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severicky · 2 days ago
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"His Muse" idol!reader x rapper!thanos
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you were a fairly new idol, only making your debut less than two years ago but your group was already making waves. with the kpop industry being a small industry, it wasn't a shocker when rapper, thanos, caught wind of your group.
he was in the studio preparing for an upcoming release for next month, he was mixing tracks while cussing to himself, something felt missing but he couldn't wrap his tongue around it. next to him was his best friend/manager, namgyu, who was scrolling on his phone. namgyu never bothered to wear earphones so thanos could hear all the sounds coming from his phone.
a song came up on namgyu's phone, thanos turned to him and furrowed his brows, it was a kpop group. thanos despised kpop groups, he didn't like the music, the parasocialism and don't even get him started on idol rapping. he hated how easy kpop idols had it, having a team of producers, choreographers, etc to support them while artists like thanos had to do everything themselves.
he was about to tell namgyu to turn it off, to get some earphones, but a voice spilled out of his phone, it was like nothing he's heard before. "turn it up," thanos said, namgyu looked up at him "what this? i thought you didnt like--" "just turn it up would you?" thanos said cutting namgyu off. namgyu turned up the video on his phone, thanos listened closely, a voice stuck out from the others, it was the exact thing he was missing
"what group is this?" he asked namgyu who took a minute to reply "oh it's that rookie group anakt," thanos went back to his computer and mumbled to himself while looking anakt up "what song is that?" he asked namgyu "oh umm... my clematis," he replied. thanos looked up the lyrics to my cleamtis while listening to the song, trying to figure out who owned that voice that caught his attention "y/n..." he mumbled, figuring out it was your voice. he looked up some of your solo singing videos, smiling to himself as he found what he was missing for his track, now all he needed was a way to contact you
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the cheers from your fans could still be overheard as you and your group walked backstage, it was the last week of promotions for your group's latest comeback so you guys had been having fun with the recent stages. as you guys sat in the waiting room waiting for the closing stage, your manager approached you with a bouquet of roses, you took it, albeit, a bit confused "were you expecting flowers?" she asked, you shook your head, she looked at the flowers examining them for any hidden cameras or any weird scents but it was safe "well there's a note if you'd like to read it," she said, showing you the note that came with the flower.
you examined the note as your group members approached you "someone has a secret admirer," a girl with a black bob giggled "oh i bet its from that group next door, one of them couldn't stop staring at you earlier," another one with pink hair giggled, you just shrugged it off and chuckled "guys chill it's probably nothing special, just an appreciation that's all," you smiled as you read the note:
congrats on your promotions y/n call me? xxx-xxx-xxx
your group mates couldn't stop laughing and cheering for you "MANAGER NIM!!! Y/N HAS A SECRET ADMIERER!!!" your group mate with brown hair laughed to your manager, you were trying to tell your group mates to shut up, your face turning red "SHE'S BLUSHINGGGG," the pink haired girl giggled
your manager managed to calm the group down, the pink haired girl was still full of energy "it's that group next door isn't it!? i bet its the one with silver hair," she giggled but her face turned flat when your manager replied "no their manager has shorter hair," she mumbled "the one who gave this to me was a guy with mid length hair... i should've asked who's manager he was... sorry girls that's my mistake," she sighed, worrying for y/n's safety "they wrote their number thought--y/n you should ask who they are," the brown hair girl replied, you looked at your manager for approval, she just shrugged and you saved the number into your phone and texted
y/n: hello?
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radio-4-is-static · 4 months ago
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The last song that was written, the last lyrics that were written was (for) the song “Hooked.” It starts off with the line, “I’ve got the fear / I’ve got the human fear.” And I realize that so many of the songs had an underlying theme of fear to them. But not necessarily succumbing to fear, but more like overcoming fear. “The Doctor” is about the fear of leaving an institution, and “Bar Lonely” is the fear of leaving a relationship. “Night or Day” is the fear of committing to a relationship. But fear is fascinating because fear is universal. We all experience fear. We all experience the same fears. But how we respond to it is individual. And that’s how we find who we are, our personalities. And overcoming fear feels good. That’s why we watch horror films or ride rollercoasters — because you overcome fear and then feel very alive for having done so.
