filling his ears, the tight clench around his aching cock. Youâll take everything. Youâll make him proud.Â
âThe most perfect pussy- Fuck!â Sunghoonâs mind too far gone to realize what he was saying, âMake you- Going to make you mine⊠Just for meâÂ
It didnât soak into either of your minds to fully register, but there was a silent agreement of some sort.Â
His sloppy thrust came to a stop as you felt the warm spurts inside of you painting your velvet walls pearly white of his cum.
Sunghoon screwed his eyes, the loudest groan rumbling out of him as your embrace around him grew tighter as his own climax prompted your third one.
Never before have you released not just once or twice but three damn times.Â
As you and Sunghoon held onto each other feeling the sticky thin layer of sweat covering both of you but neither cared about it especially not when Sunghoon shallowly thrusted up to push his cum further inside of you.
His hand that tightly held your bottom now let go of the flesh, soothing the burning area by slowly rubbing in a more gentle manner.Â
Your aching neck landed onto his shoulder, heaving trying to forbid yourself from crashing due to exhaustion. But oh was it really hard. Your body was more than willing to surrender as a warm feeling filled your insides.Â
With his softened cock buried deep inside of you, he managed to let out a few praises, âYou did so good, âm so proud of youâÂ
âLet me take care of you nowâÂ
Somehow Sunghoon managed to read you like an open book that he didnât even have to pry open. All he needed to do was crease the spine and you opened right up, welcoming him into your world.Â
Your tensed body now softened in his arms, your heavy eyelids finally closing and your pants grew softer into slow deep breaths. He placed a sweet kiss on your temple allowing you to fully let go for him to take care of you.
âRest princessâ
You werenât Park Sunghoonâs girlfriend and he wasnât your boyfriend, youâre friends who happen to know what the other tastes like now.
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In the passenger side of Sunghoonâs car he held up his phone to show the yet again 100 percent on his exam that you helped him study for.
His chest filled with pride as you showered him in praises. He worked hard for this so to be recognized by it, it made him feel good.Â
You suddenly stopped your praises when you felt Sunghoonâs threading fingers fall from the side of your face down to your jaw to your neck where he began playing with your necklace.Â
Admiring your necklace, he softly smiled to himself making you roll your eyes knowing he was filled to the brim with confidence, âWhoever got you that necklace did a wonderful jobâ He complimented
âShould thank my sugar daddy, he wastes all his money on me like itâs nothing and bought it for meâ You shrugged your shoulders like it was nothing earning a laugh from himÂ
Looping your necklace with his fingers he raised his eyebrows amused by your choice of words, âDaddy?âÂ
From the entire sentence you said that was the only thing he picked up on. You looked at his crazed filled eyes and you held back a smile.
There was a prickling feeling in your heart seeing his expression, there was more than meets the eye and you wanted to delve straight into it.
You shoved Sunghoon back to the driver seat sneering at his response, âNastyâÂ
He laughed heartily landing back in his seat, âYouâre the one that said itâ Raising his hands up in innocences but he was far from it well in bed at least
âI said other things too-â You were interrupted by him grabbing the back of your head to kiss you. Your eyelids felt heavy as you entered cloud 9, melting into the kiss. Your eyes closed as you were insatiably dragged into Sunghoon
He smirked, feeling how you easily gave up any control and handed it to him.
He adored you, he really did. Everything that he could ever wish for and it was you, âI really have to goâ He murmured, he had to be at the airport in less than 5 minutes to go pick up his father and it was at least a 30 minutes drive, 40 minutes now because of rush hourÂ
He needed to leave now but he couldnât seem to let go of you just yet, his lips messily clashed with yours. His hands falling to your cheek to cup it to deepen the kiss. Your heart filled with glee and warmth as his mouth perfectly moved with yours.
âThen pull away HoonieâÂ
The damn nickname that made him surrender to you. He wasnât going to pull away. His father can wait until he arrives.
Sunghoon shifted his body to face you as he ate away at your lips, he sucked at your bottom lip which easily gave him access to slip right on through.
Mind filled with haze and craze for you, he could do this forever. But you pulled away before he could fall too deep.Â
He chased after your lips making you giggle and hearing you, he opened his eyes letting out his own disappointed sigh, âMake sure to drive safelyâ You soothed out his disheveled hair back to its somewhat regular state
Even though he was disappointed the kiss lasted so short, he was grateful for it, for you.
He smiled dumbly, nodding his head at every word you said even when it went in through one ear only to come out the other.Â
You chuckled warmly seeing his dazed expression as you retracted your hand away from his regular styled hair, âLet me walk you to the door at leastâÂ
But the moment he helped you out of the car, you were pressed up against his car as he hurriedly slotted his lips onto yours before you could say anything. Not even 5 minutes ago he told you he needed to leave but your mind slipped only focusing on him now.
Your hands found their way to the nape of his neck as his hands rested on your waist, rubbing his thumb on your side, âThought you needed to goâ You giggled as his mouth trailed to the marks on your neck left by him
You let out a satisfied moan as he sucked on the sensitive marks, âI really do need to goâ He mumbled but not once did he show intentions of stopping
âYou should really stop thenâ Sunghoon laughed, him stopping? What a joke.Â
Youâre like an addictive feeling that he will cling onto forever, heâll never allow anything or anyone to come in between and take you away from him.Â
âI donât think I ever could.âÂ
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Sunghoon arrived an hour late to the airport.
He was going to receive an earful from his father for being late but it was worth the hassle of being later when he was able to spend some extra minutes with you.
From the moment he shifted the gear to park, he texted you and patiently waited until you responded back before even thinking about texting his father where he was in the parking lot.Â
Others would see this as unfair but Sunghoon had his priorities. He got out of the car and leaned up against it to be able to greet his father first thing when seeing him after being away, but his mind went to how not even an hour ago he had pressed you up against it, kissing you silly until you forcefully had to shove him back in his car and send him on his way.Â
He felt the buzz of his phone and he looked to see you texted him to let you know when he made it back home even if you were taking a nap which he knew was going to be highly likely.
His lips tugged upwards, chuckling out a smile of pure happiness as he texted back a response to not miss him too much and that heâll visit you in your dream which he knew you scoffed at but secretly enjoyed.
âHoonâÂ
The call of that damn nickname made his throat and mouth dry up like a desert.
His smile dropped immediately, pocketing his phone and straightening out his posture because instead of seeing his father who he came all this way to pick up in the first place, he saw his brother with luggages in hand.Â
Seeing his twin brother in the flesh again made his heart drop to the pit of his stomach because staring right at him was his worst nightmare.Â
âJay?âÂ
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Outside on the balcony, Sunghoon tightly held his phone over the rails, his head low and eyes shut trying to ignore the painful pressure against it.
His fatherâs single text flashed in his head on repeat. Not only would he have to bear unknown months again which he never minded, always enjoying being by himself with the exception of you staying over, keeping him company.
He had to deal with someone else now.
Groaning as he kept his eyes closed feeling like at any moment he was going to disintegrate into pure matter and then to nothing.Â
Thinking the fresh air would help get rid of sticky tar slowly slowly surrounding him but it quickly engulfed him whole when he heard the aggravating voice of his brother, âHoon?â Jay softly knocked on the balcony door frame and Sunghoon stopped everything in his will to not launch himself at JayÂ
The headache growing and the clawing of his stomach eating him right up each second Jay is in his presence.
He continued to have his back facing Jay who knew he had every right to be furious at him yet hoped the time apart from each other would ease the unresolved tension between them just a little bit.Â
âDad told me you have a tutorâ Jay hoped to lighten the already dark mood from the moment he stepped foot onto the balcony, âI was shocked that you, the ace student, needed a tutor but he said your tutor is able to put an equal if not greater of a fight than youâÂ
âIâm glad you have someone pushing your limits, exceeding your already high expectationsâ
Sunghoon scoffed in his head. His already high expectations? Jay will never come close to understanding the struggle of expectation from anyone let alone from their father.
For as long as he could remember, heâs been living in Jayâs shadow, never able to escape it until Jay left for university. That was the only time Sunghoon understood what true peace was. Â
While Jay expected some type of retaliation, he received nothing, only noticing how the spinning of Sunghoonâs phone came to a sudden halt hearing the mention of you, his oh so wonderful tutor.Â
From Sunghoonâs hanging phone held by his fingers Jay saw his lock screen, though unable to see it properly, he was able to make out Sunghoonâs arm that had the Tiffany and co. bracelet their late mother gifted him that he finally grew into after all these years draped over someone whose face he couldnât see but could notice the very dainty necklace.Â
Sunghoon despised taking pictures whenever they were forced to for family pictures or solo portraits.
So seeing him display a picture taken by a digital camera boldlyâso proudly. He wondered what was the depth behind it.
But even past his curiosity, he felt a sickening gnaw at his stomach the more he looked at the lock screen but he didnât know why.
It wasnât until Sunghoon caught Jayâs attention on his phone screen that he quickly flipped his phone over before putting it into his pocket, clenching his jaw.
Jay hasnât been back for an entire day but was already slipping too deep back into his life for his liking.
Jay watched the sudden shift of mood from Sunghoon, noticing how he became more defensive, placing the already high walls higher than ever before.
One of the main reasons why Jay even took up his fatherâs offer to finish his studies back home in the first place was because of this.
Longing to be back in his brotherâs life again, just like how he used to be. He hated how things fell apart between Sunghoon and him and he needed to make things right, for that to happen the first thing he needed to do was address everything from the start. Just not the very beginning yet.
Too caught up in his own head Jay didnât realized nor expected Sunghoon to be the one breaking the suffocating silence, âThought you were supposed to finish your studies abroadâÂ
His eyes flickered a hint of surprise in them but he quickly pushed that away, âDad came to visit, mentioned how it was pointless for me to be studying abroad while you stayed behind,â Jay sighed, placing his back against the rail feeling the cold steel seeping through his shirt to his skin
âHe was right⊠We were supposed to go abroad togetherâ He looked over to Sunghoon who only looked ahead of him an unreadable expression on his face
âYou know I always wondered how many strings he had to pull just to secure a spot for youâ Sunghoon sneered, âI mean you purposefully flunked your way out of the academy to live your fantasy normal life and somehow still managed to get acceptedâ Sunghoon shook his head letting out a mocking laugh after the harsh spat of words
Of course their father would do everything in his power to make sure his twin sons received the highest achievements and education, especially if it was Jay on the line.Â
Ever since they were young, their father realized Jayâs natural leadership, his way of obtaining and retaining knowledge and being unafraid of learning from others or speaking out about his opinion.
It was determined from the very start that Jay would be the righteous heir to their fatherâs company and brushed it off to be because Jay was the eldest out of the two by 3 minutes which Sunghoon knew was a lie and it infuriated him.Â
Why wasnât he allowed to prove himself? He was more than capable of doing what Jay can do and could do it even better than him.
Sunghoon worked day and night after declaring he would attend a university abroad instead of staying. All just to prove himself to everyone, especially to his perfect twin brother Jay that he was capable of doing great things just like him.
Whatever Sunghoon wanted, Jay would unintentionally snatch right from under his nose in the blink of an eye. Their father's attention, the ease of academic intelligence, the endless showers of praises and love and sweeping the one he liked off her feet without even realizing it. Â
âHoonâ Jay softly called out and Sunghoon hated that he still used the nickname
Hearing the nickname from his brotherâs mouth, it didnât ease his heart or comfort him, it only aggravated him more.Â
âIt doesnât matter either way, I didnât feel like going abroadâ Jay let out a loud scoff
If there was one thing Jay knew for certain about his brother that would never change is that Sunghoon was determined to go abroad for university. It was all he ever worked towards during their school years, having sleepless nights, setting high expectations just to ensure he was the top student each school year and not only did he achieve it but he set the curve.
Jay knew Sunghoon.Â
âYou went on that plane with intentions to goâÂ
Sunghoon shook his head, the sickening smirk still on his face, âNo, I went on that plane with the intention to leave you before we took offâ
âI knew you wouldnât leave if I said I was staying behind from the start so I went along with it until the time came. I just wanted to make you believed we were actually go to university togetherâÂ
There was a strong ringing in Jayâs ear. All this time Jay believed, trusted, Sunghoon boarded the plane with the intention to leave, for them to attend the same university together but just couldnât overlook what happened only to find out now that he was never going to leave in the first place.Â
This was when Jay realized he did not know Sunghoon.Â
Jay wasnât as prideful as Sunghoon at least not anymore, he is now willing to admit when he is wrong, when heâs made a mistake. It took him a while to reach this point but he was finally there, he just hopes he isnât too late.Â
âIâm sorryâÂ
A sudden apology. The apology Sunghoon waited so long to hear. But it only caused the said male to look over to his brother with narrow eyes, deeply frowning, bringing his hands to grip the balcony rails tightly. âWhat are you apologizing for?â
âFor everythingâ Jay sighed pitifully feeling the glare Sunghoon was sending him, âIâm sorryâÂ
The apology did more harm than good in Sunghoonâs eyes, his grips around the rail burned more feeling the indents forming on his palm from it, âI donât need your pity apologyâ He spat feeling the anger that was stowed away rising after the years
âItâs not a pity apology when itâs coming from my heart-â
âShut up Jayâ Sunghoon cut in not wanting to hear his brotherâs words anymore, unable to forgive or forget and sweep everything under the rug just because Jay finally decided to apologize
âYou still think you can have everything you want without having to break a sweatâ Jay flinched from the roughness of Sunghoonâs voice booming to the quiet outside world into his ears âYou think a lousy sorry is just going to fix everything?â
The raging build up that has been bubbling in him for all these years that all he needed was Jayâs attempt to apologize for his emotions to burst.
âKeep your apologizes, I donât need themâ
All these years of trying to outshine Jayâs shadow to just be seen by others only left Sunghoon tainted with heartbreak and heâs tired of all of it.
âHoon-â Jay attempted to meddle in Sunghoonâs growing frantic state wanting to ease his younger brother but was cut off again before he could do so
âDo you still talk to her?â There was a defining moment of silence at the sudden mention of Sorin, the girl that cornered Jay and Sunghoon of no escape to the inevitable fall out between them
The reminder of Sorinâs existence left a bitter taste in both of their mouths. Sunghoon found it hilarious remembering how the only reason she tried so hard to get close to him in the first place was because she had ulterior motives for Jay, not for him.Â
Sunghoon who liked her so much was left in the dust after having Jay chosen over him even when his brother was off living in his fantasy life at another school and didnât even know about her until Sunghoon idiotically introduced them because no matter how hard Sunghoon tried to escape Jay, he would always linger in the dark corner of his life haunting him.Â
Jayâs mouth opened and closed eager to deny the obvious truth but his silence spoke louder than anything that couldâve been said.Â
Sunghoon lowly chuckle from amusement, there was a twinge of disappointment underneath everything but it diminished because what did he expected from Jay, âThatâs all I need to knowâÂ
There was a punch straight to Jayâs gut that was filled with disappointment in himself more than anything else. He knows he canât go back in time to stop himself from kissing Sorin that night when he was well aware of Sunghoonâs feelings for her.
He knows heâll never be able to get rid of the regret thatâll live with him forever and heâs okay with that, heâll let himself live in regret for the rest of his life if it meant a possibility of reconciling with Sunghoon.Â
Sunghoonâs hands suddenly loosened around the rail, something immediately taking over his body when he felt the vibration of his phone in his pocket knowing deep down it was you.
There was one thing Jay could never get, to have what Sunghoon has with you and heâll make sure Jay could only ever dream of it.Â
Sunghoon gave a tight lip smile, âDonât stress over it. Thereâll never be a single grudge towards youâ He bumped shoulders with Jay before disappearing back into their house dropping his smile just as quickly as he gave it
Digging his hand into his pocket, taking out his phone to see the message left by you.Â
You: Have a goodnight
His stoic expression was replaced with a fond smile that only you could ignite from him. He took a moment to admire his lockscreen, you panning his digital camera towards the mirror, his arms gracefully draped over you and the obvious necklace he had gotten you on perfect display.
Without hesitation he grabbed his keys before rushing down the stairs and walking out the front door not forgetting to slam it shut.
Sunghoon: Iâm coming overÂ
Sunghoon: Missed you way too much princess
Jay, who was left on the balcony, heard the echo of the door slamming shut. There was pure silence in the house with the occasional gust of wind swaying by, he looked where Sunghoon once stood.Â
He leaned himself against the rails again, running a hand down his face letting out a loud groan, repeating Sunghoonâs words in his head, there'll never be a single grudge towards you. Of course there was a grudge towards him and he couldnât do anything about it.Â
Jay tried to look on the bright side, he should be grateful Sunghoon listened to him for longer than 5 minutes but now all alone with his own heartache, he hoped that if he covered his face long enough it would be enough for him to be forgotten.Â
But when he heard his phone ping from a notification it ended his moment of self wallow to bring him back to reality. He pulled out his phone from his back pocket and in growth was the faintest smile.Â
He tapped on the notification to be redirected to your new post.Â
Skimming through the two scenery pictures, he got to the last picture that looked like it was taken by a digital camera. Only then did he finally see your sweet smile as you looked directly at the camera.Â
Whoever took the picture of you knew just the right angles to capture the essence of you. Oh to be able to know you like that.Â
Jay felt the harsh tug of his heart as he stared at your picture. You were still as beautiful as he remembered.
He wouldnât voice this out, how could he, so it laid deep in his heart. When taking his fatherâs offer to come back home, you lingered in the back of his mind. Did you stay right where he left you? Did you ever find him? He knew it was reckless and irrational for him to think this.Â
But something in him will always crawl back to you.
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Sunghoon walked through your unlocked door for him and entered your place. The immediate sense of home washing over him as he slipped off his shoes and placed them next to your neatly placed ones.
Making sure he locked the door behind him, he dragged his body all the way to the cracked open bedroom door and peeked his head inside to see you laying on your bed, scrolling through your phone waiting for him.
