#raz's regretful realm

[sxrrandomfanfics]

If I had a nickle for every time I planned stories that had characters somehow become decomposite and detached from their emotions in a way that could very well harm the world due to how the emotions fall into other character's holds...

I'd have three nickles. Which isn't a lot, but it's more than Dr. Doofenshmirtz.

[regretquartet]

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Agent: there you go, Zombie. Now everyone knows who's the star of the show.

[orangejuice-djn]

Redraw of the art I made a while back for Raz’s regretful realm (I haven’t finished it yet but I love them)

[cosmicheartz]

Gonna rant for a sec abt Razs Regretful Realm bc I have… conflicting opinions on the fic ( though it did help me with developing my mental world for Crystal and JT )

No hate to the author though they seem like a cool person I just have opinions

So it kinda felt like a weird thing wish fulfillment fic, I can’t rlly explain it but you know that trope of fics in the pokeani fandom where Ash gets betrayed by his companions/family and then goes to become some badass pokemon champion? This fic had a kinda similar vibe to it.

It also felt kinda angsty for the sake of being angsty

But there’s two things in particular that bugged the fucking shit out of me and it involves the portions involving the whispering rock part of Razs world

The first one being this exchange between Lili, Camper and the Phoebe and Quentin mental figures

Idk it just feels weirdly ooc bc like Phoebe and Quentin were some of the campers who actually was pretty nice to Raz. Ik it’s a mental construct thing but with the context in the fic it just feels weird

The other one was the Crystal and Clem constructs becoming enablers during the boss fight portion of it and oooooh that did not sit right with me esp bc Crystal and Clem were EXTREMELY nice to Raz ( overwhelmingly so and tbh could be a lil forced on Clems end considering how he is but he still seemed to like him ) and Raz was actually the one who was kind of an asshole to the ( ie telling them to shut up during basic braining and telling janitor ford smth among the lines of “ maybe a bear will maul them “ when you go talk to him after rebraining Crystal and Clem )

[doodle17]

Sketches for @neonartistycauseidk and @sxrrandomfanfics!

EDIT: forgot to add the descriptions smh my bad guys!!

First one is for Neon's Catcf AU! I drew their Psychonaut ver of Veruca. And the other is of Ghost from Raz's Regretful Realm!

[rodyaaquata]

WIPs ^_^

I need to draw to other two, but I'm already feeling tired

Anyway, i really still waiting another chapter of Raz regretful realm....

[sticktopia]

Welcome to the Garden (Sanctuary AU)

The Garden. A pocket dimension that sits on the line between life and death. This little world is designed to house and heal broken souls. Those who have died under tragic circumstances, or have many regrets are called to this realm. Once they let go of their trauma and regrets, the soul can pass on to its next life. That is the role of The Garden.

Ajax (Chapter 11)

Dinner was awkward that night. According to Five, dinnertime would always be loud and lively. But it was so much more quiet and mellow. It felt like eerie whispers and staring eyes. Ajax looked around the table. Five sat to his right, speaking to Aqua. Orchid and Bel were nowhere to be seen and all the children sat on the other side of the table. As Ajax ate, he began to feel self conscious. Halfway through the meal, Ajax lost his appetite. He sighed and put his utensils down.

“Jax? Are you ok?” The red hollow head glanced up to see Five looking at him with concern. Ajax forced a smile and placed a hand on Five’s shoulder.

“Im Fine. Just, not really hungry… You want it?” Ajax asked, pushing the plate forward. Five smiled and took the plate.

“Gladly!” Five said as they began to eat Ajax’s food. The red hollow head chuckled and stood.

“Excuse me.” Ajax said as he walked away. Ajax exited the house, wanting some fresh air. Ajax stepped outside and walked down the path to the courtyard. Once there, Ajax stood by the fountain in the middle of the courtyard. He sighed as he looked up at the stars. A sad smile was suddenly placed onto his face. The stars felt so comforting to him. But he also felt lonely, like something was missing.

Ajax turned his head to his left. He opened his mouth, like he was going to say something to someone. But upon seeing nobody there, Ajax closed his mouth. He looked back up at the stars, wondering if whoever he was missing was looking at the stars with him.

“I'm sorry that I’m not there with you now….” Ajax said to no one in particular. A feeling of longing suddenly washed over Ajax. Tears were brought to his eyes as he tried to remember who this blank face was. Ajax fell to his knees and leaned against the fountain. Ajax wept as his chest ached.

