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Update on my life, because itâs been awhile
I pulled back a lot since last year because of everything that happened with that person whoâs still convinced I stole her name. She hasnât come after me in a while, so Iâm gonna get a little vulnerable.
2022 was a really bad year. Really bad. I had two surgeries and four hospitalizations, and my 18 year old was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, which explains a lot of the meltdowns and spirals and crashes. After two years of him being in and out of the hospital, with the bills to show for them, and the PTSD for all four of us living with him, my sister in Texas offered to let him come live with her.
Itâs been a difficult adjustment period but heâs doing better and itâs undeniably financially and emotionally easier without him here. Unfortunately, it didnât happen soon enough for us to make it out of the hole and I owe $3000 in rent from March and April. On top of that, I got a new manager who doesnât like me and has been trying to fire me since January, so the stress of that, along with finances and my sonâs issues have made it impossible to write.
In December, I applied for a job that would solve the worst of our financial issues. I got all the way through the incredibly intensive vetting process, including a background check, polygraph, and psych eval, only to be told last week that they were âproceeding with other applicantsâ.
Iâm honestly expecting to get an eviction notice any day now. Iâve applied for help everywhere I can, Iâve looked into every option out there to help with things, but the worst part is I technically make too much to qualify for assistance with most programs, even though every penny is going to rent and living expenses and medical bills with nothing left over.
So thatâs the bad news. And itâs really bad. Getting denied for that job after four months of jumping through the hoops they demanded of me was devastating. But Iâm not giving up. I have an interview next week with a hockey team and Iâm applying to others in the meantime. I will find a job where Iâm happy, fulfilled, and making ends meet.
Iâm also writing Simonâs book, finally. Finding traction has been really difficult but Iâm getting better at shutting everything else from my mind and just getting words on the page. Iâm hopeful itâll be done soon; I know a lot of people are waiting for it and I really appreciate your patience and understanding.
Iâve been trying to be more active here, too. I miss you guys and the relationships I had here and I want that back. So Iâm here, and Iâm still alive, and if I go down Iâll go down swinging. Iâm not done yet. â€ïž
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Awkward double date đŹ
#beastars#tem#riz#legoshi#haru#riz x tem#legoshi x haru#I needed to do this cuz I have horrible art bloc#thatâs why I havenât being drawing at all this past month#so take this#personally I donât think riz and Legoshi would get along well#also that tem projectâŠ.#đŹ sorry but uhhhâŠ. it turned out bad and yeah no itâs really bad đ#so uhh commissions soon????#also I canât draw Legoshi heâs very hard to draw#his head looks flat đ#I never knew#riztem#was a thing
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I don't want to finish ds9 because I don't want to see julian and ezri get together........ why does everyone have to end up with someone why can't he just stay single so I can stay delusional about my yaoi
#personal#and sorry my yaoi isn't garashir it's o'brashir đŹ#not a huge fan of garashir honestly i think it had potential in the beginning but after that it was kinda just meh#star trek#ds9#btw i really like ezri i just dont like her and julian together
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Go off queen
It's your blog and you should be able to talk about whatever you want after all
aww thank you đ„ș i appreciate it <33
i do really not like spreading negativity esp when it's on a topic i have strong feelings about, and let's say the D.A fandom especially tends to be. extreme about the way it reacts to people disagreeing with them.
And look. I'm not immune to it because sometimes i get caught up by the genuinely rancid vibe in the fandom as well, and i think those games are designed for us to have strong feelings to start with.
but it also means i don't want to go too deep into controversial thoughts because i genuinely don't want to get to a point where i'll see someone screenshot my posts to dunk on it and say i'm the reason media literacy is dead and why the fandom is so toxic (citing things i've actually seen on said blog, for instance though not directed at me but at takes i've seen taken out of context. except i knew the context so knew this was a bad faith argument.).
Like can't even dislike shits in peace in here.
#sorry this is probably my most solas moment but i try to be kind and stuff#and when i discuss things level headed with people i do think i'm pretty humble#i don't think i have the ultimate readings and i am likely super wrong about things all the time#because analysis remains also an emotional approach and it can't be helped#and i need to hold on to this humility to not get caught on in my own head#analysis is also pretty much shapped by experience and i do not have the final reading on things#and sometimes things can be decent in one way but fumble another#and what will be important to not fumble will be different from one person to the next#depending to the themes that resonated with you to start with#but when i see people dunk on feelings i have while taking them out of context and also being rude about it#and then saying 'media literacy is dead'#i feel myself turning into a pride demon on the spot#sorry i only have two literature analysis diplomas i graduated from in two languages with praises for my analytic skills#and with a teacher genuinely begging me to continue advanced literature analysis classes because my approach was rare and precious#so clearly i don't know what i'm talking about at all and i'm the idiot here#like holy shit. lol.#this fandom is still the one i dislike the most and alas the fact i dislike the 4th game doesn't help#bc i really was hopeful and optimistic about it! i didnt want to dislike it!!!!#but i at least don't want to be taken for an idiot for it#but coughs. anyway. so that's one of the reason i'm not petty on main#the real reason is i don't want to impose that on my followers. I don't like being negative needlessly.#the second reason is that if i'm met with hostility where someone act like i'm dumb i will do things i will regret.#It's just that no one saw this side of me there most time because you've all been nice to me here#again. this is my solas moment. one of the reasons my therapist goes đŹ when i talk about him#ichareply#anonymous#ichasalty
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how and why is there discourse about whether or not certain queer identities exist/if people should be allowed(???) to use them. why is "people know their own identity better than you ever could, and they're the only one who get a say on what they are" such a tough concept to grasp
i think if you find yourself offended by the label someone uses (especially if they're a stranger) or think it invalidates your own, it's a good idea to look inside yourself and question why that may be. more often than not, it's a result of insecurity or uncertainty of your own identity (or many other things, but i won't make a whole list here). whatever reason it is, until you resolve it, you shouldn't take it out on people for having an identity you don't understand
many have said it before but it's worth saying over and over. infighting only helps our oppressors. conservatives don't care if you're a cis gay or a xenogender aegosexual aplatonic lesbian, they hate all of us either way. trying to fit in by going for people who are easier targets for them isn't gonna help you, it'll just alienate you from your own community, and you're never gonna please them. the momentary rush you get from hearing you're not like "one of /those/ gay people" is not worth it and is gonna do more harm in the long run, i assure you
also, it is important to me to say this, but having some less than nice kneejerk reaction caused by confusion about an identity you don't understand doesn't mean you're a bad person or anything. as long as you aren't mean to that person, and you take a second to think smth along the lines of "wait a minute, this isn't any of my business" after having said reaction, you're good đ a lot of reflexive reactions we have to things are ingrained into us simply by. well. living in a society đ€Ą and you're not terrible for having those thoughts. it's your actions that matter, and your second thought (the "wait, why did i just think that?") is more defining of your actual character and morals than your reflex. i know that having thoughts like this, even tho they're unwanted, can very easily make one spiral, so it's important to me that whoever needs to hear this knows this doesn't make you a bad person đ you're good, keep taking actions to be good, accept other people even if you don't understand them, and you're on the right track :)
#i considered adding that last part in the tags but i figured it'll be too long for that đ#i noticed i'm posting a lot of rants lately. sorry. but i do wanna make sure no one's actually feeling bad over them#if i complain about something that you do or call it mean and such. that doesn't make you a bad person#you can always work to change and grow đ it's not easy but it starts with smaller steps than you'd expect#and now i just switched to a whole other topic from my original point. oops#i do firmly believe that any discourse about someone's identity is dumb as fuck#seeing it in poll blogs always makes me đđŹ like how is it any business for any of us. why is this up for debate#if a person says they're queer then they are. they don't need to pass some test or go through initiation to be accepted#if they feel comfortable with a certain word that's awesome. why does it matter to *you* which word they use#'they're only using this microlabel to feel special' so? is there anything wrong with that?#'this label contradicts [insert other identity that falls under the same umbrella]' ok. but does that hurt anyone in any way#a lot of identities can even be self contradictory. does it matter tho? does it affect anyone in any way?#'they might realize that label is wrong later' again. what's the harm in that.#i don't blame anyone for these thoughts bc like. this is how cishets view a lot of the even more common labels#so you're basically taught to think this way from day one. that doesn't mean you need to stick to that thought process#you might have these reflexes forever no matter how hard you try. but you'll get quicker about moving on from them#but you do have to try. you do have to realize that other people's identities aren't about you#anyway. this post feels like batting at a hornets nest. really hope i don't get some bad faith readers here lol#(i noticed a lot of places one could apply bad faith but like it's 3:30 am i'm too tired to add this many disclaimer.#so i'm gonna trust you to not jump to conclusions and to approach this in good faith okay? mwah đ€)#also my whole ramble abt morality (in the tags too) is relevant to. any topic really#i may just make a separate post about it really. .....tomorrow tho.
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Hey guys, I'm sorry to be the one to tell you this, but to give a genuine and honest critique of a piece of media, you actually have to like. Consume it. And interact with it to an extent to get a feel for the context.
I'm getting tired of seeing people say, "This movie/show/book has bad representation because good representation would include (thing that is explored in the media)."
Guys you can't look at a couple clips on Twitter and think that's all there is.
#meow.#I dare you to read huck finn i dare you.#i dare you to read it fully and give a proper analysis#i swear if that book came out today it would be bashed on twitter because#'Did they really need to say the n-word this much? đŹ'#and call Mark Twain racist because 'Why is this white man so desperate to use slurs in his book đ€'#Use your BRAAAAAIIIIIIIINS#GO ON. RUB THOSE TWO BRAINCELLS TOGETHER!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!!!#Im sorry im being mean#BUT PLEAAAAAAASE#its Painful#Not everything hare-y pot-or#where you can look at the prpblematic content of the book and find those beliefs ring true for the person who made it#Thats part of analysis. being able to make that distinction#you have to look at the context both within the text and around it. like when and why it was written or by who.#You can say that you didnt like how something was portrayed. you can say things came across as distasteful#but some of yall will throw around some very serious accusations all willy nilly and i am not okay with that#Sorry i come to tumblr to rant about shit i see on twitter
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I mean. same but it seems like we took a very different trajectory in life lol
#I'm personally not sure these experiences deserve that many hashtags but. lol#being a child of divorce rules sorry if you hated packing your bags from time to time but it was awesome#sorry I'm being really mean please don't take this too seriously if those experiences were rough I really respect it#like it was tough for me too but none of that would have lead me down the path of femc*l dark acad*mia đŹ sorry
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well shit
#tw suicide#my train is delayed cause someone just killed themselves.#the fact that my very first thought was 'god i wish that were me' may suggest that im not as fine as i thought i am lol#anyway. i know people have the right to be annoyed. everyone's making phonecalls and some people are really. i mean. idk. a person just died#'joĆ no sĆuchaj ja siÄ spĂłĆșniÄ bo ktoĆ wĆaĆnie âšstrzeliĆ samobĂłjaâš' bruh#like idk im just feeling this really strongly for some reason.#prolly because my suicide plans have always involved a train too so i just cant bring myself to be annoyed at this person#idk ill be thinking about them a lot these next few days im afraid. i just hope they didnt regret it at the end.#its so stupid but im sitting here while everyone is so fckn annoyed and angry feeling like the monkey meme#like 'they dont know its probable ill delay a train too one day đŹ' sorry yall
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Istg I actually need to sit down and write a proper bio for Riku because even I get confused af as to what his personality is sometimes.
#oc tag#âbut prince he's your oc how tf did this happenâ he has a mind of his own trust me#i mean this is literally one of the parts of his character he is literally so good at adapting his personality#because he felt he needed to as a kid both in school and in the business world#that barely anyone knows what he's actually like#like one minute he's a suave overconfident guy who can take on anything#but hes also the quiet dude in class who never participates is probably asleep but somehow gets everything right and is top of the grade#he loves to flirt but will absolutely blue screen if anyone flirts back because despite the fact he flaunts himself-#he doesn't think hes attractive LMAO#his biggest motivation is spite and he doesn't know when to quit#this boy has so many fucking issues istg#def one of those characters who has so many masks that he hardly knows himself#i have a fear that he's nearly too complex to the point where he's a confusing character and i personally dont think thats a good thing#so i really hope that's not the case for you guys đŹ#over my break ive really spent time trying to iron out his character and just make him into soemthing im even more proud of you know#the good thing is that at least his story now has a clear arc and theme which im really proud of#so im gonna use that to build off and iron him out even more#the way i put more work into this funky dude i came up with than like my entire uni work#i love him so much sorry to be mentally ill about a guy i made because i liked a ship too much (and crossover i was having fun with too)#one day i will have a proper post for him with references and everything for him his outfits his personas the lot#one of these days
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i am unknowable and incapable of love goodnight <3
#romantic love i mean#against my will tho bc i want love so bad#but tbh i never feel anything more than awkward when i date đŹ#i only feel comfortable with people when there's no romantic pressure idk#would genuinely love to build a platonic life with someone why do i have to be in love to marry someone and have a family w them đ#love is real im just never going to experience it btw#but i still would like companionship and i really want kids tbh#i dont want to settle for not love in a relationship where thats expected or wanted and the other person loves me#but if it was an entirely platonic no pressure relationship that would be nice#maybe that would grow into love but the pressure of romance right off the bat kills the romance#in need to be close friends for like a decade first#sorry sorry im rambling insane thoughts its 11:30 and i just decided to break up with someone#and he's staying at my home so im even more painfully aware of having another person so deeply involved in my life that they become family#sorry you're not family i dont know anyone but my family well enough to let them be family and i never will please get out of my house#i make no sense but basically i love my family and want kids of my own but i dont want romance in there just platonic family love#romantic love is too hard to find and scary and weird i basically want to live with my actual family and adopt some kids someday sorry#this might change if i met the right person but i would need to be friends with them for a long time with no pressure first#and looking for that person is too forced and weird#anyway#its 11:30 in my 20s a week before valentine's day so naturally i am going insane that's all goodnight
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it annoys me so much when audiobook narrators consistently make unnecessarily long pauses in the middle of a sentence
it's not just annoying, it's also confusing as hell
'and I'm hopeful. the van sighting will lead to something.'
