#rainy my knees r fucking shaking

[miasmaghoul]

Rainy x Mountain in heat if your comfortable?

Rain is being mean again.

:(

"Rain...Rainy, please," Mountain pants, hips jerking haphazard as his claws dent into Rain's jeans.

"I don't recall saying you could speak," Rain mutters, low and uninterested. He adjusts his glasses and licks the tip of his thumb, flips to the next page of his book. Mountain whimpers.

He doesn't know how long he's been down here, the haze in his mind blocking out everything beyond his points of physical contact. His knees ache from how long he's been on the stone floor at Rain's feet. His fingers shake where they're pressed into Rain's leg. His cock is wet and aching, rock hard and twitching nonstop. Another thick spurt of precum leaks from the slit, further lubing his crazed thrusts against the wet denim at Rain's shin.

Mountain bumps his forehead against Rain's knee, mewling and gasping as the thread in his gut begins to unravel for the umpteenth time tonight. Mountain dreads the lack of relief that will follow it. He needs more. Rain doesn't seem to care, and Mountain can't believe how much he likes that fact. He bumps Rain's knee again with greater intent and the water ghoul sighs, lifting his book to see Mountain's miserable face.

"What? I told you not to be an interruption," Rain says, annoyed. He peers over his glasses, raises an eyebrow, and the combination shoves Mountain right over the edge again. He shoots all over Rain's stained pants, his cock spasming and not even close to going soft between rounds any more. Mountain wheezes and groans, shaking as Rain rolls his eyes.

"R-Rain, please, please I - not enough, it's not enough-"

"Stop whining, it's obnoxious," Rain sneers, tagging his page and setting his book to the side. The only sign that he has been affected by Mountain's torment is his cock, soaked with drool and pre, jutting rigid from his zipper. "Stand."

Mountain's skeleton is vibrating. He's going to burst out of his skin any moment now. He's made of lightning and magma, splitting him apart at the seams. He pushes himself up on impossibly weak legs, and Rain makes a soft noise of disgust when he stumbles against the bed.

"Satanas, you're pathetic like this," he says, standing and grabbing his book. Rain's dick sways with his smooth steps and Mountain drools, his cock spitting again. Rain reclines on the bed with his legs crossed at the ankle. Mountain's eyes are glued to his length, to the thick vein that runs root to tip. Rain settles into the pillows and gets back to his page, gesturing at Mountain with a bored look on his face. "Well? Make yourself useful at least."

Mountain scrambles onto the bed, gasping as his cock throbs, blood hot. He crawls over Rain, straddling his slender hips and immediately sinking down onto the water ghoul's slick length with urgency. He keens with it, the burn of the sudden stretch answering some of the cry of the heat beneath his skin. The moment he bottoms out he's cumming again, thick and hot over Rain's shirt. He balances with his hands on Rain's thighs as he cries out, struggling to catch his breath.

"Fuck me," he rasps, the fire in his nerve ending threatens to atomize him, "Rainy you gotta-"

"Quiet down," Rain interrupts, turning another page. "I told you not to bother me. You want it? You work for it."

Mountain shouts as Rain's cock throbs inside him, sobbing as he rolls his hips and begins to ride. The drag of Rain against his walls is ecstasy, the bump of the flared head against his prostate sparking stars behind his eyes. Words are pouring from his lips against his will, Mountain's chin dropped to his chest.

"Do what you want, but you're not getting my knot until I'm ready." Rain flips another page and Mountain feels like the world is imploding.

"Yes sir," he groans, that coil of arousal unfurling fast, waiting for the world to go gray around the edges.

[arsonyard]

(This ask is a teasing horny flirty one if you don't want it please feel free to delete and ignore. Involves waxplay)

They won't let you taste a chunk of it? Maybe they'll allow you to get a taste in a different way. Maybe they'll like it better if the candle is lit, flame dancing and warming the hardened wax as they cup the glass in their hand. Maybe they'll like you laid out bare and waiting for them like the good boy you are, the only thing on would be that pretty collar of yours. Maybe they'll want your wists tied up so you can't cover yourself and hide your shyness. Maybe your mouth won't taste the wax, but the skin of your chest? Your lovely stomach and those delicious thighs of yours might be allowed a taste. To feel the hot vanilla splatter and paint your freckled skin in clear drops that soon harden into white. Would you like that? To taste the wax rolling down your sides, the bite of the heat nipping at your skin with every drop? Would you take it in full and pretend to be tough? Act like you can't feel the sharp pain the heat brings? Or would you squirmbaway from the hand above you, gasping, whimpering and moaning for them? Such a prettyboy.. I love seeing you squirm ♡♡♡

-Rainy ♡

Bfgdh just woke up and was feeling flirty and horny uh I hope I didn't cross any boundaries but enjoy this ♡

rainy i jus nutted like 5 mins ago u cant do this to me

rlly dunno if im into pain, i can bear it pretty well in some aspects but damn yer makin me wanna find tf out

CANT JUST COME INTO MY INBOX DESCRIBIN THINGS SO APPETICINGLY OH MY GOD im goin insane

im gonna take a fucking bite no one can fucking stop me

[himbo-only-zone]

Hey can I request the whole fluff alphabet for shuichi ty in advance <3

shuichi saihara || fluff alphabet

I don't know if I write Shuichi well but uhhh we tryin, I hope you enjoy!! I'm honestly really really really proud of this one. I'm soft for shuichi now?? Holy fuck??

- Mod Anna

a. attractive. what does he find attractive about you? he finds himself admiring your hands. not in a creepy way, he just really likes holding them. he likes holding things and being able to fidget with them, so your hands are definitely something he likes.

b. baby. would he want a family? he would, but it's not a necessity! he would love teaching kids how to be detectives if they wanted to follow in his footsteps. imagine a kid sitting on his lap while watching criminal minds or something like that.

c. cuddle. how does he cuddle? he likes spooning, whether it's him as the big or little spoon. he likes to hold your hand while you're spooning, and having you close is nice. he'll plant little loving kisses on your neck if you're the little spoon.

d. dates. what are dates with him like? he likes escape rooms! he can use his detective skills, and it's time with you. if you're a little slow, he'll help you out. but if you don't want help, he'll sit back and enjoy watching you. he finds you adorable either way. he's the epitome of "you're doing great, sweetie!"

e. everything. what are you to him? (ex. you are my _____) you're his mystery. he wants someone he can learn inside out, and he wants to know every aspect of you. he finds you interesting.

f. feelings. when did he realize that he was in love? he was learning more about more about you, and the more you opened up, the harder he fell. he realized he had a bigger soft spot for you than most. you made him so happy and pulled him in so quickly.

g. gentle. is he gentle with you? very. all of his actions are very gentle, and that doesn't change with his lover. he'd like you to be gentle with him as well, but that's not a necessity.

h. hands. how does he like to hold hands? he likes to have them close with your fingers intertwined. on tables, in coat pockets, anything. he just wants to be able to hold your hand, run his fingers across your knuckles, play around with your rings. anything.

i. impression. what was his first impression of you? he was more focused on analyzing you rather than forming an opinion. you seemed like a nice person to be around, and he put that down as a mental note. everything else was just body language and personally notes.

j. jealousy. how often does he get jealous? not too often, but he'd never say if he did or not. clues on his to pick up on it are: he will not make eye contact with you whatsoever. he built up his courage to look you in the eye more and more, but he completely loses it when someone seems to be a better fit for you than him.

k. kiss. how does he kiss? who initiated the first kiss? his kisses are really soft and gentle, rarely rough. he doesn't want to hurt you, plus he's really nervous you won't like it. he surprisingly initiated it, but it was really cautious, and he asked for consent a million times.

l. who says "i love you" first? you do. you come to work with him while he's investigating a case, hugging him from behind. you mumbled it softly, and he was shocked. he took his fifteen minutes break then and there to just mentally prepare to say it back. the boy loves you so, so much.