“Who are you?! Where are you?!” Ajax cried out to the moon. Whoever this person was, Ajax began to feel lonely without them. He curled up on the floor against the fountain. Tears flowed freely from his eyes as he clutched his chest.

“I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I'm sorry…” Ajax continued to weep those words. This intense sadness, there was no way it was sadness alone. It felt like there was more to it. Guilt? Agony? Regret? Ajax may never know. There was suddenly a hand on his shoulder. Ajax gasped and looked up to see Razz kneeling next to him.

“You alright?” They asked softly. Ajax tore his eyes away from Razz’s. He pulled his knees to his chest and hugged them.

“I feel like I'm missing someone important to me… Like I did something bad to them…” The hollow head said softly. Razz sat next to ajax and rubbed his back.

“They must be important if it has you like this.” Razz softly said. “What do you remember about that person?”

“I… I remember the way they loved the stars.” Ajax said as they looked at the stars. “I think that’s why I came out here when I felt so overwhelmed.”

“Do you feel more comfortable out here?”

“.... A bit. It feels more familiar out here.”

“Mmm…. Do you want to stay out here a little longer?”

“Is it possible for me to stay out here forever?” Razz and Ajax chuckled amongst themselves.

“Unfortunately not. Everyone needs to be inside by 10.” Razz said as she placed a hand on Ajax’s shoulder. Ajax chuckled a bit, wiping away his tears. Raz giggled and stood.

“Come on man. Let’s go back inside.” Razz said with her hand extended to the hollowhead. Ajax took Razz’s hand and they housed him up.

“If you ever need to come back out, just tell me. And I can bring you out here.” Razz said.

“What about the time thing you just said?” Ajax asked with an arched brow. Razz chuckled and looked away from Ajax.

“Well, what Dandi doesn’t know won't kill her.” Razz snorted. Ajax started laughing loudly.

“You're serious?!”

“Why not? Dandi isn't in the garden all the time. So she’ll never know that we were out here past 10.” Razz said as she elbowed Ajax. Ajax snorted.

“Maybe you’ll be a bad influence on me.”

**********

Ajax lay in his bed silently. His head was full of scrambled thoughts and broken memories. He started at the ceiling before turning his head towards the window. The moon was just barely peeking into his room. Ajax reached out to the light of the moon.

“You look so beautiful standing in the light of freedom. Let us enjoy this moment from here on out. Together, nothing could stop us.” Ajax suddenly said. He may never know why he said that then, but as he did, he could have sworn he saw another stick figure’s silhouette standing in the soft moonlight. Ajax wanted to look up and see their face, to remember who this moonlight beauty was. But his eyes began to grow heavy.

“Who are you? Why do you mean so much to me…?” That was the last thing Ajax said before he drifted off to sleep.

“You’ll find me soon.”

**********

Ajax was walking through a meadow under the night sky. He smiled to himself as he came to a familiar spot. Ajax saw a familiar stick casually laying in the grass, arms under their head and legs crossed. Ajax smiled as he sat next to the familiar stranger.

“You're out here again. Is something wrong?” Ajax asked as he got comfortable. The stranger turned their head and looked up at Ajax. They let out a light scoff.

“Nah. Nothing’s really wrong. But I do enjoy being out here.” They said as they sat up. Ajax watched as the stick continued to look up at the starry sky. Ajax then did the same.

“So then why are you out here?” Ajax asked, never looking away from the stars. The faceless stick was silent for a minute. They took a breath and began to speak.

“Sometimes I need to make sure that this isn't a dream. That I’m not trapped in that creator forsaken computer, being used as an ad blocker. That you really exist, and aren't a figment of my imagination.” The mysterious stick muttered.

“You think I'm a figment of your imagination?” Ajax asked, feigning offense. The faceless stick laughed, punching Ajax in the arm.

“Shut up!” They laughed. Ajax started laughing as well.

“You dork!” The faceless stick laughed, leaning on Ajax. Ajax chuckled and leaned his head on theirs.

“If this were a dream, it’d all be pretty tragic.” Ajax said as he looked down at his faceless companion.

“I’d be sad if it was. You're the only friend I've ever had. If you disappeared, I don't know what I would do.” They said as they tensed up. Ajax hummed as they thought about ways to cheer his friend up. Ajax suddenly stood up.

