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jeonscatalyst · 7 months ago
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You ask a yoonminer why is BH using jikook since 2016 for fanservice when taekook and vmin are more popular together than jikook and then it's crickets cause mfkrs don't even know why they say it there's no logic they can come up with other than to cater to those taekookers theories then you're actually listening to jm antis over jm the man who's u supposed to stan lol.
And it's not even new to me over the years i have seen Tkkrs, yoonminers, jinkookers and few vminies also saying the same that BH is pushing jikook but you ask them how and why then it's just crickets.
Came across a tkkrs' Post because Tumblr said "since you follow vmk"(i don't idk where Tumblr got that from) and the person said jk has shut down jikook long before idt he's going back to it after coming back from the military (as anon asked what members or vmk would be after the military) and seems like Tkkrs were the ones anticipating the skinship more in the show cause this person said "idk why Tkkrs were worried BH would put lot of skinship" when jungkook has rested it long ago something. If they show skinship then it's "if they were gay couples the company wouldn't show it" if they don't show it then it's "jungkook has put rest to it long ago" lol one way or another people make their happiness.
You know that’s exactly what I thought when I saw that yoonminer claiming that Jikook was pushed by the company. Atleast I can understand why a taekooker would follow that logic but as a yoonminer why on earth would you think the company would skip ships like Taekook and Vmin which were much more popular than Jikook to push Jikook? A ship which barely anyone paid attention to? This is how you know that these people just don’t think for themselves. Many of them don’t even know Jikook’s history. They just follow what the crowd says to feel like they belong or know something.
“Came across a tkkrs' Post because Tumblr said "since you follow vmk"(i don't idk where Tumblr got that from) and the person said jk has shut down jikook long before idt he's going back to it after coming back from the military”
Lol does Jungkook know he shut down Jikook? Because I seem to remember many jikookers not giving up on the ship in the solo era solely because of Jungkook. Let’s face facts, Jungkook single handedly kept this ship afloat in the solo era so tkkrs claiming that he shut Jikook down is the funniest thing ever. Even in AYS, he was the one throwing out all the “romantic” pick up lines, telling everyone how the trips were the best trips he had in his entire life and telling everyone how he wants to continue doing the show with Jimin till he is 50. How exactly is that him shutting Jikook down? How well was he shutting Jikook down when he was almost begging for Jimin to let him come over at 7am in the morning for a Live and a shower? How well was he shutting Jikook down by waking up at. 4am, to watch Jikook content after replying to Jimin’s “I miss you” on weverse? How well was he shutting down Jikook when he could barely make it through a single Live without mentioning Jimin? Is that how you shut down a ship?
Taekookers can only claim that he shut down Jikook by intentionally twisting his words or mistranslating things he said. Like how they purposely mistranslated his words when he said “It’s for the show” and claimed that he said “it is because of this show” or how they take him saying “it is an entertainment show” to mean that he wanted everyone to know that it was a show, like we didn’t already know it was a show. Funny how according to them he made sure to reiterate that it was a show yet he was the same one telling everyone that the these trips were the best he had in his entire life. I see how he was desperately trying to shut Jikook down by letting the world know that even though he had been on private trips, only the work trips for entertainment with Jimin were the best trips, not “work trips” but the best trips he ever had in his ENTIRE life. If that is how they shut down a ship, then I hope Jimin and Jungkook keep shutting down this ship.
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evil-winters · 11 days ago
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disclaimer: you can enjoy a character as much as you want. you can also interpret media differently than i do. i am a random person on tumblr, i’m not here to have a crazy argument with you based on your opinions vs mine! okay, now on to the main point!
i am a rebecca chambers lover through and through. re0 is in fact in my top 5 resident evil games, because i enjoyed it thoroughly even if some of it is a little goofy admittedly.
however, when seeing people talk about rebecca chambers in relation to albert wesker…. i feel like people play up rebecca’s relevance when it comes down to her relation to wesker. and i do say this kindly, however… wesker doesn’t seem to have much of an opinion on rebecca in the first place (i think he even just dismisses william’s question about her in re0 because she’s “just a rookie”). and when he does shoot her, he does so while barely acknowledging her (it’s past 3am here so it’s possible he didn’t even acknowledge her AT ALL, i’m just not going to check right now) and only focusing on chris redfield.
that isn’t to say that you guys can’t have headcanons, or anything like that, but i do think some of you guys treat her relevance to him— and even to most of the games— as being more than it actually was.
rebecca chambers isn’t really relevant to the series outside of the 3 or 4 main medias she appears in. she’s not considered one of the series “main characters” because i personally don’t think she’e ever meant to be one. she serves her purpose in the series, and that’s good, but it’s not to the effect that the actual main characters to the series serve.
that’s all to say, i don’t think acting like she mattered to wesker in canon is really accurate, and could be considered misleading. you could say it’s a theory, yeah, or even a self-indulgent fantasy. i can’t argue if it’s one of those, but some of you treat the idea that she “means a lot” to wesker as some sort of fact, and it’s very strange. (given, i might not be fully understanding what some of you are trying to post about).
which is why the discourse about if wesker likes rebecca at all does still confuse me, because even with the knowledge of the easter egg— he never shows any interest in her! not even once. is she on his stars team? yeah, on the bravo section of it. the team that he never at all shows any care towards in the slightest, and doesn’t even make a big show out of trying to kill because he’s basically like “ok yeah they’ll just die on their own, but i’ll kill enrico to get the ball moving”. if anything i’d argue that he had more interest in enrico, since he does kill him himself— but that is a stretch since we barely see any interactions between them (much like rebecca and wesker).
anyways guys… again, please reread my disclaimer if you’d like to discuss this topic! i know i did say in my last post that my next post would be a headcanons list (specifically lgbt+ headcanons) but the horrors got to me, + my partner and i are discussing this topic because i’ve never a fandom so adamant that these two characters must mean something to each other. like trust guys i like headcanons and AUs and such (i am, after all, a big fan of the insane dynamic i think albert wesker and ethan winters could have), but there’s some things i see in this fandom be mentioned that, to my knowledge, have never happened in the series, even outside of this rebecca and wesker topic— i do enjoy good fandom engagement, but it’s so important to pay mind to what is canon in the series and what’s NOT canon in the series.
sigh. okay, signing out. it’s almost 4am. god forbid a girl have hobbies!
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twopoppies · 9 months ago
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Hi. Not sure why we are specifically trashing Nik_Nik and I’m hoping we can stop. She been so very good to us w/ the schedules for YEARS! But she’s allowed to have an opinion on fandom stuff, too. And in fact I’ve seen several anons saying these recent photos are staged and they are! The Sambas and Gazelles. The high follower counts. H is working and they are part of the process. Not all planned PR is bad. I think it’s good to be aware of the industry manipulation. We could all use a little grace, though! Love what you do here, Gina! ❌⭕️
Hi, love. I’ve already spoken to Nik_Nik privately yesterday and discussed things with them. I deleted the two anons (which had almost zero traction anyway) because didn’t serve any purpose, especially since I answered them at 4am and had no brain power to check their account myself at the time.
People are absolutely allowed to have opinions (both on fandom and in regard to specific people). But, as I told her, my general policy is not to post negative things about specific people in the fandom, particularly without verifying accusations myself. I apologized to them for that, and deleted the posts, as I said earlier.
I still haven’t looked at their account. I don’t have a specific point of view on how they post or what they focus on. I agree that I it’s important for people to understand PR and the way this industry works. I’ve said it for years and point things out myself. I also think it’s important for people to not blindly follow the opinions of bloggers (including me). Checking facts and sources is a good rule across the board.
Thanks for sharing your thoughts kindly and constructively. I think we all want fandom to be a better place and I appreciate you making an effort to keep it that way. ❤️
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hp-fanfic-archive · 3 months ago
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Drarry Recs for Fics Posted On Archives Other Than AO3
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Bounty Hunter by SnippyandSnarky [Harry/Draco, M, 32k]
Set after the 7th book. Voldemort is nearly defeated. A familiar bounty hunter is picking off Death Eaters one by one.
Deny Thy Father And Refuse Thy Name by Piri Lupin-Snape [Severitus, Harry/Draco, Severus/Sirius/Remus, T, 104k]
Harry's in his 7th year and secrets, lies, and betrayals only add to the burdens of who he is. Can love and friendship help him overcome his trials, or will he lose himself forever?
Family Means More Than Blood by WingsOfADream [Severitus, Harry/Draco, M, 422k]
A prophecy made in 1975 drastically changes the life of the boy who should have been known as Harry Potter.
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A Quiet Full of Longing by themostepotente [Harry/Draco, E, 6k]
Draco could have the perfect life; all that he desires. If only he'd talk to Potter.
Ain’t No Friend Of Mine by lettered [Harry/Draco, G, 33k]
Draco has to face the truth of who he is. The truth has long hair and slobbers.
Anything for Charity by oldenuf2nobetter [Harry/Draco, M, 8k]
Hermione Granger has a wonderful idea for raising money for her favorite charity. Draco Malfoy thinks it’s brilliant, but his dark-haired lover is less than thrilled….
Cornbread and Sweet Tea by sor_bet [Harry/Draco, E, 20k]
Harry and Draco living together in a house in the North Georgia mountains, and how they got there.
*House Colours by sarka [Harry/Draco, M, 12k]
Prompt: ficlette said I will infinitely love anyone who can pull off a good Slytherin!Harry/Gryffindor!Draco. Honestly. Kinks include: possessiveness, jealousy, ties, and secrecy.
Pliant Like The Bamboo by Vala [Harry/Draco, T, 1k]
Draco does what one must do to survive -- yield.
Starts With A Spin by maxine_chan [Harry/Draco, M, 17 parts]
It started with the spin of a bottle, and now Harry and Draco have gotten themselves so far into their own game there's almost no way out again. Except to keep playing.
The Arrangement by create_serenity [Harry/Draco, M, 15k]
The arrangement was very simple really, and very convenient. Draco just hadn’t expected it to result in this mess.