From the creaking of your door, you knew it was Sunghoon. You smiled softly before placing your phone on your nightstand to see your bedroom door fully opening and there stood Sunghoon looking at you, a slight pull of his lips towards his cheeks making you find him cute, âYou look exhaustedâ You opted to say instead of what you really thought
Choosing not to respond, he stepped into your room crawling into the familiarity of your bed that he had the luxury of knowing inside and out especially since he was the one that put it together. You welcomed him with open arms as he slotted himself perfectly in between them, his head resting against your chest as he let out a relieved sigh.
The tension in his shoulders dropped as he found his haven in you.Â
âStaying over tonight?â You softly asked and with the tickled of his hair on your neck as he nodded you giggled
Your thumb softly creased his head against your chest, âRest Hoonieâ You told just like how he always tells you
However, he had other plans in mind. Sunghoon tilted his head just enough to have his lips graze over your neck before planting feather-like kisses on it. Your hand began holding onto his hair as he slowly sucked on your skin, contrasting his usually hard demeanor.Â
His hands ran up your side, slotting them under your back to hold you fully in his arms. Through instinct your body melted, eyes fluttered shut, âThought you were exhaustedâ You breathless let out feeling his teeth pulling at your skin making you squeal
âHave a better way to get rid of itâ
His mouth trailed all over your neck wanting to mark the unblemished skin he left behind. He wanted to add more to show physical warning for any that dared to get close to you. To keep them far away from you. To make everyone know that you were claimed, that you belonged to him.
You were Sunghoonâs.Â
The burning sensation soothed by his tongue gliding over it makes you melt deeper into his touch. Your body surrendering itself to the only person that it can ever fit deep in your heart.
The kisses moved from your neck up to your jaw before finally crashing onto your begging lips. You hummed happily to finally be able to kiss Sunghoon.
You wrapped your arms around his neck as he adjusted himself to mold his body into your laying one, melting your bodies together.
His cold hands roamed under your shirt feeling your hot bare skin making you shiver from the temperature difference but his hands never stopped until they reached your breasts.
He smirked realizing you werenât wearing anything underneath your shirt. âSeems like you were expecting thisâ He chuckled, your mouth continuing to move together in sync already knowing how the utilize your lips for the other after many times of being in this very position
His finger teased closer to your hardened nipple before pinching it making you squeal allowing enough room for his tongue to slip in to explore your mouth.
You couldnât think of anything, not sure if it was from the lack of oxygen or if it was because of him but you didnât want any of it to stop.
There wasnât much effort Sunghoon needed to do to have you become a needy mess for him. All he needed to do was give you attention and everything you want and the rest will fall into place.
Your noises were muffled by his mouth as his hands knew exactly when to pull and twist your nipple to send shards of pleasure to surround you whole.
He tried to pull away from the kiss, but you were quick to grab him by the neck chasing after his lips. Loving every moment of you simply falling apart for him, he could live like this forever.
âNeedy princessâ He whispered into your ear after managing to escape your mouth making you to whine that he stopped kissing you
âStop teasing- Finish what you started Hoonieâ You blabbed through your swollen lips, âUnless you want me to find someone else to satisfy me-â
Sunghoon didnât allow you to finish your sentence, grabbing your face to make you look at him as he hovered over your body, âDonât test meâ His voice dropped from the teasing tone into something darker, âYou know, no one else can ever satisfy you. At least not as good as meâ
His hands tightening, squishing your cheeks as he looked dead into your eyes with a smug smile. You looked up at him like he was the only person that existed in your life, the one that cared for you in ways no one else would and his heart swelled.
âYouâre mineâÂ
Underneath the fragile facade lay something greater, something warm and sweet.Â
âSay it princess. Who do you belong to?â
Your body became weak, your quick attitude dissolving. He moved your head side to side ushering you to say the possessive words. You werenât Sunghoonâs but if someone were to ask you on a deeper level you would tell them without hesitation, of course you were his.Â
âYo-you Hoonie⊠Iâm yoursâ You murmured through your squished lips and he let go of your face with a pleased gleam
You let out the breath you were holding but it was sucked back in when you felt his hands slip into your pants past your panties and rubbed the pad of this thumb against your throbbing clit.
Immediately looking at him like an animal caught in headlights, you saw his smirk that infuriated you to the point that you always looked forward to it.
Throwing your head back, your mouth fell slack as his fingers grazed your wet entrance in a teasing manner. Your impatient whines grew louder, you needed him to do something, anything to satisfy you.
âSuch a good girlâ Slipping two fingers past your folds, you loudly gasped at the intrusionÂ
His pace started out slow even through his hazy mind of just wanting to feel you wrapped around him, he wasnât a monster. He will always take care of you the way you are meant to be taken care of because if not him, who will?
Feeling the pump of his fingers in and out of you, curling every now and then sends your body to jump, your sheets crumbling under your hands and thrashing body as you let out heavy pants.
Sunghoon always took his time as if to study the inside of your body wondering which move would alwaysbsend you more over the edge.
Slipping his fingers out to deprive you from the sensation a little bit, letting them smooth over your small bundle of nerves before easing them back into you.Â
In a scissoring motion, he carefully opened you. With the opening he managed to slip in a third finger making your hand fly across your mouth to stop the loud moans daring to slip through.
Sunghoonâs jaw clenched, shoving his fingers knuckle deep into you making you wail into your hand. âWhy so quiet princess? Yâknow I love hearing youâ He snickered seeing how hard you were trying to keep quiet
âDon-Donât- w-ant peop-people to hearâ You pitfully let out clenching around his fingers the moment they curled into you. He canât have that
He tooted his tongue shaking his head, âOh no, let them hear know how good Iâm making you feelâ
âLet everyone know Iâm the one making you feel like thisâ He whispered into the shell of your ear and your body and mind flaredÂ
You reluctantly let go of your mouth noticing how Sunghoonâs finger picked up in pace as he smiled seeing you listen to him, âHoonieâŠHoonie-â Your gasps was frequent as you rested a hand on his shoulders for support feeling the familiar tie forming in your stomach daring to snapÂ
âLet go for me princessâ His fingers continued to bury themselves as deep as they could in you as his thumb found a spot right on your neglected nub making you snap in half
His moving fingers in and on you made clench around his fingers until your orgasm crashed like a tidal wave over you.
Your body shivered as he continued to use his fingers to help ride out your high. In a weak attempt you tried to stop his moving fingers yet, he kept going. You let out a loud whine, picking at his bracelet to garner his attention.Â
Smiling at your soft pulls at his bracelet, he brought his free hand to pick at your necklace. Your dazed expression was enough to have him pull out his fingers and out of your pants to see how you drenched his hand with your juices.
The side smirk changed into him opening his mouth bringing his fingers to taste you. He groaned the moment his fingers made contact at his tastebud, loving every second of it.
Instead of cringing, you softened to mush as he licked his fingers clean, popping his salivated covered fingers out before shoving them into your welcoming mouth.
Without words being exchanged you wrapped your lips around them, faintly tasting yourself mixed with his saliva on your tongue. âYouâre the sweetest, donât you agree?â He chuckled as he wiggled his fingers in your mouth having you gag by how deep they were
Sunghoon admired how you looked. How you took anything he gives you without hesitation. His heart fluttered.
He pulled his fingers out and the faint string of your saliva connected his finger to you made him let out a low groan.
Your legs squeezed together as you could feel the trickling of your leaking hole pouring out, âPleaseâ desperate pleas fell out of your mouth like a broken record, âPlease. Please. Pleaseâ Whining loudly, you looked up to Sunghoon with pathetic eyes
âWords princess. Iâll give you anything. Just tell me what you wantâÂ
It bothered you because he knew exactly what you wanted but he wasnât going to give it to you unless you said it out loud for the confined space of your room, the world watching, and him to hear.Â
âYou. I need youâÂ
Sunghoonâs lips tugged upwards hearing you. His smile was different from other times. He smiled at you and he could feel the lookâthe pure emotion pooling in his eyes towards you. He gulped harshly, closing his eyes shut before you could notice how he was looking at you. âThen let me take care of youâ
His hand played with the waistband of your pants before tugging them down, the cold breeze hit your now bare core when your pants and panties were discarded somewhere in your room.Â
You closed your legs tightly because no matter how many times heâs seen you like this and worse, you still felt shy. âNu uh let me see youâ Sunghoonâs hands bent your knees before prying open your legs open and there he saw your glistening entrance
The magnetic trance brought him in and he placed a soft kiss onto your covered stomach before slotting his head right in between your legs feeling his hot breath breezing your wet covered hole for it to be replaced by his tongue gliding over your swollen clit all the way down your folds.Â
Your hands flew to his hair feeling how he opened his mouth wide enough to gather as much of your arousal as possible. He didnât care if his senses were being all filled with you, he rather it be you than anyone else.Â
Repeating the motion over and over again, his tongue lapped before teasingly protruding at your gaping hole knowing how much you loved to be filled by him in any way.Â
As he tugged on the sensitive nub with his teeth, you screeched, your hands pulled at his hair harsher as the more he ate you out. The longer you felt his warm mouth closing and opening with his tongue gliding all around making a mess, the more your back arched while he kept your legs wide open for him.
âTaste so fucking sweetâ He groaned against your core as he dragged his tongue all over as you continued to spill all over his mouth
He rarely came up for air, losing himself in you and the more he lapped at your leaking pussy, the more it led to the twisting of your daring to squeeze out the build up in you again, âC-close! âm close, Ho-HoonieâÂ
âCome on my tongueâ He said in one breath before attaching himself back onto youÂ
He sucked on your clit using his tongue to soothe it, only to do it all over again while his fingers slipped into your gushing hole, pumping in and out of your in an irregular place to help elevate you closer.
Feeling the tie becoming done the more you lost yourself on his tongue, you whimpered as you came all over him, your body shaking with a loud moan and a harsh pull of his hair as he drank up all of your release in satisfaction that he ripped yet another orgasm out of you.Â
His humming vibrated up from your core all the way to your mind in a split second making your body have an immediate reaction. You tried to pull yourself away from the sensitivity, already too much for you to handle but Sunghoon locked his arms under your knees holding you in place giving one last drag of his tongue on your smeared covered pussy.Â
He pulled himself back up just enough to face you which showed the bottom half of his face covered fully by your release.
You felt the warm blush creep onto your face from embarrassment seeing the mess you left on him but his reassuring smile bloomed something else in your heart. Itâs the very thing youâve been trying to ignore whenever youâre with Sunghoon.Â
Noticing how your eyes trailed off somewhere else he softly stroked your head gaining your attention back onto him easily, your confused eyes stared at him before leaving as you saw the same reassuring warm smile still on his face.
You smiled loopily up to him and Sunghoon felt the thud of his heart against his chest.Â
You barely could keep your eyes open making him chuckle and ultimately deciding to ignore his own problems, âGet some rest princessâ His tone soft and mellow as he soothed your sides but he let out a yelp when you suddenly wrapped your arms around his neck and dragged him down to your lips
Vigorously shaking your head, you cringed at the taste of yourself but with how easily he reciprocated the kiss your mind washed that feeling away.
With his body flushed against yours, you tiredly rubbed yourself against his obvious hard on making the hold on your waist tighten.Â
He groaned louder than he wanted feeling the friction again his erection, âYou donât have toâ He tried to reassure you but you only pressed your lips harder together to shut him up
Your hips moved faster, feeling his clothed cock rubbing your aching core, soaking his pants and bulge. You were going to drive him insane but youâre the only person heâs willing to give up his sanity for.Â
Pulling himself away from the kiss, he fumbled with his pants as he hastily tried to remove them as fast as he could. He needed to free himself from the aching hold from his pants right now.Â
Kicking them off somewhere, he easily removed his shirt and right before you was Sunghoon in all his glory. Admiring his build and the muscle definition from all the time heâs at the gym told you that after the chaos that was your family, you were finally being rewarded with the peace of what's yours.Â
Looking all around, you saw his raging cock standing all high and mighty, desperately begging for you to send him to the only place he could ever reach with you.
The fire in you ignited when his hands grabbed the ends of your shirt to lift it just enough to display your upper body to him.
Your neck glowed with his old and new hickies all over your neck and he felt satisfaction grow more knowing you were marked all for him. Trailing down to the in between of the crevice of your breasts before engulfing one of them in his mouth and the other in his hand.Â
Hoonie. Sunghoon. Mine.Â
Your mind was compromised and thatâs exactly what he wanted.
Not realizing how one of his hands let go of your breast it wasnât until you felt his tip slipping into your entrance making you realize he was distracting you from the sudden stretch of his cock opening you like how it always did.Â
You hissed never able to get used to how he stretches you out no matter how many times youâve done this with him. âHoonieâ You whimpered
Sunghoonâs hand let go of his shaft that was guiding him to softly engulf yours.
He rested his head in between the crack of your neck and shoulder as you sucked him into your hole, âTaking me like such a good girlâ His mouth let out a strained groan feeling you wrap around him
âMy good girlâ He whispered for himself when he knew you couldnât hear
Your shudders far too loud to pick up on what he said trying to adjust yourself to his size already feeling him so deep inside of you.
It wasnât until you gave him a weak nod that he could move did he feel the wonders of your pussy again.
Sunghoon adjusted your falling shirt to make sure your beautifully marked breasts were displayed as his index finger traced over each of his marks on your skin before having it land on your hip stabilizing himself to shallowly move in and out of you causing the little ounce of control you had left snap as his tip hit the same spot he knew to have you unravel for him.Â
Sunghoon knew you far too well, he knew how to take care of you, to hold you in the palm of his hand.Â
He worked day and night memorizing everything he could learn about you.Â
The slow drags of his cock in and of you made you grow increasingly needier for something harder, faster, you moved your hips to meet his slow steady thrust, to feel him deeper. âOh?â He chuckled out raising an eyebrow noticing your actionÂ
Putty. You were nothing but mere putty in his hands. âFaster Hoonie pleaseâ Your voice cracked with each word, âCan take it like a good girl promiseâ Your delirious state made him swoon and how could he ever deny you of your pleas for him
âYouâll be a good girl for me?â He hummed, one harsh thrust sending you further into your dazed out state before having it replaced by the precious shallow ones, âTake everything I give you?â He huffed out as you weakly nodded your head
Youâll be his good girl forever.
âDonât regret it princessâ The wind knocked out of your lungs with his instantaneous change when a harsh thrust followed after another hit your insides
You moaned loudly as his hands held your body in place he slammed his hips harder and faster into you in a pace that made you euphoric.
Even though he couldnât see it, he could feel it and he knows you must feel it too. You just had to.Â
His hand that engulfed yours soon slotted in between, interlinking your fingers together and instantly you held his hand back with equal force that he held yours with.Â
This was something neither of you initiated before but it felt right. To hold each other like this. Giving up for each other.
The sounds of your arousal making it easier for Sunghoon to glide was obscene but to him it was perfect.
His tip kissing your cervix had your eyes rolling to the back of your head as you held tighter on his hand holding yours, never wanting to let him go âHoonie. Hoonie!â You chanted your nickname for him as it was the only thing you could ever knowÂ
âLook at meâ He told but no matter how hard you tried to open your eyes they would close the moment they opened, the pleasure taking over youÂ
But just as easily as he gave you that pleasure, the easier he was to take it away from you from the still of his movement. Your hand loosened from his but not enough to let it go.
Letting out a whine trying to move your hip to continue the motion of his cock slipping in and out of you
The harsh grab of your chin turned your head to him, âI said look at meâ Sunghoonâs chilling voice made your glassy eyes open, the beads of sweat forming on his forehead making some of his hair stick to it that you weakly pushed away.
You wanted to see Sunghoon, all of him, nothing blocking you regardless of whatever state you could ever be in.Â
His and yours eyes locked, your held hands gripped onto each other harder. This moment was too much, far too intimate to just be friends but maybe because it was more than that.
Maybe it was always just more than that, something beyond casual friendship and deep down there was possible reciprocation.Â
He wasnât helping as he let out a warm smile landing a kiss on your lips that wasnât like the other kisses youâve received from him before. This being more passionate and dare you say loving.
It was unclear what this would entail for you and Sunghoon but there was a desperate search for something unknown that hadnât been completed.Â
In this moment, there was an underlying fear eating at Sunghoon and it was his damn brother, Jay, in the back of his subconscious mind.
But knowing Sunghoon the way you did, you were able to feel what he felt. All his fears, worries, needs, etc. You felt them im you.
In your attempts, you allowed him to kiss you however way he pleased. Harsh tugs of your lips before becoming easier and softer letting your lips get lost in each other, memorizing the familiar world that neither of you ever wanted to leave if it wasnât for the reason to finally address the pittering of your hearts.Â
Sunghoon rested his sweaty forehead with yours when he pulled away from the kiss with a heavy pant.
Neither of you looked away and you gave a weak smile, warming his heart that he nearly slipped out the few words that tugged on his heart that he couldnât dare say out loud at least not yet.Â
Still buried inside of you, he began moving his hips again catching you off guard at the sudden movement. You were too caught up in the moment and the fluttering of your heart.
âSay my nameâ Sunghoon softly told, slipping fully out of your only leaving his tip in you before slamming right back into you
His previous pace came back as a carnal desire in him drove him forward, he continued the snap of his hips against you wanting to embroider himself external and internally of your entire being, he gripped onto the hand he never let go of, digging his fingers into your knuckles âSay my name princess. Fucking say itâÂ
You mimicked his action, digging your own fingers into his knuckles holding onto his hand for the only support you ever needed, âSunghoonâ The singular call of his full name, not his nickname of any sort but the fullest form of him snapped his breaking point as he rammed into you with the intent of making you his.
âDonât stop. Keep saying itâ He groaned, âIâll make you all for meâ Those words made you clench around him, feeling the arousal seeping out of you more that had him slipping out by just how wet you were
âAll for you Sunghoonâ You wailed not caring how deep down you meant those wordsÂ
âMineâŠâ He murmured the words to himself as it settled into the furthest crevice of his mind, âAll fucking mineâ His relentless ruts made your insides tingle in need as the build up in your stomach grew more
âGonna come Hoo- Sunghoon, going to-â You cried out feeling the build up daring to snap in that moment
âCome for me princess. Cream on my cockâ He roughly spoke in your ear, âGive it to meâ Your walls clenched around him the closer you reach your climax, he groaned as you hugged him that made his mind zeroed on reaching his orgasm with you
His thrust got sloppy and messy as he was nearing his climax, âAlmost there, just a little more princessâÂ
âGoing to take everything I give you like how you always doâ He said
Your hands holding each otherâs, the sounds of his hips meeting yours, the lewd sound with the unmistakable smell of pure sex in the air surrounding the two of you was ecstasy.Â
His mouth hangs opens, strained noises beginning to twist his tongue as his mind tried to catch up to his heart, âI-I L-LâŠâ
What is he thinking? What he is so sure of saying that itâs at the tip of his tongue, ready to fall at any moment. âFuck Princessâ He deeply sighed out instead
What was he thinking of saying to you?