m. memory. what's his favorite memory with you? you two were laying down, going to bed, and he had been super stressed from work that day. without having to ask, you just pulled him into his chest and stroked his hair for a little while. he didn't have to worry about the day, he had you. that's all he truly needed.

n. nickel. how much does he spend on you? he would pay for things that you wanted, but if you insisted, he'd let you pay. he's nervous about being too chivalrous, he wants you to be able to be comfortable and independent! so he's really careful with it.

o. orange. what color reminds him of you? rainbow, to be honest. seeing a rainbow reminds him of happiness and joy, which you give him. now with you around, he notices bright colors more often.

p. pet names. what pet names does he use? he's extremely nervous about using pet names, so he'll usually hesitate and/or stutter when using them. he likes darling and my dear the most, though. when he's really courageous, he'll throw in a baby. and then he'll shake his head because that sounded awful coming out of his mouth.

q. quaint. what's his favorite non-modern thing? he likes doing cute things like pulling out your chair and kissing your knuckles. chivalry is not dead with this detective.

r. rainy days. what does he like to do with you on a rainy day? he likes watching documentaries with you in his lap. he'll rest his chin on your shoulder and watch, humming softly when he picks up certain details and begins to solve the case.

s. sad. how does he cheer you up? he's really, really gentle with you. he'll ask what you want, and he'll provide. he'll go to the store if you want ice cream, he'll bring blankets if you want to cuddle. if you want anything, and i mean ANYTHING, he'll do it for you.

t. talking. what does he like to talk about? he likes talking about ... anything, to be honest. he likes hearing about your day more, but he'll talk about himself as well. he's really comfortable with you the more you know each other, so it could be anything.

u. unencumbered. what makes him relax? just being with you. he likes physical affection the most, though. long hugs, playing with his hair, holding his hand. he just wants to close his eyes and enjoy your warmth and affection.

v. vaunt. does he show you off? it's more of you showing him off, to be honest. he likes doing small things, like holding your hand in public, but you've gotta be the one to show the relationship off. he won't object, though, he'll just be very flustered.

w. wedding. when, how, and where does he propose? he would have to take a while to think about it. he would ask kaito for advice constantly, and he'd probably have an ear piece. he would do it at a park, at night where it's really empty. kaito would make kokichi distract you, and then shuichi would drop to one knee behind you. “a-ah, i really ... don't know what to say, i had a lot prepared, b-but it's all kinda gone now ... but i really, really love you, s/o. and it would make me really happy if you would marry me.”

x. xylophone. what song reminds him of you? what's your theme song? nine in the afternoon by panic! at the disco reminds him of you, and your theme song is the only exception by paramore!

y. yes. does he think about proposing to and marrying you? yes!! every time you do something cute, he's mentally screaming about how much he wants to marry you.

z. zebra. if he was able to get a pet, what would he get? he would love to get a cat. like a small, cute kitten. he's like one of those dad's who are like "i don't know..." and then he gets super attatched.

[dracos-eternity]

Draco Malfoy SFW ABC’s

DRAPPLE^^^^^^

Anon Request- Can I also get a SFW ABC’s with Draco? If it’s not a problem?

Summary-^^^^^^^^^^^^

Warnings-cursing? FLUFFFF -------------------------------------------------------------------------

A = Attractive (What do they find attractive about the other?) Your smile, he loves it, especially when he caused it.

B = Baby (Do they want a family? Why/Why not?) Yes, he’d love to forever have something tying you two together and having a chance to be better than his father.

C = Cuddle (How do they cuddle?) With your head on his chest, arms wrapped around him, your body between his legs, him playing in your hair

D = Dates (What are dates with them like?) Amazing, always so romantic, normally expensive.

E = Edible (What food reminds them of you?) String cheese, the smile on your face when you eat it, never fails to make him think of you

F = Feelings (When did they know they were in love?) In year three, it was christmas break and he walked into your guest room at the malfoy manor to find you drawing, messy bun, bottom lip between your teeth, glasses on the edge of your nose, nose crinkled as he watched you erase and redraw 1000 times, in his shirt and a pair of blue sweatpants, blanket around your shoulders.

G = Gentle (Are they gentle? If so, how?) Yes, he treats you as if your the most breakable thing in the world, always speaking softly to you, holding your hand when you walk up and down stairs, carefully watching so that nothing happens

H = Hands (How do they like to hold hands?) Interlaced, his fingers through yours, his hand in front of yours.

I = Impression (What was their first impression?) That you were kind, and smart, and wealthy, on the same level as him.

J = Jewelry (Do they buy you any, is it expensive, how often? Do they let you wear theirs, etc.) Draco spoils you, always buying expensive rings and earrings and necklaces, he loves letting you wear his ring though, on one of his chains around your neck, a sign that your his.

K = Kiss (How do they kiss? Who initiated the first kiss?) He loves long, slow, kisses, and he definitely initiated the first kiss.

L = Love (Who says ‘I love you’ first?) You did, simple, Draco was afraid of you not saying it back so he never did.

M = Memory (What’s their favourite memory together?) Your first time, with anyone, it happened in his bed at Malfoy Manor, it also happens to be the first time you said I love you.

N = Nickel (Do they spoil? Do they buy the person they love everything?) Draco definitely does both.

O = Orange (What colour reminds them of their other half?) Green, it reminds him of the sweater you stole from him, the way it came down to the middle of your thigh, just you.

P = Pet names (What pet names do they use?) Angle, Darling, Kitten, Love, and so many more

Q = Quaint (What is their favourite non-modern thing?) Gardens, with stone paths, and fairy lights, and pretty flowers he adores the way you look in that setting

R = Rainy Day (What do they like to do on a rainy day?) Dance in the rain, he knows how corny it is but, he knows you love it. 

S = Sad (How do they cheer themselves/others up?) He tends to bottle his emotions and when they explode he goes to you, crying into your torso for hours as you hold his shaking body, and when your upset he buys you candies and cuddles you and whispers sweet nothings into your ear, everyone else can suck a fuck.

T = Talking (What do they like to talk about?) Astrology, I’m convinced he’s in love with the stars.

U = Unencumbered (What helps them relax?) A hot bath and you

V = Vaunt (What do they like to show off? What are they proud of?) You, he loves showing you off, and ofc his wealth hes very proud of both

W = Wedding (When, how, where do they propose?) You were both 22, he had taken you on a date, in the garden and he looked you into your eyes, grabbing your hand and speaking. “Y/N, my love, I have loved you for everything you are, all the bad and all the good, and received nothing less in return, I don’t deserve you and yet you’ve stayed. I say all this to make my point that I’m the luckiest man alive, do me the honor of taking my last name?” He drops to one knee, pulling out a ring with green and black diamonds in it, making tears run down your face as you nod.

X = Xylophone (What’s their song?) A thousand year by Christina Perri

Y = Yearning (Are they clingy/needy?) I wouldn’t say needy, maybe for attention, but definitely clingy.

Z = Zebra (If they wanted a pet, what would they get?) A cat, something small, quiet, preferably hairless.

[senpaistoys]

Rainy Days (Kim Seokjin, M)

The rain always has a way of putting you in a mood.