I'm sure that's meant to be one sentence. two wouldn't make sense in this context. but the way she says it just sounds like there's a period!!
this happens. all the time and. it's really not nice. to listen to. <<< that's what it sounds like to me đ
#I especially hate it when the story is really interesting. AND if the narrator has a nice voice it's even worse! there's so much potential!#but they just can't read a sentence in a way that makes any fucking sense and it infuriates me đ#I think this is very much a me problem#I once had to stop reading a book someone recommended to me because there were too many colons (there were SO MANY. 99% of them weren't#necessary and didn't really make sense)#so yeah I'm the problem here I realise that#but it's like they forget to read the rest of the sentence so they pause and then keep going#okay I'm sorry that's enough đŹ#personal
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mutuals let's have a sleepover so i can make you watch tmm with me
#i loove that movie so much it's so dear to me despite some aspects being kind of đŹ#it's the movie that really sparked my interest in the 1920s....and all the songs are so good too#everything today is thoroughly modern (check your personality) everything today makes yesterday slow (better face reality)#it's not!!! insanity!!! says vanity fair!!!! in fact!!! it's stylish to raise your skirts and bob your hair!!!!!!!!!#<- /lyr#Sorry this film makes me insane#kietext#special interest posting
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' headcanon : *trigger warning* !!! regina tried to kill herself during her first year of marriage to leopold. similar to the incident in season three where she 'fell' from the tower, only to be saved by tinkerbell ( this doesn't happen in my canon ) instead regina intentionally throws herself off her balcony, only for rumplestiltskin to interfere. whether he did this out of genuine concern / care for regina is up for debate, but the real reason is that he needed her to one day cast his curse. he tricked her into making a deal with him, extracting a promise from regina before she knew the power of such vows, where she swore not to cause herself harm with the intention of dying, and in exchange, he promised her that one day she would see daniel again. in her grief, regina mistook this to mean she could bring him back, and she agreed. rumplestiltskin never corrected her. when the truth became known to her, that the dead could not be brought back to life, regina, devastated, tried to slit her wrists. she felt the pain, she lost the blood, but when she came too, rumplestiltskin was standing over her. regina can still die, just not by her own hand. this is why, the more deranged she became over time, the more reckless she behaved. she's not afraid of death ( she is death ) and it showed in how she fought her enemies and often responded to threats.
#* â° Âč / ' headcanon.#* â° ÂČ / ' aboutâ i'd set this world on fire & call it rain.#( suicide cw )#( self harm cw )#đŹ#this is actually really important to my portrayal#because dying would be such an easy way out for her#so the fact she didnât just do it herself#kinda makes no sense ?#so there must have been a reason#i donât believe that the satisfaction of revenge#or what she believed to be justice at the time#would have been enough#because her pursuit of snow had nothing to do with her role in danielâs death#thereâs so much more to it#but the fact regina didnât just kill herself to escape it all#idk there had to be a reason#and i think this was it#personally#idk maybe the deal itself is wrong#maybe it wasnât the promise of seeing daniel again#maybe it was the promise of being truly happy one day#or finding love idk#either way she made a deal with the dark one#and i have one line of dialogue in my head#that inspired this headcanon#thatâs been in my head for literally years#and one day maybe iâll get to use it#iâve finished rambling now sorry!
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i finally gave in to the hype and decided to give native (hair/body care brand?) a try, omg iâm in love with the coconut vanilla scent, my hair smells so gooood đ©đ
#most shampoos/conditioners once iâm out of the bathroom i canât smell anything really anymore#but itâs been over an hour and my hair is air drying & the scent is still going strong#mmmmmm#i normally donât care for vanilla scented things but it meshes perfectly with the coconut#my mistake was deciding to try a floral body wash the lilac is nice but clashes with the hair smell đŹđ€§đ€Ș#doesnât matter so much now i canât really smell the body wash on my skin anymore#anyways!! yes so far this is a wonderful product weâll see how my hair is once it is dry#and how long it stays looking/feeling nice before it needs a rewash#personal#sorry for all the tmi no one cares im sure lmao
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Melted
pairing: olderbrothersbestfriend!chan x needy fem! reader
genre: fluff, smut
warnings: MDNI (I'm sorry if this changes the way you see ice cream, pwp I guess, fast paced plot, unprotected sex (donât đ), big dick Chan (because what else would he be?), overstim, squirting, hair pulling, choking, creampie, Chan calls reader Baby, reader calls him Channie)
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A/N: Just because my mind has been on Chan A LOT lately. AlsoâŠthis isnât proofread đŹ
Why would you like someone that ruffles your hair, tickles your sides and calls you âbabyâ as a nickname? Sounds childish right? Not to you when it comes to your huge crush on Chan. You know thatâs just how he is with you and has been since you were younger, but you wish it meant something different to him.
Chan is best friends with your older brother, heâs basically been a part of your family for over 10 years. Youâve always liked Chan, but not in that way until your crush developed right before he moved. His family moved away for a while during his late teen years so you hadnât seen him in quite some time. Then he suddenly came back and he was like a whole new person. His personality didnât change, no, the way he looked did and you havenât been able to keep your eyes off of him since.
He and your brother are 25 and youâre stuck being 23. It wasnât a big enough gap to make anyone bat an eye, but you knew he always viewed you as his best friendâs little sister and you werenât sure how to make that change. You watched as he pulled up in front of your house, picking up your brother like usual. They spent so much time together, you were almost past the point of jealousy and wanted to hate your brother for taking him away every time.
You stood in the open garage, watching him hop out the driverâs seat. He smiled and waved when he saw you and did a little jog onto the sidewalk and into the garage. Maybe things didnât need to change and you needed to find someone else to crush on, but it was so hard when he would open his arms for you to hug him and would squeeze you tight until you couldnât handle it anymore.
âHey baby, missed you. How ya been?â
Baby. You would never get over that nickname. It gave you that warm fuzzy feeling but also gave you that second heartbeat.
âHey Channie, you know same old same old. Where have you been all week?â You knew where heâd been but youâd do anything to have a longer conversation with him before your brother snatched him away.
âI went to go visit my family, they told me to tell you hi.â He smiled and you smiled back knowing how much his family loved you, which oddly enough made you like him more. âI got you somethinâ, close your eyes.â
You obliged, closing your eyes waiting almost impatiently to see what he had for you. Not being able to see him in front of you but feeling his presence made a light blush fall on your cheeks. You felt his fingertips graze the skin on your hand and the sudden contact made you jump slightly. He carefully opened your hand and you felt the cold contrast of something against your palm.
âOpen your eyes.â
You looked down to see a dainty anklet with small charms dangling from it. Your eyes lit up seeing each charm perfectly handpicked with things he knew youâd like. It was gorgeous and on closer inspection, it looked expensive. You didnât care how much it cost, only worrying that he spent too much of his money on you, but loving that he got you a gift at all.
âBaby, do you like it?â He made dangerous eye contact waiting for you to reply. It didnât help you gather your thoughts any quicker even though you had your answer already. He made your nervous system short circuit.
âY-yeah Channie, I love it!â You smiled as much as you could to cover the way you swallowed thickly seeing him stand so close to you.
âReally? Oh gosh Iâm glad, I thought I chose something you wouldnât like.â He had to be lying. He could pick a leaf off a tree and youâd be jumping for joy. âHere lemme see, Iâll put it on for you.â
You gasped when he lifted you up to seat you on your dadâs workbench that sat at the back of the garage. The heat seeping in from outside was hot enough, but now you were sure you could break a thermometer. He kneeled down and wrapped the cold jewelry around your ankle. You were unconsciously holding your breath, scared of having any reaction because if you let go, youâd probably moan and youâd rather not make this awkward.
He looked up at you with your foot still in his hand, âIt looks great baby, I like it.â God that comment had you slippery wet. He liked it on you? Now youâd never take it off. âMake sure you think of me every time you look at it.â He shot you a wink and your breath got caught in your throat preventing you from swallowing.
This conversation would be stored for fuel whenever you needed something to tip you over the edge at night. You almost said something equally seductive back, almost, when your brother came and took Chan away. You were used to it by now, never really having more than 10 minutes tops of alone time with him. It was frustrating, having to get most of your information from your brother who always reluctantly told you, asking âwhy do you wanna know anyways?â
You think Chan would tell you no hesitation if you actually had the chance to speak with him. But truth be told, youâd never be able to do such a thing with your brother around. He made it clear on multiple occasions that he didnât approve of a relationship between you two if it ever came to be, but all three of you knew that would never be brought into existence.
You sat in the same spot on the tool bench, swinging your foot to see the charms sparkle in the small rays of sunshine. Chan said to think about him every time you looked at it, so you did. The thought of you on your knees in front of him, him slipping his thumb past your lips telling you to suck if you wanted to be rewarded. The ideas that ran freely were filthy and getting worse by the second. Your thighs rubbed together tightly as you felt yourself grow wetter with each passing thought.
The sun shined brightly through the small gaps between your blinds, easing you awake with its warmth. The weekends were the best because it was almost guaranteed that youâd get to have breakfast with Chan. It was an unspoken tradition and you marked it off in your mental calendar. You quickly washed your face before heading downstairs to the kitchen, only to see it completely empty besides the few duffle bags that sat beside the island.
âWhere are you going?â You asked your brother who walked in at the perfect time before you could stump yourself with more unanswered questions.
âDidnât mom tell you? Iâm going to stay at a beach house with a few friends for the weekend.â He stuffed a few more things in his bag, talking with his back facing you.
âNoâŠis Chan going too?â You asked carefully trying to make it seem like a normal question.
He rolled his eyes and leaned up against the marble island. âNext time you need to just start asking Chan these questions since you always wanna know everything about him. And no, heâs not coming.â
âReally?â A smile spread across your face but you quickly wiped it away when you saw your brother narrow his eyes.
âDonât go bothering him while Iâm away, heâs doesnât wanna hang with you at all so just stay home!â
âYouâre such an asshole, he never said that!â
âYou donât know what he said because youâre not his best friend! Just donât bother him okay?â He sucked his teeth as he picked up his bags and walked out the door, kicking it closed with his foot.
He didnât know what he was talking about. Chan wouldnât say that, he would love to hang out with you. Right? You felt like a teenager crushing on a college boy that was far out of your league for multiple reasons but you swore you had a chance.
You sulkily walked upstairs back to your room and flopped on your bed. Being that your brother didnât want you to bother Chan, it made you more curious as to what he could be doing right now. It sucks that you didnât have his number or really any way to contact him. Well you did, you were just too scared to actually do it.
It was nothing but a 10 minute walk and 2 minute drive to get to his house but in the back of your mind, you were scared he actually wouldnât want to see you. What would you say; what would be your reasoning for coming to see him?
âI have a crush on you and I want to be around you, please let me in?â
Like hell that would work. Heâd probably slam the door in your face, call your brother and tell him how annoying and stupid his little-
There was a ring at your doorbell.
Your head snapped to your left, slightly shocked you had any visitors. It could easily be your neighbor since she always seemed to pop up randomly. âI got it!â You yelled out, jogging down the stairs. You looked out the peephole to see Chan standing there. Your heart started racing and you quickly looked over your appearance before opening the door.
âChannie?! What are you doing here?â
âAww baby you arenât happy to see me?â A cute little pout painted his face and you wanted to drag him in and kiss him all over.
âWhat? No, of course I am! My brotherâs not here and I thought you knewâŠâ
âOh yeah I knew, I came to see you.â
He said it so nonchalantly as if it was normal to come see you. As if you both agreed to hang out today. Or as if you always hung out when your brother wasnât around. He had to know what this was doing to you, there was no way he didnât. You opened your mouth to say something but couldnât find the strength to let the words come forward.
âI figured youâd be here all by yourself, so I thought Iâd come pick you up.â He smiled brightly and there were those cute dimples. God you felt like you were gonna explode.
âIâŠummâŠâ you were stuttering and if he didnât stop staring at you, you were going to be stuck like this.
He looked a bit sad and disappointed but waited to see what you would say. âItâs okay if you donât want to Baby. I shouldâve asked first, Iâm so sorry.â
You quickly reached out to touch his arm and practically melted into a puddle, âNo no Channie, Iâm sorry, I just didnât think youâd wanna hang out with me. Iâd love to go to your house, especially since Iâve never seen this one.â
He smiled again, âOf course I would Baby, youâre my best friend! Now come on, hop inâ
Oh how this was never something you thought would happen in a million years. You were Chanâs best friend? As much as you wanted this, there must have been some kind of mistake. Surely he didnât actually think so.
He grabbed your hand and lead you to his jeep and opened your door for you. âThank you Channieâ barely left your lips before he reached inside and buckled your seatbelt, smiling at you before he closed your door. Your body was on fire; ignited from the soft and simple touches. You were down bad, there was no better way to put it. If he kept moving like this, youâd have to go home and deal with the problem between your legs.
His house was nice, nothing too big or small, just right for him. He had a great sense of decor and he kept his place sparkling clean. Scattered about on different pieces of furniture were photos of him, family and even younger pictures of the 3 of you.
âBaby, make yourself at home, you can sit anywhere youâd like.â He spoke to you from the little pass through window in the kitchen.
You nodded your head but decided to explore his living room some more. When you walked past the patio door, you noticed a reflection on the ground outside.
âOh my gosh Channie, you have a pool?! Why didnât my brother tell me?â
He walked over to you with a large red double popsicle and chuckled at the amused look on your face. âIâm gonna punch him when I see him, I told him to tell you because I know how much you love swimming. We can go out there if you want.â
He broke the popsicle in two and handed you a half. âI would love toâŠbut I donât have a bikini with me.â
âJust get in with what you have on.â He leaned against the side of his couch as he sucked on the cold treat.
You looked down at your outfit, a plain white tee and some daisy patterned shorts. âBut I wonât have anything to change into. I can walk back home and get something.â
âOrrrrr, you can just wear some of my clothes until yours are dry.â
What was with him saying all this so nonchalantly? When have you ever worn his clothes? The smell must be absolutely amazing, he always smelled so good. If he was offering, you might as well just take it.
