#prolonged obsession
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Yandere! Wesker, who didn’t give you much thought when you first joined.
Yandere! Wesker, who would find you annoying, to say the least.
Yandere! Wesker, who would always give you the cold shoulder.
Yandere! Wesker, who you didn’t think much of either at first.
Yandere! Wesker, who was just supposed to be your boss.
Yandere! Wesker, for whom you’d start to yearn.
Yandere! Wesker, the silent man whose mysteries you wished to unravel.
Yandere! Wesker, for whom you fell first.
Yandere! Wesker, who was paired with you during one fateful mission.
Yandere! Wesker, who you protected when things went haywire.
Yandere! Wesker, who is now confused over his feelings for you.
Yandere! Wesker, who is now a bit warmer towards you.
Yandere! Wesker, who was snapped to reality by one of the STARS members joking to him about his apparent closeness to you.
Yandere! Wesker, who started to shut you out, because you were going to be a hindrance to the plans of Umbrella.
Yandere! Wesker, whose disregard started to sober you up.
Yandere! Wesker, whose neglect pushed you to move on from him.
Yandere! Wesker, whose coldness helped open your eyes to the feelings harbored by others for you.
Yandere! Wesker, who was trying to make sense of his feelings for you.
Yandere! Wesker, who was confused as to why it was so irritating to see you treat the other male members the same way as you did to him.
Yandere! Wesker, who loathed how Chris suddenly became way closer to you.
Yandere! Wesker, who wanted to now bring you along with him to the new, better world.
Yandere! Wesker, who fell harder.
Yandere! Wesker, who would slowly start to affect your schedule.
Yandere! Wesker, who would make sure any threat to your love would be eliminated.
Yandere! Wesker, who would ensure your complete isolation at work.
Yandere! Wesker, who would slowly try to incorporate himself as deeply in your life as possible.
Yandere! Wesker, who would start to sneak in little soft touches here and there.
Yandere! Wesker, who had started to creep you out.
Yandere! Wesker, who didn’t take your rejection lightly.
Yandere! Wesker, who wasn’t above manipulating, gaslighting, drugging, or kidnapping you.
Yandere! Wesker, who believed that you were made to belong to him.
Yandere! Wesker, who would mock your tears and pleas.
Yandere! Wesker, who now won’t let you go at any cost.
#yandere x darling#yandere albert wesker#tw yandere#male yandere#dark yandere#albert wesker#albert wesker x reader#re5 wesker#resident evil 5#re5#yandere albert wesker x reader#yandere wesker#wesker#prolonged obsession#dark fic ideas#headcannons
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Modern Shen Twins AU
SJ teaches literature and reading at a 'prepare for university' level. He's evil, always gets tons of complaints, but the school can't argue with the results. (And systemic child abuse, tiger parents,etc, etc)
Well, his totally platonic 'roommate' Yue Qi gets in a bad car accident and SJ has to be a full time carer, but the school won't give him time off, so he calls in didi to cover for him at work.
(SY's main job is freelance consulting and he's gotten a lot of lucky big jobs so he's okay on money and can sub for a while)
Anyway, the school staff are fooled bc SY has listened to ge complain about them enough to aim enough spite and snark their way, but the students think they're having a stroke
Teacher Shen is suddenly treating them like his own precious puppies (though his marking standards and expectations are the same)
LBH is cooked in two days.
Day one, he thinks it's a trap.
Day two he gets a head pat and it's all over.
#svsss#in his resulting obsession lbh discovers the twin thing and breathes a sigh of relief#he then decides he'll help good teacher Shen keep up the ruse as long as necessary#does lbh consider poisoning SJ and or YQ to prolong yuange time? yes#does he actually do it? who's to say
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from Dear Jane: The Two Hundred Twenty-Five Patterns from the 1863 Jane A. Stickle Quilt
#im so obsessed with this quilt u all have no idea#thinking about crip time and the innovative minds of disabled artists under prolonged rest periods!!#quilt#dear jane quilt#jane a stickle#also holly if u see this ;^) 💛 happy u went into a research dive!