– Alex Kapranos on the story behind Franz Ferdinand's latest album The Human Fear for AP
#the human fear#franz ferdinand#probably not bye#音楽#new music#gif#my gifs#i'm having the time of my LIFE with this album#in the past 4 days alone i've listened to it so many times that i swear it's already imprinted in my dna#it's sosososooooo good !!! such a fun compact album !!!#in typical franz fashion almost every song goes in a direction you wouldn't expect#it's like a perfect mix of old & new!#the synthesizer & certain guitar riffs - even the way alex sings - recall some of their earliest songs into always ascending & beyond#like when i first heard cats ! ohhhhh#classic ff but it also reminded me of los bitchos !#yet something about it feels distinctly new too (a small touch of country perhaps?)#i adore everydaydreamer & the little ooohs#'don't put a good dream down' 😭#and if we're talking about lyrics then hellooo the birds !#ending an album all about fear with 'thank you for accepting me despite what i have done?? and the man that i've become???'#alex kapranos. your mind.#can't quite explain it but that song has SUCH a paul mccartney feel to it that i wholeheartedly endorse & love#also so excited by the rebetiko in black eyelashes! singing in greek!!!#one of the fan groups was kind enough to translate & share the phonetic pronunciation in english & spanish so we can sing along :')#which i will be doing this spring when they tour!!!#i can't wait to finally scream along to the doctor !#to experience tell me i should stay live ! (the buildup in that song is incredible & may very well be my favorite)#and to dance !!!!!!!!!#thank you ff what a way to start the year 😌
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tinyclove · 6 months ago
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everyone meet mr peanut butter ❤️ my new little baby!! he's an 11 week old angora bunny. I've always had bunnies (I have 3 others at the moment, not including mr. PB, all of different breeds!) and I decided to specifically go for an angora this time since I've been enjoying my yarn spinning so much! so not only do I get an adorable little sweetheart to love, but I'll be gradually collecting his fluff as I groom him for my spinning projects hehe how cool is that?! I'm so excited :)
I'll keep you guys updated on here maybe, if that's something people would be interested in! I've just moved homes and I am so lucky to now have loads of wonderful outside space that I can't wait to use for creating the bunny wonderland (bunderland?!) of my dreams for my furry babies. I'm currently in the process of building a fancy 8x8ft barn for them to live in, then once that's all done I'll be building an attached walk-in run so that they'll have a nice secure outside space too! I can't wait to introduce mr. PB to my other bunnies and get them settled into the barn - it'll keep me busy as my winter project!
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duckmessiah · 1 year ago
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I just wanted to let you know your latest dirkjake post… oogh im the one who aked and. I set it to my phone wallpaper and showed it to all my friends and jm going. To get a poster of it. Because its just that cool.
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^how you look saying that but seriously i'm very glad to hear this. i enjoyed making that one so i'm happy with how it turned out and yeah go ahead get a poster. maybe print it on a bed sheet and wrap yourself with it. hell print it out on a curtain put it on your window so that everyone can see from the street too. get it printed on a cake and eat it. do whatever you want my dude
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raifuujin · 1 year ago
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It's been more than 20 years and for some reason I feel that Gosho hasn't given Kaiao any development, how can more than 20 years pass and Aoko dynamics, relationship and feelings remain the same? At this point I feel like Gosho is just going to make them date because "they already liked each other" they remain in the same status quo
Hey, if we go by DC romance progress, they've been going too fast. We've already had suspicion of identity chapters, and that didn't happen until more than 400 chapters in DC. /j
Since heists have taken over any character development recently, I don't even know if Kaito and Aoko will even get any romantic progress. Maybe the actual identity confrontation will happen down the line, since that's thief drama, but atm, it really wouldn't surprise me if they only ask each other on a real date at the very end of the manga.
