#random rambles while i eat.

[belayadeath]

something, something, something about bianca and the fact that she does not want to trigger the worst parts of herself that was created in the kgb, the parts that she suppresses every single day. even when provoked to violence and acting on such instincts, there’s a constant part of her always holding back. HAVING to hold back from not letting that still very much ingrained part of their being take over and go full on berserk, no matter the circumstances. because in order to not associate herself with the identity of THE WHITE DEATH, she has to think twice about everything she does, because she still to this day can’t always tell if her actions and her will are truly her own.

[martyrbat]

habeas corpus – detective comics #1086

(ID in alt!)

[hydroticsquid]

kinger....

[cator99]

I always get detained at da border because PROFUNC never ended but basically I'm like if a targeted individual didn't even care

[seaweedstarshine]

To soothe the pain, love, while I don't believe the Doctor - that is 1-12, the others might - ever SAID 'I love you' to River, I am convinced they taught her Gallifreyan just so she'd understand they kept tracing 'I love you' onto the back of her hand at random moments

Awwh! :’) I love the idea of the Doctor randomly tracing Gallifreyan on her skin to express all the things that they can’t say! I’d sort of thought River knew Gallifreyan instinctually with it on the TARDIS screens, but with her connection to the TARDIS being so inherent, maybe there’s no need.

…but now I’m imagining River recognizing (with their lives out of order), that the shapes he’s tracing are Gallifreyan circles. And maybe she’d connect the dots and study Gallifreyan on her own. And then she would understand what he’s writing — and start to take it wrong that he’s writing it but doesn’t have the guts to actually tell her, and she would overthink forever but not actually ask him…

Until the Doctor notices asks why she’s being cold — and then she tells him — and he says he thought she already knew—

(Crying and hugging ensues.)

[skyloftian-nutcase]

Giving myself a spa day and washing my hair while thinking about what would happen if totk Ganondorf actually won is a strange way to relax but ok brain. You do you.

[kyouka-supremacy]

Failed a social interaction 0 injured 1 killed (me)

[elvencantation]

guess this is a first for me. someone i’ve been sort of friends with and talked to on tumblr and has helped me with crochet patterns and invited me to their crochet server turns out to be a terf so i had to block her 😭

transphobia?? in this year of our lord 2024?? grow the fuck up

BLOCK ME IF YOU DO NOT RESPECT TRANS PEOPLE. DO ME A FAVOR I AM SO TIRED OF PEOPLE BEING ASSHOLES BECAUSE THEY DONT UNDERSTAND SOMETHING THATS NOT MEANT FOR THEM

also you don’t need to understand something to not be a dick about it. just mind your own goddamn business and leave people alone

i’m sorry I guess I just needed to rant a little

[nellasbookplanet]

Every time I see one of those 'vampires in movies are so stupid to angst over their vampire-ness, if I was a vampire I'd simply only kill bad people' posts I have to quietly sigh because how can you miss the point of those stories so bad.

Have you ever seen the movie He Never Died? (If not, be aware that I'm about to spoil it) In it, our main vampiric character gets a sudden and desperate need for blood when he unexpectedly loses his regular supplier. Starving, he stumbles onto the streets and pretends to drop some money in front of a couple of skeevy looking guys. One of the guys picks the money up, runs to catch up, and hands it over, kindly urging him to be careful. Our vampire looks pained as he thanks him. He let's the guys live and stumbles along. He deliberately bumps into another skeevy looking guy; the guy politely apologizes. He let's him go. Eventually, now barely able to stand from hunger, someone is openly rude to him over his condition. Relieved, the vampire looks up, and stops.

He asks, "How old are you?"

He never gets an answer. He eats the guy anyways.

How do you find people bad enough to kill? How do you judge what is bad enough? How do you know they have actually done the bad thing in question? You do know people get innocently accused of things sometimes, or that rude people aren't the same as cruel or violent people, right? How far will your sliding scale of 'bad' change when you’re hungry, desperate, when you’ve been doing this for decades and centuries and it’s just as much work every time and the truly bad people are often the ones most protected and hardest to get to? Maybe you can even survive without human blood, but is it worth it if it makes you weaker? If you constantly hunger and long and can think of nothing else until satiated? Are you 'good' for choosing to give in to it even if you don’t have to, but killing only those you deem deserving of it? Do you have any more right to stay alive than they do? And anyway, who are you to play judge, jury, executioner? Do you truly think a vampire that feels morally justified in its killings is any better than one that kills only to eat? Do you not think it would become only an excuse? Do you not realize you would become the very worst of the bunch precisely because you do not see the consequences of being a vampire as a cost, but as a boon?

[peapod20001]

The oc thoughts in my brain... immense

[goldencherriess]

I feel like 90% of my existence is revolved around pasta

[skyward-floored]

Can’t have a normal morning around here for anything YEESH

[m-for-now]

Improving in your life is actually kinda hard and sucks, I'm gonna pretend I'm at the beginning of my anime arc now

[saline-coelacanth]

Coming up with ideas for stories and aus is all fun and good until you realize that you don't have any actual story planned, just the concept, OR you're trying not to come up with new ideas because you already have so many goddamn aus, brain why are you trying to make that list longer???

[noxtivagus]

yoko shimomura i love her style so much

[kyouka-supremacy]

PRETTY TWILIGHT LIGHTENING FOR THE SSKK FIGHT SCENE. THANK YOU GOD 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