Pit.. Pat.. Pit.. Pat.. The sounds of the rain hitting your window filled throughout the relatively quiet house. You hummed softly, curling up your body onto the expanse of the wall that was pushed out from the window making a little bed right beside it. You had specifically had the windows designed that way so that you could watch the rain fall onto the grass. The dark cloudy skies, the trees and little flowers blowing in the wind as the storm took over your area. You snuggled deeper into your light brown fluffy blanket. The sound of soft r & b music playing in the house took over your ears slightly. It was such a beautiful day. You nor your lover had work today. Just a lazy day enjoying the rain. You watched a few cars pass out headed to and from taking their kids to school or taking themselves to work. You gave a slight yawn from the weather, tilting your head to press a button on your phone, you saw that it was only 10 AM. You gave a soft smile at the thoughts of how long the day was going to pass. And you hoped the weather stayed this way. You were leaning against the window letting your mind roam. But it started to roam down a very lewd direction and you didn't fight your fantasies. Not on a day like today. Never on a rainy day. Your turned your head once again, looking across the room to see Seokjin resting in a lazy boy chair. He had on his reading glasses, a thick black book in his large palms. He had his legs crossed one over the other. He looked so damn good reading. Your eyes trailed over to his whole appearance. You both slept late but Seokjin liked to cuddle so when you got up to watch the rain he knew his morning sleep was over with. His brown hair was still slightly disheveled from his sleep, he didn't make an effort to fix it when neither of you would leave the house today. He had on a black T-shirt and gray sweatpants. He wiggled his toes everytime he got to a good part of the book and you couldn't help but laugh as you noticed such a thing. Seokjin was handsome to you, in every aspect. He was caring and sweet. He was goofy and his dad jokes were a treasure. He was truly a man you fell head over heels for. But it was something about the way he puffed his pink lips out, the way his fingers flexed as he held the book. It also had to do with the rain. The soft drops still splattering against the window. The way you knew it was cold outside yet warm on the inside. You were in the mood. And you were about to get him there too. After staring at him for a while, you got up and walked towards him discarding the blanket on your previous resting area. Getting onto your knees you uncrossed his legs. Seokjin moved the book to the side to look at you while lifting an eyebrow. "What do you call yourself doing young lady?" He asked softly and you gave him a pout tugging onto his sweats. "I'm in the mood.." You called out and Seokjin pursed his lips. "Now? We just had a round before we slept." He reminded you. "That was then. This is now." You defended and Jin gave a roll of his eyes lifting his book back up. "Not right now baby. I'm reading!" He lightly whined. Part of you wanted to laugh at how cute he was being but another part of you wanted to be stubborn. "Jinnie.. Jin.. Seokjin.." You muttered out but he tried to keep stern. "Don't disturb my reading." He warned. You sat there feeling like a kicked kid. But as if the gods were on your side a light bulb flickered on in your mind. "I won't." You called out sweetly. Jin barely lowered his book to give you a questioning look before he had it back up and turning a page. You smirked and started to rub your hands up and down his inside thighs. You touched and felt up over his sensitive areas. Your hand moved its way towards his crotch rubbing over his limp shaft with your palm. You could feel him shift slightly, his grip on the book became tighter as he tried to ignore you. But you continued forward, rubbing at his bulge with soft strokes. Leaning forward you started to press kisses along the outline of his shaft until you could see his print. The great thing about lazy days at home was that Seokjin never wore boxers and you were the number one fan of it. You let your hand grip at him through his sweats and you started to stroke him with a soft mewl. You were so caught up in getting him hard, that when you looked up you damm near paused. Seokjin quickly shifted his eyes back to his book and a smirk graced your lips. You had him. Gripping at his sweats, you pulled them down his thighs to his knees. The male had shifted but he lifted his hips enough to help you take down his sweats. His shaft popped out, hitting against his lower stomach and resting there. The tip was red and angry. Your eyes skimmed the veins over his cock and you groaned licking the palm of your hand. You coated your palm with your spit and you wrapped your fingers around his hardened shaft starting to stroke him up and down. Every time your spit dried up, you would add more by licking up and down the expanse of his cock. Your tongue mapping out his sensitive spots on the underside of his shaft. Your pink muscle traced over every vein on the sides, top, and bottom. When he was completely wet your hand gripped at him once more and you focused on giving him a hand job. You lived for how his legs flexed as he tried to restrain himself. The way his body went completely rigid. He wasn't even flipping pages anymore because he wasn't even paying attention to the book. You worked your wrist flicking it quickly as precum oozed from the tip. You gave a soft moan, shifting on your knees as you smeared the precum onto the head of his shaft with your index finger. Seokjin released one soft sigh. That was all you needed. You could feel your panties dampening as you teased him. You were getting so turned on you thought you would loose it. You took him into your mouth, lowering your head down slowly until he was resting against the back of your throat. "Fuck!" Seokjin cursed out in slight defeat. He quickly pushed the book down onto the little table beside the chair. He used one hand to take off his glasses as the other hand gripped onto your hair at the back of your neck. He kept you in place, letting you hold your mouth open as he felt it. "You may move now." He instructed in that deep voice that sent trembles down your spine and heat straight to your core. You started to bob your head slowly, hollowing your cheeks as you sucked onto his shaft. You made wet slurping noises as you moved your head up and down. Your eyes flickering upwards to take his appearance in. Head thrown back, lips parted into a soft moan. Eyebrows knitted. He was lost in the pleasure you were giving him. It made you want to please him more, gripping at his balls you started to play with them one by one. You squeezed at his sack and he gave soft hiss, his body trembling against the chair as he tugged onto your hair once more. "Take a breath." He warned you and you pulled your head back slowly, sucking in air as you went upwards. Your mouth sucked onto his tip as you greedily inhaled like he warned "Take me in. I am about to face fuck you." Seokjin warned. You did as commanded, taking him down as much as you could. Seokjin let his head come up. Looking down at you, he planted his feet and started to push his hips up. Slowly at first but he gradually picked up the pace. He was sliding in and out of your mouth like it was your pussy. The male moaned as he kept his eyes on yours. He was face fucking you, drool falling from the corners of your mouth and sliding down to his balls. He shuddered at the wet feeling trying to make sure he took in how your face looked as you sucked him. "I'm going to cum in your mouth." He rasped as he slowed his hips down. He pushed them in and out, flexing his thigh muscles as his head rolled back once more. He pushed his cock into your mouth as if he could push it down your throat causing you to lightly choke. With a cry of your name, Seokjin pulled back slightly to cum in your mouth. It was a lot taking in his warm cum. Slightly sweet but mostly bitter as he released his load in your mouth. You swallowed what you could and you pulled back to lick him clean. You were about to pull his pants up and leave but he stopped you. "Where are you going?" He asked and you became sheepish. "Well. I did what I wanted to do." You admitted licking your lips. "But did I say I was done?" He asked and the way he asked you made you shake your head side to side. "Turn around." Seokjin said and you did so. He gripped at your hips and walked you backwards until you were sitting on his lap. "Feet on my legs." He demanded and you followed his instruction. All you had on was one of his oversized shirts and that was it. Seokjin lifted up the book as he wrapped his arms around you. "Read to me." He said simply. You followed where he tapped his finger and you started to read the love story. You were getting lost into the short reading you did. Turning the second page and you felt one of his hands palm your pussy. You paused and gasped as his fingers ran up and down the expanse of your pussy. "Don't stop reading. I wanted a story time and you distracted me. Now you need to read." He said simply humming as you continued. Seokjin let his middle finger slip between your pussy lips. Rubbing up and down your slit, he teased your pussy before his finger was circling around your clit. You tried your best to read but the way he rubbed onto your clit had you moaning and clearing your throat. Your thighs tightened slightly as he teased you. Turning another page, you almost faltered as he pushed his middle and ring finger inside of you. He started to thrust his long slender fingers in and out of your pussy. His free hand had drifted under your shirt to play with your breast. Pinching and pulling your nipples before he started to grope your mounds with his hand. Both hands worked on your body and you could care less about the damn story. His fingers started to scissor you open, pumping in and out with a crook as your hips bucked forward to fuck yourself on his fingers. "My baby girl is always so needy. Look at you riding my fingers. You make it seem like I didn't even feed you my cock last night. So wet.. This pussy is telling me it needs more. It missed me." He taunted kissing on the shell of your ear. Your face was red as he whispered dirty little words into your ear. He searched for your spot pushing his fingers deep and it was your turn to throw the book down. "I want your dick inside of me, Seokjin." You begged looking at him with wide eyes. Cheeks red, face flushed as you begged. Jin nodded his head kissing your lips as he continued to finger you. He slowed his fingers down and took them out to smear your juices across his dick. "Put me in." He said softly and you obliged quickly. You gripped onto his cock and you lifted your hips and slid onto his shaft. Both of you moaned in unison as he filled you up. You moved to grip onto the arms of the chair and use it as leverage to bounce yourself up and down onto his cock. Your head rolled back as he filled you up. You rode him like you needed him. Seokjin moaned using both hands to fondle you. Your pussy sucked his cock in. You were so wet he slipped out of you a few times and you were both so eager to slip him back inside every time. You turned your head to face him and met his lips into a kiss. Seokjin licked across your bottom lip and you parted your lips for him. He let his tongue glide against yours as he hooked his arms under your knees. Seokjin spread you out wide, folding you into a pretzel he snapped his hips upward. His cock curving to hit right against that spot that you need him the most. You broke the kiss to moan out in shock. Looking at him wth tears in your eyes from how good it felt. One of your hands lifted to grip onto his hair. You pressed your forehead's together as he pounded into you. Bottoming out, he made sure you felt every inch of him. "Rub your clit for me, baby. I want to see you make a mess of yourself." He said with a broken voice. You nodded reaching your hand down to rub your clit at the pace that he fucked you. Your lips against his you simply moaned against his lips and voiced out how good it felt. Your toes curled and your head rolled back onto his shoulder. You slapped at your clit, with a few more snaps of his hips you were gripping at his thigh with your free hand while he drove you over the edge. His name slipping out of your mouth like a mantra. Seokjin groaned, his cock throbbing and he continued to fuck into you. He let his nails dig into your inner thighs and he fucked you through a second orgasm before he was holding your hips down and emptying his load back inside of you. Both of you slowly rocked your hips to ride out your orgasm as he lowered your legs down. Once you were both calmed, he held you pressing soft kisses along your head chuckling softly. "What's funny?" You asked peeking up at him. Seokjin pointed at the window. "You'd think by now you would remember to close the blinds since we always end up fucking in here when it rains." Seokjin muttered and you looked towards the open window feeling your whole body turn red. "You need to tell me this!" You yelled lightly trying to get up but Jin kept you still. "It's our house. Besides, if anyone is outside in this weather watching us get it on than they deserve to look.” Jin cooed reassuringly as he slid his hands up and down your back.

