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Bottom Dragon Dan Heng
Bet you didn't expect THIS, huh?
I feel like there's barely been HSR smut recently, so I did it myself. >:D))
CW: DP (technically in two holes- you'll see-), top reader, bottom character, non-human anatomy (for my dear Dan Heng), knots (Dan Heng's), fucking a hole you probably didn't expect me to say you're fucking, belly bulge and a tiiiiiny bit of cumflation~ <333 (like it's only a little bit of a bulge left over), mention of crying, hair/horn pulling, usage of the word "slut" exactly once, only a tiny mention of dirty talk (I'm now realizing I don't really do dialogue in these...)
GN reader.
Cock is interchangabe with strap and I mentioned that... And I say cum for the reader, but also mention that it can be fake cum for a strap.
You know I REALLY tried holding off so I could finish making myself write down all my Aeon stuff, but dragon Dan Heng is still very much so stuck in my mind.
So whoopsie here's yet another ramble session from Roro about nefarious things I think about this scaly bitch (affectionate).
So uh- This is written as x reader(s) because ye, but when I was having whore-knee thoughts it was more like I thought it up in a daydream of me somehow scoring Dan Heng, Blade, and Jing Yuan and watching those three have at it. hA-
A n y w a y s -
One of the only times I write top reader(s), lmfao. Since I prefer bottom reader content, but top reader is also smeggsy sometimes.
NSFW:
Okay so for this, you're gonna have to be two people sometimes, I guess foijeo- Maybe you and your bestie like sharing or something.
But like.... bottom dragon Dan Heng who gets fucked in the ass and has a cock/strap in his internal cock sheath thing. I mean- It is a slit... That just so happens to have two cocks in it... Just slide on in and make it three. This could also be only you fucking him this way while shoving a dildo/plug in his ass. But something about the idea of watching him get stretched out on two cocks that had been fucking him is hot.
Watch the way his belly bulges out from your thick cock and listen to how he sobs from the stretch he feels in both of his holes. Dan Heng would likely never admit it, but he loves it when you fuck his sheath- When you put yourself in the hole he had never considered before. It's already slick on the inside naturally to keep his cocks from chafing. And it's so tight from there being two cocks in there.
He was hesitant when you first brought it up, not having thought about it before and worrying that it would hurt or just not work out- After all, this was not a hole that was supposed to be fucked. But he was ultimately curious, as it is in his nature. At least I think. After all, he does manage the archives and seems to know a lot about various subjects.
But once he tries it? Fuck there's no going back from there. He was used to you shoving your tongue in there or even gliding fingers through the slick of his internal sheath and feeling around his cocks while they were inside... But this was a whole different ball game. His tail would be thumping against the bed while you gently finger the slit of his sheath's opening. One, two... then three and even four fingers. Just in case. You don't wanna hurt your pretty boy, after all. :((
Then you slick up the shaft of your dick/strap and ever-so-gently press the head inside along his two cocks that had popped out while you were fingering him. There's a gasp as he feels it stretch him out inside and he's panting while trying to get used to the new feeling.
But once he's adjusted and you've picked up the pace? He's letting out the prettiest choked out moans while you fold his legs up to his chest and fuck him hard, your hips slapping against his ass with every forward stroke. And he's likely whimper if you lean forward to mouth at those cute nipples of his. They look so lonely and nibble-able, you know? :((
(I am of the belief that EVERYONE deserves to have their nipples sucked. <333)
The way his tail twitches and spasms and even thrashes around from not being able to control it while he's getting fucked like a good, perfect slut- And then the way it wraps around your waist like he's trying to ground himself- Or maybe he's pulling you closer? Trying to get you deeper? God- Please tug on his tail, too. I'm not sure how well fucking his sheath from behind would work because of possible positioning of said sheath, but if you do? Please yank this man's tail to pull him back into your thrusts while you pin him down with a hand on the back of his head to shove him into the pillows. Better yet- Grip his hair, too, while you're at it. Or his horns/one of his horns. Use his horns to pull him into your hips as you make heavy thrusts into him.
And oh lord- When he cums? His knots and cocks swell which makes everything tighter and he's crying and writhing beneath you while calling out your name and pushing at your stomach because it's just too much- There's cum all over your belly and his and he looks so fucked out and his legs are shaking and his hips are jumping in little aborted thrusts to grind your cock inside him just a little more while he rides out his orgasm.
For my cock havers and my strap users (specifically those straps that you can use a pump with to pump stuff into your partner-):
I hope you can see my vision when I say he looks so pretty with cum squirting out of not only his dicks, but out of his shealth. The way his belly has a little bulge left over from how much you fucked into him- The way it squelches out from his slit, between his flagging cocks as they retreat into his internal pouch and more cum gushes out- And how he whimpers and whines and tears leak from his pretty eyes and he squirms while you push on his belly to force the cum out of his stuffed sheath.