“What are you doing?” They chuckled as Ajax stood before them. Ajax suddenly bowed, holding a hand out to the faceless stick.

“May I have this dance?” Ajax suddenly asked. The faceless stick blushed.

“D-dance?”

“Yeah. Come on.” Ajax suddenly grabbed the stick’s hand and pulled them up.

“Whoa! Hey!” Ajax held the stick close to them. One hand in theirs, and the other around their waist. The faceless stick blushed.

“What are you doing?!” They flusteredly asked.

“Dancing.” Ajax said as they started to waltz. The faceless stranger clumsily followed Ajax’s moves. Once they got the hang of things, both Ajax and the stranger started dancing across the meadow. They were laughing and having fun, just being themselves, free from any kind of negativity they had weighing them down. They danced to the song of night time nature. This blissful moment was all they were focused on. It’s all that they wanted. Freedom, happiness, togetherness.

Ajax and the faceless stick stood in each other’s arms in the moonlight. They stood together, staring into each other’s eyes. Ajax didn't know what came over him, but he felt himself getting closer and closer to the stranger. The stranger whispered something that Ajax couldn't hear.

“What was that?” Ajax asked, never breaking eye contact with the faceless stick. Their lips moved once more. But Ajax heard no voice. He was about to say something himself when the stick in his arms suddenly blew away, like dust in the wind.

“Wh-what?! No! Wait!!” Ajax tried to hold the remains of the stick in his hands. But every last bit slipped through his fingers.

“Wait!! Come back! Please!!” Ajax cried as he tried running after the dust. Suddenly, his foot got caught in something, causing the hollow head to fall.

“No! Come back! I still need you!! WAIT!!!”

Ajax gasped, shooting up into a sitting position. He panted as he looked around the room. What was that? A dream? A memory? Who was that person? What were they about to do? What did they say? What was he about to say? So many questions ran through his head. The door suddenly opened, causing Ajax to jump.

“Whoa, are you ok?” Razz said as they walked into the room. Ajax released a breath and relaxed his body.

“S-sorry. I just… had a weird dream….” Ajax muttered. Razz stepped into the room and sat on the hollow head’s bed.

“Do you want to talk about it?” Razz asked. Ajax stared at her. He eventually pulled his gaze from Razz to his lap.

“Not yet…” Was all he could say. Razz nodded and stood.

“Well, breakfast will be done soon. So you need to wash up Alright?” Ajax simply nodded. After a bit of hesitation, Razz left the room. Ajax could hear her footsteps growing fainter and fainter. He sighed and flopped back down on his bed. His mind went back to the strange event in his dream.

“What was that strange feeling I just had?”

[sxrrandomfanfics]

ANALYSIS TIME -

The times I've seen Raz only become a villain is through a Maligula! Influence. This comes in a few different forms - Villain!Aquatos - through the influence of Maligula in Lucy's mind, the entire family is almost antagonistic or wants to see the world bend to their will. Whether they're already in power like a Gzarina!Maligula AU or hating the world for taking away said power like a vanilla Villain AU, Or The Berserk Button - Which is basically the "Razigula" stories. Or stories that allude to it. "Raz's Regretful Realm," "Catching Cobblewhomps with Milk Tea," and @hybridalex17's Storm. Razputin specifically is so tied with his brain and his powers that it's only them going wrong that we would see Raz going into it due to his nature and wanting to help people despite the visions of grandeur and being a super cool psychic spy.

Lili going villain on the other hand is seen as more likely to be in character for her due to the several factors of a character that could make her into it. As suggested, Lili going villain without meeting Raz due to her resentment of the Psychonauts could make sense... ONLY if she was after the Psychonauts getting recognition. Lili's ENTIRE spiel ABOUT her feelings of resentment towards the Psychonauts is this - "The Psychonauts are not what they used to be. Times have changed. The world just doesn't need us anymore." Lili sees the Psychonauts as what she is. Her home. Her people. Her family. Her entire idea of the Psychonauts losing their political standings/place in the world is the idea that the villains are no longer around. This is also related to a later Psychonauts 2 line, which is easily missed if you don't check on Lili before the Casino mission. "Well, lots (of enemies) actually, if you count all the international criminals [my dad] has busted. But they're all in jail!" The Psychonauts are too good at the crime fighting job, and despite the fact that they still help with things such as teaching young psychics to use their powers and understand them, Lili is tied to seeing the Psychonauts as crime fighting heroes. And why wouldn't she? Most of her love that we see for the Psychonauts as an organization is tied to the TPT comics. And honestly, as a ten-year-old I could see it.