You felt the twitch of Sunghoonâs cock bury as far as it could as he stilled his messy thrust to allow the spurts of his cum shoot into you making you moan at the feeling prompting your own orgasm.
You covered him in your arousal as Sunghoon left all the sides of your walls covered with him.
The tightening hold on your hand, you screwed your eyes shut, your mind too hazy to pick up the sincerity of the almost said words, âSo perfect for meâ He said which didnât feel right to say leaving a bitter feel in his mouth when there was something he rather say, express what his heart screamed
Because his heart knew what it felt.Â
Not wanting to let go of him, you weakly wrapped your arm around him, the uncomfortable feel of your shirt bundled up over your chest didnât bother you in the slightest as you cared about your bodies stuck together.
You felt the weak thrust he gave to push his cum further into you making you shudder through your heavy pants but when he was slipping out you tugged at his body to stop him, âStay inside pleaseâÂ
You donât know why you suddenly spoke your mind. Usually you wouldâve been okay just sleeping in his arms but this time something, you just wanted him as close to you as possible.
There was something kindled in you and you trusted Sunghoon, you knew him. Like how he always promised, heâll take care of you.
Even when you didnât know where, who or why you needed saving, Sunghoon would know exactly what to do and heâll be at your beck and call.Â
The exhaustion catching up to you, your eyelids felt heavy as you slipped in and out of your daze. Sunghoon drowsily chuckled, nodding his head leaving the same ticklish manner against your making you weakly giggle.
âAnything for youâ He kissed the side of your face before wrapping his arms around your sore body to cradle you close to him
âRest princessâ He whispered warmlyÂ
Your heavy eyelids finally close, allowing you to be completely surrounded by Sunghoon as you stay in his arms, his fingers making small circles on your back.
Too far deep into consciousness and unconsciousness, he whispered something so low that you werenât able to pick up on it, but the soft place of his lips against your forehead made you smile.Â
Your fatigued body rested in Sunghoonâs embrace just like how you always did. Your breath evening out as you could finally rest.
âIâll give up everything just for you princess. Just say the word and Iâm yoursâŠâÂ
á„«áĄ.
Today was an exceptionally hot humid day. Jay was supposed to be out for the rest of the day but he couldnât bear the heat any longer, it was making him irritated so he made a u-turn to head back home deeming he could deal with everything later.Â
And the moment he walked through the door, he expected to be greeted with silence as always but instead he heard fits of laughter and loud screams following the splashes of water from their pool.
He furrowed his eyebrows quickly taking off his shoes rushing over to the patio. He didnât think anyone dared to use the pool, the wound of their motherâs death still being too deep but times are different, people change and old scars could become healed.Â
He stopped dead in his tracks hearing Sunghoon raw true laughter, his eyes peeking through the small crack of the opened door to see the wide smile his brother had showing all of his teeth with his teeth like fangs peeking through.
Heâs never seen Sunghoon smile like this.Â
When Sunghoon disappeared from sight it brought Jay back to his senses, he made his way to the patio door prying it open, âHoon?âÂ
Now Jay wasnât sure what to expect when he pushed open the door but you were at the bottom of the list.
Sunghoonâs arms wrapped around your shoulder holding you close to him, his head resting in the crevice of your neck and shoulder, your wet clothes clinging to your body leaving little to no imagination of your figure.
Sunghoon felt chills run up his spine at the call of the nickname he hated so much. His eyes traveled up to see the horror in Jayâs face. His arms tightened around you to keep you close to him, noticing how your laughter came to a sudden stop, your shoulders tensing at Jayâs sudden appearance at the door.Â
The moment you caught sight of Jay, you instantly pried off Sunghoon who was beyond reluctant to let you go but you somehow managed to succeed.
Your eyes caught Jayâs and he felt his world come to a complete stop unable to singly comprehend what you were doing in front of him, in his house with Sunghoon or even why Sunghoon had his arms wrapped around you with his head resting on your shoulder as if you were his.Â
Past the quite literal horror on his face like he had seen a ghost, you could feel the sharp gaze from him staring right at you before noticing the earrings on the side of his ear and the butterfly birthmark on the side of his neck.
âHi, you must be Sunghoonâs twin brother, Jay, right?â You donât recall any news of Jayâs return from Sunghoon, it mustâve been a surprise for him when he went to the airport that one time
Jay tried to find any type of coherent way to form his sentence but whenever he tried to speak, it would either be muttered gibberish or straight up nothing, just like always.
You nervously gulped at the silence, adjusting your wet clothes to at least have it stick to you less as you gave an awkward smile towards him.Â
Realizing that he hasnât looked away, not even sure if heâs blinked the entire time he was staring at you. He gave a quick nod, not trusting his voice to come out.
Yet, upon seeing your awkward smile being replaced with one more genuine did he feel the flip of his heart.Â
âWhat are you doing here?â The question directed at him brought some sense back into him to reality
Jay managed to look away from you to the harsh glare sent his way by Sunghoon. He jumped but narrowed his eyes to mimic his brotherâs glare towards him because why was Sunghoon looking at him like that when it should be the other way around.Â
You looked between the brothers noticing how the tension was rising higher the second neither of them spoke or looked away from each other, âUhm-â You tried to say something, anything that could help ease the tension but Sunghoon grabbed your wrist before you could say more
âLetâs goâ Sunghoon walked past his brother grabbing a discarded towel to wrap around you escorting you back into the houseÂ
âWait Sunghoon-â You tried to gain back your balance confused why he was acting like this in the first place so you pulled your arm away with a loud huff
You held the towel close to your body, staring at Sunghoon with confusion and seeing the look on your face caused his skin to crawl in unease.Â
You turned your back to Sunghoon to look at Jay whose been watching your every move, âItâs nice to finally meet you Jayâ Your smile that Sunghoon swore to be the only one to receive it was now being shown to the very person he never wanted to experience it
âItâs nice to finally meet you tooâŠâ Jayâs response was short and gentle but it felt as if there was underlying meaning behind it
You thought of how he didnât ask for your name but Jay didnât need to know your name. Heâs already thought of it countlessly to the point that itâs engraved into his mind forever.
It wasnât until now that he realized the dainty necklace on your neck was the same exact one on Sunghoonâs wallpaper.Â
That bastard.
There was a tug at your fingers that made you look away from Jay back to see Sunghoon looking at you with pleading eyes, you let out a sigh of defeat before waving goodbye to Jay.
Pleased to finally see you walking into the house Sunghoonâs hand hovered over your back wanting to put as much distance between you and Jay as quickly as possible.
When he stepped one foot into the house, he stopped in his tracks, âSunghoonâ The usage of his full name had his head turning to the side just enough to see his brother
He knew what that call of his name meant, the challenge it raised.
Turning his head back to see you waiting inside of the house for him, he didnât say anything, stepping into the house to leave Jay alone on the patio. Jay determined he was starting to get sick and tired of seeing the back of Sunghoonâs head.Â
âThanks for the heads upâ You sneered just loud enough for Sunghoon to hear youÂ
Choosing not to respond, he just ushered you up to his room, closing the door behind him hoping that it was quiet enough for Jay to hear the faint click of him locking the door.Â
âWhy didnât you tell me that your brother was back?â You asked earning a heavy sigh from Sunghoon who unwrapped the towel around you after finding a new change of clothes for you
âHe was supposed to be gone for the rest of the dayâ He muttered more so himself rather than for you, âIt wasnât important for you to know so why bother telling you about useless stuffâ Able to clearly hear him this time your lips tugged downwards as he handed you his clothes for you to change into
You deeply sighed taking the clothes, âThatâs not the point. The point is that you tell me beforehand to avoid these type of momentsâÂ
Sunghoonâs eyebrows creased downwards, a side tug of mouth down at your words, âType of moments?â
The moments that made it seem like you and Sunghoon were something more than just friends who fuck, that you were his and that he was yours.
If others believe facade that surrounded you and Sunghoon then there was bo possibility of getting confused of what you are Sunghoon are.
If no one was confused then there was no way you could be confused by it.Â
You shouldâve been more careful of your words to avoid this topic but too caught up in it, you hadnât realized what you were getting yourself into, âYou knowâŠâ Your voice faded off unsure if you wanted to even finish the sentence
âNo, I donât know. What do you mean by it?â His already agitated voice only grew more, he wanted clarification but you kept your mouth shut placing the set of clothes on the nearest thing that could hold it, âWhat do you mean by it?â Sunghoon asked again which only made you regret ever saying anything
Wanting to move on from the topic you dismissed it, âNothing Hoonieâ You murmured picking up the set of clothes again to walk out of his room into the bathroom passing by the same portrait of Sunghoon and Jay hanging on the wallÂ
You looked at it now being able to see the portrait in its entirety. Seeing how both Sunghoon and Jay looked ahead, the same stoic and empty expression on both of their faces.
There was something Sunghoon wasnât telling you, you knew that much but you trusted him more than you shouldâve, your heart only seeing the good in him.
You just didnât know if that was your biggest mistake.
âItâs excessive, isnât it?âÂ
You whipped your head to the sudden deep voice to see Jay standing right next to you copying your stare at the large picture.
Seeing Jay without the interference of Sunghoon or the feel of any suffocating silence and tension were you then reminded of the gnawing thought. Why did Jay feel so familiar to you?Â
He could feel your gaze on him and hesitantly he looked at you. Seeing you in person reminded him of just how deep in the pit he was in because of you and it was like no time had changed.
He noticed you holding a change of clothes and he could instantly tell they were Sunghoonâs and it felt like a punch to his stomach. His nails tugged into his thumb noticing the necklace peeking out of the damped shirt, âThatâs a nice necklaceâ He softly commentedÂ
Your fingers unintentionally played with the said necklace, softly smiling to yourself at the reminder of who gave you the necklace and the deeper meaning behind it âThank you, it was a gift from someoneâŠVery special to meâÂ
The words very special to me dreaded something in him but he tried to look past it, he knew if he questioned further he might get an answer he doesnât like but seeing the soft smile on your face as you spoke of it, if it meant having a conversation with you, heâd be willing to put up with anything.Â
âSo how did you and Sunghoon meet?âÂ
The question made you drop your necklace to fall against your neck. It was a simple question filled with curiosity, you knew that but you feared youâd slip deeper than you wanted to.
You nibbled on the bottom of your lip trying to find the proper way to answer his question. âWell he uhâŠâ Your throat becoming dry âWe became friends through some tutoring circumstancesâ
You didnât notice Jayâs frown hearing your answer. Sunghoon mustâve insisted you to become his tutor just because of who you were, to him. It made his hands ball into a hard fist.
Deep down he knew it wasnât as simple as that, there was more to you and Sunghoonâs âfriendshipâ.
Through the clench of his jaw he gave a smile, âThatâs surprising to hear thatâ Jay mumbled making your raise an eyebrow
He knows better than to have his emotions get the best of him but why should he cover for Sunghoon? Because he was his brother? No. Jayâs morals are greater than that.
âSunghoon was a straight A student his entire life so just to hear he needed a tutor is a little shockingâŠâ When Jay was going to say more he stopped, he saw the innocent oblivious look in your eyes as his words were conflicted with everything you could have possibly known about Sunghoon
His eyes looked around before landing on the ground before looking back up to you. It wasnât for Sunghoonâs sake but rather for yours. He didnât know the full story and he couldnât risk hurting you simply based on his assumption, which he knew deep down are to be highly true.
He sighed out a tight smile shrugging his shoulder, âIt mustâve been a burnout after all those years finally catching up to himâ Jay gave a comforting smile to ease your tensed shoulders
You shoulders dropped, a silent relief washing over as another moment where neither of you said anything took over until you broke the silence, âI heard youâre studying abroad, thatâs amazingâ You smiled making his heart twist in itself because even when you were so close, you were still out of reach
He let out an airy chuckle, tilting his head to the side enjoying the compliment you gave him because to you, it may have been something so small but to him it meant the world.
âHow is it? Do you enjoy it? Where do you study? What do you study?â There was a certain gleam in your eyes after each question that made them sparkle, the curiosity you now have for him was the same that he had for you made his heart warm
But the bubble popped the moment Jay heard the click of a door opening turning to it to see Sunghoon walking out catching you and him in front of the very same picture he caught you the first time you saw it but this time, you had Jay beside you.
Sunghoon clenched his jaw in distastefulness before harshly moving his eyes from his brother onto you without saying a single word only to walk back into his room, closing the door behind him.
You deeply sighed, rubbing your forehead in some type of annoyance with Sunghoonâs confusing temper but still managing to have the greatest patiences to deal with it just because it was him.
âI think itâs time we end it hereâ Jay softly spoke causing you to dryly chuckle showcasing a small smile making something tickle in his brain
âYeah, I think so tooâ Your eyes trailed after him as he turned around to face you with a side smile that caused your own smile to grow on your face
Instead of walking towards the bathroom, you walked towards Sunghoonâs room having Jay watch you with a deep frown. He hated that you were walking towards his brotherâs room, being stuck to know that Sunghoon knew of you in ways that he dreamed of ever knowing.
âHeyâ You turned hearing the soft call out to see Jay giving you a closed smile that more than enough to show a vulnerable side to him
âNext time we catch each other like that, letâs learn about each otherâ
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It wasnât until a few hours later that Sunghoon drove you back home, only for him to return past midnight. He was aware of Jayâs deep precision and care for his sleep schedule that he expected him to be long asleep when he returned home, but to his surprise, Jay sat dead center in the hallway, arms folded watching the door until Sunghoon walked through the door.Â
âWhat the- What are you doing?â Sunghoon jumped back seeing the dead blank stare his brother was giving him and even more surprised to even see him up this late in the night
âYouâre a fucking bastard but you already knew that, didnât you?â The chair screeched against the tile floors as Jay stood from it, an obvious ache in his body for how long he was sitting there but there were greater things that mattered
Sunghoonâs jaw tightened watching his brother. He knew exactly what Jay meant, he expected this reaction, he worked for this very moment, this is what he wanted? But underneath the harsh glare he was being given, he saw a familiar craze, one that he knew far too well.Â
He was caught off guard when Jayâs hand suddenly grabbed his collar, âHow did you find out about her?â Sunghoonâs eyes widen just for a moment before dropping his initial shock to show a stoic expression insteadÂ
Heâll gladly meet his brother halfway, to push and corner him to the edge. This wasnât some unresolved fight between them from the past waiting to be fixed. The wound was fresh this time, open and gushing for immediate attention, âBy finding and meeting herâÂ
Jay bit back his tongue with a shake of his head, he let out a laughing scoff before lightly shaking Sunghoon by his collar, âHow did you find out about her Sunghoon?â Instead of using the usual nickname he always used to address his brother, he used his full name, this time Jayâs tone was much darker and lower than any other time he spoke to his brother
âShouldâve thrown away your pathetic diaryâ The mention of the sacred notebook made Jay shove his brother harshly knocking him off his balance
âYou were waiting until I was gone to go through my stuffâ Jay laughed almost manic as the pieces slowly fell into place, âShouldâve thrown your pathetic dignity with it when you found itâ He sneered making Sunghoon scoff
Sunghoon grabbed Jayâs wrist, tightening around it to forcefully remove Jayâs hold to push him off of him, âYouâre one to talkâ He muttered under his breath noticing how his brother looked away from him, eyes set on the floorÂ
âYouâre going to regret ever thinking about going near herâ Jay quietly warned making Sunghoon sarcastically laugh
âOh no, youâll be the one going to regret coming backâ Sunghoon gave a tight smile that was too menacing
âShouldâve stayed right where you wereâ Each word he said, the taps against Jayâs chest only grew harsher âYou didnât have to come backâ Sunghoon looked at Jayâs eyes dropping the menacing smileÂ
Realizing now that taking the harsh approach towards Sunghoon would lead nowhere, he needed to think of anything that could make his brother realize whatâs at stake, who's at stake but it hurt him.
Jay never wanted this to happenâany of it but he thinks he can live with that for the rest of his life because now it was you who was at stake, âYouâre going to hurt her Hoonâ
Ignoring the use of the nickname again Jay has been using ever since they were kids, those simple words made Sunghoon loosen his hold on Jayâs collar, a ringing in his ear muffled everything else around him making it feel like he was submerged in water.
His breathing became heavy, his chest rising and falling with each heave. Hurt you? Heâd never dare let alone even think about it.
âI would never hurt herâ He mumbled to retaliate his brotherâs words, his voice growing weak
âAnd what do you think youâre doing? Youâre using her Hoon just to get back at me because you know itâs the only way to get to meâ Jayâs soft voice filled the defying silence that Sunghoon didnât dare to break, he couldnât defend himself to say it wasnât true when it was nothing but the truth
But heâd never admit it, afraid of the consequences of his own actions coming to haunt him, âNo⊠You donât know anything! You donât just get to swoop in and mess with my head like thisâ Â
âJust because you didnât get what you wanted doesnât mean I should be deprived of what you lostâÂ
Jay canât let his emotions get the best of him, he knows that but he canât hold himself back anymore, âSunghoon, get it through your thick skull that she is not yours to have!â He snapped
âYou could never care about her nearly as much as how I care about her, you only care about getting back at me in the worst way possibleâ Jay harshly patted his chest, âI like her! I care about her! You donâtâÂ
âYou only care about yourselfâ Jay spat making Sunghoon let out a loud laugh to stop his rant from going on anymore
Having to listen to Jay was like cats scratching a blackboard, it was driving him mad. His chest was tightening, it was getting harder to breath, âNo Jay, youâre the one that needs to get it through your thick skull that it fucking hurts doesnât it?âÂ
âThe betrayal, the feeling of losing what couldâve been yoursâ
âHow does it feel Jongseong?âÂ
When was the last time Sunghoon referred to Jay by his other name? He canât remember.
