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journalists underestimate the magnitude of my addiction and how far i'll go for the bit
#snap chats#im lying i physically could not marathon this i got school LMAO BUT IMAGINE#my god speaking of school i signed up for a japanese history class. because of course i did#i also needed an extra class and i didnt know what else to put LMAO but i might swap it or somn#thinkin i should get back into theater..... i got like two months to decide anyway#i was thinking about how im gonna play IW during streams... if the lord will let me i might stream for 2~3 hours or so#im putting such a small time limit due to Aforementioned School but also idk if my computer can record any longer than that#when i tried saving the video to my flashdrive it only lasted about two some hours right ? maybe 3 if i remember right#i decided to record to my computer's hard drive instead of the usb since it has more space so maybe i can record longer#ill prob do a test run later today and record a nonsense video. i WILL delete it i just wanna see what the limit is#cause my plan is to just Record One -> Upload It -> Delete OG yk. Lazy Susan type of plan#didnt mean to type out my whole gameplan in the tags LOL BUT HEY I WANTED TO TALK BOUT IT AT SOME POINT#my final message is that ive Hopefully preordered the ichi statue. i say Hopefully cause i am once again doing it through jp rabbit#and i didnt get the confirmation it was successful yet so I Will Simply Wait.#point is it was a lot cheapter than i thought it was going to be <3 yay <3#ok im running out of tags tl;dr im gonna marathon IW until my eyes bleed BYYYE
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sorry this is the ONLY discourse ill allow myself to participate in post finale of agatha all along (or i fear i will lose my mind entirely), but DAMN some people out here rn after the finale being like āiām sorry you didnāt get the agathario smut you wantedā BITCH!!!! I WASNT ASKING FOR THEM TO FUCK ON SCREEN!!!! i didnāt even need them to get together or even get any semblance of a happy ending!!! i didnāt expect a happy ending in the least tbh!!!!! but you know what i did expect? a final ending. a wrap up. a satisfying and complete finale. a conclusion that actually answers any one of my remaining questions or gave us more context for scenes that weāve been missing context on the entire time. and iām sorry but this finale didnāt do that at all. and itās obviously not bury your gays but jesus christ it wasnāt a good conclusion either. at best itās honestly a cheap set up for a season two or further content with billy that will prob include bits and pieces of agatha
#i am. beyond words#i was already feeling pretty ick about the ending for a few reasons#but scrolling on the aaa tag is making me so much grouchier#bc some of you bitches are acting like everyone else is dumb and ungrateful just because weāre not kissing the floors jac schaeffer walks o#like PLEASE i love jac i LOVE HER i had so much hope and faith in her and thatās why im upset!!#bc it feels like she didnāt wrap up HER OWN STORY properly#itās not because she killed off agatha or didnāt get agathario together again#itās fuckin because i watched the ending and felt just so empty bc of how ā¦ incomplete it was??#and then itās like. well maybe itās incomplete bc theyāre gonna make a s2 or some kind of#elaboration#but that just pisses me off more bc thatās fucking CAPATALISM and CORPORATE GREED controlling it AGAIN#bc yknow what? ten years ago??? this finale wouldāve been the half season finale#and we wouldāve had twelve+ more episodes to wrap up this season#and to contextualize it#and to even give it filler!!#bring back filler episodes#iām so sick of back to back action plot packed episodes broā¦ā¦. what are we even doing#im a little drunk prob gonna delete later#is this unintentionally kind of a subtweet at another post i saw on here? yes? sorry bestie but i am nonconfrontational#and didnāt wanna comment on anybodyās post seeming like iām trying to fight bc i donāt want to š i just completely fucking disagree#with some of these takes#(ahem hope disney is paying some of you for all that bootlicking)#sorry i am not sober#silas speaks#agatha all along#agathario
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#ooc || [out of character]#pokegear || [mobile]#good afternoon I hope everyoneās been well. I missed tumblr even tho itās#only been like 2 days of radio silence for me but Iāve sporadically checked every now and again#hoping to be here some time today. I owe a bunch but I also wanna#get back into the swing of writing so Iāll probs do some small things#while working on all the long stuff I owe. gonna unpause it and stuff everything in the queue#but that will be later when Iām actually home for now I hope everyone is having a good weekend#ttyl rly missing u all <3