Like. I'm sure Gosho would love to make MK a love drama as well, but he writes MK so rarely, and usually as hype for something Kid related in other media. So the MK stories tend to be heavy on drama that can only take place at Kid heists. (To the point that the new chapters just. Use Kid as the plot device to show off a new character. Even Hakuba's never gotten so much 'look at this character being a detective' treatment in MK.)
-sighs- I just feel bad for MK as a series at this point. I like the characters, I like the general story idea, but. It's been going down a very steep hill with Gosho wanting things exciting, but not wanting any real progress in. Anything. But unlike old MK, the new stories aren't even nice standalone setpieces of story, they're... mundane. They could be high stakes, if you purely look at the scenarios on paper, but. We all know nothing's gonna happen to Kid. Nothing even happens to him when the actual bad guys show up, much less one-time antagonists.
We need actual character focus and development, not heist drama. Badly. Not even romance, though that'd be a nice change. Just any character expansion of our limited cast of characters. Gosho wants big, all the time, meaningless big stuff, when small would be so nice.
#And also he probably won't care to expand on KaiAo when he knows it's already canon#Like; not in the same way that ShinRan is canon endgame and he just needed to write it out#But in a 'I said these two were dating in another manga; they will exist even if I haven't written it'#And his story atm does feel like it could be left off with an ambiguous note on if they're together or not#And then just leave them dating in Yaiba for people who care about confirmation#MK is not in a stable enough state; I really don't know what he's planning with anything#And it's been so. -gestures to all the 'meaningless big stuff'- lately#I don't know if it'll ever get any shift in focus in the future#We barely get anything; all we have now is a new character people are divided about#And the tiniest continuity of Aoko thinking to herself that Kid is teasing her by reminding her of Kaito#Like; part of the problem is continuity as well; at least if Gosho wants to stick with DC-ish MK#MK has all the potential for callbacks or returning characters that could be interesting#But none of the potential that fans enjoy is ever /used/#We got all our KaiAo up front. We have suspicion arcs where it's barely mentioned that Kaito's proven his innocence in the past#They could go back to the amusement park and Aoko could mention the movie and Kaito can be sweating#Because he never saw the movie; that's then he peaced out to go heisting#There's so much. Gosho's good at adding potential to his story#But everything he comes up with to make canon ends up disappointing because he never fully uses any of it#He just adds more and more elements that go nowhere#MK is a mess that gets more and more fun to play around in; but the actual chapters are. Bad#Which might be for a reason similar to DC of we wait so long and get something extremely meh#Except instead of the months between DC cases; it's years for MK; and DC fans complain the entire time#So when MK fans are fed crumbs of... anything. It's just not as enjoyable as new content should be#(I got rambly in tags; sorry ;._. )
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speedygoreman · 4 months ago
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The ideas are piling up. Hoo boy.
Well at least I won't be at a loss for what to make when my break is over
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jackalhadrurusluvr · 2 months ago
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anyone else up feeling like they’ll never have a place in this world
#i just need to 1. get over all my insecurities and fears and brave social interaction esp with people i already know#2. make more friends especially irl#3. probably talk to and get closer to more family because the only person i really have is my dad#4. not feel tired all the time#5. not be in pain all the time#6. somehow get my body back to functioning levels#7. stop being afraid of everything#8. learn to drive#9. somehow get a job despite everything#10. somehow pay off my debt and go back to college#11. figure out what i want to do with my life#12. this should probably be step 1. i need to start feeling alive again#13. not die probably#how it feels knowing that my depression would be so much more manageable if i wasn’t so lonely#my new therapist said my depression is moderately severe 😁 which is honestly not that bad#when i went in for my first round of therapy my anxiety was rated severe. but now it is moderate!