It's just so pretty. :((
He's just so pretty. :((
Once again: I prefer top character and bottom reader stuff, but... Sometimes.... Ahaha- (If I were in that JingRenHeng poly relationship that I mentioned I was thinking of when I imagined this up, I'd love to watch those two do this to him... [screams])
I might have missed something/a few things because my mind was going wayyyyy faster than I can type (though I can type pretty fast...). So if I did and I remember later, I will put in an edit and post something to let people know it was added to.
I shall now go fucking die myself because who knew I'd be writing this and putting it where people can see it ahahahahfiosejg-
OH OH OH P.S. PLEASE TALK DIRTY TO HIM AND NIBBLE THOSE CUTE EARS OF HIS HE'LL GET SO RED THIS IS CANON TO ME.
#jfc the cw is a whole % of the actual post-#my apologies big dawg#Roro writes#dragon dan heng#dan heng x reader#dan heng smut#bottom dan heng#bottom character#top reader#awoop bottom boy jumpscare#yeah we all know i write more top character content#and will continue to do so unless asked#gn reader#pretty sure OTL#hsr x reader#honkai star rail x reader#rabling again like some old lady who cannot get her thoughts together#hsr smut#honkai star rail smut
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Me: I wonder what Hook calls Sampo in the Japanese dub? Probably oji-san, since it's shushu in the original Chinese?
Hook: Sampo-ojichan!!
Oji is "uncle," which is hilarious because Hook calls Natasha by "older sister" when she wants something. So Hook either just really wants to get on Natasha's good side, or she takes Sampo at face value when he refers to himself as an old man. She trusts him a lot and takes him at his word and she calls him as such!
And Sampo calls Hook either ojou-san or oujo-san (I can't find the Japanese sub to see the spelling, and I can't tell them apart by ear)!
One spelling, oujo, means "princess," it's how you would refer to royalty. The other, ojou, (which I assume is what he's actually saying) is something you call the young lady of a high-class family with a high social standing. In Genshin Impact, the intro scene for a popular ship, chilumi, shows Childe calling Lumine ojou-chan, which the English dub translated as "girlie." Since Sampo uses -san instead of -chan, his is more formal and respectful, it's more like "young lady."
...It's also how you would refer to the daughter of a yakuza leader, which I love, since Hook leads her own little gang (the Moles) skzhkskdkd
But it really gets me in the heart, because! Hook is generally looked at as a delinquent by most adults. Which I mean. Not without good reason, she
calls Natasha an old witch
frequently sneaks out into the Fragmentum
has left graffiti all over the side of the orphanage
was constantly picking fights with other kids
beat a man unconscious for stealing from her dad
and has already picked up on how business gets done in the Underworld, and uses/actively participates in it to get what she wants- she basically acts an information broker
like Hook earns her reputation haha. The Underground is lucky that what Hook wants is just like. Candy and toys and to play hide-and-seek. I'm sure she'll have the capability to raise all kinds of hell and be more like an actual gang leader when she's older, even if she chooses not to act on it.
So Sampo calling her so politely and respectfully is really sweet and cute! Yes, he's polite and respectful with everyone, but that's just it- he treats Hook much like he does everyone else. He doesn't tell her to buzz off because she's a kid. He doesn't lie or try to cheat her or assume she's naive because of her age. He never talks down to her. He really does just treat her like a respected business partner and he takes her seriously, which Hook really seems to appreciate. And even when Sampo does treat her like a kid, it's not in a negative way; he guides her on little adventures and chats with her and takes her for joy rides on his moped. All of which Hook also really appreciates, since everyone else is too busy trying to get by to make time to play with her. She absolutely adores him.
