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horrendously sick and twisted btw
#IT TEARS ME UP TO THINK ABOUT THE METEOR INCIDENT. I AM GENUINELY TORMENTED BY IT#slipping through his fingers.#it's crazy they were actually crazy for the whole meteor thing whoever thought of it needs to financially compensate NOW#i love you so much ill break every rule if it'd mean you'd be happy with me. run away with me#here i am im setting you free im giving you everything you want. could i be part of that? could i be part of what you want#till slips through ivan's fingers. world has now completely shifted#and he can't even be mad. not properly#because this is why he loves till in the first place. he just cant give up on what he cares about. he'll never stop fighting for it#ivan smiles like. this is why it's you#a lot has been said about the meteor scene already but that doesnt stop me from going insane over it#freedom means nothing if till isn't there with me WHAT IF I SHOOK YOU LIKE A RATTLE BOY#ivan was well off. he was eating at feasts. given fine clothes. groomed clean and celebrated for his achievements#yet he was willing to throw it all away#thinking about how they'd probably live on the streets again. struggle to get by on their own as lost little children#their lives would be closer to the one ivan lived in the slums#except the difference would be till. back then he had nothing. if till ran with him he'd have everything#and yet till turns and runs the other way and ivan follows him because of course he does. theres nothing else he'd rather do#any kind of suffering is worth it as long as its for you#till is stubborn. he's persistent. he can't let go.#well fortunately (or unfortunately) so is ivan. incredibly persistent#so here we go again. back in this prison brushing past one another knowing we almost had it all#I WILL GRAB YOU BY THE BOWLCUT AND WRING YOU AROUND LIKE A JOYSTICK BOY!!!!#YOU MAKE ME ILL!!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!#alnst#alien stage#alien stage ivan#random ramble sorry i have Feelings
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ngl there is something magical about the moment a new dose of meds hits properly for the first time, like a radio dial finally finding the right frequency
#the only thing so far today that i wish had been different is an earlier start. but when i look at my usual sunday#I started at 9 instead of 12 so thats an immense jump#ive not missed my meds in a week. im eating properly. hydrating.#today alone i took meds made breakfast for us had my first smoke cleaned and changed the cat boxes cleaned up the dishes#now im having a second smoke with coffee in the garden to some writing while husband hits the laundromat#cat boxes was part one of cleaning our bathroom so in an hour i go back to finish that. i have a timer set?? i dont do that??#ill work for an hour to get the bathroom and hopefully the kitchen counters clean#then its meal prep and Sunday roast time#like. whats happened. theres still the bullshit but its so much easier to just go “AH ah. no.” like it's a dog doing something it shouldn'
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A arcanist’s work. Exhibited in the 1990s for 24 years. Completed in Summer, on September 13. The exhibition was first held in Manila, Philippines, and after 10 years the exhibit later traveled to Spain, before going all over the world.
◆ Medium: Hunger ◆ Afflatus: Banquet of Concrete [Mineral] Everlasting True Love ◆ Fragrance note: Fruity - Raspberry, Apple, Coconut. Meat, copper. ◆ Size: 175cm / 5’7’’
new six stars character yall <3 here's Venison's insight II illustration and their role garment menu (i built that template from SCRATCH bro, i'll drop the psd later) they're my lil mercenary, local cannibal guy, former manus member <3
here's their fullbody sprite under the cut, i got too lazy to actually render it lmfao
#reverse: 1999#reverse 1999#re1999#re1999 oc#reverse 1999 oc#digital art#purinsu art#venison beloved venison#i dont have their doc ready yet so teehee i suck at filling my own templates#yes theyre yandere or whatever. theyre extremely obsessive in general#does familial yandere exist? instead of like. ooo you gotta be my bf its ooo you gotta be my family#anyway. manus adopts a stray that vertin overlooked. it goes badly for everyone#thats their target wall in their insight II illust btw <3 mf is forming parasocial relationships with every person theyre sent to kill#love justifies the cannibalism and all#their arcanum is also bone and cartilage related! <3#which fits soooooo good with the manus and arcana's aesthetics#they just have. to get to the bone. clear access to it. to properly use their arcanum. which means they get to EAT/RIP THE FLESH CLEAN FIRS#do you see my vision do you see where im going with this. the game deserves truly deranged guys#i saw the fucking manus garment for diggers. guys. we need to talk bout it
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extremely funny that corporations respond to customer complaints by giving you free product of the thing you just complained about
#my dad complained abt the cleanliness of a chain fast food place in a town we were visiting and tbf it was gross#and they responded to his email like oh no! here's two coupons for free meals#do you think we wanna eat there again lmaooo#that's so funny. corporate said oh sorry do you wanna eat at our gross restaurant for free 👉👈#luckily the one in our town is not gross and is good actually! so we will be using the coupons lol#i know people complain on purpose to get free shit it's just funny that that's the bandaid solution. take this free shit and shush#my dad is really particular abt cleanliness and tbf this place was not being cleaned properly#he told me what he wrote and he didn't blame the employees or anything#i never think to complain abt anything. and you know what i think our generation should complain more.#you don't gotta take it out on some employee when you can complain to corporate! why not!