[haus-of-wu]

Bonamana (미인아) 10th Anniversary Album Analysis/Rediscovery

Happy 10th Anniversary to Bonamana / 4jib !

I viscerally remember this album coming out when I was in the 8th grade and using my damn iTunes gift cards to buy the album tracks for my iPod nano. (WTF was streaming in 2010)

Bonamana was the first album of many in SJ’s discography that didn’t have the full lineup of members. Hangeng had departed SM, Kibum had announced a hiatus to focus on acting, and Kangin was starting off what would become SJ’s almost decade-long military rotation era.

We’ve come a long way, and we’re still out here !!

Track analysis and re-reaction below the cut - as a veteran ELF I find that middle school me fixated on certain songs (and was the biggest Ryeowook stan), and then completely forgot about entire other songs, so it’s always a fun time going back down memory lane.

Bonamana (미인아)

Even if you look and look, look and look, look and look There’s no one else but me.

It’s true, true that my feelings don’t have a place to go. You know that I adjusted myself to fit you

honestly the best iteration of the “SJ Funky” sound that started with “Sorry Sorry” imo

an absolute headbanger !! if you aren’t already bobbing your head to the bass line and percussion in the first 10 seconds you are not human

this has just the right tasteful amount of autotune that makes it age a lot better than sorry sorry over the years

i’m sorry but the choreo absolutely fucks especially with kyuhyun going out there being like “you thought i was a main vocal? i’m in this fucking dance break”

re:choreo, it’s understandable that they’ve pivoted to the rock remix of this for super shows bc there’s a squat move they do that is not friendly on the knees at all

if you wanted a club BOP about a guy trying his hardest to figure out how to get a girl’s attention, this is it

donghae doing a magic trick for every music show performance of this, while looking fiercely in character while delivering his line as a man who is hella stressed about what to get the girl as a present

the way ryeowook and sungmin (tenor line !!) exchange lines

this song made me go feral in 2010

No Other

Hearing you tell me that you love me, I have everything in this world, You & I, You’re so fine, Is there someone like you? I love you Oh, please know it, to me there’s only you, That I stupidly see you As my everything 

that feel-good cute love song that served as the foil to Bonamana

the softest MV !!

just super chill and smile inducing

all the music show performances of this are just...so cute (also featured so many shenanigans like leeteuk yelling HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEENIM/GOOD LUCK SHINEE, and random members playing rock paper scissors in the middle of the performance)

probably has the most evenly split line distributions for the time (each member has their own verse of sorts)

contains one of my favorite hyukjae rap parts - it flows in such a relaxing way

Shake It Up (Remix Version)

Hey get up, (Hey get up) everyone come here (everyone come here) Just shake (all your thoughts) Just shake it up!

your everyday repetitive life, right now shake it up your repeated thoughts of sadness- right now shake it up Are you separated from the world? It all depends on you

SJ said shake it up !

chill club song with the touch of autotune, heavy synth, and weird background “oh OHs” of the time

the predecessor to the electronic chill vibe that Skydive has

they really told us to have fun and enjoy

honestly the song i didn’t realize i’d need in quarantine as i jam out at my desk

All My Heart

The words I still can’t say The words that got stuck in my throat I love you more than anyone else It’s still you and me, me me me me me me me me

In this moment I’m really happy I’m really grateful that you came to me The one who gives everything to me It’s only you and me, me me me me me me just you

a simple guitar instrumental with soothing vocals, a wholesome r&b

composed by LEETEUK AND HENRY? fuck me up fam

as a kid this was just the “nanana nanana na” song (that’s the me me me part of the chorus lmao)

this is the happy song that you’d like wave your lighters to maybe

hyukjae’s been singing “don’t wake me up” for eons

god this song makes me so soft

A Short Journey

My heart that loved you My eyes that looked at you Are still here

Oh baby say goodbye, for a short while goodbye I’ll go back to the place when I once was When I open that door and take one step So that I can stand in front of you who I missed

My heart that loved you My eyes that looked at you Will wait

Kangin going to the military tribute song composed by Donghae and lyrics by Hyukjae? they really had all the rights in 2010

god the lyrics really hit me in my ELF heart. like we really went through a whole decade of military service and said goodbye for now so many times

the opening piano intro? i hate you donghae i really do

hyukjae these lyrics man. why. why you gotta make our hearts hurt like this

another simple instrumental with soothing vocals, but this time it hits you in the feels a bit

if you weren’t listening to the lyrics, this feels like a song you’d watch your parents slow dance to in the house

thanks for triggering the “i miss kangin” hours G O D

Boom Boom

From head to toe you are wrapped with all luxury things Hoo~ so eye-blinding, who would ever dare to touch you?

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star I’m trying to get a hot girl, I’m drawn to her bad look look look am I wrong?

