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insomniamamma · 7 months ago

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Forever's Gonna Start Tonight: Joel Miller X F! Neurodivergent!reader

A/N: hey, you all remember how Spinner was supposed to be a one-shot? LMAO. I am incapable of one shots. I started this around last Valentine's Day and felt too intimidated to finish it. I guess most of the fandom wanted to take Joel to the big dance. So I shelved it for a bit, and then, while struggling with another WIP, I revisited this and found that I still really liked it. And you know what? Fuck it. Two cakes.

Warnings: A smidge of angst. A bit of awkwardness. Mentions of crappy people in Spinner's past. Spinner is neurodivergent. This is a direct sequel to this fic, so you should probably read that one first. Dancing. Very soft kisses. Spinner is meant to be a reader inset, but she's right on the line between RC and OC.

Ellie’s already up and gone when Joel comes downstairs, scrubbing the sleep out of his eyes. Of all the teenage orphans he could’ve ended up with he’s stuck with one who has no concept of sleeping in on a Sunday. A mug of herb tea waits for him on the table with a saucer placed over top of it to keep it warm, and he feels himself smile, Ellie looking after him in her way, a curled scrap of paper pinned by the mug, marked with her laborious printing. Joel frowns. Ellie likes to leave him little notes when she makes it out of the house before him. Usually a shitty pun. Ellie collects puns the way a crow goes after shiny things. He cradles the mug in his hands for a moment before making his eyes focus on the note.

Valentine’s in two days. Ask her to the dance you pussy. Joel groans. Her. You. He’s been thinking of you. More than he expected to. Paired up with you on patrol and the weather went to shit. Bad luck and punky wood that wouldn’t do much more than smolder in the stove. Your hands were so damn cold. He knew from the moment you’d finally stopped shivering and relaxed against him and started snoring into his neck that you’d become a problem. The same way Tess was a problem, Ellie is a problem. Tommy is a problem. And now there’s you. He has to remind himself sometimes that he’s safe, that Jackson is safe, that he and Tommy and Ellie are safe here. And now you are counted into that worried toll.

He’s been thinking of you. The way your eyes will flick up and hold his before darting away. Your eyes turn away but then you smile, just a little. a soft dimpling of your cheek, like the two of you have a secret. And you do, he thinks, that night curled together, your freezing hands cradled in his, zipped your sleeping bags together like a couple of kids on a camping trip, the feel of you going lax against him, your face, your cold nose tucked into his neck, curled his arm around you and you burrowed in closer. A thread of tenderness strung between you.

Walked you home after he found you in the square. He knows you’re not brave, but you were brave that night, even though you shook as he pulled you up from the bandstand steps, walked you home, your arm hooked through his like he’s some old time gentleman but it made you smile even if you wouldn’t quite look at him. This is me, your porch light flickering slightly, power from the dam isn’t always consistent, there’s so much to do, so much maintenance, so many things left to rot, and he doesn’t know what he’s expecting, but you surge forward and hug him, arms banded tight around him, feel him stiffen and then his arms come up around you, tucks you tight against him, cups the back of your head and draws you close, nestles you into the column of his neck, feels you relax in to his hold. “Thank you,” you breathed against him, allowed yourself to be held and then withdrew, caught your cold hands in his and squeezed. “Anytime, honey,” Your eyes didn’t quite meet his, but your cheek curved in a smile and then you closed the door between you.

He thinks about the two times he’s held you, the two times you’ve relaxed into his arms, but you still can’t meet his eyes. You might never meet his eyes. Joel decides he’s okay with that. The soft arc of your smile is enough.

He settles beside you, bowl in hand, venison chili and cornbread. Your eyes flick up to him and you nod, acknowledge his presence and then go back to eating, the cornbread is nice and grainy and sweet, the chili is thin but warm and decently spicy, more potatoes and sunchokes, tough beans than venison, this is the deep of winter and things are lean, find yourself daydreaming about Olive Garden of all places, the soup and breadsticks, so much food that you always had to take some home and you feel a nudge at your elbow. Joel says nothing but slides you a bit of paper folded into a compact triangle, and you feel yourself smile, glance at Joel and he’s busy sopping up his chili with his cornbread, looks nonchalant but you can feel the bounce of his leg beneath the table, tuck some cornbread into your mouth and chew, unfold the complication of paper, yellowed with printed blue lines, ripped out of some notebook. Will you come to the Valentine’s Dance with me? Yes. No. The implication being that you circle your choice and hand your answer back to him. You pull a nubbin of charcoal out of your pocket and draw a circle around the “Yes”. Hold the fiddly bit of paper in your palms, not sure how to turn it back into it’s triangle shape, so you press it into orderly thirds and slide it back to him. Steal little glances at him as he reads your answer. His leg stops bouncing under the table, and when you look at him, he’s smiling. “See you Saturday, Spinner, Joel murmurs. And you think you hear the smile in his voice but your are never sure.

