#ramble/oversharing in tags!

[sunshine-and-her-ikevil-stuff]

I hate that the more I learn about Alfons, the more similarities I see between him and me

[blimbo-buddy]

”Damn I’ve been feeling kind of shitty about what I went through when I was 15-16. I wonder if there’s a way to get all these feelings out besides therapy”

SpottedLeaf and Anya:

[shimmershy]

Hello volta ! I wanted to know, how many "volt" do you produce ? ... Yep... I just did that... I Can only pray for my life now..

I miss you're drawing...

I miss you're Frisk cute face

More importantly, i miss you're beautifull Chara...

I miss you...

Hello! To answer your question, I definitely produce a normal and safe amount of volts! That may come as a "shock" because of my name, but it is definitely true! No dangerous high voltage situations here! ^_^

Teehee. Also thank you!! That's very sweet, it's nice to be acknowledged and missed, and I also apologize for the lack of art and activity here in general. I miss drawing Undertale-related stuff myself, especially Chara and Frisk, but there's just been a whole mixture of reasons why I haven't been posting much.

No need to read all of this; I have a feeling I'm going to be rambling a bit, but overall it's just because my interest in Undertale kind of fluctuates and since I was kind of hardcore in an Undertale phase for a few months (or like...a year kinda), it's died down a bit lately. But not to worry; Undertale's always been my main interest, so it's always kinda "there", or comes back eventually.

But ALSO, I've become interested in a lot of other things lately too. And they're aaaall fighting for my attention because I'm like equally interested in all of them and that creates its own problem. Basically I've been having trouble creating stuff at all lately due to being all over the place, but being kind of "no thoughts, head empty" at the same time (brain problems...)

And on top of that, maybe this is too awkward or personal to share, but it's been hard for me to keep track of what's important to me lately, so it's like. I know I want to draw, I know I want art to continue to be my thing, but I don't know what art I want to create. I don't know what kind of passion or project I want to devote my time to, and often it's just been driving me to avoid art altogether. I get overwhelmed because it feels like I don't have enough time to get to all the things I want to do, and it takes me so long to draw simple things, AND my interest in things changes more often than I can keep up with. Should I draw a simple drawing today, because it might be fun, and I could complete it easily, even though the reward will be short lived? Or should I try to work on this larger project again, because it's what I want to work on more and will probably make me feel more satisfied in the long run, even though it might not be fun now? Even though I might lose interest in it tomorrow and the progress will kinda be wasted? OR should I do this completely other thing?

It's just very. Eugh. I think too much. There's so much stuff I want to create, but I guess at this point I'm just going to have to give it time and patience. I've been trying to focus my energy on enjoying other parts of my life instead for now. It kind of helps.

But Undertale is not dead in my heart. Yes it is 2024, but I still have at least two Undertale stories I've wanted to start and just haven't gotten around to yet, so there's that at the very least. I doubt those will leave me alone until I do something with them. Plus I've been drawing Chara and Frisk Undertale for like, 8 years so I'm not going to stop now???? So. Woe. Hopes and Dreams be upon ye. 🎊

[daeyumi]

i think uh. the Announcement has ruined my night actually. the more i think abt it the worse it gets haha.. 🙃🫠 like literally i don’t think there’s a way the movie can be good. i’m gonna get off social media for tonight & go play switch or smthn,,,,,,,,

[bunnyboy-juice]

my best friend just told me she's gonna show me her regular ass grocery order when she gets home and i seriously cheered as if she said she was coming over Right Now

[cerubean]

finally starting a new gameplay save to explore growing together, this is max and india

apartment build by florwalsims (pls go check out their builds if you haven’t already! they’re so realistically detailed and fit perfectly in del sol valley)

[cloudcountry]

my mental health just took a huge beating so i'll be slower to interact again!! might take a bit of a break tbh ^^ i think i wrote more than i should have in such a short period of time.

[heartstringsduet]

Will go on vacation for a week, which means you won't see me here much. You're going to miss out on SO MUCH with me gone: The same Tarlos gifs with likely the same commentary by me

Me doing ask games and then getting overwhelmed and answering only like 2 asks coming in

Random funny video (funny to ME okay)

Angsty or smutty snippet from one of my WIPs, asked for or not

My wonderful thoughts

[lighttailoring]

so I saw People, Places and Things last weekend (and got to meet @hegodamask !!!) and please forgive me but I think I am going to be thinking about this play in some capacity for the whole of the rest of my entire life

went in knowing it was going to be heavy and thinking that I would probably cry - left feeling (mentally, emotionally, spiritually) like I had been run over by a bus

no spoilers but also heavy

WILD to watch a play that held up a mirror to not only me but most/all of my friends, my partner, my exes, and my entire family

(extremely funny to me that a lot of the reviews call Emma ‘unlikeable’ and ‘untrustworthy’ because - see the above sentence)

so many lines that have more or less come out of my mouth verbatim in the past. so many moments that had my soul trying to claw its way out of my body when I was watching her

just when I thought I had survived it there’s a moment where she does something my mum does and it absolutely destroyed me

anyway it made me want to stop drinking. and also want four thousand drinks. (stopping has won). and wish that I could see my dad one more time. and also somehow surgically remove my mother’s DNA from my own.

[lazaruspiss]

oh i NEED to meet the person who would willingly put their dick in this. also: im sorry about live blogging my sex toy window shopping but in my defense it's really funny and also this is my blog and i can do what i want

[arvandus]

Me contemplating posting a TMI NSFW thought on everyone's dash this fine Friday morning....

[lucirine]

medkit bookmark i may or may not print out

[kazoosandfannypacks]

I already bought christmas presents for 3/5 of the members of my immediate family this year. Let's GO!

[depravedangelbaby]

weird day :) someone tell me they're proud of me please :)

[pia-writes-things]

I was today years hold when I discovered that you can change the orders of tags on mobile if you press and hold on them. This is life changing

[yellobb]

Thank you to @bazzybelle and @asocialpessimist for the tags on this one 🥰 it’s such a cute little tag game (and one that made me realize almost none of my cool stuff is in my room lmao)

No pressure tags: @beretical-nonsense @shrekgogurt @chaoticsweettooth @literallyheretorotaway @bagel--bytes @dontbotheraziraphale