#posessive sirius

[myfictionaldreams]

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sweetheart needs looking after (fluff, angst)

You were warned not to be a brat today, but when you start to feel unwell, how will the boys react when this mistake your behaviour for being a brat?

the boys always cause trouble (fluff, smut, angst, dark)

The boys were infamous around Hogwarts for their pranks but what if one ay they do it to the wrong people, and you get hurt in revenge?

good morning (smut) 

You loved waking up in the arms of the boys but today, James has other plans for the morning.

the dueling club (fluff, smut, angst)

You were tasked to practice your defensive skills but when you are paired with your worse nightmare, how will the boys react watching you duel their enemy?

the full moon (ch.1) (ch.2) (ch.3) (fluff, smut, angst, dark)

The full moon was approaching, only a few days away and the effects were slowly starting to take over Remus, but there’s nothing you can do as you watch him turn from the soft loving boyfriend to the posessive and rough werewolf to hide from.

showing off  (fluff, smut, angst)

The boys love goofing around but what happens if it brings the attention of the Slytherins. How will the boys react when they find out that you’ve bee harassed?

let me calm you (fluff, smut)

It was the last quidditch match of the year and James’ nerves were getting the best of him, so you did your best to calm him down.

we'll sort this later  (smut)

The boys had left you being edged all day until you couldn’t take it anymore.

safe & sound (fluff)

The sound of thunder ripped you from your sleep, luckily the boys are there to comfort you.

a bad day  (fluff, smut, angst)

You have a bad day so the boys try and make you feel better.

breakfast in bed  (fluff, smut, angst)

You were in subspace and has a panic attack and the Marauders try to calm her down.

you’re safe  (fluff, smut)

You have a nightmare and the boys do their best to comfort you.

happy halloween(fluff, smut, angst)

You were your own worst enemy. The boys have surprised you by changing their looks for the Halloween party but you can't decide if you're highly aroused or intimidated by their new looks.  

aftercare - kinktober  (fluff, smut)

How the boys look after you after a heavy nightly session

they are mine (fluff, smut, angst)

They were harmless, they just wanted to be friends with the Marauders nothing more... right? What happens when three Ravenclaws become suspiciously too close with your boyfriends?

i need to feel you  (fluff, smut)

Waking from a lust-filled night, you were feeling slightly needy.

red  (fluff, smut, angst)

The word 'red' kept flashing into your mind but it wasn't something you'd ever had to say before. How will the boys react when you're forced to say it?

first time  (fluff, smut)

At the beginning, you were simply four friends but how was it that you all became more than this?

pain over pleasure (fluff, smut, angst)

It was very important that during your most intimate of moments, you kept clear communication with the Marauders but, when you fail to do this, you have to suffer the consequences of which you'd been warned about.

horny little devil  (smut)

There you were, tied to the bed, wishing to be touched but, Sirius and Remus ignored you, continuing on with their own pleasures. Thankfully, James has returned from Quidditch practice, he'll help you... right?

how far is too far? (fluff, smut, angst) 

James had discovered a new spell that is supposed to give you the most blissful pleasure imaginable. However, not everything goes to plan.

what are you wearing?  (fluff, smut, angst) 

The latest lingerie trend did not look comfortable in any way but you still fell for the marketing and purchased your own, assuming that the boys would want you to dress like everyone else. However, when you decided to show off your outfit to Sirius, his reaction is anything but positive as he sees how uncomfortable you are.

working hard (fluff)

You're working hard, maybe too hard as you have been neglecting to take care of yourself. You end up fainting, hitting your head and, having a seizure and needing the boys to look after you.

spanking/flogging - kinktober (smut)

Sirius, ever the one to explore the kinky side of life, has bought a new toy which you're a little apprehensive about.

bondage - kinktober (smut)

Trying something new included you trusted your boyfriends to restraint you in the middle of an empty classroom.

coercion/blackmail - kinktober - dark!marauders (smut, dark!!)

They wre waiting or the ideal chance to find you alone and the perfect opportunity arose when they saw you on the Marauder’s map as you ere sneaking around the restricted section of the library.

Family (smut, angst, fluff)

Sirius Black, the usually happy prankster within Hogwarts, had a special skill for hiding his emotions. Until one day, he's forced to face the realities of the troubles with his family.