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a new attempt at me trying to sketch out ideas for my porcelain (faerie) royalty outfit that Iām putting together, all I have so far is the shirt, earring (itās not even finished) and bracelet
#whimsy whispers#I want to thrift as many of the things Iāll be wearing as I cann#or make them myself#Iām trying to make my jewelry I made the bracelet and earring and will make a necklace#idk if Iād make the tiara but I canāt thrift that either cause any big tiara you see at a thrift or antique store is gonna be expensive#so that would probs require a trip to claires#I like rococo shoes a lot but those are expensive and I found a pair of shoes that was really cute and had those vibes but was a size six#which I am not#I need to figure out a skirt/dress sitch as well#I also want elbow length gloves like I did see a pair recently but I didnāt like them idk if Iāll regret having not bought them later or not#rhis is all for fun but also if my roommates and i can put together outfits in time and like are able to then weād go to a renaissance#festival which Iāve never been to lex has though but had a bad time#idk itās fun to put together outfits also which is why Iām doing this#I may be going to the local goodwill again this week so weāll see if thereās anything new since I went last week#I know thereās other thrift stores in town or where I live at but Iāve not been to them or theyāre simply not on the way to where else weāll#be going so itās like ah thereās no use in thinking about it#just hoping Iāll find at least one good thing
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#*gestures vaguely before going kersplat*#thinking about making a watermark on my art again#partially because of the pinterest thing but also cuz uh#I kinda want to um#Whatās the word for it#I dunno i just#eugh#is it arrogant if i do that tho?#like iām not a very big blog to begin with do i really need one?#I get like 20 notes per art post#Itās not like anyoneās gonna steal my art#i dunno i just#itās just something iāve been thinking about#Iāve been trying to slowly ease out of certain habits#Like i changed my art tag from crappy doodles to minute doodles#(You guys donāt understand how much convincing that took me)#(i dunno whenever i do something like that it just feels really arrogant of me like)#(What you think someoneās going to care if you do something like that your blog doesnāt mean anything itās not a big deal)#I just#I donāt know#anyways#will prob delete this later
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#was very brutally honestly told today that i am too emotional at work#hurt especially bad bc we had just been shown a brene brown video about why vulnerability is important#and then i was told by someone i thought was a good work friend that i make work a not happy place to be#and i almost cried in front of a bunch of strangers#and now i am like NO MORE VULNERABILITY AFTER TODAY#gonna be a robot#like these earrings i made#and wore today- ironic i guess#š¤#prob also gonna delete this later bc again- overly vulnerable#just needed to type it out somewhere and tumblr oddly felt like the one safe space to do that
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Kamen Rider Geats episode 35 poorly summarized via memes with as little context as possible:
#kamen rider geats poorly summarized#kamen rider geats#kamen rider geats ep 35#the fact they're collecting hella cracked ID cores CONCERNS me#reminded me of the DR unlock mode where you collect parts to build more monokumas#but couldnt find good footage of that within 3 minutes of googling which is my limit for effort for these shitposts#anyways if it doesn't bite em all on the ass later imma be suprised#nadge-sparrow once again thinks hes the smartest mfer when he doesnt know jack#he died as he lived: without purpose#seriously tho if daichi was your fav im so sorry the narrative does not care for him#love that beroba and kekera are j chilling and are like 'aight plan B'#love keiwa trying to help his sis out but also honey this isnt sustainable#no idea why the boys are chilling in a warehouse when buffa no longer must pretend to be dead and ace has zillion dollars but go off ig#'they're laying low' i hear you but consider: hotels exist#ace saw michinaga in a warehouse and went 'i can work with this'#love seeing girls be friends#i know theyre just gonna kill off keiwa's sister but let me enjoy the fluff while it lasts#also i am aware i skipped episodes - probs gonna do dif stuff for those so can look forward to that
