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may hayden be free from both the vain empty brained tiktok fans and the friendless arrogants with a superiority complex who believe only them can understand her
#ik they are FUMING at that gracie abrams story#punish deserves all the love#kinda need everyone to simply shut the fuck up and stop creating fake battles#just admire her art interpret it and analyse it#hayden anhedönia#ethel cain
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This might be a controversial take, but l don't think Eve deserves or should get a redemption arc.
#i have seen many people saying the she'll get a redemption arc#but although i see the vision i don't think it's gonna happen#or that it is necessary#i hate Eve as much as any of y'all#and what she did was WRONG#she shouldn't have used Grayson in such a way to such an extent and thinking of what she did DISGUSTS me#but do we talk about the circumstances that made her do it?#she was punished for something she didn't do throughout her life#she was treated like a burden#she was made to believe that she was not worth loving#all for something her parents did#growing under such conditions do you think she'd become a truthful lovely trusting little darling?#if you were in her place would you have trusted toby?#a man who left you even before you were born? (No hate to my man just describing how it would have been from eves pov)#Blake presented her with a solid opportunity and the odds were much more in her favour than anything in her life#again not justifying the horrible things she has done#but she is what she is#and you know what? a girl treated like her deserves to be like that#eve laughlin#the inheritance games#jameson hawthorne#grayson hawthorne#avery grambs#nash hawthorne#avery kylie grambs#xander hawthorne#tig#lyra kane#lyra catalina kane#lyrason
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TWD S11E05 | Out of the Ashes
#cara gifs#negan smith#maggie rhee#neggie#obsessed with this scene tbh#love the way he throws her around and then immediately stops fighting back because he finally knows better#love the way she keeps pushing him because all she wants to do is make him make a mistake that she can punish him for#not for the first and not for the last time:#they should bang#let them hate fuck we deserve it#wildly into this dynamic don't mind me
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I need scenes where Daryl explicitly shows that he loves Carol for all of who she is as a human. I know we know it, even though that feeling has been fading since the spin-off and even in parts of season 11. But I reallyyy need at least one scene where Daryl catches Carol doing something distinctly Carol and looks at her for a *prolonged* time with unambiguous love all over his face. And then he actively shows and tells her. Like the scenes where Aaron and Rosita see Carol putting herself through pain to kill the horse to feed Alexandria. I need to know that Daryl sees that in her. And I need to see him radiate intense love in her direction because she fucking needs it.
#i just feel like carol has spent years and years and years being the most selfless and loving human on the planet#and she has no idea how fuck beautiful of a human she is#even though her family love her they also punish her for her flaws and its gross honestly#but you know who never did that#daryl#and you know who now feels like he sometimes does that#you guessed it#and i just feel like shes trapped in this state of daryl being the only person who always loved her unconditionally and just hoping for...#for that version of him to come back again#but shes not asking for it bc she doesnt think she deserves it#but she hopes#and it feels like he isnt there for her#not really#i need her to feel loved again#even when they reunited in france it just felt like she was relieved to have found him but at terminus it was more like joy to realise...#how much he loved her#when does she get to have that again#even the shocked look she gave during “im the one you tell” when she realised he actually WANTS to be there for her i'd like that again#our man daryl just built all of this reassurance that he loves and supports her and then when shes at her most lost he withdraws it#like what the fuck#i just want carol happy so much#or just LOVED i just want her to feel truly loved#bc right now i feel like she feels like people just tolerate her#can anyone honestly tell me they watched tboc and feel like carol feels unwaiveringly loved and supported throughout that series#bc wow#silly me but i think we all deserve more than what she got there#caryl#the book of carol#tboc#carol peletier
