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finally decided to replace my nearly 10 year old laptop because that thing was Done with existing
#i probably could have gotten it repaired#for the price of a new laptop#and the need to repair it again further down the line#plus it’s just. so damn slow.#once the new one arrives I’ll transfer everything over and give it a proper goodbye#then figure out how to recycle it or something#along with the replacement batteries I got for it that the computer won’t recognize#but damn I do love that thing#put it through some hell#played dragon age and made effect on there for the first time#wrote a book and got a degree on that thing
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HYUNJIN | SKZ DOCUSERIES EP. 1: I-DAYS MILANO, BST HYDE PARK, LOLLAPALOOZA CHICAGO
#hyunjin#skz#stray kids#bystay#staydaily#skzco#gifs#I WAS THEREEEEEEEEEEE I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL.#the bottom middle gif oh the singing from the crowd put him in a trance 🥹#felt like a wet sewer rat in milan and would catch covid again in london or wherever just to see him again#wouldn’t even mind some pepper spray in my throat again 😻 god really gave us so many trials#but in the end it all lead to getting baptised by hyunjin so it’s all good <3#u really have to walk through hell to get to heaven
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🗣️ Darlin', you give love a bad name
Found this in my old wip folder and it feels now more relevant than ever :)
Also these don't know why I never uploaded these they were just sitting there completely finished:
#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#michael sheen#david tennant#good omens fanart#go fanart#good omens tv#go tv#my art#other relevant lyrics include#an angels smile is what you sell you promise me heaven then put me through hell#and#your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye#:D#for the record I am on team 'they are both wrong bc crowley can't keep trying to solve problems by spiriting his angel away to the stars'#like maybe your arguments should be more elaborate than 'lets just run away together'#like idk for example don't just say 'heaven is toxic' maybe give some reasons for that#MAYBE tell him what happened during aziraphale's 'trial'#or what actually happened with gabriel#u know#communication.
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Who had the worst time aboard the TARDIS?
TOURNAMENT MASTERPOST
#genuinely vote peri#i've not seen all of her stories but my god from what i've seen the 80s writers hated her#there are some stories where she'd probably be better off dead#she seems to be in a constant living torturous hell with 6 being constantly nasty too her#this poor woman#okay specific example#her first trip after her introduction (recounted from memory so some details my be wrong)#she and the doctor unknowingly touch a poisonous plant which will kill them slowly and painfully (but fast enough she almost dies by the en#so great they need to find a cure#which is horrendously difficult to find in the best of circumstances#but these aren't the best of circumstances#they get taken hostage pretty quickly and very nearly get executed by firing squad#they get rescued by one of the most unnerving villains i think in the entire show#he creeps on peri constantly#like he gets as close to assaulting her as its possible to depict on tea time telly#and peri can't do anything about it#her life is entirely in this guys hands#like most of the time i find caves of androzani the be so hyperviolent as to be funny#but jesus christ the shit they put peri through in it#anyway by the end she's so ill the doctor has to drag her near lifeless body back to the tardis#gives her the cure and then promptly regenerates#and now peri's nice friendly doctor is uhh tv 6#bad times: quarters
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oh the agonies
#oh oh the misery#evry single person is my enemy#my art#fallen hero#fallen hero rebirth#fhr#fallen hero retribution#fhr sidestep#fallen hero sidestep#sidestep#fhr ortega#nikki becker#ricardo ortega#chargestep#im putting this little ginger freak through hell#pay no mind to the fact that the girl has a similar colour palette to nikki#ortega is just making some choices
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moon n ballora
#my art#daycare attendant#dca fandom#moondrop#ballora#sorry to all the sl fans who r sick of hearing about the daycare attendant HFJSJGKDJG#anyway its real funny how i can draw the dca at a side view fairly well but ballora? fucking impossible#i wanted to keep it more in line w/ her canon design bc then otherwise moon would look weird but UGHHH i did NOT draw her well#this drawing is like. roughly a month old by now? but i wanted to post something#i havent been drawing as much bc of art block hell!!!!!! so if posts r slower thats why#i did go through my hundreds of drafts to put some posts in the queue though so those will be going for roughly 2 months at the current rat#theres still... a lot of posts in my drafts though... oops#also. did you guys hear that theyre making a whole ass dca pin set#the dca is like the perfect cash cow of merch now. pisses me off a little ngl HFJZJFKSJG#gonna be fun to see them release product after product as the masses go crazy over it again and again#im being kind of negative i know but. god#im honestly just posting this as an excuse to rant about it without making a whole post for it HFKZJFKD#i fucking knew this was gonna happen but man! it still sucks#anyway uhh if youre gonna buy merch buy fanmade stuff and bootlegs instead!#be aware of where your money is going!#... that's all i'll say about it
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Best Jeanist.