The One where Ron and Hermione Find Out by eruditefics [Harry/Draco, E, 12k]
When Harry is injured, the secret is out. Will their relationship last such a startling revelation?
*The purpose of rubber ducks by renrenren3 [Harry/Draco, T, 13k]
Harry likes his job in the Office for the Regulamentation and Control of Interweb Publications well enough, but Malfoy's being a git and making trouble as usual. Luckily Harry can go home and chat with his new friend, the anonymous comedy blogger who's so popular with wizards and Muggles alike… Features Muggles, inter-office memos, house-elves, rubber ducks, 4am chats, and porn. Because that's what the internet is for.
Older Archives Available via the Wayback Machine
Another Kind of Love by charlottesometimes [Harry/Draco, E, 30k]
Draco finds himself on the wrong side of the war and has to fight his way back to himself, finding someone just as broken as he is to love along the way.
Blood And Brimstone by calanthe_fic [Harry/Draco, E, 42k]
The Inquisition claims it reforms and cleanses Prodigals of their demonic heritage, but Captain Harry Potter learns that the Church has lost its way and is worse by far than the devils in Hells Below.
Charmed Wool by winnett [Harry/Draco, E, 11k]
Draco works for the Misuse of Muggle Artifacts Department (MMAD). Tracking down an illegal knitter of charmed jumpers takes him to County Cork where he never expected to find the missing Chosen One.
The Thread Measurer's Apprentice by Sansa [Harry/Draco, T, 8k]
A mysterious letter saves Scorpius' life. When Draco discovers who sent the warning, a most unusual partnership is born.
*denotes personal favorites
Non-ao3 fic rec masterlist post
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usagiverse · 1 year ago
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Bunnon claims to be Yuichi's #1 Fan, and that they'll keep him company so that he never has to sleep alone again. I keep trying to do different outfits and color combinations, but I forgot about outfits that actually show off the twins' markings. I did that intentionally so I didn't have to draw the marks in every panel (plus, Yuichi definitely has more than 6 freckles on his face, but it's easier to be consistent than realistic (and realistically, the pages will never get done if i have to properly freckle him)). I also have to keep in mind the size difference... Bunnon... why are you so tiny? I used the group picture as reference and didn't realize you were all the way down there!! I mean, I know you can just stretch to appear taller, but the Usagis really are massive at full size... im kidding, this is not a real question, for I am God and I deem you are shorter than even the shortest Usagi hehe (until i draw the extending limbs that is) Today I learned that Bunnon watches anime.. perhaps even JJK??? Maybe the Lynx is actually Gojo???
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They are definitely powerful, but not in that kind of way. They are one of the leading figures of the NNC, which you can tell by the amount of metal plating they wear. This is an internal design choice, it will come up later, but serves a purpose. Only a few of the Neko Ninjas wear multiple pieces of metal armor, this one has 5 pieces (shoulders, knees, and the faceplate) but the metal armor on their face is especially large, much bigger than the usually provided head-piece to upper rank ninjas. It seems to fit their face perfectly, as though molded right on top. I wonder what's under it ? I don't think uncovering their face would be a spoiler, since there is no such thing as a "lynx" character in any version as far as i know (except maybe background or horde fights, no major characters though) but i'm not settled on how I want to do their eyes.. born blind, damage blind, different ways of damage blind, markings if there's minimal damage, etc.. something.. idk yet so no face reveal for now.
Thanks for the ask Bunnon! I left it private, but I still wanted to do something for you. Thank you for your kind words and heartfelt messages, I hope this will be a good start to your day ~ !
ah but I am not actually sure where you are from so maybe it's a good start to your night instead ? I'm actually going to bed now, it's almost 4AM when i post this-
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writeblrsvoid · 2 years ago
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I'll bite and whine that it's so hard to find people/writers to chat with on here. I just wanna connect with fellow (dark fantasy) writers and obsess over characters. Yet so often, commenting is a one-way street and I do feel like I'm talking into a void like all the time :3;
I'd like to know it's not just me cuz it gets depressing at times. ... this, defeating the purpose of shouting into the void. BUT OH WELL. XD
It absolutely isn't just you. It can be hard making friends, especially when you aren't already known on tumblr for some reason or another.
I'm pretty lucky (now) due to being known for my encouragement/positivity blogs (yes, plural because I had another one before my current blogs) and being known for being a positive force makes people find you easier to talk to, but I wasn't always like that.
I'd say maybe try to make a point out of reaching out to other writers and communicate you're looking to be friends. Maybe in a less weird way xD It's almost 4am I'm a little wonky-brained, but you know what I mean maybe.
So many writers are lacking that social connection that they're craving and I feel that putting it out there in the tumblrverse that you're looking for friends and putting an effort to make friends can help.
It took me a long time to find my circle but it was so worth it when I did.
I also find doing things for others can help to make that initial contact. The way I met one of my absolute favorite people on this planet was through a contest where the winner got to name my newest character at the time.
Guess who won the contest.
We've been really close for a while now. ❤️
*Ask posted to the vent and relatable pages
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zomboivex · 8 months ago
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After VCing about it with some friends on discord (iykyk), I think he settled on the fact that Lyca doesn’t have pink eyes because he never had (full) humanity to lose. He’s always been part werewolf.
In the instances of the others-
Dante - was ‘killed’ (loss of humanity potential, as we don’t know all the details but Alan seems very convo Ned he was at least dead)
Edward - a vampire (he has the bite marks so he was turned into one- loss of humanity)
Zenji - ghost (died. loss of humanity)
Jiro - coma (heavily implied he temp died or was reanimated. loss of humanity potential)
Rui - reapers curse (loss of humanity. Darkwick does not consider him human, at this point)
MC - cursed (will turn into the thing that cursed her - loss of humanity)
Towa - ??? (We aren’t sure yet but I would not be surprised if it involved either losing his humanity fully or something involving death or almost dying etc. guess we’ll find out. He’s sort of the unknown element).
Lyca doesn’t fit in with the theme because he hasn’t experienced a ‘loss’. Hence why his eyes are not red or pink (or some shade of).
Now to address these two;
Romeo. The game describes his eyes as amethyst in color. Additionally, they’re not red or pink. Not in the same way/shade as the others mentioned. He could have something else entirely going on with him.
Taiga. I don’t think he’s lost his ‘humanity’ (or experienced death or death adjacent things) in the way the others listed above have. I think his whole thing is unrelated. (Tbh I have a few thoughts on what’s going on but nothing to back it up- namely he’s going insane either from anomalous consumption OR if the time loop thing is correct and he’s able to know of it, he could just be going insane from that). But he doesn’t fit the theme, in my eyes. Nothing has pointed him to be of that variety.
As for a few others-
Haru- we’ve yet to see his eyes. I would not be surprised if they were to ever be revealed that they are pink or red (but also I wouldn’t be surprised if they’re simply never revealed to us). And it may have to do with his arm- whatever is going on with that.
Haku - again, he doesn’t fit the theme of ‘loss of humanity’. Maybe loss of confidence /hj. He definitely has unique eyes, though. I wouldn’t be surprised if it played into something in the future.
Hyde - his eyes are covered. I don’t think he’ll have pink or red eyes (I recall seeing, I think @danieyells post him without the blindfold and I recall them being bluish?) Unless they change that up- but I’m very doubtful. I think the blindfold is to indicate that he’s sort of shady. (Personally, I think he’s the ‘traitor’ taiga mentions. But what does ‘traitor’ even mean to taiga? Can we even trust him? He’s not exactly the most put together character).
As for the others not mentioned, (it’s 4am and I am running on 3 hours of sleep lol), they all seem to have pretty ‘normal’ eyes. Unless I’m missing someone? (Very possible).
Either way.
I think the theme is loss of humanity and/or death with their eyes.
I need to replay the prologue. But lol
That could be how they knew MC was cursed and why they incorrectly guessed she would die in 1 year.
Pink eyes = death related curses (but could just be loss of humanity).
I don’t think they purposely withheld information. I think Darkwick just got it wrong and/or did not want to listen to those who have more knowledge on the matter.
Took one look at her eyes and went “lol yup death touch”
Idk. This isn’t exactly like coherent, I’m sure.
These are just my lack of sleep ramblings while I keep myself distracted.
You know I find it odd-
Almost everyone who has their humanity in question in one way or another has link or red eyes. Except Lyca.
Dante (pinkish eyes) - was supposedly killed by Alan
Towa (pink eyes with the black pupil slit) - ????
Zenji (red) - ghost
Edward (red) - vampire
Rui (‘pale ruby’ as described by the game) - reaper curse
Jiro (red) - almost(????) dead (coma-type situation)
Sure, Romeo has purple/red eyes. There’s also whatever is going on with Taiga (who has like very yellow/green eyes). And Haru’s are closed.
And I believe it was stated that MC has pink eyes (she is cursed).
I wonder if there’s- a connection here?
It’s just odd that a lot of them have red or pink eyes and a lot of the ones with those eyes have their humanity put into question more so than the other ghouls.
The only one that doesn’t fit in is Lyca.
I’m probably reaching but the thought has been bugging me for a while, now.