I hope they officially join forces someday and terrorize all of Belobog with their shenanigans JSKJZNDKSJ
So Hook calls Sampo "Uncle Sampo" in a particularly affectionate/endeared tone, and Sampo calls Hook "Young Miss Hook" in a very respectful tone! And to reiterate:
#honkai star rail#hsr sampo#hsr hook#WHAT BUSINESS DO THEY HAVE BEING SO ADORABLE AUGH OTL#they're so cute...my heart...#I've seen people say Sampo is a bad influence on Hook but I don't really like that because I feel it takes away from Hook's character.#Let her be awful all on her own!!#god forbid women do anything skhzksjsnz#I actually do really like her just being like this no matter what though because I think Hook is a fascinating example of just how harsh-#-the Underground is and how it's developed separately from the Overworld and how it operates and what it takes to survive down there.#like Hook is like this because she grew up down there during the worst times.#even if she was born before the halves were sealed off she's too young to remember any of that.#I'm pretty sure the end of the main quest in Belobog was the first time she'd ever seen the sun.#and so I think it's really neat seeing how she operates and what she thinks of things. she offers an insight not many other characters do.#she's too nice for it but I would love for her to be more like a gang leader as she gets older it would be a fun divergence jzkzjdndkd#Sampo can be one of her business partners. Belobog is shaking in fear skxhjsjddn#hsr#sampo koski#hook
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I just reinstalled KH3 on my pc to record some cutscenes and. apparently when you uninstall the game it deletes all your save data
#so I have to replay the whole game. even though I beat it a long time ago OTL#just to access the cutscene viewer.#kris speaks#if anyone knows of a mod that unlocks the whole gallery lmk. but I’m pretty sure is tied to save data which is encrypted to each#epic account so.#idk
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need to be exploding something but i Can't for some reason. just Can Not. my ability to do is just. Nay
#just me hi#GOUHHH#okay so I can't go back to bed rn cuz I was So tired earlier I went to bed at 7#Bad move !! But I also didn't have anything to do so kind of the only one lmao#So I slept for 4 hours and here I am now. At 2 am. Vibing [<- this is untrue]#I have Energy that I Need to dedicate to SOMETHING but I can't figure out what so I'm just vibrating really aggressively and pacing kfvshf#I could funkin writeeeee but I don't know what and i don't think I'll be able to focus so lmaoo 💥#// 💥🎶NONSTOP AUTOMATIC LIVIN IN DELUSION🎶💥#anywho loll--#//i could draw but that's Slow and Caramalizing work. Like when I want to evenly toast my thoughts you know what I'm saying kfshf#Or when I'm just trying to be Thourough. Or just rotating shiz so fast I gotta slow down lol#And then if I draw what should it be? The things in my brain ??? God forbid#What I'm just sposed to pick between the 3+ projects I have blasting at full volume in my head rn ?? That's crazy talk man#//mnm i want. a Snack#Snack tiymeeee#If only we had those kfshvfh#Ik where to get marshmallows (thought they could hide them from me. Impossible) but that's not a good choice for the hour or the craving lo#//what's the point !!! What's the pooooint !!! 🎶#i love you music hfvsh#/speaking of i took my mp3 player w/ me to skate w/ and played oldies and you know that was pretty good man I gotta do that again#Meant to do it last time but I didn't charge her :( and I don't want to stress her battery by killing her so </3#//oh also we went to the movies today !! Part of the reason I'm tired lmao#I always forget to bring smth to plug my ears (it's so funkin loudddd man oTL) but you know what I Didn't forget? Mp3 player w/ the noise#Canceling earbuds. Which worked insanely well I had Zero discomfort :D#Usually the theater experience starts to suck hard at abt the 2/3rds point cuz everything gets loud ;w;#but i forgot abt the sound thing w/ my buds in so :D yay yippee !!#We watched gladiator 2 :) watched the first one the night before so full context let's go 💥#It was good! I think anyway! I'm not sure i was completely clocked in kfshfh#//ooou I'm running out of tag space..#I'll say ciao right here loll :> toodles !!
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ive never really been into breeding but i think i get it i get it now 🤔
#f.txt#something about a character crying and telling the other to stop or to not come inside#bc they cant. they cant get pregnant. they cant they cant they cant#while the other takes a hand to their belly and coos at them and whispers sweetly about how well they're taking them and how they're gonna#fill them up and how pretty they'll look with their babies.#and the other is clenching around them. bc no matter how much resistance they give their body betrays them#and when B has come. they make sure to keep pushing gently inside making the other take every single drop.#and they kiss A's forehead and A's crying but they've taken them sooo well. so so well.#jhjdhsfjdhjfgsdsdjadhfjsk#well it only took one (1) sukugo bedtime scenario to achieve this fjdhdks#tho i think maybe it's the non/dubcon aspect that makes it appealing to me 🤔#yeaaaahhh yeah that's it#bc like the usual consensual mutual breeding kink really doesnt do anythign idk#then again dubious consent makes everything sexier tis the way of the world#sighs.......................need to breed someone while they cry and plead to stop OTL#ohgfhdfjdhfd but then u also have the bottom who wants to be bred and forces the top (who doesn't want to) to do it..........also hot af
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i need there to be more barbers who actually study reference pictures and care enough to try recreating them. tried to get my hair trimmed and the lady went too short before i could stop her and now i look like calvin's dad but blond
#she killed the fruity air i had going :(#i'm just some guy now#i'm pretty sure it'll grow out into what i want but ough OTL#(it doesn't actually look that bad it's just not what i had in mind and i wanted to complain lmao)#spoken from the stars
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Desperation (Hope)
I have no excuses, @sinistershepherd / @bitterkarmaa wrote a non-canon oneshot for their Karma is Bitter series (which y’all should read) and then I got brainworms and wrote this in like 12 hours instead of working on chapter 10 yaaay -6am cheer-
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A stranger.
