#ravja

[manawari]

"Love" as told by Kim Gongja and Raviel Ivansia (1/?):

“I will value your judgment over mine. I will weigh your advice heavier than my principles. I will not value myself the most. I will follow you. But in return.”

I looked at the lady’s face. With our hands clasped together, the distance between us was very short. Her red eyes. I knew them to be the same color as her heart.

“Please treat me the same way.”

“……”

“If you do something wrong, I’ll tell you that it was wrong. What I really think, what I see, what I feel. I’ll confess everything to you without a single lie. However, it cannot be one-sided. If I give you my heart, how shall I breathe? I’ll end up choking and dying. Only if you give me your heart will I be able to live.”

I gripped the Lady of the Silver Lily’s hand a little more strongly.

“If you want to see me go mad, please go mad with me.”

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“If you brought me here to make me give up, you were wrong, milady. I didn’t fall in love with you because your heart isn’t ugly.”

The Lady of the Silver Lily paused very briefly. Love. It was because of this word. My face became hot when I said it out loud, but I didn’t think to hesitate.

“It’s only been one day since you came to love me. My teaching is brilliant.”

“Does it matter that it’s only been a day? Would it have been better if I loved you for a year? A thousand days? Do you want me to return after that?”

“……”

“I can see what kind of people you despise. And what you despise is the same as what I hate. I can see what scars you wear and how you are hurt. I love the way you live. Because, you and I, we live the same life.”

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I had never said something like this to anyone else. I wasn’t used to it. But I wanted to keep the person in front of me. And I wanted the Lady of the Silver Lily to keep me. I wanted us to share one life and have each other.

“I love you as much as I love myself. I wish you could love me as much as I love you.”

These were my true feelings.

And the only method I knew was to exclaim it with all my heart.

“I will definitely make you love me. I won’t tell you to abandon the crown prince. Even if I don’t ask you to, you will abandon him one day.”

“My heart is…”

“Yes. But it doesn’t matter if your heart is held hostage by the world. If that’s the problem, I’ll free you. But if you still love the crown prince, then I’ll become an even better person than he is and stay by your side.”

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I whispered in the Lady of the Silver Lily’s ear.

“The two of us are regressors. The only two in the world.”

I knew that my face was red. But I said what I had to say.

“There will be a lot of times that only you and I can enjoy. During those times, I’ll give you such breathtaking memories that they will make your memory of the prince fade away. I’ll try my best.”

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“…You are arrogant. I am satisfied with living my life.”

“I suppose you are. I feel the same way. Still, I want to help you. Is it arrogant to want to help the one you love? Then, I’ll become an arrogant person.”

The Lady of the Silver Lily closed her lips. She, too, was trying to help the prince in her own way. Whether or not she admitted it, the two of us were alike.

“What do you want from me?”

“When the world ends this time, please stay with me.”

“Is that all?”

“Yes.”

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“And, if it’s possible, I would be grateful if you could make me fall deeper in love with you. It would be wonderful if I fell so deeply, foolishly in love with you that I could never escape.”

“Is that what you’re requesting from me now?”

“It’s all right. I’m easy. My heart beats wildly even if Your Ladyship just holds my hand.”

The Lady of the Silver Lily looked at me like she was dumbfounded.

“How shameless… Fine. I told you that I would teach you about love, so I shall make good on my promise.”

The Lady of the Silver Lily grabbed my hand. It felt soft. Her hands were bare. The touch of her hand was wrapped around my right hand. Last night, my heart pounded from the memory of the Lady of the Silver Lily’s perfume.

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“Good. Do you remember the first lesson I taught you about love?”

“Love starts like a bitch…”

“Well done.”

The Lady of the Silver Lily’s hands cupped my cheeks.

Then.

“I’ll be your first bitch of a lover.”

The moon swallowed the light.

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“Raviel.”

Thump.

“Raviel Ivansia.”

[The immersion toward the character is deepened.]

[Currently, your immersion rate is 62%.]

I simply whispered the name of my beloved lover. Yet, my heart jumped, I couldn’t breathe, and the face of the man in the mirror blushed. Even I could read my expression with ease.

“…I really love her.”

It was amazing.

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“I don’t like it when the person I love tries to take everything upon herself. No, I hate it. I would want her to step up when I’m tired, and when she’s tired, I’ll bear her troubles.”

“We’re only in a fake relationship.”

“It doesn’t matter. I’m serious.”

“…Don’t you feel insulted?”

“Aha. Your Ladyship doesn’t know me yet.”

How could a person be so lovely? I smiled a little.

