#rambling into the void (you ppl are the void)
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ANCIENT wip that i finally got around to splashin color onto. NO idea where this colorin style came from n it WONT happen again!! anyway i LOOOVE the general dynamic between arthur n emizel. both are so cool and so awesome and yet SO silly...
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#arthur bennett#emizel tucker#WEEE art is so fun..FUCKED UP THO that when i posted this on TWITTER...#i wokeup today to like 9 new comments n i was SO HAPPY!! but then i realized they were all BOTS!!DISGUSTING MACHINES MADE BY DISGUSTING PPL#VILE!!anyway so. YES i scribbled this up back when the ep w this scene first came out. what ep was that?? like 2 or so??#GOOD STUFF i love this show so much... the thought of arthur tucking himself down into the back o the car so he wouldnt be seen..#hes so serious&stoic and he just does the funniest shit with the straightest face.ive said it amillion times but i LOVE ARTHURS DRY HUMOR..#I ALSo really love emizel bc AAAA!! THE WHOLE SCENE B4 THIS ONE w him just catching up with soda...#those two are so cute w eachother.... ouhhh....... they are bestieeeessssss#do u guys ever think abt void... where did she come from.. how did her n arthur become friends.....#okayokay i think thats all the ramblings i have in me. enjoy my creations and your day aswell. if you can
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Been srlsy into the idea of writing more, explicitely fat Reader. Not sure how to tags it thought.
#rambling into the void#tumblr polls#my polls#polls#poll#wip#writings#soap x reader#cod x reader#cod wip#x reader#writers on tumblr#plus sized reader#fat reader#chubby reader#x reader fic#x reader fanfiction#curvy reader#personally i prefer fat cos the other words r like avoiding the pb to me#some sort of politically correct bs that actually does nothing to adress the roots of the issue#and dont even get me started on thicc which is the same but worse cos yall out there thinkin fat teenage girks should cheer up cos a man#will find em fuckable 🤢#'no dont cry youre so sexy'#etc#so yeah all in all i prefer fat. but only when *i* or other fat ppl use it.#since it has been used as an insult against me#so i also see how someone would disliked the term#you can tell by all the spilling mistakes here that once again i was high on sleeping pills lmao
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Hm. Uncanny valley Vash. Thoughts.
#have I been drawing for the uni au? yea. did I loose the files in an unfortunate incident I won’t elaborate on? also yea#it made me really sad because it was a funny bit. and I could recreate it but mm I don’t feel like it rn#so it’ll take some time. however ☝️#I do feel like drawing. and I have! but for myself like I always do. sharing some stuff here is a courtesy 🤨#OQNENWK JK well. half kidding. I entirely draw for myself and I’m happy it reaches ppl who like it too! and now#I’m hoping to reach cryptic Vash enjoyers because my god YES.#it’s the best thing ever because honestly. same I also am an uncanny creature (idk what is socially okay sometimes without being too weird#about it. I know you get it. you’re in tumblr)#and actually wouldn’t it be funny if at some point the people who know Vash just brush it off eventually as#“oh is Vash just staring into the void and suddenly went walking away?? haha oh yeah typical Vash’’#like it’s the most normal thing ever. but it still puts people a little off#I love me some weird Vash :)#trigun#vash the stampede#trigun stampede#vash#lenssi rambles
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whenever I see someone arguing about how buddy daddies isn't queer and people who think it is are ruining the anime for others I just go 🤨 for well... obvious reasons of how tf enjoying the show through queer lens would ruin it but also because how do these people think the show will end?? like... genuinely, how do you think this slice of life with two men each with hard past and trauma raising a daughter together which forces them to confront said traumas and grow as individuals and partners (let's also ignore the ambiguous connotations of using this word and history of using if we must) is going to end? cause obviously it's going to end with this imperfect makeshift family creating their home together and staying together. loving and supporting each other in their own ways for years to come. these two men raising Miri together, completely comfortable in this home they've created and existing together, completely fine with no other romantic relationships in their lives spending their years together as parents. just saying that's...that's pretty gay of them you know? and honestly even if you argue about it and pull two friends can raise a child together card... this anime still provides so much wholesome and good content for queer community in such basic ways "our bank account", "you think work's more important than our kid?!", Miri saying she loves having two dads, "these are our genes at work" and much more... just a lot of positivity all around so it's no wonder queer community is enjoying watching it, read their relationship as queer and take comfort from the show? and there is really nothing wrong with that especially when as I said we all know it will end with heart-warming closure of this found family being happy and together
#talking to the void but i saw some yt vid and was in small rant ramble mood#kazuki and rei are literally that meme of two dudes playing truth or dare and ending up together with a daughter and#their own bed and breakfast in what we call the longest game of gay chicken#i just find it funny how dudebros are like they aren't gay stop ruining the show when it'll end with kazuki and rei staying with Miri#raising her together for years and years never a women in sight for either and just the three of them chilling perfectly content and happy#my dude that is in fact pretty gay that is in fact pretty bi that is in fact pretty queer of them#ppl are just pointing it out#btw why are you laughing when buddy daddies was called gay sxf but when ppl do make relationship romantic between two men#just like ppl are doing between a man and a woman in sxf you are offended and pulling two male friends can raise a child together card??#just wondering no reason#buddy daddies#i can't believe the thing that makes me write first longer post is slice of life 12 episodes anime called buddy daddies
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Btw I think we as a society should realize soon that not everyone who apologizes for a bad thing they said or did is entitled to be forgiven.