There is a stranger in the library.
A stranger who wears the face of his master, a face that Sun hasn’t seen in so, so long but still glimpses in the pristine polish of marble tile and in glass window panes overlooking a darkened kingdom because it is his own face, a pale reflection of something grander. This stranger is a reflection, too; burnt orange and charcoal, silvery scars and soldered rays boasting proudly of conflict survived and surpassed. A slender frame draped in clothes nicer than any Sun has ever worn.
One of his eyes is dark, blinded, while the glowing orange pupil in the other is barely more than a pinprick, reflecting alarm that nearly matches Sun’s own. He does not belong here, and he knows it.
“Don’t say. A word.”
The harsh rasp of the stranger’s voice, barely louder than a whisper, spurs Sun into action. The voice is even more familiar than the face, bored drawl sped up by a fear and urgency that he’s never heard before, yet it strikes deep into a lifetime of conditioning.
He sympathizes, he really, truly does– but the fear his master inspires outweighs any sympathy. The stranger realizes this too, launches himself forward to cover Sun’s mouth before he can make a sound. The servant immediately cringes back, going still, trying not to provoke– but the expected pain never comes, just the press of careless clawtips into his cheek from the force of the other’s panic.
“Sun? What did you find?”
That was the drawl he recognized; irritated, impatient. Dull and lifeless like the building around them, a promise of punishment lurking just under the surface. A battered hand twitches at his side, unsure if he should try to pry the hand from his mouth, but the stranger makes the decision for him by releasing his grip. Sun doesn’t question it, only whirls on his heel with the intent to get away, and almost immediately runs right into his master.
He doesn’t bother trying to catch himself, an action trained out of him after one too many books knocked from the shelves by his uncoordinated flailing. Get away is still thrumming in his circuits but his frame is frozen, pinned under his master’s bored disdain.
“I-I was surprised, sir! You h-have to understand, I-“ he begins, and the disdain sharpens into a glare that severs his words, cutting off his frantic babbling. His master’s attention shifts, moving off of his servant and onto the intruder, and Sun knows that’s as good of a dismissal as he’s going to get. He scrambles away without bothering to climb to his feet, yet knows that he’s actually about as safe as it’s possible for him to get.
His master has something far more interesting to torment right now.
Tucked down next to a nearby shelf where he can observe without drawing attention, Sun follows the exchange between god and mortal with curiosity smothered by dull resignation and the fear that being in his master’s presence always sparks. It is interesting only in how it brings a little variety to the otherwise unchanging days, and soon the stranger will become nothing more than a memory– until his master decides to rip it from his head. He cannot imagine that even a scrap of someone who wore his master’s face would be allowed to continue existing.
Especially not someone who was going to talk back. Sun’s hands clench, fingers digging thoughtlessly between the spines of identical books, and he doesn’t know if he should feel pity or fear or faded appreciation as the glint in the stranger’s eye shifts from utter terror to anger, injured pride apparently overriding sense.
The look of dark satisfaction on his master’s face is expected.
The glow that emanates from the center of the stranger’s chest isn’t.
Sun’s eyes widen. He stops trying to meld himself with the countless books that line the shelves, stops trying to make himself even smaller and less important, and raises up on his knees so that he can see better. Damaged rays scrape and catch as they try to move, an instinct that has yet to fade completely despite only bringing tears of pain to his eyes.
He recognizes that light.
A white-hot glow, branching out from the center of the stranger’s chest, snaking up his throat and face, crossing his darkened eye. Cracks that do not bleed, causing no pain that Sun can discern. The brands of something much greater than the vessel that bore it.
The star.
Sun sucks in a hissing breath, and his gaze cuts to his master’s face. He expects to see recognition as well, perhaps irritation or intrigue– and yet all that he can make out is confusion. His master peers at the machine in his too-tight grip as if the stranger was the volume of a book incorrectly shelved, nothing more.
Does he not recognize it, too? Was he so blinded by the light of his own star that he could not recognize its glow in another?
The crack of metal on metal makes him flinch, drawing Sun from his thoughts, and the servant watches as the stranger is hurled into a wall, hitting it with bone-jarring force. He winces, tucking himself back down against the books, hands brought up to clutch his own arms and pulling them tight to his frame in dull sympathy. He knows all too well how much his master’s ire can hurt.
Perhaps he’d been mistaken, perhaps he’d been wrong like he so often is wrong. Stupid, stupid, how could the stranger have a star? Of course his master hadn’t reacted, of course Sun had been wrong–
Scraping, claws against a solid surface. The stranger pushes himself to his feet, single pupil a furious ember, and he launches himself at the master of this world with deadly intent. They hit the floor together, hard enough to splinter wooden boards.