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stephgingrich · 3 years ago
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i am working on the shading process 😳
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feels good to be getting back into art but at the same time im like. bro i used to draw + paint a whole portrait study in a night. who was she. ive been working on the same sketch for over a week now
#love exclusively posting art at ungodly hours of the night so i don't have to be perceived#and also bc it serves the purpose of immediately making me notice all my mistakes#anyway i have no idea how i will finish this one bc im following along one of classes for this#and there are no lessons on rendering yet <3#back when i was taking the course there was no lesson in shading at all tho so like#now there are lessons on it since it's been almost a year since i stopped keeping up with it#and im catching up on the lessons and it's like wow. i got by while not knowing anything and the painting turned out okayish#now with the lessons i Understand so much#i was severely underutilizing the lasso tool too i was just making my life so much harder skdjfh#this is so good tho bc i was anxious to get back to this bc i felt very lost about the painting process itself before#and that was when i was drawing/painting for like 6 hours everyday#so i was like HOW am i gonna figure that shit out again when i haven't done anything in almost a year#but the classes have updated and theres sooo much new info so it's so much easier and i understand things a lot better now#tbh i thought i wasnt gonna want to keep going with the art stuff after such a huge break bc i thought i'd feel discouraged#from losing all my progress#but no im having so much fun again?? i was consciously gonna take it easy and not pressure myself#but im getting so into it i spent all day painting and watching lessons today#and now it's 4am and i still dont feel like stopping#anyway. hyped.#hope i can fully finish this one even without the rendering lessons#so sorry to anyone who got hit with this wall of tags sdjkhf
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cestcirque · 3 years ago
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🎉 12.12.21! 🎉
In honor of one year since starting Aperture (and this lil ol’ blog 🥺) I’ve compiled some of the countless behind-the-scenes stuff I never revealed about my SMAUs
This serves no other purpose but to be a nice walk down memory lane for me and the nostalgia is sO real—LET’S GOOOO!!!
I’ll probably make another post for The Cardinal Set and link it here!
I was adamant about using my own work as visuals bc I constantly see fanart go uncredited on SMAUs (and other works of writing). 🙄 All the art in Aperture is either mine, Furudate-sensei’s, or categorized as free-use imagery
1. This is the wallpaper on Y/N’s lockscreen:
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By Burnt Toast Creative, one of my favorite illustrators, who makes a ton of great wallpapers free to use (check him out!!!!)
2. All of Y/N’s studio shots are my studio shots, edited to look like the characters. Her superpower to make people comfortable in the studio is a real skill! Based on how nonplussed I was at the results of working with models who didn’t know me very well
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I distinctly remember being up at 4am just for Bokuto’s hair, no regrets
3. I put in Semi’s cross necklace wherever it would be visible
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4. The billboard shot. Just. The billboard shot.
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The Kanji character shown is the character for light (光, “hikari”). Alisa’s logo, along w the logos for Tokyo Cosmique and Massugu! gossip tabloid were also designed by me (obvi)
5. Y/N’s argument w Akaashi in Step 23 is based on actual interactions w actual editors, and Akaashi himself has a specific IRL editor from whom I drew reference (yes, he cute but his micro-movements not so cute 🙄). The amount of Akaashi stans outraged by this was kind of hilarious 😅
6. Neither of the jars or their contents exist in my possession. Nor do the places where the photos were taken, for that matter
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The flowers on the shelf were also me saying Shirabu went and got purple flowers anyway, even though he said he wouldn’t 😭💕
7. The jars sequence was (kind of) based on a true story. In college my roommates and I kept accumulating jars and used them for everything (Y/N’s vodka cran mason jar was a regular occurrence for us). About a month before the Aperture challenge, I was on the phone w one of them and we talked about how our jars were like our mental state in the pandemic—sometimes they hold iced coffee, or tiny succulents, or those homemade pickles that went a bit too sour; if you put anything in, remember you’re still in control (i.e. pursue your interests and don’t watch too much news). Of course I kept it in my head bc I’m a wRiTeR
8. The story is structured so that each setter has a “turnaround” chapter and two “love and love” chapters (which is just what I call the sweet one-on-one chapters). The turnarounds (Steps 14, 23, 24, and 25) are where Y/N sees the opposite side of each setter’s first impression, whether that be good or bad
9. Surprisingly, a lot of important details were added on the fly. Aone’s translations, specific conversations w setters… I didn’t write Step 29 until the day before I had to post it, bc I was 100% clueless as to how to resolve Kogane. The whole conversation about aperture almost never existed! In a similar vein, Akaashi’s Natsume Sōseki analogy in Step 30 was added about 3 days before it was posted, simply bc I happened to stumble upon the book
10. Y/N’s phone interface changing from dark mode to light mode in the last chapter is to this day the most poignant visual storytelling I’ve ever pulled off. And I didn’t get a single message about it. 😝 She has spent the entire story, all 31 steps, intentionally developing herself like film—it was important to me that the first and last steps indicated choice; that this was voluntary (creating an absence of light and stepping out of the dark). All the setters (whose phones are on light mode) are trying to pull her out into the light, towards them, often times before she’s ready. What’s more, realizing she’s in love w Shirabu isn’t even when she steps out of the dark—it is when she chooses to use his given name
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Can you believe I posted a chapter every day for a month? I sure as hell can’t
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tlhrfanfic · 4 years ago
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Hey so if you’re still accepting fluff requests…may I request for some Logicality either stargazing or watching fireflies? Please and thank you
@theultimatesandwich So this is where my brain and creativity took this prompt. I actually had to get up and write this because the images would not go away until I did. (It was 4am my time when I wrote it but scheduled it to post at 10:30.) I hope you like it!!!
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Logan had never understood Roman when he talked of love. He knew well that he cared deeply for the other sides. He wanted to make sure they were well and taken care of. He wanted them to be safe and, well, as content with their existence as personified aspects of one's personality could logically be. Still, never in all his existence had he come to know what Roman and Patton and even Virgil meant when they used the word 'love'.
The logical side had never once used it as far as he could recollect. And he had a pretty foolproof recollection. He was, after all, Thomas's Logic and it only stood to reason that he would have the clearest—and least biased—memory out of all of them, though—he supposed—they all had their own part to play in Thomas's memories.
Throughout his time knowing the other sides, Logan had even come to realize that, while they weren't human or people, Thomas had created them to be almost human-like in their existence and the way they responded to the world, Thomas, and one another. It was due to this that he realized, in time, he rather enjoyed spending time with Patton. Then again, he enjoyed his time with all of the sides, but with Patton... it was different in many ways.
Unfortunately, those were ways in which he just didn't have the vocabulary to describe. He supposed, if he were to come close, he would say that—to him—Patton were most like Crofters in his eyes. That was, however, a bit too flowery and sentimental for Logan's liking, and so, he tried not to focus too much on that.
Roman and Virgil had both come up to him at two separate times, asking if he realized how much time he had been spending with Patton. Logan had considered this and realized that he did not know how much time he was spending, but with his knowledge and how time presented in the mindscape, he could also accurately surmise that it was quite a lot.
Remus had broken his concentration once when he had been watching Patton. He had giggled and shimmied in that strange way of his before cackling something that Logan couldn't make out. It was hard for Logan—who did his very best to annunciate each and every word for the sole purpose of speaking clearly and confidently—to understand what had been said. Whatever it was, however, had made Patton blush and look at him. Logan could only blink before smiling quickly. He found that when Patton took on the micro-expressions of sadness or worry, a smile from one of them—but especially Logan—seemed to help. The blush itself, however, had been a marvel to see.
Janus had passed him once and—with no discernable motive—claimed he was in denial.
"Falsehood," he stated with confidence. "To be in denial one would need to first be lying to themselves. I'm astounded, Janus. You, as Thomas's self-preservation, should know that."
The snake-like side only tutted, shook his head, and smirked before walking off. Logan could make no sense of it and so he put it out of his mind—or as close to out of one's mind as it could possibly be for an aspect.
One night, however, everything changed.
Roman had invited them all to the imagination. Logan, who had no part in such a place, was quick to decline. At least, he would have if Logan hadn't insisted that his presence was required. Logan had argued until Patton stated that he would be sad if Logan wasn't in attendance.
It was after Thomas had gone to bed one Sunday evening. Thomas would not have to be up extremely early and still early enough that their host would give in to the desire to stay up and binge-watch media that he had already watched almost countless times before.
Logan readied himself for the strange sensations the imagination caused for an aspect rooted in logic and absolutes. After a few moments, the sensations subsided and Logan assumed they were not very deep in the imagination. He would have to remember to thank Roman for that at a later time.
"Logan!" Logan looked up as a ball of blue rushed at him. Arms were wrapped tight around him and Logan, instinctually, wrapped his arms back around the other. Logan had quickly learned and practiced what was expected when Patton gave him hugs. He felt his lips tug into a smile and decided not to think too much about it. After all, he found himself enjoying Patton's company more and more. It made sense for him to smile when in company he found pleasant.
Logan was about to greet Patton in kind when Roman cleared his throat.
"Specs! Shut it! Just watch the sunset and the real show begins!"
Logan did as he was told—they were in Roman's domain, after all. Turning his eyes to the pretty colors of the sky as the sunset and the imagination fell to dusk before growing even darker. Just when there was a little light—enough to see one another still, but not with some difficulty—little flickers of light and the faint sounds of buzzing rose in the air before them.
Logan immediately knew them to be fireflies. He found himself curious as to why Roman would add insects to his world. And why these specifically. Unless he was trying to be as close to reality as possible, but that would then not explain the dragons and magic and other nonsensical things he dreamed up in the dreamscape. Deciding not to focus too much on it, Logan smiled down at the slightly shorter side as Patton squeezed his hand.
As Patton moved, the Logical side moved with him. They moved into the gathering of fireflies, watching as they buzzed and beamed around them. Logan felt facts about the insects rise in his throat but silenced them. He really did not wish to get chastised about spouting knowledge when it wasn't requested.
"Aren't they pretty, Logan?"
Logan turned to look at Patton, ready to explain that pretty wasn't something that was quantifiable to Logan, but stopped the moment his eyes fell on the Moral side.
Whatever words he'd been ready to stay died on his tongue and the other sides as well as most of the Imagination around them melted away as Logan watched Patton.
His heart—though purely imaginative—beat steadily, though a little faster than normal, against his non-existent chest. His mouth went dry. His eyes widened.
Patton stood there looking no different than he usually did when taking in something that instilled such wonder and curiosity within him. This was not the first and likely would not be the last time the Logical side saw that very look on his face. However, this was the first time he saw this look bathed in the glow of the fireflies' bioluminescence and the soft light of the stars in the Imagination's sky overhead.