Say My Name (Smut, fluff)

It was an uncommonly tranquil night for you and Remus, as James and Sirius had gone out to attend a party. The reason you and Remus decided not to accompany them was quite simple: the Full Moon was approaching. This meant that your otherwise calm boyfriend would become fiercely possessive and feral.

[sorenphelps]

I work in Corporate, and as i was promoted to Manager this year, i had to attend a lot of “Business skills” trainings… and of course, i’m about to apply the gathered knowledge to my Marauders headcanons😅

So here’s a very brief summary of my thoughts about their DISC profiles:

All right, I’m just gonna assume that all of you know the basics about DISC, the colours might be different, but the name of each profile and characteristics are the same in all versions. Also as almost everyone has a mixture of these profiles, i decided to go with the two most prominent one for each of them.

Starting with James, who is a D and an I (red/yellow), because while he is also a big nerd, he is definitely too extroverted to have high results on the left side of this DISC wheel. He’s a true leader, has a very strong moral compass, but he is generally a funny dude. Judging from his actions in canon, he is definitely a do it immediately kind of guy. He can connect to Sirius the most as they both share the D/red profile, and he also works good with Peter via their shared I/yellow profile. His opposite is Remus, and while he obviously loves and supports him in canon, i think he would feel conflicted about some of Remus’ actions the same way as his son was multiple times.

Peter is an I and S (yellow/green) profile, the S/green is more obvius why, but considering how he liked to sourround himself with powerful people and how much attention he gave to James, i think the I/yellow is not that far-fetched, especially if you consider that he was really a spy and could frame Sirius, he must be at least a little influencing/manipulative. He can connect to James via their shared I/yellow profile, and to Remus even more via their shared S/green profile. This is highlighted if you consider him being friends to Remus first and only getting “adopted” to this friend group later by James as a canon fact. His opposite is Sirius, and it’s sort of obvious how they connect the least with each other.

Remus is a S and C (green/blue) profile, he is not good with conflicts, and he is the most introverted out of the four. He is also quite a nerd, he enjoys researching, that’s how he can connect the most with Sirius, through their shared C/blue profile. He connects to Péter via their shared S/green profile, as Péter can sort of trigger the “mother hen” tendencies of Remus by presenting himself as weak (especially when Sirius is mean to him). His opposite would be James, however as James is a true leader and Remus likes to follow on main, their relationship still works out.

Sirius is a C and D (blue/red) profile, because he is the most task focused of the group to the point of seeming rude and cold to others. He values knowledge and he is very analytical, he does the research because he is geniunely interested and wants to go deeper. He also has strong morals (and even a temper), no wonder he connects best to James via their shared D/red profile. He can also connect to Remus via their shared C/blue profile, while his opposite is Peter, who posesses all those characteristics that Sirius just can’t really connect to, and are probably the least tolerant to even in his other mates.

[howlyourmelancholy]

Three of a Perfect Pair

summary: in which you're invited to join.

warnings: reader is invited for a moment into wolfstar's relationship. not poly!marauders. threesome. mentions of a posessive sirius. hinted at remus being the dom.

words: 665.

notes: honestly i'm a little disappointed in myself with this one. it just doesn't feel as good as earlier works and i think that's because i've been sick.

This was not what you’d expected when the boys first approached you. Both Remus and Sirius seemed so confident in themselves and secure in their relationship, and the thought of them inviting a third person, let alone you, seemed entirely insane. You knew that Sirius and Remus were wildly possessive of each other, but they'd insisted it was okay, and you'd agreed.

The rules were made perfectly clear—you weren't to be intimate with either of them unless the other was present. You weren't to flirt with them or touch them without the others explicit permission. And you weren't dating them. And that was fine.

But this, your current circumstance with the two boys, was not at all what you'd been expecting; in fact, it exceeded your expectations. Remus had laid himself on the bed, demanding that you both straddle him—Sirius on his waist and you on his face. It amazed you how talented Remus was and how he could split his focus so beautifully between the two of you.

His wicked tongue snacked between your slick folds, prodding at your hole with expertise, making you gasp into Sirius’ kiss. Remus grabbed your hips to pull you against his mouth as Sirius slowly seated himself on his cock, causing both of your lips to part in breathy moans felt against the others tongues. Sirius looked like a beautiful piece of art, with his lips parted and his inky-black hair a mess, as he took every inch of his lover while his own cock bobbed beautifully against his stomach.

