#posting this to archive forever

[suzakus-canon-wife]

New zachlulu headcanon dropped

@softfuzzyships ur his ultimate gay awakening

[annamationsart]

i depend on you

[sainz100]

a very small moment from Exact Live 2018 of the Max and Rico staredown

[theokusgallery]

Gay monsters in my head. They be spinning

Based off of this picture of Robert Plant :)

[bifrostarchivist]

ok guys so i applied for an archivist internship at my college right. and during the interview the head archivist lady asked me why i became interested in archiving and i was like “okay so there’s this podcast…..” and she went “THE MAGNUS ARCHIVES?” and i went “yeah ☹️”

anyways i finally heard back and i got the internship !!!!! can’t wait to start the apocalypse….

[zhuzhee]

vast boys!!

[milkteamoon]

Jonmartin? On MY blog???

[dyerink]

osamu the professional eavesdropper then promptly crosses off that option from his list

[tiredandoptimistic]

I'm thinking thoughts about Agent Curt Mega today. Specifically him at the end of Doing This, when Tatiana ends their kiss. I highly doubt that he's ever come out to anyone other than the men he's slept with, and he's still too afraid to say it out loud. But it's not just that he explains through a euphemism ("you're not my type"), it's that when Tatiana tries to say it more plainly he cuts her off ("so you're into-" "yeah"), because he can't even handle hearing it from her. He is fully expecting her to hate him for being gay, and when she doesn't, and just continues the conversation as normally as she can, even saying she still wants to be his friend, he is blown away by positive emotions because this man has probably never had a real friend before. It's just so.

What I love about the ending of the musical, when Curt kills Owen, is that he realizes that he deserves better. He realizes that his relationship with Owen isn't worth fighting for, and that his friendships with Barb and Tatiana are. And that's really meaningful to me, seeing platonic love held up as a happy ending and romantic love acknowledged as fallible.

[rpfofficial]

It's Hard to Be a Saint In the City — Live at the Hammersmith Odeon, London, November 18 1975

[deepiintheocean]

my mc's clothes for step 2 & 3 of ol:nf!!

[somuchbetterthanthat]

Thinking something that's perhaps a little mean, but I think Martin is not easily liked in the exact opposite way that Jon is not easily liked.

Jon, orphaned at like 6, with a grandmother whom he felt like he was a burden to (regardless of her own actual feelings and actions), already bullied at 8 year old by older teenagers, probably decided early on that, yeah. He was a prick, and he was not easy to love, and too bad for everything else, that was fine by him, he would just Keep Being a Prickly Human Being because That's Who He Was (possibly reinforced later on by other events, like, say, his breakup with Georgie, etc.) He's just easily mean and off-putting and if you go past his shields you will find someone who is STILL kind of a smug prick but also will give you so much love and affection, and blindly at that.

Martin, though, growing up with dad that left, a mother that hates him and yet relies on him for everything, with apparently no other grown up ever worrying enough about his life situation, grows up thinking that he just doesn't really matter, that he's not important or WORTHY of love, that his actions have very little consequences on the outside world, but also CRAVING to be loved and recognized while having no clue, probably, apart from what he witnessed from stories and things happening around him. That made him, especially early-seasons him, a try hard. Martin reeks of a quiet desperation every time he awkwardly laughs at your joke, maybe too hard or a beat too late; Martin offers tea just a bit too much. Martin's smile a bit too eager, too big, too friendly, please like me, i want to be liked, but also i don't know how to be liked, so just like. play pretend with me. Please?? Martin's clumsy and does not pay attention to certain things and is surprised when people Do pay attention to it because usually he can just. brush it off with a haha, silly me.

Martin thinks "gentle pity" or "bare minimum politeness and friendliness" is the best he can HAVE and you know what it'll hurt and sting but he's so thirsty for any sort of human connection he'll TAKE IT.

It's why people like Sasha, Basira or Melanie easily dismissed him; it's why Tim, overly good guy and Big BrotherTM, was the most friendly to him until he could NOT deal with Martin's Over Friendliness anymore (and was surprised when Martin actually blew off at him, actually revealing what he truly felt).

Also hot take it's part of why Jon can't like him at first, why Martin WANTS Jon to like him at first (or at least TRIES HARD to be at "bare minimum"), and I am a firm believer that Martin recognizing 1. Jon actually caring about his fears and protecting him in S1 and 2. Jon being actually as lonely as Martin as always felt deep down in S2 is the reason why Martin starts to be more genuinely himself with Jon in a slow "oh i am falling for him and i need to take care of him like he took care of me" and Martin acting like that IS the reason why Jon falls for him in return, a mixed of recognizing Martin's actual competency and cleverness AND Martin just. ignoring Jon's meaness to be like "no. I will care for you and like you and be there for you" stubborness, which is the key to Jon's heart.

[svtfoe-archives]

we all become our mother in the end // Star & Moon study

"You can leave it all behind, skip a beat in the bloodline."

-Bloodline / Difficult Things (Orla Gartland)

honeytuesday on tumblr // Kyung-sook Shin, Please Look After Mom // supernatural, s12 ep22 // unknown // Sandy - Alex G // Bloodline / Difficult Things - Orla Gartland // Over your head - Orla Gartland // Venetta Octavia, The Burning // Lidia Yuknavitch, Letter to My Rage // Fairhazel, It Takes Time

[vulpinesaint]

MUTUALS. COME WITH ME TO THE FUCKED UP DREAM VENOM CHURCH...

[taravangians-storming-balls]

[nuzlight-mia]

hey guys!

anyone who is running a blog with images (this won't work for just text posts iirc), don't forget to generate a backup of your blog from your blog settings~. This will create a ZIP file with all the images you've posted in chronological posting order. It's pretty good to at least generate now and then imo even if you have no intentions of downloading it anytime soon~