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Can I ask how Vasco reacted to hearing about Machete’s assassination? :o did he put on a brave face? Was he inconsolable? Does he imagine that if he were there, he could’ve done something (even if that isn’t true? I imagine it would be tortuous mentally and emotionally for him, poor lad
He most likely went through a mental breakdown, followed by years of paralyzing grief and depression. Vasco had proven to be outstandingly resilient and optimistic in adversity, putting on a brave face was his second nature. But this was his final 'break the unbreakable' moment. He turned withdrawn and apathetic. He had never lost anyone this abruptly before, and he became visibly paranoid about the safety and health of his family while failing to look after his own wellbeing.
Of course he kept rewinding the events in his head and second-guessing himself about whether he could've prevented this outcome somehow, even when everyone who knew about his situation kept telling him there was no reason for him to blame himself for it. He struggled with the suddenness of it, and the lack of closure, and couldn't get over thinking how the love of his life had died alone, surprised, scared and in pain, and that there was absolutely nothing he could do to remedy that. Ludovica's support was invaluable to him. Since he couldn't mourn openly she was one of the few people who were there for him.
Eventually he came to terms with what had happened and learned to live with it, and even though he slowly regained his good-humoured personality, he never fully recovered back to his previous self.
#his relationship with faith also went through a number of changes#he was both viscerally angry at God#for never having helped Machete no matter how hard he had tried to be a good person and earn his place in the world#and then allowing him to get snuffed out so thanklessly#but he also started praying in earnest#because he was aching to do something to alleviate the situation and he was out of options#he hoped that maybe if he asked nicely he could bargain something back#and he was suddenly acutely aware of the fragility of life and worried about the safety of his living loved ones#and afraid of what was going to happen to Machete's soul now that he was out of his reach#and whether they would be able to reunite in afterlife or not#answered#anonymous#Vaschete lore#death#cw death#Machete's life is sort of a slow burn struggle#Vasco gets smacked with decades worth of trauma in one devastating blow without a warning
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四大害 | Four Great Calamities
#art#tgcf#hua cheng#he xuan#bai wuxiang#qi rong#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#crimson rain sought flower#white no face#black water sinking ships#very proud of this actually#like icb i actually made this w my own two hands#idk how this happened#currently also working on a four famous tales piece#pray i dont fuck it up god bless
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sorry loop if this looks gay to the viewers
#[deranged asexual artist voice] i can eroticise nulls in ways your mortal mind cannot begin to comprehend (i pick an appeal point and pray)#sifloop#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#siffrin#lucabyteart#HAVE I DRAWN IN THE SAME ARTSTYLE TWICE YET. GOD. WHY AM I LIKE THIS. WHAT IS THIS. WHERE AM I. WHAT HAPPENED TO THE MOE BLOBS? ?#anyway. you guys thought the stupid chest star headcanon from my doodles was going away? nope. call me chekov baybeeee#jokes aside though this is sooooo tame. hope you all like it lol#also . loop body horror feetie pyjamas . my infinitely worse headcanon. there are NO DOGS here actually. SAD!
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heeyyy gaaanggg
the pose and the background of the album version (left) are based on oingo boingos only a lad album art. not cause i think he has anything to do with it but just cause ive been wantin to draw that pose for like. weeks and i didnt know who to put there. so why not my latest bug man.
#my art#digital art#digital painting#fanart#resident evil 7#ethan winters#goddd PLEAAASEEEE#i havent known if i was gonna post this or not multiple times in the process of drawin this. but ultimately i spent too much time on it to#NOT post it. embarrassment be damned#but at the same time what am i even doin yknow. what is this what is goin on pleaaseee PLEASEEEEE#I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT RESIDENT EVIL!!! I DONT KNOW N O T H I NG I KNOW LESS THAN NOTHING#HOW?? HOW DID I GET HERE??? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN???? i know exactly the answer to all those questions but it still boggles me how fast this#happened. usually it takes WEEKS if not MONTHS for me to start makin fanart. this was faaasttttt TOO FAST and im like. genuinely constantly#thinkin about this game. im ALWAYS thinkin about this game. part of why this took me so long to do is cause i always wanna play re7 or thin#about re7 in a strange and deranged way. ive actually genuinely been SICK WHAT HAPPENEDDDDDD#im losing it!! anyways this took me a looonggg ass time and i redrew it soo many timmmessss#i did like. 3 lineart passes. the album version i did 3 shading passes. i really struggled!! and ultimately i dont know how i feel about it#like i kinda resent it. for takin so long and makin me suffer so much#never again. never again will i spend that much time on a drawing. i HATE when drawins take a long time. i HATE that. it makes me madddd#ive been insane. ive been so insane. and im not gettin better like i cant sleep sometimes cause im thinkin about this game and this guy and#that gal like i think about them!! so! so much!! oh my god!!#in the time it took me to finish this ive done like 10 sketches for other pieces like. and ive had like 3 ideas ive written down.#and like 50 that i havent written or sketched.#IVE WRITTEN POETRY!! P O E T R Y !!!#i write the occasional poem when im feelin some kinda profound emotion but i NEVER write poetry about media SOBBING#anyways thats the post i think this is the beginnin of the end so lets hold hands and pray. ugh sorry if i get sick. im shakin.