You wanted to take him in your hands to feel how hard he was beneath your fingers. You wanted to take him in your mouth until the wiry black hairs at the base of his cock tickled your nose. You could do neither. Sirius fisted a hand in your hair to cement your mouth to his so that he could kiss you as though it were his last night on earth.

It was messy— with open mouth, teeth, tongue, and saliva. You weren't going to complain, not when Remus’ tongue was driving you closer and closer to orgasm in record time. Sirius fondled you without shame or hesitation, touching here, there, and everywhere he could reach, paying special attention to your nipples as he pawed your breasts with heavy hands.

Unable to help yourself, you reached out and wrapped a hand around his cock, stroking him with slow, firm flicks of your wrist while Remus' thrust into him. He felt like iron beneath your fingers, impossibly hard. You were both lost, entirely under Remus' control. You cried out when the boy's tongue pushed through your folds and into your hole, causing your thighs to shudder and shake around his head.

"T-here!"

Your voice was muffled by Sirius' tongue in your mouth, but Remus understood and prodded with his tongue again, hitting the same spot again and again. You braced a hand against his abdomen, which dipped beneath your touch as pleasure rippled through him in time with both of yours.

“Oh, fuck!” Sirius gasped against your lips.

If all of your senses weren't heightened and drawn so tight within your body, you would have been embarrassed about how quickly you came—a record time, to be sure. Had it been five minutes? More or less? It truly didn't matter. White-hot pleasure lashed through your body, starting in your toes and crawling up your spine until it was pouring from your mouth and into Sirius', where it retraced its path down his spine.

Fireworks exploded like the Fourth of July behind your closed eyelids. But it wasn’t just fireworks. It was like shooting stars and meteor showers, and the northern lights were dancing through your veins, setting your whole body alight.

You felt Sirius twitch beneath your fingers, felt Remus’ stomach dip beneath your hand, and felt him groan against your cunt, as they followed swiftly behind you, hurting towards their own release like a train with its breaks cut.

[jasmines-library]

MARAUDERS MASTERLIST

Total Works: 9

Last updated: 08 October 2024

⛤ MASTERLIST ⛤

⛤ Lunar Posession

Summary: Remus gets jealous when you come back to the dormitory smelling of Sirius.

⛤ Miscommunication

Summary: when the reader finds an injured Remus surrounded by his friends in the forest, she is led to believe that it was Remus’ friends who had hurt him

⛤ Talk Now, Study Later

Summary: Ditzy!reader just wants Remus’ attention as he tries to study for an upcoming exam

⛤ Only Human

Summary: After Severus ends up ruining his friendship with the reader by calling them a slur, Sirius is there to comfort them.

⛤ For You, My Dove.

Summary: Siri and reader enjoy a day at the beach together. Oh and he proposes.

⛤ Blood Quill

Summary: Remus can smell blood on you

⛤ Bad Moon Rising

Summary: whumptober; you get hurt during a full moon

⛤ Sunburn

Summary: you get sunburnt, your boyfriends take care of you

⛤No Sleep For The Damned

summary: You get captured by death eaters and have to keep yourself awake fo they don't use you for information

[enbysiriusblack]

saw james potter fanart. had the urge to squish his face and call him cute. i think sirius black just posessed me.

[smuttyazrael]

On the run Part 2

Word count: 733

Summary: Sirius Black escapes Azkaban. What does he do to help solve him little problem? Or should I say big problem.

Warnings: Masturbation, Oral, Sexual intercourse, Fingering, breeding kink, Cum kink, pregnancy kink, lactation kink, size kink.

After he leaves you are wondering around your house finding cum stains everywhere that match the one on your couch. You found many more on your couch as well.

Sirius comes back two months later.

"Hi baby." He greets

"Hi sirius." You say as he jerks his hard cock watching you feed the twins. Hes standing in the middle of your living room while your sitting on the couch.

"Fuck, your so hot Y/N. Feeding my kids. Fuck. Im gonna cum, Y/n. Gonna cum hard baby." He moans out painting your carpet in cum. You know its gonna stain but you dont care. The babies finish and you both burp one putting them down in thier cribs.