So yes, Lili as a villain is definitely more viable than Raz as a villain, and has a lot of textual evidence of why she would become a villain and even what kind of villain she may be. So... what's the point of this? Well, circling back to Raz as Razigula and getting into the meta of writers, we usually like to see characters break.

With Raz, that's taking the trope that Psychonauts uses for their villainous psychics - Turning psychics into uncontrollable weapons. We see it with Oleander with making the brain tanks, with the fears of Caligosto when we see him both kidnap Truman for some nefarious purpose and also him mentioning he'd get a bonus for keeping Raz's brain in tact when he plans on stealing it (as well as his parents and thinking he's a demon despite looking for enrichment), and the entire point of Maligula was that a woman was used as a weapon that finally impacted her personally. So Raz finally becoming a victim of something that has been threatened against him fits! Lili meanwhile is the Damsel in Distress in 3/3 of the games. She's kidnapped by Linda after giving Raz the extra information and rewards him saving her with a kiss. In Rhombus of Ruin, she's one to get stuck both in a plane and in a train with Raz having to assist her, while she gives him her energy. She's in emotional distress for the majority of Psychonauts 2, and unable to assist Raz with the mission until the very last mind. Even then, Raz's family did more impactful help than Lili herself, and Lili was too worried about her father to focus on Raz.

Raz's entire villain parts of him are writers trying to apply the stories that Psychonauts has hinted towards with his possibilities.

Lili, meanwhile, has more evidence in the source material that doesn't give a lot to play around with and doesn't have as rhetorical "okay but what if Raz ACTUALLY became a weapon as so many planned him to be?" power compared to Razigula.

That being said, there would be a lot of fun exploring a Lili who is either jaded by the Psychonauts and their possibilities of sweeping things that are pretty important under the rug (hello Oleander and Truman's response to Camp Whispering Rock, you're definitely gonna be useful there!) or some other ways like Lili going full into the underbelly of the Psychic world and becoming something of a loose-cannon black agent who deals with people just like Oleander. Maybe even Lili going fully into the non-psychic world and having an alias as some villain while also being a psychic villain with nefarious schemes and evading the Psychonauts.

tl;dr: Villain!Raz answers rhetorical questions asked in the games while Villain!Lili makes more sense and has more potential.

So, I want to put this out there:

While I don't think it's that likely to have Raz to become a supervillain on his own, especially post PN2, unless it's something really goofy(I do have a Harmless Villain AU with Raz being A Pest, and a swap AU with Oleander, but the latter is mostly following the Brain Tank thing due to psitanium fulled delusions after several years of trauma and body image issues)

On the other hand, I can very much see Lili going villain, especially if she never met Raz, due to her resentment of the Psychonauts.

[sweetstwawbewwymilk]

Since all of the Razes have been introduced in Raz's Regretful Realm, I can post the designs I made of them! I was actualy reminded to after seeing @orangejuice-djn's incredible fanart! the Psyche of Nut server loved it!

[loudlychoppedbread]

Jackalope!Raz: I was here first!

Zombie!Raz: Nuh-uh!

Agent!Raz: Please... stop fighting... I'm the oldest.

Zombie!Raz: I saw you being created!

Camper!Raz: I'm already sick of these idiot bitches.

Agent!Raz: WHO THE FUCK TAUGHT CAMPER TO SWEAR!?

[complete-idiot-inc]

Follow up to this post

I’m officially cancelling Raz’s Ring-Circus.

I was thinking of some more ways to flesh out the story before I started writing it, but I realized something about halfway through the proscess.

Most of my ideas (an agent construct, a zombified version of Raz’s family, Raz treating his nightmares as caged animals, Etc) were stolen straight from Raz’s Regretful Realm.

To the metric 7 of you who cared about this project, I’m sorry.

However, the Vodello Familila & even Project Pokeparents are going be going strong in this failure’s place.