“I’m a positive guy. Do you think I’ll be depressed or get an inferiority complex just because we’re in a fake relationship? Far from it; I think of it as an opportunity. Anyway, you will come to love me.”

“My goodness. Where is this confidence coming from?”

“It’s because you’ll spend time with just me. Until you tell me that you’re [tired of me], I won’t give up no matter what.”

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I wanted to love her like crazy.

“Are you crying?”

“No.”

“You’re lying.”

“Yes.”

“I hate lies. It’s all right to joke, but don’t tell me any lies. I won’t lie to you, either. I won’t lie to you with words, gestures, nor glances.”

“Are you crying?”

“……”

“If you don’t want to talk, you have the right to stay silent. I won’t press you. I won’t push you. We can wait slowly until the other person wants to talk.”

“Yes.”

Thank goodness.

Thank goodness that I had fallen in love with her.

Thank goodness that I became someone who could love her.

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In the middle of the ballroom, we faced each other.

I moved my feet.

The Lady of the Silver Lily also stepped forward.

In the place where dozens of shadows fluttered, under the white chandelier, we kissed, unable to say who had moved first.

We needed no words.

Around us, voices of astonishment sounded. We ignored them. The band who had been playing music in the ballroom stopped. The ladies and gentlemen stopped dancing and stared at us. Still, we ignored them.

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I’m happy to be with you.

It would be an exaggeration to say I lived this life just to meet you, but it isn’t a lie to say I’ll live for you. What a relief. I could say that without a single lie.

“Are you crying again?”

I could be that sort of person.

“Let’s make a promise.”

I could be a person who cares for someone.

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The Lady of the Silver Lily grabbed my hand and pulled.

“Let’s go.”

“Ah. Yes.”

After making the ballroom fall into shock and fear… we left.

We just left.

No matter how or why, no one could stop us.

Maybe they could have stopped me or the Lady of the Silver Lily individually, but it wasn’t possible when we were together. If we wanted to leave, we left. If they still stood in our way? Fuck ’em. How could they stop the regressor couple?

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“I see. So you will be able to summon me, too.”

“You’ve died with me nine times, so I can summon nine different Raviels.”

“I forbid it.”

“All right.”

I never intended to summon the Lady of the Silver Lily in the first place. No matter what the circumstances were. But her voice and words cut off the possibility for good.

Love was a sacred promise and a contract.

We were writing our own laws, rules for just us two.

“I’ll add one more thing to your punishment should you betray me. Dispose of that skill.”

“I will.”

Then, I chose my next words. She was the one I loved. She was the one who would love me. She was the person I had to treasure and treat cautiously the most in the world.

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“Don’t die even when it’s an easy escape. You are my lover. You can’t be someone who throws away his life carelessly. Even if you don’t think you can escape death, struggle until the end.”

I was silent.

I was engraving the promise I made with her in my heart.

“I won’t.”

“Tell me what you want from me.”

“When I ask you to trust me, please believe in me.”

“I will always trust you.”

The carriage rattled. Using that slight vibration as an excuse, the Lady of the Silver Lily and I drew closer. Our lips met.

From that day on.

We became each other’s love.

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“Are you still all right?”

“Raviel.”

I was scared.

“I love you. I love you, Raviel…”

“I know.”

“Even if I’m born again, I’ll still love you. So, so that I can never forget you, don’t let me forget you even if I die…”

“I know.”

Our lips met.

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Are you listening?

I am happy because of you. I don’t want to lose you. I don’t want to let go of the time I’ve spent with you like this.

You said this before. That you would ‘write a diary starting today.’ You said that you would show me all of your days. Those words, were they lies?

You said, ‘I will learn music.’ I wanted to spend a quiet evening listening to you play. Was that wish really a lie?

I want to see your days. I want to say goodnight to you. Your days will surely make me smile, and evenings with you will be happy. I want my smile and your happiness to overlap.

I don’t want to kill you.

I don’t want to lose you.

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Look at me.

Look at you beside me.

You’re a dumb person. You’re also naive. I wondered how you survived in the world with such innocence, but I soon learned that you had died thousands of times.

You had many reasons to abandon your innocence. There were few reasons to keep your naivety. To you, who did not throw away your innocence despite the many reasons and kept it when you didn’t need to, I simply say:

I love your innocence.

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You alone cannot protect yourself.

I alone cannot protect this world.

But if it’s the two of us, you and I, we can do anything.

I’m also afraid. Killing you is terrifying.

Staying beside you, even though I know I’ll be hurt, is hellishly frightening.