Saturday. Saturday. Shit fire and save the matches. You said yes. You circled yes on that stupid note, like a stupid high school kid. Your experience of dancing is limited to court dances on the Ren Faire circuit with a dash of square dance and reels. You’re not sure how to act, you’re not sure what to wear. Do you have to dress fancy? Do you have to paint up your face? You have no idea what to expect so you do what you always do when some social expectation evades you. You go and ask Maria. Bring the tiny pair of socks you’ve been working on, still not entirely pleased with the final color, more brown than yellow, still working through different mordants. You wish they’d managed to snag a display of Rit from that Walmart, but nobody thought it was important. “Spill it,” says Maria, knows you well enough to know when something’s bothering you. “I don’t like the color, the mordants—“ “I know all about the mordants. C’mon. Spill.” “Joel asked me to the dance.” “And you said yes.” “I said yes.” “So what’s the problem?” “What if he’s messing with me—“ Maria laughs but then rests her hands lightly on your upper arms, a touch that means grounding, that means truth, something you would not tolerate from anyone but her. “Do you know that man to have a sense of humor? Other than those terrible puns he saves up for Ellie?” “Guess not. It’s just--“ You’re not sure how to word it, did plenty of dancing at Ren Faire, carefully proscribed steps and agreed upon roles, danced at your wedding reception with your ex mouthing the steps into your ear so you didn’t fuck it up, semi-formal dance in the seventh grade your mom fixed your hair and put you in a powder pink dress with a sailor collar and you’d spent the whole evening the darkest part of the gym you could find, waiting for it to be over. “I don’t know what I’m doing, do I need a dress because—“ “It’s not prom, says Maria, No one’s gonna be fancy. Except Tim.” You feel yourself smile. Tim with his his button down shirts and fussy little bowties, tall, whip skinny and twice the age of God. No one quite knows how he made it through the outbreak, but he knows how to make explosives so no one is in a real hurry to ask. “Tim’ll probably show up in a three piece suit.” “Wear something with no holes and you’ll be fine.” You frown and Maria grins at you. “That’s not exactly helpful.” “You’ll figure it out. You always do.”

Through the next couple of days, Joel is there like he always is, a steady, unobtrusive presence, the two of you side by side over the deep sink in the caff, dish duty but you don’t mind. Soap and scrub and pass them along to Joel who rinses and sets them in the racks to dry. “Joel?” “Hmm?” “I can’t dance.” He huffs laughter. “I’ve seen you dance.” And you feel heat rising in your face, ears going hot. Someone had played the Chieftains on the juke in the Bison (hang out there more often now that you know Joel is there) and the bit of step-dancing you’d picked up on the Ren Faire circuit had come out. “Not like normal people do.” Scrub the dishes and hand them off to him. Normal people, you hear him mutter, hold out a bowl for him to rinse and rack but he doesn’t take it. “I could show you,” says Joel, “You know, so you’re not worried about it.” “I’m not worried,” you say. “Yes you are,” he says, wipes his wet hands on the towel slung over his shoulder, “Come here.” You wipe your soapy hands on your pants and stand facing him, lip bit in a frown, he holds up his hand like he means for you to give him a high five. “Give me your hand.” Lay your palm against his and he laces his fingers through yours. “Put your other hand on my shoulder.” “Like this?” “Yep. I’m gonna put my hand on your hip,” he says, “That okay, Spinner?” “Sure,” and he rests his hand on you, not gripping, not grabbing, starts swaying, foot to foot, back and forth and you mirror him, warm weight of his hand, gentle pressure that swings you around. “That’s it? There’s no steps?” “No steps,” says Joel. “Just like dancin at prom.” “Never went to prom.” “Really?” You shrug. “We played Shadowrun instead.”

You settle on the wrap skirt, sewn from an old cotton bedsheet. Dyed yellow with a dusty box of Rit you found on the top shelf of a cabinet in the house they gave you. Didn’t turn out as bright as you wanted, but it’s still a nice yellow, like softened butter on a plate, and you like the patterns that the knotted twine made. Pair it with a rust colored v-neck, looted from the Walmart around the time you arrived in Jackson. You know it won’t hold up so you rarely wear it, but it looks nice with the skirt and clings to your curves in a way that isn’t entirely horrible, longies underneath your skirt because February in Jackson is fucking cold.