âHmmâ you bit your lip and smiled, âokay, but I donât wanna get in by myself.â
He smiled as he finished off his half of the popsicle and chewed on the stick. He jolted off the side of the couch and pulled his shirt off. You almost choked on the leftover ice you had in your mouth. What the fuck was he thinking?
âCome on Baby, come swim with me.â
He opened the door and ran and jumped in without hesitation. After little to no consideration, you followed behind him, diving right in. The water was a perfect way to cool off in the hot summer sun. He swam over to you, hair drenched and sticking to his forehead. The droplets of water shined against his toned, muscular body. You wanted to lick him dry, no matter how long it took.
His right hand slid over your waist and around to your back, âyou look so cute, I could kiss you right now.â
Cute? Kiss? Cute and kiss in the same sentence? Maybe you needed to pinch yourself to wake up from this completely unrealistic dream.
âM-me? Iâm just plain and boring.â You mentally pat yourself on the back for not stuttering too much with how close he was and what he just said.
âYouâve never been either baby, no way thatâs what you actually think.â His eyebrows raised in shock.
âWell yeahâŠthereâs so many prettier girls than me. Iâm just me, but theyâre-â
It happened so fast that your mind didnât process it. He bent down to press his lips to yours and hold you a bit tighter. Your arms were around his neck and you reciprocated the kiss faster than the fear set in. His tongue swiped over your lip and you happily allowed him to explore your mouth.
Somehow being drenched in the pool made it feel more sensual, nothing left to the imagination, bodies practically touching through the thin fabrics. You could feel how hard he was, pressing it right up against your thigh. You bravely touched him through his shorts, earning a small moan from him.
He ran a hand up the back of your thigh and roughly grabbed your ass. It wasnât until you felt something press into your back that you realized he moved the both of you closer to the edge of the pool. He trailed the kisses over your jaw and to your neck. You were breathing heavily, making no effort to stop the sounds coming from you.
âI wonder how good youâd sound if I fucked you.â
âChannie please, oh fuck.â
Desperate was too innocent of a word to describe how badly you wanted him. Youâd do whatever it took to make your dreams come true.
âWould you like that baby? Let me fuck you and make you feel good?â
At this point you were sure you stopped breathing. He looked so good with his wet hair, heavy lids, toned body pressed right against yours. Of course youâd like that.
âYes Channie, I want it, I want you.â
He slipped your shirt over your head and left open mouthed kisses down your neck and across your chest. Just as he moved to get your nipple in his mouth, a loud ring came from inside the house; it was his phone.
âYou should go get that Channie.â
He looked at you, lips parted and breathing heavily. âFuck, okay Iâll be right back.â
He hopped out the pool and went inside while you tried to put all the pieces together. So Chan liked you? Or he simply just wanted a fuck buddy? Or maybe he just wanted to fuck you because he knows how much you like him and knew youâd be easy? The insecurity began to weigh down on you and now you just wanted to go home.
When he returned, he squatted down next to you, who was now slightly turned away from him with your arms wrapped around yourself in order to seek comfort.
âThat was your brother, he said heâs coming home early because someone got food poisoning. SoâŠhe asked me to pick him up.â He reached out and touched your shoulder. âBaby, you okay?â
âYeah Channie, you can just take me home.â You made sure to not let him see the tears brimming your eyes.
âYou sure youâre-â
âYes, Iâd like to go home please.â
He watched you for a few seconds longer, definitely able to notice the shift in your mood, he just didnât know what caused it. âOkay, let me at least get you a change of clothes.â
The ride back home was short and you got out before he could to open your door for you. He shouted something about seeing you later before driving off as you closed your front door behind you. You still didnât have his number, so him hitting you up later wouldnât be a thing, unless he was bold enough to ask your brother but you both knew that would open a can of worms you werenât ready to try and close.
Now you were a bit nervous that he would tell your brother what happened because he wanted to know why you looked so sad. Youâd just avoid him as much as you could and hopefully he would forget anything ever happened.
âAs much as I donât want you to, I need you to come with me and Chan so you can help me choose a gift for my girlfriend.â Your brother came into your room, not bothering to knock since your door was already opened slightly.
âI didnât say you could come in!â
âOh my god, yes or no?â
âYou didnât ask me anything dumbass and why donât you already know what your girlfriend likes?â
âI do know but I want to know whatâs the best out of the options I have and youâre a girl.â
âUmmâŠI guess?â
You were conflicted. You wanted to see Chan, you missed him even though it had only been two days since your encounter in the pool. But you also didnât want to see him right now because you didnât want to explain anything to him, yet if you said that your brother would for sure know something happened between you two.
âOkay well be ready in like 10 minutes, set a timer or something.â
Chan and your brother greeted each other like always and when he looked over at you, he looked as if he wanted to come hug you. âHey baby, you coming with us today?â
Your brother rolled his eyes when you let a smile creep past your lips. You were weak for Chan, he knew exactly what to say to make you melt. Maybe you were thinking about it wrong, maybe he really did like you and he actually wanted to be with you. But having it happen so suddenly made you think perhaps you let your guard down too quickly.
You felt like such a third wheel around the two boys, laughing at their inside jokes and not worrying about you following behind them. Well Chan did, he would look back to make sure you were still there and smile at you when you made eye contact. It felt like hours even though but had only been 30 minutes of walking around the mall looking for the perfect gift.
âGirls like jewelry, so get her something she can always wear.â Your brotherâs gaze followed yours down to your anklet. Before he could ask you where you got that, Chan spoke up.
âYeah I told you that the other day man, if you really love her you should get her something that she can keep for a long time but also that you put effort into choosing.â He looked over at you when he said it, hoping you caught on to what he said.
You tried your hardest not to blush, your brother standing way too close for you to even let out a small squeal.
âYeah thatâs what I wanna get her but Iâm not sure sheâll wear it, I never see her wearing jewelry.â
âTrust me bro, sheâll love it.â He placed a reassuring hand on his shoulder and nodded his head.
âIâm gonna go get some ice cream and then head back to the car you guys.â You said waving your hand as you walked away. Your brother nodded as he answered his phone.
âIs it okay if I come with you baby?â Chan ran to catch up with you before you got too far.
âSure Channie, Iâll pay for you.â
âYouâre so funny Baby, Iâm paying for the both of us.â As you approached the stand, he turned around grimacing. âAww baby theyâre all out of rocky road.â
After all these years, he still remembers your favorite ice cream flavor. âItâs okay Channie, just get me whatever you get.â
He smiled softly and nodded and ordered two strawberry cheesecake cones. You walked back with him to his car to enjoy yet another frozen treat in his presence. Of course, he opened your door and let you hop in before he did the same.
âDamn itâs already meltingâŠâ
âI prefer ice cream when it melts a little. Like when it drips down my fingers. It just tastes better that wayâŠwell to me anyway.â You realized you were babbling, so you looked up at him but he was already looking at you.
âYou wanna lick mine off my fingers?â
The question alone could have made you cum, but the way he looked at you; eyes slightly hooded, lips parted, that had you throbbing. You couldnât even answer him. Actually your mind was blank so you didnât have an answer or any response to what he just said. He saw it on your face though. You wanted him just as much as he wanted you. Heâs wanted you for a long time and as many hints as he tried throwing your way, you never seemed to catch them.
It became too much for him, your brother always getting in his way of spending alone time with you. He didnât care what your brother thought about it though. He wanted you and he wanted you bad. So when he eased his hand toward your mouth and you happily let him push a finger past your lips, he knew he didnât have to try to make you understand anymore; he made that clear when you were in the pool the other day.
âSorry itâs not your favorite flavor.â He said, removing his finger to replace it with a new one.
âIt is now.â Your words were partially cut off by the intrusion of his fingers. You were soaked and your head felt fuzzy, you felt like you were going to die.
You never broke eye contact and he watched you intently. âYou canât look at me like that if you donât want me to ruin you.â
âMaybe I want you to.â You licked and sucked on his fingers as seductively as you could muster.
He licked his ice cream then shifted more toward you so he could kiss you. The contrast of the cold dessert and the heat from his tongue made you whimper. He slowly let your warmth melt the ice cream and drip down onto your neck and chest. He happily chased the drops with his tongue making sure none of it went to waste.
âOh god Channie, mmm~â
He caught sight of your brother making his way over to the car so he quickly halted his actions and returned to his seat. âHeâs coming, act normal. Deep breaths.â
Well that was surely easier said than done. He just licked the majority of his ice cream off of you, leaving you slightly sticky in multiple places. This was torture, getting so close to what you want only to be cockblocked by your brother once again.
âYo Chan, is it cool if I stay at your place tonight? My girlfriend might stop by too.â
âYeah sure, I donât mind.â
âOkay cool, we can just drop Y/N off.â
You quickly turned, an exaggerated pout on your face, ready to fight your case. âNO FAIR!â
âItâs fine if she stays, I donât mind.â Chan looked at your brother through the rear view mirror.
âWhat?! No way, sheâs literally just going to bother us the entire time!â
âFuck you, no I wonât! You always get to hang with Chan by yourself, I can be around him too!â
âHey! Itâs alright, you can sleep in my bed and I can sleep on the couch. I promise itâs fine.â
Your brother rolled his eyes and you stuck your tongue out at him. Maybe you were childish, but you werenât going to let your day end without at least having another make out session.
You thanked God your brotherâs girlfriend came quite late and that she took all his attention off of you and Chan. You all enjoyed some snacks and had movie night. It was nearing almost 2am by the time the movie was over, so your brother took her to the guest room where he was staying for the night.
You stayed up with Chan to help him tidy up even though he insisted he didnât want you to.
âIs it okay for me to wear another one of your shirts Channie? I didnât pack anything.â
He looked up from the dishes he just finished, âyou donât have to ask Baby, of course you can.â He gave you a big dimpled smile but then it dropped. âCan I ask you somethinâ?â
âYeah of course, whatâs up?â
âWhy were you so sad the other day? You knowâŠin the pool.â
You knew he would ask you eventually so you might as well just tell him now and get it over with. âI donât knowâŠI justâŠwasnât sure how to feel and was hoping you werenât only doing it to take advantage of me.â
He walked up to you and kissed your forehead. âOh Baby, I would never do that to you. I love you and I canât ever say it or do anything about it because your brotherâs always around. Iâm sorry if I came off so strong but donât ever think Iâd do anything to take advantage of you. I love you, yeah?â
He rubbed his thumb over your hand and tilted his head waiting for you to nod your head. It took a heavy weight off your shoulders to hear him express his true feelings and being that he said it so easily helped you understand how genuine he was being.
âMy room is all yours Baby, itâs the last door at the end of the hall. You can wear whatever you want and thereâs towels in the closet in the bathroom.â
âThank you for letting me stay Channie.â You stood on your tip toes and kissed him on the cheek and quickly ran away, leaving him in the kitchen with red ears.
You felt refreshed after your shower and even more comfortable as you slipped into one of his shirts. Since you didnât bring a change of clothes, his shirt was the only thing covering you and barely so. You hopped into his king sized bed and playfully rolled around, enjoying the big size.
You looked over at the digital clock on the nightstand, it had already been more than an hour since everyone went to bed. You werenât sleepy though, so you pulled out your phone and scrolled aimlessly on your socials. A soft knock on the door turned your attention towards it.
âCome in.â
Chan walked through the door, smiling when he saw you so comfy in his bed. âI couldnât sleep but I also didnât tryâŠand, I canât let you leave before I kiss you again.â
âWell good because I was thinking the same thing.â
He fully shut the door and locked it before he removed his shirt and hopped in the bed with you, lips immediately catching yours. His hands came up to grope your breasts roughly, sucking and biting your bottom lip as he did so. He slid a hand under your shirt, breaking the kiss when he felt your bare skin.
âGod Baby, youâre driving me crazy. Seeing you in nothing but my shirt is making me sooo hard.â You took his hand in yours and moved it over your pussy. âFuckâŠso wet already.â
He moved down closer to the edge of the bed and kissed his way down from your stomach. He gave you butterflies in the best way possible. His lips danced across the skin on your inner thighs sending tingles up your spine.
âChannieâŠâ you say breathlessly and he looks up at you as his mouth attaches to your sensitive bud.
With his head between your legs, messily eating your pussy, your eyes were squeezed shut. It took every bone in your body to not moan, knowing that if you did, you would be loud. He sensed it, so he stopped eating you out and crawled on top of you.
He used two fingers to slip into you while his thumb pressed down harshly on your clit. âDonât hide them from me, I wanna hear them.â
âB-but my brother is here.â
âAnd I want to hear how good I make you feel. Donât hold back Baby, lemme hear your pretty moans.â His fingers sped up their pace, not giving you any other option. You moaned as your back arched slightly. âThatâs it Baby, good girl.â
It turned him on watching how his actions made you react but he needed more; needed to feel the way your pussy wrapped around him like it didnât want to let him go. You reached out to pull on his shorts and finally free his achingly hard dick from its confines. He was BIG but what did you really expect, it was just really really intimidating. None of that mattered though, you just wanted him in you without any interruptions.
He hissed when he used your arousal to mix with his and coat his length. He gave it a few pumps before he eased the head past your entrance. âIâll go slow okay baby?â
âOkay Channie just keep going, please donât stop.â
He caught his lip between his teeth, feeling the lust course through his veins hearing you beg and feeling the tightness of your walls. He watched your face contort in pleasure.
He was barely half way in, stretching you open with ease. âT-too big ChannieâŠâ You eyes were rolling back and you were already slurring your words.
âYou can take it, look youâre doing so well for me Babyâ he touched his forehead to yours and grabbed you by the jaw and kissed you again, âyou feel so good Baby, so so fucking good, such a good girl for me.â
When he bottomed out he leaned over you to catch his breath so he wouldnât cum too quickly. Your head was spinning. His body pressed into yours and the way he spoke to you already had your toes curling. He pulled out to the tip, your pussy making a squelching noise, and he quickly thrust himself back in. Your back arched off the bed and you almost screamed.