But my fears will not stand in my way of being with you.

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Listen.

This is the scar you left on me.

-Gongja.

Don’t forget.

-…Who are you calling for?

Never. Don’t forget, even if you die.

-My lover.

The man who offered me his heart.

-The man to whom I will offer mine.

You, in this place.

You live in my heart.

-Have a safe trip.

-……

-I’ll be waiting for you.

Are you listening?

Can you hear it?

Gongja.

I love you.

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The Lady of the Silver Lily smiled a little.

“It’s troublesome to be proposed to like this. I love your voice. Do you understand? If you don’t say it yourself, I won’t listen. So, you have to come back to me quickly.”

My heart pounded.

“I’m going to kill you. I’ll kill you over and over until you come back. If you can come back by seeing my scars, I’ll show you them as many times as necessary.”

“Milady…”

“So look at my wounds and suffer. Look at the scar you left on me. Look at it again and again. There are traces of you there.”

The Lady of the Silver Lily reached out her hands and grabbed my neck.

“You are the only person in this world who can kill me.”

Gently.

“You should know that I’m the only person who can kill you.”

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You were born as the daughter of the Duke of Ivansia. You had a sad mother and lived a sad life. Your husband was decided before you were born, and after you were born, you dedicated your life to that person.

You are a white flower.

You are called the Moon of Ivansia, you were called the heiress, and I called you Your Ladyship.

“You’ve arrived.”

“……”

You are standing in the hallway. In this hallway, in the dark night, you are like a lone island in the sea. An infinite sea surrounded you. I heard the crashing waves.

You are not Heiress Ivansia, not the Lady of the Duchy, nor Your Ladyship.

“Raviel.”

The white flower smiles.

“I was waiting, Gongja.”

I.

I love you.

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I ran and hugged her.

“Raviel.”

A million words were suspended in my mouth.

I could say [I’m sorry].

I’m sorry I left you a permanent scar.

I’m really sorry.

I could also say [thank you].

Thank you for trusting me, thank you for waiting for me, and most of all, thank you for loving me.

For loving someone like me.

But what I wanted to say was not an apology, nor was it words of thanks. This wasn’t the first time I apologized to her, and this wasn’t the first time I would be grateful to her.

In this moment, the night we reunited, I didn’t want to apologize or thank her.

‘Something I’ve never said before.’

I wanted to present her words that I could only say to her once. I wanted to give her an utterance I would only say one time in my whole life. My first. My last. I wanted to dedicate my time to Raviel Ivansia.

So. Therefore. That was why.

I took Raviel’s hand.

“Let’s get married.”

A marriage proposal.

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Raviel slowly nodded.

“I am called many names. I received the epithet of the Silver Lily from the emperor. The empire calls me by my title, Heiress Ivansia. But my name, Raviel, will eternally belong only to you.”

We kissed.

Deeply.

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“This is the world I live in. I am loyal to this empire. My world and my nation needs to recognize my marriage. Even if you are a commoner here, you are my lover, and every citizen of the empire must accept you.”

“All right. But can we expect everyone to react well…?”

“It’s fine, Gongja,” Raviel said composedly. “Citizens who do not recognize you will die by my hands.”

What do I do? She was too cool. I was falling in love again. I wanted to fall in love with her again and again.

“I understand. Let’s have our wedding in your world, Raviel. But I also have a condition.”

“Speak it.”

“Breaking the engagement with the prince is necessary, but you shouldn’t be the one to initiate it. I won’t be able to forgive anyone who speaks poorly of you when they know nothing.”

If anyone tried to point fingers at my beloved, I would break that finger. If anyone gossiped about her, I would cut off their tongue. If anyone besmirched her, I would kill them.

I wasn’t kidding.

I’d give them a taste of hell.

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“Husband…?”

Raviel’s eyelashes fluttered. Her shoulders shrank a bit.

‘What the heck is this reaction?’

I didn’t know it at first since Raviel kept a straight face, but I soon realized it. No way. Maybe? Could it be? No, this wasn’t possible, even if it was the end of the world, but…

“Raviel. Are you embarrassed right now?”

“Mm…”

Raviel mumbled.

“It’s insanely adorable. My man is…”

Her embarrassment infected me in an instant. This was crazy.

My face turned red, and my lips were dry. Still, my head worked just fine. At this time, it would be best to counterattack by saying [Raviel is the cutest person in the world]. I could return all the damage I’d received from Raviel so far. But I couldn’t do that. I felt so flustered I thought I would die.

Instead, I compromised.

“Husband.”

