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starting to get scared that my dream job might never be accessible to me because my health is declining and the time i can spend standing before pain starts radiating from my midback and feeling like i'm about to pass out/collapse is rapidly decreasing and my general joint pain and fatigue is getting worse
all i want is to be a marine biologist and do field work but if i keep getting worse idk if that's gonna be possible
#chronic illness#chronic pain#physically disabled#physical disability#possible heds#hypermobile eds#ehlers danlos#back pain#angry cripple#cripple posting
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Being whatever brand of hypermobile I am - (diagnosis pending) - my fingers bend backwards. All of them. All the time. At the very last knuckle.
Which isn't the best when I'm trying to do literally anything. But especially when I'm trying to create things like drawing or crochet.
I need ring splints, so affordable recommendations are appreciated.
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Okay I’m trying. I am.
I’ve got loads of physio stuff I can do go try and strengthen my joints and reduce pain. I’m going to go to the gym on Fridays. I’m taking supplements. I’m going to try acupuncture again. I’m doing positive thinking and visualisation. I’m eating well. I’m pacing as much as my life allows. (If I paced the way I needed to I would do one thing for one or two hours each week and spend the rest of the time resting. Which isn’t feasible considering I have at least three in person lectures a week)
I’m trying everything. I’m even trying reflexology, which I don’t really believe works. I can’t take it anymore. When my life was just college and home, it was fine. But it’s not anymore. Life is opening up for me and not able to take part because I’m in too much stupid pain. I need to not be in pain. I need to be able to walk properly and sit down without my legs going numb. I need to be able to wear a goddamn bra with my shoulder subluxing(I think.) I need to be able to do anything with at least less pain.
I can’t stand this anymore. I just want to live a life and not just be alive in a tiny corner watching it all pass me by.
#chronically ill#chronic illness#chronic pain#pain#chrinic pain#probably heds#heds#heds tag#possible heds
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Every day I wake up and my body isn’t swollen and everyday I realise that doing anything makes my body swell up for some reason.
Is it caused by pots? Should I keep trying to get my doctors to diagnose me heds?
I don’t know! But anyway, sorry body, for continually doing things I know hurt you.
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I finally have an appointment to see a rheumatologist on October 7th. I’m not sure how much they will be able to do but it is at least a step in the right direction.
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I get a lot of imposter syndrome regarding the fact that I'm disabled. I don't have any diagnoses or know what's wrong with me (I have some guesses but don't know for sure) I don't need mobility aids at this point. I am able to hide the fact that I'm disabled and I don't need anyone's help.
But I am disabled. And I am in constant pain.
But I do find myself wishing I was 'more' disabled. Because maybe then doctors would take me seriously. Because maybe then my family would take me seriously. I almost wish I would hurry up and lose more mobility so that I could finally get help
#being disabled and not knowing what it is is so isolating#disabled#disability#invisible disability#undiagnosed#possible hEDS#imposter syndrome#mobility aid#constant pain#i hate doctors#my whole body hurts all the time
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vent post about talking to my mom about getting mobility aids
bruh, I decided to talk to my mom about asking my doctor for mobilty aids, like a rollator or something due being more indepent and going to comeptions for my school, trying to get a job, etc and she goes 'they should have places where you can sit and you have a note saying where you can rest when needed plus you don't want to walk around with a walker' bitch I just passed out because I couldn't sit anywhere without possibly taking a chair that might be used soon, I think I need something, and I explained that to her and she went 'we'll see' with an attitude saying no
Please note I have POTs and Joint hypermobility and possible hEDs
#rae's random thoughts that would go on quotev#vent post#pots syndrome#joint hypermobility#possible heds
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@mg-makintosh: It's chronic pain disorder my dear.
Me: No, I'm a werewolf. Awoo.
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Stain the realest character ever.
#I WISH HE LIVED#THE STAINMIGHT POSSIBILITIES#they are bfs to me ur honor#hed treat Toshi right#FUCK I READ THEIR FANFICS AND AHHH I NEED MORE AND CANT STOP THINKING#also im surprised ppl dont ship them more#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#toshinori yagi#akaguro chizome#all might#stain mha#stainmight
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it makes me sick to my stomach thinking about how spock — touch telepath, by the way — touches jim and accepts his touch so freely, almost without hesitation, but denies touch from others. like, okay, you can argue he has his cool vulcan telepathic shields on all the time, but, surely, surely, he can feel jim's mind buzzing, electric and agitated, brushing against his own. like humans brush hands with the one they like.
and he shouldn't think about it, but maybe he does. maybe in the quietness and stillness of his meditation, he feels the ghost of jim's psychic, burning, tingling. like lips feel hours later after a kiss. the memory of it.
but then, he's sure jim isn't even aware of all this. so he keeps touching him and letting himself be touched. and it could mean nothing.
#which could mean nothing#sorry im just#i need#i need them to kiss like RIGHT NOW#they make me SICK#and#by the way#jims out here like huh i wonder why spock isnt bothered by me touching him#hed tell me if he were surely ???!!#what could this possibly mean#thinking emoji#thinking emoji thinking emoji thinking emoji#star trek#st tos#star trek tos#spock#spirk#star trek spock#jim kirk#s/k#spirk tos#late night thoughts
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times yoo joonghyuk got a little silly with it:
when kdj was going through it in peaceland/during the 24hr vacation and then he turned and looked and yjh was over there chilling making Delicious Food
when he and hsy scammed anna croft that one time
surely he had to have done at least one silly bit to get out of a movie in the theater master dungeon
when he was bantering with hsy over Space Google Docs during the epilogue
when he was beating up kdj and said it "was for making [him] eat dirt"
when he used kdj as a surfboard
#add on more if you remember i havent reread it in a while#beyond the possibility of him being an entertaining streamer (ehhh considering what we saw from him in the mia ss) i think hed wear cat ear#headphones and never really acknowledge them. thats his kind of bit to me.#orv
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Help Me Get New Mobility Aids!!!