As much as you wanted to keep your sounds at bay, you werenât sure how much longer you could keep the volume down to a minimum. He snapped his hips forward with desperation, grunts and moans falling from the both of you. His hand wrapped around your neck, squeezing enough to make your head get fuzzy and awaken every nerve in your body. He pounded into you with no remorse, making this worth the long wait.
He suddenly pulled out, causing you to whine in response, and sat against the headboard. âCome ride me, wanna feel you in this position.â
You crawled over to him then hovered over his still hard, leaking dick. You sank down on him, taking small breaks so you wouldnât faint from the pleasure. He bucked his hips up, making you drop down fully. He held you under your butt, spreading your pussy open to help you bounce on his dick easily.
The more you hopped up and down on him, the more you felt the sticky substances mix and connect the two of you. Your legs gave out when he started to thrust up into you every time you dropped down. He repositioned you so that you were on your knees, leaning forward into him. He grabbed a handful of your hair, your back arching more, as he hugged you and fucked you violently. The new angle made him abuse your sweet spot.
âLetting me fuck you with your brother just down the hall, I didnât know you were such a slut Baby.â
âMmm ah! Only for you Channie!â
He held you tighter when he felt your pussy clench around him. This is exactly what he wanted, what he dreamed of. He knew he wouldnât last much longer himself, so he quickly flipped you onto your back again. One hand on the back of one of your knees and the other rubbing harsh circles on your clit.
âOh fuckâŠoh fuck Channie Iâm gonna cum!â
âYou gonna cum? Yeah? Cum with me, make a mess all over my dick.â
He thrust deeper into you and bent down to suck on one of your nipples. A few more loud moans and circles on your clit and your pussy fluttered as you reached your orgasm. He didnât stop and kept up his quick pace until you squirted all over him and the sheets below.
âFuuuuuckâ his hips stuttered and he pushed himself deep as he painted your walls white. He pulled out quickly, the rest of his cum spilling into his hands and seeping through his fingers.
When you looked down, you couldnât help but grab his hands to put his fingers in your mouth. Funny enough, the cum looks just like the way you love your ice cream.
âChannie, I think youâre my favorite flavor.â
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when in hell, do as the demons do
pairing: demon posing as a tattoo artist!steve rogers x tattooed!female reader (number and type of tattoos aren't specified but it's more than two)
summary: new york city tattoo parlors have a tradition of offering special deals on friday the 13th, but when you decide to try out a new shop in brooklyn, you get much more than you paid forâand end up selling your soul to a charming demon.
warnings: 18+ content (minors dni!!!), smut, piv sex, unprotected sex, creampie, monsterfucking, dubcon because magic, sex pollen elements, nonconsensual bonding, soul bonds, demon tricks, bdsm (no safe word but with check-ins), choking, sadism/masochism, pain play, very brief blood play, nipple torture, pussy spanking, face slapping, rough body play, finger sucking, dacryphilia, fingering (f receiving), degradation kink, master kink, praise kink, pet names (baby, sweetheart, plaything), begging, teasing, dirty talk, dry humping, biting, marking, cockwarming, aftercare, happy ending
word count: 14.5k
a/n: here's my first halloween fic for 2024! i came up with the idea on friday the 13th last month and liked it for a halloween idea so here we are! this is the fic i was talking about in my poll here, which helped me decide to make steve a demon, but i'm not great at world-building/magic-building so if the magic doesn't make sense, i'm sorry! i just wanted to write some sex pollen-y tattoo artist smut and it turned into a whole thing. this fic really got away from me đŹ whoops. anyway, i hope y'all enjoy!! âĄâĄ
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The first time you heard the storyâthe urban legend whispered around New York City tattoo parlorsâyou were getting your second tattoo. You were young, but not so naive, and yet, when the woman named Wanda Maximoff told you the tale in her vaguely Eastern European accent, a chill raced down your spine.Â
It went like this: There was a young person who wanted to get a tattoo, and they were lured into an unfamiliar shop on Friday the 13th by the special deals they were offering. (Where the shop was located in the city varied based on who was telling the story, but Wanda had said it was a small parlor tucked into an alley in the Bowery.)
The person in the story didnât know the shop or the artist, but they were so enthralled by the artistâs beauty and work that they made the hasty decision to get a tattoo of a symbol they didnât understand. It was the last decision theyâd ever make, because by the time the tattoo was done, theyâd been unknowingly enslaved to a dark forceâhaving sold their soul to a demon.
When Wanda had finished the story, her piercing green eyes stared at you long and hard, her mouth twisted to the side as if she was stopping herself from saying more than she should. There was a warning in her expression you didnât understand, and you hadnât been able to stop the fear that burrowed into your heart. For a secondâjust a secondâyouâd believed the strange, witchy woman.Â
Then youâd scoffed, laughing away your fear, and insisted the story mustâve been started by a grumpy old tattoo artist who was tired of the influx of customers on Friday the 13th. It was well known that most New York City tattoo shops had special deals every Friday the 13th, and you asserted the story was just supposed to frighten away naive tattoo novices whoâd get something impulsively and regret it later.Â
Wanda had pressed her lips together, an inscrutable look on her face, but only nodded once before returning her focus to your tattoo. In the silence that had followed, youâd been left alone with your thoughts, and you mulled over the story, repeating your rationalizations to yourself until you believed them.Â
But a sliver of fear and intrigue remained for the rest of your session and when you were done, you were relieved to leave Wanda and her creepy story behind. Something like thatâaccidentally selling your soul to a demon when getting a tattooâdidnât happen in real life, and it certainly wouldnât happen to you.Â
Thatâs what you told yourself, and you believed it. Until, of course, it did happen to you.
Over the years, you heard the story repeated time and time again in countless tattoo shops across the city, and the fear youâd felt listening to Wanda recount her version of the tall tale transformed into curiosity, then a dark kind of delight. It wasnât something you wanted to push away, but to hold close to your heart, to cherish.
As you got older, you found yourself telling the story to younger folks when you crossed paths with someone who hadnât heard it. And every time you told the story, you found yourself unconsciously replicating Wandaâs Eastern European accent, making the story as scary as you could.Â
Each time you saw apprehension in the eyes of those you told the tale to, something inside you unfurled and grew stronger. Youâd smirk when the tattoo novices scurried away, some leaving whatever shop you were in entirely, and a shiver would race down your spine, so much like the fear youâd felt when you first heard the story, but it was no longer that. It was a quiver of devilish mirth.Â
You told yourself it was normal, how much fun you had scaring off the younger folks in the tattoo shops you frequented, laughing along with the artists you knew so well. You told yourself you were just taking part in tradition by repeating the story. You told yourself there wasnât a darkness in your heart that was wakened by the story, and craved something you didnât quite understand.
Thatâs what you told yourself, and you believed it. Until you walked into Hell and your entire life changed.
Hell was the new tattoo shop that had opened in Brooklyn at the start of October, though youâd been hearing talk of it for months before then. Youâd been curious about it, and the fact that none of your friends or any of the artists you frequented knew much about it made it all the more intriguing. They didnât know who owned the shop or who was working there, and you were desperate to find out.
It wasnât a conscious decision you remembered making, but late in the afternoon on Friday the 13th, you took the subway to Brooklyn, getting off at the stop closest to Hell.Â
The day was brisk, the chill of autumn clinging to the air even as the sun shone brightly above the city. You wore a thick sweater, a skirt and some tights with your most comfortable boots to make the trek deep into Brooklyn, and you were glad for it. It was a longer walk than youâd been expecting, but pleasant enough while the sun was high.
By the time you made it to the shop, though, the sun was dipping low behind the brownstones of the nearby neighborhood and your cheeks were chilled from the crisp autumn breeze. It was a relief to see the red neon sign for Hell, and you skipped quickly down the last block to push through the door of the nondescript exterior.
You were met by a rush of artificial heat that made you smile, pleased by the respite from the frigid autumn air, which swirled around your ankles as the door closed behind you. The warmth of the parlor kissed your cheeks and thawed through your icy fingertips while you looked around.Â
You were surprised to find that Hell was unexpectedly inviting.Â
Inside, the tattoo shop was decorated in dark colors that fit the theme: inky blacks, vivid reds, luminous yellows and burnt oranges. But, though it couldâve been dreary, Hell looked alive and lived-in, with cozy black leather sofas in the waiting area, and artwork decorating much of the wall space. When you looked closer, you saw that many of the pieces depicted creatures of the dark.Â
As you studied the artwork, you noticed a theme: Demons cavorting with human women, specifically fucking human women. You felt a tingle of something bloom between your thighs. The art was salacious and wicked, and yet, you didnât feel disturbed by any of the imagery, only intrigued. Even a little bit aroused.Â
A clearing throat pulled your attention away from the art and to the redheaded woman standing behind the counter. She asked if you needed help.Â
As you approached, you noticed she was beautiful, and had a cold smile on her face, her green eyes watching you in a way that unsettled you. It took you a long moment to realize her gaze reminded you of Wanda, even though the women looked nothing alike. But you felt uneasy as you walked up to the counter.
Your smile was tentative as you inquired if the shop had any Friday the 13th deals, adding that it was tradition, just in case the woman was new to the city.
Her green eyes raked over your face in an obviously assessing look, and you felt like your heart and soul were being judged. You nearly huffed a laugh at the thought, because it was so ludicrous, but managed to keep still and remain expressionless while the woman stared at you.
After a moment, she smiled again and the expression was friendlier, like she was greeting an old friend. She introduced herself as Natasha Romanoff and apologized because all but one of the artists had gone home for the day since their appointments were done and they didnât get too many walk-ins, being a new shop and all.
Just then, a man stepped behind the counter as if appearing out of nowhereâthough, at the time, you rationalized that youâd simply been staring so intently at Natasha, you hadnât noticed his approach. Without missing a beat, Natasha introduced the man as Steve Rogers, the owner of Hell and the only artist still around on that Friday the 13th.
âWhat willing sacrifice do we have here, Nat?â Steve asked, sidling up to the counter and pressing his hands on top to lean toward you.Â
The first thing you noticed where his eyesâsuch a pure, beautiful blue that they looked like the perfect, endless sky. But as your gaze wandered over his face, you realized his eyes werenât his only gorgeous feature. He had a strong brow that gave way to silky blond hair; a straight, sloping nose that led down to a pair of plump, pink lips with just enough of a cupidâs bow, that you wanted to lick it.Â
A rush of warmth filled your cheeks at the thought and you dropped your eyes to Steveâs broad shoulders, pausing to admire the way they filled out his simple black t-shirt. His thick biceps were covered in stunningly intricate tattoos, all done in dark ink that contrasted with his pale skin. They extended down to his hands, still planted flat on the counter.Â
As far as you could see, there was only a small space of bare, unadorned skin at the base of Steveâs throatâall the rest of him seemed to be covered in tattoos that snaked beneath his t-shirt. You wondered idly if his tattoos covered his whole body, eyes trailing down to the black jeans he wore, and quickly shoved the thought aside.Â
Raising your gaze back to Steveâs face, you hoped your expression wasnât giving away your thoughts, but the charming grin that spread across the hot tattoo artistâs face made you think he had an idea you were checking him out. And he liked it.Â
âOr should I say,â Steve went on in a slightly lower, more rumbly voice, leaning further across the counter with a conspiratorial glint in his eye. He was close enough that you got a hint of his cologneâleather and firewoodâand you couldnât help the way your body reacted, warming and tingling and yearning for him. âWhat sweet thing do we have coming to barter their soul for some new ink?â He winked at you, all charm, and you nearly swooned.
âI-I was just asking if you had any Friday the 13th deals,â you stammered, unsure how to act under the blinding light of Steveâs charm. Youâd known and talked to your fair share of attractive tattoo artists in your life, but Steve was on another level. He was hot and alluring in a way you couldnât put into words, which was how you found yourself blurting, âItâs tradition.â
Steveâs grin hitched higher, and he stared at you a second longer before ducking down behind the counter to rifle through the shelves.Â
âWell, Iâm not one to turn my back on the old ways,â he said, lifting his head to catch your eye. He gave you a look that made your knees weak, his blue eyes sparkling with mischief like he knew exactly what kind of effect he was having on you, before returning to his task.
Finally, he seemed to find what heâd been looking for and stood up, brandishing a piece of paper on which some simple tattoo designs were sketched. It looked like any other sheet of designs youâd see in any other tattoo shop, and you didnât think anything of it, turning your attention back to Steveâs handsome face.
âWe didnât have anything planned,â he explained, crossing his arms and leaning down on the counter.Â
The position made him slightly shorter than you, while emphasizing the expanse of his shoulders and the thick mucles of his biceps and the veins of his forearms. It was only because his hand pointed to the paper, pulling your attention away from his big body, that you remembered he was telling you something.Â
âBut if you pick from these, Iâll charge you $113âhowâs that sound?â He raised his eyes to yours, and you noticed how long his eyelashes were.Â
For a long moment, you just stared at Steve, your mouth slightly parted while you admired his beautiful face. You had the urge again to lick his cupidâs bow, and your body warmed pleasantly as you imagined doing exactly that. Sitting in Steveâs lap and licking him all overâŠ
With effort, you managed to pull yourself from the tattoo artistâs spell, shaking your head to clear it while you processed what heâd said. The price heâd named was a typical deal for New York City, even with the Friday the 13th discount, so you nodded absently.Â
âThat sounds good,â you muttered, bending over the counter to look at the sheet of paper he was still pointing to. Even his hands were attractive, with skulls tattooed on the backs and other symbols you didnât recognize decorating his knuckles. You couldnât help but think his hands would make a pretty necklace if they were wrapped around your throatâŠ
Shaking your head again, you furrowed your brow and forced yourself to focus on the paper with all the designs. There was some cute Halloween-themed stuff, like black cats, witch hats, ghosts and the like. There were also some stylized numbers, like 666, and a couple pentagram designs along with other symbols you recognized.
But the one that caught your attention was something youâd never seen before. It was made up of exquisitely delicate curving lines that formed what loosely looked like an infinity symbol. There were some twists to the design that made it look harsher, more archaic.