The caff looks different set up for the dance, long tables with their legs folded up, stacked against on wall, folding chairs around the perimeter, paper and fabric hearts hung from the rafters, all hung with old Christmas lights, cast your eyes around and worry, you’ve been stood up before, it wouldn’t exactly surprise you, and then you find him, tucked back by the DJ, cobbled together equipment from the high school’s AV club, too-rah loo-rah too-rah loo-ray-aay— he sees you and smiles, dimples sunk into his scruffy cheeks, stands and hurries to you, takes your hands in his. “Wasn’t sure you were gonna show.” “I wasn’t sure either.” Runs his thumbs over your knuckles. He’s beautiful in the low, shifting light, disco ball with a third of the little mirrors missing, little blots of light passing over the walls, catching the silver threaded through his hair-and Everything I do start’s playing, that goofy song from Robin Hood movie, and it’s on the tip of your tongue to talk about how ridiculously inaccurate the movie is, Kevin Costner’s accent was so bad, his hands folded warm around yours. “Wanna dance?” “Yeah. Okay.” And you let him lead you onto the floor, his hand laced with yours, your hand on his shoulder, just like you did by the deep-sink, close enough to feel his warmth but not quite touching anywhere beside where your hands rest, and in hand and his hand on the swell of your hip, the two of you turn and turn, Joel doesn’t push. He doesn’t dig his fingers in, just sways you side to side in a slow circle. It’s nice in the anonymous murk, he doesn’t try to dip you or change the pattern, Bryan Addams fades into Cindy Lauper, time after time, and he pulls you closer always liked this song, he murmurs into your hair and you nod, tuck your face into the join of his neck and shoulder unthinking, and then you stiffen, this is where he will push back, drag you back to arm’s length, and maybe ask you what the fuck you think you’re doing, but instead he breathes out a contented sigh and you turn and turn and tun in the broken light, his pulse thrumming beneath your ear, if you’re lost and you look then you will find me, and for a moment the world isn’t broken, and then Time After Time Fades out and the fucking Chicken Dance comes on. “You wanna—“ “Absolutely not.” “You don’t know the chicken dance?” “Of course I know the chicken dance. I fucking hate it.” “Let’s sit this one out then—“ and then Tommy enters like a meteor, grabs Joel by the arm “C’mon man it’s the Chicken Dance!” Joel shoots you a beleaguered see what I have to put up with look and lets his brother haul him onto the floor. He looks like he’d rather be anywhere else on the planet, but he knows all the moves, the contrast of his grim expression and the shimmy of his hips as he wiggles his imaginary chicken tail is too much for you and you laugh bright and bold, the loud bray your parents said was unladylike, your ex said made you sound like a donkey, and for a second that old fear spikes, but no one’s looking at you, no one notices. Joel glances your way and smiles before his brother grabs his hands and swings him in a delirious apple hooch fueled arc while the accordion does it’s thing. The music changes again and Joel extricates himself and plops down in the folding chair next to you. “No Macarena?” “Gotta draw the line somewhere, Spinner.”

A string of fast songs plays and the kids take over the floor momentarily, some recognize and some you don’t, Joel rests his hand on your knee and you lay yours over his, sit back and let them have their fun, sip strong apple hooch out of pitted plastic tumblers, burns a little going down, but makes you warm inside. You lean against him and his hand leaves your knee, arm comes up around your shoulder. “Is this what prom was like?” Joel frowns. “The music’s kinda the same,” he says, “But everyone was dressed up all fancy. There was lots of drama. Lots of people crying about who asked who and who dumped who.” “Sounds stupid.” “Yeah, I guess it was. All that shit seemed so important and now—“ “We didn’t know.” Your eyes hold his, deep wells in the dim shifting light, even though it makes you want to squirm, too many times told look me in the eye when I’m talking to you, too many times told to stop staring, stop being weird, “Joel. We didn’t know.” He turns from you and stares out over the floor, nods his head, and you wonder if you’ve said it wrong, but his arm is still draped warm over your shoulder, looks troubled, but then the lights drop and a few familiar piano notes sound and the kids scatter into the dark, confused—turn around every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you’re never comin round turn around “Oooh this is a good one—“ “C’mon, Spinner, let’s dance.” The floor fills with couples, mostly harried survivors like you and Joel, the folks of Jackson old enough to have danced to this song in stuffy school gyms hung with crepe paper streamers and balloons, Love’s Baby soft and Darkkar Noir and flop sweat. Maria and Tommy sway with their foreheads pressed together and eyes closed, Ellie dances theatrically, mouthing the lyrics like a cartoon opera singer to the delight of a cluster of sugared up kids who’ve formed a loose ring around her. The configuration has shifted, both your arms draped around his neck, his hands on your hips, the pretense of space between you forgotten, some murky memory of the your middle school English teacher reminding people to save room for Jesus when you danced, had no idea what that meant at the time, but now you have some idea, Joel warm and strong and flush against you, gentle susurration of his breath in your hair, warm beat of his pulse beneath your ear. “Joel?” “Hmm?” “You remember this video for this song?” “There was football players or somethin. People with glowing eyes.” “And Ninjas. Don’t forget the ninjas. I think there was an angel too.” “And a guy in a fencing mask,” says Joel, “I think?” “You’re right! Glitter poured out of it when he lifted it up!” “Then she was just some professor all along, like she dreamed the whole thing.” “Just a dream.” You whisper against his neck and he holds you all the tighter.