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#look this was probably the most experimental post i've ever done considering i had to make the newspaper article from scratch#and to be entirely honest i uuuh im not happy with it lmao#i should've done an obituary instead of the article but too late ! i have no energy to start again#but whatever .the point is that the article is supposed to allude to alex's death okay so yes obituary would've worked better but too bad#idk i think i just had a massive brain blegh halfway through which sucks because i was thinking about this post all day#but the idea behind the whole concept and the QUOTE in the first place and the stupid article concept#was the idea that nigel wasn't the only one to kill himself at the end of the film#alex did too . just not in the literal sense#alex kills the old version of himself . kills the who he used to be#this did not do that quote or the intention behind the post justice but i'm just gonna dump it here and go#also deep in tags is the best place for me to put the random shit i'm thinking of and i've had the trainyard scene on my mind lately#but i left my thoughts to simmer too long and now it's been reduced into thickness š but anyway#greg may have been too much of a coward to give them the maraclea ending they deserved#but he will never be able to take away the fact that the trainyard scene will always be their version of the myth TO ME and me only probs#okay because that story is supposed to parallel the typical conventions of marriage - the consumation when he lays with the body#and then 9 months later the skull symbolises a birth resulting from their union#that moment at the railway ? where nigel shoots himself with the very gun alex is holding?#that's their consumation babes; their union; their wedding#'pray for me pray for yourself we're one now' may as well be their vows#and what do we get as a result of that union 9 months later? we get jack#jack is the product of these 2 people becoming 1 and just like the skull granted great power to the lord#so too does jack grant power to alex; the power to take control of his life and forge his own path forward#me making this post š¤ cats : oooooo big stretch#seriously#lowkey glad no one will see this in the tag search lmao#like minds
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Got that post-workout bliss and a plate of pizza rolls, so Iām raring to go!
Post Ep: whoever decided the rusted knight ātwistā should step on a lego every five minutes for the rest of their lives
Wait why is Ruby running? The last episode ended with the caterpillar being dropped through the floor by the cat, so are they running from the cat? Was the growth yogurt ready, and if so did they grab it ($50 on no)
āIām so glad the four of you are still the four of you.ā Is this excluding Little because they didnāt get hit with the Character Arc tm dust? (Now that I think about it, why didnāt Little have a vision? Did we just not see it or are they immune somehow?)
āYouāre the one who ditched us in the first placeā okay, Weiss, firstly Ruby stopped following the cat so thatās mostly on her. Secondly, why are you being antagonistic to the one creature you canāt afford to offend because itās the one creature who can get you to the tree?
ā...someone return to the Ever After.ā How can you return to a place youāre already in? Is there a reprogramming center or something? If you veer too far off from your role you get reset? Reminds me of the re-educators of the Dragon Age Qun
Theyāre really laying on thick the whole āEverything is what it isnāt, and what it is, it wouldnāt beā (shout out to that one Shinedown song from the live action Alice in Wonderland)
All this talk of what happened to the caterpillar just sounds like a shitty mishmash of the Ship of Theseus, Schrodingerās cat, and a reset button
So the Red King underwent the Ever Again program (Iām just gonna call it that, roll with it) and came out a kid? Was that by design or does everyone basically get reborn? Does that mean the racoon hasnāt been Agained since Alyx?
Oh they call it Ascension? How Devil May Cry of you. Also I aināt calling it that. I like my Agained verbage
āNose hair from a leprechaun.ā I am half expecting a Rocket Racoon bit here
Straight up ditching someone you know is acting off because ~ew nose hair~ is... something else. And there goes Blake trailing after Yangās coattails again because we! need! that! bee! bait!
This cat is far too lenient with these assholes. They just straight up jumped on his head without asking because who needs to respect peopleās autonomy amiright fellas?
Goddammit bring the cat back right now I canāt stand Littleās voice and cOmEdY
Okay all the lights going out one by one is hella creepy gg
āI thought this was lost forEVERā why does Ruby sound like a highschool girl complaining about drama this deadass made me burst out laughing Also, is that the same sword from the Red Kingdom or a different one?