This Chapter has me in my emotions lol- i know we don’t have his full new design but I couldn’t resist <3
Hit a huge art block the past few weeks and of course The Best Jeanist is what breaks me out of it, anything for my boy lol
Live Eclair Reaction to this^
#bnha#best jeanist#eclair’s art#hakamada tsunagu#mha#mha spoilers#I suppose?#he looks so good I cannot lie to any of you I think he looks like a hot vampire or some shit#he also looks like a shoe.#but you know. it wouldn’t be best Jeanist without Some Odd Clothing Thing#his hair and the fact he looks older makes me insane#I love it so much#horikoshi thank you for this man. I love him. he’s such a Guy.#I am going to put him through more Shit#:)#I sure hope I can actually draw some stuff now. art block as been hell
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Love Laudna wanting Orym to be the one to cut her down if need be because she feels he can make hard choices, and Travis like "uh hello? What about Chetney? You want to put Orym through that anguish? I am right here" like damn, he right tho
#chet is 400+. his relationship with grief is very different from orym who is 6 years into being a widow and being retraumatised each day#chetney is big picture#he doesnt have that same level of responsibility for the others safety and protection that someone like orym has#not to say he doesnt care. he very much does. its just different#for him sometimes caring means putting your dog down when they are suffering#orym would see having to hurt his friends as a personal failing#like how he saw himself dying as a failure#i do find it funny whenever the team is like 'what if i hurt one of you when i lose control? i couldnt live with myself :('#'anyway orym i want you to kill me on purpose'#and orym just like :/ because what is he going to do? say no?#set boundaries and take his own future mental state into account?#nope. if it helps the others then he will commit an unforgivable act and barely be able to live with the guilt after#love that the halfling has been weaponised#this sounds sarcastic. i mean it. its juicy storytelling#the hells need to take chetney into account more. this man is pop pop. he cares in the way a dad friend would#gentle and sweet at times. an empathetic listener#but also willing to smack the shit out of you if you do some fuckshit#he would be so gentle with taking them out#would immortalize them through his woodwork after to remember them#critical role#cr3#orym#chetney#text post#4sd spoilers#my posts#idk if thats a needed tag#sorry for my wall of text tags but i ramble
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dandelion’s incredible reluctance, and near-fright, to mention kaer morhen by name is somewhat endearing to me. we as the fandom throw around the name so easily, and it’s also home for geralt and ciri, so its name doesn’t carry so much weight.
but in dandelion’s case, it makes sense to fear mentioning it, for it was the site of the massacre… best to not let anyone hear its name… it’s kind of nice to think that dandelion has a degree of self-awareness, when something is as important as this
and also, some part of me just thinks that dandelion with his vivid imagination listened to geralt offhandedly talk about his childhood here or there, and… whatever were mundane facts or sepia-tinted friendly memories for geralt, made dandelion’s expression drop and his innards twist. so he conceives of kaer morhen not just as “the witcher’s keep in the mountains of kaedwen” but “that place where my best friend endured child abuse for eighteen years”
#like… i imagine dandelion has a dysfunctional family relationship too to put it lightly#but as far as the subjected mutations and trials and intense physical training#idk why i think i’m just projecting but#listening to your friend talk about his abusive childhood like ‘oh yeah and then we fell asleep to the ache of our muscles [nostalgic sigh]’#the pain of loving your friend a lot and realizing just how much hell they’ve been through#geralt recalling some memories to dandelion and then all of a sudden#‘dandelion? what’s the matter with you? hell you look as though you’re about to be sick’#dandelion like… 😨#dandelion wanting badly to take on geralt’s pain ✌️ well we got there by time of contempt and baptism of fire#this was brought up for me again when preston holt and geralt were talking in crossroads of ravens#where holt is like: ‘i bet your earliest memory is…’ and geralt is like ‘there was this boy…’ and holt is like ‘yeup’#and though they acknowledge it’s fucked up neither of them are as horrified as they probably should be 💀 because it’s known and familiar#this is also why dandelion is horrified by his suicidal inclinations#yennefer shares them so she is more like ‘ok well don’t do it on the carpet’#this is ciri aka chickened out of suicide attempt and her two parents aka failed suicide attempt and daily suicidal ideations#now i’m not saying dandelion would never kill himself but i mean not during the saga. after half a century is published he could do whatever#the elbow-high diaries#i think the whole ‘recluse from society in an isolated monastery’ thing is already abuse in dandelion’s eyes#the fact that the food is plain = abuse to dandelion lbr
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Late(ish) at night gman ramblings time
Honestly I have yet to find a popular theory as to what Gman is that actually feels like. right to me. Like some of them are neat ideas, if put into something fan made, but if it turned out to be canon, most of the outcomes i've seen feel like they'd be super disappointing, in my opinion of course.