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Headcanon; Severus is a graze eater. He has snacks stashed in his office, work room, private chambers. From what I know of his childhood, I doubt he was getting regular or decent meals. Even though he's spent a couple decades at Hogwarts and rationally knows there's going to be more than enough food every day, it's both a habit and feeling of security to have something to eat where he can easily get to.
#Headcanon#severus snape#pro severus snape#tw child abuse#tw c ptsd#harry potter universe#Recurring theme I've seen in characters with neglectful/abusive parents is they graze eat as adults#Sev's parents wouldn't keep their child clean and properly clothed#I doubt they were feeding him properly#Plus with the hiding in your room while the parents fight#You can't get to the kitchen to eat because you can't come out of hiding#pro snape
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long car rides in the passenger seat are the ideal time to think about blorbo. unfortunately for the. 8? hours I've been in a car today, the only blorbo thought my brain would parse is Vincent eating some rancid roadkill while Lino watches with the exact same expression you'd wear while watching your dog eat a really big bug. just. total dismayed acceptance of the situation.
#like. Vincent Is a cannibal. bc thats the only type of character i know how to write#but i dont know when i decided he was a just 'go to town on some raw meat' cannibal instead of a 'fine dining' cannibal.#like. hes not a 5star chef but hes a decent enough cook#he knows how to do that#but i just. can not imagine him properly cleaning a kill instead of going face first into it#He Was going to eat Lino before he decided he was an actual angel
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It's one thing to ask someone to replace items due to a mistake, it's another to make someone replace an expensive item that was less than a third full at its full value.
#for context I accidentally left the refrigerator open at a friend's house#and her husband has a huge bacteria phobia so he won't eat anything if it's not properly stored past four hours#I left the fridge open at 1 am and he got up at 6 am. So. Five hours.#(Keep in the mind the dude eats medium rare meat too lmao) (and also the fridge was open by like an inch)#so i was embarrassed and I'm like yeah anything that needs to be replaced ill be pay for it it's on me#well one of these things was this ridiculously expensive little bottle of omega 3 oil#And when my friend went to dump it in the sink it wasn't even half full... like a third if THAT#But as someone who doesn't use that shit I didn't think anything of it#LO AND BEHOLD i found out at the store it is close to 45 dollars#And I just buy it because I said id replace what my friend think needs to be replaced#But she knew how much it was and didn't warn me that I'd be spending that much on that bottle#Idk it feels a little... if it had been me I'd just ask for 20 bucks to replace the remaining contents BUTTTT I'm different i guess#Also while we were cleaning out the fridge she accidentally left the door open too and I could tell#She was a little embarrassed given the way she'd come off being accusatory in her initial morning text#Like yeah girl mistakes happen and you have these giant water crates where the door handle is#Kind of hard to close the fridge unless you remember to put decent force in everytime#Which i wouldn't since I just got here#Anywayyy I will no longer be buying her lunch tomorrow gjgdgdyfuihih#I'm also taking a picture of the fridge after I close it every night for the next five days#Because I am not going to pay for that shit again#venom thoughts#text post
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biggest things is covid and norovirus and all i can say is im not doing well at all
#i had not even a proper hour of sleep around 9 and woke at 10 to have an upset tummy from anxiety#fell asleep again and woke at around 11-12#im really tired. please stay the fuck home. use bleach to disinfect. youre also still contagious after a few days of norovirus. 2 weeks ors#then. you also can spread it by not cleaning your clothes or bedding or anythign liek that properly. so do it.#do the bathroom last to avoid cross contamination in the process.#furthest rooms away and inward.#its hell and its alot of cleaning and if u wanna avoid that then just mask up and wash your hands.#please for the love of god. do it.#im very close to ending it and my dad is acting like im ruining his day for saying so. if i could go to the hospitali would but its spreadi#there too in psych hospitals.#im just stuck inside and refusing to eat from places right now or leave the house. im not leaving.#then again theres the risk from my sibling visiting every weekend too. im so angry.#theres nowhere i can escape to and i am not doing well whatsoever.#also no im not sick except for a risk of this cold starting fullblown soon. id rather a cold than stomach bugs.