âWhatâs this?â you asked, pointing to the design that called to you and looking up at Steve. Your breath caught in your throat when you met his gaze, and your voice sounded awed as you went on. âIâve never seen anything like it.â
A secretive, conspiratorial smirk tugged at the corners of Steveâs lips and he leaned in a little closer, his scent invading your senses and his breath ghosting over your cheek.Â
âItâs a design of my own making,â he said, his voice pitched low and intimate as he looked at you in a way that made warmth curl around your heart and trickle down to settle low in your belly. âItâs specialâwhy, do you like it?â
It took a tremendous amount of effort to pull your gaze away from Steveâs, but you forced yourself to look back down at the paper, your finger tracing the sweeping curves and the sharp points of the design.Â
âI do,â you said slowly, thinking about where on your body it might look nice. There was a spot on your ankle where you felt it would look good, like an anklet. But before you could get too attached to the design, you lifted your gaze, giving Steve a serious look. âItâs not a tribal symbol, or any kind of cultural appropriation, right?â
Steve placed a hand over his heart, like he was making a vow, and said, âI promise itâs not from any culture of man.âÂ
His strange answer piqued your curiosity, but you brushed your questions aside. Later, youâd understand his odd turn of phrase, but in the moment, you chalked it up to Steve playing into the theme of his shop. You figured anyone who named their tattoo parlor Hell would be a little peculiar, and you didnât think it was a bad thing. Especially when he was so hot.
Looking back down at the paper, you let your eyes trail over the looping design a few times, feeling yourself sinking intoâŠsomething. A thrilling shiver raced down your spine, a mix of delight and terror that you found intoxicating and you had to shake yourself to remember where you were and what you were doing.
Raising your eyes to Steve, you told him you wanted the design, and once the words were past your lips, you felt a sense of rightness. You werenât the type of person to get tattoos impulsively, but this one was calling to you, and you didnât want to pass up the opportunity to get a tattoo from the hot shop owner.Â
Besides, when in HellâŠ
Steve slid the paper off the counter and stood up straight, his eyes going sharp as he looked between you and the design. You got the same sense you had with Natasha, that Steve was judging your heart and soul and determining whether you were deserving of the design youâd chosen. You found yourself hoping desperately that he decided you were.
After a moment, an impish smirk pulled at Steveâs mouth before his expression shifted fluidly into one of theatrical uncertainty.
âI donât know,â he said slowly, drawing out the tension of the moment and stroking his jaw like he was thinking. âI was hoping to save this design for someone special.â His blue eyes pinned you with a searching look, a charming smirk on his lips. âAre you special, sweetheart?â
Steveâs charm was turned all the way up, and you felt flustered under the weight of it. Not to mention that the way the pet name rolled off his tongue made you want to do anything he asked. Twisting your fingers self-consciously, you ducked your head a little.Â
âWell, IâI donât know,â you admitted, but for some reason, your thoughts strayed to the dark pleasure you sometimes felt when you frightened others with scary stories. Did that make you special, or just a little bit depraved? You didnât know, but you hoped it was both, and that both were equally appealing to Steve.
The tattoo artist leaned back down on the counter, the veins of his forearms bulging from his skin as he crossed his arms. Since heâd ducked down, he could easily catch your lowered gaze.
âTell me, pretty girl,â he purred softly, his tone inviting you to lean in. So you did.Â
A soft smile curled your lips when you smelled his cologne, and you relaxed a little while he kept talking in that alluringly deep voice of his.Â
âWhere would you like my design on your body?âÂ
A shiver of desire thrummed beneath your skin at the implication of Steveâs words. There was something so enticing about the way heâd phrased his questionâhis design on your body. It called to the darkness buried deep in your heart, and you began to suspect he somehow knew you were a little depraved. Like him.Â
Steve held your gaze for a long moment, and you thought you saw something shift in the depths of his blue eyes, like a shadow passing in front of the sun. But it was gone just as quickly, and you questioned whether your eyes were playing tricks on you.Â
Shaking yourself free of your strange thoughts, you finally managed an answer. âMy ankle.â But it seemed your mouth had a mind of its own, because you found yourself flirting with the hot tattoo shop owner, a smirk curving your lips as you went on. âDo you think my ankle would be worthy of your design, sir?â you asked with feigned innocence.
As you watched for Steveâs reaction, you were rewarded with the sight of his eyes darkening, his pupils blowing wide like he greatly enjoyed the fact that you were flirting with him. His mouth spread into a hungry grin and he rubbed his jaw thoughtfully while he considered you, finally coming to a decision.
âMm, I think your ankle is the perfect place for my design, sweet girl,â he rumbled, smiling to himself like heâd made a joke only he understood. Then his fingers were trailing lightly along the line of your jaw, distracting you with the tingling warmth they left in their wake as he stood up. âIâm going to enjoy this very much,â he murmured enigmatically before pulling away.
Your mind was too frazzled by his touch and how bereft you felt without it to wonder over his words. Besides, he was already calling for Natasha, who emerged from the back of the shop to help you through the rest of the intake process. It was only then that you realized sheâd left you and Steve alone at the counter a while ago.Â
She slid smoothly in front of you with that friendly smile of hers while Steve retreated into the back to begin setting up. Natasha walked you through all the paperwork, none of which was new to you. That was why you felt comfortable not fully reading the fine print.Â
You shouldâve read the fine print.Â
Once everything was signed, Natasha led you into the back and showed you where to stow your purse. She pointed to the privacy screen where you could take off your tights and boots, then helped you into the tattoo chair at Steveâs station.Â
When you were settled, Natasha bid you and Steve a good night and grabbed her own things before leaving out the back door. It was a little abrupt and you were left feeling confused.
You asked Steve if the shop was closing for the nightâit seemed a little early, especially for a Friday. And he explained that heâd decided to close the shop early since they had no more appointments and were unlikely to get any other walk-ins.Â
For a moment, you fretted over keeping him late, but he waved away your concerns.Â
âThereâs no where Iâd rather be than tattooing my design on you, pretty thing,â Steve murmured charmingly while he pulled on some black latex gloves.Â
The earnestness in his voice soothed your anxiety and you relaxed back into the black leather chair, your legs propped on the footrest while Steve created a stencil of his design. Soon, the two of you were so engaged in a discussion about where exactly on your ankle to place the tattoo that you forgot you were alone with the handsome owner of Hell.Â
After trying a few things, you decided to have the beautiful design lay across the front of your ankle, the sides wrapping around to the back so itâd look like a permanent adornment. You smiled when Steve complimented the placement youâd chosen and felt heat suffuse your cheeks at his praise.Â
It all felt mostly familiar to you, someone whoâd gotten a fair amount of tattoos in your life. But what you hadnât been prepared for was the way Steveâs hands would feel on your body, the smoothness of the latex belying the warmth of his skin as he curled his fingers around the back of your leg to pull your foot onto his lap.Â
Warmth cascaded from the top of your head down through the rest of your body in a gentle, tingling shower, settling heavily between your legs. You pressed your thighs tight together, both to stave off the ache that was building there and to make sure you didnât accidentally flash the hot tattoo artist.
You werenât looking at Steveâs face, your gaze tracing the dark black ink decorating his skin and curling beneath the cotton of his shirt, but you thought you saw something flicker over his expression as he took in your reaction to his touch. You almost thought you saw dark shadows creeping into his gaze, blotting out his blue irises and making him lookâŠdemonic.Â
But when you flicked your gaze up to his, his eyes were a normal, glittering blue. You gave him a small smile and internally shook yourself, chalking up the moment to a trick of the light.
It was dim in the back room, with only a few warm lights positioned in Steveâs corner of the space. Natasha had closed up the rest of the shop, leaving you and Steve alone in the space, which was separated from the front by a wall and a doorway covered in a thick, maroon curtain.Â
The walls of the shop were painted black and covered in more of the same artwork youâd seen in the waiting area. The main difference was all the tattoo equipment and the floor that was a bare dark wood, instead of the burnt orange carpet that covered much of the front room.Â
Hell was dark, eerie and intimate, and you suspected the atmosphere must be getting to you, that was the only thing that explained what youâd seen in Steveâs eyes. Yes, that must be it, you told yourself, settling into the chair and letting Steve get to work.
The buzzing of his tattoo needle filled the silence and you prepared yourself for the pain that you knew was coming. Little did you know just how much pleasure youâd feel that night as well.
Nothing about the tattoo process seemed amiss until more than halfway through, when you began to feel a strange kind of tingling in your ankle where Steve worked, the sensation slowly creeping up your leg. It settled heavily between your thighs, making your core ache with a yearning emptiness as your slit leaked wetness into your panties.
It wasnât painful, the tingling feeling, but it was unnerving, like it didnât belong to you, and you couldnât understand where it was coming from.Â
âUh-uhm, Steve?â you started, a hint of a whine in your voice, though it was mostly drowned out by the concern you felt. You sat up straight, forcing yourself to ignore the urge to rock your hips and grind yourself against the leather seat of the chair. âCan we take a break? I feelâŠweird.â
âOf course, sweetheart,â Steve purred, instantly pulling the needle away from your skin and wiping away blood and excess ink with a small towel. After heâd deposited the tattoo gun and cloth on his station, he turned back to you, blue eyes filled with concern as he removed his gloves. âYou ok?â he asked, his warm hands massaging the back of your leg that was still draped in his lap.
The urge to moan at the feel of his bare hands on your skin was almost undeniable. It felt so good to have his strong fingers kneading your muscle and you flopped back into the chair, pressing your lips together to stifle the sound of pleasure that wanted to slip free. But you couldnât stop the way your hips squirmed, your body aching for somethingâŠÂ
âI think so,â you said, finally answering Steveâs question with a tremulous smile. You still felt the odd sensation pulsing up your leg and slipping between your thighs, prompting a delicious throbbing in your core, but forced yourself to ask, âThereâs nothing strange in the ink, right? Something I could be allergic to?âÂ
An allergy was the only explanation you could come up with, even though it didnât really make sense. Youâd gotten plenty of tattoos, surely you wouldâve had an allergic reaction years ago if that had been a possibility. And the way you felt wasnât like any allergic reaction youâd ever heard of.Â
You looked at Steve with wide, imploring eyes, hoping he could make sense of what you were feeling.
He shook his head, his fingers working higher to knead the muscle of your calf, nearly pulling a moan from your lips that wouldâve drowned out his answer.
âI promise the ingredients are all-natural,â he said, his tone earnest and reassuring. âThereâs nothing that would cause an allergic reaction.â
Your head fell back against the leather chair, missing the way Steveâs mouth curved into a devious smirk, and tried to gather your thoughts. The strange tingling sensation had calmed, you thought, having been replaced by the feeling of warmth that Steveâs touch inspired.Â
Shaking yourself lightly, you told yourself it mustâve just been the tattoo needle hitting a nerve or something. Youâd never had that feeling before with any of your other tattoos, but it mustâve been something to do with Steveâs method. It hadnât been painful, so it didnât mean something was wrong. It was fine. You told yourself you would be fine.
âOk,â you said softly on a sigh, letting yourself sink into the comforting massage of Steveâs fingers. Your body felt a little heavy, a throbbing desire pulsing in your core, but suspected it had more to do with the hot tattoo artistâs fingers than anything else.
Blinking your eyes open, you met Steveâs steady, patient gaze.Â
âWe can keep going,â you said, giving him a smile that you hoped looked brave.
You mustâve succeeded, because Steveâs mouth curved into a pleased grin and his hand slid higher up your leg and settled on your thigh just above your knee, giving it an affectionate squeeze. His big palm on your bare skin sent a riot of sensation through your body, and when he squeezed you, you felt a mirroring clench of your inner muscles, your body aching to be filled.
âThatâs my girl,â Steve murmured affectionately, his blue eyes glimmering with so much proud satisfaction that you felt your face heat and you ducked your head to hide a giddy grin.Â
Steve gave your thigh one last squeeze before pulling away to put on a new pair of gloves and refill his tattoo needle. While he worked, you couldnât help but close your eyes and sigh silently, your skin feeling much too cold without him touching you.
For the rest of the tattoo, you tried to sit still while the tingling warmth rolled through your body, settling deliciously between your thighs and teasing your throbbing core until you were dripping into your panties. You had the absurd urge to spread your legs, to beg Steve to fill youâwith his fingers, his cock, anything, so long as it put an end to the ache pulsing insistently in your body.Â
You tried to be good, to be still and quiet so Steve could finish your tattoo. But apparently you werenât doing as good of a job as you hoped.Â
âIf you keep squirming, âm gonna have to tie you down, pretty girl,â Steve rumbled, his head bent low over your ankle while he worked diligently.Â
His voice was so low and deep, you swore you could feel it in your belly, the delicious rumbling tenor teasing your clit, and your hips shifted again, your thighs clenching tight against your needy slit.Â
âSweetheart,â he growled in warning, his hand gripping your foot firmly and tugging on it hard enough that you slid a few inches down in the chair.Â
It took every ounce of your self-control not to whimper with desire at the evidence of Steveâs strength. Your imagination flooded with visions of him tossing you around in his tattoo chair, bending you over while he pressed his bulge into your ass or flipping you onto your back and folding you in half so he could pound into your pussy.Â
A whine clawed up your throat, desperation flooding your body and making you want to writhe and beg and plead, but you bit it all back. Forcing yourself to be still, you asked, âAre you almost done?â in a tight, tense voice.Â
âAlmost done,â he confirmed, his voice soothing. He looked up briefly, giving you a rakish grin. âYou can be good for me, canât you, sweet girl?âÂ
Your heart lurched in your chest. It was all you wanted, to be good for Steve. So you nodded eagerly and tried to relax back into the chair. Your fingers were digging into the padded leather of the armrests and you pushed yourself deeper into the reclined seat, doing your best to ignore the heat and desperate, aching, insistent need pounding through your body.
âI donât know whatâs wrong with me,â you said on a small huff, your eyes shut tight so you couldnât see Steveâs reaction. Your voice was little more than a whine as you went on, âIâve never felt like this.â
You heard Steve chuckle, the sound rolling over you like a deep, delicious wave. Then, just barely over the buzzing of the tattoo needled pressed to your skin, you thought you heard him say, âJust wait, sweet thing,â in a dark, ominous voice you hardly recognized.