If you've made racist jokes towards, and perpetuated several negative stereotypes against, say, South Asian people, and just say "I'm sorry" without actually doing anything to prove it, you sure as hell are not entitled to be forgiven!!!
#raine's rambles#Idk I like to scream into the void and hope someone cares#Its just like. seeing ppl act like they DESERVE to be forgiven when theyve been racist/ableist/transphobic/homophobic/anything else#its just gross#ALSO trying to accept an apology when youre not of that minority group#the apology wasnt FOR YOU !!!!!!!#and u shldnt act like bc YOU like the apology others shld as well!!!
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Tumblr will often makes me feel detached from reality, but then I go to work and my coworkers make a "how dare you assume my gender" joke, or be flabbergasted by a kids cartoon featuring a cow that "identifies" as nonbinay/doesn't "feel" like a boy, or mention with horror how some early 20s detrans people in Sweden are currently suing their parents for giving parental permission for them to undergo ""gender-affirming"" surgery when they were minors, and I'm brought back to reality. Like. "Oh. That's right. Most people irl aren't like this. They don't have that mentality."
#yes they make cartoons like that in france now apparently#the way everyone on tumblr just suddenly agreed to this as if someone flipped a switch???#its scary#like are yall a bunch of sheeps. do you live only by imitating what you perceive as the Morally Correct position. i wonder#radical feminism#radfem please interact#radfem safe#rambling into the void#radical feminist safe#radical feminists do interact#detrans#detransition#ive come to accept that some will see me as an islamophobe since i oppose the misogyny of it#now time to accept im a transphobe to some#but so are most ppl irl actually
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You have another blog for shipping?
i do! BUT it is 18+ so if you wanna know what it is you'll have to ask off anon lol sowwy
#trousled rambles#tbf its a blog i made mostly to get all the PEAK cringe thats been building up in me for years Out#so its like a mix of a spam blog and a shipping blog and also just a place for some of The Weird Shit#btw if anyone reading this is ever thinking of making a secret blog this is your sign to do it Now !!!#its so much more healing than you would think to just have a void you can throw things in im being so real rn#but yea i dont really wanna share it publicly bc of some of the content on it so i will only tell ppl the url privately ! it is important
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need a federal investigation into why basic decency is so difficult for some people. just like bare bones politeness. why do some people struggle SO badly.