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next person who even jokingly says that rosemary’s lobotomy is what triggered the kennedy curse is getting their entire bloodline cursed
#for the record i don’t believe in the curse#sometimes life is horrific and filled with grief and there’s no supernatural element there#and ppl who say this are implying that the rest of the family deserved to suffer and die#like. besides the assassinations did kathleen deserve to die in a plane crash?#did john jr and carolyn deserve it to die in one too?#was jackie watching her husband’s brain explode just a consequence of something her father in law did?#im not defending the many awful things the kennedy family has done and been complicit in#but some of you are just malicious people#also joseph sr did not deserve his stroke#disability is not a punishment#anyways it’s clear that all some of you know about rosemary kennedy is that she was lobotomized and that’s where your research stops#she wanted to be a kindergarten teacher. she loved her family (especially her sister eunice)#she had desires and goals and dreams just like all the kennedys did#and if you look into any prominent american disabilities programs and orgs there’s a good chance the shriver branch is involved with them#they were the closest to rosemary out of any of the kennedy branches#rosemary is to american disability acceptance and activism what her brothers are to american politics#the best way to honor her is to love your disabled friends and family members unconditionally#liz informs you#rosemary kennedy#jfk#john f kennedy#bobby kennedy#rfk#kennedy family#nothing bad evah happens
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certainly feeling some things about the fact that simon. bullied edwin, yes, because he clocked him being gay. but not out out of hatred for him because of it. instead it was because he thought edwin was cute and felt sad and confused by edwin not paying attention to him. because simon is also gay. that is some beautiful and tragic storytelling and such a good way to come back around and give edwin some amount of closure on that chapter of his life wow
#im a big sucker for this kind of thing… repressed doomed gay love and how it can manifest as fear or rage and so on#wugshghhhw#I wasn’t expecting that scene and his words are now echoing in my brain#‘do you think it has to be torture? being the way that we are?’#that line hits like a fucking truck#it’s also just suchhhhh an affective scene to show how far edwin’s come when it comes to accepting his sexuality and accepting that it#doesn’t warrant torture or repression or self-deprivation of love both internal and external#to be able to look this boy in the face and tell him that he doesn’t deserve the punishment he’s giving himself#out of both guilt and shame for his feelings and how he handled them#rajgghhhgfgh#for such a minor role that actor did such a wonderful job like the emotions he had to expresss there were not simple or easy#and his line delivery was just… very convincing#I just. really like this little turn of events. really good#kibumblabs#dead boy detectives#liveblogging#ALSO on a less serious note this proves that not ONLY has edwin been somehow attracting So Many guys despite his negative rizz#in the afterlife. but apparently when he was ALIVE as well. he just didn’t know it because. you know. 1900s and all that.
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I'm writting a DPXDC fanfic, which is Constantine centric and sorta trying to mimic the vibes from Hellblazer. So far it's just him pinning and yearning and feeling more guilt than the average catholic, while reseaching weird things that have been happening (It's Danny).
I'm going to do some small, background Dead on Main because I love them. There is going to be a little of Constantine/Zatanna, but they don't get together.
I'm thinking of calling it What thing worthy of love can be found in me? Thoughts?
#dp x dc#john constantine#fanfic#zatanna#little bit of#dead on main#inspired by#hellblazer#because i've been reading it#and obcessing over it#have you ever realized that Constantine has the same initials as Jesus?#imagine being John and carrying your cross (guilt) around#punishing yourself and drowing in self hatred because you keep failing people#only to have something in common with the savior of humanity#to constantly sacrificing your happiness for others#only to have something in common with the one who died for our sins#to think that you're not deserving of love#only to have something in common with that who loves all of us#to being cynical and hopeless#only to have something with the most hopeful and kind human#can you imagine?