As he stood there, a word came to mind. One he had heard so many times before but had never had the need or desire to use himself. Until now.
Love.
It was in this moment, though it made no sense and was in no way logical, Logan realized that not only did he have what Roman would call 'feelings' for Patton... but that he loved him as well.
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bloopme911 · 4 years ago
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Random WandaVision Thoughts
Thoughts about WandaVision I cannot get out of my head, so here you go.
SPOILERS AHEAD. BLOOP. YOU’VE BEEN WARNED. 
1. Wanda and Vision are connected by the stone. 
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I went back and watched AOU and pretty much from the moment Vision is on screen, the connection between him and Wanda is obvious. Her reaction to him in particular struck me. She exhaled like she was drawn to him--to the stone. She also said she saw inside his mind before he was brought to life. 
I believe they’re meant to be together, not only b/c of their chemistry together and compassion for one another, but also b/c of that mind stone. It gave him life and awakened her latent powers. It drew them to one another the moment they met. Vision himself even said in Civil War that he didn’t fully understand the stone, or how it works exactly; it’s a mystery to him. That stone is POWERFUL. It “speaks” to Vision, it “has a mind of it’s own”, it’s not a passive player, IMO. 
...more after the kr...
2. Wanda can channel the powers of ALL of the stones in her chaos magic.
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This I can’t claim credit for, but I believe it. I saw a theory on ScreenCrush (great YT channel for dummies like me to break things down) that Wanda can not only bend reality to her will, she can channel pretty much all the powers of the five stones. She demonstrates this in many ways -- bringing the butterflies and stork to life, rewinding the turkey until it turned into eggs, planting visions into Avengers heads, controlling the minds of the Sokovian citizens so they would evacuate the city in AOU, etc, etc, etc. 
ScreenCrush theorizes that the stones are all connected, having sprung from the same fabric of the universe, their powers work alone but also together. Inside Wanda. If she concentrates, if she wills it, she can be just as powerful as Thanos was with that Infinity Gauntlet. So yeah, I believe she can trap a whole town under a spell and give Dr. Strange a run for his money across the multiverse, point blank periodt. 
And if she can do that, could she not remake Vision? Pull his atoms back together, reform him, especially if she (somehow) got ahold of the copy Shuri made of his neural network? Why wouldn’t she bring Pietro back to life? I’m not sure...perhaps it could be that it’s simply too painful. Or perhaps she just doesn’t want to put her brother under a spell in a dream world. Vision is Vision, he can handle this, and she may not feel as bad resetting him when he gets too suspicious she might if she had to do that to her brother. I don’t know...time will tell, hopefully.
3. Wanda was an Avenger, training under Black Widow. She got rid of her accent intentionally. 
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I see people referencing her “suddenly disappearing” accent a lot. I think she (the character) did this on purpose. In the opening of Civil War, when her accent was first starting to fade, she was being taught to spy by Black Widow and Sam and the gang. It stands to reason that accents and speaking with what TV folks used to call a “non regional diction” or any accent she pleases would be part of that training. 
Since this WandaVision is based on a sitcom reality, if you know how painstakingly they recreated these sitcom eras, plot tropes and all, then you’ll find that not only is Vision’s behavior based on the popular ‘TV Dads’ of each era (Dick Van Dyke, Mike Brady, Ricky Ricardo, etc) but Wanda was also mimicking the way TV wives speak and act during each era. Perfect 50s diction for Ep 1, slightly more relaxed like a Mary Tyler Moore in Ep 2, a bit more broad and (with a lot more physical comedy in her face, she’s so adorable) for the 70s.....the MCU didn’t forget about Wanda’s accent and Elizabeth Olsen isn’t being lazy.
Wanda deliberately got rid of her accent while she was a spy, and she slipped into it when she was thinking of her brother, her home, her childhood lullaby. 
4. “Geraldine” a.k.a. Monica was casing Wanda’s house. 
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I noticed that from the moment Monica set foot inside, she covered a lot of ground. She found little ways to check that house out because she’s a trained agent and I think even though she was NAILING the part of the stereotypical 70′s black “foxy” nosy neighbor, she was 100% on a mission that whole time. She went in to get Wanda out, but the pregnancy obviously derailed that. I think she was waiting for an opportunity to gage when she could jog Wanda’s memory and probably also waiting to make sure Wanda would be at home alone before she stopped by. 
She has “no home” in the town, Agnes said, but she is a SWORD trained agent, so she knew how to survive until she could make her move. Unfortunately, Wanda was not having it. She does not want to be saved. “Geraldine”/Monica also said during her crazy work story that she keeps her cool under pressure, which she did during that BONKERS delivery. She even gave Wanda the coaching she needed to get through it despite the house going all Poltergeist around her. 
I only wish that when Wanda was questioning her, she would have been like “I’m Monica Rambeau, I’m here to rescue you.”
5. The townspeople have known all along about both Wanda and Vision’s powers, but they’re only terrified of Wanda. 
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Vision used his powers in front of people from day one. Helping Mr. Hart at dinner (notice how IMMEDIATELY after Vision saved him, they left in a hurry? They were terrified. They went there to act out a dinner, not for Mrs. Hart to watch her husband almost die without being able to break character to save him, and Mrs. Hart knew it was Wanda who could make it stop). Speed computing at the office. Obviously the magic show kinda sort doesn’t count but does b/c come on mirrors don’t work like that. Getting the doctor, etc. No, I think the townspeople know Wanda and Vision are Avengers, but there is nothing they can do about it because they are under a spell and they must carry out the FOR THE CHILDREN evil plot. I’ll bet word spread about Wanda choking Mr. Hard, so they def don’t want to piss off Wanda, nor bring the wrath of the nefarious entity controlling them all (most signs point to Mephisto). 
6. Agnes’ witch costume reminds me that there are some tropes in media where evil witches are the wives of the devil (or sell their souls/enter a pact). 
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Obviously the Mephisto Comic story line sets this up, but I just love the way they executed it in the show, using the spouse that never appears on screen as a big fat clue.
Agnes may not be evil but she def wants Wanda to have children for her devil husband and she def does not want “Geraldine” disrupting that. Everyone else just seems straight up afraid of Wanda but Agnes knows who is really pulling the strings here. Agnes is terrified of the Big Bad, whereas the townsfolk fear Wanda b/c they know what she’s capable of. They may even believe Wanda is the one controlling them all--and she is--but Agnes knows who’s manipulating Wanda--Ralph, or Mephisto to us.
7. I get the strange impression that the sitcom credits start because Wanda is waking up for the day, and end because for her the day is over... 
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...and she’s done concentrating so hard on the sitcom spell. It’s sleep time for REAL-real. If she’s using magic to keep this stage play going constantly, then it stands to reason she will tire even though she’s pretending to live in sitcom world where time works totally differently. I believe the commercials are her dreams, sending her subconscious messages about her past traumas. I also believe dreams could be the way Mephisto called out to her--subconsciously drawing her to Westview.
Fun fact: TV way back in the day used to turn off at a certain time at night. 11pm or midnight, I can’t remember, but the networks STOPPED BROADCASTING at a certain time and there was no such things as 24-hour TV until like the late 80s. 
There are waaaaaaaay more thoughts banging around in my head but this post is pretty long so until the next time I’m wide awake at 4am with the 70′s WandaVision theme song stuck in my head...
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anthonyed · 4 years ago
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There's a flower on his table-top. It's the last thing Tony notices; shrivelled, half hidden under a stack of folders with a leaf torn and browned. 
He stares at it for a full five minutes, muscles tensing further and further until the wrench cuts bluntly into his right palm and he hisses as he drops it, feeling burnt. 
It's a quick second distraction from that aged flower but it serves its purpose perfectly. 
Tony turns away, calling for Dum-E to throw it into the trash. 
-
Habitually, he drinks his coffee black and hot. No sugar, no milk needed. Just a quick fix to boost his system so it can function for another four hours. 
Natasha catches him at 4am, wrapped in a woolen cardigan with an irritated frown on her pretty face. 
She stares at him, and stares while he stares right back at her. It's like they're both trying to shift through words to find the right one to say. 
Eventually she turns away and leaves. 
Tony's not surprised, nor is he going to admit it bothers him more than he likes to think. 
-
Clint is blunt. And brutal. 
It's perhaps all the times he'd fallen on his head throughout his life, that he doesn't shy away from calling Tony an asshole, face forward.
"You just gotta destroy someone else along with yourself don't you?" His words cut like daggers.
-
If he's honest, Tony cries. 
Two weeks after that dried rose, he stares at a teardrop on its spot. He hates the stream that doesn't stop but guess that's the price he has to pay for breaking someone's heart. 
It's a strange sort of thing, to notice a drop of clear liquid before realising what it is and then, where it's from. Humiliating too. For Stark men don't cry but Tony always manages to break that streak somehow. 
No wonder Howard hated him when he was alive. 
-
It's the sight of Steve that does it in the end. 
Forlorn in his long cotton sweatpants and thick beard and he's as good as he'd last seen him, or maybe better. But his blue eyes shine less, like something's hardened over them and when they meet Tony, they stare right through him as if he's a stranger.
And that's way too brutal than what he did, Tony thinks. 
Indifference versus rejection and the former will always be the grand prize winner. 
-
One night, after four months of turning away from each other, Steve comes to stand by the window where Tony's at; nursing a glass of whiskey for his rotten heart and his presence is so thick that it moulds around Tony like a warm cocoon. Comfort which he's been yearning for ages now within his reach but it's not really his to own, is it?
They don't speak. They don't look. They simply stand there right next to each other as if testing their boundaries and it goes on for hours and Tony feels tired; his eyes burn with sleep and whiskey but something in his veins pleads him to stay cause it knows if he leaves now, this will be it. 
He doesn't leave. 
-
Two days later, Steve puts a strip of bacon on his plate of breakfast and carries on flipping pancakes like there is nothing out of normal. 
Clint's bite of waffle catches dust on its fork while his jaw hangs slacken staring at both of them. 