Maybe it was when their mother was around or was it all in his head, a dream that he had that Sunghoon for once called his name warmlyÂ
âIâm sick of having to fill the void that you left behind just to please others to reach their expectationsâ The conflict in Sunghoonâs mind cleared and at the end of the dark tunnel surrounding him, there stood you waiting for him with the smile he could never live without
âDid you ever think that maybe youâre the one that could never care for her the way I do?â Sunghoon raised an eyebrow seeing how his question affected Jay, how it settled in his mind as his face contorted into a sour expression
âYouâre no good for her Sunghoonâ Jay gritted through his teeth raising his head to meet Sunghoonâs cold gaze
Now unfazed, not a single spare of remorse in his eyes, he felt lighter, âAnd youâre just so perfect for her?â He asked staring directly towards his brother to get an answer out of himÂ
The question made Jay think. If Sunghoon, his own twin brother was no good for you, was he any better than him? He didnât have any answer to the question.Â
Sunghoonâs rested face now plastered a smug smile as he looked at Jay who was yet to say anything. He patiently waited for his brother to say anything but to his amusement, he didnât have anything else to say.
For the first time in a long time, Jay was silenced.Â
âSheâs mine Jay. This time make sure to stay the fuck awayâÂ
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When you peered open the door, you didnât expect to see Sunghoon. You had just seen him not even 2 hours ago after he left your place but seeing him back so soon confused you. But when he lifted his head, you saw the pure exhaustion in his eyes.
Your confused demeanor melted right then and there fully opening the door with your arms wide open for him.Â
From any previous exhaustion, this was different. It was something you saw in the mirror for many years after finally breaking free from it, mostly thanks to Sunghoon.
You wondered what made him like this, now it was rare for Sunghoon to be vulnerable around others but with you, it always came naturally.Â
But even still, it worried you during the very few times he got like this.Â
Whenever he needed comfort, he knew he had you. Youâll welcome him into the haven he grew far too comfortable in. He just hopes it was the same for you, that whenever, wherever or however you needed him, heâd do anything in a heartbeat.Â
He didnât need to say anything, crashing his body into your welcoming one, his arms snaking to cling onto your body afraid he would lose you to the unthinkable.
Damn Jay coming in and messing with his head. He would never hurt you, never would think about it in a million years.Â
You were his friend. No. You were more? You meant something to him. You held such a high value to him that Jay could never reach. He couldnât.
You softly creased his back, immediately noticing his shoulders dropping, the loud relieved sigh coming out of him as his head dug further into your neck.
The haunting thoughts finally left him alone. Whenever he was with you, all his worries washed away.
Even though he wasnât your boyfriend and you werenât his girlfriend, in these moments all could be forgotten and what wasnât remembered didnât destroy anyone.
Yet, why did it feel so wrong to think of it like that? Even if you werenât, you were his, there was no denying it.
He wants to be selfish for once, he wants things in life too. Heâs grateful and thankful for the greatness that is you in his life.
But he wants something. He needs anything that wasnât what the two of you already have together. Maybe soon, he can consider it. Â
Even since you met, you saw him for him, not as one of his fatherâs notorious sons or in the shadows to be forgotten of and most certainty not as Jayâs twin brother.
You knew him in his purest form as Park Sunhoon.Â
And he didnât need the validation of his father anymore. He doesnât need to be healed from the scars left behind from Sorin. And he most certainly doesnât need Jayâs apologies.
All he needs is you and heâs set for life.
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Jay pranced around his room. Sunghoonâs words played in his head on a constant loop even long after he left. Sheâs mine Jay. No you werenât.Â
You were meant to be his.
But instead, you only knew of his brother, not knowing a single thing about him.Â
The spiral of his mind only became worse the more he thought about it. There were times, much easier times, when Sunghoon didnât have a single clue about your existence and you were the center of Jayâs life.Â
How different life couldâve been if he didnât care and only gained the courage to go up to you back then. Maybe then he wouldnât have to go to sleep every night picturing a life where he and Sunghoon got along. That you remained the center of his life. But he could only dream.Â
He scrambled through his drawers and every single crevice of his room until he found the intacted notebook stored in the very place he left it years ago. Jay didnât think Sunghoon had the decency of leaving it right where he found it.Â
Flipping through the pages, he felt the pull of his heart strings as he read over his scribbled handwriting ranting on countless pages. Sunghoon managing to read his handwriting let alone understand it when he couldnât even understand it himself was amusing.
There were far too many words, expressive words at that and so many uncompleted thoughts and feelings that never got shared.Â
Your soft hand wrapped around his wrist, dragging him through the unfamiliar grounds of the school on his first day saving him from the consequences of arriving at the new school late.Â
He never got to tell you how grateful he was for you that day, it was more than you could ever imagine.
He searched for you all over the new school grounds in hopes to find you and when he did, he thought itâd be like any regular interaction that the gratitude words would fall from his mouth easily but he couldnât even move his body, his feet glued to the ground, his throat drying up and the palms of his hands clamping from sweat as he only looked at you from afar.Â
He couldnât even approach you without breaking down. Now times are different and he can somewhat hold a conversation with you but back then the only way he could even attempt to talk to you was through sticky notes heâd leave on your desk everyday.
It started off with simple words of affirmation telling you to have a good day, etc. but it soon grew to him leaving the notes you missed on your desk to his attempts in making you smile or even better laugh whenever he noticed your mood dropped.Â
Heâd take care of you the way you took care of him and it was until later he noticed his care for you changed into more, beyond just being grateful.
It was the way you would smile softly at his sticky note, quickly pocketing it before anyone could see what he wrote for your eyes only or how your eyes would drop from the lack of sleep trying your best to stay awake but would jump wide awake whenever someone managed to get your attention.Â
It must be nice to experience your attention, something his own brother was able to know but not him.
When he stopped on the very last entry he ever wrote it was a reminder of his first and only unrequited heartbreak. The basket endlessly filled to the brim of things you liked, a handwritten letter which he poured his heart into and in the middle with clear bold letters, âMay I please take you out?â.
It was meant to be given to you the day you finally knew of Jay, that you saw him for his pure dedication to you, for what he can be to you.
Yet, he stupidly got distracted. Too focused and caught up in someone else that was never meant to be his in the first place.Â
Before he realized it, he already lost before he could even start.
He shouldâve left the house earlier, he shouldâve ignored Sorin who was waiting outside the front door. He never shouldâve invited her in to catch up after so long of not seeing each other.
He shouldâve done nothing.
And yet, he was leaning in to meet her halfway, to catch her lips with his even when he knew, when he fucking listened to Sunghoon confess his feelings for Sorin during the few times they every truly talked not as friends or strangers but rather as actual brothers.Â
Jay has many regrets, of course he does, no one is perfect. But he sure as hell was not going to add another regret to the list. You donât belong to Sunghoon, you werenât his.Â
You belonged with him.
You belonged to Jay.Â
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Jay walks over to the door, opening it after hearing the singular doorbell ring and he was surprised to see you on the other side, âOhâ Your resting face soon bloomed with a polite smile as you registered it was himÂ
He shouldâve been happy to receive your smile, but it felt too formal, too forced. It was the smile that Sunghoon didn't receive but everyone else did.
âHi Jay, I hope youâve been well. Iâm sorry for suddenly dropping by. Iâm just looking for Sunghoonâ You peered over his shoulder into the house before looking back into his eyes
Something dark consumed Jay whole and there was a recurring thought in his head that was driving him to the brink of his morals and sanity.
You always thought about Sunghoon and he believed Sunghoon didnât think of you the way you thought of him.
It may be cruel for him to even think this but Sunghoon didnât deserve your unconditional care and love, he was sure of it, especially not after what he was doing, why he even approached you in the first place.
You didnât deserve it but itâll hurt you to find out but it would only destroy you completely if he allows Sunghoon to continue on with this. To use you for his own benefit.
âHeâs using youâÂ
You blinked rapidly trying to understand what Jay had suddenly said, âWhat?â You awkwardly chuckledÂ
âYouâre too good for himâ He heavily sighed, âYou donât deserve this. Any of thisâÂ
âWhat are you talking about Jay..?âÂ
Honestly, you didnât want to know. Your mind tells you to walk away without waiting for a response and wait in the comforts of your bubble for Sunghoon to come to you.
âIâm so sorryâ Jay rubbed his forehead, clear angst forming on his face as the conflict in his head grew moreÂ
His eyes looked up from the floor to your eyes and that is where you see the pitiful look in them. Your hands unconsciously balled into a fist, for some reason youâre always seemed on the receiving end of it.
You hated being pitied. âWhat are you apologizing for?âÂ
âSunghoonâ The single name that could make your entire word stop left Jayâs mouth, âHe never needed any tutoring. Heâs been a straight A student his entire life and he didnât experience some type of burnoutâ
âHe just said that to make you feel bad for him to have you tutor himâÂ
You shook your head. You came early morning to late at night just to help him study, to retain the material he was supposed to be struggling with, âWith all due respect Jay, you werenât hereâ
âYou didnât see him⊠Any of it. He was struggling, he really wasâ Clinging to the very hope you had left for Sunghoon you defended him even against his own brother because itâs always been you and Sunghoon
Even though you werenât together, he mustâve felt something, anything, when you and him were together.Â
Jay hoped you trusted his words over the ones that Sunghoon planted into your head but it was a losing game. âHeâs a good liarâ
âWhy?!â You suddenly shouted, your tears rolled down your cheek, you frustratedly wiped them away, there was no reason to cry. âTell me, why would he lie about it?âÂ
Jay took a moment, he wanted to console you. You shouldnât waste tears on his brother who wasnât worthy of them. âTo piss me offâ His voice barely above a whisper, âSunghoon and I tend to clash a lot and there just some times where one of us gets what the other wants so badlyâ
âWhy use me to get back at you? I have no value to youâ You scoffed loudly but through your confusion like a montage Sunghoon flashed through your mind
His vampire smile you grew to love, the way heâd hold your body and his fingers tracing over your back, his lips that felt like they were solely made for you melting against yours.
You knew Sunghoon but creeping in the back of your head, it was starting to feel like you didnât know him in the slightest.
Because how could you, just his friend, know him better than his own twin brother?Â
You didnât know the effect your words had on Jay's heart. You held more value to him than words could even begin to express but he couldnât express it.
He only remained silent, unable to say anything to rebuttal your previous statement without exposing the buried feelings heâs had on you for years.Â
In the silence, you looked away from Jay to the ground. Itâs far too much for you. Turning your heel towards the front door you left without another word and Jay didnât try and stop you.
This was it. Youâd realize just who Sunghoon is and youâd be gone from their lives forever. A piece of dreaded it but anything was better than you and Sunghoon together.Â
As you left, Jay could only watch your back before it disappeared behind the closed door.Â
Your lips quivered. You didnât know why you were crying, there was no truth to Jayâs words but deep down there was always suspicion. It was too good to be true even though you werenât officially together.
Sunghoon was like your knight in shining armor, a haven you never seemed to be able to escape from even if you tried to leave and he didnât mind having you there even when you werenât his.Â
He treated you like you held the utmost importance in the world but he never once said he liked you, you just assumed he did even when you never heard those words. You were the idiot that chose to believe your delusions. Actually believing Sunghoon liked you.Â
What trick your mind played on you to ever think that.
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Sunghoon has been staring at his phone for far too long. Itâs been 5 days, almost 6 days in the next 26 minutes, 43 seconds, since youâve last talked and this was the longest time heâs gone without seeing, texting or hearing you.Â
Roughly grabbing his phone and keys, he rushed out of his room, down the stairs and out the door. Heâs tired of telling himself that heâs worrying over nothing, he was going to see you.Â
Around 30 minutes later, when the sound of the doorbell rang echoed throughout the house, Jay peeked his head at it before opening the door.
His resting face contorted seeing you fiddling with your fingers and at the sound of the door opening you raised your head showing your puffy red rimmed eyes just.
You cursed under your breath seeing Jay, there was a 50/50 percent chance that either of them would open the door. You just wished it were Sungoon instead of Jay though.Â
Reverting your eyes somewhere else, you softly cleared your throat, wiping the imaginary tear stains off your face. You havenât spoken since you suddenly left the house almost a week ago and you didnât feel like talking.Â
âWhat⊠What are you doing here?â Jay broke the silence taking in your disheveled state, something he used to see back then whenever you were in a down mood during school
âIs Sunghoon here?â You managed to ask
There was a quietness that was suffocating, the question hung heavy in the atmosphere, âWhy are you doing this?â You looked at him after hearing his question only to see his outraged expression, âWhy are you looking for him?â
You rubbed your forehead hastily, âJust tell me is he here or not?â You were exhausted and you wanted nothing more but to crash in the only comfort you knew of
You knew it was stupid but youâll deal with Sunghoonâ with everything after properly resting but for now you just wanted him to hold you the way that made you believe the unsaid things feel real.Â
Jay scoffed, gaining your attention, he shook his head as he looked at you with amusement, Sunghoon had already casted his spell all over you, âAre you kidding me?â
Your arms wrapped around you in an attempt to console yourself. You looked away from Jay, unable to face him. Suddenly Jay grabbed your shoulders making the safety hold you had for yourself break apart as you stared at him with a widened expression.Â
âSnap out of itâ Jay realized itâs already too late, âDo you hear yourself?âÂ
âWhy are you crawling back to him?â You roughly pushed his arm off your shoulders letting out a frustrated huff
âIt doesnât concern you Jay!â You angrily said
âDonât you realize heâs already messed with your head? He has already hypnotized you!â He didnât realize the build up that would soon lead to his own demise, âWhy canât you see that he is no good for you?!â
This time you scoffed loudly, âAnd you would know whatâs good for me?â You raised an eyebrow, âGive me a break Jayâ You laughed shaking your head
âAt least I have a better idea than the two of youâ Jay said, âHe doesnât care for youâ His words were harsh, mean but it was the only way he could think would be able to get his message throughÂ
âYou deserve more, someone far better than himâ There was more to Sunghoon and it was right in front of you, âI-I⊠Iâd never do what he did to youâ His voice going quieter with each wordÂ
He wasn't sure what he was hoping to achieve but he hoped he was able to do something at least.Â
âIâd cherish you the way you deserve to beâ He chuckled out a faint smile before dropping it, everything was pathetic, he was pathetic. âIf you were just with me from the start⊠You never would question anythingâ He said more to himself but you managed to pick up on it
You didnât understand a single thing Jay was spewing but his words seeped through the small cracks that were bare and exposed waiting to be filled with what you longed for.Â
âYouâre too good for this world, far too good to be dealing with himâAny of thisâ Jay heaved before running a hand through his hair forcing it away from the frame of his face making you able to see it fully for the first time, âI canât bear to have Sunghoon ruin you- Just because he couldâ His voice cracked with every word
Freezing hearing the break of his voice, you hesitantly pushed aside your own heightened emotions to look at Jayâs distraught state. There was more to meet the eye when it came to Jay and this was it. Built emotions finally crumbling down.
You hesitantly pulled Jayâs hand away from his hair which he easily let you but kept his eyes to the ground unable to look at you.Â
âJayâ The softly calling of his name leaving from your lips made his body burn and mind hazy, he shut his eyes trying to shut away the thoughts in his mind, âJayâ The second call of his name broke him
He let out a pained noise crashing straight into your arms. You stopped, your eyes went wide at the sudden closeness but nevertheless you wrapped your arms around holding him close to you.
He shuddered, feeling the piercing touch of your touch of his body but he eased shortly afterwards. Jay clung onto your body as if he were to let go, you would disappear to his brother once again. You didnât say anything as you held him, rubbing your hand over his back to ease him.Â
You didnât know why you felt the need to take care of him like this. It mustâve been because he was related to Sunghoon or maybe even because he reminded you of yourself. Seeing the same breakdown in him that was in you before you met Sunghoon.
He carefully pulled away from the crevice of your neck, your arms fell onto his shoulders while his hands rested on your hips.
His eyes threaded up to you, he gulped harshly feeling how the line between rationality and irrationality were blending together where he didnât know where one began and the other ended.Â
There were more said when neither of you were speaking than when the two of you spoke and that scared you.
You looked deep into Jayâs eyes and you could see how he held his entire world in there and you were dead center of it. Your mouth moved to say something, anything would suffice in this moment.
Jayâs eyes shifted from your eyes to your agape mouth and found himself looking longer than he intended to. When he looked to your eyes again, he noticed your eye trailing between his lips and eyes and like a familiar trance he found himself leaning straight in to capture your lips with his.Â
With the single taste of you after longing for it for so long felt like a drink of cold water on a hot summer night. It was like a wave chilled his burning body as he was brought into the deep end already too far gone to comprehend anything.Â
There was a sickening sensation in his stomach but it was overcomed with desperation for you.Â
Your mouth moved with his and the hands on your waist brought you closer, meshing your body with his. Your loosened arms wrapped around his neck for support as you felt your body resting up against his.
He smiled in the kiss before carefully guiding you into the house, taking off your shoes, kicking them, discarding them somewhere near the door.
As you were led into the house you were too familiar with, there was a sensation of unsettlement. However, it was swept away in the daze you seemed to be under as you continued to kiss Jay who kissed you like a starved man having his first supper.Â
Guiding you up the stairs, his lips still connected to each other as you felt him softly tug at the bottom of your lip, asking, pleading to let him in.
When you gave the slightest opening, he slipped in and explored your mouth as if he had been searching decades for it. Your hands went to the play with his hair, your feet walking backwards from his guidance.Â
Yet, when you opened your eyes feeling the thug of your bottom lip through his teeth was it then did you catch sight of the familiar painting hanging in the center of the wall in the hallway.
Your eyes landed onto Sunghoon this time. It was the sudden reminder that you needed to wake up from the daze to realize what you were doing, where you were going and who was guiding you down this path.Â
But Sunghoon canât judge you. He doesnât have the right to. He didnât like you. You were just convenient to him whenever he needed you to be. He doesnât care about you. He doesnât care. He was just using you.
