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I woke up this morning with mild cramping and some bleeding. I’m still having light bleeding which is a mix of light pink and brown. I haven’t experienced any more cramping and my wondfo test are still positive. If I have a positive in the morning I’m going to call the Dr to see if I can get an hcg blood draw scheduled this week to see if I am actually pregnant or not. If I am hoped they will do multiple draws to see if I am progressing or having an early miscarriage or chemical pregnancy
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To our rainbow baby who decided to leave for a while, please come back soon, Daddy and Mommy are still waiting for you. 🌈🧑🍼🤱
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CD 24 9DPO
I’m 2 days away from AF who could make an appearance. I’m not overly hopeful this month. We’ve not been focused on it. I was away for a big chunk of our fertile window with friends for a much needed break from everything. We did manage to catch ovulation when I got back. So there’s a chance. Normally when I hit his day I’m itching to test but this time I’m kind of thinking I’ll wait till Friday and see if the period turns up and if it doesn’t then I’ll test. But also know come tomorrow I’ll probably take a test and it’s negative then I’ll know my periods coming. There’s always next month which is probably when I’ll actually start tracking again properly.
Guess it’s a wait and see.
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Just found out I have a life threatening pregnancy complication. I feel like I have no support because my husband doesn’t want to announce the pregnancy yet because of his insane family. Only two of my friends know.
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I'm 29 years old now. Big brother Zidane is almost 10! I find myself coming back here to reread my old posts. A lot has happened this year! But I have a very big surprise... we are finally becoming a family of 4 ❤️ I really didn't expect this at all, but like last time... when I started to lose hope in being able to carry another baby, life just throws another baby. I wonder if my baby came back to me or has my baby sent a sibling for us to love 🩵 This time, it's hard for me to stay positive. My last pregnancy (miscarriage) took a toll on me. I developed a drinking habit... I wasn't super bad, but I noticed myself drinking more often than I usually do. I changed my habits and tried to look out for my health. Then I realized I was late and there it was a positive test!
So far, this pregnancy has got me on my toes. I'm so scared to mess this up. For my body to fail my baby again. Here is how my mind went for each ultrasounds so far :
7 weeks ultrasound : "Please show a beating heart..." Beautiful sound to ever hear and see!
10 weeks ultrasound: "Please still show a healthy growing baby and beating heart..." The cutest wiggly baby everrr!! (This scan was the most scariest scan for me because around week 11 of previous pregnancy (4 years ago), we found out our baby stopped growing at 8 weeks and no heartbeat...)
The doctor recommended taking baby asprin. Just for precaution.
(Pending 20-week anatomy scan) I am nervous and a little scared. I'm trying to be positive!
So far, this is how my pregnancy is going. I think I feel little kicks and moving around, but I'm not 100 percent sure. I'm currently 19 weeks and 5 days. I hope we have our Rainbow 🌈 baby. Here we go 🥰
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Waiting for the miracle after the storm
Maternity photographer in Dallas
#rainbowbaby#dallas#maternity photographer#pregnancy#pregnancy after loss#photographers on tumblr#original photographers#lensblr#original photographer#artists on tumblr#studio photographer#maternity
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They very helpfully failed to mention in the labor and delivery class how fucking painful induction can be. They said discomfort.
Bitch, I blacked out twice from the pain of the cervical balloon and that was with nitrous. It hurt more than my 7.5 pound baby tearing a two and a half inch hole in my vagina and perineal wall.
That is not discomfort. Discomfort is a hang nail. That was agony.
the thing is like. i get that it's scary and makes people who do desire to get pregnant uncomfortable when we talk about the brutality and violence of pregnancy and the damage that pregnancy can do to your body
but you deserve to give informed consent to that process.
the lies around pregnancy - that it's inherently safe, that it doesn't do you permanent damage, that it's only extremely rare for people to die of pregnancy complications, etc like
all of these are lies constructed so that more people will get pregnant w/o knowing all that
there needs to be more talk about the impact of miscarriages and how common they are, how different abortion processes are and how accessible they are
but also like. talking about how pregnancy fucks your body up should not be taboo
this is a process that permanently changes most people's bodies, and that's even if the pregnancy doesn't do them like. severe illness or injury
and i just think everybody should have a right to KNOW that
bc to live in a society that intentionally obscures and hides facts about a completely optional and dangerous process does so for a reason, and that reason is based in a very sinister ideology that does not value bodily autonomy or informed consent
#pregnancy#rainbowbaby#second pregnancy#first time mom#holy shit pain#worst pain ever#things they don’t tell you
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HSG Update
HSG is done!! First it was not painful, I was nervous as hell thinking it was going to hurt, and honestly I didn’t feel anything. The worst part was him trying to get my cervix in the right spot and keeping my feet in the stirrup cause the thing kept moving. Now I wasn’t expecting him to tell me anything but he did which I’m glad for. My right tube was great, but my left tube was blocked. So I assume I will be needing surgery to open it up but I’m not 100% on that. I have a follow up with my regular OB in a couple of weeks and she will fill me in on next steps. I am absolutely relieved that they found something and it’s fixable. I was a little emotional about it but in a good way.