Eventually the lights come up. Happy Valentine’s Day! Ez’s voice booms through the mic and you wince, for those of us lucky in love it is time to take that noble sentiment elsewhere— god, I hate that guy. — For those on clean up duty now is your time to shine. Everyone else needs to skedaddle. I will now play some skedaddlin music. And true to his word, that shit techno cover of Cotton Eye Joe starts playing at migraine levels, stagger out into the frigid night, clear and still and biting cold, got a bit more tipsy than you intended. Cider for when the seasons turn, applejack for the dead of winter, but Joel is right beside, hand hovered just over your hip in case you falter. He’s walked you home enough times that it’s not a question any more. You don’t have to. I know. Got nowhere else to be, Spinner. “This is me,” you say, you always say, faint flicker of your porch light. Power from the dam is not always the most steady. So many things left to rot, so many things to fix. “I know,” he says, like always, You hug him, squeeze your arms around him tight. “Thank y—“ “Stop that, Spinner. You don’t have to thank me for loving you-“ “You love me.” You draw back from him. It comes out as a statement and not a question, and here’s where he will retract, will back pedal, say he didn’t mean it, it was the applejack doing the talking, the applejack and the music from when you were both young and none of this had happened yet. “Yeah, I do.” And when you hook your eyes to his, they are wide and deep and dark with worry, and you can’t look at him, gaze slides to the curve of his shoulder, the shape of him against the starshot sky, so much brighter now that everything is over. His hands find yours and, his thumbs brush back and forth over your knuckles. And you have so many questions, since when? That freezing night on the trail? Before? After? Why? “For real?” Is the question that comes out, and you hate how small you sound, how your voice wavers. Squeezes your hands in his. “For real.” “Since that night?” “I think so. I don’t know. Holdin you, it felt right. Feels right. Shit. I’m real bad at this-“ You laugh, breath plumed out like dragon smoke, “Me too.” “Tommy used to make fun of me. Said I could never tell when girls were tryin to flirt with me.” “I can’t flirt to save my life. Never could. None of that ever made sense to me.” “Good thing I didn’t try some crappy pick up line, huh?” “Very good thing. There was this one guy in high school he started walking around me like this—“ You drop Joel’s hands and start orbiting him, watch that lovely smile crawl it’s way up his cheek. “—and when I asked him what the fuck he was doing he said, I’m part wolf, baby, we always circle our prey.” Joel guffaws, his eyes screwed up in crinkled crescents, rests a desperate hand on your shoulder as he doubles over— “That is. The dumbest. Goddam thing I have ever heard in my life—“ “I didn’t know whether to laugh at him or punch him. So I just kind of stared at him. And he went away.” “I bet he did. Look, Spinner, I didn’t mean to blurt it right out like I did but I do mean it. You don’t—“ He swipes his hand over the back of his neck, “If you don’t feel the same m’not gonna push. Shit, I’m sorry-“ You reach for him unthinking and cradle his stubbly cheeks in your palms. His eyes are big and wide and shining, he’s scared, you think, at least as scared as you are, and the words aren’t coming. In a movie you’d have some perfect come-back, something you could say that would make all the things roiling in your mind seem clear and concise. In a movie there’d be a declaration, something that would roll out of you and the music would swell, but now there’s only Joel’s warm, dark eyes and the yellow thrum of your porch light and the brittle chill in the air. You can’t say. You can’t make what you’re feeling, what you’ve been feeling, resolve into words, so you kiss him instead, press your lips to his and he kisses back, mirrors you, warm, calloused palms cradle your face.

Not sure if it’s you or him who deepens the kiss, mingled breath and gentle touches, soft meeting of lips and tongues and hands, feels fevered and rushed and right, he tastes like applejack and when you break for air he rests his forehead against yours. “Wow.” He breathes against your lips. “Yeah.” Leaned into each other, foreheads pressed together, swaying together, a bit like dancing together in the caff, no disco ball just the bright and brittle sky, a million pin-point stars stitched through the black. “You can come in if you—“ “We both been drinkin” “You don’t want—“ “I do, but I wanna do this right,” draws the backs of his fingers down the curve of your cheek, “I want to love you the right way, honey. We’ve got time.” You wrap your arms around him and tuck your face against his neck where it feels safe, cups the back of your head in his warm palm, cradles you close. “Does this mean we’re going steady? Do people still say that? Going steady?” Joel chuckles, and you feel it, low rumble of laughter transmitted from his chest to yours, threading beneath the beat of his pulse in your ear. “Yeah. I think we are.”