You screwed your eyes shut. Out of sight, out of mind.
Your hands harshly tugging at Jayâs hair as you continued to let Jay guide you to his room, walking straight past Sunghoonâs.Â
The moment of entering Jayâs room was there was a switch flipped, the desperate kiss became toned down to a more sensual one, memorizing how you felt molded with his. Contrasting how Sunghoon usually is with you.Â
Your legs bumped against his bed as he carefully placed you onto his bed, slotting himself in between your legs before folding them to bring you dead center of his bed as he hovered over you, never letting his lips off of yours.Â
Jayâs prayers were finally answered, for the first time in his life, he was finally listened to. You softly moaned in the kiss feeling his hands running up your sides in a loving manner that easily fooled you and pulled you deeper.
Feeling the smile you pulled away only for Jay to chase after you. He wanted,needed more. He didnât want it to end. You werenât able to get out a single syllable as he attached his lips back onto yours.
âWhy are you smiling?â You managed to say through the swollen of your lips as he continued to kiss you even past your question
âBecause Iâm happyâ He murmured a response because it was the truth, for the first time in a long time, Jay was finally happy
He was launching himself head first into your world and thatâs the highest peak of happiness he could ever achieve.
You felt the jumble of emotions rolling around you and the shivers made Jay finally pull away to look at you like you hung each and every single star in the universe. There was a loopy smile plastered on his face that made your eyes remain on him.
He stroked your face with the same fond smile, âWe can take it slowâ He spoke, his tone nothing louder than a whisper
You didnât know Jay, not in the way you knew your friends, not how you knew Sunghoon but you felt a sense of security, desire and love that you hadnât felt before from him. This was different, something new but you werenât sure if it was real.Â
But Jay was adamant on making it known you belonged right in the center of his life, with him.Â
âOnly if you say yesâ His eyes looked deep into yours, âIâll show you true ecstasy⊠One that comes from nothing but love and careâÂ
Your eyes searched over Jay trying so hard to find any deception but your mind leaned towards what is being offered to you, how you can be satisfied with what youâre âdeprivedâ of.Â
Love.
You found it hysterical. What is love? Is it what you feel whenever youâre with Sunghoon or was it something Jay could show you?Â
You werenât sure what it was, never knowing how it felt or ever truly experiencing it, âJayâ You softly pleated clawing at his back, tears trickled in your eyes hoping that was more than enough to convey what you wanted, what you needed from him
The pure desperation written all over your face made him smile before softly chuckling. He only ever dreamed of having you, âYou make me crazy over you babyâ You didnât register the nickname that rolled off his tongue so easily as his mouth captured yours in a desperate kiss
âBut I need you to tell meâ He murmured making your whine, the more he deprived you the more desperate you grew
âYes! Anything- Just anythingâ You breathlessly spoke but your eyes never opened as you pleaded
You squealed when his hands were roaming towards the hem of your shirt only to stop. Feeling his shaky hands and hesitation, you weakly nodded your head grabbing his hand with yours to feel his cold touch against your bare stomach.
âLet me do all the work babyâ He pecked a few kisses on your cheek and jaw as his hands rose higher making the goosebumps rise onto your skin
Taking in his words, you completely let your body become loose letting him take over. His head slotted next to yours as his hand reached your breast only to realize you werenât wearing a bra.
He smirked, having his finger rub over your hardening bud, âOh?â He whispered in your ear making you turn your head from embarrassment
His dark chuckle rumbled something in you pushing past your embarrassment as he engulfed your breast in his hand, fondling with it before his other hand bundled the rest of your shirt upwards before taking it completely off you to throw it somewhere in his room.Â
You tried to cover your now exposed body but he stopped you before you could. His eyes never looked away from yours, he gave you a cheek kiss then brought his lips from your shoulder kissing the entirety of your collarbone until getting to the center only to lick in between the crevice of both of your breasts.Â
Jay grumbled a satisfied rumble that tickled your skin but unable to let out a giggle you only raked your hands to his hair, your legs trying to muddle together to ignore the growing need in between your legs but there was something stopping you and it was in the shape of Jay.
He laughed noticing you growing more needy the more he took his time with you, âPlea-pleaseâ You whined making him freeze, this desperate plea shot straight to the restraint in his pantsÂ
Popping one of your breasts into his mouth, his tongue gliding over your nipple making your body jolt at the sensation, throwing your head back into his pillows as your senses became filled with Jay.Â
His free hand grasped the other breasts making sure you werenât deprived in the slightest by him. He left your breasts covered in his saliva with the way he was messily eating it, his tongue dragged in between your breasts, unsure which side was his favorite, only to deem that both were.
Everything about you did he love.Â
The clinging of your underwear became worse. With a popping sound of his mouth detaching from your breasts before trailing below your breast, leaving open mouthed kisses each stop as he lowered to your stomach until he reached the waistband of your pants.Â
He looked up at you with his blown out pupils, asking for permission to let him ravish you, to let him in. Your mouth was dry, no matter how hard you tried to swallow you couldnât, only feeling the dry scratches against your throat. You could only nod your head enough to have him looping his fingers under your belt loop before tugging them painfully to slow down.Â
Your hands crumbled at his sheets under your grab as you and Jay never looked away from each other.
He pulled your pants down to your ankle before fully taking them off, only leaving you in your panties, seeing the way your legs squished together to hide yourself but he carefully put his hand on your knee, prying your legs wide open for him. The wet splotch center of your panties outlined your leaking entrance just for him.Â
He felt his heart stop, his eyes zeroing on your clothed cunt and you noticed his gaze had you trying to close your legs again but he kept them opened.
He brought his head closer to your pussy making you attempt to keep him away feeling the beating of your heart in your ear the closer he got but his arms looped under your legs to keep you in place.Â
A soft whimper fell from you falling deaf on his ears as he placed a long kiss on your knee before going further, deeper to your inviting self until he reached your inner thigh. Just a few centimeters away from him was paradise.
He planted a kiss on your clothed core making you jump at the contact, letting out a desperate moan in the process rocking your hips forward to his mouth wanting more.
Jay hooked his fingers around the side of your panties bringing them down, making sure to leave kisses on the bare skin being presented and with each kiss, the more he felt the hazy feeling in his mind getting worse.Â
When you were completely bare, he had to take a moment to appreciate you. His eyes looked all over your exposed body for him and he burned this image forever in the depths of his brain to never forget it, not that he thought he ever could.
âYouâre gorgeousâ He softly muttered, his hands tracing over your bare skin trailing down to your aching core and when his long glided over your swollen bud you let out a sweet moanÂ
Jay could listen to you forever. Without thinking twice, he quickly brought his head to your soaping pussy, his mouth already salivating at the thought before latching onto making your mouth fall slack as you melted into his bed.Â
His mouth opened wide, his tongue slurping everything to taste your arousal all over his taste buds allowing himself to get lost in it. Youâre the best thing to ever happen to him.
His satisfied hummed shot directly into your core making it send a wave of pleasure into you. Your quiet moans became louder when his tongue protruded your gaping hole teasing it before dragging his tongue on your folds all the way up to your clit to suck on the bundle of nerves.Â
âWa-Pleaseâ You blabbed your head felt like it would fall off any second the more you entered in the trance making you forget everything that existed outside of Jayâs room, only focusing on him
Hearing you fueled Jay with a need to make you fall apart for him, to forget Sunghoon that already left his mark on you wanting to replace it with his own.
Jay lapped at your pussy like you were the best dessert to ever be offered to him, he didn't come up for air, he was so engrossed in your sweet cunt that he found oxygen overrated, who needed it when you were all he ever needed.
Your eyes clamp shut, the thin layer of sweat covering your body as you hold yourself back from your building orgasm, âDonât hold back⊠I got youâ
âLet go for me baby, Iâll take care of youâ Jay slurred as best as he could continuing to take in everything that spilled out of you
Jay will take care of you. Heâll pick up in whatever Sunghoon lacked to give you.
Your hands found their way to his hair, tugging at them only to soothe his head as your whiny moans and the wet sounds of his mouth lapping at your core filled the room.
The sounds of his mouth leaving your wetness before going back in repeated like a broken record.
âPlease⊠âm gon-gonna cumâ Your words barely tied together as you snapped, your chest heaving as you let out a loud moan as you came all over Jayâs tongue without warning
âSorry. Sorryâ You emptily apologized for the mess you made but Jay didnât care, why would heÂ
He helped ride out your high, never stopping his laps at your pussy. It wasnât until he finally detached himself from you and did your arms landing onto your sides that he finally got a proper breath of air.
His chest rose and dropped with each pant but to see your your fucked out expression made it all worth it.Â
Your eyes remained close, your body jolting from his teasing fingers at your entrance that he thought would better help ease your sensitive body.
You weakly shook your head in an attempt to save yourself from the overstimulation. He chuckled, giving one last kiss to your clit making you open your eyes to see him.Â
You looked all over his eyes, the side loopy smile and the bottom half of his face glistening from your release made you cringe seeing it.
âYou taste amazing babyâ He praised but you didnât expect him to easily remove his shirt, wiping away the smeared arousal on his face before throwing it somewhere to catch your lips with his
He happily groaned in the kiss. His body pressed against yours and there you felt it. The covered bulge grinding against you the more he moved, making you moan in the kiss catching his attention.Â
Jay pulled away from the kiss to cup your face stroking your cheek softly with his thumb as he looked at you, the same loving gaze from the very start.
Your insides twisted and this time you were the one that grabbed the back of his neck to bring his lips back onto yours.Â
With the little space you allowed him to be away from you he fiddled with his pants in one swift motion and with the spring, you felt the wet slap against your body from his hardened cock.
You pulled away from the kiss to gulp not daring to look down, simply wrapped your arms around his neck in an attempt to bring his body closer feeling the poke of his cock.Â
His fingers found their way to your leaking entrance once again to gather as much of your arousal that he could before lathering it over his hard on. Smearing his precum with your arousal almost made him come right then and there but he knew it would be better inside.
âI know, baby. I knowâ He whispered in the shell of your ear
Jay knew something but you werenât sure if you knew.
He hovered your body and the last thing he saw was your doe eyes looking up to him making his heart beat faster than ever.
It finally registered that this was reality, this was his reality. He no longer had to dream wondering what his life wouldâve been if he had you from the start because now he did have you.Â
Aligning his tip with your entrance, he let out a shaky breath âTake a deep breath for me babyâ Your uneven breathing made it impossible for you to take a proper breath but when he carefully inserted himself the air got caught in your throat making a gurgling sound erupt from you
Your hands flung to his shoulders for support as he groaned, feeling the closed confinement of your wall wrapped around him. The deep breath had done nothing in preparing you to take in the daring stretching ripping you open on his thick girth.
Too big. Too wide. Too full.
Your fingers dug into his shoulder blades as he continued to slip in, tears filled your eyes as they trickled down the side. Your senses were too filled and far gone to comprehend anymore.Â
Jay rested his arms over your shoulder to leverage just enough to lay his head next to yours. He kisses your salty tears away, his hand tilted your head to the side enough for his mouth to slot with yours, to distract you.Â
You whimpered in the kiss as he stilled his size, feeling the contraction of your hole around him, engulfing him perfectly and he didnât expect anything less from you.
He lowly groaned as he held your head in place as the kiss became needier, your noises muffled by his mouth while the tears fell onto his face from your eyes, â âm sorry baby, so fucking sorryâ
âPromise to make you feel goodâ
âYouâre taking me so well, youâre absolutely perfectâ He whispered praised into your ears as he strokes your head
The same perfect whisper in your ear by someone else. You clawed at his shoulder blades sure that you would leave indents by how you gripped him. You kept your eyes shut with the excuse in mind that you wanted the tears to stop from spilling.Â
âYou-You can m-moveâ
Jay looked at your face, your eyes closed with tear stained cheeks, your eyebrows knitting and the hold on his shoulders.
His first thrust was slow and shallow. Your loud gasp filled his ears as your fingers dug even deeper into his shoulders. He hissed quietly feeling how you took everything he gave you, âPerfectâ He murmured dragging out his cock before plunging it back in
Each time he left, you sucked him right back in. Your arms wrapped around his back, feeling his muscles moving with his movements. You wrapped your legs around his waist to hold him, to have him take you away.Â
The feel of your breasts squished in between along the drag of him sliding in and out of you made your head hazy, your held back moans shot into his ear.
Jay slipped his arms over your body to engulf your body like how you were doing to him.Â
The meet of his hip each time releasing a splash of wetness to drip down messily filled the room the more Jay snapped his hip deeper into you. âBeautiful babyâ
âThe absolute best, was meant to be just for youâ
âMeant to be for meâ He blabbed right into your ear with each thrust following after every word
You clawed harshly at his back hearing his words, your whines becoming louder. Meant to be for who? For Jay?
âRight baby? You were meant to be mineâ His sharp thrust made your body jolt after each one, âPerfect..- Fucking perfectâ Any sense of control Jay had went out the window, any morals he had to reconcile with Sunghoon flushed down the drainÂ
But fuck. It felt so good. Too good. You were too good to him just for him to let you go back and get ruined by Sunghoon.Â
Your only attention was on Jay who was providing such pleasure to you, the way your hands clawed at his skin knowing it would leave scratch marks made you feel sorry but with every grunt he let out each time you dragged his fingers across his back, you donât think he cared.Â
His hips continued to snap against you and the full pull of his cock before shoving it back into you made you too far gone to think.
When he managed to peel his body off yours just for a moment, he looked down to where you were connected. Seeing how he slipped in and out, he needed to see all of you.Â
Moving enough to grab your hips as he thrusted deeper at the new position deeply into you. You threw your head back burying yourself in his pillows, turning to the side as you let out your muffled moans against them. Jay watched how your breast jumped from his harsh thrust.
His chest filled with pride but in a glimmer he caught the dainty necklace resting on your collarbone.Â
It never moved from your collarbone and he felt sick. He was the one above you and yet, the necklace still laid on your bare skin like it was meant to be there.
 Sunghoon still managed to ruin this for him. He always manages to destroy everything. Jay grunted loudly, grasping the necklace and craning your neck up from his pillow.
Your eyes shot open to see him holding your necklace and like a cold bucket of water thrown, you froze. No. No. No.
Jayâs thrust became animalistic, filled with nothing but rage, jealousy, and most of all hatred. The love and care now long gone.
Your mouth fell wide open with nothing but louder moans leaving it as the sound of his hips harshly meeting yours. The familiar build up rose in your stomach and you shook your head, too much was happening and you couldnât focus.
You tried to get him to let go of your necklace as the creeping orgasm was nearing. You couldnât relax knowing you were about to break. But to your shock Jayâs thrust came to a sudden stop ripping your orgasm away.
Unknowingly letting out whine in your pants, you gulped harshly trying to properly breath as your eyes fluttered, the sticky feeling of your sweat covering your body as your hand tightly held Jayâs arm holding your neck up by your necklace.
Jay looked down seeing your pleading eyes looking at him, your hands weakly tightening to make him let go.Â
He turned your necklace around until he found the clasp and without a second thought, he unclasped it, peeling it off your sweaty body.
There were very few times you felt your heart drop to the pit of your stomach but this had to be at the top of the list. Jay on top of you, buried deep inside of you, dangling the necklace, looking at the material like some medal.
Sunghoon really outdid himself.
He scoffed loudly, wrapping the necklace around his wrist to mimic a bracelet, he isnât one to wear bracelets, always preferring watches but he will proudly wear it for you.
âDonât worry baby, Iâll buy you a new one. A much prettier oneâ Jay stroked the side of your face with the back of his finger to soothe you your frantic self
You stared at him in terror. You didnât want a prettier, nicer or better necklace.Â
You wanted your necklace.
He caught your lips in a haste, the kiss now filled with desperation. Youâre not Sunghoonâs anymore, as if you ever were.Â
In the kiss, he moved his hips picking up right where he left off with the same harsh and deep thrust that jolted your body up to burn from the fire of Jay.Â
You whimper in the kiss, feeling again how deep Jay was inside of you. His hands stayed at your sides and you shivered feeling the unease flip of your stomach feeling the cold metal on his wrist against your hot body.Â
When he pulled away, your hands clamped onto him for support. Your moans and wetness bounced off his walls as he continued to ram deeper into you, having his tip kiss your cervix with each thrust making you see stars.
He planted messy kisses all over your face, âMy pretty babyâÂ
âJ-JayâÂ
Hearing how breathless you sounded, how you held onto him, feeling you tightening around him as if to keep him buried inside of you until the end of time, not wanting to let him go. Heâd go through anything if it meant to have you like this forever.Â
âFuck baby, keep tightening around me like thatâ He grunted feeling you sucking him whenever he dared to pull away more than halfway, âTake me⊠All of me. Itâs all for youâ
â âm close. Iâm close- Plea-Please⊠Jay!â You moaned louder as you felt the tip of your orgasm reaching, Jayâs hips continued to slam into you
Your head was full of Jay and the orgasm that he was about to rip out of you, forgetting all about the necklace against your hips wrapped around Jayâs wrist.
âCome with me baby-â
The sounds of your pussy slouching with his cock made an obscene noise that sounded like a perfect melody to Jay. His thrust became sloppy, he was slipping further out only having to guide himself back deep into you.
You let out a lewd moan, filled with rasp and wetness as you came all over his cock, covering all around it of your release.Â
âGonna make me- Fuck babyâ
âTake all of it- I give all of me to youâ
Jay held you close and firm while your arms loosely wrapped around him scratching his back as your velvet walls were now painted white because of him.Â
Resting his forehead against yours, your chests heaving together soon finding the same rhythm falling and rising together.
Your eyes fluttered open to see the look of pure tenderness, warmth, love.Â
You shiver seeing the look in his eyes, you felt something achingly burn in you. You werenât sure if it was the sudden emptiness of Jay slipping himself out of your sensitive core or if it was the familiar look that made your skin crawl.Â
Noticing your worry filled eyes he captured your lips with his in a slow kiss. He wanted to get rid of that look in your eyes, he wanted to make you melt for him
His hands run up and down your side as your hands tingle to move as they land at the bottom of his nape playing with the hair at your fingers as your lips move together.Â
âMy babyâ He murmured in the kiss as he let his body rest against you. His roaming hands found your back to rub it as he pulled your body to him.