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Remembering this time that you're already in my tummy. My baby angel come back soon to mommy and daddy ok. 🥹🌈👶
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Well I guess I feel like I should post after taking a few days to process my feeling and I’ll be honest wallowing in my bed. I’m not sure how to put into words how I feel now. My rational head knows I’ve been through this before. It’s knows that it took me going through this 2 times before I got my beautiful Robin. But if anything it makes me terrified for the next pregnancy. I keep telling myself that it’s time to take a break and to go to the doctors and get some tests done to see if there is anything stopping me from being able to carry a pregnancy. Because it’s not getting pregnant that is the issue. It’s staying pregnant. So clearly there is something else going on. But the idea of stopping and having to wait even longer for that baby just makes me hurt more. I want a baby and I don’t want to have to wait months for tests that could tell me nothing. But at the same time I’m terrified to go through this again. Although this was the earliest I’ve miscarried any of my pregnancies so there may have been other reasons for it. I know that it may not be that simple. Some days I look at robin and think I could be that mum that is lucky enough to just have the one child. I love him like nothing else. He is the reason why I got out of bed every day and carried on. Because I couldn’t not look after him. He was also the one that reminded me how amazing it is the have a child. To have a little person that even when you feel the lowest you have ever felt can bring a smile to your face. He reminds me why I am willing to go through all this again. He is my rainbow baby. The light after the storm that threatened to take me under. So I know this pain and grief is worth it if it means I get another child. But I also know I should be greatful for the child I was lucky enough to have. And if that is all I get I should be happy with it. But I know a part of me will always long for another child. I’m not done.
I will make a dr appointment as soon as I can and just ask for a blood test. Hopefully it’s something simple and easy to fix. But I won’t be stopping trying. It’s what I’ve agreed with and then if I do end up pregnant again I will go straight to the doctors and hope that they’ll keep a close eye on me. I know there’s nothing they can do if I miscarry early again before 7 weeks. But maybe they’ll at least do blood tests to make sure all my levels are good. I don’t know. I just can’t lose the hope that I’ll have the chance to have another baby. Because I’m pretty sure I will never full recover from that.
Today I’m greatful for my child and the love he shows me everyday. And I will hold onto that.
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finding my old maternity clothes from my last pregnancy is so bitter … sweet.
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I can’t tell my friends or family, but my daughter has a referral in for potential seizures. She’s almost 11 months old and has started dropping her chin to her chest. Infantile spasms can present similarly.
I’m scared.
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Happy Wednesday! Let's get through the rest of the week spreading smiles 😁. 🌐 suramedhealthcenter.com
#suramedhealthcenter#spreadingsmiles#smilingbaby#pediatrics#toddler#firsttimemom#newparent#baby#babyhealth#newborn#rainbowbaby
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After every storm there is the promise of a rainbow
#rainbowbaby#pregnancy after loss#rainbow baby#maternity#maternity portraits#maternity photographer#photographers on tumblr#original photographer#original photographers#photography
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I think someone is a ✨BIG✨ fan of UNICORNS! So much she wants to be one! 🌈🦄 poor little thing has been sick pretty much the whole holiday, but seems like she’s fine with her unicorn posse! #PrincessSophie #4YearsOld #LittleSis #RainbowBaby🌈 #UnicornBabe🦄 https://www.instagram.com/p/CmumX1KP_RK9rgWf9MyD8GT2SyiXVWDmzvTng80/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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New-osh to the aphandom, re-discovering a lot of weird shit from these guys, watch DP as a kid, and as i am discovering/ rediscovering stuff in both the fandom & the show I keep find weird shit.
The current one that i am focusing on is the whole Flynn thing. A lot of us agree that Flynn being a Fenton just doesnt work with him disapeering, so a lot of people are making him Alicia's kid OR Vlad & Maddie's kid from that one timeline that doesnt exist anymore.
Which one do you prefer? Inam partial to both but... i also am thinking of a 3rd weird thing.
I'm more of He is a Fenton. But He is a Miscarriage Maddie have before having Jazz making Jazz a rainbowbaby. ( personal experience, i'm a rainbow baby and sometime i wish my big brother was born so i can be the silly middle child with little expectation from my parent and peer) And his Existence and disapearance can be explain by it was a wish from Jazz,
Wishing that he was born so she don't had to be the one that shoulder all the responisble in the house hold and desired grant that wish. ( so like he an actual good big brother unlike the common big brother/sister come from wish are all jerk thing from cartoon) Essentially making it a Jazz episode where she get to be a normal wild middle child teen. Whiles her brother Flynn now taker over her older brother role taking care of both Jazz and Danny. which Gave Jazz sort of role existenal crisis as she does love being free as she is now with flynn around and don't had to play the parental role to Danny. But at the sametime this is her responsibility. And Well everyone need a Jazz and Flynn is Jazz own Jazz
gave her a much needed advices like how she alway gave to Danny. -Of just becaused he might not be real not mean she not allowed to be fun anymore, this is a side of her just like how caring for other people is a side of her. -Overall this eased out Jazz worry and pressure she feel being the middle ground in this weird family.
#danny phantom#q/a#yes this does gave Jazz A grade Lv existenal crisis#but Flynn her never born brother now live in her brain rent free
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