#so maybe my new therapist will cure me#and by cure me i mean teach me how to cure myself#the problem is that it’s so hard to want to cure yourself when life doesn’t seem worth living anyways#like what am i even alive for#my ocs. media. chocolate cake. food in general. seeing animals. petting my cat#see there’s stuff to be alive for but i feel so disconnected from everything lately that like idk#it’s like it’s not really me who’s enjoying these things that i(TM) enjoy#i’m so happy for my friends and proud of them for being in college#but boy oh boy have i faltered severely without them#guy who needs to get out more but cannot get out alone and has no one to get out with anymore#i really took all those moments of waiting outside of high school to get picked up and talking for granted#it’s kinda humiliating to say that the best year of my life was my freshman year of high school#but it was. it really was. wistful sigh#i was so happy
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seventh-district · 11 days ago
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tfw you're trying to write a Genshin fic but ur memory is shit so u have to leave urself [REMINDERS] to come back and correct your spelling/figure out NPC names/scour the wiki to double-check character and story lore, because if u even so much as glance away from the google doc in the moment you'll lose all of your writing momentum
coughs [link to some other (better) excerpts from the fic since the post didn't make it into the tags and i'm too lazy to remake it]
#genshin impact#genshin fanfic#genshin venti#genshin diona#genshin rosaria#my writing#gi venti#gi diona#gi rosaria#back at it again with more out-of-context fic snippets bc i can't help myself#i'm finally back to editing this so now i get the fun (/gen) job of combing thru the fic to find all the little [NOTES] i left for myself#idk if anyone else will find these funny but i do. just casually re-reading what i wrote and then suddenly past-Seven is [YELLING AT ME]#btw i'm not a dialogue-skipper (for the most part...) i Swear 😭 this game just has so much lore and my brain is so small#and a lot of what i'm touching on is stuff i played through 1-3 years ago okay gimme a break i can't remember the exact details#like i had to edit out where i previously had Venti say 'the NEW Dendro Archon' bc i forgor that the Traveler is the only one that-#-remembers that Rukkhadevata ever existed. and so then it got me wondering just how much ppl outside of Fontaine actually know#regarding Focalors' death and the whole divine throne destruction. so i gotta check the wiki to figure out exactly how much Venti knows#and also how much the general public knows so i know how much to have him reveal to Diona! this shit is getting complicated!!!#i can't ever remember how tf to spell Schnechnaeyaeh . i'm sorry Russians 😔 but tbf i never remember Khahnreiah?? either#and idek what culture they pulled that name from. which is bold of me considering my own dang genshin OC spent time down there#i've spent so long making up fanon shit in my brain for the sake of This Is Unconditional & Saoirse's lore that idk what's canon anymore!#but there's always the wiki. so off i go to try & figure out everything i need to know in order to make this fic somewhat canon compliant#well actually it's midnight so i should probably just go sleep. but i'm Trying to get this fic posted before 5.6 drops on Tuesday#bc i just know that if i play thru the new Mondstadt quest it's gonna give me more Ideas to add in/change about this fic#so i'm trying to get it out of my hands before i can be tempted to change anything else... but only time will tell#with the state of my daily life these days and how slowly i'm editing this it'll be a small miracle if i can get it up by then#i couldn't remember what those big furry round animals in Sumeru are called but i feel like they're the closest genshin has to an elephant#wait. well actually now that we have Natlan and all their Saurians... hmm. further wiki searching is needed. perhaps a Tatankasaurus#but i don't feel like Mondstadters would even know what those are. but what would the local equivalent even be. a ruin guard???#anyways. was gonna try to yap less in these tags in case that's what's causing Tumblr to chuck my posts into the void but. Oh Well!
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neofelis----nebulosa · 2 months ago
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the american healthcare system is so bad! lol!