@sxrrandomfanfics I’m sorry for just copying you, and I look forward to the release of chapter 13 of Raz’s Regretful Realm, I know it will be amazing

[sxrrandomfanfics]

Your Brother Just Became a Monster

"Can you feel the rumble of the coming storm? Reality lies upon the edge of thorns." - Zero-Two, Man on the Internet

So... this is a hint to who NK originally was before the construct decayed into what we know it is now.

[regretquartet]

So, how are you guys going?

Agent - Camper! Stop worrying people!

Camper - But it's true!

Agent - He's still recovering after becoming a tree.

Camper - It's an Ent!

Agent - ANYWAYS that's a great question to start us out. Agent Forsythe didn't want people coming into Raz's mind and... Well, no one wanted that at all. But we still need checking in. Feel free to send anything our way. The sooner we get everything out there, the sooner we can get off therapy and back to work!

[ladyshandioftheendless]

Shandi’s StarTerror Saga 8!

I know these chapters are pretty short but it’s kinda for suspense purposes~ Don’t kill me plz~ <3

~Shandi

While the Assassins regroup, Paul attempts to get answers from Nikki.

MAKE ME FEEL AGAIN Part 8

“You’ve done so well~” 

“That’s bullshit.” Axl draped himself across Slash’s lap with a scowl on his face. “The targets got away.” 

“Not all of them~” 

“Well maybe I’d be more satisfied if I blew someone away!”

“Your lover is pleased. Is that not enough for you~?” 

Axl sighed, looking up at his boyfriend with a softened expression. “Are you really happy, baby?” Slash replied with a kiss. “Just got off the phone with Duff. With their guitarist out of the way KISS’s tour is gonna take a fuckin’ nosedive. I couldn’t be happier~” 

“I told you I would give you what you wanted. I never go back on my word~” M’s eyes flashed red beneath his hood. “Now..the one called Paul Stanley will be your next target. You will have the violence that you crave when the Anarkians come to you~” A sadistic smile spread across Axl’s face. “That’s what I wanna hear~ We use the pretty one as bait..and they won’t even see it comin’~” 

“I will fetch the others, then we can begin~”

Back in KISSteria, Master Radames had arrived from Sphynxia to join Demon at the Sisterhood’s Temple. “I came as soon as I possibly could..” he said, distress evident in his voice. “Please tell me what has happened.” Demon growled, running his fingers through Vinneketh’s hair. “It was an assassination attempt. The Sisters have informed me that some form of black magic was used as the weapon. Magic they have rarely dealt with. He’s fighting it as hard as he can.” Radames grimaced. “The Gods’ magic is sufficient protection now but it will eventually weaken. We must find a solution before this happens.” Red Lotus then entered the Chamber with five other Sisters following close behind. “Welcome, Master Radames I am glad you are here. Your assistance will indeed be invaluable. We have discovered the source of the magic that has poisoned poor Vinneketh’s soul. It is different from what he had seen in the past but..we are certain this is the work of Prince Michael of Hanoi.” Radames looked at her with wide eyes. “Hanoi? I thought..that Realm was a myth!” Sister Grey Wolf shook her head. “It is very real. We were there some time ago to offer aid to the Prince. Members of Rhye’s White Court had stumbled upon it as well. We had received a plea for help from the Prince’s lover, but when we attempted to return a powerful barrier had been cast to keep anyone from setting foot there.” She looked around at her fellow Sisters. “We are afraid that what we had feared has finally come to pass. The Prince has become a Dark Fae.” 

“Can this magic be eliminated?” Demon asked impatiently. He cared little for anything else save for the welfare of his precious Treasure. Red Lotus placed her hand over the wound in Vinneketh’s chest. “It will take all of our combined power to dispel such wickedness..and it will take time.” Demon looked down at his husband’s face. Then we are not going anywhere until he is safe.” StarChild closed the Chamber door and heaved a heavy sigh. “I guess it’s just you and me for now..” he said to Fox, who was on the verge of tears. “What can we do..?”

“We do what you suggested. I ask Nikki if he knows anything. This..Prince Michael must be working with the assassins. It would explain how a human was able to get to Jendell. I still don’t understand why we are his targets. We’ve never even heard of Hanoi until this very moment. The Crüe must be connected somehow. We have to go back to Earth. I..suppose the tour will have to be postponed indefinitely..but that’s not important right now. Also..I should ask the Elder if she can watch over Ayesha.” 

“Think you could use an extra pair of hands?”