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#every day i come home and i become very very very very sad and very very very lonely and full of heart break#and panic#and then sit at my computer and immerse myself completely in loneliness and melancholy as both an aesthetic and a just punishment for#for being who I am#in order to make sense of it and in order to dull it#and then I make some art or play some video games until I can sleep so I don't kill myself#:(#personal#i belong to the cold and the snow do you understand#nothing else loves me do you understand#venting#i'm thinking about taking two edibles and becoming a vegetable#these are the exact exact exact methods of survival i remember doing when i was first experiencing trauma#sitting in the clothes closet of my 5th grade classroom telling myself i deserved it all in order to make it hurt less#delete later#anyway thanksgiving was nice
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RIP Krakoa 🌹 I can’t lie I’ve been kinda behind since midway through Fall of X I’m gonna catch up before my first SDCC this summer but I hear Vulcan didn’t see much action anyway. Anyway my hand slipped and I found myself looking into the eyes of my canonically psychotic son the best Summers brother who’s never done anything wrong in his entire life, (he’s done lotsa wrong things but I love him more for it)
#canonically psychotic = he canonically has psychosis. (not in the ableist way in that hes evil. which he is. lemme enjoy problematic rep)#Gabriel Summers#art by seaweed#words by seaweed#X-Men Red#the Gabriel hate during the Krakoa era pffffft. was 100% from ppl who didnt read the Rise and Fall of the Shi'ar Empire#“he attacked Storm” hes also a genocidal dictator who tortures ppl for catharsis. drunkenly coming at Ororo is the least bad thing he did#“he's a douche” mother of all understatements. now get this man back w his boyfriend who he forced to be his best man under pain of death#Gabriel fans LOVE that Ororo beat his ass. he deserved it. it was a fake discourse made up by a certain segment of goddess!Ororo fans#I say as an Ororo fan! Shes my fav A-list x-man🥰 yes Gabe was at a mental low but Ororo didnt know that. that was Scott's responsibility.#psychotic Emperor Vulcan is what we call a problematic mentally ill villain trope. I love him SO much. (okay lets talk)#we don’t know much about his childhood but we do know he spent 2 years in a fugue state after escaping slavers when he was like ten ):#as an “adult”-ish he's uh “mentally” 15 or sumn according to the calculations claimed to him by his hallucination of his actual child self#and apart from THOSE hallucinations. he’s very paranoid to the point of killing his advisors because he becomes convinced-#that they’re plotting to kill him. they aren't. he relies on Calseye to ground him thru his paranoia. and then of course in the Krakoa era#he believes his energy constructs of Petra and Sway who drink with him till he blacks out every single day are real. he isnt consciously#creating them; but he sees them- and bc he’s a godlike mutant his subconscious makes his hallucinations visible. making everyone uncomfy#Charles tries to use telepathy to FORCIBLY reality check him. which of course triggers his trauma. and GABE is punished for it?#(oh plus our finding out Gabe got brain surgery done on him by some gods outside the universe offpanel. he never does well with tampering)#and now the writers who pushed Hickman out (also RIP Sabretooth & the Exiles. RIP Hellions) want us to be SAD Krakoa is gone?#yes Gabriel is the mentally ill villain trope. but Krakoa never cared for mutants who couldn’t fit in. who were traumatized. disabled. etc#Alex OF ALL PEOPLE should understand that. ALEX should’ve been there for Gabriel. (why wasn't he. did he hold a grudge for past torture.)#Alex also w Murder-Enjoying Disorder but it was actually treated as an illness and those in authority presented as wrong for excluding him#instead of helping him. which v flawed but Hellions was one of the best mental illness comics? like Zeb Wells was conscious of the genre#but Gabriel was just… cast out. for panicking when his prime traumatizer Charles invaded his mind. he deserved help too#and all because his family were annoyed at him for drinking all night and throwing up and passing out on the floor? for being delusional?#And like- all of the summers brothers are nd (Scott's brain damage; Alex's dissociative episodes; Gabriel's psychosis)#I have nothing to say about Adam X ((I highly doubt he's neurotypical and/or mentally healthy)) ((nothing to say abt him tho))#and Gabes paranoia is 100% rooted in his issues of being made to feel like an outsider. like YES the obvious MUTANT identity but also#he thinks his father abandoned him to be a slave. he's not Summers enough for Scott. hes not Shi'ar enough for the Shi'ar
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Every time Frank mentions his wife in the comics, he confuses women with her and when he sees them he only thinks in Maria, making everything remind him of her, it makes my heart twist.