I've seen theories about Gman being a Shu'ulathoi that shapeshifted into a humanoid form, and while the idea is novel, I honestly feel as though it. limits him too much. It removes the mystery aspect of him because now we know what he is, and what his motivations are. Like, if Valve ever truly confirmed that Gman is some sort of alien species that we can easily pinpoint, or even one we've seen before, it would feel like it's putting gman in a box that doesn't fit him.
To me, Gman is best left unknowable. He is a species that only has one member (maybe), he doesn't have a set true (or at least comprehensible) form, but he's definitely not human. He doesn't have a name, he has no set species that aligns with anything we have seen so far. An eldritch entity that is outside what we have observed within the Half Life universe. As much as I would love to learn more about Gman, I also fear the mystery of him being removed and overall making him feel less like a cosmic threat.
Overall I don't personally think most of the theories explaining what he could possibly be are correct for him. He is nothing, yet everything at the same time. True ambiguity.
#ramblings :)#gman#g-man#personal opinion. Absolutely no hate if you like some of the fan theories#Just putting my two cents out there since. I'm not a huge fan of most of them personally#Hell I don't even think he has much of a past. not one that's super clear.#He's always been like this. Always looked like an old businessman. was never young#And before he got his human disguise I think he was just. somewhere in the outskirts of the universe. waiting.#Also I really don't want the employers to be explained or shown.#They should stay this. presence that looms but you never truly see it or understand it#That's the main thing! I don't WANT Gman to be understandable.#Give me eldritch old man!!! Give me cosmically horrifying entity in false human skin!!#give me something we've never encountered before!!!#I dunno. it's just where most of Gman's horror comes from. How vague he is#And how you can never truly understand who or what he is and what he's planning and why.#Something clearly feeling claustrophobic in the human form but pushes through it regardless just to fool you.#But is he even really trying to fool you? I imagine he knows just how unbelievable as a human he is the second he starts talking and moving#Maybe he just wants you to feel deeply uncomfortable around him. Better to pressure you into a deal#Like thinking about how he circled around Alyx in HLA like some sort of predator animal.#Rambling but you get what I mean i hope
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I loovovvvveee the idea of Izumi being a corruption force. She is just the plague rat of the 1A girls bringing lesbianism and sexual liberation to the masses. I like to think that none of the guys know for soooo long. Like they all think that Izumi is just innocent sweet maybe abused girl and just do not twig for ages about her extra curricular activities.
Also Aizawa wanting to bash his head into a wall when he first catches Izumi sneaking out, like he does not want to even conceive of what she is getting up to.
I need you to know that I will forever think of EotS Izumi as “The Plague Rat™️” for the rest of my life okay. Mostly because it’s incredibly accurate.
She is here to cause chaos and bring enlightenment. That being said she is also there so her friends are safe about it. She’s the friend telling them that if they want to get high to come to her so she can curate the experience or the one playing guard dog at the bar if they ever go out together or cutting in when some creep tries to get too close on the dance floor or putting some asshole through a table of they try slipping something in her friend’s drink. Truly a drunk girl paladin for the ages.
The boys have absolutely no idea about Izumi (and her corrupting influence on the other girls) for so long it’s hilarious. They have no idea why the girls laugh so hard when they make jokes about stereotypical sleepovers on their side of the dorms.