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life has never been the same since i read that article about the gay dudes who kept giving each other giardia (3 times) because they were so deteremined to eat each other out that they just would not wait til they got better and when they do they seemingly don't know how to wash their nasty holes. He keeps desperately trying to go im not the only one continually getting giardia right? this is a common gay experience we all have. But the doctor tells him no there hasnt been any uptick in gastro-intestinal parasites, none of his other gay friends know what that is or have ever gotten it. Its wild and it will never leave my mind.
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I am having the most normal day ever. Not normal as in normal for me, but normal as in for the average person. Ok so I was allowed to skip school today because school is short because of the election and there was no homework or anything, so I slept in, I ate breakfast, I took a shower, I cleaned my room, and did other productive stuff like that and like this all feels so normal? Like usually I don’t sleep well on school days and I don’t have time to shower in the mornings or eat breakfast and I’m usually very lazy and stuff but I’ve done all those things and this feels like an average guy day? Like the type of day that would happen in like a movie or like the type of day you’re supposed to have if that makes any sense? Idk I just feel so jarringly different today and it’s like wow I’m living like a normal guy should? This is so weird to me but it feels like a normal thing and idk how to explain it very well but like this is so strange I’m going to eat lunch and get ahead on my homework all productive-like and just wow I’m having an eerily normal person day???
#sorry to anyone not having a normal day I understand why that would be the case#hope everyone is doing as best as they can be#I just felt like sharing how weirdly normal my day feels this isn’t meant to like flex on anybody or anything 😭#Like wtf I’m cleaning my room and stuff instead of lazing around#this is probably because I slept properly and ate properly I should take better care of myself more often#not that I take horrible care of myself I usually get like 5-7 hours of sleep and eat 1-2 meals a day + snacks#just in case anybody is worried or anything I promise I am not like sleep deprived or starved#personal#not as in secretive but like this is just about my day so far#I am overthinking this post way too damn much bruh I need to just post it#ramble#long post#rope/spider post
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all these fucking food recalls are a fucking NIGHTMARE
i already have to fight my brain half the time about eating things! im already having to talk myself out of the idea that its gonna fucking poison me! and now it's like. well. honestly, it might! who knows!!