#joel miller x f!neurodivergent!reader #joel miller x spinner #joel miller x fiber artist reader #spinner is a oneshot #LMAO i can't oneshot to save my soul #joel miller x f!reader

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runawayscc · 6 months ago

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✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ | I Love Playin' With Fire

1982, Reader was The Runaways' bassist, angst? fluffy ending? idrk!

Word Count: 1059

A/N: This is my first time writing since like, 2022. So bear with me if this sucks, LOL. I'm gonna be experimenting with different POVs, prompts, formats, etc. My requests are open though! I'll write just about anything rockstar-related, just nothing too weird. Anyways, enough yap. Enjoy!

You stared at yourself in the mirror. You sighed as you turned, viewing your outfit from another angle. Your outfit consisted of tight, black, leather pants, a white, cropped, graphic band tee, and an oversized leather jacket you had picked up somewhere over the years. You had on black, heeled boots as well. You touched up your makeup as you waited on your friend to pick you up to take you to some artist party.

You tried to stay involved with the music scene after you left The Runaways. No one else was really looking for a female bassist, so you just laid lowed and took on some projects where you could. You planned to start your own solo career eventually, but it was on hold now.

You heard your friend honk her horn outside your house and you went down to her car. You got into the passenger seat and smiled.

"You ready?" She asked.

"Of course I am." You replied.

She began to drive to more rural part of LA. You didn't know who's party it was, only that your friend said you absolutely had to go, whatever that meant. She turned the radio up and for some damn reason Cherry Bomb was playing. You smiled to yourself and looked down, reminiscing on all the memories. You hung with that band till the bitter end, even after Cherie had left. It's hard to leave your family and love.

Your friend parked the car on the street and turned the keys. She put them in her pocket and got out of the car as you followed suit. You heard subtle music as you approached the house. Your friend opened the door to the house, just walking in. You followed her in as she mingled with a few people. You recognized them all, you just weren't in much of a talkative mood.

You made your way over to the drink counter and began to pour yourself a drink. You went back over to your friend as you nursed it. She was steadily talking and you were getting bored. You excused yourself and began to wander around, seeing if any of your closer friends were in attendance.

That's when you spotted her. Joan fucking Jett. Your ex-bandmate, ex-lover, ex-just-about-everything. You tried to look away, but it was too late. She approached you before you could escape. Fuck. You smiled at her and she pulled you in for a side hug.

"How've you been, honey?" She asked with a smile.

"I've been fine, just fine." You cleared your throat. "I see the solo business is treating you well then?"

"Oh, God, It's wonderful. I'm on my own label, my own management. It's amazing. Much better than fucking Kim, man." She said and then laughed.

I laughed too. It was hard not to be when she looked that damn good laughing. She was in her typical attire. Leather pants, punky cut-up top, and her leather jacket. And of course, her converse shes had since '76.

"You havent changed one bit." You say through a smile.

"Oh, don't act like you have." She teased. "So, what are you doing now? Music still?

You nodded. "Picking up gigs here and there. Just trying to make it through till I get some inspiration to start another band or a solo career."

She nodded and swallowed. "How about we, uhm, move somewhere a bit more quiet?" She offered and you gladly accepted. You can't resist her, even if you wanted to. She lead you up the stairs into a bedroom. Her bedroom. And then it clicked why your bestfriend wanted you here. She knew it was Joan's party all along.

You set your drink on the nightstand and sat on the edge of the bed across from Joan. "So are we gonna talk about it or what?" You said, bluntly.

Joan was a little taken aback, knowing you weren't usually this straight forward. “We need to, don’t we.” She stated.

“You left me high and dry. I mean, I get it, you were worried about your next gig, but I didn’t deserve that. I didn’t expect you to take me along, but fuck, a goodbye would’ve been nice?” You replied, trying not to get emotional.

“I-I know. I’m sorry. It’s just I-” She shook her head. “I can’t even make an excuse. It was shitty, I was stupid and scared, and I knew I couldn’t be what you needed.” She admitted.

“You know you could have told me that. You know I would’ve been there for you every step of the way, Joanie.” Joanie. That dumb little nickname you had for her.

“I know you would have. And truthfully, I don’t know why I did it. I was spiraling, the band had failed, I was hooked on drugs, I wasn’t on talking terms with anyone but you and Sandy. It sucked, baby. It was scary. I thought I was done for.”

