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Have you seen my little lad?
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jin zixun#Everytime I have to write his name I feel like I'm running outside in a blood rain trying not to get wet. Misspelling it feels so inevitabl#But so far so good! He doesn't have too many more appearances before he gets Cheesed.#Dear god I love it when characters go on the war path for someone they care about.#And I love it even more when you have an ambiguity between personal debt and genuine act of selflessness.#WWX saving WN is purposefully messy! Like a lot of our real life reasons for how we act - there isn't a clear single cause or answer.#Sometimes we forget that we are a collection of experiences and learnt reactions.#Sometimes we forget that what we see on the surface is not the point to address. Everyone is more complex than we think. Even yourself.#And yet...it always comes back to love doesn't it? Attachment styles and self-esteem and bonds and relationships to others.#Everything comes back to love and our perceptions of it.#WWX is on a self-destructive war path and he will absorb as much damage as he can for those he feels obligated and attached to.#Does it make him feel needed? Does it give him purpose? Does it ease anxieties of the past? I do not think there is an answer.
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Omens
#krok.png#Fallout#Fallout 4#Sole Survivor#Fallout OC#OC#Original Character#OC: Kitty#I'm back from real life obligations!#I didn't intend to finish this in one go but uuuh#Here we are
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So long as the political and economic system remains intact, voter enfranchisement, though perhaps resisted by overt white supremacists, is still welcomed so long as nothing about the overall political arrangement fundamentally changes. The facade of political equality can occur under violent occupation, but liberation cannot be found in the occupierâs ballot box. In the context of settler colonialism voting is the âcivic dutyâ of maintaining our own oppression. It is intrinsically bound to a strategy of extinguishing our cultural identities and autonomy.
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Since we cannot expect those selected to rule in this system to make decisions that benefit our lands and peoples, we have to do it ourselves. Direct action, or the unmediated expression of individual or collective desire, has always been the most effective means by which we change the conditions of our communities. What do we get out of voting that we cannot directly provide for ourselves and our people? What ways can we organize and make decisions that are in harmony with our diverse lifeways? What ways can the immense amount of material resources and energy focused on persuading people to vote be redirected into services and support that we actually need? What ways can we direct our energy, individually and collectively, into efforts that have immediate impact in our lives and the lives of those around us? This is not only a moral but a practical position and so we embrace our contradictions. Weâre not rallying for a perfect prescription for âdecolonizationâ or a multitude of Indigenous Nationalisms, but for a great undoing of the settler colonial project that comprises the United States of America so that we may restore healthy and just relations with Mother Earth and all her beings. Our tendency is towards autonomous anti-colonial struggles that intervene and attack the critical infrastructure that the U.S. and its institutions rest on. Interestingly enough, these are the areas of our homelands under greatest threat by resource colonialism. This is where the system is most prone to rupture, itâs the fragility of colonial power. Our enemies are only as powerful as the infrastructure that sustains them. The brutal result of forced assimilation is that we know our enemies better than they know themselves. What strategies and actions can we devise to make it impossible for this system to govern on stolen land? We arenât advocating for a state-based solution, redwashed European politic, or some other colonial fantasy of âutopia.â In our rejection of the abstraction of settler colonialism, we donât aim to seize colonial state power but to abolish it. We seek nothing but total liberation.
Voting Is Not Harm Reduction - An Indigenous Perspective
#indigenous action#2024 elections#voting#on one hand i think if one opponent is a mask off fascist white people have an obligation to vote against them As The Least We Can Do#but if that's all we're doing? that and bullying other people who see a futility in participating in a colonial institution of 'democracy'?#sorry but um. shut the fuck up#if we spent half as much energy on direct action to support each other in ways that help people REGARDLESS of who wins what election#as we did on yelling at Other Leftists about voting i think we would get a hell of a lot more actual shit done#and sure as hell help more actual real life people who we claim to be helping by yelling at other people to vote#i'm talking to me here like#our current blue harm reduction candidate actively supporting a genocide should make you feel like maybe this shit doesn't fucking work#because it doesn't <3#harm reduction as the least we can do needs to be a call to action via vote AND actual action or it's not a call to anything at all#the least we can do needs to be motivating AND convicting#it's the least we can do so fucking do it. it's the least we can do so if that's All you do sit the hell down or stand the fuck up#for people who the status quo serves it needs to be the ballot AND the bullet or our ballot means fuck all for real liberation
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Something something perhaps the reason Curly lacks a truly undamaged ID where his face is visible is to represent how much damage Jimmy had already affected on him throughout their relationship and the way Curly obscured part of who he is and what he stood to unintentionally cater to this toxic influence in his life.
