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finally decided to replace my nearly 10 year old laptop because that thing was Done with existing
#i probably could have gotten it repaired#for the price of a new laptop#and the need to repair it again further down the line#plus it’s just. so damn slow.#once the new one arrives I’ll transfer everything over and give it a proper goodbye#then figure out how to recycle it or something#along with the replacement batteries I got for it that the computer won’t recognize#but damn I do love that thing#put it through some hell#played dragon age and made effect on there for the first time#wrote a book and got a degree on that thing
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“What did you do to him!”
I loved the cutscene for Blood Bath but I feel it was lacking some….. blood……. Also my Rook Mercar definitely clocked that “amatus” from Zara to Illario. She wouldn’t have let him touch Lucanis, even if he’d wanted to.
#I love putting them through hell 😃#also imagining Rook dragging Lucanis’ slippery ass back to the eluvian is very entertaining#like these two in the middle of the cantori diamond and poor teia just there like 😦 ‘my floors!’#also petition for Mercar rooks to bring up that damn ‘amatus’ immediately!! or at least mention it to Lucanis afterwards#WAIT SPEAKING OF AFTERWARDS WHO BATHED HIM#CAUSE HE WAS SQUEAKY CLEAN WHEN YOU SEE HIM AFTER HE WAKES UP#OHHHH I HAVE TO GO FIND SOME FANFICS#BRB#dragon age veilguard#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age#rookanis#lucanis x rook#rook#lucanis dragon age#rook dragon age#datv#rook mercar#Vivienne rook mercar#tw blood#my art
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HYUNJIN | SKZ DOCUSERIES EP. 1: I-DAYS MILANO, BST HYDE PARK, LOLLAPALOOZA CHICAGO
#hyunjin#skz#stray kids#bystay#staydaily#skzco#gifs#I WAS THEREEEEEEEEEEE I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL.#the bottom middle gif oh the singing from the crowd put him in a trance 🥹#felt like a wet sewer rat in milan and would catch covid again in london or wherever just to see him again#wouldn’t even mind some pepper spray in my throat again 😻 god really gave us so many trials#but in the end it all lead to getting baptised by hyunjin so it’s all good <3#u really have to walk through hell to get to heaven
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🗣️ Darlin', you give love a bad name
Found this in my old wip folder and it feels now more relevant than ever :)
Also these don't know why I never uploaded these they were just sitting there completely finished:


#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#michael sheen#david tennant#good omens fanart#go fanart#good omens tv#go tv#my art#other relevant lyrics include#an angels smile is what you sell you promise me heaven then put me through hell#and#your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye#:D#for the record I am on team 'they are both wrong bc crowley can't keep trying to solve problems by spiriting his angel away to the stars'#like maybe your arguments should be more elaborate than 'lets just run away together'#like idk for example don't just say 'heaven is toxic' maybe give some reasons for that#MAYBE tell him what happened during aziraphale's 'trial'#or what actually happened with gabriel#u know#communication.
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there really is nothing to say about a vision of shadows
design notes WOO woo
alderheart: base fur color was taken from my brambleclaw's base fur layered over my squirrelstar's base fur and then tinkering with the opacity until it looked nice. both have the same stripe patterns + chin highlight as squirrelstar, and alderheart in specific got her freckles.
sparkpelt: some inspo taken from nanistar and powderseas :). tried to lower the amount of white i draw her with so it stands out more. i don't have much to say about her design but i think i'm satisfied with it for now
neither of them changed a whole lot from the last time i drew them. for alderheart in specific, i think literally only his tail pattern changed, and all he got was an extra stripe
#for some reason im Really hyperfocused on drawing wc designs rn so i will probably disappear again once ive satisfied that craving lmao#wc#warrior cats#a vision of shadows#alderheart#sparkpelt#my art#my wc designs#woman who has been put through hell by the narrative and man who is just kinda there i guess#i still do see alderheart as twig's adoptive father#i'm not sure if that's something the fandom still goes by nowadays or not#height order of they + the three in my head goes like#lion > alder (by like a hair) > holly > spark > jay
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Who had the worst time aboard the TARDIS?