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if I said eisa davis' influence in making lmm actually write something rather radically progressive has subsequently inspired me to return to my roots of actually fucking thinking of making radically progressive musicals after a 3-year long hiatus in doing so, then what-
#thdjdjd i dunno like gjdjd#look warriors did something fucking weird to my brain#it brought me back to when i first was obsessed with WATT when i was 16#and hamilton when i was 13#like it makes me wanna write again#and now with eisa davis proving that Radically Progressive Ideas In Art Can Fucking Work If You Have The Balls#im um#really thinking about going back WHAHAHA#might rework Patron the musical into a concept album idea of sorts#side a being life as a filipino student who learns the ins and outs of activism and ndmos here#side b being their counterpart who is a writer that struggles against being indocrinated by um neo-colonialist capitalist beliefs#all that comes with prolonged exposure to the bubble of privilege in the phililpines#(especially the role that the US capitalism plays in it hahahahaha we haven't forgotten about that)#basically not exactly a princess and the pauper situation but um just two people on different sides of the same coin#and its meant to be an exploration of my experiences in college#both in terms of my activism#and me being made to mind the line at times as a communication student and a writer#its like splitting myself into two and making them butt heads PFFT but yea#and I call it Patron because Side A (Filipino) is inspired from the concept of patron saints ('who dies for us? who do we die for?')#(pronounce side A as PAH-tron with a roll to that R)#and Side B is um what are the privileges and pitfalls of foreign patronage?#(yes this is inspired by um some filipinos being so enamored by socio-economic privilege upon stepping foot in amerca that they forget-#where they came from)#anyways thats ny tiny ramble for today im gonna get back to wofk#personal shit#voila the return of the izzy idea rambles
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If I slip and show that I may be getting into a new fandom cough Honkai Star Rail cough
No you didn’t ❤️
#My gf and all our friends are obsessed with this game now#Also I have a prolonged bit where I hate Boothill because my gf absolutely adores him so-#-I need to know more about the world and stuff so I can accurately be a hater
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i don't understand why some people care so much about living as long as possible. "follow this diet designed to help you live past 100" in this economy?
#like literally after idk 80 or so wyd. my body already hurts at age 26 i imagine it gets significantly worse why would you want to prolong?#unfortunately my mother's side of the family is pretty long lived.... however my father did die early. maybe it will balance out#depends when the family aneurysm hits me ig#also like my whole childhood my mother was obsessed with Eating Healthy and longevity etc girl youre supposed to believe jesus is coming#in the next few years so why do you care about achieving old age 🤨 almost like that's an insane thing to believe#but growing up like that made me kind of blase about it i guess. and i kind of feel like most of the possibilities for living in old age are#.....not optimistic......particularly when youre not rich#and those possibilities do not seem to be improving#idk what my mother is going to do when she gets older shes made afaik zero plans for this on account of being certain that Jesus is Coming#any day now.#i'm certainly not going to be responsible for her or her shit idiot boyfriend so her best shot is my brother who has a better relationship#with her (not saying much) and obviously is more financially stable etc but like he has kids and a life lmao so idk#perhaps one day she will consider that the lord is not descending from the clouds in her lifetime but i'm not counting on it. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#i understand my brother tried to talk to her about it once and she refused to discuss it lmao like ok deny your mortality at your leisure#death will wait. :)#me
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#Hey guys. I'm still here.. Just a lot of things have happened that screwed up my life for a bit..#I'm trying my best to get back to being “normal” but it's hard.#I'm sorry for the prolonged silence..#It just sucks being homeless again#And losing my stepdad in the process..#Anyway.. I should be back to doing some things soon once everything calms down..#But honestly. I haven't picked up Cyberpunk in a hot minute. I've been kinda obsessed with Subnautica. Despite my intense fear of the ocean#I'm hoping writing will help..
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whenever my friends visit I end up losing my voice a little from talking.
maybe I should talk to people more
#a butterfly obsesses#the lack of prolonged conversations in my day to day life is suddenly startlingly apparent#my voice is out of practice it needs to hit the gym
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|| none of my muses are working with me, nyx most of all, so i'll be silent on here for a while longer unfortunately ;;
#;munspeak#|| might be because of the amount of drafts i've collected whilst i was focusing on exams#or maybe my current obsession with ToTK#either way he's currently enjoying his prolonged vacation rip lmao
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just finished 8x01 in my doctor who rewatch and i feel like this
#ivy.txt#doctor who#sorry. they make me feel soooooooooooooo#the thing is. the thing is.#i think the reason it makes me feel so insane is because we never see anything else like this in new who#when nine regenerates into ten it takes rose a minute to get used to it#but then she’s fine! it’s not prolonged—she was mostly shaken because she didn’t know about regeneration at all until it was happening#but with clara….oh god it’s insane.#they explore it SO much through 8x01 and it resolves by the end! but there’s still kind of echoes of that conflict throughout s8#(at least in the first half)#it is sooooooooo good#god. i’m so obsessed with them i’m chewing on them like a toy
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To your new life in Tijuana. Ana, thank you so much. Don’t ever think you can’t do it. You’re ready for anything. Now I do feel ready, and I’m really looking forward to starting this new stage in my life, being independent... You and Regina are gonna be just fine. Come here. And thank you, for letting me go.