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Remember to pray for the people you follow (or who follow you) on social media who just vanished one day. God willing, they're just taking a break or have a new account or quit the site. But there's a very real possibility that something could have happened to them. Maybe they're extremely ill, maybe they're now homeless, or maybe they passed away. And God willing, if something were to ever happen to you, that people would be praying for you because they noticed you haven't been online for some time.
#Prayer#Christianity#Catholicism#Catholic#God#You don't need to remember their usernames or their name#You can just pray generally for your followers / following list and their wellbeing#and particularly praying for anyone that might have had something happen to them
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happy new year! 🍡🐇
#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#tsukasa tenma#an shiraishi#Is that enough tags to cover up my screaming. i think it is#okay well [SCREAMING ] [COVERED IN BLO OD] [EXPLODES] IHATEDRAWING RAAAAAAAAH#just kidding this was fun. If you put aside their fucking outfits. and the poses i freeballes. Please god dont ask whats happening.#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUG#If youre reading this can you pray that i pull colorfes nene on en btw#i have enough to spark but i know ill spark nene and then pull her and not get rui.#anyways. Happy new year!!!! love you!!!!!!! ^_^ bunny time!!#hatsune miku colorful stage#Do people actually search this long ass tag.
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“God loves you but not enough to save you” might be the most Sam Winchester song lyric I’ve ever heard
#i’m just picturing young Sam praying and older Sam realizing that everything terrible that’s ever happened to him was because of God#God was so obsessed with him he ruined his entire life#supernatural#spn#supernatural fandom#sam winchester#spn rewatch#ethel cain#god loves you but not enough to save you
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The return of the king !!!
#they fixed him fucking finally#this is what happens when you pray enough maybe god does exist guys#one piece#usopp#egghead
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Speaking of coins, I think it's neat that we have a trinity of Apollos with uncommon characteristics:
Apollo Karneios with ram horns and ram ears, Apollo Soranus with a star diadem and a pick-axe and Apollo Vejovis with winged head, a trident and a dagger. (The last two are the results of his syncretism with Roman deities)
What's more fun about the coins of Apollo-Vejovis is that some of them put a thunderbolt under his bust or straight up show him holding it:
And I can't help but think of this being equivalent to a girl wearing her mom's makeup for the photo day
#apollo#look Apollo has already used thunderbolt in a couple of classical texts#I don't think Zeus would mind if his son borrowed it for a few minutes for a photoshoot#Okay jokes aside Vejovis is such an obscure deity (just like Soranus)#The explanation given by Gellius is that Jupiter/Jove is ultimately derived from “iuvare” which means “to help”#so Vejovis was the antithesis of Jove...doing the opposite of help#he was believed to bring harm with his arrows#So was also prayed upon to avert evils#hence his syncretism with Apollo#I also feel like they also just syncretised Jupiter with Apollo to some extent here#because soon after stating his identification with Apollo#Gellius has mentioned that a she-goat was sacrificed to Vejovius (yknow as a nod to Amalthea nursing Zeus/Jupiter#this also happens with Apollo Soranus actually#Soranus is conflated with Apollo and called the highest of the gods#and Servius notes that “highest of the gods” is a title given to Jupiter#so yeah it was a not a complete or even a direct syncretism but there was a line that connected them#and i find the implications very interesting#mine
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Tong magically getting the building that nobody else could get before
Yet running out of money
Didn't make me think that he has used money to get that building, but instead made me think of something more nefarious, like he might be willing to cut some corners in other areas to make sure his movie makes him look good.
All's I'm saying is Joe 2.0 is already living a life VERY similar to Joe 1.0.
So Tong better not even think about it.
@bitacrytic, I will end that man where he fucking stands.
#my stand in#my stand in the series#Tong better not#I swear to GOD he better not#LEAVE JOE ALONE!#y'all better start praying right now#because if this happens I'm bringing out the Alan scale#new fear unlocked
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I haven't been able to contact any of my friends and family in Bangladesh all day. Nationwide internet shutdown. Phone-lines are cut off. The last I heard was that there was curfew and tanks were out in the street.
I'm worried sick as you can imagine.
The death toll has gone up from 6 to 54 in a single day.
I wonder about those men in the armies who are shooting and beating up the students. How can you do this to your own people? They are the real Rajakars.
Even the people who will actually be benefiting from the quota support the students. Who are they doing this for.