TOURNAMENT MASTERPOST
#genuinely vote peri#i've not seen all of her stories but my god from what i've seen the 80s writers hated her#there are some stories where she'd probably be better off dead#she seems to be in a constant living torturous hell with 6 being constantly nasty too her#this poor woman#okay specific example#her first trip after her introduction (recounted from memory so some details my be wrong)#she and the doctor unknowingly touch a poisonous plant which will kill them slowly and painfully (but fast enough she almost dies by the en#so great they need to find a cure#which is horrendously difficult to find in the best of circumstances#but these aren't the best of circumstances#they get taken hostage pretty quickly and very nearly get executed by firing squad#they get rescued by one of the most unnerving villains i think in the entire show#he creeps on peri constantly#like he gets as close to assaulting her as its possible to depict on tea time telly#and peri can't do anything about it#her life is entirely in this guys hands#like most of the time i find caves of androzani the be so hyperviolent as to be funny#but jesus christ the shit they put peri through in it#anyway by the end she's so ill the doctor has to drag her near lifeless body back to the tardis#gives her the cure and then promptly regenerates#and now peri's nice friendly doctor is uhh tv 6#bad times: quarters
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Best Jeanist.
This Chapter has me in my emotions lol- i know we don’t have his full new design but I couldn’t resist <3
Hit a huge art block the past few weeks and of course The Best Jeanist is what breaks me out of it, anything for my boy lol
Live Eclair Reaction to this^
#bnha#best jeanist#eclair’s art#hakamada tsunagu#mha#mha spoilers#I suppose?#he looks so good I cannot lie to any of you I think he looks like a hot vampire or some shit#he also looks like a shoe.#but you know. it wouldn’t be best Jeanist without Some Odd Clothing Thing#his hair and the fact he looks older makes me insane#I love it so much#horikoshi thank you for this man. I love him. he’s such a Guy.#I am going to put him through more Shit#:)#I sure hope I can actually draw some stuff now. art block as been hell
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my god. guys. just gotta scream about some medical stuff for a second. you know how i've been ill for quite some time. like really nastily ill. bizarre migraines, constant fatigue/joint pain, awful depressive mood swings? well, alongside some proper migraine meds, my doctor prescribed me vitamin D tablets. and the black cloud is gone. the fatigue is gone. the pain is gone. what!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭 this reinforces my belief that vitamin/mineral deficiencies can be extra insidious for neurodivergent folks because we're so used to ignoring our pain, and our difficulties with eating a wide range of foods/getting outside enough/breaking our routine/etc. set us up to be deficient!! 💔
to be clear, my doctor and the NHS say that folks in my country ought to be taking vitamin D supplements during the winter months anyway. it's actually mandated for everyone and i had no idea. just. enormous relief. getting my bloods done in a couple of weeks to confirm, but i wasn't expecting such an immediate effect 😳 so if anyone's been feeling unusually fatigued, sick, with disturbed menstrual cycles, migraines and moodswings, and there's no underlying cause...see if you can get your bloods checked, and consult with your doctor. especially if you're ND/get less sunlight/have a restricted diet!!!!
#bro i've been living in some bizarre unpredictable mental and physical hell for the past three months#and it was just ANOTHER deficiency???? i'm going to put my head through a wall#this morning i did what has been three' days worth of work for some months within three hours#and i haven't needed to nap in the middle of the day!! no weird headaches or nausea!!! wow!!!!!!!!!#yes i'm also iron deficient and taking those supplements ALSO put an end to months of weird af symptoms#so when NT folks bang on about the importance of eating a balanced (outside of terrible diet culture bs)#they mean treat your body with its needs in mind so you don't get sick. oh i am a clown#tw: illness#tw: medical#starleskatalks#delete later#long post
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Late(ish) at night gman ramblings time
Honestly I have yet to find a popular theory as to what Gman is that actually feels like. right to me. Like some of them are neat ideas, if put into something fan made, but if it turned out to be canon, most of the outcomes i've seen feel like they'd be super disappointing, in my opinion of course.