Natasha's smirking, but it's barely there, for barely a second before it's gone behind a mug of jasmine tea which scents the whole kitchen. 
Tony chokes on a strawberry, is what all of them think, but really it's a huge lump of tears stuck in his throat which grows and grows until Sam whacks him on the back with all his strength combined. 
"Jesus Christ," he hisses between shaking his head. 
-
Someone tells him on a Saturday, while the Sun is pouring hot into his workspace that Steve is still hung on him as he was before the mess. 
Tony puts a name to that someone when he discards his goggles and meets piercing grey eyes behind a swath of long brown mane and, "My God," he says, "Do you have no plans to cut that lump of grease, Barnes?"
-
One day, he passes by a flower shop on the busy New York street while in search for caffeine post board meeting and it's a slight hesitation in his steps before he hurries along that sits with him until the dead of the night and he recalls vividly the smell of that dried rose he trashed that day and the ache in his chest which feels better now and he's thinking and thinking and -
He orders a bouquet the next day. 
100 red roses within a mass of baby breaths and it's delivered to the garage, not to its intended recipient because Tony is still not sure this day. 
And he still isn't sure even after a day, and another and those roses lose their luster and they wilt and they rot and Dum E kindly blends them into a smoothie which Tony pukes into the toilet bowl a week later. 
-
The thing is, it's not the roses but Steve that he isn't so sure. 
Sure, Barnes was a twittering little nosy bird who sprinkled some hope in Tony's dead garden. Sure, their friends tease them during battles or sometimes some random moments when their eyes meet, or fingers touch or Steve places an extra pancake on Tony's plate or when Tony gives Steve's shield back looking shinier before ever -
Sure, there are instances but, nothing was ever said between them after Tony tossed Steve's heart into the trash can and everything feels broken still sometimes when it's only two of them in a space together. 
-
Courage comes in the form of a death threat when a rebar goes through and through Steve's chest but it barely misses his heart and Tony loses his shit like never. 
If ever Rhodey has seen him so still, it is now by Steve's bedside smelling miraculously of both blood and antiseptic. Even Pepper couldn't get through him, in the end. 
It takes 10 days and three hours for Steve to open his eyes and the first thing he smells is sweet floral. 
Almost too much to the point that he scrunches his nose. Too much that he forgets the pulsating pain at his right temple and the tearing one in his breastbone. But he sees Tony in the mass of red, white, yellow and almost every other color in a rainbow and he understands immediately where the source of it comes from. 
"Maybe I went overboard," Tony rubs his nape, looking oddly out of place but beyond desperate. 
Steve's hand, already in his, gives a good squeeze and he feels better, marginally, but still unearthed. Like he shouldn't be here, but he couldn't help himself because he needs to and he just has to.
Steve croaks, "Just a little," and the twitch of his mouth gives more hope than a lake to a man in a desert. Tony drinks all of it like a starved man and he lets out a sigh he's been holding for ages. And the apology too, slipping through his lips into the clasp of both of their hands. 
"I'm sorry," smelling sickeningly sweeter than the rose which came with Steve's 'I love you' eight months ago and it makes Tony wince. 
Steve's silent through it. Through another hour Tony spends rambling over nothing and everything because Steve hasn't said anything and even then, even when Tony leaves, closing the door behind him, Steve doesn't say a single word. 
-
"Maybe you're wrong," Tony wants to tell him. It's the only reason why he climbs out of his workshop at 3 in the morning because that's when their resident Robocop comes out for late night munchies. 
And he almost says those words because that pair of shoulders are familiar as well as the black hoodie draped over them, except the owner of that body turns and Tony stops dead in his tract, breath caught in his chest because that is not Bucky Barnes but Steve Rogers. 
And then he turns 180 and bolts out of the kitchen.
-
Once upon a time, the only person who'd dare to call him coward to his face would have been Rhodey. But now he's got like 10 of him and everywhere he turns, he seems to run into one of them. 
"What are you running from?" Bruce asks him one day and Tony almost tells him. Almost. Cause it's Bruce and he would never judge but that is about it. 
Something about all of this with Steve makes Tony feel like he should be judged. Bound to a stake and forced to face his judgement day because that's what he deserves for breaking Steve's heart. 
So he opens his mouth, and he closes and he shakes his head and pretends Bruce never asked him a thing at all. 
-
And then Steve walks into his shop - Jarvis, that bloody traitor - and Tony is so shocked about this turn of event that he misses the close proximity Steve puts himself to Tony when he asks roughly, "Did you forget I almost got killed?"
When Tony shakes his head mutedly, he asks, "Then you don't care to see if I recover. Is that it?"
Aghast, Tony opens his mouth to protest but Steve doesn't let him. 
"You spent days sitting and mourning by my bed when I was unconscious and you bought so many flowers as if you wanted to bury me in them. Did you want to bury me in them? Is that why you're running away from me now that I'm back alive?"
And that hurts because, "How dare you?" Tony whispers, breath lost in boiling blood and he blinks back hot tears, looking up at the man he loves. 
Those hardened blue eyes melt and they shine with tears when Steve cups his face and demands, "Then why are you avoiding me?"
"Honestly? Cause I think you hate me," and there it is. The ringing truth which Tony didn't know existed until it comes tumbling out of his mouth and his throat pains when he tries to swallow a building lump cause it hurts to look at Steve when he looks like he's been cut by a thousand knives. 
So he tries to turn away but Steve pulls him into a bone-crushing hug and hisses into the crown of his head, a remarkably unfamiliar word to ever be directed at Tony Stark. 
"Idiot."
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kakusu-shipping · 3 years ago
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oh i gotta hear about this au so if you gotta ramble take this
any and all ideas gimme gimme i wanna hear all about this
Settie. Settie bestie pal buddie I am blessed thankyou very much here comes a list and a ramble and for all intensive purposes I have never stepped foot on a collage campus
Okay first of all as fun as it would be to have a Campus wide polycule, in my head right now this plays like more of a dating sim with me as the MC, and all listed F/Os as romancible options
Second, something in my brain said it'd be weird if everyone was a student so I'll either be saying an F/Os major or whatever their job on campus is
Third I really want to include platonics in this post because what is the collage experience without ride or die buddies but this post gets really long and I just hate hate hate making long rambly posts plus it's 4am so for now it's romantics only but if you're every interested in anyone spesific please shoot an ask I have the thoughts
Fourth and finally I say in my request rules no AUs unless they are my own, and this counts as one of those, so I will take requests for this collage AU. Feel free to drop your F/O into the ask box anytime if you want me to put them in this collage AU as well somewhere I always have thinkin thoughts
Staff
Nezu - Principal/Dean/Headmaster whatever collages have, very lax about pretty much everything, basically has to be with the teacher's he has. Spends a lot of time wandering the campus grounds. Smokes when he thinks no one is looking, hates to be touched.
Toshinori Yagi - New English Professor, last teaching position was as an assistant teacher in a kindergarden class in his 20's, very out of practice with the youth. Randomly mixes talking to a toddler language into his lectures on accident. The most likely to slip into speaking Japanese while giving a lesson on accident.
Koro-Sensei - Head Librarian, changes the recommended books every day, always excited to introduce someone to his favorite series. Secretly sneaks students expensive textbooks for free, and offers free tutoring every day of the week after classes. Would keep the library open 24/7 if he could
Spamton G. Spamton - Engineering Professor, lectures go long and rambly and get off topic easy, comes to school in a different car almost every day. Still dresses like a Greaser in the year 2022, but wears a jumpsuit when in the garage, which is most days. Does not use a blowtorch safely.
Gaster - Physics and Astronomy professor, goes back and forth between being refined and clear, and over the top ecstatic about his topics. He and Spamton have something going on, people think they've divorced. Gaster likes to fuel that rumor.
Shirokuma - Psycology Professor, was a Child psychologist before this. Very soft spoken and gentle, kind of talks like he's speaking to children in a very pandering kind of way. Will give you till the very last day of the term to get any project done. People think he and Nezu are related somehow. They're not, and Nezu really doesn't like the guy so he avoids talking about him.
Monokuma - Political Science Professor, the worst. The Worst. Very strict about deadlines on assignments, will email you back a "k." if you ask for an extension on a project because you're ill, you will not get the extension either. Locks the doors to his class at precisely 9:05 and if you are even a second late too bad. He and Shirokuma are brothers
Raymond Shields - Law Professor, totally didn't flail his way through law school and most certainly always knows what he's talking about. Almost always the last one to his own classes. Hates the Government, Be Gay Do Crime is always on his chalk board.
Zenyatta - Humanities Professor, loves talking and debating religions. No one's ever heard him raise his voice but almost everyone on campus has seen the video of him taking down a cop twice his size in one move. Enjoys the company of most other professors, and spends free time grading papers in the Roost on campus along side Shirokuma.
Maximilien - Collage funder, shows up on campus every once in a while to sit in on classes and make sure his money is going to good use. Nezu hates him, but puts up a fantastic facade. Very picky about Scholarship applications.
Brooster - Runs a coffee shop on campus. Has almost every regular's order memorized. Gives free coffee during finals week. Has the best WiFi on campus.
Makarov Dreyar - Recently retired English Professor, still the school's Football Coach. Good friends with Nezu, like to pop in on Toshinori and see how he's doing. Was the Campus Crypid and likes to tell stories of his days as a Frat kid here on this very quad.
Leshy - Photography Professor, also pops up in occasional Figure drawing sessions as the model, under Magnificus' request. The New Campus Crypid, mostly because he walks like big foot and hangs in the woods around the art buildings. He hosts DnD games on the weekends
Magnificus - Art Professor, one of those snobby art teacher's who'll get mad at you for drawing anime and is devoted to REAL art, even though Leshy commissions him to draw the student's DnD characters. Speaks low and infrequently, beats the shit out of canvases with his brush in the woods behind the art buildings in the middle of the night so loudly it can be heard from the dorms across the street.