#hey!!!! literally all I am asking of you is to treat me w respect!!!!! maybe even responding to my greeting. a thank you perhaps???#our cafe is in the bottom of an office building full of self important lawyers and corporate ppl and OHHHHH MY GOD#did you guys know that if there’s a long wait time you can just wait patiently?#or if we make your coffee wrong we can actually just … remake it? you don’t have to do all that ???#IT IS NOT HARD😭😭😭😭 if I can be nice to people for 8 hours straight I think u can deal with this five second interaction#I have seen some of them every single week day for the past almost 3 years#and they still treat me like dirt#customer service is soooo rewarding sometimes but Jesus fucking Christ treating people with basic human decency is so simple😭#RAHHHHHH#screaming into the void#g rambles
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Most important thing in the world to me is that IMO in order to be ant man you gotta be fucked up in the head*
#marvel#antman#ant man#dinu yells into the void#dinu yells in the void#*H@nk not included because I hate him#anyways. i miss ant man.#i miss my wives tails. i miss them a lot#Literally id have to dig for it rly bad but its sooo important to me that like. in order to be ant man you gotta be some kind of asshole#eric is well. you know. it was in the title. zayn iirc literally almost destroyed like all of civilisation in his future because he let#hubris get the best of him during his scientific studies#a lot of ppl i think think scott is like the obligatory Nice One#and i do think scott is an kind person. but like .#scott is compassionate. but hes not nice.#scott in the old comics (aka the GOOD comics#had like an INSANE temper and would regularly threaten Ultra Violence#against people#like he was literally mister ‘i will torture you with the ants if you piss me off’ to criminals he fought#IM JUST…. its rly important to me that all of the antmen are people who inherently fucked up or did shitty things in some way#or like have a lot of flaws#and yet still choose to be heroes anyways.#id need to find it but i need to find my like ramble i sent to bracken abck in like 2021 2022#about the point of antman as a mantle#and about how it’s inherently a superhero title thats about ppl taking from the predecessor and making it their own identity#instead of living up to a ‘legacy’#the original ramble was in regards to scott and eric but i think it holds true to Zayn as well#sighh. i miss ant man.#i should do a digimon ant man crossover. for meeee :3
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I didn’t realize Luocha has the highest attack of anyone until I was playing SU on the hunt path 😭
#SIR YOU ARE A HEALER /J#like Dan Heng is my lil damage babygirl#BUT I GUESS NOT LMAO#Luocha do be healing though 🥰#hsr#hsr dan heng#hsr luocha#dan heng#luocha#like I just want ppl to see this now lmao#me and my poopy little builds lol I mean if it gets me through the main story then it works lol#feral rambles into the void
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You know those posts calling Astarion gay and a twink and saying its weird to see him with female Tavs?
Just stumbled upon one calling Astarion "effeminate". Why are we still using that word? What does it mean other than "this man is not behaving in the way I think men should"? "This man acts like a woman to me - because "acting like a woman" is a thing, yes - and he shouldnt". You have a game where the players, men and women, are never restricted by their sex. They can do and be wathever they want. But a man having fun with theatrics makes him effeminate.
Plus that post later said something along the lines of Astarion wanting to do the saving instead of being saved by Tav and called that a masculine need. It's just so ridiculous to me, a woman who never wanted to be saved and wanted to do the saving.
#idk#the casual sexism#the casual misogyny#how can you write that so naturally?#the post had 4k notes#tumblr will call out all the -ism except sexism ig#rambling into the void#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 astarion#astarion#i thought we all agrees that gender stereotypes were bad#how is that different from straight ppl asking gay couples whos the man and whos the woman in the relationship?
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As much as I have things to complain about in the OFMD fandom, I do hate when ppl say it's the worst fandom they've ever been in / they've never seen a fandom act out this much / they think the show was a mistake or should be canceled.
For starters, I have issues with some Izzy stans and that's not a secret. But have any of you ever fucking met a Billy Hargove stan? I guarantee you'll wanna be besties with every single Izzy stan if only bc it's never going to be as bad as dealing with Billy Hargrove stans.
You wanna talk about shitty fandoms? Lets talk about the time a Jim Hopper stan told me I deserved the abuse I lived through growing up. Yes, in those /exact/ words.
You wanna talk about racism thats so bad it can't be ignored? You clearly never met the Arcana fandom. One of the love interests is a LITERAL NAZI based on the social and moral standards of the fictional world it exists in and over half the fandom makes death threats if you even question his motives. THE ONLY NATIVE CHARACTER WAS HIS LITERAL SLAVE AND PPL BLAME HIM FOR THE NAZIS HURTED FEELINGS.
So stop saying OFMD is the worst fandom ever. Most of you have no fucking idea what it's like to be BIPOC in most fandom spaces and the way y'all act like a few overbearing Izzy fans is the worst thing to happen on the internet since dashcon is truly appalling.