This was what he had always wished for. To finally have you.Â
âRest babyâ Jay pulled away just enough to whisper for you to hearÂ
Rest.
Yet, the locked doorknob rattled furiously followed by harsh bangs against the wood door with the beyond angry voice of Sunghoon just on the other side knowing that you were in Jayâs room, in his fucking bed.Â
 âPark Jongseong open the fucking doorâ
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intermission || joel miller x f!reader
shout out to @dinandwhiskey for feeding into my delusions for this one and to @skrunkly-scrimblo for the beta <33
pairing: daddy dom!joel miller x f!reader summary: movie night with joel doesnât go to plan, or joel fucks your mouth while youâre sleeping. ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ rating: 18+ MDNI warnings: [No Outbreak], established relationship, age gap [reader is 24, joel is late 50âs] , dd/lg dynamics, daddy kink, somnophilia [no explicit consent in this fic but sheâs cool with it, therefore dubcon], oral [m receiving], face fucking, deepthroating, finger sucking, praise kink, pet names [little bug, little angel, baby, the works lol], references to tummy bulge, references to unprotected p in v sex, mentions of creampies, cum eating, reader can be carried [tho in my mind joel is huuuuuge so size kink as well], Joelâs POV. word count: 2.3k a/n: happy fatherâs day (iykyk) :3
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He shouldnât. He knows he shouldnât.Â
I donât fall asleep during movies, daddy, you had sassed him.Â
Whatever you say, little bug.Â
That was an hour ago and now youâre resting your pretty little head against his belly, your hand tucked beneath your head. You look so peaceful. So pretty. So soft. So â pliant.Â
He really shouldnât.Â
But then your hand slips from under your head and falls to rest a hair's breadth away from his clothed cock, it jumps in his sweats. Youâve practically pavloved him to react like that with just a mere graze of your fingertips.Â
âYou got no idea what you do to me, sweet girl, drivinâ me fuckinâ crazy over here,â his voice a low rasp, reaching for your fingers and gently pulling them from his lap, squeezing your fingertips twice before resting them atop his thigh.Â
Youâre completely limp, deep in your sleep and Joel is unable to control himself.
He snatches up the remote, hastily turns down the TV, shoves his gray sweats down to the middle of his thighs and frees his semi-hard cock. He wraps a hand around the base, gives it a firm tug, and rests the tip of his length on your lips.
He stills and swallows hard. He shouldnât do this. He canât do this, it feels selfish to take what heâs been desperately wanting from you â for the better part of an hour â when youâre unable to respond. He should wake you.Â
But then, almost as if youâve made the decision for him; your lips part and a soft moan releases from you, mmm, daddy. His cock twitches against your lips, opaque droplets already gathering at the slit. Your lips stay parted and the glistening tip slips between your plush lips.Â
âFuckâ â He groans at the sensation, eyes rolling back into his head, hand flying up to the back of yours, cradling your skull in an attempt to anchor himself as he slowly rolls his hips up into you. He stiffens fully at the feeling of your warm, wet mouth around him. It feels fucking incredible.Â
How the hell did he get here? A rare lazy sunday night with you on his lap, taking a man almost three times your age in between your lips, letting him use you in your sleep.Â
He remembers first laying eyes on you. You showed up on his porch one night, not too long ago, with sparkling eyes and a shy smile on your face. He didnât even hear what you had said to him, too distracted by the soft skin of your exposed thighs just below the hem of your pale pink dress â barely covering the plump shape of your ass â and the flow of your hair as a wave of muggy summer heat swept past. He thinks it was something about the leftover cake from your birthday. He only guessed that from the sad, fat square slice of funfetti birthday cake held up in a flimsy paper plate before him, the letters jaggedly cut down the middle of the celebratory phrase.
Joel is a strong man; at least thatâs what he tells himself. He knew you were too young for him. The split letters that barely spelled out twenty-four on your birthday cake told him as much. Trouble, heâd muttered. He still mumbles that occasionally when you push his buttons, though hours later, he often finds himself burying his length deep inside of you, tears pricking your eyes while he stretches your needy cunt.
But then you glanced up at him with wide, curious eyes and flashed him a big, toothy smile â the prettiest little thing heâs seen in all his long, hard years â and he cracked; his cement walls came crumbling down. He brought you inside his home, into his too-small bed, and fucked you until you cried, until you asked him for a break only to climb on top of him minutes later, begging him to feed you his cock again.
His cock pulses on your tongue at the memory, your voice high-pitched as you cried, Daddy, please, I want it. And Joel couldnât resist his special girl. How could he? When you softly gasped into his mouth as he pushed the blunt head of his cock past your puffy folds â nuzzling in and making a home for himself â where he belongs. Your warm, drooling cunt sucking him in to the hilt, sheathing the entirety of his hard length inside your messy little pussy.Â
Joel is a strong man, but not when it comes to you.Â
Please, please, I need to feel it inside me. All the way up here, daddy, you whined, one hand gliding up your belly, the other fisting the fabric of your lace-trimmed dress. He just couldnât resist you. So he fucked you and fucked you deep, until he was in the soft pouch of your tummy and poking through from the other side, just as you had asked of him. He fucked you full of his spend, until your poor, tiny hole couldnât take any more of his cum.Â
Heâd damn himself to hell before heâd refuse you. He only hopes you donât deny him if you wake.Â
His deft, roughened fingers brush the hair out of your face before settling his hand back on your head. He sits up and leans over; marveling at the stretch of your lips around him, sweat beginning to pool at the nape of his neck and the corners of his temples.Â
He feels filthy. A dirty old man. Heâs never taken you like this before. But it doesnât feel wrong. Heâs only missing those pretty sounds you make â
You stir and let out a soft moan around him. Sweet Jesus, there you go. Your head dips lower down his belly, nestling more of his length into your hot mouth. Atta fuckinâ girl. Let me in, baby. Open up real big for daddy.Â
âSuch a naughty little thing, lettinâ me fuck your throat while youâre sleepinâ, just needed to be full oâme huh?â He whispers softly, and at that, you hum. Joel canât help when he bucks up into your mouth in response, saliva pouring past your lips and onto his graying pubic hair.Â
âFuck, baby, you like gettinâ daddy all messy? Like chokinâ on daddyâs big cock?â He taunts, a grin tugging on his face.Â
Once again, as if you can hear him, you hum.Â
Youâre so damn responsive. Or maybe you just like having his dick in your mouth. Â
âFuck, yeah, you do,â he pants, his voice strained with restraint. His free hand glides down to the swell of your ass â the softest skin he thinks heâs ever felt â and hikes up the frilly hem of those pink sleep shorts that he likes a little too much â the ones speckled with tiny red hearts â over one cheek, grabs a handful of your plush flesh, and squeezes. You moan, and Joel feels your tongue twitch, feather-like, beneath the heavy weight of his cock, then pressing up against the thick, pulsing vein on the underside of his shaft. He bites down on his lip to muffle the loud moan that sneaks past his lips, the back of his head hitting the couch behind him.Â
âGoddamnit, takinâ me so damn well, even in your sleep, such a good fuckinâ girl,â he babbles, his eyes shut tight as he revels in the feeling of himself in your mouth, the action movie silently playing on the screen flashes against his eyelids, measured shaky breaths escaping him. The strong hand on your head easing you lower and lower to take more of him, your lips now grazing the drool drenched hair at his base. Â
Your mouth feels like velvet around him â warm and soft and so perfect that his hips cant upwards unconsciously, the pace of his thrusts increasing. Heâs losing himself in the haze of his fast-approaching release, a deep-seated tension building in his gut, teetering on the edge untilâ
You splutter around him and Joelâs head snaps up to peer down at you, your eyelids flutter open against the soft glow of the television.
âShit, baby. âM sorry,â he rasps and quickly retracts his hand from your head. Yet, you donât pull yourself off him, instead you curl your weak fingers into his thigh. You donât want him to stop.Â
âYou want me to keep going?â He asks gruffly, he knows you can take him, youâve done it countless times since you have met. Heâs trained you well. Yet, he needs to be certain heâs not reaching your limit.Â
You drag your lips off his cock, an obscene wet slurping sound fills the too still air, letting off him with a pop and maneuvering yourself to sit up on your knees. âYes, please daddy,â your voice still thick with sleep, peering up at him with an innocence to your needy gaze; a mixture of drool and precum coating your pouty lips.Â
âChrist,â he mutters, under his breath. Such a pretty fuckinâ sight. One he reckons heâll never get tired of seeing. He canât deny you. Not when you look at him like that.Â
âOkay, baby, here,â he murmurs, his hand retakes its place on the back of your head, guiding you toward his aching cock, your lips latch onto the fat head â all angry and red â and he inhales a shuddery breath as he watches your face contort at the stretch of him in your mouth.Â
Your tongue flattens underneath him and he presses himself deeper into your willing mouth, filling you up and messaging the walls of your throat with the wide head of his cock.Â
His grip in your hair tightens and a low groan rumbles in his throat, âThere you go, baby, hold still.â Â
Fucking hell. He could keep you here forever.Â
âSo goddamn pretty like this, baby,â Joel grits, âLove havinâ your mouth stuffed full oâ my cock, huh?âÂ
You make a low muffled sound around the length of his cock.
âSâright, you do,â he answers for you. Â
His free hand trails down the length of your body, instinctively gripping the meat of your ass, dull fingernails digging into your skin, just barely grazing your puckered hole. You whine around him, the vibrations from your throat has him flexing his fingers your hair in response, and with shallow, quick thrusts of his hips, he fucks himself into your mouth.Â
Fresh tears begin to sprout in your eyes as you gulp hard, your throat constricting around him. Joel feels his throbbing tip choked tight at the small opening at the back of your throat. The warm walls of your throat so tight â so good for him â the muscles in his belly tighten, and the hand on your ass is quick to join the other on your head, gripping your skull. âShitâ thatâs it, angel. Mâcominâ.â His dick pulsates on your tongue, and a loud, guttural groan spills from him as hot, thick spurts of his cum coat your throat. His hand holds you there, firmly pressing your mouth flush to his spit-smeared balls. He feels you swallow around him again, and he whines quietly. The muscles in his jaw go slack, and his head falls back onto the couch while he lazily thrusts upwards, his leaking head bruising the back of your throat as he empties the last of himself into your mouth and filling your belly, his chest heaving from exertion.
He lifts his head when he feels you pull off him; you cough softly against him, the warmth of your breath brushes against his now softening cock, and his hooded gaze meets the sight of a thin string of saliva and cum dribbling from your wet, puffy lips, tears dripping from the corner of your eyes and down your cheeks. âOh, câmere, little bug, lemme see.âÂ
Just as he taught you, you plant a small, wet kiss on each of his heavy balls. Joel sighs through his nostrils. Fuck. What did he do to deserve you? Youâre too good for him. You scoot over to sit up in his lap. Joel feels the slick between your legs through your tiny shorts when you press against his soft cock. He lets out a little groan; if he hadnât just come, heâd be getting hard at the sensation.
His hand reaches to grip your jaw, angling your face up as you present him with your open mouth, the corners of his lips twitch at the sight of the walls of your little throat; empty, swollen, and used.Â
âMy filthy girl, you did so good fâme,â he cooes, coaxing away your tears and swiping your glistening lips clean. He pushes the pad of his thumb â covered in slobber and cum â into your mouth and presses it onto your tongue. Your wet eyes lock with his as you enthusiastically suck his thumb clean.Â
Man alive. Maybe youâll damn him to hell.
You release his thumb and giggle, biting your lip and smiling up at him dreamily. âThank you, daddy, I liked it,â you rasp quietly.Â
âYeah?â He breathes, both of his hands on either side of your face, thumbs stroking your wet cheeks.Â
Your wide, glassy eyes meet his gaze, âI like when you do things that make you feel good, it makes me feel good,â your voice hoarse and small, fingers toying with the collar of his t-shirt.
âWell â you always make daddy feel good, little angel,â he praises, leaning forward to lay a long kiss to your forehead that elicits a breathy sigh from you, your eyelids fluttering closed.Â
âYou tired, baby?â He whispers, tucking your soft hair behind your ear, fingers stroking down your hair and twirling the end of the gathered strands between his fingers.  Â
You yawn quietly and give him a slow, small nod, a sleepy smile to your face as you sink down in his lap, your weeping cunt throbbing against him. Heâll play with your perfect little pussy in the morning. Maybe your other little hole too.Â
He chuckles at that. âAlright, little bug...â he starts, tucking his soft cock back into his sweats. He scoops you up into his arms; his weak, achy knees pop, and a low grunt spills from him as he stands, âBedtime.â
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Hooking rugs that look like dogs
Here's how I do it:
The process I use is called rug hooking (not latch hook or punch needle or tufting, though it is the forerunner of the latter two techniques). Rugs are hooked by pulling loops of fabric strips or yarn through the holes of a base fabric with a coarse open weave, like burlap, or linen, or rug warp. The loops are pulled through the fabric with a squat-handled hook whose business end is shaped like a crochet hook. There are no knots and the loops aren't sewed down in any way. The whole thing stays put just by the tension of all those loops packed together in the weave of the foundation fabric.
This isn't a true detailed tutorial but a walk-through of my particular process. The same information is on my web page, emilyoleary.com .
I hook with yarn, rather than with cut strips of wool fabric, which is what many rug hookers use. I can get a looser, more organic distribution of loops with yarn than I could with wool strips, which are hooked in neat lines.Â
Mostly I use wool yarn. In terms of yarn weight, I can use DK, worsted, or Aran. If I'm using thicker yarn, I leave more holes un-hooked; if I'm using finer yarn, I hook more densely or double up lengths of it. I particularly like using single ply yarns (like Brown Sheep Lamb's Pride or Malabrigo Worsted). I don't keep count, but I think I usually use around two dozen types and colors of yarn per dog. Â
This is my yarn wall in my apartment. Mostly brown and gray yarn!
I start from a small drawing in my sketchbook, then I head to FedEx office to use a copy machine, blowing up the drawing repeatedly and experimenting with how big the dog rug should be.Â
After transferring the image onto my linen, I immediately go over it with Sharpie, because the Saral is really difficult to see and really easy to rub off.
The rug is held taut by a PVC quilting frame that I set on my lap.
I push my hook down through the fabric with my right hand and my left hand stays below the fabric and guides the yarn while I pull it up and through with the hook. Not every hole in the fabric is hooked. Hooking every hole would make the rug too dense. I do hook pretty densely, though-- If you pick up one of my rugs youâll see they have a slight curl to them, which is because theyâre hooked pretty tight. I'm using all different weights and types of yarn, so it's a challenge to keep the overall tension even.
I hook my loops at varying heights to create a very low relief. Sometimes I trim the loops to make them fluffier or wispier or to shape a particular part. I look at a reference photo while I work and pull out and redo sections a lot.
My q-snap frame can accommodate the growing dog rug. I have extenders to make it bigger and I can clamp around my hooking.
The back of a rug looks like lines of little stitches. The lines are little worm trails snaking around because lines of hooking are not supposed to cross over each other. It's important to start a new length of yarn rather than cross over a stitch you already made! I read this when I first started and took it to heart. It makes it much easier to undo and redo hooking if you have to (and I redo sections A Lot). It also keeps the back from getting too bulky and resulting in uneven wear on the back of a functional rug that gets floor use.
When Iâm done hooking everything I turn the rug over and brush watered-down Sobo glue on the edges of the dog, making sure to get one or two of the outermost lines of hooking. I do a couple coats of this thinned out glue. I'm careful not to use so much that it seeps to the front of the rug. When the glue is dry I cut the rug out, but I don't cut so close that the loops don't have any linen to keep them in.
â It generally takes me at least several months to finish one dog rug. My hooking frame and yarn bag are very portable (though bulky) so I can hook out and about at coffee shops or the library or a brewery if there's enough space and light.
Hooking in the wild makes me an ambassador for making things in general and rug hooking in particular. I answer people's questions and always emphasize how relatively easy it is to get started hooking. Sometimes I get anxious that other people will hook rugs that look like mine but better, but I think that working in a traditional medium means you should share your knowledge for the good of the craft.
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Need
Daryl Dixon x Fem!Reader
Summary:
Daryl comes back from a run acting strangely needy, and you find out that Zach made him jealous. (You may have to thank Zach later.)
Or - Daryl fucks your brains out to prove to himself that you're his.
Daryl Dixon x Fem!Reader. Established Relationship. Smut/PWP. Set during early Season 4/The Prison Era.
Word Count: 3,000
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Detailed warnings and author's notes below the cut.
Warnings: this is mainly a smut fic - the reader uses she/her pronouns and has a vagina; the reader and Daryl have a sexual relationship that skews slightly romantic; the reader's age is not at all specified; Daryl being very needy (hence the title); Daryl is more dominant the reader is more submissive, but there is no laid out rigid roles; Daryl is jealous and trying to 'claim' the reader after someone else makes sexual comments about her (when she is not around to hear those comments); mentions of Daryl drinking alcohol and smoking (does not take place during the fic, just a background element); some manhandling - from Daryl towards the reader (nothing unrealistic or beyond Daryl's known strength); oral sex - reader receiving (Daryl certified pussy eater); references to hunting/killing animals for food (come on, this is a Daryl fic); Daryl is slightly mean in this (he tells the reader to shut up) - but he's not vengeful or mean on purpose, he's just in a mood; spit kink - Daryl spits on the reader's pussy; pussy spanking (this was such a last minute addition and I am so glad I did); Daryl calls the reader 'woman'; overstimulation - towards reader; mention of the reader crying/having tears in her eyes (due to overstimulation); Daryl being very possessive due to his jealousy; hair-pulling - Daryl receiving; very slight anal play (Daryl tongues the reader's asshole - juust a bit); penis in vagina sex; unprotected sex - they don't use a condom and there are no mentions of other forms of birth control (don't be like them); there is no mention of Daryl cumming inside the reader, though because the fic ends before we get to his orgasm (sorry, Daryl); slight cockwarming; the sex gets rough toward the end; I believe that's it for this fic?