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Raviel covered her lips with a white napkin.

“You thought of me.”

“Yes.”

“Gongja. You’ve already helped me. The people of the world won’t know this, but you’ve saved this world from destruction. You’ll continue to save it in the future. Isn’t it all right for you to do what you wish, even a little?”

“No.”

I shook my head firmly.

“I’ll be with you all my life, Raviel. For the rest of our lives. I don’t want to obsess over [what I’ve done for Raviel]. I don’t even want to think about it. I want to give you more things, things that are more precious than anything I’ve done for you before.”

“……”

“I want it so that meeting me would be the greatest fortune in your life. I hope that being beside me will be your greatest happiness. I want to mean the most to you, Raviel.”

“…It’s not a matter of fortune or happiness.”

Raviel stood up from the table.

She slowly approached me and bent down.

“You are my one miracle.”

Our lips met.

[queen-of-queens]

Some more pics of these perfect human beings

[imposterzoe]

69 + ravja

Tw: Disturbing imagery

69.) “My eyes hurt… why can’t I see?”

It's never a good thing when you wake up in the hospital. It's worse when you don't know you're in the hospital.

That's how Raja felt. She didn't know where she was.

All she knew was she was in a bed and a warm hand was holding hers.

"Raven?" She guessed. Her throat was dry.

"I'm here." Raven's voice was rough, like she'd been crying.

Raja tried to turn towards her but found she couldn't move her head. Raising her free hand, she felt a thick brace around her neck. Her hand was gently pulled away.

"No, Baby. Don't touch that."

Fear shot through her. Raven never called her 'Baby' unless something was really wrong.

"Rave? My eyes hurt… why can’t I see?” She couldn't tell if her eyes were open. "Why am I here?"

Raven sniffed softly. "They're swollen. There was an accident. You were driving."

Raja flinched, remembering bright lights followed by the screech of metal on metal. "Was it my fault?"

"No Baby. He fell asleep at the wheel." It then hit her that Raven was only touching her with one hand.

"Are you okay?"

"Compared to you?" Raven laughed harshly. "I'm fine. Broken arm."

She reached out, finding Raven's cast. "How bad am I?

"Well between the concussion, neck brace, a broken arm of your own, and two broken legs, I'd say you're 'stripes with plaid' bad." Raja could hear her thin smile.

"I can't feel anything."

"Power of morphine." Raven grabs her hand again. "You scared me tonight."

"I'm sorry." A tear forces its way out of her eye.

"Do you remember anything? Anything at all?"

In the back of her mind she remembered one thing clearly.

Everything was upside down. She couldn't feel her legs but at the same time all she could feel was pain. But somehow she still turned and her heart fell. Raven looked like she was sleeping.

But she had blood dripping down the side of her face and her arm was at a weird angle. Raja could see bone. And in that moment she felt her worse fear was reality.

Raven was dead.

"Do you?" She was shaken out of her stupor. "Raja?"

"No." She whispered. "No, I don't remember anything."

[rpdrquotes]

Raven: We’re having a baby

Naomi: Congratulation-

Raja [slamming adoption papers on the table]: it’s you, sign here

[chardonnay-sin-blog]

New sexy fics coming to you very soon!

[izziesdragworld]

Raven: Excuse me, have you seen this person? *holds up a picture of Raja*

Person: No, why? Is she missing?

Raven: No, I just want everyone to see how beautiful she is.

[sure-am-existing]

Request for every fic writer

PLEASE put your work under a read-more when it becomes very long. Scrolling ANY tag takes 10x longer with all these fics just one after another.

[serpentarii]

A   H Y M N   F O R   S E R P E N T S ; the serpent prince 

❝He came to Maude in a pillar of flame, black eyes staring down at her through the ripples of a baptism pool.❞ 

feast day ; seventh of deathless moon, maiden year 

exaltation ; high prince of the seventh great order of healers  

benefactor ; the seventh hand of life 

hagiography ; born with a caul obscuring his face, and dead soon after, the resurrected boy was able to recall and charm serpents long before embracing RAVJA’s blessing. as something like the SERPENT PRINCE is not easily slain, he was entombed upon a bed of lilies beneath a great mountain, where his slumber was maintained by SEVEN SACRIFICES offered yearly. word spreads that his awakening heralds the fall of the capital’s UNHANDED FAITH. 

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[manawari]

YOUR HONOR.

THEY HAVE ME ON CHOKEHOLD!