#I think there is something to say that most people draw post crash curly and may not have every drawn him pre crash#and I think it says something that we only really look at the characters substantially in relation to Jimmy and not their own merits#unless we are discussing how J I M M Y mischarcterizes them cause in this#since we donât assign a face and identify to Curlyâs actions outside of Jimmy until the end their is the question of how much we are viewing#them as separate entities rather than intertwined actions cause while the flipping#of who we play at shows them and parallels and in separable in terms of the story going down#they couldnât be drastically more different in thinking and you only really realize that at the birthday scene where Curly felt the need to#take responsibility for something while Jimmy just felt the need to take#this is also more so me thinking about all the reason people think Curly and Jimmy could be friends but they are missing the point of Jimmy#and his dynamic there is nothing severely weird or sinister about Curly or his intentions itâs that heâs well meaning to a fault#heâs an average dude having a mid life crisis and Jimmy is a guy that takes advantage of good intentions like the idea#that curly has to be like Jimmy in some way personality humor morally is the exact sort of projection Jimmy wants#to happen and does like itâs the sad and real case that sometimes people just have friends like Jimmy that they canât cut off for one reason#or another like itâs not highly philosophical people are friends with objective assholes but itâs less about them#and more about the person feeling some obligation to stay like I feel like crafting him into#being more morally grey is to just make it easier to be angrier or think someone with more of a backbone#could of done something but itâs not even that he was spineless he was just too distracted and sometimes that feel like cowardice like even#Swansea waited itâs just the sad truth of how people avoid people like Jimmy or setting them off#sometimes it just does more harm than good I just am so bored with all the takes#acting like there was a perfect man on that ship and that any one outside of Anya knew the exact type of guy Jimmy#was from the get go like the point is other men wouldnât in rape culture but women and their victims already know#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#throwing rocks at Jimmy
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I have to confess that I only know 4KOTA as far as season 1,, I've been meaning to read the manga for ages I just never actually got around to it đ
Anyways,, Howzer my beloved ,,,,,
I may have gone a bit overboard with the fluffiness of his hair but I do not apologize for doing so. It's for the good of mankind. also tits
#surprise !! MORE ms paint art#from like 7 months ago#i SWEAR I'm working on things and i WILL post actual new recent art#unfortunately i am obligated to prioritize real life before The Sillies#7ds#7ds fanart#seven deadly sins#nnt#nanatsu no taizai#four knights of the apocalypse#4kota fanart#4kota#howzer nnt#breadgoblin
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I'm like this đ¤ close to making a Grindr, setting my location to Butte,MT, and putting "Asian trans men pls interact" in my bio
#Legally i am obligated to say this is for ghost story casting reasons#i.e. the hardest actor for us to find will be a gay Asian trans guy (or trans masc person) who lives in MT and can sing#âHe's our white whale. I mean our Asian whale.â-Elliot#Ghost story musical#It's all real life
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Was waiting until ep 4 to ask but for the character opinion bingo thingymajiggy could you do bon (the spirit/evil murder robot ) if you haven't already
Oh my god, Bon. I love Bon so much. I'm so glad that I love Bon so much.
Bon, the animatronic rabbit, has over the course of the couple last years become one of my favorite characters. At this point, he's right up there with Jenny and Sophie. So when we first got that Findjackwalten "Bon" reveal, I was very... apprehensive? For me it was just really underwhelming. I honestly think my biggest complaint was just that, aesthetically, he was so much more boring than Bon, the animatronic rabbit. I love Bon. What I didn't love was this like, clip art character. He was just a guy? Like a human guy? He didn't even look fun. There was so little there to sell me on the idea of Bon as a character. It's funny, though, since I really think part of what frustrated me was that the part that made Bon an Evil Killer was divorced from him being a rabbit. Which is a really silly thing to say, but I just honestly hadn't expected there to be any 'form' of Bon that came aesthetically separate from the mystique of the rabbit animatronic. And I love rabbits, they're my favorite animals. (Well, hares are, really. But rabbits get to share the love.) So it was a very petty kind of upset.
But oh my god, seeing "Bon" in this episode has totally turned me around. Like wow, he is fun! He is aesthetically interesting! Which is why I've written that 'so relieved' point on top of the one that usually says 'wasted potential'. I'd had an idea in my mind of what "Bon" would be since we saw that "Bon" text on Findjackwalten in fucking January of 2022. That's a lot of time to stew in your thoughts. If "Bon" ended up being something I wasn't happy with, I was gonna be really disappointed. But I wasn't!