Viktor Humphries - Environmental Sciences Professor, has been working here longer than Toshinori but still as new to teaching as him. Very awkward, not good at conversation and tends to talk too fast during his lectures. Has bumbled multiple specimens into his shirt while doing field lessons.
Edalyn Clawthorne - Chemistry Professor, does NOT practice lab safety, believes in the fuck around and find out method of teaching which is not a good method of teaching to have working with highly toxic chemicals. Despite costing the school thousands in damage and being the bane of Maximilien's existence, she has yet to allow a student to get majorly injured. She keeps her job because Nezu thinks she's a great influence. She is not.
Raine Whispers - Music Professor, gives as few lectures as possible. Hates hates teaching Music history and music theory as it involves so much more talking than their comfortable with. Nothing brings them more joy than the Campus' marching band and Orchestra, loves those kids.
Andras - Sociology and Philosophy Professor, a fucking menace to the ideal of morals and ethics. Debates Zenyatta just to try and get on his nerves. Hates the library, and is constantly trying to kill Koro-Sensei, who thinks it funny and reminds him of "old times", thus not minding it. He and Maximilien get drinks every other week.
Leuvis - History professor, too tall to fit into most door ways without bending a little bit, brings Parvas to all his classes. Gets really into talking about ancient wars, goes on and on about how victors write the story. Would love to lose a knife fight one day.
All Hands - Business and Economics Professor, loves the stalk market and will not shut up about bitcoin. Paces and talks with his hands a lot, believes in conspiracy theories and will get off topic if brought to them. Also gets drinks with Andras and Maximilien every other week. Students call them the demon trio.
Student Body
Kazuaki Nanaki - Part Arts Major and part English Major, always late to class because he over sleeps and did not plan his schedule right. Struggling hard with collage burn out, depression, and self worth, but could ramble for a mile about his boyfriend.
Hitori Uzune - Child Education Major, planning to be a math teacher. Kazuaki's aforementioned boyfriend, doesn't share an apartment with Kazuaki because he refuses to be his babysitter and force him to eat and sleep on time. Lives off campus with his family.
Toko Fukawa - Creative Writing major with psychology classes on the side, here on scholarship. Lives in an on campus apartment with Celeste, Iggy, and Mae, never talks to them. Tends to be alone a lot, on purpose mostly. Scared of the Campus Crypid. Struggles to keep Jill at bay sometimes. Missed a whole day of class before because she saw N on her way to class and had to retreat back to her dorms to keep Jill from fronting.
Hifumi Yamada - Arts and Creative Writing Major, gets in very loud, obnoxious debates with Magnificus on whether or not Anime is an art that can take up the entirety of class some days. Part of Leshy's DnD group, though a little obnoxious about it as he perfectly mint maxed his character and was OP by the third session. He mostly uses it to cast charm on NPCs.
Celestia Ludenburg - Economics and Political Science major, has been mistaken for a first year fashion major, as even during finals weeks her look is always on point. Has been invited to the Demon Trio's drinking nights several times, only goes once or twice. The only person on campus to beat Eda at cards. Joined DnD because of Hifumi and also made an OP character very quickly and uses it for evil.
Teruteru Hanamura - Culinary Major, lives in the dorms on campus and is the godsend of the building. Loves cooking for large groups, so long as everyone brings an ingredient, or beer. Beer is always welcome. Bonus of it being an easy way to get a lot of hot guys in your room quickly.
Sagashi (Imposter) - Theater, Arts, and Fashion major. Loves costume design and special effects make up, they're hard to spot in a crowd because they are constantly switching costumes and make up, duplicating any look flawlessly. Shares and dorm with Teruteru, but also occasionally crashes with Celeste or Atsuhiro.
Ryoma Hoshi - On a Sports scholarship for Tennis, taking anthropology for the fun of it. Lives in the boys dorms on campus and usually stays in his room. Has a long distance girlfriend he rarely talks about, and a secret cat he's not suppose to have as it's against dorm policy he is constantly talking about.
Gonta Gokuhara - Entomology Major on scholarship, but in every Environmental Science class he could get into, also on the football team. Ryoma's roommate, also very loudly talks about their cat they're not suppose to have. Gets along great with Dr. Humphries, especially with non-verbal conversations.
Milo - Agriculture Major, also on the football team on scholarship. Really really dumb about everything other than plants and animals. He and Gonta get along like a house on fire, Makarov calls them his puppy dog players and loves them to bits. Has an apartment on campus with his boyfriend that is full of potted plants. He and Teruteru came from the same country home town.
Gordie - Geology and Philosophy major, use to live in the dorms but moved in with Milo after they started dating. Has a cat named Shuckle who he spends 90% of his time with. Plays bass in a band, thinks that's both super cool and extremely embarrassing so usually doesn't tell many people.
James - Theater and Fashion major, lives off campus with his bestie Jessie, bikes to classes with a full costume wardrobe sometimes. He and Sagashi cram together and bounce a lot of ideas off one another in the library after classes with Atsuhiro.
Guzma - Entomology Major, lives really far off campus in an apartment he shares with a huge group, works at the Roost and two other jobs to pay for classes and rent. Almost always falls asleep in class or in the library while studying. Gonta has tried to offer his notes and helps, but usually just gets glares or hissed at and leaves. Hangs out in the forest behind the Arts buildings sometimes to catch bugs, likes Professor Leshy.
N - Engineering and Calculus major on scholarship, also in oceanography classes. Campus Crypid the Second but everyone on campus who sees him thinks he's hot as well. Will info dump your ear off about math if you start a conversation with him. Has had long debates with Leshy about wildlife before. Hisses at the Demon Trio.
Papyrus - Engineering Major, Campus Crypid the Third. Still lives at home with his dad and brother, who are both Professors at the school, so he gets a free ride out of it. Good friends with N in that good Autistic way. One of the few students to match Spamton's energy during lectures.
Dick Gumshoe - Law Major, very close to flunking out, very recently lost both his part-time jobs, struggling to pay his bills, he is surviving on ramen and Koro-Sensei's tutoring. If he's not in class he's in the library cramming every book he can get his hands on. Ray would help but he honestly barely got through this nonsense the first time.
Ginko - Nursing and Chemistry Major on scholarship, wants to get into pharmaceuticals mostly to sell herbal medication rather than hard drugs and pills. Probably sells weed. Loves watching undergrads fall for Eda's "Try it." teaching strategy. Also does not practice proper lab safety. Couch surfs between his polycule's apartments.
Scorpia - Political Major with a lot of Art classes thrown in between. Doesn't actually know what she wants to do with her life, her parents kind of set this whole collage thing up for her and she chose to spend her free classes in art but doesn't really know if that's what she wants to do either. Feeds the campus pigeons while people watching pretty girls between classes.
Bismuth - Engineering Major, doesn't like Spamton but likes the class and the topic, so she can get through it. Likes talking with Zenyatta when seeing him in the Roost in the morning. Quarterback of the football team, leads them all in a jog around campus every morning. Talks about a girlfriend she left back home a lot.
Bob - Communications Major, mute and working on getting a job as a sign language translator. Was requested to join the football team but turned them down, preferring to use his free time to volunteer at a HoHing children's monstessori in town.
Lynx17 - Software engineering major, just wants to make games, talks a lot of game theory and arts with Magnificus, Leshy, Gaster, and Sans. Has no idea what their game is going to be about but sure has all the engine to make it up and running. Lives very close to campus in an apartment with Hana, Lucio, and Jamie. Lena and Emily live across the hall from them. Part of Leshy's DnD group.
Iggy - Music major, blasts music entirely too late for most her neighbors and roommates to stand, usually whatever song she's obsessed with on repeat. Always has headphones playing something or other in her ears. Lead vocals and guitar in a band with Gordie, constantly putting fliers for their shows up around campus.
Taishiro Toyomitsu - Martial Arts Major on a Football scholarship, gave up Quarterback to Bismuth last year to focus on his studies more. Still on the team for scholarship, but Makarov lets him skip more games under the guise of keeping him on the bench. Works at a Karate class for kids in town, lives in the dorms on campus and is always dropping into Teruteru's dorm for free good food.
Kendo Rappa - Martial Arts Major, on the football team, stalking Taishiro very blatantly. Only joined football because Taishiro took him down during sparring in class, and he fell in love the second he hit the mat. He's been trying for months to switch rooms with Taishiro's dormmate without success. Makarov has tried to talk to him about this behavior, but nothing will make him quit.
Atsuhiro Sako - Theater Major, lives with his found family way off campus and drives them all to school every day. Wears a waist coat and dress clothes every day, almost always the lead when the school puts on a play. The guy to go to for gossip. Does close up magic for birthday parties to pay for gas.
Jin Bubaigawara - Engineering major, struggling to keep it together through school. Recently lost his job, luckily he lives with a group and they’ll give him time to pay his share of the rent, but he’s still super stressed about it. Still thinks Plurality is a sign of a dangerous person and thus really scared of himself and tries not to talk about it.
Sun (and Moon, they're headmates) - Child Education Major with a side of psychology. Loves talking to Shirokuma after class for extra child psychology research. Also spends a lot of time in the library reading about child development, works part-time at a daycare and cannot wait to work full time as well. Moon is Campus Crypid number four.
Mae Browski - Not really majoring in anything, doesn't really want to be here, spends a lot of time locked up in her room having collage burn out and trying not to break down fully. Doesn't know what day of the week it is. Keeps forgetting when her classes are. Almost never misses DnD though.
Alfur - Law, Business, and Sociology Major on Scholarship. Correct Ray whenever he passes over something or gets something wrong, not maliciously he just genuinely loves the law and the fine print and technicalities and all that. Loans Gumshoe his notes every other class and offers to tutor him as well, but ends up getting turned down. Usually in the library reading through copies of old court cases.
Snork - Engineering major, thinks Spamton and Papyrus are both entirely too much and mostly misses classes because he cannot focus with them being so loud and colorful. N takes good notes so he'll ask to barrow them after class. Lives on campus in a scholarship payed for apartment alone. Video calls his sister a lot.