[godzas]

killing each other is the height of romance. someone force me to back to rereading i went thru my entire words tag. um jooooongdok and ravja (made that up myself i cant be assed to write both their full names bc i wont stop talking about them) parallels? well ravjas different and kind of... better? yeahsorry

[rsdaughterbitches]

"Look how happy they are" 🤩 Okay i'm crying, GOD I CAN'T 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️

Galactica, part 254 (Final part)

A/N: Welcome to what is, for now, the final chapter of “main” Galactica - as everyone continues to celebrate Raja and Raven, ringing in 2016 in style. But don’t worry, we’ve got some Nebula ideas in the works, and we hope you’ll enjoy them! Thank you to everyone who is still reading along. We love you all every much!<3 Kisses from @veronicasanders and I!

Note: The song Courtney sings is Cree Summer’s “Revelation Sunshine” from the album ‘Street Faërie.’ Listen to it, it’s super cute.

Continuar lendo

[queen-of-queens]

Toot and Boot at Beaux SF - 2014

[artificialqueens]

I Miss You, Bitch! (Ravja) - Medusa Stone

A/N: Hi, everyone! Here I am again, another Raja x Raven, bc I'm a sucker for them. Disgusting fluffy to warm our hearts! Hope y'all enjoy!

Ps: Always good to remember that this is pure fiction and I absolutely respect their respectives relationships.

Praying Mantis: hey, babe. Where are u?

Nightmare in beige: heyyy. Home, where else would I be?

PM: I miss u! Can I come over?

NIB: Girl, I don't know. Have u been tested lately? It's a pandemic, I don't wanna mess up.

PM: Got tested yesterday. Pleeeaase?? Going crazy alone in this house.

NIB: hm...okay. When you arrive?

PM: I'm on my way.

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1h 10 minutes later

*Knock knock*

-You are really here! - Spraying alcohol all over Sutan and his suitcase, David welcomes him.

-Of course I am! I'm missing you like crazy, bitch!- He tries to hug David, who stops him right away.

-No, no, no, no, no bitch! Shower before hugs. Everything you need is in the bathroom, go!

While Sutan's in the shower, he lays down on his couch, listening to some old songs. The sun is getting ready to set, painting the blue sky with vibrant colors. Pink, orange and yellow.

"The Guy up above knows how to put up a show." thinks him.

Now the golden light comes streaming down his window, his tanned skin glowing even more and he closes his eyes to seize the moment.

-What a view!- Says Sutan, with damp hair, tank top, sweatshorts and a huge smile. David laughs softly, eyes still closed.

-Come here!- Sutan enjoys the view for few more seconds and walks towards the couch. As he leans, David feels waterdrops on his face. With Sutan laying on his arms, the warmth of his skin and his scent filling his nostrils, he realizes.

-I missed you so much, bitch!- Sutan moves his head a bit, his growing beard tickling David's neck.

-I miss you everyday! Your horrible jokes, your cuntiness- he looks into David's eyes and strokes down his face -your smile, your eyes.

-Are you trying to seduce me, old man?- chuckles Dave.

-Is it working?- Sutan asks, kissing lightly his eyes, nose, cheeks, down his jaw and neck.

-Yes! -It comes breathy, his pulse raising.

-So yeah, I am.- David runs his fingers through his hair, tugging at his neck. He captures Sutan's lips with his own, kissing him passionately and with tenderness.

The makeout session continues for long minutes, until a loud noise coming out of Sutan's stomach makes them both fall into a fit of laugh.

-My God, Sutan! When was the last time you ate?

-You know my diet is based on weed and white wine, what kind of question is that?- They laugh more.

-So listen, we're gonna eat real food tonight. And I'm not saying that we can't drink or smoke, but let's just have a nice meal before all that, ok? - Sutan nods and bite David's shoulder, before getting up and helping the love of his life.

As soon as they make into the kitchen, Sutan presses David against the counter, looking straight into his eyes.

-I love you so much! You know that, right? - David's smile is now bigger than Sutan's hungry.

-And I love you, Ariana Grandma!

[rpdrquotes]

Raja: Raven completes me

Manila: um, hello?

Raja: you're nice too, Nila

Manila: I'm your wife!

Raja: yeah, but she's my soulmate

[rpdrlesbian-blog]

What are your favorite rpdr (or other fandom) ships?

Lmao I don’t really have any other fandoms right now so for RPDR my favorites are1. TRIXYA (duh)2. Sashea3. Does IQ Kitty x Goth Kitty count? Because yes that4. Pearlet5. Ravja

[sharonsgf]

shalaska = Royal couple ; Ravja = Immortal couple

taron: iconic couple