#queuing my life away

[xxaequitasxx]

Some screenshot from my first playthrough of Death Stranding

[xxaequitasxx]

Higgs type behavior frfr

this image makes me emotional too if i look at it too long

[unriding]

me n moze say good morning to the world !!! ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ

art by @rabbbitseason of course <3

[remyfire]

[UPDATE, July 27th 2024] You all helped me meet my goal in less than 24 hours again and I am absolutely overwhelmed by your compassion and care!! I'm disabling reblogs so it doesn't keep circulating because for now, everything is taken care of ;v; Thank you so, so much

I was really not wanting to have to do this again so soon, especially while I've been spending time away from the Internet due to my poor mental health, but here we are. Peach is my wonderful, beautiful, perfect, sassy, cuddly, loving cat. She's 12 years old and exactly a month ago, we found out that she is diabetic. I love her so, so much and I will do anything I can to keep her healthy and give her a wonderful life as she enters her senior years, but unfortunately the costs of caring for a diabetic cat are more than I can afford right now.

Thanks to the AI boom, the transcription industry is drying up because if there's one thing these things are good at, it's transcribing audio files. Work has been increasingly difficult to come by, and while I've been fortunate to receive work this weekend, I won't be getting a paycheck for it for a couple of weeks, and even when I do, it absolutely has to go to my bills first and foremost and there will be no extra to put toward her cost of care. I continue to be on the hunt for jobs in my area and even had my first interview yesterday, but I haven't been lucky enough to receive an interview from any of the other places I've applied to thus far. And wouldn't you know it, but my credit card is just a hair away from maxing out.

Here's the current damage, which includes Peach's prescription food ($70), syringes ($20), and her most recent vet visit ($282), where they took her blood pressure and applied a glucometer in order to track her blood sugar levels for the next two weeks. Cats often have their diabetes go into remission, and if that happened then we would only need to maintain her diet—still expensive but far more affordable—but to get there, we need to see if this treatment is working, and that's going to take time.

I've set up a Ko-Fi goal here (a flat $400 in order to cover the PayPal fees) so you can see how much I still need to pay for her cost of care. I know that this is a miserable time to ask for donations and that we are so fatigued on giving already, but I legitimately have no choice. Until I can find work somewhere, I desperately need help.

Reblogs are appreciated. And here's one more cute photo of her in her little shirt from the vet as thanks for taking the time to read this post!!

[xxaequitasxx]

The first deranged draft with run-on sentences and and poor grammar always catches me off guard when I come back to it

me writing the worst paragraph of my life knowing that a sexier, more hydrated version of me will fix it later

[xxaequitasxx]

tag / dash game!

A person's favorite color, favorite animal, and favorite flavor of ice cream can say a lot about them when considering the answers as a whole. Tag some friends and get a sense of who they are! :)

Favorite color: Red

Favorite animal: Orangutans :3

Favorite ice cream: Mint chocolate chip

Tagged by: @angelofchiralium

Tagging: @higgslilpizzaslice

[akkivee]

probably one of the most important verses in terminus i think and yeah, it’s just kuukou’s way of life but also it’s kuukou’s way of life lmao

in probably over half of the stories kuukou’s in, there’s a point of how kuukou’s too inexperienced to be able to guide/lead properly;

he leaves home to show how good of a leader he is and finds out real quick lol

shakku assigns jyushi’s training to kuukou so he can be better

kuukou hits a wall training jyushi bc he’s relying on the only experience he’s had with training and isn’t looking at jyushi properly

that ‘blindness’ is the root of his conflict in harmonious cooperation, he blindly assumes he can solve jyushi and hitoya’s problems really quick and shakku literally chews him out over it, saying he’s young and to value the journey getting there (it also bears pointing out that the above verse is kuukou not rushing ahead as means of enrichment, but walking and resting)

i personally believe the curry drama tracks have been hinting at this round of drama track developments, and y’all don’t understand lmao, the way jyushi and hitoya were thinking it’d be nice if the people eating their curry could feel the effort that went into it was followed by the most poignant silence, only for kuukou to grouch there’s no point if they aren’t experiencing it themselves just feels like it’s relevant lol

like it all just comes back to kuukou and using his experience to guide. so about that ‘yesterday’s shaky retreat’ verse in terminus, it was pointed out that kuukou had said something very similar in young gun of the sun

and young gun of the sun is literally kuukou guiding based on how he knows what it’s like to suffer (and to feel so bad about a mistake he wants to die), so all this to say i think that verse is literally nothing but kuukou finding forgiveness in himself for something he did, and maybe that past mistake was so severe he thought the end of his life was the best answer

[xxaequitasxx]

He probably fell in love right there lolol

honestly #relatable

[teabookgremlin]

last night at work we discovered that the work spotify account had the join this jam feature on. some random customer also discovered this and what did they do with that knowledge? chose evil by repeatedly queuing “gummy bear”

[evilblot]

Birthday.

[xxaequitasxx]

I don't know what it is about him but DAMN!

Sam Drake in UNCHARTED 4

[willflowered]

by the way—mean opinion incoming—I actively despise it when I see bad people or people who have wronged me/those I love enjoying the same content as I do. they do not deserve to love and cherish the things I love and cherish and I wish them nothing but misery and no enjoyment in anything... ever

[yandere-kokeshi]

For whatever reason, if you don't like my content or me, just press the block button.

I've been getting some asks to kill myself and so on. Instead of wasting both of our time sending this in and trying to make me feel bad (which you aren't lmao); just block me and get on with your day.

Not only are you wasting your time sending them in, cause 1. I'm not gonna be taking my time to answer your pathetic message.

But 2. You are being childish by sending them in on anon option. It shows how little empathy you have and how actually ignorant a human being can be.

Get a life, press the block button, and move on. Your the reason writers stop writing.

[xxaequitasxx]

I love this man sooooo much🫠

So now we know why Norman always sticks his tongue out 🥵🤤🫠

[fungus-gnats]

cricket visitor!