It’s nothing but such a beautiful sin

THE OTHER BANGER IN THIS ALBUM

yeah i feel like 13/14 y.o. me only was here for bonamana and boom boom back in 2010 which is like...pretty valid given the taste of your typical middle schooler in 2010

but literally. if you thought bonamana was about a guy desperate to get the girl, boom boom was legit like “shit she’s hot like sin and hooking up with her might be a mistake for me but oh well wtf why the hell not”

kyuhyun’s line at the beginning “from head to toe/머리부터 발 끝까지” is apparently used in a lot of lyrics, to the point where D&E were like, Bout You’s Korean title is gonna be that, AND it’s gonna be in the chorus. this was totally off-topic.

the whiplash in this album honestly. soft love songs to trying to get girls in the club to i’ll wait for you to finish military service. they have the RANGE

Coagulation

On the window and on my eyes Dew forms, tears form, a small stream is made Where they’re from and how they form over and over even I don’t know The only thing I know is that I just really hurt My formerly burning heart is slowly becoming cold It seems even I don’t know what to say, or how to hold on to you

time for a KRY ballad (can you BELIEVE they are finally having their first whole-ass album in june ??)

break up crying song included with the album of two absolute bangers

just close your eyes and get taken away on the sad rainy day ballad

Your Eyes

I want to erase all of my insufficient former self It seems like someone like me has nothing to give to you

Do you still remember, do you believe that it’s only you for me Do you know how long you can keep me by your side In this large world, there’s only one person (I only want you) Did you know this about me

sad piano r&b time !! brought to you by yesung and kyuhyun only

harmonies

kyuhyun’s bridge though

easily a candidate for some drama OST

i feel like this album really just had two sides - party rock central and r&b feels

My Only Girl

Even if I cover my ears I can hear it, even if I close my eyes, I can see it Even if I shut my mouth I keep calling out for you I am stupid I hate how I can’t get over you

we really opened this song with “cause i’m lonely” huh (screams at how applicable this still is for them TEN years later)

i love everything about this song except the chorus

the chorus is very underwhelming

My All Is In You

Even though I’m pretending to smile Without knowing why In truth I want to cry

It seems love is ending like this Before I know it our parting is approaching You say “goodbye” To me, letting you go is still difficult Please give me a little more time I can’t live without you My all is in you

another sad breakup bop why are you guys so good at this genre

the percussion comes in so nicely

little strings in the background that help accentuate the words (chef’s kiss)

KRY really were already yelling not even halfway into this song - perf

we literally are only in the second chorus folks

this song is great, it’s only sin was that it said “rap line you just don’t get lines”, so rip heechul, hyukjae, and shindong

Shake it Up!

the original - way less electro, more acoustic

has a very lo-fi beginning and then it amps up

has some interesting high pitched synth piano twiddling up there

a tad slower than the remix, but not by much if at all

dude the horns coming in behind hyukjae’s rap !! it fucks !

if the remix version’s vibe is people having fun in the club, this one’s vibe is a summer bbq party in the backyard

god i really love the horn line - it gives it such a nice vibe

another point in the “feel good” bucket

In My Dream

She’s walking away Embracing another person My chest’s like it’s being crushed under a heavy weight

I’m dreaming again, right? Cold sweat runs down my body It hurts to dream about things, I hate to remember

I wish I would fall asleep forever like this I wake up with her presence still… although I hope I don’t dream again, Like today, it seems I fall asleep with her presence

piano and string sadness here we go

bring back SJ KRY + donghae + sungmin

this chorus for this song stabs me in the heart every time

i’m mad where’s the MV for the heart-wrenching sad ballad

kings of emotional power vocals

we really are out here singing our hearts out about that ex-girlfriend that haunts us as we try to fall asleep

if they ever perform this all ELF in the vicinity would immediately die

One Fine Spring Day

A warm wind is blowing like it was that night The flowers you lovingly planted have bloomed Before I know it spring has come again I still want to deeply sleep like it’s winter

You are so very far, so very far To be honest I miss you every day Even the very small, very small trivial things make me think of you every day

still laughing the ryeowook brought up bonamana as his favorite album on weekly idol bc it contained his first ever solo track ;kasjf;aksdf king of promoting only himself

this is v soft, v much aligned with the little prince image that wasn’t even in the works yet

the imagery of the lyrics man. cute winter to spring yearning uwus

s o f t e s t

like this is literally the song that inspired every fanfic writer that’s ever written ryeowook as persephone in some greek god au

Good Person

When you laugh I feel good too, even when you say it’s just pretend You bring happiness to the days when I wait for you, the nights when I miss you Even when I’m alone it’s okay if I can just see you I’m always behind you, I’m always looking out for you, but it seems like I have to share

The difference between me and the person who makes you cry is that all I can do is comfort you

this song sounds like something that would be in the opening of an animated show that takes place in a high school

now that i’m looking at the lyrics, this is literally an upbeat sounding song accepting that they’ve been friendzoned and all they can do is support her relationship with the other guy

bittersweet nostalgia bop i guess

Here We Go

cue family/action movie credit music vibes

i don’t have much to say about it - i just isn’t something i’d listen to on the regular

it’s just happy-go-lucky finale type music

it has a really old-school hyukjae/shindong rap verse lmao

vocal line is out here yelling, very on-brand

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Yeah, Cool || Richie Tozier

Request: Hi can I get a Richie imagine? Kinda based of the song My Kind of Woman by Mac demarco. Where he’s so surprised that no matter what you’ve always stuck by him. No matter how many jokes he masked about you, offensive or perverted, you always know he’s joking. And he’s just in awe cause of how strong you are and YOU choose HIM to stick with through everything. He just utterly adores you and he doesn’t realize you adore him to until he realizes how long you’ve stuck by him. Thanks! Love your blog💛

 +Hi okay so could you do a Richie x Reader where He likes the reader but the losers say that she's to innocent and completely opposite of him but goes for it anyway and him and the reader end up having a happily ever after?

Characters: Reader x Richie Tozier, the losers club 

Word count: 2924

Warning: swearing, mentioned underage drinking, kissing (ew!)

a/n: This is a weird style that I tend to write in, I don't know if y’all are gonna like it so please let me know. this is also extremely long. please let me know what you think! also let me know if you want to be added to any tag lists!

Oh baby, oh man

You're making my crazy, really driving me mad

Summer 1988

From the second Richie saw you he knew you were meant to be. Richie wasn’t one to be sappy but when it came to you his heart melted in his chest and his head spun around with thoughts of you.

You moved to Derry in the summer before junior year. Your mom picked everything up and brought the family to this small shitty town. There was nearly nothing to do here. You’d go on walks looking for something, anything to preoccupy yourself with, but your searches went on and on.

You didn't notice the group of kids that would follow you around every day. The losers club was intrigued by you. They never saw you talk to anyone, you’d just walk around and look at the world around you. They all had the filling that you were one of them. Every few days you’d go to the park and sit against the sand pipe and read a book.

There was a boy who always seemed to be hanging around with binoculars and a little book. He seemed to be birdwatching but you never thought of a boy his age being into such a adult thing.

One day, after a rainy night you decided to sit on the bench instead of the mushy ground. It was a quiet day, near the end of august, a gentle breeze blew your hair against your cheeks as you engulfed your mind in your book.   

You nearly jumped out of your skin when someone sat down at the other side of the bench. “Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you.” You saw the bird boy looking at you with a apologetic but slightly annoyed look, after all you were in his spot. “Oh, It's no trouble, sorry for taking your spot, the ground was just… dirty.”

“It's fine.” He turned away from you and to the bird fountain. You went back to reading your book but couldn't help but feel the awkward tension rising in the silence. “I’m (y/n), I just moved here a month ago or something.” You put your hand out for him, He turned back you and gave your hand a tense shake, “I’m Stan. I’ve seen you around alot.” 

“yeah, I’ve just been looking for something to do.” He nodded, “Well, maybe you could come to the Barrens later, its where me and my friends hang out.” You smiled, “yeah, that sounds cool. You're the first person I’ve talked to here.” he laughed, “that's Derry for you. Do you have a bike?” You shook your head. “I guess I can give you a ride on my handlebars.” He started to get up, you stayed sitting not really sure if you should follow until he turned around a few yards away and looked at you expectantly, “coming?” “Oh, yeah! Sorry.” You stood up and rushed to join him.

That's alright with me, it's really no fuss

As long as you're next to me, just the two of us

Spring 1989

Richie had fucked up and he knew that. His trashmouth had gotten both the losers pissed at him and his parents to kick him out. It wasn't on purpose. He didn't tell anyone but he had a run in with Bowers on the way to school. He was to embarrassed to say anything and His blood with boiling from how weak he felt after what had happened. He wasn't sure if the losers had told you what happened, or what you would think of him if they did. Spring was here and Junior year was coming to a end.

He didn't bother to come up with a story to tell, he just walked up to your door and knocked, your parents car wasn't there but the lights were on so he knew you must be home. When you opened the door your eyes widened with shock at the sight in front of you. “Richie..” He looked so broken. His eyes were red and puffy, magnified by his coke bottle glasses. The goofy grin that was nearly always plastered on his face was gone and his body was trembling in the cool night air.