guy who gets his food fears validated repeatedly. jesus fuck
#that on top of eating already being a goddamn chore because my body & brain are fucked up from years of ED#and it being hard as hell to feed myself bc of money and fatigue#and working food service im like. well how many delis actually thoroughly cleaned their shit after the listeria outbreak.#how many of them sanitized their sliders and cooler shelves and shit properly#whoever slashed food production regulations im fucking coming for you.#cant remember who it was but i remember that happening several years ago#and honestly im surprised it took this long for the consequences#carter speaks
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I don't eat all day and then my partner takes me out for dinner and we eat fish and chips and they're greasy and now it's 3am and I've not slept and my tummy hurty and I have lots of regret
#i couldn't finish it either!#usually we get takeout and we share a mini cod and chips but he insisted we ate in cus his house has no electricity and mine has 2 cats that#will try and eat the fish#and the place we ate has a strict “NO SHARING” policy for food you eat in??#so i ate half my fish and a quarter of the chips and i was embarrassed the whole time cus when i eat out it becomes very clear to everyone#around me i have *issues*#and i was utterly mortified the whole time and it was awful and now i feel unwell#not to mention cus hes not actually moved into his new place yet cus its having work done the bathroom was FILTHY#like sticky toilet seat with god knows what dried onto it??? and filth everywhere#and another one of his friends has been staying a few nights a week whilst they work locally and HOW ARE THEY USING THAT BATHROOM???#i couldn't sit on the loo and i had a panic attack looking at the state of the bathroom like its absolutely gag worthy its so fucking gross#how can someone be showering and shitting in there and??? be okay with that??????#anyway the bathroom may have influenced how much i was able to eat i am still thinking about it now it was absolutely so fucking gross#i feel physically sick#like#i have real bad ocd mostly about contamination and getting sick#and my flat gets into some right states sometimes cus depression but the one thing i can say with pride is that my bathroom is so clean#you could eat out of my toilet it is so clean#its the one room that HAS to be clean#my kitchen is a tip (a clean tip but still a tip) but my bathroom????#its sparkling! shiny and clean and delightful and not triggering as fuck!!#and i use other peoples bathrooms and they make me feel so unwell#like SO UNWELL#the place hes living atm is another ocd household so their bathroom is very clean for similar reasons to mine#but honestly the new place??? rancid!!! awful!!!!!! i may go over with cleaning supplies at some point soon and scrub it so its not so bad#its a genuine health hazard and someone is USING IT LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!#sosososososooooooo gross#it needs cleaning properly#ro rambles#ocd
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eating chilli fries out of a bowling ball is so alluring
#would eat if the bowling ball was cleaned properly beforehand#iasip s16#iasip#frank reynolds#the gang goes bowling#🎧
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waiting for my roommate to send a text saying i can reenter the dorm so i don’t walk in on them fucking <3
#marzi speaks#i agreed to vacate the dorm way ahead of time it was properly communicated#and technically i don’t know if they’re fucking. but judging how they were cleaning their space they probably had someone over#they asked for an extra hour and i have given it to them. can i come in and eat my sandwich now#i’m hungry. and that sandwich sounds REALLY good#also i’m tired. keep yawning out here
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objectively im not fine or doing well at all at the moment i need to get my shit together and get better . yes my bald spots triggered my motivation/anxiety 😕
#i’m so insecure abt them it’s unreal i just want my hair to grow back :(((#i should eat healthier which is. 😭 i haven’t cooked properly since november#it’s like foreign to me now i’ve been living off of the occasional veggie and a piece of sausaged meat and like. croissants#have to get better i miss cooking :(#dulsevia save me#save me dulsevia#anyway . i hate that im losing hair and my house needs cleaning and there’s sm to do and i wanna have the energy to do it aaaallllll#barely coherent rant#i need to basically force myself to get better so i don’t spiral into another episode#ض
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trying so very hard to eat but i went out to grab a dish to eat ofd of and found my roommates agaid left them all dirty inside of the cabinet. like whats your fucking issue WHATS YOUR ISSUE can you die please. for me.
#i cannot Eat properly if what im eating from isnt confirmed to be clean and now i cany even trust that my own fucking dishes#LIKE#I ASK THEM CONSTANTLY TO CLEAN MY STUFF A CERTAIN WAY AND THEY JUST DONT#CAUSE THEYRE LIKE "OHH BUT THIS KIND OF SOAP DOESNT COME OFF MY HANDS :(' YES IT DOES YOU JUST STILL FEEL IT CAUSE YOUR HANDS ARE CLEAN#CAUSE IT ACTUALLY CLEANS!!!!!!!#KILL YOURSELF!!!!#every day im tempted to stop letting them use any and all of my dishes.#like. you want silverware? sorry get your own. you want a plate? a bowl? get your own. a cup? get your own.#im sick of this#im most mad about my french press that one of my roommates used#and tyen just left the tea in there? like all night and half of the next day.#AND THEN WHEN I DUMPED IT OUT AND ASKED HER TO CLEAN IT LATER SHE SAID SURE! AND THEN LEFT FOR THE WEEKEND#FOR THE LOVE OF GOD#I HATE YOU#YOURE NASTY!!! YOU ARE NASTY!!! YOUR SPACE IS NEVER CLEAN AND I NEED CLEAN SPACES OR ELSE ILL START DRIVING MYSELF INSANE!!!!#i hate them#theres one person in tnis entire dorm i like cause shes also cares about things being clean like me
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