They turned to see Black Dahlia..no..she was just Heather now, leaning against the Chamber hallway entrance. StarChild smiled and hugged her tightly. “It’s so good to see you again~ I thought you were never going to leave your room.” She chuckled softly. “I can only wallow in self pity for so long. Might as well try to shake it off by making myself useful~” Fox patted he shoulder. “We could definitely use your help~” She ruffled their hair. “Then I’ll go let the Elder know about Ayesha and I’ll meet you at the Star Portal~” 

On Earth, Nikki had been staring blankly out of one of the tour bus’s windows when he was startled by a hand on his shoulder. “Fuck!! Tommy don’t do that shit!” 

“But y’looked so lost in thought..and vulnerable! I had to!” 

“Fuck you!” 

Tommy laughed and smacked his shoulder. “C’mon man it was a joke! What’s got you all riled up?” Nikki sighed. “Some serious shit went down at the Whisky.” 

“What? A fight?” 

“More like a guy I thought was my friend pullin’ a fuckin’ gun on me and Princess..”

“......” Tommy gawked in disbelief.

“Yeah..and I’m worried. That’s why we’re stayin’ right here. I want him to find us when he comes back. So Vince needs to stop givin’ me shit. He’s got legs. Whatever he wants he can walk to get it.” 

“You’re fuckin’ serious.” 

A knock at the bus’s door made them both jump. “I..I got it.” Nikki opened the door slightly. “Who’s out there?” 

“Nikki? It’s Paul.” 

“Oh, thank fuck..” He opened the door fully to let Paul, Eric and Heather inside. “Glad you’re alright, Princess. I was worried about ya.” 

“Likewise. The assassins haven’t come back?” 

“Nothin’ so far.” 

Tommy held up his hands. “Wait a minute. Back the fuck up. Did you say assassins?” Paul sighed. “It’s a long story..” 

“Well I wanna hear it!” 

“Then Vince and Mick should too.” Nikki went to the back to wake them up. Once they had all sat down (and Vince had stopped complaining), Paul began to explain. About the assassins. About Prince Michael..everything. While he spoke Heather watched the Crüe’s reactions very closely. It was clear that they knew something. When he was done she seized the opportunity. “The looks on your faces says you’re keeping something from us. So why don’t you spill? If my friends are in danger I think they have a right to know.” Vince ran a hand through his hair. “We..never wanted anybody else to get mixed up in our shit.. It’s us that Mike is pissed at.” Paul narrowed his eyes. “What did you do..?” 

“We fucked up in a bad way..wrecked his place.. Raz got hurt really bad..almost died. His parents did die. He was rightfully pissed..and he kicked us out..” Eric covered his mouth. “Do you..even regret what you did..?” 

“‘Course we do! I even tried apologizing but he was too upset! Now he’s got it out for us..” Heather shook her head. “Then you can just sit on your hands anymore. This is your problem and you have to help us solve it. You have to find a way to make up for what you’ve done.” Paul bit the inside of his cheek. “This has gone far beyond a simple apology. If Prince Michael truly has gone down the Dark Path as Red Lotus said he needs to be brought back first. Then we can work on bridging the gap. The Crüe all nodded in agreement.

“Well, Princess..what’s our first step?” 

To be Continued!! 

[fallen-pale-king]

There’s a whole fanfic running on this idea. It is called “Raz’s Regretful Realm” and there are currently nine chapters in it.

Post Canon Idea: The psychic 7 taking a visit into Raz’s mind and realizing this poor kid has a ton of trauma from the past few days of having to deal with so much stuff (some contribution by Ford)

fun fact, in universe there's a law saying you can't use psychoportals on kids younger than 18, for their protection. It's defintely not something we as the audience have to abide by, I love to see inside Raz's head, but I always found it neat that concept was thought about (if only to justify why raz couldnt use the psychoportal on fellow campers in PN1)

If the p7 could see inside his head they would probably all fret over the little guy, and even without that word would probably go from the rest of Raz's family to Lucy to the others that Raz's been dealing with a lot.

I can only imagine that a fair few of the p7 probably feel like the owe him a debt that can't really be properly repaid. But doting over him and going into grandparent mode is a start! he's getting so many crazy birthday presents when he turns 11

[sxrrandomfanfics]

Okay readers: out of all the Mental Constructs in "Raz's Regretful Realm," who is your favorite?