#rattling the bars of my cage again
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No okay I have something to say about the possibility of Buck going through Slut Era 2.0: Bisexual Edition and it is this. I want it very badly. I do not think it is bad representation. And I do not want the purpose of it to be Finding The One He's Really Meant To Be With, regardless of whether that person is Tommy or Eddie or someone else.
The thing about Buck 1.0 is that he was using sex as a replacement for intimacy, as a way to feel connected and validated and loved in the ways that he was longing for but didn't think he could have. Seven or eight years later, he's in a completely different place. And what I would love, love, love is for him to reconnect with the part of himself that enjoyed casual sex but this time not as someone who is trying to fill a hole in his life but as someone who is having casual sex because it turns out he likes casual sex.
I want the story about how when he's not trying to salvage a sinking ship with it, Buck finds sex fun and fulfilling and joyful as a thing in its own right. Give him a regular FWB partner who cares about and shows up for him without either of them ever expecting their relationship to grow into romance. Give him a steady stream of lovers who make him happy and teach him new things about himself. Let it be a chance to revisit the beliefs he's internalised about himself, to rewrite the story of his past from one where he was a fuck up using people for sex to one that's closer to the truth, that he wasn't getting what he needed but he also wasn't doing anything wrong.
I have so, so many feelings about Buck's history with sex. Buck leaning into the slutty bisexual stereotype to find joy and self acceptance in it would be my absolute dream.
#rattling the bars of my cage again#not strictly related but like#bisexual aromantic buck and aroace eddie get married challenge#also#people who have sex for reasons other than romantic love. i love you unromantically and we should fuck about it.#911 abc
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OKAY WAIT FIRST ENDWALKER CUTSCENE WITH A NARRATOR. IS THAT VOICE WHO I THINK IT IS
#eloise talks#eloise plays ffxiv#RATTLING THE BARS OF MY CAGE AGAIN#pls listen I won’t even get mad about it if it was another fake out death I just miss him
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#my art#pressure roblox#roblox pressure#sebastian solace#monster hunter#monster hunter wilds#mhwilds#ceratonoth#sorry for crossoverposting. it will happen again#rattling the bars of the cage that capcom has shoved me into to keep me from devouring the beta.#LET ME BACK INNNN I NEED TO KILL#unfortunately my pressure fixation is overlapping heavily with my monhun fixation (among others)#so. seb in windward plains wtf is he doing there#as familiar with big monsters as he’d be thanks to the blacksite i think he’d freak tf out at smth like a rajang
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do you think she's used that knife before
#and at that why's her left arm all bandaged up#once again screaming rattling the bars of my cage about one of the most overlooked characters in the whole series#dark souls#dark souls 2#dark souls ii#emerald herald#shanalotte
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THE GANG TENDS BAR - we’re always running outside, out into the world, looking for riches and treasures, when we’ve got everything we need right here.
#CAN YOU HEAR HIM#tends bar episode of all time THERES SO MUCH HERE#not just big feelings and i know you man#sorry i’m rattling on my cage door again#tends bar#the gang tends bar#where’s the watching sunny has affected me in the following ways .. i am ANNOYING post#because i’m ANNOYING ab tends bar i always will be
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Sometimes it just hits me like a ping-pong ball to the face that afaik, Aymeric is the first person to bother asking WoL what they want for themselves, the first person to even consider that WoL's wishes and dreams might not actually be the same as their duties as a Scion, and
brother I am on the floor crying abt it
"Now that the dust has settled, what will you do? Not as a Scion, I mean, but...what do you want for yourself?"
#i go insane thinking abt it cause he asks this at a time when o'ravi is losing all her sense of self outside of the scions#her duties and obligations as a scion and all the world's expectations of her as a warrior of light are becoming her entire identity#her personhood has stopped mattering to most people- alphinaud and cid and herself included#but not to aymeric. never to aymeric#he's walked with her through hell and back and witnessed her suffering firsthand#never again can he see her as just the warrior of light#and lmao o'ravi was so caught up in....everything that for her this question comes outta left field#girl straight up *forgot* that she could want things for herself#she just stares at aymeric like a deer in the headlights for a second until that knight kicks down the door and boom conversation over#man. man i am rattling the bars of my cage#aymeric de borel#ffxiv
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we're back on the air ! hit the heart for a small little thing from the radio demon !
#✧ 𝙰𝙽𝚃𝙸𝙰𝙻𝚃𝚁𝚄𝙸𝚂𝚃 ╱ starter call : is he following?#rattling the bars of my cage#if im sick as fuck i might ass well watch hazbin hotel again
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cannot stop thinking about how dystopian blue lock (the fictional institution) is. it's squid game for kids it's a panopticon each player is outfitted with ANTI-RIOT ELECTROCUTION DEVICES if these teenagers were less willing to play by ego's rules than they are in canon this would instantly shift into a horror manga
#bolo liveblogs#blue lock#*rattling the bars of my cage* does ANYONE want to talk about the bodysuits being shock collars#if you've known me for any amount of time you're well aware that nothing makes me crazier than a casually terrifying#bit of worldbuilding being dropped and then never addressed again
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Me with an undercut and short hair: I don't need a hair tie I can't use it.