Sun… cannot recall ever seeing anyone attempt to challenge his master like this.
Something sparks; a tiny sliver digging into his core, frightening in its unfamiliarity. For a moment he fears that this is it, that he’s drawn his master’s ire one too many times and this is the first pinprick that heralds his unmaking, but grasping at his chest reveals no wounds, no new damage.
Sun’s eyes drift over the white-hot cracks twisting over the stranger’s dark frame, glowing faintly under fine clothes now torn and streaked with dust, and he inhales sharply as that light resonates with the feeling struggling to ignite in his otherwise empty chest.
Hope?
His battered hand twists in the fabric of his shirt, scratching roughly against the equally battered casing underneath. No, no, he dare not name this feeling something as fragile as hope. Any hope he had was crushed by his master's hand a long time ago, scraped out and discarded, leaving him hollow. All that he has now is fear and boredom and aching loneliness. Whatever this feeling is, it's not that.
The painful scrape as his rays try to move is barely acknowledged, and he grits his teeth on his permanently manic grin. Sun thinks about the hard glint in the stranger's single eye, fear and fury melting together. Something familiar, something he recognizes.
Desperation.
Sun has nothing to live for except the tired routine of life itself. A body of metal that rusts but never breaks, a mind of circuit boards and files that corrupt and fragment but never enough to stop him from functioning. He lives by his master’s hand, and he’s long since wearied of the leash that ties him to this world of empty halls and dusty volumes, lacking the strength or willpower to snap his bonds.
This stranger wearing a familiar face has the anger needed to fight back. This stranger has the power of the star needed to succeed.
When his master acts, an armored hand gripping his attacker by the back of his two-toned vest and tossing him aside as if he were nothing more than garbage, Sun is already scrambling to his feet. Too fast ventilations almost stop as he tracks the other’s trajectory, he does not hope he can only despair, please don’t take away the opportunity he has only just recognized. A heart he doesn’t have catches in his throat as golden claws reach out, snag the wooden banister, arresting the stranger’s fall.
Desperation, a last chance. If he does not seize it now it will slip through his shaking fingers, and he will have nothing but his own inaction to blame.
Sun has never moved so fast in his life.
The stranger’s claws slip and skitter, losing purchase on the polished wood just as Sun reaches him, reaches out to grasp a black and gold hand as tightly as he can. The weight nearly drags him over the side of the bridge, his shoulder screaming at the sudden abuse, but he digs in with grim determination, fighting back against gravity’s embrace.
He looks down, into a softly glowing pupil swimming in confusion, and the explanation spills breathlessly from him. “You have one.”
“What?”
It was a good thing that holding the stranger aloft requires him to engage nearly his whole frame, because it leaves almost nothing relaxed enough to flinch at the question in stereo. His master stands just a few feet away, and he can only imagine the expression that lurks on his face, the anger surely bubbling to the surface. Sun has been loyal for his entire life, a loyalty bought with fear and cruel conditioning, and this act of betrayal will not be well received.
A last chance, then. There will not be enough left of him for another, after this.
“You have one!” A response for the stranger only, twisted up with desperation and urgency as Sun pulls, trying to drag the other back up onto the bridge. He isn’t very strong, and the damage he’s incurred over the years has chipped away at his strength even further, but he can at least get the stranger far enough to pull himself up the rest of the way.
Confusion still reflects in the stranger’s– in Eclipse’s good eye, a confusion that isn’t dispelled when Sun presses a finger to his chest, to the center of that gentle white glow. He can feel unevenness to the casing underneath, a scar of hastily repaired metal.
He cannot understand how the stranger doesn’t realize what he’s talking about, how someone can be a vessel for such power and yet apparently unaware of its conspicuous marks, but they do not have time for lengthy explanations. His gaze flicks along shimmering cracks before returning to Eclipse’s eyes, one a burning amber, the other the barest hint of orange. “Use it.”
The tap of metal on wood, the click of metal against metal. Eclipse’s gaze refocuses over Sun’s shoulder, confusion replaced by wary anger. Out of time, they were out of time.
Sun does not know anything about this stranger that wears a familiar face, burnt orange and charcoal, silvery scars and gunmetal grey. He does not know what this Eclipse is like, if he is kind or if he is cruel. He knows that he could very well be trading one kind of hell for another.
But…
Eclipse had been afraid, as only those who still remembered what it was like to feel pain and loss could be afraid. The fear of a mortal who has trespassed against their will, the fear of someone who has suffered and would like to avoid more suffering.
Eclipse had been angry, fueled by his own fury and the gentle light of a star. Angry enough to pick a fight that he had no hope of winning, too proud to simply bow his head for the sake of his own life.