But you didnât have a chance to try to parse out what he meant, because suddenly, you felt the sensation of a cold, hard shackle closing around your ankle.
It felt so real, and so at odds with the sensation of Steve pulling the needle away from your skin, that your whole body jerked. Quickly, you sat up and stared down at your leg, but there was no metal cuff. Only the tattoo. Finished.
Fresh black ink shimmered from your skin, and you had a brief moment to appreciate the artistry of Steveâs work, the beautiful, intricate design of the symbol. The phantom feeling of a manacle wrapped around your ankle remained, and you looked up at Steve, finding him wearing a smug, devious smirk.Â
You couldnât make sense of his expression, and in the next breath, it didnât matter, because the fire that had been simmering in your blood suddenly blazed into an inferno. You couldnât help the pained cry that fled your lips as you fell back into the chair, desire burning a demanding path through your body and tearing through your mind.Â
Your legs fell open on the leather seat, a pornographic moan slipping from your lips when the cool air of the tattoo shop brushed against your inner thighs. Your fingers tugged fussily at your sweater, trying to claw off the once-cozy garment that suddenly felt too heavy and constricting against your scorching skin.Â
Your eyes swiveled in your head, seeking and finding Steve, who was standing beside the chair and staring down at you. His gaze was lit with a depraved fire and his mouth was curled into a delighted grin.
âAw, poor little plaything, are you feeling hot and bothered?â he cooed at you in a mean, patronizing tone that was so at odds with the charming affability youâd come to expect from the tattoo artist that you felt like youâd been slapped.Â
A pathetic whimper slipped from your lips, and Steveâs eyes seemed to glow brighter, his smile hitching wider, growing more hungry and more eager at the same time. Leaning over your squirming body, Steve stroked the tips of his fingers down your cheek.
Your bodyâs reaction to his touch was instantaneous. The burning, blistering pain of need calmed enough that it no longer hurt, and you chased Steveâs fingertips instinctively, associating his contact with relief. He let you nuzzle into the palm of his hand, chuckling darkly when you sighed happily, your mind moving too slow to process what was happening.
âShould we get this cumbersome sweater off you, sweet thing?â Steve murmured, his hands curving around your shoulders before stroking down your sides. His thumbs brushed over the tips of your breasts and your spine arched off the chair, pushing into his touch, needing more.Â
You were so hot, so achy, so needy, and you somehow knew Steve was the only one who could help you feel better. Distantly, you knew it was highly inappropriate to let your tattoo artist undress you, even one as hot as Steve, but in that moment, you didnât care. His touch through your sweater wasnât enoughâyou needed him to touch your bare skin.Â
So you nodded frantically, whimpering, âYes, please, Steve, help.â
The man laughed, a dark, evil chuckle rumbling from his chest.Â
You didnât understand what was funny, but you didnât protest because his big hands slipped under the hem of your sweater and he touched you properly. His palms were warm, his fingers calloused and rough against your belly.Â
You sucked in a surprised breath when his touch sent sizzling tingles of pleasure through your body, gathering in your throbbing slit and making more wetness gush into your panties.Â
If youâd been in your right mind, you mightâve felt embarrassed over how wet you were from Steve sliding his hands up your stomach, but all you could do was revel in the pleasure his touch brought you. Your mouth curved into a delirious smile as you stared dazedly up at the supernaturally handsome man like he was the center of your universe.
Slowly, almost torturously, Steve slid your sweater up until it bunched above your breasts and he paused. His hands wrapped around your ribs, thumbs stroking over your skin beneath the band of your bra. He stared down at you, his blue eyes nearly glowing with hungry desire as his gaze raked over the lace containing your breasts.
Your chest heaved with your gasping breaths, and you took the moment to try to settle. The fire in your blood didnât burn painfully with Steve touching you, but you still wantedâno, neededâmore. Your hips squirmed in the leather seat and a whine clawed up your throat until it spilled free.
âSteeeve, please,â you begged, staring up at the tattoo artist with wide, imploring eyes. At the same time, you lifted your arms above your head and sat up a little in an effort to get him to pull your sweater the rest of the way off. Instead of spurring him to move, though, it had the opposite effect.Â
Steve went still, closing his eyes like he was savoring the sound of your whining voice and begging words. When he opened them a moment later, they appeared darkerâthe soft, sky blue of his irises darkened to an almost midnight black, with inky swirls of darkness creeping in from the edges.
Then he blinked, and his eyes went back to normal.Â
You were too distracted by your bodyâs need to think much about the fact that his eyes had gone nearly pitch blackâthat heâd looked, for a moment, like one of the monstrous demons from the art adorning the walls of Hell.Â
Your delirious, desirous mind let the moment slip by unquestioned, instead focusing on your lustâand on Steve.Â
âLift up for me, pretty thing,â he cooed, his tone almost gentle despite the grit and gravel in his voice.Â
You did as he said, lifting your back away from the chair so he could pull your sweater off, leaving you in just your bra, skirt and panties on his tattoo chair.
In the short moment when Steveâs hands deserted your body, the blazing inferno of need returned. You groaned in pain, reaching for Steve and latching on to his wrist. The burning sensation abated the second you touched him, but you didnât stop there, dragging his hand back to your body and sighing in further relief when you pressed his palm to your breast.Â
You didnât know if Steve pushed you back into the chair or if you fell back and he followed, but he leaned over you, his big hands kneading your tits through your bra. A moan tumbled from you as you sank into the feeling, melting beneath his touch. It just felt so goodâand the rougher he got, the harder he groped your tits, pulling and pinching on your nipples through the lace of your bra, the better it felt.
âThatâs it, plaything, moan for meâlet me hear how much you love it when I abuse your tits,â Steve growled, leaning so far over you that his head blocked out the light above the chair. His face was contorted into a greedy expression, his eyes sharp and hungry as he watched pleasure dance across your features. âYouâre such a dumb little doll, you have no idea whatâs heppening to you, do you?â
His tone was mean and mocking, but your body responded to the deep tenor of it all the same, wetness gushing between your thighs while your hips writhed on the leather seat, seeking something to grind against.Â
Your mind was hazy with lust and pleasure and confusion. It took you a long few moments to understand what heâd asked and when you did, it sparked a bit of fear. But even that dissolved into pleasure and you moaned, your hands clinging to Steveâs wristsânot trying to pull him away, just anchoring yourself to him.Â
âWha-whatâs happening to me?â you whined breathlessly, blinking your eyes up at Steve with an equal amount of uncertainty and trust. You still didnât realize he was the reason for what was happening, but youâd come to learn that soon enough. Not that it would matter.
âOh, baby, you donât need to worry your pretty little head about that,â Steve cooed, his tone changing so quickly back to gentle and reassuring, it nearly gave you whiplash.Â
Still, pleasure swirled in your chest at the sweet praise in his words, even if they were more than a little condescending. A smile curled the corners of your lips, but you forced yourself to focus. There was something you wanted to knowâsomething Steve knew, and you were determined to get the answer from him. You knew it was important, even if you couldnât remember why.
âSteve, pleeease,â you whimpered, your words dissolving into a moan when he shoved the lace cups of your bra down and pinched your nipples harder, pulling and twisting them until your spine was arching up off the leather seat. It took you a long moment to remember your train of thought and continue on. âTell me, Steve, please, I can handle itâwhatâs happening to me?âÂ
A wide smirk spread across Steveâs face and his eyes flickered with shadows that seemed to want to consume his gaze the same way he looked like he wanted to consume you. Bending over your squirming, twitching body, Steveâs face hovered just above yours, an evil kind of mischief in his expression.Â
âIf I tell you, do you promise youâll take it like a good girl?â
Images assailed your imaginationâSteve shoving his cock deep in your cunt, growling at you to take it like a good girl while he fucked you like a bat out of hell. Steve pounding into your mouth, grunting his pleasure as he spilled down your throat and ordered you to take it like a good girl. Steve stretching your ass around his cock, smoothing a hand down your spine as he cooed at you in that meanly patronizing tone to take it like a good girl.Â
A loud, debauched moan slipped from your lips as bliss pulsed through your body. It took you a long moment to push the images from your mind and gather your scattered thoughts enough to blink your eyes open and nod up at Steve.
âIâll be good, I promise,â you said fiercely, knowing somewhere deep down that if you were a good girl for him, the visions youâd had would become a reality. And you wanted so badly for them to become a realityâat any cost.Â
A devious, delighted grin spread across Steveâs face at your answer, satisfaction shimmering in his eyes. Then one of his hands let go of your breast and skimmed down your body, over your hip and down your leg until his fingers circled your ankle, just above the tattoo heâd given you.Â
âThis design you chose, itâs not just something I designedâitâs my mark,â he purred, putting emphasis on the last two words as if youâd know what that meant. But you still didnât understand what your tattoo had to do with what was happening to you. His explanation just made you more confused.
âWhat does that mean?â you whimpered, your voice desperate and pleading. You wanted to understand, you wanted to be good for Steve and grasp whatever it was he was trying to tell you, but the meaning of his words was still out of reach.
âThink hard, sweetheart,â Steve cooed, his voice turning sweet in a way that had your belly swooping deliciously.Â
When you still didnât seem to understand, Steveâs hand slid down, his palm covering your fresh tattoo and you gasped. His touch against the mark felt like he was yanking on a thread that had been tied behind your belly button. It felt like you were tethered to somethingâŠto him, you realized.Â
You were tethered to Steve by some sort of magic. The mark heâd tattooed on your skin had bound you to himâŠ
All the air fled your lungs as comprehension sank into your mind. Your face twisted in shock and understanding, though the expression didnât last long.Â
âThere it is, thatâs my girl,â Steve praised, squeezing your ankle and pressing his palm more firmly down on the mark.Â
The touch dragged a reluctant moan from you as pleasure swirled through your body, and you werenât certain if it was your own or the result of the bond between the two of you. When you got control of yourself, you glared up at the devious tattoo artist, letting him see the betrayal written plainly across your face.
âOh donât look at me like that, baby,â Steve rumbled, his other hand wrapping around the front of your throat and tipping your chin up while he bent down until there were mere inches between you. âYou heard the story, and you ignored its warning.â He tsked at you, shaking his head when you only narrowed your eyes in anger. âYou werenât careful about getting tattooed on Friday the 13th and now youâre enslaved to a dark forceâyouâre enslaved to me.â
He didnât give you a chance to react to that declaration, only closed the distance between your lips, covering your mouth with his own to steal a kiss. And, god help you, what a kiss it was.Â
Steveâs mouth slanted perfectly to yours, his lips soft and seeking as they brushed against yours. His tongue flicked out, licking along the seam of your lips as if asking for entry, and you were helpless to the pleasure he offered.Â
Your lips parted with a soft gasp, an invitation if ever there was one, and he wasted no time slipping in. Steve took possession of your mouth, plundering your body while his hands held you firmly pinned beneath him.Â
It wasnât long before you were moaning into his mouth and kissing him back, your fingers plunging into his soft, blond hair and nails digging into the skin at the nape of his neck until he was growling into your mouth.Â
His hand around your neck squeezed harder, choking you lightly in retaliation for the bite of your nails and you pulsed with so much heat, you cried out sharply, the sound transforming into a whine of need.Â
Steve nipped your bottom lip, hard enough to draw blood, and the coppery taste mixed with the heat of his tongue as he licked it from your mouth. When he pulled away a moment later, you could see the traces of red staining his lipsâthough that wasnât nearly as disturbing as the sight of his eyes.Â
Writhing shadows had blotted out the blue irises of his gaze, leaving only two fathomless pools of darkness shimmering in the warm lights of Hell. A shiver raced down your spine, unease and curiosity filling your chest as you stared at the suddenly inhuman visage of the handsome tattoo artist.Â
Steve Rogers was still attractive, even with the unnatural eyes of a demon, but the shadows in his gaze changed the terrain of his face. His teeth looked sharper in his mouth, and the curve of his smirk looked more cruel. His jaw looked more angular and his body seemed bigger, broader, more intimidating as he loomed above you.Â
And yetâŠ
You liked how Steve looked when heâd shed the pretense of humanity. He was somehow, impossibly, hotter. More dangerous, sure, but also freer in a way that you found enticing.Â
It took you a moment, your mind swimming with pleasure and the tingling remnants of his kiss, to pinpoint exactly what you liked about seeing Steve without the guise he mustâve been wearing. He was more himself. And this version of him, this demonic visage, called to the darkness inside of you in a way that made you feel like he belonged to you just as much as you belonged to him.
Pressing a palm to your forehead like you could push that thought straight out of your head, you forced yourself to focus on the present. âNooo,â you moaned in a small voice, mostly to yourself because you were already thinking it wouldnât be so bad to belong to Steve, especially if he belonged to you, too.Â
But, for all you could feel the bond between you and the demon strengthening and solidifying as your tattoo healed supernaturally fast, his desire and lust mixing with your own, he still couldnât read your mind. And he mustâve thought you were protesting the newfound connection between the two of you.
âOhh yes, sweetheart,â Steve growled, his fingers digging into the sides of your throat and tipping your face up so he could see your eyes.Â
The two shimmering pools of darkness were writhing with agitation, and you stared at them in wonder, your mouth falling open with awe. They were just as beautiful as his human eyes, looking like the surface of the deep ocean at night.Â
âYouâre mine, pretty little plaything,â Steve rasped, his voice low and dark and vehement, like he was determined to make you understand your new reality. âYour heart, your body, your soulâitâs all mine,â he went on, pausing only to capture your lips in a brief, but searing kiss, like he was marking you all over again. âYouâre bound to me for eternity, baby, enslaved to all my whims, and I bet you know what I want rigt now.â
You did know. You could feel Steveâs lust slinking through the bond, flooding your body and creating the burning need that was so painful when he wasnât touching you. But beneath it, you could feel your own desire, too. The yearning youâd felt for the tattoo artist that had only grown since youâd discovered his true nature as the demon from the Friday the 13th legend.Â
Watching your face keenly, Steve let go of your ankle, grabbing one of your wrists and bringing your hand to the bulge in his pants. It was so big and hot and hard, even through the stiff denim of his jeans, that you whimpered. But you didnât pull away, letting Steve use his grip to make you stroke his cock. And when he groaned his pleasure, your fingers tightened, giving his thick length a curious squeeze.Â
âThis is what you do to me, pretty girl, this is why youâre the one I chose,â he growled, his voice so deep, it sounded animalistic. âI knew from the moment you walked into my shop with your sweet little skirt and your dark little heart that you were going to be mineâand now Iâve got you.âÂ
It occurred to you to ask what he meant about your heart, but you suspected you knew. Heâd looked deep into your heart and soul saw the darkness thereâand it was exactly what he wanted.Â
The knowledge that you were what he wanted filled you with a sense of pride, and you took over from Steve. You stroked his cock through his jeans without his guidance, squeezing him while you stared up at him, devotion written across your face while you pressed your throat into his hand, knowing the tattoos on his fingers were making a pretty necklace.