I've seen theories about Gman being a Shu'ulathoi that shapeshifted into a humanoid form, and while the idea is novel, I honestly feel as though it. limits him too much. It removes the mystery aspect of him because now we know what he is, and what his motivations are. Like, if Valve ever truly confirmed that Gman is some sort of alien species that we can easily pinpoint, or even one we've seen before, it would feel like it's putting gman in a box that doesn't fit him.
To me, Gman is best left unknowable. He is a species that only has one member (maybe), he doesn't have a set true (or at least comprehensible) form, but he's definitely not human. He doesn't have a name, he has no set species that aligns with anything we have seen so far. An eldritch entity that is outside what we have observed within the Half Life universe. As much as I would love to learn more about Gman, I also fear the mystery of him being removed and overall making him feel less like a cosmic threat.
Overall I don't personally think most of the theories explaining what he could possibly be are correct for him. He is nothing, yet everything at the same time. True ambiguity.
#ramblings :)#gman#g-man#personal opinion. Absolutely no hate if you like some of the fan theories#Just putting my two cents out there since. I'm not a huge fan of most of them personally#Hell I don't even think he has much of a past. not one that's super clear.#He's always been like this. Always looked like an old businessman. was never young#And before he got his human disguise I think he was just. somewhere in the outskirts of the universe. waiting.#Also I really don't want the employers to be explained or shown.#They should stay this. presence that looms but you never truly see it or understand it#That's the main thing! I don't WANT Gman to be understandable.#Give me eldritch old man!!! Give me cosmically horrifying entity in false human skin!!#give me something we've never encountered before!!!#I dunno. it's just where most of Gman's horror comes from. How vague he is#And how you can never truly understand who or what he is and what he's planning and why.#Something clearly feeling claustrophobic in the human form but pushes through it regardless just to fool you.#But is he even really trying to fool you? I imagine he knows just how unbelievable as a human he is the second he starts talking and moving#Maybe he just wants you to feel deeply uncomfortable around him. Better to pressure you into a deal#Like thinking about how he circled around Alyx in HLA like some sort of predator animal.#Rambling but you get what I mean i hope
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I loovovvvveee the idea of Izumi being a corruption force. She is just the plague rat of the 1A girls bringing lesbianism and sexual liberation to the masses. I like to think that none of the guys know for soooo long. Like they all think that Izumi is just innocent sweet maybe abused girl and just do not twig for ages about her extra curricular activities.
Also Aizawa wanting to bash his head into a wall when he first catches Izumi sneaking out, like he does not want to even conceive of what she is getting up to.
I need you to know that I will forever think of EotS Izumi as “The Plague Rat™️” for the rest of my life okay. Mostly because it’s incredibly accurate.
She is here to cause chaos and bring enlightenment. That being said she is also there so her friends are safe about it. She’s the friend telling them that if they want to get high to come to her so she can curate the experience or the one playing guard dog at the bar if they ever go out together or cutting in when some creep tries to get too close on the dance floor or putting some asshole through a table of they try slipping something in her friend’s drink. Truly a drunk girl paladin for the ages.
The boys have absolutely no idea about Izumi (and her corrupting influence on the other girls) for so long it’s hilarious. They have no idea why the girls laugh so hard when they make jokes about stereotypical sleepovers on their side of the dorms.
God the fucking stand off that would be Izumi half out a window in full club attire and Aizawa Shouta’s exhausted ass trying to actively block out the memory as it’s happening is so funny. He goes through every stage of grief as Izumi slowly slips back inside because he’s heard enough stories from Nem to know this will not be the last time and Izumi will only get bolder. (Something that is proven when she makes full eye contact with him before bolting not a month later)
#the elf talks#mha#bnha#the eye of the storm au#could they expel her? yes.#will they with all them wanting to help her and the focus of AfO on her specifically ? absolutely not#also Izumi as the party girl paladin is so fun to me like imagine her pulling away from Dabi’s tongue down her throat (and hand down#her skirt) to put some creep through a wall like hot as hell and hilarious
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not a proshipper not an anti but a secret third thing (a normal fucking person who obviously doesn't wanna see/endorse illegal content but can recognize the difference between that and exploring dark themes in shipping like age gap/abuse/toxic relationships)
#age gap doesnt automatically equal pedophillia and some of you need to get that idea through your thick skulls#theres a difference between someone whos a little older dating someone in their 20s/30s and making a character attracted to literal childre#self shipping#self ship#self ship community#self ships#self ship discord#self ship discourse#what even is comship like what is that#stop making up new terms to put in your dnis to look morally pure#you bitches make the self ship community a living hell for people with moral ocd as well
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Almost done.