Okay the android is cool as shit I will admit that. The chain as hair is absolutely fantastic
Was that Summer in the axe blade? An axe is not what I would have expected of a Ruby clone. Those are hard-hitting and slow, usually used by the tanks, while Summer and Rubyās figures suggest more agile approaches. If it were more of a hatchet size, I could see that, especially as a dual-wield
Pocket dimension blacksmith shop? Sign me the fuck up please
I think Iām going to strangle Weiss. You literally just saw her standing in the middle of the road, staring at and talking to nobody, and you fucking whine? I hope someone stabs her with her own tiara jfc
āIt contains a motherās promiseā BITCH WHEN WAS THIS ESTABLISHED AND WHY WAS THAT THE FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT OF TO GIVE AWAY IāM GONNA BURN A FIRE HYDRANT
āWe do not ascendā oh you mean die? That thing you said didnāt happen here? Dying? Was there even a second reading of the script or did yall just smoke with the originals?
Yes Ruby go right past the hostile creature instead of literally any other direction. Yall deserve whatever hell you make
Why is Ruby carrying everyone constantly? Their legs aint broke girl. Go be a distraction while they go for the yogurt goddamn
The giant jackrabbitās cool ngl
Like how one scoop only grew them to doll sized but whatever was left after it was splattered grew them all to the right size
The jackrabbitās name is Juniper. Both cute and cringe
GODDAMMIT IT HAD TO BE JAUNE
WHY
HE FELL LAST
THAT SHOULDVE BEEN YANG
FUCK YOU CRWBY
#rwde#god we all knew this was coming but goddammit why did it happen#there is absolutely no damn reason why the v last one should be there for years when everyone else had minutes#'hur bur dur magic dimension' stuff it up your ass#the magic is called authors pet and its arcane focus is the narrative#jaune is a fucking black hole of a character#i hope he dies#i hope we all die#god they spent so much fucking time on the logistics of the ceremony that barely anything happened#again#if that shit dont come up later i'm stealing smth outta their house#thats probs gonna be how they de age jaune#also what did neo do to the og jabber? did she fucking eat it? is she animorphing things now? wtf#p much the only thing i actually liked was the blacksmith. make the show abt that guy rn forever kthxbye
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january 1st 2001
#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza series#yakuza 7#yakuza like a dragon#masato arakawa#jo sawashiro#snap sketches#why do i do this to myself I CANT BE PUTTING EFFORT INTO THESE THINGS#i refuse to believe masato 'just went home' after calling jo my guy youre not going anywhere without help#this is prob my new fave comic ive done solely cause i got to draw masato with runny make up#im never doing anything like this again bye#im gonna go eat something finally#if you see me rb this again later idk i prob will im forcing everyone to look at it#ok bye now im hungry#forcing myself to ignore all the mistakes so i can move on
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#i like hte myself ok#i know this is soo dramatic#but like. i wanna throw myself infront of a moving car. i took a walk last night and saw a car and the only thing i wanted to do was jump#infont of it and js end it all cause life fucking sucks i h8 everything and everyone. i love lana del rey tho. i love u guys aswell i know#it isnt mutal but wtv who cares right? me i care. i have friends but i get so wrapped up in these people living in my phone and it make#feel crazy cause i js want u guys to like me whicb is sooo weird. but all i want is for ppl to think i am cool and like every one of my pos#like i do for my fav people on here. also i want to be pretty but wtv doesnt matter. and i need to lose weight. sometime si wish i could js#stop eating but i cant i fucking love food and this makes me insane and i wish when i was a kid but my life also sucked as a kid and i have#always hated myself but wtv. i want to like js end it all but i cant cause ig ppl would be upset. i think i am touch starc=ved or smth and#all i want is to like spoon or be spooned by someobe but like i aint pretty enough to get a girl or a guy. i rlly want a bf i do so much. i#i js want one of those basic ass white guys with fluffy hair and tall and zstrong but again i aint prtty enouggh for hthat. i want a girl#with a sthomac cause that is hot asf but i also lovve girls with braids or dreads. and girls who love pink and are femindnene it is just li#what do i have to do to get prwttier i hate working out. i am js gonna stop eating. nvm