#insulting that im taking money out of my paycheck to pay for this#and there are additional costs on top of that#ive been for healthcare reform for a while now but never experienced it firsthand#i just knew that it was causing problems for other people and thought we should probably change it#but now i know for myself i was correct#this whole abdominal issue would probably be resolved right now if our healthcare system was semi competnt#and thats not to insult any of the people ive been working with to fix it theyre great#its just the system itself leaves you waiting for so long#i had a visit recently and it was determined that while what im dealing with is not something seriously dangerous i should see a specialist#to get a more in depth look at the issue#and also do some testing as well#but now i have to wait ntil mid-may to do that#theres just so much waiting which is not fun when youre having health issues you want fixed#but there is good news#one i no longer have to do that godawful elimination diet that didnt work#do not do that unless you have to it will ruin your life#and also i got prescribed a medicine that seems to really help#ideally the underlying issue can be treated so i do not have to rely on the medicine but its a good bandaid while i wait for said treatment#and its only about 7 dollars with my insurance#so in some ways im lucky but its still frustrating just having to wait so long to be ok again#but i dont expect that to change for the next 4 years while President Concepts of a Plan is in office
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fa-i-ze · 4 months ago
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Oh, I understand it now
#for years I've met people who mourn over not being someones favorite#how strange#ive never exactly felt like i could pull away from all socials and feel disproportionately... alone ?#im unsure hpw to phrase it#i could stwp back#and im not sure folks would continue to reach out? its not even necessarily a negative thought#but everyone is busy or has their own people#im too late in the game to forge lasting friendships/relationships woth folks#it isnt bad! its nice not to be Needed for once#but its strange to realize the difference between being needed and wanted#its a weird feeling of being alone#im still slowly trying to reach back out to the connections i have who have been patient and waiting for me#its just strange to look around at the folks i prioritize and go 'ah#i'm not necessary here. i have Nothing tying me to these people'#faize faints#everyone is busy i dont blame yhem ofc!! im glad folks have their own people#its just. interesting to take a step back and look at the friendships i prioritized and realize i prioritized wrong#i probably shouldn't be chasing new friendships. i should probably be nurturing those that i have. and im sorry.#anyone waiting on replies im sorry#ill better manage my energy#(nobody here)#edit; well#the people waiting for replies are here#the folks who ive been fixated on are not#alden if u see this youre exempt youre Special /lh#but no i recently started pouring my time and energy into places that dont need it. they have their own people. i am simply a fill in for#when their people are not present#and thats okay!#i am happy my friends are happy#i think i yearn for the mutual feeling of best friends
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crappyyuki · 1 year ago
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You know the drill.
Zenonia!
I have a problem.
Aha. Ha. Yeah. Another Regret and Chael drawing. I love em. Sue me, I guess.
I love dad Regret with all my heart and I just love their dynamic, okay? Literally most of the flashbacks were about Chael asking for his advice. And aside from them having the best father-son relationship ever, the protag actually has a dad, a good dad. An adoptive dad but a dad nonetheless. How could I not love that? Best dad in RPG'S since 2011.
They are literally the main reason why I'm still in the Zenonia fandom and why I'm still waiting for the global release of Chronobreak even with it just being a standard MMORPG than Zenonia. I. Just. Want. Them. To. Be. Happy.
It has its flaws, sure, and plenty of plot holes like in Zenonia 1 why is Sun still alive in the Evil Route when its impossible for her to survive that attack or why the fuck did Dupre not tell Sun about Regret and vice versa or in Zenonia 3 did Regret know about Frey being Celine or did he just forget that Chael was an angel and just told him he was human but dammit the only flaw that matters is that they can't be happy together :(
And if Gamevil won't give it to me then I'll make it myself.
I want more Zenonia content :(
Oh. And don't let the cute sleeping baby face fool you. He cries all the damn time. Hence Regret's eyebags.
Regret loves him regardless :)
Here's the other versions!
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I was trying to make a manga aesthetic. I hope I did it right.
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tardis--dreams · 1 year ago
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I can't decide what's more frustrating. Job applications and communication with people there or trying to contact the doctor's office.