Happy Disability Pride Month! I initially wasnt going to make a post to try to get new mobility aids/tools, but I really need them, so what the hell.
I am a multiply disabled Black lesbian and I have been without proper supportive mobility since the start of the pandemic. I had many of my things broken or thrown away during this time period, and I thought I could go without but its been so long and I really cant anymore.
I need smart/ergonomic forearm crutches because regular forearm crutches wreck my fragile hypermobile wrists, I need braces for both legs and ankles, a shower bench and detachable showerhead. All of this combined is a bit over $550.
I REALLY need this, esp the crutches! My mobility and bodily autonomy would be GREATLY increased If I was able to get these items. I
CA: $sleepyhen
VN: wildwotko
Dm for P@ypal
TLDR?: Disabled Black Lesbian needs new mobility aids for increased mobility and autonomy.
#disability pride month#disabled poc#heds#ehlers danlos syndrome#chronic pain#black and disabled#disabled lesbian#This is really vital to my life right now bc i cant do things atm#crutches would make me doing things by myself again possible#i just want some more mobility and bodily autonomy
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ummm first time becoming self conscious about the way you act with your best friend because of some middle school bullies :)
#iasip#always sunny#charmac#charlie kelly#mac mcdonald#fanart#mine#i watched ‘close’ nd had some pain#but yeah ofc my brain was like 'i can make that charmac' h8 myslf#mac macdonald#im not good @ dialogue it feel ooc to me but iv ben like staring @ this for days i just need to post it#for th record i dont think mac wd giv a shit abt wat bullies think of him. bt he'd still get n his own head abt it#like hed nevr thought of their relationship tht way b4#nd th possibility alone scares him#1k
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also i think if roleswap laios and canon laios met theyd immediately start fighting.
#canon laios would blurt out 'why do you look like our dad' and fisticuffs ensue.#shuro........ is a little more complicated#if canon shuro doesnt think too hard about it and just treats the other him like a stranger then theres no problem#on the other hand i imagine he holds himself to high standards and if he sees his other self doing things he considers improper or uncouth.#i imagine hed only speak up if he saw it happen A Lot like hed pull him aside like hey... what the fuck#thered be a bit of 'holy shit i woulda turned out like THAT??' on both sides#roleswap shuro would often get frustrated but i think hed understand that like. thats how the culture is like he lived it too#but i think similarly hed watch laios steamroll og shuro and eventually be like. DUDE. just say something#shorter fuse lmao. anyways still turning this AU over in my head#how much more forward can shuro be before hes unbelievably out of character...#and what if they switched universes!!!!#if laios switched. it would be immediately obvious something is up in the og universe but it may be chalked up to like#a weird mood..... though maybe the party starts to wonder 'hey... is it not possible this is a shapeshifter' 😭#but og laios in the roleswap universe...#tbh havent thought too hard on what the party dynamics in that universe might be like assuming all else is the same save for the roleswap#i imagine chilchuck would still get on alright as long as hes being paid upfront and laios is still attentive/ recognises his abilities#and limitations also. marcille................................... hmm#she might treat him more formally and be less close.... may perceive him as more threatening at first meeting#(in terms of like. 'taking falin away' i mean if that makes sense)#but well. u kno how in canon laios Does notice a lot of things about his companions and has a very pragmatic view that surprises them#and they dont tend to notice until he says it aloud because its often overlooked cos of his. everything else.#well. id imagine roleswap laios still notices things but simply would not say it aloud.#the party would also be like .. dude... did he hit his head#if SHURO swapped...................... well it depends when exactly it happened#i imagine it could be a bigger issue with the retainers#im losing steam cos my lower back hurt so bad adgfsdfg i cant get a good position on this chair#but for shuro himself i imagine it would be nightmarish lmao.#roleswap (henceforth RS) shuro would wake up as an adult with the retainers like. ??? was that all a dream?? did i never make it out#meanwhile og shuro ending up god knows where..........#if he ended up with the retainers again he might not immediately realise somethings amiss and try to act normally
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wanted to draw smth for the birthday boy lol
#marble hornets#mh#marble hornets fanart#alex kralie#alex mh#my art#havent drawn him with this specific haircut yet so im happy w how it turned out yippeee#hed absolutely be the type to act like he thinks the birthday song is dumb and embarrassing#but internally be seconds from tears bc he loves his friends#so glad he shares a bday with the down with cis bus#also tim and amy are trying to sing like normal people but jay and brian are intentionally making it sound as awful as possible
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#hello everybody#i dont have much to say this time#BUT#im gonna draw some self insert stuff HAHAHAHAH#unrelated to jace but still related to magic its gonna be me (which ill have 2 design a character 4) bullying oko#i just want to annoy his ass#like i just know if i were in the mtg world itd be my mission to bother oko as much as possible#and hed put up with it because the head is crazy#id peg him#anyways#jace beleren#jace mtg#mtg#magic the gathering#mtg art#my art
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