A/N: No, this was not the winner of the poll. But right now I am in a mindset for TWD fics because I have been watching the show and I think it's a good opportunity to get this one out of my drafts - especially because it's shorter and easier to edit. If it's not your thing, feel free to ignore it. Also, I am not doing a taglist for this one because a lot of people on the taglist last time did not follow my taglist rules (basically, they were tagged and they didn't show up to read the fic, so it feels like a 'why bother' type of situation). So I'm gonna clean out the taglist and after such a short time, I am considering quitting taglists altogether. Anyway, if you do read it, I hope you enjoy the fic.
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Need.Â
That was the only word you could use to describe Daryl in those moments as he threw you down onto the cot and ripped your pants off with record speed. The air was absolutely ripe with need, the likes of which you had never felt or seen from Daryl before. Especially not in this magnitude.Â
Daryl Dixon was someone who rarely came off as needy.Â
Since the two of you had started this relationship (it was strange to call it a ârelationshipâ when there was so little conventional romance to it, and so few words) - Daryl was never someone you would have described as âneedyâ. He was always the definition of calm. He was level-headed, quiet, reserved - even more so in the face of your intense needs. The more you became a puddle of melded need, when you boiled over into pure want, especially in his presence, the more he turned into a stone wall of uncrackable cold hardness that you wanted so desperately to see crack.Â
It was a game the two of you had been playing since day one. And he hadnât lost yet, not once.Â
Of course, the sex was amazing - even if he never let that facade down. He made sure that your overwhelming, unhidden need always came first. He made sure that you had cum first - usually more than once - before he even considered sticking his cock inside of you or letting you drop to your knees in order to serve him. He was never selfish - a man that lived to serve, in fact.Â
That was why it surprised you when he came back from a run that day and grabbed you by your arm, practically dragging you out to the admin block. It was a place that you and Daryl had set up a little nest for personal privacy in the old wardenâs office. Daryl had chosen the location both for its privacy, and for the wonderful irony.Â
He found it downright hilarious that he was someone who had been reprimanded by cops before the total collapse of society and had been nearly arrested half a dozen times (he liked to put the emphasis on nearly, because he was a fast runner and often disappeared into the woods where they didnât care to chase him, in contrast to someone like Merle, who was a known drug dealer was of far more interest to them - and much slower). Daryl was someone who could have easily ended up in prison, and now he could sit behind a wardenâs desk and smoke a stash of fancy cigars that he had found hidden, and he had polished off the fancy whiskey in between fucking you.Â
And he took an even greater enjoyment in fucking you pinned against the wardenâs desk - but for practical purposes, he had lugged a cot into the office and set up a more comfortable space for the two of you there. The two of you even slept there sometimes because he still refused to sleep âin a cageâ - as he put it. Everyone else in the prison liked to fake that they didnât know where the two of you went, but really - they were just glad that your love nest was far enough away from everyone else that they didnât have to be subjected to the sounds you and Daryl made.Â
And you were glad that you didnât have to pretend to go hunting in order to escape to the woods for some privacy. Especially because, even as capable as Daryl was, the threat of Walkers looming over your head while he fucked you did make it a bit difficult to get fully lost in the sensations.Â
But all of that was far at the back of your mind while he shucked off his crossbow and tossed it aside carelessly (usually he was someone who was careful to put away his weapon, not wanting to damage it so that he wouldnât have to waste precious time on repairs) - but today, there was something simply rabid about him. Something itching and impatient.Â
You couldnât deny that it turned you on, but you had to question what had caused the shift in him. Especially when all of your little games - your teasing, your flirting, your dirty words - hadnât been able to crack him for months.Â
âDaryl, whatâs gotten into-?âÂ
You couldnât even finish posing the question before he began ripping on the waistband of your pants once again. That tense irritability became potent in the air once again when the fabric got caught up in your boots, Daryl letting out a deep grunt and glaring at the obstacle.Â
You reached for the laces in order to get everything off, thinking this was what he wanted, but he simply put two large, commanding, calloused hands on the backs of your thighs and shoved down - hard. He pinned you down to the cot with a tough force, something that made the metal of the supposedly temporary furniture squeal with a worrying sound. You almost didnât hear it over the pitiful, whorish gasp that escaped your lips.Â
He was never like this. He was never so desperate.Â
You loved it. Your body was flooded by heat, equally as desperate within seconds.Â
âDaryl!â You cried out, half confused, half hot red and turned on.Â
Your cunt ached fiercely and clenched around nothing and Daryl locked eyes with that pulsing gash, letting out a pleased hum. There was barely a blink before he dove between his own hands, digging in his fingers in tightly where they held onto your quivering muscles and immediately he licked a long, hard stripe up the center of your pussy.Â
Hungry.Â
That was a word you would have used to describe Daryl many times before.
He was messy and shameless when he ate meals. You had seen him dig into game bloody and raw when he had taken you out hunting, when he was starving and impatient and truly treasured a fresh kill.Â
Currently, thatâs exactly what you felt like - a fresh kill, recently captured by him, a true prey animal under his grasp being absolutely devoured while you could do nothing more but lay there and take it.Â
It felt utterly amazing.Â
It felt like where you belonged.Â
The room soon became filled with sounds - loud, adamant slurping as his tongue furiously worked over your cunt, creating the same kind of shameless slobber that he did when he was thoroughly enjoying a meal. Your gasps and moans shuddering through your lungs as the sensations rocked your body, the pitiful squeaking protests of the cot as Daryl leaned against you more, putting more weight on those rusting springs.Â
He began moaning against your heated flesh while he continued to hold you down by your trembling thighs, and while your ears rang with blood and your face bloomed with heat, you soon realized that the distant, repeated keening sound you could hear - almost like a dying cat - was you.Â
You were having difficulty catching your breath and you quickly became dizzy from the hot, heavy pleasure vibrating up your body from his tongue. Made even better by the feeling of his coarse beard rubbing against your sensitive pussy lips, and the deep vibrations of his moans against you.Â
All you could do was tightly clutch onto the blanket you had used to make up the cot and buck your face against him, hoping for him to shove his tongue deep inside of you or put some more persistent attention on your needy, throbbing clit, rather than simply grazing against the sensitive organ with each pass, making you more and more needy -Â
Daryl groaned into your cunt and then, much to your frustration, he pulled away completely.Â
âStop squirminâ.â He grunted at you, his voice a whole new shade of dark and lustful thick that you had never heard from him - one that made your whole body quiver.Â
You let out a pathetic moan, more wetness gushing out of you.Â
âDaryl, please-âÂ
âShut up.âÂ
Somehow, him barking this rudely at you made you even wetter.Â
You squeaked out another pathetic little sound, expecting that he would get back to devouring you like you were his last meal, seemingly for his own pleasure - but then, he managed to surprise you yet again.Â
He used his hold on your thighs to spread your legs (as much as he could with your pants still tangling your ankles together). And then he pursed his lips and heaved a thick, heavy glob of spit onto you - aiming perfectly and causing it to land right on your sensitive, swollen clit.Â
Just like his perfect mouth, it was hot and slick, and simply seeing the shiny bead come from his lips to land on you caused you to scream and buck against him like a cow being branded. Which is exactly what he had intended - for you to be branded by him, marked as his, fully owned by him.Â
Hot tears of pleasure escaped your eyes and he locked right onto your gaze - even through the choppy dark curtain of his too-long bangs, his steel blue eyes pierced into your soul and the burning lust you saw there punched you in the gut. When he took one of his hands off your thigh, you didnât have a moment to think about what he was going to do before he brought the heavy pads of his tough, well-worked fingers down onto your already sore clit and spanked you.Â
Once, twice, three times - something he had done to you before, knowing exactly how hard to hit you without making it painful, just enough to jolt shocking pleasure through your body and make you sob.Â
âListen, woman.âÂ
He ground his voice again, lowly, making you shiver when he leaned in and gripped your face with that now wet hand, forcing you to face forward and pay attention to him. You stared at him through tear-misty eyes, absolutely enraptured and lustful, wanting nothing more than him.Â
âThis is mine.â He growled these words with quiet power, driving his point home with another smack to your cunt that had you crying out and seizing against the touch.Â
âYours.â You chirped back, eager to affirm it, your brain filled with nothing but him. âYours, all yours. Daryl-âÂ
Before you could babble out any more affirmations, he took an even tighter, possessive, bruising death grip on you once again. One hand on your hip and the other on your thigh - trying to keep you right where he wanted you as he dove back in, just as hungry. This time he gave into exactly what you wanted, seemingly because your words had been what he wanted. He knew you all too well even without words, and he latched his mouth around your mound with intent, laving his tongue furiously across your clit without relenting.Â
You werenât sure which was worse - the teasing, or him tongue-fucking your clit like he was trying to drive you insane.Â
Your hand flew to his hair with the intention of shoving him off as white hot sparks of overstimulated pleasure-pain flew up through your gut, but your muscles curled instinctively and you wove a tight grip into his locks without thinking. Unintentionally drawing him closer and locking him in place as you gurgled out cries of wounded pleasure and he continued to moan against you, almost making your poor clit numb.Â
But of course, being as perfect at this as he was with everything else, he drew an orgasm out of you just as he wanted to.Â
âDaryl! Fuck! Iâm cumming! Iâm cumming! Iâm - ah!âÂ
He moaned against you in pure pleasure as it happened, and then he retreated down your pulsing hole to lick up every single bit of your wetness as it freshly flowed out of you. He continued to moan, slurping and flexing his tongue so he wouldnât miss a drop, eating you like the finest delicacy he had ever experienced. His tongue even strayed down your perineum, dipping into your other hole a bit, clearly unafraid and never shy, not wanting to miss a single bit of your taste.Â
You were left panting, desperate to catch your breath, and with your brain still completely out of commission, he stood up, his mind already on an entirely new track. You couldnât contain your whine of disappointment when all of his warmth was suddenly gone, even his hands losing contact with your thrumming skin.Â
âDaryl-?âÂ
You didnât have long to question it before you heard the sound of a zipper.Â
Not even knowing when you had closed your eyes, you whipped them open to see him shoving his pants down to mid-thigh and pumping his cock in hand a few stray times before he stepped toward you. You werenât the biggest fan of the âbent in half like a pretzelâ position, as your back was starting to ache slightly, but he took the look of pure hunger in your eyes was all the consent he needed (especially with the way your gaze was focused on his cock, the slight glisten of precum beading at the tip).Â
He was secure in knowing that you would stop him or tell him no if you needed to.Â
And there were absolutely no thoughts of stopping on your mind when he put a hand back on your hip and used the other hand to guide his cock into you, sinking deep inside of your slicked, hot cunt in one smooth movement.Â
Fuck - he always filled you up so fucking good.Â
âDar-âÂ
âAll fuckinâ day.â Daryl growled out, tight through his teeth, taking only a single moment before he began to pump his hips forward, fucking into you.Â
He wasnât quite as furious as before, his pace slower now. Seemingly, he had gotten some of that pure need out of his system by eating your pussy. He began to thrust in and out of you at a leisurely pace, making you feel comfortably, pleasantly full.Â
âAll fuckinâ day, I had to listen to Zachâs goddamn yappinâ.âÂ
Your brain was slowly coming back into function.Â
He had gone on the run with Zach and Sasha.Â
You thought Daryl liked Zach?Â
Surprisingly, Daryl then reached for your shoes and began undoing the laces - perhaps now finally interested in getting your pants and shoes out of the way. You just laid back and let him do whatever he pleased, your cunt flashing with a warm, pleasant feeling - simply enjoying that it was Daryl fucking you.Â
âHad to listen to that little smart-mouthed fuckinâ asshole-âÂ
Daryl let out another grunt, smacking his hips into yours particularly hard, causing you to let out a gasp. He took off one of your shoes and dropped it to the ground.Â
âHad to listen to him go on and on about you.âÂ
What?Â
Then went the other shoe.Â
Your jeans followed soon after, easily untangled from your legs by Darylâs deft fingers, making your legs free up to spread widely, inviting him in further - he laid himself down against your body, and you found your muscles much less stiff with your knees bracketing around his waist. There was another moment of comfortable fullness - stillness, as he laid there, nosing at your neck, seemingly enjoying your scent with deep breaths.Â
You ran your fingers through his hair, scratching at his scalp in a way you knew he liked, boiling over with curiosity until the question leapt out of you.Â
âWhat happened with Zach?â You had to ask, still slightly fuck-dumb and confused.Â
You didnât know it, but hearing the name come off your lips was enough to trigger another intense wave of that feeling in Daryl. The jealousy, the neediness, the urge to claim you.Â
Daryl let out another harsh growl - a sound coming from him that made your pussy leak around him and clench down hard on his cock. He grabbed both your hands and entwined your fingers with his - a fierce, demanding grip rather than a romantic one. He kept you pinned in place, right where he wanted you, and he began fucking his hips into you at a fast, hard pace that was enough to push a scream right from your lungs.Â
âHe - would-nât - shut - the - fuck - up.â Daryl grunted in your ear, emphasizing each sharp syllable with a deep, harsh pounding of his hips into your pussy. âAbout you.â He whispered those words lowly, dangerously into your ear.Â
âDaryl-â You gasped, your whole body dizzy and vibrating with that electricity once again.Â
âAbout your ass-âÂ
He reached down and grabbed your ass - harsh, digging his fingers into the flesh with a possessive touch that made you cry out. He hammered his hips forward and used that touch to drag you toward his cock, fucking you onto him like a fleshlight for a few moments before he continued speaking.Â
âAbout your tits-âÂ
He reached up and groped your breasts aggressively through your shirt, popping one of the tiny decorative buttons. A wreckage that would only serve to show off more cleavage in the end. Your nipples instantly became stiff under his touch and you arched into his hands - only for the rough, wonderful feeling to be gone too soon.Â
âDaryl,âÂ
âHe wouldnât stop talkinâ bout what you might look like when you cum.â He growled out. âWhen he ainât never gonna get to know.âÂ
It was thrilling, him being so possessive of you now. But you knew that it was so Daryl. Him being angry at Zach for speaking about you in a vulgar way, but holding his tongue - not speaking up then because he wanted to keep your relationship private, didnât want to claim you in front of someone publicly.Â
Or he simply kept his mouth shut because he didnât want to lose his temper when they had a job to do.Â
âHe wouldnât stop-âÂ
âPlease, Iâm yours.â You moaned out, grinding your hips into him desperately, needy for his full and focused attention.Â
As much as you enjoyed the jealousy streak that had started this heated encountered, you needed Daryl to focus on you now - not on the words of some petty boy who had either been trying to rile Daryl up or didnât even know the two of you were together because of the lack of PDA in your relationship.Â
âDaryl, please. Iâm yours.âÂ
âThaâs right,â Daryl growled out, his voice dangerously low. âYouâre mine.âÂ
He leaned tightly over you once again, and when his hips picked up speed - you were done for.
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A/N: Please keep in mind, this is a oneshot, and there will not be a continuation or a 'Part 2'. If you are going to comment, please comment about the body of work that has already been written. If you like this and you want to see more of my fics in my style, you can check out my most recent fic Heaven's Gate, which is also a Daryl Dixon x Reader fic, or you can check out my other TWD works on AO3.
#sundrop writes#daryl twd#daryl dixon x reader#twd daryl#daryl dixon smut#daryl dixon fanfiction#daryl dixon#the walking dead daryl#daryl fanfiction#the walking dead fanfiction#twd fanfiction
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Game Night: CHAIN ATTACK!!!
i am,,, withering away but ITS DONE ITS DONE IM FREE FROM THE CURSE (<<< still haunted by wips) clocking in at 32+ hours, this sucker has been getting pushed around for 10 months-
while theres some things i would have done differently if i could redo this from scratch, i still had a BLAST cramming in as much detail as i could tolerate >:) some highlights / cut ideas / ramblings are below the cut, but please zoom for details! (if tumblr doesnt shred it to bits)
gonna be real i locked so hard onto drawing ripped jeans that i forgot i could have just shoved legend into a skirt and called it a day
SOCKS. SOCKS. the amount of Joy anytime i figured out how to personalize them with game references: legend (hibiscus), twilight (ordon goats), and four (force gems)
i WAS going to put time in a turtleneck, but had an epiphany and started digging for the most obnoxious hawaiian shirts i could find,,, ft. a sea flower (wind waker) and a saturation boosted plumm (twilight princess)!
yeah so warriors got the sweater instead of the skintight shirt, sorry gang
speaking of if i ever say im going to draw a cableknit sweater again, somebody PLEASE shake some sense into me- warriors sweater was a NIGHTMARE since my art program has an astonishing lack of good brushes (and yet here i am still using it)
MOST of the text has been modified using the twilight princess cipher because yeah. i was procrastinating shading. also the other ciphers were in japanese- times shirt is cropped, but reads "its 5 oclock somewhere"
winds lobster shirt :) that is all i just think its neat
wilds jacket :) link w(ild) 2017, aka the release year of botw
jewelry! sky has the fireshield earrings, and wild has the amber earrings~ could barely squeeze the bombos and quake medallions onto legend, and wind got the joy pendant
hyrule :D embroidery on his sweatpants because i was struck by whimsy- also i 100% thought his shield was purple tinted for weeks while drawing this because the page i used as reference was set at night, and i was originally basing his sweater on his shield- scrapped the cross pattern after several failed attempts but kept the color ^^
the chips are bbq because im biased (reads "crisps" in twilight princess cipher for no real reason except whimsy)
bless my dearest homie for game reccs because the og plan was to have them all be loz games! titles include wii sports resort, elebits, super mario party, smash bros ultimate, just dance 2016 (its box art is colorful ok), and myth makers orbs of doom (I HATE THIS GAME WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING, as i should, anyways i should play it again). four is suggesting orbs of doom, buddy aint even playing,,,
kinda was hoping to play around with hair colors and skin tones a bit more, but again, see the hour count- ill get em next time surely,,, also blue vs violet eyes for legend already had me in decision paralysis
the whole gang was gonna have friendship bracelets with color combos based on dynamics i found neat but oops! didnt finish the layer :')
thats a wrap! didnt yap about everything but im curious what yall catch onto- anyways surely ive learned something about biting off more than i can chew (<<< lying liar who lies)
#linkeduniverse#linked universe#lu legend#lu wild#lu twilight#lu hyrule#lu wind#lu warriors#lu time#lu sky#lu four#my art#digital art#fanart#id say finishing this feels like a weight off my back but its straight up not registered yet#anyways i dont do group pieces but i love that lu is the thing driving me to try more ambitious stuff#out of my comfort zone but GRGGRGRGRGGRGRR if you get what I mean (<<< devastating incurable case of brain rot)
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Ë Ęđ„ Ę âMY BOYFRIEND IS GONNA KICK YOUR ASS !â
PT 2: WINDBREAKER BOYS PROTECTING YOU FROM PERVS. ft. yamato endo, chika takiishi, akihiko nirei, taiga tsugeura, & choji tomiyama x f!reader
PART 1: kaji, togame, umemiya, sakura, suo, hiragi, kiryu, & sugishita x f!reader
sfw. wc: 1.7K. ohh i had sm fun w endoâs hehe <3 individual warnings are below, but f!reader: referred to as she / her.