“I really fucked up.” You nodded, “yeah, Stan told me. Listen, I don’t thin-” “They kicked me out.” “what?” “My par-parents, they kicked me out.” He sniffed and you thought your heart may as well have just fallen on the ground in front of him. “Why?” “I said something and my dad, he just-” Richie couldn’t get the rest out, instead breaking down on your poach, his head held in his hands as the tears slipped from his eyes and splashed onto his glasses. You didn't waste any time to hug him. He was shaking. You held him as tight as you could, you whispered soft words into his ear and let him nuzzle his curly hair into you neck.

You're my, my, my, my kind of woman

My, oh my, what a girl

Summer 1989 

It took the loud honk of a horn to knock Richie out of his tance. You laughed as he swore under his breath and pressed his foot down on the gas pedal sending the car forward. Richie had been staring at you, taking the chance as you were looking out the window of his beat up car on the way to pick up Eddie and then meet up with the rest of the losers. A year later and you still didn't have a bike. He didn't know the reason was because then he’d have to give you ride.

Richie and Mike were the only ones with cars, you lived down the street from him and Eddie lived 5 minutes from there and then everyone else lived on the other side of town by Mike who would pick them up in the back of his old pickup he got from his dad.

When Richie pulled up to Eddie’s sidewalk the boy who wasn't much bigger than when you had first met him came beelining out of the front door. He hopped in the back and took a puff of his inhaler, sure enough his mom came out right after and started to yell something but Richie pulled away before you could hear any of it. “What was up her ass Ed’s?” Richie asked, Eddie groaned in return, “She said I had a cold or something because I sneezed, and how many times do I have to tell you not to call me that.”

You laughed lightly and placed your hand on Richies on top the stick shift. His stomach did flips and his brain went just a little fuzzy. You didn't take it away until he parked outside of the movie house where everyone was waiting. Eddie jumped out and then you but Richie didn't move a muscle. “Richie?” you asked leaning down so you could see him, “You coming?” “mhm, I just- need a second.” “are you okay?” “yeah, I'll be right in.” “cool.” “yeah, cool.”

You're my, my, my, my kind of woman

Summer 1988

Stan pulled up to the barrens and let you hope off of his handlebars, there was only another boy and girl there already, sitting on to rocks with there hands interlocked. “Thats Bill and Beverly” he pointed before they saw you. You nodded and your nerves started to get the best of you. What if the only people you talked to in Derry didn't even like you? Stan started walking towards them and they both smiled and waved to him. The girl, Beverly, was the first to notice you, taking a double take and then elbowing Bill who stood up immediately.   

“This is (y/n), I said it was cool if she'd hang with us.” San introduced you as you gave a little nod. “Hi. It’s nice to meet you.” Bill smiled and stuck a hand out to shake, “you t-too.” You smiled back and shook his hand.

Bill and Beverly told you about the losers club and how they’d been seeing you around town. “We Thou-thought you m-m-meant be one of u-us.” Bill said and you laughed, “A loser?” Beverly shrugged, “It's not too bad.” You nodded, “so who else is in it?” Bills face brightened up again as he started to tell you about each member in the group, “Well the-there's Mike who...

And I'm down on my hands and knees

Begging you please, baby, show me your world

Fall 1988

“What a babe.” Richie fawned over you as you walked away. The rest of the losers laughed or sighed at the pathic doe eyes Richie wore whenever he looked at you.

You were the innocent of the group, Richie was not. Every sentence that he said included swears but one had hardly ever touched your lips. He wore black and punk band tees and you wore pastels and sweaters. He used to call you Betty Cooper when you first started hanging out with the losers as a joke and you’d always call him Jughead in return. You always chuckled at his jokes even if you didn’t get it which was most of the time. It was just the giddiness and rush you got whenever you were around him that really got the laughs going.

“Richie, she’s so out of your league.” Eddie deadpanned patting Him on the back. “And whys that?” Richie asked in a pissy tone. “B-b-because she’s innocent R-Richie, and your N-not.” Bill said, “Yeah, and she's smart and attractive. Two more things you lack.” Stan smirked. Richie huffed and stood up from the rock he had been sitting on. “That's bullshit.” They all looked at him with scartic looks. “I can tone it down.” “yeah right.” Eddie laughed, Richie furrowed his eyebrows and started to walk away.

“I’ll show you fuckers!” He started his way to you house jogging in order to catch up to you, “Hey (y/n)! Wait up!” he yelled down the street causing you to turn towards him. You shot him a sweet smile, “What’s up Richie?” He stopped to catch his breath and rubbed his hands off on his hawaii shirt. “I-I just wanted to ask you something.”  You cocked an eyebrow, “and you couldn't use a phone?”

He shrugged and played with the dirt on the ground with his foot, “What do you think of me?” He was no longer making eye contact with you which you were silently thankful for, “what?” His question had blindsided you. “Like, What do you think of my jokes and how I act or whatever.” “Oh, I think your great- I mean I really like your jokes and you glasses and your hair and and how you sometimes smile with only one side of your mouth and- Your really cool Rich.” You just needed to get yourself to shut up. “So you don’t mind my dirty jokes or swearing?” “No? Why?”

“I just thought they meant be much for you.” You laughed, “You could never be too much for me Tozier” He smiled brightly, “Cool.” “Yeah, cool.”

Oh brother, sweetheart

I'm feeling so tired really falling apart

And it just don't make sense to me

Spring 1989

You told Richie he could stay at your house as long as your parents didn't catch him. You gave him some food and he told you about Bowers, He told you about everything, His cheeks were a dark shade of red, you were the last person he wanted to know. But you understood, you didn't tell him but as soon as he fell asleep you called and told Bev everything and then she told everyone else, they all understood just as you had and Bill was going to talk to Richie at school.

Since the day you met Richie you felt connected with him. You hadn't thought twice about holding him as he cried or playing with his hair when he talked. You weren't going to deny you held a liking towards Richie, There was no question as to if you were head over heels for the boy.

You thought he was too but neither of you ever dared make a move. You told your parents you were sick in the morning and bought yourself a few more hours alone with Richie before you’d both go in for the later half of your classes. You gave him breakfast as soon as your parents left.

He didn't say much. He couldn't believe he had told you everything, the stuff that he even hid from the rest of the losers. As he ate you watched him from across the table eating your own breakfast. You found his leg with your foot under the table. “Richie?” He looked up to you, “yeah?” “Why’d you come to me? Why not Eddie or Stan? Why me?”

His eyes got a little wider and his cheeks burned a soft pink, “I- I guess, I trust you.” You smiled, “Really?” You started to take a sip from your water “yeah. I really do. Your so nice and I really love you.” You choked on your water and some of it sprayed out of your mouth, onto the table as you coughed. “I’m sorry- I just-” Richie said rushing to apologize as soon as he realized what his big mouth had said. “No, Richie- I love you- too- Don't be- sorry-” you said between coughs.

He smiled. “Cool.” You smirked “yeah, cool.”

I really don't know

Why you stick right next to me or wherever I go

Summer 1990 

“Richie this is ridiculous!” you yelled, he jumped back at your outburst. Richie and you had been a thing forever and respected it as dating behind closed doors. You wanted it to be official, you wanted to know you weren't going to lose him. Richie wanted the same thing, but as long as he had you he didn’t want to do anything to fuck that up. But you were fed up so when he met you at the barrens, just the two of you, you jumped right into it.

“What?” you groaned, “you have to let me know what we are, where is this going? I need to know Richie, I have to go to college and you, you have to go somewhere!” He frowned, “I’m going wherever you go.” “what?” he shrugged, “There's nowhere else I want to go.” You looked at him with  melow shock. You thought he just didn't want to commit, you didn't know in his head he already had.