It's been really fun learning to attribute some of my favorite aspects of Bon, the killer animatronic, to "Bon", the white ghost, because they are effectively the same. I can't help but find him really cute, honestly? I love his girlish mannerisms. I love his penchant for.. Fashion? I say this remembering one of the old entries on the Martin's Secret Lair findjackwalten page. His love of music? Y'know, obviously he kills people and is evil and manipulative. But he does it cutely. Definitely the rabbit aspect is doing something to endear me.
Beyond that purely emotional endearment, I'm genuinely very interested in him as a character as well... It's a little hard to talk about, though, since my feelings are so new and so poorly thought-out, honestly. But something I've been thinking about for a while is his relationship with Rosemary... From how I see it, he seems to have a strange sort of infatuation with her. He calls her Rosie... he puts her in Sha... Less objectively, his little shrine to her in Souvenir seems very elaborate to me, at least relatively. And assuming the "Rose broken. Will fix you" dialogue is diegetic and we're meant to think that Bon spoke to Rose before killing her... Well, it's just very interesting to me that he seemed to try to explain to her what was going on. It's really fucked, honestly, and it's something I'd really like to know more about. His conversation with Susan in 4 makes me think his criteria for killing people has at least something to do with, like, whether or not he likes someone. Really really fucked and really, really interesting.
God there's really so much to say about Bon... But I'm nervous too, since I don't really know how well I can articulate what I feel. It feels a little like there's warring factions in me, between the Me that thinks the animatronic serial killer is so Silly Cutesy and Me that's really horrified by and invested in the Lore and Context behind everything that Bon, as a character and narrative force, is actually doing. Not that those feelings necessarily can't coexist. The way he talks to Susan is so unsettling to me... it's strangely tender, honestly. Like a genuine attempt for comfort, despite the context. I feel like I have a million little half-observations to make, but none of them amount to a full thought. Bon is really fucked! I'm so happy that I find him actually really cool and interesting! I want to take him clothes shopping and feed him Tchaikovsky records. Martin said he liked Classical music but I think that's. well not Wrong but inarticulate. I think he's a Romantic girl. He loves some Beethoven. Some Liszt. whjat am i even saying anymore
#ask#i have to cut this post off a littlebit shorter than I had wanted because i have real life obligations....ugh#i should get to 24/7 talk about the walten files. for a living
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reading AITAs to do with abortion is so painful because the question will be "Am I in the wrong for pressuring my 16yo daughter to get an abortion?" and the answers will all be "No, of course no one can expect you not to burden the girl with this for the rest of her life because you feel her child will be a burden on you" and "Tell her horror stories about pregnancy and being a single mother; that'll frighten her into compliance đđđ"
#this is without even mentioning the Child in question#but let's be real all of them are pro aborts who would ridicule anyone suggesting they take it into account#... also that one post where someone was asking aita for abandoning my gf cause she wouldn't have an abortion#and the answers were 'yta for not being sterilised but since the child is there it's her responsibility'#if it wasn't a year old post I'd have had some choice Victorian words to say to that man#You my sir are the very example of an adominable cad and I wouldn't wish you on your girlfriend because you are clearly not worth anyone's#trust but also the barest decency you clearly don't possess would OBLIGE you to financially support the poor woman#for the rest of your miserable unworthy life#but it's a year old post so I'm ranting into the void here#therese rambles#pro life
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I'm surprised you haven't posted any Welcome home stuff recently! Honestly kinda makes me sad since I love your WH art and stuff
yea y'all are gonna have to be Patient w/ me bc
a) i have like. a week left to pack all of my stuff before i need to shove everything into a uhaul and leave, so its crunch time! leaving little to no energy/interest in anything else
b) to be honest my mental health is the worst its been in years - which is fine, its whatever, i can deal. it's not as bad as it could be and im handling it! like a champ, even! but also its leaving little to no energy/interest in anything else
c) had a minor crisis over my art and how i interact w/ WH, and i realized im not scribbling enough of what I want. ive mostly been trying to please people and do as asked and thats! not good! so i want to temper expectation & reassert that im Not a WH art blog - its just a hyperfixation / something i love rn. i draw what i enjoy & what i want in the moment.