that wont wotk i llve food 2 much. i wisj i could#like hurt myelf but i am 2 pussy and i dont really wannai just want to be happy happy. but i get to see my friend in a few days and that is#gonna be fun. i wish i was skinner i wish my face was skinner i want my thighs and ass to stay the same cause they r massive. i wish my#fingers and hands were slimmer anf longer. i wish y hair was prwttier and i wish my eyvrows were more even same with my eyes. i wish my#chest was a little bigger#ok that is t i will prob delete later#music is the only escaoe fr. lana getx it#i wish i smoked but i suck at itand i also hate it and almost lit m#y bed onn fire last time. bu i wanna smoke#it looks cool and ik that makes me sound like a stupid little kid but wtv. that is all i am right? my dad tells me a lot abt stuff i dont#need to hear abt and i dont mind but i prob shoudnt be hearing that stuff. i wish my dad wasnt bipolar. i wish my mom didnt let my brother#get away with so much but she is trying so why does it matter? she is trying. i hate oinline school i wish i could cry rn but i cant. last#time i criied was a few nughts ago and it sucked. it was just slow fat tears and wasny enjoyable it was js sad cause i had a horrirble pit#in my sthomac andi myself hate thar feeling. anf the only thing going through my brain was hanging myself. i am 2 much of a pussy to do it#i want to be hugged by some strong guy or some guy with noodle arms. let me love you pls. i wish i was a boy sometimes but i also dont.#my worth hinges on other peoples thoughts of me and it always will.#ouu girl u crazy crazy . crazy bitches give the best head and have the best pussy ong#when she batshit crazy but the pussy 2 good
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IVE LOST MY DANG MIND BUT FUCK IT IDC WE GKIES DESERVE EVENTS TOO
#personal#gonkillu#I REALLLLLY DID NOT KNOW IF I WAS EVER GONNA DO ONE AGAIN#B-but it doesnāt even have to be a week thereās endless possibilities and!#YOU KNOW I DO NOT SEE ANYONE ELSE MAKING EM#FOR US#I REALLY WANNA DO A ZINE FOR US#ITS ALL KG KG KG#SO I WILL STEP UP FOR US#š¤#The zine is probs not gonna happen but I just need like three trustworthy people thatās it#AND I HAVE A WAY AROUND AO3 collection trying to box us into kg#USING INITALS OFC#And it doesnāt have to happen right away either I just wanna see if thereās three people thatās all#I honestly think posting this on Twitter will have better results but Iāll do that later after work#Also easy carry over blocklist from my prev blog#PLUS IF IT DOES A BIG IF I AM WAYYYY BETTER AT PHOTOSHOP#and I can buy a theme hahaha but I can make some banger edits and stuff to use and then use for the event too
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#sometimes I wish there was like a guide or sth to dealing with intimacy when you're ace#not just in relationships but also in relationships#bc sometimes I think back to conversations I've had with non-ace folks in the past#and usually they would come down to sth like 'when you know you know'#or 'there's gonna be this look and you'll know it's the right moment'#which all seems fake af and untrue and entirely un-applicable if you've agreed to sth else#like.. if you've agreed to not worry abt that and that you'll pick up the topic if anything ever changes#but how do you know if things have changed. how do you know what you want vs what you're wanting only in the moment#and how do you not make it awkward if you bring it up only to later realise maybe you were just having a weird moment#(like. I go through phases every month and I know it's coming. but I also know it'll go away again eventually)#(and like.. I guess I'm still terrified of setting expectations for things I can later not fulfill)#(and sure that's prob due to fucked up shit that happened in past relationships and this is not the same)#((..the difference a partner you can trust to keep their word on respecting your boundaries can make...))#anyway. scared shitless of starting sth I can't finish. also unsure if I want to start anything in the first place#and just so tired of not knowing where to even fucking start. gonna blame my migraine weirdness for posting this in the first place#a day in the life of..#(((how to know if maybe you'd like something now when you haven't in the past but now all parameters are different..#..and maybe it would be nice but maybe it would still suck and you'd end up hating it and feeling regretful..#..and maybe you'll never be able to get out of your head enough to just have a moment and go with it and be happy)))
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nikkiās motivation is inconsistent even within the pilotĀ