Sylus's new merch having his dragon form on the hair tie: :)

Me: ffs... I... need a hair tie
#wonder babbles#love and deepspace#it just looks so fucking good I'm so upset#sylus#rattled the bars of my cage#I guess I can wear it round my wrist#ugh time to fight the proxy again
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#red crackle#red crackle thoughts#carmen x gray#carmen x graham#gray x carmen#graham x carmen#gifs#they make me so crazy!!!#i hate them i truly do but i love them#he's throwing it all away to get to CARMENNNNNNNNNNNNN#rattles the bars on my cage : HE RAN AFTER HER TO MAKE SURE THE PLAN DIDN'T GO OUT OF WACK AND THE PLAN WAS HERRRRRRR THE GOAL WAS HERRRRRR#also again the amount of time its carmen looking at him across from somethings...truly i need to kill
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i need another tattoo. preferably somewhere painful
#rattling the bars of my cage#elbow or my ass again or maybe my armpit#im saving my hipbone for last bc last time i almost came getting it tatted lmfao#not that im creepy about it thats why im waiting lol#dont be weird w ur artists guys
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O h… Oh god, the Annihilation Gang… Ever Flame Mansion…
Save me Constance… Constance… Constance save me…
Also the puppeteering with Dubra?? Omg.. the Penacony hype is real, the sheer lack of leaks about them makes me think they’ll probably be like after 2.0 which will be an agonizing wait for me to see them in game, but I will survive… can I do it
Myriad Celestia trailers after providing some of the best lore
#CONSTAN CEEE#CONST AANCCESEE#RATTLING THE BARS OF MY CAGE#HER HORNS#HER T A I L???#AGAIN HER HORNNSSS#also still find it hilarious how the annihilation gang is really going all out for Nanook#and he hasnt even noticed them 💀💀#like he does NOT care#annihilation gang#duke inferno#akash the tuner#dubra the scrube#catarina the shacklebound#constance the dahlia#hsr#honkai star rail
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Of course i'd get the fucking mental health doctor-
#;ooc#ooc#RATTLING THE BARS OF MY CAGE (in the asylum)#I WANTED EUN OR MURATA BWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH BWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#i mean i kinda want u doctor..... (gently scratching the door that divides us in our therapy sessions) I MEAN-#i mean its fine;; i love all of b.oto's muses; but this was so unexpected#this s.hit........ is so a.ss......#like HONESTLY speaking; i thought i would get .... actually nvm#i had no idea/r#d#i hope he can nurse me back to health and then drop me again from the top of a tree and then nurse me back again an-#i mean what
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guys. :( i miss pandora hearts i want a reboot and i want it NOW
#mine#mochijun ruined me by oz posting how am i sposed to cope i miss him so strongly all over again#im rattling the bars of my cage#RETURN MY SON TO ME RIGHT NOW#pandora hearts
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good news!! i am 25% of the way done with the first draft of my portfolio!! (read: partway through like 50 pages of intensely jargon driven mini essays that are each evaluated by several arcane and strangely worded rubrics)
bad news!! the intense euphoria of nearly being at the point where i can Finally take a break and do what i want without the stress of deadlines hanging over me for the first time in nearly a year paired with the soul-crushing reality of needing to finish the remaining 75% of this project is giving me such intense waves of anxiety and nausea that it is actively preventing me from working on more of the project
#want to scream and yell and bite and rattle the bars of my cage like LET ME OUT!!!!!#LET ME OUUUUUUUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!#with any luck though i will Never have to do this again#unless it gets kicked back at me by the evaluators in which case i’m kind of screwed#which doesn’t help my stress levels#writing these essays feels like those mini games in mario where you have to trace a path that disappears after the first few seconds#where i spend a long and tedious time on it and then i check the rubric and i’m like#way off#and have to go back and revise it#because these things are sooooooo dependent on shades of nuance it’s unreal#they’re long ass prompts with incredibly specific keywords and no real indication of what exactly they want#but then you look back at something you’ve written and go AH JESUS FUCK……..#because you identified and described instead of explaining#and also you focused on Your Process instead of What Made You Choose Your Process#it’s insane.
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Antonblast btw. If you care.
#I keep forgetting 99% of my constant antonblast posting is confined to sideblogs. we have to change this#rattles the bars of my cage#give me ittttt give me it nowwwwww#less than one month#(unless it is pushed back again. which based on the way the devs have been talking lately seems like a possibility lol)#(but we will cross that bridge if we get to it)#(I'd rather wait a little longer for a game that whips ass out the gate than have it not meet the standards the devs set for themselves)#the poss posts
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