#life stuff#going to uni is putting myself through hell again and again yet i keep doing it#coming to the realisation that it is not#actually#normal#to feel no pleasure or satisfaction from any of the work#is sure putting things into perspective#(the readings are fine. class times are fine. some more artsy assignments are on thin ice)#(but any written assignment is on a spectrum from pulling teeth to taking out the trash)#(it needs to be done so i do it. I don't enjoy it at any point. I don't feel particularly happy or satisfied afterwards.)#(when it's done i just move to the next thing.)#apparently some people have fun at some points when they work on assignments. couldn't be me.#anyways no wonder this feels like a fight to the death#anyhoo. i'm almost done. next fall this starts all over again. it's fine. i'll prevail again
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I said it here, but I'm not going to act as if Sukuna bringing Yuji back to life twice was any favor to Yuji.
Yuji himself would have rather die with Sukuna.
The first time Sukuna brought Yuji back to life (after he killed him, mind you) was because he wanted to use Megumi later after seeing what Megumi is capable of. Yuji is one of the closest people to Megumi and Sukuna was definitely going to extort that.
The second time in Shibuya wasn't really even Sukuna's doing because it was Jogo and the Hasaba Twins' doing. And what does Sukuna do with Yuji's body?
He kills people.
"Oh, but he defeated Mahoraga."
While he killed people. Sukuna is well aware of how to limit just how far his techniques can go. Sukuna could easily have made his techniques just hit Mahoraga. Sure, there were people caught in the crossfire and he couldn't be able to avoid them... but does that excuse him later showing Yuji what he had done?
He meant to kill people and he meant to do it to break Yuji. He's selfish, he's cruel. And even if there was a reason for his behavior, what reason does he have to be that way towards Yuji who didn't ask to be born and practically planned to be his vessel? That's not Yuji's fault.
Yuji does not need to be grateful for a damn thing Sukuna has done. Why in the fuck would Yuji be grateful to the one person who had done nothing but be malicious to him?
"Oh, yes, thank you, Lord Sukuna for bringing me back to life even though you have used my body to destroy many lives including the people I care about."
#I HOPE THAT IT'S YUJI WHO DELIVERS THE FINAL BLOW TO SUKUNA TO END HIM FOR GOOD#i say this as both a yuji and sukuna fan#the hell do some folks think jjk is? that manga about the ninjas?#no i do not agree with yuji being grateful to the one person who has done nothing but put him through hell#'he brought it upon himself'#so we're forgetting kenjaku already had a finger sealed in yuji when he was a baby?#and that sukuna can choose to be nicer to yuji and cooperate with him? but instead acts like a brat and has a chip on his shoulder?#no matter how yuji wanted to live his life somehow he would have been involved with jujutsu thanks to certain people#just kiya's thoughts#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#itadori yuji#yuji itadori#yuuji itadori#itadori yuuji#sukuna#ryomen sukuna#sukuna ryomen
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I headcanon that the reason gyro's belt is like that is so that on the extremely rare, one-in-a-million, stars perfectly aligned chance someone asks where his dick is he can be like "RIIIGHT HERE!!! 😼" like a fucking loser

#jjba#jojo bizarre adventure#jojo no kimyou na bouken#jjba pt 7#jojo steel ball run#gyro zeppeli#jjba gyro#yall happy abt sbr having a chance at being animated#I am but I gotta hide it so the opps don't see me getting my hopes up and announce that what actually is being animated is just a documetar#Id still watch it tho#jjba part 7#steel ball run#jjba shitpost#giggle giggle#chuckle chuckle#The poster of Marie Antoinette points at S3E5 of the Simpsons at exactly 12.3 mins and cries the timeline of giggleshitter the lost joestar#am I slightly trying to make up for my missed posts? Perchance#Will it work? No#Yall ever wonder what's wrong w me to come up w some of these tags#I do sometimes but then I just remember that it's better than like being a north Korean general so#beggars cant be choosers#but charismatic beggars can#Thats why I'm joining the North Korean army to become a general#Jk#Im an autistic queer minor they'd put me in the 10th circle of hell before any position of power#how’d we even get here#alr lemme wrap this up#stay in school or don't idc just know life's a walk through a funhouse and to make that bag on your way out