#madre solo hay dos#ana servín#mariana herrera#shitty screencap posts (TM)#the way I rewatched this a couple of times to make this post and ended up fucking WEEPING wtf I must be pmsing#but like said... I'm really sad bro idk#this scene really hit the right note though#the general softness between them all throughout but especially after they hug#I'm obsessed with the shot in the eighth one and the way they don't completely break contact and mariana's little smile#the 'thank you for letting me go' which absolutely DESTROYS ME bruh I can't get over it#because she so obviously doesn't mean it literally as in like 'thank you for giving me permission to go'#she is out there acknowledging that this is hard for ana for the reasons we all know about now#and appreciating the effort she's making nonetheless#and the fact that ana doesn't even reply she just awkwardly nods like 'let's not talk about that'#also how as mariana gets up to leave you can see that it takes them a really long time to completely stop touching#as if subconsciously trying to prolong the contact as much as possible#and THEN#that last shot of ana very obviously in tears UGH :((((#I love how you can see her fighting back tears all throughout the scene#but it is only when mariana has her back turned that she seems to stop trying to hide it#it's a really sad note to end the penultimate episode in but at the same time it's like... TEXTBOOK angsty telenovela shit#I mean one half of the otp has decided to move away for an amazing job opportunity and the other half is heartbroken but has to let them go?#and we have a whole episode to see how it all shakes out?#you know it's the good stuff when even friends used this narrative device lol#as much as it hurts I appreciate the show piling up the angsty otp tropes on an f/f pairing like it's the most normal thing#I mean obviously this will all hinge on the resolution in the next ep but having read the episode description I'm... cautiously optimistic?#I mean if the ending was gonna be 'mariana lives happily ever after with regina in tijuana' then this would have been the last ep#we wouldn't have a whole ass episode to... watch mariana move to tijuana?#who knows but bottom line I'm rly sad so I hope the final episode fixes the giant hole that's starting to form in my heart :(
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Also I found out that my brain actually has the ability to produce seratonin and also be quiet. Which is honestly the biggest shock out of all of this
#i have the ability to be normal????? when im around them?????????#i can just exist and be happy?????????#me???????????#i have the ability to feel completely safe???????#for the first time in my life??????????????#everything is fine#like in the literal non sarcastic way#nothing bad has happened#except making prolonged eyecontact with one of their roommates when they came in the room accidentally#but thats like a different definition#5/5 stars#also did you guys know sex is an actual thing#not just a myth??#and i refuse to be held accountable for the noises i make bc 😵💫#i mean this definitely means in fucked in the metaphorical sense#bc i was already obsessed with them#everything hurts so good#although my body has decided to not give me a single fucking mark which is rude af#but also >:) - me every time i see the scratches i left on their back#hehe mine#im allowed to be a lil posessive and pleased with it as a treat#i cant decide whether to say what i want to say in tags now that they fucking see them#will they see this within the next few days??? possibly#so i won't finish the thought#but is it too soon to ask them to *redacted*#want more hurt tyvm#did i think i was a masochist before this??? no#was i dumb??? yes#is everything a billion times better when they're choking me??? yes#should they do it harder??? also yes
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wen people like my dragons ☺️
#i remember i used to spam people pictures of them and find any possible method of compliment baiting to get people to say nice thigns#<- was super normal about flight rising during my teenage years#and now i am getting compliments out of the blue. so proud of myself#in a somewhat obsessive state of mind lately and flight rising is calling me <_<#but i stopped bc my poor little delicate hands dont like prolonged and repetitive clicking
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in the last month i have written over 30k words of fanfiction after writing absolutely nothing for several months realizing this can only be the start of the downward slope of the manic episode i am surely in
#haha im in danger#personal#bipolar#cant wait for the crash#ocd flavors my bipolar in the most peculiar way#and if anyone is curious im bipolar II and my episodes tend to just be extremely anxiety driven obsessions#sometimes they result in me writing an entire novel!#but then it is followed by a lot of bs so would not reccommend#not worth it#i will do literally everything in my power to prolong this and mitigate a hard crash tho
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#i think what everyone wants is to feel loved#like#actually super eeeply loved like#someones borderline obsessed with you#maybe wanted is better#like the object of someones desires#i feel like im always giving people that boost#but it never gets to me#and how di you egen mqke someone feel that#you can't make someone want you more than they do#and it's sad#having a boyfriend who doesn't really seem to want you the ways you wish someone wanted you#i guess it's fine#desire cant be prolonged always i dont tbink#which is fine#i just dont know#hoe to reconcile that and feel ok with that#i just want to feel like someone wants me. or like. desires me. or always thinks im pretty. admires me from afat#adar.#afar!!!!#and its really unfortunate#i just want to be liked. i want someone to like me so much it makes them go cray#anyway#ugh#tag vent#vent#sorray#i just jeeded this out.#which is humiliating
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It's my 12 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳
#12 year tumblrversary#tumblr milestone#my my my how time flies#fun fact: this was my second tumblr blog AFTER i accidentally deleted my first one and I WAS DEVASTATED#but that happy accident led me to make THREE blogs#which at the peak probably had around 100k+ followers in total with this personal blog being the least popular but my favorite because#this is where all my interests live#not curated#and messy AF#as opposed to my other two very specific ones (It was one of the first book blogs years before it was even a thing and my holy trinity blog#for you guys who didn't unfollow me although I never tag and during my prolonged break#and for the new followers from my newest obsessions: smosh and starkid - hello and enjoy your stay#I love you all and thank you
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