“Oh. So we’re dating?” “That's what I thought, If you don't want me to-” “No! I mean no, that's what I want, If it's what you want!” the tension was high, “What if I want something more!” The two of you yelling a bit softer each time, “Then let's make it something more!” he stepped closer to you, “We’re 18!” you stepped closer to him, “yes!” He took your hands in his, “We could be engaged!” you nodded your head, “yes!” he gave you his goofy grin, “Is that a yes to 18 year olds can be engaged or me asking you to fucking marry me?” “both.” He kissed you sweetly “fuck” You kissed him, “shit.” “that's what I want.” “then that's what you get.” “Cool.” “yeah, cool.”

You're my, my, my, my kind of woman

My, oh my, what a girl

You're my, my, my, my kind of woman

Fall 1989 

The first the two of you kissed was at a party where you both had been a little tipsy. The only reason it didn't go further was Beverly busting in and freaking out. She didn't tell anyone, and neither did you or Richie.

But Richie couldn’t live with just a taste of the woman he wanted to spend the rest of his life with and who he’d been drooling over for more than a year. He tried desperately to get you to kiss him again, but the time was never right. One day Richie Tozier had enough, He was driving you home from a meetup with the losers, the windows were open and the radio blasting. Everyone had went out to Castle Rock for a carnival but the rest of the losers decided to stay after you and Rich left.

You laughed at something he said and when that sweet sound touched his ears he quickly turned off the road and onto the shoulder. “Richie? Whats up?” “I need to kiss you.” he said it so calmly it almost frightened you. “What?” “I’ve liked you since the day you moved here and at the party it was like a dream and I need to kiss you.”

You shrugged, “Okay.” “really?” “yes.” “oh my fuck, I didn't actu- fuck. Okay.” “are you going to or…” He nodded and turned quickly, capturing your lips with his. You couldn't help but smile as you pulled away. He smiled and turned back onto the road. “cool.” You laughed, “yeah, cool.”

And I'm down on my hands and knees

Begging you please, baby, show me your world

Summer 1987

“...Yeah, he g-go-goes on about b-b-being sick but hes st-still cool, and then th-theres R-Richie-” “Thats my name don't wear it out Big Bill.” you heard someone laugh from behind you. You turned to see two boys, one with Red shorts who was smaller and then a tall boy with wild curly black hair, thick glasses and a devilish grin. “He’s Well, Ri-Richie.” Bill shrugged as the boys joined the small circle.

“Whos the babe?” Riche laughed and you chuckled slightly, “I’m (y/n), I’m new around here.” He smirked, “cool.” “Yeah, cool.”

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Restored (A Mer-Gin oneshot)

A/N: I know this is long overdue after Kingsman: The Golden Circle, but now I’m finally posting this on my blog; the promised smut fic between Merlin and Ginger Ale.

I just really wanted to see their chemistry on screen, but it was taken away from the film and that really riled me up, seriously. So here it is :D

Warning: it’s smut so it’s rated E (Explicit) or R-18 (that’s the our rating here in the Philippines for things explicit)

"I need 30cc’s of Morphine!" A woman shouted across the operating room.

The man that lies on the operating table was none other than Merlin.

The bright lights of the surgery room and the off-white walls seemed to have blinded him while he laid half-conscious in the operating table.

Eggsy and Harry were able to gve him first aid for his wounds when they found him near the detonated land mine after the mission, but, if there wouldn't be enough time for the surgery, they will lose him.

He tried to open his eyes, the woman that is giving orders to the aides is Ginger Ale.

"Merlin, you'll be fine. Just keep your eyes open, I'm here--"

Then, her attention went to the his heart rate monitor; it was dropping.

"Ginger, we're losing him!" A man spoke out.

The last thing Merlin heard before he blacked out was Ginger. He couldn't make it out, but he was somehow happy that it's her voice that would be the last thing he would hear. And after that, everything went dark.

----

As if it was a long and feverish dream, Merlin finally woke up.

There were two figures sitting beside him on his right, and one standing on the corner. His ears were ringing but he could make out Harry's voice.

"Merlin? Wake up. We're here." Said Harry's gentle voice.

When his vision cleared, he saw Harry and Eggsy sitting together, and Ginger standing at the corner.

Her eyes lit up as soon as she saw Merlin stir up.

"That really bombed, eh?" He spoke slowly in a broken voice.

Eggsy immediately smiled and let out a laugh.

"Welcome back, Merlin." Harry patted his hand.

"What happened? Did we won?" He tried to sit up, but he could feel that his legs are sore.

"Yes, we fucking did." Eggsy proudly replied.

"You're here now in Statesman medical facility. Champ was kind enough to let you stay here to heal." Harry pointed out.

"But, I should've died. How come--" Merlin was still confused.

"Eggsy and Harry gave you first aid, then the rescue team got there immediately. It was a miracle that you survived but... There is something else." Ginger spoke up.

She came over and pulled down the sheets that covered his legs.

Merlin saw it, he lost both of his foot up to his knees. They were bound with tight bandages and the stump of his legs looked bizarre.

For a while, he didn't spoke and he could feel a bitter sense of disappointment coming up his chest.

"But you don't have to worry, our tech team are constructing new bionic parts that will replace your legs." Ginger’s comfortingly explained.

Merlin gazed at Ginger, "Thank you, Ginger."

"She's Agent Whisky now, Merlin. She got promoted." Harry happily explained.

"Really? That's great, Ginger." Merlin smiled at her.

Ginger saw his olive eyes light up even though he sounded so weak.

Then, he reached out to shake her hand. And when she took his hand, there was something that Ginger was trying to hold back.

Their hands stayed for half a minute, and they couldn't take their eyes off of each other.

Eggsy cleared his throat to see if their very long hand shake would break.

Ginger finally let Merlin go and their gaze went out of each other's way.

Harry could see that Merlin has softened after holding Ginger's hand. He was no fool, and he could see the attraction between the two. He was happy to see that Merlin is opening up this way, especially now he is given a second chance to live.

"Well, we'll let you take a rest. And I know in no time, you'll be back with us in the field." Harry then stood up.

Eggsy shook Merlin's hand, "It's good to have you back, bruv."

Ginger only nodded as a goodbye and they finally left the room.

----

A month later...

One rainy dawn, Ginger suddenly woke up. She couldn't tell why, but she knows that she wouldn't be able go back to sleep.

For that, she decided to walk around the facility and wait till the sun rises. When she got out of her room, she took a left that leads to the training room.

Behind the glass doors, she saw Merlin practicing with his new bionic legs, but he was still not used to it. He had beads of sweat in his forehead, and his arms that held the poles flexed with muscles.

He was trying hard to walk again, but he was in pain.

When he was about to take another step, his grip slipped and he fell.

"Merlin!" Ginger rushed in to help Merlin.

She tried to hold him up but he refused, "I can do this on my own, please!" He shouted at her.

Merlin didn't faced Ginger, he was trying hard not to show how vulnerable he is at that moment.

"Come on now, let me get you back into your room. It's just 4 in the morning." Merlin sighed and he can see Ginger's hand held out, ready to help him stand up. When he took it, she placed his arm around her shoulders, then she held his waist.

"We're going to take it one step at a time, okay?" She encouraged him. Merlin only nodded in reply.

Then, they started walking back to his room. Ginger could feel his heartbeat loudly beside her. She tried not to mind it, but being so close to Merlin, she couldn't help but feel overwhelmed. She haven't been this close to him, and so does he.

When they finally got into his room, Ginger made him sit on his bed.

"I'll let you sleep--" she was about to leave him, but Merlin held her hand.

"Stay. Please." He whispered.

Her heart drummed inside her chest, and then she knew that she didn't really wanted to leave.

Ginger took off his hand so she could close the door and lock it. He was still looking down at his legs, but when Ginger came back, she made him look up.

"What's wrong, Merlin?"

It took Merlin a few moments before he could speak. But when he did, he looked away into the wide windows and the pouring rain from outside were the only thing he could see from the horizon.