Takashi Morinozuka - Law Major, blends into a crowd and is easily overlooked in class. Tried once to offer Gumshoe his notes, but due to his silence, he didn't get the hint and ended up just trying to get past. Lives off campus in an apartment with Mitskuni, the rest of the Host Club are also around in the building. He and Haruhi study law together.
Harunobu Nikaidou - History major, misses a lot of classes due to illness or shogi tournaments, doesn't particularly care about school, just likes studying history in his spare time and wanted to follow Rei to collage to be near him. Lives in a rental house off campus.
Billions and Billions - Astronomy majors, double down on Gaster's wild energy while excited and tend to amp it up if it happens while they're in class. Uses the school's telescope all the time without permission, usually with the help of Koro-Sensei who loves their enthusiasm for the stars. They share a dorm room on campus and never miss a Teruteru pot-luck. They also play DnD.
Lynn - Language and Children's Education Major, plans on teaching High school to collage level Chinese classes. Very quiet and kind of stand-off-ish. Gets hard glares from the Demon Trio and gives them right back much harder. Part of the school orchestra with his sister Lily, who he also shares an on campus apartment with.
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bowerbirdboy · 5 years ago
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The mind, body, and spirit of Motherland: Fort Salem
Jessica Sutton brought up this concept in an early interview, calling Raelle the mind, Abigail the body, and Tally the "heart”. However, I started thinking of this concept relating to the couples of the show and found it to be more relatable. Each couple on the show serves a distinct purpose, all very different from one another. Also yes, I’m back for another 3am semi-crack post. Not only did I initially theorize this last night at 3am, it is now 4am as I’m typing all of this up. 
1) Cravenwood - Body
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This is actually what started my theory because I was thinking about how many sexual scenes they’ve had and struggling to remember when they actually talked to one another. From the first kiss, to Beltane, to the multiple make-outs during the wedding, to the make-out in episode 7, to the exclusively sexual scenes of episode 9... I’m sensing a bit of a pattern here. They’ve had a few non-physical moments like their initial flirting and Gerit’s VERY rushed “I love you”, but Gerit’s main purpose in Tally’s life is to address her physical needs. He was her first and allowed her to have the shiny mark that she desired, which was a physical need. And when she wanted a distraction from her life and someone to make her forget, he was conveniently there for that physical need. Tally is a very emotional and relationship focused person, so this dynamic is different from what she probably expected but something that is beneficial currently. I’m not saying that they don’t have feelings, clearly both of them have unresolved feelings for each other that they’re terrible at conveying, but right now Cravenwood mostly services Tally’s, and by extension Gerit’s, body. 
2) Adigail - Mind
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Adigail is nothing if not a mentally challenging relationship. Two people from absolute opposite sides of life with two often opposing perspectives constantly trying to find common ground. We’ve seen Abigail accidentally offending Adil multiple times because of comments she makes about the military without remembering the negative impact it’s had on Adil’s people. However, she’s learning and this relationship allows her to get on the same page as Tally and Raelle, as without this I’d doubt she’d be as easily convinced of how corrupt the military has become. Similarly, Abigail slowly coaxes Adil away from being closed off to all foreigners. Yes, clearly some caution is required, but his dislike of almost all outside help can only hurt him and his people in the end. As two very polarized characters, they help widen the others mindset and better each other. 
3) Raylla - Spirit/Heart
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Now regardless of if you want to call this third category spirit or heart, Raelle and Scylla have got it. It wasn’t something that was supposed to be love, it was based on lies and manipulation. Quite literally, Raelle was nothing more than a mission to Scylla. Yet somehow through all of that, the instant connection they formed was so pure that it convinced Scylla to turn away from the cause she had believed in for years, because she couldn’t bear the thought of them hurting Raelle. The bond that they have formed is still intact, even after Raelle learned of the betrayal and after Scylla had to hear Raelle tell her all the ways she’d hurt her. This is the relationship that carries much of the show, quite literally the “spirit” of the show. It’s why they have their own theme, it’s why even when they’re not together we get scenes that prove they’re thinking of one another (unlike the other couples), and why there’s no doubt in my mind that their relationship will still be prominent in season 2. 
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min-chery · 4 years ago
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In the way | KTH
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Pairing: Artist! Taehyung x Sound therapist! Reader
Rating: PG-13 
Genre: angst
Warnings: Swearing, Both MCs have a sad past :( , side pairing Yoongi x Jungkook and Jimin x Hoseok is mentioned.
Word count: 2.4k
A/n: This is an excerpt from my ongoing series ‘Sky’ that is posted on Wattpad. I’ll insert the link right here if you want to check it out. 
Also I have no much knowledge in sound therapy. So if you find any points inaccurate, you can leave it for me in the ask box!~
“Is that all you’ll need?” Taehyung asks, looking at the one bag that sits on the passenger seat of your car.
"Yes. Everyone in our team decided to split up and bring the necessities. I was in charge of lunch. So... this is enough." you reply. You had packed enough food for 8 people to eat one afternoon, a change of clothes, your laptop and sound equipment.
It had been three months since the two of you started dating. The two of you spent almost all of your free time with each other. A lot of time spent in each others’ homes and even met at each others’ places of work for lunch. One thing the two of you did in common at all places was make out. 
It seemed impossible to keep your hands and lips to yourselves. Kissing against the wall, on the table, on the couch, on the bed and even on the living room floor. Too many times you’ve been walked in on, but you cannot bring yourselves to be fazed by it. 
And now, you are getting ready for a project with your sound therapy group at a mountain a little far away. Another group that had been there before had claimed that the variety of birds that reside in the area make the most beautiful songs in the early hours. It was enough motivation for your group to decide to have a trip and record some of it.
"Okay. I think we're all done here." you sigh, standing on the tip of your toes and pulling Taehyung in for a hug by his shoulder. And he slumps into the embrace, nuzzling his face into your open hair. You rub his back, feeling your boyfriend yawn into your blue tresses.
 "Still tired? You can go sleep, baby." you say, lifting his head and squishing his face in your palms. He shakes his head, pouting while his grip on your waist tightens.
 "Go on, sweetheart. It's only 4am yet. You go catch up with some sleep, yeah?" you usher, wanting to see him well-rested and chirpy when you return in the evening. But he doesn't seem to want to oblige.
 "Can't. Our best friends are too loud in there." He whines, eyes half closed as he falls back onto your shoulder. You laugh, happy for the two who are so in love.
 "There won't be a disturbance anymore. I'm about to leave too." Yoongi joins in, with Jungkook holding his hand. Both of their hair are ruffled, sticking up at random places and clothes crumpled. Both look utterly ruined with blushes decorating their cheeks.
 "Drop me off at my place, will you?" Yoongi asks you, placing a kiss at the side of Jungkook's head. He smiles at Taehyung as he gets into the passenger seat.
 "Bye, Tae. See you later." you speak, pressing a kiss on his cold, red nose. Taehyung reluctantly lets go, pouting as he waves you goodbye. He watches you slip into the driver's seat and disappear into the morning.
 "Aren't you tired? Come sleep with hyung." He tells a very drowsy Jungkook who's rubbing at his eyes, a sleeping yawn falling from his own lips.
 ***
 It's around 1 pm when Taehyung calls you. You close your lunchbox that is almost finished, excusing yourself from the group.
 "Tae bear!" you exclaim into the phone, voice full of cheer.
 "Hey baby!" Taehyung replies, voice equally gleeful.
 "How's the recording coming along?" he asks, sounds of a window being opened accompanying his voice from his side of the line.
 "It went good, baby. Maybe we should come here on a date together some time. The view looks like one of the pictures you painted. Too beautiful."
 "Maybe we should. Have you had your food yet, darling?" He asks and you hum into the receiver.
 "Planning on returning yet? Or do you still have work to get done?"
 "Why? Miss me already?"
 "You know I do." Taehyung laughs.
 "Our work is done but we found an amazing free climbing trail close by. Decided to check it out. And it's for beginners too." Leah says, expecting an enthusiastic response back. But all you's left with is stillness from the other line.
 And then comes the shuffling, the sound of something falling down and Taehyung's muted cursing.
 "What do you mean free climbing?" His voice somehow feels distant, piercing Leah through her heart.
 "You know, rock climbing. And the ropes are going to assist me if I fall." you tentatively answer.
 "And you thought it was okay to do that without telling me?"
 "I didn't know I had to ask my boyfriend before I did things." Both of you speak with an edge to your voices, as if the sole purpose was to hurt one another.
"See ___. I understand that you have to climb up cliffs and dangerously high places for work. But this seems really unnecessary. I really need you to stop doing these things. Are you even aware of how many accidents take place during things like this?"
 "You don't tell me what's necessary and what's not. I do it because it makes me happy. And I'm not going to let you stand in the way of my happiness."
 "You can do whatever the fuck you want! I don't care anymore!" Taehyung yells. It has you flinching, lips wobbling from unpleasant memories of the past swarming you.
 "Don't yell at me." you shout back, unable to hide the tremble in your voice. Taehyung is breathing hard into your ears through the phone.
 "And it's not the first time I've noticed you clam up when I talk about going like this. You need to tell me whatever the fuck is your problem if you-" you never get to complete what you start from Taehyung abruptly ending the call.
 Your hands tremble at your sides, knees feeling weak. It had been true when you said Taehyung clams up when such matters are brought up. Avoiding looking you in the eye and slowly drifting away from the conversation with an uncomfortable smile. It was clear he hated heights at this point.
 But the extent to it was only now becoming clear when the ever calm yet cheerful Taehyung raised his voice. It seemed more of fear and frustration than anger towards you. But you weren't going to let him get away with yelling at you knowing how it affected you.
 You make your way back to your group who are waiting for you with their bags on their back and smiles on their lips. Forcing a smile of your own, you sling the bag onto your back.
 Like you said, you weren't going to let a guy get in the way of your happiness. No matter how much you love him.