#i picked up my tablet last night and all of my motivation died on the spot#so im just. eh whatever ill get back into the swing of things eventually#but yeah im spending my time packing & keeping myself afloat! not much room for other things at present!#rambles from the bog#but yeah i was starting to feel like a commodity of sorts?#like the majority of asks are just some form of 'can you draw this' 'draw this' 'id love it if youd draw this'#which is. fine. im an art blog! thats what i do!#but its also like hey. im just some guy doodling what they enjoy. im not a machine churning out content for consumption#& it gets to the point where there's so much expectation and obligation and 'demand'-#when do i ever sit down and truly indulge in what i want?#like the monster scribble i posted the other day! it made me so happy! i love monsters and Beasts!#when do i ever allow myself to draw them?#rarely bc i feel like people Expect puppets from me. and thats not a great feeling!#i love puppets i love wh and everything but i would like to enjoy it w/o pressure yk yk....#& for a second there i Was feeling the pressure and scribbling puppets was starting to feel like a chore#something i Needed to do to please people#so! im focusing on real life & taking a break from creation & keeping my mindset away from 'jump into traffic' thankyew <3#theres just too much going on right now#in my head And outside of it.#so ill stick to packing & binging psych & i'll lovingly place everything else on the backburner
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Am I the only one miffed that they decided to cut away from THE BELLS HELLS GRIEVING EPISODE to the crown keepers????
Like wow, what a way to undercut the sadness and sacrifice of a prominent character who gave his life to get his friends to safety and finally have real character growth of the bells hells.... by cutting back to the side characters of the side characters to see what they've been doing.
#please keep in mind that i trust Matt and Aabria very much with this#I trust where they're going with this story#Also i love the crowns keepers -- they're great#and the fact that they possibly did it to give the cast time to rest + real life obligations + other stuff#but from a storytells perspective it just irks me#critical role#fearne calloway#ashton greymoore#critical role campaign 3 spoilers#critical role spoilers#orym of the air ashari#imogen temult#chetney pock o'pea
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genuinely love that the loyal pin has an approach to how misogyny can be the root of homophobia especially lesbophobia in that case
#the loyal pin#what is even my tag when im rambling off i forgot but yea#usually gl has that homophobia into misogyny reading which is 100% understandable and also a true fact of real life#but having it done the reversed way is the less common route and i really love how the book + show really expose this#of how since you are both women how do you both expect to get to have a choice out of your womanly obligations#first and foremost before the fact that. you are both women.#and the whole social class issue too ofccc#which many have talked for in good details#like it truly makes the conflict feel so raw bc thats. truly how it is. all that mess of prejudice being linked together and dragging ppl#as usual the essay is in the tags so feel free to do whatever with that
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Me, anytime I start a chapter: I bet this will just be a little guy! Maybe ten pages or so!
Me, 32 pages deep into Chapter 11 two months later:
#short and sweet is simply not my forte#i do my best though ;-;#anyway hoping to get the chapter out on imogen's actual birthday#but not holding my breath since i have a ton of real life obligations this month rip#still hoping it will be updated at least *sometime* in october though
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Can I invite you all to bug me into writing Mighty Oaks
#inspiration or irritation#whatever will stop me succumbing to the call of real life and its obligations
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@eddie-rifff tagged me in this thank u!!!!! đ
tagging @bawnjourno @footnoteinhistory @mariocki @starringvincentprice @mellotronmkll and uhhhh idk man anyone else that wants to do it !
#boilerplate disclaimer that if i did tag you there's no obligation to do this and you can run me over with a train instead#anyway im so glad i happened to have my life a movie and it sucks on hand its one of my favorite things ever i NEED it on a shirt for real#its one of the most me things ever. this post could have just been that image#topping room i actually saw on vacation and fuckhands mcmike is my pic of when i saw the vinyl in the wild#i kept meaning to make technical difficulties we're investigating a joke post bc thats obviously not real like song info but rip#and the rest are my obscure special guy. thank you
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sleeptober day 4 - wrath
i'll see you when the wrath comes
sad wet cat baby vess (character) is soooo special to me. of course i'm covering him in blood and implying that he's killed someone
sleep is in the mirror except i haven't decided how i want to draw them yet so vague tentacles it is
#cw blood#sleeptober#sleeptober 2024#sleep token#sleep token fanart#sleep token art#vessel#vessel sleep token#sleep token vessel#i love nazareth but also. what the hell is he talking about#feel obligated to say that i hope vessel (real guy) is living his best life#and not a murderer#i don't actually like seeing him sad#cabin's catboy cabin
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NEW CHAPTER! Harry Potter and the Hunt for Happiness (9/?)
Sorry for the lingering cliffhanger guys! I fully did not intend this chapter to 5 weeks to write...
Super excited about this one, and next chapter we are FINALLY on the train to Hogwarts. It's only taken me 80k to get there XD
#harry potter#current wip#fanfic#harry potter fanfiction#SussySkeeter#insert ao3 copypasta about my real life getting in the way#I need to hide in a cabin for a week to catch up with my fanfic obligations#This one needs an edit so change will be incoming
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