#at least the writers showed us upfront that they werent going to be doing aything complex plotwise#and that it never occured them to make any sort of commentary on the politics or implications of a private intelligence agency#they set us up for a stupid show and they delivered cant fault them for that#also the you alright scene is very important to me#wow so much to disect in this jack bozer interaction#havent seen you in a while#wheres jack been while macs been convelesing#calling jack besties#where is my jack bozer backstory#were gonna change that#implying that jack is going to be around more now interesting whats changed his mind from giving space to being around#bozer telling jack he looks good#okay#catch you think tank geeks later... and you jack#so does bozer think jack does not work with them#and instead sells tile#or is this just being like these guys are geeks and jack is a jock#the phoneix chat is some of the worst dialogue in this show my god terrible#im so sorry everyone i just felt the urge to watch the pilot and whoops now im probs gonna macrot again#macgyver 2016
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i think i am too tired to do this effectively rn, actually
#speculation nation#discacc shit#i got some titles. so im ready to post in that respect#but im staring at the editing and it just is Not happening...#im still gonna try to update today. just. laaaaaaaaaaaater#got a bunch of family stuff to do first. but i could probs hang out & do some editing in the evening#so whoops update isnt happening as soon as i was hoping#everyone is sad. but especially me.#but also i just wanna not be half asleep during xmas morning again lol#id have to sacrifice some real sleep to finish this tonight#and even then it wouldnt be to the level id want#and then im thinking about posting TWO things. and just. lmao that would take too much time in and of itself#so. haha. late chapter is even later.#i'll get there eventually...
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getting sentimental on main for a sec (my emotions are everywhere today š). im so grateful i have people in my life that make me feel normal. Ik "normal" is a very stigmatised term but i mean it as in i don't feel wrong for being myself. I have weird quirks and traits that would probably annoy most people (hence why i dont use them around people im not incredibly comfortable with) but they don't love me any less for it and im so so grateful everyday i wake up and every night i sleep because i know there are people that don't have that and it fucking sucks it should be a human right or something to have this kind of unconditional love but that's why im so grateful, i never let myself forgey that i'm lucky to have this. Sometimes it's the only thing keeping me going and and im so fucking grateful. Oomfs that consistently show up in my notifs, people who leave regular kudos and comments on my fics, irls and online friends that never fail to make me forget about that dread in my chest just by being near me, i love all of you. As someone who has very recently learnt to be more sociable and even more recently learnt that I'm allowed to want things for myself, thank you for letting me take up space in your life. I know I say things that are :// sometimes but I know you know I never meant to hurt you. Thank you for having me near you when I don't even want to be near myself sometimes. I love you :]
#whew#sorry for the suddeb sentimentality (ill prob cringe over it later š)#actuall yk what#i wont#im letting myself have this#this is my acc and even tho a lot of you prob only follow me bc of reblogs i need to let this out#it was either this or another self depracating post#i may as well say this while i still have the strength#im letting myself take up space#one square centimetre at a time#WOOO#someone cheer pls my own woo wasnt that genuine šš#the voices may not agree but theyre *MY* VOICES AND THEY LIVE IN *MY* HEAD SO I MAKE THE CALLS#im tired of them running the place THIS IS MY HOUSE YOU HEAR ME#sorry for that š#actually no i deserve this#ANOTHER WOO#breathing rn#and thats good š#i can hear my inner self struggle to figure out what to do with all this positive self affirmation#well if no one else is gonna do it IM GONNA DO IT#GO ME#one day me feeling good about myself isnt going to feel so conflicting anymore#ive gotten out of depression before aND ILL FUCKING DO IT AGAIN#WITH MY BARE HANDS BABYYYY (and ppl who love me š)#whew okay#sorry for- no. thank you for listening to my rambles#love you :]#sentimental#me
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