#ive never exactly felt like i could pull away from all socials and feel disproportionately... alone ?
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Oh, I understand it now
#for years I've met people who mourn over not being someones favorite#how strange#ive never exactly felt like i could pull away from all socials and feel disproportionately... alone ?#im unsure hpw to phrase it#i could stwp back#and im not sure folks would continue to reach out? its not even necessarily a negative thought#but everyone is busy or has their own people#im too late in the game to forge lasting friendships/relationships woth folks#it isnt bad! its nice not to be Needed for once#but its strange to realize the difference between being needed and wanted#its a weird feeling of being alone#im still slowly trying to reach back out to the connections i have who have been patient and waiting for me#its just strange to look around at the folks i prioritize and go 'ah#i'm not necessary here. i have Nothing tying me to these people'#faize faints#everyone is busy i dont blame yhem ofc!! im glad folks have their own people#its just. interesting to take a step back and look at the friendships i prioritized and realize i prioritized wrong#i probably shouldn't be chasing new friendships. i should probably be nurturing those that i have. and im sorry.#anyone waiting on replies im sorry#ill better manage my energy#(nobody here)#edit; well#the people waiting for replies are here#the folks who ive been fixated on are not#alden if u see this youre exempt youre Special /lh#but no i recently started pouring my time and energy into places that dont need it. they have their own people. i am simply a fill in for#when their people are not present#and thats okay!#i am happy my friends are happy#i think i yearn for the mutual feeling of best friends
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