And with the god of this world bearing down on them both, Eclipse stands, steps forward to put himself between servant and master. An intent to protect, and it didn’t matter if it was motivated by pity or gratitude, only that Eclipse intended to bear the brunt of whatever punishment was coming.
So Sun tucks himself behind his savior, trembling hands clutching the soft fabric of a goldenrod sleeve. His damaged rays scrape and tug, trying to retract, and he buries a whimper of both pain and fear in Eclipse’s shoulder. He is not brave, he cannot bear to watch as death approaches.
Desperation and hope. Two emotions of such similar color, a gentle white glow that could either warm or scorch. In hands like Sun’s the power of the star would be useless, the servant lacking the willpower and the intent needed to take that final step.
However, Sun isn’t the one with the star.
“USE IT!”
#fanfiction#karma is bitter#i am pretty sure this might be longer than the original oneshot#because i have writes too much disease#OTL the bit about 'there is no way this is hope' sunk its teeth into my brain and would not let go#im sensing a pattern with my SAMS brainrot which is i have got to write it down in some fashion or it will not leave my head#Google Docs Exorcism#s!Sun thinks Clip is kind of a badass#fanfic
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I totally forgot I owned a lyre so I'm gonna start playing it again and maybe write some music for the Theoi....?? or learn the Delphic hymns
idk jack shit about the Phrygian mode tho so time to watch some music theory videos
#ik it doesnt Have to be Phrygian mode#but i may as well Try to emulate the traditional sound#my lyre is only 7 strings tho so id need to modify the Delphic hymns#bc im pretty sure theyre more than 7 notes#but once i get a piano i could play them on piano!#.txt#also ik theres other scales/modes other than phrygian like lydian etc but. one at a time OTL
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thinking abt all of my missed connections and romantic relationships that never got off the ground.....
#the nonbinary person i met when i was visiting my friend at college#and we hung out together a bunch that whole week and held hands and cuddled and shit#but i was 18y/o and didn't know how to interact w people and i never saw them again after that visit#also they were pretty masc presenting and i was prehrt so everyone who saw us perceived us as a cishet couple which made me feel awful#or the coworker that i had that im p sure had a huge crush on me#and we went on what may or may not have been a date once#and she gave me a bunch of jewelry and cool rocks for my bday#but after i quit that job we never talked again#or the nonbinary person i met at rosh hashana services last year#who i talked about horror movies w a bunch and even ended up getting their number#but then i got anxious and took too long to message them and then it just felt like it would be awkward if i suddenly did out of the blue#or the way that every time i join a dating app as soon as i start talking w someone and either hitting it off or they start flirting w me#i get overwhelmed and delete the app#whyyy am i like this OTL#yapping
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So blindsided by paralive having lines from both of [redacted cast pair] in the first like 5 minutes…… it would’ve been such an easy drop otherwise since I have no attachment to this series and didn’t enjoy any of the characters actually introduced in the episode lol but now I have to stick around in case they’re in the same scene at some point I Guess
#my extremely minimal background research indicates Don’t Get Your Hopes Up but you never know…#pretty sure no seasonal anime so far this year has had [that kind of scene] yet so I have to hang in there just in case OTL#txt
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I'm curious about something, Lucas realized that Athy liked Ijekiel when they were younger?
I mean, in the sense that he got jealous when they interacted, then I guess so. But the thing is, other than finding him handsome and charming, Athy never let herself get emotionally close to Ijekiel. This is more prominent in the novel, but you can see it in the manhwa too (Roger out of all people explicitly tells Ijekiel just that). So she never developed any real/deeper romantic feelings for him. I'm bringing that up because the only time when Lucas and Athy talked about her relationship with Ijekiel was when Athy had just rejected him. (In one of the best scenes of the whole novel, in my opinion) Athy is troubled about causing Ijekiel pain and she opens up about it to Lucas, how she always tried to put a distance between them but that she had to end up openly rejecting him, which made her feel bad for him. Lucas then replies that she doesn't have to feel guilt over not reciprocating anybody's feelings, as she didn't have that obligation, making Athy feel better. That's how their dynamic played and sorted out when they got older.