#sorry this is incoherent i#am so scared and angry#i keep praying that any of 54 killed wasn't any of my friends or family#and then i feel bad because immediately because they were someone's friend or family even they weren't mine#god you never really realise the horror until it happens to you and your loved ones#i keep refreshing social media but everything is so dead quiet since this morning#bangladesh student protests#bangladesh protests#bangladesh
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CHAT IS THIS REAL⁉️⁉️⁉️
NOW I COULD BE A DUMB DUMB FREAKING OUT OVER NOTHING. I. AM VERY STUPIT SOMETIMES. BUT. IS THIS REAL??? I HEARD THERE WAS A SITE THAT UPDATES RIGHT BEFORE THE RELESE HAPPENS IS THAT WHAT THIS GREEN BOX IS A SCREENSHOT OF IS THIS REAL OR AM I BEING TROLLED BY THE FANDOM AGAIN PLEASE GUYS I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE PL
#lmk season 5#release date???#please#i will stop being gay for 3 seconds god if you let this happen#lego monkie kid#PLEASE RELEASE DURING PRIDE MONTH PLEASE#IT WOULD BE HILARIOUS IF A LOT OF SHADOWPEACH IS THERE#AND JTS IN THE MIDDLE OF GAY TIME#LMK#monkie kid#IM ACTUALLY GONNA SOB#PLEASSSE RELEASE DURING GAY MONTH#PLS IT WOULD BE SO FUNNY#EVERYBODY GO KIDNAP YOUR RELIGIOUS FRIENDS SO THEY CAN PRAY OVER THIS
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GENSHIN 5.2 NOTES
REDEEM CODES
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REDEEM HERE
BANNERS/WEAPONS
QUESTS
TRIBAL CHRONICLES: TLALOCAN
ARCHON QUEST INTERLUDE
NEW AREAS
FLOWER-FEATHER CLAN
MASTERS OF THE NIGHT-WIND
OCHKANATLAN
+ a new companion who will help in exploring ochkanatlan
NEW ENEMIES
EVENTS
PATCH-LONG EXPLORATION REWARDS
IKTOMI SPIRITSEEKING SCROLLS
ADVENTURER'S TRAILS: METAMORPHOSIS
EXERCISE SURGING STORM
AUTOMATIC ARTISTRY
CLAW CONVOY
LEYLINE OVERFLOW
OTHER
XBOX X + S SERIES AVAILABLE FOR PLAY + UNLOCK NEW WINDGLIDER ON PLATFORM
#just genshin <3#MORE CAPITANO CONTENT RAHHH#MAVUIKA DRIP MARKET SOON I BEG#and u know what? ill take the zhongli-neuvillette joint banner bc that may be the closest we get to them interacting 🧍♀️#hyv pls give us them interacting u dont understand how much i need it...#honestly quite a lot is happening this patch good god#3 new areas + quests + exploration rewards + events... lots of primos....#also the new event sword... its so pretty.... AND CITLALI LORE MAYHAPS???#ourgh her art in the new patch... after mavuika ill get her... unless theyre in the same patch then i just gotta pray....#not a bad patch in terms of qol updates too with the artifact locking filter too
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Only got a couple of weeks left of classes before my final papers are due! Their development is going along smoothly and I'm handling my current workload well. Anyways, completely unrelated, have some bits from the description of Rimmer's revision process
#This is not a cry for help I promise :)#Red Dwarf#Infinity Welcomes Careful Drivers#Original Post#Praying to a god he doesn't believe in for a miracle that couldn't happen: a vibe
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A (VERY MESSY) SPONGE FANART OF ✨MY BOY✨
Just finished it just now, in my intern workplace. I was given a task to try out new products to see if it works. One for paint, one for markers. So I decided to make for the Markers one with Dingaan with his Thinking Cap~ (Because I can (:< ✨💜💛✨)
I need to soak (or at least dabble) it with water after this. Pray for me nothing happens with the line art or anything that will ruin it when I put water on it- 🤲
#supa strikas#supastrikas#supablr#supa strikas fanart#supa strikas dingaan#No Seriously. PRAY THAT NOTHING HAPPENS TO IT! I LIKE IT TOO MUCH TO SEE IT RUINED- 😭#PLEASE GOD NOTHING HAPPENS TO IT!!!#💜💛 Made By MimpiNightmare 💛💜
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🍷<3
#when i got hashtag sick i was in hospital and i was doing my regularly scheduled call with my dad#and i really had no plans of telling him bc ive done that before and its not like he can scare the MS away or anything#i dont know what happened. maybe because it was such a fucking bad episode. maybe because i was so tired. maybe it was a secret 3rd thing#but one minute was like fine then i just burst into tears and i was crying so hard which is MEGA EW BC IM NOT A CRIER LIKE THAT#and my dad freaked out and he was like whats wrong and i didnt wanna tell him but I also sounded insane bc i spontaneously started sobbing#and he was getting more alarmed and i was upset that id upset him and so i just spat it out i was like 'listen king'#'its no biggie but my body is trying to kill me again and im just a little sad atm' and he replied 'baba why wouldnt you tell me?'#and this man who has a very big serious job literally dropped everything and took a 20 hr flight over#and he genuinely just grabbed one of his work suitcase because he showed up with nothing but dress shirts and his laptop#and i think maybe it healed me a little. i mean it def also made me sad too but mostly healed me#and he'd been here for a couple of weeks and he left today and i feel shit about being sad about it#again because he has a very big and very serious job and i genuinely dont understand how he even just showed up like that#so I felt guilty throughout#anyway i dont think he drinks anymore but i was like king have a sip of wine with me and he did and it was lovely#and I hope I become my fathers daughter and not my mother's child. praying to both our gods#heres to healing ❤️🩹
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