#i feel so bad for him#its just i cant#please let him be happy for once#i love him so much he didnt deserved that#i'll cure all his problem please#begging to be his husband#frank castle#the punisher#punisher#comics#marvel
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i think human nature/family of blood is a really good two parter in how it manages to show how full of shit ten is 🫶
#look . i LOVE ten . esp whatevers going on w him in s3 he's horrible and i like that#but just !! martha :(#its so incredibly unfair to martha he doesnt unleash his wrath on the Family he chooses to hide instead and okay yeah fair#and sure u can say the tardis chose the setting and time period for them to hide in but like#did that not filter in to his calculations he went through all that turned himself human put his friendship with martha to the test in#the worst way possible. knowing she wouldn't let herself leave him even if he was Abhorrent towards her (and he was) because#of her duty to the universe and beyond and whatever . to blend in and keep the Family off their tails#and she's put in a demeaning position and degraded and even he doesn't seem to care much for her but she still hangs on#and then in the end its like its all for naught. all that pain and suffering martha went through being the only one w her wits about her#he had the capacity to deal w the threat the whole time he had the ability to dole out a horrible punishment he could definitely#have dealt with them a different way than that too .#and instead in his quest to be the bigger person he ends up putting martha through the horrors and then#does the same with the Family anyway ! i dont think he can ever tell her how harshly he dealt with them#surely this isnt an original thought im just thinking Way too much about blue moon by niki#he Does care more about being good than being good to her specifically !! and its so upsetting theyre so volatile i miss them#its more complicated than that sure but at the same time. it sort of isnt .#anyway martha jones my love my life u deserved at least a billion apologies alongside the thanks like god . whats wrong w him#oh and also he wants to move on without properly talking about it . act as if it never happened#like girl be fucking considerate for ONCE she just went through a personal hell for you !!! how insanely lonely she must of been#i dont believe martha ever let him just brush past it w no acknowledgement like yes i think she definitely didnt want to discuss the#accidental confession but i Do think she would sit him down to finally get him to Accept he cant just take her wherever in the past#if he's not ready to look out for her . its a vital conversation i think they need to have otherwise martha would just walk out there#not even love could make her stay through that its been established already she has the strength to try walk away#and also to try and but through his bullshit and demand answers . and here more than ever she deserves his acknowledgement and he Knows it
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weird incomprehensible dunmeshi post of the day but I was thinking about that one comic about marcille joining a support group for ex dungeon masters and mithrun saying that it's normal for them to miss the demon despite it all since there's no love as kind as the demon's love, and I was thinking about thistle and how they were able to keep their mistrust for the demon until the very last minute, and how they could seal it for a thousand years without ever thinking about releasing it once - about how you could think the difference between thistle and marcille is that the demon learned from its mistake after thistle and ate marcille's desire to resist first thing, but also about how this isn't applicable for mithrun and yet mithrun never doubted the demon until it was too late, and about how all other masters in the meeting seemed to have been forced to let go of the demon too. About how mithrun says that he and marcille were lucky to have people who loved them enough to fill in for the demon, and about how thistle didn't have that, but their own love for delgal and their desire to protect their people were so overwhelming and all-encompassing that not even the demon could love them enough to make them forget about them? About how all they needed to be really freed of the dungeon and the demon in the end was for delgal to thank them and apologise to them and tell them they could let go. I think mithrun might be right in saying there's no love as gentle as the demon's, but probably it's also true that in the whole story there's no love as powerful as thistle's
#thistle's end makes me extremely sad#their only sin was that they loved too much#I'm not sure what exactly happened to them in the end but i hope after all they didn't die#it's unfair they're the only one punished so harshly for something everyone else has been forgiven for#though tbf i think they'd just hate it if the were alive and found out that the delgal they spoke to wasn't delgal at all#i dunno#I'm just sad about them#they just loved their family yk#i think they deserved a little happy ending#though probably the best happy ending for them was to die thinking they managed to make delgal happy in the end#idk idk
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Imagine if there were more than one group of false dragonets. Imagine if our main cast were false dragonets.
Obviously we know the prophecy is fake, so then what's to stop the Nightwings from ensuring there are multiple failsafes? Just make it so the location of the dragonets is kept secret except from the Guardians watching them and the Nightwing assigned to them and bada boom you get multiple groups of dragonets.
Dragons not born on the brightest night? Okay, you made the prophecy Nightwings, take the eggs until they hatch then give them back to the Talons.