#so to answer you more directly: Lucas never had a 'realization' because Athy opened up about the whole thing to him#sure Lucas got jealous when Athy and Ijekiel interacted (which weren't that many times. I think people play up that kind of scenario a lot)#but he is actually pretty mature about it. This is an aspect of Lucas' character that gets misunderstood a lot#he never outwardly expressed any jealousy towards Ijekiel. In the novel they interact even less in fact#it was only in front of Athy when he expressed he was feeling jealous#but yeah that scene and when he tells Athy he could wait forever until she was ready to start dating more openly#really show how Lucas respects Athy's decisions before anything else. I would say that he is the male character that respects her the most#(not counting Felix) and that scene also very obviously parallels how in the scene just before. when Athy rejects Ijekiel#Ijekiel tells Athy that he sometimes wished to keep her inside a birdcage so she would finally look at him#(After finding out about it Lucas calls Ijekiel's thinking foolish and considers it (wishing to trap Athy) something beneath him)#side note but this is also why i wouldn't really call wmmap a love triangle (or a good one)#at least not between Lucas Athy and Ijekiel#because Athy explicitly says she never allowed herself to truly like Kiel in a deep romantic sense#there's a love triangle between Jennette Kiel and Athy tho (or would you call it a love angle? since nobody reciprocates anyone's feelings)#also sorry anon i think you sent this a while back but i have been busy OTL#wmmap#wmmap novel
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Dragon Dan Heng + Oviposition
Warning: oviposition, non-human anatomy things, oral, rut cycles, feral behavior, biting, belly bulge, breeding, copious amounts of cum, cumplay????, plugging??? tf do I call it-, author rambling again with little coherency, top character
GN reader I think.
NSFW under the cut:
He- Oml we're going with the combo of one cock + oviposition + internal sheath thing + ribbed dick.
Oml so if we go the egging route... God he's whining as the eggs make their way into his cock from whatever internal pouch he has. Moaning like a pornstar and grinding into your hole as they slide through his cock and stretch out his dick's slit to make themselves at home inside you with a spurt of precum. There's LOTS of that, making your insides already messy before he even cums. The size of the egg has your belly feeling bloated already. But by the time he's done, your tummy has been rounded out like you're already months pregnant and then he's emptying his cum inside of you on top of that to fertilize the eggs. When he's filling you with his eggs, his teeth are likely latched into your shoulder. He really didn't mean to he's just so far gone that he did it without thinking about it. :(( He just wanted to lay claim on you in more way than one with that rut brain of his. :(( Secretly but not so secretly because of how he looks at it later likes the marks on you.
You can feel free to add this into your fantasy or not, but personally- Sometimes I think about how his internal egg pouch where he keeps the eggs (grows them??? tf-) ends up bloated by the time his rut comes around. Sorta makes sense because how else would big eggs fit in his body to put into you? Like I imagine he has a flat belly until getting close to his rut and suddenly his lower belly is swelling with eggs that he just has to put in you once it's time. Please won't you let him breed you? :((
Sometimes this idea shows up in my fantasies and sometimes it doesn't. As most things go with dragon Dan Heng in my head.
Also random thing about his large pecker dick: I think it might have a thinner tip. Like... it's mostly the same size all the way down with only the slightest of tapering, but then right at the tip it tapers a lot. Like not even an inch before the tip it does that. Also I still like the idea of it being ribbed. :D
Also oml there's something obscene about the way the eggs also stretch out not only his cock but the opening of his sheath oifjsoegi- Once again pushing the internal sheath agenda.
I think that as long as he doesn't fertilize them, they won't grow or anything. So you'll just lay them later on. Always very sweet with you whether you're laying unfertilized eggs or birthing the eggs that will eventually hatch. Will soothingly rub your belly and hold your hand. Might reach in to help coax the eggs out. If they aren't fertilized, it means he doesn't have to be as careful with them and just uses his claws to gently pull them out fjsije- This makes me think that he probably takes them out after his rut is over because he'd wanna keep them in to pacify (god there was another word I was gonna use-) his Need to Breed TM.
But ye when he's done filling you with his eggs and cum, he's watching the way his cum spills out of your thoroughly bred hole and will gather it back up to finger it back in. Probably cups his hand on your hole to keep it in before putting a plug in you to keep all that thick cum in you. Slides his fingers in your mouth to have you clean them off but then licks his tongue into your mouth because he wants to taste the mixture of his and your cum in your mouth.
Talked about aftercare last time, but now I'll add a lil more and say that with rut it's not just fucking. His dragon rut brain tells him to take care of you and protect you, his mate. So he's also making sure you're drinking water, fed, and warm. Will feed you by hand and help you drink your water. If you're into it, maybe he even puts the water into his own mouth to give to you. Possibly because you're too fucked out to even drink it when he puts the cup or waterbottle to your lips. Probably does a fucking perimeter check of the room because his rut brain demands he makes sure it's safe before he snuggles up with you and you have an armful of purring dragon to help you fall asleep.
Wrote this and then did not read through it so there maybe typos and things that don't make sense whoops.
Will check it later.
#hsr x reader#honkai star rail x reader#dan heng x reader#dan heng smut#dragon dan heng#hsr smut#honkai star rail smut#top character#gn reader#I'm pretty sure it is OTL#Roro writes
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"Apologies. The King is not taking visitors at this time."