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 Taehyung draws deft lines on the page of his new sketchbook with a charcoal pencil. He sighs, hating the texture of the pages with the kind of pencil he’s using. Everything blurs when he feels the tears rise. Hurt and shame surge through his veins for raising his voice at you. He looks out the window of the diner, watching droplets of rain wash over the street. For a minute he wonders what the two of you would've been doing in this weather had you not fought. Would the two of you be drinking a mug of hot cocoa at your apartment as you watch a movie on the couch? Or would the two of you have been watching the rain while cuddling on the swing in his balcony and being huddled in a single blanket?
 ‘I miss her.’ The voice in his head says. He misses you so much that it feels like a knife is lodged in his throat. But it's nothing compared to the way he’s felt when you left him behind that day. Better than being terrified to death wondering if he’d get a call bringing him news he'd never in his life want to hear.
 Taehyung drops his head down on the table, pulling up the hood of his jacket as he goes down. Focusing on the pain that blossomed on his forehead, he forces all thoughts of you out of his head.
 Just as he closes his eyes and takes a deep breath, the loud noise and vibration of something being slammed down on the table reaches him. His head jerks up startled, coming face to face with the very person he’s been avoiding for a whole week. His lips part, nothing but silence falling out of it. You look vexed at his expression. 
 "A 100 calls!" you say, pointing at the phone you'd thrown onto the table with your call log on. "A 100 calls and countless texts. All to you. I even emailed you dammit! What the hell are you doing, huh? Ignoring me like that! Do you even remember you've got a girlfriend?" your voice takes on an edge, volume increasing the slightest than your normal.
 He can't do anything but stare at your red face. He’s washed over with worry with how little you've dressed for a rainy evening. He holds himself back from swiping your wet lips in for a breathless kiss.
 "Answer me!" you yell, slamming your hand down on the table. It makes him flinch in his seat. And the women at the counter. 
 "I don't want to." he says, a slight tremor in his voice. He avoids looking you in the eye, instead setting his gaze on the device on the table. He’s afraid anything he does will anger you further. And it does. 
 " 'Don't want to'?" You scoff dangerously. "What else do you not want!? Your girlfriend spending time doing something she likes!?" you grab the collar of his shirt, pulling him up from the chair and in front of the table. 
 Taehyung’s jaw ticks at your words and actions. He pushes your hand away and straightens the shirt. Dominating him like that in front of another person jabs at his ego as a man.
 "That is not something I'm ready to talk about yet!" He shouts. Memories from the past swarm him, choking him so hard that it feels like he’s combusting from the inside.
 "I'm your girlfriend, asshole! I would've listened to you if you had told me that at the time instead of yelling at me!"
 "Stop repeating that you're my girlfriend!"
 "Why!? Do relationships scare you now too!?" 
 "Because I'm not sure I want this anymore." he whispers, head falling low in resignation. It's only half-true. He does want it. More than anything else. But he’s too scared. 
 Fear, he learns, is the most dangerous emotion.
 "You are breaking up with me?" you ask, voice too composed than earlier. Taehyung keeps looking down at his shoes. Big mistake.
 You lift up the cup of hot tea from his table and smash it on the wall at your side. You throw it with so much force that the shards fly back at you, slashing you on the cheek. The hot liquid splatters all over your hand, turning it an angry red. You don't flinch. You stare at him, eyes void of anything he's ever seen in them. Like he has no more access to you. 
 You rove your eyes over him one more time and then turn away with your phone. You slam a fifty-dollar bill in front of Mrs. Choi at the counter and leave without looking at Taehyung again.
 Taehyung looks around the cafe at the wreck the two of you have caused. He bends down to pick up the shards of glass through the tearful blur. He stays back, helping the part-timer clean up before he leaves. Mrs. Choi even comes around to take him into her arms, bracketing him into her motherly embrace.
 Crying all through the walk back to his house, he asks himself the same question over and over again. 
 ‘What the hell have I done?’
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 Yoongi can clearly see the smoke come out through the gaps of your bedroom door. His jaw ticking in anger, he pushes it open and immediately meets with the sight of his best friend.
 You are leaning against her headboard, a cigarette clutched between the index and middle fingers of your healing hand. You leave out a puff of smoke and when he enters, you hurriedly push the remaining against the ashtray. You put it away in your drawer with wide eyes and fumbling hands.
 "I saw that, ___. You're smoking again?" He sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose.
 "Sorry I just... I didn't know you were coming over."
 "So you were planning on keeping this away from me? You promised me you'd stop." He says, seating himself down beside you.
 "You know why I do it." You sigh and pull the comforter over the lower half of your body, pulling your legs towards your chest. Clutching your face in your hands, you put it on your knees.
 The sight of you, curled up against the headboard has Yoongi's heart wrenching in sadness. It had been a week since the breakup and you were still as broken as the day at the diner.
 Moving closer, he pulls you to his side. Almost instantaneously, you lay your head on his shoulder and curl up against him.
 "Why did you come over without telling me? You always call me before."
 "Jimin called me. He was scared of how little he saw you around the house. And any time he did see you, he said you were high. Barely aware of what was happening."
 "I should've worried him a lot. Where is he?" a troubled look crosses your features. 
 "Apparently it's been affecting him too much. So, Hobi took him out for some breakfast." 
 You hum. You are glad Hoseok is being a good boyfriend to your other best friend.  
 "You need to learn how to control your ang-"
 "I can't Yoongi." You say, lifting up your hand. It trembled in frustration.
 "I almost smashed a cup against his skull. Had I not mentally reminded myself of who was in front of me, I would've put him in the Emergency room." you recollect, wiping the tears.
 "We can always seek help, ___." He rubs up and down your arms to soothe your emotions.
 "Is that okay?" He asks and you nod against his shoulder blade. The two of you bask in the silence afterward. Embracing the calmness that you knew wouldn't last once the voices in your head get too loud.
 "Should've known it was too good to be true." You sniffle, "He was way too perfect from the beginning."
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tarantulas4davey · 4 years ago
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More and more Youtuber Au content
First of all, before I share the headcannons, the thoughts you left on my own au mean so much to me. That really made my day yesterday. Thank you so much and you are overwhelmingly nice I really appreciate it :)
Okay now onto headcannons:
- Race has a second channel called "Ant-Man" (because get it Antonio and Ant- yeah I don't remember where the post this is from went) where he makes random videos. Like random website games and stuff. No I don't know where this thought came from but it just makes sense.
- I know we already established how they got engaged but if they didn't already get engaged, they would most likely be that couple to get engaged with a ring pop or something stupid.
- fanart wall. That's all I had to say for this one.
- On social media (excluding YouTube and twitch), their profile pictures are either art by a fan, the two of them together, or each other - the times they put it as a each other it's very annoying because "why are you each other's profile picture I keep messing you up" and "why do you keep doing this"
- If they're playing Minecraft, Race just always forgets to eat. There's always people (Albert included) yelling at him in the chat to eat. That's all
Okay that's it for now I should get back to babysitting.
any day hon 🙏 theyre really well done !! and as someone who appreciates all the love you give my stuff i had to share some of it cause you 100% deserve it <3
aight ✨let’s get into the boys✨
- his second channel IS called ant-man (i’ve seen this post and i have it somewhere i swear i just can’t find the screenshot or i would add in in here for context. it’s just a conversation between race and wiesel about wiesel not being able to call race anthony cause his name is antonio, so wiesel asks if he can call him ant-man and race goes “,,,,,i’ll allow it”) and albert has a very lowkey one called ‘deadpool’ that he doesn’t post on but he DOES comment with and that’s usually the account he comments under youtube edits/compilations of them with and race mentions it during one of their ‘reacting to edits/fan videos of us’ videos and suddenly everyone’s tweeting albert’s comments at them. race’s side channel is just gaming/skit bloopers and nonsense
- oh albert purposed to race when they were 19 in a denny’s parking lot at 4am drunk as fuck slightly tipsy and jack has a video of it he’s saving to play at their wedding during his speech ✨ race cried an equal amount as the time albert was ACTUALLY asking but in his defense he had drank way too much for a lightweight on a tuesday in july
- *meme point* mmhmm, yeeeeep. it’s the far wall with no couch or table or anything against it in their gaming room. literally floor to ceiling, wall to wall fan art. stuff from their P.O. box, conventions, meet and greets, what have you, it’s ALL up there. they also have some up in other rooms of the house (the really really ornate ones on canvases and stuff) but almost all of it is up in the gaming room.
- oh fs ! albert’s twitter is a meme of race and race’s is a meme of albert, just to confuse people. race’s instagram is one of the two of them and albert’s is fanart someone made for him that he got permission to put up and he has them linked in his bio (even though he wasn’t asked to, he did it just because he wanted to) race’s tiktok is fanart of him (with the artist linked in his bio and like,,, half his comment sections) and albert’s is bibble from the barbie fairytopia movies (this sounds really out of pocket but i promise it’s like,,,, a think on tiktok) that’s all the socials i can think of rn but their youtube and twitch pfps are the official art they both commissioned for their channels originally (although that artist is linked everywhere too, cause it’s literally jack dhshdhd) fans yell at them constantly cause they change it constantly and they tag the wrong accounts fairly often
- this is the only one i slightly disagree with, actually. albert is the one that gets really invested in games and forgets to eat, race is always having to pause his and go make/order food and force al to eat or drink water. race doesn’t get as hyper focused on gaming as al does, he’s more likely to forget to eat if he’s editing for a stream. then al or chat has to yell at him to remember to be a people and eat. al is just generally dismissive of his human needs though, he’ll also just,,,,,, not sleep cause he wants to stream so race has to keep his boy alive some times.
this is from ✨hours ago✨ cause i’m a heathen and take forever to respond but i hope babysitting went well !!! or,,, at least no small children were harmed in the writing of this post. that’s the bar, apparently 😆
thank you for the ask, my dear !!! i really appreciate it :) <3
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