What if the main cast is a failed group that unfortunately established themselves as the true dragonets in the eyes of the public.
Imagine if Starflight's book was about him slowly learning about all these false dragonets who do not know about the main cast due to being sheltered all their lives and Morrowseer decides to cut his losses and get rid of the failsafes in case anyone puts two and two together.
Cue drama
#this has been my the false dragonets deserved better PSA#wof#wings of fire#wof rewrite#I really don't like the way the false dragonets are just there to prove our main cast's relationship is *so special*#I mean it is but if anything they should be just as close further proving that the DoD's relationship isn't so strange#that yeah the dragons can get along#the false dragonets could've been super interesting but they were all just hyper aggressive for no reason#except Fatespeaker but also she was the love interest so#also Tui's weird thing with punishing abused children who aren't uwu sweet in the face of their abuse#Flame and Viper especially deserved so much better#I imagine Morrowseer attempts to see who he can replace#but then eventually realizes that the dragonets come as a group or not at all#so ...child murder I guess
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was talking to my best friend about frank castle and how i feel like i’ve never understood a character as much as i do frank and she just nonchalantly goes
“do you think that’s because you relate to him?”
and i was taken aBACK like bitch i did not need you to point that out to me but thank you for the absolute crisis this is going to cause me
#the fact that frank castle at his very core is a tragedy#and how he will never be able to love freely or openly again because of not only how he was betrayed but also who he was betrayed by#how every time we leave him in the mcu he is alone again#how he has learned to cope with his anger with more anger#of fucking course i relate to him!#he is walking around insisting he’s not lonely but we can all see clear as day that he desires to be SEEN#do you feel me???#frank castle not only deserves a hug but also NEEDS one#it’s a conflicting thing for me because he is so violent but i think beyond the physical aspect i am probably capable of great violence too#oh boy#frank castle#jon bernthal#the punisher#amhrosina
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going crazy about kaz brekker hours
#HE'S JUST *screams into a pillow*#Inej wants him to be better she NEEDS him to be better and shed his armour and be emotionall vulnerable and honest to her#and every time he tries it life delivers a right hook into his solar plexus and knocks him to hell and back#and time and time again he is made to come to the incorrect conclusion that being vulnerable and soft and caring about anyone ever#is a mistake and a weakness that he isn't allowed that he doesn't deserve#and his only way of getting what he wants and keeping the people he loves safe is if he becomes something that can't love them#like life just continues to punish him for having any kind of feelings#and he can only love them if he kills the part of himself that loves them. like COME ON MAN#i'm literally unwell about this kid (KID HE'S FUCKING 17 LET HIM LIVE)#someone sedate me (well actually don't i need to start reading CK tonight)#Kaz I Am Ruin And Ruination Brekker#and it's so tragic because he has come such a long way during SoC and when Inej asks him to be hers you know he can't do it. he would like#to but he's unable of it like his walls are still built up so high.#and it's fair of her to ask because she needs that and keeping her always at arms length is not viable of Kaz but also that's all he can#currently give her. that's his all and it's not enough and my heart is breaking for them ohmygod#they make me think so much of felonies love square I'LL EAT GLASS#okay. anyway. finished six of crows. i'm normal about them.#mia's reading
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Also the reason why Hannah doesn't have an ending where she kills Mike is because she wanted Mike to live. Not because of leftover feelings or whatever, she wanted him to live knowing what his actions have caused.
#I think to her Mike is the worst of them all#Because while the others mocked her#Mike played into it. Mike made her feel like she had a chance and then took it all away#He played with her feelings like they were nothing. Like she was nothing#Knowing full well how she thought about him#The others deserve death because they were being mean. Mike deserves to like because that is a worse punishment#He gets to live knowing that it's his fault. He gets to live knowing that his friends died over a prank he fueled#That HANNAH HERSELF died because of him. He gets to live so that he can carry this guilt for the rest of his life.#The “Hannah still loves him” thing is bullshit god forbid women exist without romantic feelings. Let Hannah be a bitch#She deserves it#Until Dawn#Amoeba's Ramblings
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