You nodded along, listening to everything she had to say. You didn’t think of some of that. That band was her baby, her pride and joy. And she had to watch it crash and burn over drugs, temper tantrums, and shitty management. Not to forget about Lita’s stupid and sudden obsession with everyone’s sexualities.

“I thought that to have a successful solo career I had to forget the Runaways. Forget anything that had to do with it, you know? Like I had to start completely over.” She sniffed and rubbed her nose. That’s when you really noticed how enlarged her pupils were and you couldn’t help but shake your head.

“You still hooked?” You asked and your eyes softened.

She stared back at you and bit her lip. “Im okay, baby.”

Fuck.

“Joan, honey..” You started, but she cut you off by placing a finger on your lips. You looked at her and made eye contact and you felt something. She moved her finger and held eye contact. You swallowed anxiously. Joan leaned in and kissed you before you could say anything else.

You were taken aback but kissed her back. How could you not? You couldn’t deny that you still had feelings for her. Your love for her never left, as much as you told yourself it did. Joan pulled back and looked into your eyes, her hand moving to hold your jaw gently.

“You missed that, Hm?” “Don’t pretend you didn’t.”

#joan jett #joan jett x reader #joan jett and the blackhearts #the runaways #x reader #joan jett x fem!reader

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loud-trash-arcade · 14 days ago

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I have the biggest fucking crush on nat

She likes the same type of music as me

She’s grungy and punky

She has a shitty father figure

She’s depressed

Like she’s just like me Fr

I need her carnally I wanna give her hugs and kisses and tell her it’s gonna be alright then go draw diagrams of clitorises on government buildings

Why can’t she be real

#natalie scatorccio #natalie yellowjackets #yellowjackets #cannibal lesbians #my posts

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thepunkysofthepunks · 8 days ago

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Reblog to kiss a tgirl cause she needs it rn lol

#punkys randomness #punky luvs #punky hugs #<3 mwah

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dani-ellie03 · 5 months ago

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RI Comic Con 2024 Bits and Bobs and Pics

Yes I know it's now a week later but, y'know, stuff happens sometimes.

-If you ever have the opportunity to meet Matthew Lillard, please do yourselves a favor and do so. He is just the nicest guy. He walked up the autograph line giving high fives. During this little jaunt, the woman in front of me told him she loved him. He hugged her and then told her she had terrible taste in men. He was giving everyone hugs so when it was my turn, I asked if I could give him a hug. He told me to hug the hell out of him. :) And he gives phenomenal hugs. Just a lovely man who enjoys meeting the fans.

-I met Skeet Ulrich, you guys! I have liked him since The Craft! He is also a lovely man who is very personable and easy to talk to and also greeted me with a hug. (*swoon!*) I brought my Jericho DVDs for signing, which he seemed surprised to see. We had a little chat about it, haha.

-I also met Rose McGowan because like, Charmed. She is also lovely and surprisingly tiny! Paige looks taller, I guess. Anyway. What was really amusing is that most people were coming to her with Scream or Charmed memorabilia but then I rocked up to her with my Once Upon a Time book (because wee Cora!), haha. She was impressed with how many autographs I had in it. :)

-Jennifer Morrison was there so you know I had to go say hi. She was her typically lovely self and we had a nice little chat about friends getting other friends hooked on TV shows, haha.

-Right next to Jen was Soleil Moon Frye, who I had to meet for six-year-old me. I told her I was sure she had been hearing it all weekend, but Punky Brewster was such a large part of my childhood. So much so that I remember being in first grade and playing Punky Brewster on the playground and dressing as Punky for the Halloween dance/party thing in second grade. She was really appreciative and I really don't think she had been expecting the warm reception she would get from the fans. She seemed genuinely touched. She also had pretty much every color marker under the sign for autograph signing, which amused me because how Punky!

-This was also the first year I did selfies at the table as opposed to the pro photo ops, mostly because my gallery wall is pretty dang full at this point. Honestly, I think I like the selfies better! You get more time with the actor and they're less rushed.

Here be my selfies and a pic in a model DeLorean:

#ri comic con 2024 #ricc 2024 #matthew lillard #skeet ulrich #rose mcgowan #jennifer morrison #soleil moon frye #i had a blast you guys

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alex-guerin · 5 months ago

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Gideon Robert

June 2012

November 26, 2024 🌈

You big, loveable, dopey Bloodhound. Such a klutz, but so damn sweet, without a mean bone in your body. You'd escape the pen, get to the corner of the yard and cry cuz you were lost and scared, and daddy would have to come "rescue" you and lead you back to the pen. Any time you managed to get out, your doting daddy would come find you and bring you home again...usually with the lure of a cookie or pizza crust.

I wish I could have given you one last hug. Loved you up and kissed your head. But now you're with Punky and Jacen again, and someday, your daddy will come find you again. And eventually, I'll get to give you a big hug again, too.