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ame-to-ame · 9 months ago
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gonna just throw out some of my original work/ oc content here bc otherwise they live in my head only and i like some of my recent work <3
a compilation of recent bandsona doodles! did you know you can do figure studies but then draw your own oc over the model? it gives me a lot of joy to draw my little silly bandsona in those poses sdjhfskdjfdhsk (i take most of my figure study references from 速写班长 and some from taking my own pictures)
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and then i have a little wlw zombie comic page:
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which could mean nothing!!! but also it's a little practice for getting used to the software's panel tools again + storyboarding + tone material;; but also putting down words are hard. which is why i draw animatics and don't draw comics :DDDD but yeah partially inspired by that one quote that goes lord i worry love is violence and partially inspired by other things
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theskeletoninthegarden · 1 year ago
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I'm taking a few days off for my birthday, I have some appointments, but otherwise I wasn't sure what I was going to do, until today when I decided to strip my laptops for fun parts
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caterpillarinacave · 1 year ago
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well this sucks
#my chrome book is reaching the end of its natural lifespan#Ive gotten it to last like more than a couple years at this point#but chrome books are pretty much awful devices#so I need to go out and get a laptop that's NOT a chrome book#but for one thing I've literally never owned a laptop that's not a chrome book#I saved up and bought my current chrome book for like freshman year of highschool#I waited for a memorial day sale and special pricing so I could get it on like three discounts#so aside from the cost I have *no* idea where to go about buying a new laptop#I need one that's pretty sturdy at least and preferably similar size to a chrome book#I like the way I can charge things by attaching them to my Chromebook I like the way the keyboard is set out and I like that the touch-#screen and keypad aren't that sensitive#so I need to a) find a new laptop b) have the money to buy that laptop and c) learn how to use that laptop#none of which are things that I'll be particularly good at#I just want my 130 dollar old enough to be in elementary school hunk of plastic to work forever is that to much to ask#I've actually gotten it to live much longer than normal lmfao#really hoping it'll stay functional for at least another month or two#I hate getting new tech#I’ve still got an iPhone 8 for heavens sake#You can pry it out of my cold dead hands#I should probably get a new one but like. This one works pretty much.#Nothings cracked it charges fine all the buttons work#Honestly I’d prefer a phone a shade older than this one with a seperate headphone Jack#Basically the whole design of new phones is anti-me#Wide flat smooth super thin light and easily breakable#Plus I don’t have confidence that everything on this phone would transfer over. And this is literally the only phone I’ve ever owned#This thing is a treasure trove
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thethingything · 1 year ago
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I'm fatigued, my back hurts, I accidentally spent like 3 hours sat downstairs in a chair that made our back feel worse because our executive dysfunction prevented me getting up and going back upstairs even though I only went down there to get one thing, and now I really need to lay down but if I accidentally fall asleep again I feel like I'll wake up, realise I fell asleep and also that I feel like I wasted a big chunk of the day, and I'll end up feeling even worse again
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#vent post#posts made on pain meds#I went downstairs to get food but ended up having to wait longer than anticipated which is whatever#but then that meant I ended up sitting down and once we sit down it's like our brain stops being able to process that we can leave#I'll sit there the whole time going ''I need to get up and go back upstairs. I don't want to be sat here'' and just can't get up#I hate that this happens because while I know our executive dysfunction isn't our fault#and it's the exact same issue that stops us eating or drinking or going to the toilet or whatever when we need to#I still feel like I should be able to just get up and do the thing and just leave if I'm in a situation that I don't want to be in#and it's so hard to get other people to understand that I can't ''just leave'' because my brain just won't let that happen#like I want to but my brain won't register it as an actual thing I can do and it feels more like a weird abstract concept#than a thing I could actually do. it's like my brain can't connect the concept of the action to the act of doing it#and then I get frustrated because why can't I just do the thing that I know I should be able to do#and then I've spent hours not doing anything I meant to and mostly just feel like shit because of it and it keeps happening#and now I need to lay down and I know what's likely to happen if I do that#but I do need to listen to my body especially after getting stuck in a situation that makes our pain and fatigue worse#also we had to take pain meds earlier and that's definitely not helping with us feeling shit emotionally about all this#I hate having to navigate our brain and body just not functioning properly#I feel like we've had so little energy lately and it's reminding me too much of this time last year when we had that blood infection#I'm terrified of that happening again because we almost didn't get treatment because we started to assume it was just our new baseline#hmm apparently within like 5 minutes we've gone from ''ugh I wasted 3 hours'' to almost crying over medical trauma#I probably need to try and do something to calm us down but also I'm too tired to really do anything#which brings me right back to the issue that triggered this whole rant and me getting upset in the first place
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