God the fucking stand off that would be Izumi half out a window in full club attire and Aizawa Shouta’s exhausted ass trying to actively block out the memory as it’s happening is so funny. He goes through every stage of grief as Izumi slowly slips back inside because he’s heard enough stories from Nem to know this will not be the last time and Izumi will only get bolder. (Something that is proven when she makes full eye contact with him before bolting not a month later)
#the elf talks#mha#bnha#the eye of the storm au#could they expel her? yes.#will they with all them wanting to help her and the focus of AfO on her specifically ? absolutely not#also Izumi as the party girl paladin is so fun to me like imagine her pulling away from Dabi’s tongue down her throat (and hand down#her skirt) to put some creep through a wall like hot as hell and hilarious
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not a proshipper not an anti but a secret third thing (a normal fucking person who obviously doesn't wanna see/endorse illegal content but can recognize the difference between that and exploring dark themes in shipping like age gap/abuse/toxic relationships)
#age gap doesnt automatically equal pedophillia and some of you need to get that idea through your thick skulls#theres a difference between someone whos a little older dating someone in their 20s/30s and making a character attracted to literal childre#self shipping#self ship#self ship community#self ships#self ship discord#self ship discourse#what even is comship like what is that#stop making up new terms to put in your dnis to look morally pure#you bitches make the self ship community a living hell for people with moral ocd as well
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I said it here, but I'm not going to act as if Sukuna bringing Yuji back to life twice was any favor to Yuji.
Yuji himself would have rather die with Sukuna.
The first time Sukuna brought Yuji back to life (after he killed him, mind you) was because he wanted to use Megumi later after seeing what Megumi is capable of. Yuji is one of the closest people to Megumi and Sukuna was definitely going to extort that.
The second time in Shibuya wasn't really even Sukuna's doing because it was Jogo and the Hasaba Twins' doing. And what does Sukuna do with Yuji's body?
He kills people.
"Oh, but he defeated Mahoraga."
While he killed people. Sukuna is well aware of how to limit just how far his techniques can go. Sukuna could easily have made his techniques just hit Mahoraga. Sure, there were people caught in the crossfire and he couldn't be able to avoid them... but does that excuse him later showing Yuji what he had done?
He meant to kill people and he meant to do it to break Yuji. He's selfish, he's cruel. And even if there was a reason for his behavior, what reason does he have to be that way towards Yuji who didn't ask to be born and practically planned to be his vessel? That's not Yuji's fault.
Yuji does not need to be grateful for a damn thing Sukuna has done. Why in the fuck would Yuji be grateful to the one person who had done nothing but be malicious to him?
"Oh, yes, thank you, Lord Sukuna for bringing me back to life even though you have used my body to destroy many lives including the people I care about."
#I HOPE THAT IT'S YUJI WHO DELIVERS THE FINAL BLOW TO SUKUNA TO END HIM FOR GOOD#i say this as both a yuji and sukuna fan#the hell do some folks think jjk is? that manga about the ninjas?#no i do not agree with yuji being grateful to the one person who has done nothing but put him through hell#'he brought it upon himself'#so we're forgetting kenjaku already had a finger sealed in yuji when he was a baby?#and that sukuna can choose to be nicer to yuji and cooperate with him? but instead acts like a brat and has a chip on his shoulder?#no matter how yuji wanted to live his life somehow he would have been involved with jujutsu thanks to certain people#just kiya's thoughts#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#itadori yuji#yuji itadori#yuuji itadori#itadori yuuji#sukuna#ryomen sukuna#sukuna ryomen
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adding onto my last rant from a while ago a little bit, it is fascinating how many people in this fandom completely miss the point of tsumugis character and misconstrue what hes actually about which, ironically, is just what eichi did. and its done in such a similar fashion too, such as making assumptions about his motives, his family relationship, and missing the point in why he chooses to look the way he does. and, time and time again, eichi has been proven to be WRONG about tsumugi. he misunderstood him deeply, and now its eichi whos stuck mourning the past while tsumugi has long since moved on, not the other way around, as tsumugi is on the path of getting his happy ending. and i dont get why people keep trying to take this positivity from him
(s. element epilogue 2)