YAMATO ENDO. âmy girl,â âangelâ & âpretty thingâ
âHey,â Endoâs voice cuts through the thick air like a blade, heavy arm coming to rudely rest on one of their shoulders. âWhat do you think youâre doing scaring her into a corner like that? Tryna get at my girl?â
On a normal day, youâd roll your eyes at the teasing tone he always uses around youâ but today, it brings you nothing but relief, fresh tears threatening to spill as you choke out his name.
His presence alone is enough to silence the group of guys who had just been talking over you moments prior, the three men in front stiffening at the sight of him alone. They can hardly believe this.
You really werenât bluffing when you said Endo would kick their assesâ heâs frightening.
They exchange knowing looks when they hear you sniffle, hands coming to wipe at the tears that had begun streaming down your cheeks. They were so fucked.
âN-no! Of course not.â One of them breaks the silence.
âWe had no idea she was your girlâ â another one stammers, hands coming up defensively.
âDidnât know? You serious?â
Endoâs voice comes out sharp, eyes narrowing as he puts more weight onto his arm, grinning at the way the manâs knees start to tremble at the pressure. âMy angel here doesnât usually look at me like that, yâknow,â he whispers, jutting a thumb in your direction. âSo whatâd you do to put that terrified look on her face?â
âSorryâ weâre really sorry.â One of them starts to apologize profusely, but your boyfriend was clearly not in his usual good mood today, and he grabs his face roughly, ignoring the way his cries of pain come out muffled against his palm.
âAsked you a question, didnât I?â
The veins along his forearm bulge when his grip tightens, and you hear a painful crack, the manâs hands coming to desperately scratch and claw at Endoâs arms. âShe likes it when iâm nice, so Iâll give you a second chance to quit spewing some fucking nonsense and answer me, yeah?â
The two men behind him exchange glances before stumbling over their words, desperately coming up with any excuse that came to their minds. One of them accidentally slips out the truth. A âwe told her weâd make a mess of that pretty face if she kept turning us downâ and the group falls completely silent.
âI-itâs okay!â You stammer, hands come to tug at his the back of your boyfriendâs jacket.
Unfortunately for them, your words fall on deaf ears. He lets go of the one heâs holding by the face, not sparing him a second glance as he drops to the floor with a loud thud.
âOkay, i think i get it now,â Endo says through a genuine laugh, and it sends a shiver down your spine. Heâs not facing you, but you think you can picture the expression on his face pretty well. âE-Endo-â
âFifteen.â He speaks slowly. âIâll meet you in front of that corner store in fifteen, pretty thing.â
CHIKA TAKIISHI.
Ohâ so thatâs why youâre late today.
Takiishi watches from a distance as you jut your thumb towards your phone screen, your usual chirpy voice laced with anger now as you repeat yourself with a frustrated huff. âI said have a boyfriend.. see? His contact is right here. Can you leave me alone now?â
âAnd I said I didnât give a fuck about your little boyfriend.â The man laughs loudly when your lips wrinkle in disgust. âI prefer the ones with an attitude.â
âWhat do you think heâs gonna do if he finds out, huh?â He reaches out to get a feel of your hair. âThink he can touch me?â
âTakiishiâs gonna knock your lights out cold,â you spit, slapping his hand away when it comes too close to your face. That seemed to be enough to set him off, his eyebrow twitching in anger as he takes a step towards you, looming over your figure with quick breaths.
âDonât piss me offâ I was nice when I said youâd have a good time if you came with me.â
âIâd rather eat shit-â you seethe, angry expression contorting when he grabs firmly around your wristâ âThat hurts!â It makes you wince, your phone hitting the concrete with a thud.
âWhat do you think youâre doing?â The coldness of his voice sends a shiver down your spine.
âAh- Takiishiââ
The man jerks his head around at the name, hand still gripping your wrist as he sizes him up. His first thought is that heâs alright. He notices the muscle definition right away, but he doesnât look particularly heavy. There is, however, a sudden coldness in the air that he canât quite grasp, and you look awfully relieved now that heâs here.
âSo youâre the boyfriend sheâs been talking about?â He says with a laugh. âYou gonna let her come with me?â
âMove. Donât waste our time.â
âHuh? Who the fuck do you think youâre talking tââ
âI said move.â
Your mind can hardly comprehend the speed, mind just barely able to register the second Takiishiâs foot connects with the man's chest, sending him crashing to the ground beside you in an instant.
Heâs beside you the next second, fingers coming to fix the stray pieces of hair beside your eyes. âDid he hurt you?â
âN-no! Iâm okay.â
Heâs monotone, as usual, but the hint of concern makes your heart flutter anyways. He lets you latch yourself onto his bicep, lets you tighten your grip around his arm as you fume about the audacity that guy had, and most importantly, he makes sure you call him every time youâre about to leave your home alone.
TAIGA TSUGEURA. someone touches around your lower back
âMy bench has blown up since i switched to bulldog grip,â Tsugeura rambles, âand my squat too. The âtripod footâ cue really helps with even foot pressure.â
You nod along, always interested when he tells you about things he loves, but your attention shifts when you feel a hand press against your lower back. Itâs not Taigaâs touch. Itâs too unfamiliar. Too invasive. Your eyes fill with panic when you feel the hand start to roam downwards, and you can barely stammer out Tsugeuraâs name, voice trembling too much for him to hear.
âI should also get new knee sleeves eventually.â He continues, and you curse his obliviousness. âThe cue helps, but I would get way more bounce if I had a pair of Inzers instead of the flimsy ones Iâm using now.â
âI always get stuck at the bottom of my squat, so they would help. But i know pause squats help with that, so I could also implement thoseââ
Your grip tightens on Tsugeuraâs shirt, knuckles turning white as you try your hardest to convey your situation. He pauses mid-sentence, finally picking up on the expression youâre giving him.
âWhoaâ you okay?â His voice is filled with concern when he peers down at you.
His gaze trails down, and thatâs when he notices it.
You gasp at the speed of it all. In an instant, the man is slammed into the wall behind you, loud thud echoing throughout the entire train. âNo way.â His voice is loud, and you hear the bystanders gasping and whispering, their attention shifting to the scene.
âThatâs messed up, man.â Tsugeuraâs voice comes out low, a serious glare on his face that youâve never seen on him. The vice grip he has around the manâs wrist tightens, enough to have him yelping in pain and stammer out an apology.
âTurn yourself in at the next stop, yeah?â
CHOJI TOMIYAMA.
âTell meâ who was that?â Choji asks, latching himself around your middle to wrap you in a tight embrace, and you glance at the unconscious man sprawled on the ground beside you.
âYou knocked him out cold without knowing anything?â You ask incredulously, arms coming to return his embrace regardless, and your lips curl into a small smile when he melts into your touch.
âMhm. He was bothering you, right?â His voice comes out cheerful, but thereâs a small trace of worry in his eyes when he meets your gaze.
He hates to admit it, but his body had completely moved on his own. Itâs a bad habit heâs developed since meeting you, because he finds himself worrying about youâ desperately wanting to put his strength to use and protect you from everything he saw as âbad.â It was only after he had jump kicked the man grabbing at your arm that he had considered the slim possibility that maybe he wasnât bothering you in the first place.
âHe was.â
He lets out an exhale he didnât know he was holding. âThenâŠ.it was okay that I kicked him in the face, right?â
He relaxes a bit more when you nod, his usual smile returning to his lips. âThank you for saving me, Choji.âyour voice comes out soft and soothing, and he feels his heart skip a beat at the praise.
AKIHIKO NIREI.
âAhâ where are we going?!â You yelp as you stumble forward, barely able to keep up as Nirei pulls you by the wrist.
The two of you were at the mall, shopping for new summer clothes when he had suddenly called you to him by nameâ dragging you and your bags along with him in an instant. Before you could even realize what had happened, youâre in an elevator, watching in disbelief as he fumbles to frantically click the âcloseâ button, the doors finally sliding shut after the tenth click.
âYouâre safe.â He sighs. âThatâs a relief.â
âYou scared the shit outta me.â you fold your arms across your chest and give him a glare. âWhat was that for?â
âSorry,â Nirei chuckles lightly. âThere was a guy who kept looking at you. Heâs bad news.â
âHow can you tell?â
You feel more at ease when his fingers come to interlace with yours again, and you feel him squeeze. âI guess umâŠâ his other hand scratches the back of his head. âI have this sort of danger sense whenever it comes to you.â
âSomething like that.â
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And they say chivalry is dead.
Now with the sequel (sort of)
(and just some failing attempt at drawing Angel Dust under the cut)
And this (below) was my very first attempt drawing him. At the time I didn't use references because "how hard could it be to draw him" ((the answer was "A LOT"))
(looking at it makes me laugh, so I'm posting it too)
#vox#vox hazbin hotel#staticmoth#valentino hazbin hotel#the vees#hazbin hotel#voxval#hazbin valentino#valvox#vox the tv demon#huskerdust#husk#angel dust#vox fanart#tw: violence#my art
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hell bent // heaven sent
meta below cut!
i wanted to do a screencap study and when i saw this one of clara oswald i knew that i could pair it with the legendary shot of 12 at the table.
i wanted there to be contrasting colors. the reference of 12 was already warm and orange like the page 1 leaf thatâs near and dear to clara. so i saturated claraâs reference with blue to evoke imagery of the TARDIS as well as create a dichotomy, âhell vs heaven.â they both share the same isolating and desolate feeling.
as far as lighting goes, i love that the doctor is more illuminated yet also less decipherable. thatâs the type of person he is, only allowing you to see what he wants you to see. youâll never know fully what heâs thinking. then thereâs clara whoâs shrouded but wears her emotions on her sleeve, always touched by melancholy. and thereâs a single spotlight on them, the most clever people around, but what use is that without company, without a companion?
the techniques chosen for each piece varied too bc i used different brushes. claraâs was more free form with larger strokes. where as the doctorâs required a finer brush to capture all the detailed color blocks. retrospectively this is thematic with how the doctor operates within his own rules (though sometimes breaking them) while Clara is more brazen with all her humanity and free will.
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rafe n reader cuddlingg
đ.cameron. â his pretty girl.
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"mmm, y'good, baby?" rafe murmurs against the bare skin of your back, pulling you backwards tighter against himselfâhe had his whole body wrapped around you, possessively and nearly desperate, needing to be close to you.
you nod meekly, eyes still fluttering and puffy and a bit weepy from all of the fucking you two had just done, your body feeling completely spent and drained, completely limp in your boyfriend's arms.
"y-yes, daddy," you mewl softly, a sweet, gentle and breathy feminine sound, causing rafe to smirk against your soft skin, beginning to press gentle, open-mouthed kisses all over the back of your neck, then down to your shoulders and pretty collarbones, and then, finally, he reaches the side of your throat, sucking on a small patch of skin right below your ear, which turns into a violent, reddish shade like the rest of them, almost looking like blossoming red roses scattered across your pretty, delicate little neck.
"always..." rafe breathes long and hard, pausing for a moment, his mind spinning for a few seconds as he blinks a few times, trying to gather his words together, before deciding to just continue to say the sappy, lovey dovey shit that he knew you always loved hearing, not caring since it was just you and him.
"always so goddamn pretty like this f'me, baby," rafe coos softly into your ear once he finished sucking another lovemark, making you let out a small, girlish whine in question, your brain foggy and dreamlike after nearly four rounds of fucking.
earlier, rafe was in a pretty foul mood, downright pissed off at something or someone, you weren't really sure after he returned from the cut, but after seeing you... even though he would never say it aloud, he melted at the mere sight of you, sitting there all patiently, still sitting there in his bedroom like he told you earlierâjust like a good, obedient little girl, looking so fucking pretty and so happy to see him.
it made rafe's heart skip several beats when you, his pretty girl, rushed over and immediately jumped into his strong, thick, muscular arms, trusting that he would catch youâwhich he did, of courseâpressing glossy kisses all over his lips, chin and neck, claiming how much you'd missed him.
rafe couldn't deny that he felt exactly the same way, so he whispered it to you, murmuring it lowly into your neck, still getting used to expressing a softer, more gentler side with you, his first, real girlfriendâbut rafe swears, every moment he spends with you since you two made it official, or rather, he had made it official one day after referring to you as 'his girl', and now, rafe finds it getting easier letting his guard down around you each day.
and oh, he was so fucked when he realized that before really even knowing you, and yes, he was obsessed with you for a bit, but he's come to the recent conclusion that he has always been deeply, and irrevocably in love with youâwhich scared the fuck out of him at first, but now? not so much, at least, not anymore.
"i look pretty?" you ask shyly, kiss-swollen lips twisting into a cute pout as you look over your shoulder at rafe, who is laid behind you, curled up around your flushed body and holding you as close as he physically canâand if rafe could, he would merge yourselves together so he could always be with you, touching you, but for right now, in this sweet, and loving moment as you both come down from your blissful highs, he feels content with just holding you in his arms like this, cuddling you.
hearing your shy, innocent little question, it makes rafe let out a low, little chuckle, before he lifts one large hand up and turns your face towards his, squishing your cheeks slightly in the process with his fingers holding onto your soft cheeks, pressing them together and making your plump lips slightly pucker, his index finger and thumb holding you in place for him as he just simply looks down at you, observing you with that usual, intense, blue eyed gaze.
however, you don't seem to mind, even with his firm, possessive grip, you loved when rafe was affectionate with youâand as your relationship with him continued, he was becoming more and more so, always needing to touch you, kiss you, hold you, and fuck you like he wanted nothing more than to impregnate you.
with that thought in mind, a shiver goes down your spine, with you both still completely nude, you obediently let him guide your head until it was in the position he wanted, allowing him to brush his lips over yours, breathing you in as his eyes flutter for a small moment, as if in awe of you.
"yeah, yea... real, real fuckin' pretty, baby."
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go my hyucker (human gucker)
ssso my good friend pastell @startagainaprologue mentioned it was struggling with making a human design for the guide and i rubbed my hands together evilly and got to work. aaaaa this was super fun to work on!!!!! thankyou again for letting me draw this graaaa. as always my deranged character design ramblings are below the cut đ
CHARACTER DESIGN BLAST
most of guideâs colors are slightly shifted to be closer to red and more⊠desaturated? my default bonnie colors clashed with the palette i usually use for guide so they got changed slightly. i did add the blue on the sash as a reference to my nille design however! and i tend to use cooler colors to represent countries outside of vaugarde, so you could interpret it as a link to the island. if you so desire :3
speaking of the sash, just about everything theyâre wearing here is based on another character!! in this case, itâs meant to resemble nilleâs waist sash! but with a different pattern. something something only having an imitation of what it lost. the stars are meant to represent siffrin and loop, and also just the universe in general. fun stuff!
i mostly just made their shirt longer for the sake of looking Different from normal bonnie? but combined with the sash it has the fun bonus of having a silhouette similar to siffrinâs cloak. not full intentional but hey! iâll take it!
the gems on its tail are there to represent odile!! as well as referencing the ka buan tradition of compressing ashes into diamonds. you can draw your own conclusions there! and they go ding ding when it walks :3
the hat/halo isss probably self explanatory? itâs a way to fit guideâs Spiky Head into the design. the halo was added pafter pastell drew buns version of the design auau. i like both! so their hat can be whatever shape you please.
okay! nno more talking about clothes i promise. similar to my ghostlight loop design, i gave it spikier hair!! i have to give sponsors spiky hair to resemble their Spiky Heads. itâs the law. their hair was supposed to be shorter but. iâm pretty sure this is the exact same length i usually draw bonnieâs hair. oops? oh well it looks cute. the stars are honestly just there for fun i didnât have anything specific in mind
in a similar vein, i changed their eye shape to match the eye shape on guideâs ref! perpetually Sad Looking. on the bright side they arenât constantly crying anymore!
thheir body is. mostly the same? i decided to make their body Red Tinted for the sake of consistency and i removed the separated limbs aaand. thatâs basically it? not much to say! i did add the halo bracelet around their wrist as a callback to the separation though. i didnât do the same for its shoulder because i am Lazy đ©¶
aaand i think thatâs everything? well it Isnât but i think everything else is self explanatory and frankly this is long enough as is. here is the """greyscale""" version as compensation đ©¶
#marshdoodles#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#randomized isatswap au#with how much text in this post this could probably qualify as marshtalkin. whatever#there was One Thing i didnt mention and that was the earrings.#wwwhich were based on nilleâs earrings in my design for her. and also stars because Yknow#but ggggoood lort i think the post is long enough as is!#aaand i feel there is probably. Some Kind of conformer in their eye. so it cant open. sad!#also fffor the record. this was supposed to post Before bald gulker and bowlker. i just got really sidetracked#aaanyways. sorry for being gone so long aauauua. iii. kept forgetting to post đ#i should post some of my backlogged art#i havent posted much from my current canvas⊠auauauaâŠ#enjoy the gulker mush đ
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