#void.critical#I'm genuinely tired of ppl saying this fandom is the worst#you have no idea what some fandoms have put me thru#compare to them this is a literal haven#OFMD is genuinely one of the BEST faandoms I've ever been in#Void Rambles
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ugh
#vent/rant ahead i just wanna say stuff:#forcing myself to draw for my friends and post content for my friends and keep Being Active just for other ppl is wearing me out#i WANT to continue to be a part of the community but. man this sucks fkjdhsg#it's entirely my fault. the situations i've put myself in that i dont wanna make public#(not just stuff related to art and content motivation but also Oops i Upset A Friend And Feel Horrible)#but it still sucks even if it is my fault#idk man im just running out of stuff to care about. everything is getting worse 🧍#i'm sure i'll be here every once in a while but will i ever post a full drawing again? great question#clips? very very rarely#actual content? not likely#i have like. one thing i wanna post about at christmas (i know one of my gifts already). besides that uhhhhhhhh i've got nothing#might have one drawing/sketch for december but that's very up in the air#if you know my priv and wanna request go ahead. im always active there and that wont change unless twitter explodes#even if you've requested before and aren't in it now you can request again. i'll try to be more lenient with it (again this is my fault)#i doubt i could ever make myself straight up abandon this blog. i'll continue to answer asks and ramble when i want to#but forcing myself to be a Content Provider sucks. it's not working. i'm still sad. he's still dead. my friends are leaving.#i'm not gonna have anyone left by this time next year it'll just be me and the void lmao#too nervous to follow anyone new. too nervous to talk the friends i already have. cant hold a conversation to save my life#this is why i have like... 3 friends here (i think we're friends). sorry i never talk to you guys it's just Difficult :/#and it's not getting any easier. not since june/july !#all goat knows is talk about skyblock (getting harder to do). post link to song. and make 50 more non-rebloggable posts#chat#come back later#(to delete probably idk)#now the real question: is this all related to [current issues causing mood swings] or is this something that's been building since june#we'll see i guess#i could be fine a month or so from now. or tomorrow. or all the way in the summer. who knows#*attaches a picture of techno to make this seem slightly less miserable* jkfhdkg#i hate there being like 2000 people here. nearly 3000 i think. idk#i want to talk and rant without feeling like im making the world's worst apology video KJFDHKG i dont like having so many eyes on me
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I’m going to flip shit oh my god, a family just came by my work and ordered EIGHT FUCKING CUPS OF COOKIE DOUGH ICECREAM, WHEN THAT GODDAMN FLAVOR JUST GOT REPLACED SO ITS FROZEB FUCKING SOLID. This woman watches me struggle through eight goddamn cups and doesn’t even ASK about tipping. My hands hurt like a mf oh my god.
I don’t care what tf you order but if you see me literally having to use my entire body weight to get a partial scoop of your icecream thrn please for the love of god either tip or choose something else. Like bro I’m red as hell and literally sweating, maybe just take a step back and ask “huh, does this person usually have to do this?” Because the answer is probably no! I do not get paid enough to fuck up my hands so y’all can have fucking COOKIE DOUGH ice cream. Like Jesus Christ you come to this expensive ass icecream place and get the most basic motherfucking flavor???? We have SIXTEEN goddamn flavors and you all choose the one I can barely scoop???? I’m going to throw a kicking screaming pissing myself fit the if I EVER see these motherfuckers again holy fuck. you can spend FIFTY FUCKING DOLLARS ON ICECREAM BUT NOT A $1 TIP??????? I actually hope they all get fucking food poising or some shit because the cookie dough part wasn’t made right. Like fuck directly off, you can see me taking FIFTEEN FUCKING MINUTES to get through something that should take like 5 minutes tops.