#personal log #dog #rainbow bridge #rip Gid-kid

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*smol purr*

...more hug?

*Gets on your lap and hugs you*

☧unky: Mm...🤗

#punky hugs #<3 mwah

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androcola · 5 months ago

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I need 90s monkees fluff headcannons

WAAOW OKAY !!!!

after mikes heart attack in '93, the boys pampered him HEAVILY and did everything necessary to keep his stress down. this included LOTS of back and head rubs, a total takeover of ALL of his chores and general house work, and just generally a lot of tender, loving care. even though he griped a lot about it.

peter got to watch a lot his students grow up and become adults in the 90s and got very tearful at their graduations, while also happily welcoming many new students. sometimes his old students send him letters :) he hangs them up on the wall by his bed.

in the 90s, the monkee family welcomed a grand niece into the world, Genesis, Janies first daughter. In a family photo album, theres a photo of Mike holding the baby, crying so hard from joy that he couldn't even look at the camera properly.

this isn't 90s specifically, but late 80s. in the late 80s, Cici came out to her unkees as a lesbian, and spent a long time before that feeling very fearful of what they may think, even though they had never given her anything to fear before, but it was still very scary. she was met with overwhelming love and support, especially from uncle micky, a loud and proud bisexual.

this one isn't of any specific time period, but it's fluffy I think. The monkees have a way of greeting eachother, usually after ones been gone all day, where when one walks in, the other will hold out their hand, and the other will grab it kinda loosely and jiggle it around. it isn't like a hand shake at all, more like a jiggle. its real casual, it's almost like a kiss in its action. They do also kiss eachother though! it was joked about in the '97 special, but I think it's implied that they're all so used to asking eachother if the other wants a kiss, with how casual micky sounded about it.

later in the mid 90s when mikes put on a large amount of weight due to depression, I think micky of anybody doesn't give him a hard time about it, in fact I think he loves how mike looks and is always giving him big hugs. although I think he's aware of how unhealthy it really is for him. but he's cuuuuuuuuuute !!!!!!!!

mike got a step father in the late 70s whom he was very apprehensive of..he didn't like or trust him at all. but by the 90s he's accepted him completely and he calls him all the time! it's always so nice when the boys hear him on the phone sounding so happy to say "Hi dad!" ☺️

in the late 80s and early 90s, Cici fronts a new wavy punky type band and her uncles are so happy and proud of her and they attend as many of her shows as possible! they always clap the most and cheer the loudest ☺️☺️

although by the 90s the guys are much older and more mature, they never grow out of cuddling with each other like they did all those years ago. they'll still all find a way to fit into one bed and snuggle up to eachother. especially when the weather is cold and the air conditioning isn't quite doing the trick. mikes especially warm to cuddle up to in the mid 90s 😍

#asks #m&m headcanon #as we go along #the unkees #the monkees #🤩🤩🤩🤩😍😍😍#sorry it took so long to get to this. aaoou

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asimpforthe80s · 1 year ago

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I Love You So Much, My Precious Boy

Starring: Supportive!Eddie x Transmasc!Reader

Warnings: fluff, phalloplasty, mastectomy, transgender reader getting a phalloplasty.

A/N: I'm genderfluid and today I've felt a lot like a boy, so I decided to write a transgender reader fic. It's a little short, but I'll probably make some more in June.

You had gotten a mastectomy a few months ago, and today was your phalloplasty. Eddie said he was gonna drive you there a little later, so now you were on your way to his trailer once again.

He had supported you through all of this, helped you get money, fixed your hair and everything in between. You were so happy he was your boyfriend and looked forward to later today.

When you arrived, you quickly went inside and hugged him. "Hey, baby."

"Hey, beautiful," Eddie said, smiling. "Ready to become the boy you want to be and take the next step?"

You nodded. "Definitely..!"

"Alright! So, I know it's a big day and we have to leave soon, but would you wanna like go shopping or do other fun stuff while we wait?"

"We can go clothing shopping?"

"Of course we can, and maybe later get some food. Just so it's not too dull." You nodded. "Sure."

"Cool, let's go get you some new clothes," Eddie said, offering to take your hand like a true gentleman. You chuckled and took his hand, walking out to his van.

Eddie led you into town. After a bit of a drive, he pulled into the parking lot at the mall, opening the door for you once you were there. "Such a gentleman." You joked, getting out of the passenger seat. "Oh, you know it," Eddie said, winking. "Now let's find you a nice outfit and some other fun things!" Eddie said, his excitement infectious. "Yeah!"

Eddie and you walked inside, going to the men's section first. Eddie handed you a pair of jeans and a t-shirt, saying "Here, try these on and see how you like them." You went into the changing rooms, soon coming out in the outfit. Eddie smiled, looking the outfit up and down and nodding in approval. "Nice! They fit you well. You like them?"