#sorry for harping on this stuff alot it just genuinely sucks seeing a character you love be so widely misunderstood#especially when if you really think about it#tsumugi is about as blunt and honest as they come#you dont always need to read deeper into a character. you dont always need to psychoanalyze every part of them#you dont need to reason everything#sometimes people just Are Some Kind Of Way#and eichi failed to understand that and made the wrong assumption about tsumugi#and i feel like this fandom keeps doing the same thing#because he can do and say unconventional things#and when he makes jokes he sounds super alarming or like an utter freak#its frustrating when people continuously doubt tsumugis words when he speaks so earnestly about his life#hes honest to a fault. he has no reason to lie#you can argue that “ohhh tsumugi just doesnt realize how fucked up he is!” and like Yea sure theres an element of that#but ive always read the point of his character to be him overcoming these hardships#because he cares so fucking deeply about every single person around him#and he never assumes malice. because he is such a genuinely kind hearted guy#and what makes tsumugi so interesting is that he can kind of SUCK at getting that across#because no matter what people never understand his actions or intents because of how weirdly he acts#and neither does this fandom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#natsume and tsumugi are built on being opposites. if natsume is a known liar surely we can put two and two together?#theres alot more that can be said on this topic and ive been meaning to for a while but honestly i just dont have the energy or brainpower#also i dont want this to read like im yucking anyones yum. its just frustrating as someone who is very mentally ill about these characters#he has clearly endured traumas too like im not ignoring that. its super obvious. but his character is about love and growth#you can go through literal HELL and be on the brink of SUICIDE and still end up a happy loving and forgiving person#and i think thats what his character is about#nat rambles#nats enst posting
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This is likely the hardest I've laughed in rain world yet. Basically, you can glitch a spear into a quantum state using a dead bat body, allowing stabbed enemies to follow you through tunnels. So I tried bringing a leviathan to Moon. And the game really, really didn't like that
#rainworld#rain world#game clips#I cut out the moment I died because the footage froze for a solid 20 seconds right at that moment#I was so close!! But I accidentally went back through the tunnel and got crushed.#And for some reason while grinding this out I somehow glitched the game into thinking I died 200 times#So my score is like -130 which is really funny. Like I can casually speedrun hunter with 1 or 2 deaths to this point#Game fr said ''skill issue''#God no am I gonna try actually speedrunning this game. The actual advanced movement tech is crazy hard#Anyways welcome to my gaming channel please like and subscribe /j#I posted a hk highlight clip but then realized that since I'm shifting fandoms I'm likely spoiling the hell out of my new followers#Sorry if you saw that LMAO#I have another video of torturing moon that I found really funny but it's like 5 minutes long#And no way do y'all have the patience to watch that. Especially without context#So that's a friend-exclusive#Or maybe I'll put it on my literal YouTube channel with like 300 subs for. Some reason#OR THE ART ONE LMAO ''it's been three years check out this completely unrelated video''
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reading Krakoa era out of order bc reading lists online make it confusing and my local library only has so many books
just as god intended right on my friend you're doing everything right and don't let anyone tell you otherwise
#snap chats#the key to reading comic books isnt to read them in order or even all of them just the ones you like#until eventually someone tells you some wack as hell fact about an issue and then you go read that one#many such cases why do you think i picked up onslaught revelation. cause that fucker is back#why do you think i picked up wolverine number 3 because my beautiful wife is hammered for two pages in it#brother was just talkin to me casually bout onslaught one day and i was like NO FUCKIN WAY thats how you do it !!!!!!!!#like the first krakoa story i read technically was resurrection of magneto followed by the trial of magneto#clearly we see i had an agenda vjALKJKLAJ BUT STILL#it was STILL a really good run ... i could piece together enough of the background before then and really enjoyed it on its own#with that said tho it was very cool/funny to see crumbs Of trial of magneto in way of x#BUT NOW I HAVE LEGION OF X HAHAAAA i cant wait to properly sit and read it ..... after i get through my New Mutants issues ....#i got those a while ago but i kept putting off reading them ... oops ..... i read the first one at least#i was gonna say something but i forgot. oh no i didnt i remember thats what i love about comic books#because theres So Many and so many timelines and stories it invites a lot of community interaction#just to be like 'oh hey did you know This happened in This issue you should check it out'. thats beautiful#even if. its to talk about utter dog shit like she lies with angels BUT STILL ITS COMMUNITY !!!!! we can be lovers AND haters together <3#its why i love getting physical comics too. i mean i dont have friends or people who visit me LOL#but i like the idea of bringing up what i have and letting people borrow it. community ......
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