"I feel-- useless. I've done my job, my service for my country, and here I am, crippled." His gravelly voice echoed throughout the room.

"But you got a second chance. You're alive. Isn't that a good reason to live?" Ginger tried to sound encouraging even if it sounds ridiculous to Merlin.

"What’s good about being alive when I’m this useless? I can’t stand up well, the pain is still here... And it would take me time to get back."

For a while, Ginger saw the frantic look of desolation and failure in his eyes. He might have failed maybe, sometime ago, in his life; but never this way.

He looked away and gave a quiet laugh. "I've always told Eggsy to not let his emotions get hold of him. I've always told him to stay focused and strong. Now look at me--"

Ginger placed her hand on his shoulder. "We're just human, Merlin. Right now, we are not in the field, our lives are not at stake, we are just here. You're here to heal, and it will take time.

"Even if you lost your legs and got a replacement, that doesn't mean you are half the man that you really are. To me, you are always that geek with a knife on his clipboard."

He didn’t know that Ginger thought of him this way. It felt like the highest compliment to him, now it’s coming out of Ginger.

They had a minute of silence together, and neither was sure what to do with each other for a moment.

Merlin held his gaze with Ginger. "Then, would you complete me?" He whispered.

His words felt like a jolt of electricity to Ginger, that she couldn't help but quietly gasp.

She knew for a time, there was an unspoken thing between them; but she didn't know that Merlin would be able to voice it out.

He tried to stand up without wobbling, and when he did, he kissed her. She had to tiptoe as Merlin is two-heads taller than she. He gave her kisses that she'd never tasted before, and the way his hands roamed around her body has got her all more warmed up.

But his lips didn’t stayed kissing her lips; it found her jaw and down to her neck, planting sensual kisses that made Ginger even hotter than before.

They can both hear their breaths quicken, and Ginger didn't mind tiptoeing anymore. And in a fraction of a minute, Merlin stripped Ginger off of her shirt, only to reveal that she's not wearing anything more underneath.

Ginger gratifyingly gave back as she pulled down his cotton jogging pants, and it revealed his erection. "That's one of the parts that I'm really thankful I did not lose in the explosion." Merlin quipped, but it made Ginger giggle.

But then, he proceeded on removing her jogging pants and panties, "Aye, quit it. We're making love here." He seductively insinuated into her ear, and Ginger could never be more aroused with that Scottish accent of his.

It made Ginger kiss Merlin with a soft clawing at his back that made him hiss with desire.

When they were both naked and sweating in the middle of that rainy dawn, Merlin took a minute to stare wholeheartedly at Ginger's figure--it is a view he could get used to.

He surprised her by setting her up at the low drawer, where he could fuck her senseless.

Merlin never took his eyes off of Ginger's, as he slowly kissed her body and downwards. He paid attention to both of her nipples, to which Ginger was trying to hold back from moaning out loud. She didn't wanted to wake the whole facility with her moaning.

When he reached her belly button, he closed his eyes as he proceeded to kiss her down there.

Ginger gasped as she never knew Merlin is so skillful with his tongue, especially when he found her clitoris and kept on licking it.

Her hands grabbed the edges of the drawer, and Merlin can see how Ginger was trying hard to contain herself.

There, he continued going down on her until she almost screamed out, "Fuck, stop it! Just fuck me now!"

He did as he was told. He saw how much of a hot mess he had made of Ginger.

"Be careful of what you wish for, darling." He teased.

Merlin spread her legs and drew her hips closer to his. It has been a long while since the last time he had sex, but he was ecstatic that this time it would be with Ginger.

Once more, he teased her by rubbing the head of his cock in her clitoris and her labia. And when the least she expect it, he slid it in and the warmth of her pussy welcomed his cock.

"Oh fuck." He whispered with his eyes closed.

Merlin started his thrusts in a steady pace, but that already made Ginger moan out loud. He didn't wanted to come too early, but the way Ginger moans and how wet she is is really turning him on beyond anything.

Meanwhile, Tequila, who had been assigned in facility surveillance for the night, made rounds at the monitoring room.

He saw that Ginger's room was open, and Merlin came to the training room on his wheelchair and hasn't come back yet.

Tequila found it strange and he came down to check the cameras. When he came to the training room, no one was there. But, he went to Merlin's room just to make sure he is there.

As he approached the door, he can already hear noises from the inside, and it was indeed naughty.

Tequila brought a gadget-- a shot glass that can help the user hear through walls, and also with activated voice recognition.

He placed the shot glass and adjusted the volume, and there he heard the noise of someone fucking. "Well hot dang. Initiate voice recognition."

He heard the OS answer, "Agent Whisky of Statesman. Agent Merlin of Kingsman."

Tequila smiled, and though he wanted to hear more, "Okay, I'll leave you two to it. Knew that you'd hook up, one way or another."

At the other side of the wall, Merlin straddled her legs on his arms and kept his thrusts deep and strong. But, Ginger pulled him in for a kiss. As they were locked in that kiss, Merlin took her out of the drawer and placed her on the bed.

"You're getting used to your new legs." Ginger remarked.

"I think this is the real therapy I needed." He breathlessly replied.

Then he gave one deep thrust into her womb that made Ginger gasp. Because of that, Ginger tackled Merlin down and now, she's on top. Merlin could see it all; her breasts and her neck, and the way they glisten with sweat, and also her torso and down to her crotch.

But he couldn't quite focus as she is expertly grinding his cock. The way her hips moved made him feel like he was about to come. Merlin was trying to catch his breath, but now, Ginger kept moving that he doubts that he could still hold himself back.

Finally, he sat up so he could hold Ginger in his arms.

"I'm... I'm going to come..." Ginger whispered between her quick breaths.

"We'll do it--together." Merlin replied then he grabbed the back of her head to kiss her again. He could already feel the sensation, that burns all throughout his body; and so did Ginger.

For the last time, his mouth found her neck and he settled his head around her shoulder. He also moved his hips that the motion of their fucking felt more exquisitely pleasurable.

"Merlin...! Don't stop! Don't--!" Ginger almost shouted.

And the next thing they heard was each other, coming and moaning out choruses of pleasure and pure ecstasy.

Their bodies felt electrified; burning with the passion that the both of them are sharing at the moment.

If there’s a real heaven, this is it. Merlin thought in between the rush of unearthly bliss that he was feeling.

He was still inside her when Merlin fell back to the bed. Ginger now got off of him and now she laid herself beside Merlin.

For a while, they looked at each other, grinning from ear to ear.

"Come here, you little minx." Merlin held out his arms and Ginger pushed herself into him.

He embraced her and placed his lips over her forehead. His hand held the back of her head, to which he ran his fingers through Ginger's short hair.

"Don't go... Stay with me." Merlin mumbled out, sounding like he was about to fall asleep.

"I won't leave you. Never." Ginger whispered, and they both fell asleep just as about the sun was about to rise.

-----

After a week...

Harry and Eggsy came over to see Merlin who had adjusted well to his bionic legs.

Eggsy was very energetic at that time of their visit as he showed them photos of their new dog with Princess Tilde.

"I don't know, it's like we have a kid, Tilde and I. It's so much fun." Eggsy bragged.

"I think I can hear the wedding bells, Eggsy." Harry teased the young man.

Then, Harry turned to Merlin, "Tell me, Merlin, how were you able to get used to your new legs?"

Merlin, who was drinking tea at that time, took first a sip before replying. "Ginger-- Agent Whisky helped me."

"How?" Harry’s brow raised, seeming like he already knew the answer to his question.

"With some... Pleasurable and sexy therapy." And Merlin winked at Harry.

"You old fucker." Harry swore and smiled at Merlin, forgetting that he should be a proper gentleman.

"Oi, what are you two going on about?" Eggsy asked as he took a seat beside them.

"We'll tell you when you get older." Merlin smoothly taunted but Eggsy only rolled his eyes and the three of them had a good laugh, tea and more of the talk with Merlin’s therapy.

END.