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reading Krakoa era out of order bc reading lists online make it confusing and my local library only has so many books
just as god intended right on my friend you're doing everything right and don't let anyone tell you otherwise
#snap chats#the key to reading comic books isnt to read them in order or even all of them just the ones you like#until eventually someone tells you some wack as hell fact about an issue and then you go read that one#many such cases why do you think i picked up onslaught revelation. cause that fucker is back#why do you think i picked up wolverine number 3 because my beautiful wife is hammered for two pages in it#brother was just talkin to me casually bout onslaught one day and i was like NO FUCKIN WAY thats how you do it !!!!!!!!#like the first krakoa story i read technically was resurrection of magneto followed by the trial of magneto#clearly we see i had an agenda vjALKJKLAJ BUT STILL#it was STILL a really good run ... i could piece together enough of the background before then and really enjoyed it on its own#with that said tho it was very cool/funny to see crumbs Of trial of magneto in way of x#BUT NOW I HAVE LEGION OF X HAHAAAA i cant wait to properly sit and read it ..... after i get through my New Mutants issues ....#i got those a while ago but i kept putting off reading them ... oops ..... i read the first one at least#i was gonna say something but i forgot. oh no i didnt i remember thats what i love about comic books#because theres So Many and so many timelines and stories it invites a lot of community interaction#just to be like 'oh hey did you know This happened in This issue you should check it out'. thats beautiful#even if. its to talk about utter dog shit like she lies with angels BUT STILL ITS COMMUNITY !!!!! we can be lovers AND haters together <3#its why i love getting physical comics too. i mean i dont have friends or people who visit me LOL#but i like the idea of bringing up what i have and letting people borrow it. community ......
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Today has been one of those "Sorry! I couldn't hear you over the texture of my socks" days.
#autistic#actually autistic#audhd#it's so embarrassing!!!#like yes i care and yes i was listening but also no i have no idea what you just said#getting diagnosed gave me permission to admit what's REALLY wrong and also do shit outside social norms to make it suck less#but it also makes me look “weird” to non autistic people (and past me who wasn't diagnosed til my 30s)#I can remember past me saying that I couldn't be autistic because I don't do [thing] (I was powering through and suffering)#It's like... I have a mild allergy to a couple foods but didn't know for YEARS so I'd eat whatever and either suffer or take benadryl#then well into adulthood one of my friends was listening and was like DUDE YOU ARE ALLERGIC TO THAT ARE YOU KIDDING ME!???#doctor had me change my diet DRASTICALLY but the constant itchiness and sore throat and stomach pain went away#but sometimes people act weird or put out when I ask questions or refuse food#sometimes people lie and say a food is safe when it's SUPER not and then I'm having an allergic reaction on the way home#my body is permanently damaged because of decades of trying to eat like everybody else#meanwhile my mental health took that hit from decades of trying to ACT like everybody else#I'm sooo much happier now with my safe foods and silly fidgets and good textures AND I can live an active life!#but sometimes people give me funny looks when I ask for the grill to be cleaned or don't like a new shirt because it makes me anxious#hell the other day a dude gave me a weird look (and I overheard shit they said) because I HAPPY STIMMED at Hot Topic (Hazbin merch)#meanwhile my friends love my stimming because its the “Jamie barometer”#my (best friend's) mom says the biggest compliment to her cooking is when she can hear me foot tapping under the table#so... yeah#a diagnosis is permission to be me and have a better life at the cost of dealing with assholes because I'm not masking or lying anymore#bluewind talks#holy journal entry batman!#did NOT intend the tags to turn into... whatever the fuck this is XD#but if for some reason you read this far? I hope you found something in it that made you think or made you smile (if not hi anyway! ^_^)
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