Sirius rips your yoga pants thrusting into you. Pounding you hard while you hold on to the crib.

"My son is watching us make another baby. Fuck son watch me fill mommy with my baby batter." Sirius groans looking at your son who is watching sirius. He cums filling your cunt pulling out letting his cum drip out."I missed your pussy."

"How many children are you going to knock me up with?" You ask him.

"As many as I can, fuck. I need to cum again." Sirius says jerking his cock like hes posessed. He's staring as his cum dripping out of your cunt. "Fuck, princess." He moans out cumming on the carpet in the kids room.

He pulls you out of the room to your room. He lies down pulling you down on top of him. Sitting you down on his cock. With a groan from both of you, you are filled.

"I promise I'll be around more, baby." He says.

"Where do you go?" You ask.

"You wouldn't believe me."

"You turn into a dog. I don't think there is much I don't believe."

"I'm a wizard. The wizarding population is down because of a war. There is another war on. My godson is in danger so I need to be around. I'm hoping our babies will help repopulate the wizarding world. Get you round with my baby at least once a year."

"So your a wizard and we need to repopulate the wizarding world. This sounds like a sci fi novel. If your godson is in danger, bring him here." You offer.

"You would look after my god son?" He asks in awe.

"I'm already looking after 3 of your kids. Whats one more?" You shrugg.

"Lets make it two more." Sirius says thrusting into you from under you. You moan. Falling forward. He latches on to your tit suckling the milk. You cum squirting getting your bed soaking wet. Sirius follows shortly behind you spurting inside your womb.

"Tonight, I'll fuck you all night. I will leave tomorrow morning to get Harry, my godson." Sirius tells you panting.

You both cum multiple times before you fall asleep.

You wake up alone. The bed feels warm still though. You get up and feel a massive amount of cum drop out of your pussy on to the carpet of your bedroom. You leave your room. Still in your torn yoga pants.

You walk down to the kitchen and see Sirius jerking off. He’s looking out the window seeming lost in his thoughts. But still thrusting his hips into his fist. He groans cumming on your floor with a splat for each six spurts.

He just keeps jerking after. Not stopping. He heads to a corner with carpet and thrusts hard into his fist. "Fuck baby. I want our kids to grow up knowing how much daddy cums for mommy. Seeing the stains all over the house. Knowing its just for them and mommy." He whisper to himself with a groan cumming again with just as much cum as the last load. This time streeking across the carpet behind a chair.

You walk in behind him and take his cock in your hand jerking it over top of his hand. "Hi Y/N." He greets.

"Hi Sirius." Your greet. He turns around and looks down at your dripping pussy.

"Fuck you look gorgeous dripping my cum." He says lifting one of your legs over his arm thrusting into you. He trusts quickly rubbing your clit. You scream out cumming hard. He cums inside you painting the walls of your pussy white.

You both head back to bed where he has a few more rounds with you.

[waxingrunes]

I would pay good money to see you draw a jealous/ posessive moony scene or a lap dance sirius scene or sirius with moonys fingers in his mouth. Name your price babe

You’re going to like what I have coming up after Halloween’s out the way, anon. Sit tight.

[lynxindisguise]

LXNX U WERE BLOGGING ABT WOLFSTARBUCKS WHILE I WAS OFFLINE THAT'S SO UNFAIR 😭

pls can i hear more abt the spooky ooky ghost sex they have? 🥹 how damp is it? what's the ugly crying like if james posesses sirius vs remus? i need to know for science!!

DON’T GO OFFLINE THEN IT’S SO STRESSFUL HAVING TO PUT UP LOST CAT POSTERS 😭

they have very lovely damp spooky ooky ghost sex! sirius and james love sharing one body/orgasm, and remus loves being with the both of them at once!

okay so if james possesses sirius (which I think is the norm), the wailing and facial expressions are off the charts, but sirius’s prettiness cancels a lot of that out and it leads to a very confusingly sexy ugly cry.

james possessing remus is the ugliest possible crying that has ever and will ever exist. (sirius finds it very sexy and endearing)

[cancerravenclaw]

dramione to marauders convert. wolfstar 4ever. cali. she/her.