#massive work rant#I’m being very dramatic but also I really do hate when people pull that shit#I will do a ten star pirouette off the fucking handle#crow rambles#screaming into the void#like the fuckers were all doing the damn thing where they barely talk to you and just pay attention to their phones#which I also hate but it’s one of those things I’m not gonna throw a fit over#like yeah I’d also look at my phone if I was in line#but if I’m actively asking for your order and you can’t be asses#to even look up at me I am absolutely going to imagine vaulting over the counter to smack the phone out of your hand#like holy fuck it takes two fucking seconds#pls ignore this I’m just very tired and very stressed#usually I really love my job and the ppl I get to work with but today has just been a goddamn nightmare#also I do like cookie dough ice cream but not enough to pay like 5 bucks for a cup of it
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keeping myself busy by posting wip screenshots
#not counting this as an art post bc i'm gonna start rambling right now:#shaking crying the face album is dropping soon#set me free was already amazing like he did a full 180 and it was so cool! cannot wait for like crazy to premiere#n e ways. this past week has been. a rollercoaster#we had a mini crisis ordering zines but it's solved ish now. there is a plan in place#hmm my project is almost done.. just gotta finish asap so i can get it in for printing#though the organizers didn't email me back on a deadline or whether my specs are fine so i'm :// definitely not annoyed at that#uhh yeah and the mv from last week that dropped! my embarrassing story moment-#i was on the elevator w/ one other person and they saw my b.t21 hand sanitizer cover on my lanyard and pointed it out#and i was like yooo did you see the set me free mv#and they were like yeah the concept was so different from their usual style?? he did amazing#and i was like yeeaaAAHH except the last part kinda got louder?? and we were off the elevator by that point??#i swear i saw ppl turn to look at me auughghg but listen. i barely talk to a.rmys irl even though they're Everywhere#they seemed cool unfortunately i didn't get their name and idt ima see them again anytime soon LOL#it was a nice interaction in the middle of a busy week though#and 2 days ago i had a call w/ my friend which was really nice!! we ended up talking for 2h#we were talking about haha. spiraling in the abyss and weapon banners that would be worth my rolls among other topics#and then at one point he said smth like 'oh i couldn't talk about xyz with anyone so i went to you' and i was like. oh...#on one hand i was touched and on the other hand it was a reminder that i need to be more aware of my context when i talk lol#that's what my main blog is for! me yelling in the tags to the void#speaking of reining it in i was drawing for hours and had to drag myself away from this wip bc too much screentime!!#working through the ugly emotions by drawing a pretty kvh- exhibit a#spent at least 30min drawing lines that did not look good and now it's one of those wips that feels like i'm not skilled enough to finish#but we're going through with it bc i love the challenge and the image in my head is really nice so!!#this is also me being spiteful and proving myself wrong- that i can draw him well and that i don't need to compare myself to others#tmi of the day is i was looping j.iyuu no tsubasa as i was drawing this. and the song has. the complete opposite vibes hahaha#oh would you look at that the mv dropped as i was typing this up! time to stream the album for the next 48h#i will go focus on that now!! this is all i got chief#note
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some fandoms are just so... weird... about fanfic.
maybe it’s just me, but the more open character interpretations are, in addition to the fandom being so small... the less comments you tend to get. there’s always so much love around visual art, cosplay, photography of figures/models, and so on... but not a lot for fic?
writing is art, yes. i don’t like pitting visual art against writing because of it. it’s wholly unfair and actively harmful to anyone who makes any sort of creative work, full-stop. but it definitely feels like there isn’t as much commenting on fics when characterisation is so variable, compared to visual art. this fandom had a vibrant community of writers, but it eventually died out, leaving visual artists behind. when references are easy to find, of course visual art is going to come out on top; it’s so much more consistent, compared to how “writer a” chooses to write a certain character compared to “writer b”.
it’s certainly frustrating. in such a small fandom, you have to make your own fanworks, but it gets tiring, having to all of this by yourself, with no one looking at your works... or looking, but not saying “hey, i liked this, write more“.
all in all... just... comment. it doesn’t matter if the fic is super old, or super new, or unfinished, or finished, or anything in between. if you liked the fic, say you liked the fic, on the fic page. authors love that shit! even the “incomprehensible scream“ comments! go ahead!
you’ll get a lot more fic that way, and you won’t have to make your own food if you do.
#fandom#ao3#archive of our own#writing#fanfiction#fanfic#rex rambles#i understand 'you have to write for yourself!' and that principle of sharing anything creative...#but like... yall don't realise how isolating it is to be shouting to a void and no one listens#maybe we want to be heard sometimes... and told 'HELL YEAH TELL ME MORE'#give us your keysmash comments! give us your unintelligible word vomit! god knows writers are also unintelligible when we go off too!#we love that shit! just... talk to us!! please!!#i'm sorta vaguing at a specific fandom but this logic can apply to all fandoms due to how... honestly weird ppl are at commenting#we literally do not care if something is years old just COMMENT
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