âYouâre my precious little plaything, arenât you, baby?â Steve cooed at you, sweeping his thumb over your jaw and swiping it across your lower lip. âDonât worry, youâll enjoy being mine.â
You ducked your head, taking his thumb into your mouth and sucking on him, your eyes going heavy lidded as you nodded your agreement. Steve grunted a pleased sound.
âThatâs it, thatâs my good girl,â he purred, pressing his thumb onto your tongue and pushing deeper into your mouth. âYouâre gonna be such a good fucktoy for your demon master, arenât you?â
You could feel Steveâs cock twitch beneath your fingertips and you squeezed him harder, moaning when you felt an answering pulse deep in your cunt. The burning desire that had been held at bay by the realization of what exactly he was and what heâd done to you returned with a fury that would not be ignored.
âYes, master,â you murmured obligingly after tipping your head back to slide him from your mouth. You pressed a kiss to the pad of his thumb and smiled up at Steve, your eyes hungry and eager.
The demonâs gaze darkened further somehow, filling with greed and lust and just about every sin you could imagineâall promising to do dirty, filthy things to your body in the name of slaking the desire that burned brightly in both of you.Â
âI knew you were perfect,â he growled, grabbing your throat and pulling you in for another kiss. His mouth was hot and demanding, his kiss inciting the fire in your body to burn hotter, making the throbbing between your legs impossible to ignore.Â
While he kissed you breathless, your fingers kept stroking his cock through his jeans, your other hand sliding beneath the hem of his t-shirt to rake your nails through the thin trail of hair dusting his abs. Both of you groaned at the contact, Steveâs tongue plunging into your mouth as his hips thrust against your palm.Â
Just as quickly as heâd dragged you into the kiss, Steve pulled away, shoving you roughly back into the chair. Your back hit the padded leather, a light, âoomph,â of surprise tumbling from your lips. One of his hands gripped your thigh possessively, fingers digging into your soft flesh while he leaned down and pulled a lever somewhere on the chair.
The footrest dropped away, allowing Steve to step between your legs, his hands groping roughly at your thighs, your hips, your tits. A low rumbling growl sounded in his chest every time his hand touched a piece of your clothing, as if they offended him personally. You squirmed in your seat, trying to find the words to beg him to take off the rest of your clothes, but all you could manage was a desperate whine.
âAre you still feeling hot, baby?â Steve asked, his tone playfully condescending as he skimmed his hands up your bare legs and tugged on the hem of your skirtâwhich, at that point, was barely covering anything with the way your legs were splayed open around his hips. âShould we get rid of the rest of these tiresome clothes?âÂ
You were nodding your head before he even finished his question, his hands making quick work of unzipping your skirt and tugging on it until you lifted your hips so he could drag it down along with your panties. He stepped back so he could pull them off your legs, raking his gaze up your body and pointedly looking at your bra.
âTake it off, fucktoy,â he growled, his tone going mean again.Â
The quick change of his mood had you gasping with surprise, even as his rough voice made you gush more wetness between your thighs. You didnât know if youâd ever get used to the demonâs mercurial moods, but you liked the unpredictabilityâit meant youâd never grow bored.
Scrambling to do as Steve said, you pushed forward from the chair to unclip your bra and ripped it off, dumping it unceremoniously on the floor. When that was done, the demon shoved your legs open and stepped back between them, pushing your legs up to drape over the armrests of the chair.
âGood girl,â Steve rumbled, stroking his hands down your thighs, digging his fingers in suddenly, hard enough to make you squeal and squirm. He chuckled, looking like he enjoyed your reaction, and pushed your legs wider, spreading you so fully, you felt a twinge of discomfort in your hip. But the pain was soothed away a moment later by the pleasure throbbing through your body.
A sharp exhale gusted from Steve the moment he laid his eyes on your bare pussy. He was staring down at you like you were everything to him, like you were the center of his universe. He looked like he was a mere second away from getting down on his knees and worshipping at the altar of your body.
More surprising than the way he was looking at you was what you could feel through the bond tethering you to the demon. You could feel his devotion in your soul, the sensation curling round your heart and filling you with a sense of adoration that was both yours and Steveâs.Â
As much as you were his, you knew, with absolutely certainty, that he was yours, too. For better or for worse.
But the longer Steve stared down at your body, his hands unable to stop touching youâexploring every inch of your skin, his palms cupping your breasts, thumbs stroking over you nipples before he curved his fingers around your ribs and skimmed down to your hips, feeling you, learning youâthe more you began to believe it wasnât so bad being bonded to a demon.
You hadnât noticed your gaze had drifted away from the demon, staring unseeingly over his shoulder while you reveled in the feel of him touching you, until his hand came down sharply on your slit, slapping your pussy so sharply, you cried out in surprise, tears springing to your eyes. Pleasure and pain burned through you, writhing and fighting for dominance, and you were helpless to the sensation.
âEyes on me, fucktoy,â Steve growled, grabbing your chin and forcing you to look up at him. His fingers dug into your cheeks, his face looming over yours while his hand came down again, spanking your cunt and making your whole body jerk in the leather chair from the sharp, stinging pleasure. âYouâre my dumb little cock slave, and youâll look at me like a good girl when Iâm playing with you like youâre my own personal fuck dollâgot it?â
The demon punctuated his seething question with another spank to your pussy, and it was the hardest of all, but though you expected pain, you felt only pleasure. A loud, pornographic moan, spilled from your lips while your mind swirled, your whole body throbbing like you were one big nerve ending.Â
Forcing your eyes open, you found Steve watching you expectantly. You gasped for air and scrambled for words âYes, master,â you cried, surprising even yourself when you shouted, âIâm your good little fucktoy!âÂ
Steve seemed appeased, a satisfied smirk pulling at the corners of his mouth while his fingers rubbed through your drenched folds. âYou are, baby,â he assured you. âYouâre such a good little plaything for your master.âÂ
His words were an alluring purr, soothing you. Then, he surprised you by shoving three of his fingers into your cunt, making your whole body shudder from the unrelenting and sudden fullness.
âOh god,â you moaned, pleasure ricocheting violently through your body. You squirmed in the chair, feeling your pussy spasm with delight, your wetness gushing out of you and dripping down between your ass cheeks, making a mess on the chair.Â
âGodâs not going to help you now, sweet thing,â Steve rumbled with a smirk, pulling his fingers out of you before pushing them deep into your sopping wet hole again. âYou sold your soul to me, He has no dominion over you anymoreâyouâre mine for eternity.â
His thumb rubbed your clit and you cried out helplessly, barely hearing his words as your body focused on the pleasure he was giving you. He pushed deeper, his fingers stroking a spot inside you that had your spine arching and your hips bearing down on his delicious intrusion. You were so wet, he fucked you easily with his three fingers, spreading them wide to stretch you open.Â
âOh fuck,â you whined, your whole body shaking with need while the demon fucked you slowly with his fingers. You watched them slide into you, your folds swollen and puffy from his rough spanking. He was moving with a torturous laziness and you squirmed, mewling for more, âFaster, Steve, please.âÂ
Suddenly, Steveâs fingers pulled free from your obscenely wet pussy, and a second later they were being shoved into your mouth. Your sweet, musky taste exploded on your tongue as the demon pushed them deep, making you gag on his slick fingers while he loomed above you.Â
âWhat did you call me?â he seethed through gritted teeth, the dark shadows of his eyes roiling like a churning sea.
âMâm sowwy,â you mumbled around his fingers, drool dripping down your chin and tears spilling onto your cheeks.Â
Steveâs mood immediately calmed at the sight of your tears and he made a soft shushing sound as he pulled his fingers from your mouth. âThere, there, my sweet little plaything,â he cooed, leaning down to kiss and lick the salty tears from your skin. âI like it better when you call me masterâcan you be a good girl and call me master?â
The way Steve was bent over you, the bulge in his jeans pressed into your leaking cunt and you rubbed against him like a cat in heat, your hole aching to be filled, but you knew you had to answer his question first.Â
âYes, master,â you whimpered, âIâmma be a good girl, I swear.âÂ
âThatâs my girl,â Steve purred, swiping the drool from your chin and pressing a kiss to your mouth. It was sweet and slow, his mouth praising you without words and making your head spin with the feeling of affection slipping through the bond.Â
When he pulled away, Steve gave you a stern look, his brow lowered over his black eyes and his mouth pressed into a firm line.Â
âNow, I can feel you rubbing your cute little cunt on my cock, baby,â he rumbled, his hands groping your thighs, but not pinning you down to make you stop. So you kept humping against him, your body shameless in its need for him. âBut I want you to use your wordsâwhat do you want from your master?â
âFuck me, masterâplease, oh g-fuck, I need your cock, master, please, please, please give it to me,â you babbled, blinking away the last of your tears to stare up into the handsome face of your demon.Â
You could still feel his lust and desire and fondness thrumming through the bond heâd created, but beneath that, deep in your own heart, you felt your own affection swell. Youâd had a crush on Steve before heâd sealed the bond, andâgod help youâthose feelings didnât waver in light of his trickery. If anything, every touch, no matter how rough or soft, only strengthened them.Â
Steveâs fingers dug into the plush flesh of your thighs, his grip possessive as he stared down at you with a satisfied smirk.Â
âYâknow, I donât think Iâll ever get tired of hearing you beg for me, babyânot for a millennia, at least,â he murmured, ducking down to capture your swollen lips in a kiss.Â
At the same time, he rubbed his bulge against your sensitive pussy, making you cry out so that he could swallow the sound down.Â
Kissing him back, you whimpered into his lips, need burning through your body and making you impatient. Your fingernails raked down the front of Steveâs chest, reveling in the way his firm muscles contracted, and the sharp little breaths he took.Â
You hooked your fingers under the lower hem and tugged the shirt up with a desperate whine until Steve yanked it off over his head, breaking your kiss for only a second.Â
Your fingers explored the smooth planes of Steveâs chest, brushing over his beautiful tattoos as you traced his hard muscles. All the while, he kissed you, devoured you, his own hands kneading your thighs and your tits and plucking at your nipples until you were writhing mindlessly beneath him.Â
âPlease, master,â you keened, arching your spine and pushing your tits into his palms. âFuck me, pleeease!â You tugged demandingly on the waist of his jeans, your fingers fumbling to undo the buckle of his belt.
Steve only chuckled maddeningly, rubbing his clothed cock into your sopping wet pussy while he pressed kisses to your jaw.Â
âCâmon, baby, you can beg better than that, canât you?â he rumbled, his tone playful and warm, but it quickly turned dark and demanding. âBeg me to split you open on my dick, to fucking ruin your pretty little pussy with my fat demon cockâuse your filthy mouth, sweetheart, tell me all the dirty things you want your evil master to do to you.â
âOh fuck, yes,â you groaned, squirming beneath him and humping shamelessly against his bulge. âPlease, masterâplease ruin me, hurt me, abuse me,â you cried, not knowing where the words were coming from, but you suspected they were being ripped right from that dark place deep in your heart, your soul. âFill my holes with your demon cock and pump me full of cum, wanna be bulging with your seed, masterâwanna be your dumb little fucktoy for all eternity. Make me yours, please!â
You cut off on a broken, desperate sob, and Steveâs mouth covered yours with an animalistic roar, kissing you hardâlike he was branding you all over again. It made you moan louder, kissing him back just as fervently.
Your head spun from Steveâs kiss, but you could feel his hands fumbling between your legs. Then, the hot, hard length of him smacked against your swollen, smarting pussy, making you cry out into his mouth.Â
Steve drank down your sounds greedily, like they were the nectar of the gods. His tongue pushed into your mouth, licking into you as if trying to lap up your pleasured noises straight from their source.
âYouâre fucking perfect, baby,â Steve praised when he pulled away, his voice silky and earnest in a way that made your heart warm in your chest.Â
His mood had switched again, and you didnât think youâd ever get tired of the way it could shift like the wind. It was exciting and thrillingâlike riding your own personal roller coaster. But no matter how his mood seemed to shift, you always felt his affection through the bond. Your demon was just fickle about how he liked to show that affection.
âSuch a good fucking girl for me, âm gonna give you exactly what you want, sweet thing,â Steve went on, rubbing his hot, hard length through your drenched folds, coating himself in your wetness. âGonna bury my cock in your holes for an aeon, keep you dumb and drunk on my cock, gonna make you my precious little plaything.âÂ
âYes, master, please,â you whimpered, your hands finding Steveâs waist and pulling your bodies closer, your ass sliding to the edge of the chair. âFuck my tight little hole, pleaseâplease!âÂ
Something in Steve seemed to snap, and with a snarl, he folded you in half in his leather tattoo chair, pushing your knees to your chest and lining up the head of his cock with your weeping entrance. In the next breath, he shoved his cock deep into your cunt, splitting you open with such a delicious mixture of pain and pleasure that your screams filled the whole of Hell.Â
Steve gave you only a moment to adjust to the sheer girth of his thick, massive cock before he pulled back and snapped his hips forward, the sound of his thighs hitting your ass making a loud clapping sound.Â
Your mouth fell open, the most obscene, pornographic moans coming from your lips. Against your will, your eyes slid closed.