I write wolfstar to feel alive

🌙 Boot Scootin’ Baby, 21k: Cowboy Remus, Sirius in a mini-skirt, inappropriate use of a cowboy hat and love at first two step.

⭐️ All’s Fair in Love and Trivia (WIP 5/10, 63k): Trivia taken very seriously, ex-sex, friends to lovers to enemies and back to lovers in the messiest way conceivable.

⭐️ Good Enough to Eat, 22k: Alpha Remus/Dr. Moons, Omega Sirius/the afflicted, biting, breeding, a/b/o yummyness + mutual pining, written for my cricket @waxingrunes.

🌙 How to Seduce a Succubus, 14.5k: Succubus Sirius, Psychaitrist Remus, paranormal dubcon with somnophelia, for @maladaptivewriting

🌙 Just a Little Bit of Magic, 25k: Music journalist Remus Lupin, Model Sirius Black, Esctacy, EDM, and falling in love by NYE.

⭐️ For Research Purposes, 15k: Dr. Remus, leashed up good girl Sirius soul mate sex in a lab (idk either)

🌙 You’re Missing it, 7.5k: A decade of forced separation with reunification sex under a meteor shower

🌙 Wolf Insctincts and Primal Proclivities, 9k: Near transformation Remus, blood kink related fun stuff

🌙 Pretty Little Grays, 12k: Posessive Remus and secret relationship Sirius turned semi public sex at a Gryffindor party

I wrote a 270k dramione thing once, too.

current projects: jegulus big bang three-shot, priest remus three-shot, and trivia fic ofc

[padfootastic]

unpopular opinion! i like posessive Sirius in prongsfoot headcanons, this grimly withdrawan kind of jealousy, buuut. I think he could be demonstrative in his own way about it. Like in swm, with his pointed remarks about Lily being pissed off with them bullying Snape... Like, Sirius knows James is magnetic AND has a nasty edge Lily doesn't like, but Sirius does, and maybe deep down he's glad Lily is droven away from James by expressions of this. Before Sirius matured enough, anyway ツ

hehehehe sirius is always gonna be glad potential suitors are ran away from james, even in a platonic scenario, bc he wants as much of him as he’ll get.

(i think i’ve read a fic once, or atleast i want to, where it’s like. dark sirius who’ll keep james with him by any means necessary. i think he hexed lily bald? at one point? when he heard james waxing poetic about her hair. it was great. i love that dynamic. more obsessively devoted sirius who’ll cage james rather than let him fly away)

but yes, i do think that sirius would be. demonstrative. i mean, j/s is already pretty physical by average standards, right? sirius is always touching james and vice versa and that automatically keeps many people away. and then beyond that, i can totally see sirius say, wrapping an arm around james, hand resting on/above his ass. or fingers stroking along the band of his trousers. one hand casually holding james’ neck. another drawing circled along his inner thigh etc etc. the list is endless.

[onionanddeadgaywizards]

IM GETTING SO SICK OF THE MARAUDERS FANDOM MAKING EVERYONE GOOD PPL NO SHUT UP I WANT THEM TO BE FUCKED UP LITTLE SCRUNKLY BITCHES

LET THEM BE AWFUL PPL. LIKE IF YOU HAVE TROUBLE HUMANIZING PETER BECAUSE HE BETRAYED THEM, MAKE THEM ALL FUCKED UP.

Remus its easy, hes a werewolf give him rly bad anger issues who’s prone at lashing out rly badly at ppl around him. punishing them for even daring to love him

Sirius also simple, make him so fucked up and posessive that he isolates his friends possibly on purpose

James was canonically a bully, play on the possible prejudices he had growing up make him a judgemental little bitch who judges himself just as harshly do the whole selfhatred so he hates everyone else.

Peter easy hes a coward he blames other ppl for his mistakes never owns up to anything he does make him unreliable a fickle friend.

BOOM THERE YOU GO FUCKED UP MARAUDERS

[simplifiedboris]

Logan and Matilda, which hunters do you hate going against the most or who generally scare you the most?

