#except making prolonged eyecontact with one of their roommates when they came in the room accidentally
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Also I found out that my brain actually has the ability to produce seratonin and also be quiet. Which is honestly the biggest shock out of all of this
#i have the ability to be normal????? when im around them?????????#i can just exist and be happy?????????#me???????????#i have the ability to feel completely safe???????#for the first time in my life??????????????#everything is fine#like in the literal non sarcastic way#nothing bad has happened#except making prolonged eyecontact with one of their roommates when they came in the room accidentally#but thats like a different definition#5/5 stars#also did you guys know sex is an actual thing#not just a myth??#and i refuse to be held accountable for the noises i make bc 😵💫#i mean this definitely means in fucked in the metaphorical sense#bc i was already obsessed with them#everything hurts so good#although my body has decided to not give me a single fucking mark which is rude af#but also >:) - me every time i see the scratches i left on their back#hehe mine#im allowed to be a lil posessive and pleased with it as a treat#i cant decide whether to say what i want to say in tags now that they fucking see them#will they see this within the next few days??? possibly#so i won't finish the thought#but is it too soon to ask them to *redacted*#want more hurt tyvm#did i think i was a masochist before this??? no#was i dumb??? yes#is everything a billion times better when they're choking me??? yes#should they do it harder??? also yes
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