Grabbing the back of your head to hold it still, Steve slapped your cheekâhardâmaking your eyes fly back open. The stinging pain blurred into a deep, aching pleasure, and your cry of surprise devolved into a lewd moan.Â
âWhat did I tell you, fucktoy?â Steve growled, slapping you again, harder. The pools of his eyes churned dangerously, his mouth twisted with determination as he reminded you of his earlier command. âKeep your fucking eyes on me.â
Though you knew his strikes were meant to be punishing, he was keeping a tight leash on his strength. His hand smarted but he never truly hurt you.Â
It was more degrading, feeling Steve slap your face, and you enjoyed it much more than you wouldâve expected. The sounds of your desperate, depraved pleasure spilling freely from your lips.Â
When you managed to focus your gaze on your demon, you found Steve watching you with a smug smirk on his face.Â
âDo you like it when I slap you, sweet thing?â he cooed, his hips driving into yours, fucking you deep and hard with his thick cock while he held the back of your head. He didnât wait for an answer, slapping you again, letting your face twist to the side before forcing you back to look at him. âDo you want me to hurt you more, pretty girl?â
âYes, master!â you cried, surprising even yourself. But you were greedy for the mixture of pain and pleasure Steve offered, finding you were quickly growing addicted to the wicked way he made you feel. âPlay rough with your fucktoyâplease, master, I want it!â
âGood girl,â Steve purred, grinning wider and using his free hand to slap your tits, your thighs, anywhere he could reach. The sharp smacking sounds joined with the clapping of his hips against your ass and the obscene wet noises of your pussy being fucked. âYouâre such a perfect little plaything, baby, taking it like such a good girl for your master.â
Steve leaned more heavily on top of you, his hips pressing his cock so deep, you sobbed with pleasure, feeling like he was pushing into your cervix. Pain and pleasure made your mind spin, and your hands clung to Steveâs thick biceps, your nails digging sharply into his skin.
Your demon hissed out a breath at the bite of your nails, his hips stuttering and fucking more powerfully into you. He slammed against a spot deep inside your cunt that had you thrashing beneath him in the leather chair, clawing at him even more.
âFuck yeah, sweetheart, hurt me back,â he growled, his tone taunting you meanly as he went on. âShow me what ya got, I can take it.âÂ
Darkness rose inside of you, and though it was tempting to believe it was solely the effect of the demonâs mark on your body, you knew it wasnât. This was the darkness that had grown within you over the years, the one that had called out to the demon and had been so pleased when he answered your call by binding you to him for an eternity of sinful servitude.Â
Skimming your hands up to Steveâs shoulders, you didnât miss the way he looked a little disappointed at your light touch. You curled your lips in an impish grinâthe only warning you gave him before you dug your nails deep into his skin, dragging them down over his inked shoulders and biceps as hard as you could.
Though you didnât break skin, dark red lines appeared on his pale skin where it shone through and Steve groaned loudly, his hips twitching before he picked up his pace. He fucked you faster, with punishingly violent strokes that had you babbling an endless stream of pleasured noises.
âThatâs it, plaything, let it outâtake it out on me,â he growled encouragingly.Â
You didnât know what exactly he was prompting you to let out, but you suspected it had something to do with the darkness churning in your chest. And his reaction, his pleasure in response to the pain youâd given him, lit something inside you. The darkness unfurled further as you finally let it free, and you felt Steveâs encouragement through the bond you shared.
Tilting your hips up so that Steve could pound harder and deeper into your pussy, you reached around to his lower back, raking your nails up the long length of his muscles. You pressed so deep, you wouldâve gouged into a humanâs skin. But your demon was made of sturdier stuff, and he simply grunted in pleasure, fucking you harderâso hard, it nearly hurt.
Steve was glorious above you, his demented coal-black eyes staring down at you with a fathomless greed you could feel thrumming in your own heart. It made you want to hurt him. It made you want to love him.Â
Frightened by both impulses, you grabbed Steve by the back of his neck, digging your nails into his skin as you pulled him down. Instead of kissing him, though, your face buried into the crook of his neck and you sank your teeth into the spot at the base of his throat, the one free of ink, biting him hard enough you thought you might actually pierce the demonâs skin.
He tasted like fire and smoke and salt.Â
Steveâs growling groan rumbled in his throat and you felt it against your cheek, moaning in answer while you licked his warm, golden skin. You sucked on him hard, wanting to leave your own mark on your demon, sinking your teeth in further while his cock pressed deep inside you.
Your demon allowed it for a moment, then his hand wrapped around the front of your throat and he pushed you away, pinning you hard against the back of the tattoo chair while he climbed on top of you. The back gave way until you were laying flat and Steveâs big body was covering yours.Â
The chair rocked dangerously, but stayed upright and Steve caged you in beneath him, fucking you in slow, lazy strokes.
âYou bite me like that again, sweetheart, and âm gonna blow my load way too soon,â he grumbled, glaring at you, though there wasnât any heat to it. Especially since you could feel his pleasure through the bond.Â
âOops,â you said, unable to hold back your giggle. Steve didnât look nearly as amused as you felt, so you forced yourself to look a little contrite as you pouted and simpered, âSorry, master.â
Shaking his head and huffing a laugh, you felt his humor slip through the bond and saw his mouth flicker in a smile.Â
âBaby, baby, baby, what am I gonna do with you, huh?â he purred. Tilting his head to the side, he considered you with smirk. âYouâve only been bound to me for an hour and Iâve already corrupted you, sweetheart.âÂ
He ducked down, dragging his nose from the base of your throat up to your jaw, nipping at the spot just below your ear that had you moaning softly. Your legs clung to his sides, holding him close in the cradle of your body while he kissed your neck. Â
âMmm,â you hummed in agreement, even though you both knew it was the darkness in your heart that had drawn him to you in the first place, not that heâd corrupted you. âI guess youâll just have to keep me, master,â you said sweetly, lifting your hips to meet Steveâs languid strokes, gasping when the tip of his cock hit that spot deep inside you that had you seeing stars.Â
At your words, Steve huffed a laugh, burying his face in your neck and mumbling against your skin, âAs if Iâd ever be able to let you go.â He rocked into your body, wringing another moan from you as he grunted his own pleasure. âFuck, your cunt feels so good, âm not gonna last much longer.â
âMaster, please, âm so close,â you whimpered into his ear. You wrapped one of your arms around his broad shoulders while your other hand dove into his soft, blond hair. You clung to your demon while he dug his arms beneath your back, holding you pinned beneath his body so he could rut ferociously into you.
âBite me, baby,â Steve growled, pounding into you with short, hard thrusts, grinding the base of his cock against your clit with each one. âMark meâshow me Iâm yours.â His voice was a desperate, greedy rasp, his need thrumming through your body through the bond, and you couldnât think of doing anything but indulging him.
Your teeth sank deep into Steveâs neck, in the one spot that wasnât covered in ink, and sucked hard on his skin, licking his throbbing pulse point at the same time. He growled wildly, his thrusts turning harder and meaner, his fingers slipping between your bodies to find your clit and rub ruthlessly.
You didnât know which of you came first because it seemed like you both pushed each other over the edge in the same instant.Â
The coil of pleasure deep in your belly snapped suddenly, and pleasure exploded through your body, leaving devastation in its wake as you screamed your release. At the same time, Steve groaned, long and loud, his cock throbbing deep inside your cunt while he spilled his seed into your fluttering channel.Â
Your demon kept fucking you as you both rode out the waves of pleasure, your body clinging to his and milking his cock while he held you crushed to his chest.Â
Your gasps for air turned to deeper breaths as you slowly came down from your peak, and you were distantly aware of Steve hauling you up from the chair and spinning around to sit while you sprawled in his lap.
As you recovered together, Steveâs fingertips danced up and down your spine while your head lay on his inked shoulder and you watched the red indents of your teeth slowly fade from his neck. A frown pulled at the edges of your mouth, and you wondered how on earth heâd managed to get tattooed if it was so difficult to leave a mark on his skin.
âWhatâs wrong?â Steve asked in a deep, gruff voice, like heâd been on the brink of sleep.Â
It took you a moment of being confused about how he couldâve possibly seen your frown before you remembered the bond. You still felt the tether to him, like a string tied behind your belly button, but you didnât feel a tug on it until his palm skimmed down to your ankle and his hand closed over the tattoo heâd given you, which was healed somehow.Â
âHow did that heal so fast?â you asked, sitting up twisting around to look at your ankle. The sweeping, delicate curves peaked out from behind Steveâs hand, and you brushed your fingertips over the inked lines with wonder.Â
âThere was a drop of my blood in the ink,â Steve answered, and when you looked at him, he wore a mischievous smirk. âI told you the ingredients were all-natural, didnât I?â he asked charmingly and shot you a wink, making you laugh and shake your head.Â
But then your eyes fell on the spot on his neck where youâd bitten him. Heâd healed so fast, you couldnât see any trace of your teeth anymore, and you brushed your fingers over it sadly. Steve caught your hand and brought it to his mouth, pressing a kiss to each of your fingertips.
âThereâs a special method to tattooing a demon,â Steve answered your unasked question, skimming his free hand down his chest and over all the other ink on his skin. âI can teach you how,â he offered.
Your eyes had drifted down to his chest, tracing the lines of the tattoos that had been hidden by his shirt, but at his words, you glanced upâand were surprised to see the darkness had receded from his eyes, leaving them a bright, sky blue. The look he was giving you was earnest, and you felt it reflected in the bond that hummed in your body.
âIâd like that,â you said softly, ducking your head into the crook of his neck and licking the spot you wanted to mark.Â
He still tasted like fire and salt and smoke and you wanted to savor him for an eon. With a sigh, you gave into the urge, licking and kissing him idly while you cuddled into his chest. Steve held you securely, your body still impaled on his half-hard cock while his cum dripped out of you, and you thought you could stay like that forever.Â
Instead, after a few moments, you asked, âSo what happens now? Do you take me back to hell or the underworld or whatever?â
A chuckle rumbled in Steveâs chest. The sound reverberated through your sternum where you were pressed together and you smiled into his neck.
âI figured weâd stick around Brooklyn for a couple decades, then we can head down below,â he murmured, tracing patterns on your lower back with one hand while the other gripped your ass possessively. âI think youâll like it thereâIâve got all kinds of fun toys to play with.â
You could hear the depraved excitement in his tone and snorted a laugh. But then something occurred to you and you pushed up from his chest to sit back so you could see Steveâs face. He looked confused by your suddenly serious expression.
âWhen you say toys, you donât mean other people youâve bound to you, do you?â you asked him with your eyes narrowed. Your focus was almost entirely on the bond, waiting for his reaction. You knew youâd be able to tell if he was lying, or hiding something.
But you felt only amusement from him, and watched as a grin spread across his face. âNah,â he said, his hand wrapping loosely around the front of your throat to pull you in for a kiss. âIâm not actually the demon from the urban legend,â he confessed. âItâs just one of the ways we trick pretty little humans like you to sell your souls to usâyou really shouldâve read the fine print of that contract you signed.â
You huffed an exasperated laugh, because what else could you do, and kissed your demon again. He chuckled into your kiss before deepening it, his mouth sliding possessively against yours. When he pulled away, he nipped your lower lip, soothing the sting away with his tongue as he growled into your mouth.Â
âYouâre the only soul for me, sweet girl.â
Your heart beat harder in your chest, and you felt his deep affection swirling with your own in your belly, twining together around your heart to create something real and deep. It was something that would grow and strengthen over the millennia you spent together.
You knew in that moment that there would be no running from the demon youâd unknowingly bound yourself to, and that you wouldnât want to escape him anyway. Steve may have tricked youâand youâd make him grovel for your forgiveness for at least a century for thatâbut he was yours now, just as surely as you were his.Â
âYouâre the only demon for me, Steve Rogers.âÂ
You moaned for your demon when his hands grabbed your hips and began bouncing you on his hardened cock. His cum was still leaking out of your cunt, making a mess of both of you, but neither of you cared. Your kisses turned messy with your grunts and groans of pleasure, your bodies pushing each other toward the edge of another release as you gave in to the insatiable need you both felt for the other.
It would be a long time before that need was finally satedâso long that it was no longer Friday the 13th by the time you stumbled out of Hell, Steveâs heavy arm draped around your waist. His strong body kept you upright on unsteady knees while he walked you to his brownstone around the corner.
For years after that fateful Friday the 13th, you helped Steve keep up appearances as a tattoo artist, playing his devoted girlfriend during the day. Then at night, he took you home and made you his personal plaything, bending you over and fucking your ass with his fat demon cock or unloading his cum down your throat.Â
In the rare moments when you werenât fucking, Steve taught you how to tattoo, and the method of how to tattoo a demon specifically, all so you could leave your mark on his skin. You tattooed an outline of your teeth marks on his neck, in the spot heâd left open for you since the night youâd met.
Youâd even included a drop of your blood in the ink, even though Steve said it wouldnât strengthen the bond. But afterward, you did feel like you were close to him, and he admitted he felt it, too.Â
Years later, Steve surprised you by asking you to marry him, and though you thought it was a little unnecessary, you said yes. It just seemed a bit like overkill to have a whole wedding ceremony when your souls were already bonded for eternity, but you had to admit it was a good time. Plus, all your friends and family cried happy tearsâeven the demons.Â
Finally, when it began to get suspicious that you and Steve werenât aging while the humans around you were, Steve passed on ownership of Hell to one of the other artists and he took you down below to the real thing. He carried you across the threshold of his house and welcomed you home, where youâd live happily together until you decided to go topside again.
There in hell, Steve spent centuries shattering you apart with his cock before rebuilding you, only to break you down into his dumb little fucktoy all over again. Together, you used every toy Steve owned. You were your masterâs good little plaything while he delivered pain and pleasure that sent you to new planes of existence.Â
Then, of course, Steve taught you how to use them all on him, too, because your demon master liked a little bit of pain, too.
Youâd loved your time in Brooklyn with Steve Rogers, the tattoo artist and owner of Hell, but you loved your time in hell with your demon master even more. Together, you allowed yourselves to be truly free and give in to your darkness together. You allowed yourself to love him, and let him love you in return.Â
It was everything you could have dreamed of, living a happy life for the rest of eternity with your demon in hell.
And all you had to do was follow one rule: When in hell, do as the demons do.
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