'L.H.': Well... Jack the ripper is a brutal one and it's obvious he dislikes me quite alot. I barely manage to avoid his... claws and if i don't manage to do so, my blood is all over the walls. If take the topic of being scared of someone the most, i have a weird fear whenever i encounter Sirius (@idv-askchaoticduo) near me..even if he isn't as brutal as Jack, he still manages to scare me more than that man. Maybe it because of the fact his 'soul' posesses the person i encounter almost on daily basis, the man who i somewhat admire, maybe its the thing that scares me. The fear of a person who i respect to tear my limbs apart. 'M.H': "Ah well i can surely says the one who i hate to encounter the most and who im scared of the most is Turar. She doesn't spare anyone and doesn't mind to break extra bones if the survivor annoyed her."

[enbysiriusblack]

Since your Emmeline is in Gryffindor, do you have any hcs about her and Sirius' relationship?

ooh. i think sirius is quite restrictive in who he interacts with/hangs out with. so i don't think they'd be friends per se, but would be friends of friends and would still know each other fairly well anyway, just being in the same classes and sharing a common room and everything

i think emmeline would def think she has a crush on him before she realises she's a lesbian, and would probably try to get his attention often, especially with him being naturally smart/talented. however sirius wouldn't really care and she'd end up just chatting to james more than sirius.

i do think sirius would notice her more/warm up to her more later. like i see emmeline as picking fights quite often, and i think sirius would like this about her and they could kinda bond over that, as well as both of them not really doing school work ever (however i think sirius wouldn't get why emmeline lies and pretends to study all the time when she very obviously never does. like it'd just baffle him- as well as him finding her not being super smart kinda irritating, however he would appreciate her natural talent/magic that she does posess)

i kinda feel like i'm saying that on a surface level, sirius wouldn't particularly like emmeline, but once getting to actually know her more beyond just how she presents herself, he would enjoy her company a bit more and wouldn't mind her so much.

[welikeimagines-andfandoms]

Heyy!! Im so glad your requests are open! Ive been reading all your fanfics for a really long time now, and I am just amazed at how well you write anything from downright filth(in a good way ofc) to the cutest fluff moments.

Now moving on to my request:

Smut with either Draco or young Sirius, where he has sort of a posessive and lightly rough personality, and he finds a box of toys in your closet. So he gets all "Having fun without me are we?"

I just really like this sort of rough/dom stuff.

Bonus points if he uses those toys to punish you))

And also please no y/n.

I will be incredibly grateful if you write this, but even if not I look forward to reading the masterpieces you write!! <3

Thank you for the love and support but pls read my pinned post x

So down for this Im only taking prompt requests atm x

[siriusbx]

Sirius was starting to get the hang of some tech, though he had to admit he couldn't quite understand the ins and outs of exactly how they all worked. Magic was logical, there were spells and incantations, some requiring a level of skill... maybe this was the same and he just didn't posess the skill required. Either way, he really enjoyed listening to music on the enchanted phone he had acquired. "Did you know you can just put anything on here? And listen to it? Whilst it's in your pocket? Amazin"

[lynxindisguise]

and on a slightly less cursed note:

when jily posess wolfstar, how damp is the sex? who cries? if james possesses sirius and james is the ugliest crier and sirius is the prettiest crier, do they cancel each other out or is it the most explosive cry ever? i need to know for science!

A deeply important and scientific inquiry!

So let’s say Lily possesses Remus and James possesses Sirius. I don’t think Lily is exactly one to cry during sex—girl is trying to steer this new noodly body into topping, she has work to do!!! But Remus absolutely is, so I think what happens is all these tears build up, and the moment it’s over and Lily leaves, the result is an explosive shuddery waterfall that would certainly satisfy many of the ugly-crying parameters.

James and Sirius, on the other hand, are actively enhancing each other’s crying. James can feel that Sirius is going to cry, so he starts crying, and then Sirius is crying because James is crying, and spooky ooky ghost sex science suggests that they produce double the tears and snot. And because James is in control, the hideous facial expressions look even more unnatural on Sirius’s face, the noises are demonic, and there’s no delicate tear wiping. It’s somehow even uglier than if just James were to cry. However, when it’s over and James leaves, Sirius is left with the most beautiful post-cry glisten and glow.

It must be stated for the record, that the ugliest crying combination would be James possessing Remus because you’d add Remus’s facial blotching/swelling into the mix. Not to mention Remus’s general horror at emoting so openly.