#the walking dead#twd#ezekiel x jerry#jerrzekiel#ezekiel sutton#twd jerry#twd s6 spoilers#my art#I just finished season 8#OTL#this show is going to be the death of me#pretty sure I was crying for like 75% of the season finale#drew this awhile ago#and finally got around to getting it finished for posting#a lot of my twd stuff is delayed because I keep getting inspired to draw new things#and then don't finish the old things xD
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We are reaching new levels of exhaustion, lads
#another one of those entire nights full of nightmares huh#pretty sure this new medication was prescribed to treat that but okay#like you literally had one job#sorry my brain chemistry is in such shambles that it's not that simple OTL#vent
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❛ just relax and let me take care of you. ❜
For the writing prompts, for whomever comes to mind. <3
aaaa thank you!!! now i have to figure out how i want to actually.. format these...
TIMELINE: ballad WHEN: patch 5.5 WHO: nira'sae/g'raha SUMMARY: a moment after they returned from paglth'an sporting some fresh injuries.
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They thought they'd done pretty well, all things considered.
It was their first real taste of combat outside of sparring since they'd recovered from their... incident, at the tower. The Scions had done everything they could to ensure they were prepared - geared them, lectured them, subjected them to hours of training - but the world wouldn't wait forever.
Fandaniel didn't seem eager to wait at all.
But no amount of preparation could make up for almost a decade of missing experience. So... they took a few hits.
It was nothing major, by their standards. The "Lunar Ifrit" had been mean as all Hell, but, they were sure they'd fought worse before. An errant swipe had come out lower and faster than they expected, catching them across the thigh - shaken for just a moment too long, they stumbled, and one swipe cascaded into two, giving them a matching gash across their hip and abdomen.
All of which had led them here, to the room they'd been given in the Hourglass, getting ready to dress down and address the damage. They could very well have done more on the journey over - but as they'd told Alisaie - keeping Arenvald stable was the priority, at the time. They should have known better than to think she'd let that slide.
There was a knock at the door.
Hurriedly grabbing a robe to throw on, shirtless as they now were, they braced themself for a renewed lecture.
"Uh- come in?"
It wasn't their little Elezen friend that opened the door, however.
Instead, G'raha Tia made his way through the threshold, looking about as pleased as Alisaie had been.
"Nira'sae." he greeted, sounding far more stern than they were used to.
They wrapped the robe a little tighter.
"H-hi-- um. Is everything alright?"
"It was brought to my attention that you didn't return entirely unscathed."
Ah. She'd ratted them out.
He was before them, now. Arms folded with the manner of one scolding a child.
"Well, no, b-but..."
"Let me see."
"I-it's okay-- I'll deal with it."
"Nira'sae."
For someone that had just fought through a veritable legion of tempered Imperials, and bested some new amalgamation of Primal, they found they really had no backbone at all.
They slowly untied and shrugged off the robe, letting it hang from their elbows. It was blood-stained, now. Oops.
G'raha's face immediately softened into gentle concern. He stepped closer, leaning in to get a better look - it took all their resolve not to take a step back in turn, cheeks starting to colour.
They stared pointedly at the wall until he tutted, straightening.
"Sit down. I'll handle this."
It wasn't a question. He was already taking off his gloves. They opened their mouth to argue, but he cut them off.
"Oh, and take those off."
He was gesturing to their pants. Without the robe, the tear in them was fairly obvious. Their ears pinned back, a mild sense of panic and anticipation mixing in the pit of their stomach.
"I don't-- you don't have to, I can--"
"No, but I'd like to."
"B-but--"
His hand found one of theirs.
"Honestly, Nira..." his voice was quieter now - chiding but gentle, "...just relax, and let me take care of you. Okay?"
Their heart was racing in their chest, all nerves and butterflies, but when he squeezed their hand...
They found themselves nodding anyway.
#ffxiv#ffxiv oc#nira'sae#ffxiv writing#ask meme#ask answered#okay so hear me out#i didnt MEAN to make this 500 words#and im pretty sure i wasnt sposed to leave the prompt til thE VERY END#OTL IM SORRY#this scene gets a bit steamy after this part so i had to cut it off but#i hope its okay#ty for sending me the prompt!!!
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Just a real quick PSA to side blog rp accounts!
I will not follow back your main or hub blogs but I will follow your side blogs if they are something I'd want to follow so if you followed my blog through your main and I didn't follow back your side it's likely I mistook you for a personal or just didn't check you out if you were the hub!
So if you have a sideblog that's an rp account poke me with an IM or an ask and I'll more than likely follow you back!
#ooc ; downtime#psa ;#( pretty sure I have a few tri stamp sides following me that I never followed back because I never knew they were a thing lmao#OTL#seriously if you're a sideblog tho pls poke me so I know which to follow cause someitmes#I assume it's a personal and that's on me ;;#)#I don't follow your mains or hubs just to keep my dash cleaner!#nothing against you!
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