You were overly happy, feeling like this was so very right. "Yeah.. what aesthetic are these?"

Eddie looked at you, then at the clothes. "Well, the jeans are just regular old jeans, but I'd say... hm, maybe skater boy?" You looked at yourself in the mirror. "It feels.. feels like me.."

Eddie stepped over behind you. "I'm glad," he said, putting one arm around your waist. He leaned in and kissed you on the cheek. "I love you so much, you know that?"

"I love you more, baby," Eddie said, smiling at you as he looked at you in your new outfit.

"You think I can get it?" Looking down at the clothes, posing a little. "Hell yeah you can get it," Eddie said, looking you up and down. "Damn, you look good." A soft chuckle left your lips. "You think so?"

"Oh, I know so," Eddie said, laughing. "But hey, let's get you some more clothes, and we could get some matching stuff if you want." He kissed your cheek. "Yes! Like, some band things like you?" You asked, turning to him with that adorable smile you both knew Eddie loved. Eddie chuckled, smiling back. He took your hand again and started leading you back to the shelves. "Yeah, we can definitely get some merch from some bands we like and we could also get some matching hoodies or jackets, you know, that couple's look." You were so happy. "Yeah, definitely!"

"What bands are you in the mood for right now?" Eddie asked. "We could get some Slipknot, Metallica, you name it."

"Anything, really. Just something to match your punky metalhead style." Eddie smiled. "Sure, we can do that. Let's get some metal shirts and maybe some cool jackets." Eddie led you over to the displays and started looking through them. "Let me know if there are any you want!" The two of you looked around and found a few outfits. You couldn't be happier today.

After you paid, you went to the hospital to get your phalloplasty. Eddie was right by your side for the whole trip. He held your hand and comforted you as you waited for when you'd be called to have your surgery. The whole time he looked over at you and smiled at you excitedly. He was so happy you were finally getting what you've always wanted. "I can't believe that our relationship led to this.. I love you.. so very fucking much.."

Eddie smiled. "I love you so much, I'll be your rock through all this and every step of the way."

Soon, you heard your name called, and Eddie squeezed your hand and smiled. "You're ready, baby? You're gonna do great."

Nodding, you stood up. "Let's do this..!" you said, taking a deep breath as you walked towards the nurse who led you to the surgery room. Eddie walked with you. As the nurse lead you away to do all the pre-op stuff like check your vital signs, Eddie kissed you on the cheek. "I love you, and I'll see you once you're done, baby. It's gonna go smooth!"

"Yeah!" You followed the nurse as Eddie got told to wait in the waiting room. Eddie watched as you walked off, and then sat down in the waiting room. He had his phone out and was playing games to pass the time. Soon, he heard a ding and saw he got a text. He opened it and saw you sent him a picture of you in a hospital bed, grinning happily and a thumbs up. "It started," Eddie mumbled to himself, smiling.

Under the whole procedure, you sent weird pictures and texts to pass the time. And to lighten your anxiety, of course.

Eddie smiled at the pictures, sending you love messages to calm you. He also sent you some funny memes.

After a few hours, you sent a text reading, "I'm out, babe." Eddie texted back quickly, "Can i see you?!" He said, adding a bunch of hearts. "Come on." You texted him with a smiley and a heart. Eddie texted back "I'll be right there."

He quickly got up and walked into the hall, looking for the room you were in. When he got to it, he opened the door and walked in and, seeing you, his heart melted. The boy of his dreams was sitting there, his hand bandaged, grinning at him. He smiled and walked over and kissed your forehead. "Hey, baby, how are you feeling?"

You were smiling as hell. Never been happier in your life. Tears slowly formed in your eyes. "Feel amazin' babe.." Eddie hugged you tightly. "I'm so proud of you. Are you in any pain?" Eddie asked, holding your bandaged hand. "Do you need anything?" He asked, smiling at you, tears in his own eyes.

"Just cuddles, please." You tried drying your tears, but they didn't stop. You couldn't feel happier in your body than now.

Eddie smiled and brought you in for a tight hug, rubbing your back softly. He kissed you on the head, smiling at you. "You're such an amazing boy, love you," Eddie whispered in your ear, hugging you tightly. You couldn't help but cry more as he called you a boy.

He held you tighter, whispering "I love you so much, my precious boy. I'm excited for everyone to recognize that and see you as the man you are."

Thanks for reading!

Tag list: @reidsbtch

#eddie munson #trans boys are still boys #transisbeautiful #stranger things #eddie munson fluff #eddie munson things #eddie munson fanfic #fluff #transmasc #trans male #transsexual #transgender

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